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I suppose I should have more regrets
about the way I live my life.

But I really don't.

Life is only what you make it.

We'll be right back.

You don't know what to do until you make
the next step and find that out. You

know?

So, I gotta go.

He probably is calling you. What else is
new?

But this is what you want to be doing
with your wife, so you need to figure it

out.

You are?

Yeah.

Really?

Yeah. Good.

Okay, see you guys.

The story of Gia is actually a sad
story.

I mean, nobody ever took the business by
storm quite the way she did.

Every actress wanted to be her, and
every actor wanted to be with her.

She told me that her father spent 18
years telling her she was worthless.

She answered an ad in the paper that
said figure models wanted earn up to $1

,000 a day.

I remember meeting her for the first
time.

It was a while ago.

and she was stunning, just absolutely
stunning.

She was probably the best-looking girl
in the business ever.

When Gia came to Hollywood, she was
totally natural.

When she answered an ad in the paper,
she had no idea what she was in for.

May I help you?

Yeah, I'm here about the ad and the
paper.

To model.

Sure.

And this is how you dress to be a model?

And that's how you dress to answer
phones?

Sign here, please. Take a seat.

You need a name?

I have a name.

I mean a performing name.

You don't want to use your real name.
You need to come here. Hi.

Exciting. Lucky for you, I have a
scientific method for coming up with

performers' names.

Okay.

What's your middle name?

Marie. And what's the name of the street
you grew up on?

And this is supposed to be scientific?

Absolutely. Mellon Street.

That would make your performer name
Marie Mellon. This is stupid.

Why don't you just call me Gia?

Gia.

I like it.

It's one word like Madonna or Cher.

No, it's like Gia.

Would you stand up for me so I can take
some shots of you?

Okay.

Look, I need you to be undressed.

Undressed?

That's the way it works.

In order for me to get you work, I need
to see all of you.

I don't think we're talking about the
same type of photos.

You want to be a model, don't you?

Then you have to trust me.

Don't worry, it'll be very tasty.

You'll get used to this.

You'll be doing this all the time. It'll
be like second nature.

Nice. They're a natural.

Tracial. Lee.

No one's ever asked you to do photos
before?

I need to see your... I'm trying to tell
you.

All right. Let me do it again. I want to
catch it in the action shot. One more

time. Go ahead. Now. Give me a nice
smile.

Keep me awake.

Come on.

Very nice.

Yeah, hopefully I'll be able to do
something for you.

Yeah, it's unbelievable.

You know, I've done so many different
projects in my life.

It's like, I wonder how I wound up here.
I should have been like a film producer,

you know, legitimate films, like Dirty
Harry, something like that. But, you

know, whatever. I'm happy. You know, I
get people work.

I make people's careers.

I give people hope. My battery's dead.

It's the story of my life.

That wasn't so bad, was it?

You're still in one piece. Come on.

You're going to be doing a lot of this.
You're going to have to get comfortable

with taking your clothes off.

After a while, it'll be like you're
actually wearing clothing. You'll be so

natural being natural. It'll be great.

Okay, here we go. Sit down.

I've got to test the situation.

You're a very pretty girl.

But in order for you to get serious work
in this business, you're going to need

to get your boobs done.

You think I need a boob job?

It's very common these days.

Your body would be incredible with full
C's, maybe D's.

I don't know. I'm not a doctor.

I don't know.

It would be the difference.

Between making hundreds and making many
thousands.

Well, even if I did get a boob job,
there's no way I could afford it.

Don't worry about it. I'll find you a
doctor who's very affordable.

And then I'll find you a place to stay
while you heal.

I don't know.

Listen, Gia, it's an investment.

With the kind of work I can get you.

But pay those tits off in no time.

And all I have to do is model her photo?

Absolutely.

Yes.

How did it go?

Okay.

Okay?

Look at this check.

Wow.

I guess it went really well.

