All language subtitles for 105 - grownish618

The thing about beginnings and endings
is that you can always count on them.

Even though I didn't know what my time
at Cal U would be like, I knew one day

it would come to an end.

But we focus so much on life's big
moments.

The triumphs.

The failures.

And the lessons learned.

That we forget the story we're really
telling is written in the in-between.

With the people you realize mean the
most to you.

To many, this piece of paper is a symbol
of completion.

But to me...

It's a reminder of the life lessons I
learned while I was here.

As this chapter comes to a close, I
cannot wait to start a new one.

I still can't believe that I hustled my
way into working with Rich Paul at

Clutch Sports.

Tonight is the night. Everything is
going to go up. My graduation party is

going to go off like I am going to war.

It is going to be one for the books. And
if I don't wake up and my car is

missing, I'm severely dehydrated, and
one of my teeth is loose, Then somebody

ain't do their job right.

Hey, Rich.

Thank you for giving me a call. Yeah,
your boy just graduated.

Ah, that's why you've been in my head.
Check your emails and hit me back.

You started work an hour ago.

Hey!

Congratulations, graduate.

Thank you.

You have the rest of your life ahead of
you, no matter how tragic it may end up

or how depressed you may be.

I'm so glad they didn't let you give the
commencement address.

Look, I know last night was rough, and
you haven't spoken or seen Zoe since...

I'm so humiliated, man. I am.

And if we weren't roommates, I would
have kept this to myself. So I'm sorry,

but it is what it is. I mean, you kind
of played your cards when you bumped. I

don't put you and burned all of her
pictures on our stovetop, but, you

know... You heard that? I did.

You know what? Come with me.

Come with me. I've just been reminded
that Clutch Sports now owns my ass since

I've graduated, and apparently I start
working today.

Oh. We've got a client trying to sell
his yacht before Kim Kardashian ex-wife

can snatch it back up for his ex. Hmm.

But it could be nice to get a change of
scenery.

I don't know, man.

You know, I don't think the cure for
heartbreak is seasickness.

Bro, we're not even going to leave the
dock.

Okay? It'll be nice. I'll just pop by.
We'll get some fresh air. It'll be

great.

Can we stop by In-N-Out on the way
there? And on the way back?

Of course we can, buddy. Okay, thank
you. I'm in.

It's been 16 hours since I bailed on
Aaron. And 16 hours since I beat out

every other contender for the title
Wackest Bitch on Earth.

Was leaving straight from Andre's
graduation to celebrate this win with a

mid-morning margarita my smartest move?

Absolutely not, but I'm clearly not
thinking straight.

There she is, our beautiful bride-to-be.

Hi. Congratulations.

Come on.

My wedding gift to you is a prenup free
of charge. Trust me. No, B. What's up?

We're here to celebrate love.

Luna has more assets than both of them.

Wait, guys, you know I didn't expect
almost everybody to be here. You're

welcome. Okay, as for Jazz and Sky, they
couldn't make it because they're helping

their dad open his restaurant back east.
And as for Luca, he may be doing a GQ

spread for Big Tobacco. I don't know.
Okay, well, tell us everything, all

right? You know, we put spirit for this.
Spirit, wow.

Well, everything is really nothing
because I kind of walked out after he

proposed.

Wow.

The fact that we assume she said yes
just because that's what women do under

the crushing weight of patriarchy is
toxic of us. I don't know. Love is

complicated. Maybe Aaron proposing was
his way of getting them back on track.

Or maybe this healthy gesture because of
their history felt unhealthy.

Renee Brown podcast?

No. I know. I mean, you guys know. I
love Aaron. That's not a question. But

when he asked me the question, I didn't
have a clear answer.

At this moment where I saw our entire
lives flash before my eyes.

Then I glitched. Then I ran.

Oh, God. Poor fellow.

Zoe, you know you owe it to Aaron to
have a conversation with him, right? I

mean, you can't leave him with emotional
blue balls.

Yeah, and you owe me a plane ticket
home, Delta One, please.

Gotcha.

It's okay. This cannot be happening.

Hi!

Right on time. What's up?

Wow. Can you pass the phone to Zoe? Oh.

For me? Yeah.

Zoe, I can't let you play stuff like
that. Or play us. Oh.

