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CHRIS: Mom!
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Mom! Help me.
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[GASPING]
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What is it?
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I wasn't dreaming, Walt.
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I didn't imagine it.
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I heard him.
I heard him. I heard him.
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I heard Chris.
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I heard him!
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I know.
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No. I wasn't
imagining it, Walt.
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No, I did.
He's... He's...
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[SOBBING]
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I heard him!
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Billie.
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MAN: That's about as
far as I can get you.
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CHRIS: All right. Thank you.
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You left all your
shit on my dash.
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Keep it.
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Suit yourself.
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Thanks again.
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Hey, hold on
a minute.
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Here, take these.
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They'll keep your feet dry.
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If you make it out alive,
give me a call.
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My number's
inside the boots.
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Thanks.
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♪ Have no fear
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♪ For when I'm alone
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♪ I'll be better off
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♪ Than I was before
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♪ I've got this light
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♪ I'll be around to grow
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♪ Who I was before
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♪ I cannot recall
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♪ Long nights allow me to feel
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♪ I'm falling
I am falling
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♪ The lights go out
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♪ Let me feel
I'm falling
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♪ I am falling
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♪ Safely to the ground
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♪ I'll take this soul
That's inside me now
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♪ Like a brand new friend
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♪ I'll forever know
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♪ I've got this light
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♪ And the will to show
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♪ I will always be
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♪ Better than before
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♪ Long nights allow me to feel
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♪ I'm falling
I am falling
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♪ The lights go out
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♪ Let me feel
I'm falling
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♪ I am falling
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♪ Safely to the ground
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[PANTING]
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Hello?
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Is there anybody here?
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Guess not!
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[HOWLING]
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[GROANING]
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[SIGHING]
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Two years he walks the earth.
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No phone, no pool, no pets,
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no cigarettes.
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Ultimate freedom.
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An extremist.
An aesthetic voyager
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[CLEARING THROAT]
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whose home is the road.
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"Hey, listen, old man.
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"Now, don't psychoanalyze
me, all right?
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"Shut up. I'm taking you
out to where we're going."
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"Where you going?"
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"I told you.
We're going nowhere!"
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So now,
after two rambling years
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comes the final
and greatest adventure.
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The climactic battle to kill
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the false being within
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and victoriously conclude
the spiritual revolution.
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[EXCLAIMING]
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No longer to be poisoned
by civilization, he flees,
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and walks alone
upon the land to become
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lost in the wild.
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Alexander Supertramp.
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May 1992.
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[PLAYING MARCH]
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MAN ON PA: ...hard work
and manifold contributions
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to our community
during their time here,
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we salute you
and offer all of you
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one more round of applause
and congratulations.
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Nina Lynn Lockwynn.
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[AUDIENCE APPLAUDING]
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[INAUDIBLE]
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Vanessa Denise Lowery.
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Christopher
Johnson McCandless.
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[AUDIENCE APPLAUDING]
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[STUDENTS CHEERING]
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Regina Victoria McNabb.
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CHRIS: I see them standing
at the formal gates
of their colleges.
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I see my father
strolling out under
the ochre sandstone arch,
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the red tiles glinting
like bent plates of blood
behind his head.
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I see my mother
with a few light books
at her hip,
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standing at the pillar
made of tiny bricks
with the wrought-iron gates
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still open behind her,
its sword-tips
black in the May air.
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They are about to graduate.
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They are about to get married.
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They are kids. They are dumb.
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All they know
is they are innocent,
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they would never hurt anybody.
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I want to go up to them
and say, "Stop, don't do it.
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"She's the wrong woman,
he's the wrong man.
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"You are going to do
things you cannot imagine
you would ever do.
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"You are going to do
bad things to children.
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"You are going to suffer
in ways you never heard of.
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"You are going
to want to die."
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I want to go up to them there
in the late May sunlight
and say it.
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But I don't do it.
I want to live.
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I take them up like
the male and female
paper dolls,
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and bang them
together at the hips
like chips of flint,
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as if to strike sparks
from them. I say,
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"Do what you are going to do
and I will tell about it."
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Here they are,
Walt. Okay?
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Who wrote that?
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Well, could have
been either one of us,
couldn't it?
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Why is he letting
Carine drive his car?
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There's a lot of
great poems in here.
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WALT: I have to speak
to her about it.
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Sit down.
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Excuse me.
I'm going to get my son.
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He just graduated today
from Emory College.
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I'll get it.
I'll get it.
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Chris, hi!
We've been waiting
and waiting.
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You scared me half to death
jumping up there
on that stage like that.
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[BILLIE LAUGHING]
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Hi, Dad.
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Congratulations, Son.
This is a big step.
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Thank you, Dad.
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All right.
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You're not supposed
to be driving in Georgia.
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Why? I have my permit.
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'Cause it's against the law
for a learner's permit
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to drive in another state
from one's home state.
That's why.
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I didn't know that.
I thought that if I was
with a legal driver
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that it'd be okay.
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BILLIE: Well, let's...
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[MEN SHOUTING]
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Are they going
to continue?
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No.
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I guess everybody's
celebrating today.
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[ALL LAUGHING]
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They're going to stay
in the bar, right?
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That's right.
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[ALL CHANTING TEAM SLOGAN]
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My grades
are good enough, I think,
to get into Harvard Law.
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Chris, that's wonderful.
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That is a big deal.
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How much do you have left
in the college fund?
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Exactly $24,500.68.
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Well, that's specific.
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I had to go to the bank
this morning, Mom.
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Your mother and I
will be glad
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to contribute the balance
for Harvard.
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That's right.
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I've got to figure out
what I'm going to do.
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I've got a lot
of things to pack
and organize here first.
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Your father and I,
we want to make
a present to you.
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We want to get you
out of that junker.
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Mmm-hmm.
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What junker?
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That.
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We want to buy you a new car.
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That's right.
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A new car?
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BILLIE: Mmm-hmm.
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Why would I want a new car?
Datsun runs great.
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Do you think I
want some fancy boat?
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Are you worried what
the neighbors might think?
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Well, we weren't gonna get you
a brand new Cadillac, Chris.
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We just want to get you
a nice new car
that's safe to drive.
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And you never know
when that thing out there
just might blow up.
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Blow up. Blow up?
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Are you guys crazy?
It's a great car.
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I don't need a new car.
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I don't want a new car.
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I don't want anything.
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BILLIE: Okay.
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These things, things,
things, things.
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BILLIE: Okay.
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Everything has
to be difficult.Thank you.
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Thank you.
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Maybe that's not what
he means. Maybe he just
wants his old car.
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It's not such
a big deal.
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Thank you.
I just don't want anything.
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[GRUNTING]
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CARINE: Chris measured himself
and those around him
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by a fiercely rigorous
moral code.
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Bye, Chris!
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He risked what could have been
a relentlessly lonely path
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but found company
in the characters
of the books he loved
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from writers like Tolstoy,
Jack London and Thoreau.
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He could summon their words
to suit any occasion,
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and he often would.
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I forgot to ask
what quote he'd have picked
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for his graduation dinner,
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but I had a good idea
of who the primary
target would be.
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It was inevitable
that Chris would break away.
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And when he did,
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he would do it with
characteristic immoderation.
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♪ When I walk beside her
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♪ I am a better man
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♪ When I look to leave her
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♪ I always stagger back again
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♪ Once I built an Ivory Tower
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♪ So I could worship
from above
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♪ When I climbed down
to be set free
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♪ She took me in again
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♪ There's a big
A big hard sun
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CHRIS: "It should not be
denied that being footloose
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"has always exhilarated us.
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"It is associated in our minds
with escape
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"from history
and oppression and law
and irksome obligations.
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"Absolute freedom.
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"And the road
has always led west."
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♪ There's a big
A big hard sun
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♪ Beating on the big people
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♪ In a big hard world
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I need a name.
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♪ I'm going up the country
Baby, don't you wanna go?
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♪ I'm going up the country
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CARINE:
Toward the end of June,
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Emory had mailed our parents
Chris' final grade report.
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Almost all A's.
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A in Apartheid
in South African Society.
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A-minus in Contemporary
African Politics
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and the Food Crisis in Africa.
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And on it went.
Clever boy, my brother.
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But by the end of July,
we hadn't heard
anything from him
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and my parents
were becoming unsettled.
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Chris had never had a phone,
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so they decided to drive down
to Atlanta and surprise him.
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♪ I'm gonna leave this city
Got to get away ♪
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CARINE: When they arrived
at the apartment,
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there was a "For Rent" sign up
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and the manager said
that Chris had moved out
at the end of May.
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Oh, yes. He left
two months ago.
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So when they got home,
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I had to hand them
all the letters
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that they had sent
Chris that summer,
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which had been returned
in a bundle.
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Chris had arranged
for the post office
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to hold them until August 1st,
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to buy himself some time.
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WALT: Did you know
about this?
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He didn't say anything.
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CARINE: I understood
what he was doing.
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That he had spent four years
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fulfilling the absurd
and tedious duty
of graduating from college,
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and now he was emancipated
from that world
of abstraction,
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00:26:42,078 --> 00:26:45,908
false security,
parents and material excess,
259
00:26:45,952 --> 00:26:48,084
[BILLIE LAUGHING]
260
00:26:48,128 --> 00:26:51,784
the things
that cut Chris off from
the truth of his existence.
261
00:27:29,343 --> 00:27:31,954
[AIRPLANE WHOOSHING]
262
00:28:06,162 --> 00:28:07,207
Hey!
263
00:28:11,037 --> 00:28:12,995
RAINEY: Hey, man.
Step around. Jump in.
264
00:28:13,039 --> 00:28:14,605
Okay, great.
265
00:28:14,649 --> 00:28:17,870
We barely saw you
there underneath that
crazy hat of yours.
266
00:28:17,913 --> 00:28:21,874
This door's a little tricky.
There you go. Hop in.
267
00:28:25,573 --> 00:28:26,748
That's Rainey.
268
00:28:26,792 --> 00:28:28,358
Hi, Rainey.Yeah, I'm Rainey.
269
00:28:28,402 --> 00:28:29,751
I'm Jan.Hi. I'm Alex.
270
00:28:29,795 --> 00:28:31,231
Alex with the hat on.
271
00:28:31,274 --> 00:28:33,624
JAN: Yeah, I know.
You said it, man.CHRIS: Yeah.
272
00:28:35,409 --> 00:28:37,498
So you're a leather now.
273
00:28:38,717 --> 00:28:39,761
I'm a leather?
274
00:28:39,805 --> 00:28:41,850
Yeah, a leather tramp.
275
00:28:41,894 --> 00:28:45,724
That's what they call
the ones that hoof it,
go on foot.
276
00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:48,117
Technically
we're rubber tramps.
277
00:28:48,161 --> 00:28:49,466
Because we
have a vehicle.
278
00:28:49,510 --> 00:28:51,251
[CHUCKLING]
279
00:28:51,294 --> 00:28:52,731
You don't have
to push me away.
280
00:28:52,774 --> 00:28:54,515
Come on, please?
281
00:28:55,951 --> 00:28:57,953
Yeah, Alex could
have a vehicle as well,
282
00:28:57,997 --> 00:29:01,522
but he decided
to burn all of his money.
283
00:29:03,437 --> 00:29:05,569
And why did you
do that?
284
00:29:07,267 --> 00:29:09,225
I don't need money.
285
00:29:09,269 --> 00:29:10,923
Makes people cautious.
286
00:29:12,794 --> 00:29:15,231
Come on, Alex. You gotta be
a little cautious.
287
00:29:15,275 --> 00:29:18,844
I mean, that book of yours
is cool and everything,
288
00:29:18,887 --> 00:29:22,064
but you can't depend entirely
on leaves and berries.
289
00:29:23,805 --> 00:29:27,504
I don't know
if you want to depend
on much more than that.
290
00:29:27,548 --> 00:29:29,942
Where are your mom and dad?
291
00:29:32,814 --> 00:29:35,034
Living their lives somewhere.
292
00:29:37,906 --> 00:29:40,604
You look like
a loved kid. Be fair.
293
00:29:41,562 --> 00:29:42,955
Fair?
294
00:29:43,825 --> 00:29:45,653
You know what I mean.
295
00:29:48,569 --> 00:29:50,963
I'll paraphrase Thoreau here.
296
00:29:52,181 --> 00:29:56,272
"Rather than love,
than money, than faith,
297
00:29:56,316 --> 00:30:00,276
"than fame, than fairness,
298
00:30:02,801 --> 00:30:04,280
"give me truth."
299
00:30:14,290 --> 00:30:16,597
[TENT UNZIPPING]
300
00:30:25,606 --> 00:30:28,870
CARINE: From as long ago
as Chris and I could remember,
301
00:30:28,914 --> 00:30:32,047
there have been daily bouts
of rage in our house.
302
00:30:32,091 --> 00:30:37,313
Violence that we were forced
to witness. It was very real.
303
00:30:37,357 --> 00:30:38,532
[PEOPLE CHATTERING]
304
00:30:38,575 --> 00:30:41,230
But it was also like theater.
305
00:30:42,884 --> 00:30:46,235
They cast us as both
judges and the accused.
306
00:30:46,279 --> 00:30:52,981
And I got you this token,
this expensive token.
307
00:30:53,025 --> 00:30:55,114
CARINE: Dad had been
the young genius
308
00:30:55,157 --> 00:30:57,246
that NASA enlisted
to do crucial designs
309
00:30:57,290 --> 00:31:00,032
for the American satellite
radar systems
310
00:31:00,075 --> 00:31:04,645
that would be our answer
to the Russian Sputnik.
311
00:31:04,688 --> 00:31:07,169
And Mom and he later
started up a consulting firm
312
00:31:07,213 --> 00:31:10,869
combining her
get-up-and-go resourcefulness
313
00:31:10,912 --> 00:31:12,522
with his wealth of knowledge.
314
00:31:12,566 --> 00:31:14,960
Look at this.
315
00:31:17,701 --> 00:31:21,705
But by the time
the company actually made
its first million,
316
00:31:21,749 --> 00:31:27,363
the careerism and money
seemed only to embolden
their blindness.
317
00:31:27,407 --> 00:31:29,278
Thank you very, very much.
318
00:31:30,758 --> 00:31:33,065
I remember
the first family meeting
319
00:31:33,108 --> 00:31:37,199
to let us in on their plans
for getting a divorce.
320
00:31:37,243 --> 00:31:41,073
They wanted us to choose
which of them we'd live with.
321
00:31:42,944 --> 00:31:44,815
We cried our eyes out.
