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SARAH: I'm ready. 15 00:00:43,109 --> 00:00:44,711 I'm ready, come on, come on. 16 00:00:44,711 --> 00:00:47,113 Come on, I'll fix you a drink. See you guys later. 17 00:00:47,113 --> 00:00:49,115 Take it, Jess. Go! JESSE: Oh, yeah. 18 00:00:50,717 --> 00:00:52,285 Ooh... 19 00:00:52,285 --> 00:00:53,520 Go get it. No, get the ball. 20 00:00:53,520 --> 00:00:55,355 You get it. I'm not getting the ball. 21 00:00:55,355 --> 00:00:57,624 ELAINE: I wish we could've come up here later in the spring 22 00:00:57,624 --> 00:00:59,426 when the daffodils are blooming. 23 00:00:59,426 --> 00:01:02,729 JIM: We have daffodils in our backyard in the city. 24 00:01:02,729 --> 00:01:05,265 Oh, it's not the same. 25 00:01:05,265 --> 00:01:07,734 I think they're the most beautiful thing up here. 26 00:01:07,734 --> 00:01:09,202 (SIGHS) 27 00:01:11,204 --> 00:01:13,173 Oh, no, sweetheart. 28 00:01:13,173 --> 00:01:16,076 They're the second most beautiful thing up here. 29 00:01:16,076 --> 00:01:17,677 Nice recovery. Hmm. 30 00:01:19,546 --> 00:01:20,814 (SIGHS) 31 00:01:23,083 --> 00:01:25,318 Jim? Hmm? 32 00:01:25,318 --> 00:01:26,753 Stop thinking about work. 33 00:01:26,753 --> 00:01:28,088 Oh, I wasn't. 34 00:01:28,788 --> 00:01:31,191 I wasn't. I was wondering 35 00:01:31,191 --> 00:01:35,295 what this place is going to look like in 40 years. 36 00:01:35,295 --> 00:01:38,298 ELAINE: These mountains aren't going anywhere. 37 00:01:38,298 --> 00:01:39,833 You know, when you first showed me this place, 38 00:01:39,833 --> 00:01:43,503 I thought we'd never make the time to come up here, 39 00:01:43,503 --> 00:01:46,239 but you've made it very special for us. 40 00:01:48,208 --> 00:01:49,642 Thank you. 41 00:01:52,812 --> 00:01:55,381 You deserve something nice for that. 42 00:02:02,722 --> 00:02:04,691 Oh. 43 00:02:04,691 --> 00:02:07,360 Get in here. I'm freezing to death in this thing. (LAUGHING) 44 00:02:09,696 --> 00:02:10,830 Mmm. 45 00:02:19,672 --> 00:02:21,441 SARAH: Hey, give me the damn phone, all right? 46 00:02:21,441 --> 00:02:23,443 JESSE: I'm on the phone, okay? SARAH: Come on! 47 00:02:23,443 --> 00:02:25,345 Not tonight. (CHUCKLES) 48 00:02:26,846 --> 00:02:29,215 I always forget how thin these walls are. 49 00:02:29,215 --> 00:02:31,518 Oh, God, teenagers. 50 00:02:31,518 --> 00:02:32,719 (KIDS CONTINUE ARGUING) 51 00:02:32,719 --> 00:02:35,288 Best birth-control going. 52 00:02:35,288 --> 00:02:36,623 (CHUCKLES) 53 00:02:38,825 --> 00:02:40,894 Come on, guys, let's go! 54 00:02:58,311 --> 00:03:00,213 Oh, the new accountant starts tomorrow. 55 00:03:00,213 --> 00:03:01,347 Wow. That was quick. 56 00:03:01,347 --> 00:03:02,882 Well, Sally didn't give us much notice. 57 00:03:02,882 --> 00:03:05,518 Gail had to hire somebody over the phone. 58 00:03:05,518 --> 00:03:07,787 I hope he's not an ax murderer. 59 00:03:07,787 --> 00:03:10,323 Okay, guys. 60 00:03:10,323 --> 00:03:14,194 I was thinking, could I take some friends up to the cabin for the spring break? 61 00:03:14,194 --> 00:03:16,963 Sweetheart, your mom and I don't have any more time off till summer. 62 00:03:16,963 --> 00:03:18,731 Well, you guys don't have to come. 63 00:03:18,731 --> 00:03:19,966 (LAUGHS SARCASTICALLY) 64 00:03:19,966 --> 00:03:22,302 If anybody's going up to the cabin unchaperoned, 65 00:03:22,302 --> 00:03:24,237 it's going to be me and your dad. 66 00:03:24,237 --> 00:03:26,239 Why would you want to do that? (CHUCKLES) 67 00:03:27,240 --> 00:03:28,308 Figure that out. 68 00:03:29,909 --> 00:03:31,611 Oh, gross! (LAUGHS) 69 00:03:31,611 --> 00:03:32,679 Gross? 70 00:03:32,679 --> 00:03:33,980 Disgusting! 71 00:03:47,961 --> 00:03:49,762 Jess, as soon as we get unloaded, don't forget, 72 00:03:49,762 --> 00:03:51,364 you need to finish that paper. 73 00:03:51,364 --> 00:03:52,632 (SCOFFS) Whatever. 74 00:03:52,632 --> 00:03:55,301 Whatever, whatever! I love that word. 75 00:03:55,301 --> 00:03:58,738 It's a kid's way of saying "yes" when he really means "shut the hell up." 76 00:04:00,773 --> 00:04:02,542 SARAH: The tree fell! 77 00:04:03,343 --> 00:04:05,378 Oh, my God, look at this! 78 00:04:05,378 --> 00:04:06,613 Oh... 79 00:04:06,613 --> 00:04:09,682 (GASPS) Oh, God, Jim. Oh, my goodness. 80 00:04:09,682 --> 00:04:12,485 JESSE: Man, five feet the other way. Goodbye, house! 81 00:04:12,485 --> 00:04:15,321 Oh, no. I'll call somebody about it tomorrow. 82 00:04:15,922 --> 00:04:17,523 (HUMMING) 83 00:04:17,523 --> 00:04:20,460 Uh, Sarah's hogging our bathroom. I can come back. 84 00:04:20,460 --> 00:04:22,829 No, hey, come on. It's only a mirror. 85 00:04:23,496 --> 00:04:24,731 Please. 86 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:28,835 (JIM CLEARS THROAT) 87 00:04:28,835 --> 00:04:30,870 Just checking out my technique, huh? 88 00:04:30,870 --> 00:04:33,273 Dad, I know how to shave. Okay. 89 00:04:39,612 --> 00:04:41,681 I'm having dinner over at Kelley's house on Friday night. 90 00:04:41,681 --> 00:04:42,782 How is Kelley? 91 00:04:42,782 --> 00:04:44,751 She's good, she's okay. 92 00:04:48,388 --> 00:04:49,956 I might be back kind of late. 93 00:04:49,956 --> 00:04:51,457 How late? 94 00:04:52,458 --> 00:04:54,761 Oh, late enough. 95 00:04:56,529 --> 00:04:57,730 I see. 96 00:04:59,966 --> 00:05:01,601 You guys taking precautions? 97 00:05:01,601 --> 00:05:03,436 Dad, I haven't even... 98 00:05:03,436 --> 00:05:05,705 Hey, hey, hey! I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pry. 99 00:05:05,705 --> 00:05:07,674 (SIGHS) I wasn't prying. 100 00:05:13,012 --> 00:05:14,881 Don't be self-conscious about it, Jess. 101 00:05:14,881 --> 00:05:17,550 I mean, the first time's always a little ticklish. 102 00:05:17,550 --> 00:05:19,485 Dad, please. 103 00:05:19,485 --> 00:05:21,621 Hey, I'm just saying, my first time wasn't exactly a home run, okay? 104 00:05:21,621 --> 00:05:23,556 Oh, my God. 105 00:05:23,556 --> 00:05:25,725 The good news was that... (CLEARS THROAT) 106 00:05:25,725 --> 00:05:28,761 By the time I got into medical school, met your mom, 107 00:05:28,761 --> 00:05:30,530 I was ready. 108 00:05:30,530 --> 00:05:32,532 I can't believe I'm hearing this. (CHUCKLES) 109 00:05:32,532 --> 00:05:35,535 It's not exactly a family secret, you know. 110 00:05:35,535 --> 00:05:36,836 It's not like I slept around. 111 00:05:36,836 --> 00:05:39,605 Your mom was only my second. 112 00:05:39,605 --> 00:05:43,376 Well, there's a whole lot to be said for family secrets. 113 00:05:43,376 --> 00:05:46,346 Hmm. 114 00:05:46,346 --> 00:05:49,716 Is that why you didn't tell us about Boston University? 115 00:05:51,484 --> 00:05:52,919 What were you doing in my room? 116 00:05:52,919 --> 00:05:55,455 I wasn't. I wouldn't. Dean Anders called me. God! 117 00:05:55,455 --> 00:05:58,891 I mean, it's not every day your son gets accepted to your alma mater. 118 00:05:58,891 --> 00:06:01,828 Jess, Jesse, your mom and I are very proud of you. 119 00:06:01,828 --> 00:06:02,929 (DOOR SLAMS) 120 00:06:02,929 --> 00:06:06,032 (SIGHS) 121 00:06:06,032 --> 00:06:09,035 I told you to wait until he brought it up. 122 00:06:13,473 --> 00:06:14,640 Don't! 123 00:06:15,775 --> 00:06:16,976 (LAUGHS) 124 00:06:24,951 --> 00:06:26,819 After you, Mrs. Marshall. 125 00:06:26,819 --> 00:06:28,888 Thank you, Dr. Marshall. Here you go. This is yours. 126 00:06:28,888 --> 00:06:30,890 WOMAN: Hi, Elaine. Good morning, Dr. Marshall. 127 00:06:30,890 --> 00:06:31,991 Hi. 128 00:06:32,792 --> 00:06:34,160 Hi, Trish. 129 00:06:34,160 --> 00:06:37,530 Ah, good morning. These are for you 130 00:06:37,530 --> 00:06:41,401 and Sadler Health Services said these forms were not filled out correctly. 131 00:06:41,401 --> 00:06:43,603 Oh, and Jim, Dr. Wexler wanted to know 132 00:06:43,603 --> 00:06:45,905 why the Turner child was referred out to Portland Pediatrics. 133 00:06:45,905 --> 00:06:49,142 That was an administrative decision and Carl knows that. 134 00:06:49,142 --> 00:06:51,577 He can talk to me about it at the meeting this afternoon. 135 00:06:51,577 --> 00:06:53,112 Oh, gee, I love Mondays. 136 00:06:53,112 --> 00:06:54,947 Jim, Elaine. Hi, Gary. 137 00:06:54,947 --> 00:06:56,482 I thought I was going to see you last night. 138 00:06:56,482 --> 00:06:58,484 We didn't get back from the cabin till late, so... 139 00:06:58,484 --> 00:07:01,087 You want to have lunch later? Sure, yeah. 140 00:07:01,087 --> 00:07:02,889 LEWIS: Hey, welcome back from the wilds. 141 00:07:02,889 --> 00:07:04,190 Hi, Lewis. JIM: Morning. 142 00:07:04,190 --> 00:07:06,526 Look what I found in the parking lot. 143 00:07:07,760 --> 00:07:09,462 Oh! 144 00:07:10,930 --> 00:07:13,699 Hello, Joshua, how are you feeling? 145 00:07:13,699 --> 00:07:14,901 Oh, good. 146 00:07:15,468 --> 00:07:16,702 I missed you. 147 00:07:19,105 --> 00:07:23,709 Oh, you want candy, huh? (CHUCKLES) 148 00:07:23,709 --> 00:07:25,912 Candy is for after the exam. 149 00:07:26,846 --> 00:07:28,881 Candy after doctor. 150 00:07:28,881 --> 00:07:30,950 Exam in Room 3, please. 151 00:07:30,950 --> 00:07:33,219 Room 3, please. Okay? 152 00:07:34,787 --> 00:07:36,622 We're not seeing Dr. Marshall? 153 00:07:36,622 --> 00:07:38,624 Oh, I'm sorry, Mrs. Miller, maybe next week. 154 00:07:38,624 --> 00:07:43,129 Dr. Wexler is a bit curt, but he is a good doctor. 155 00:07:43,596 --> 00:07:45,565 I'll see you later, okay? 156 00:07:46,799 --> 00:07:48,734 Gail, you run the numbers. 157 00:07:48,734 --> 00:07:50,837 Can we really afford that increase in the research budget? 158 00:07:50,837 --> 00:07:52,605 Yeah. It'll be a bit of a stretch, 159 00:07:52,605 --> 00:07:54,874 but we can manage as long as Elaine lands those two grants. 160 00:07:54,874 --> 00:07:56,943 Oh, we'll know that in a couple of weeks. 161 00:07:56,943 --> 00:08:00,813 In the meantime, we've all got plenty to do. 162 00:08:00,813 --> 00:08:02,615 Jim gets to look for the deaf gene 163 00:08:02,615 --> 00:08:04,917 and the rest of us take up the slack. 164 00:08:04,917 --> 00:08:06,486 Oh, come on. 165 00:08:07,987 --> 00:08:10,156 Lewis, do you have a second? 166 00:08:10,156 --> 00:08:11,891 Seeing that old Josh Miller this morning, 167 00:08:11,891 --> 00:08:13,726 he is such a happy, normal kid. 168 00:08:13,726 --> 00:08:16,629 It reminded me of that Moroccan boy that Jim saw last week. 169 00:08:16,629 --> 00:08:18,731 He'd been misdiagnosed two times. 170 00:08:18,731 --> 00:08:21,234 One doctor thought that he was retarded. I just... 171 00:08:21,234 --> 00:08:23,035 Probably because he never had his hearing test. 172 00:08:23,035 --> 00:08:26,172 That's correct. Now we should be doing our own testing here. 173 00:08:26,172 --> 00:08:30,710 Now, Portland State has a two-year master's Audiology program at night. 174 00:08:30,710 --> 00:08:32,078 I thought about doing it before, 175 00:08:32,078 --> 00:08:34,247 and now that my kids are older, I'm thinking, why not? 176 00:08:34,247 --> 00:08:36,115 That's interesting. 