Yeah. And that was for just wearing a
bathing suit.

These checks are only going to get
bigger.

Book John a shoot for tomorrow with one
of the top female photographers around.

Thanks.

Here's the info.

Go see Monica.

She'll take good care of you.

She's the best.

Thank you.

Nice. Yeah, look at me. Eyes to me.

Yeah, that's it.

Yeah, that's it. That's it.

Eyes. Eyes. Nice. Now look at me.

Stand to the side.

Yeah, let me see that back.

Okay,

stand to the wall.

Okay, let me help you with something,
then.

Whoa, what are you trying to do?

It's okay, I just want to see a little
skin.

It'll look hot.

Alright.

Beautiful.

Let's get out your back.

Yes.

Sexy.

Okay, turn around.

Look at me.

Nice.

Alright, let's go up the top a little
bit. Just let it fall.

You can cover your boobs with your
hands.

Um, okay.

It'll look sexy, don't worry.

Nice, that's it.

You trying to get me naked?

Well, that's why I hide you.

I didn't know anything about getting
naked today.

Well, you know we blow lovely answer
right and you know, they put pornography

horn Come on don't be so naive.

You got a great buddy.

That's taunted.

Well, I don't mind getting naked all you
have to do is that That's what

I wanted

Nice.

Okay, hand over.

Let me see that arm.

That's it.

Yes, out the back.

Yes.

That's good.

All right,

look away.

Beautiful.

What, I'm not doing it right?

You're doing everything right.

Have you ever kissed

a woman before?

Why don't you find out?

Okay.

Thank you.

Fuck me with you.

Fuck. Shit.

Yeah.

Oh, yeah, I can fucking hug.

It's here. I can fucking hug just like
that.

Yeah. You like that? Yeah, I fucking
love that. You like getting fucked in

the heart? Uh-huh. I love it when you
fucking hug. Fucking photographer.

Oh, yeah.

Fucking dirty little fuck.

Yeah. You're my dirty little fuck.

Yeah.

Fuck you.

Fucking hot little slut.

Oh yeah,

you wanna get fucked nice and hot.

Fucking love that, don't you?

Oh, fuck yeah!

Yeah, fuck my cunt.

Fuck you.

It didn't define her.

I knew her for five years.

She was one of Vivian's greatest girls.

You know, she did. She came into the
business and she started out doing girl,

girl and with the instant star and then
started doing boy girls later in her

career. And she was great.

She was just one of a kind.

the best of all the girls and sweet and
funny and pretty and I'm so sad

that she's gone.

Come do the fence like you want me.

Yes!

Yes!

Oh, this is beautiful. We're making art.
Oh!

Oh, that's good.

That's good.

You're making art for the fence.

Stop the fence.

Yes.

You're an animal. You're a savage
animal. This is so perfect. This is so

beautiful. I've got to get back to the
camera. Keep that right there. Right

there. The fence can't hold you back.

Come to me.

Come to the camera.

That's it. That's it.

Crawl through the fence. Throw yourself
down the fence.

Throw your expenses.

I think I got it. That's a wrap.

Wait a second.

I want to take a picture with her.

I can do that.

Here you go. That was the close.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah. Oh, fuck me.

Yeah.

You know what you want?

Mm-hmm. You know what you want?

Oh, please.

Yes. Oh, my God.

Can you take it?

Yeah, I can fucking take it. Can you
take it? Yeah, please.

Yeah. Oh, my God. Yeah. Take that and
I'll see you. You do that? Yeah, fuck my

ass, please.

Where are you going?

I have to go. Why?

I just have to. Well, where do you gotta
go?

To go home.

Do you have to go to work?

I just really need to go, okay?

Where does everybody go when they say
they have to go?

Why don't you just stay?

I have a boyfriend.

Oh?

But we had such a good time. I mean,
where does everybody have to go when

they have to go? Why don't you just
stay?

