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With the support of
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Austria's Ministry of the Arts,
Culture, Civil Service and Sport
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And the Austrian film museum
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2K restoration and color grading
by Listo in 2023,
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under the supervision
of Michael Haneke and Films du Losange
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LEMMINGS
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PART 2
Injuries
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A film by
Michael Haneke
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Morning.
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Morning.
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The alarm rang already?
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I switched it off.
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Stomach ache?
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Get up, sweetie. It's time.
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Morning.
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So, did you sleep well?
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Come on, sweetie.
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Mummy?
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Come here.
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What's wrong?
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Why do I always have these dreams?
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What dreams?
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They were chasing me again.
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Who?
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No idea, but I recognized all of them.
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Granny was with them.
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The wind blew so hard
that I couldn't move.
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But they could
and kept closing in on me.
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And then?
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Then I was by the water tower.
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The water poured out
and they all drowned.
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Then I saw the water was rising.
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All over, hands and feet
were poking out of the water.
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And the wind kept whistling.
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But the water was completely calm.
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Glassy.
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I thought
I'd never see anyone ever again.
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And nobody would ever come to see me.
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I'm here now with you.
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Yes, mummy.
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Sometimes we dream things like that.
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You've got to get used to it.
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Why, though?
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I don't know.
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What time will you be home?
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Don't know. Probably very late.
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- You're coming riding?
- At 10.
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See you there maybe.
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- I won't make you any dinner?
- Better not to.
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- See you, son.
- Try to be here tomorrow evening.
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Your mother will be here
after the afternoon with the kids.
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- See you, princess.
- See you, daddy.
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See you later.
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Tomorrow evening, though?
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The Belgian delegation's arriving.
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I'd totally forgotten.
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- I'll tell mama.
- I'd appreciate that.
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- Sorry.
- No problem.
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- Bye.
- See you.
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I don't want to go to Granny's.
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- Because of your dream?
- I just don't want to.
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What was his dream?
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- You took your handicraft stuff?
- No, I forgot.
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At lunchtime,
wait for Martin to fetch you.
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Hurry up!
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Bye-bye!
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Hello, ma'am, you have anything for me?
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What...
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What do you want?
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Go away!
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Ma'am!
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You bitch!
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He hardly ever used it.
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When he couldn't walk anymore,
he never wanted to go out.
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So when was that?
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The last six months.
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He was just too weak.
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Because he refused to eat.
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We tried to reason with him.
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Even the head doctor.
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A waste of time.
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He didn't want to.
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And he was a big man, your father.
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Imposing, as they say.
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But when he got an idea
into his head...
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Hello, Sigrid!
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Hello.
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Yes...
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- I'm sorry.
- It's okay.
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There you are, doctor.
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- His things are packed.
- Thank you, sister.
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Goodbye, ma'am.
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Sorry that I couldn't come earlier.
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No, don't...
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Dr. Hackl was very nice.
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How did you find me?
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Our secretary's office was on it but...
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it was pretty complicated,
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so we were late informing you.
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No, the letter arrived in good time,
but I wasn't at home.
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- Where do you live now?
- In Munich.
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Sorry.
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- I forgot this, doctor.
- Thank you.
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A situation like rarely comes up.
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Your father was a strange person.
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He wanted to have a death mask made.
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He said it would be his testament.
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Nobody's asked us for this for eons.
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We had to track down someone
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who was still making these.
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I wouldn't have recognized him.
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In four years with us, he hardly changed.
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Right.
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You want to see him?
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- Why? Is that still possible?
- I think so.
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No, I'd rather not.
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Okay, let's go then.
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The priest's waiting for you.
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He's here and would like to talk to you
about the funeral.
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All right.
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Have you been back home yet?
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No, I came straight here.
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It's been empty
since your father was admitted.
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You want a lift there?
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I appreciate it, but I came by car.
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Morning, doctor.
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You, a doctor, though!
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But you met Bettina.
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Bettina Rabenstein,
the consultant's daughter.
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She was a year ahead of you.
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This clinic belongs to her father.
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How do you fit in?
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We married.
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Congratulations.
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There's no reason.
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We've separated.
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Ever since, we get on fabulously.
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I feel nothing about him dying.
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Isn't that odd?
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I think it's normal.
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Really?
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Hello.
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My condolences.
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Thank you. Hello.
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I heard you were here
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and I thought
we could discuss the funeral.
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Of course.
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Should I leave?
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Not on my account.
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As far as I know,
your father didn't leave a testament.
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You have a particular request
for his funeral?
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No, I'll leave it to you.
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Clearly, it's your field.
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Yes.
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I'll ask someone from the undertaker's
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to come to see you
to complete the formalities.
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Fine.
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Have you been to see your father?
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No.
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Should I take you to him?
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No, thanks.
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Can I do anything else for you?
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Thank you.
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So I won't keep you
or the doctor any longer.
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Please, forgive me.
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- Yes?
- It's me.
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Hello.
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Amazon!
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It's great you could come right away.
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And that you called.
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How long can you stay?
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At 1:30, I go pick up the kids.
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So not very long.
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It's cold here.
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I just put the heating on.
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When did you get here?
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About an hour ago.
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Tell me...
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Does your friend know
what you do in his apartment?
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I never told him.
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But I assume he does.
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I'm sweaty. I need a shower.
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I like that.
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I don't.
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Eva?
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Something wrong?
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Why?
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You just seem like there is.
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You have any cigarettes?
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In my handbag.
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It could be...
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I'll have to go to Norway next month.
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For the company.
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For some time.
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It's...
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Nothing's certain but...
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I thought it would be better if...
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Eva...
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Eva!
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We promised each other
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not to talk about anything that hurts.
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But...
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Guess who called.
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You're still awake?
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Fritz.
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Fritz who?
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Fritz Naprawnik.
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Your one-time close friend.
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And?
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What did he want?
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Sigi Leuwen is back.
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Her father's died.
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She's inviting us to dinner on Sunday.
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In their old house.
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She's pregnant but single.
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Odd, right?
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Nothing to say?
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What should I say?
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Yes, what should you say?
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Who cares about a call from someone
we lost touch with 20 years ago.
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I threw up again today.
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I went straight to see the doctor.
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And?
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Nothing. He sent me for an X-ray.
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I wonder
how people can be so unscathed?
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- Who do you mean?
- You, me, all of us.
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This morning, after the kids had left,
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a tramp tried to barge in.
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He was so brazen and aggressive.
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I jammed his hand in the door.
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Christian?
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Yes?
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Are you listening?
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Yes.
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Why don't you say anything?
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What should I say?
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I don't know.
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I feel like...
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I'm walking on a very thin rope.
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For now, it's holding me up but...
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it only needs something trivial
for it to snap...
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and everything will collapse.
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I don't know what to do.
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Everything seems
more and more irrelevant.
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You, the children...
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When you're all here,
I don't realize.
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I'm busy, on the go.
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I go riding and...
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The rest of the day
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I sit there
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like a fossil and...
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I try to have a feeling for myself but...
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there's nothing there.
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That was delicious.
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If I'd known you were making all this,
I'd have come earlier to help.
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It was under control.
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Really, the kids
were with their grandma anyway.
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How many kids do you have now?
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Only two. Not counting Wolfi,
who's at college in Vienna.
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Yes, I met him.
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Time flies. It's crazy.
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Thanks.
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How long is it since you all last met?
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Hold on, it must be...
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How long ago was it?
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Wolfi's 19 now.
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So that makes 17-18 years.
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I just can't picture
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you and Christian
with a grown-up son.
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The early bird...
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You could come by with the kids.
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How old are they?
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Christine's 5 and Martin's 12.
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If anybody's interested...
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we don't have children.
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We don't want any.
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Or should I say,
we never wanted any.
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To be precise.
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Did I say something wrong?
280
00:29:00,510 --> 00:29:01,510
Yes.
281
00:29:01,950 --> 00:29:03,348
But that's okay.
282
00:29:05,310 --> 00:29:07,148
- Did I shock anyone?
- No!
283
00:29:07,309 --> 00:29:08,429
Well then...
284
00:29:08,589 --> 00:29:10,589
It's not at all inappropriate.
285
00:29:11,629 --> 00:29:14,588
We have no kids
because Fritz doesn't want any.
286
00:29:14,749 --> 00:29:17,628
Or should I say,
he never wanted any.
287
00:29:18,029 --> 00:29:21,348
She is a good but vindictive person.
288
00:29:21,589 --> 00:29:24,588
Every man is, to her, a potential enemy.
289
00:29:25,149 --> 00:29:27,708
The stories of her love affairs
290
00:29:28,629 --> 00:29:30,348
sound like war dispatches.
291
00:29:37,629 --> 00:29:39,308
I think it's better if we go.
292
00:29:39,749 --> 00:29:42,428
Stay. I'll go.
Don't put yourselves out for me.
293
00:29:42,629 --> 00:29:44,668
- I'll drive you.