Don't marry that pedestrian. Please.

I love you.

I always loved you.

Are you kidding? Okay, my guy. I haven't
talked to you in, what, a year? And

didn't I actually just see your Saudi
princess girlfriend during the holidays

truffle harvesting on IG?

That's what I thought. Oh. Right? So we
will forever main.

Long distance pals.

All right, cool.

Later. Please take this. Take it, take
it, take it. Peace. Love you. Bye. See

you.

Can't blame them for trying.

Wow.

Ah, great.

You found it.

Which one of you is Andre?

That would be me, Gilligan.

That was your one time.

Everybody gets one.

That was yours.

Oh.

Oh, it's Rich. You gonna leave me alone
with this guy? Yeah, yeah. Sorry, okay?

Hey, yeah, yeah, I'm here. The
appraiser's in route, but this could

take all day. So just post up until you
hear otherwise.

And make the boat presentable. Got it.
Here we go again, here we go again.

Busting through the door, they don't let
us in.

Ready for whatever, cause we on thin.

Here we go again, here we go again.

No way. Andre can't make his party
because of work.

Can't he just tell them he has really
bad cramps or something? This sucks.

So much for our big
gonna-miss-you-getting-on-our-nerves-next-year

send-off. Dude, you only get one
graduation.

He can't blow this off. He's earned it.

You've got that TV from your chem lab
coming, don't you? No.

Well, he'll still be a graduate next
week. Maybe the party happens then. And

then I can actually go instead of having
dinner with Zeke and his mom's new

girlfriend. Well, Zara and I, we're
gonna be in Portugal, even though Andre

doesn't care if he ever sees me again or
not.

trouble and heteronormative paradise?

Guys, Andre is family.

There's no way that he would let this
fly if it was any one of us. And I would

hate for him to look back on this time
and have any regrets.

This is disgusting.

Oh!

Definitely giving Hunter Biden book club
vibes.

You know, I've never been down this bad
in such a premium place before.

Yeah. This view is pretty killer though,
right? Yeah.

You know what? I'm going to go look at
some stuff I'll never be able to afford.

I get after a G.

Hello, sir? The X is on the way. Get off
this phone and hide the boat. Right

away.

Hide a boat?

Do I hide a boat?

Excuse me, sir.

How quickly can we drop anchor and get
out of here? Well, sir, dropping anchor

means that we don't move. We need to
leave immediately.

Right away, sir. Thank you.

Join the Navy, they said.

See the world.

We're good. We got this. We have got
this.

Andre!

Am I becoming unglued, or has Zar become
my inner voice?

Andre!

What is happening here? You work way too
hard to let the days go by, brother. We

in here.

No, no, no, no.

I'm on the clock. We actually can't do
this. This is my place of work. My job.

Oh, graduation party on a yacht.

Man, this is my success.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. Hey, Andre.

Oh, my God. Andre.

What? Look, okay. What? I know that this
may not be how you envisioned your first

day of work. Not at all.

But... Come on, you mean so much to all
of us. So let us celebrate you. Okay.

It's fine. It's going to be okay.

Hey, guys, can Fish laugh? Because I
could have sworn a dolphin was laughing

at me.

I hate my life.

I hate my friend.

Hey. Hey?

Really? I'm going to need a little bit
more than a hey, Zoe.

Ahoy!

Because we're on a boat.

That's supposed to be funny?

What about this is funny? I'm really
sorry. I just didn't know what to say.

Okay, here's some options. Something you
could have said. Yes. No. Aaron, can we

not do this here? You could have said my
parents struggle with her. Anything.

Anything. Let's take a walk. Let's take
a walk.

Cheers, Revere. Things are uphill for me
as a kid. This is my kind of camp,

Revere. This is my kind of mass appeal.
Drink? Drink? Oh, thank you.

Take two.

Well, damn.

Isn't it bad that I'm just as
embarrassed about Andre's friends

knowing my business as I am about how
much I totally flubbed with Aaron?

Still a monster, though. A damn monster.

Do not say anything.

It's making this so much worse.

I don't know. It's just like, what if I
say the wrong thing?

And then he just never speaks to me
again. You can't be wrong for telling

someone how you feel. No, but maybe
that's the problem. I don't know exactly

how I feel.

