Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated:
1
00:03:45,986 --> 00:03:48,272
I'll be asked to make this personal.
2
00:03:51,569 --> 00:03:53,249
So I shall.
3
00:03:59,152 --> 00:04:00,832
You are always looking at her.
4
00:04:03,194 --> 00:04:04,874
You look at her too much.
5
00:04:07,569 --> 00:04:09,436
Something terrible may happen.
6
00:04:32,569 --> 00:04:34,378
Hi, I'm Clea.
7
00:04:34,402 --> 00:04:38,369
I work in the props department
here at the opera company.
8
00:04:38,569 --> 00:04:41,712
I'm going to be showing you
how I make the head
9
00:04:41,736 --> 00:04:43,337
of John the Baptist,
10
00:04:43,361 --> 00:04:46,545
uh, who, for those of you
who might not know the story,
11
00:04:46,569 --> 00:04:49,837
he is the biblical prophet
that gets beheaded
12
00:04:49,861 --> 00:04:52,003
by a woman called Salome.
13
00:04:52,027 --> 00:04:53,587
We welcome back
14
00:04:53,611 --> 00:04:56,131
the wonderful Ambur Dione.
15
00:04:59,611 --> 00:05:02,037
So great to have you back home, Ambur.
16
00:05:03,527 --> 00:05:05,087
And welcome to our company
17
00:05:05,111 --> 00:05:07,628
for his first appearance with us,
18
00:05:07,652 --> 00:05:09,332
Johan Mueller.
19
00:05:10,194 --> 00:05:11,753
We're very excited to have
20
00:05:11,777 --> 00:05:13,545
these two amazing singers with us
21
00:05:13,569 --> 00:05:16,087
and both are fresh from a very,
22
00:05:16,111 --> 00:05:17,920
shall we say,
23
00:05:17,944 --> 00:05:21,444
controversial production
of Salome in Stuttgart.
24
00:05:27,319 --> 00:05:30,628
Sometime before my husband
passed away last year
25
00:05:30,652 --> 00:05:32,706
he made a very specific request.
26
00:05:33,486 --> 00:05:36,253
Charles wanted
one of his former students
27
00:05:36,277 --> 00:05:39,544
to direct this remount of Salome.
28
00:05:40,402 --> 00:05:44,045
I know that Charles worked
very closely with Jeanine
29
00:05:44,069 --> 00:05:46,309
on the original production and so
30
00:05:47,694 --> 00:05:49,421
I'll let Jeanine let us know
31
00:05:49,819 --> 00:05:52,587
what she plans to do
in the weeks ahead.
32
00:05:52,611 --> 00:05:54,670
Jeanine, would you like to come forward
33
00:05:54,694 --> 00:05:56,374
and say a few words?
34
00:06:00,402 --> 00:06:03,795
Working on this production
so many years ago
35
00:06:03,819 --> 00:06:05,499
changed my life.
36
00:06:07,111 --> 00:06:08,791
It was a huge gift.
37
00:06:09,819 --> 00:06:13,599
Just like being invited
to stage this remount is a...
38
00:06:15,444 --> 00:06:17,124
another...
39
00:06:17,611 --> 00:06:19,291
huge gift.
40
00:06:20,652 --> 00:06:23,826
Charles meant the world to me.
41
00:06:25,361 --> 00:06:27,881
Charles meant a lot to many people.
42
00:06:29,277 --> 00:06:30,957
This morning, I-I...
43
00:06:32,236 --> 00:06:33,795
I took a moment
44
00:06:33,819 --> 00:06:37,319
to find his-his favorite spot in the theatre,
45
00:06:38,277 --> 00:06:40,844
which is this rehearsal bridge
46
00:06:41,402 --> 00:06:43,712
that connects the stage to the audience
47
00:06:43,736 --> 00:06:45,789
just above the orchestra. It's this...
48
00:06:47,319 --> 00:06:49,326
It's between these two spaces.
49
00:06:51,277 --> 00:06:52,878
And he lo... he loved being there.
50
00:06:52,902 --> 00:06:56,402
He... he loved being
in the heart of the action.
51
00:06:57,611 --> 00:06:59,804
And, now, we are here to...
52
00:07:02,152 --> 00:07:03,832
to honor his heart
53
00:07:05,027 --> 00:07:06,707
and his spirit
54
00:07:07,569 --> 00:07:09,622
in the best way that we can.
55
00:07:13,611 --> 00:07:15,337
So, I will leave you with
56
00:07:15,361 --> 00:07:18,420
with the costume designs
and some images
57
00:07:18,444 --> 00:07:21,944
from the original show and the maquette.
58
00:07:24,069 --> 00:07:26,402
The changes that I will be making
59
00:07:27,319 --> 00:07:30,306
for this production
will be small but meaningful.
60
00:07:30,861 --> 00:07:32,587
And if anybody has any questions
61
00:07:32,611 --> 00:07:34,291
I'd be happy to answer.
62
00:07:35,069 --> 00:07:36,749
Thank you.
63
00:07:40,402 --> 00:07:43,712
That was a crazy production - Yeah.
64
00:07:43,736 --> 00:07:45,670
Do you remember all those long talks
65
00:07:45,694 --> 00:07:47,253
that we had about the role?
66
00:07:47,277 --> 00:07:49,462
Ye-yeah, I remember those talks.
67
00:07:49,486 --> 00:07:51,712
You had a huge impact on me.
68
00:07:51,736 --> 00:07:53,416
Really?
69
00:07:55,944 --> 00:07:58,170
And after that, I-I-I went to study
70
00:07:58,194 --> 00:07:59,962
with this amazing teacher in London,
71
00:07:59,986 --> 00:08:02,795
but they were really expensive
so I ran outta money really fast
72
00:08:02,819 --> 00:08:04,587
- and I came back.
- And you kept working.
73
00:08:04,611 --> 00:08:06,545
I've done a lot of understudy roles.
74
00:08:06,569 --> 00:08:08,249
And I've done some small things.
75
00:08:09,527 --> 00:08:12,374
- I'm here now.
- Covering John the Baptist.
76
00:08:13,361 --> 00:08:14,920
And I'm covering Salome.
77
00:08:14,944 --> 00:08:16,670
- Hi.
- Rachel.
78
00:08:16,694 --> 00:08:18,587
- Rachel. Jeanine.
- It's so nice to meet you.
79
00:08:18,611 --> 00:08:20,462
- You too.
- My two understudies.
80
00:08:20,486 --> 00:08:22,679
This'll be fun.
81
00:08:23,319 --> 00:08:25,837
So, here's the basic plot of the opera:
82
00:08:25,861 --> 00:08:30,962
Salome wants John the Baptist
to pay attention to her.
83
00:08:30,986 --> 00:08:34,003
She's crazy about him, but he refuses.
84
00:08:34,027 --> 00:08:36,128
He won't even look at her
because he thinks
85
00:08:36,152 --> 00:08:38,066
that Salome's mother is a whore.
86
00:08:38,486 --> 00:08:42,045
So, then, Salome's stepfather,
King Herod,
87
00:08:42,069 --> 00:08:46,378
he asks her to do this sexy dance for him
88
00:08:46,402 --> 00:08:48,920
and he offers Salome
89
00:08:48,944 --> 00:08:50,997
anything that she wants in return.
90
00:08:51,402 --> 00:08:54,128
So, Salome asks for
91
00:08:54,152 --> 00:08:56,462
the head of John the Baptist,
92
00:08:56,486 --> 00:08:58,306
which is what I'm working on here.
93
00:08:58,611 --> 00:09:01,378
She demands that her stepfather
94
00:09:01,402 --> 00:09:05,253
chop off John's head
and offer it up to her
95
00:09:05,277 --> 00:09:08,497
so that she may finally kiss his lips.
96
00:09:10,861 --> 00:09:14,641
I guess you can see
it's a pretty weird love story.
97
00:10:09,736 --> 00:10:12,003
{\an8}Johan! Johan, Johan.
98
00:10:12,027 --> 00:10:15,947
It's important that you
never look at Salome.
99
00:10:16,861 --> 00:10:19,170
From the moment you take
your blindfold off your eyes
100
00:10:19,194 --> 00:10:20,921
you never turn to look at her.
101
00:10:22,069 --> 00:10:23,628
That feels strange.
102
00:10:23,652 --> 00:10:27,337
Well, you're demanding
that-that she repent
103
00:10:27,361 --> 00:10:29,045
and, in order to get her to do that,
104
00:10:29,069 --> 00:10:31,076
she needs to feel frightened of you.
105
00:10:31,652 --> 00:10:34,253
You need to let her understand
that you know
106
00:10:34,277 --> 00:10:36,128
the terrible things that she's done.
107
00:10:36,152 --> 00:10:39,337
The cries of her sinning
are heard by God.
108
00:10:39,361 --> 00:10:41,834
You say that, right?
109
00:10:42,569 --> 00:10:45,462
You need her to beg for forgiveness
110
00:10:45,486 --> 00:10:48,045
and you're not prepared
to look at her until she does.
111
00:10:48,069 --> 00:10:52,087
But isn't it her mother's cries and sinning
112
00:10:52,111 --> 00:10:53,791
I'm talking about?
113
00:10:54,111 --> 00:10:55,670
I think she's a whore.
114
00:10:55,694 --> 00:10:57,753
They're one and the same
as far as you're concerned.
115
00:10:57,777 --> 00:10:59,644
Like mother, like daughter.
116
00:11:02,444 --> 00:11:04,357
Okay, let's continue.
117
00:11:33,361 --> 00:11:35,003
{\an8}You have to blow them out, Granny.
118
00:11:35,027 --> 00:11:36,707
{\an8}Where's Daddy?
119
00:11:37,319 --> 00:11:39,746
{\an8}Daddy, come. Granny wants
to blow out her candles.
120
00:11:42,027 --> 00:11:43,962
Where'd you find those candles, Lizzie?
121
00:11:43,986 --> 00:11:45,962
Daddy bought it.
122
00:11:45,986 --> 00:11:47,962
They're a little big, aren't they?
123
00:11:47,986 --> 00:11:49,545
We were gonna use sparklers,
remember?
124
00:11:49,569 --> 00:11:51,128
Let's take this back and put them on.
125
00:11:51,152 --> 00:11:53,066
Shouldn't she blow this out first?
126
00:11:53,736 --> 00:11:55,878
Then what's the point of the sparklers?
127
00:11:55,902 --> 00:11:58,628
We need to sing Happy Birthday
as we bring in the cake. Okay?
128
00:11:58,652 --> 00:12:00,379
Can't she just blow these out?
129
00:12:04,152 --> 00:12:06,045
Okay, now, help me put
sparklers on the cake
130
00:12:06,069 --> 00:12:08,169
and we can do this properly. Okay?
131
00:12:09,527 --> 00:12:11,503
- Come on.
- It's okay, honey.
132
00:12:11,527 --> 00:12:13,087
Yeah.
133
00:12:13,111 --> 00:12:14,791
Sparklers.
134
00:12:18,694 --> 00:12:21,027
- That was weird.
- You think?
135
00:12:21,444 --> 00:12:23,124
How's the place you're staying?
136
00:12:23,944 --> 00:12:25,503
It's nice.
137
00:12:25,527 --> 00:12:27,712
- Some rich opera patron?
- Yeah, they're away.
138
00:12:27,736 --> 00:12:30,629
- Weren't you gonna arrange...
- What were you doing upstairs?
139
00:12:33,736 --> 00:12:36,256
I was showing Dimitra
your old CD collection.
140
00:12:36,861 --> 00:12:39,381
- Why?
- Where's Harold?
141
00:12:42,277 --> 00:12:44,284
Harold died last year, Margot.
142
00:12:46,236 --> 00:12:48,670
Get ready. Three, two, one.
143
00:12:48,694 --> 00:12:53,967
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
144
00:12:54,111 --> 00:12:59,197
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
145
00:12:59,402 --> 00:13:05,376
♪ Happy birthday, dear Margot... ♪
146
00:13:06,402 --> 00:13:08,212
I really appreciate you coming here
147
00:13:08,236 --> 00:13:10,253
and doing this.
I know how busy things are.
148
00:13:10,277 --> 00:13:12,377
No problem.
149
00:13:13,236 --> 00:13:14,916
So, this is the props room.
150
00:13:16,652 --> 00:13:18,986
This is, like, one of my favorite places.
151
00:13:19,444 --> 00:13:21,670
You can see pretty much all the props
152
00:13:21,694 --> 00:13:23,981
from every show
the opera company's ever done.
153
00:13:24,736 --> 00:13:26,545
It's crazy.
154
00:13:26,569 --> 00:13:29,628
And, uh, yeah, we've got
a bit of a collection going
155
00:13:29,652 --> 00:13:32,045
of severed heads here
from other productions.
156
00:13:32,069 --> 00:13:33,749
Cute.
157
00:13:36,194 --> 00:13:38,295
So, uh, like I said,
the company's asked me
158
00:13:38,319 --> 00:13:42,045
to do this thing about the head
kind of to market the show.
159
00:13:42,069 --> 00:13:43,628
I get it.
160
00:13:43,652 --> 00:13:45,212
And, uh, yeah,
161
00:13:45,236 --> 00:13:48,837
I thought it might be cool
to get a few words from you
162
00:13:48,861 --> 00:13:53,947
about what this prop means now
after so many years.
163
00:13:54,027 --> 00:13:55,587
Okay.
164
00:13:55,611 --> 00:13:57,291
Okay.
165
00:13:59,819 --> 00:14:03,753
So, uh, tell me about
working on this production
166
00:14:03,777 --> 00:14:05,457
all those years ago.
167
00:14:06,652 --> 00:14:08,659
Well, I was more of an observer.
168
00:14:09,152 --> 00:14:10,832
Like a, like an intern.
169
00:14:12,319 --> 00:14:16,045
Like an observer... to the director.
170
00:14:16,069 --> 00:14:18,589
Yeah, I mean, we had
a lot of conversations.
171
00:14:19,861 --> 00:14:24,014
Uh, but I was still very much
Charles' student back then.
172
00:14:25,402 --> 00:14:28,462
I gather that he was
a pretty big presence.
173
00:14:28,486 --> 00:14:32,546
Yes, he was a very big presence.
174
00:14:32,736 --> 00:14:34,836
Yes, Charles was a very big presence.
175
00:14:35,194 --> 00:14:36,874
What can you tell me about him?
176
00:14:47,486 --> 00:14:50,170
Uh, why do you think
Salome asks for the head
177
00:14:50,194 --> 00:14:51,753
of John the Baptist?
178
00:14:51,777 --> 00:14:53,420
Well, she says it in the opera.
179
00:14:53,444 --> 00:14:55,212
She just wanted to...
180
00:14:55,236 --> 00:14:57,709
to kiss his lips and he wouldn't let her.
181
00:14:58,611 --> 00:15:00,212
Do you think that's a little extreme?
182
00:15:00,236 --> 00:15:02,056
Yes, it's extreme.
183
00:15:02,861 --> 00:15:05,670
But I guess you need to see it as
184
00:15:05,694 --> 00:15:08,821
the first recorded sex crime
in biblical history.
