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[dra ♪
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If you lined up whoever's
left out here with me,
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I know I can persevere longer.
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-Boom.
-Got one!
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I was worried I wasn't gonna
be catching any more fish.
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Thank you.
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-I got him.
-Oh, boy!
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Look at that guy.
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Now I'm in the groove.
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It's an age-old tradition
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to go out into the wilderness
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until you've received what
you need to receive.
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But we're just getting started.
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[animal hooting]
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Really would like to know
what makes that noise.
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Whoa.
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This is the hardest terrain.
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Patagonia is a different
environment entirely.
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Everything out here
is so hard.
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Patagonia's no joke.
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Are you willing to give up--
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-Oh!
-Who you are...
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for what you will become?
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It's Patagonia,
for God's sakes.
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Patagonia!
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It's tougher
than I ever imagined.
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Just missing home right now.
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You get a feeling
of helplessness,
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like, "Why am I doing this?"
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Oh, my God!
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The last person left
wins $500,000
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and is a badass.
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-Bam!
-Ugh.
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-[animal growling]
-What is that?
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It's just how far
you can push yourself
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and what you're able to do.
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Yeah!
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You don't have anyone
to lean on.
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Oh, my God, I got a fish!
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-Go to bed hungry.
-Wake up hungry.
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-Can't believe I did that.
-Ready, guy?
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It's gonna come down
to mental endurance
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and food deprivation.
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[cries]
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Person'll be dead
in a week at this rate.
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[animal growling]
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♪
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Whoa.
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That's a big cat.
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♪
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[dramatic music]
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♪
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So you guys want to
see something
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super delicious
that I'm cooking?
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Ugh, I mean...
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this is it, you know?
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This is the pinnacle
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of all...
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deliciousness.
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♪
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[gasps]
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Sock soup.
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Mmm.
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Good old wool socks,
a little usnea and cypress.
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That is, like...[smacks lips].
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Okay, well, it might not be
delicious chocolate cake
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or something, but at least
we're gonna have clean socks.
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♪
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And, you know, at times this
journey has been so smooth.
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Survival?
No problem.
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Being alone?
No problem.
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♪
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But this is the first time
I've been worried
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about really anything out here.
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So I have three spider bites
on my bum-bum.
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And they are mildly infected.
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♪
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Yup, not looking too good.
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♪
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I had a moment of being like,
"Ah, what happens if
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I get pulled out because I have
an infected spider bite?"
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That would be, like, nightmare.
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♪
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I just have to really find
a way to take care of it.
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♪
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Oh, I've been keeping
my eyes out for plantain,
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which is a medicinal herb
that grows pretty wild,
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kind of like dandelions.
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You know, it's kind of
a backyard medicine.
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And I haven't seen any this
whole time I've been here.
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♪
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Check it out.
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Today, of all days,
when I have my spider bites
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that are infected
and need to be cleaned,
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I found some plantain.
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Da da da!
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Super stoked.
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And we're gonna make a poultice
out of the usnea
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and the plantain here.
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Poultice is where you
mash up the herbs
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and you stick it right on there.
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♪
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So I'm just gonna crush it up.
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What I'm looking to do is
kind of create a paste
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that can then be smeared
onto the wound.
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♪
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See?
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Now I'm gonna add
a little usnea.
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♪
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That is beautiful.
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♪
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And so what we'll do is,
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after we clean our spider bite,
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I'm gonna put this onto
a piece of gauze pad
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from my first aid kit.
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♪
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And then tape it up.
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And check on it in the morning.
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You know, there's not medics
or producers
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coming and giving us food
and treating our wounds.
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Not even close.
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We really are, like,
on our own out here.
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♪
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♪
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Wonder if I'd fare
near as well
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doing this "Alone" thing...
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If I didn't have
a camera to talk to.
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[chuckles]
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It's certainly fun.
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I've been enjoying it;
I think I want to ask 'em,
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"How much is one of
these cameras?"
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I'm just gonna set it there.
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Never actually gonna...
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like, take footage.
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Just gonna set it there
and start talkin' to it.
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You're my Wilson, baby,
you're my Wilson.
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♪
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[chuckles]
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Oh.
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[laughs]
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This morning,
the first thing I'm gonna do
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is see if I got a fish.
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Fishing's been fairly good,
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so I've been concentrating
my energy on that lately.
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Oh, yup.
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There it goes.
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Come on, bud.
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Come on.
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Come on.
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Here we go.
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Oh, come on, come on,
come on, come on.
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Don't you dare--
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yes!
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Hah!
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Oh.
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Don't you dare go anywhere.
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It's okay, it's okay.
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Well, it's not okay for you,
but thank you very much.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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♪
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Oh.
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The $500,000
does mean something.
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But when I came out here,
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one of the hopes was that
I wanted to go through
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my own personal evolution.
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Spiritually, physically,
psychologically,
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socially--all of it.
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And so far, it's been above
and beyond.
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It's a he.
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Oh, whatever these are.
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Might be sperm sacks
for all I care.
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I eat those right away.
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At least one of 'em.
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Oh.
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Mmm.
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Tastes great.
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♪
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I don't know when every meal's
gonna come
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for the next month or two.
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So today, I'm gonna start
making a, uh, drying rack
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for fish, for winter.
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And I figure I can have some
bamboo pieces up here,
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and then cut across
as a drying rack,
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'cause I always have
the fire right here.
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So I've got two upright pieces.
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♪
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And then we'll need pieces
that go across.
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♪
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All right.
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So I'm gonna fillet this fish.
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♪
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[sighs]
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I don't want hunger
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to have power over me.
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I want to be out here
for a long time,
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and to do that,
I need food.
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♪
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And so, I find myself
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thinking ahead a lot.
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And I have a plan.
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Oh, that's a nice one.
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♪
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I fillet 'em out, dry 'em.
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If I eat one fillet
every three days,
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and I store
the rest of the fish,
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I feel like I can do
what's got to be done
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to make six months here.
