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Nema većeg zla od
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đavo u nečijem tijelu.
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Zato ti pišem na ovaj način
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neposlušan način.
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Sinoć sam
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molio/la sam te da me vidiš.
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Molio sam te da možeš postaviti svoje
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usne na mojim grudima
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Da budem dječak kakav si
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nekada smo možda riješili ovo.
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Ipak si stotinama kilometara daleko.
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Trebam da znaš
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da to nije lično.
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Bez obzira šta ima
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desilo se među nama.
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Želja je nesveta.
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Opraštaš li mi?
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Nikad ne pitaš
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o mom doprinosu.
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Pretpostavljam da ne odobravaš.
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Sada živim u
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dom koji je sav moj.
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Iako pripada
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porodica za koju radim.
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Ali više liči na moje nego
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naša kuća je ikada to radila.
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Pomisliti da sam voljela ružičastu.
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Uništio mi je identitet u
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na isti način kao i on
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grebao mi je kožu.
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Osjećao/la sam se slobodno i oslobođeno.
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Bila sam njegovo platno,
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čekajući svoju boju
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da mi se uvuče u pore.
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Ponekad je njegovo ponašanje
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neugodno poznato.
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Blizu kuće.
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Ipak, u njemu postoji određena naivnost
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radnje koje se osjećaju
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daleko manje manipulativno.
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Pomisliti da se boriš za
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naša zemlja dok sam ja
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biranja namještaja.
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U kakvom okrutnom svijetu sada živimo.
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Mnogo toga što kažem moglo bi biti
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smatrani nepouzdanim.
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Nije da te ne volim.
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Da.
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Ali ljubav je komplikovana.
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Svjestan sam da do ove tačke
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Nisam ti dao mnogo konteksta.
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Uvjeravam vas da u
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vrijeme koje će doći.
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Ja lično još nisam siguran/sigurna u
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kako,
šta ili zašto u mojoj situaciji.
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U početku je bio kao sjena.
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Tanak.
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Mekana, s kožom.
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Gotovo prozirno.
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Žao mi je.
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Nisam očekivao/la
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neko poput tebe.
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Neko kao ja?
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Nisam bio siguran ko je ova sjena
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pripadao je, jer je bio direktan.
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Bobičasto voće?
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Bezobrazno.
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I dao je sve od sebe
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da se ponaša kao muškarac.
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Tražim gospodina Richardsona?
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Gospodin Richardson je bio moj otac.
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Otišao je da se bori.
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Pretpostavljam da te to čini čovjekom
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tadašnje kuće.
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Da li ostavljam takav utisak?
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To me je podsjetilo na tebe.
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Iako sam u početku bio siguran da je bio
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posramljen njegovim izjavama.
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Bojim se da moja majka nema ukusa.
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Očarao me je svojom naivnošću.
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Šarmantno.
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Sumnjam u ženu tvoje
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sofisticiranost okružuje sebe
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sa ružičastom bojom.
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Ne znam ko misliš da sam.
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Izgledalo je kao da misli da je to
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Čovječe, morao si imati kontrolu.
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Mogućnost da ova osobina
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još nije bio zaključan, to je šta
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navelo me je da mu udovoljim.
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Gdje ti je majka?
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Svi ostajemo
s mojim bakom i djedom
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za sada.
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Šta, s obzirom da mi je otac odsutan?
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Zamišljam da je to veoma teško.
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Nikada nisam zavisio od njega.
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Nikada nisam zavisio od njega.
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Osim što je zahvalio svojoj majci za
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gostoprimstvo,
Osjećao/la sam se pozvan/a da
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podijelite poruku podrške.
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Ali je izjavio da to neće
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koristi bilo kojoj strani i u
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retrospektiva,
vjerovatno je u pravu.
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Bog neka je s njim.
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Mogla sam osjetiti njegovu potrebu da me dodirne.
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To me je uplašilo.
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Ali me je to takođe navelo da se zapitam
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Kakav uticaj mogu imati na dečka
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koji još nije u potpunosti opterećen
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očekivanja društva.
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U svakom slučaju, ja sam
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prenošenje poruke.
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Neka Bog bude s tobom, mužu.
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Uvijek.
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Kasniš.
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Rekao bih da sam poranio.
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Možda sam nestrpljiv/a.
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Jesi li ikada prije radio/la ovaj posao?
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Ne.
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Ali sam temeljno obučen.
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Pa, sve dok si spreman/spremna na to
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dohvati svoje ruke
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prljavo, bit ćeš dobro.
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Mogu vas uvjeriti da nemam nikakvih sumnji.
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Nisam uhvatio/la
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tvoje ime jučer.
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To je Flynn.
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Jeste li ikada bili u
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Baltonsborough prije?
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Ne, ovo mi je prvi put.
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Mogu li te negdje odvesti?
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Bojim se da sam na satu.
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Ali ti radiš za mene.
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Radim za tvog oca.
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Ko bi mogao biti mrtav?
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Molim te.
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Nećete požaliti.
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Brzo, onda.
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Nigdje daleko.
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Primijetio/la sam prsten na tvom prstu.
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Šta on misli o svemu ovome?
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On još nije otkrio svoje mišljenje.
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Pretpostavljam da on ne odobrava.
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Ali mislim da je njegov bijes bio usmjeren
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više zbog vlastitog ogorčenja
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nego činjenica da nosim
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posao muškaraca.
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Je li to ono što misliš?
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Mislim da sam na to odgovorio/la
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pitanje time što
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ovdje na prvom mjestu.
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Nisi ono što sam očekivao/la?
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Na koji način?
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Ne znam.
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Pretpostavljam da je jedina djevojka koju sam ikada
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Ono što je zaista bilo u blizini je moja sestra.
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Dakle, teško je reći.
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Bliži sam tome
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godine tvoje majke.
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Ipak imaš moje
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sestrin ten.
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Zašto si me doveo/dovela ovdje?
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Svijet je u ratu.
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Želio sam da vidiš da postoji
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ljepota svuda oko nas, čak i sada.
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Je li to ono što vidiš?
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Ponekad.
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Drugi put vidim nešto što
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više ne postoji.
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Moj otac je mene i moje
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sestra je ovdje cijelo vrijeme.
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Satima bi pretraživao kamenje.
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Govorio je to...
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Sve je u
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trzaj ručnog zgloba.
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Moja sestra bi se trznula svaki put
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svaki put kada je to uradio.
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Na kraju je uhvatio jednog
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svi prestanemo da se smijemo.
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Jako mi je žao.
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Ne znam zašto sam ti to rekao/rekla.
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Jer si ljut/a na sebe
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jer ga nedostaješ.
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Nisam te trebao dovoditi ovdje.
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Bila je to greška.
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Mislim da to nije istina.
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Kako si mogao znati šta osjećam?
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O ne
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U redu, pokaži mi
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Više od svega,
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iznenadio me je.
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Bio je tako usklađen
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sa svojim emocijama,
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što je bilo drugačije od svih muškaraca koje sam ikad imala
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sreo u svom životu do sada.
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Ipak, na mnogo načina,
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Ovo nije bio čovjek, zar ne?
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Počela sam se brinuti da me vidi kao
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verzija njegove majke,
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što je bio osjećaj koji još nisam imao
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spreman suočiti se.
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Bilo je jasno da nije u potpunosti
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znati kako se ophoditi sa ženom,
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i iskoristio je svoju adolescenciju da
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oprostite mu njegovo ponašanje.
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Njegova očigledna snaga,
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njegovu potrebu da se uprlja,
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ipak nikada nije bilo
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nešto što sam osjećao potrebu da ukrotim.
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Ponekad sam mislio da nema pojma
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šta je radio.
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Drugi put se osjećalo
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daleko proračunatije.
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Vjerujem da je pokušavao da mi pokaže
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da je ovo bilo
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zaista posao za muškarca.
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Ali nisam dozvolio/la
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odvratiti me od mog zadatka.
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Dokazao/la si svoju poentu.
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Dakle, priznaješ da je sumnjao u mene.
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Nikada ne bi trebao sumnjati
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iskustvo.
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Flynn
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Šta radiš ovdje?
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Ledeno ti je.
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Moram ti postaviti jedno pitanje.
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Ne možeš li čekati do jutra?
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Ako je to ono što preferiraš?
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Barem dođite i zagrijte se pored
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zapali vatru prije nego što kreneš.
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Samo ako si siguran/sigurna.
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Trebalo bi da se obučem.
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Ne moraš se brinuti.
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Trebat će samo trenutak.
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Sjednite.
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Hladno je.
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Šta si me htio pitati?
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Ma nije to ništa.
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Nije moglo biti ništa.
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Istina, tamo
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nikada nije bilo pitanje.
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A šta ti radiš ovdje?
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Želio/željela sam te vidjeti.
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Zar nemaš djevojku?
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Mogao bi biti
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provodiš vrijeme sa mnom.
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Zar nemaš muža?
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Trebao bih ići gore.
249
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Uostalom, ovo je tvoj dom.
