All language subtitles for SUPERGIRL - S03 E15 - In Search of Lost Time (720p - AMZN Web-DL)

Previously onSupergirl...

- What was that back there?
Cape tricks.

I've been fighting with
a cape for three years

and all it seems to
do is get in the way.

I can help with that.

On Mars, we called it Za-alet.

It means "decay of memory."

Dementia.

Worldkillers, unite beneath
the standard of Reign.

Now all we have to
do is find them.

I think something
is wrong with me.

I keep losing time.

Sam, your blackouts are coinciding
with something, I just...

Silence!

Sam, I know what's
wrong with you.

I'm gonna make you better.

- Start recording.

This is day three
with the subject.

My preliminary findings show
a karyokinetic anomaly,

confirming my initial hypothesis
that she has been transforming.

Mutating into the other.

Subject remains in a
medically-induced coma,

however, further testing
will require consciousness.

So I will now end
sedation on the subject.

- Stop recording.

When you wake up,

please be Sam.

And, go. - Astronaut.

- Wait a minute, wait a minute.

That... That doesn't count.

Why?

Because you're
shape-shifting, Dad.

Oh.

Human games have so many rules.

He didn't break
any of the rules.

You know what, it's fine.
Just let him have it.

- We're slaughtering 'em anyway.
- Hah!

Hey, the Martian
Man-Father strikes again.

"Martian Man."

Fine. The Martian Dad Hunter.

Okay. We need more wine.
Keep playing.

- I'll come and help you.
- Okay...

I'm really glad you guys came.

Yeah, me too. Me too.

- Movie. Nine words.
- There you go.

Your dad, he's... He's strong.

Yeah, he seems to be taking
this better than I am.

He's doing everything he can
to keep his mind sharp.

He's...

The Cook, the Thief,
His Wife & Her Lover.

- Cheating again Come on, Dad,

no mind-reading.

You keep accusing me of
not following the rules.

You are one to talk.

My son used to wait
for me to leave,

and the moment I had gone,

he would switch around the
pieces on the Ok-Rock-Tockboard.

When I caught him, he blamed
his imaginary friend...

Wait, wait, wait. I'm sorry.

You had an imaginary friend?

- No, I... Oh, yes, he did.

You said he was a
fifth-dimensional imp,

who came just to
move the pieces.

What was his name?

- Zook.
- Zook!

- "Zook! Zook did it!"
- "Zook!"

"It was Zook!"

That was you.

Wait a minute.

It's a trouble alert. There's
a big disturbance downtown.

Well, time to get back
to the salt mine.

What? I like this shirt.

Can't hold your liquor?

- She just went crazy,

started wrecking the place.

You get everyone out of here.
I'll take care of her.

I had the high score on that.

Well, she's a Kalanorian.
No criminal record.

Then why did she go
all Road Houseon me?

Demos says she wasn't provoked.

Kalanorians are psychics.
Empaths.

Well, maybe she got her signals
crossed with another psychic?

I'm not seeing any
psionic anomalies.

Well, she tore that bar up.

Her species are prone to outbursts
during astronomical events.

- Mercury's in retrograde.

More like complex luminal
and gravatic shifts

that determine Kalanorian brain
function, but sure, astrology.

Put her in containment.

We have these
Worldkillers to focus on.

Anything?

We've been using every
device on our ship

to try and track Purity and
Reign since the subway attack,

but there's no sign of them.

As they say on the
farm, "Not a peep."

Imra thinks they're
looking for Pestilence.

Who we still know nothing about.

Right. And based on our experiences
with the Blight in the future,

Pestilence should be the
easiest to see coming.

The Blight presents as diseases,
plagues, real Old Testament stuff.

- Yeah.

I think this should qualify.

Whoa.

Brainy and Imra went
to check it out.

Ooh! Better them and not us.
I hate the cold.

Very thin skin. Plus, the
rivers of blood, yeah.

What if Reign and Purity find
Pestilence before we do?

- They won't. And if
they do, we'll be ready.

Which means it's time for
us to start training.

Teach me how you
fight in the future.

Think it's time we make
you a Legionnaire.

Relax.

How long have I been sleeping?

Where is Ruby?

She's with her nanny.
She's safe.

Tell me,

what's wrong with me?

Most of your blood tests
came back as normal.

But I also studied your
salt replication process.