This is really nice, but I can't stay
here. But you can stay. I'll make you

breakfast, and we can watch TV. We can
watch TV and popcorn.

That sounds really great, but I can't.
Please don't leave me. Why does

everybody leave me?

Don't go.

I'm sorry.

I can't stay.

I'll call you.

But I think, on my observations, I think
that Gia had

abandonment issues.

She expected everybody who was really
good and decent in her life to just up

and disappear.

No one could ever give her the time she
demanded.

Who is this?

Hey, it's me.

Chia, it's three in the morning.
Shouldn't you be getting some rest?

I can't sleep.

What are you doing?

Don't be nervous. You're going to do
great.

Just take two of the pills I gave you.
You're going to have the best sleep you

ever had.

Okay. I guess I'll talk to you tomorrow.

Hi, can I help you?

Hi, global modeling for me?

Oh, you must be Gia.

Come on in.

Yeah, I'll take you, uh, I'll take you
over to make-up.

Yeah, you know, you've got everything
here. You don't need that, so, showers,

locker rooms, bathrooms, none of it's
real. It's the magic of, uh, porn

Hollywood, you know.

Is this your first movie?

Yeah, it's my first one.

Wow, I remember my first movie.

Anal Fuck Whore 3.

That's not what this movie's called,
right? No, no, that was an old movie.

That was a trilogy, actually, you know.

It was three parts because there were so
many unanswered questions from the first

two. Oh.

I'm kidding with you.

I'm sorry, I'm just really nervous. No,
I just wanted to make you feel

comfortable. I was just kidding, but
we'll go over to makeup.

Everyone's doing it now. This is
nothing. Really? Please.

Everybody's become one star. Great, it's
a new thing.

After you.

Okay, go right this way.

I'm going to see the chair.

Perfect.

Um. You guys know each other?

Uh, yeah, we've met.

Oh, cool. Well, hey, look what's here.
Anyway, this is Dirty. Dirty, you and G

are even doing your scene together
today. Lucky you.

Hey, what's up, baby?

Hey.

And you call yourself Dirty?

Yeah, a trick was already taken.

I want to see her. This is going to be
great. I love working with you girls.

I bet you do.

Go grab something to take the edge off.
I don't want you to be nervous.

That's cool, right? Yeah, no problem.
Just come back here when you're done.

Okay. I'll be right back.

So anyway, for the neck thing, let's
make sure we got that right.

Quiet on the set!

Are they really going to fuck right
here?

Yeah, it's a porn set. That's what they
do.

I know, but I mean, in front of
everybody?

They do this every day.

They're just really waiting for them to
call lunch.

Really? Yeah.

Hang on. I'm going to go grab a smoke.

Roll!

Fuck yeah.

How hard could it be?

Once you do this, there's no turning
back.

This is going to change the rest of your
life.

Well, I really have nothing to lose.

Listen, think of it this way.

No relationship you ever have again will
be normal.

You're going to be all over the
internet.

What happens when your boyfriend finds a
picture of you sucking somebody else's

dick? How are you going to explain that?

Well, I'm a big girl. I can handle it.

Maybe you can.

Maybe you'll be the next big thing and
win all the awards.

There's awards for sex.

Yeah, you didn't know that? It's like
the Oscars for porn.

Well,

I don't plan on being around that long
anyways.

No one ever does.

All right, Gia. We're ready for you.

Okay.

Bye-bye.

You alright?

I'm a little nervous.

What are you nervous about? It's gonna
be fun.

Um, I've never done this before.

Look, can we knock off the small talk?
It's a sure thing.

Let's just get on with it.

It's gonna be easy, like second nature,
alright?

I don't know.

It'll be over before you know it.

Look, this dick's not gonna suck itself.

Come on, action!

Wow.

Beautiful.

Thank you.

Does it feel good?

Here's my card. Call me sometime.

I will call you.

See you later, baby.

He's cute.

He's a jerk.