250
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Zar ti ne nedostaje tvoj dom?
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Nema šta propustiti.
252
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Nema djece?
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Ne mogu zatrudnjeti.
254
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U redu je.
255
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Ne očekujem
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da kažeš bilo šta.
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Moj muž...
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krivi mene za
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propast našeg braka.
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Pa čak i kada sebe zamislim...
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trudna ili s djetetom...
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Ne vidim drugačiji ishod.
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Muškarcima je lakše...
264
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kriviti nesavršenu ženu.
265
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Po mom mišljenju,
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nesavršenosti nas ne čine ljudima.
267
00:15:16,133 --> 00:15:17,133
Je li to tako?
268
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Zašto si to uradio/uradila?
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Šta?
270
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Zamijenite moje godine za neznanje.
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Nije to baš to...
272
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Pa šta je onda to?
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Ovdje sam već
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mnogo duže nego što ti imaš.
275
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Znam svaku utakmicu...
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svaki tvoj trik
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pokušavaju se poigrati sa mnom...
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Ipak se i dalje angažujete.
279
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Ipak ti još uvijek
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izjasnite se da ste nevini.
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Samo dok je
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vodi te da me uhvatiš.
283
00:15:45,695 --> 00:15:46,893
Je li to trenutak kada ćeš konačno shvatiti
284
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Dosadilo ti je ovo, šarada?
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Zašto?
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Jeste li spremni da
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zabavljaš me do tada?
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Pitam se...
289
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u kojem trenutku?
290
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Ovaj čovjek...
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vraća se u dječačko doba.
292
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Primio/la sam tvoje prvo pismo.
293
00:16:21,859 --> 00:16:24,377
Vaše vrijeme je, kao što
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uvijek, besprijekorno.
295
00:16:27,579 --> 00:16:28,458
Ali
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00:16:28,460 --> 00:16:30,100
razgovor se činio pročišćenim.
297
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Pričaš o smrti...
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dok pričam o životu.
299
00:16:39,100 --> 00:16:40,981
Zavidim ti na zaključcima.
300
00:16:44,221 --> 00:16:45,901
Šta je ovo što glumim?
301
00:16:46,781 --> 00:16:49,539
Nisam siguran/sigurna da li sam
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tražim društvo...
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požuda...
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ili validaciju.
305
00:16:56,063 --> 00:16:57,340
U očima Boga, linije imaju
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već pređeno.
307
00:16:59,583 --> 00:17:01,223
Ali još uvijek se ne osjećam krivim.
308
00:17:03,942 --> 00:17:05,141
Pitam se da li bi mu to trebalo
309
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dodirni da to učiniš
310
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osjećaj se ostvari.
311
00:17:10,063 --> 00:17:11,861
Nisam čuo/čula od njega od mnogih
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dana nakon te noći.
313
00:17:14,623 --> 00:17:15,503
Nisam bio siguran da li ja
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bi ga ikada više vidio.
315
00:17:18,344 --> 00:17:19,943
Tragično,
Počeo/la sam tražiti
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svijetla tačka u svemu tome.
317
00:17:24,025 --> 00:17:25,705
Prokletstvo, tvoj uticaj na moju dušu.
318
00:17:29,025 --> 00:17:30,025
Jednog dana...
319
00:17:30,825 --> 00:17:32,023
bit ćeš zahvalan/zahvalna što si
320
00:17:32,025 --> 00:17:33,785
zaustavljen
praviš budalu od sebe.
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00:17:58,068 --> 00:17:58,947
Iako ovo znam
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00:17:58,949 --> 00:18:00,309
moglo bi vam prouzrokovati bol,
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Mislim da hoće
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pomoći vam da shvatite.
325
00:18:04,548 --> 00:18:07,028
Zapamti,
bez obzira kako oboje
326
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izađi iz ovoga,
327
00:18:08,989 --> 00:18:10,909
uvijek ćeš biti heroj.
328
00:18:13,950 --> 00:18:14,950
Draga Rachel,
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U tvom odsustvu, uzeo sam ga
330
00:18:18,391 --> 00:18:19,349
na sebe da se promijenim
331
00:18:19,351 --> 00:18:20,268
raspored kuće
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00:18:20,270 --> 00:18:21,790
i da sredite svoju garderobu.
333
00:18:24,431 --> 00:18:26,950
Znaj da nisam mogao/mogla
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00:18:26,952 --> 00:18:27,550
suočiti se sa
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00:18:27,552 --> 00:18:28,669
mogućnost pored vatre
336
00:18:28,671 --> 00:18:31,270
jer nisam bio u stanju da se suočim sa
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00:18:31,272 --> 00:18:32,672
poznavanje moje prošlosti.
338
00:18:35,031 --> 00:18:37,031
Sada vjerujem da ako
339
00:18:37,033 --> 00:18:38,109
Trebaš ovdje raditi,
340
00:18:38,152 --> 00:18:39,630
Ovo bi trebao biti tvoj dom,
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00:18:39,673 --> 00:18:41,150
i ne bi trebalo ostaviti tragove
342
00:18:41,152 --> 00:18:43,513
moja majka ili moja sestra
343
00:18:44,872 --> 00:18:46,032
ili nekoga ko
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00:18:46,034 --> 00:18:47,753
možda više ne postoji.
345
00:18:50,633 --> 00:18:52,112
Iako sam daleko od
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00:18:52,114 --> 00:18:53,434
dječak kakav sam nekad bio,
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00:18:53,954 --> 00:18:55,633
Razumijem da sam i ja daleko
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00:18:55,635 --> 00:18:57,315
od čovjeka koji ću postati.
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00:18:58,314 --> 00:19:01,033
Uprkos tome,
Vjerujem da dijelimo
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tu sličnost.
351
00:19:04,914 --> 00:19:06,955
Utjeha ne dolazi iznutra,
352
00:19:07,315 --> 00:19:08,753
ali od pronalaska
353
00:19:08,755 --> 00:19:10,235
utočište u nepoznatom.
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00:19:13,315 --> 00:19:14,875
U moći sam magneta.
355
00:19:45,599 --> 00:19:47,120
Tvoja tišina me ubija.
356
00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:50,560
Nisam te očekivao/la.
357
00:19:52,280 --> 00:19:53,680
Pretpostavljam da ste primili moje pismo.
358
00:20:01,361 --> 00:20:02,361
Miriše prekrasno.
359
00:20:04,121 --> 00:20:05,122
Recept moje majke.
360
00:20:07,842 --> 00:20:08,722
U čemu je problem?
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00:20:08,802 --> 00:20:10,162
ništa
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00:20:11,281 --> 00:20:12,802
Samo... iznenađen sam.
363
00:20:13,402 --> 00:20:14,922
Pa, još ga nisi probao/la?
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00:20:22,682 --> 00:20:25,563
mmmm
365
00:20:28,563 --> 00:20:31,364
Nisam očekivao/la da ću te vidjeti.
366
00:20:33,363 --> 00:20:35,443
Pa, pretpostavljam da sam mislio da bi mogao/mogla
367
00:20:35,445 --> 00:20:36,445
poželjeli su malo društva.
368
00:20:37,165 --> 00:20:39,964
Ako je ovo zaista moj dom,
369
00:20:41,725 --> 00:20:42,803
vjerovatno si trebao pitati
370
00:20:42,805 --> 00:20:44,685
prije nego što si došao/došla da mi skuhaš večeru.
371
00:20:45,686 --> 00:20:46,083
Bi li to bilo
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00:20:46,085 --> 00:20:47,085
promijenio ishod?
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Da.
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00:20:48,725 --> 00:20:49,524
Jer ne bih očekivao/la
375
00:20:49,526 --> 00:20:50,526
Mogao/la bi to uraditi.
376
00:20:56,406 --> 00:20:57,486
Idem se osvježiti.
377
00:20:58,686 --> 00:20:59,725
Da li bi želeo/želela da budem
378
00:20:59,727 --> 00:21:00,927
ovdje kad se vratiš?
379
00:21:03,246 --> 00:21:03,925
Prvi čovjek koji je
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mi je ikada skuhao večeru.
381
00:21:05,968 --> 00:21:07,368
Mogao bih i uživati u tome.
382
00:21:46,331 --> 00:21:47,531
Izgledaš prelijepo.
383
00:21:49,811 --> 00:21:50,811
Zašto ovo radiš?
384
00:21:52,172 --> 00:21:53,172
Šta misliš?
385
00:21:54,052 --> 00:21:55,413
Večera. Haljina.
386
00:21:56,292 --> 00:21:57,171
Pa, nisam bio/bila
387
00:21:57,173 --> 00:21:58,173
Sigurno bi ga nosio/nosila.
388
00:21:58,253 --> 00:21:59,253
Odgovori na pitanje.
389
00:22:01,692 --> 00:22:02,772
Pitaš se jesam li spreman/spremna.
390
00:22:04,053 --> 00:22:05,614
Pitam se da li sam sposoban/sposobna.
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00:22:07,453 --> 00:22:08,573
Nadam se da ovo odgovara na oba.