177 00:08:36,115 --> 00:08:37,850 Jim has the lightest patient load in this institute, 178 00:08:37,850 --> 00:08:41,187 and now you're talking about taking time off for school. 179 00:08:41,187 --> 00:08:42,855 This has nothing to do with Jim. 180 00:08:42,855 --> 00:08:45,525 I don't recall saying anything about taking any time off... 181 00:08:45,525 --> 00:08:46,926 Elaine? Phone for you. 182 00:08:46,926 --> 00:08:48,828 Oh, Trish, please take a message. 183 00:08:48,828 --> 00:08:50,129 It's Jesse's school. 184 00:08:51,197 --> 00:08:53,766 Oh. Um... Yeah, excuse me. 185 00:08:59,171 --> 00:09:00,273 Oh... 186 00:09:00,273 --> 00:09:01,774 (GRUNTING) 187 00:09:01,774 --> 00:09:04,577 Jesse, we got to go to class. Are you coming? 188 00:09:04,577 --> 00:09:05,912 So boring. 189 00:09:08,814 --> 00:09:10,082 Hey, you want a game? 190 00:09:11,083 --> 00:09:12,618 Yeah, cool. 191 00:09:13,819 --> 00:09:16,055 Must've had a fight with his boyfriend. 192 00:09:16,055 --> 00:09:18,324 I don't want to have that fairy in my team. 193 00:09:18,324 --> 00:09:21,694 Well, you don't have to. 194 00:09:21,694 --> 00:09:23,863 Yo, what's up? I'm Jesse, man. Hey, I'm Trey. 195 00:09:23,863 --> 00:09:25,331 Well, looks like it's me and you, okay? Cool. 196 00:09:26,032 --> 00:09:27,300 Fall out. 197 00:09:34,307 --> 00:09:35,708 Get out! 198 00:09:38,744 --> 00:09:40,947 (GRUNTS) 199 00:09:40,947 --> 00:09:42,915 Hey, man, that was a foul! 200 00:09:42,915 --> 00:09:44,917 What, did I hit you? I didn't even notice. 201 00:09:44,917 --> 00:09:47,587 If you weren't a faggot, I'd punch your lights out. 202 00:09:47,587 --> 00:09:49,956 That's out of bounds, man. Yeah, well, this faggot would like you to try. 203 00:09:51,090 --> 00:09:51,757 I'm out. 204 00:09:56,062 --> 00:09:58,264 I'm sorry, man, you know. 205 00:09:58,264 --> 00:10:00,066 Yeah, that's okay. 206 00:10:07,873 --> 00:10:09,842 Jesse, we're going to be late for calculus. 207 00:10:09,842 --> 00:10:11,611 (HORN HONKING) Oh. 208 00:10:12,278 --> 00:10:13,746 Damn. 209 00:10:13,746 --> 00:10:14,981 Guys, I'll catch up with you, okay? 210 00:10:17,216 --> 00:10:19,885 Jesse, they said this wasn't the first time. 211 00:10:19,885 --> 00:10:21,621 Just because you've gotten into college doesn't mean you... 212 00:10:21,621 --> 00:10:24,957 Mom, I'm not messing up my grades. I'm on top of it. 213 00:10:25,992 --> 00:10:28,227 I don't need a lecture. 214 00:10:28,227 --> 00:10:30,363 What lecture? I said one sentence. 215 00:10:30,363 --> 00:10:34,367 Yeah, well, I heard all the other sentences waiting in the wings. 216 00:10:36,135 --> 00:10:39,138 Oh, you! (CHUCKLES) 217 00:10:39,138 --> 00:10:41,140 All right, you win that one. 218 00:10:41,140 --> 00:10:42,708 Just don't do it again. 219 00:10:42,708 --> 00:10:44,043 I promise. 220 00:10:50,149 --> 00:10:51,984 And he's cut his third period four times, 221 00:10:51,984 --> 00:10:55,855 and he's been late to class after lunch every day this month. 222 00:10:55,855 --> 00:10:57,923 Probably just senior-itis. 223 00:10:57,923 --> 00:10:59,859 ELAINE: Oh, I suppose so. 224 00:11:02,194 --> 00:11:04,330 It's hard to believe he's going to be at BU next year. 225 00:11:04,330 --> 00:11:06,198 Hmm. 226 00:11:06,198 --> 00:11:09,035 It's going to be awful quiet around here. 227 00:11:10,403 --> 00:11:12,004 You know, I've been thinking. 228 00:11:12,004 --> 00:11:13,673 Uh-oh! 229 00:11:13,673 --> 00:11:16,042 (CHUCKLES) 230 00:11:16,042 --> 00:11:20,346 Do you suppose that there'll be time for me to, uh... 231 00:11:20,346 --> 00:11:22,948 Well, I've been thinking about some night classes. 232 00:11:22,948 --> 00:11:24,183 You know, the Audiology program, 233 00:11:24,183 --> 00:11:26,285 the master's program over at Portland State? 234 00:11:26,285 --> 00:11:30,690 Yeah, that would be a good idea. I mean, at some point. 235 00:11:30,690 --> 00:11:33,092 But I just wonder about the timing. 236 00:11:33,092 --> 00:11:34,694 You know, with Jesse gone, 237 00:11:34,694 --> 00:11:37,163 it seems like a lot of change to lay on Sarah all at once. 238 00:11:37,163 --> 00:11:40,132 Oh, Jim, come on. I mean, you're home almost every night by 7:00. 239 00:11:40,132 --> 00:11:42,101 Yeah, well, I'm in my study half the night. 240 00:11:42,101 --> 00:11:46,105 I've got a stack of lab reports that are about to swallow my desk. 241 00:11:46,105 --> 00:11:49,208 I really ought to knock some of these out tonight. I know. 242 00:11:49,208 --> 00:11:51,177 That's what I should do. 243 00:11:53,846 --> 00:11:56,415 Gosh, dark gray or black? 244 00:11:56,415 --> 00:11:58,884 (SIGHS) Tough choice. 245 00:11:58,884 --> 00:12:00,319 (CLICKS TONGUE) 246 00:12:05,858 --> 00:12:07,093 (SIGHS) 247 00:12:09,462 --> 00:12:12,131 I don't want to spend another night 248 00:12:12,131 --> 00:12:15,134 listening to Li talk about their new boat. 249 00:12:15,134 --> 00:12:18,037 Oh, come on. It's her birthday. Humor her. 250 00:12:18,037 --> 00:12:19,271 (SIGHS) 251 00:12:20,139 --> 00:12:22,108 You go. 252 00:12:22,108 --> 00:12:24,410 I'm not going without you. Uh-uh. 253 00:12:26,345 --> 00:12:28,380 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 254 00:12:40,159 --> 00:12:41,260 MAN: I don't even know the guy. 255 00:12:41,260 --> 00:12:43,095 Did you know... 256 00:12:43,095 --> 00:12:45,765 Well, anyway, we can't decide between using, um, 257 00:12:45,765 --> 00:12:48,968 maybe a mahogany, in my free time, 258 00:12:48,968 --> 00:12:51,403 and decorating the inside. Did I tell you I was doing this? 259 00:12:51,403 --> 00:12:52,838 A lot of time. 260 00:12:52,838 --> 00:12:54,540 We just can't decide on the colors. 261 00:12:54,540 --> 00:12:58,911 We're using maybe a mauve and a teal, or maybe... 262 00:12:58,911 --> 00:13:00,246 Come on. 263 00:13:00,246 --> 00:13:02,148 No. Come on. 264 00:13:02,148 --> 00:13:04,316 You're the last guy to beat me on my own table. 265 00:13:04,316 --> 00:13:06,986 You know, I'm really not up for it. 266 00:13:23,869 --> 00:13:25,271 You okay? 267 00:13:25,271 --> 00:13:29,208 Yeah, I'm just not feeling very energetic tonight. 268 00:13:29,208 --> 00:13:31,944 Hey, why don't you come out on the boat with us next Sunday? 269 00:13:31,944 --> 00:13:34,980 Get a little fresh air. 270 00:13:34,980 --> 00:13:38,117 I don't think I'm going to be free next weekend. 271 00:13:38,951 --> 00:13:40,553 Gary. (CHUCKLES) 272 00:13:42,054 --> 00:13:43,856 Everything's fine. 273 00:13:46,358 --> 00:13:48,894 Lewis thinks you'd make a great audiologist. 274 00:13:48,894 --> 00:13:51,230 He does? Nice. Mmm. 275 00:13:51,230 --> 00:13:53,966 (SCOFFS) I hate to admit that Carl Wexler might be right about something, 276 00:13:53,966 --> 00:13:55,534 but I don't have the time. 277 00:13:55,534 --> 00:13:59,505 Elaine, make time. This is for you. 278 00:13:59,505 --> 00:14:01,941 Well, in my case "you" as in "singular." 279 00:14:01,941 --> 00:14:05,244 Oh, here we go again. You know, you might ask yourself exactly when, 280 00:14:05,244 --> 00:14:07,112 "Honey, can you help out around the office?" 281 00:14:07,112 --> 00:14:09,615 turned into a 15-year career. 282 00:14:09,615 --> 00:14:12,384 Gail, I know what you're saying. 283 00:14:12,384 --> 00:14:14,220 I married a man with a cause 284 00:14:14,220 --> 00:14:17,590 and I've gotten way more out of it than I ever gave up. 285 00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:20,993 So sue me. (SIGHS) I need to go home. 286 00:14:20,993 --> 00:14:22,261 We haven't even cut the cake yet. 287 00:14:22,261 --> 00:14:24,864 Oh, I've got a terrible headache. (SIGHS) 288 00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:26,899 Gail, could you give her a ride home? 289 00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:31,203 Please give Loni my apologies. 290 00:14:31,203 --> 00:14:32,638 Okay, I guess. 291 00:14:34,006 --> 00:14:35,174 Bye. 292 00:14:36,976 --> 00:14:38,210 You know what I think? 293 00:14:39,311 --> 00:14:41,280 I think... 294 00:14:41,280 --> 00:14:43,616 I think you're too afraid to go back out into the world. 295 00:14:43,616 --> 00:14:45,951 Afraid it might be too much work. 296 00:14:45,951 --> 00:14:47,987 Sweetie, real life's easy. 297 00:14:47,987 --> 00:14:50,489 It's marriage that takes all the work. 298 00:15:07,239 --> 00:15:11,043 He's that salesman from Cropper & Company. 299 00:15:11,043 --> 00:15:14,680 ELAINE: He seems to be interested in Loni's daughter. 300 00:15:14,680 --> 00:15:17,449 She's only about two years older than Sarah. 301 00:15:17,449 --> 00:15:22,054 Men never think anyone's too young for them. 302 00:15:22,054 --> 00:15:23,689 You know what really gets me about getting older? 303 00:15:23,689 --> 00:15:25,958 Do I want to know this? 304 00:15:25,958 --> 00:15:29,128 It's not that men don't find you sexually attractive, it's that... 305 00:15:29,128 --> 00:15:30,996 They just don't find you. 306 00:15:30,996 --> 00:15:33,465 You become invisible. You just become sexually invisible. 307 00:15:33,465 --> 00:15:35,701 Huh! Well, there's something to look forward to. 308 00:15:35,701 --> 00:15:37,603 Hmm. Hi, Gail. 309 00:15:37,603 --> 00:15:39,571 Daniel! 310 00:15:39,571 --> 00:15:41,473 Oh, I love, uh, Gorgonzola. 311 00:15:41,473 --> 00:15:44,043 Oh, excuse me. 312 00:15:44,043 --> 00:15:46,278 Uh, Daniel, I'd like you to meet Elaine Marshall, 313 00:15:46,278 --> 00:15:48,547 Administrative Director of the institute. Hi. How do you do? 314 00:15:48,547 --> 00:15:52,451 Hi. I've started introducing myself to you many times, but you're always so busy. 315 00:15:52,451 --> 00:15:54,553 Oh, that's me. (CHUCKLES) 316 00:15:55,354 --> 00:15:57,089 Well, it's, um... 317 00:15:57,690 --> 00:15:59,458 Very nice to meet you. 318 00:15:59,458 --> 00:16:01,460 It's nice to meet you, too. 319 00:16:06,065 --> 00:16:07,733 (SIGHS) What? 320 00:16:07,733 --> 00:16:10,102 I was just admiring my Gorgonzola. 321 00:16:10,102 --> 00:16:11,170 Hmm. 322 00:16:16,008 --> 00:16:17,076 Hey. 323 00:16:17,076 --> 00:16:18,744 Hi. How was the party? 324 00:16:18,744 --> 00:16:20,279 Awesome. 325 00:16:20,279 --> 00:16:21,413 Don't get crumbs in your bed. 326 00:16:21,413 --> 00:16:23,549 Hey, somebody's got to feed the dust mites. 327 00:16:23,549 --> 00:16:25,384 Funny. That was funny. 328 00:16:26,418 --> 00:16:28,520 I'll see you as soon as I can. 329 00:16:28,520 --> 00:16:30,389 Oh, maybe tomorrow. Okay. 330 00:16:32,591 --> 00:16:34,159 Hi. Hi. 331 00:16:37,730 --> 00:16:39,465 How was the rest of the party? 332 00:16:39,465 --> 00:16:42,668 Oh, you know. (CHUCKLES) How's your headache? 333 00:16:42,668 --> 00:16:44,136 It's better, thank you. 334 00:16:44,136 --> 00:16:45,404 Who was that on the phone? 335 00:16:45,404 --> 00:16:47,072 A patient. 336 00:16:47,072 --> 00:16:49,508 Well, who was it? You're not on call tonight. 337 00:16:49,508 --> 00:16:52,144 (SIGHS) It was a referral, you know. 338 00:16:52,144 --> 00:16:54,013 Somebody gave him my home number. 