185
00:15:33,694 --> 00:15:37,087
So, Ambur, at this moment
186
00:15:37,111 --> 00:15:41,684
this is when you can just
collapse onto the swing.
187
00:15:42,569 --> 00:15:45,337
Just two hands, slowly,
gently just collapsing
188
00:15:45,361 --> 00:15:49,047
because his voice is like a drug.
189
00:15:49,652 --> 00:15:52,312
His voice makes you feel safe.
190
00:15:53,652 --> 00:15:56,545
Yeah. Good. And, Johan,
191
00:15:56,569 --> 00:15:58,878
can you check the monitor
next to the camera, please?
192
00:15:58,902 --> 00:16:02,545
Uh... why is this my issue?
193
00:16:02,569 --> 00:16:05,416
Well, you have to
position yourself back there,
194
00:16:06,194 --> 00:16:09,503
and we need to see your mouth
in the centre of the frame.
195
00:16:09,527 --> 00:16:11,670
And when you're singing,
you kind of, we lose you.
196
00:16:11,694 --> 00:16:14,027
But can't the camera move with me?
197
00:16:15,027 --> 00:16:16,587
It's on a tripod.
198
00:16:16,611 --> 00:16:18,503
Is that my problem?
199
00:16:18,527 --> 00:16:21,878
Yeah, I'm... I, uh, I'm-I'm, I'm sorry, it is.
200
00:16:21,902 --> 00:16:25,878
No! My problem, my job is to sing, right?
201
00:16:25,902 --> 00:16:29,837
You can amplify my voice
or project my lips
202
00:16:29,861 --> 00:16:33,874
but these technical issues
are your problem, not mine!
203
00:16:36,027 --> 00:16:38,314
He's an asshole.
204
00:16:38,694 --> 00:16:42,334
Did you hear about him
in that production in Stuttgart?
205
00:16:43,777 --> 00:16:45,457
It...
206
00:16:54,027 --> 00:16:56,967
- Hi, it's Paul.
- Leave a message after the beep.
207
00:16:58,444 --> 00:17:00,628
Does Paul come to visit you often, Mom?
208
00:17:00,652 --> 00:17:03,452
Yes. It's nice.
209
00:17:05,777 --> 00:17:07,504
He likes Dimitra.
210
00:17:10,069 --> 00:17:12,356
- Are they up there now?
- Let's see.
211
00:17:13,069 --> 00:17:14,749
Dimitra?
212
00:17:16,861 --> 00:17:18,541
Dimitra?
213
00:17:28,027 --> 00:17:29,587
I thought you guys were finished.
214
00:17:29,611 --> 00:17:32,131
Uh, no. I-I called, I called back.
215
00:17:39,819 --> 00:17:41,378
Is my husband there?
216
00:17:41,402 --> 00:17:45,602
- Uh, I don't think so.
- Let me check upstairs.
217
00:17:46,652 --> 00:17:48,332
Okay.
218
00:17:55,736 --> 00:17:57,416
You think they're fooling around?
219
00:18:02,902 --> 00:18:06,449
I am amorous of thy body,
John the Baptist.
220
00:18:06,819 --> 00:18:08,712
Thy body is white,
221
00:18:08,736 --> 00:18:11,837
like the snows that lie
on the mountains of Judea
222
00:18:11,861 --> 00:18:14,007
and come down into the valleys.
223
00:18:14,819 --> 00:18:19,159
There is nothing in the world
so white as thy body.
224
00:18:20,361 --> 00:18:24,701
Suffer me to touch thy body.
225
00:18:26,611 --> 00:18:29,551
Back, daughter of Babylon.
226
00:18:30,027 --> 00:18:32,781
By woman came evil into the world.
227
00:18:33,027 --> 00:18:34,707
Speak not to me.
228
00:18:35,486 --> 00:18:37,166
I will not listen to thee.
229
00:18:37,777 --> 00:18:40,671
I listen but to the voice of the Lord God.
230
00:18:42,986 --> 00:18:45,552
It's great to get back to the text.
231
00:18:45,902 --> 00:18:47,582
The music makes a big difference.
232
00:18:48,069 --> 00:18:51,709
- But the words.
- The words of Oscar Wilde.
233
00:18:56,027 --> 00:18:59,545
Thy body is white like lilies in a valley.
234
00:18:59,569 --> 00:19:01,545
Thy body is white
235
00:19:01,569 --> 00:19:04,509
like snows on the mountains of Judea.
236
00:19:06,194 --> 00:19:09,787
Suffer me to touch thy body.
237
00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:15,624
It's so beautiful.
238
00:19:27,736 --> 00:19:29,416
Beautiful. Beautiful.
239
00:19:36,277 --> 00:19:39,878
Just let the peel fall away.
Just let it fall away like that.
240
00:19:39,902 --> 00:19:42,096
Perfect. Okay, break it up.
241
00:19:43,069 --> 00:19:46,009
And, now, I want you to taste one.
242
00:19:47,319 --> 00:19:48,878
I want you to really taste it.
243
00:19:48,902 --> 00:19:52,128
Feel how heightened it is
with your eyesight gone.
244
00:19:52,152 --> 00:19:55,419
Feel how, how powerful the flavor is.
245
00:19:56,652 --> 00:19:58,545
Take away one sense,
246
00:19:58,569 --> 00:20:00,503
all the others become heightened.
247
00:20:00,527 --> 00:20:03,421
More real. More intense.
248
00:20:04,319 --> 00:20:05,878
Remember that.
249
00:20:05,902 --> 00:20:08,376
That's your responsibility as an artist.
250
00:20:48,027 --> 00:20:51,003
Salome is overwhelmed
by her wakening desire.
251
00:20:51,027 --> 00:20:53,087
But what is she being wakened from?
252
00:20:53,111 --> 00:20:56,191
What's at the root
of her crazed enchantment?
253
00:20:56,569 --> 00:21:00,212
- Crazed enchantment.
- That's my new favorite line.
254
00:21:00,236 --> 00:21:01,916
What?
255
00:21:02,527 --> 00:21:05,747
Thanks. What do you think
it means, Lizzie?
256
00:21:06,319 --> 00:21:09,837
I don't know. I don't know
where you came up with that.
257
00:21:09,861 --> 00:21:11,420
- You don't?
- No.
258
00:21:11,444 --> 00:21:14,087
- When do you find out.
- In a day or two.
259
00:21:14,111 --> 00:21:15,795
I mean, it's a small thing.
260
00:21:15,819 --> 00:21:18,337
- It's not a small thing, Mom.
- You're directing a show.
261
00:21:18,361 --> 00:21:20,041
Yeah, I'm remounting it, baby.
262
00:21:22,777 --> 00:21:25,503
Hello? Yeah, did you hear
what she said?
263
00:21:25,527 --> 00:21:27,753
It'd be great if they, if they publish it.
264
00:21:27,777 --> 00:21:30,712
- Did you read the new draft?
- Not, no, not the whole thing.
265
00:21:30,736 --> 00:21:32,976
But I loved that line
about crazed enchantment.
266
00:21:35,277 --> 00:21:37,545
That's the part I just rewrote.
267
00:21:37,569 --> 00:21:39,128
That's the one I just read to you.
268
00:21:39,152 --> 00:21:41,295
- Yeah. No. No, no. Like, no.
- The line from the play.
269
00:21:41,319 --> 00:21:43,512
The one, um...
270
00:21:43,944 --> 00:21:47,631
that Salome's father says
how he-he loves her too much.
271
00:21:49,527 --> 00:21:51,581
You're always looking at her.
272
00:21:53,361 --> 00:21:55,212
You look at her too much.
273
00:21:55,236 --> 00:21:57,628
- Well, that's not my essay.
- I didn't write that.
274
00:21:57,652 --> 00:21:59,795
Yeah, but... Yeah, but it's in the play.
275
00:21:59,819 --> 00:22:02,712
I mean, you want me to read...
I read the whole thing.
276
00:22:02,736 --> 00:22:06,045
- It's in Oscar Wilde's play.
- Yeah.
277
00:22:06,069 --> 00:22:07,753
It is dangerous to look at people
278
00:22:07,777 --> 00:22:09,457
in such a fashion.
279
00:22:10,194 --> 00:22:12,295
Something terrible may happen.
280
00:22:12,319 --> 00:22:13,878
Have you...
281
00:22:13,902 --> 00:22:17,122
mentioned anything to Lizzie
about this being a separation?
282
00:22:18,611 --> 00:22:20,295
No, I guess I'm just scared.
283
00:22:20,319 --> 00:22:21,878
I, I just...
284
00:22:21,902 --> 00:22:24,045
I told her that it's... it's different this time.
285
00:22:24,069 --> 00:22:26,087
- Different in what way?
- Just you going off
286
00:22:26,111 --> 00:22:27,791
to do the show, and...
287
00:22:29,319 --> 00:22:31,128
How we're just gonna see how it feels
288
00:22:31,152 --> 00:22:32,795
to be apart for this long.
289
00:22:32,819 --> 00:22:34,462
It...
290
00:22:34,486 --> 00:22:37,170
Don't you think that's a talk
that we should've had together?
291
00:22:37,194 --> 00:22:39,920
- We've had that conversation.
- No, the three of us?
292
00:22:39,944 --> 00:22:42,371
Yeah. I'll see you tomorrow.
293
00:22:43,819 --> 00:22:45,545
I think you need to
insist on this, Jeanine.
294
00:22:45,569 --> 00:22:47,670
The-they they have to
295
00:22:47,694 --> 00:22:50,074
put your director's notes in the program.
296
00:22:50,902 --> 00:22:52,462
I mean, so many ideas from the show
297
00:22:52,486 --> 00:22:55,503
were inspired by you. Right?
298
00:22:55,527 --> 00:22:58,514
Crazed enchantment. All that.
299
00:23:21,861 --> 00:23:23,420
Let's pause real quick.
300
00:23:23,444 --> 00:23:26,587
So, as Salome is going on in detail
301
00:23:26,611 --> 00:23:29,712
about how she wants to touch
John the Baptist's body
302
00:23:29,736 --> 00:23:32,378
and, and his hair and his lips, there is
303
00:23:32,402 --> 00:23:35,045
an entirely separate dynamic
that's happening right here.
304
00:23:35,069 --> 00:23:39,503
Uh, could you sing
the second line about how...
305
00:23:39,527 --> 00:23:41,534
how beautiful Salome is?
306
00:23:41,944 --> 00:23:44,557
- Yep.
- At rehearsal six.
307
00:24:01,486 --> 00:24:04,503
Thank you. It's all this pain
and-and-and yearning.
308
00:24:04,527 --> 00:24:07,327
It's what... It's what leads you
309
00:24:07,819 --> 00:24:09,499
to eventually...
310
00:24:10,736 --> 00:24:13,087
- kill yourself, right?
- Yep.
311
00:24:13,111 --> 00:24:14,791
Because you can't have her.
312
00:24:15,319 --> 00:24:18,837
Those are the same exact ways
she can't have John the Baptist.
313
00:24:18,861 --> 00:24:21,837
And you have this secret crush
on Narraboth.
314
00:24:21,861 --> 00:24:24,170
And he pays no attention to you.
He doesn't...
315
00:24:24,194 --> 00:24:26,378
You, you don't exist. It's...
316
00:24:26,402 --> 00:24:28,689
It's her, and-and-and to hear...
317
00:24:28,986 --> 00:24:32,579
For somebody to hear a sound like that...
318
00:24:32,819 --> 00:24:34,919
Can you sing it again, please?
319
00:24:42,902 --> 00:24:46,776
To hear a sound like that and,
and know that he...
320
00:24:46,861 --> 00:24:51,420
he's capable of this passion,
but it's not directed at you.
321
00:24:51,444 --> 00:24:53,128
It's not for you, it's for her.
322
00:24:53,152 --> 00:24:54,832
- Mm-hm.
- It's maddening.
323
00:24:55,319 --> 00:24:57,886
It's just this crazy mess of-of-of...
324
00:24:59,736 --> 00:25:02,209
This crazy mess of feeling. Right?
325
00:25:03,069 --> 00:25:05,003
And so as... while Salome is singing
326
00:25:05,027 --> 00:25:07,795
about how wonderful it would be
to, to, to touch
327
00:25:07,819 --> 00:25:10,199
just touch John the Baptist's hair,
328
00:25:10,736 --> 00:25:13,022
it-it ignites something in you.
329
00:25:13,527 --> 00:25:16,607
It inspires you to touch Narraboth's hair.
330
00:25:18,861 --> 00:25:22,314
Okay. Okay, let's, uh,
let's go back to one-oh-one.
331
00:26:01,069 --> 00:26:03,295
- We really like the piece.
- We just don't think it serves
332
00:26:03,319 --> 00:26:05,920
the purpose, the function
of a director's statement.
333
00:26:05,944 --> 00:26:07,951
The function? I'm sorry...
334
00:26:08,402 --> 00:26:10,670
So, you're gonna use
Charles's notes from before?
335
00:26:10,694 --> 00:26:13,795
- Yeah, it's still pertinent.
- Okay, seriously?
336
00:26:13,819 --> 00:26:16,253
Nancy, Charles, don't you think
he would want me to have
337
00:26:16,277 --> 00:26:18,045
my director's notes published?
338
00:26:18,069 --> 00:26:21,102
He's the one who invited me
to remount this.
339
00:26:22,277 --> 00:26:24,253
It's Beatrice's decision.
340
00:26:24,277 --> 00:26:26,237
Oh, so, it's what his wife wants.
341
00:26:27,277 --> 00:26:31,670
So, as part of her final wishes
for her husband.
342
00:26:31,694 --> 00:26:33,587
Yes, like I said, what Beatrice wants.
343
00:26:33,611 --> 00:26:35,337
Look, even though
we're not gonna publish
344
00:26:35,361 --> 00:26:37,878
in the program officially
as a director's statement
345
00:26:37,902 --> 00:26:39,503
I thought it might have other outlets.
346
00:26:39,527 --> 00:26:42,170
- Like what?
- Like sharing in interviews.
347
00:26:42,194 --> 00:26:46,795
I've already had a request.
This, um, podcast...
348
00:26:46,819 --> 00:26:48,587
Okay, sure.
349
00:26:48,611 --> 00:26:51,503
I also had this idea that you
might wanna create a journal
350
00:26:51,527 --> 00:26:53,753
that we could post on the site
like a, like a diary
351
00:26:53,777 --> 00:26:55,503
of what it means to you
to be working on this
352
00:26:55,527 --> 00:26:57,670
so many years later.
You can shoot it on your phone.
353
00:26:57,694 --> 00:27:00,212
We can help you edit it. You can even...
354
00:27:00,236 --> 00:27:02,878
make it more personal
if that's what you want.
355
00:27:02,902 --> 00:27:05,609
- More personal than what?
- Than what you've written here.
356
00:27:05,944 --> 00:27:07,753
You think this is personal?
357
00:27:07,777 --> 00:27:09,457
Isn't it?
358
00:27:13,777 --> 00:27:15,337
One more thing.
359
00:27:15,361 --> 00:27:17,670
We were a little concerned about
what you said the other day
360
00:27:17,694 --> 00:27:20,253
at the presentation,
wanting to make changes
361
00:27:20,277 --> 00:27:21,837
to the original production.