322
00:31:46,948 --> 00:31:49,733
The divorce never happened,
323
00:31:49,777 --> 00:31:53,128
but the battles
and the meetings
never stopped.
324
00:31:54,695 --> 00:31:57,393
It wasn't very long
before Chris and I shut off.
325
00:31:59,134 --> 00:32:02,094
We'd say "Go ahead.
326
00:32:03,573 --> 00:32:05,401
"Get the divorce."
327
00:32:05,445 --> 00:32:06,663
[LAUGHING]
328
00:32:06,707 --> 00:32:08,927
Jeez. If I struck
a match to you
329
00:32:08,970 --> 00:32:11,407
I'd have dinner
and warmth
at the same time.
330
00:32:12,669 --> 00:32:14,367
Where's Jan going?
331
00:32:16,978 --> 00:32:18,675
Well, my friend,
332
00:32:20,025 --> 00:32:22,723
all is not well
on the hippie front.
333
00:32:29,469 --> 00:32:30,731
[SIGHING]
334
00:32:32,167 --> 00:32:35,388
You're an industrious
little fucker,
aren't you?
335
00:32:36,476 --> 00:32:37,868
Little bit.
336
00:32:43,004 --> 00:32:47,400
It's funny how things
happen at particular times.
337
00:32:49,228 --> 00:32:52,883
I've loved that woman
for a lot of years, bro.
338
00:32:55,756 --> 00:32:59,194
But, you know,
she's got a story.
339
00:32:59,238 --> 00:33:03,764
We've been going
through this thing,
real quiet.
340
00:33:06,158 --> 00:33:10,466
So when we ran
into you yesterday,
341
00:33:10,510 --> 00:33:14,209
this thing that we've been
going through real quiet,
342
00:33:15,471 --> 00:33:18,431
she's talking about it.
You know what I mean?
343
00:33:18,474 --> 00:33:19,475
I think I do.
344
00:33:19,519 --> 00:33:21,086
You think what?
345
00:33:24,524 --> 00:33:25,481
Well...
346
00:33:28,354 --> 00:33:32,749
Some people feel like
they don't deserve love.
347
00:33:32,793 --> 00:33:37,319
They walk away quietly
into empty spaces,
348
00:33:38,799 --> 00:33:42,063
trying to close
the gaps to the past.
349
00:33:42,107 --> 00:33:45,327
That's a hell
of an insight. Jesus!
350
00:33:48,156 --> 00:33:49,766
You're not Jesus,
are you?
351
00:33:49,810 --> 00:33:51,377
Look who's talking.
352
00:33:51,420 --> 00:33:56,686
You gonna walk across
the water and get her
back for me, pal?
353
00:33:56,730 --> 00:34:01,039
No. I'm afraid of water.
354
00:34:01,082 --> 00:34:02,823
Always have been.
355
00:34:02,866 --> 00:34:05,478
Something I've gotta get over
sometime though, huh?
356
00:34:05,521 --> 00:34:09,090
So I will swim in it
357
00:34:09,134 --> 00:34:12,137
if you'll carry
the firewood back to camp.
358
00:34:14,226 --> 00:34:16,054
Shit, yeah.Yeah?
359
00:34:16,097 --> 00:34:17,359
Call it carried.
360
00:34:17,403 --> 00:34:18,534
All right.
361
00:34:53,221 --> 00:34:56,224
CHRIS: "The sea's only gifts
are harsh blows,
362
00:34:59,532 --> 00:35:03,275
"and, occasionally,
the chance to feel strong.
363
00:35:03,318 --> 00:35:07,453
"Now, I don't know
much about the sea,
364
00:35:07,496 --> 00:35:10,891
"but I do know that
that's the way it is here.
365
00:35:12,284 --> 00:35:14,590
"And I also know
how important it is in life
366
00:35:14,634 --> 00:35:18,986
"not necessarily to be strong,
but to feel strong,
367
00:35:20,248 --> 00:35:22,598
"to measure yourself
at least once,
368
00:35:24,818 --> 00:35:28,909
"to find yourself at least
once in the most ancient
of human conditions,
369
00:35:30,302 --> 00:35:33,218
"facing the blind,
deaf stone alone
370
00:35:33,261 --> 00:35:37,918
"with nothing to help you
but your hands
and your own head."
371
00:35:43,663 --> 00:35:45,665
There's a big
wave coming!
372
00:35:45,708 --> 00:35:47,449
[SHOUTING]
373
00:35:48,929 --> 00:35:52,150
Rainey,
I'm freezing!
374
00:35:52,193 --> 00:35:53,934
Could you put
your arms around me?
375
00:35:53,977 --> 00:35:55,327
RAINEY: Oh!
376
00:35:55,370 --> 00:35:57,416
[JAN GIGGLING]
377
00:36:18,132 --> 00:36:22,484
The Navy bulldozed
and abandoned
this base down there,
378
00:36:22,528 --> 00:36:25,879
and all that's left
is this huge grid
379
00:36:25,922 --> 00:36:30,666
of concrete foundations,
or slabs.
380
00:36:30,710 --> 00:36:32,494
Man, you would dig
the Slabs.
381
00:36:32,538 --> 00:36:35,758
You would like it.
You would like it.
If you're on the road still.
382
00:36:35,802 --> 00:36:36,846
JAN: You'd love it.
383
00:36:36,890 --> 00:36:38,370
Fellow travelers.
384
00:36:38,413 --> 00:36:41,199
Just living
on the cheap under
the sun. Can't beat it.
385
00:36:41,242 --> 00:36:42,504
CHRIS: Sounds good.
386
00:36:42,548 --> 00:36:45,507
If you come,
I'll make you
a proper hat.
387
00:36:45,551 --> 00:36:46,552
Promise?
388
00:36:46,595 --> 00:36:47,596
I swear to God.
389
00:36:55,996 --> 00:36:58,520
RAINEY: Oh, baby. Baby.
390
00:36:58,564 --> 00:36:59,391
[JAN GIGGLING]
391
00:36:59,434 --> 00:37:01,567
JAN: Stop it. Wait.Yeah.
392
00:37:02,872 --> 00:37:04,700
[RAINEY LAUGHING]
393
00:37:04,744 --> 00:37:05,832
Oh, yes.
394
00:37:05,875 --> 00:37:06,963
Okay.
395
00:37:07,007 --> 00:37:08,530
[SHUSHING]
396
00:37:08,574 --> 00:37:10,663
Let me turn off
the light. Oh.
397
00:37:52,313 --> 00:37:54,881
He reminded me of...
398
00:37:54,924 --> 00:37:57,057
I know.
399
00:38:05,457 --> 00:38:08,764
♪ Such is the way
of the world
400
00:38:08,808 --> 00:38:13,595
♪ You can never know
401
00:38:13,639 --> 00:38:16,903
♪ Just where to put
all your faith
402
00:38:16,946 --> 00:38:20,210
♪ And how will it grow?
403
00:38:21,429 --> 00:38:24,302
♪ Gonna rise up
404
00:38:24,345 --> 00:38:29,742
♪ Burning back holes
in dark memories
405
00:38:29,785 --> 00:38:32,440
♪ Gonna rise up
406
00:38:32,484 --> 00:38:36,575
♪ Turning mistakes into gold
407
00:38:36,618 --> 00:38:40,579
I mean, you're really good.
I mean, you're like
408
00:38:42,015 --> 00:38:46,672
100,000 times better than,
like, any apple I've ever had.
409
00:38:48,413 --> 00:38:50,806
I'm not Superman,
I'm Supertramp.
410
00:38:52,982 --> 00:38:54,941
You're Superapple.
411
00:38:54,984 --> 00:38:56,377
You're so tasty.
412
00:38:56,421 --> 00:39:01,774
You're so organic,
so natural.
413
00:39:02,905 --> 00:39:05,125
You're the apple of my eye.
414
00:39:07,388 --> 00:39:10,826
♪ Hey! Such is
the passage of time
415
00:39:10,870 --> 00:39:13,525
♪ Too fast to fold
416
00:39:15,570 --> 00:39:18,704
♪ And suddenly
swallowed by signs
417
00:39:18,747 --> 00:39:22,142
♪ Lo and behold
418
00:39:23,361 --> 00:39:25,667
♪ Gonna rise up
419
00:39:25,711 --> 00:39:31,107
♪ Find my direction
magnetically
420
00:39:31,151 --> 00:39:33,675
♪ Gonna rise up
421
00:39:33,719 --> 00:39:38,680
♪ Throw down my ace
in the hole ♪
422
00:39:40,465 --> 00:39:42,423
CARINE: In early September,
423
00:39:42,467 --> 00:39:44,773
Mom and Dad got a call
from the Annandale police
424
00:39:44,817 --> 00:39:46,862
notifying them that
Chris' abandoned car
425
00:39:46,906 --> 00:39:50,997
had been identified by
the Arizona Highway Patrol.
426
00:39:51,040 --> 00:39:52,520
A group of rare flower hunters
427
00:39:52,564 --> 00:39:54,740
stumbled upon it
in the desert.
428
00:39:56,568 --> 00:39:59,919
There were no signs that Chris
had intended to return to it.
429
00:39:59,962 --> 00:40:03,575
But there wasn't any evidence
of struggle, either.
430
00:40:05,185 --> 00:40:07,666
The police thought Chris
had chosen to leave it behind
431
00:40:07,709 --> 00:40:10,582
and not that
it was taken from him.
432
00:40:13,976 --> 00:40:18,590
The initial comfort that gave
Mom and Dad quickly turned
433
00:40:18,633 --> 00:40:23,856
to the realization
that Chris was actually
trying not to be found.
434
00:41:05,027 --> 00:41:06,594
Strong.
435
00:41:07,552 --> 00:41:09,205
You can do anything.
436
00:41:09,249 --> 00:41:11,686
You can go anywhere.
437
00:41:12,687 --> 00:41:17,953
Money, power is an illusion.
438
00:41:17,997 --> 00:41:19,302
It's up here.
439
00:41:20,521 --> 00:41:22,001
You can be here.
440
00:41:23,132 --> 00:41:25,613
Me and you.
441
00:41:25,657 --> 00:41:26,658
[GUN FIRING]
442
00:41:40,149 --> 00:41:44,806
One, two. No, no, no.
443
00:41:52,684 --> 00:41:53,946
Two,
444
00:41:58,690 --> 00:41:59,691
three...
445
00:42:50,742 --> 00:42:52,395
WAYNE: Don't be shy with it.
Get it moving there.
446
00:42:52,439 --> 00:42:54,963
That's good.
That's your speed
right here.
447
00:42:55,007 --> 00:42:56,399
CHRIS: Right.
448
00:42:56,443 --> 00:42:58,532
You go too fast,
you won't get
all the wheat.
449
00:42:58,576 --> 00:43:01,448
That's it, straight line,
straight line,
little straighter.
450
00:43:01,491 --> 00:43:05,017
See how you're bearing?
Just a little straighter.
Now you're a combiner.
451
00:43:05,060 --> 00:43:06,975
Wow, look at this view!
452
00:43:07,019 --> 00:43:09,674
But keep your eye
on the wheat, here.
Make sure you're cutting it.
453
00:43:09,717 --> 00:43:13,242
You can look back here
and see how much
is coming out, all right.
454
00:43:13,286 --> 00:43:14,896
How do you feel?I feel great.
455
00:43:14,940 --> 00:43:17,986
Okay, keep it straight.
God bless you.
456
00:43:18,030 --> 00:43:19,640
Make yourself some money,
my friend.
457
00:43:19,684 --> 00:43:20,902
I'll see you
in a little bit.
458
00:43:20,946 --> 00:43:21,860
Okay.
459
00:43:28,344 --> 00:43:32,392
Wayne. Where you going?
460
00:43:50,932 --> 00:43:53,543
Kevin, you know
I love you.
461
00:43:53,587 --> 00:43:56,634
I'm joking with you.
I'm joking. Stop it.
I'm joking with you.
462
00:43:56,677 --> 00:43:58,592
Mind your own
business, Wayne!
463
00:43:58,636 --> 00:44:00,072
What are you
getting so hostile for?
464
00:44:00,115 --> 00:44:02,161
I don't know.Me and you are
on the same side.
465
00:44:02,204 --> 00:44:03,510
We're on
the same side.
466
00:44:03,553 --> 00:44:04,946
I'm just tired
of the teasing a lot.
467
00:44:04,990 --> 00:44:06,687
Kevin, we're on
the same side.
468
00:44:06,731 --> 00:44:09,211
Let me get some...
If I want some vagina,
let me get it.
469
00:44:09,255 --> 00:44:11,170
[MEN LAUGHING]
470
00:44:11,213 --> 00:44:13,912
MAN: Whoa.
He's serious about this.WAYNE: Let's just play cards.
471
00:44:13,955 --> 00:44:15,435
Can we just play cards?Let's go, then.
472
00:44:15,478 --> 00:44:18,656
$2, $4, $6,
just put all the money in.
473
00:44:18,699 --> 00:44:20,266
I just wanna see
everybody going for broke.
474
00:44:20,309 --> 00:44:21,310
You want to play?
475
00:44:21,354 --> 00:44:22,398
No.
476
00:44:22,442 --> 00:44:23,573
[ALL LAUGHING]
477
00:44:37,892 --> 00:44:39,981
Kevin, what have you
got for the week?I got 260.
478
00:44:40,025 --> 00:44:41,113
We're at 260.
479
00:44:47,989 --> 00:44:50,165
We're gonna stay
right at 260,
that's our number.
480
00:44:50,209 --> 00:44:51,863
We've got
20,000 pounds.
481
00:44:51,906 --> 00:44:54,474
We've got 20,000 pounds
we need to get rid of.
482
00:44:58,608 --> 00:44:59,871
WAYNE: Maybe just do
all that after lunch
483
00:44:59,914 --> 00:45:03,178
before we get back
into everything else.
484
00:45:03,222 --> 00:45:06,791
Can we do
the $500 reserves...
485
00:45:15,060 --> 00:45:18,454
What do you think
about all this?
486
00:45:18,498 --> 00:45:20,195
I like all this.
487
00:45:27,246 --> 00:45:29,204
♪ Now it's just you
488
00:45:29,248 --> 00:45:32,251
♪ Thought I was you
That's what everybody ♪
489
00:45:32,294 --> 00:45:34,819
I don't think
he can do it.
490
00:45:35,776 --> 00:45:37,735
[PEOPLE CHATTERING]
491
00:45:37,778 --> 00:45:39,737
Is there a library
or bookstore around here
492
00:45:39,780 --> 00:45:41,521
where I can get books
on hunting and preserving?