There's trace evidence
that your cells

have undergone a mitotal mutation
that I've only seen in insects.

It indicates metamorphosis.

When you black out, your body seems
to be changing on a cellular level.

"Changing."

To her.

Reign.

I'm not an alien.

I don't have special powers.
I bleed.

I get sick.

My adoption papers say
I'm from Scranton.

Look, I know you mean well, but I
don't have the patience for this,

I have to go see my daughter.

Wait. I thought this might
be hard for you to accept,

so I also compiled a timeline of the
blackouts so you could remember.

This is the first one.

And the next.

And the next.

And the next.

This was a mistake. I need
to go see my daughter.

Lena, are you kidding me?

Let me out.

I can't.

You asked me to help you.

She doesn't fight, she hunts.

All power, all aggression.

- Stop.

Wow.

Yeah, Brainy stitched this
together from every bank-cam,

satellite image, and cellphone
video he could find.

- That's so cool.
The future's cool!

Welcome to the 31st century.

Huh!

Yeah, but what's
the point, though?

Big chunk of concrete is not
gonna do anything to me

that her fists
couldn't do better.

She's playing with her food.

That's how I beat her.

Can... Can we rewind?

Yeah, she's got me beat
on muscle, somehow.

But all that power is
coming from the ground,

-from that planted foot right there.
- Mm-hmm.

And she doesn't
bother with footwork.

So, when she goes high,

that's my window.

It's also where
your cape comes in.

If she wants to be a bull,
you be a bullfighter.

I have done something amazing.

Did you find Pestilence?

I have done something okay.

You, come here.

What?

I have fixed your old suit.

- Winn.

Hey, can I say it? Can I say it.

Yes.

Suit up.

I, um, brought lunch.

You are worried about
something, my son.

Speak.

Uh...

Just...

How are you feeling?

Never better.

Ok-Rock-Tock is
good for my mind.

Sure.

Memory, strategy.

More than that.

It hears my thoughts.

It connects me to my ancestors

as I navigate the
labyrinth of the board.

Centering me.

Easing my mind.

That's good. That's
good, and it's, um...

It's helping?

It's been 12 hours and 46
minutes since you asked.

You fear my condition has
worsened in this time?

No.

It's just that...

We did bring in a Kalanorian

who had a psychic
breakdown at a bar.

I thought I felt something.

It was you?

You know I have been
doing the Ta'ar Ka'riq

to keep my memories
from fleeing.

You should have told me there
were Kalanorians here.

I'm sorry, Father.

In any event, I will
be more careful.

Now, come.

Play a match with me.

I never tire of beating you.

I got to get back to work.

Why don't you bring the game to
the DEO, and we can play later?

As soon as I finish
my game against Zook.

He was right here.

Where is he?

Dad?

A joke.

Not funny, Dad.

Only because you did
not see your face.

Have you thought about
what I told you?

I get squeamish whenever Ruby
asks me to kill a spider.

How could you possibly
think I could kill people?

I don't think you could.

So, you think I have
a split personality?

Essentially, yes.

Reign is a completely
separate entity.

When she takes over, you lose
all awareness, all control.

Your DNA rewrites itself.

Please, Sam, understand that I would
not tell you this if I wasn't sure.

So this is what I get for
asking for your help?

What's that supposed to mean?

You ask an oncologist,
they'll say cancer.

You ask a surgeon,
they'll cut you open.

You ask a Luthor, they'll tell
you you're a supervillain.

What?

Just tell him I'll
call him back, okay?

He's where?

James, I really wish
you'd call first.

Yeah, I tried that for a week.

I just, uh...

Figured maybe I had
better luck in person.

Listen, I'm sorry, I'm in
the middle of an emergency.

Oh. I'm sorry. Is
everything okay, or...

An employee of mine asked
for help with a problem.

And now that I've diagnosed a
solution, they don't wanna accept it.

Sounds like they need
an intervention.

Tried that. It's not going well.

You know, I had a
roommate in college.

Great guy,

but he started takin' something,
I'm not sure what it was,

but he would come home
all hours of the night

and just tear the place apart.

You know, I tried to tell
him that he had a problem,

but he never wanted to hear it.

So I just kept
cleaning up after him.

Did he ever acknowledge
what was wrong with him?

See, that's the thing.

No matter how bad you
wanna help somebody,

all you can really do
is hold up a mirror.

Wow.

- You always said I
cleaned up nicely.