- Let go of me!
294
00:29:45,229 --> 00:29:47,028
I'm quite capable of driving.
295
00:29:48,069 --> 00:29:50,508
Isn't he just enchantingly superior?
296
00:29:51,869 --> 00:29:55,708
Don't you sometimes get sick
on your good manners?
297
00:29:57,389 --> 00:30:00,628
He drives me home
and knows I'll start to weep and wail.
298
00:30:03,229 --> 00:30:04,388
But I won't cry.
299
00:30:05,309 --> 00:30:06,788
Even if you expect me to.
300
00:30:10,429 --> 00:30:11,668
Get off me!
301
00:30:14,708 --> 00:30:18,628
How the hell can you all be
so composed and smug?
302
00:30:20,588 --> 00:30:24,108
Look at the lieutenant
sitting there in his imperial finery,
303
00:30:24,269 --> 00:30:26,947
cool as a nobleman
without the lineage.
304
00:30:27,109 --> 00:30:30,468
He has no idea
how ludicrous his poise is!
305
00:30:33,629 --> 00:30:35,947
Just no one speak out of line!
306
00:30:37,429 --> 00:30:40,027
Where's your family tree, Mr Beranek?
307
00:30:40,388 --> 00:30:41,388
And you...
308
00:30:42,068 --> 00:30:43,627
flaunting your belly,
309
00:30:44,149 --> 00:30:46,828
like a trophy!
What are you so proud...
310
00:30:57,668 --> 00:30:58,668
Thank you.
311
00:31:07,548 --> 00:31:09,067
So bright here.
312
00:31:14,468 --> 00:31:15,707
Come on, let's go.
313
00:31:17,549 --> 00:31:18,787
Please, stay.
314
00:31:23,628 --> 00:31:24,907
I'm sorry.
315
00:31:33,348 --> 00:31:34,348
I'm ashamed.
316
00:31:49,348 --> 00:31:50,987
Can I help clear the table?
317
00:31:51,628 --> 00:31:52,628
Sure.
318
00:32:23,268 --> 00:32:25,987
I guess that was our hour of truth.
319
00:32:58,387 --> 00:33:00,867
You know what my father
said about us once?
320
00:33:01,788 --> 00:33:02,946
About us all.
321
00:33:06,427 --> 00:33:09,147
He compared us to those voles
322
00:33:09,307 --> 00:33:11,466
that jump into the sea together.
323
00:33:13,828 --> 00:33:16,986
"You wallow in a mire
of your own making," he said.
324
00:33:17,788 --> 00:33:19,067
"Like lemmings."
325
00:33:20,668 --> 00:33:23,706
"With only one purpose.
To croak as soon as possible."
326
00:33:27,748 --> 00:33:29,266
It came back to me...
327
00:33:30,547 --> 00:33:32,866
walking in the house again.
328
00:33:35,548 --> 00:33:37,227
As he said it, he cried.
329
00:33:39,427 --> 00:33:43,866
That was the only time
I saw my father cry.
330
00:33:45,947 --> 00:33:49,587
It was in the days after Sigi had...
331
00:33:51,907 --> 00:33:53,386
taken his own life.
332
00:33:53,627 --> 00:33:56,826
And I told him I was going away.
333
00:34:10,827 --> 00:34:12,666
Unfortunately, Bettina is right.
334
00:34:13,547 --> 00:34:15,346
- About what?
- All of it.
335
00:34:15,627 --> 00:34:18,426
About me, us,
and even about dear Fritz.
336
00:34:18,827 --> 00:34:19,827
In what way?
337
00:34:20,827 --> 00:34:23,906
He really has become
so vain, cold and aloof.
338
00:34:24,747 --> 00:34:25,747
I don't agree.
339
00:34:26,267 --> 00:34:29,266
We really are too cowardly
to let out our anger.
340
00:34:29,507 --> 00:34:31,626
What is all this?
341
00:34:32,067 --> 00:34:35,426
And I really want to convince myself
that manners can hold together
342
00:34:35,587 --> 00:34:37,386
what fell apart long ago.
343
00:34:38,947 --> 00:34:40,906
I think we really should go.
344
00:34:41,907 --> 00:34:44,066
So how was she right about me?
345
00:34:46,027 --> 00:34:47,027
I don't know.
346
00:34:47,307 --> 00:34:48,346
No, please...
347
00:34:50,507 --> 00:34:53,346
Evi's right.
We should all be tucked up in bed.
348
00:34:53,587 --> 00:34:55,026
Why dodge the question?
349
00:34:56,667 --> 00:35:00,186
I'm not a fan of talking
and I don't want to hurt anyone.
350
00:35:06,587 --> 00:35:08,786
Who are you all really?
351
00:35:10,787 --> 00:35:13,745
I thought I'd be seeing friends
when I came home.
352
00:35:15,186 --> 00:35:18,466
I want to bring my child into the world
and have a life...
353
00:35:18,627 --> 00:35:22,385
We brought three into the world
because we thought it helps.
354
00:35:22,547 --> 00:35:23,547
Helps?
355
00:35:24,827 --> 00:35:27,386
To deal with the disgust, the fear...
356
00:35:27,546 --> 00:35:29,386
and whatever the hell else.
357
00:35:29,826 --> 00:35:32,105
But now, after your exquisite dinner,
358
00:35:32,267 --> 00:35:33,586
Bettina's right.
359
00:35:34,746 --> 00:35:36,905
There's nothing, nothing at all,
360
00:35:37,386 --> 00:35:39,185
for us to boast about
361
00:35:39,347 --> 00:35:40,906
or cling onto.
362
00:35:42,347 --> 00:35:43,625
Unfortunately.
363
00:35:47,706 --> 00:35:48,706
I don't agree.
364
00:36:02,586 --> 00:36:03,705
Mrs Beranek speaking.
365
00:36:05,386 --> 00:36:06,585
What's going on?
366
00:36:07,026 --> 00:36:08,345
Why are you calling?
367
00:36:12,786 --> 00:36:13,786
When?
368
00:36:19,786 --> 00:36:21,866
But can we still see each other?
369
00:36:26,626 --> 00:36:27,626
I see.
370
00:36:32,986 --> 00:36:33,986
Sure...
371
00:36:34,827 --> 00:36:36,185
What can I say?
372
00:36:41,907 --> 00:36:42,907
Peter...
373
00:36:44,066 --> 00:36:47,585
You said it wasn't sure,
and not for another month.
374
00:36:50,826 --> 00:36:53,745
My God, that's so low and cowardly!
375
00:37:02,466 --> 00:37:03,466
Yes.
376
00:37:06,666 --> 00:37:07,745
You're right.
377
00:37:12,026 --> 00:37:13,026
Yes.
378
00:37:13,866 --> 00:37:14,945
Yes, that's me.
379
00:37:24,026 --> 00:37:25,026
Goodbye.
380
00:37:39,146 --> 00:37:40,665
She's running quite a fever.
381
00:37:41,426 --> 00:37:43,905
Was your wife bitten by a tick?
382
00:37:44,585 --> 00:37:45,825
Not that I know of.
383
00:37:45,986 --> 00:37:49,705
It might be regular typhoid fever.
We'll soon find out.
384
00:37:50,626 --> 00:37:53,265
Has your wife
been overdoing it recently?
385
00:37:53,746 --> 00:37:56,824
Hardly. She's very active,
she goes riding...
386
00:37:57,946 --> 00:38:01,585
Is there anything
that might have shaken her up?
387
00:38:01,745 --> 00:38:02,865
A loss perhaps?
388
00:38:03,346 --> 00:38:04,346
No.
389
00:38:04,505 --> 00:38:05,665
I don't think so.
390
00:38:08,986 --> 00:38:10,705
You haven't changed anything.
391
00:38:12,266 --> 00:38:13,825
You don't plan to stay?
392
00:38:14,945 --> 00:38:16,264
You never know.
393
00:38:16,426 --> 00:38:18,424
- Shall we sit down?
- Thank you.
394
00:38:27,026 --> 00:38:28,026
Yes...
395
00:38:29,705 --> 00:38:31,544
When you've been away so long,
396
00:38:31,745 --> 00:38:34,585
then home
doesn't seem big enough, does it?
397
00:38:34,785 --> 00:38:35,785
Perhaps.
398
00:38:36,266 --> 00:38:37,984
You brought all the documents?
399
00:38:38,145 --> 00:38:39,224
Of course.
400
00:38:48,665 --> 00:38:49,665
Should I...
401
00:38:50,066 --> 00:38:51,505
get straight to the point?
402
00:38:51,746 --> 00:38:53,065
Yes, please.
403
00:38:56,666 --> 00:38:57,666
I don't know
404
00:38:58,265 --> 00:38:59,984
just how closely, dear lady,
405
00:39:00,545 --> 00:39:04,144
you were informed
of your father's affairs, since you left.
406
00:39:04,305 --> 00:39:05,905
- Not at all.
- Really?