362
00:27:21,861 --> 00:27:23,587
As I said, small changes.
363
00:27:23,611 --> 00:27:26,545
Small, but meaningful.
364
00:27:26,569 --> 00:27:28,669
That's right.
365
00:27:40,944 --> 00:27:43,277
I've been asked to make this personal.
366
00:27:44,111 --> 00:27:45,670
So I will.
367
00:27:45,694 --> 00:27:48,920
- That's the whole point.
- That he never looks at me.
368
00:27:48,944 --> 00:27:50,545
This is for you, Charles.
369
00:27:50,569 --> 00:27:52,962
That's what Salome is begging him to do
370
00:27:52,986 --> 00:27:54,545
but he never sees me.
371
00:27:54,569 --> 00:27:56,212
The person who wanted me here.
372
00:27:56,236 --> 00:27:58,337
Right, 'cause if he did,
then he would love her.
373
00:27:58,361 --> 00:28:00,587
Exactly. But do you ever
get the sense that he would?
374
00:28:00,611 --> 00:28:02,617
Now I'm back.
375
00:28:04,111 --> 00:28:05,791
Without you.
376
00:28:06,527 --> 00:28:08,462
Alone.
377
00:28:08,486 --> 00:28:11,795
Alone to watch the understudies
for Salome and John the Baptist
378
00:28:11,819 --> 00:28:14,199
discuss roles they may never get to play.
379
00:28:16,527 --> 00:28:18,670
Alone to watch an empty orchestra pit
380
00:28:18,694 --> 00:28:20,747
from your favorite place in the house.
381
00:28:21,611 --> 00:28:23,944
A bridge between two different worlds.
382
00:28:29,777 --> 00:28:32,045
Alone to watch someone try out a swing
383
00:28:32,069 --> 00:28:34,496
that came from somewhere
in my childhood.
384
00:28:42,444 --> 00:28:45,462
Later that night I watch a clip
from the production
385
00:28:45,486 --> 00:28:47,959
you directed so many years ago.
386
00:28:48,611 --> 00:28:50,170
How perfectly her white dress
387
00:28:50,194 --> 00:28:52,387
flowed into the unfurling screen.
388
00:28:52,736 --> 00:28:55,722
Like they were both one piece
of magical fabric.
389
00:28:58,402 --> 00:29:00,712
How perfectly the shadow of my father
390
00:29:00,736 --> 00:29:03,670
was discovered
on the projected home movie
391
00:29:03,694 --> 00:29:05,374
of the girl.
392
00:29:14,486 --> 00:29:17,379
You asked me about
so many details, Charles.
393
00:29:18,027 --> 00:29:19,628
And I willingly provided them
394
00:29:19,652 --> 00:29:22,359
because you made me feel so loved.
395
00:29:25,402 --> 00:29:28,249
A girl walking blindfolded
through the forest.
396
00:29:30,027 --> 00:29:31,801
And in the shadow of her father,
397
00:29:32,527 --> 00:29:34,207
my father,
398
00:29:34,694 --> 00:29:38,194
who you directed
with such meticulous detail
399
00:29:38,736 --> 00:29:40,416
to reach for her.
400
00:29:44,569 --> 00:29:46,249
Keep following that.
401
00:29:48,694 --> 00:29:50,981
There's a bog coming up in a little bit.
402
00:29:51,527 --> 00:29:53,795
When I say big step, you take a big step.
403
00:29:53,819 --> 00:29:56,619
No hesitation. Keep coming. Big step.
404
00:29:56,986 --> 00:29:58,795
Big step. There you go.
405
00:29:58,819 --> 00:30:00,878
The moon has a strange look tonight.
406
00:30:00,902 --> 00:30:03,049
The moon has a strange look tonight.
407
00:30:03,527 --> 00:30:05,087
She is like a madwoman.
408
00:30:05,111 --> 00:30:07,795
- She's like a madwoman.
- Seeking everywhere.
409
00:30:07,819 --> 00:30:09,462
Seeking.
410
00:30:09,486 --> 00:30:11,586
My father's words to me, Charles.
411
00:30:12,069 --> 00:30:14,682
From the play that haunted you both.
412
00:30:15,777 --> 00:30:19,378
At first I wanted to try
making the head as a sculpture
413
00:30:19,402 --> 00:30:21,378
as opposed to the more
traditional method
414
00:30:21,402 --> 00:30:25,087
which would just be to make
a cast of the singer's head.
415
00:30:25,111 --> 00:30:27,170
I studied sculpture in art school
416
00:30:27,194 --> 00:30:31,962
and I really enjoy
this kind of slower method.
417
00:30:31,986 --> 00:30:34,506
Uh, so to start...
418
00:30:37,569 --> 00:30:39,128
I asked Johan to send me
419
00:30:39,152 --> 00:30:40,920
a few photos from Germany of his face
420
00:30:40,944 --> 00:30:44,587
just to gimme an idea
of the shape of his features.
421
00:30:44,611 --> 00:30:47,545
And I got this started and, um...
422
00:30:47,569 --> 00:30:49,212
I think it's pretty good.
423
00:30:49,236 --> 00:30:52,503
So, the next step will be to
have Johan come into the studio
424
00:30:52,527 --> 00:30:56,634
and I'll work on getting
the finer details of his face.
425
00:30:58,861 --> 00:31:00,962
This is really strange.
426
00:31:00,986 --> 00:31:04,066
You know, usually, they make a cast.
427
00:31:04,736 --> 00:31:06,295
Yeah, I know.
428
00:31:06,319 --> 00:31:08,670
Uh, but the guy who'd normally
be doing that, my boss,
429
00:31:08,694 --> 00:31:10,374
he's sick.
430
00:31:11,194 --> 00:31:13,761
But I find that this is
less invasive for you.
431
00:31:14,361 --> 00:31:16,045
Sometimes singers get
a little freaked out
432
00:31:16,069 --> 00:31:17,670
when there's all this stuff on their head.
433
00:31:17,694 --> 00:31:21,381
Hm. So, you are going old school.
434
00:31:22,652 --> 00:31:25,919
- I mean, I can make a cast.
- I know how to, but...
435
00:31:26,402 --> 00:31:28,782
Definitely, this sculpture should work.
436
00:31:29,402 --> 00:31:31,045
And, uh, these pictures
that you sent me,
437
00:31:31,069 --> 00:31:34,149
these were really helpful.
Kind of gave me a head start.
438
00:31:36,402 --> 00:31:38,689
A head start on my head.
439
00:31:41,277 --> 00:31:42,957
Exactly.
440
00:31:45,569 --> 00:31:48,789
You're so serious suddenly.
441
00:31:49,111 --> 00:31:52,937
What has Ambur told you about me?
442
00:31:54,402 --> 00:31:56,670
Why do you think she'd
tell me anything about you?
443
00:31:56,694 --> 00:31:59,634
Mm, I've heard you two know each other.
444
00:32:01,736 --> 00:32:05,142
Yeah, we were,
we were friends a while ago.
445
00:32:05,444 --> 00:32:07,087
Here?
446
00:32:07,111 --> 00:32:10,237
Yep. Before she went off.
447
00:32:14,736 --> 00:32:16,753
"And conquered the world."
448
00:32:16,777 --> 00:32:18,670
Yeah, right.
449
00:32:18,694 --> 00:32:20,753
Yeah, that's Ambur. Conquer the world.
450
00:32:20,777 --> 00:32:24,378
I think she has a pretty high opinion
451
00:32:24,402 --> 00:32:26,837
of herself, yes?
452
00:32:26,861 --> 00:32:30,295
- Well, she's super-confident.
- Yeah, she always has been.
453
00:32:30,319 --> 00:32:31,999
Hm.
454
00:32:33,194 --> 00:32:35,003
She did tell me about the last production
455
00:32:35,027 --> 00:32:36,587
that you did in Europe.
456
00:32:36,611 --> 00:32:38,337
Stuttgart, hm?
457
00:32:38,361 --> 00:32:40,087
Sounds like it was pretty intense.
458
00:32:40,111 --> 00:32:43,097
Did she go into details?
459
00:32:45,152 --> 00:32:48,462
Just that it was a different interpretation.
460
00:32:48,486 --> 00:32:51,128
It was very physical.
461
00:32:51,152 --> 00:32:53,878
Very naked.
462
00:32:53,902 --> 00:32:58,170
She probably told you
that I crossed some lines.
463
00:32:58,194 --> 00:33:01,837
- Well, she, she...
- I know that's what she thinks,
464
00:33:01,861 --> 00:33:04,420
but I was just following direction.
465
00:33:04,444 --> 00:33:06,124
Doing my job.
466
00:33:13,611 --> 00:33:15,291
Oh.
467
00:33:15,861 --> 00:33:17,541
Oh, I love this part.
468
00:33:19,027 --> 00:33:21,034
- Hm.
- When I first heard this...
469
00:33:37,027 --> 00:33:38,587
- Hi.
- Hey.
470
00:33:38,611 --> 00:33:40,420
- Jeanine.
- Charlie. Nice to meet you.
471
00:33:40,444 --> 00:33:42,378
- Nice to meet you.
- I'll leave you two alone.
472
00:33:42,402 --> 00:33:44,170
- Thanks, Nancy.
- Thank you.
473
00:33:44,194 --> 00:33:45,753
Thank you for doing this.
474
00:33:45,777 --> 00:33:47,878
I've really been looking forward
to speaking with you.
475
00:33:47,902 --> 00:33:50,503
Well, I hear very good things
about your podcast.
476
00:33:50,527 --> 00:33:52,170
Oh, yeah, yeah.
477
00:33:52,194 --> 00:33:54,170
Singers like to post their interviews,
478
00:33:54,194 --> 00:33:56,087
helps the fans get to know them.
479
00:33:56,111 --> 00:33:58,753
- Sure, sure.
- To be honest, I, uh...
480
00:33:58,777 --> 00:34:00,545
don't usually speak with directors.
481
00:34:00,569 --> 00:34:04,170
Oh, well, that's understandable. Right?
482
00:34:04,194 --> 00:34:06,378
Right.
483
00:34:06,402 --> 00:34:08,378
Can I first grab you a cup of tea?
484
00:34:08,402 --> 00:34:10,920
Oh, uh... No, thank you.
485
00:34:10,944 --> 00:34:12,624
I'm okay. I'm good.
486
00:34:12,986 --> 00:34:14,837
Glass of water?
487
00:34:14,861 --> 00:34:16,541
Yes. Sure.
488
00:34:20,027 --> 00:34:22,034
- Nice setup.
- Thanks, yeah.
489
00:34:22,402 --> 00:34:25,462
I'll just be a jiff. It might
be a little dirty, actually.
490
00:34:25,486 --> 00:34:28,332
Ah, thanks. You don't have
to... Mm, okay.
491
00:34:32,902 --> 00:34:34,582
Yeah...
492
00:34:35,111 --> 00:34:36,977
You're a little bit overdressed for this.
493
00:34:37,986 --> 00:34:40,670
I-I didn't know,
I didn't know what to expect
494
00:34:40,694 --> 00:34:42,378
or what you needed from me, so...
495
00:34:42,402 --> 00:34:45,762
Oh, did you think we'd have cameras?
496
00:34:46,319 --> 00:34:48,326
- I don't know.
- Hoping to get filmed?
497
00:34:52,611 --> 00:34:55,457
I asked for this interview because, um...
498
00:34:56,111 --> 00:34:58,911
I'm a little bit obsessed
with this production.
499
00:34:59,236 --> 00:35:01,837
- Oh.
- I find it so interesting
500
00:35:01,861 --> 00:35:03,545
that you've come back to remount it.
501
00:35:03,569 --> 00:35:06,170
I mean, you must have
been so young back then.
502
00:35:06,194 --> 00:35:09,881
Well, I'm-I'm probably older than I look.
503
00:35:10,319 --> 00:35:12,419
Yeah. Okay, but also...
504
00:35:13,069 --> 00:35:14,749
uh...
505
00:35:15,236 --> 00:35:18,503
you don't direct opera.
I mean, I looked you up, uh...
506
00:35:18,527 --> 00:35:21,187
you do regional theatre, right?
A lot of trade shows?
507
00:35:21,569 --> 00:35:23,762
- Should we start?
- I just don't wanna lose...
508
00:35:24,152 --> 00:35:27,462
any time with you
'cuz things are a little hectic.
509
00:35:27,486 --> 00:35:30,003
Oh, uh, we've already started.
510
00:35:30,027 --> 00:35:32,081
Oh.
511
00:35:32,902 --> 00:35:34,582
We're rolling.
512
00:35:36,111 --> 00:35:39,424
- Okay, great.
- Oh!
513
00:35:40,236 --> 00:35:43,829
Sorry. Almost forgot.
514
00:35:45,694 --> 00:35:48,587
I brought you... some cookies.
515
00:35:50,736 --> 00:35:53,162
Just careful not to chomp on 'em.
516
00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:56,212
Okay. Thank you so much.
517
00:35:56,236 --> 00:35:58,242
No crunching while we roll.
518
00:35:59,736 --> 00:36:01,295
- Good?
- Yeah.
519
00:36:01,319 --> 00:36:02,999
All right.
520
00:36:03,444 --> 00:36:06,628
It sounds like this
totally insane production.
521
00:36:06,652 --> 00:36:10,378
So, John the Baptist is all over Salome,
522
00:36:10,402 --> 00:36:12,295
like, the entire time.
523
00:36:12,319 --> 00:36:15,420
Like he's some kind of
sex-starved monster
524
00:36:15,444 --> 00:36:17,212
or cult leader or something.
525
00:36:17,236 --> 00:36:19,295
And the words that are
coming out of his mouth
526
00:36:19,319 --> 00:36:21,503
have nothing to do
with the way he's behaving,
527
00:36:21,527 --> 00:36:23,545
which is, basically,
528
00:36:23,569 --> 00:36:26,212
groping her naked body
as she's going on and on
529
00:36:26,236 --> 00:36:31,649
about how beautiful his hair
and his skin and his lips are.
530
00:36:34,194 --> 00:36:35,874
What?
531
00:36:40,694 --> 00:36:42,374
You didn't know that?
532
00:36:43,736 --> 00:36:45,420
About the production.
533
00:36:45,444 --> 00:36:48,295
No. No, 'cause it was in Germany, right?
534
00:36:48,319 --> 00:36:49,962
- Mm.
- Stuttgart.
535
00:36:49,986 --> 00:36:51,753
So, had nothing to do with our show.
536
00:36:51,777 --> 00:36:53,457
Yeah, but don't you stay in touch?
537
00:36:54,194 --> 00:36:55,874
- With Ambur?
- Mm-hm.
538
00:36:56,569 --> 00:36:58,249
No, of course not.
539
00:37:01,694 --> 00:37:03,374
So, you don't follow her.
540
00:37:04,236 --> 00:37:05,916
No.
541
00:37:06,319 --> 00:37:08,699
We broke up a long time ago.
542
00:37:11,111 --> 00:37:13,397
When she went off
and conquered the world.
543
00:37:16,736 --> 00:37:18,789
That is so weird that you would say that.