493
00:45:41,564 --> 00:45:44,002
Anything at all
to do with hunting
or preserving the meat,
494
00:45:44,045 --> 00:45:46,091
smoking it,
whatever the hell it is,
495
00:45:46,134 --> 00:45:49,268
talk to Kevin over there.
That's your man.
496
00:45:49,311 --> 00:45:52,793
Outdoorsman.
What's your fascination
with all that stuff?
497
00:45:52,837 --> 00:45:54,795
I'm going to Alaska.
498
00:45:54,839 --> 00:45:57,798
Alaska, Alaska?
Or city Alaska?
499
00:45:57,842 --> 00:46:00,192
Because they do have
markets in Alaska.
500
00:46:00,235 --> 00:46:01,889
The city of Alaska.
Not in Alaska.
501
00:46:01,933 --> 00:46:03,761
In the city of Alaska,
they have markets.
502
00:46:03,804 --> 00:46:07,242
No, man. Alaska, Alaska.
503
00:46:07,286 --> 00:46:11,116
I'm gonna be
all the way out there,
all the way fucking out there.
504
00:46:11,159 --> 00:46:13,118
Just on my own.
505
00:46:13,161 --> 00:46:18,863
You know, no fucking watch,
no map, no ax, no nothing.
No nothing.
506
00:46:18,906 --> 00:46:21,779
Just be out there.
Just be out there in it.
507
00:46:21,822 --> 00:46:26,044
You know, big mountains,
rivers, sky, game.
508
00:46:26,087 --> 00:46:30,265
Just be out there in it,
you know? In the wild.
509
00:46:30,309 --> 00:46:31,832
In the wild.Just wild.
510
00:46:31,876 --> 00:46:33,094
Yeah.Just...
511
00:46:33,138 --> 00:46:34,139
[GROWLING]
512
00:46:34,182 --> 00:46:35,749
What are you doing
when we're there?
513
00:46:35,793 --> 00:46:37,795
Now you're in the wild,
what are we doing?
514
00:46:37,838 --> 00:46:38,926
You're just living, man.
515
00:46:38,970 --> 00:46:40,798
You're just there,
in that moment,
516
00:46:40,841 --> 00:46:42,277
in that special
place and time.
517
00:46:42,321 --> 00:46:43,844
Yeah.
518
00:46:43,888 --> 00:46:46,455
Maybe when I get back,
I can write a book
about my travels.
519
00:46:46,499 --> 00:46:47,805
Why not?
520
00:46:47,848 --> 00:46:49,807
You know, about getting out
of this sick society.
521
00:46:49,850 --> 00:46:51,547
[COUGHING]Society!
522
00:46:51,591 --> 00:46:53,549
Society!Society, man!
523
00:46:53,593 --> 00:46:55,856
Society!Society! Society!
524
00:46:55,900 --> 00:46:59,991
Society!Society, you know! Society!
525
00:47:00,034 --> 00:47:02,863
'Cause you know
what I don't understand?
526
00:47:02,907 --> 00:47:06,911
I don't understand
why people,
why every fucking person
527
00:47:06,954 --> 00:47:10,001
is so bad to each
other so fucking often.
528
00:47:10,044 --> 00:47:11,350
It doesn't make sense to me.
529
00:47:11,393 --> 00:47:15,571
Judgment. Control.
All that, the whole spectrum.
530
00:47:15,615 --> 00:47:17,791
Well, it just...
531
00:47:17,835 --> 00:47:19,749
What "people"
we talking about?
532
00:47:21,012 --> 00:47:26,582
You know,
parents, hypocrites,
533
00:47:26,626 --> 00:47:30,195
politicians, pricks.
534
00:47:31,849 --> 00:47:33,894
This is a mistake.
535
00:47:33,938 --> 00:47:38,116
It's a mistake to get
too deep into all
that kind of stuff.
536
00:47:40,422 --> 00:47:44,035
Alex, you're a hell
of a young guy,
a hell of a young guy.
537
00:47:45,514 --> 00:47:47,386
But I promise you this.
538
00:47:48,517 --> 00:47:49,954
You're a young guy!
539
00:47:49,997 --> 00:47:53,566
Can't be juggling blood
and fire all the time!
540
00:47:53,609 --> 00:47:55,133
You've got to just kind of...
541
00:47:55,176 --> 00:47:56,874
Wayne, what are you
talking about?
542
00:47:56,917 --> 00:47:58,179
What?I mean...
543
00:47:58,223 --> 00:47:59,877
I'm talking about
blood and fire.
544
00:47:59,920 --> 00:48:01,922
We're talking about trying
to juggle blood and fire.
545
00:48:01,966 --> 00:48:03,837
Who are you
to be giving advice
to anybody anyway?
546
00:48:03,881 --> 00:48:05,186
Who am I to be
giving advice to anybody?
547
00:48:05,230 --> 00:48:06,622
Yes.
548
00:48:06,666 --> 00:48:08,276
Well, it's nice to meet you.
My name is Mr. Happy.
549
00:48:08,320 --> 00:48:09,451
CHRIS: Mr. Happy.
550
00:48:09,495 --> 00:48:11,192
And Mr. Happy
sometimes gives advice.
551
00:48:11,236 --> 00:48:13,281
Alex, please.[LAUGHING] I'm sorry.
552
00:48:13,325 --> 00:48:16,023
Sometimes Mr. Happy...
Well, Mr. Happy
is always happy.
553
00:48:16,067 --> 00:48:17,416
Uh-huh.But you know
when he's happiest?
554
00:48:17,459 --> 00:48:19,070
He's not always happy.When is he happy?
555
00:48:19,113 --> 00:48:20,898
Are you really
gonna say that to me?
556
00:48:20,941 --> 00:48:21,942
Come on,
tell me about it.
557
00:48:21,986 --> 00:48:23,726
I am going to say
that to you.
558
00:48:28,688 --> 00:48:31,125
Now...Sit down before
you hurt yourself.
559
00:48:31,169 --> 00:48:35,042
One thing that you should
try to keep your eye on
560
00:48:35,086 --> 00:48:38,263
is what happened
in the late 1940s in Roswell.
561
00:48:52,103 --> 00:48:54,235
CARINE: When a search
of tax records revealed that
562
00:48:54,279 --> 00:48:57,238
Chris had given
his life savings to charity,
563
00:48:57,282 --> 00:49:01,677
Mom and Dad became
what Dad called "mobilized."
564
00:49:01,721 --> 00:49:03,418
They hired
a private investigator
565
00:49:03,462 --> 00:49:06,552
and notified law
enforcement nationwide,
566
00:49:06,595 --> 00:49:08,902
determined to track him down.
567
00:49:08,946 --> 00:49:13,820
I just figured
he'd be with gypsies,
far from the eyes of the law.
568
00:49:17,998 --> 00:49:20,218
These are those free
satellite TV deals.
569
00:49:20,261 --> 00:49:23,351
You're the one who
said it, Alex, not me.
570
00:49:25,397 --> 00:49:27,877
You're gonna need something.
What kind of gun you got?
571
00:49:27,921 --> 00:49:32,621
I'm probably gonna get
like a .22, I think.
A .22 caliber rifle.
572
00:49:32,665 --> 00:49:34,580
[CHUCKLES]
573
00:49:34,623 --> 00:49:36,321
All right, then.
574
00:49:36,364 --> 00:49:39,237
When you get your kill,
time is of the essence.
575
00:49:39,280 --> 00:49:41,369
Now, the first thing
you wanna do
is make sure
576
00:49:41,413 --> 00:49:44,459
that you got that meat
nice and shaved up.
577
00:49:44,503 --> 00:49:45,983
And you don't have
a lot of time to do this.
578
00:49:46,026 --> 00:49:47,419
This is about
an hour or two.
579
00:49:47,462 --> 00:49:49,203
Depending on the weather.
Especially if it's hot,
580
00:49:49,247 --> 00:49:51,205
you've got less time
to do it.
581
00:49:51,249 --> 00:49:53,294
What you do
is you want to make sure
582
00:49:53,338 --> 00:49:55,383
that them flies
don't land on your meat.
583
00:49:55,427 --> 00:49:59,909
Because once them flies
start shitting out
larvae and them maggots,
584
00:49:59,953 --> 00:50:04,349
you know,
those creepy crawlies,
it's too late. It's too late.
585
00:51:10,632 --> 00:51:11,677
[SIREN WAILING]
586
00:51:11,720 --> 00:51:14,245
You got me. You got me.
587
00:51:19,641 --> 00:51:22,427
I warned Wayne
about them
little black boxes.
588
00:51:22,470 --> 00:51:24,516
Mr. Westerberg,
Scott Baker, FBI.
589
00:51:24,559 --> 00:51:26,213
I think you know
why we're here.
590
00:51:26,257 --> 00:51:28,389
Impressive turn-out.Yeah.
591
00:51:28,433 --> 00:51:31,827
You mind grabbing that zipper
for me there? Thank you.
592
00:51:31,871 --> 00:51:33,525
Let's go.Sorry, boys.
593
00:51:33,568 --> 00:51:35,614
We're gonna
have to shut down
for a little while.
594
00:51:35,657 --> 00:51:38,530
Alex, you come back
and work for me
any time you want.
595
00:51:38,573 --> 00:51:41,402
Gil's got your checks, guys.
I shouldn't be away
too long.
596
00:51:41,446 --> 00:51:44,318
Remember Alex,
no Alaska till spring.
597
00:51:44,362 --> 00:51:46,973
South, kid.
You wanna head south.
598
00:52:12,172 --> 00:52:14,392
CARINE: The year Chris
graduated high school,
599
00:52:14,435 --> 00:52:18,004
he bought the Datsun used
and drove it cross-country.
600
00:52:19,223 --> 00:52:21,660
He stayed away
most of the summer.
601
00:52:21,703 --> 00:52:24,619
Come on. The neighbors
are gonna be
watching, honey.
602
00:52:24,663 --> 00:52:26,404
CARINE: Can you spray it?
603
00:52:31,278 --> 00:52:33,280
As soon as I heard
he was home,
604
00:52:33,324 --> 00:52:35,630
I ran into his room
to talk to him.
605
00:52:40,026 --> 00:52:44,465
In California, he'd looked up
some old family friends.
606
00:52:44,509 --> 00:52:46,293
He discovered
that our parents' stories
607
00:52:46,337 --> 00:52:49,427
of how they fell in love
and got married
608
00:52:49,470 --> 00:52:52,473
were calculated lies
masking an ugly truth.
609
00:52:53,779 --> 00:52:57,174
When they met,
Dad was already married.
610
00:52:57,217 --> 00:52:59,480
And even after
Chris was born,
611
00:52:59,524 --> 00:53:02,527
Dad had had another son
with his first wife, Marcia,
612
00:53:03,702 --> 00:53:06,531
to whom he was
still legally married.
613
00:53:08,446 --> 00:53:13,668
This fact suddenly
re-defined Chris and me
as bastard children.
614
00:53:18,107 --> 00:53:23,112
Dad's arrogance made him
conveniently oblivious
to the pain he caused.
615
00:53:24,766 --> 00:53:29,336
And Mom, in the shame
and embarrassment
of a young mistress,
616
00:53:29,380 --> 00:53:32,078
became his accomplice
in deceit.
617
00:53:37,170 --> 00:53:42,044
The fragility of crystal
is not a weakness
but a fineness.
618
00:53:42,088 --> 00:53:45,657
My parents understood
that a fine crystal glass
had to be cared for
619
00:53:45,700 --> 00:53:47,963
or it may be shattered.
620
00:53:48,007 --> 00:53:50,227
But when it came
to my brother,
621
00:53:50,270 --> 00:53:52,316
they did not seem
to know or care
622
00:53:52,359 --> 00:53:54,535
that their course
of secret action
623
00:53:54,579 --> 00:53:58,757
brought the kind
of devastation
that could cut them.
624
00:54:01,020 --> 00:54:05,285
Their fraudulent marriage
and our father's denial
of this other son
625
00:54:05,329 --> 00:54:09,594
was, for Chris,
a murder of every day's truth.
626
00:54:10,551 --> 00:54:12,553
He felt his whole life turn,
627
00:54:12,597 --> 00:54:14,468
like a river
suddenly reversing
628
00:54:14,512 --> 00:54:18,733
the direction of its flow,
suddenly running uphill.
629
00:54:25,218 --> 00:54:29,788
These revelations struck
at the core of Chris'
sense of identity.
630
00:54:29,831 --> 00:54:34,183
They made his entire childhood
seem like fiction.
631
00:54:36,316 --> 00:54:38,579
Chris never told them he knew
632
00:54:41,321 --> 00:54:44,585
and made me promise
silence, as well.
633
00:54:44,629 --> 00:54:45,630
I can't afford four.
634
00:54:45,673 --> 00:54:47,066
Who's gonna pay
for the fourth one?
635
00:54:47,109 --> 00:54:50,896
Bryan can't afford four.
Does it matter?
636
00:54:50,939 --> 00:54:52,419
Can I help you?
637
00:54:52,463 --> 00:54:55,030
Yeah. If I wanted
to paddle down the river,
638
00:54:55,074 --> 00:54:57,598
where's the best place
to launch out of?
639
00:54:57,642 --> 00:55:02,908
Hang on a second.
"To launch out of?"
What's your experience level?
640
00:55:02,951 --> 00:55:04,039
Not much.
641
00:55:04,083 --> 00:55:06,303
Any?
Do you have a permit?
642
00:55:06,346 --> 00:55:08,653
A permit?
Permit for what?
643
00:55:08,696 --> 00:55:11,133
You can't paddle
down the river
without a permit.
644
00:55:11,177 --> 00:55:13,571
If you want,
you can apply for one here,
get some experience,
645
00:55:13,614 --> 00:55:15,573
and I'll put you
on the wait-list.
646
00:55:15,616 --> 00:55:18,445
No, I got
this guy in here.
We'll figure it out.
647
00:55:18,489 --> 00:55:21,056
There's a wait-list
to paddle down a river?
648
00:55:21,100 --> 00:55:22,754
That's right.
649
00:55:22,797 --> 00:55:25,322
Yeah, it's gonna be...Well, how long
do I have to wait?
650
00:55:25,365 --> 00:55:26,627
Yeah, hang on a second.
651
00:55:26,671 --> 00:55:30,936
Now, the deal is
it's gonna be me and you
652
00:55:30,979 --> 00:55:34,331
or it's gonna be me,
you and her.
653
00:55:34,374 --> 00:55:39,597
Next available
is May 17th, 2003.