407
00:39:08,786 --> 00:39:10,225
Your good father
408
00:39:12,266 --> 00:39:14,944
was very alone, if I may say so.
409
00:39:15,545 --> 00:39:16,545
Yes.
410
00:39:17,185 --> 00:39:18,185
Yes.
411
00:39:21,905 --> 00:39:24,344
Most of the property
412
00:39:24,505 --> 00:39:27,984
that belonged to your family
has sadly been sold.
413
00:39:28,465 --> 00:39:30,304
What's left is the wood
414
00:39:31,025 --> 00:39:32,025
in Fischau,
415
00:39:32,345 --> 00:39:33,864
3,000 acres.
416
00:39:35,145 --> 00:39:40,144
And the parcels in Pitten,
about 50 acres.
417
00:39:42,625 --> 00:39:45,344
With planning permission,
which is doubtful,
418
00:39:45,585 --> 00:39:48,064
they could still fetch a good price.
419
00:39:50,625 --> 00:39:54,104
The sawmill in Fischau
has been leased.
420
00:39:55,225 --> 00:39:56,225
Besides that,
421
00:39:57,065 --> 00:39:58,864
everything was sold.
422
00:40:02,985 --> 00:40:05,904
Your father lived off
the proceeds from the sales
423
00:40:06,385 --> 00:40:08,664
after the death of your mother.
424
00:40:08,985 --> 00:40:09,985
That was,
425
00:40:10,945 --> 00:40:12,504
as you know, one year
426
00:40:13,264 --> 00:40:15,303
after you, dear lady,
427
00:40:17,545 --> 00:40:18,824
left us.
428
00:40:22,065 --> 00:40:23,703
Surprised, aren't you?
429
00:40:25,744 --> 00:40:28,424
When he put
the Sauerbrunn hunting land up for sale,
430
00:40:28,624 --> 00:40:30,704
I implored him not to do it.
431
00:40:30,945 --> 00:40:32,144
He replied,
432
00:40:32,704 --> 00:40:36,384
"Why should I keep anything?
Nobody wants it."
433
00:40:40,545 --> 00:40:42,144
Mr Gröhlinger, you say that,
434
00:40:42,825 --> 00:40:45,584
as if you wanted
to make me responsible for it.
435
00:40:45,825 --> 00:40:47,463
God forbid, dear lady.
436
00:40:48,064 --> 00:40:50,744
- I'd never say that.
- But you think it.
437
00:40:54,505 --> 00:40:55,505
Madam,
438
00:40:56,144 --> 00:40:58,263
you know how your father
439
00:40:59,584 --> 00:41:02,223
spent the last years of his life,
alone here,
440
00:41:02,785 --> 00:41:04,983
before he was taken to the sanatorium.
441
00:41:06,625 --> 00:41:08,383
Have you seen his bedroom?
442
00:41:11,065 --> 00:41:12,384
I live in it.
443
00:41:13,465 --> 00:41:14,465
Yes.
444
00:41:16,664 --> 00:41:18,943
What can I do for you, dear lady?
445
00:41:20,185 --> 00:41:23,544
Should I ask about planning permission?
446
00:41:23,984 --> 00:41:26,424
Or only after you speak to your husband?
447
00:41:27,824 --> 00:41:29,304
There is no husband.
448
00:41:34,705 --> 00:41:35,705
Forgive me.
449
00:41:37,264 --> 00:41:39,543
I'm having this child
because I want it.
450
00:41:39,704 --> 00:41:41,583
Not because a man wants one.
451
00:41:42,985 --> 00:41:44,023
Naturally.
452
00:41:49,024 --> 00:41:50,024
Mr Gröhlinger?
453
00:41:51,144 --> 00:41:52,144
Yes?
454
00:41:53,864 --> 00:41:55,743
Can I do anything for you?
455
00:41:59,184 --> 00:42:01,183
How do you mean, dear lady?
456
00:42:03,784 --> 00:42:07,583
My family owes you
all its gratitude, I know.
457
00:42:09,464 --> 00:42:10,663
Can I go now?
458
00:42:11,944 --> 00:42:12,983
I'd like to...
459
00:42:13,744 --> 00:42:14,823
leave now.
460
00:42:18,624 --> 00:42:19,783
Please do.
461
00:42:23,384 --> 00:42:27,503
If you wish,
I'll send you copies of the documents.
462
00:42:28,064 --> 00:42:31,263
For the rest, I await your instructions.
463
00:42:31,544 --> 00:42:34,023
You can call me at any time.
464
00:42:34,344 --> 00:42:36,183
- Mr Gröhlinger?
- Yes?
465
00:42:37,984 --> 00:42:38,984
Nothing.
466
00:42:40,704 --> 00:42:41,783
My respects.
467
00:42:41,943 --> 00:42:44,942
Please, don't bother.
I know the way.
468
00:42:51,824 --> 00:42:52,824
Your servant.
469
00:42:58,344 --> 00:42:59,344
Goodbye.
470
00:43:26,784 --> 00:43:29,383
He can't do anything
for himself at home.
471
00:43:32,623 --> 00:43:36,102
And he told me
not to worry about a thing.
472
00:43:37,263 --> 00:43:39,342
But I know what it's like.
473
00:43:40,464 --> 00:43:41,862
Everything will be filthy.
474
00:43:42,984 --> 00:43:47,222
The children won't have anything to wear
and won't do their homework.
475
00:43:49,623 --> 00:43:54,302
And if Mrs Broda, our neighbor,
does the laundry,
476
00:43:54,823 --> 00:43:56,942
everything will be ruined.
477
00:44:02,544 --> 00:44:05,262
No! It's just not fair.
478
00:44:07,183 --> 00:44:11,262
It could've happened to somebody
who could afford it.
479
00:44:11,623 --> 00:44:14,663
Why does it have to happen to us?
480
00:44:18,063 --> 00:44:19,063
Hello!
481
00:44:20,463 --> 00:44:21,463
Afternoon.
482
00:44:22,703 --> 00:44:24,902
What's come over you all of a sudden?
483
00:44:25,543 --> 00:44:29,022
I bumped into Dr Englemann,
who said you were here.
484
00:44:29,943 --> 00:44:31,342
Won't you sit down?
485
00:44:34,943 --> 00:44:36,422
What a coincidence!
486
00:44:38,183 --> 00:44:39,942
I must look dreadful.
487
00:44:40,503 --> 00:44:42,982
- I wasn't expecting a visit.
- Same here.
488
00:44:45,463 --> 00:44:46,542
Feeling better?
489
00:44:48,583 --> 00:44:50,462
How long have you been here?
490
00:44:51,663 --> 00:44:52,782
I've no idea.
491
00:44:53,703 --> 00:44:56,062
At first, I slept all the time, so...
492
00:44:57,143 --> 00:44:58,462
Two weeks, maybe.
493
00:45:00,223 --> 00:45:01,422
What day is it?
494
00:45:02,343 --> 00:45:03,343
Thursday.
495
00:45:03,863 --> 00:45:05,662
So not quite two weeks.
496
00:45:13,183 --> 00:45:14,462
Eva...
497
00:45:14,983 --> 00:45:16,222
What's wrong?
498
00:45:17,863 --> 00:45:18,863
Nothing.
499
00:45:19,262 --> 00:45:20,422
It's nothing.
500
00:45:21,943 --> 00:45:24,022
Sorry, I didn't want to start...
501
00:45:24,662 --> 00:45:25,861
It's nervous.
502
00:45:26,143 --> 00:45:28,702
You have nothing to be sorry for.
503
00:45:29,423 --> 00:45:30,781
Can I do anything?
504
00:45:36,542 --> 00:45:37,542
Actually...
505
00:45:38,342 --> 00:45:39,421
Yes.
506
00:45:40,502 --> 00:45:43,822
- I'll write it out for you.
- Yes, sure.
507
00:45:59,622 --> 00:46:03,222
I can't bear that woman. Please!
508
00:46:11,622 --> 00:46:13,421
Is Christian coming by today?
509
00:46:13,823 --> 00:46:16,181
Not until Saturday.
He's on a course.
510
00:46:16,943 --> 00:46:17,981
Say hi from me.
511
00:46:18,662 --> 00:46:19,662
Sure.
512
00:46:22,302 --> 00:46:23,501
How's Bettina?
513
00:46:24,302 --> 00:46:25,582
She's sobered up.
514
00:46:26,423 --> 00:46:27,701
I think so, at least.
515
00:46:30,503 --> 00:46:31,503
So...
516
00:46:31,943 --> 00:46:33,421
I'd better be going.
517
00:46:34,943 --> 00:46:37,981
- Nice of you to look in.
- I'm a nice guy.
518
00:46:39,062 --> 00:46:40,781
Anyway, take care.
519
00:46:41,462 --> 00:46:42,781
See you.
520
00:46:46,022 --> 00:46:47,022
Fritz?
521
00:46:49,662 --> 00:46:50,981
It was really nice.