Seems like you knew where to start.

Feelings can be a hell of a scary to
face, but Aaron's just hurt. He doesn't

hate you.

He might.

Hell, he might.

I appreciate you guys trying to make
today special for me, but pulling up on

me like this is not a good look.

Well, um, wasn't my idea, and you seemed
fine not seeing me again, so I'm just

gonna go.

My God, you have your whole life ahead
of you to suck up to people who wouldn't

spit on you if you were on fire.

This is a moment that you should be
present for.

Consider it a laid-back gathering of
friends here to honor your

accomplishment. Okay, yeah, enough.

We're here, and we promise to keep
things cool. Just enjoy it.

Fine, but adult dinner party vibe, not
track and punch vibe.

Aye, aye, sir.

I hear you, bro. I just think a life
without Wi-Fi is less complicated than

Zoe. What's complicated, man? Mayor's
proposals around the world, and in a yes

or no.

The non-response is just, it's savagery.
Well, this feels like a job for the

three amigos.

Oh!

Be amigo.

Fine. You, me, and him. Cheers.

Cheers.

Woo!

Hey!

Who left their blow in the bathroom?

Right. I tricked you, degenerates. I
would like to be the first to make a

toast to my BFF, Andre, to the man who
suffocated me with his friendship.

But my life would not be as bright
without him.

Cheers. Cheers!

And to the only ex who has my back, who
I hide a body for, and the only ex that

I don't have locked on IG.

Okay.

I just want to say, I remember telling
Andre to not rush through college, and

I'm so glad he listened, because he
would have missed out on all of this

love. So, to all of you, thank you so,
so much for looking out for my little

brother. I love you.

Oh, you too.

How can you not know anything? You live
with Anna. Where's the my girl knows

your girl into?

When I used to live with them, I was
like a sleeper cell agent.

Now, Anna treats their tea like a
federal pharmaceutical case.

I'm sorry, man. I don't want you to be
sorry, man. I want Zoe to care enough

not to have me out here like this. Zoe
loves you.

I just think that the whole proposal
caught her off guard.

It's literally the only element Mayor's
proposals are based on. Nope. People do

crazy things when they get caught off
guard. The first time a woman said she

loved me, you know what I said? What?

Do you have any gum? What?

Remember that? Oh, jazz was heated. So
what I'm saying is sometimes real

clarity can come from being
uncomfortable.

What if that never comes?

That's my fear. Like, what if that day
never comes, right? I have to move to

Arizona. I start over, I lock in on a
solid place to buy scratchers, and then

I substitute teach.

Teach! Teach! Teach! Teach!

Teach! Teach!

Teach! Teach! Okay, okay, okay, I'll do
a speech. I'll do a speech.

This year taught me a lot more than I
realized I needed to learn.

I just really appreciate you guys for
supporting me.

So here's a toast to lifelong friendship
that never changed.

Friendship that never changed.

It's not like how real life works, but
damn.

Who left you on read?

The father of my child.

To look back years from now and be
locked in with the same college crew is

a pretty big deal. Guys, I mean...

You know, college, it's like summer camp
with Pell Grants and UTIs. Your friends

are your entire life, but when you go
home, things are different.

Big back.

Come on, bro.

Let's go join the party. Be there for
Andre.

This doesn't have to be about Zoe.

How am I supposed to look at her, man?

This shit hurts.

Yeah, I know, bro, but this is real
life.

And unless you face it, you're gonna
spend your life sitting on a boat,

watching it all pass you by, man.

All I'm saying is that everyone's
already on career paths, and we still

find it easy to make time for each
other. And that's why you're friends.

It just...

Takes a lot more effort to stay that
way. Yeah. I mean, having to find a way

to keep tabs on each other didn't even
occur to me until we couldn't catch up

in class. And now, between, what, work
and family, self-care, love lives...

With all due, I would just scratch that
last one off your list now.

Maybe it's just harder for your
generation.

We're a year apart?

If anything, I feel like leaving school
would prove that real connections do not

need to be worked at. You know, flow
over force.

I mean, it's fair.

Right? I mean, I guess we all talk when
it makes sense for each of us.

Sure about that?