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♪
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Yup.
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♪
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Could probably beat this log
apart with my axe
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and get quite a few
chunks off it.
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It takes a lot of work
to get firewood around here.
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♪
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So far, I've been really lucky
with the fishing,
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so I'm not complaining
about that.
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I have my tea, my berries.
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I'm doing okay.
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But...
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it doesn't take much
to make me tired in a day.
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And firewood's what's, uh--
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collecting firewood
is what's really
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taking my energy away.
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♪
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You know,
it just goes so fast.
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I like big fires at night.
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They give lots of light,
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lots of warmth.
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But it's wearing me out
to have to go 300 yards
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to get firewood.
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See Greg walk.
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See Greg get firewood.
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♪
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See Greg return with firewood.
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♪
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See Greg need
a chiropractor soon.
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♪
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I'm just subjected to the
elements 24 hours a day.
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Day after day.
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I can't stay warm.
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I've used up all the suitable
firewood I can find,
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and I'm too tired
and too worn out
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and don't have enough energy
to be packing wood
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from down the bank.
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So I've decided, tomorrow,
if it's nice,
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it's time to pack up and move
out to a different camp.
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♪
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With as little food
as I usually get by on,
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um, I'm kind of impressed
that I can make ten trips
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with heavy firewood
like I have been.
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Um...
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it's obviously the plants
and the fish that I do get
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that's keeping me going.
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♪
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Ah, may as well
get another look at my bobber.
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In case we have
something on there.
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♪
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Oh.
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Oh, yeah, I see it--
it's way into shore.
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I got a fish on there.
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Okay, I don't want to lose this.
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I don't know how
I have a fish on there,
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but I do.
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But I got to get in there
and grab that
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so I don't lose it.
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♪
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Whoa!
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This is slippery in here.
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♪
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And it's over my boots.
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♪
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Ugh!
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Oh!
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00:13:16,264 --> 00:13:19,134
No, no, no, that's cold!
276
00:13:19,167 --> 00:13:20,734
Oh!
Oh, no.
277
00:13:26,340 --> 00:13:29,308
[dramatic music]
278
00:13:29,342 --> 00:13:36,348
♪
279
00:13:41,019 --> 00:13:42,654
Oh, man.
280
00:13:42,687 --> 00:13:45,222
Oh, man.
281
00:13:45,256 --> 00:13:47,024
Oh, that hurts.
282
00:13:47,058 --> 00:13:48,559
[panting]
283
00:13:48,592 --> 00:13:51,762
I'm not kidding ya--
I'm in bare feet.
284
00:13:51,795 --> 00:13:55,398
I fell in the water,
but I didn't lose the fish.
285
00:13:55,431 --> 00:13:57,333
I got to get to the fire.
286
00:13:57,367 --> 00:13:59,669
Ugh, my feet.
287
00:13:59,702 --> 00:14:00,902
Ow.
288
00:14:00,935 --> 00:14:02,504
Oh, my goodness.
289
00:14:02,537 --> 00:14:03,705
Oh.
290
00:14:03,738 --> 00:14:05,707
No.
291
00:14:05,740 --> 00:14:06,908
Fell right in.
292
00:14:06,941 --> 00:14:09,943
♪
293
00:14:09,977 --> 00:14:12,246
Soaked.
294
00:14:12,280 --> 00:14:14,082
Everything's wet now.
295
00:14:14,115 --> 00:14:16,349
Holy crow.
296
00:14:16,383 --> 00:14:18,585
I feel sick to my stomach.
297
00:14:18,618 --> 00:14:19,819
Oh.
298
00:14:19,852 --> 00:14:22,389
I got to get out of
these wet clothes.
299
00:14:22,422 --> 00:14:24,690
I'm gonna have to change.
300
00:14:24,723 --> 00:14:27,126
That cold water is no fun.
301
00:14:27,159 --> 00:14:29,795
My feet are cold, my hands...
302
00:14:29,828 --> 00:14:32,263
Thank goodness
I had the fire going
303
00:14:32,297 --> 00:14:35,700
before I went to
check that line.
304
00:14:35,733 --> 00:14:37,568
In all honesty,
305
00:14:37,602 --> 00:14:38,969
I would've been dead.
306
00:14:39,003 --> 00:14:46,009
♪
307
00:15:01,989 --> 00:15:08,462
♪
308
00:15:08,495 --> 00:15:10,664
So doesn't seem like
309
00:15:10,697 --> 00:15:15,034
vast improvement
from yesterday.
310
00:15:15,067 --> 00:15:18,471
But it seems like
it's getting better.
311
00:15:18,504 --> 00:15:20,572
So I'm gonna bandage them up
312
00:15:20,605 --> 00:15:23,442
and, uh, we're just gonna
continue this process
313
00:15:23,475 --> 00:15:26,178
until they are...
314
00:15:26,211 --> 00:15:29,147
until they are good to go.
315
00:15:29,180 --> 00:15:32,583
Slow and steady wins the race
with herbal medicine.
316
00:15:32,616 --> 00:15:34,618
♪
317
00:15:34,652 --> 00:15:37,987
This is a hard thing
to deal with,
318
00:15:38,020 --> 00:15:41,824
but it doesn't matter how good
or bad your situation is.
319
00:15:41,858 --> 00:15:44,593
Everything depends on the
attitude that you have.
320
00:15:44,626 --> 00:15:49,165
So I'm just gonna remain
positive this whole time.
321
00:15:49,198 --> 00:15:52,500
I'm gonna try and think of some
interesting things to do,
322
00:15:52,533 --> 00:15:56,604
and what I really want to do
is make an instrument.
323
00:15:56,637 --> 00:15:59,307
Here's my potential
piece of wood.
324
00:15:59,340 --> 00:16:01,908
♪ Bow wow wow
325
00:16:01,941 --> 00:16:04,811
So why make a
stringed instrument?
326
00:16:04,844 --> 00:16:07,713
One: fun project.