544
00:37:20,361 --> 00:37:21,920
But that's the exact same expression
545
00:37:21,944 --> 00:37:25,545
that Johann used
except he said it in German
546
00:37:25,569 --> 00:37:27,669
and then he had to
translate it back to me.
547
00:37:28,069 --> 00:37:32,129
And he pronounced it concord the world.
548
00:37:45,902 --> 00:37:47,582
Rachel...
549
00:37:55,111 --> 00:37:57,257
Ambur got very lucky.
550
00:38:01,861 --> 00:38:05,034
There is nothing, like, nothing...
551
00:38:05,736 --> 00:38:09,282
that I would love more
than to see you on that stage.
552
00:38:12,569 --> 00:38:14,249
It'll happen.
553
00:38:14,569 --> 00:38:16,249
Just watch.
554
00:38:26,027 --> 00:38:27,587
That's tough.
555
00:38:27,611 --> 00:38:29,837
Covering a role can be frustrating.
556
00:38:29,861 --> 00:38:32,212
And-and part of her
is grateful for the work.
557
00:38:32,236 --> 00:38:34,378
And, I mean, now she knows the role.
558
00:38:34,402 --> 00:38:36,753
- It's in her repertoire.
- Right.
559
00:38:36,777 --> 00:38:38,753
And, who knows, if Rachel's lucky,
560
00:38:38,777 --> 00:38:40,337
she might even get to sing it.
561
00:38:40,361 --> 00:38:42,087
Like, if something happens to me.
562
00:38:42,111 --> 00:38:45,003
- Yeah, like, if I kill you.
- Nice.
563
00:38:45,027 --> 00:38:47,170
I mean, it would be
her dream come true.
564
00:38:47,194 --> 00:38:49,253
That you murdered me?
565
00:38:49,277 --> 00:38:50,957
That she would get a chance.
566
00:38:51,944 --> 00:38:54,170
Well, I'm here to do six performances,
567
00:38:54,194 --> 00:38:57,601
remain healthy... and not die.
568
00:38:58,486 --> 00:39:00,259
Of course.
569
00:39:03,236 --> 00:39:06,316
You're not actually asking me
to give up a performance?
570
00:39:21,236 --> 00:39:22,916
Even if I wanted to...
571
00:39:24,444 --> 00:39:26,545
as a favor, it's not so simple.
572
00:39:26,569 --> 00:39:28,128
I'd have to get a doctor's note...
573
00:39:28,152 --> 00:39:29,712
Of course.
574
00:39:29,736 --> 00:39:32,209
And this is how I make my living, Clea.
575
00:39:32,819 --> 00:39:35,432
I don't sing, I don't get paid.
576
00:39:35,902 --> 00:39:37,462
The understudy would get my fee.
577
00:39:37,486 --> 00:39:39,166
Ambur, of course.
578
00:39:44,236 --> 00:39:45,916
Jeanine, you hate that house.
579
00:39:46,319 --> 00:39:48,045
And everything
that happened to you there,
580
00:39:48,069 --> 00:39:50,295
you cringe every time
you set foot in the place.
581
00:39:50,319 --> 00:39:51,999
But that's not how Lizzie feels.
582
00:39:52,736 --> 00:39:54,295
We're not talking about Lizzie.
583
00:39:54,319 --> 00:39:56,420
I know, we're talking about
your imagination.
584
00:39:56,444 --> 00:39:58,753
What happened in that house
was not my imagination.
585
00:39:58,777 --> 00:40:00,753
I know, I know. But...
586
00:40:00,777 --> 00:40:03,857
But what you think is happening
with me and Dimitra is.
587
00:40:05,569 --> 00:40:07,856
So, you're not,
you're not sleeping with her?
588
00:40:12,402 --> 00:40:14,087
Not in the house, no.
589
00:40:14,111 --> 00:40:16,771
Oh, because,
'cause you have boundaries.
590
00:40:17,527 --> 00:40:19,878
We talked about this. I-I...
591
00:40:19,902 --> 00:40:22,087
I mean, we're supposed to be
honest with one another.
592
00:40:22,111 --> 00:40:24,587
Yeah, okay, yeah, not sleep
with each other's friends.
593
00:40:24,611 --> 00:40:26,212
Well, she's not a friend. She's a nurse.
594
00:40:26,236 --> 00:40:28,587
She's my mother's caregiver
and we pay her.
595
00:40:28,611 --> 00:40:31,457
I know, but this thing with me
and her can end at any time.
596
00:40:32,736 --> 00:40:34,378
And I love you.
597
00:40:34,402 --> 00:40:36,082
And you know that.
598
00:40:38,611 --> 00:40:40,291
We're supposed to be exploring.
599
00:40:42,986 --> 00:40:46,206
Isn't that what you're doing? Exploring?
600
00:40:47,736 --> 00:40:49,416
We agreed on this. Uh, uh...
601
00:40:49,777 --> 00:40:52,337
What you said before
about my mother's house
602
00:40:52,361 --> 00:40:56,503
and all the things that
he did to me... there...
603
00:40:56,527 --> 00:40:58,207
Do... Uh...
604
00:40:58,736 --> 00:41:01,795
What does that have to do
with you and Dimitra?
605
00:41:01,819 --> 00:41:04,170
No, I wasn't talking about Dimitra.
606
00:41:04,194 --> 00:41:05,753
I was talking about Lizzie.
607
00:41:05,777 --> 00:41:07,462
Okay, but we're talking
about Dimitra now.
608
00:41:07,486 --> 00:41:09,587
Well, she's the person
who takes care of your mother.
609
00:41:09,611 --> 00:41:11,291
Uh-huh?
610
00:41:18,069 --> 00:41:19,749
I told you...
611
00:41:21,402 --> 00:41:23,587
that this might not be the best idea
612
00:41:23,611 --> 00:41:25,664
to-to-to be doing this right now.
613
00:41:27,069 --> 00:41:29,212
You can't go back into that world,
614
00:41:29,236 --> 00:41:32,170
the opera and your,
your history with Charles
615
00:41:32,194 --> 00:41:34,854
and expect it to not have effect on you.
616
00:41:35,861 --> 00:41:37,541
And the stuff with your mom
617
00:41:37,944 --> 00:41:42,237
and your dad dying like that just last year.
618
00:41:43,694 --> 00:41:45,374
The stuff with my mom...
619
00:41:46,361 --> 00:41:48,041
Which part?
620
00:41:49,402 --> 00:41:51,170
Do you love your mother, Jeanine?
621
00:41:51,194 --> 00:41:52,874
Isn't she special?
622
00:41:53,861 --> 00:41:57,501
This is my love letter to you,
Margot, my beautiful wife,
623
00:41:58,944 --> 00:42:02,257
who's given me
our beautiful angel daughter.
624
00:42:05,111 --> 00:42:07,378
So perfect, so intelligent.
625
00:42:07,402 --> 00:42:09,082
So talented.
626
00:42:13,944 --> 00:42:15,624
Hey, do we have a machete?
627
00:42:16,652 --> 00:42:18,503
Yeah. Uh, for what?
628
00:42:18,527 --> 00:42:20,207
For Salome's mother to use.
629
00:42:21,069 --> 00:42:23,169
- To do what?
- To cut off the head.
630
00:42:24,569 --> 00:42:28,003
Uh, okay, isn't the guard
going to do that with,
631
00:42:28,027 --> 00:42:29,753
um, with the axe?
632
00:42:29,777 --> 00:42:32,003
Right, well, I want him
to go first with the axe
633
00:42:32,027 --> 00:42:34,253
and then have her mother
follow with the machete.
634
00:42:34,277 --> 00:42:37,087
So, she beheads John the Baptist.
635
00:42:37,111 --> 00:42:39,003
- No, that's not clear.
- We nev... we never know.
636
00:42:39,027 --> 00:42:41,462
I just had this idea that
she's going to be presenting
637
00:42:41,486 --> 00:42:43,446
John the Baptist's head to her daughter.
638
00:42:43,777 --> 00:42:45,962
Okay, and she'll do that on the platter.
639
00:42:45,986 --> 00:42:48,366
Um... No.
640
00:42:49,236 --> 00:42:51,170
I think...
641
00:42:51,194 --> 00:42:54,420
Not-not on a platter. I think in a bowl.
642
00:42:54,444 --> 00:42:56,045
Right? I think in a...
643
00:42:56,069 --> 00:42:59,003
in a clear plastic bowl that's that size.
644
00:42:59,027 --> 00:43:01,221
And you know what? I also just want...
645
00:43:01,777 --> 00:43:04,128
I want real tangerines
'cause I want to use them.
646
00:43:04,152 --> 00:43:06,087
- Mm-hm.
- I want them to...
647
00:43:06,111 --> 00:43:07,670
I want there to be action.
648
00:43:07,694 --> 00:43:09,253
Okay, yeah, so
649
00:43:09,277 --> 00:43:10,878
we're gonna have a clear plastic bowl
650
00:43:10,902 --> 00:43:12,670
with tangerines in it
and the head in there.
651
00:43:12,694 --> 00:43:14,295
No, no, the tangerines are gonna...
652
00:43:14,319 --> 00:43:16,962
So, we're gonna establish
the clear plastic-plastic bowl
653
00:43:16,986 --> 00:43:19,003
on the set,
654
00:43:19,027 --> 00:43:21,295
and then we're gonna
use it later for the head.
655
00:43:21,319 --> 00:43:23,587
Got it. Okay, uh, yeah, I can...
656
00:43:23,611 --> 00:43:25,712
find a machete and a bowl
657
00:43:25,736 --> 00:43:27,462
and we'll pick up some tangerines.
658
00:43:27,486 --> 00:43:30,087
Great. And I need that all
by tomorrow rehearsal.
659
00:43:30,111 --> 00:43:31,670
- I'll have something.
- Thank you.
660
00:43:31,694 --> 00:43:35,381
Great. Um, hey,
what do you think of this?
661
00:43:35,694 --> 00:43:37,628
Is that a cast?
662
00:43:37,652 --> 00:43:39,332
No, I sculpted it.
663
00:43:40,152 --> 00:43:41,832
Why?
664
00:43:43,069 --> 00:43:44,753
I just, I wasn't sure
665
00:43:44,777 --> 00:43:46,457
that we needed to do it that way.
666
00:43:48,652 --> 00:43:50,212
You might wanna rethink this
667
00:43:50,236 --> 00:43:52,670
because, um...
668
00:43:52,694 --> 00:43:55,087
it's just, if we're recording this,
669
00:43:55,111 --> 00:43:57,771
this isn't gonna work
because of the closeup.
670
00:44:01,319 --> 00:44:03,045
Right.
671
00:44:03,069 --> 00:44:08,003
So, can you just look at it
and kind of describe
672
00:44:08,027 --> 00:44:09,670
what your concerns are with it?
673
00:44:09,694 --> 00:44:12,462
Well, I think this is...
674
00:44:12,486 --> 00:44:16,087
You've done really good work,
but it-it's not feeling right.
675
00:44:16,111 --> 00:44:17,670
Okay. And why is that?
676
00:44:17,694 --> 00:44:20,337
Because it's, um, well, it's a sculpture
677
00:44:20,361 --> 00:44:22,587
and a sculpture changes over time.
678
00:44:22,611 --> 00:44:24,170
It evolves as you're working on it.
679
00:44:24,194 --> 00:44:26,795
But a cast... is-is like a photo.
680
00:44:26,819 --> 00:44:28,670
It's a snapshot of somebody's face
681
00:44:28,694 --> 00:44:31,074
while it's being set in mold,
like a death mask.
682
00:44:31,819 --> 00:44:33,499
Okay, so, then...
683
00:44:33,861 --> 00:44:36,878
should I give him any kind of direction
684
00:44:36,902 --> 00:44:39,002
as I'm, as I'm making the mask?
685
00:44:39,486 --> 00:44:41,045
About what?
686
00:44:41,069 --> 00:44:44,003
Like his expression as I'm
putting this stuff on his face.
687
00:44:44,027 --> 00:44:46,081
That's a good question. Um...
688
00:44:48,569 --> 00:44:50,249
He's at peace with the idea.
689
00:44:51,569 --> 00:44:53,295
Of having his head chopped off?
690
00:44:53,319 --> 00:44:55,699
Of knowing that he
needs to be sacrificed.
691
00:44:57,861 --> 00:45:00,045
- Okay, I gotta go. You good?
- Yeah. Thank you.
692
00:45:00,069 --> 00:45:01,749
Thank you.
693
00:45:03,694 --> 00:45:07,801
Uh, I think it would make sense
if-if, Ambur, you...
694
00:45:08,152 --> 00:45:10,753
scrambled around
trying to pick these up.
695
00:45:10,777 --> 00:45:12,462
I'd rather stay here and watch.
696
00:45:12,486 --> 00:45:14,462
Uh, Jeanine, you can't
just have tangerines
697
00:45:14,486 --> 00:45:16,212
rolling into the orchestra pit.
698
00:45:16,236 --> 00:45:17,795
- Okay.
- I'm sorry.
699
00:45:17,819 --> 00:45:20,378
I don't understand what my wife is doing.
700
00:45:20,402 --> 00:45:21,962
Who's chopping the head off?
701
00:45:21,986 --> 00:45:23,753
- Well, that's not clear.
- Maybe both of you.
702
00:45:23,777 --> 00:45:25,587
But...
703
00:45:25,611 --> 00:45:28,295
It doesn't take two people
to chop a head off.
704
00:45:28,319 --> 00:45:30,878
Normally there's an axe,
now there's a machete.
705
00:45:30,902 --> 00:45:33,503
They've just sent down a guard
who's been told to do that.
706
00:45:33,527 --> 00:45:35,295
And now the both of you
707
00:45:35,319 --> 00:45:38,170
have to take full responsibility
for what you're doing.
708
00:45:38,194 --> 00:45:40,337
I'm sorry, I don't understand.
709
00:45:40,361 --> 00:45:43,712
- You don't have to understand.
- You just have to trust
710
00:45:43,736 --> 00:45:45,503
that this is what you have to do.
711
00:45:45,527 --> 00:45:48,878
Salome danced because
she had something to say.
712
00:45:48,902 --> 00:45:52,087
Not because she had to
prove anything to anybody.
713
00:45:52,111 --> 00:45:54,304
Not the least of all to you.
714
00:46:04,361 --> 00:46:06,295
The winter storm has taken down a tree
715
00:46:06,319 --> 00:46:07,999
at the house I'm staying in.
716
00:46:09,277 --> 00:46:10,957
No major damage done.
717
00:46:11,319 --> 00:46:14,072
But the owners will come back
to find it broken.
718
00:46:15,444 --> 00:46:17,964
I send them a picture to lessen the blow.
719
00:46:20,777 --> 00:46:22,503
It's so strange to be surrounded
720
00:46:22,527 --> 00:46:25,187
by photos of somebody else's family.
721
00:46:26,652 --> 00:46:28,253
Especially when I'm thinking about
722
00:46:28,277 --> 00:46:30,051
the family that you promised me.
723
00:46:32,027 --> 00:46:34,267
D'you ever believe
in that family, Charles?
724
00:46:35,111 --> 00:46:37,164
I try to speak with you, Charles.
725
00:46:37,486 --> 00:46:41,003
Were you... really prepared
to leave her for me?