654
00:55:39,640 --> 00:55:43,949
Great. Done.
The three of us, then.
655
00:55:43,992 --> 00:55:45,690
Twelve years?
656
00:55:45,733 --> 00:55:47,953
What's that?Twelve years?
657
00:55:47,996 --> 00:55:49,781
To paddle down a river.
658
00:55:49,824 --> 00:55:52,087
Let me call you back.
659
00:55:52,131 --> 00:55:53,828
You can do that,
660
00:55:53,872 --> 00:55:57,397
or you can join
a commercial raft trip,
go with a licensed guide.
661
00:55:57,441 --> 00:55:59,094
They may have some
last-minute cancellations,
662
00:55:59,138 --> 00:56:01,706
but that's gonna
cost you $2,000.
663
00:56:03,447 --> 00:56:05,274
Thank you very much.
664
00:56:43,051 --> 00:56:44,749
Helmet, man!
665
00:57:24,092 --> 00:57:28,227
[ECHOING] I'm Supertramp!
666
00:57:38,324 --> 00:57:42,546
CHRIS: "If we admit
that human life
can be ruled by reason,
667
00:57:42,589 --> 00:57:45,287
"the possibility of life
is destroyed."
668
00:57:47,986 --> 00:57:49,335
♪ You Can't touch this
669
00:57:49,378 --> 00:57:50,771
[GRUNTING]
670
00:57:50,815 --> 00:57:53,644
♪ My, my, my music
hits me so hard
671
00:57:53,687 --> 00:57:54,645
[SHOUTING]
672
00:57:54,688 --> 00:57:55,733
♪ Makes me say, "Oh, my Lord"
673
00:57:55,776 --> 00:57:57,474
♪ Thank you for blessing me
674
00:57:57,517 --> 00:57:59,214
♪ With a mind to rhyme
and two hype feet
675
00:57:59,258 --> 00:58:00,955
♪ It feels good
When you know you're down
676
00:58:00,999 --> 00:58:03,044
♪ A super dope homeboy
from the Oaktown
677
00:58:03,088 --> 00:58:04,785
♪ And I'm known as such
678
00:58:04,829 --> 00:58:07,658
♪ And this is a beat
You can't touch
679
00:58:07,701 --> 00:58:11,052
♪ I told you homeboy
You can't touch this
680
00:58:11,096 --> 00:58:13,141
♪ Yeah, that's how we living
And you know
681
00:58:13,185 --> 00:58:14,229
♪ You can't touch this
682
00:58:14,273 --> 00:58:15,796
[SPEAKING DANISH]
683
00:58:15,840 --> 00:58:17,276
Hello!
684
00:58:19,800 --> 00:58:21,672
Hello.
685
00:58:21,715 --> 00:58:23,935
Come. Join us.
686
00:58:25,066 --> 00:58:26,546
We have hot dogs.
687
00:58:26,590 --> 00:58:27,982
♪ And get a fly girl
And catch this beat
688
00:58:28,026 --> 00:58:30,028
♪ While it's rolling
Hold on
689
00:58:30,071 --> 00:58:31,986
♪ Pump a little bit
And let 'em know it's going on
690
00:58:32,030 --> 00:58:33,553
♪ Like that, like that
691
00:58:33,597 --> 00:58:35,033
♪ Cold on a mission
So fall them back
692
00:58:35,076 --> 00:58:36,904
♪ Let 'em know,
That you're too much
693
00:58:36,948 --> 00:58:39,690
♪ And this is a beat
You can't touch
694
00:58:40,865 --> 00:58:42,127
♪ You can't touch this
695
00:58:42,170 --> 00:58:43,868
I'm Mads.Mads?
696
00:58:43,911 --> 00:58:45,478
Mads. Hi.Mads.
697
00:58:45,522 --> 00:58:47,262
Alex.Hi, Alex.
698
00:58:47,306 --> 00:58:50,135
Hey. I'm Sonja.
699
00:58:50,178 --> 00:58:51,832
Hey, Alex.
700
00:58:53,225 --> 00:58:58,143
We are from Copenhagen,
and you are from the rapids.
701
00:58:58,186 --> 00:58:59,274
I am.
702
00:58:59,318 --> 00:59:02,887
[SPEAKING DANISH]
703
00:59:06,586 --> 00:59:07,761
You're crazy!
You're crazy, man.
704
00:59:07,805 --> 00:59:08,675
My God!
705
00:59:08,719 --> 00:59:10,198
Sonja, get away
from him.
706
00:59:10,242 --> 00:59:11,722
Get away from him.
He's crazy! Look, he's crazy.
707
00:59:11,765 --> 00:59:14,028
I'll make you a hot dog.
One minute.
708
00:59:14,072 --> 00:59:15,464
[SPEAKING DANISH]
709
00:59:17,249 --> 00:59:20,557
I love this.
Don't you love this?
710
00:59:20,600 --> 00:59:23,995
You know, this is nature.
711
00:59:25,910 --> 00:59:28,086
[SHOUTING]
712
00:59:28,129 --> 00:59:30,741
[BOTH SHOUTING]
713
00:59:33,091 --> 00:59:35,310
MADS: So where
are you going?
714
00:59:35,354 --> 00:59:36,877
I haven't decided yet.
715
00:59:36,921 --> 00:59:38,183
Really?Uh-uh.
716
00:59:38,226 --> 00:59:40,054
Well, we like it
here very much.
717
00:59:40,098 --> 00:59:42,753
And it's so good
to meet you, man.
So good to meet you.
718
00:59:42,796 --> 00:59:44,537
You know,
we went to Los Angeles,
719
00:59:44,581 --> 00:59:46,757
and then we went
to Las Vegas.
720
00:59:46,800 --> 00:59:50,064
Oh, yeah. Las Vegas
is very nice.
721
00:59:50,108 --> 00:59:52,327
The universe is so good.
722
00:59:52,371 --> 00:59:56,723
[SPEAKING DANISH]
723
00:59:56,767 --> 00:59:58,595
The universe
is very good.
724
00:59:58,638 --> 00:59:59,639
You know what I mean?
725
00:59:59,683 --> 01:00:02,337
Yeah.The whole universe.
726
01:00:02,381 --> 01:00:04,209
Just the place.
The city, she means.
727
01:00:04,252 --> 01:00:06,211
Her English
is not very good.
728
01:00:06,254 --> 01:00:07,821
But then
we came here.
729
01:00:07,865 --> 01:00:10,955
I don't care
if she's a little stupid,
but I like her.
730
01:00:12,565 --> 01:00:15,263
You know you can actually
go all the way down
to Mexico from here.
731
01:00:15,307 --> 01:00:16,917
Yeah?Yeah.
732
01:00:16,961 --> 01:00:20,921
You can take the kayak,
and you can take it
all the way around
733
01:00:20,965 --> 01:00:23,620
down to Hoover Dam,
you can sail around,
734
01:00:23,663 --> 01:00:25,578
and then from there
you can take the river
735
01:00:25,622 --> 01:00:28,363
all the way down
to Mexico!
736
01:00:28,407 --> 01:00:30,191
Really?Yeah.
737
01:00:30,235 --> 01:00:32,890
[SPEAKING DANISH]
738
01:00:34,021 --> 01:00:35,196
Come on, come on!
739
01:00:35,240 --> 01:00:36,284
[SPEAKING DANISH]
740
01:00:36,328 --> 01:00:38,809
She's so slow sometimes.
741
01:00:39,723 --> 01:00:40,941
SONJA: Here's the map.
742
01:00:40,985 --> 01:00:42,726
But I like her.
743
01:00:46,164 --> 01:00:48,253
Here. Hoover Dam.Okay.
744
01:00:48,296 --> 01:00:50,777
About 330 kilometers,
I think.
745
01:00:50,821 --> 01:00:53,650
Miles?Yeah, miles,
about 200 miles.
746
01:00:53,693 --> 01:00:54,781
Two hundred miles.
747
01:00:54,825 --> 01:00:57,958
Two hundred miles.
Yeah, man.
748
01:00:58,002 --> 01:00:59,656
You know,
I wonder if
I could paddle
749
01:00:59,699 --> 01:01:01,788
all the way down that
into the Gulf of California.
750
01:01:01,832 --> 01:01:03,268
Yeah, yeah, yeah,
you can.
751
01:01:03,311 --> 01:01:05,052
You know,
I will go with you.
752
01:01:05,096 --> 01:01:07,751
I will go with you.
We leave Sonja here,
and then we take the kayak.
753
01:01:07,794 --> 01:01:09,970
No, no.
We go all the way
down into Mexico.
754
01:01:10,014 --> 01:01:12,669
You know, because
in every man's heart,
755
01:01:12,712 --> 01:01:15,280
there is a Mexican mistress.
756
01:01:15,323 --> 01:01:17,021
[ALL LAUGHING]
757
01:01:17,064 --> 01:01:21,852
[SPEAKING DANISH]
758
01:01:25,203 --> 01:01:28,423
[SIREN SOUNDING]
759
01:01:31,513 --> 01:01:33,820
Oh, man.
760
01:01:33,864 --> 01:01:36,301
I've gotta go, you guys.
I'm really sorry. I gotta go.
761
01:01:36,344 --> 01:01:37,824
What's going on?Why?
762
01:01:37,868 --> 01:01:39,391
The river patrol's after me.
763
01:01:39,434 --> 01:01:41,698
I'm actually not supposed
to be here, you know.
764
01:01:41,741 --> 01:01:43,700
You have to have,
like, a permit,
765
01:01:43,743 --> 01:01:47,094
it's like a government thing
to be here,
and I didn't get one.
766
01:01:47,138 --> 01:01:49,096
If you see anybody,
any of the rangers
or anything,
767
01:01:49,140 --> 01:01:51,316
just tell them
you didn't see me, okay?
768
01:01:51,359 --> 01:01:52,752
MADS: Okay.
769
01:01:52,796 --> 01:01:55,450
Okay, again, I'm really,
really sorry, man.
770
01:01:55,494 --> 01:01:56,582
I wish I could stay, you know.
771
01:01:56,625 --> 01:01:58,018
Take care, man.
772
01:01:58,062 --> 01:01:59,628
All right. Take care, Mads.Nice to meet you.
773
01:01:59,672 --> 01:02:02,327
Bye, Alex.I wish... I wish
I could stay.
774
01:02:02,370 --> 01:02:05,025
Say hello to Mexico from me.
775
01:02:05,069 --> 01:02:07,114
[TRILLING]
776
01:02:07,158 --> 01:02:09,203
Bye, Alex!
777
01:02:10,378 --> 01:02:13,904
[SIREN SOUNDING]
778
01:02:16,950 --> 01:02:19,126
[PANTING]
779
01:02:32,270 --> 01:02:34,228
[SCREAMING]
780
01:02:41,279 --> 01:02:44,586
CARINE: It would be Christmas
in a couple of months,
781
01:02:44,630 --> 01:02:48,852
and the last news
we'd had was about
his car being found.
782
01:02:48,895 --> 01:02:50,288
I woke up
a couple of days ago,
783
01:02:50,331 --> 01:02:53,247
and for the first time,
it bothered me
784
01:02:53,291 --> 01:02:57,077
that it wasn't only my parents
who hadn't heard from Chris.
785
01:02:57,121 --> 01:02:58,252
Honey?
786
01:02:58,296 --> 01:03:00,298
It's me. I'm sorry.
787
01:03:00,341 --> 01:03:03,083
Everything that happened,
it's my fault.
788
01:03:04,432 --> 01:03:06,260
Give me another chance.
789
01:03:08,132 --> 01:03:10,177
Please do that... Come on.
790
01:03:10,221 --> 01:03:11,962
Do that for me.
791
01:03:14,355 --> 01:03:16,923
Come on. They're calling
for another quarter
right now,
792
01:03:16,967 --> 01:03:19,708
and I ain't got it,
so will you hurry it up?
793
01:03:20,927 --> 01:03:23,887
Come on now,
don't hang up on me.
794
01:03:23,930 --> 01:03:26,846
Hey, here's a quarter.
795
01:03:26,890 --> 01:03:28,326
Thank you.
796
01:03:28,369 --> 01:03:32,243
There's a quarter
just happened
out of the sky,
797
01:03:32,286 --> 01:03:36,029
so I'm on here
talking to you
again.
798
01:03:37,161 --> 01:03:38,858
I got the quarter
now, let's...
799
01:03:38,902 --> 01:03:40,729
No, no, no,
no, no!
800
01:03:45,082 --> 01:03:49,303
CARINE: I wondered why
he hadn't tried to call
in case I might answer.
801
01:03:49,347 --> 01:03:52,176
He could've hung up
if it wasn't me.
802
01:03:53,742 --> 01:03:56,920
Why wouldn't he send a letter,
maybe through a friend?
803
01:03:56,963 --> 01:03:58,747
It hurt a little,
804
01:04:01,011 --> 01:04:03,752
but I told myself it was good.
805
01:04:05,667 --> 01:04:09,715
He knew I loved him enough
to bear with the not knowing.
806
01:04:11,717 --> 01:04:16,069
And it helped me remember
that there was something
more than rebellion,
807
01:04:16,113 --> 01:04:19,029
more than anger
that was driving him.
808
01:04:25,296 --> 01:04:29,213
Chris had always been driven,
had always been an adventurer.
809
01:04:43,488 --> 01:04:45,098
When he was four years old,
810
01:04:45,142 --> 01:04:47,927
he once wandered
six blocks away from home
811
01:04:47,971 --> 01:04:50,408
at 3:00 in the morning.
812
01:04:57,067 --> 01:04:59,286
He was found
in a neighbor's kitchen
813
01:04:59,330 --> 01:05:02,811
up on a chair,
digging through
their candy drawer.
814
01:05:05,075 --> 01:05:08,034
Whatever drawer
he was opening now
815
01:05:08,078 --> 01:05:10,645
must have something
pretty sweet in it.
816
01:07:08,285 --> 01:07:10,417
OFFICER:
You lived in a cave
for 36 days?
817
01:07:10,461 --> 01:07:12,376
CHRIS: Yes, sir.
818
01:07:12,419 --> 01:07:14,247
And how did you
get into Mexico
in the first place?
819
01:07:14,291 --> 01:07:16,597
Through the spillway
at Morelos Dam.
820
01:07:16,641 --> 01:07:19,426
Mmm-hmm. River
dries out pretty quickly
beyond there, doesn't it?
821
01:07:19,470 --> 01:07:22,342
Yeah. Turns
into a maze of
irrigation canals,
822
01:07:22,386 --> 01:07:27,695
thanks to our dams up north.