392
00:22:09,013 --> 00:22:10,012
Ima li šta god ja imam
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00:22:10,014 --> 00:22:11,293
rekao da te je nagovorio na ovo?
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00:22:11,653 --> 00:22:13,652
Ne. Ali tvoje riječi
395
00:22:13,654 --> 00:22:14,654
motivisali su me.
396
00:22:17,774 --> 00:22:18,774
Flynn...
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00:22:19,375 --> 00:22:19,973
Ne želim reći
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00:22:19,975 --> 00:22:21,295
ovo, ali mislim...
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00:22:38,536 --> 00:22:39,536
Moraš ići...
400
00:22:41,416 --> 00:22:42,416
i nikad se ne vratiti.
401
00:22:44,257 --> 00:22:45,257
Ne razumijem.
402
00:22:45,898 --> 00:22:46,898
Ti si samo dječak.
403
00:22:48,658 --> 00:22:50,018
Zar onda ne možeš shvatiti?
404
00:22:50,777 --> 00:22:51,975
Onda ne razumijem zašto si
405
00:22:51,977 --> 00:22:53,098
tako ljut na mene.
406
00:22:53,738 --> 00:22:54,576
Uznemiren/a sam jer
407
00:22:54,578 --> 00:22:56,058
Prestar sam za tebe.
408
00:22:56,819 --> 00:22:57,459
Nije važno.
409
00:23:21,380 --> 00:23:22,380
Trebao bih otići.
410
00:23:27,542 --> 00:23:29,502
Barem ostani na večeri.
411
00:23:31,982 --> 00:23:33,021
Ne znam.
412
00:23:33,261 --> 00:23:34,261
Molim te.
413
00:23:35,422 --> 00:23:36,662
Uložio si sav ovaj trud.
414
00:23:45,103 --> 00:23:48,104
Iako sam znao da je to pogrešno,
415
00:23:48,304 --> 00:23:50,903
Nisam bila toliko voljna da odustanem.
416
00:23:51,503 --> 00:23:53,342
Znao sam da jednog dana
417
00:23:53,344 --> 00:23:54,824
Prerastao bi me.
418
00:23:55,385 --> 00:23:56,983
Ali sam vjerovao da je on barem
419
00:23:56,985 --> 00:23:58,745
zaslužio je da sačuva svoje dostojanstvo.
420
00:23:59,825 --> 00:24:00,862
Čak i da sam bio spreman/spremna
421
00:24:00,864 --> 00:24:02,344
Neka mi se moj skine.
422
00:24:34,068 --> 00:24:35,906
Uprkos mojim postupcima,
Nisam želio/željela
423
00:24:35,908 --> 00:24:37,508
prisiliti da se podvrgnem svojim godinama.
424
00:24:38,188 --> 00:24:40,147
Ali njegov poljubac je postajao sve poznatiji
425
00:24:40,149 --> 00:24:42,109
što duže sam ga kušao/kušala.
426
00:24:42,949 --> 00:24:43,987
Mogu li zaista lišiti
427
00:24:43,989 --> 00:24:45,429
sebe od toga zauvijek?
428
00:24:48,190 --> 00:24:49,788
Da si bio/bila u mojoj koži,
bi li
429
00:24:49,790 --> 00:24:51,110
jesi li čak i oklijevao/la?
430
00:24:52,630 --> 00:24:53,907
Dvije nepravde ne čine jednu ispravnost, ali
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00:24:53,909 --> 00:24:54,949
oni bi u
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00:24:55,470 --> 00:24:56,830
barem nas učini jednakima.
433
00:24:59,310 --> 00:25:00,949
Očajnički sam tražio izgovore
434
00:25:00,951 --> 00:25:02,111
u mom ponašanju.
435
00:25:03,150 --> 00:25:03,831
Možda sam depresivan/a.
436
00:25:04,110 --> 00:25:05,992
Možda sam to i bio cijelo vrijeme.
437
00:25:07,512 --> 00:25:09,749
Nikad se nisam toliko osmijehnuo/la da
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00:25:09,751 --> 00:25:11,352
osjetio sam bol u obrazima.
439
00:25:12,631 --> 00:25:13,829
Bilo je kao da je moje tijelo
440
00:25:13,831 --> 00:25:15,512
izgubila svu svoju težinu.
441
00:25:16,993 --> 00:25:18,990
Hodao sam ulicama lagano
442
00:25:18,992 --> 00:25:20,192
kao u mojim snovima.
443
00:25:22,592 --> 00:25:23,752
Hoću li te ponovo vidjeti?
444
00:25:24,872 --> 00:25:26,152
Vjerovatno ne biste trebali.
445
00:25:32,954 --> 00:25:36,115
Nisi se oprostio/la.
446
00:25:37,315 --> 00:25:38,315
Upravo tako.
447
00:25:39,355 --> 00:25:39,752
Sve je ovo molilo
448
00:25:39,754 --> 00:25:41,074
jedno jedino pitanje.
449
00:25:42,874 --> 00:25:43,873
Oduvijek sam
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00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:45,235
bio iskren s tobom.
451
00:25:46,156 --> 00:25:46,994
Ali kada si ti
452
00:25:46,996 --> 00:25:48,316
bio iskren sa mnom?
453
00:25:53,435 --> 00:25:54,435
Čarls.
454
00:25:55,917 --> 00:25:56,917
Jesi li bio/bila?
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00:26:09,838 --> 00:26:11,077
Čekao/la sam te.
456
00:26:37,120 --> 00:26:38,361
Hmm
457
00:26:40,240 --> 00:26:41,841
Oh, lice ti je mokro
458
00:26:43,441 --> 00:26:44,560
Stani.
459
00:26:52,001 --> 00:26:54,281
Idi se osuši, u redu?
460
00:27:00,282 --> 00:27:01,362
Draga
461
00:27:02,483 --> 00:27:03,603
Prehladit ćeš se.
462
00:27:15,124 --> 00:27:16,885
Želiš li da ti pomognem?
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00:27:28,166 --> 00:27:29,726
Ustani.
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00:28:06,850 --> 00:28:07,850
Jesi li dobro?
465
00:28:19,651 --> 00:28:21,491
Ne bi trebao/trebala biti ovdje.
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00:28:21,691 --> 00:28:22,449
Znam da ja
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00:28:22,451 --> 00:28:23,570
Pst
468
00:29:01,374 --> 00:29:02,375
Izgledaš umorno.
469
00:29:07,176 --> 00:29:08,215
Umoran/a sam.
470
00:29:09,576 --> 00:29:11,014
Želiš li da ja
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00:29:11,016 --> 00:29:12,096
ugasiti svjetlo?
472
00:29:14,496 --> 00:29:15,496
Ne.
473
00:29:17,177 --> 00:29:18,177
Ne.
474
00:29:25,538 --> 00:29:26,978
Moram te držati na oku.
475
00:29:29,097 --> 00:29:30,378
Nisam te namjeravao/la uplašiti.
476
00:29:32,258 --> 00:29:33,258
Nadam se da je to istina.
477
00:29:53,099 --> 00:29:54,099
Hmm.
478
00:30:02,741 --> 00:30:03,780
Ko je to?
479
00:30:05,182 --> 00:30:06,182
U redu je.
480
00:30:07,342 --> 00:30:08,342
Ostani ovdje.
481
00:30:26,984 --> 00:30:28,064
Je li sve u redu?
482
00:30:30,584 --> 00:30:32,144
To je pismo od mog muža.
483
00:30:49,786 --> 00:30:51,386
Jesi li siguran/sigurna u vezi ovoga?
484
00:30:54,665 --> 00:30:55,665
Da.
485
00:30:56,226 --> 00:30:57,226
Siguran sam.
486
00:31:01,947 --> 00:31:02,947
Draga Rachel,
487
00:31:04,827 --> 00:31:05,465
Napisao/la sam ti
488
00:31:05,467 --> 00:31:06,588
nekoliko puta u posljednje vrijeme,
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00:31:08,068 --> 00:31:08,546
pa možda i ti
490
00:31:08,548 --> 00:31:09,548
nabavite ih sve odjednom.
491
00:31:11,827 --> 00:31:12,827
Naš posao je bio naporan.
492
00:31:13,987 --> 00:31:15,229
Zrak je bio ledeno hladan.
493
00:31:16,628 --> 00:31:17,629
Ali za tebe,
494
00:31:18,709 --> 00:31:19,749
Ostala sam otporna.
495
00:31:22,388 --> 00:31:24,749
Dok rat bjesni,
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00:31:26,190 --> 00:31:27,427
Vidim da imam šanse za povratak
497
00:31:27,429 --> 00:31:30,669
postaješ prilično mršav/a.
498
00:31:34,830 --> 00:31:35,830
U početku,
499
00:31:36,831 --> 00:31:37,549
ovo je bilo nešto što
500
00:31:37,551 --> 00:31:38,551
strašno me uplašio.