327
00:16:07,746 --> 00:16:11,250
Two: I've never made a stringed
instrument before.
328
00:16:11,284 --> 00:16:13,118
Three: I'm a musician,
329
00:16:13,152 --> 00:16:16,254
and I miss my instruments
terribly.
330
00:16:16,288 --> 00:16:20,658
Four: why freaking not,
you know?
331
00:16:20,692 --> 00:16:22,260
I'm gonna carve this down,
332
00:16:22,294 --> 00:16:24,094
but then this will be where
the strings kind of
333
00:16:24,127 --> 00:16:25,762
resonates a little noise.
334
00:16:25,796 --> 00:16:28,765
And so yeah,
that's the first part.
335
00:16:28,799 --> 00:16:34,304
♪
336
00:16:34,337 --> 00:16:37,707
This is so experimental.
337
00:16:37,740 --> 00:16:40,141
This ain't gonna be no
Lucas Miller guitar,
338
00:16:40,175 --> 00:16:43,278
that's for sure.
339
00:16:43,312 --> 00:16:45,814
It's gonna be a very
mini instrument.
340
00:16:45,847 --> 00:16:48,916
A little strum stick.
341
00:16:48,949 --> 00:16:51,419
First peg...[imitates creaking].
342
00:16:51,452 --> 00:16:53,187
It kind of jams in there.
343
00:16:53,221 --> 00:16:55,356
♪
344
00:16:55,388 --> 00:16:58,024
You know, it's amazing how
something threatening
345
00:16:58,057 --> 00:17:00,993
your experience out here,
like an infection
346
00:17:01,027 --> 00:17:03,962
that could pull you out of
the whole shebang,
347
00:17:03,995 --> 00:17:07,032
gives you such a renewed
sense of purpose
348
00:17:07,065 --> 00:17:09,235
for being here, you know?
349
00:17:09,268 --> 00:17:12,437
Yay, we have all four
of our pegs.
350
00:17:12,470 --> 00:17:15,906
And those are gonna be what
our strings attach to.
351
00:17:15,940 --> 00:17:17,708
Just gonna use
my 12-pound test.
352
00:17:17,742 --> 00:17:20,076
The 100-pound,
you have to pull it so tight
353
00:17:20,109 --> 00:17:22,712
to get any noise out of it.
354
00:17:24,448 --> 00:17:27,416
[strings twanging]
355
00:17:27,450 --> 00:17:29,885
♪
356
00:17:29,918 --> 00:17:32,888
[singing softly]
357
00:17:32,921 --> 00:17:39,927
♪
358
00:17:42,063 --> 00:17:45,031
[dramatic music]
359
00:17:45,065 --> 00:17:50,271
♪
360
00:17:54,006 --> 00:17:56,976
I'm lying here in bed,
feeling ill,
361
00:17:57,009 --> 00:17:59,478
and all I can think about is,
362
00:17:59,511 --> 00:18:02,981
"I do not want to go home."
363
00:18:03,014 --> 00:18:05,550
This infection just came back,
364
00:18:05,584 --> 00:18:07,685
and now I can feel it
moving to my glands,
365
00:18:07,718 --> 00:18:10,588
which is not a good sign.
366
00:18:10,621 --> 00:18:14,258
Oh, my gosh, I feel like I'm
on the verge of dry-heaving.
367
00:18:14,292 --> 00:18:15,958
♪
368
00:18:15,992 --> 00:18:18,561
I will listen to my body, but--
369
00:18:18,595 --> 00:18:20,096
and whatever it needs to do,
370
00:18:20,129 --> 00:18:21,531
but, oh, my gosh,
371
00:18:21,564 --> 00:18:24,165
I just, like...[groans].
372
00:18:24,199 --> 00:18:27,336
♪
373
00:18:27,369 --> 00:18:31,506
This is the first time
that I've even remotely
374
00:18:31,539 --> 00:18:34,542
considered tapping out.
375
00:18:39,646 --> 00:18:42,616
[dramatic music]
376
00:18:42,649 --> 00:18:49,655
♪
377
00:18:56,828 --> 00:18:59,697
I slept zero
378
00:18:59,731 --> 00:19:02,133
hours of sleep
last night.
379
00:19:02,166 --> 00:19:06,937
Um, literally
laid awake the entire night...
380
00:19:06,970 --> 00:19:11,474
um, in guttural pain.
381
00:19:13,175 --> 00:19:15,645
Something is going on
in there...
382
00:19:15,678 --> 00:19:17,813
not good.
383
00:19:17,847 --> 00:19:19,047
And then I woke up this morning,
384
00:19:19,080 --> 00:19:23,117
and I have two
very swollen glands
385
00:19:23,151 --> 00:19:24,553
in my groin.
386
00:19:24,586 --> 00:19:26,654
Um...
387
00:19:26,687 --> 00:19:29,723
uh, like big,
big swollen ones,
388
00:19:29,757 --> 00:19:32,292
which means that
my infection has
389
00:19:32,326 --> 00:19:33,994
turned inward.
390
00:19:34,027 --> 00:19:38,431
Um, so that's really not good.
391
00:19:38,465 --> 00:19:40,299
The gut pain,
that's one thing,
392
00:19:40,333 --> 00:19:42,701
but a systemic infection,
I just cannot
393
00:19:42,734 --> 00:19:44,102
[bleep] around with.
394
00:19:44,135 --> 00:19:46,972
♪
395
00:19:47,005 --> 00:19:50,241
So I'm feeling like today...
396
00:19:50,275 --> 00:19:53,077
may be my last day.
397
00:19:53,110 --> 00:19:55,012
Um, which is wild.
398
00:19:55,045 --> 00:19:57,882
♪
399
00:19:57,915 --> 00:20:00,216
Mentally, I feel fine.
400
00:20:00,249 --> 00:20:03,052
And so here, you know?
Like, so here.
401
00:20:03,086 --> 00:20:05,889
♪
402
00:20:05,922 --> 00:20:08,056
I don't want to go at all.