So I ported my kayak
over the desert,
823
01:07:27,739 --> 01:07:29,697
and I hitched
down to Golfo.
824
01:07:29,741 --> 01:07:31,351
But after
a few weeks,
825
01:07:31,395 --> 01:07:34,311
a sandstorm
came up and blew
the kayak away.
826
01:07:34,354 --> 01:07:36,574
So I walked
back north.
Here I am.
827
01:07:36,617 --> 01:07:38,793
Well, you just
can't be crossing
the borders
828
01:07:38,837 --> 01:07:40,665
without
any identification.
829
01:07:40,708 --> 01:07:42,449
Are we understood?Yes, sir.
830
01:07:42,493 --> 01:07:45,148
I've eaten enough sand
to send me back
to the city anyway.
831
01:07:45,191 --> 01:07:47,976
All right. Sit tight.
I'll be right back.
832
01:07:49,326 --> 01:07:54,113
Some may ask,
"Why act now? Why not wait?"
833
01:07:54,157 --> 01:07:56,072
The answer is clear.
834
01:07:56,115 --> 01:07:58,248
The world could wait
no longer.
835
01:08:26,319 --> 01:08:30,280
♪ Trailers for sale or rent
836
01:08:31,150 --> 01:08:34,675
♪ Rooms to let, 50 cents
837
01:08:34,719 --> 01:08:37,983
♪ No phone, no pool, no pets
838
01:08:38,026 --> 01:08:39,158
[PLAYING KING OF THE ROAD]
839
01:08:39,202 --> 01:08:41,421
♪ I ain't got no cigarettes
840
01:08:41,465 --> 01:08:45,512
♪ Ah, but two hours
of pushing broom
841
01:08:45,556 --> 01:08:49,299
♪ Buys an eight by twelve
four-bit room
842
01:08:49,342 --> 01:08:55,131
♪ I'm a man of means
By no means
843
01:08:55,174 --> 01:08:58,395
♪ King of the road
844
01:08:58,438 --> 01:09:01,485
♪ Third boxcar
Midnight train
845
01:09:02,703 --> 01:09:06,403
♪ Destination Bangor, Maine
846
01:09:06,446 --> 01:09:10,363
♪ Old worn-out suit
and shoes
847
01:09:10,407 --> 01:09:13,323
♪ I don't pay no union dues
848
01:09:13,366 --> 01:09:18,458
♪ I smoke old stogies
I have found
849
01:09:18,502 --> 01:09:21,331
♪ Short but not
too big around
850
01:09:21,374 --> 01:09:26,901
♪ I'm a man of means
By no means
851
01:09:26,945 --> 01:09:29,426
♪ King of the road
852
01:09:29,469 --> 01:09:34,170
♪ I know every
engineer on every train
853
01:09:34,213 --> 01:09:37,042
♪ All of their children
854
01:10:24,263 --> 01:10:26,483
Hi. Do you have the time?
855
01:10:26,526 --> 01:10:27,832
Time?Time?
856
01:10:27,875 --> 01:10:29,007
Yeah.
857
01:10:30,574 --> 01:10:32,706
Okay.
858
01:10:32,750 --> 01:10:34,404
[CAR HONKING]
859
01:10:39,017 --> 01:10:41,672
[SIREN WAILING]
860
01:10:46,894 --> 01:10:49,549
[CHATTERING]
861
01:11:00,473 --> 01:11:02,475
[CHATTERING]
862
01:11:12,790 --> 01:11:14,270
Front and back.
863
01:11:14,313 --> 01:11:15,662
I don't have any
more clipboards,
864
01:11:15,706 --> 01:11:18,578
so get one from
the other fellas.
865
01:11:18,622 --> 01:11:20,232
Next.Hi.
866
01:11:20,276 --> 01:11:22,582
Can you tell me
how to get an ID?
867
01:11:22,626 --> 01:11:25,455
Did you lose your
identification, sir?Yeah.
868
01:11:25,498 --> 01:11:28,022
No birth certificate?
Nothing?
869
01:11:28,066 --> 01:11:29,937
Ouch!
870
01:11:29,981 --> 01:11:33,506
All right. Well, you're
gonna have to work
that out with the DMV.
871
01:11:33,550 --> 01:11:35,378
You can catch them
in the morning.
872
01:11:35,421 --> 01:11:37,641
The closest one
is Montebello,
873
01:11:38,903 --> 01:11:40,948
and we can help you
with the bus voucher.
874
01:11:40,992 --> 01:11:43,299
So just come to this desk
when you're ready
for the voucher.
875
01:11:43,342 --> 01:11:44,691
Okay.What's your name?
876
01:11:44,735 --> 01:11:48,521
Alexander Supertramp.What's that?
877
01:11:48,565 --> 01:11:54,788
Alexander Supertramp.Supertramp. Really?
878
01:11:54,832 --> 01:11:55,789
Yeah.
879
01:11:57,356 --> 01:11:58,879
Okay, so I'm gonna
look for you, Supertramp.
880
01:11:58,923 --> 01:12:00,707
I got something for you.
881
01:12:03,101 --> 01:12:04,624
Here you go, Supertramp.
882
01:12:04,668 --> 01:12:05,756
Thank you very much.
883
01:12:05,799 --> 01:12:06,974
Okay, baby.
884
01:12:07,018 --> 01:12:10,238
And one last thing.Yeah.
885
01:12:11,849 --> 01:12:14,460
Do you have
a bed for me?
I'm sorry...
886
01:12:14,504 --> 01:12:16,810
Oh, no. Sure, I got
a bed for you.
887
01:12:16,854 --> 01:12:18,421
Sign your name
right here.
888
01:12:18,464 --> 01:12:21,641
You fill this out.
And I'll set you
right up.
889
01:12:21,685 --> 01:12:22,642
Now, I'm out of...
890
01:12:22,686 --> 01:12:23,643
[THUDDING]
891
01:12:23,687 --> 01:12:25,079
What's going on
back there?
892
01:12:25,123 --> 01:12:26,516
WOMAN: I got it.
I'm sorry.
893
01:12:26,559 --> 01:12:28,953
Come on, now.
Work with me.
894
01:12:28,996 --> 01:12:30,041
All right. Thanks, ma'am.
895
01:12:30,084 --> 01:12:32,522
Supertramp, huh?
896
01:12:35,394 --> 01:12:37,527
You know the drill.
897
01:12:46,057 --> 01:12:49,626
[CAR HONKING]
898
01:13:10,734 --> 01:13:12,170
[ECHOING] Move it!
899
01:13:17,915 --> 01:13:20,613
[SIREN ECHOING]
900
01:13:59,609 --> 01:14:02,438
Thanks, but
I'm not gonna need
that bed after all.
901
01:14:02,481 --> 01:14:04,701
You leaving us so soon?
Supertramp!
902
01:15:08,242 --> 01:15:10,201
Show me your face.
903
01:15:10,244 --> 01:15:12,812
I never, ever,
ever forget a face.
904
01:15:12,856 --> 01:15:15,859
If I see yours again,
I won't arrest you,
I'll kill you.
905
01:15:15,902 --> 01:15:17,774
This is the
goddamned railroad,
906
01:15:17,817 --> 01:15:19,558
and we will do
whatever we have to do
907
01:15:19,602 --> 01:15:22,213
to keep you freeloaders
from violating our liability.
908
01:15:22,256 --> 01:15:23,693
Yes, sir.
909
01:15:27,305 --> 01:15:28,959
You got any ID?
910
01:15:30,264 --> 01:15:31,570
No, sir.
911
01:15:31,614 --> 01:15:33,311
Of course you don't.
912
01:15:34,312 --> 01:15:36,140
Last time, my friend.
913
01:15:36,183 --> 01:15:37,228
[GROANING]
914
01:15:37,271 --> 01:15:38,272
All clear.
915
01:15:38,316 --> 01:15:39,665
[MAN CHATTERING ON RADIO]
916
01:15:46,803 --> 01:15:48,021
Good boy!
917
01:16:05,909 --> 01:16:08,999
CHRIS: Yeah! That's what
I'm talking about. Finally!
918
01:16:12,306 --> 01:16:15,483
♪ It's a mystery to me
919
01:16:16,354 --> 01:16:18,617
♪ We have a greed
920
01:16:18,661 --> 01:16:21,881
♪ With which we have agreed
921
01:16:23,404 --> 01:16:28,018
♪ You think you have
to want more than you need
922
01:16:29,672 --> 01:16:33,893
♪ Until you have it all
You won't be free
923
01:16:36,940 --> 01:16:42,815
♪ Society
You're a crazy breed
924
01:16:42,859 --> 01:16:48,386
♪ I hope you're not lonely
Without me
925
01:16:52,172 --> 01:16:55,219
♪ When you want
more than you have
926
01:16:55,262 --> 01:16:58,091
♪ You think you need
927
01:16:58,135 --> 01:17:00,877
♪ And when you think
more than you want
928
01:17:00,920 --> 01:17:03,531
♪ Your thoughts
begin to bleed
929
01:17:04,881 --> 01:17:09,973
♪ I think I need to find
a bigger place
930
01:17:10,016 --> 01:17:12,584
♪ 'Cause when you have
more than you think
931
01:17:12,628 --> 01:17:15,543
♪ You need more space
932
01:17:18,111 --> 01:17:24,117
♪ Society
You're a crazy breed
933
01:17:24,161 --> 01:17:29,949
♪ I hope you're not lonely
Without me
934
01:17:29,993 --> 01:17:35,955
♪ Society
Crazy and deep
935
01:17:35,999 --> 01:17:42,832
♪ I hope you're not lonely
Without me ♪
936
01:18:31,968 --> 01:18:33,230
Thanks a lot.
937
01:18:42,282 --> 01:18:45,895
CARINE: In the letters
Chris wrote me from college,
938
01:18:45,938 --> 01:18:47,853
it was clear
his anguish and problems
939
01:18:47,897 --> 01:18:50,203
with Mom and Dad
had continued.
940
01:18:59,778 --> 01:19:01,693
He said I was
the only person in the world
941
01:19:01,737 --> 01:19:04,130
who could possibly understand
what he had to say.
942
01:19:04,174 --> 01:19:07,133
WALT: With whose money
are you buying all
these goddamn presents?
943
01:19:07,177 --> 01:19:09,701
BILLIE: I work.
The only reason I'm not
talking is because
944
01:19:09,745 --> 01:19:12,748
you're wandering around
acting like the big-shot
flirt with everybody.
945
01:19:12,791 --> 01:19:16,142
I am making the contacts
for this business to work!
946
01:19:16,186 --> 01:19:18,188
You don't care at all
about what I do!
947
01:19:18,231 --> 01:19:20,190
I don't even want
to talk to you
about it anymore!
948
01:19:20,233 --> 01:19:22,888
Don't you walk
away from me, woman!
949
01:19:22,932 --> 01:19:24,063
Woman!
950
01:19:24,107 --> 01:19:26,283
Kids!
Look what your dad
is doing to me!
951
01:19:26,326 --> 01:19:30,156
For God's sake,
look what your
mother is making me do!
952
01:19:30,200 --> 01:19:32,202
Fuck you!
I hate you!
953
01:19:32,245 --> 01:19:34,160
[SCREAMING]
954
01:19:34,204 --> 01:19:35,945
WALT: There ain't
gonna be no party.
955
01:19:35,988 --> 01:19:37,598
I'm gonna cancel
Christmas this year.
956
01:19:37,642 --> 01:19:38,861
BILLIE: Cancel Christmas?
957
01:19:38,904 --> 01:19:40,906
Who do you think
you are? God?
958
01:19:40,950 --> 01:19:42,516
That's right!
I'm God!
959
01:19:42,560 --> 01:19:43,953
Well, you're
not God.
960
01:19:43,996 --> 01:19:45,911
You can't
cancel Christmas.
961
01:19:45,955 --> 01:19:47,565
That's bullshit!
962
01:21:43,550 --> 01:21:45,204
We're 10 deep!
963
01:21:45,248 --> 01:21:47,511
[MACHINE BEEPING]
964
01:21:47,554 --> 01:21:50,818
[PEOPLE CHATTERING]
965
01:21:52,777 --> 01:21:57,738
Alex, I don't mean to be
on you about everything.
You're doing a great job.
966
01:21:57,782 --> 01:22:02,134
I wanna keep you on
and we all wanna help
you get to Alaska,
967
01:22:02,178 --> 01:22:05,094
but you've got to start
wearing socks.
968
01:22:12,710 --> 01:22:17,062
CARINE: With almost
a year having passed
since Chris' disappearance,
969
01:22:17,106 --> 01:22:20,326
my parents' anger,
their desperation,
970
01:22:20,370 --> 01:22:23,112
their guilt
was giving way to pain.
971
01:22:25,984 --> 01:22:28,682
And pain seemed
to bring them closer.
972
01:22:30,946 --> 01:22:33,165
Even their faces had changed.
973
01:22:59,191 --> 01:23:01,846
She convinces herself
it's Chris,
974
01:23:03,326 --> 01:23:06,459
that it's her son
whenever she passes a stray.
975
01:23:08,157 --> 01:23:10,768
And I fear
for the mother in her.
976
01:23:14,250 --> 01:23:19,211
Instincts that seem to sense
the threat of a loss so huge
977
01:23:19,255 --> 01:23:24,173
and irrevocable
that the mind balks
at taking its measure.
978
01:23:26,175 --> 01:23:29,004
I'd begin to wonder
if I can understand
979
01:23:29,047 --> 01:23:31,354
all that Chris
is saying any longer,
980
01:23:34,052 --> 01:23:37,055
but I catch myself
and remember that
981
01:23:37,099 --> 01:23:39,536
these are not the parents
he grew up with,
982
01:23:41,103 --> 01:23:44,106
but people softened
by the forced reflection
983
01:23:44,149 --> 01:23:46,499
that comes with loss.
984
01:23:49,894 --> 01:23:55,204
Still, everything Chris
is saying has to be said.
985
01:23:57,119 --> 01:24:00,818
And I trust for him that
everything he is doing
has to be done.
986
01:24:02,559 --> 01:24:04,213
This is our life.
987
01:24:49,780 --> 01:24:51,260
[MOOSE GRUNTING]
988
01:25:11,802 --> 01:25:16,415
Big game. Very big game.
989
01:25:16,459 --> 01:25:17,460
Got it.
990
01:25:46,576 --> 01:25:49,448
[FLIES BUZZING]
991
01:27:08,005 --> 01:27:09,528
Damn it!