It's just like old times, huh?

Training again.

Except I basically had to
twist your arm to train.

You had no interest
in being a hero.

And now...

I've come a long way.

You ready?

Yeah, I was born ready.

If she's not gonna use
her feet, use yours.

But can my cape even do that?

Yeah.

I did not know that.

Yeah, I won't either for
another 1,000 years.

We studied your cape to make mine,
it's Kryptonian meta-material.

Smartcloth.

Show me.

Dad, while you're here, why
don't I run you by the Med bay,

have Alex run some
new scans on you?

- Shouldn't take long.
- No. It is time for me to pray.

Hey, any sign of
the Worldkillers?

Still nothin'.

Well, you can catch a break,

I'm gonna take over
scanning for a while.

I know what I'm doing.

You don't need to take
over anything, Schott.

I didn't say that you didn't
know what you were doing.

You need to get out
of here right now.

Damn.

Keep your back foot planted.

You have it.

Why isn't this working?

I don't know.

I mean, the steps are easy,
I should be getting this.

Well, go easy on yourself.

The first time you trained me,

you kicked me around the
room like a hacky sack.

It was humbling.

- I was...
- Hungover.

You were hungover.

I'd forgotten that part.

Can we keep training, please?

'Cause I programmed the system.

I input every parameter, every
radiation marker to trace them,

so, yeah. Yeah, I think
that makes me the expert.

Throw the punch.

- Maybe we should take a break.
- Throw it.

The rest of us were the
experts before you got here

and traded your
friendship with Supergirl

for favor with Director J'onzz.

Oh, if you were in charge, we'd still
be wondering if Reign was an alien.

You egotistical little
son of a serial killer.

Kara?

Get off me.

Now.

Really, coward?

Have you ever even
held a gun before?

I'm holding one now.

Hey! Hey!

Knock it off!

Knock it off!

I am always cleaning
up your messes.

Get out of my face!

Hey! Hey, break it up! Come on!

Get off of him.

What the hell just happened?

It was a psychic anomaly.

I put a barrier up
to protect you all.

Oh, God. Winn, I'm sorry.
Are you okay?

I'm kind of... I feel like
I'm gonna bleed. Yup.

Demos, man, I'm so sorry. I'm...

Hey, I'm sorry for what I said.

For the record, I think
you're super smart.

You're great.

It's like what I saw the
Kalanorian do in the bar.

I told you she needed
more observation.

- Well, it's still visiting hours.
Let's go see her.

In the meantime, Agent Schott,

round up the inhibitors
we used against Psi.

Recalibrate them. Make sure
there's enough to go around.

I didn't take enough precautions
last time, I will now.

Come on.

It's a good thing you
came when you did, man.

Yeah, good thing.

I've never felt
anything like that.

It's like something was
inside of my brain.

I couldn't control it.

- I felt it, too.

Wait a minute, you
were affected?

I hit Mon-El.

Hard.

We... We were training,
and I was frustrated

'cause I wasn't getting it,

and then he brought up our past,

when I used to train him, and
that's when the rage set in.

Are you sure you were affected?

What do you mean?
Of course, I was.

It seems like you two still
have some unresolved issues.

Maybe it's not a good
idea you train with him.

- That's ridiculous.

No, whatever issues I
had with Mon-El before,

those are behind me.

Our relationship is
strictly professional.

This is just about
getting Reign.

Oh, no. No, no, no, no.

Turn her on her side.

- Okay.
- Prep the Med bay, we got incoming.

What's she saying?

I don't know, but it
is definitely Martian.

I just wanna go home,

Lena, please?

Please let me out of here.

I wanna get you home to your
daughter as much as you do.

Believe me.

I am just trying to protect you.

Both of you.

I told you this before,

if I had hurt people,
I would remember.

You're right.

You would remember.

On some deep level, you would
feel what you had done.

When you look at this, do you
remember what it was like?

Attacking Morgan Edge?

What I wouldn't have given to
have seen that one up close.

No

Supergirl? I mean, that's a
difficult one to forget.

Having your fist connect with
something so solid, so powerful.

- This is insane.
- How did it feel to obliterate?

You tore those men apart. You
ripped the limbs from their body

and you dragged them
across the beach!

Why are you doing this?

Why?

I just wanna go home
to my daughter!

Like I'd let someone
like you near Ruby.

Living in that house,
day in, day out,

pretending to be her mother?