403
00:20:08,090 --> 00:20:10,759
At all.
Oh, my gosh.
404
00:20:10,793 --> 00:20:13,462
But I have to
take care of my body.
405
00:20:13,496 --> 00:20:17,231
I won't put my health at risk.
406
00:20:20,067 --> 00:20:23,804
If this is my last day,
I'm gonna spend it...
407
00:20:23,837 --> 00:20:26,373
in a state of abundance
and joy
408
00:20:26,407 --> 00:20:29,342
and happiness and gratitude.
409
00:20:29,376 --> 00:20:32,311
♪
410
00:20:32,344 --> 00:20:35,715
The same way that I've spent
every day here
411
00:20:35,748 --> 00:20:40,218
since the moment the boat
dropped me on that beach,
412
00:20:40,251 --> 00:20:42,887
and I'm gonna go to all my
favorite spots here
413
00:20:42,921 --> 00:20:46,557
and give my deep gratitude.
414
00:20:46,590 --> 00:20:49,259
My temporary shelter spot.
415
00:20:49,292 --> 00:20:51,462
♪
416
00:20:51,495 --> 00:20:52,630
[sighs]
417
00:20:52,663 --> 00:20:54,531
♪
418
00:20:54,564 --> 00:20:56,933
Where it all began.
419
00:20:56,966 --> 00:20:59,268
I want to just enjoy this day.
420
00:20:59,301 --> 00:21:02,438
And I want to be present
and be full of gratitude,
421
00:21:02,471 --> 00:21:06,274
because this journey has been
so profound.
422
00:21:06,307 --> 00:21:08,510
[sighs]
423
00:21:08,544 --> 00:21:11,011
Sacred bamboo forest,
424
00:21:11,045 --> 00:21:13,113
I'm so grateful.
425
00:21:13,147 --> 00:21:20,153
♪
426
00:21:21,154 --> 00:21:23,089
This is not what I expected.
427
00:21:23,122 --> 00:21:24,791
At all.
428
00:21:24,824 --> 00:21:28,461
But I trust that this is how
429
00:21:28,494 --> 00:21:31,163
it is meant to unfold for me.
430
00:21:31,196 --> 00:21:35,500
It's so weird to kind of plan
a tap out.
431
00:21:35,533 --> 00:21:39,504
I just never, ever thought
that I would get to this place.
432
00:21:39,537 --> 00:21:40,838
Ever.
433
00:21:40,872 --> 00:21:43,807
♪
434
00:21:48,845 --> 00:21:51,447
I will soon wake up,
but I am feeling like
435
00:21:51,481 --> 00:21:55,751
this is probably
my last night.
436
00:21:55,785 --> 00:21:59,420
So I'm just...
437
00:21:59,454 --> 00:22:04,292
being present.
438
00:22:04,325 --> 00:22:11,331
♪
439
00:22:20,707 --> 00:22:23,542
I just feel like I'm not in
a survival situation anymore.
440
00:22:23,575 --> 00:22:27,278
I just feel like I'm in a
perseverance-type situation.
441
00:22:28,947 --> 00:22:31,381
My only plan for today...
442
00:22:31,415 --> 00:22:34,952
take my time,
check my fishing lines,
443
00:22:34,985 --> 00:22:37,187
and then, uh...
444
00:22:37,221 --> 00:22:38,321
that's about it.
445
00:22:38,354 --> 00:22:41,090
♪
446
00:22:41,124 --> 00:22:43,392
Out here,
you just got to take it slow
447
00:22:43,426 --> 00:22:45,028
and easy.
448
00:22:45,061 --> 00:22:47,763
You can't just go out and just
start burning calories.
449
00:22:47,796 --> 00:22:50,198
It just doesn't add up
in my equation of
450
00:22:50,232 --> 00:22:52,601
what you need to do out here.
451
00:22:52,635 --> 00:22:55,570
People don't like my strategy,
[bleep] it.
452
00:22:55,603 --> 00:22:56,904
I don't really care.
453
00:22:56,938 --> 00:22:58,239
I'm doing what
I need to do here.
454
00:22:58,272 --> 00:22:59,774
I'm on track.
455
00:22:59,807 --> 00:23:03,143
It's like game day
and I'm still at it, solid.
456
00:23:03,176 --> 00:23:06,179
I'm just moving forward.
457
00:23:09,282 --> 00:23:11,350
Oh, got a fish.
458
00:23:11,383 --> 00:23:12,451
Oh, yeah.
459
00:23:12,484 --> 00:23:17,322
♪
460
00:23:17,356 --> 00:23:18,356
Look at that.
461
00:23:18,389 --> 00:23:20,191
Got myself a rainbow.
462
00:23:20,224 --> 00:23:23,094
Eh, just barely got him there
on that--on the lip.
463
00:23:23,127 --> 00:23:25,663
♪
464
00:23:25,696 --> 00:23:28,365
Bad deal.
Look at that.
465
00:23:28,398 --> 00:23:29,967
Right?
466
00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:31,168
Looks good.
467
00:23:31,201 --> 00:23:35,938
♪
468
00:23:35,972 --> 00:23:37,774
Oh, yeah.
Look how good that's looking.
469
00:23:37,807 --> 00:23:38,775
[whistles]
470
00:23:38,808 --> 00:23:40,442
That's what I'm talking about.
471
00:23:40,476 --> 00:23:47,482
♪
472
00:23:51,852 --> 00:23:54,722
I'm gonna enjoy this
right here.
473
00:23:54,755 --> 00:23:57,691
My mom makes fish at home.
474
00:23:57,724 --> 00:23:59,626
We always just make it
in butter.
475
00:23:59,659 --> 00:24:01,561
Usually fillet it out.
476
00:24:01,595 --> 00:24:03,597
Here, I'm trying to eat
as much as I can.
477
00:24:03,630 --> 00:24:08,033
But we usually fillet it out
and, uh...
478
00:24:08,066 --> 00:24:09,401
cook it in butter.