992
01:27:14,446 --> 01:27:15,578
Get off!
993
01:27:57,750 --> 01:28:01,754
"Hey, Dad,
can I light the barbeque,
please, Dad, this time?"
994
01:28:01,798 --> 01:28:03,452
"Well, Son,
you can go get
the lighter fluid."
995
01:28:03,495 --> 01:28:06,585
"Come on, Dad.
Please, Dad, please?"
996
01:28:06,629 --> 01:28:09,371
"Well, why not, Walt?
That sounds like
a good idea..."
997
01:28:09,414 --> 01:28:11,373
"Shut up, Carine!
Shut up, Carine!
998
01:28:11,416 --> 01:28:13,418
"No, Billie. I told you once.
999
01:28:13,462 --> 01:28:16,465
"Don't make me
tell you again. Okay?
1000
01:28:16,508 --> 01:28:18,118
"Okay?
1001
01:28:18,162 --> 01:28:19,685
"You hear me?
You hear me, woman?
1002
01:28:19,729 --> 01:28:23,080
"You hear me, woman? Huh?
You hear me, woman?"
1003
01:28:25,343 --> 01:28:30,783
"Sorry. Sorry, Walt.
I'm sorry."
1004
01:28:30,827 --> 01:28:33,177
[FLIES BUZZING]
1005
01:28:43,970 --> 01:28:45,232
Shit.
1006
01:28:51,108 --> 01:28:56,113
No! No! Damn it!
1007
01:28:58,855 --> 01:29:01,597
God damn it! Fuck!
1008
01:29:44,727 --> 01:29:47,469
CHRIS: "There was clearly
felt the presence of a force
1009
01:29:47,512 --> 01:29:50,167
"not bound to be kind to man.
1010
01:29:51,560 --> 01:29:54,780
"It was a place of heathenism
and superstitious rites,
1011
01:29:56,478 --> 01:29:59,568
"to be inhabited by men
nearer of kin to the rocks
1012
01:29:59,611 --> 01:30:02,309
"and to the wild
animals than we."
1013
01:30:24,941 --> 01:30:26,551
Sunni.
1014
01:30:26,595 --> 01:30:29,772
Hey, Sunni! Come here, baby.
1015
01:30:31,861 --> 01:30:33,166
Uh-uh!
1016
01:30:35,212 --> 01:30:38,041
No. No!
1017
01:30:38,084 --> 01:30:40,173
[BOTH LAUGHING]
1018
01:30:42,088 --> 01:30:43,568
♪ Out here in Slab City
1019
01:30:43,612 --> 01:30:45,744
♪ There's different
kinds of folks
1020
01:30:45,788 --> 01:30:49,705
♪ Snowbirds and the outlaws
And a great big bunch of jokes
1021
01:30:49,748 --> 01:30:51,707
♪ Sometimes when you get here
1022
01:30:51,750 --> 01:30:53,839
♪ Wonder whether
it's worth the drive
1023
01:30:53,883 --> 01:30:55,624
♪ Then you meet
those guitar pickers
1024
01:30:55,667 --> 01:30:57,887
♪ And the damn
place comes alive
1025
01:31:01,499 --> 01:31:05,721
♪ We ain't got much money
But we've got lots of class
1026
01:31:05,764 --> 01:31:09,768
♪ If you don't like my style
Kiss my ass ♪
1027
01:31:09,812 --> 01:31:11,466
[CROWD CHEERING]
1028
01:31:11,509 --> 01:31:14,947
But now all
I'm focused on
is just Alaska.
1029
01:31:14,991 --> 01:31:16,645
Yeah.Alaska.
1030
01:31:18,516 --> 01:31:21,650
All right. Let's
hear it for Insane Cain!
1031
01:31:24,783 --> 01:31:28,221
Let's give it up
for Slab City's own Tracy T!
1032
01:31:36,665 --> 01:31:38,623
Hey. My name's Tracy.
1033
01:31:38,667 --> 01:31:40,669
MAN: Tracy!WOMAN: Yeah!
1034
01:31:42,932 --> 01:31:47,676
♪ Ain't no wonder
I never had much to say
1035
01:31:49,547 --> 01:31:52,419
♪ I'm just hanging
on the wind
1036
01:31:55,510 --> 01:32:00,427
♪ Ain't no wonder
there's no song
I want to play
1037
01:32:01,864 --> 01:32:04,954
♪ This ain't no life
I'm living in
1038
01:32:08,261 --> 01:32:10,568
♪ Somewhere someone's there
1039
01:32:10,612 --> 01:32:13,397
Jack London is king.
1040
01:32:14,354 --> 01:32:17,053
Hey, you gonna stay
with us long?
1041
01:32:17,096 --> 01:32:19,577
Well, I'm waiting on
a check from my last job
1042
01:32:19,621 --> 01:32:21,840
to come into Salton City
the day after Christmas.
1043
01:32:21,884 --> 01:32:24,800
I've got to start thinking
about getting ready
for Alaska.
1044
01:32:24,843 --> 01:32:26,584
When the sun gets
a little lower tonight,
1045
01:32:26,628 --> 01:32:29,674
I'm going to start
a calisthenics routine.
1046
01:32:29,718 --> 01:32:32,416
After the check comes in,
I think I'm gonna try to find
1047
01:32:32,459 --> 01:32:35,854
some big old mountains
I can climb every day
until spring comes.
1048
01:32:35,898 --> 01:32:38,030
I've got to see how far
the money's gonna go.
1049
01:32:38,074 --> 01:32:42,644
I've still got a lot
of supplies to pick up
before spring.
1050
01:32:42,687 --> 01:32:47,692
So, I might get another job
or I might be okay.
1051
01:32:47,736 --> 01:32:50,347
Hell, we'd give you
a little something for
1052
01:32:50,390 --> 01:32:51,870
the days you spend
in the booth here.
1053
01:32:51,914 --> 01:32:54,873
I'm not taking
any money
from you, Rainey.
1054
01:32:54,917 --> 01:32:57,876
It's been a real great twist
meeting you two.
1055
01:32:57,920 --> 01:33:00,575
You two look like
you're doing good.
1056
01:33:00,618 --> 01:33:02,577
We are doing good.Yeah?
1057
01:33:02,620 --> 01:33:04,535
We're doing real good.
1058
01:33:04,579 --> 01:33:07,190
Speaking of which,
don't you think
1059
01:33:07,233 --> 01:33:08,844
you ought to
introduce yourself
1060
01:33:08,887 --> 01:33:11,411
to our little Joni Mitchell
over there?
1061
01:33:16,286 --> 01:33:17,896
I...
1062
01:33:17,940 --> 01:33:18,941
[EXCLAIMING]
1063
01:33:52,191 --> 01:33:53,802
Hi.
1064
01:33:53,845 --> 01:33:54,933
Hi.
1065
01:34:00,330 --> 01:34:02,811
You selling these books?
1066
01:34:02,854 --> 01:34:05,552
I am. We are.
1067
01:34:06,902 --> 01:34:07,903
He was.
1068
01:34:11,950 --> 01:34:14,126
I like to read.
1069
01:34:14,170 --> 01:34:15,388
Do you?
1070
01:34:15,432 --> 01:34:17,260
Yeah.
1071
01:34:17,303 --> 01:34:19,131
That's good.
1072
01:34:20,524 --> 01:34:24,093
I heard you play
your song last night.
1073
01:34:25,311 --> 01:34:26,704
I'm terrible.
1074
01:34:26,748 --> 01:34:30,969
You are not terrible.
You sing sweet.
1075
01:34:31,013 --> 01:34:32,144
Thank you.
1076
01:34:33,406 --> 01:34:34,756
Um...
1077
01:34:36,018 --> 01:34:39,325
I was gonna go
take a walk to
Salvation Mountain.
1078
01:34:39,369 --> 01:34:41,110
You wanna go?
1079
01:34:41,153 --> 01:34:42,502
Okay.
1080
01:34:51,294 --> 01:34:53,731
Hi.Hi. Alex.
1081
01:34:53,775 --> 01:34:55,994
I'd like to show
you around up here.
1082
01:34:56,038 --> 01:34:59,868
I've been here since 1984,
more or less.
1083
01:35:02,348 --> 01:35:04,002
A lot of tourists
come in here
1084
01:35:04,046 --> 01:35:06,309
and they look at that
car door up there.
1085
01:35:06,352 --> 01:35:08,006
They really like it.
1086
01:35:08,050 --> 01:35:11,314
And I found car doors
and put them up there
1087
01:35:11,357 --> 01:35:12,619
and I bolted it all in.
1088
01:35:12,663 --> 01:35:14,230
CHRIS: Where did you get
the telephone poles?
1089
01:35:14,273 --> 01:35:17,189
A lot of people
in the valley
just love me a lot.
1090
01:35:17,233 --> 01:35:19,975
Everybody now, I think,
in the whole world
is just loving me.
1091
01:35:20,018 --> 01:35:23,500
And I want
to have the wisdom
to love them back.
1092
01:35:24,980 --> 01:35:26,982
And that's about it.
So I really
get excited.
1093
01:35:27,025 --> 01:35:29,027
CHRIS: You really
believe in love, then.
1094
01:35:29,071 --> 01:35:31,856
Yeah. Totally.
1095
01:35:31,900 --> 01:35:34,816
This is a love story
that is staggering
1096
01:35:34,859 --> 01:35:36,818
to everybody
in the whole world.
1097
01:35:36,861 --> 01:35:39,908
That God really
loves us a lot.
1098
01:35:40,822 --> 01:35:42,345
Does that answer that?
1099
01:35:42,388 --> 01:35:45,435
Yeah.Good.
1100
01:35:45,478 --> 01:35:46,958
OLD MAN:
I really love it here.
1101
01:35:47,002 --> 01:35:50,092
I think the freedom
of this place
is just so beautiful.
1102
01:35:50,135 --> 01:35:54,574
To me, I wouldn't move
for $10 million,
unless I had to.
1103
01:35:54,618 --> 01:35:55,880
[LAUGHING]
1104
01:35:55,924 --> 01:35:57,969
So I'm contented
here in the desert,
1105
01:35:58,013 --> 01:35:59,884
and I'm living
where I want to live.
1106
01:35:59,928 --> 01:36:02,234
And I think
good gets better.
1107
01:36:02,278 --> 01:36:05,281
And I think
those great big
tanks there
1108
01:36:05,324 --> 01:36:09,241
were the sewer plant
for the Marine base
in World War II.
1109
01:36:11,635 --> 01:36:14,290
If you want to,
you can try putting
your hands in there.
1110
01:36:14,333 --> 01:36:17,380
And I'm gonna do
the same thing,
just for the fun.
1111
01:36:17,423 --> 01:36:18,511
[OLD MAN LAUGHING]
1112
01:36:18,555 --> 01:36:20,600
You're doing
real good.
1113
01:36:23,647 --> 01:36:27,129
OLD MAN: You can wipe
your hands off
on my shirt if you want.
1114
01:36:47,105 --> 01:36:49,934
Mmm. This is starting
to make me hungry.
1115
01:36:51,327 --> 01:36:52,807
I was just
a couple of years older
than Tracy
1116
01:36:52,850 --> 01:36:54,983
when I got pregnant.
1117
01:36:58,595 --> 01:37:00,249
Wow.Yeah.
1118
01:37:01,903 --> 01:37:03,165
Yeah, I thought
my husband and I
1119
01:37:03,208 --> 01:37:06,908
were going to just
make peace on Earth
1120
01:37:06,951 --> 01:37:09,998
and babies and love
and stay together forever,
1121
01:37:12,174 --> 01:37:15,307
and that didn't
quite work out that way.
1122
01:37:15,351 --> 01:37:18,006
He left me.
1123
01:37:22,184 --> 01:37:23,925
So, I...
1124
01:37:25,535 --> 01:37:29,017
Anyway, whatever,
but I ended up
raising Reno on my own.
1125
01:37:29,060 --> 01:37:31,715
That's my boy,
his name's Reno.
1126
01:37:33,499 --> 01:37:36,154
Then I met Rainey.
1127
01:37:36,198 --> 01:37:39,592
That was sweet.
It was really good for
a while. It's just...
1128
01:37:44,293 --> 01:37:49,037
You know, Reno
was a teenager already
by then,
1129
01:37:49,080 --> 01:37:52,388
and he was just on his way
to becoming his own man.
1130
01:37:57,001 --> 01:38:02,659
And I haven't even heard
from him in two years.
1131
01:38:06,141 --> 01:38:08,970
I don't even know
where he is.
1132
01:38:09,013 --> 01:38:11,624
I hope I get to
meet him sometime.
1133
01:38:13,931 --> 01:38:16,281
Do your folks know
where you are?
1134
01:38:21,243 --> 01:38:22,287
Hey, guys?
1135
01:38:22,331 --> 01:38:24,159
Dinner's ready
if you guys are hungry.
1136
01:38:24,202 --> 01:38:28,424
Yeah, we are.
We're hungry.
1137
01:38:31,601 --> 01:38:33,255
I'll be all right.
1138
01:38:44,048 --> 01:38:46,007
You want to come
and eat?
1139
01:38:46,050 --> 01:38:50,011
Or we'll sit here.
Because I will sit here
with you all night.
1140
01:38:55,059 --> 01:38:56,713
Let's go. Let's go.
1141
01:38:59,150 --> 01:39:01,370
Guys, come on.
It's getting cold.
1142
01:39:04,808 --> 01:39:10,205
Check this out. Tawdry?
Denise, that sounds
like your cup of tea.
1143
01:39:11,728 --> 01:39:15,166
[GRUNTING]
1144
01:39:39,799 --> 01:39:44,456
That poor girl is about
ready to vault herself
onto a fence post.
1145
01:39:44,500 --> 01:39:49,200
And here you are,
the monk of Jack
fucking LaLanne.
1146
01:39:56,077 --> 01:39:58,731
So Jan talked to you
about Reno, huh?
1147
01:39:58,775 --> 01:40:00,864
Yeah.
1148
01:40:02,866 --> 01:40:07,131
Children can be
pretty harsh when it
comes to their parents.
1149
01:40:07,175 --> 01:40:09,481
You planning
on seeing yours?
1150
01:40:11,744 --> 01:40:14,182
I've only got
one plan, Rainey.
1151
01:40:15,139 --> 01:40:18,186
That would be Alaska?
1152
01:40:18,229 --> 01:40:19,448
Alaska.
1153
01:40:31,199 --> 01:40:32,243
Hello?
1154
01:40:33,766 --> 01:40:35,420
Merry Christmas.