501
00:31:40,711 --> 00:31:41,711
U ovim uslovima,
502
00:31:44,751 --> 00:31:45,870
ubrzo se navikneš na
503
00:31:45,872 --> 00:31:46,872
mogućnost smrti.
504
00:31:54,032 --> 00:31:55,992
Zauvijek tvoj/tvoja
505
00:31:56,592 --> 00:31:58,152
Čarls.
506
00:33:04,758 --> 00:33:06,079
Kako se osjećaš?
507
00:33:11,280 --> 00:33:12,880
Teško je to riječima opisati.
508
00:33:16,321 --> 00:33:18,239
Biste li mi rekli ako biste
509
00:33:18,241 --> 00:33:20,201
Jesi li ikada zažalio zbog ovoga?
510
00:33:21,440 --> 00:33:23,079
Ako postoji stvarnost u kojoj to
511
00:33:23,081 --> 00:33:26,121
ako se ikada desi... onda da.
512
00:33:28,602 --> 00:33:31,442
Mislite li da je to moguće?
513
00:33:33,842 --> 00:33:35,403
Zašto se toliko duboko brineš?
514
00:33:36,802 --> 00:33:40,400
Brinem se zbog svega što bi moglo
515
00:33:40,402 --> 00:33:42,043
smatrati se greškom.
516
00:33:45,563 --> 00:33:46,562
Bi li mi rekao/rekla ako ikada
517
00:33:46,564 --> 00:33:48,323
zažalio zbog ovoga?
518
00:33:51,923 --> 00:33:54,044
Ako postoji realnost,
519
00:33:54,923 --> 00:33:56,325
onda da
520
00:34:20,366 --> 00:34:22,487
Je li ovo u redu?
521
00:34:24,806 --> 00:34:26,288
Možeš mi reći, ne smeta mi.
522
00:34:27,248 --> 00:34:28,248
Jesi li siguran/sigurna?
523
00:34:30,288 --> 00:34:31,527
Ako malo usporite
524
00:34:32,487 --> 00:34:33,886
Moglo bi biti bolje
525
00:34:33,888 --> 00:34:35,368
za nas oboje.
526
00:34:35,968 --> 00:34:36,968
U redu.
527
00:34:38,488 --> 00:34:39,488
Ovako?
528
00:35:08,212 --> 00:35:09,212
U čemu je problem?
529
00:35:11,932 --> 00:35:12,932
To nije ništa.
530
00:35:13,411 --> 00:35:14,411
Mogao/la bi mi reći.
531
00:35:17,293 --> 00:35:19,172
Sinoć,
532
00:35:20,093 --> 00:35:21,533
zaista se osjećalo kao da si moja.
533
00:35:22,933 --> 00:35:24,011
Ali sada sve što mogu misliti
534
00:35:24,013 --> 00:35:25,013
u pitanju je tvoj muž.
535
00:35:27,813 --> 00:35:29,774
Molim te, nemoj se osjećati krivim, Flynn.
536
00:35:31,173 --> 00:35:32,731
Ovo je moj izbor koji moram napraviti.
537
00:35:32,733 --> 00:35:33,733
Ovo nije to.
538
00:35:35,295 --> 00:35:36,932
Samo što je ovo prvo
539
00:35:36,934 --> 00:35:37,453
vrijeme koje nisam
540
00:35:37,455 --> 00:35:38,655
želio da se rat završi.
541
00:35:41,614 --> 00:35:42,773
Znaš da ne bi trebao/trebala
542
00:35:42,775 --> 00:35:44,014
reći takve stvari.
543
00:35:44,695 --> 00:35:45,534
Ne mogu si pomoći, ali
544
00:35:45,536 --> 00:35:46,656
onako kako se osjećam.
545
00:35:49,616 --> 00:35:50,616
U redu je.
546
00:35:52,016 --> 00:35:53,016
Razumijem.
547
00:35:57,057 --> 00:35:57,975
Trebalo bi me kazniti što sam rekao/rekla
548
00:35:57,977 --> 00:35:59,297
nešto slično, zar ne bi trebalo?
549
00:36:01,017 --> 00:36:02,856
I kakve bi to koristi imalo?
550
00:36:07,138 --> 00:36:08,536
Ako je ovo jedino
551
00:36:08,538 --> 00:36:10,098
vrijeme koje nam je preostalo,
552
00:36:12,457 --> 00:36:13,657
Je li to toliko loša stvar?
553
00:36:15,659 --> 00:36:16,659
Šta misliš?
554
00:36:20,579 --> 00:36:21,659
Za 15 godina.
555
00:36:24,499 --> 00:36:25,940
Tvoj život će tek početi.
556
00:36:28,500 --> 00:36:29,257
Samo bi ostala
557
00:36:29,259 --> 00:36:30,380
sa mnom iz slabosti.
558
00:36:32,460 --> 00:36:34,018
I mrzio bih da te vidim kako se žrtvuješ
559
00:36:34,020 --> 00:36:35,461
tvoju sreću za mene.
560
00:36:36,421 --> 00:36:37,259
Zašto ne vjeruješ
561
00:36:37,261 --> 00:36:38,380
da želim biti s tobom?
562
00:36:40,660 --> 00:36:43,058
Jer godine između nas
563
00:36:43,060 --> 00:36:45,862
nisu samo brojevi, Flynn.
564
00:36:48,221 --> 00:36:48,620
Oni su mjera
565
00:36:48,622 --> 00:36:49,622
naših razlika.
566
00:36:53,141 --> 00:36:54,302
Zašto si se udala za njega?
567
00:36:56,783 --> 00:36:57,783
Jer sam ga voljela.
568
00:36:58,143 --> 00:36:58,540
To nije ono što
569
00:36:58,542 --> 00:36:59,542
rekao si jučer.
570
00:37:01,583 --> 00:37:04,542
Pa, ljubav je komplikovana.
571
00:37:06,544 --> 00:37:07,544
Nije li to pravedno?
572
00:37:22,424 --> 00:37:23,303
Sad sam sve primio/la
573
00:37:23,305 --> 00:37:24,745
vaših nedavnih pisama.
574
00:37:25,665 --> 00:37:27,343
Želim ti se zahvaliti
575
00:37:27,345 --> 00:37:28,945
zbog toga što me je pozvao na odgovornost.
576
00:37:29,385 --> 00:37:30,343
To me je dovelo daleko
577
00:37:30,345 --> 00:37:31,865
svjesniji svojih postupaka,
578
00:37:32,025 --> 00:37:33,103
i uspjelo je
579
00:37:33,105 --> 00:37:34,502
osjećam se više kao izbor.
580
00:37:51,508 --> 00:37:52,746
U početku,
581
00:37:52,748 --> 00:37:53,745
Mislim da sam mu udovoljio/udovoljila
582
00:37:53,747 --> 00:37:54,626
jer sam prihvatio/la
583
00:37:54,628 --> 00:37:56,229
sudbina našeg braka.
584
00:38:04,548 --> 00:38:05,788
Dok u početku,
sve o čemu sam razmišljao/la
585
00:38:05,790 --> 00:38:07,510
bio je dan kada si se trebao vratiti kući.
586
00:38:11,389 --> 00:38:12,789
Kako su mjeseci prolazili,
587
00:38:13,590 --> 00:38:14,987
Počeo sam vjerovati da biste mogli
588
00:38:14,989 --> 00:38:16,149
nikad se ne vraćaj kući.
589
00:38:22,591 --> 00:38:26,190
Počeo sam vjerovati da biste mogli
590
00:38:26,192 --> 00:38:27,352
već biti mrtav.
591
00:38:33,471 --> 00:38:35,510
Gledajući unatrag,
Mislim da je to
592
00:38:35,512 --> 00:38:36,551
taj osjećaj jasnoće
593
00:38:36,553 --> 00:38:37,993
to me je zaslijepilo.
594
00:38:39,393 --> 00:38:41,831
Moraš misliti da sam kurva, i
595
00:38:41,833 --> 00:38:43,113
možda si u pravu.
596
00:38:43,552 --> 00:38:44,552
Možda i jesam.
597
00:38:45,033 --> 00:38:47,751
Ali šta mi pomaže da spavam noću
598
00:38:47,753 --> 00:38:48,471
je znati da
599
00:38:48,473 --> 00:38:49,913
kada se ovaj rat završi,
600
00:38:50,674 --> 00:38:52,673
Suočiću se sa svojom stvarnošću.
601
00:38:54,994 --> 00:38:55,953
U mnogim aspektima, ja sam
602
00:38:55,955 --> 00:38:57,195
već se suočava s tim.
603
00:38:58,115 --> 00:38:59,152
Nije trebalo dugo da
604
00:38:59,154 --> 00:39:00,311
glasine za početak.
605
00:39:00,354 --> 00:39:01,113
Jeste li čuli za
606
00:39:01,115 --> 00:39:02,394
mali farmerov dječak?
607
00:39:03,035 --> 00:39:04,033
Čuo sam da prave
608
00:39:04,035 --> 00:39:05,316
maslac svojim repovima.