Well, you have a boyfriend.

And are you getting jealous?

No.

I think you're getting jealous.

Because you want to be with me, too.

I can't believe we're living together.

I know. This is so great, right?

Mm-hmm.

So, what are we going to do today?

This is what we're going to do today.
Stay in bed.

What do you mean? I thought we could go
to the movies, hang out.

I thought that now that I have you, we
can just make love all day and stay in

bed.

You're very, very sweet, but I wanted to
talk

to you.

I don't think I want to work with other
guys anymore.

I only want to work with you.

That's great. What about me?

You can work with other guys.

Real funny. You know what I mean. Other
girls.

Seriously, what do you think?

Well, I mean, listen, they're just other
girls, and it's a job for me, a

paycheck.

I just want to be with you.

Aw, you're so sweet, but full of shit.

I'm willing to give this a try and trust
you.

She's gorgeous and sexy.

It's just a shame that she kind of ran
to the wrong people and got into the

whole drug business and kind of couldn't
control herself after a while.

It's kind of sad to see.

I always felt guilty. I figured if I
started dating her, maybe I could have

kept her from going down that road.

Fate is fate, and that's just the way
she rolled, and that's the way things

unfolded.

Walk with me.

What's up?

I hear you're living with Gia.

Yeah, I am.

Oh, she's a hot piece of ass.

I know.

You know how I discovered her?

She came here right from the bus
station.

Yeah, that's what I heard.

Listen, it's essential that Gia begin to
work with other people again.

Well, that's not up to me now.

We love this boy.

Well, you're holding her back.

I mean, do you want to be rich?

I mean, pardon me, but her cunt is your
meal ticket.

Listen, like I said, it's not up to me.

Listen, who got you started in this
business?

You did, I know.

I took you in when nobody would hire you
and your stupid tattoos.

I'm not asking you. I'm telling you.

Listen, I'll do whatever it takes, okay?

That's a good idea.

Get the fuck out of here.

long time ago long long time ago she was
amazing had the presence most amazing

body most amazing beauty and she got
caught up in the entire industry it just

sucked her in drained her but she had a
presence about it she made john holmes

look small if she had a penis she would
have been john she was just an

incredible presence it was too sad that
she got caught up in the madness

What's up?

Hey. I want to talk to you for a minute.

Okay.

You got to start working with other
guys.

Guys? What?

What do you mean? I thought you wanted
me to only be with you.

I do, but it's just a couple scenes, you
know? I mean, think about your career.

My career?

Fuck my career.

You want me to fuck every other fucking
steroid freak dude?

What are you, out of your mind? It's not
that big a deal. I mean, just think

about the money.

The money?

Is that all I am to you? A fucking meal
ticket?

Is that why we're together?

So you can make a couple extra fucking
dollars?

It's just a couple guys.

Fuck you.

That's fucking bullshit. You said you
fucking loved me.

Baby, relax.

What do you mean, fucking relax?

You know, a couple scenes.

You know, think about the money.

The money? That's all you fucking care
about is the fucking money? You don't

care about me? You don't care about
anything that we were supposed to do

together? What the fuck do you think
this is? This is a fucking joke.

This isn't anything to you, is it?
You're overreacting.

I'm overreacting? You told me you
fucking loved me. You told me you wanted

to fucking be with me. Fuck you. Go fuck
yourself.

Have a nice fucking life.

She was one of the biggest stars of all
time.

You know, she broke into the industry.
You know, at first she just did a couple

of girl-girl things.

And then, you know, she just exploded on
the scene. I mean, you know, some people

just have that charisma.

You know, you look at them and you say,
oh, that's a beautiful girl. And then

you hear her talk.

And, you know, and she's just got a way
of putting things that draws you in.

You know, and she, you know, you look at
her on the box covers. She's got those,

she's got that, just that look. I don't
know how to describe it. But, I mean,

very few people have it.