339 00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:56,582 It's 11:00. You're too nice. 340 00:17:22,708 --> 00:17:24,443 Oh, no, honey, don't stop. That's great! 341 00:17:24,443 --> 00:17:26,478 Oh, bye, Mom. You look great. 342 00:17:26,478 --> 00:17:29,114 No, do it again. Come on. All right. 343 00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:33,585 When I was in college, I used to think of it as ballet. 344 00:17:33,585 --> 00:17:35,287 Ballet? Yeah. 345 00:17:41,560 --> 00:17:43,629 Cool, huh? Yeah! 346 00:17:43,629 --> 00:17:46,532 Yeah, for an old lady, it's pretty cool. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 347 00:17:46,532 --> 00:17:47,800 (CHUCKLES) 348 00:17:52,671 --> 00:17:54,706 Maybe I can come over to your class, give a few pointers, huh? 349 00:17:54,706 --> 00:17:56,341 (CHUCKLES) Oh, my God. 350 00:17:56,341 --> 00:17:57,709 Wear matching leotards. 351 00:17:57,709 --> 00:18:00,245 Have you completely lost your mind? 352 00:18:00,245 --> 00:18:02,681 You can tell people I'm your big sister. 353 00:18:02,681 --> 00:18:06,118 Don't you know this much fear can stunt my growth? 354 00:18:06,118 --> 00:18:09,221 I've got to meet that boy, Spencer. Is that his name? 355 00:18:09,221 --> 00:18:11,090 I am not hearing this. 356 00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:12,324 I'm not hearing this. Spencer? 357 00:18:12,324 --> 00:18:14,493 I'm not... Mmm, I'm not hearing this! 358 00:18:14,493 --> 00:18:15,627 Eat your breakfast. 359 00:18:24,570 --> 00:18:27,106 How do you do, Spencer? Nice to meet you. 360 00:18:31,110 --> 00:18:32,311 Mmm-hmm. 361 00:18:33,378 --> 00:18:34,713 Yes. Yeah. 362 00:18:36,515 --> 00:18:37,683 Yeah. 363 00:18:39,718 --> 00:18:43,122 Excuse me, could I call you right back? Okay, thank you. 364 00:18:45,824 --> 00:18:48,127 Where is he? 365 00:18:48,127 --> 00:18:51,630 Well, he's where he's been this time of day for the past six months. 366 00:18:51,630 --> 00:18:55,134 There can't be that many books in the damn library. 367 00:18:55,134 --> 00:18:56,668 Well, Carl, tell you what. 368 00:18:56,668 --> 00:18:58,403 If there's a problem with this afternoon's schedule, 369 00:18:58,403 --> 00:19:00,272 why don't you let me know, and I'll take a look in Jim's book 370 00:19:00,272 --> 00:19:02,141 and I'll see what we can work out. 371 00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:04,610 I am triple-booked now between 3:00 and 4:00 because he told Mrs. Miller 372 00:19:04,610 --> 00:19:06,879 she could come in this afternoon without an appointment, 373 00:19:06,879 --> 00:19:09,515 which would be fine with me if he was here to deal with it. 374 00:19:09,515 --> 00:19:12,284 Well, don't I always fix these things? 375 00:19:23,462 --> 00:19:24,663 (SIGHS) 376 00:19:25,797 --> 00:19:28,267 Is this an "organize this" thing? 377 00:19:55,494 --> 00:19:57,696 Trish, I'm going right past the lab on my way back, 378 00:19:57,696 --> 00:19:58,897 so why don't I pick up those reports? 379 00:19:58,897 --> 00:20:00,732 Okay. Oh. 380 00:20:00,732 --> 00:20:02,834 Please tell Jim I put a new appointment for this afternoon in his book. 381 00:20:02,834 --> 00:20:04,436 Sure. Thanks. 382 00:20:14,846 --> 00:20:16,381 Vista Inn. 383 00:21:23,282 --> 00:21:24,783 Coffee's here. 384 00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:29,921 (SIGHS) 385 00:21:32,591 --> 00:21:33,759 What... 386 00:21:48,373 --> 00:21:49,708 (DOOR OPENS) 387 00:21:50,809 --> 00:21:52,344 (DOOR CLOSES) 388 00:21:59,785 --> 00:22:01,386 I'm sorry. 389 00:22:01,386 --> 00:22:02,854 (SHAKILY) Don't. Don't. 390 00:22:02,854 --> 00:22:04,723 I didn't mean for you to find out this way. 391 00:22:04,723 --> 00:22:07,659 No, I can't... I can't. Go away. 392 00:22:07,659 --> 00:22:08,994 I was going to tell you about it. Please, I don't... 393 00:22:08,994 --> 00:22:10,595 I don't know who you are. 394 00:22:10,595 --> 00:22:12,597 Elaine, we need to talk. Please. Oh, God... 395 00:22:12,597 --> 00:22:14,599 (SOBBING) How long has this been going on? 396 00:22:14,599 --> 00:22:18,036 How many? What are you? I don't believe this. 397 00:22:18,036 --> 00:22:19,871 I was going to do this a different way. 398 00:22:19,871 --> 00:22:21,773 Different way? Different way? Yes. 399 00:22:21,773 --> 00:22:24,810 Which part did you want to do different? The part where I saw you? 400 00:22:24,810 --> 00:22:26,945 Oh, God. I'm such a fool! Please. 401 00:22:26,945 --> 00:22:29,014 Oh, God. I'm such a fool. 402 00:22:29,014 --> 00:22:32,484 You know that I would never intentionally hurt you. 403 00:22:32,484 --> 00:22:34,119 Elaine, please, listen to me. (CRYING) 404 00:22:35,454 --> 00:22:37,022 I'm not trying to justify this. 405 00:22:37,022 --> 00:22:40,492 I'm just trying to understand myself, everything. 406 00:22:40,492 --> 00:22:43,362 (STAMMERING) What about me? What about AIDS? 407 00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:44,596 I've been careful. 408 00:22:44,596 --> 00:22:46,131 Oh, God, this isn't happening. 409 00:22:46,131 --> 00:22:49,368 Elaine, please, please. Don't touch me, please, please! 410 00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:51,937 Get away from me! Don't you even look at me! 411 00:22:51,937 --> 00:22:54,373 Don't! Just go. 412 00:22:54,373 --> 00:22:56,041 (SOBBING) Go away. Elaine... 413 00:22:56,041 --> 00:22:57,642 Go! Get out! 414 00:22:59,010 --> 00:23:00,545 Get out. 415 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:02,614 Go! 416 00:23:11,790 --> 00:23:13,058 (DOOR OPENS) 417 00:23:14,993 --> 00:23:16,728 Oh, I'm starving. 418 00:23:21,566 --> 00:23:22,868 Can we order in? 419 00:23:22,868 --> 00:23:24,669 We can go out. 420 00:23:24,669 --> 00:23:26,938 Mom, let's go out. I don't want to go out. 421 00:23:28,006 --> 00:23:29,741 (STAMMERS) I'm not feeling well. 422 00:23:29,741 --> 00:23:32,844 Oh, yes, ordering in. I'll get the menus. 423 00:23:32,844 --> 00:23:34,146 I'll get Dad. Is he in the study? 424 00:23:34,146 --> 00:23:36,982 No, um... He's working late tonight. 425 00:23:36,982 --> 00:23:39,785 Good. That means we can order pizza. 426 00:23:39,785 --> 00:23:41,420 Oh, pizza. 427 00:23:41,420 --> 00:23:42,554 I'm going to go lie down. 428 00:23:42,554 --> 00:23:44,689 You kids use the credit card. 429 00:24:28,867 --> 00:24:32,938 I've never seen her like that before. It was really frightening. 430 00:24:32,938 --> 00:24:36,208 Honestly, Jim, what did you expect? 431 00:24:36,208 --> 00:24:39,544 Honestly, I didn't think it through. 432 00:24:39,544 --> 00:24:41,613 Were you ever planning on telling her? 433 00:24:41,613 --> 00:24:43,748 Certainly not this way. 434 00:24:43,748 --> 00:24:45,617 But you don't write a room number on your calendar 435 00:24:45,617 --> 00:24:46,918 and act shocked when your wife finds us. 436 00:24:46,918 --> 00:24:48,720 No! No, you don't! 437 00:24:51,056 --> 00:24:53,024 (SIGHS) Oh, God. 438 00:24:53,024 --> 00:24:56,628 You know what the most confusing thing about this is? 439 00:24:56,628 --> 00:25:00,065 When I decided to admit to myself that I was gay, 440 00:25:00,065 --> 00:25:02,033 I just assumed that that would take the place 441 00:25:02,033 --> 00:25:04,769 of my relationship with Elaine, but it didn't. 442 00:25:04,769 --> 00:25:08,840 She's still right there where she's always been. 443 00:25:08,840 --> 00:25:11,676 My feelings for her haven't changed a bit. 444 00:25:13,044 --> 00:25:14,980 What about your feelings for me? 445 00:25:19,851 --> 00:25:21,987 How did it get so complicated? 446 00:25:24,523 --> 00:25:26,558 (SIGHS) 447 00:25:26,558 --> 00:25:29,561 Jim, what's done is done, you know. 448 00:25:31,930 --> 00:25:36,167 The pain has already been handed out. 449 00:25:36,167 --> 00:25:39,871 And now you have to decide where you want it all to land. 450 00:25:40,205 --> 00:25:41,606 (SIGHS) 451 00:26:05,997 --> 00:26:07,265 (SIGHS) 452 00:26:34,993 --> 00:26:36,294 (DOOR OPENS) 453 00:26:47,005 --> 00:26:48,807 Where's the paper? 454 00:26:49,975 --> 00:26:52,377 I don't know. I thought I'd make pancakes. 455 00:26:52,377 --> 00:26:54,646 No, it's okay. SARAH: I want pancakes. 456 00:26:57,649 --> 00:26:59,951 Could you help me get the buttermilk and the eggs, please? 457 00:26:59,951 --> 00:27:02,320 Uh, never mind if I have to help. 458 00:27:06,791 --> 00:27:08,393 Sarah, do you know where the paper is? 459 00:27:08,393 --> 00:27:09,694 No. 460 00:27:11,763 --> 00:27:13,798 Where you going? To talk to Dad. 461 00:27:13,798 --> 00:27:15,667 No, no. Just finish your cereal in the kitchen. 462 00:27:15,667 --> 00:27:17,268 You know I don't like you eating upstairs. 463 00:27:18,903 --> 00:27:20,171 Since when? 464 00:27:20,171 --> 00:27:21,973 (CHAINSAW WHIRRING) 465 00:27:25,110 --> 00:27:29,180 Oh, man, check that out. Dad's pulling a Paul Bunyan. 466 00:27:29,180 --> 00:27:30,949 (WHIRRING CONTINUES) 467 00:27:34,252 --> 00:27:36,655 You kids get ready for school. I need to speak to your father. 468 00:27:36,655 --> 00:27:38,957 What about the pancakes? Just do it. 469 00:27:57,042 --> 00:27:58,276 (SIGHS) 470 00:28:00,845 --> 00:28:02,914 You must hate me... I want to talk to you. 471 00:28:05,083 --> 00:28:06,718 You go first. 472 00:28:12,323 --> 00:28:13,825 Who is he? 473 00:28:14,426 --> 00:28:17,228 His name's Phil. 474 00:28:17,228 --> 00:28:19,097 He's the first man I've ever been with. 475 00:28:25,270 --> 00:28:27,138 Are you leaving me? 476 00:28:29,074 --> 00:28:31,776 You know, for years before I met you, 477 00:28:32,777 --> 00:28:34,846 I knew I had these feelings. 478 00:28:34,846 --> 00:28:38,783 All the way back to my first year in high school, 479 00:28:38,783 --> 00:28:41,853 but I didn't know what to do about them. 480 00:28:41,853 --> 00:28:43,922 And then I met you 481 00:28:43,922 --> 00:28:47,759 and it seemed for a very long time it'd been decided for me. 482 00:28:51,963 --> 00:28:53,898 I fell in love with you. 483 00:28:53,898 --> 00:28:55,400 I'm asking you. 484 00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:59,237 Elaine, I swear to you, it's the truth. I've always loved you. 485 00:29:00,405 --> 00:29:02,006 This other... 486 00:29:03,007 --> 00:29:05,276 It just never went away. 487 00:29:05,276 --> 00:29:08,346 Are you leaving me? 488 00:29:10,515 --> 00:29:12,383 Did you hear anything I just said? 489 00:29:12,383 --> 00:29:16,020 If you're leaving, I don't care about any of that. 490 00:29:16,020 --> 00:29:17,889 I don't believe that, Elaine. 491 00:29:17,889 --> 00:29:20,158 Doesn't matter what you believe. 492 00:29:20,158 --> 00:29:23,261 This just isn't going to happen. 493 00:29:23,261 --> 00:29:27,132 You tell me there's an explanation. You tell me it's over. 494 00:29:27,999 --> 00:29:30,435 You tell me something, Jim. 495 00:29:30,435 --> 00:29:33,404 Well, I thought you'd want me out of the house. 