609
00:39:05,676 --> 00:39:07,034
Ona ne donosi ništa osim sramote
610
00:39:07,036 --> 00:39:08,196
u naš grad, kažem vam.
611
00:39:08,995 --> 00:39:09,156
Sramota.
612
00:39:09,636 --> 00:39:10,636
Je li ona udata?
613
00:39:10,915 --> 00:39:12,475
Ne budi šalan.
614
00:39:12,916 --> 00:39:14,395
Pa, je li ona?
615
00:39:14,796 --> 00:39:15,354
Dosadit će joj se
616
00:39:15,356 --> 00:39:16,356
sa malim dječakom.
617
00:39:16,436 --> 00:39:17,477
On je samo štene.
618
00:39:20,917 --> 00:39:22,115
Mogla sam reći da ga je to smetalo
619
00:39:22,117 --> 00:39:23,637
više nego što me je smetalo.
620
00:39:24,037 --> 00:39:25,397
Jer ovo je njegov dom.
621
00:39:26,438 --> 00:39:27,636
Znao sam da mogu otići ako to bude tako
622
00:39:27,638 --> 00:39:28,878
postalo nepodnošljivo.
623
00:39:29,637 --> 00:39:30,396
Ali pomisao na
624
00:39:30,398 --> 00:39:32,277
Ostavljanje njega je bila moja slabost.
625
00:39:38,758 --> 00:39:40,279
Ona ne nosi prsten.
626
00:39:41,239 --> 00:39:42,838
Proklet bio.
627
00:40:14,322 --> 00:40:15,321
Ovo bi mogao biti posljednji put da
628
00:40:15,323 --> 00:40:17,123
pišem ti za sada.
629
00:40:18,043 --> 00:40:18,881
Vaši odgovori imaju
630
00:40:18,883 --> 00:40:20,683
postati previše bolno,
631
00:40:22,643 --> 00:40:24,043
kao i moja vlastita iskrenost.
632
00:40:26,283 --> 00:40:27,001
Bojim se da ne
633
00:40:27,003 --> 00:40:28,523
duže nemaju snage.
634
00:40:29,124 --> 00:40:29,761
Ne moraš
635
00:40:29,763 --> 00:40:30,803
uradi ovo, znaš.
636
00:40:32,043 --> 00:40:33,043
Znam.
637
00:40:46,246 --> 00:40:47,246
Izgledaš drugačije.
638
00:40:48,005 --> 00:40:49,005
Dobro sam.
639
00:40:49,606 --> 00:40:50,204
Samo sam u svojoj glavi
640
00:40:50,206 --> 00:40:51,526
o stvarima, to je sve.
641
00:41:58,932 --> 00:41:59,932
Gospođo
642
00:42:01,493 --> 00:42:03,573
Naše najdublje saučešće.
643
00:42:14,694 --> 00:42:15,172
Pismo je bilo
644
00:42:15,174 --> 00:42:16,654
namijenjeno njegovoj majci.
645
00:42:18,175 --> 00:42:19,895
Ali strah mi je pomutio rasuđivanje.
646
00:42:22,334 --> 00:42:23,814
Težina njegove tuge.
647
00:42:24,815 --> 00:42:26,096
Flynn, stani! Stani, Flynn!
648
00:42:27,816 --> 00:42:29,535
U mojim krvavim rukama.
649
00:42:33,896 --> 00:42:35,336
Inat mi je tu gdje stojim.
650
00:42:52,337 --> 00:42:53,337
Mrtav je.
651
00:43:00,219 --> 00:43:00,976
Da li ova vijest donosi
652
00:43:00,978 --> 00:43:02,099
Imaš li osjećaj mira?
653
00:43:08,340 --> 00:43:09,857
Čak i u svojoj tišini držiš se tako
654
00:43:09,859 --> 00:43:11,659
mnogo moći nada mnom.
655
00:43:16,700 --> 00:43:18,140
Nemaš li šta reći?
656
00:43:20,300 --> 00:43:21,460
Bez riječi sam.
657
00:43:28,622 --> 00:43:30,501
Mora da me tako loše misliš.
658
00:43:31,221 --> 00:43:33,542
U tvojim očima sam oduvijek to radio/radila.
659
00:43:35,263 --> 00:43:36,263
Ne uvijek.
660
00:43:39,742 --> 00:43:41,703
Onda me prosvijetli.
661
00:43:44,743 --> 00:43:45,582
On ne samo
662
00:43:45,584 --> 00:43:47,384
podsjeti me na loše,
663
00:43:47,423 --> 00:43:50,864
ali dobro nije ništa manje bolno.
664
00:43:52,343 --> 00:43:54,021
Je li to razlog zašto si me izdao/la?
665
00:43:54,023 --> 00:43:55,103
Nije to tako jednostavno.
666
00:43:55,344 --> 00:43:56,384
Pa šta je onda to?
667
00:43:56,544 --> 00:43:58,385
Ti, od svih ljudi,
668
00:43:58,785 --> 00:43:59,785
trebao bi razumjeti.
669
00:44:00,905 --> 00:44:03,665
Pa, pretpostavimo da ne znam.
670
00:44:05,064 --> 00:44:05,824
Kada vojnik
671
00:44:05,826 --> 00:44:08,586
stigao jutros,
672
00:44:11,425 --> 00:44:12,344
U početku sam osjećao/la
673
00:44:12,346 --> 00:44:13,666
osjećaj olakšanja.
674
00:44:14,305 --> 00:44:17,385
Osjetio sam olakšanje što
675
00:44:17,387 --> 00:44:18,947
svemu ovome bi mogao biti kraj.
676
00:44:22,427 --> 00:44:23,906
U mnogim aspektima sam spreman.
677
00:44:26,628 --> 00:44:29,466
Spreman/na da tugujem za
678
00:44:29,468 --> 00:44:30,908
čovjek kojeg više ne volim.
679
00:44:32,547 --> 00:44:35,428
Čovek se mora diviti tvojoj iskrenosti.
680
00:44:36,349 --> 00:44:37,106
Nije me briga šta sam
681
00:44:37,108 --> 00:44:38,108
pokušavam ti reći.
682
00:44:41,908 --> 00:44:43,226
Tvoja otvorenost
o toj temi pokazuje
683
00:44:43,228 --> 00:44:44,947
tako malo pažnje da to čini
684
00:44:44,949 --> 00:44:45,828
nemoguće
685
00:44:45,830 --> 00:44:47,070
komunicirati s vama.
686
00:44:52,709 --> 00:44:57,030
Ako ću biti potpuno iskren s tobom,
687
00:45:00,390 --> 00:45:01,189
postoji dio mene
688
00:45:01,191 --> 00:45:03,270
to ti zaista nedostaje.
689
00:45:06,912 --> 00:45:08,311
Ali ako to priznam sebi,
690
00:45:09,592 --> 00:45:11,112
onda bih možda htio da dođeš kući.
691
00:45:13,591 --> 00:45:14,750
I još nisam
692
00:45:14,752 --> 00:45:15,752
spreman da to osjetiš.
693
00:45:17,953 --> 00:45:20,353
Pa kuda onda idemo odavde?
694
00:45:23,072 --> 00:45:24,191
Nadao sam se da će rat učiniti
695
00:45:24,193 --> 00:45:25,274
ta odluka za nas.
696
00:45:27,234 --> 00:45:29,594
Još ima vremena.
697
00:46:58,482 --> 00:47:00,402
Mislio sam da bih te mogao ovdje naći.
698
00:47:02,723 --> 00:47:03,803
Nisam namjeravao/la nestati.
699
00:47:07,804 --> 00:47:08,681
Htio sam ići kod tebe
700
00:47:08,683 --> 00:47:09,962
provjeriti kuću bake i djeda
701
00:47:09,964 --> 00:47:10,682
ti, ali ja nisam
702
00:47:10,684 --> 00:47:11,684
mislim da bi to bilo mudro.
703
00:47:12,204 --> 00:47:13,924
Ne. Ne bi bilo tako.
704
00:47:18,524 --> 00:47:19,524
Kako je tvoja majka?
705
00:47:21,884 --> 00:47:22,884
Ona se drži.
706
00:47:24,605 --> 00:47:25,605
Svi smo mi.
707
00:47:29,565 --> 00:47:30,004
Ima li išta
708
00:47:30,006 --> 00:47:31,006
Mogu li šta učiniti da pomognem?
709
00:47:36,447 --> 00:47:37,447
Kloni se nas.
710
00:47:41,206 --> 00:47:42,206
Žao mi je?
711
00:47:42,727 --> 00:47:43,565
Moja porodica nema
712
00:47:43,567 --> 00:47:44,204
sposobnost za postupanje
713
00:47:44,206 --> 00:47:45,206
sa bilo čim drugim.
714
00:47:47,528 --> 00:47:48,328
Ne razumijem.
715
00:47:48,407 --> 00:47:49,847
Molim te, Rejčel.
716
00:47:53,848 --> 00:47:54,848
Šta je s nama...
717
00:47:55,168 --> 00:47:56,889
Šta si očekivao/la da će se desiti?