Just to think about all of the things
that she did.

She was...

She did some amazing movies and...
Well... I'm sorry.

It's kind of hard to talk about.

All right, look. There's been a little
bit of a change of plans.

Our male talent canceled.

I got somebody else for you.

Who? He's right over there. You're right
there.

No. I can't have sex with him.

No way.

Why not? What's wrong with him?

Dude, he's my ex.

All right.

No big deal. You know, you could do it.
You're a pro. One thing.

Not so easy being a big-time porn star,
is it?

I'll do it. Don't worry.

Perfect. Can't wait. It's going to be
great. Thank you.

Perfect. There you are.

All right. Let's get started.

Have a seat.

I'll be over here. Let's get going.

What's up? What is that about?

You know, I don't really want to do
this, so let's just get through this and

get our paycheck and leave.

All right, well, we're going to get
through this. Come on. This is what we

do.

Come on, guys. Let's get in there.

Make it easy.

Don't be so rough with me.

You might get rough.

Fuck you.

I'm about to fuck you, don't worry.

Now what?

Do you have one of those little bitches
like your balls?

You want me to do my fucking job?

Get down deep in there.

Get your fucking throat.

Fucking asshole.

Feel that?

Do that again.

Fucking punch in your face.

What? Slap him around?

Slap him?

It's dirty just like you love it.

Something tells me you'd like that.

You're a dirty fuck.

I'm a dirty fuck? I don't fucking know.

You're just fucking scared to the
fucking?

You're the best.

Like that?

I'm gonna put my ass to your butt.

Not from you.

You know that feels good.

From anybody.

You know you aren't my fucking sparking
yet.

You're supposed to fucking take it easy.
This is what you fucking like.

Easy.

It's just easy for you.

You know, you like getting fucked.

You like getting smacked. I don't know.

You don't? I don't know. What do you do?

I don't know.

Fuck you.

I don't know.

I am fucking you.

Fuck. You fucking spread these legs all
the way out.

I'm going to empty my fucking paycheck,
asshole.

Don't you fucking do it.

Don't you fucking dare do it.

Yeah, I really need tits for you. Yeah,
yeah, yeah. Yeah, I really need tits for

you.

That's the way you like it.

It's like the joke of the year. Did I
know her? Of course I knew her.

She was so young and full of life.

I still can't believe she's gone.

She's so amazing. It's the only thing I
can say.

There never was a girl, never did an
actress do so good at convincing a

studio. This has never happened before.

To convince a studio.

that they could get a percentage of the
profit as well as the salary.

Brilliant. Your last movie is the
best-selling porn flick of all

time. You outsold Deep Throat.

That's great. And I'm not shooting with
guys anymore.

Are you crazy?

Didn't we go through this already?

That would be career suicide.

Well, it's my pussy that outsold Deep
Throat.

So I say I'm only fucking girls.

Come on.

I took you in when you were nothing.

Save your fucking bullshit.

You can't intimidate me anymore. And the
way I see it, you mean me more than I

need you.

We don't need to get upset.

Look,

I said all I can say.

I remember.

You work for me.

All right.

Très jolie.

This is temporary, right?

You're going to fall in love with me and
not want me to go.

Is that what you think?

That's what I know. I'm irresistible.

I can resist you.

Look into my puppy dog eyes and say
that.

I could resist you.

No, you can't.

See? You've fallen for me already.

Are you gonna stop being a porn star?

Why, are you jealous?

No. I think you're jealous.

Maybe a little.

Well, what if I started directing
instead of shooting?

That way I could still make money and no
one's gonna say no to me. They're all

gonna buy my movies anyways.

I might be okay with that.

As a director, I'm directing you to kiss
me.

Oh, it's like that?

Yep. Well, what if I don't want to kiss
you right now?

Well, you're just a make-up artist, and
I'm the director, so you have to do

exactly what I tell you.

You're so cute.

I'm not cute.