Watching her sleep,
so vulnerable.

Knowing that any minute you could
rip her apart with your bare hands.

You're not a mother,
you're a monster.

And I will make sure you
never see Ruby again.

Enough!

J'onn, you knew?

I didn't wanna believe
it was getting worse.

My father has been using a Martian
practice called Ta'ar Ka'riq

to move his memories and emotions
from the decaying parts of his mind

to the healthy parts.

But it takes tremendous
amounts of energy.

Sometimes psychic
bleeds can happen.

And the more powerful
the Martian,

the more powerful the bleed.

Other psychic species,
like Kalanorians,

would be the first
to feel the effects.

When an attack intensifies,

it can affect anyone
in close proximity,

and not just other psychics.

I brought Myr'nn to
the DEO because I

felt I could put a shield over this
place and keep you all safe, but...

My father's angry about
what's happening to his mind.

And his aggression was being
funneled into all of you.

Can't you help him with
the dampening technology?

He has relied on his
mind his entire life.

First, as a theologian,

and then as a prisoner.

It's what kept him
alive for 300 years.

The White Martians may have
had him locked in a cage,

but he was still free.

This technology would
make him reliant on me.

It would strip him of the one thing
the White Martians never could.

His independence, his, um...

His dignity.

I remember sitting in my kitchen
when my mom got the call

that my grandmother drove
through a traffic light.

By the grace of God,
nobody was hurt.

That was one of the hardest
things my mom had to do,

taking away her keys.

She told my mom
off, and she cried.

Suddenly she's in this position
she's never been in before.

She's an adult being
treated like a child.

And it was ugly, and painful.

But it's what had to be done.

For her protection. For
everyone's protection.

I can face down the toughest
adversaries without fear,

but talking to my
father about this...

I don't wanna take away more
from him than he's already lost.

I just got him back.

The practice of Ta'ar Ka'riq

keeps him as close to the
man I've always known,

and I...

I don't wanna give that up.

My uncle Jor-El used to say,

"The son becomes the father,
and the father the son."

Lena, why are you doing this?

Just let me go home
to my daughter!

Like I'd ever let someone
like you near Ruby.

How dare you?

How did it feel living in that
house, pretending to be her mother?

You're not a mother,
you're a monster.

And I'm gonna make sure
you never see Ruby again.

Enough!

Oh, my God! Stop! Stop!
No, make it stop!

I needed you to see
it for yourself.

All those people...

It wasn't your fault.

You weren't in control.

When you transformed, I
was finally able to get

some data on Reign's DNA, okay?

We have knowledge now,
and knowledge is power.

Hey,

we're gonna get
you through this.

Okay. It's okay.

Footwork looks excellent.

Thanks.

So, you, uh...

You punched me.

Yeah.

Didn't feel like part of the sparring.
Can we talk about it?

I'm... I'm really sorry.

I think it was Myr'nn's
psychic episode.

Why weren't you affected?

Yeah, the Legion ring
acts as a shield.

- Huh.
- Another perk from the future.

- Are you sure that's all it was?
- Yeah.

- No.

'Cause, look, I thought... I
thought we were in a good place.

But if we need to
stop, we'll just...

No, it's fine. This is...
This is a good thing.

There are Worldkillers
out there, we have...

Let's do this.

I'm ready.

Okay.

Why did you bring me in here?

Just to talk.

I'd prefer to go back
to my prayer room.

Or, better yet, take me home.

I'm afraid I can't do that.

As you've been struggling
with your illness,

your psychic waves have escaped.

It's... It's affecting people.

No.

I would know if it did.

I've done nothing wrong.

I would never hurt anyone.

No one thinks you're trying
to hurt them, Father.

It happened with the Kalanorian.

A Kalanorian?

On this planet?

Why didn't you tell
me about this?

- We spoke about it.
- We did no such thing.

- Dad, you're forgetting.
- No!

I will get control of it.

I'm afraid you are not able to.
Not by yourself.

Don't you dare tell your father
what he is or isn't able to do!

Good. You didn't dip the shoulder.
That's good.

Hey, we survived a black hole, we
can get through this together.

Come on, try it again.

You just missed the pivot.

- Keep your left foot...

- Please. Please,
Father, just...

They're just in case.
They suppress our powers.

Is that to help me, too?

It's to help quell
your mind, Father.