718
00:47:59,609 --> 00:48:00,609
Ne misliš valjda ovo.
719
00:48:01,329 --> 00:48:01,966
Reci mi da to ne misliš ozbiljno.
720
00:48:01,968 --> 00:48:02,686
Trebam da napišeš
721
00:48:02,688 --> 00:48:03,688
pismo tvom mužu.
722
00:48:03,969 --> 00:48:04,846
Šta misliš?
723
00:48:04,848 --> 00:48:05,768
Trebam te da mu kažeš
724
00:48:05,770 --> 00:48:07,129
da je ovo bila greška,
725
00:48:07,609 --> 00:48:09,287
bio je nesporazum, i to
726
00:48:09,289 --> 00:48:10,127
tvoje srce pripada
727
00:48:10,129 --> 00:48:11,207
njemu i samo njemu.
728
00:48:11,209 --> 00:48:12,209
Neću lagati.
729
00:48:12,409 --> 00:48:13,410
Molim te, Rejčel.
730
00:48:14,209 --> 00:48:16,209
Zašto bi imao/imala
731
00:48:16,211 --> 00:48:17,211
da ja uradim tako nešto?
732
00:48:18,251 --> 00:48:19,571
Jer ako bi poginuo,
733
00:48:19,730 --> 00:48:20,970
Nisam mogao/mogla živjeti s krivnjom.
734
00:48:22,171 --> 00:48:24,249
Onda ne biste imali šta
735
00:48:24,251 --> 00:48:25,251
osjećati se krivim zbog.
736
00:48:25,412 --> 00:48:26,449
Ovo je moj izbor da
737
00:48:26,451 --> 00:48:27,610
napraviti. Rekao sam ti to.
738
00:48:27,612 --> 00:48:29,449
Pripadaš drugom muškarcu, Rachel.
739
00:48:29,451 --> 00:48:30,210
Oduvijek jesi.
740
00:48:30,212 --> 00:48:31,572
Ne pripadam nikome.
741
00:48:35,853 --> 00:48:37,293
Nekad sam htio vjerovati u to
742
00:48:37,972 --> 00:48:39,013
kada smo se prvi put sreli.
743
00:48:40,053 --> 00:48:42,410
Ali sada, sve o čemu mogu razmišljati je
744
00:48:42,412 --> 00:48:43,412
naše razlike.
745
00:48:43,732 --> 00:48:45,651
Romantizirao sam našu vezu sa
746
00:48:45,653 --> 00:48:46,813
tačka koja je postala nemoguća.
747
00:48:49,013 --> 00:48:53,331
A sada, bez djece, to je
748
00:48:53,333 --> 00:48:54,533
teško je vidjeti budućnost za nas.
749
00:48:58,494 --> 00:49:00,695
Pa šta pokušavaš reći?
750
00:49:03,215 --> 00:49:04,374
Naša ljubav je bezvrijedna.
751
00:49:10,096 --> 00:49:11,174
Dakle, priznao bi to?
752
00:49:11,176 --> 00:49:12,176
Priznati šta?
753
00:49:14,016 --> 00:49:15,016
Da me voliš.
754
00:49:18,257 --> 00:49:19,257
Pa?
755
00:49:30,177 --> 00:49:34,056
Iskreno, imam
756
00:49:34,058 --> 00:49:35,419
nikad ništa više nisam volio/voljela.
757
00:49:42,579 --> 00:49:43,579
Voliš li me?
758
00:49:52,060 --> 00:49:54,580
Onda zaboravi. Zaboravi sve.
759
00:49:54,820 --> 00:49:56,501
Ja sam tvoj. Ti si moj.
760
00:49:59,141 --> 00:50:00,221
Možemo biti zajedno.
761
00:50:00,581 --> 00:50:01,701
Možemo to uspjeti.
762
00:50:02,021 --> 00:50:03,139
Nije važno šta ko
763
00:50:03,141 --> 00:50:04,581
kaže ili šta bilo ko misli.
764
00:50:04,901 --> 00:50:05,901
Možemo ovo uraditi.
765
00:50:25,863 --> 00:50:28,263
Jesi li ti Nanin mali vojnik?
766
00:50:34,983 --> 00:50:35,983
O
767
00:50:38,385 --> 00:50:39,424
Da, jesi
768
00:50:44,505 --> 00:50:45,505
Budan/budna si.
769
00:50:48,266 --> 00:50:49,344
Šta se desilo?
770
00:50:49,346 --> 00:50:50,465
Pažljivo.
771
00:50:51,946 --> 00:50:52,946
Trebaš se odmoriti.
772
00:50:54,785 --> 00:50:56,507
Imam ti nešto reći.
773
00:50:59,027 --> 00:51:00,027
Šta se desilo?
774
00:51:01,907 --> 00:51:02,907
Rach.
775
00:51:04,907 --> 00:51:05,786
Nisam baš siguran/sigurna
776
00:51:05,788 --> 00:51:06,788
kako da ti ovo kažem.
777
00:51:08,308 --> 00:51:09,308
Ali ti si trudna.
778
00:51:14,028 --> 00:51:15,028
Molim te.
779
00:51:16,669 --> 00:51:17,829
Doktor je rekao da se moraš odmoriti.
780
00:51:20,108 --> 00:51:20,667
Pretrpjeli ste
781
00:51:20,669 --> 00:51:21,669
lagana tačka krvarenja,
782
00:51:22,148 --> 00:51:22,947
ali mi je rekao da je to
783
00:51:22,949 --> 00:51:23,867
potpuno normalno i
784
00:51:23,869 --> 00:51:24,989
Nema razloga za brigu.
785
00:51:27,189 --> 00:51:28,189
Zar nije divno?
786
00:51:31,110 --> 00:51:32,110
To je nemoguće.
787
00:51:33,270 --> 00:51:34,310
Onda je tako suđeno.
788
00:51:37,191 --> 00:51:37,789
Ne znam šta ti
789
00:51:37,791 --> 00:51:38,791
sjećam se od ranije.
790
00:51:39,951 --> 00:51:41,108
Želim da znaš da sam ovdje
791
00:51:41,110 --> 00:51:41,789
za tebe i zajedno
792
00:51:41,791 --> 00:51:43,031
Uspjet ćemo u ovome.
793
00:51:45,551 --> 00:51:47,192
Gdje ćemo ići?
794
00:51:48,512 --> 00:51:48,870
Gdje ćemo
795
00:51:48,872 --> 00:51:49,910
živjeti? Šta ćemo učiniti?
796
00:51:49,912 --> 00:51:50,912
Pa, mi ćemo ovdje živjeti.
797
00:51:51,671 --> 00:51:52,389
Razgovarat ću sa svojim
798
00:51:52,391 --> 00:51:53,391
majka ujutro.
799
00:51:53,591 --> 00:51:54,750
To bi moglo biti upravo ono što joj treba.
800
00:51:54,752 --> 00:51:56,153
To bi je moglo spasiti.
801
00:51:58,512 --> 00:51:59,512
Ja.
802
00:52:00,513 --> 00:52:01,513
Moj otac.
803
00:52:02,832 --> 00:52:04,510
Mogao bih ga naučiti crtati, da
804
00:52:04,512 --> 00:52:06,392
farma, uzgajati usjeve.
805
00:52:06,394 --> 00:52:07,474
Bit će prekrasno.
806
00:52:07,633 --> 00:52:08,754
Crtati.
807
00:52:09,274 --> 00:52:11,471
Da. Još uvijek ima mnogo toga što ne znaš.
808
00:52:11,473 --> 00:52:12,592
Znaš za mene, Rachel, ali ovo je
809
00:52:12,594 --> 00:52:14,274
da nas zbliži.
810
00:52:18,995 --> 00:52:20,475
Trebam da napišeš pismo.
811
00:52:21,794 --> 00:52:22,195
Pismo?
812
00:52:22,514 --> 00:52:23,514
Da.
813
00:52:24,395 --> 00:52:25,395
Tvom mužu.
814
00:52:25,875 --> 00:52:27,913
Razgovarali smo o ovome.
815
00:52:27,915 --> 00:52:29,233
Da, jesmo. To
816
00:52:29,235 --> 00:52:30,395
bilo je prije ove vijesti.
817
00:52:31,436 --> 00:52:32,634
On treba da zna da tvoje srce
818
00:52:32,636 --> 00:52:33,996
zaista pripada meni.
819
00:52:34,995 --> 00:52:36,794
On mora znati da je to bio on
820
00:52:36,796 --> 00:52:37,796
to je bilo nedovoljno.
821
00:52:38,596 --> 00:52:39,794
On mora platiti za način na koji
822
00:52:39,796 --> 00:52:40,874
Natjerao te je da se osjećaš, jer postoji
823
00:52:40,876 --> 00:52:42,637
apsolutno ništa nije u redu s tobom.
824
00:52:45,718 --> 00:52:46,395
Može,
825
00:52:46,397 --> 00:52:49,798
Možemo li samo usporiti, molim vas?