496 00:29:34,773 --> 00:29:36,808 I don't know what to do about the kids. 497 00:29:36,808 --> 00:29:40,345 Nothing. You are doing absolutely nothing about the kids. 498 00:29:41,946 --> 00:29:44,983 We have 20 years together. You are not walking out on them. 499 00:29:44,983 --> 00:29:47,252 We are not going down that road. 500 00:29:56,060 --> 00:29:57,428 (DOOR SLAMS) 501 00:30:07,338 --> 00:30:08,473 Want some tea? 502 00:30:10,241 --> 00:30:11,810 No, thanks. 503 00:30:14,846 --> 00:30:16,281 (DOOR CLOSES) 504 00:30:52,116 --> 00:30:53,251 There you are. 505 00:30:53,251 --> 00:30:54,485 Hi. 506 00:30:54,485 --> 00:30:56,421 What's the big crisis? 507 00:30:57,155 --> 00:30:59,424 What crisis? 508 00:30:59,424 --> 00:31:02,393 Your door has been shut for the past three hours. 509 00:31:10,969 --> 00:31:12,203 Elaine? 510 00:31:18,109 --> 00:31:19,944 Jim! Jim! 511 00:31:24,415 --> 00:31:28,586 Oh, don't do this, Elaine, please, it's just going to make us both crazy. 512 00:31:28,586 --> 00:31:31,356 I have to know. I just can't keep sitting in there wondering. 513 00:31:31,356 --> 00:31:33,358 It's going to make me crazy. 514 00:31:33,358 --> 00:31:37,128 Jim, I mean, who were you thinking of when you made love to me? 515 00:31:37,128 --> 00:31:38,263 What was I to you? 516 00:31:38,263 --> 00:31:40,298 Not now, please. Not here. 517 00:31:43,401 --> 00:31:45,470 I'm asking you not to go. 518 00:31:46,471 --> 00:31:48,306 I'm just going to the library. 519 00:31:49,307 --> 00:31:50,408 (SCOFFS) 520 00:31:50,408 --> 00:31:52,310 Elaine. 521 00:31:52,310 --> 00:31:55,413 I understand how terrible this is for you, 522 00:31:55,413 --> 00:31:57,382 but what am I supposed to do? 523 00:31:57,382 --> 00:32:00,985 I mean, I can't report in every time I walk out the door. 524 00:32:03,588 --> 00:32:06,391 Fine. Fine. Account for every minute of my day. 525 00:32:06,391 --> 00:32:09,227 How does that make it better for you? Does it change who I am? 526 00:32:12,163 --> 00:32:17,135 Just might make it possible for me to get through the day, that's all. 527 00:32:19,103 --> 00:32:21,306 I have to get through the day, too. 528 00:32:24,208 --> 00:32:26,210 Just... 529 00:32:26,210 --> 00:32:29,447 Don't throw it in my face, okay? Don't make me sit in there watch you leave. 530 00:32:29,447 --> 00:32:32,483 (SOBBING) Because I don't think I can take that. 531 00:32:35,586 --> 00:32:39,023 I won't sleep with him while we're working this out. 532 00:32:41,693 --> 00:32:43,695 What about our friends? 533 00:32:46,030 --> 00:32:47,565 I'll be discreet. 534 00:32:54,205 --> 00:32:55,606 (DOORBELL RINGS) 535 00:32:55,606 --> 00:32:59,177 SARAH: Mom, can you get that? I'll be down in a minute. 536 00:33:05,683 --> 00:33:07,051 What's up? 537 00:33:09,253 --> 00:33:10,455 You must be Spencer. 538 00:33:10,455 --> 00:33:13,057 Uh, yes, ma'am. Is Sarah ready? 539 00:33:13,057 --> 00:33:14,125 Come in. 540 00:33:19,998 --> 00:33:21,265 How long have you been driving? 541 00:33:21,265 --> 00:33:23,301 Uh, since I was a kid. 542 00:33:23,301 --> 00:33:25,470 I'd like your parents' phone number. Okay. 543 00:33:25,470 --> 00:33:27,372 I'd also like to know where you're going. Are you going alone? 544 00:33:27,372 --> 00:33:32,010 Actually, Spencer, if you could just leave us a thumbprint here on this glass, 545 00:33:32,010 --> 00:33:34,012 (SCOFFS) we'll run it through the FBI computer. 546 00:33:34,012 --> 00:33:36,414 Hi, I'm Sarah's dad. 547 00:33:36,414 --> 00:33:41,419 Well, actually, I thought I'd take her down to Mexico to get hitched. (CHUCKLES) 548 00:33:41,419 --> 00:33:43,354 Is there some reason you don't want me to know where you're going? 549 00:33:43,354 --> 00:33:45,423 Mom. 550 00:33:45,423 --> 00:33:47,625 What are you doing? We're going to go see a movie. 551 00:33:47,625 --> 00:33:50,028 Would you chill out? 552 00:33:50,028 --> 00:33:51,596 Be home by 10:00. 553 00:33:51,596 --> 00:33:53,598 The movie won't even be over by 10:00. 554 00:33:53,598 --> 00:33:55,266 By... 11:00. 555 00:33:55,266 --> 00:33:57,568 Drive safely, don't drink. Thanks, Dad. 556 00:33:57,568 --> 00:33:59,137 Go on, guys. 557 00:33:59,637 --> 00:34:01,105 Have fun. 558 00:34:02,173 --> 00:34:03,274 Bye. 559 00:34:04,709 --> 00:34:07,345 (SIGHS) What the hell was that about? 560 00:34:07,345 --> 00:34:09,447 She can't just go out and not tell me where she's going. 561 00:34:09,447 --> 00:34:13,718 Don't be dumping this on Sarah. We've always been able to trust her. 562 00:34:13,718 --> 00:34:17,188 Yeah, well, trust is a little less durable these days. 563 00:34:20,224 --> 00:34:23,628 You know, I did make dinner tonight. 564 00:34:23,628 --> 00:34:24,796 Thank you, but I've eaten. 565 00:34:24,796 --> 00:34:27,065 Well, you have to call me. 566 00:34:27,065 --> 00:34:29,267 What am I supposed to tell the kids when they ask where you are? 567 00:34:29,267 --> 00:34:31,069 Am I supposed to make something up? 568 00:34:31,069 --> 00:34:33,104 You have put me in an impossible situation with the kids. 569 00:34:33,104 --> 00:34:35,239 No, you have put us in it. 570 00:34:42,613 --> 00:34:44,849 I... 571 00:34:44,849 --> 00:34:50,354 I know the kids have to be told at some point. 572 00:34:50,354 --> 00:34:54,425 You just have to give me a little more time to work through this. 573 00:34:57,095 --> 00:34:59,497 Remember all that garbage I told you about how easy it was to decide 574 00:34:59,497 --> 00:35:02,733 to not to go back to graduate school? Oh, forget it. 575 00:35:02,733 --> 00:35:04,635 Is that what you guys were arguing about? 576 00:35:04,635 --> 00:35:06,304 We weren't arguing. 577 00:35:06,304 --> 00:35:08,406 Oh, yes, we were. 578 00:35:08,406 --> 00:35:12,510 Last few days, felt like a shrill bitch from hell and I don't like it. 579 00:35:12,510 --> 00:35:15,179 I think you really need some time to yourself. 580 00:35:15,179 --> 00:35:17,115 Whatever. 581 00:35:17,115 --> 00:35:19,350 I think I understand why Jesse likes that word so much. 582 00:35:19,350 --> 00:35:20,651 Stop being so cynical. 583 00:35:20,651 --> 00:35:23,321 'Cause first of all, that's my department, 584 00:35:23,321 --> 00:35:26,557 and second, Jim always gives in to you. 585 00:35:26,557 --> 00:35:30,628 He's just a little distracted right now. Fix him a nice dinner. 586 00:35:30,628 --> 00:35:32,763 No, the way to a man's heart isn't through his stomach. 587 00:35:32,763 --> 00:35:34,799 You start below the belt and work your way up. 588 00:35:34,799 --> 00:35:36,634 Elaine... 589 00:35:36,634 --> 00:35:40,271 Problem is, you get to his heart, and it's closed. 590 00:35:40,271 --> 00:35:42,440 Jim's got you pissed off about something, right? 591 00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:48,346 I'd say you sound like a woman who just caught her husband having an affair. 592 00:35:49,747 --> 00:35:51,315 (SOBBING) 593 00:35:53,684 --> 00:35:56,220 Oh, my God. Oh, Gail! 594 00:36:00,424 --> 00:36:02,160 He did love you. (SIGHS) 595 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:03,761 How do you know that? 596 00:36:04,829 --> 00:36:06,564 He still does. 597 00:36:06,564 --> 00:36:08,499 How can you say that? 598 00:36:10,568 --> 00:36:13,938 Because it's obvious. I've known you for almost 20 years. 599 00:36:13,938 --> 00:36:17,208 You're like my ideal of love, the two of you. 600 00:36:17,208 --> 00:36:20,545 Geez, Gail, no wonder you're divorced. (SNIFFLES) 601 00:36:21,646 --> 00:36:24,348 He can love you, really. 602 00:36:25,183 --> 00:36:26,384 And he does. 603 00:36:28,419 --> 00:36:31,923 And he can still be driven to do this other thing. 604 00:36:34,192 --> 00:36:39,363 Sleep with a man, Gail? Fall in love with a man? 605 00:36:39,363 --> 00:36:41,966 It's not just your average other thing. 606 00:36:41,966 --> 00:36:44,202 Would you rather the other thing 607 00:36:44,202 --> 00:36:46,737 where a 25-year-old aerobics instructor with inflated breasts... 608 00:36:46,737 --> 00:36:50,541 I mean, really, he hasn't exactly replaced you, has he? 609 00:36:52,843 --> 00:36:55,513 You must have given me way too much wine way too early in the day, 610 00:36:55,513 --> 00:36:59,951 because the idea that even makes any sense at all is vastly frightening. 611 00:37:01,252 --> 00:37:02,620 (SNIFFLES) 612 00:37:02,620 --> 00:37:05,256 Have you ever thought about it? 613 00:37:05,256 --> 00:37:06,591 You know... 614 00:37:07,325 --> 00:37:09,560 Two guys, you know... 615 00:37:10,861 --> 00:37:12,463 Say it, Elaine. 616 00:37:12,463 --> 00:37:13,898 If you can't get the words out of your mouth, 617 00:37:13,898 --> 00:37:15,967 you can't begin to deal with it. 618 00:37:19,237 --> 00:37:20,438 Jim... 619 00:37:22,006 --> 00:37:24,742 You know... Two men doing it. 620 00:37:25,476 --> 00:37:27,278 I can't picture it. 621 00:37:29,680 --> 00:37:31,782 I don't process visually. 622 00:37:31,782 --> 00:37:33,251 (CHUCKLES) 623 00:37:33,251 --> 00:37:34,585 Uh... (LAUGHS) 624 00:37:35,786 --> 00:37:38,289 I need some fortification. 625 00:37:38,289 --> 00:37:41,559 My relationship with Jim has always been from the neck up... 626 00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:43,761 (BOTH LAUGHING) 627 00:37:52,503 --> 00:37:53,738 Oh, God. 628 00:38:07,318 --> 00:38:09,920 I know that he's going through hell, too. 629 00:38:12,290 --> 00:38:15,726 There's a part of me that wishes I could fix it for him. 630 00:38:17,695 --> 00:38:18,963 Oh, sweetie. 631 00:38:35,613 --> 00:38:36,981 (DOOR CLOSES) 632 00:38:40,318 --> 00:38:41,952 I didn't call. 633 00:38:41,952 --> 00:38:45,089 Oh, sorry. Take this. No, no, please sit. I can... 634 00:38:49,994 --> 00:38:51,896 (SIGHS) The kids out? 635 00:38:53,998 --> 00:38:56,067 They're at the game. 636 00:38:56,067 --> 00:38:58,836 Right. I forgot. (GROANS) 637 00:38:59,570 --> 00:39:01,472 (DISHES CLATTERING) 638 00:39:01,472 --> 00:39:05,810 It's been a long time since the two of us have eaten in the dining room. 639 00:39:08,746 --> 00:39:11,082 I just heated up some leftovers. 640 00:39:11,082 --> 00:39:12,683 Thank you. 641 00:39:25,696 --> 00:39:27,698 Mmm. 642 00:39:27,698 --> 00:39:29,133 This is good. Mmm. 643 00:39:34,138 --> 00:39:36,140 Could you pass the pepper? 644 00:39:36,140 --> 00:39:37,475 Mmm. 645 00:39:46,384 --> 00:39:47,585 (SIGHS) 646 00:39:57,428 --> 00:39:58,996 (WATER RUNNING) 647 00:41:29,553 --> 00:41:30,821 (EXHALES) 648 00:41:48,939 --> 00:41:50,541 (BELL CHIMES) 649 00:41:57,915 --> 00:42:00,251 Hey. 650 00:42:01,218 --> 00:42:02,920 (EXHALES) 651 00:42:04,755 --> 00:42:06,557 Pretty bad, huh? 652 00:42:07,925 --> 00:42:10,194 Well, we've, uh... 653 00:42:10,194 --> 00:42:14,532 We've settled into this... This awful no man's land. 654 00:42:15,933 --> 00:42:18,168 It's like dying one cell at a time. 655 00:42:18,168 --> 00:42:22,306 Well, I've had some time on my hands and I've been looking around 656 00:42:22,306 --> 00:42:24,308 and I have gotten some good advice, I think. 657 00:42:25,776 --> 00:42:27,611 Does it have anything to do with a handgun? 