I'm strong, and I'm confident.

Of course you are.

Is that all I get?

That's all you asked for.

Well, I think I'm entitled to a better
kiss.

Help me out.

Oh.

You're so sexy.

You can't make it be so crazy.

No one else can.

No one else can.

Give me a good pulse over here.

I could stay down here all day long.

You know what I think you might like?

I'm busy right now.

Well, I think I have something for you.

Dirty girl.

That's so nice.

Mmm.

Just amazing ideas.

Really? Yeah, yeah.

You're amazing. You are truly amazing.

Oh, you're right, I am.

You want to suck my dick, don't you?
Yeah.

Should I butt it up? You know, maybe
just one? Oh, that's hot. I like that.

So what about, you know, when we're
transitioning and then I come all over

Faith? Yes! Oh, hey,

how's it going?

We were just talking about some pretty
good ideas for the theme. Hey.

Um, I think we're ready. We're going
over some pretty cool ideas. But, you

know, do you like what I'm wearing?

Or maybe I should put on the white
shirt? No, no, that's good.

What about if I button it up?

Yeah, that's hot. I like that.

Dude, it's warm.

You know, shoot.

Okay, but what about when the scene
starts? You know, I want to get like...

How about this? Pull your cock out and
fuck her.

Yeah, let's do that. That's hot.

I'm going to be back here.

Oh, Gia, how do you want me to shoot
this?

Dude, just turn the camera on, point and
shoot.

I mean, is there anything specific you
want me to do with this? You work every

day. Just shoot.

Okay. All right, guys, let's do this.

Guess we don't need these.

Thank you.

I thought you were just directing.

I am directing, but I can make more if I
need the money. I can make more if I was

in one more movie.

I just need the money right now.

What happened to a normal relationship?

Things will be normal.

I mean, it's normal.

Once I get back on my feet, I mean, I
mean, I fucked 100 guys. Like, what's

101? Who made this money? I just need to
make one more movie to make money.

What about how I feel?

Don't use the money.

I mean, it's not like we're doing
amazing.

We get by.

Who cares?

I can't go through life just getting by.

I mean, but I need to do more than just
get by. I mean, I need more. I just need

the money right now. Where did the money
from your directing go?

Um, I spent it. I mean, I bought
clothes.

I bought you some candles.

Maybe I bought you an original tea set
right there.

I mean, nobody else has that. I bought
it for you.

I just need shit.

Listen, that's ridiculous.

It's beautiful.

You have a problem.

I don't have a problem.

I don't have a problem, baby.

I don't have a problem.

You need to make a decision.

Okay? You need to make a decision.

Sex with other people and do drugs or be
with me. This isn't mine, baby.

I can explain.

It's not what it looked like. Um,
there's a girl, she's on... They were in

your bathroom!

I wanted to hide it from you because I
didn't want you to get upset with me.

But I... It's hers. There was a parole
out that she was going to get upset

with. Listen to yourself.

You sound crazy. We're going to take her
to jail.

I'm not crazy.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

Look, you buy everything. You buy
ridiculous nonsense.

You do drugs.

You want to have sex with people on
camera.

I don't even know who... You know, I hid
this because...

Baby, you have to let this go.

You have to let this go, please, for us.

Don't you love me?

I love you.

You can't be like this. This isn't you.

But you said you would be with me
forever.

I can't be with you. This isn't you.

But you said you'd be with me forever.

You promised.

Well, you need to make a decision.

Let it go.

I... What's it gonna be?

Fine. I can't do this anymore.

I can't.

It's too much.

Too much.

Girls come and go in this business, and
very few can actually leave a mark.

You know, the word porn star is used so
loosely, you know, porn star.

You know, very few of them are really
stars.

When I first started shooting her, you
know, she'd already gone through the

gamut where she'd, you know, the
contract girl where she did the girl,

girl. She already did all the layouts in
the magazine. So I kind of...