522
00:46:54,742 --> 00:46:55,742
All right.
523
00:47:09,022 --> 00:47:10,061
Who was he?
524
00:47:11,742 --> 00:47:12,981
A guy I know.
525
00:47:16,102 --> 00:47:20,101
In B, destruction of buildings
is limited to a radius of 200 meters.
526
00:47:20,262 --> 00:47:23,621
In A, it increases to 2,200 meters.
527
00:47:24,462 --> 00:47:28,341
Up to 800 meters, in A,
radiation levels are fatal.
528
00:47:28,502 --> 00:47:33,701
In B, within 5 minutes of the explosion,
people are paralyzed.
529
00:47:34,622 --> 00:47:37,421
Death occurs
one or two days later.
530
00:47:37,982 --> 00:47:42,861
Up to 1,000m, in A,
the dose is fatal for 50% of people.
531
00:47:43,302 --> 00:47:47,340
In B, paralysis within five minutes,
532
00:47:47,742 --> 00:47:49,581
followed by temporary recovery
533
00:47:49,861 --> 00:47:52,421
and death in the next 4-6 days.
534
00:47:53,182 --> 00:47:57,621
In B, the fatal effects,
for 50% of affected people,
535
00:47:57,982 --> 00:48:00,141
extends to 1,400 meters.
536
00:48:00,942 --> 00:48:03,420
Fast neutrons release their energy
537
00:48:03,582 --> 00:48:04,980
in the atomic nucleus
538
00:48:05,262 --> 00:48:08,421
of hydrogen present in the body's cells.
539
00:48:08,782 --> 00:48:12,540
In the collision,
protons destroy the cell substance
540
00:48:12,702 --> 00:48:15,821
by breaking molecular bonds in the cell,
541
00:48:16,302 --> 00:48:18,540
which amounts to disintegration.
542
00:48:19,501 --> 00:48:23,621
If a person receives
a radiation dose of 8,000 rem,
543
00:48:23,782 --> 00:48:28,181
such as a nuclear warhead
detonated at 130m in altitude
544
00:48:28,342 --> 00:48:31,461
would spread over a radius of 800m,
545
00:48:31,621 --> 00:48:34,941
the body immediately loses
its ability to function.
546
00:48:35,461 --> 00:48:38,661
After a dose of 700-1,000 rem,
547
00:48:38,821 --> 00:48:42,900
the first symptoms,
in the form of nausea and vomiting,
548
00:48:43,061 --> 00:48:45,340
manifest themselves within 3-4 hours.
549
00:48:45,502 --> 00:48:50,140
Then come fatigue, diarrhoea,
first watery then bloody,
550
00:48:50,302 --> 00:48:52,180
loss of appetite and fever.
551
00:48:52,661 --> 00:48:57,460
After a few days or weeks,
hair loss, sporadic bleeding,
552
00:48:57,622 --> 00:49:00,021
inflammations and throat oedemas,
553
00:49:00,181 --> 00:49:03,381
and finally, delirium, coma and death.
554
00:50:05,941 --> 00:50:06,941
Hello.
555
00:50:08,541 --> 00:50:09,541
Hello.
556
00:50:10,581 --> 00:50:12,460
I'm here to see Dr. Naprawnik.
557
00:50:12,621 --> 00:50:15,500
He's expecting you?
It's outside of consulting hours.
558
00:50:15,701 --> 00:50:18,659
- No, but it's fine.
- You'll have to wait.
559
00:50:19,020 --> 00:50:21,419
- Your name?
- Beranek. Eva Beranek.
560
00:50:30,381 --> 00:50:33,700
Hello, doctor.
Mrs. Beranek is asking to see you.
561
00:50:34,341 --> 00:50:35,740
Yes, I'll send her up.
562
00:50:37,541 --> 00:50:41,300
He's in the lab.
First hallway on the left, glass door.
563
00:50:41,460 --> 00:50:42,460
Thank you.
564
00:50:56,381 --> 00:50:57,381
Yes?
565
00:51:01,341 --> 00:51:03,100
What a surprise!
566
00:51:04,500 --> 00:51:05,660
Hi.
567
00:51:06,501 --> 00:51:07,501
Take a seat.
568
00:51:12,220 --> 00:51:13,259
Sit down.
569
00:51:15,180 --> 00:51:17,019
How long have you been out?
570
00:51:17,340 --> 00:51:21,579
A week or so. You came on Thursday.
They sent me home on Monday.
571
00:51:23,460 --> 00:51:25,220
So, what's up?
572
00:51:27,940 --> 00:51:29,019
It's tricky.
573
00:51:31,860 --> 00:51:34,820
Actually, I wanted to call
to invite you to lunch,
574
00:51:34,980 --> 00:51:36,659
but I didn't dare.
575
00:51:37,221 --> 00:51:39,179
Dare? How come?
576
00:51:40,620 --> 00:51:42,059
I need to talk to you.
577
00:51:46,620 --> 00:51:50,540
Firstly, thank you
for handling the issue with my roommate.
578
00:51:50,700 --> 00:51:53,900
- Don't, it was nothing.
- No, really.
579
00:51:56,180 --> 00:51:58,019
She just kept jabbering on
580
00:51:58,180 --> 00:52:00,859
about her family
not getting by without her.
581
00:52:01,300 --> 00:52:03,659
It pained her, really pained her,
582
00:52:03,820 --> 00:52:07,499
that her husband and kids
would not cope in her absence.
583
00:52:10,220 --> 00:52:11,899
You know why I was admitted?
584
00:52:13,940 --> 00:52:16,979
A lover dumped me,
and I couldn't handle it.
585
00:52:18,820 --> 00:52:20,899
So it wasn't pleasant with...
586
00:52:21,220 --> 00:52:23,379
Being with an innocent victim, see?
587
00:52:33,980 --> 00:52:36,059
- Want one?
- No, thanks.
588
00:52:38,660 --> 00:52:40,579
When you came to see me,
589
00:52:42,300 --> 00:52:44,139
it felt like a sign, you see?
590
00:52:47,020 --> 00:52:49,738
I think I was sick with grief.
591
00:52:49,900 --> 00:52:52,738
I'd lost a lover, but that wasn't it.
592
00:52:53,939 --> 00:52:56,698
I'd always expected it
to end like that.
593
00:52:57,179 --> 00:52:58,459
Like what?
594
00:52:59,459 --> 00:53:04,138
Me falling sick, it all ending,
lightning striking me.
595
00:53:06,580 --> 00:53:10,618
Your colleague, Dr Engelmann,
tried to play the psychoanalyst.
596
00:53:10,780 --> 00:53:12,898
He grilled me about my private life.
597
00:53:13,700 --> 00:53:16,099
I said it was none of his business but...
598
00:53:17,180 --> 00:53:18,939
I was freezing to death.
599
00:53:21,779 --> 00:53:22,939
I tried...
600
00:53:25,340 --> 00:53:28,378
sleeping with someone
to find some warmth.
601
00:53:31,700 --> 00:53:33,778
It sounds melodramatic, but that's it.
602
00:53:35,339 --> 00:53:37,939
I can't hold it in, but I'm learning.
603
00:53:38,780 --> 00:53:39,859
Eva...
604
00:53:40,499 --> 00:53:41,499
Sorry.
605
00:53:43,979 --> 00:53:45,178
What about Christian?
606
00:53:51,539 --> 00:53:55,538
I tried to work out
where his indifference comes from but...
607
00:53:56,139 --> 00:53:57,458
it's pointless.
608
00:53:58,899 --> 00:54:00,739
One day, it just kicked in.
609
00:54:03,059 --> 00:54:04,378
At first, I'd say,
610
00:54:04,539 --> 00:54:08,539
"Let's try to escape indifference
while we still have a chance."
611
00:54:10,259 --> 00:54:12,458
He never took it seriously.
612
00:54:13,220 --> 00:54:14,220
I said,
613
00:54:15,339 --> 00:54:18,499
"If I become indifferent,
then there's no going back."
614
00:54:20,419 --> 00:54:21,698
He just
615
00:54:21,859 --> 00:54:23,578
didn't take it seriously.
616
00:54:25,059 --> 00:54:29,618
I don't think he's indifferent.
He just can't show his empathy.
617
00:54:31,699 --> 00:54:33,658
I wanted to think that, at least.
618
00:54:37,379 --> 00:54:39,738
Freezing to death together
is no fun.
619
00:54:43,659 --> 00:54:47,218
Absurdly, there's nothing
we can do about it, either of us.
620
00:54:52,859 --> 00:54:53,859
We're...
621
00:54:55,859 --> 00:54:58,818
like two children
looking at a pile of toys,
622
00:54:59,659 --> 00:55:02,538
which are very expensive
and complicated.
623
00:55:04,259 --> 00:55:06,778
But nobody taught us
how to play with them.
624
00:55:08,299 --> 00:55:09,778
What's left for us to do?