658 00:42:27,611 --> 00:42:29,580 (SIGHS) Don't even joke about that. 659 00:42:29,580 --> 00:42:30,881 (CHUCKLES) 660 00:42:32,883 --> 00:42:36,287 I have made an interesting discovery, okay? 661 00:42:40,858 --> 00:42:43,561 This group is called GAMMA. 662 00:42:43,561 --> 00:42:45,763 Gay and Married Men's Association. 663 00:42:46,564 --> 00:42:52,002 They meet every Tuesday night at the Shelby Rec. Center. 664 00:42:52,002 --> 00:42:55,940 Look, I understand that you can't really do this with me, 665 00:42:56,740 --> 00:42:58,342 at least not yet. 666 00:43:00,110 --> 00:43:03,881 But you don't have to do this alone. 667 00:43:03,881 --> 00:43:07,184 MAN: Well, I'm camped out in the spare room with my two sons. 668 00:43:07,184 --> 00:43:09,119 My wife is sleeping in our daughter's room. 669 00:43:09,119 --> 00:43:11,989 She doesn't even want to look at our old bed. 670 00:43:11,989 --> 00:43:15,726 On Saturdays, a bunch of us guys get together and play touch football. 671 00:43:15,726 --> 00:43:19,196 Last week, we were choosing up sides and somebody says, 672 00:43:19,196 --> 00:43:22,099 "It's the usual. Two hands below the waist." 673 00:43:22,099 --> 00:43:24,335 And my son turns to me and says, 674 00:43:24,335 --> 00:43:26,670 "That ought to be fun for you, Dad." 675 00:43:26,670 --> 00:43:28,339 (ALL LAUGH) 676 00:43:29,206 --> 00:43:30,674 Look, jokes aren't bad. 677 00:43:32,643 --> 00:43:34,612 My wife isn't laughing. 678 00:43:36,046 --> 00:43:38,349 MAN: What about your wife, Jim? 679 00:43:39,617 --> 00:43:42,319 I thought, um... 680 00:43:42,319 --> 00:43:46,023 I thought I'd just listen this time. 681 00:43:46,023 --> 00:43:50,394 These meetings have no guidelines or restrictions. 682 00:43:50,394 --> 00:43:52,229 But we do have one rule, Jim. 683 00:43:52,963 --> 00:43:54,331 No hiding. 684 00:43:57,801 --> 00:43:59,169 Talk to us. 685 00:44:02,206 --> 00:44:03,974 My wife and I, 686 00:44:05,643 --> 00:44:07,044 we made love. 687 00:44:08,646 --> 00:44:10,381 I thought maybe... 688 00:44:12,049 --> 00:44:13,984 it was a big mistake. 689 00:44:17,655 --> 00:44:19,356 What's it been like since? 690 00:44:21,291 --> 00:44:24,795 I had a hard time even looking at Phil 691 00:44:24,795 --> 00:44:26,764 or myself in the mirror, for that matter. 692 00:44:30,768 --> 00:44:34,938 I have loved Elaine for half my life. 693 00:44:36,840 --> 00:44:40,811 She and kids mean everything to me. Everything. 694 00:44:43,113 --> 00:44:45,282 How are your kids taking it? 695 00:44:50,054 --> 00:44:51,855 You have told them? 696 00:44:57,961 --> 00:44:59,296 (DOOR OPENS) 697 00:45:00,230 --> 00:45:01,799 (DOOR CLOSES) 698 00:45:12,710 --> 00:45:13,977 Sarah? 699 00:45:16,113 --> 00:45:17,314 Sarah? 700 00:45:19,249 --> 00:45:21,051 (GUITAR PLAYING) 701 00:45:25,723 --> 00:45:26,824 (KNOCKING) 702 00:45:26,824 --> 00:45:28,392 Jess, you got a minute? 703 00:45:28,392 --> 00:45:29,793 JESSE: Yeah. 704 00:45:35,799 --> 00:45:36,900 Sit down. 705 00:45:40,871 --> 00:45:42,072 (SIGHS) 706 00:45:46,410 --> 00:45:49,012 I'm not going to patronize you by suggesting 707 00:45:49,012 --> 00:45:51,915 that you haven't noticed that something's been going on lately 708 00:45:51,915 --> 00:45:53,751 between your mom and me. 709 00:45:53,751 --> 00:45:55,119 Are you guys getting a divorce? 710 00:45:56,320 --> 00:45:58,222 Why do you say that? 711 00:45:58,222 --> 00:46:00,491 You know, I'm, like, a minority at school, you know, 712 00:46:00,491 --> 00:46:03,393 kids with both parents at home. 713 00:46:03,393 --> 00:46:05,529 It's that bad? Pretty much. 714 00:46:08,799 --> 00:46:10,501 I can deal with it. 715 00:46:12,136 --> 00:46:14,838 Well, it's more complicated than that. 716 00:46:17,040 --> 00:46:18,308 I'm gay. 717 00:46:21,378 --> 00:46:23,814 (LAUGHS) Yeah, right. That's a good one, Dad. 718 00:46:23,814 --> 00:46:25,482 It's true, Jesse. 719 00:46:28,118 --> 00:46:30,988 You're my son, you deserve to know. 720 00:46:33,190 --> 00:46:35,793 (SIGHS) Look, if you're angry, 721 00:46:35,793 --> 00:46:38,796 if you're grossed out, I'll understand, 722 00:46:38,796 --> 00:46:40,330 but I have to know. 723 00:46:41,932 --> 00:46:43,867 Know what? How you feel. 724 00:46:51,408 --> 00:46:53,076 So you're gay, you know, no big deal. 725 00:46:53,076 --> 00:46:54,545 It's not against the law or anything. 726 00:46:54,545 --> 00:46:56,914 No, no, Jess, we have to talk about this. 727 00:46:56,914 --> 00:46:59,817 Yeah, we just did, okay? Jess, Jess, please. 728 00:47:00,250 --> 00:47:01,485 (SIGHS) 729 00:47:04,454 --> 00:47:06,356 Jesse? (DOOR OPENS) 730 00:47:06,356 --> 00:47:09,193 Jesse, it's a school night! (DOOR SLAMS) 731 00:47:20,504 --> 00:47:22,105 (EXHALES) 732 00:47:22,105 --> 00:47:24,374 What's wrong with Jesse? Oh, he'll be okay. 733 00:47:24,374 --> 00:47:26,009 You told him? 734 00:47:26,009 --> 00:47:27,177 (SIGHS) 735 00:47:27,177 --> 00:47:29,346 Isn't any of this my business? 736 00:47:29,346 --> 00:47:31,849 Didn't it occur to you to tell me something, to warn me? 737 00:47:31,849 --> 00:47:33,283 You would've talked me out of it. 738 00:47:33,283 --> 00:47:36,286 Of course I would have, you bastard. 739 00:47:36,286 --> 00:47:38,522 Did it make you feel better, huh? Are you okay? 740 00:47:38,522 --> 00:47:40,190 God, I hope so. 741 00:47:40,190 --> 00:47:42,092 When are you gonna think about someone other than yourself? 742 00:47:42,092 --> 00:47:44,528 "I have these feelings." God, it's pathetic! 743 00:47:44,528 --> 00:47:46,263 To hell with your feelings, Jim! 744 00:47:46,263 --> 00:47:49,366 Act like a man if you are one! I am a man, Elaine. 745 00:47:49,366 --> 00:47:51,468 I am a man! I am a man! 746 00:47:51,468 --> 00:47:53,136 It was a lie! 747 00:47:53,136 --> 00:47:55,339 Everything for the past 20 years has been a lie! 748 00:47:55,339 --> 00:47:58,876 No, everything for the last two weeks has been a lie, and I'm through with it! 749 00:47:58,876 --> 00:48:00,444 I am not lying anymore. 750 00:48:00,444 --> 00:48:02,412 This house, my future, the children, 751 00:48:02,412 --> 00:48:04,615 it's all a lie! Listen, listen. Listen to me! 752 00:48:04,615 --> 00:48:07,451 I am sick and tired of being made to feel like a criminal. 753 00:48:07,451 --> 00:48:09,519 (CRYING) I didn't choose to be what I am, 754 00:48:09,519 --> 00:48:11,154 but I am, I am gay, Elaine. 755 00:48:11,154 --> 00:48:12,489 I am gay! Stop it. 756 00:48:12,489 --> 00:48:13,657 Oh, God. 757 00:48:13,657 --> 00:48:15,292 (ELAINE SOBBING) 758 00:48:15,292 --> 00:48:16,593 JIM: Oh, my God. 759 00:48:16,593 --> 00:48:20,130 Sarah, no. Don't you come near... You stay away! 760 00:48:20,130 --> 00:48:23,533 (WAILING) Oh, baby! Oh, baby! Honey, I'm sorry! 761 00:48:23,533 --> 00:48:25,636 Oh, God. ELAINE: I'm so sorry! 762 00:48:38,181 --> 00:48:39,416 Jesse... 763 00:48:44,254 --> 00:48:45,989 It's okay. 764 00:48:45,989 --> 00:48:47,257 (ZIPS PANTS) 765 00:48:48,325 --> 00:48:50,093 It's really okay. 766 00:48:53,297 --> 00:48:54,965 I understand. 767 00:49:00,704 --> 00:49:02,406 It's really cold. 768 00:49:03,941 --> 00:49:05,275 Come here. 769 00:49:07,945 --> 00:49:09,279 Hold me. 770 00:49:14,051 --> 00:49:15,419 Get dressed. 771 00:49:16,586 --> 00:49:18,088 I'm taking you home. 772 00:49:26,964 --> 00:49:28,465 (ENGINE STARTS) 773 00:49:44,548 --> 00:49:46,283 (SNIFFLES) 774 00:49:46,283 --> 00:49:49,353 I'll die if anybody finds out. 775 00:49:49,353 --> 00:49:52,756 I know, honey. I understand, believe me. 776 00:49:56,393 --> 00:49:59,062 Why does he have to be gay now? 777 00:50:01,064 --> 00:50:03,633 Didn't just happened now. 778 00:50:07,704 --> 00:50:10,374 (SNIFFLES) I don't understand. 779 00:50:13,710 --> 00:50:16,279 It's very hard, baby. 780 00:50:16,279 --> 00:50:18,348 But we have to figure it out 781 00:50:19,282 --> 00:50:21,485 because he's still your dad. 782 00:50:24,721 --> 00:50:26,757 And... 783 00:50:26,757 --> 00:50:29,693 As hard as this is gonna be, 784 00:50:29,693 --> 00:50:32,763 you have to keep remembering that he loves you. 785 00:50:36,366 --> 00:50:38,769 How could he do this to us? 786 00:50:54,317 --> 00:50:55,786 (INAUDIBLE) 787 00:51:27,751 --> 00:51:31,354 Where have you been? Out. 788 00:51:31,354 --> 00:51:34,825 Oh, don't worry, Mom, I mean "out" as in "out of doors." 789 00:51:34,825 --> 00:51:36,726 Oh, Jesse. Jesse? 790 00:51:39,229 --> 00:51:40,664 Are you all right? 791 00:51:42,199 --> 00:51:44,201 (SCOFFS) Never better. 792 00:51:50,640 --> 00:51:53,610 Oh, Elaine, I am so sorry. 793 00:51:53,610 --> 00:51:56,880 I just can't imagine what you must be going through. 794 00:51:56,880 --> 00:51:58,849 Oh, please, Loni... 795 00:51:58,849 --> 00:52:02,319 Of course, I just had to tell you that we're there for you. 796 00:52:02,319 --> 00:52:04,588 If there is anything I can do... 797 00:52:11,461 --> 00:52:13,663 It's, uh, just so unbelievable. 798 00:52:18,768 --> 00:52:20,270 (DOOR OPENS) 799 00:52:23,406 --> 00:52:25,208 I think the news is out. 800 00:52:26,143 --> 00:52:29,212 I was expecting it, just not so soon. 801 00:52:32,182 --> 00:52:35,485 Jim slept on the Morgans' couch last night. 802 00:52:35,485 --> 00:52:38,255 Huh, I see. 803 00:52:38,255 --> 00:52:40,924 That must've made for interesting breakfast chitchat. 804 00:52:42,826 --> 00:52:45,395 Thought I'd find you in here. 805 00:52:45,395 --> 00:52:46,730 ELAINE: Hi, Carl. 806 00:52:46,730 --> 00:52:51,268 He left already. That's not acceptable. 807 00:52:51,268 --> 00:52:54,204 Well, I won't be taking care of those sort of things for Jim anymore. 808 00:52:54,204 --> 00:52:56,540 Why the hell not? 809 00:52:56,540 --> 00:52:58,708 Because I just found out Jim's gay and sleeping with another man. 810 00:52:58,708 --> 00:53:01,411 So it just doesn't seem like the right thing to do. 811 00:53:03,413 --> 00:53:05,849 Oh, thanks very much for that. 812 00:53:05,849 --> 00:53:07,684 Maybe I should just go straight to Franklin. 813 00:53:07,684 --> 00:53:10,320 You can go straight to somewhere, Carl, that'd be just fine. 814 00:53:17,394 --> 00:53:19,796 That was amazing. Uh... 815 00:53:21,531 --> 00:53:23,333 Do you really think it was a good idea? 816 00:53:23,333 --> 00:53:24,868 I don't know. Doesn't matter, Gail, because I'm leaving. 817 00:53:24,868 --> 00:53:26,603 I'm not coming back. Today? 818 00:53:26,603 --> 00:53:27,804 Not ever. 819 00:54:19,322 --> 00:54:20,957 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 820 00:54:29,432 --> 00:54:30,634 Elaine? 821 00:54:30,934 --> 00:54:32,369 Elaine! 822 00:54:33,803 --> 00:54:35,472 Elaine! 823 00:54:35,472 --> 00:54:36,606 (DOOR OPENS) 824 00:54:39,542 --> 00:54:41,011 Why aren't you at work? 825 00:54:41,011 --> 00:54:44,581 You're asking? Lewis gave me the day off. 826 00:54:50,854 --> 00:54:54,457 ELAINE: Why did Lewis give you the day off when you're already short-handed? 827 00:54:54,457 --> 00:54:56,559 Because he, like I, 828 00:54:56,559 --> 00:55:01,298 realized this is a temporary hiccup you're having. 829 00:55:01,298 --> 00:55:04,901 An understandable one, but temporary, nonetheless. 