You know, like a lot of these girls, I
get them at the tail end of her career.

And, you know, she comes in all of a
sudden, you know, when I first met with

her, she wanted to be a little bit more
extreme, be a little crazier.

And I'm like, all right, you know, I'll
shoot her. I've always heard horrible

things about her. And the girls, you
know, kind of stuck up. She had a

problem on sets and so forth. You know,
kind of like the plastic type of, you

know, fucked all.

So the first movie I had her in, we took
her out to the desert.

I didn't know what drug she's in. The
first problem should have been when

she's nodding off in the car.

And so we get her out to the location.

And I figured out maybe she's just
tired. She's out partying or whatever

the next time. We put her in the makeup
chair.

And the PM comes over. He goes, Jim,
Jim, you've got to see this. This girl's

in the makeup chair.

So I go over to the makeup chair.

And the makeup artist, what the hell do
you want us to do with this? The girl's

like this.

So she's in the makeup chair, totally
nodded out.

And I'm like, oh, fuck, you know. We've
got all these guys here and everything.

And we've got to shoot the scene. Just
put on the makeup. We'll wake her up and

everything. So, you know, the makeup
artist, we're propping her up. We're

doing up the makeup.

We have to lay her down. You know,
there's flies going into her crotch area

and stuff. And we're sweeping the flies
away.

You know, because she didn't have any
underwear on. So we're just laying

there. We actually had to put
handkerchiefs and stuff over her pussy

so the flies didn't get in there.

And, you know, one of the male talent.

She goes, Jim, I can take care of this
problem. I just got to go somewhere and,

you know, get something for her.

They take off.

They come back later.

You know, they whispered something to
her. And actually, she's in the

bathroom. They're helping her go into
the bathroom.

Literally, within five minutes, she's
bounding out all happy, comes swinging

outside. Okay, I'm ready to shoot.

So, you know, I figure, okay, she's
awake now.

Let's get going with her.

So, you know, we start shooting the
scene. A lot of energy.

She carried us about halfway through the
sex scene. And bam, she's nodding out

again, nodding out again. And we just.
you know, battled our way through it.

It's really sad because the girl was
gorgeous. You know, when I first saw

her, she was like one of those girls I
would never get because she was so

beautiful and you'd see her layouts and
everything.

And, you know, by the time I get her,
she's a mess.

And, you know, she had some boyfriend.

I mean, after that, they took off and,
you know, I'd hear little stories, you

know, every once in a while. She did
call me a couple times and she was kind

of, you know, I didn't, after that, it
was the last time I ever shot her.

She thought that we were all stupid and
we didn't know what she was up to.

She would sneak out of the house at
night.

I would look out the window after her.

I don't know what she was doing.

Scoring dope.

Meeting people out on the street. Just
being shady.

I'm no idiot.

I've been down that road before.

She, you know, she went down the road
and she just couldn't get off it.

Everybody knew that she had a drug
problem.

It was very obvious in so many ways.

People noticed the attitude changing,
always being in the bathroom for way

too long.

When I'm there, if I take a magazine,
it's a different story. Should be in

there for too long.

This is so sad.

So many people talk about her, and I
think about her, and I

see pictures of us together.

She was amazing.

She was happy.

I don't think I know what I could have
done to help her.

She went to rehab to kick her problem.

I was proud of her.

You know what? Everybody kissed Gia's
ass.

Told her she was the one. She was the
only.

The best.

You know what?

There's a hundred more girls like her
out there.

Come and go every day. Get off the bus.

Boy, you know what? They're gone.

Just all got to her head, probably.

Who knows?

No one knew what the fuck she was
thinking half the time.

Even though she was known for sex, she
had a very...

Innocent side to her.

She used to watch cartoons and kid
shows.

Underneath it all, she really was just a
little girl.

If you would have asked her what she
wanted to be, she would have said a

princess.

Hey, how you doing?