1155
01:40:35,464 --> 01:40:36,943
Come in here.
1156
01:40:46,083 --> 01:40:48,216
My parents
went into town.
1157
01:40:49,695 --> 01:40:51,132
No.
1158
01:40:51,175 --> 01:40:54,787
Yeah. They went to call
my grandma for Christmas.
1159
01:40:54,831 --> 01:40:57,225
No, I mean we can't do that.
1160
01:40:58,400 --> 01:40:59,531
Why not?
1161
01:41:06,712 --> 01:41:09,367
How old are you?
1162
01:41:09,411 --> 01:41:10,542
Eighteen.
1163
01:41:13,719 --> 01:41:15,286
Seventeen.
1164
01:41:17,114 --> 01:41:19,160
What year were you born?
1165
01:41:25,775 --> 01:41:27,429
So I'm 16.
1166
01:41:41,399 --> 01:41:44,010
You want to do
something together?
1167
01:41:47,797 --> 01:41:51,279
[PEOPLE CHEERING]
1168
01:41:54,891 --> 01:42:01,941
♪ I am an old woman
named after my mother
1169
01:42:01,985 --> 01:42:08,296
♪ My old man is another
child that's grown old
1170
01:42:09,862 --> 01:42:16,130
♪ If dreams were thunder
and lightning was desire
1171
01:42:16,173 --> 01:42:22,397
♪ This whole house
would have burned
down a long time ago
1172
01:42:23,746 --> 01:42:30,318
♪ Make me an angel
that flies from Montgomery
1173
01:42:31,710 --> 01:42:37,063
BOTH: ♪ Make me a poster
of an old rodeo
1174
01:42:38,543 --> 01:42:45,115
♪ Just give me one thing
that I can hold on to
1175
01:42:45,159 --> 01:42:51,600
♪ To believe in this living
is just a hard way to go ♪
1176
01:42:57,693 --> 01:43:02,611
You can send mail
to this address
in South Dakota.
1177
01:43:04,569 --> 01:43:08,617
I don't know when
I'm going to get it,
but I'll get it.
1178
01:43:10,662 --> 01:43:11,663
Hey.
1179
01:43:12,882 --> 01:43:14,840
You're pretty magic.
1180
01:43:14,884 --> 01:43:17,539
Yeah?Yeah.
1181
01:43:19,541 --> 01:43:21,673
And just remember
1182
01:43:21,717 --> 01:43:26,548
if you want
something in life,
reach out and grab it.
1183
01:43:47,264 --> 01:43:48,700
You take care, kiddo.
1184
01:43:48,744 --> 01:43:51,616
You, too.
1185
01:43:51,660 --> 01:43:52,704
New Year's resolution?
1186
01:43:52,748 --> 01:43:54,706
We'll work on it.
1187
01:45:02,470 --> 01:45:05,473
Just get your pack
and get on out
of here, okay?
1188
01:45:06,648 --> 01:45:09,041
I don't think
I could take a hug.
1189
01:45:23,665 --> 01:45:24,622
Hey.
1190
01:45:37,113 --> 01:45:38,244
Bye!
1191
01:45:52,781 --> 01:45:54,304
CARINE: A year and a half
had passed
1192
01:45:54,348 --> 01:45:57,699
in what Dad called
"suspended animation."
1193
01:46:05,402 --> 01:46:08,710
The weight
of Chris' disappearance
1194
01:46:08,753 --> 01:46:11,495
had begun to lay down
on me full-length.
1195
01:46:22,463 --> 01:46:24,726
CHRIS: "I have lived
through much,
1196
01:46:26,162 --> 01:46:29,644
"and now I think I have found
what is needed for happiness.
1197
01:46:33,430 --> 01:46:36,172
"A quiet secluded life
in the country,
1198
01:46:37,739 --> 01:46:40,394
"with the possibility
of being useful to people
1199
01:46:40,437 --> 01:46:42,744
"to whom it is easy
to do good,
1200
01:46:44,485 --> 01:46:47,923
"and who are not accustomed
to have it done to them.
1201
01:46:49,664 --> 01:46:52,884
"And work which one hopes
may be of some use.
1202
01:46:54,495 --> 01:46:59,500
"Then rest, nature,
books, music,
1203
01:46:59,543 --> 01:47:01,763
"love for one's neighbor.
1204
01:47:05,549 --> 01:47:07,899
"Such is my idea of happiness.
1205
01:47:10,772 --> 01:47:17,648
"And then,
on top of all that,
you for a mate,
1206
01:47:18,823 --> 01:47:20,738
"and children perhaps.
1207
01:47:22,523 --> 01:47:25,526
"What more can
the heart of a man desire?"
1208
01:47:33,664 --> 01:47:37,973
♪ Comes the morning
when I can feel
1209
01:47:38,016 --> 01:47:42,586
♪ That there's nothing
left to be concealed
1210
01:47:42,630 --> 01:47:46,895
♪ Moving on seems surreal
1211
01:47:46,938 --> 01:47:52,988
♪ No, my heart will never
Never be far from here
1212
01:47:53,031 --> 01:47:57,732
♪ Sure as I'm breathing
Sure as I'm sad
1213
01:47:57,775 --> 01:48:02,214
♪ I'll keep this wisdom
in my flesh
1214
01:48:02,258 --> 01:48:06,697
♪ I leave here believing
More than I had
1215
01:48:06,741 --> 01:48:10,658
♪ And there's a reason
I will
1216
01:48:10,701 --> 01:48:14,966
♪ Reason I'll be back
1217
01:48:18,622 --> 01:48:22,887
♪ As I walk the hemisphere
1218
01:48:22,931 --> 01:48:27,544
♪ I got my wish
to up and disappear
1219
01:48:27,588 --> 01:48:31,592
♪ I've been wounded
I've been healed
1220
01:48:31,635 --> 01:48:38,033
♪ Now for landing I've been
Landing I've been cleared
1221
01:48:38,076 --> 01:48:42,646
♪ Sure as I'm breathing
Sure as I'm sad
1222
01:48:42,690 --> 01:48:44,779
♪ I'll keep this wisdom
in my flesh
1223
01:48:44,822 --> 01:48:46,998
[HOOTING]
1224
01:48:47,042 --> 01:48:51,612
♪ I leave here believing
More than I had
1225
01:48:51,655 --> 01:48:55,833
♪ This love has
Got no ceiling ♪
1226
01:50:15,304 --> 01:50:17,523
[GRUNTING]
1227
01:52:03,455 --> 01:52:05,849
Where's your camp?
1228
01:52:05,893 --> 01:52:09,070
Just out past
Oh-My-God Hot Springs.
1229
01:52:09,113 --> 01:52:12,682
I've lived in and around here
for six years now
1230
01:52:12,726 --> 01:52:15,163
and I've never heard
of any place
that goes by that name.
1231
01:52:15,206 --> 01:52:17,078
Show me how to get there.
1232
01:52:17,121 --> 01:52:18,557
Yeah.
1233
01:52:21,952 --> 01:52:23,171
Ron Franz.
1234
01:52:23,214 --> 01:52:24,433
Alex.
1235
01:52:24,476 --> 01:52:27,218
Alex? Where you from, Alex?
1236
01:52:27,262 --> 01:52:29,046
West Virginia.
1237
01:52:29,090 --> 01:52:31,179
Okay, Alex
from West Virginia.
1238
01:52:33,921 --> 01:52:35,096
[HOWLING]
1239
01:52:36,314 --> 01:52:38,099
♪ Folks said I was full of sin
1240
01:52:38,142 --> 01:52:40,275
♪ Because I was
the next of kin
1241
01:52:40,318 --> 01:52:43,887
♪ I don't care
I don't care ♪
1242
01:53:16,137 --> 01:53:21,098
Well, this is
something out here.
1243
01:53:26,147 --> 01:53:27,191
Don't you...
1244
01:53:28,671 --> 01:53:30,542
Don't you worry
about those dope smokers
1245
01:53:30,586 --> 01:53:32,893
and nudists
down below there?
1246
01:53:32,936 --> 01:53:36,853
No, they keep
to themselves
pretty much.
1247
01:53:36,897 --> 01:53:41,031
You strike me
as a bright young man.
Am I wrong about that?
1248
01:53:41,075 --> 01:53:43,860
I think I've got
my head on my shoulders
pretty good.
1249
01:53:43,904 --> 01:53:45,731
Well, that's what I mean.
1250
01:53:50,388 --> 01:53:52,608
How long
you been out here?
1251
01:53:54,175 --> 01:53:55,567
Couple of weeks.
1252
01:53:55,611 --> 01:53:57,787
And before that?
1253
01:53:57,831 --> 01:53:59,354
A lot of places.
1254
01:53:59,397 --> 01:54:01,138
Been moving
around a lot.
1255
01:54:02,183 --> 01:54:04,185
Well, how old
are you?
1256
01:54:04,228 --> 01:54:05,795
Twenty-three.
1257
01:54:05,839 --> 01:54:07,449
Twenty-three years old!
1258
01:54:07,492 --> 01:54:10,321
Son, don't you think
you ought to be
getting an education?
1259
01:54:10,365 --> 01:54:13,672
And a job? And making
something of this life?
1260
01:54:17,024 --> 01:54:19,287
Look, Mr. Franz,
1261
01:54:19,330 --> 01:54:23,639
I think careers are
a 20th century invention,
and I don't want one.
1262
01:54:24,640 --> 01:54:25,902
You don't need
to worry about me.
1263
01:54:25,946 --> 01:54:28,470
I have
a college education.
1264
01:54:28,513 --> 01:54:30,864
I'm not destitute.
1265
01:54:30,907 --> 01:54:33,040
I'm living like this
by choice.
1266
01:54:34,389 --> 01:54:36,217
In the dirt?
1267
01:54:36,260 --> 01:54:38,959
Yeah, in the dirt.
1268
01:54:43,224 --> 01:54:44,616
Where's your family?
1269
01:54:44,660 --> 01:54:46,662
Don't have one anymore.
1270
01:54:50,231 --> 01:54:51,710
That's a shame.
1271
01:54:54,931 --> 01:54:58,369
Hey, Mr. Franz, I want
to show you something.
1272
01:54:58,413 --> 01:54:59,762
Come on.
1273
01:55:02,330 --> 01:55:03,287
Come on.
1274
01:55:10,425 --> 01:55:12,253
[LAUGHING]
1275
01:55:20,000 --> 01:55:21,653
[CLEARING THROAT]
1276
01:55:29,139 --> 01:55:33,056
It's getting
a little steep.
1277
01:55:33,100 --> 01:55:36,233
A little high
for me, kid.
1278
01:55:36,277 --> 01:55:37,800
All right,
1279
01:55:39,280 --> 01:55:42,283
but even from halfway out,
it's quite a sight,
isn't it?
1280
01:55:44,154 --> 01:55:49,681
From the top,
you can see all the way
to the Salton Sea, too.
1281
01:55:49,725 --> 01:55:52,510
You can see
the Salton Sea
from up there?
1282
01:55:52,554 --> 01:55:54,556
Yes, sir.
1283
01:55:54,599 --> 01:55:56,123
My goodness.
1284
01:55:57,037 --> 01:55:58,342
You don't
want to go up?
1285
01:55:58,386 --> 01:56:01,737
Nope. I don't do
these kind of things.
1286
01:56:05,349 --> 01:56:08,135
I spent most
of my life in the Army.
1287
01:56:10,528 --> 01:56:15,490
New Year's Eve, 1957,
I was stationed in Okinawa.
1288
01:56:17,492 --> 01:56:20,886
My wife and son
were here in the States
just driving down the road,
1289
01:56:20,930 --> 01:56:25,282
and some fella
who'd had too much to drink
plowed right into them.
1290
01:56:25,326 --> 01:56:27,284
Killed them both.
1291
01:56:31,419 --> 01:56:36,859
Now you might think
the last thing
I would do in the world
1292
01:56:39,601 --> 01:56:41,342
is go to the whiskey.
1293
01:56:43,083 --> 01:56:47,391
But at the time, it felt like
the only thing I could do.
1294
01:56:47,435 --> 01:56:50,177
And I did it hard!
1295
01:56:53,049 --> 01:56:56,139
But pretty soon I realized
1296
01:56:56,183 --> 01:56:58,533
I wasn't doing
my wife and son any good
1297
01:56:58,576 --> 01:57:00,535
mourning them with the bottle.
1298
01:57:00,578 --> 01:57:05,540
So I pulled myself together
and I quit drinking,
1299
01:57:05,583 --> 01:57:07,150
cold turkey.
1300
01:57:08,369 --> 01:57:12,808
So since all that,
this is pretty much me.
1301
01:57:14,027 --> 01:57:16,290
Do you ever travel, Mr. Franz?
1302
01:57:17,813 --> 01:57:20,381
No, I can't seem
to get too far
from my leather.
1303
01:57:22,078 --> 01:57:23,471
I do a lot
of leather engraving.
1304
01:57:23,514 --> 01:57:26,561
I got a little workshop
out in the garage.
1305
01:57:26,604 --> 01:57:29,129
Between that and my pension,
I do pretty well.
1306
01:57:29,172 --> 01:57:31,566
But every time I think
I might take a trip somewhere,
1307
01:57:31,609 --> 01:57:36,223
I get too far behind
on orders and such
to consider it.
1308
01:57:36,266 --> 01:57:39,095
When we finish eating,
I'd love to see
your workshop.
1309
01:57:39,139 --> 01:57:40,618
Would you?Oh, yeah.
1310
01:57:40,662 --> 01:57:42,316
I was hoping you'd say that.
1311
01:57:42,359 --> 01:57:44,361
It's amazing how
malleable this is.
1312
01:57:44,405 --> 01:57:45,493
Yeah, it is.
1313
01:57:45,536 --> 01:57:47,103
When the leather
is wet you can really...
1314
01:57:47,147 --> 01:57:48,452
It's like butter.Yeah.
1315
01:57:48,496 --> 01:57:50,280
It's amazing.
And then it hardens up,
1316
01:57:50,324 --> 01:57:51,890
and, I mean,
it stays right there.
1317
01:58:04,294 --> 01:58:07,254
[PANTING]
1318
01:58:33,541 --> 01:58:37,240
[CHATTERING]
1319
01:58:37,284 --> 01:58:43,028
A good whack with the mallet.
Crack it down. Whack. Bang.
1320
01:59:43,306 --> 01:59:47,180
I went to South Dakota.
I worked at a grain elevator
1321
01:59:47,223 --> 01:59:49,356
for this guy named Wayne.