726
00:46:41,027 --> 00:46:42,894
As though you're beside me.
727
00:46:50,444 --> 00:46:52,451
I've been asked to make this personal.
728
00:46:56,819 --> 00:46:58,499
So I am.
729
00:46:59,569 --> 00:47:01,856
Pretending that you can hear my words.
730
00:47:05,319 --> 00:47:07,003
I feel my hair
731
00:47:07,027 --> 00:47:10,527
as a singer you directed
so long ago feels his hair.
732
00:47:23,027 --> 00:47:25,221
I watch how possessed she became
733
00:47:25,902 --> 00:47:28,329
and remember how
possessed I became.
734
00:47:29,861 --> 00:47:31,727
The crazed enchantment.
735
00:47:34,944 --> 00:47:36,624
How do I bring you back?
736
00:47:39,486 --> 00:47:41,166
Bring what we had back?
737
00:47:44,319 --> 00:47:46,326
I brought the book of pictures you made.
738
00:47:48,819 --> 00:47:50,826
I hold it as something sacred.
739
00:47:54,277 --> 00:47:57,171
A faint and lingering fragrance.
740
00:48:03,277 --> 00:48:05,377
The inhalation of you.
741
00:48:09,652 --> 00:48:12,452
Blurred traces of your spirit, Charles.
742
00:48:16,236 --> 00:48:18,128
The beautiful dance of her fingers
743
00:48:18,152 --> 00:48:20,579
as they draw energy from his lips.
744
00:48:22,527 --> 00:48:24,207
Your lips.
745
00:48:30,361 --> 00:48:32,787
The moon has a strange look tonight.
746
00:48:35,236 --> 00:48:37,087
She is like a madwoman
747
00:48:37,111 --> 00:48:39,491
seeking everywhere for lovers.
748
00:48:45,111 --> 00:48:47,397
I can feel you beside me as I watch.
749
00:48:50,736 --> 00:48:53,396
The way your fingers ran over my skin.
750
00:48:57,486 --> 00:48:59,679
The electric shock of your touch.
751
00:49:04,694 --> 00:49:06,374
Having you inside me.
752
00:49:12,111 --> 00:49:13,791
I wanted you so much.
753
00:49:17,319 --> 00:49:20,726
And thou did'st fill my veins with fire.
754
00:49:21,777 --> 00:49:24,251
Wherefore dids't thou not look at me?
755
00:49:24,986 --> 00:49:26,759
If thou hast looked at me,
756
00:49:27,569 --> 00:49:29,249
thou hast loved me.
757
00:49:32,027 --> 00:49:34,221
Well, I know that thou
would'st have loved me.
758
00:49:40,152 --> 00:49:41,878
I shoot the new singers in their costumes
759
00:49:41,902 --> 00:49:43,837
for the first time.
760
00:49:43,861 --> 00:49:46,212
They look just like their
counterparts from back then.
761
00:49:46,236 --> 00:49:47,920
You look amazing, Carolyn.
762
00:49:47,944 --> 00:49:49,503
They laugh nervously as I tell them
763
00:49:49,527 --> 00:49:51,207
how good they look.
764
00:49:51,527 --> 00:49:54,337
But I know that they'll never
achieve the crazy rapture
765
00:49:54,361 --> 00:49:56,170
you got with your singers back then.
766
00:49:56,194 --> 00:49:58,753
- Where's my mark?
- Oh, mark there.
767
00:49:58,777 --> 00:50:01,064
What more can I do
to inspire them, Charles...
768
00:50:02,819 --> 00:50:04,872
to get the same performance as you did?
769
00:50:37,402 --> 00:50:39,176
Carolyn?
770
00:50:42,402 --> 00:50:45,576
Is there any way you can
move your head up and down?
771
00:50:47,152 --> 00:50:49,999
Because I-I just really wanna...
I want it to...
772
00:50:50,694 --> 00:50:52,747
be very clear as to what...
773
00:50:53,319 --> 00:50:54,999
what you're doing.
774
00:50:55,486 --> 00:50:57,503
And-and if you look at
what Ambur's doing,
775
00:50:57,527 --> 00:50:59,878
I can-I can, I can feel her desperation
776
00:50:59,902 --> 00:51:01,670
in her entire body.
777
00:51:01,694 --> 00:51:05,987
She's just, and I-and I,
I just wanna feel like, um,
778
00:51:06,819 --> 00:51:09,420
like you have that exact same need.
779
00:51:09,444 --> 00:51:12,291
So I guess if you just,
like, a little bit more...
780
00:51:12,736 --> 00:51:14,416
movement
781
00:51:14,861 --> 00:51:16,541
in the moment.
782
00:51:17,361 --> 00:51:20,212
- You want me to look at Ambur.
- No, no, no, no, no.
783
00:51:20,236 --> 00:51:22,616
Just you stay with Narraboth.
784
00:51:23,027 --> 00:51:24,941
And with the... more...
785
00:51:25,486 --> 00:51:27,545
- Okay.
- I think we should
786
00:51:27,569 --> 00:51:30,670
maybe... take it back
to the rehearsal room.
787
00:51:30,694 --> 00:51:33,167
We'll have to get the
intimacy coordinator for this.
788
00:51:34,236 --> 00:51:36,003
She should be around
for this kind of thing.
789
00:51:36,027 --> 00:51:37,837
The intimacy coordinator.
790
00:51:37,861 --> 00:51:39,587
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
791
00:51:39,611 --> 00:51:41,991
Was it important to you
back then? And...
792
00:51:42,527 --> 00:51:44,207
is it important to you now?
793
00:51:45,236 --> 00:51:47,242
I'm sorry, what? Was what important?
794
00:51:47,819 --> 00:51:50,712
That it feels like they're
actually having sex on stage.
795
00:51:50,736 --> 00:51:52,416
Right.
796
00:51:52,944 --> 00:51:55,184
Well, I'm trying to...
797
00:51:55,986 --> 00:51:58,962
- fulfill the original concept.
- Yeah, but it's your show now.
798
00:51:58,986 --> 00:52:01,503
- In some ways.
- And whatever erotic energy
799
00:52:01,527 --> 00:52:03,337
existed back then, it's not necessarily
800
00:52:03,361 --> 00:52:05,227
what we're dealing with now. Right?
801
00:52:05,902 --> 00:52:09,212
I mean, you're not
the same person that you were
802
00:52:09,236 --> 00:52:11,802
and he's not the same person
that he was.
803
00:52:12,152 --> 00:52:13,712
Charles is dead.
804
00:52:13,736 --> 00:52:15,416
Hm.
805
00:52:15,861 --> 00:52:17,670
Of course.
806
00:52:17,694 --> 00:52:20,541
So he's definitely
not the same person. Hm.
807
00:52:23,027 --> 00:52:25,462
So, we're gonna go all the way down.
808
00:52:25,486 --> 00:52:29,295
Long, flat back and then roll up... Great.
809
00:52:29,319 --> 00:52:31,837
And then do a real, um,
do a really thorough, like,
810
00:52:31,861 --> 00:52:34,295
back bend, like a roll-through.
Kind of like cat cow in...
811
00:52:34,319 --> 00:52:36,378
Where is he?
812
00:52:36,402 --> 00:52:39,712
- Uh, he just messaged.
- He's running late 15 minutes.
813
00:52:39,736 --> 00:52:42,503
Okay, I don't think
we can do this without him.
814
00:52:42,527 --> 00:52:44,670
And this intimacy coordinator's
not working for me.
815
00:52:44,694 --> 00:52:46,878
- Feels like a waste of time.
- But we have no choice.
816
00:52:46,902 --> 00:52:49,837
We need an intimacy coordinator
for these scenes.
817
00:52:49,861 --> 00:52:52,287
Mmm... Do we?
818
00:52:52,611 --> 00:52:54,291
Yes, it's a requirement.
819
00:52:54,652 --> 00:52:56,612
Okay, Ambur, stop.
820
00:52:59,111 --> 00:53:01,864
Luke, could you come with me
for a second please?
821
00:53:04,361 --> 00:53:06,545
It's good. It's so good. The physicality...
822
00:53:06,569 --> 00:53:08,420
working on physicality's great
but it has to be
823
00:53:08,444 --> 00:53:10,253
driven from something, right?
824
00:53:10,277 --> 00:53:12,962
You have to be inspired
by what is happening.
825
00:53:12,986 --> 00:53:15,926
There has to be something moving you
826
00:53:16,694 --> 00:53:20,007
that's more in your body and your soul.
827
00:53:20,277 --> 00:53:22,087
So, as she is singing,
828
00:53:22,111 --> 00:53:26,253
about how beautiful
John the Baptist's hair is,
829
00:53:26,277 --> 00:53:27,962
you are using that as permission
830
00:53:27,986 --> 00:53:32,186
as an opportunity that the music
is also giving you
831
00:53:32,694 --> 00:53:36,128
to then touch him. Right? So, you...
832
00:53:36,152 --> 00:53:40,306
From the part where
she says his hair is amazing.
833
00:53:44,027 --> 00:53:46,628
So, it's like you suddenly have this ability
834
00:53:46,652 --> 00:53:49,732
to express through your fingers
835
00:53:50,069 --> 00:53:53,756
everything that Salome
can only sing about.
836
00:53:59,611 --> 00:54:02,784
It is... in thy hair...
837
00:54:04,111 --> 00:54:05,791
that I am enamored.
838
00:54:06,277 --> 00:54:08,284
Let me touch thy hair.
839
00:54:11,236 --> 00:54:12,916
Thank you.
840
00:54:18,527 --> 00:54:21,421
And then there's this
crazy thing happening downstage.
841
00:54:22,486 --> 00:54:25,503
And, so, everything that
you're doing is unleashed then.
842
00:54:25,527 --> 00:54:27,087
Think of Salome.
843
00:54:27,111 --> 00:54:29,295
She is using everything in her power
844
00:54:29,319 --> 00:54:32,492
to have this crazy man beheaded.
845
00:54:34,319 --> 00:54:36,628
So, what is the point of all this sacrifice
846
00:54:36,652 --> 00:54:38,503
that ends in the most gruesome thing
847
00:54:38,527 --> 00:54:40,920
that you've ever seen on stage?
848
00:54:40,944 --> 00:54:44,837
Is it passion?
Is it punishment? What is it?
849
00:54:44,861 --> 00:54:48,128
But whatever it is, that emotion
that you're getting from it,
850
00:54:48,152 --> 00:54:50,439
that emotion is filtering through you.
851
00:54:52,152 --> 00:54:54,712
It's painful and it's beautiful
852
00:54:54,736 --> 00:54:58,049
and-and-and-and-and, so,
you're not just sucking him off,
853
00:54:58,986 --> 00:55:04,587
you are fully consuming him
so much so that he has...
854
00:55:04,611 --> 00:55:07,420
he has nothing else to do
but pick up the gun,
855
00:55:07,444 --> 00:55:10,197
point it to his head
and shoot himself dead
856
00:55:11,861 --> 00:55:13,681
just as he's about to come.
857
00:55:14,986 --> 00:55:16,666
Explosion.
858
00:55:20,652 --> 00:55:22,503
And then Salome picks up the gun
859
00:55:22,527 --> 00:55:25,170
that he just used to kill himself
860
00:55:25,194 --> 00:55:29,301
and she walks downstage,
she puts the gun to her head
861
00:55:29,652 --> 00:55:31,659
just like she's going to shoot herself.
862
00:55:43,902 --> 00:55:46,420
I don't understand.
Are you... Are you spying on me?
863
00:55:46,444 --> 00:55:48,003
Of course not.
864
00:55:48,027 --> 00:55:50,045
I'm here to support you in any way I can.
865
00:55:50,069 --> 00:55:52,087
Okay, so, I don't understand
what you're saying.
866
00:55:52,111 --> 00:55:54,420
That management is a little concerned
867
00:55:54,444 --> 00:55:56,587
about some of the ideas that
you had at the presentation.
868
00:55:56,611 --> 00:55:59,420
- Beatrice.
- About making changes.
869
00:55:59,444 --> 00:56:02,628
I said they are small changes.
870
00:56:02,652 --> 00:56:04,837
Right, but then you had
this idea about Salome
871
00:56:04,861 --> 00:56:06,541
shooting herself.
872
00:56:07,986 --> 00:56:09,545
What?
873
00:56:09,569 --> 00:56:12,545
He shoots himself. Narraboth.
874
00:56:12,569 --> 00:56:15,628
But then she picks up his gun and...
875
00:56:15,652 --> 00:56:18,032
And contemplates it.
876
00:56:19,694 --> 00:56:21,654
She doesn't kill herself.
877
00:56:22,569 --> 00:56:24,837
If, if she killed herself, then the opera
878
00:56:24,861 --> 00:56:27,427
would end right there
and it doesn't. Right?
879
00:56:27,777 --> 00:56:29,337
If she died,
880
00:56:29,361 --> 00:56:33,503
then there wouldn't be
anybody to sing her role.
881
00:56:33,527 --> 00:56:36,045
Like, what, what's with the head, then?
882
00:56:36,069 --> 00:56:39,212
I mean, what is this all for?
That is ridiculous.
883
00:56:39,236 --> 00:56:42,087
But now you have this idea
about her mother
884
00:56:42,111 --> 00:56:44,045
and the machete...
885
00:56:44,069 --> 00:56:46,337
I-I have to tell them.
I'm just letting you know that.
886
00:56:46,361 --> 00:56:48,420
So, you are spying on me.
887
00:56:48,444 --> 00:56:50,544
Look, we all understand that you must
888
00:56:50,944 --> 00:56:53,045
feel very conflicted about all of this, but...
889
00:56:53,069 --> 00:56:55,087
No, I'm not. I'm-I'm really not.
890
00:56:55,111 --> 00:56:57,071
Really, when I chose...
891
00:56:57,611 --> 00:56:59,170
When I accepted this job,
892
00:56:59,194 --> 00:57:02,545
I told myself that I was gonna
make the most of it. Okay?
893
00:57:02,569 --> 00:57:04,420
So, you know, you can tell management
894
00:57:04,444 --> 00:57:07,197
that it was an odd choice
on their part to remount this.
895
00:57:07,486 --> 00:57:09,628
Okay, considering that everybody
896
00:57:09,652 --> 00:57:12,872
thought that Charles
was difficult, to say the least.
897
00:57:14,069 --> 00:57:16,920
Even though management
happened to be married to him
898
00:57:16,944 --> 00:57:18,753
for 30 years.
899
00:57:18,777 --> 00:57:21,878
- It was Beatrice's decision.
- It's a successful show.
900
00:57:21,902 --> 00:57:25,462
Okay, but she didn't have to
fulfill his stupid wish.
901
00:57:25,486 --> 00:57:28,045
Nobody had to,
to take that request seriously.
902
00:57:28,069 --> 00:57:31,420
It's not like somebody was gonna
sue them if I didn't remount it.
903
00:57:31,444 --> 00:57:33,420
No one needed to know.
I didn't need to know.
904
00:57:33,444 --> 00:57:35,824
We wouldn't even be
having this conversation, Kathy.
905
00:57:39,902 --> 00:57:41,462
Look, I should head back.
906
00:57:41,486 --> 00:57:43,128
Everybody's getting off break now and...