625
00:55:10,339 --> 00:55:14,378
Either we leave
the expensive toys lying there...
626
00:55:15,778 --> 00:55:17,338
or we smash them up.
627
00:55:18,259 --> 00:55:19,938
And think that's the game.
628
00:55:24,859 --> 00:55:26,498
What do you want me to do?
629
00:55:34,258 --> 00:55:35,817
I've never done this...
630
00:55:36,859 --> 00:55:38,058
Believe me.
631
00:55:42,898 --> 00:55:44,577
I wanted to make you an offer.
632
00:55:45,139 --> 00:55:46,578
But please don't laugh,
633
00:55:47,059 --> 00:55:49,218
and don't be dumb and shocked.
634
00:55:58,699 --> 00:56:01,377
I was wondering
if I can be your lover.
635
00:56:08,858 --> 00:56:09,978
You're kidding.
636
00:56:13,138 --> 00:56:14,617
It sounds stupid, I know.
637
00:56:15,178 --> 00:56:17,257
And probably flighty even,
638
00:56:17,419 --> 00:56:20,337
right after I told you about my affair.
639
00:56:21,139 --> 00:56:22,818
But it isn't. I'm...
640
00:56:23,539 --> 00:56:25,257
anxious and cowardly and...
641
00:56:26,779 --> 00:56:28,218
above all, prudish.
642
00:56:30,698 --> 00:56:32,418
I find it hard to do...
643
00:56:35,218 --> 00:56:36,978
It's a bit humiliating, too.
644
00:56:40,339 --> 00:56:42,378
You were sweet and you helped me.
645
00:56:42,538 --> 00:56:43,538
You did!
646
00:56:44,258 --> 00:56:46,098
You were there at the right time.
647
00:56:46,258 --> 00:56:49,617
It's silly,
and I know it was a coincidence but...
648
00:56:50,299 --> 00:56:51,697
It meant something to me.
649
00:56:52,458 --> 00:56:54,937
Only that counts, so don't apologize.
650
00:56:56,618 --> 00:56:58,057
I'm not apologizing.
651
00:57:03,258 --> 00:57:06,657
Perhaps it's only
because you bring back the past.
652
00:57:08,018 --> 00:57:09,737
When everything was possible.
653
00:57:11,818 --> 00:57:14,857
It must be possible
to approach people without lies.
654
00:57:15,018 --> 00:57:16,737
To lay your cards on the table.
655
00:57:17,818 --> 00:57:22,017
I think we could be good together,
so why shouldn't I say it?
656
00:57:23,778 --> 00:57:25,337
Why do you think that?
657
00:57:28,258 --> 00:57:29,417
I don't know.
658
00:57:30,578 --> 00:57:31,657
I just do.
659
00:57:49,898 --> 00:57:52,057
You must be completely mad!
660
00:58:21,698 --> 00:58:22,817
Not bad, right?
661
01:00:57,536 --> 01:00:58,896
What can I get you?
662
01:01:00,577 --> 01:01:01,656
Coffee, please.
663
01:01:59,656 --> 01:02:00,975
Your coffee, ma'am.
664
01:03:07,336 --> 01:03:08,336
Evening.
665
01:03:08,695 --> 01:03:09,735
Evening!
666
01:03:14,656 --> 01:03:16,494
- Hi.
- Hello.
667
01:03:19,336 --> 01:03:20,375
Going out?
668
01:03:20,815 --> 01:03:22,775
It's a shame you didn't say
669
01:03:23,736 --> 01:03:26,655
you'd be home tonight.
I'm seeing Kitty. She called.
670
01:03:26,896 --> 01:03:28,575
With a broken heart.
671
01:03:28,776 --> 01:03:30,255
I have to console her.
672
01:03:39,616 --> 01:03:41,615
So why the fancy get-up?
673
01:03:42,815 --> 01:03:44,415
What fancy get-up?
674
01:03:44,896 --> 01:03:46,695
The makeup and everything?
675
01:03:48,895 --> 01:03:50,614
Always, when I go out.
676
01:03:52,775 --> 01:03:54,414
And the fashion show?
677
01:03:56,735 --> 01:03:59,295
You know Kitty always looks her best.
678
01:03:59,735 --> 01:04:02,454
I don't want anyone saying
I can't keep up.
679
01:04:06,415 --> 01:04:07,415
Eva?
680
01:04:07,735 --> 01:04:10,014
What's going on?
Where are you going?
681
01:04:10,775 --> 01:04:12,814
I told you, I'm seeing Kitty!
682
01:04:13,816 --> 01:04:15,334
Should I call her?
683
01:04:18,215 --> 01:04:19,215
Go ahead.
684
01:04:20,416 --> 01:04:21,855
If you don't believe me.
685
01:04:24,575 --> 01:04:27,894
We're eating out,
which explains the outfit.
686
01:04:28,295 --> 01:04:31,614
And to eat out with Kitty,
you leave the kids alone?
687
01:04:32,215 --> 01:04:35,054
Mrs Lang has a key.
She'd look in on them.
688
01:04:36,935 --> 01:04:38,974
God, don't make such a fuss!
689
01:04:39,695 --> 01:04:44,014
You come home early for once
and we have to give you a royal welcome!
690
01:04:44,975 --> 01:04:48,734
If you want me
to roll out the red carpet, call ahead.
691
01:04:49,455 --> 01:04:53,334
I can't stand around
until the captain deigns to appear.
692
01:04:53,895 --> 01:04:55,574
Should I call Kitty?
693
01:05:26,615 --> 01:05:27,615
I'm going out.
694
01:05:30,135 --> 01:05:32,654
Where I'm going
is none of your business.
695
01:05:34,614 --> 01:05:37,054
I went out a lot
when you weren't here.
696
01:05:38,055 --> 01:05:39,374
I'll keep going out.
697
01:05:43,655 --> 01:05:46,054
What would you say
if I did the same?
698
01:05:48,054 --> 01:05:49,054
I don't care.
699
01:05:49,815 --> 01:05:51,454
Do what you want.
700
01:05:54,654 --> 01:05:56,534
Just you listen to me!
701
01:05:56,895 --> 01:05:58,294
And talk to me!
702
01:06:00,855 --> 01:06:02,014
You're staying here!
703
01:06:15,654 --> 01:06:16,654
Well then...
704
01:06:19,335 --> 01:06:20,335
What do you want?
705
01:06:21,855 --> 01:06:22,855
Nothing.
706
01:06:25,215 --> 01:06:27,773
- We can't talk like this.
- No?
707
01:06:29,694 --> 01:06:31,013
How can we talk?
708
01:06:32,295 --> 01:06:34,533
I'd love to know. I have no idea.
709
01:06:37,374 --> 01:06:39,413
I can talk just fine.
710
01:06:41,494 --> 01:06:44,894
If my behavior displeases you,
own the consequences.
711
01:06:46,614 --> 01:06:48,854
Find an apartment
for me and the children.
712
01:06:49,134 --> 01:06:50,853
Then you can do what you want.
713
01:06:53,494 --> 01:06:55,613
Divorce or not, I don't care.
714
01:06:58,494 --> 01:07:01,214
Likewise, if you take the kids or not.
715
01:07:05,134 --> 01:07:06,333
Can I go now?
716
01:07:08,134 --> 01:07:09,134
Eva!
717
01:07:09,854 --> 01:07:11,573
What's wrong with you?
718
01:07:14,934 --> 01:07:16,853
You can stuff your sympathy!
719
01:07:18,694 --> 01:07:22,253
You're not the only one
whose life is in ruins.
720
01:07:27,614 --> 01:07:28,614
Eva...
721
01:07:31,254 --> 01:07:32,333
Eva, come here!
722
01:07:34,774 --> 01:07:35,774
Stop.
723
01:08:10,934 --> 01:08:11,934
No!
724
01:08:13,454 --> 01:08:15,292
Leave me alone!
725
01:08:16,414 --> 01:08:19,773
Piece of trash! You fucking...
726
01:08:27,614 --> 01:08:29,613
God, what are we doing?
727
01:08:46,574 --> 01:08:49,012
I think it's better if we stop.
728
01:08:49,574 --> 01:08:50,574
Sorry.
729
01:09:08,894 --> 01:09:10,372
When will you be home?
730
01:09:14,013 --> 01:09:15,013
I don't know.
731
01:09:17,654 --> 01:09:18,654
Tomorrow.
732
01:09:20,414 --> 01:09:21,932
What about the children?
733
01:09:23,133 --> 01:09:24,572
I'm on duty tomorrow.
734
01:09:25,454 --> 01:09:26,732
I'll take care of them.
735
01:09:27,533 --> 01:09:28,573
Fine.
736
01:09:34,613 --> 01:09:35,613
Goodnight.
737
01:09:36,333 --> 01:09:37,333
Goodnight.
738
01:10:20,853 --> 01:10:23,532
All of which raises the question,
739
01:10:23,773 --> 01:10:27,651
who could have piled up the corpses
after the mass suicide?