Like a million bucks.

I'm so proud of you.

Thanks, I just wish that I didn't feel
to run down and it's like really cold in

here.

Maybe you should go back to the doctor.

Hello?

I love you.

You love my teeth.

I definitely love your teeth.

We knew that something was wrong with
her that had nothing to do with drugs.

We just did not know what it was.

Are you awake?

Yeah.

How are you feeling?

I feel good.

I'm sorry.

Well, uh, you don't have to worry about
me making movies anymore.

I guess I just found out that I'm really
sick.

Uh, you know, I feel...

I know what Gia went through, and I felt
her pain,

her spiraling daily.

Anybody that knew Gia had to know that
this was going to be the outcome.

I would reach out to Gia and try to
help.

In my meager way, I was not much better
off.

But it never

panned out quite the way I wanted it to.
I

think we're both lost.

And with this tragedy,

it will forever.

changed me and my life.

Alright, we're rolling.

Speed.

Call it, Jay.

We got speed, you wanna call it?

It doesn't make it easy.

Ugh.

Amen.

uh um

Fuckable. You know that ever happens.

Oh yeah, this is so good.

Oh yeah, it's so sexy with your tongue
on there.

Oh yeah.

Oh, beautiful.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah, keep doing it.

Keep doing it just like that.

Oh, yeah, that feels good.

Oh, yeah, make the pulse a bit.

Oh my god, yes.

Oh yeah, keep going like that.

Oh yeah.

Oh yeah. Oh yeah, think of the naughty
pussy.

Oh yeah, show the bad kitty what you
got.

Oh yeah,

that was so good.

oh my

god oh

I love that pussy.

Oh!

The cock is so addictive.

Oh yes,

yes, yes, yes, yes.

It's so good to be on the deck.

Oh, yes.

Oh, yes.

Oh,

yes. Do it just like that. Oh, yes.

Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Oh.

You better stay down there.

Because if not, you're gonna get
punished.

That feels so good. The rightest cock.

Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.

Oh,

yeah.

Just like that.

Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Feels good.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah. Oh,

yeah. I'm going to play the mic post
while you're doing that.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.

Oh,

yeah.

Can you spread it open with two? Yeah.
Just spread it like a screenshot.

There you go. There you go. Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah. Just like that. Yeah.

Do it a little bottle.

Oh, yeah.

Oh,

my.

There you go.

That's good. Oh yeah, the post is so wet
from it.

Oh yeah, tell me how much you like it.
Oh yeah. You like the little eyes on

you. It's so tight.

Oh yeah.

Oh yeah,

look at the back. You are so dirty.

How can you get like this?

Oh, yeah. Oh, my God. Yes.

Oh, yes.

Oh, yes. Oh, yes. Oh,

yes. Oh,

yes.

I feel so good.

Yeah, just like that.

Little knotted butt, huh?

It's good as fuck.

Oh, yeah.

Oh,

my

God. It's so good. It's so hot.

It's okay.

Oh, my God.

Oh, you're so good

Bye.

Do you ever color inside the lines?

It's a lot better to color outside the
lines.

I see that.

You know what?

Forget this.

I need to talk to you about something.

What is it?

Here, look at these.

What is all this?

Can you tell me?

What?

It's a living will.

If I go into a coma, I don't want to be
kept alive.

There's a lot to think about.

Please.

This is what I want.

And I need to know you can do this.

I'll do whatever you want.

Look, no matter what, just know that

no matter what, I love you.

Look, you were talking about something
happy.

I don't want a sad funeral.

I want people to know that I lived my
life, and I was happy, and I did all

sorts of fun things.

And I want people to celebrate it.

You're not dead. Please, please, I need
to know that you'll do this for

me.

She was always so charismatic.

I know she brought me out of my shell.

I was a very different person before I
met her.

I really fought.

I fought to keep us going.

But there's only so much you can take.

Life is what you make it, have no
regrets