479
00:24:09,434 --> 00:24:11,570
Just fry 'em up.
480
00:24:11,604 --> 00:24:13,805
And, uh...
481
00:24:13,838 --> 00:24:16,007
I always call dibs on these
little cracklings
482
00:24:16,040 --> 00:24:19,811
that are leftover.
483
00:24:19,844 --> 00:24:21,377
♪
484
00:24:21,411 --> 00:24:23,213
Man, that protein helps.
485
00:24:23,246 --> 00:24:27,250
But keep thinking,
"conserve, conserve, conserve."
486
00:24:27,283 --> 00:24:31,186
So I am going to just
relax here.
487
00:24:31,220 --> 00:24:39,060
♪
488
00:24:39,093 --> 00:24:41,630
Wonder how my little man's
holding up.
489
00:24:41,663 --> 00:24:43,531
Jax.
490
00:24:43,564 --> 00:24:45,899
♪
491
00:24:45,933 --> 00:24:48,969
It just hit me.
492
00:24:49,002 --> 00:24:52,673
For the first time...
493
00:24:52,706 --> 00:24:54,073
I miss my family.
494
00:24:54,106 --> 00:24:56,709
♪
495
00:24:56,743 --> 00:24:58,745
I think because I was
eating that fish,
496
00:24:58,778 --> 00:25:00,880
I fried it up the way
my mom fries it up,
497
00:25:00,913 --> 00:25:03,514
and I was just thinking about
eating dinner with everybody.
498
00:25:03,548 --> 00:25:06,251
It just hit a nerve in me.
499
00:25:06,284 --> 00:25:09,920
For the first time...
500
00:25:09,954 --> 00:25:12,056
I just wanted to be home.
501
00:25:21,798 --> 00:25:28,804
♪
502
00:25:46,252 --> 00:25:48,954
Fishing time.
503
00:25:50,690 --> 00:25:52,825
I found two worms.
504
00:25:52,858 --> 00:25:55,828
Really excited about that.
505
00:25:55,861 --> 00:25:58,897
♪
506
00:25:58,930 --> 00:26:01,966
It was the summer after my
parents got divorced
507
00:26:02,000 --> 00:26:05,703
that I started going to
survival skills summer camps.
508
00:26:05,736 --> 00:26:07,537
♪
509
00:26:07,570 --> 00:26:10,473
I didn't always
get along with my dad.
510
00:26:10,507 --> 00:26:14,010
And I didn't share with him
what I was learning
511
00:26:14,043 --> 00:26:17,013
or who I was becoming.
512
00:26:17,046 --> 00:26:20,949
And that's changed over the
years now, as an adult.
513
00:26:20,982 --> 00:26:23,618
♪
514
00:26:23,651 --> 00:26:25,854
I'm looking forward
to this adventure,
515
00:26:25,887 --> 00:26:28,223
being able to share who I am
516
00:26:28,256 --> 00:26:29,990
with the people
I love the most
517
00:26:30,024 --> 00:26:33,660
that may not see
this part of me.
518
00:26:33,694 --> 00:26:36,163
I hope that I can
make everybody proud.
519
00:26:36,196 --> 00:26:38,798
♪
520
00:26:38,832 --> 00:26:42,736
The lack of protein is
definitely contributing
521
00:26:42,769 --> 00:26:46,471
to my slowing down.
522
00:26:46,504 --> 00:26:49,975
I am losing a lot of weight.
523
00:26:50,008 --> 00:26:53,210
I need that protein,
and fishing
524
00:26:53,244 --> 00:26:57,281
just doesn't feel like
it's working for me.
525
00:26:57,314 --> 00:27:00,650
I built a fish weir
out of rocks.
526
00:27:00,683 --> 00:27:03,754
My thought is, the fish would
come cruising along,
527
00:27:03,787 --> 00:27:06,890
looking for insects,
make its way in,
528
00:27:06,923 --> 00:27:10,192
and either come over to
this side and go in circles,
529
00:27:10,225 --> 00:27:13,362
or go into the corner over here.
530
00:27:13,395 --> 00:27:16,165
I built a basket trap.
531
00:27:16,198 --> 00:27:20,468
♪
532
00:27:20,501 --> 00:27:22,170
Oh, man.
533
00:27:22,203 --> 00:27:25,605
♪
534
00:27:25,638 --> 00:27:27,607
I don't know what else
to do but just
535
00:27:27,640 --> 00:27:30,377
keep going out.
536
00:27:31,912 --> 00:27:35,381
I desperately would love
to catch a fish.
537
00:27:35,414 --> 00:27:38,350
♪
538
00:27:38,384 --> 00:27:40,252
Yes!
539
00:27:40,285 --> 00:27:41,652
Come on.
540
00:27:41,686 --> 00:27:43,554
So close.
541
00:27:45,590 --> 00:27:46,858
No, no, no.
542
00:27:46,892 --> 00:27:48,159
[sighs]
543
00:27:48,193 --> 00:27:51,695
Ah, damn it.
544
00:27:51,728 --> 00:27:55,833
I don't know why it is that I
struggle so much with it here.
545
00:27:55,866 --> 00:27:57,500
♪
546
00:27:57,533 --> 00:27:59,969
But if I don't catch a fish,
547
00:28:00,003 --> 00:28:02,071
I may not be able to stay here.
548
00:28:02,105 --> 00:28:06,008
♪
549
00:28:06,041 --> 00:28:09,011
[cries]
550
00:28:09,044 --> 00:28:13,514
♪
551
00:28:17,251 --> 00:28:20,220
[dramatic music]
552
00:28:20,253 --> 00:28:27,260
♪
553
00:28:43,241 --> 00:28:46,143
At this point,
fishing doesn't seem like
554
00:28:46,176 --> 00:28:48,511
it's worth the effort.
555
00:28:48,545 --> 00:28:52,448
But I need protein.
556
00:28:52,481 --> 00:28:55,017
I noticed how much weight
I've lost.