907
00:57:43,152 --> 00:57:45,672
Yeah. It's fine.
908
00:57:53,986 --> 00:57:56,226
Your daughter is going to dance for me.
909
00:57:57,361 --> 00:57:59,647
Will you not dance for me, Salome?
910
00:58:00,486 --> 00:58:03,566
That is really enlightening.
911
00:58:03,819 --> 00:58:05,499
If you dance for me,
912
00:58:06,361 --> 00:58:08,128
you may ask of me whatever you wish
913
00:58:08,152 --> 00:58:09,795
and I will give it to thee.
914
00:58:09,819 --> 00:58:11,919
But that leads me to my next question.
915
00:58:13,736 --> 00:58:15,962
I hear you're making a diary
about the whole experience.
916
00:58:15,986 --> 00:58:17,795
Is that like, um...
917
00:58:17,819 --> 00:58:19,499
like a last letter to Charles?
918
00:58:22,819 --> 00:58:24,962
A journal, uh, yeah,
I was thinking about that.
919
00:58:24,986 --> 00:58:28,672
I was. I think it's a... It would be nice to...
920
00:58:29,861 --> 00:58:32,894
To-to, um, to write about my...
921
00:58:33,152 --> 00:58:36,962
my experience as I'm
taking on this production.
922
00:58:36,986 --> 00:58:39,920
Um, I am shooting some footage
923
00:58:39,944 --> 00:58:41,712
behind the scenes with my iPhone.
924
00:58:41,736 --> 00:58:44,753
I think that's gonna...
turn into something.
925
00:58:44,777 --> 00:58:48,837
I don't know what yet, but
it's important to me to, to...
926
00:58:49,611 --> 00:58:51,291
to have that footage.
927
00:58:52,069 --> 00:58:55,662
Okay, that sounds
really interesting. And, um...
928
00:58:57,277 --> 00:58:59,378
Can we talk about the
relationship between you two
929
00:58:59,402 --> 00:59:01,170
during the original production?
930
00:59:01,194 --> 00:59:02,753
What do you mean?
931
00:59:02,777 --> 00:59:04,877
I mean your relationship with Charles.
932
00:59:06,402 --> 00:59:08,082
Our working relationship.
933
00:59:09,236 --> 00:59:12,036
I mean, didn't it go beyond that? It's...
934
00:59:12,569 --> 00:59:14,295
kind of common knowledge around here.
935
00:59:14,319 --> 00:59:17,586
I-I don't feel comfortable
talking about that.
936
00:59:17,777 --> 00:59:20,962
Okay, if-if we can not discuss that.
937
00:59:20,986 --> 00:59:22,712
Of course.
938
00:59:22,736 --> 00:59:24,556
How about I share something with you?
939
00:59:26,069 --> 00:59:28,003
I knew Charles.
940
00:59:28,027 --> 00:59:30,594
Charles told me his story once
941
00:59:31,444 --> 00:59:34,664
about how the whole
dance section in the opera
942
00:59:34,944 --> 00:59:36,624
is, um...
943
00:59:37,319 --> 00:59:40,166
based on something
that happened with your father.
944
00:59:40,652 --> 00:59:42,332
In real life.
945
00:59:43,777 --> 00:59:45,587
And I-I had the absolute privilege
946
00:59:45,611 --> 00:59:47,753
to see the essay that you
wanted to print in the program.
947
00:59:47,777 --> 00:59:49,420
I thought it was incredibly disrespectful
948
00:59:49,444 --> 00:59:51,171
they didn't want to use it.
949
00:59:53,777 --> 00:59:55,457
But, um...
950
00:59:58,777 --> 01:00:00,962
I was interested in your fascination
951
01:00:00,986 --> 01:00:02,666
in Herod's line to Salome, you know?
952
01:00:03,152 --> 01:00:05,019
About loving her too much.
953
01:00:06,111 --> 01:00:09,462
Charles told me that your dad
used to make these crazy videos
954
01:00:09,486 --> 01:00:12,628
about you and you both would go
into the forest when were little
955
01:00:12,652 --> 01:00:14,878
and he would tape you while
you made these bizarre dances.
956
01:00:14,902 --> 01:00:17,795
I mean, how do you feel
about how that has inspired,
957
01:00:17,819 --> 01:00:19,837
very clearly...
958
01:00:19,861 --> 01:00:22,287
a major part of this whole show?
959
01:00:37,319 --> 01:00:39,128
I...
960
01:00:39,152 --> 01:00:42,232
think I need a break.
961
01:00:43,652 --> 01:00:45,332
Excuse me.
962
01:00:48,569 --> 01:00:50,249
Something wrong?
963
01:00:50,819 --> 01:00:53,128
Beatrice wants to have a word with you.
964
01:00:53,152 --> 01:00:55,253
Do you feel the wind on your skin?
965
01:00:55,277 --> 01:00:56,837
Yeah.
966
01:00:56,861 --> 01:00:59,253
Yes? It's more sensitive now, isn't it?
967
01:00:59,277 --> 01:01:02,253
- It is true, Salome.
- Take away one sense,
968
01:01:02,277 --> 01:01:03,878
all the others become heightened.
969
01:01:03,902 --> 01:01:05,462
Your beauty has troubled me.
970
01:01:05,486 --> 01:01:08,253
More intense. Remember that.
971
01:01:08,277 --> 01:01:10,337
Your beauty has grievously troubled me.
972
01:01:10,361 --> 01:01:12,461
That's your responsibility as an artist.
973
01:01:16,111 --> 01:01:18,304
And I have looked at you too much.
974
01:01:20,194 --> 01:01:23,087
It may be that I have loved you too much.
975
01:01:25,527 --> 01:01:27,207
She's had a good day.
976
01:01:27,694 --> 01:01:29,374
Is that right, Mom?
977
01:01:29,777 --> 01:01:31,337
If that's what she says.
978
01:01:31,361 --> 01:01:33,041
Oh.
979
01:01:35,652 --> 01:01:37,332
Do you know where I am?
980
01:01:38,444 --> 01:01:40,124
Doing your work.
981
01:01:41,194 --> 01:01:42,874
And what is that?
982
01:01:43,236 --> 01:01:44,916
Making plays.
983
01:01:45,361 --> 01:01:47,041
You've always liked plays.
984
01:01:48,402 --> 01:01:50,082
You like making things up.
985
01:01:53,111 --> 01:01:54,795
Are you proud of your daughter?
986
01:01:54,819 --> 01:01:56,462
Oh, yes.
987
01:01:56,486 --> 01:01:58,166
See?
988
01:01:58,527 --> 01:02:00,207
Proud of the things I make up?
989
01:02:02,944 --> 01:02:04,951
Do you know how long
I'm gonna be gone, Mom?
990
01:02:06,152 --> 01:02:08,170
I'm not sure.
991
01:02:08,194 --> 01:02:09,874
Ask Dimitra. She knows.
992
01:02:10,736 --> 01:02:12,416
Down to the hour.
993
01:02:20,236 --> 01:02:21,795
- 'Til the end of the month.
- Oh.
994
01:02:21,819 --> 01:02:25,692
Yeah. Exactly. Just enough time.
995
01:02:30,319 --> 01:02:31,999
She wonders if I know.
996
01:02:33,444 --> 01:02:36,991
This is probably almost exactly
how Beatrice imagined me.
997
01:02:38,402 --> 01:02:40,082
Your wife.
998
01:02:40,569 --> 01:02:43,649
Just a silly little threat.
Another passing fling.
999
01:02:45,527 --> 01:02:48,747
What does she really know about
what has gone on in this house?
1000
01:02:50,444 --> 01:02:53,795
I imagine her swinging around
to glance at the family portrait
1001
01:02:53,819 --> 01:02:56,899
suddenly frightened by the story it tells.
1002
01:02:57,611 --> 01:02:59,503
How my father read me so many plays
1003
01:02:59,527 --> 01:03:01,814
and made me act out so many scenes.
1004
01:03:02,736 --> 01:03:05,442
His artistic aspirations for me
1005
01:03:06,819 --> 01:03:12,046
somehow always as frustrated
as his aspirations for himself.
1006
01:03:13,194 --> 01:03:15,795
Now that we've abandoned
the sculpture idea,
1007
01:03:15,819 --> 01:03:18,837
we're going to try
for the more traditional method.
1008
01:03:18,861 --> 01:03:22,003
So the first step in the process
that you're going to see
1009
01:03:22,027 --> 01:03:27,003
is I will put a layer of
petroleum jelly on Johan's face,
1010
01:03:27,027 --> 01:03:31,628
and then, on top of that,
I'll use a soft alginate gel
1011
01:03:31,652 --> 01:03:34,212
which will pick up the details of his skin.
1012
01:03:34,236 --> 01:03:37,378
And for that phase
I'm gonna work really quickly
1013
01:03:37,402 --> 01:03:39,587
because it dries super-fast,
1014
01:03:39,611 --> 01:03:42,045
like, it's gonna set
in less than ten minutes.
1015
01:03:42,069 --> 01:03:44,029
So...
1016
01:03:44,694 --> 01:03:48,003
I end up being your guinea pig after all.
1017
01:03:48,027 --> 01:03:51,387
Yeah, I just realized that
1018
01:03:51,777 --> 01:03:53,712
there needed to be
a lot more detail in the head.
1019
01:03:53,736 --> 01:03:57,087
It's really gotta be lifelike,
especially for the broadcast.
1020
01:03:57,111 --> 01:04:00,051
No worries. I'm used to this.
1021
01:04:01,361 --> 01:04:03,420
It's the way it's usually done.
1022
01:04:03,444 --> 01:04:05,378
I'm sorry to have wasted your time.
1023
01:04:05,402 --> 01:04:07,502
Not at all.
1024
01:04:07,986 --> 01:04:11,392
I enjoy watching you work.
1025
01:04:15,694 --> 01:04:19,707
Can I keep it? I mean... the sculpture?
1026
01:04:20,569 --> 01:04:22,482
Yeah, I guess.
1027
01:04:25,777 --> 01:04:29,837
I'll give it to the
national gallery back home.
1028
01:04:31,986 --> 01:04:33,878
Okay, I'm gonna put some
on your lips now
1029
01:04:33,902 --> 01:04:35,920
so you might want to stop talking.
1030
01:04:35,944 --> 01:04:38,462
My lips will be sealed.
1031
01:04:38,486 --> 01:04:40,087
Uh, no, no.
1032
01:04:40,111 --> 01:04:42,795
- Stop it?
- No, just... Stop!
1033
01:04:42,819 --> 01:04:45,619
Stop!
1034
01:04:47,111 --> 01:04:50,284
This was unexpected.
1035
01:04:51,027 --> 01:04:54,378
A singer playing John the Baptist
1036
01:04:54,402 --> 01:04:56,596
makes a pass at me.
1037
01:04:58,694 --> 01:05:02,474
What's that thing in the Bible
about judge not?
1038
01:05:09,527 --> 01:05:11,207
Things became...
1039
01:05:12,444 --> 01:05:14,124
really complicated.
1040
01:05:16,944 --> 01:05:20,771
Like, when you and I were
working on that thing in school
1041
01:05:23,444 --> 01:05:25,124
things were...
1042
01:05:25,777 --> 01:05:27,457
really intense.
1043
01:05:29,444 --> 01:05:31,545
With Charles and you.
1044
01:05:31,569 --> 01:05:33,249
Mmm.
1045
01:05:36,444 --> 01:05:38,124
And...
1046
01:05:40,027 --> 01:05:41,707
And other things.
1047
01:05:46,819 --> 01:05:48,587
I sensed something was going on.
1048
01:05:48,611 --> 01:05:50,291
No you didn't.
1049
01:05:50,736 --> 01:05:52,416
No.
1050
01:05:53,611 --> 01:05:55,291
How?
1051
01:05:56,944 --> 01:05:58,624
I was watching you...
1052
01:05:59,652 --> 01:06:01,332
the whole time.
1053
01:06:01,986 --> 01:06:03,666
I couldn't take my eyes off you.
1054
01:06:05,652 --> 01:06:10,226
Um, I could tell
you were in a crazy place.
1055
01:06:12,027 --> 01:06:13,894
I wanted to help you find a way out.
1056
01:06:18,694 --> 01:06:20,253
Somewhere.
1057
01:06:20,277 --> 01:06:21,957
Here...
1058
01:06:23,527 --> 01:06:25,767
there's an awful sense of vagueness.
1059
01:06:29,111 --> 01:06:31,491
Uncertainty between what I remember
1060
01:06:32,527 --> 01:06:34,207
and what actually took place.
1061
01:06:39,777 --> 01:06:41,420
The girl takes off her blindfold
1062
01:06:41,444 --> 01:06:43,731
and stares ahead as he scurries away.
1063
01:06:47,694 --> 01:06:50,074
She feels the blindfold in her hand
1064
01:06:50,569 --> 01:06:53,042
rubbing it as other shadows appear.
1065
01:06:59,569 --> 01:07:01,249
Ravenous men
1066
01:07:01,611 --> 01:07:04,457
watching as she dances for her father.
1067
01:07:05,486 --> 01:07:07,166
And for them.
1068
01:07:15,902 --> 01:07:17,878
I never agreed with the way you staged
1069
01:07:17,902 --> 01:07:20,189
these dark monsters, Charles.
1070
01:07:21,611 --> 01:07:23,920
How you made Salome look
like a stripper in a club
1071
01:07:23,944 --> 01:07:27,304
performing for
a bunch of leering customers.
1072
01:07:28,152 --> 01:07:29,832
It was never like that.
1073
01:07:31,069 --> 01:07:32,749
Not from what I remembered.
1074
01:07:33,652 --> 01:07:35,332
Not from what I told you.
1075
01:07:39,402 --> 01:07:41,082
They touched her.
1076
01:07:41,402 --> 01:07:43,082
They stroked her.
1077
01:07:45,069 --> 01:07:46,936
Did she give them permission?
1078
01:07:48,777 --> 01:07:50,457
You never made that clear.
1079
01:07:55,486 --> 01:07:57,399
This dark doppelganger.
1080
01:08:00,736 --> 01:08:02,836
No, it was never like that.
1081
01:08:04,902 --> 01:08:06,582
That's not how it felt.
1082
01:08:10,069 --> 01:08:12,402
I remember dark fangs and talons
1083
01:08:12,902 --> 01:08:16,216
and their terrible wings
as they beat the air around me.
1084
01:08:18,736 --> 01:08:20,416
I remember feeling trapped.
1085
01:08:21,694 --> 01:08:23,514
But there was nowhere to escape to.
1086
01:08:35,527 --> 01:08:37,207
Now, this time...
1087
01:08:37,944 --> 01:08:39,764
I try something different.
1088
01:08:41,194 --> 01:08:43,837
And then, now,
I kind of wanna feel the trees.
1089
01:08:43,861 --> 01:08:45,920
I wanna feel like we're in the forest.
1090
01:08:45,944 --> 01:08:48,795
Not deep into it but I just
wanna sense she's in the forest.
1091
01:08:48,819 --> 01:08:51,432
I want the trees
and branches to come alive
1092
01:08:52,111 --> 01:08:54,631
with a sense of the horror
they are witnessing.