You and Anna aren't as close as you used
to be. What's that supposed to mean?

It feels to me like Anna and I haven't
skipped a beat.

Right, Anna?

Um, we miscarried a few months ago.

Oh.

Are you guys okay?

I'm so sorry.

I haven't reached out. I've been a
terrible friend. No, no, no. I would

have told you. I just, you know,
everyone's been so busy and I felt weird

reaching out with such heavy news.

After trying to hold it down and deal
with things on your own, it's just easy

to forget how blessed we are to have
each other.

And I don't want you to ever think I'm
too busy.

Let's do that.

Once with the face.

Zoe's friend group has been through
literally everything together, and

there's still stuff that they don't
share with each other, as close as they

are. Man, it just scared me.

What's the point of having people in
your life you can't talk to? Well, I

don't think it's a bad thing to keep
some stuff to yourself.

That doesn't mean you're, like, not
close with your friends.

Okay, shady ass.

But I'd rather talk things out with you
guys than sit with it by myself.

If we can't even get on the same page
about what we're comfortable talking

about, how is this going to work when
we're in different places?

Maybe Nomi was right. Maybe we're
already drifting.

Uh, don't be so dramatic. Everyone is
right. Yes, leaving college will make it

harder for you all to be in each other's
lives when you have been. But for the

friendships that are worth it, you guys
will figure it out. You know, it may not

be perfect, but you're going to find
ways to communicate with the people that

you want in your life forever.

Oh, so, uh...

Your advice on communication, that's
interesting.

So much of that pep talk.

Aaron, this is not how I wanted this to
go.

I'm so sorry.

Off to a good start.

You know, I've really been trying to get
my shit together this year.

And not just for work, but for me.

I've been really trying hard to be a
less selfish...

a needy, a more balanced person.

Making an apology about yourself, not so
hot, though.

I thought we could have, though.

And I'm obviously not there yet.

Facts. Clearly.

So, um, when you asked me to marry you,
I freaked out, you know?

What if I put my work in between us
again?

Or what if I put you in another
impossible situation?

Or worse, what if the person I've been
is just as good as it gets with me?

Keep it together.

No. All I know is the only version of me
that's any good at all is someone that's

trying to figure life out with you.

Aaron, I don't want a life without you.

I don't want to have one without you.

So does your offer still stand?

Zoe Johnson Will you marry me?

Only if you marry me, Aaron Jackson.

Can we talk?

Yeah.

I know that I owe you an apology.

I thought of this being over before it
even started really bummed me out.

That's no excuse, so I'm sorry.

I appreciate you saying that.

I just wanted more time with you.

Andre, Portugal is for summer, okay?

It's not forever.

I know, I know. It's just, we finally
started to get things going, and now

it's just vanished about.

Well, the only thing that will be
disappearing are my thirst trap DMs I

send you from my Lisbon hotspot.

Okay.

I'm willing to do what it takes to see
where this goes.

You're worth the extra effort.

So, expect those naughty DMs to go both
ways. Oh, okay. I'm down with that.

After all these years... Erin and I
didn't want to wait another moment to

begin the rest of our lives together.

So, with a little help from our friends
and a magical sunset, we decided not to.

Power vested in me by the state of
California and the Los Angeles power

boating community.

I hereby pronounce you Mr.

and Mrs.

Aaron and Zoe Jackson.

You may kiss the bride.

I'm just tidying up around here, still
hitting on the appraiser.

Feels like CPT, am I right?

The boat has cameras.

That work?

Damn.

Look, I know you have to fire me, and
there are no excuses, and I can't blame

you, but I just want to say thank you.

Fire? You kept the boat out of Dodge
long enough for the client to negotiate

it back.

Plus, Clutch is getting a 2% bump for
our strategic services.

Good looking. I'll see you in the
morning.

Yes, sir.

Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands
up in the air.

I know I can't count on you.

Sometimes I feel like saying, Lord, I
just don't care.

If someone were to write the book of
your life, what would you want them to

remember? What would you want them to
forget?

They may not get all the names, dates,
or details exactly right.

But what's most important is capturing
the feelings.

The joy of a win.

The pain of a memory.

The lessons learned.

And the loves of your life.

As our chapters turn to a new start,
that is what we'll remember.