830 00:55:05,835 --> 00:55:07,470 And? 831 00:55:07,470 --> 00:55:11,908 And I am here to enforce the temporary aspect. 832 00:55:11,908 --> 00:55:14,544 Oh, God, why do I think that no amount of pleading 833 00:55:14,544 --> 00:55:15,912 is going to send you away? 834 00:55:15,912 --> 00:55:18,715 Because you're a very shrewd judge of character. 835 00:55:18,715 --> 00:55:19,849 Mmm. 836 00:55:19,849 --> 00:55:21,651 Listen, Elaine, I understand your need 837 00:55:21,651 --> 00:55:23,820 for a good, old-fashioned, rock-bottom sulk. 838 00:55:23,820 --> 00:55:26,856 So, I'm giving you 24 hours. 839 00:55:28,958 --> 00:55:32,662 But you're not going to make it a way of life. Not you. 840 00:55:32,662 --> 00:55:36,966 You're too smart, attractive and sexy. 841 00:55:36,966 --> 00:55:39,803 Oh, yeah, I turned my husband gay. 842 00:55:39,803 --> 00:55:42,339 Oh, come on, you know it doesn't work that way. 843 00:55:42,339 --> 00:55:44,541 I didn't know it worked this way. 844 00:55:44,541 --> 00:55:46,710 My gay friends were always gay. 845 00:55:46,710 --> 00:55:49,479 You know Keith and Robert? 846 00:55:49,479 --> 00:55:53,483 (SCOFFS) Their marriage is going to outlast mine. 847 00:55:53,483 --> 00:55:57,620 You know, if Jim had said that he was torn between the two of us, 848 00:55:57,620 --> 00:56:01,658 at least I could still feel sexy. 849 00:56:02,625 --> 00:56:04,694 You are. 850 00:56:04,694 --> 00:56:06,596 You turn heads. (SCOFFS) 851 00:56:06,596 --> 00:56:09,899 I know you don't think so now, but... Name one. Name one. 852 00:56:09,899 --> 00:56:11,801 Daniel Bryan. 853 00:56:11,801 --> 00:56:14,537 Oh, please, the Gorgonzola guy? 854 00:56:14,537 --> 00:56:16,806 (LAUGHS) You remembered his name. 855 00:56:16,806 --> 00:56:19,676 Oh, well, sure. He asked about you. 856 00:56:20,543 --> 00:56:22,078 Really? 857 00:56:22,078 --> 00:56:25,382 Yeah, my hand to God. (LAUGHS) 858 00:56:25,382 --> 00:56:27,617 I told him you were separated, he wanted to call. 859 00:56:27,617 --> 00:56:30,653 Gail! I'm not ready to start dating. 860 00:56:30,653 --> 00:56:34,624 It's not dating. It's dinner. 861 00:56:35,492 --> 00:56:36,893 You gotta eat. 862 00:56:38,828 --> 00:56:40,930 What would Jim think? 863 00:56:40,930 --> 00:56:44,634 I am not dignifying that. Let him worry about it. 864 00:56:44,634 --> 00:56:46,936 All right, all right. All right. 865 00:56:50,540 --> 00:56:52,542 It just occurred to me, 866 00:56:52,542 --> 00:56:55,812 he walked out straight into this whole huge support group. 867 00:56:55,812 --> 00:56:58,014 (CHUCKLES) Where's my support? 868 00:57:00,517 --> 00:57:01,951 You're looking at her. 869 00:57:03,052 --> 00:57:05,555 I know. I'm sorry. 870 00:57:05,555 --> 00:57:06,790 Thanks. 871 00:57:08,158 --> 00:57:09,993 Yeah, that's better. 872 00:57:11,928 --> 00:57:16,533 By the way, Lewis said he wants you to take the rest of the week, 873 00:57:16,533 --> 00:57:18,902 but he expects you bright and early Monday. 874 00:57:18,902 --> 00:57:22,038 (CHUCKLES) He's a dear man. 875 00:57:22,038 --> 00:57:25,942 You know, Gary Morgan has taken on almost as many patients as you have. 876 00:57:25,942 --> 00:57:27,610 He's never complained. 877 00:57:27,610 --> 00:57:30,447 He's never had Elaine Marshall tell him to go to hell, either. 878 00:57:30,447 --> 00:57:31,714 LEWIS: Elaine said that? 879 00:57:31,714 --> 00:57:35,452 It doesn't matter if she said exactly that. 880 00:57:35,452 --> 00:57:38,721 You can't deny their personal mess is affecting this institute. 881 00:57:38,721 --> 00:57:42,625 Carl, I know what you're driving at, and I find it offensive. 882 00:57:46,729 --> 00:57:49,232 Let's not put our heads in the sand, Lewis. 883 00:57:49,232 --> 00:57:52,068 No matter how liberal we may or may not be, 884 00:57:52,068 --> 00:57:55,538 the institute cannot afford to be associated in people's minds... 885 00:57:55,538 --> 00:57:56,973 With what, exactly? 886 00:57:58,141 --> 00:58:00,610 Let's not be naive. 887 00:58:00,610 --> 00:58:03,947 As chairman of the board, I have to take this very seriously. 888 00:58:03,947 --> 00:58:06,883 And if we decide to act, we will expect your full support. 889 00:58:06,883 --> 00:58:08,117 (SIGHS) 890 00:58:13,756 --> 00:58:14,991 Oh, no. 891 00:58:16,159 --> 00:58:17,527 (CLATTERING) 892 00:58:17,527 --> 00:58:18,828 (SIGHS) 893 00:58:22,198 --> 00:58:23,666 (EXHALES) 894 00:58:26,135 --> 00:58:27,804 Like she was... 895 00:58:27,804 --> 00:58:30,073 She could actually be his mother. (LAUGHING) 896 00:58:30,073 --> 00:58:33,776 They were just from different worlds, you know. Thank you. 897 00:58:33,776 --> 00:58:35,144 Thank you. 898 00:58:37,180 --> 00:58:40,517 So the way I looked at it, if I called too soon, you could just say no, 899 00:58:40,517 --> 00:58:42,619 and if I called too late... 900 00:58:44,087 --> 00:58:45,788 Well, and then Gail gave me your number, so... 901 00:58:45,788 --> 00:58:48,591 (LAUGHS) But you said yes, so... 902 00:58:49,759 --> 00:58:52,929 Well, dinner is dinner, right? 903 00:58:55,532 --> 00:58:57,000 And dinner is lovely. 904 00:59:07,610 --> 00:59:09,612 I had a very nice time. 905 00:59:09,612 --> 00:59:11,948 Yeah, me, too. 906 00:59:11,948 --> 00:59:16,119 Look, I'd call you right away, I mean, that's my instinct, but, uh... 907 00:59:17,921 --> 00:59:19,923 I mean, you gotta tell me. 908 00:59:23,993 --> 00:59:25,128 (KISSES) 909 00:59:37,574 --> 00:59:39,075 I'm sorry. 910 00:59:39,075 --> 00:59:40,910 (CLEARS THROAT) No, I'm sorry. Um... 911 00:59:40,910 --> 00:59:42,946 Should I... I'll call you. 912 00:59:44,247 --> 00:59:46,249 All right. Good night. 913 00:59:46,249 --> 00:59:47,817 Good night. 914 00:59:52,088 --> 00:59:53,590 You're late. 915 01:00:04,968 --> 01:00:06,669 Today a school holiday I don't know about? 916 01:00:06,669 --> 01:00:07,737 Yeah, whatever. 917 01:00:07,737 --> 01:00:08,871 Hey! 918 01:00:08,871 --> 01:00:10,740 Now, you've got to listen to me. 919 01:00:10,740 --> 01:00:13,176 Jesse, this is a really bad situation and I am going to make mistakes. 920 01:00:13,176 --> 01:00:14,611 Yeah, I noticed. 921 01:00:15,845 --> 01:00:17,380 I'm sorry. 922 01:00:17,380 --> 01:00:19,882 I am sorry for you kids, I'm sorry for your dad. 923 01:00:19,882 --> 01:00:22,352 I am sorry for all of us, but we've got to move on. 924 01:00:23,987 --> 01:00:26,189 This is going to be one great birthday. 925 01:00:29,826 --> 01:00:32,629 Well, 18 is an important birthday. I... 926 01:00:32,629 --> 01:00:34,230 I made reservations at Granger's. 927 01:00:34,230 --> 01:00:37,266 Give me a break, that's for kids. You are a kid. 928 01:00:38,768 --> 01:00:40,303 We've never missed a family birthday there yet, 929 01:00:40,303 --> 01:00:42,705 so let's not start now, okay? 930 01:00:43,906 --> 01:00:45,141 Please. 931 01:00:50,680 --> 01:00:53,650 (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES) 932 01:01:02,692 --> 01:01:05,328 What's with the books? 933 01:01:05,328 --> 01:01:09,399 I've applied to the Audiology program. It's a tough entrance exam. 934 01:01:11,200 --> 01:01:14,671 That's going to keep you pretty busy. 935 01:01:14,671 --> 01:01:18,307 Jim, I'm going to do this and I'm going to work here. 936 01:01:20,677 --> 01:01:23,146 I'm going to take care of my children and I'm going to take care of myself. 937 01:01:23,146 --> 01:01:26,182 What I'm not going to do is take care of you. 938 01:01:27,383 --> 01:01:29,318 What is it you're trying to say? 939 01:01:31,454 --> 01:01:38,027 that how you're gonna feel about what we do is just no longer a consideration for me. 940 01:01:38,027 --> 01:01:41,964 You just need to go off and make your life work and let me do the same. 941 01:01:45,268 --> 01:01:50,139 I called Granger's to make a reservation and they already had one. 942 01:01:50,139 --> 01:01:52,975 But it was for three, so I had it changed. 943 01:01:52,975 --> 01:01:56,012 I'm not going to miss my son's 18th birthday. 944 01:02:02,118 --> 01:02:04,387 (DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES) 945 01:02:05,922 --> 01:02:09,092 Carl has spoken out at the crest. 946 01:02:09,092 --> 01:02:12,195 Frankly, I think Jim's job is in serious jeopardy. 947 01:02:12,195 --> 01:02:14,063 Why Jim? Why not me? 948 01:02:15,264 --> 01:02:18,367 Unvarnished? Yes, unvarnished. 949 01:02:21,504 --> 01:02:23,272 You're not gay. 950 01:02:23,272 --> 01:02:24,407 Oh! 951 01:02:24,407 --> 01:02:26,109 Of course, it's more than that. Ugh! 952 01:02:26,109 --> 01:02:28,377 I mean, Jim's a fine doctor. 953 01:02:28,377 --> 01:02:31,881 His research is promising, but the board... 954 01:02:31,881 --> 01:02:35,885 Everyone is aware that you are the backbone of the institute. 955 01:02:35,885 --> 01:02:37,220 That you created its structure. 956 01:02:37,220 --> 01:02:39,322 They don't consider you replaceable. 957 01:02:39,322 --> 01:02:41,224 And on that point, I have to agree. 958 01:02:43,025 --> 01:02:44,861 I don't believe I'm hearing this. 959 01:02:44,861 --> 01:02:48,498 But I know that losing Jim would be a body blow to the institute. 960 01:02:49,899 --> 01:02:51,801 Well, then what are you saying? 961 01:02:51,801 --> 01:02:55,271 I'm saying the board needs to hear this from you. 962 01:02:55,271 --> 01:02:57,206 I know it won't be easy for you, 963 01:02:57,206 --> 01:03:01,477 but they need to know that you two can overcome the personal problems. 964 01:03:01,477 --> 01:03:02,945 (SCOFFS) 965 01:03:04,313 --> 01:03:06,182 Personal problems? (CHUCKLES) 966 01:03:06,182 --> 01:03:09,786 That seems an inadequate phrase for my life right now. 967 01:03:10,553 --> 01:03:11,988 I know. 968 01:03:13,122 --> 01:03:14,857 Oh, God, Lewis. 969 01:03:16,893 --> 01:03:18,828 I've made some tough decisions lately, 970 01:03:18,828 --> 01:03:21,130 and I'm hanging onto them like they're a lifeboat. 971 01:03:25,935 --> 01:03:29,906 This is incredibly difficult for me to say, but this is Jim's problem. 972 01:03:29,906 --> 01:03:33,142 And I can't get involved in Jim's problems anymore. 973 01:03:37,413 --> 01:03:39,182 (MUSIC PLAYING) 974 01:03:39,182 --> 01:03:41,284 (INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS) 975 01:03:49,492 --> 01:03:51,027 Hey, pooch. 976 01:03:51,494 --> 01:03:52,995 Hi, Dad. 977 01:04:01,170 --> 01:04:02,572 (CLEARS THROAT) 978 01:04:05,241 --> 01:04:06,442 So... 979 01:04:08,411 --> 01:04:09,612 Ready for your exam? 980 01:04:10,913 --> 01:04:13,216 Yeah. Have you seen Jesse? 981 01:04:13,616 --> 01:04:15,284 No. 982 01:04:15,284 --> 01:04:17,420 Oh, Sarah, before I forget, 983 01:04:18,120 --> 01:04:20,423 I found this for you. 984 01:04:20,423 --> 01:04:23,125 It's, uh... It's an Indian fetish. 985 01:04:23,125 --> 01:04:24,927 It's for good luck. 986 01:04:34,136 --> 01:04:36,072 I don't like bears. 987 01:04:40,076 --> 01:04:41,344 Hey. 988 01:04:41,344 --> 01:04:43,179 Hey, sweetheart. 989 01:04:43,179 --> 01:04:46,115 Let's eat. Hey, birthday boy. How's life? 990 01:04:46,115 --> 01:04:48,417 Failing all my classes and my dad's a queer. 