557
00:28:55,051 --> 00:28:58,054
I can see my ribs
really easily.
558
00:29:00,321 --> 00:29:02,190
[water splashing]
559
00:29:09,396 --> 00:29:11,098
Oh, there's a fish.
560
00:29:11,131 --> 00:29:18,137
♪
561
00:29:38,455 --> 00:29:39,822
Whoa!
562
00:29:39,856 --> 00:29:44,227
♪
563
00:29:44,260 --> 00:29:46,262
Yes!
564
00:29:46,296 --> 00:29:47,563
Oh.
565
00:29:47,597 --> 00:29:50,499
♪
566
00:29:50,532 --> 00:29:53,535
[cries]
567
00:29:54,904 --> 00:29:58,239
I'm so thankful for this fish.
568
00:30:00,141 --> 00:30:04,177
♪
569
00:30:04,211 --> 00:30:07,114
I want with all of my being
to stay out here
570
00:30:07,147 --> 00:30:09,482
as long as I can.
571
00:30:17,990 --> 00:30:22,393
I am stubborn and have an
exceedingly strong will.
572
00:30:22,427 --> 00:30:24,629
And maybe I'm a crazy person,
573
00:30:24,662 --> 00:30:26,564
but I'm gonna stick to that.
574
00:30:26,597 --> 00:30:28,933
♪
575
00:30:28,966 --> 00:30:31,635
I want to be the first
female winner of "Alone."
576
00:30:31,668 --> 00:30:35,205
And I want to be a role model
for young girls out there.
577
00:30:35,239 --> 00:30:38,007
♪
578
00:30:38,041 --> 00:30:40,776
I'm thankful for each day
579
00:30:40,809 --> 00:30:43,112
that I have.
580
00:30:43,146 --> 00:30:44,812
I'm just thankful.
581
00:30:44,846 --> 00:30:51,852
♪
582
00:31:11,670 --> 00:31:13,438
So...
583
00:31:13,472 --> 00:31:15,140
I'm just waiting for the fire
584
00:31:15,174 --> 00:31:18,442
to perk up a little bit.
585
00:31:18,476 --> 00:31:21,445
Because I'm gonna move
my entire camp further down
586
00:31:21,479 --> 00:31:23,213
where the firewood is.
587
00:31:23,246 --> 00:31:25,548
And especially after
falling in the lake,
588
00:31:25,582 --> 00:31:28,285
I know I need a lot more wood
from over there.
589
00:31:28,318 --> 00:31:30,620
I can't stay warm.
590
00:31:30,653 --> 00:31:33,122
It's ugly, ugly weather.
591
00:31:33,155 --> 00:31:35,724
But I'm tired of fighting
with firewood,
592
00:31:35,757 --> 00:31:37,226
so I want to
get moved over there.
593
00:31:37,259 --> 00:31:39,694
Rain or shine,
I'm starting to move today.
594
00:31:39,727 --> 00:31:44,399
♪
595
00:31:44,432 --> 00:31:46,234
Well, I'm gonna collect
some coals
596
00:31:46,267 --> 00:31:47,801
from the fire here.
597
00:31:47,834 --> 00:31:49,803
And I'll carry
the coals over there
598
00:31:49,836 --> 00:31:51,605
to the other location
599
00:31:51,638 --> 00:31:54,474
so I can start
a fire over there.
600
00:31:54,508 --> 00:31:57,310
♪
601
00:31:57,343 --> 00:31:59,845
Not too, too far I guess.
602
00:31:59,878 --> 00:32:02,915
Boy, this bush is just
so slippery when it's wet.
603
00:32:02,948 --> 00:32:09,954
♪
604
00:32:13,890 --> 00:32:16,327
I got the tarp,
I got to get that set up.
605
00:32:16,360 --> 00:32:18,162
Because now it's clouding over;
it looks like
606
00:32:18,195 --> 00:32:19,462
it's gonna rain again.
607
00:32:19,495 --> 00:32:20,830
♪
608
00:32:20,863 --> 00:32:22,498
Right there.
609
00:32:22,532 --> 00:32:25,068
Okay.
610
00:32:25,101 --> 00:32:26,502
I'll tell ya right now,
611
00:32:26,536 --> 00:32:29,304
I'm not making a fancy shelter
like I had before.
612
00:32:29,338 --> 00:32:31,940
This is gonna be simple.
613
00:32:31,973 --> 00:32:36,244
As long as it keeps
the water off me at night.
614
00:32:36,277 --> 00:32:37,411
That's all I care.
615
00:32:37,445 --> 00:32:44,451
♪
616
00:32:47,587 --> 00:32:49,856
So I'm just gonna
pack everything up.
617
00:32:49,889 --> 00:32:53,292
I got to organize it,
dry it out later.
618
00:32:53,325 --> 00:33:00,398
♪
619
00:33:03,734 --> 00:33:06,903
There's my new camp
over there on the point.
620
00:33:06,936 --> 00:33:08,605
So from there...
621
00:33:08,638 --> 00:33:10,707
and there's my old shelter,
there.
622
00:33:10,740 --> 00:33:12,576
♪
623
00:33:12,609 --> 00:33:16,579
See, everywhere I look:
wood.
624
00:33:16,612 --> 00:33:18,614
There's another nice piece.
625
00:33:18,647 --> 00:33:20,549
♪
626
00:33:20,583 --> 00:33:23,585
Oh, I'm so happy, man.
627
00:33:23,618 --> 00:33:27,089
I'm really happy.
628
00:33:27,122 --> 00:33:30,857
I finally found
a good spot for wood.
629
00:33:30,891 --> 00:33:33,560
Now that we're 50 days
into the [bleep].
630
00:33:33,594 --> 00:33:35,429
♪
631
00:33:35,462 --> 00:33:38,798
My goal is to buy my daughter
her own little acreage
632
00:33:38,831 --> 00:33:40,566
and build her a house.
633
00:33:40,600 --> 00:33:42,935
I just don't want to
let her down.