1093
01:08:55,652 --> 01:08:57,212
I really wanna feel...
1094
01:08:57,236 --> 01:08:58,837
Like their spirits are being tortured
1095
01:08:58,861 --> 01:09:01,334
as Salome performs her nightmarish
1096
01:09:01,777 --> 01:09:03,597
dance of the seven veils.
1097
01:09:04,736 --> 01:09:06,420
And can you make the body feel like
1098
01:09:06,444 --> 01:09:08,337
you're almost getting younger?
1099
01:09:08,361 --> 01:09:10,647
From a woman into a little girl.
1100
01:09:12,319 --> 01:09:15,632
And then I want a scream.
I want a, I want a, just a...
1101
01:09:17,819 --> 01:09:20,753
Amazing. Yeah. Okay, perf...
And then she's bigger.
1102
01:09:20,777 --> 01:09:22,691
You can get even bigger and bigger.
1103
01:09:33,527 --> 01:09:35,207
I am Salome.
1104
01:09:36,069 --> 01:09:37,749
Daughter of Herodias.
1105
01:09:38,486 --> 01:09:40,166
Princess of Judea.
1106
01:09:55,111 --> 01:09:57,462
What does Ambur
really think of the ballerinas?
1107
01:09:57,486 --> 01:09:59,399
I wanna break them.
1108
01:10:00,444 --> 01:10:02,878
- Are you serious?
- Mm, very.
1109
01:10:02,902 --> 01:10:04,582
Just cover my eyes.
1110
01:12:33,277 --> 01:12:36,544
It is thy mouth that I desire.
1111
01:12:39,152 --> 01:12:41,859
It is like a pomegranate cut in twain
1112
01:12:42,236 --> 01:12:43,916
with a knife.
1113
01:12:52,361 --> 01:12:54,927
Suffer me to kiss thy mouth.
1114
01:13:04,319 --> 01:13:05,878
No...
1115
01:13:05,902 --> 01:13:08,142
Stop! Stop!
1116
01:13:09,569 --> 01:13:12,416
I don't understand. Was this staged?
1117
01:13:13,194 --> 01:13:15,212
Uh, what do you mean?
1118
01:13:15,236 --> 01:13:17,709
Did you ask him to do this?
1119
01:13:18,777 --> 01:13:23,420
- No. No, of course not.
- I told him to stop.
1120
01:13:23,444 --> 01:13:25,544
- Okay, but...
- And he didn't.
1121
01:13:26,944 --> 01:13:30,545
And why are you thinking
of sending this out now?
1122
01:13:30,569 --> 01:13:32,249
Didn't this happen a few days ago?
1123
01:13:33,152 --> 01:13:35,812
Last week as I was making the cast.
1124
01:13:36,694 --> 01:13:39,420
And you finished making the cast,
1125
01:13:39,444 --> 01:13:41,003
let's be clear on that.
1126
01:13:41,027 --> 01:13:43,545
This thing happened
1127
01:13:43,569 --> 01:13:45,837
then you went ahead
and finished making the cast.
1128
01:13:45,861 --> 01:13:49,874
It took me a while to fully absorb it.
1129
01:13:53,319 --> 01:13:55,337
You asked me to document everything
1130
01:13:55,361 --> 01:13:58,067
that went into making
the head of John the Baptist.
1131
01:13:58,444 --> 01:14:00,124
And this is everything.
1132
01:14:01,111 --> 01:14:02,670
Okay.
1133
01:14:02,694 --> 01:14:05,837
But this is also a recording of, uh,
1134
01:14:05,861 --> 01:14:07,587
of an attack. Uh...
1135
01:14:08,194 --> 01:14:10,107
A sexual attack.
1136
01:14:10,819 --> 01:14:12,639
And you're making that public.
1137
01:14:13,944 --> 01:14:15,545
That's right.
1138
01:14:15,569 --> 01:14:17,996
Just before we open this production.
1139
01:14:21,027 --> 01:14:22,707
Why?
1140
01:14:24,527 --> 01:14:26,087
I am...
1141
01:14:26,111 --> 01:14:29,331
just completing the job
that I was told to do.
1142
01:14:29,861 --> 01:14:32,587
I have an email from
the marketing team that says
1143
01:14:32,611 --> 01:14:36,087
I can, I can do this
any way that I want to.
1144
01:14:36,111 --> 01:14:38,545
That I should make it personal.
1145
01:14:38,569 --> 01:14:40,716
And this just got very personal.
1146
01:14:42,236 --> 01:14:44,128
I feel that I have a responsibility
1147
01:14:44,152 --> 01:14:45,920
to make it known.
1148
01:14:45,944 --> 01:14:47,717
We're not obliged to give our approval.
1149
01:14:48,694 --> 01:14:50,337
Really?
1150
01:14:50,361 --> 01:14:52,087
You're not gonna give me your approval?
1151
01:14:53,527 --> 01:14:55,503
Is that the message
that the opera company
1152
01:14:55,527 --> 01:14:57,253
wants to put out there
1153
01:14:57,277 --> 01:14:59,004
when I decide to show this anyway?
1154
01:15:00,236 --> 01:15:02,503
I just-I don't-I don't think
that is a great idea
1155
01:15:02,527 --> 01:15:05,087
to try and ban me
from making this public.
1156
01:15:05,111 --> 01:15:06,791
Does he know?
1157
01:15:09,152 --> 01:15:12,279
Johan. That you're planning to do this?
1158
01:15:13,194 --> 01:15:14,874
Not yet.
1159
01:15:18,652 --> 01:15:21,126
Okay.
1160
01:15:23,569 --> 01:15:25,389
What can we do
to get you to reconsider?
1161
01:15:26,402 --> 01:15:29,920
I know this must have been
very traumatic for you, Clea.
1162
01:15:29,944 --> 01:15:31,624
I'm not trying to diminish that.
1163
01:15:32,736 --> 01:15:35,349
Is there any way we can find a solution?
1164
01:15:52,777 --> 01:15:54,457
What is she doing?
1165
01:15:55,194 --> 01:15:57,667
- What do you mean?
- Ambur, what is she doing?
1166
01:16:09,694 --> 01:16:11,607
Why is she
in a different opera right now?
1167
01:16:12,902 --> 01:16:15,609
Uh, is it the performance?
1168
01:16:19,361 --> 01:16:21,462
I... I...
1169
01:16:21,486 --> 01:16:24,099
I don't understand. I thought...
1170
01:16:24,569 --> 01:16:26,529
{\an8}Can we, like, pause for one second?
1171
01:16:27,986 --> 01:16:30,295
{\an8}Uh, what is it that you're not happy with?
1172
01:16:30,319 --> 01:16:32,045
{\an8}Put your hand to your face.
1173
01:16:32,069 --> 01:16:33,749
{\an8}Yeah, perfect. Just like that.
1174
01:16:34,319 --> 01:16:36,003
It's sensual. You know that word.
1175
01:16:36,027 --> 01:16:38,045
Some people have a problem
with that word.
1176
01:16:38,069 --> 01:16:39,962
But it sounds good. It's not bad.
1177
01:16:39,986 --> 01:16:42,212
- I'm sorry, what is she doing?
- What is she doing?
1178
01:16:42,236 --> 01:16:44,337
Why is your hand to your face like that?
1179
01:16:44,361 --> 01:16:46,041
{\an8}Are you playful?
1180
01:16:46,736 --> 01:16:48,920
{\an8}It's... Stop. Stop.
1181
01:16:48,944 --> 01:16:51,464
{\an8}Sorry.
1182
01:16:53,402 --> 01:16:55,962
Stop. Stop, stop. Sorry.
1183
01:16:55,986 --> 01:16:58,170
I'm sorry. I have one...
1184
01:16:58,194 --> 01:17:00,920
- It's my rehearsal. Excuse me.
- I just need a moment.
1185
01:17:00,944 --> 01:17:03,087
- It's ridiculous.
- It's very important, okay?
1186
01:17:03,111 --> 01:17:05,712
Ambur, there's nothing mischievous
1187
01:17:05,736 --> 01:17:08,378
- or sly or playful.
- Go back into the dance.
1188
01:17:08,402 --> 01:17:10,587
- About any of this.
- Please go back to letter Q.
1189
01:17:10,611 --> 01:17:13,628
- You're not a sex kitten.
- Big letter Q with upbeat.
1190
01:17:13,652 --> 01:17:15,795
You're not happy about this decision.
1191
01:17:15,819 --> 01:17:17,587
We take it with an upbeat.
1192
01:17:17,611 --> 01:17:20,212
This is not something that
you're taking pleasure from.
1193
01:17:20,236 --> 01:17:23,212
You did not dance naked for your father
1194
01:17:23,236 --> 01:17:26,420
and allow yourself to be raped
by a gang of strangers
1195
01:17:26,444 --> 01:17:29,045
for some petulant little game.
1196
01:17:29,069 --> 01:17:30,712
You agreed to do this crazy dance
1197
01:17:30,736 --> 01:17:33,753
because you desperately needed
to show John the Baptist
1198
01:17:33,777 --> 01:17:35,628
that you love him.
1199
01:17:35,652 --> 01:17:38,420
Right? And this monster
is taking advantage of that.
1200
01:17:38,444 --> 01:17:41,753
And your mother is just
standing there, watching.
1201
01:17:41,777 --> 01:17:45,628
You are taking this action
because you want to, somehow,
1202
01:17:45,652 --> 01:17:47,670
liberate yourself from your father
1203
01:17:47,694 --> 01:17:50,253
and everything that he represents.
1204
01:17:50,277 --> 01:17:53,920
You need John the Baptist's head
because you need to prove
1205
01:17:53,944 --> 01:17:56,712
that you are worthy of being loved.
1206
01:17:56,736 --> 01:18:00,878
You're not just a plaything
for your father's dark need
1207
01:18:00,902 --> 01:18:02,582
that he has to fulfill.
1208
01:18:03,194 --> 01:18:07,394
This is something that you
now need to do for yourself.
1209
01:18:07,902 --> 01:18:09,462
Right?
1210
01:18:09,486 --> 01:18:12,212
Is it, is it gonna make you feel better?
1211
01:18:12,236 --> 01:18:13,920
Is it gonna change anything?
1212
01:18:13,944 --> 01:18:15,670
You have no idea
1213
01:18:15,694 --> 01:18:17,934
what is going to come of your actions.
1214
01:18:21,236 --> 01:18:22,795
Nothing is clear to you
1215
01:18:22,819 --> 01:18:24,499
right now except your pain.
1216
01:19:29,236 --> 01:19:30,916
Dance for me.
1217
01:19:32,361 --> 01:19:34,041
Dance for me.
1218
01:19:36,861 --> 01:19:39,147
Suffer me to touch thy body.
1219
01:19:50,402 --> 01:19:52,316
The moon has a strange look tonight.
1220
01:19:52,902 --> 01:19:54,582
Hasn't she a strange look?
1221
01:20:35,236 --> 01:20:37,045
Keep following me.
1222
01:20:37,069 --> 01:20:39,309
Keep following my voice.
1223
01:20:45,861 --> 01:20:48,054
Keep coming, keep coming,
keep coming.
1224
01:21:32,361 --> 01:21:36,087
Slowly, slowly you start to collapse.
1225
01:21:36,111 --> 01:21:38,911
And as you're doing that,
you hear my words
1226
01:21:39,319 --> 01:21:42,212
and you remember these words.
They make you feel safe.
1227
01:21:52,194 --> 01:21:54,212
Why would you ask Dimitra to do that?
1228
01:21:54,236 --> 01:21:57,176
I'm sorry, I shouldn't have
to explain that to you, Paul.
1229
01:21:57,819 --> 01:22:00,420
It's always haunted me. Okay?
1230
01:22:00,444 --> 01:22:03,253
- Okay. It's just so...
- It's what? Is it unnerving?
1231
01:22:03,277 --> 01:22:05,657
- It's-it's crazy.
- Yeah, it is crazy.
1232
01:22:06,194 --> 01:22:08,420
- You know what's even crazier?
- I told Dimitra
1233
01:22:08,444 --> 01:22:10,628
that I was okay with
what you guys were doing
1234
01:22:10,652 --> 01:22:13,266
as long as she did this one thing for me.
1235
01:22:17,069 --> 01:22:18,796
And you were sincere about that?
1236
01:22:19,361 --> 01:22:23,001
That if-if she does that
to the painting, then...
1237
01:22:24,152 --> 01:22:26,346
then you're cool with
what's happening between us.
1238
01:22:31,319 --> 01:22:33,746
Okay. Um...
1239
01:22:34,694 --> 01:22:36,628
Okay.
1240
01:22:36,652 --> 01:22:38,659
Can you see that, Margot?
1241
01:22:39,652 --> 01:22:42,126
Wh... Oh, dear.
1242
01:22:43,236 --> 01:22:45,616
What's happened to Harold's face?
1243
01:22:47,277 --> 01:22:49,191
Your daughter asked me to do that.
1244
01:22:50,777 --> 01:22:52,457
Why?
1245
01:22:53,361 --> 01:22:56,254
Not sure, Margot. She didn't explain.
1246
01:22:56,736 --> 01:22:58,416
So, why did you do it?
1247
01:23:02,944 --> 01:23:04,670
Because.
1248
01:23:04,694 --> 01:23:08,194
She doesn't want to see his face
anymore when she comes to visit.
1249
01:23:13,777 --> 01:23:15,545
So, um...
1250
01:23:15,569 --> 01:23:17,249
can you think of a reason why?
1251
01:23:21,194 --> 01:23:24,295
Jeanie thinks
that Harold was a bad man.
1252
01:23:24,319 --> 01:23:26,232
Why?
1253
01:23:27,444 --> 01:23:29,378
He loved her.
1254
01:23:29,402 --> 01:23:31,082
What's wrong with that?
1255
01:23:34,486 --> 01:23:36,679
He loved her too much.
1256
01:23:42,486 --> 01:23:44,462
What does that mean?
1257
01:23:44,486 --> 01:23:46,166
What does that mean?
1258
01:23:51,444 --> 01:23:54,151
You can leave the painting
like that if you want.
1259
01:24:01,152 --> 01:24:02,832
I hurt you.
1260
01:24:12,944 --> 01:24:14,628
How can you expect me to agree?
1261
01:24:14,652 --> 01:24:16,337
Because, Rachel,
you're gonna get to sing
1262
01:24:16,361 --> 01:24:18,503
with a real orchestra.
1263
01:24:18,527 --> 01:24:21,374
This is what you
always dreamed of. Shit.
1264
01:24:21,777 --> 01:24:24,503
- It's blackmail, Clea.
- You've blackmailed the company
1265
01:24:24,527 --> 01:24:26,253
into letting me perform.
1266
01:24:26,277 --> 01:24:28,191
I've discussed it with Ambur
1267
01:24:28,819 --> 01:24:30,499
and she's agreed to it.
1268
01:24:31,194 --> 01:24:33,003
- Well, that's even worse.
- Why?
1269
01:24:33,027 --> 01:24:35,420
- Is she still getting paid?
- Well, I mean...
1270
01:24:35,444 --> 01:24:38,384
normally it would go to you,
but, in this case...
1271
01:24:39,277 --> 01:24:41,003
But, we'll, just, uh, pay her something.