991 01:04:48,417 --> 01:04:50,253 (SIGHS) Jesse, God. 992 01:04:50,253 --> 01:04:51,420 Couldn't be better. 993 01:04:51,420 --> 01:04:53,022 JIM: No, let him say his piece. 994 01:04:53,022 --> 01:04:54,223 Can we just get this over with? 995 01:05:00,429 --> 01:05:03,966 So, Sarah, are you and Spencer married? 996 01:05:05,601 --> 01:05:09,138 Who? Spencer who? 997 01:05:09,138 --> 01:05:13,910 Wasn't that his name? Uh, baggy pants, funny hat, picked you up the other night? 998 01:05:15,311 --> 01:05:18,247 I wasn't ready to settle down. 999 01:05:19,548 --> 01:05:22,084 That's probably very smart. 1000 01:05:22,084 --> 01:05:24,086 I'm sure you'll have other offers. 1001 01:05:24,587 --> 01:05:25,922 (BANGS) 1002 01:05:25,922 --> 01:05:27,323 Can we stop this? Stop what? 1003 01:05:27,323 --> 01:05:30,192 This whole thing. This dinner. It's a crock. 1004 01:05:30,192 --> 01:05:33,329 We don't have any tradition. It's dead, just like this family is. Accept it. 1005 01:05:33,329 --> 01:05:35,264 Right, Mom? 1006 01:05:35,264 --> 01:05:38,301 Don't blame this on your mother. Your problem is with me. 1007 01:05:38,301 --> 01:05:40,036 You want to know what I think? 1008 01:05:40,036 --> 01:05:42,305 Not here. Yes, I do. 1009 01:05:42,305 --> 01:05:45,341 I think you're a jerk for going off and doing whatever disgusting things you do. 1010 01:05:45,341 --> 01:05:48,311 Oh, please! JIM: What's the matter, Jesse? 1011 01:05:48,311 --> 01:05:51,681 Are you feeling threatened because your father is a fairy? 1012 01:05:51,681 --> 01:05:53,716 Afraid it might just rub off on you? Is that it? 1013 01:05:53,716 --> 01:05:55,484 I can't hear this. 1014 01:05:55,484 --> 01:05:58,054 STAFF: ♪ Happy birthday, Jesse Marshall 1015 01:05:58,054 --> 01:06:00,990 ♪ Here's to you, you're true blue 1016 01:06:00,990 --> 01:06:03,960 ♪ Eighteen is a special day, celebrated all the way 1017 01:06:03,960 --> 01:06:06,629 ♪ Here's to you, here's to you ♪ 1018 01:06:06,629 --> 01:06:08,164 Make a wish. 1019 01:06:08,164 --> 01:06:10,032 (ALL CHEERING) 1020 01:06:11,400 --> 01:06:14,103 Jesse? Jesse? Jesse? 1021 01:06:20,576 --> 01:06:22,645 Hey, Jess? Jesse? 1022 01:06:26,215 --> 01:06:27,750 Jesse. 1023 01:06:27,750 --> 01:06:29,485 Is this your car, young man? Get out of my way, man. 1024 01:06:29,485 --> 01:06:32,388 I'm Detective Oliveres. This is Detective Johnson. 1025 01:06:32,388 --> 01:06:34,390 Is this your car? What's going on here? 1026 01:06:34,390 --> 01:06:36,392 Are you related to this young man? He's my son. 1027 01:06:36,392 --> 01:06:38,327 Is this his car? Of course. 1028 01:06:38,327 --> 01:06:40,997 Jesse Marshall, you're under arrest for assault and intimidation. 1029 01:06:40,997 --> 01:06:42,531 Wait a minute, this has got to be a mistake. Sir, sir! 1030 01:06:42,531 --> 01:06:44,533 We're with the Bias Crime Division... What's going on? 1031 01:06:44,533 --> 01:06:47,003 What are you doing? What are you doing? What are you doing? 1032 01:06:47,003 --> 01:06:49,138 Elaine, Elaine, please, calm down, listen, listen. 1033 01:06:49,138 --> 01:06:52,641 ...on April 22nd, by a young man who drove off in this Volvo 1034 01:06:52,641 --> 01:06:54,577 with these tags. What? 1035 01:06:54,577 --> 01:06:55,678 OLIVERES: Now, we're pretty sure there's been no mistake. 1036 01:06:55,678 --> 01:06:57,546 JIM: What do you mean, "bias crimes?" 1037 01:06:57,546 --> 01:07:00,583 Your son assaulted a homosexual young man, that's why we're involved. 1038 01:07:00,583 --> 01:07:04,453 ELAINE: No, that's impossible, that's completely impossible. Jesse? 1039 01:07:04,453 --> 01:07:06,322 Sir, this is my card. 1040 01:07:06,322 --> 01:07:08,657 This is the address of the precinct where he'll be processed. 1041 01:07:08,657 --> 01:07:10,493 You can pick him up in a couple of hours. 1042 01:07:10,493 --> 01:07:12,094 Anything you say can and will be used... Jesse... 1043 01:07:12,094 --> 01:07:13,362 ...against you in a court of law. Honey, it's all right. 1044 01:07:13,362 --> 01:07:14,463 It's gonna be all right, okay? 1045 01:07:14,463 --> 01:07:17,400 I'm gonna get there as soon as I can, honey, okay? 1046 01:07:17,400 --> 01:07:19,235 It's going to be okay. If you cannot afford to hire a lawyer, 1047 01:07:19,235 --> 01:07:21,137 one will be appointed to represent you before any questioning. 1048 01:07:21,137 --> 01:07:22,705 Sarah, get in the car. 1049 01:07:22,705 --> 01:07:24,673 Take Sarah home, I'll deal with Jesse. 1050 01:07:24,673 --> 01:07:27,543 Give me that card. Just get away. You've done enough. 1051 01:07:27,543 --> 01:07:29,111 (ENGINE STARTS) 1052 01:07:44,193 --> 01:07:45,594 (DOOR BUZZES) 1053 01:07:46,562 --> 01:07:48,764 Hey, you okay, huh? Yeah. 1054 01:07:50,066 --> 01:07:52,068 It's okay. Um... 1055 01:07:52,068 --> 01:07:54,737 I got the name of a lawyer from Lewis Franklin. 1056 01:07:54,737 --> 01:07:56,639 Okay, this is all going to go away, don't you worry. 1057 01:07:58,741 --> 01:08:01,343 (SIREN WAILING) 1058 01:08:01,343 --> 01:08:03,079 In a few months, you're going to graduate, 1059 01:08:03,079 --> 01:08:04,613 and before you know it, you'll be at college. 1060 01:08:04,613 --> 01:08:06,782 Don't worry, we're gonna take care of this. 1061 01:08:06,782 --> 01:08:09,452 You don't even have a clue, do you? 1062 01:08:11,353 --> 01:08:13,722 You haven't even asked me anything. 1063 01:08:19,595 --> 01:08:21,497 Asked you what, Jesse? 1064 01:08:23,265 --> 01:08:26,235 What would you do if I told you I didn't want to go to Boston? 1065 01:08:26,235 --> 01:08:28,104 That I actually had zero desire to be 1066 01:08:28,104 --> 01:08:32,241 on the other side of the country, away from Kelley? 1067 01:08:32,241 --> 01:08:34,210 That's not what I'm talking about. 1068 01:08:34,210 --> 01:08:37,279 But, Jesse, I don't think this is the best time to change your plans. 1069 01:08:37,279 --> 01:08:39,782 What plans? You don't even know what I want. 1070 01:08:39,782 --> 01:08:41,383 You're talking about your plans. 1071 01:08:41,383 --> 01:08:43,452 Don't I even have a say in this? 1072 01:08:43,452 --> 01:08:45,254 You haven't even asked me anything. 1073 01:08:45,254 --> 01:08:46,655 Jesse, you know what's been going on with your dad and me. 1074 01:08:46,655 --> 01:08:52,128 Everybody in the world knows what's been going on with my mother and my father. 1075 01:08:52,128 --> 01:08:55,131 What about me? 1076 01:08:55,131 --> 01:08:57,800 Do you even know what's been going on for me and Kelley? 1077 01:08:57,800 --> 01:09:00,269 You don't, because you never... 1078 01:09:02,138 --> 01:09:03,472 You never asked. 1079 01:09:06,542 --> 01:09:08,177 I'm sorry. 1080 01:09:12,214 --> 01:09:15,618 It just never occurred to me that you'd wanna stay home. 1081 01:09:17,820 --> 01:09:19,788 (SCOFFS) Yeah, what home? 1082 01:09:30,633 --> 01:09:33,402 GAIL: Elaine? Elaine? 1083 01:09:35,538 --> 01:09:37,573 Come on. You're not ready. 1084 01:09:37,573 --> 01:09:40,509 The exam starts in an hour. 1085 01:09:40,509 --> 01:09:42,645 You might wanna finish getting dressed. 1086 01:09:43,913 --> 01:09:46,815 (SIGHS) Gail, I think this is a mistake. 1087 01:09:49,585 --> 01:09:51,820 How much of your life did you give this man? 1088 01:09:52,621 --> 01:09:53,822 What does that mean? 1089 01:09:53,822 --> 01:09:55,524 It means, if you don't move on, 1090 01:09:55,524 --> 01:09:58,327 whatever time you have left will be his, too. 1091 01:10:00,429 --> 01:10:02,665 It's not just that. 1092 01:10:02,665 --> 01:10:06,602 I haven't even been able to talk to Sarah since that birthday fiasco. 1093 01:10:06,602 --> 01:10:10,239 And in a few days, I'm going to my son's arraignment. 1094 01:10:10,239 --> 01:10:12,508 I don't think they've been getting what they need from me. 1095 01:10:14,410 --> 01:10:16,579 These things will pass, Elaine. 1096 01:10:17,746 --> 01:10:19,882 Jim is going to start a new life. 1097 01:10:19,882 --> 01:10:23,385 In three or four years, both the kids are gonna be out of this house. 1098 01:10:23,385 --> 01:10:24,787 What are you gonna do then? 1099 01:10:29,758 --> 01:10:31,327 I don't know. 1100 01:10:31,327 --> 01:10:32,428 I do. 1101 01:10:34,230 --> 01:10:36,632 You're going to change your clothes. 1102 01:10:36,632 --> 01:10:37,933 Yes, Mom. 1103 01:10:40,002 --> 01:10:41,904 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1104 01:10:49,979 --> 01:10:53,449 Hey, guys, thanks for coming. It's good to see you. 1105 01:10:56,852 --> 01:10:58,988 Can I get you anything to drink or... 1106 01:10:58,988 --> 01:11:00,689 No. Something to eat? 1107 01:11:00,689 --> 01:11:01,790 No, I'm fine. Sure? 1108 01:11:01,790 --> 01:11:03,392 Yeah. 1109 01:11:03,392 --> 01:11:04,560 Okay. 1110 01:11:05,995 --> 01:11:07,796 Can I have a hug? 1111 01:11:13,969 --> 01:11:16,572 All right, now. 1112 01:11:16,572 --> 01:11:20,409 I know you should expect your father to know what he's doing, 1113 01:11:20,409 --> 01:11:24,480 and I can't begin to understand what I've put you through. 1114 01:11:24,480 --> 01:11:28,884 But I'm asking you to give me a shot at starting from scratch. 1115 01:11:28,884 --> 01:11:31,787 And if there's any way I could've made some other choice, I would have, 1116 01:11:31,787 --> 01:11:35,691 but it would've been a lie. 1117 01:11:35,691 --> 01:11:37,993 And that's what's wrong with everything that's been going on lately. 1118 01:11:37,993 --> 01:11:40,629 I have not been truthful with you. 1119 01:11:43,632 --> 01:11:48,437 Now, I... I will not apologize for being gay. 1120 01:11:49,938 --> 01:11:53,709 But I'm terribly sorry for ever having lied to you. 1121 01:11:56,045 --> 01:11:58,380 Are you going to live with a man? 1122 01:11:59,315 --> 01:12:01,383 I don't know, sweetheart. 1123 01:12:02,451 --> 01:12:04,787 But I can never live at home again. 1124 01:12:06,088 --> 01:12:08,424 I love you both very much. 1125 01:12:08,957 --> 01:12:11,060 And that will never change. 1126 01:12:12,895 --> 01:12:15,030 Great. Can we go now? No. No, no, please sit down. 1127 01:12:16,899 --> 01:12:20,703 I want to get everything out on the table. 1128 01:12:20,703 --> 01:12:25,074 We have all done some stupid things in the last couple of weeks, 1129 01:12:25,074 --> 01:12:26,675 and if we don't own up to them, 1130 01:12:26,675 --> 01:12:28,510 things are just going to get worse. 1131 01:12:33,949 --> 01:12:35,718 What's wrong, sweetheart? 1132 01:12:35,718 --> 01:12:38,620 I have to go to tai chi. I'm sorry. 1133 01:12:38,620 --> 01:12:40,122 No... Please. Way to go, Dad. 1134 01:12:40,122 --> 01:12:41,523 Wait a minute, wait a minute. 1135 01:12:42,391 --> 01:12:44,460 Sit down. Sit down. 1136 01:12:57,673 --> 01:12:59,508 That boy you beat up, 1137 01:13:00,109 --> 01:13:02,911 wasn't him you wanted. 1138 01:13:02,911 --> 01:13:06,648 Next time you want to hit me, you have the guts to hit me. 1139 01:13:14,857 --> 01:13:15,991 (EXHALES) 1140 01:13:19,928 --> 01:13:21,797 So? 1141 01:13:21,797 --> 01:13:24,767 I have no idea how I did. I don't remember a thing. 