826
00:52:51,797 --> 00:52:52,797
Naravno.
827
00:53:07,440 --> 00:53:08,800
Flynn, šta mi ne govoriš?
828
00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:13,000
Ništa.
829
00:53:13,720 --> 00:53:15,077
Ako ne želiš
830
00:53:15,079 --> 00:53:17,201
pišite mu, onda nećemo.
831
00:53:27,201 --> 00:53:28,562
Mogu li ti nešto donijeti?
832
00:53:32,162 --> 00:53:34,639
Samo trebam malo spavati. Mi
833
00:53:34,641 --> 00:53:36,163
Možemo o ovome kasnije, u redu?
834
00:53:37,162 --> 00:53:39,560
U redu. Idem i
835
00:53:39,562 --> 00:53:40,683
Napravi nam večeru.
836
00:53:42,043 --> 00:53:44,163
Budi divna. Hvala ti.
837
00:53:44,683 --> 00:53:45,683
Naravno.
838
00:53:59,045 --> 00:54:01,445
Molim vas, izvinite moju šutnju.
839
00:54:01,485 --> 00:54:02,803
Rekao mi je da više ne mogu
840
00:54:02,805 --> 00:54:05,002
pišem ti,
841
00:54:05,004 --> 00:54:06,564
da prošlost ostane prošlost.
842
00:54:07,966 --> 00:54:09,486
Ali sam postao zabrinut.
843
00:54:11,365 --> 00:54:13,445
Iako znam da to nikada ne bi priznao,
844
00:54:13,686 --> 00:54:15,684
Skoro sam
sigurno da prije nekoliko mjeseci,
845
00:54:15,686 --> 00:54:17,645
On ti je pisao.
846
00:54:17,647 --> 00:54:19,727
I to je ono što objašnjava tvoju tišinu.
847
00:54:36,169 --> 00:54:38,006
Mogu se samo izviniti zbog njegovog nedostatka
848
00:54:38,008 --> 00:54:39,289
emocionalne zrelosti
849
00:54:39,328 --> 00:54:41,207
i bol koju to
850
00:54:41,209 --> 00:54:42,609
mora da te je doveo.
851
00:54:44,089 --> 00:54:44,687
Da sam znao da je on
852
00:54:44,689 --> 00:54:46,047
bi uradio tako nešto,
853
00:54:46,090 --> 00:54:47,168
Bio bih
854
00:54:47,170 --> 00:54:49,810
sigurno to spriječiti.
855
00:55:02,571 --> 00:55:04,410
Zaista si prelijepa.
856
00:55:08,131 --> 00:55:09,251
Biste li mi rekli drugačije?
857
00:55:11,971 --> 00:55:13,210
Kad bi postojala stvarnost u kojoj bi to
858
00:55:13,212 --> 00:55:14,572
bilo istina, onda da.
859
00:55:33,374 --> 00:55:34,692
Okolnosti mojih izbora
860
00:55:34,694 --> 00:55:36,535
napravili su tako neočekivane obrate.
861
00:55:37,894 --> 00:55:39,574
Na mnogo načina, osjećam se blagoslovljeno.
862
00:55:40,335 --> 00:55:41,293
Ali kad god pogledam
863
00:55:41,295 --> 00:55:42,651
dolje na moj rastući stomak,
864
00:55:42,694 --> 00:55:43,813
teško je zamisliti da
865
00:55:43,815 --> 00:55:44,732
nešto što mi oboje
866
00:55:44,734 --> 00:55:46,576
željeno tako dugo
867
00:55:47,495 --> 00:55:48,855
sada pripada dječaku.
868
00:55:49,936 --> 00:55:51,256
Još uvijek nema realnosti.
869
00:55:52,576 --> 00:55:53,576
Naravno.
870
00:55:59,016 --> 00:56:00,295
Za nekoliko sedmica,
871
00:56:00,297 --> 00:56:01,857
bit će mu 18. rođendan.
872
00:56:02,856 --> 00:56:04,294
Pretpostavljam da bih u tom trenutku trebao/trebala
873
00:56:04,296 --> 00:56:06,016
prestani ga nazivati dječakom
874
00:56:06,697 --> 00:56:08,737
i prihvati da je on muškarac.
875
00:56:09,978 --> 00:56:10,978
Zar ne bih trebao/trebala?
876
00:56:35,701 --> 00:56:36,338
Uprkos njegovom
877
00:56:36,340 --> 00:56:37,780
pokušaj da me uvjeriš,
878
00:56:38,380 --> 00:56:39,218
Znam da su mu oči
879
00:56:39,220 --> 00:56:40,660
počeli su lutati.
880
00:56:42,061 --> 00:56:42,859
Možda nije ni došlo
881
00:56:42,861 --> 00:56:44,301
u rukama mojih godina,
882
00:56:44,941 --> 00:56:46,059
ali je došlo do
883
00:56:46,061 --> 00:56:47,461
promjena u mom tijelu.
884
00:56:49,421 --> 00:56:50,700
Postoji djevojka njegovih godina koja živi
885
00:56:50,702 --> 00:56:51,982
odmah niz cestu.
886
00:56:53,342 --> 00:56:54,701
I kao što oboje znamo,
887
00:56:55,343 --> 00:56:56,903
Iskušenje utiče na sve nas.
888
00:56:57,582 --> 00:57:00,222
Uprkos svemu,
889
00:57:01,542 --> 00:57:03,342
Nadam se da ćeš stići kući,
890
00:57:04,422 --> 00:57:06,302
bez obzira da li me želiš vidjeti ili ne.
891
00:57:07,944 --> 00:57:09,262
Mislim da je važno da
892
00:57:09,264 --> 00:57:09,902
zapamtite da mi
893
00:57:09,904 --> 00:57:11,144
nekada bili prijatelji.
894
00:57:12,504 --> 00:57:14,064
Možemo li ponovo biti prijatelji?
895
00:57:23,585 --> 00:57:24,585
Je li sve u redu?
896
00:57:25,986 --> 00:57:26,986
Usjevi umiru.
897
00:57:28,386 --> 00:57:29,386
Šta možemo učiniti?
898
00:57:29,906 --> 00:57:31,106
Pokušao/la sam sve.
899
00:57:31,785 --> 00:57:32,944
Najgore od svega je što bi moj otac
900
00:57:32,946 --> 00:57:33,703
tačno znao šta treba
901
00:57:33,705 --> 00:57:34,905
uraditi kad bi samo bio ovdje.
902
00:57:37,786 --> 00:57:39,386
Zajedno ćemo mu srediti leđa.
903
00:57:39,946 --> 00:57:40,946
Obećavam.
904
00:57:41,746 --> 00:57:42,944
Jednostavno ne mogu a da ne osjećam kao
905
00:57:42,946 --> 00:57:43,946
Iznevjeravam ga.
906
00:57:48,028 --> 00:57:48,347
Šta je to?
907
00:57:48,947 --> 00:57:49,947
To nije ništa.
908
00:57:52,948 --> 00:57:53,948
Pokaži mi!
909
00:58:01,908 --> 00:58:03,507
Obećao si mi da mi
910
00:58:03,509 --> 00:58:04,149
bili su završeni s ovim.
911
00:58:04,469 --> 00:58:05,670
Nije to tako jednostavno.
912
00:58:05,869 --> 00:58:06,869
Šta se onda dešava?
913
00:58:08,389 --> 00:58:09,510
Zabrinut sam, Flynn.
914
00:58:10,150 --> 00:58:11,788
Sigurno to možeš razumjeti.
915
00:58:11,790 --> 00:58:12,788
Mrtav ili živ, šta
916
00:58:12,790 --> 00:58:13,830
Da li to pravi razliku?
917
00:58:14,590 --> 00:58:15,830
Nekada si se osjećao krivim.
918
00:58:16,991 --> 00:58:18,029
I podsjetio/la si me da je to bilo
919
00:58:18,031 --> 00:58:19,031
tvoju težinu koju treba podnijeti.
920
00:58:21,671 --> 00:58:22,671
Molim te.
921
00:58:23,270 --> 00:58:24,510
Samo mi daj pismo, Flynn.
922
00:58:24,950 --> 00:58:26,472
To će biti posljednje što obećavam.
923
00:58:27,072 --> 00:58:28,392
Kako da ti vjerujem?
924
00:58:29,271 --> 00:58:30,270
Jer nisam lažov.
925
00:58:30,272 --> 00:58:30,829
Dovoljno jednog da
926
00:58:30,831 --> 00:58:31,831
ipak, sakrij to od mene.
927
00:58:32,952 --> 00:58:34,189
Nisam htio, ali ti si bio/bila
928
00:58:34,191 --> 00:58:34,950
vrlo teško
929
00:58:34,952 --> 00:58:35,673
nedavno razgovarao/razgovarala.
930
00:58:35,953 --> 00:58:37,231
Zašto ne možeš shvatiti
931
00:58:37,233 --> 00:58:37,871
pritisak pod kojim se nalazim?