634
00:33:42,968 --> 00:33:44,670
I really need this.
635
00:33:49,241 --> 00:33:52,144
[dramatic music]
636
00:33:52,177 --> 00:33:59,183
♪
637
00:34:33,147 --> 00:34:37,082
I literally don't even know
what to do at this point.
638
00:34:37,116 --> 00:34:40,119
You want to
talk about boredom...
639
00:34:42,020 --> 00:34:44,622
There's nothing.
640
00:34:59,169 --> 00:35:01,171
♪
641
00:35:01,204 --> 00:35:04,106
Idle time.
642
00:35:04,140 --> 00:35:05,908
It's idle time.
643
00:35:05,941 --> 00:35:07,576
♪
644
00:35:07,609 --> 00:35:11,513
There is so much idle time,
just wasted away.
645
00:35:11,546 --> 00:35:13,415
What do you do?
646
00:35:13,448 --> 00:35:15,516
♪
647
00:35:15,549 --> 00:35:17,151
What do you do?
648
00:35:17,185 --> 00:35:19,119
♪
649
00:35:19,153 --> 00:35:21,455
I don't know.
650
00:35:21,489 --> 00:35:24,857
♪
651
00:35:24,891 --> 00:35:27,860
I think about winning.
652
00:35:27,894 --> 00:35:29,896
♪
653
00:35:29,929 --> 00:35:32,864
The $500,000.
654
00:35:32,898 --> 00:35:36,435
Me winning was gonna make me
do more for my family.
655
00:35:36,468 --> 00:35:38,236
♪
656
00:35:38,269 --> 00:35:42,373
They're the most important
thing in my life right now.
657
00:35:42,407 --> 00:35:43,908
By far.
658
00:35:43,941 --> 00:35:45,343
And, uh...
659
00:35:45,376 --> 00:35:48,778
I just always took it
for granted.
660
00:35:48,812 --> 00:35:50,714
And I don't think
I ever realized that
661
00:35:50,747 --> 00:35:53,883
till I was out here.
662
00:35:53,916 --> 00:35:57,653
They're the hugest part
of my life.
663
00:35:57,686 --> 00:35:59,087
♪
664
00:35:59,121 --> 00:36:02,257
I miss my family.
665
00:36:02,290 --> 00:36:05,059
It wasn't like before I left,
I wasn't a father
666
00:36:05,092 --> 00:36:06,761
and I wasn't a husband--
I was.
667
00:36:06,794 --> 00:36:11,332
But I got out here
and it made me realize...
668
00:36:11,365 --> 00:36:15,669
where my true values are
and where they lie.
669
00:36:15,702 --> 00:36:18,504
♪
670
00:36:18,538 --> 00:36:21,974
Maybe it's not about $500,000.
671
00:36:22,007 --> 00:36:23,776
♪
672
00:36:23,809 --> 00:36:26,211
Maybe it's about
just finding yourself
673
00:36:26,245 --> 00:36:28,413
and doing what
you need to do.
674
00:36:28,447 --> 00:36:33,552
♪
675
00:36:33,585 --> 00:36:35,886
I still feel like
I could win this.
676
00:36:35,919 --> 00:36:38,121
♪
677
00:36:38,155 --> 00:36:41,691
Do I stay here and try to...
678
00:36:41,724 --> 00:36:45,295
get that end prize
for my family?
679
00:36:45,328 --> 00:36:48,331
Or do I go back to my family?
680
00:36:56,572 --> 00:37:03,644
♪
681
00:37:25,730 --> 00:37:29,033
Well, it looks like it might
be a nice day tomorrow.
682
00:37:30,100 --> 00:37:31,668
I got to go
and get plants,
683
00:37:31,702 --> 00:37:33,904
finish the shelter.
684
00:37:33,937 --> 00:37:37,540
Get the shelter arranged
a little better.
685
00:37:37,573 --> 00:37:39,675
Something's squeaking
over there,
686
00:37:39,709 --> 00:37:42,712
near my old shelter.
687
00:37:42,745 --> 00:37:45,347
Somebody misses us already.
688
00:37:45,380 --> 00:37:52,387
♪
689
00:38:04,297 --> 00:38:06,933
So I'm sitting here
690
00:38:06,966 --> 00:38:09,234
in my shelter,
691
00:38:09,267 --> 00:38:12,971
which might not be much of
a shelter for much longer.
692
00:38:13,004 --> 00:38:15,273
The problem is,
the lake's come up.
693
00:38:15,307 --> 00:38:18,976
It's come up about six feet
in the last couple of hours.
694
00:38:19,009 --> 00:38:22,347
It's only a few feet
from my bed.
695
00:38:22,380 --> 00:38:23,448
Here's my bed,
696
00:38:23,481 --> 00:38:26,950
and there's the water level.
697
00:38:26,983 --> 00:38:28,585
Right there.
698
00:38:28,618 --> 00:38:31,888
Uh, yesterday,
it was way back there.
699
00:38:31,921 --> 00:38:34,557
So I'm not gonna get any sleep,
obviously.
700
00:38:34,590 --> 00:38:36,525
I got to keep tabs on it.
701
00:38:36,559 --> 00:38:43,565
♪
702
00:38:48,470 --> 00:38:50,871
Now it keeps coming up
a couple inches
703
00:38:50,904 --> 00:38:54,375
every half hour,
and it's still pouring rain.
704
00:38:54,408 --> 00:38:56,777
This is a bad situation.
705
00:38:56,810 --> 00:38:59,479
Look at how close the lake's
coming to my fire, even.
706
00:38:59,512 --> 00:39:02,181
♪
707
00:39:02,214 --> 00:39:06,885
Since falling in the lake,
I'm cold all the time.
708
00:39:06,918 --> 00:39:08,420
When you start to get
hypothermia,
709
00:39:08,453 --> 00:39:10,422
you make bad,
stupid mistakes like this,
710
00:39:10,455 --> 00:39:14,492
and this was a mistake--
to move when I did.