So that I may assist you in
the practice of Ta'ar Ka'riq.

You would cage me?

Never.

You're right. We have been
through a lot together.

Like that time when you promised
you wouldn't leave the DEO,

and instead you ran
off, you got wasted.

You were reckless,
selfish, you lied,

and you didn't apologize.

- Kara, I...
- And then there was the time

I got you a job a CatCo.

I vouched for you at my
place of employment.

And then you had Eve do
all of your work for you,

and then you screwed
her in the closet.

You didn't apologize for that.
And, shocker, I apologized to you

for trying to make you
into a better person.

I hear you. I get it.

No, I don't think you do get it.

I don't think you get that I gave
my heart to a lying jackass,

who was unaware of his
behavior towards me,

who disrespected
me at every turn,

and now is this reformed
person who, what,

he wants to reminisce
about the good times?

Kara, put this on.

- Winn just finished these.

What did I just do?

For 300 years, I
lived in a cell.

My son will not put
me back in one!

Father.

Containment breach.

Containment breach.

Containment breach.

Containment breech.

Containment breach.

Containment breach.

Myr'nn.

Hey, bud.

Winn Schott!

Pam from HR?

Oh, God. Uh...

Taser.

Oh...

Sorry.

You need to listen to me.

Stay away from me!

No, no, no. Mon-El!

Father, look around you.

You're hurting people.
Your mind is doing this.

No. You are trying to trick me.

I would never do that.

I love you.

All I want to do is protect you,

as you have tried to
protect me my entire life.

Trust me, Father.

No! No!

Oh, no.

J'onn?

Stay with him.

Hey, I'm here. You're okay.

I know how hard it is when everything
we know to be true changes.

But sometimes all we can do is
just accept the way things are,

and make the best of that.

Oh, God.

J'onn.

The son becomes the father.

Do it.

I know.

I don't want you to
worry about me, okay?

I just have to stay in the
hospital for a little while.

I miss you, too.

Yeah, the doctors are
saying it's contagious,

so I don't want
you getting sick.

Lena is gonna check up on you,

and I will be home as
soon as I'm better.

I love you so, so much, baby.

Don't worry about Ruby,
I'll take her to...

Don't tell me where she is.

You keep her away from
me until I'm cured.

May I speak to you all?

I am sorry

for the pain I caused.

I hurt you, all of you.

I was so fearful

of losing control of
what's left of my life,

I refused to accept
what was happening.

And it nearly cost me

everything I hold dear.

I hoped I would've been able
to protect you all better.

You protect us all
the time, J'onn.

Tonight was our turn.

Hey, um, I...

I was gonna leave this here for you.
I didn't think I'd run into you.

You brought me dinner.

Yeah. Um...

Look, I know your work's
really important.

It's saving-the-world important,
but I happen to have a few friends

who make a habit of that.

And I know when they get
really deep into it, they...

They forget to eat, so...

I didn't want that
to happen to you.

Well, that is...

incredibly thoughtful.

And I haven't eaten all day.

Well, I'll leave
you to it, then.

Well, since there's enough
food here to feed an army,

why don't you join me?

Listen, James.

There's something between
us, something good.

But in my life, in my work,

there are people who
count on my discretion.

So I won't always be able to
share everything with you.

If you think a secret
needs to be kept,

then it needs to be kept.

Well, I appreciate that.

Tell me it's going
well, at least?

Not yet.

But it will.

And the student
becomes the master.

Can we talk about yesterday?

You were whammied by
the psychic attack.

Yes, that's true, but I...
The things I said...

I thought I had dealt with
my feelings about us.

But when we were
in this episode,

it made me realize that

our relationship
was not perfect.

You know, maybe I... I
knew that deep down.

But especially when
you were gone,

I was so busy missing you
and romanticizing us...

I do feel

a big weight off my shoulders.

So, in a way, I'm grateful
that it happened.

I'm just really sorry that

it took a Martian attack

to make it come out.

And I'm sorry it was so brutal.

You know what, the
truth can be brutal.

It's not news to me that
I used to be a jerk.

And I'm... I am sorry.

I'm sorry.

For all of it.

I didn't really grasp your
perspective back then.

Yeah, but still, I shouldn't have hit you.
I'm sorry for that.

And I'm sorry for...

I'm just sorry.

Can we make an agreement?

Yes.

No more apologies.

Do you wanna go be heroes?

Pestilence.