932
00:58:37,873 --> 00:58:39,033
Oboje smo pod pritiskom.
933
00:58:39,832 --> 00:58:41,152
Molim vas, nemojte porediti naše napore.
934
00:58:43,912 --> 00:58:44,952
Daj mi pismo, Flynn.
935
00:58:45,232 --> 00:58:47,393
Jednog dana, morat ćeš pustiti.
936
01:00:44,325 --> 01:00:46,005
Volio bih da mogu vratiti vrijeme.
937
01:00:52,606 --> 01:00:53,606
Predivno je.
938
01:00:56,127 --> 01:00:57,127
To nije ništa.
939
01:01:03,006 --> 01:01:04,446
Zašto ne mogu razgovarati s njom?
940
01:01:05,166 --> 01:01:06,286
Oh, nedostaje mi.
941
01:01:07,848 --> 01:01:08,848
Volim je.
942
01:01:11,848 --> 01:01:12,848
Trebam je.
943
01:01:14,128 --> 01:01:15,848
Jesam li napravio/la strašnu grešku?
944
01:01:19,169 --> 01:01:20,609
Ona nikada neće razumjeti.
945
01:01:21,368 --> 01:01:23,369
Postao je tako težak za čitanje.
946
01:01:25,569 --> 01:01:26,889
Jesam li ja...?
947
01:01:28,050 --> 01:01:29,529
sin mog oca?
948
01:01:32,250 --> 01:01:33,290
Iznevjerio sam ga.
949
01:01:36,691 --> 01:01:37,691
Dobrovoljno sam se prijavio/la za borbu.
950
01:01:49,412 --> 01:01:50,932
Jesam li ga dobro čuo/čula?
951
01:01:51,851 --> 01:01:52,410
Je li me čula?
952
01:01:52,412 --> 01:01:54,092
Ne mogu vjerovati da bi ovo uradio.
953
01:01:54,131 --> 01:01:54,971
Jesam li napravio grešku?
954
01:01:55,012 --> 01:01:56,091
Ovo mora da je greška.
955
01:01:56,093 --> 01:01:57,250
Sada nema povratka.
956
01:01:57,252 --> 01:01:58,292
Iznevjerio sam ga.
957
01:01:59,652 --> 01:02:00,652
Reci mi zašto.
958
01:02:03,012 --> 01:02:03,931
Privlačnost moje prošlosti je
959
01:02:03,933 --> 01:02:04,933
bilo preteško ignorisati.
960
01:02:06,294 --> 01:02:07,813
Nisam nimalo sličan njemu.
961
01:02:08,574 --> 01:02:09,574
Nikad ga nisi upoznao/la.
962
01:02:12,733 --> 01:02:13,612
Što više smo zajedno, to više
963
01:02:13,614 --> 01:02:14,614
osjećam se kao da jesam.
964
01:02:15,294 --> 01:02:16,495
Bio je dobar čovjek, Rachel.
965
01:02:17,534 --> 01:02:18,654
Pa zašto se onda toliko stidiš?
966
01:02:25,976 --> 01:02:27,656
Volio bih da je ranije razgovarao sa mnom.
967
01:02:28,296 --> 01:02:29,936
Volio bih da nikad nisam ništa rekao.
968
01:02:30,456 --> 01:02:32,216
Volio bih da sam mu mogao pomoći.
969
01:02:55,018 --> 01:02:56,499
Izgledaš veoma zgodno.
970
01:02:58,019 --> 01:02:59,019
Misliš li tako?
971
01:03:01,179 --> 01:03:02,179
Neki bi mogli reći
972
01:03:02,619 --> 01:03:03,779
Izgledaš kao muškarac.
973
01:03:07,339 --> 01:03:08,419
I je li to ono što biste rekli?
974
01:03:10,740 --> 01:03:11,740
Rekao bih,
975
01:03:12,780 --> 01:03:15,939
da je vrijeme da pustim tog dječaka
976
01:03:15,941 --> 01:03:17,540
Zaljubio/la sam se u/u.
977
01:03:20,300 --> 01:03:21,540
Hoćeš li biti ovdje kada se vratim?
978
01:03:24,061 --> 01:03:25,341
Znaš da ovo nikada nije bio moj dom.
979
01:03:27,782 --> 01:03:28,782
Ali to je naše.
980
01:03:32,061 --> 01:03:34,579
Kad dođe vrijeme, napraviću
981
01:03:34,581 --> 01:03:35,782
Sigurno znaš gdje me možeš naći.
982
01:03:35,823 --> 01:03:36,063
Hoćeš li obećati?
983
01:03:36,382 --> 01:03:37,382
Hoćeš li obećati?
984
01:03:41,143 --> 01:03:42,143
Ne moram ovo raditi.
985
01:03:44,983 --> 01:03:46,303
Bojim se da je već prekasno.
986
01:03:53,224 --> 01:03:54,344
Dobar si čovjek, Flynn.
987
01:03:56,825 --> 01:03:57,825
Uvijek si bio/bila.
988
01:04:34,467 --> 01:04:35,467
Jesi li dobro?
989
01:04:37,149 --> 01:04:38,149
Vidimo se opet.
990
01:04:39,309 --> 01:04:40,349
Zaista se nadam da je to istina.
991
01:04:46,670 --> 01:04:47,670
Bit ću dobro.
992
01:05:36,754 --> 01:05:37,993
Davno sam rekao/rekla
993
01:05:37,995 --> 01:05:39,675
nešto u smislu,
994
01:05:40,035 --> 01:05:41,873
"Nema većeg zla od
995
01:05:41,875 --> 01:05:43,275
đavo u nečijem tijelu."
996
01:05:44,595 --> 01:05:46,475
I sada vjerujem da je to istina.
997
01:05:47,956 --> 01:05:49,434
Svi smo imali ulogu u
998
01:05:49,436 --> 01:05:50,596
ovaj rat muškaraca,
999
01:05:51,356 --> 01:05:52,556
srca i umove.
1000
01:05:53,596 --> 01:05:54,393
A sada kada ti
1001
01:05:54,395 --> 01:05:55,755
na putu si kući,
1002
01:05:56,237 --> 01:05:58,755
Proveo sam mnogo sati raspravljajući o tome kako
1003
01:05:58,757 --> 01:06:00,156
da odgovorim na sve to.
1004
01:06:02,957 --> 01:06:03,795
Kada je objavljeno
1005
01:06:03,797 --> 01:06:04,915
da je rat bio završen,
1006
01:06:04,917 --> 01:06:06,076
Osjećao/la sam se obaveznim/om da
1007
01:06:06,078 --> 01:06:07,598
razmislite šta je sljedeće.
1008
01:06:08,437 --> 01:06:09,916
Ne samo za mene i
1009
01:06:09,918 --> 01:06:12,478
naše dijete, već i za nas.
1010
01:06:15,638 --> 01:06:18,996
Život nikada nije bio jednostavniji i
1011
01:06:18,998 --> 01:06:20,278
a opet tako komplikovano.
1012
01:06:29,240 --> 01:06:29,797
Iako ovo može
1013
01:06:29,799 --> 01:06:31,079
doći kao iznenađenje,
1014
01:06:31,359 --> 01:06:32,758
Želio sam da znaš da sam
1015
01:06:32,760 --> 01:06:34,959
odlučio je napustiti Baltonsborough.
1016
01:06:37,561 --> 01:06:38,918
Ovo nipošto nije refleksija
1017
01:06:38,920 --> 01:06:40,560
o životu koji smo proveli zajedno,
1018
01:06:41,241 --> 01:06:42,921
već o potrebi za novim početkom.
1019
01:07:00,003 --> 01:07:01,480
Prije nego što si otišao/la,
postalo je očigledno
1020
01:07:01,523 --> 01:07:02,320
da si počeo/počela
1021
01:07:02,322 --> 01:07:03,842
preispitajte naše razlike.
1022
01:07:04,883 --> 01:07:05,642
Dakle, ovo pismo
1023
01:07:05,644 --> 01:07:06,964
dolazi s izborom,
1024
01:07:07,524 --> 01:07:09,041
koje možete slobodno napraviti bez
1025
01:07:09,043 --> 01:07:10,403
osuda ili prezir.
1026
01:07:12,724 --> 01:07:13,562
Bez obzira kako ti
1027
01:07:13,564 --> 01:07:14,364
odlučite da odgovorite,
1028
01:07:14,604 --> 01:07:16,163
znaj da će naše dijete
1029
01:07:16,165 --> 01:07:16,885
samo tebe ikad poznajem
1030
01:07:16,925 --> 01:07:18,404
kao čovjek kakav si bio,
1031
01:07:19,205 --> 01:07:20,605
junak koji si postao,
1032
01:07:21,925 --> 01:07:23,322
i dječak koji
1033
01:07:23,324 --> 01:07:24,724
ukrao mi je slomljeno srce.
1034
01:07:26,366 --> 01:07:28,446
Zauvijek tvoja, Rachel.
1035
01:07:31,886 --> 01:07:32,966
Karte, molim.65450
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