1272
01:24:41,027 --> 01:24:42,670
No, we didn't get into to those details.
1273
01:24:42,694 --> 01:24:44,920
- Like a kickback?
- No, it's not like that.
1274
01:24:44,944 --> 01:24:46,962
Or go back and extort more.
1275
01:24:46,986 --> 01:24:48,587
Okay, why are you looking at this
1276
01:24:48,611 --> 01:24:50,462
as though I've done something,
like, criminal?
1277
01:24:50,486 --> 01:24:53,192
Because it's really
the only way to see it, Clea.
1278
01:24:54,611 --> 01:24:57,271
Maybe you even planned it
from the beginning.
1279
01:25:01,652 --> 01:25:03,706
Rachel, how could you say that to me?
1280
01:25:04,986 --> 01:25:08,212
He made a pass at me.
1281
01:25:08,236 --> 01:25:13,509
I didn't plan that.
I said stop and he didn't.
1282
01:25:15,361 --> 01:25:17,795
- And you taped it all.
- Yes, because the opera company
1283
01:25:17,819 --> 01:25:19,966
told me to.
1284
01:25:21,361 --> 01:25:23,753
And he knew
that the camera was on him?
1285
01:25:23,777 --> 01:25:25,503
Yes.
1286
01:25:25,527 --> 01:25:27,253
He was aware that he was being taped?
1287
01:25:27,277 --> 01:25:29,170
Yes. I just told you that.
1288
01:25:29,194 --> 01:25:31,434
Oh, my God. You sound just like them.
1289
01:25:45,361 --> 01:25:47,367
Rachel...
1290
01:25:48,652 --> 01:25:52,152
I am doing this... for you.
1291
01:25:53,944 --> 01:25:55,857
It's not about me.
1292
01:25:56,569 --> 01:25:58,128
Clea...
1293
01:25:58,152 --> 01:26:00,628
It's because I love you.
1294
01:26:00,652 --> 01:26:02,426
How can you say that?
1295
01:26:04,902 --> 01:26:06,582
He attacked you.
1296
01:26:07,527 --> 01:26:09,087
You-you don't feel
1297
01:26:09,111 --> 01:26:11,128
- anything about that?
- Of course I do.
1298
01:26:11,152 --> 01:26:13,503
You knew the camera was on him.
1299
01:26:13,527 --> 01:26:16,670
You knew that you could use his actions
1300
01:26:16,694 --> 01:26:18,253
to frame him and, then,
1301
01:26:18,277 --> 01:26:21,212
the whole time it's happening
you-you have a plan?
1302
01:26:21,236 --> 01:26:23,662
No, the plan didn't occur to me until
1303
01:26:24,027 --> 01:26:26,594
after it happened.
1304
01:26:30,569 --> 01:26:32,529
Clea...
1305
01:26:33,152 --> 01:26:36,372
what you are proposing to do is wrong.
1306
01:26:39,444 --> 01:26:41,124
What are you going to do?
1307
01:26:42,319 --> 01:26:43,999
With the recording?
1308
01:26:59,861 --> 01:27:01,670
I don't know.
1309
01:27:01,694 --> 01:27:03,253
Shouldn't we go back to the opening?
1310
01:27:03,277 --> 01:27:06,077
- It's only a five-minute walk.
- We can head out really soon.
1311
01:27:06,652 --> 01:27:08,212
Right, you have to take a bow.
1312
01:27:08,236 --> 01:27:10,336
Yeah, I have to take my big bow.
1313
01:27:10,986 --> 01:27:13,003
I just want to take a moment
to celebrate with you.
1314
01:27:13,027 --> 01:27:14,707
Just the two of us.
1315
01:27:16,986 --> 01:27:20,252
I had a dream last night
that I got to play the part.
1316
01:27:21,069 --> 01:27:23,122
Like one of those anxiety dreams?
1317
01:27:24,486 --> 01:27:26,045
What do you mean?
1318
01:27:26,069 --> 01:27:28,170
Like when you open your mouth
and nothing comes out
1319
01:27:28,194 --> 01:27:29,962
or you're late for an exam
or you don't know
1320
01:27:29,986 --> 01:27:31,587
the answers to stuff.
1321
01:27:31,611 --> 01:27:33,170
Ooh. Incredible.
1322
01:27:33,194 --> 01:27:35,045
No, I, uh, I sang well.
1323
01:27:35,069 --> 01:27:37,822
- It's not my house.
- Well, that's unsurprising.
1324
01:27:38,152 --> 01:27:39,832
Good for you.
1325
01:27:40,277 --> 01:27:42,628
Even after I lost my head, I kept singing.
1326
01:27:42,652 --> 01:27:45,266
Really? That's handy.
1327
01:27:47,819 --> 01:27:50,253
It was strange.
1328
01:27:50,277 --> 01:27:52,144
Yeah, I bet. Cheers.
1329
01:27:55,361 --> 01:27:57,274
It's the toughest part of the opera.
1330
01:27:57,902 --> 01:27:59,462
What?
1331
01:27:59,486 --> 01:28:02,378
She sings at the head way too long
1332
01:28:02,402 --> 01:28:04,082
before she kisses it.
1333
01:28:06,861 --> 01:28:09,241
Well, there's nothing we can
really do about that now.
1334
01:28:17,611 --> 01:28:20,411
I wanna kiss thy lips, John the Baptist.
1335
01:28:25,569 --> 01:28:27,249
I will not look at thee.
1336
01:28:28,569 --> 01:28:30,249
Thou art accursed.
1337
01:28:32,736 --> 01:28:34,416
Okay.
1338
01:28:36,111 --> 01:28:38,304
It is of thy hair that I am enamored.
1339
01:28:42,194 --> 01:28:43,874
There is nothing in the world
1340
01:28:45,319 --> 01:28:47,326
like your hair.
1341
01:28:47,986 --> 01:28:50,272
When the moon hides her face.
1342
01:28:50,694 --> 01:28:53,401
When the stars are afraid.
1343
01:28:55,194 --> 01:28:56,874
Let me touch thy hair.
1344
01:29:32,111 --> 01:29:33,791
Can you fill this?
1345
01:29:36,777 --> 01:29:38,457
What is it?
1346
01:30:43,027 --> 01:30:44,587
{\an8}I thought we had an understanding.
1347
01:30:44,611 --> 01:30:46,795
{\an8}- We did.
- What, she went ahead anyway?
1348
01:30:46,819 --> 01:30:49,337
{\an8}- Obviously.
- Is this already online?
1349
01:30:49,361 --> 01:30:51,041
{\an8}Yeah, that's how I saw it.
1350
01:31:48,361 --> 01:31:50,045
I apologized after this
1351
01:31:50,069 --> 01:31:51,962
and I don't know what else to do, I-I-I...
1352
01:31:51,986 --> 01:31:54,319
Stop. It's done. Enough.
1353
01:31:58,111 --> 01:31:59,791
But, uh...
1354
01:32:00,694 --> 01:32:03,121
do I still take the curtain call?
1355
01:33:19,152 --> 01:33:22,232
{\an8}An enraged princess
who would extract her price.
1356
01:33:36,194 --> 01:33:38,854
Her stepfather begs her
to change her mind.
1357
01:33:40,527 --> 01:33:43,141
I know I have sworn an oath, he says.
1358
01:33:45,027 --> 01:33:46,707
I have always loved.
1359
01:33:47,986 --> 01:33:50,179
Perhaps I have loved you too much.
1360
01:34:08,361 --> 01:34:11,534
The conductor leaves his podium
and finds his way to the stage.
1361
01:34:12,402 --> 01:34:14,689
As the curtain rises, Salome is there.
1362
01:34:15,069 --> 01:34:16,749
Her dress splattered in blood.
1363
01:34:17,944 --> 01:34:21,024
She waves her red-stained hands
to the cheering crowd.
1364
01:34:21,902 --> 01:34:24,337
She expresses her gratitude
to the musicians
1365
01:34:24,361 --> 01:34:26,041
in the pit below.
1366
01:34:26,819 --> 01:34:28,499
I'm taping this all
1367
01:34:29,027 --> 01:34:30,670
fully aware that I'm supposed to be
1368
01:34:30,694 --> 01:34:32,374
backstage now as well.
1369
01:34:38,402 --> 01:34:39,962
I pan my camera back to the stage
1370
01:34:39,986 --> 01:34:41,545
and see Salome gesturing
1371
01:34:41,569 --> 01:34:44,042
for the conductor to take his applause.
1372
01:34:46,069 --> 01:34:47,936
This is where I'm supposed to now be.
1373
01:34:51,486 --> 01:34:53,166
Taking my bow.
1374
01:34:53,777 --> 01:34:55,457
But they realize that I'm a no-show.
1375
01:35:00,444 --> 01:35:02,731
They're still applauding for you, Charles.
1376
01:35:04,944 --> 01:35:06,624
Even with all the changes I've made.
1377
01:35:26,902 --> 01:35:28,582
Will mine be ready in time?
1378
01:35:31,944 --> 01:35:33,624
No.
1379
01:35:34,111 --> 01:35:36,003
We'll have to use his head tonight.
1380
01:35:36,027 --> 01:35:37,878
That's a bit of a stretch.
1381
01:35:37,902 --> 01:35:39,462
Well, we don't have a choice.
1382
01:35:39,486 --> 01:35:42,192
We're gonna work on yours,
but it'll take a while.
1383
01:35:42,986 --> 01:35:45,378
We should have it ready
for the recording, though.
1384
01:35:45,402 --> 01:35:47,082
The recording?
1385
01:35:47,777 --> 01:35:49,924
So, I'll be doing the broadcast?
1386
01:35:52,486 --> 01:35:54,166
Wow.
1387
01:35:54,569 --> 01:35:56,482
You're very lucky.
1388
01:35:59,569 --> 01:36:01,249
What if I'm terrible?
1389
01:36:03,069 --> 01:36:04,628
What if I can't see the conductor?
1390
01:36:04,652 --> 01:36:06,706
You know, the whole thing
with the blindfold.
1391
01:36:07,236 --> 01:36:08,962
The blindfold's see-through.
1392
01:36:11,569 --> 01:36:13,342
No, you'll be amazing.
1393
01:36:14,819 --> 01:36:17,386
I know how seriously
you and Rachel were preparing.
1394
01:36:19,736 --> 01:36:21,416
I'd prefer to do it with her.
1395
01:36:22,027 --> 01:36:23,587
With Rachel.
1396
01:36:23,611 --> 01:36:26,037
Well, that's not an option.
1397
01:36:42,319 --> 01:36:43,999
I'm sorry.
1398
01:36:44,402 --> 01:36:46,456
- I didn't mean to...
- No, it's okay.
1399
01:36:52,069 --> 01:36:54,670
I can imagine how brilliant
1400
01:36:54,694 --> 01:36:56,607
you and Rachel would've been together.
1401
01:37:01,736 --> 01:37:03,753
And she's gonna get her chance too.
1402
01:37:03,777 --> 01:37:05,457
One day.
1403
01:37:09,652 --> 01:37:11,212
From our conversation
1404
01:37:11,236 --> 01:37:13,149
she knew that a sculpture wouldn't do.
1405
01:37:14,486 --> 01:37:16,337
That a cast was more accurate.
1406
01:37:16,361 --> 01:37:19,861
- Ready?
- Even if it was more invasive.
1407
01:37:23,486 --> 01:37:26,003
- Okay, keep your eyes closed.
- Just keep 'em closed.
1408
01:37:26,027 --> 01:37:27,707
- Don't open them.
- Why not?
1409
01:37:28,236 --> 01:37:29,795
Because some of the plaster
1410
01:37:29,819 --> 01:37:31,378
might have stuck to your eyelashes
1411
01:37:31,402 --> 01:37:33,337
and you don't want it to hurt.
1412
01:37:33,361 --> 01:37:35,041
No, I don't.
1413
01:37:38,069 --> 01:37:39,749
Little bit more.
1414
01:37:42,861 --> 01:37:44,541
Okay.
1415
01:37:45,111 --> 01:37:47,444
Now, open them slowly.
1416
01:37:49,277 --> 01:37:50,962
Mmm.
1417
01:37:50,986 --> 01:37:54,859
She stares at his face
with a sense of accomplishment.
1418
01:37:55,652 --> 01:37:57,892
Proud of how she's created this...
1419
01:37:58,402 --> 01:38:00,642
most magical of mirrors.
1420
01:38:07,069 --> 01:38:10,170
Herodias sings that Salome
has made the right choice.
1421
01:38:10,194 --> 01:38:12,378
Finally, after years
of witnessing her husband
1422
01:38:12,402 --> 01:38:14,378
abuse her daughter, she's ready to inflict
1423
01:38:14,402 --> 01:38:16,082
some crazy justice.
1424
01:38:17,402 --> 01:38:19,782
This is my interpretation, Charles.
1425
01:38:20,319 --> 01:38:22,326
I have no idea
what you would've made of it.
1426
01:38:24,902 --> 01:38:26,503
As the empty bowl is presented,
1427
01:38:26,527 --> 01:38:29,467
she has no more than a minute
to fill it with the fake blood.
1428
01:38:29,902 --> 01:38:31,582
The tricky part comes next.
1429
01:38:32,111 --> 01:38:34,771
She takes the prop,
places it under her arm.
1430
01:38:35,652 --> 01:38:38,128
Then, like a proud mother
nursing her child
1431
01:38:38,152 --> 01:38:40,795
she feeds the special formula
that looks so real
1432
01:38:40,819 --> 01:38:43,339
into the gaping wound
of the severed head.
1433
01:38:44,027 --> 01:38:46,878
She needs to fill the cavity to capacity
1434
01:38:46,902 --> 01:38:49,628
so there's enough blood to drip
onto Salome's white dress
1435
01:38:49,652 --> 01:38:52,639
for the entire length of her final aria.
1436
01:39:00,527 --> 01:39:02,394
He was so beautiful to her...
1437
01:39:04,111 --> 01:39:05,791
that if he had only looked at her,
1438
01:39:06,486 --> 01:39:08,166
he would've loved her too.
1439
01:39:09,611 --> 01:39:11,384
That the mystery of love
1440
01:39:12,694 --> 01:39:14,841
is greater than the mystery of death.
1441
01:40:06,402 --> 01:40:08,082
Hi. How'd it go?
1442
01:40:08,611 --> 01:40:10,291
It's still going.
1443
01:40:10,986 --> 01:40:12,899
I would've loved to have been there.
1444
01:40:13,944 --> 01:40:17,304
- I'm in the dressing room now.
- She's kissing my lips.
1445
01:40:22,319 --> 01:40:23,920
She just said that the mystery of love
1446
01:40:23,944 --> 01:40:25,904
is greater than the mystery of death.
1447
01:40:28,861 --> 01:40:31,707
She's about to say
that love has a bitter taste.
1448
01:40:32,902 --> 01:40:34,582
They're calling me to go.
1449
01:40:45,694 --> 01:40:49,521
I have kissed
thy mouth, John the Baptist.
1450
01:40:50,694 --> 01:40:53,167
I have kissed thy mouth.
108589
Can't find what you're looking for?
Get subtitles in any language from opensubtitles.com, and translate them here.