740
01:10:28,012 --> 01:10:32,852
The US Army sent helicopters
on flights over the surrounding jungle.
741
01:10:33,292 --> 01:10:37,052
They found a number of survivors,
80 in total,
742
01:10:37,413 --> 01:10:39,972
who gave details of the cult's doctrine.
743
01:10:40,252 --> 01:10:42,051
Its leader, Jim Jones, claimed
744
01:10:42,333 --> 01:10:45,612
to be the reincarnation
of Buddha, Jesus and Lenin.
745
01:10:45,813 --> 01:10:48,411
Cult members were expected
to perform sexual...
746
01:11:06,453 --> 01:11:07,453
Come in.
747
01:11:07,773 --> 01:11:08,972
Hi there.
748
01:11:20,452 --> 01:11:21,651
I'll take your coat.
749
01:11:26,132 --> 01:11:27,132
Thanks.
750
01:11:37,213 --> 01:11:38,371
Nice place.
751
01:11:39,613 --> 01:11:41,532
- Do you want a drink?
- No.
752
01:11:42,733 --> 01:11:43,733
Unless...
753
01:11:44,053 --> 01:11:46,051
- You have any cognac?
- Sure.
754
01:11:49,772 --> 01:11:50,931
Take a seat.
755
01:11:59,652 --> 01:12:00,652
Thanks.
756
01:12:04,052 --> 01:12:05,331
Cheers!
757
01:12:15,332 --> 01:12:18,651
- I got held up, sorry.
- No problem at all.
758
01:12:20,212 --> 01:12:22,611
- What were you doing?
- Nothing. Watching TV.
759
01:12:22,972 --> 01:12:25,731
- Anything interesting?
- Yes.
760
01:12:33,372 --> 01:12:35,011
Odd situation.
761
01:12:35,892 --> 01:12:37,171
It's my fault.
762
01:12:37,852 --> 01:12:40,371
Me and my neurotic offer!
763
01:12:40,692 --> 01:12:42,611
I don't think it's neurotic.
764
01:12:42,932 --> 01:12:44,691
A little eccentric, perhaps.
765
01:12:44,932 --> 01:12:48,731
But who'd turn down
the offer of being loved?
766
01:12:49,292 --> 01:12:52,571
I can't be neurotic,
riding 3 hours a day.
767
01:13:15,492 --> 01:13:17,011
- May I?
- Of course.
768
01:13:22,731 --> 01:13:24,571
God, what's the painting?
769
01:13:26,652 --> 01:13:27,731
Don't you think
770
01:13:28,892 --> 01:13:33,050
that it pretty much
captures our situation?
771
01:13:34,131 --> 01:13:36,451
- Whose?
- All of us.
772
01:13:37,452 --> 01:13:38,452
He's screaming.
773
01:13:39,411 --> 01:13:41,611
But as if behind a window.
774
01:13:48,612 --> 01:13:50,651
Why do we hurt each other?
775
01:13:51,651 --> 01:13:52,651
Who?
776
01:13:53,731 --> 01:13:54,731
All of us.
777
01:13:57,012 --> 01:14:01,290
Why can't we get along
without always hurting each other?
778
01:14:03,531 --> 01:14:06,930
Why can't we look after each other?
779
01:14:09,051 --> 01:14:10,170
I don't know.
780
01:14:11,532 --> 01:14:13,610
There are only two possibilities.
781
01:14:13,932 --> 01:14:16,890
Indifference. Or injury.
782
01:14:17,971 --> 01:14:19,170
And being injured.
783
01:14:20,532 --> 01:14:23,570
Bettina claims that I am unable to love,
784
01:14:24,171 --> 01:14:25,770
but very attentive.
785
01:14:26,931 --> 01:14:28,890
Due to my indifference.
786
01:14:29,851 --> 01:14:31,770
No idea if she's right.
787
01:14:32,811 --> 01:14:36,170
I think we should try,
in spite of everything...
788
01:14:38,211 --> 01:14:39,570
to be friendly.
789
01:14:42,451 --> 01:14:43,970
Let's go to bed.
790
01:14:44,931 --> 01:14:46,330
Right now.
791
01:15:11,371 --> 01:15:12,610
Don't cry.
792
01:15:13,731 --> 01:15:14,731
Eva...
793
01:15:16,011 --> 01:15:17,290
Don't cry.
794
01:15:19,731 --> 01:15:20,850
Do you love me?
795
01:15:22,451 --> 01:15:25,210
You don't ask a question like that.
796
01:15:29,771 --> 01:15:32,290
Sorry I'm making things difficult.
797
01:15:32,570 --> 01:15:33,570
From the start.
798
01:15:35,371 --> 01:15:37,050
I don't want to cry.
799
01:15:38,011 --> 01:15:40,050
It just won't stop.
800
01:15:40,370 --> 01:15:42,930
It's important
not to say sorry all the time.
801
01:15:43,331 --> 01:15:45,049
There's no reason to.
802
01:15:45,451 --> 01:15:46,890
You're so sweet!
803
01:15:47,251 --> 01:15:48,730
I know, it's stupid.
804
01:15:50,651 --> 01:15:52,290
Don't pay any attention.
805
01:15:55,370 --> 01:15:56,370
Eva...
806
01:15:57,571 --> 01:15:58,890
Stop now.
807
01:16:01,211 --> 01:16:02,211
Stop!
808
01:16:06,251 --> 01:16:07,330
Sorry.
809
01:16:07,970 --> 01:16:09,970
Don't keep saying sorry.
810
01:16:10,370 --> 01:16:12,450
I know. I'm sorry.
811
01:16:13,890 --> 01:16:16,129
I don't know what's wrong with me.
812
01:16:26,610 --> 01:16:29,170
I'm so happy to be here with you, but...
813
01:16:30,930 --> 01:16:33,409
so much has happened, you see?
814
01:16:34,370 --> 01:16:36,289
I just can't keep up.
815
01:16:37,970 --> 01:16:39,049
It's as if...
816
01:16:40,770 --> 01:16:43,729
I'm not the person
it's all happening to.
817
01:16:44,051 --> 01:16:46,210
I sound so stupid.
818
01:16:46,610 --> 01:16:47,610
I mean...
819
01:16:49,130 --> 01:16:52,049
somebody's living all this for me.
820
01:16:52,571 --> 01:16:54,610
And I've no idea who it is.
821
01:16:55,010 --> 01:16:56,209
And I...
822
01:16:56,370 --> 01:16:57,850
I mean me...
823
01:16:59,291 --> 01:17:00,970
I'm just not there.
824
01:17:03,250 --> 01:17:04,489
Silly, isn't it?
825
01:17:10,690 --> 01:17:14,809
You need to stop having a bad conscience
about feeling nothing.
826
01:17:25,130 --> 01:17:26,609
Tell me about you.
827
01:17:27,930 --> 01:17:29,449
I don't know you.
828
01:17:35,850 --> 01:17:37,329
When I was 8...
829
01:17:38,010 --> 01:17:41,009
I fell in love with my schoolteacher.
830
01:17:42,410 --> 01:17:44,609
She had steel blue eyes
831
01:17:45,210 --> 01:17:48,249
and shockingly permed
platinum blond hair.
832
01:17:50,050 --> 01:17:51,769
I was the absolute model pupil.
833
01:17:53,250 --> 01:17:55,249
To impress her.
834
01:17:56,329 --> 01:17:58,569
One day, when she was late,
835
01:17:58,969 --> 01:18:01,289
and the class was being rowdy,
836
01:18:01,849 --> 01:18:05,169
organizing fullscale battles
with chalk and sponges,
837
01:18:05,530 --> 01:18:08,769
I ran around looking for her.
838
01:18:10,450 --> 01:18:11,489
She was coming.
839
01:18:11,689 --> 01:18:15,009
I ran back
to try to make the class calm down,
840
01:18:15,330 --> 01:18:18,288
but they were too busy to hear me.
841
01:18:18,570 --> 01:18:22,248
So I started shouting
for them to listen to me.
842
01:18:22,609 --> 01:18:25,128
Just then,
the teacher came in the doorway.
843
01:18:25,450 --> 01:18:28,848
She took it all in so fast,
and I was yelling.
844
01:18:30,210 --> 01:18:34,248
She grabbed me by the ear
and stuck me in the corner.
845
01:18:35,209 --> 01:18:37,649
I had to stand there
for the whole lesson.
846
01:18:39,570 --> 01:18:40,570
Poor Fritz!
847
01:18:41,410 --> 01:18:42,410
Yes!
848
01:18:43,409 --> 01:18:46,608
It was for her
that I was calling for calm.
849
01:18:47,170 --> 01:18:50,608
I fell quite ill, running a big fever,
850
01:18:51,649 --> 01:18:54,208
like you when you were in the hospital,
851
01:18:54,610 --> 01:18:56,889
but I stayed at home.
852
01:18:57,250 --> 01:18:59,409
My mother was very sweet with me.