He was a really good guy.
1322
01:59:49,399 --> 01:59:51,140
So I took the Colorado River
1323
01:59:51,184 --> 01:59:54,578
all the way down
through the Grand Canyon
and did rapids,
1324
01:59:54,622 --> 01:59:58,234
which is by far
one of the scariest
things I've ever done.
1325
01:59:58,278 --> 02:00:04,806
And I took the Colorado
down into Mexico,
Golfo, where I got stuck.
1326
02:00:04,849 --> 02:00:07,330
Salvation Mountain. The Slabs.
1327
02:00:08,853 --> 02:00:11,073
What's the "N" stand for?
1328
02:00:12,683 --> 02:00:13,728
North.
1329
02:00:14,990 --> 02:00:16,687
Alaska?
1330
02:00:19,560 --> 02:00:22,389
Son, what the hell
are you running from?
1331
02:00:23,564 --> 02:00:26,001
You know,
I can ask you
the same question!
1332
02:00:26,915 --> 02:00:30,005
Except I already
know the answer!
1333
02:00:30,048 --> 02:00:32,529
You do, do you?
1334
02:00:32,573 --> 02:00:34,836
I do, Mr. Franz!
1335
02:00:34,879 --> 02:00:37,317
You got to get
back out in the world!
1336
02:00:37,360 --> 02:00:38,448
Get out of that
lonely house,
1337
02:00:38,492 --> 02:00:40,711
that little workshop
of yours.
1338
02:00:40,755 --> 02:00:45,499
Get back out
on the road! Really!
1339
02:00:45,542 --> 02:00:48,066
You're going to live
a long time, Ron!
1340
02:00:48,110 --> 02:00:52,070
You should make
a radical change
in your lifestyle!
1341
02:00:52,114 --> 02:00:56,553
I mean,
the core of man's spirit
comes from new experiences.
1342
02:00:56,597 --> 02:01:01,079
And there you are,
stubborn old man,
sitting on your butt.
1343
02:01:02,037 --> 02:01:03,778
Sitting on my butt?
1344
02:01:03,821 --> 02:01:05,301
Yeah.
1345
02:01:05,345 --> 02:01:06,389
Ha!
1346
02:01:06,433 --> 02:01:10,915
I'll show you
sitting on my butt!
1347
02:01:10,959 --> 02:01:13,135
"Stubborn old man."
1348
02:01:14,615 --> 02:01:16,704
I'll show you!
1349
02:01:16,747 --> 02:01:19,054
Come on, then! Come on.
1350
02:01:21,622 --> 02:01:25,060
Sitting on my butt?
Ha! Yeah.
1351
02:01:26,975 --> 02:01:29,282
Come on, old man.
Come climbing.
1352
02:01:29,325 --> 02:01:31,501
Sitting on my butt.
1353
02:01:31,545 --> 02:01:33,460
Come on. Keep going!
1354
02:01:33,503 --> 02:01:34,635
[GROANING]
1355
02:01:34,678 --> 02:01:36,767
[LAUGHING]
1356
02:01:36,811 --> 02:01:38,595
You're doing great!
1357
02:01:43,078 --> 02:01:45,733
Keep going.
Keep going, Ron!
1358
02:01:45,776 --> 02:01:47,517
Yeah!
1359
02:01:47,561 --> 02:01:51,216
Can anybody see this?
God, are you watching
this right now?
1360
02:01:59,660 --> 02:02:00,661
Yeah.
1361
02:02:03,707 --> 02:02:04,882
You all right?
1362
02:02:04,926 --> 02:02:08,625
You little pinhead!
1363
02:02:08,669 --> 02:02:10,627
[LAUGHING]
1364
02:02:10,671 --> 02:02:13,630
[PANTING]
1365
02:02:25,512 --> 02:02:28,079
I'm gonna miss you
when you go.
1366
02:02:29,429 --> 02:02:31,822
I'll miss you, too, Ron.
1367
02:02:31,866 --> 02:02:34,085
But you're wrong
if you think that
the joy of life
1368
02:02:34,129 --> 02:02:36,740
comes principally from
human relationships.
1369
02:02:38,568 --> 02:02:40,527
God's placed
it all around us.
It's in everything.
1370
02:02:40,570 --> 02:02:43,660
It's in anything
we can experience.
1371
02:02:43,704 --> 02:02:46,663
People just need
to change the way
they look at those things.
1372
02:02:46,707 --> 02:02:49,187
Yeah, I'm gonna
take stock of that.
1373
02:02:51,755 --> 02:02:52,887
No, I am.
1374
02:02:56,891 --> 02:02:58,153
I am.
1375
02:03:00,503 --> 02:03:02,766
But I wanted
to tell you something.
1376
02:03:06,466 --> 02:03:09,120
From the bits and pieces
I put together,
1377
02:03:09,164 --> 02:03:11,122
you know, from
what you told me about
1378
02:03:11,166 --> 02:03:13,647
your family, your mother
and your dad.
1379
02:03:15,388 --> 02:03:18,826
And I know you've
got your problems
with the church, too.
1380
02:03:20,610 --> 02:03:24,571
But there's some
kind of bigger thing
we can all appreciate,
1381
02:03:25,920 --> 02:03:28,749
and it sounds like
you don't mind
calling it God.
1382
02:03:34,842 --> 02:03:37,758
But when you forgive,
1383
02:03:39,934 --> 02:03:41,283
you love.
1384
02:03:44,939 --> 02:03:48,856
And when you love,
1385
02:03:48,899 --> 02:03:51,598
God's light shines on you.
1386
02:03:56,080 --> 02:03:57,430
Holy shit.
1387
02:03:57,473 --> 02:04:00,650
I told you
about that language.
1388
02:04:00,694 --> 02:04:04,654
[BOTH LAUGHING]
1389
02:04:10,007 --> 02:04:12,183
RON: I told you so!
1390
02:04:12,227 --> 02:04:14,447
[GUN FIRING]
1391
02:04:14,490 --> 02:04:16,884
CHRIS: Where are
the fucking animals now?
1392
02:04:16,927 --> 02:04:18,363
I'm hungry!
1393
02:04:18,407 --> 02:04:22,367
I'm fucking hungry!
I'm fucking hungry!
1394
02:04:39,254 --> 02:04:40,690
CHRIS: "For a moment
1395
02:04:40,734 --> 02:04:43,563
"she rediscovered
the purpose of her life.
1396
02:04:43,606 --> 02:04:47,610
"She was here on earth
to grasp the meaning of
its wild enchantment,
1397
02:04:47,654 --> 02:04:50,700
"and to call each thing
by its right name."
1398
02:04:53,964 --> 02:04:56,227
"By its right name."
1399
02:04:56,271 --> 02:04:58,882
What is this?
What is this one?
1400
02:04:58,926 --> 02:05:01,624
[MUTTERING]
1401
02:05:01,668 --> 02:05:06,847
This is Viburnum edule.
Viburnum edule.
1402
02:05:11,547 --> 02:05:14,681
Hedysarum alpinum.
1403
02:05:16,596 --> 02:05:19,990
Hedysarum alpinum
is wild potato root.
1404
02:05:20,034 --> 02:05:21,688
Wild potato root.
1405
02:05:22,950 --> 02:05:26,867
Epilobium angustifolium.
Fireweed.
1406
02:06:08,778 --> 02:06:09,910
Whoa.
1407
02:08:08,898 --> 02:08:12,859
[WHIMPERING]
1408
02:08:22,738 --> 02:08:25,610
Fuck it all. Fuck it all!
1409
02:08:30,398 --> 02:08:32,356
[COUGHING]
1410
02:08:32,400 --> 02:08:33,618
[RETCHING]
1411
02:08:35,490 --> 02:08:39,189
[GROANING]
1412
02:11:04,030 --> 02:11:05,292
Hi.
1413
02:11:05,335 --> 02:11:08,295
What are you doing up?
It's 3:30 in the morning.
1414
02:11:08,338 --> 02:11:11,951
I heard you get off the couch
about a half hour ago.
1415
02:11:13,387 --> 02:11:16,999
Had a funny feeling you might
not be here for our breakfast.
1416
02:11:21,003 --> 02:11:23,527
I'm gonna drive you
100 miles
1417
02:11:23,571 --> 02:11:26,356
to someplace where
you can catch a train,
1418
02:11:26,400 --> 02:11:31,361
a plane or hitch a ride
and not get stuck out
in this desert.
1419
02:11:32,580 --> 02:11:34,016
I'd take you
all the way to Alaska
1420
02:11:34,060 --> 02:11:36,889
if I didn't
have an 8:00 mass.
1421
02:11:36,932 --> 02:11:38,673
Ron, you don't
have to do that.
1422
02:11:38,716 --> 02:11:41,067
I want to do it.
1423
02:11:41,110 --> 02:11:44,592
Get you started on
this thing of yours.
1424
02:11:44,635 --> 02:11:47,203
On my great...I know.
1425
02:11:47,247 --> 02:11:50,641
On your great
Alaskan adventure.
1426
02:11:50,685 --> 02:11:53,644
Here. Here's a machete.
1427
02:11:55,908 --> 02:11:57,387
Collapsible fishing pole,
1428
02:11:57,431 --> 02:12:00,260
a few other odds and ends
I stuck in there for you.
1429
02:12:04,046 --> 02:12:06,657
Ron...Just take it.
1430
02:12:07,963 --> 02:12:10,792
I'll get dressed
and meet you in the truck.
1431
02:13:07,022 --> 02:13:08,763
Well, my friend.
1432
02:13:11,244 --> 02:13:12,245
Yep.
1433
02:13:16,553 --> 02:13:19,165
I had an idea.
1434
02:13:20,514 --> 02:13:25,649
You know,
my mother was
an only child
1435
02:13:25,693 --> 02:13:28,087
and so was my father,
1436
02:13:28,130 --> 02:13:32,482
and I was
their only child,
1437
02:13:35,572 --> 02:13:38,532
so when I'm gone,
I'm the end of the line.
1438
02:13:39,663 --> 02:13:41,839
My family will be finished.
1439
02:13:45,234 --> 02:13:50,805
What do you say
you let me adopt you?
1440
02:13:55,070 --> 02:13:59,292
I can be, say,
your grandfather.
1441
02:14:03,644 --> 02:14:05,298
Ron,
1442
02:14:06,560 --> 02:14:11,043
could we talk about this
when I get back from Alaska?
1443
02:14:11,086 --> 02:14:12,870
Would that be okay?
1444
02:14:20,095 --> 02:14:23,359
Yeah, yeah.
We can do that. Yeah.
1445
02:14:28,408 --> 02:14:29,539
All right, Ron.
1446
02:14:31,846 --> 02:14:33,326
Thank you.
1447
02:15:22,331 --> 02:15:24,986
CARINE: What did his
voice sound like now?
1448
02:15:25,900 --> 02:15:28,598
What would he tell about now?
1449
02:15:28,642 --> 02:15:31,645
ALL: ...nine, ten.
1450
02:16:21,303 --> 02:16:23,305
I realized that
the words to my thoughts
1451
02:16:23,349 --> 02:16:26,265
were of less
and less meaning.
1452
02:16:26,308 --> 02:16:28,528
Chris was writing his story,
1453
02:16:29,877 --> 02:16:33,054
and it had to be
Chris who would tell it.
1454
02:18:53,629 --> 02:18:56,458
CHRIS: "To call each thing
by its right name.
1455
02:19:00,984 --> 02:19:02,769
"By its right name."
1456
02:19:09,993 --> 02:19:14,128
[HEART BEATING]
1457
02:19:53,950 --> 02:19:56,170
What if I were smiling
1458
02:19:58,477 --> 02:20:00,827
and running into your arms?
1459
02:20:23,458 --> 02:20:25,286
Would you see then
1460
02:20:30,204 --> 02:20:32,902
what I see now?
1461
02:20:32,946 --> 02:20:34,730
[HEART BEATING FASTER]
1462
02:20:39,126 --> 02:20:40,606
[CHRIS GASPING]
1463
02:23:32,952 --> 02:23:37,870
♪ On bended knee
Is no way to be free
1464
02:23:37,913 --> 02:23:42,788
♪ Lifting up an empty cup
I ask silently
1465
02:23:42,831 --> 02:23:47,140
♪ All my destinations
Will accept the one that's me
1466
02:23:47,183 --> 02:23:49,533
♪ So I can breathe
1467
02:23:52,711 --> 02:23:57,063
♪ Circles they grow
And they swallow people whole
1468
02:23:57,106 --> 02:23:59,631
♪ Half their lives
They say good night
1469
02:23:59,674 --> 02:24:01,807
♪ To wives they'll never know
1470
02:24:01,850 --> 02:24:06,638
♪ Got a mind full of questions
And a teacher in my soul
1471
02:24:06,681 --> 02:24:09,075
♪ And so it goes
1472
02:24:11,555 --> 02:24:16,125
♪ Don't come closer
Or I'll have to go
1473
02:24:16,169 --> 02:24:20,913
♪ Holding me like gravity
Are places that pull
1474
02:24:20,956 --> 02:24:25,265
♪ If ever there was someone
To keep me at home
1475
02:24:25,308 --> 02:24:27,528
♪ It would be you
1476
02:24:31,010 --> 02:24:35,797
♪ Everyone I come across
In cages they bought
1477
02:24:35,841 --> 02:24:37,973
♪ They think of me
and my wandering
1478
02:24:38,017 --> 02:24:40,672
♪ But I'm never
what they thought
1479
02:24:40,715 --> 02:24:42,717
♪ I've got my indignation
1480
02:24:42,761 --> 02:24:45,241
♪ But I'm pure
in all my thoughts
1481
02:24:45,285 --> 02:24:47,461
♪ I'm alive
1482
02:24:50,899 --> 02:24:55,817
♪ Wind in my hair
I feel part of everywhere
1483
02:24:55,861 --> 02:25:00,082
♪ Underneath my being
Is a road that disappeared
1484
02:25:00,126 --> 02:25:02,694
♪ Late at night
I hear the trees
1485
02:25:02,737 --> 02:25:05,174
♪ They're singing
with the dead
1486
02:25:05,218 --> 02:25:07,133
♪ Overhead
1487
02:25:10,223 --> 02:25:14,967
♪ Leave it to me
As I find a way to be
1488
02:25:15,010 --> 02:25:19,711
♪ Consider me a satellite
Forever orbiting
1489
02:25:19,754 --> 02:25:24,193
♪ I know all the rules
But the rules do not know me
1490
02:25:24,237 --> 02:25:26,979
♪ Guaranteed
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