711
00:39:14,525 --> 00:39:17,428
I have a
waterproof sleeping bag,
712
00:39:17,461 --> 00:39:22,198
so I think the only hope of
probably staying...
713
00:39:22,231 --> 00:39:25,435
somewhat warm and dry is in
the sleeping bag.
714
00:39:25,468 --> 00:39:29,838
♪
715
00:39:29,871 --> 00:39:32,841
[thunder rumbling]
716
00:39:32,874 --> 00:39:39,880
♪
717
00:39:44,318 --> 00:39:45,685
I can't get warm.
718
00:39:45,719 --> 00:39:48,121
There's no way to get warm.
719
00:39:48,154 --> 00:39:51,024
I've got hypothermia,
probably second stage.
720
00:39:51,057 --> 00:39:54,292
This is not a good
situation at all.
721
00:39:54,326 --> 00:39:55,928
I can't move my hands.
722
00:39:55,961 --> 00:39:58,163
♪
723
00:39:58,196 --> 00:40:01,966
There's just no way
I can stay warm like this.
724
00:40:01,999 --> 00:40:03,334
Ugh, I can't deal with this.
725
00:40:10,206 --> 00:40:17,212
♪
726
00:40:26,488 --> 00:40:28,523
I can't live
out here forever.
727
00:40:28,557 --> 00:40:31,292
♪
728
00:40:31,325 --> 00:40:32,926
How do you get through
another day?
729
00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:35,162
How do you get through
the next hour?
730
00:40:35,195 --> 00:40:42,201
♪
731
00:40:43,770 --> 00:40:46,105
The best of us
have a breaking point.
732
00:40:46,138 --> 00:40:48,107
Your mind
starts to give up on you.
733
00:40:48,140 --> 00:40:50,709
Sooner this ends for me,
the better.
734
00:40:50,742 --> 00:40:57,748
♪
735
00:41:00,918 --> 00:41:02,520
It's done.
736
00:41:02,553 --> 00:41:03,854
I'm tapping out.
737
00:41:03,888 --> 00:41:06,690
As a man, as a husband,
as a father,
738
00:41:06,723 --> 00:41:09,392
it's time to go home
to my family.
739
00:41:09,425 --> 00:41:11,628
Time to move forward.
740
00:41:11,661 --> 00:41:15,631
♪
741
00:41:15,664 --> 00:41:18,233
I never looked at this
as my home.
742
00:41:18,266 --> 00:41:21,536
I came in here and I looked at
this like a cheap apartment.
743
00:41:21,569 --> 00:41:22,870
I got to put my time in here,
744
00:41:22,904 --> 00:41:24,639
and then once something better
comes along,
745
00:41:24,672 --> 00:41:27,542
it's time to move on.
746
00:41:27,575 --> 00:41:30,343
My survival strategy
coming into this whole thing
747
00:41:30,376 --> 00:41:32,679
was to conserve my energy.
748
00:41:32,713 --> 00:41:34,748
Every calorie counts.
749
00:41:34,781 --> 00:41:36,348
I got to the point that,
750
00:41:36,381 --> 00:41:38,751
"should I just lay
in this shelter
751
00:41:38,784 --> 00:41:42,354
for 20 more days,
30 more days?"
752
00:41:42,387 --> 00:41:45,590
To me, what am I proving?
753
00:41:45,624 --> 00:41:47,091
Only thing
that was left out there
754
00:41:47,125 --> 00:41:49,327
dangling on a string
was the $500,000.
755
00:41:49,360 --> 00:41:51,696
♪
756
00:41:51,730 --> 00:41:53,330
I wanted to win.
757
00:41:53,363 --> 00:41:56,366
I wanted to win that money.
758
00:41:56,399 --> 00:42:00,670
But when you reach
a sense of fulfillment
759
00:42:00,703 --> 00:42:04,306
within yourself,
you start to think about
760
00:42:04,340 --> 00:42:06,175
what's next.
761
00:42:06,208 --> 00:42:08,977
Where do you want to go
with the rest of your life?
762
00:42:09,010 --> 00:42:11,580
And how do you want to improve
your relationship
763
00:42:11,613 --> 00:42:13,582
with your family,
764
00:42:13,615 --> 00:42:18,085
and how do you want to make
your child's life better?
765
00:42:18,118 --> 00:42:19,954
The money became null to me
766
00:42:19,987 --> 00:42:21,889
as I've realized
767
00:42:21,922 --> 00:42:25,391
it's really time
to get back home
768
00:42:25,424 --> 00:42:27,927
and move forward
with my family.
769
00:42:27,961 --> 00:42:31,898
♪
770
00:42:33,198 --> 00:42:34,933
I sat and shivered all night.
771
00:42:34,967 --> 00:42:36,501
Hypothermia set in.
772
00:42:36,535 --> 00:42:38,470
Every time I get up,
it's like I'm gonna faint.
773
00:42:38,503 --> 00:42:39,805
Having quite
the battle of wits,
774
00:42:39,838 --> 00:42:40,805
me and this bird.
775
00:42:40,838 --> 00:42:41,939
He's the roadrunner.
776
00:42:41,973 --> 00:42:43,174
There he goes,
he's in the trap!
777
00:42:43,207 --> 00:42:45,442
Whoa, a deer
just came at my pack.
778
00:42:45,476 --> 00:42:48,712
That would be a lot of
good eating, right there.
779
00:42:48,745 --> 00:42:49,713
What is that?
780
00:42:49,746 --> 00:42:51,982
My heart is beating so fast.
781
00:42:52,015 --> 00:42:53,149
[animal squealing]
782
00:42:53,183 --> 00:42:55,318
There's a fox
around my shelter.
783
00:42:55,351 --> 00:42:57,653
I don't want to get bit
and get rabies,
784
00:42:57,687 --> 00:42:59,321
so it's gonna be me or it.
785
00:42:59,354 --> 00:43:00,422
It's the fox!
786
00:43:00,455 --> 00:43:04,458
♪
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