853
01:19:00,169 --> 01:19:01,768
We had a canary.
854
01:19:02,809 --> 01:19:04,768
I mean, my father had one.
855
01:19:05,249 --> 01:19:08,808
So he had,
some trace of humanity, I suppose.
856
01:19:09,209 --> 01:19:12,249
I was allowed to feed it, and...
857
01:19:12,889 --> 01:19:15,609
He'd sit on your shoulder then.
858
01:19:17,209 --> 01:19:18,928
When the fever went down,
859
01:19:19,930 --> 01:19:22,449
one day when my mother was at the shops,
860
01:19:22,969 --> 01:19:27,448
I got up, took the bird from its cage,
and squeezed it to death.
861
01:19:34,449 --> 01:19:36,288
What did your parents say?
862
01:19:37,129 --> 01:19:39,528
No, I quickly put the bird
863
01:19:39,849 --> 01:19:43,648
back in its cage,
as if it had died a natural death.
864
01:19:45,409 --> 01:19:47,888
Next morning, I went to school...
865
01:19:49,889 --> 01:19:52,328
and my platinum blonde teacher
866
01:19:53,049 --> 01:19:55,128
meant nothing to me anymore.
867
01:20:08,249 --> 01:20:10,688
You ever told that story to anyone?
868
01:20:12,209 --> 01:20:13,209
No.
869
01:20:13,929 --> 01:20:14,929
Why?
870
01:20:17,609 --> 01:20:20,208
Are you telling me
to comfort me?
871
01:20:22,649 --> 01:20:23,649
I don't know.
872
01:20:26,289 --> 01:20:27,289
Is it true?
873
01:20:29,208 --> 01:20:30,208
I believe so.
874
01:20:43,128 --> 01:20:46,928
Dear Lord, make me devout
so I'll make it to heaven's gate.
875
01:22:21,408 --> 01:22:22,447
Hello, father.
876
01:22:23,288 --> 01:22:25,247
What do you want with me?
877
01:22:27,008 --> 01:22:28,807
I wanted to talk to you.
878
01:22:29,968 --> 01:22:30,968
Yes...
879
01:22:35,248 --> 01:22:36,248
Hello.
880
01:22:39,848 --> 01:22:42,447
Mrs Leuwen, if I remember correctly.
881
01:22:44,328 --> 01:22:46,287
I could have come to visit.
882
01:22:47,048 --> 01:22:49,047
Seeing as you're here now...
883
01:22:55,768 --> 01:22:57,007
Take a seat.
884
01:23:09,527 --> 01:23:11,247
Can I get you something?
885
01:23:11,848 --> 01:23:13,246
White wine or...
886
01:23:19,448 --> 01:23:21,286
When is it due?
887
01:23:24,368 --> 01:23:25,927
In about three weeks.
888
01:23:26,327 --> 01:23:28,407
You must be very happy.
889
01:23:29,368 --> 01:23:30,368
I suppose.
890
01:23:34,367 --> 01:23:36,367
Why come to see me?
891
01:23:38,728 --> 01:23:40,887
Firstly, I wanted to thank you.
892
01:23:41,288 --> 01:23:42,327
What for?
893
01:23:49,407 --> 01:23:50,607
If you don't mind.
894
01:23:51,527 --> 01:23:53,846
For your help with the funeral.
895
01:23:54,887 --> 01:23:57,286
Don't thank me.
I was doing my job.
896
01:23:57,608 --> 01:24:00,806
Anyway, straight after the funeral,
you thanked me.
897
01:24:02,927 --> 01:24:05,606
- Are you sure?
- No, thank you.
898
01:24:28,808 --> 01:24:29,808
So...
899
01:24:31,887 --> 01:24:33,247
Why did you come?
900
01:24:35,487 --> 01:24:37,366
I had to talk to someone.
901
01:24:41,567 --> 01:24:42,567
Yes?
902
01:24:49,327 --> 01:24:51,246
I don't want the child.
903
01:24:55,047 --> 01:24:57,486
It seems you have no option.
904
01:25:00,727 --> 01:25:02,726
I thought the child would help me.
905
01:25:02,967 --> 01:25:04,806
But now everything's a lot worse.
906
01:25:07,447 --> 01:25:09,046
Help you in what way?
907
01:25:12,607 --> 01:25:15,246
Don't you feel it, father?
908
01:25:16,167 --> 01:25:18,766
On the streets, looking at people.
909
01:25:20,567 --> 01:25:22,406
And friends and acquaintances.
910
01:25:24,687 --> 01:25:25,687
The...
911
01:25:26,447 --> 01:25:28,486
cold rage on their faces.
912
01:25:29,007 --> 01:25:30,206
The hatred.
913
01:25:34,807 --> 01:25:38,606
I can't go out of the house anymore
because I can't bear it.
914
01:25:41,287 --> 01:25:45,645
How can I take the responsibility
of raising a child in this climate?
915
01:25:48,687 --> 01:25:49,766
Sometimes...
916
01:25:51,207 --> 01:25:52,326
I think
917
01:25:53,287 --> 01:25:56,565
that it comes from me,
it can't be this way...
918
01:25:58,966 --> 01:26:00,246
That I'm exaggerating.
919
01:26:00,927 --> 01:26:04,046
A kind of pregnancy hysteria.
920
01:26:07,606 --> 01:26:08,606
But that's wrong.
921
01:26:12,127 --> 01:26:14,205
I bought a television.
922
01:26:15,886 --> 01:26:18,966
Because in the house,
there is nobody else.
923
01:26:24,487 --> 01:26:27,685
But I can't turn it on anymore
without crying.
924
01:26:32,606 --> 01:26:34,485
I don't understand how...
925
01:26:34,726 --> 01:26:37,845
news presenters can do their jobs.
926
01:26:41,486 --> 01:26:43,206
How can they bear it?
927
01:26:44,686 --> 01:26:48,285
Saying these things
without screaming or...
928
01:26:49,406 --> 01:26:50,526
crying.
929
01:27:00,926 --> 01:27:03,325
I know there are some good things.
930
01:27:04,166 --> 01:27:06,285
Or even heartening.
931
01:27:07,726 --> 01:27:09,805
And I should be pleased about them.
932
01:27:11,446 --> 01:27:15,325
And objectively,
all this might be nonsense.
933
01:27:18,886 --> 01:27:20,605
But the fact is...
934
01:27:23,886 --> 01:27:25,165
everything that's...
935
01:27:27,006 --> 01:27:29,005
nastier and more injurious
936
01:27:31,406 --> 01:27:33,405
sticks in your memory longer.
937
01:27:37,966 --> 01:27:38,966
Yes.
938
01:27:40,966 --> 01:27:41,966
That's true.
939
01:27:45,126 --> 01:27:47,645
Can I get you a drink, though?
940
01:27:47,886 --> 01:27:49,205
Sure, thanks.
941
01:28:03,846 --> 01:28:07,085
18 months ago, I tried to kill myself.
942
01:28:09,366 --> 01:28:12,764
Do you know the suicide rate
for children aged 8-12
943
01:28:13,005 --> 01:28:15,164
went up by 70% in the last year?
944
01:28:15,405 --> 01:28:16,445
No.
945
01:28:17,565 --> 01:28:21,445
I went to the mountains near Munich.
It was winter.
946
01:28:22,005 --> 01:28:23,245
I sat in the snow,
947
01:28:23,486 --> 01:28:26,765
took 20 sleeping pills
and drank a bottle of wine.
948
01:28:27,525 --> 01:28:32,365
It was a fiasco. A group of skiers
found me before I blacked out.
949
01:28:33,806 --> 01:28:36,485
It was more comical
than worthy of sympathy.
950
01:28:38,486 --> 01:28:40,525
Why did you want the child
951
01:28:40,845 --> 01:28:42,644
you don't want now?
952
01:28:44,366 --> 01:28:45,366
I don't know.
953
01:28:46,766 --> 01:28:49,645
Perhaps I thought it was my purpose.
954
01:28:49,885 --> 01:28:50,885
I don't know.
955
01:28:52,686 --> 01:28:53,686
Here.
956
01:28:54,126 --> 01:28:55,126
Thanks.
957
01:28:58,845 --> 01:29:01,244
I don't know why you came to see me.
958
01:29:03,445 --> 01:29:05,724
I could recommend an analyst,
959
01:29:05,965 --> 01:29:08,484
but I don't think he would help you.
960
01:29:10,165 --> 01:29:12,845
And I fear I can't help you either.
961
01:29:15,006 --> 01:29:16,524
You're expecting me
962
01:29:17,526 --> 01:29:22,124
that I prove the opposite
of what you are feeling.
963
01:29:23,565 --> 01:29:25,044
You come down to me
964
01:29:25,845 --> 01:29:28,884
to the Holy Church,
into the Middle Ages,
965
01:29:30,726 --> 01:29:33,804
expecting that the world
will then be remedied.
966
01:29:36,525 --> 01:29:38,804
You stand there
fearful of the hatred
967
01:29:39,245 --> 01:29:41,804
you sense in others and yourself.
968
01:29:44,645 --> 01:29:46,644
The worst part of it is...
969
01:29:47,805 --> 01:29:50,604
we are being robbed of our self-esteem
970
01:29:52,125 --> 01:29:54,244
by the life around us.
971
01:29:56,245 --> 01:29:59,364
Because we may only live now
without dignity.
972
01:30:02,045 --> 01:30:05,484
And we end up
making ourselves responsible
973
01:30:06,245 --> 01:30:07,724
for what we've lost.
974
01:30:10,805 --> 01:30:12,884
The Middle Ages are over.
975
01:30:14,525 --> 01:30:17,324
Nobody takes away our guilt anymore.
976
01:30:26,165 --> 01:30:28,364
That doesn't sound very Christian.
977
01:30:32,804 --> 01:30:33,804
No.
978
01:30:36,005 --> 01:30:37,924
Do you pray, father?
979
01:30:39,044 --> 01:30:40,044
Naturally.
980
01:30:43,964 --> 01:30:45,844
Can I help you in any way?
981
01:30:47,365 --> 01:30:49,483
You live all alone over there.
982
01:30:51,445 --> 01:30:52,445
Thank you.
983
01:30:53,444 --> 01:30:55,044
Should I drop by?
984
01:30:55,885 --> 01:30:57,364
That's not necessary.
985
01:30:58,325 --> 01:31:00,804
I will with pleasure if it helps you.
986
01:31:02,924 --> 01:31:03,924
No.
987
01:31:05,125 --> 01:31:06,125
Thanks.
988
01:31:09,284 --> 01:31:12,684
Have you seen Dr Naprawnik again?
989
01:31:14,005 --> 01:31:17,443
You're old school friends,
or so I heard.
990
01:31:17,965 --> 01:31:18,965
Yes.
991
01:31:20,684 --> 01:31:21,844
And?
992
01:31:30,164 --> 01:31:31,963
What do you plan to do?
993
01:31:35,724 --> 01:31:37,283
Don't be afraid.
994
01:31:39,164 --> 01:31:41,363
With a child in your belly...
995
01:31:43,685 --> 01:31:45,964
especially one that is so big,
996
01:31:47,004 --> 01:31:49,363
you can't kill yourself, can you?
997
01:31:51,324 --> 01:31:52,603
I'm sorry.
998
01:31:55,604 --> 01:31:58,123
Believe me, I really am sorry.
999
01:32:00,644 --> 01:32:02,644
I must apologize again.
1000
01:32:03,605 --> 01:32:07,684
Do you remember our first meeting
and my clumsiness?
1001
01:32:08,564 --> 01:32:10,483
I had to apologize then, too.
1002
01:32:12,844 --> 01:32:15,323
Seems like it's my mission in life.
1003
01:32:15,564 --> 01:32:17,483
To apologize.
1004
01:35:15,483 --> 01:35:16,483
Look...
1005
01:35:17,203 --> 01:35:18,842
My patience has its limits.
1006
01:35:19,163 --> 01:35:22,122
You simply owe it to me,
and to the kids.
1007
01:35:22,603 --> 01:35:24,362
And what are you expecting?
1008
01:35:25,923 --> 01:35:27,922
Come away with me. Please.
1009
01:35:28,243 --> 01:35:31,282
Just these two weeks.
Alone, without the kids.
1010
01:35:31,883 --> 01:35:33,722
Let's give it another try.
1011
01:35:34,002 --> 01:35:36,602
Why now? It's just absurd.
1012
01:35:36,803 --> 01:35:39,041
I've realized what we're lacking.
1013
01:35:40,602 --> 01:35:43,282
I clearly can't give you
the warmth you need.
1014
01:35:43,523 --> 01:35:44,801
But you need me...
1015
01:35:45,042 --> 01:35:48,041
It's just words.
I can't believe any of it.
1016
01:35:51,243 --> 01:35:52,361
Let go.
1017
01:35:52,803 --> 01:35:54,122
If someone sees us...
1018
01:36:18,882 --> 01:36:21,641
I didn't want to say this
but you force me...
1019
01:36:22,522 --> 01:36:25,442
I went to the hospital.
Doesn't look good.
1020
01:36:25,762 --> 01:36:26,762
What?
1021
01:36:27,243 --> 01:36:28,322
I'm sick.
1022
01:36:31,443 --> 01:36:32,841
How sick?
1023
01:36:33,603 --> 01:36:36,041
Pretty sick.
Is that enough for you?
1024
01:36:38,763 --> 01:36:40,121
Is this a trick?
1025
01:36:41,163 --> 01:36:43,601
They wanted to operate this week.
1026
01:36:44,043 --> 01:36:46,682
I want us to straighten this out first.
1027
01:36:47,562 --> 01:36:49,322
You owe me a chance.
1028
01:36:50,763 --> 01:36:52,442
You're blackmailing me?
1029
01:36:52,882 --> 01:36:55,202
Yes, I'm blackmailing you.
1030
01:36:57,603 --> 01:36:59,321
My God, this is insane!
1031
01:37:01,563 --> 01:37:02,961
What should I do?
1032
01:37:05,242 --> 01:37:07,521
When did he tell you?
1033
01:37:08,442 --> 01:37:10,442
Yesterday afternoon, at the stables.
1034
01:37:17,362 --> 01:37:20,641
I don't want to go away with him.
It just hurts.
1035
01:37:21,402 --> 01:37:23,481
And I can't leave the kids alone.
1036
01:37:23,682 --> 01:37:26,321
Martin refuses
to stay with Christian's mother.
1037
01:37:29,602 --> 01:37:31,041
What do you expect me to do?
1038
01:37:31,642 --> 01:37:34,961
- I can't decide for you.
- You must help me.
1039
01:37:36,442 --> 01:37:39,161
By freeing you
of your bad conscience?
1040
01:37:39,802 --> 01:37:42,401
- I don't think I can.
- That's mean.
1041
01:37:43,042 --> 01:37:44,561
I'm right, though?
1042
01:37:47,482 --> 01:37:49,321
You see the position you put me in
1043
01:37:49,562 --> 01:37:51,921
when you expect me
to make a decision?
1044
01:37:53,162 --> 01:37:54,641
That's not my role.
1045
01:37:54,882 --> 01:37:57,001
I'm the outsider, not him.
1046
01:37:57,402 --> 01:37:59,881
- So I should go with him?
- Eva...
1047
01:38:00,162 --> 01:38:01,601
What should I do?
1048
01:38:02,562 --> 01:38:05,041
You must do what you think is right.
1049
01:38:07,562 --> 01:38:08,562
Fine.
1050
01:38:09,161 --> 01:38:10,641
I won't go then.
1051
01:38:12,002 --> 01:38:13,881
Where's the telephone?
1052
01:38:19,241 --> 01:38:20,401
Back there.
1053
01:39:27,401 --> 01:39:28,401
Well?
1054
01:39:31,601 --> 01:39:32,601
Nothing.
1055
01:39:33,602 --> 01:39:34,720
He hung up.
1056
01:40:34,001 --> 01:40:35,240
Where are you going?
1057
01:40:53,680 --> 01:40:54,879
Are you mad?
1058
01:40:56,401 --> 01:40:57,759
Stop!
1059
01:43:05,640 --> 01:43:07,759
Lieutenant Lagermann, stop there!
1060
01:43:10,599 --> 01:43:12,439
Squadron, halt!
1061
01:43:14,199 --> 01:43:15,479
No salutes?
1062
01:43:16,719 --> 01:43:18,518
It's no longer necessary?
1063
01:43:19,520 --> 01:43:21,638
Perhaps I no longer exist for you?
1064
01:43:22,400 --> 01:43:23,639
Do I no longer exist?
1065
01:43:27,120 --> 01:43:28,478
Am I dead for you?
1066
01:43:29,439 --> 01:43:31,039
Where do you think you are?
1067
01:43:31,800 --> 01:43:33,719
Who do you think you are?
1068
01:43:34,640 --> 01:43:36,638
Courtesy no longer exists for you?
1069
01:43:37,440 --> 01:43:39,959
Why are you in this academy?
1070
01:43:40,560 --> 01:43:43,238
You think nothing counts anymore?
1071
01:43:43,440 --> 01:43:45,038
Bearing is dead?
1072
01:43:45,440 --> 01:43:47,078
Honor is dead?
1073
01:43:47,520 --> 01:43:49,238
Dignity is dead?
1074
01:43:49,880 --> 01:43:52,199
What do we do with all the junk?
1075
01:43:52,640 --> 01:43:54,518
What still counts?
1076
01:43:54,960 --> 01:43:56,519
What counts?
1077
01:43:56,839 --> 01:43:58,079
What counts?
1078
01:44:00,199 --> 01:44:01,838
Squadron, march!
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