1142 01:13:24,767 --> 01:13:27,035 (CHUCKLING) I think you could use some distraction. 1143 01:13:27,035 --> 01:13:29,605 Someplace loud. Come on, yeah! 1144 01:13:31,907 --> 01:13:33,842 (COUNTRY MUSIC PLAYING) 1145 01:13:40,449 --> 01:13:43,118 You are full of surprises. 1146 01:13:43,118 --> 01:13:44,953 Part of my research. 1147 01:13:44,953 --> 01:13:46,555 When I first thought I might be able to fix him, 1148 01:13:46,555 --> 01:13:49,858 I started doing some reading. "Fix him"? 1149 01:13:49,858 --> 01:13:52,995 And now I'd like to just be able to have him fixed. 1150 01:13:57,833 --> 01:14:00,869 Do you know that 20% of gay men get married? 1151 01:14:00,869 --> 01:14:02,805 I did not know that. 1152 01:14:02,805 --> 01:14:04,206 Well, that's the least of it. 1153 01:14:04,206 --> 01:14:05,741 There's something like a million or two million people 1154 01:14:05,741 --> 01:14:08,477 with homosexual or bisexual partners. 1155 01:14:09,077 --> 01:14:10,946 That sounds complicated. 1156 01:14:10,946 --> 01:14:12,815 Do you want to dance? 1157 01:14:17,820 --> 01:14:19,988 (STUTTERING) I... I'm with her. 1158 01:14:32,801 --> 01:14:35,471 WOMAN: Such a big girl. GIRL: I was brave, Mom. 1159 01:14:35,471 --> 01:14:37,005 WOMAN: Uh-huh. 1160 01:14:37,005 --> 01:14:38,907 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1161 01:14:41,777 --> 01:14:42,845 What is it? 1162 01:14:43,745 --> 01:14:45,247 Jim. 1163 01:14:45,247 --> 01:14:47,983 He's been given a leave of absence. 1164 01:15:21,984 --> 01:15:24,553 Oh, Jesse. Oh, no, no, I don't think so. 1165 01:15:24,553 --> 01:15:25,821 Mom, it's just an arraignment. 1166 01:15:25,821 --> 01:15:27,523 Jesse, please, we're leaving in five minutes. 1167 01:15:27,523 --> 01:15:28,624 Go put on your good sport coat. 1168 01:15:28,624 --> 01:15:30,592 Would you stop telling me what to do? 1169 01:15:32,060 --> 01:15:34,229 I was just suggesting. 1170 01:15:34,229 --> 01:15:35,697 I think that if you wear the other coat... 1171 01:15:35,697 --> 01:15:37,966 Stop trying to run my life like you did Dad's. 1172 01:15:47,910 --> 01:15:52,114 LAWYER: Your Honor, because of Mr. Farber's sexual orientation, 1173 01:15:52,114 --> 01:15:56,685 and because certain slurs were uttered before and during the attack, 1174 01:15:56,685 --> 01:16:01,089 we believe Jesse Marshall was motivated to assault him out of hate and bigotry. 1175 01:16:01,089 --> 01:16:04,560 Therefore the State of Oregon is accusing Jesse Andrew Marshall 1176 01:16:04,560 --> 01:16:07,229 of assault and intimidation. 1177 01:16:07,229 --> 01:16:11,833 Mr. Marshall, you've heard the charge against you. How do you plead? 1178 01:16:11,833 --> 01:16:15,103 Your Honor, consul asks to dismiss due to insufficient evidence. 1179 01:16:15,103 --> 01:16:18,173 There were no witnesses as to the nature of the altercation. 1180 01:16:18,173 --> 01:16:21,143 Denied. Mr. Marshall, how do you plead? 1181 01:16:27,115 --> 01:16:29,217 Not guilty, Your Honor. 1182 01:16:29,217 --> 01:16:31,286 Very well. Let it be noted for the record, 1183 01:16:31,286 --> 01:16:34,156 the defendant has entered a plea of not guilty 1184 01:16:34,156 --> 01:16:36,725 in the matter of Oregon vs. Marshall. 1185 01:16:37,326 --> 01:16:38,927 (INDISTINCT) 1186 01:16:46,168 --> 01:16:48,770 Thank you. We'll be talking to you, okay? 1187 01:16:53,609 --> 01:16:55,744 Thank you for the daffodils. 1188 01:16:55,744 --> 01:16:59,081 No, you were right. It is the best time of year out there. 1189 01:16:59,781 --> 01:17:02,017 Elaine, 1190 01:17:02,017 --> 01:17:07,155 I understand that you feel protective towards Jesse, I mean, especially now. 1191 01:17:07,155 --> 01:17:10,826 But have you considered the possibility that maybe he did beat up that boy? 1192 01:17:12,260 --> 01:17:16,832 Have you asked him? Yes. I tried. 1193 01:17:16,832 --> 01:17:19,401 Shuts me out completely. He doesn't want to talk about it. 1194 01:17:19,401 --> 01:17:22,004 I suspect he can't talk about it. 1195 01:17:22,004 --> 01:17:26,208 He doesn't want to make your life more difficult than it already is. 1196 01:17:26,208 --> 01:17:28,243 He's got to be confused. 1197 01:17:31,246 --> 01:17:34,983 Well, Jim, I may never completely understand this either. 1198 01:17:35,651 --> 01:17:38,120 I'm trying. 1199 01:17:40,389 --> 01:17:41,923 (SIGHS) 1200 01:17:41,923 --> 01:17:44,793 I mean, we were good together. 1201 01:17:46,061 --> 01:17:48,964 The four of us. We were a good family. 1202 01:17:49,798 --> 01:17:51,433 Yes, we were. 1203 01:17:56,838 --> 01:18:00,275 Oh, God, Jim, we haven't done a very good job with this. 1204 01:18:07,683 --> 01:18:10,118 And I was so mad at your father 1205 01:18:10,118 --> 01:18:14,156 that I guess I wasn't taking a very hard look at myself. 1206 01:18:15,991 --> 01:18:17,192 Jesse, 1207 01:18:18,994 --> 01:18:21,129 I think you were trying to tell me something the other night. 1208 01:18:22,364 --> 01:18:24,132 I told you. 1209 01:18:24,132 --> 01:18:26,168 I don't mean about college. 1210 01:18:31,106 --> 01:18:34,109 You know, you get to a point in your life 1211 01:18:34,109 --> 01:18:37,913 where you think there's nothing left to learn about yourself. 1212 01:18:39,214 --> 01:18:41,049 It's just not true. 1213 01:18:43,251 --> 01:18:46,988 I had no idea I had so much rage inside of me. 1214 01:18:50,125 --> 01:18:53,395 Scared the hell out of me. 1215 01:18:53,395 --> 01:18:57,065 Just can't be perfect in the face of something like this. 1216 01:18:59,868 --> 01:19:02,037 But I also learned that 1217 01:19:02,037 --> 01:19:03,872 you can't get over the bad things 1218 01:19:03,872 --> 01:19:07,375 until you take responsibility for your part in them. 1219 01:19:12,214 --> 01:19:14,149 Because if you don't, 1220 01:19:16,218 --> 01:19:19,087 they just stay a part of your life forever. 1221 01:19:24,493 --> 01:19:26,128 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 1222 01:19:34,436 --> 01:19:37,005 Hey. Hi. Is this a bad time? 1223 01:19:37,005 --> 01:19:38,774 No, no, please come in. 1224 01:19:40,776 --> 01:19:42,911 Can I, uh, get you something to drink? 1225 01:19:42,911 --> 01:19:46,047 I made some fresh coffee. Juice? No. No, thanks. 1226 01:19:48,250 --> 01:19:49,851 Ah, not bad. 1227 01:19:51,219 --> 01:19:53,789 Could use a woman's touch. Uh-huh. 1228 01:19:56,324 --> 01:19:59,161 Do you want to sit down? No, I can't stay. 1229 01:19:59,161 --> 01:20:02,964 Uh... Just want to thank you for being there the other day. 1230 01:20:05,200 --> 01:20:06,368 Have you heard from the institute? 1231 01:20:07,068 --> 01:20:08,303 Not yet. 1232 01:20:09,271 --> 01:20:11,406 I'm not sure what to think. 1233 01:20:12,340 --> 01:20:14,276 Oh, I have a favor. 1234 01:20:14,276 --> 01:20:17,212 Jesse has requested a meeting with the Farber boy and his parents 1235 01:20:17,212 --> 01:20:19,214 in the judge's chambers tomorrow. 1236 01:20:19,214 --> 01:20:21,383 Really? Why? I don't know. 1237 01:20:21,383 --> 01:20:23,885 And I was hoping you could be there. 1238 01:20:23,885 --> 01:20:25,987 Yeah. I'll pick you both up. 1239 01:20:25,987 --> 01:20:27,389 Oh, great, that would make it easier. 1240 01:20:27,389 --> 01:20:29,558 Okay, what time? Well, it's at 10:30. 1241 01:20:29,558 --> 01:20:31,226 I'll be there at 10:00? 1242 01:20:31,226 --> 01:20:32,894 Great, thanks. 1243 01:20:33,361 --> 01:20:35,096 (EXHALES) 1244 01:20:35,096 --> 01:20:37,232 This is a nice building. 1245 01:20:37,232 --> 01:20:38,366 Mmm. 1246 01:20:39,467 --> 01:20:40,936 Elaine... 1247 01:20:43,371 --> 01:20:47,576 I just want you to know that you don't have to worry. 1248 01:20:47,576 --> 01:20:49,511 You're going to have the house, free and clear, 1249 01:20:49,511 --> 01:20:52,514 and that money is not going to be a problem in the divorce. 1250 01:20:57,519 --> 01:21:00,589 Guess you had to use that word. (CHUCKLES) 1251 01:21:00,589 --> 01:21:03,091 Well, it's the word they use. 1252 01:21:11,032 --> 01:21:13,068 That's sad, isn't it? 1253 01:21:13,068 --> 01:21:14,436 (BOTH CHUCKLE) 1254 01:21:19,507 --> 01:21:20,609 See you tomorrow. 1255 01:21:43,899 --> 01:21:46,368 Well, I assume somebody has something to say. 1256 01:21:48,303 --> 01:21:50,472 I have something to say, Your Honor. 1257 01:21:50,472 --> 01:21:51,640 Shoot. 1258 01:21:59,080 --> 01:22:01,650 I lied in court the other day. 1259 01:22:04,452 --> 01:22:07,522 I accept full responsibility for what happened. 1260 01:22:08,590 --> 01:22:10,392 I did beat up Trey Farber. 1261 01:22:11,593 --> 01:22:13,995 JUDGE: Why'd you do it, son? 1262 01:22:16,998 --> 01:22:18,400 It's just... 1263 01:22:21,603 --> 01:22:23,371 I found out something about my dad 1264 01:22:26,141 --> 01:22:28,977 and I couldn't handle it. 1265 01:22:28,977 --> 01:22:31,313 I felt like I was going to lose it. 1266 01:22:34,049 --> 01:22:36,151 (SOBS) And I did lose it. 1267 01:22:38,353 --> 01:22:40,221 And I took it out on Trey. 1268 01:22:44,659 --> 01:22:47,195 And I'm sorry for that. 1269 01:22:47,195 --> 01:22:48,997 I really am sorry. 1270 01:22:59,541 --> 01:23:00,675 (INDISTINCT) 1271 01:23:08,350 --> 01:23:10,318 Your Honor? Um... 1272 01:23:12,187 --> 01:23:14,189 Is it too late to drop the charges? 1273 01:23:16,691 --> 01:23:18,193 (SNIFFLES) 1274 01:23:19,661 --> 01:23:21,463 Oh, we can work with that. 1275 01:23:34,542 --> 01:23:35,744 They're ready. 1276 01:23:35,744 --> 01:23:38,113 Okay. I'll be right there. 1277 01:23:41,516 --> 01:23:44,085 (INTERCOM BEEPS) Yeah, Trish? 1278 01:23:44,085 --> 01:23:47,789 TRISHI have a Phil Summers for Jim on line two. 1279 01:23:47,789 --> 01:23:50,225 What should I tell him? Um... 1280 01:23:52,460 --> 01:23:54,129 I'll take it. 1281 01:24:00,035 --> 01:24:01,136 Do you mind? 1282 01:24:07,709 --> 01:24:09,377 (DOOR CLOSES) 1283 01:24:09,811 --> 01:24:13,314 PHIL: I'm trying to reach Dr. Jim Marshall. 1284 01:24:13,314 --> 01:24:16,651 Uh, yes, Phil. This is Elaine. Elaine Marshall. 1285 01:24:17,519 --> 01:24:18,620 Oh. 1286 01:24:20,055 --> 01:24:21,456 Um... Can I help you? 1287 01:24:21,456 --> 01:24:23,525 Well, I haven't heard from Jim in a couple of days 1288 01:24:23,525 --> 01:24:25,593 and he hasn't been in his office, so... 1289 01:24:25,593 --> 01:24:28,596 Yeah, he's not real good at calling back. (CHUCKLES) 1290 01:24:28,596 --> 01:24:30,498 Can I give him a message for you? 1291 01:24:30,498 --> 01:24:33,168 No, that's okay. Thank you. 1292 01:24:33,168 --> 01:24:34,436 Okay, bye. 1293 01:24:45,747 --> 01:24:47,148 Elaine? 1294 01:24:48,450 --> 01:24:50,752 Just talked to Jim's new friend. 1295 01:24:50,752 --> 01:24:52,487 Wow! How was that? 1296 01:24:54,556 --> 01:24:56,291 He sounded nice. 1297 01:25:06,167 --> 01:25:07,368 (INDISTINCT) 1298 01:25:19,447 --> 01:25:22,383 All right, Mrs. Marshall, we're listening. 1299 01:25:22,383 --> 01:25:24,652 I won't keep you long. Um... 1300 01:25:26,354 --> 01:25:28,389 You're all aware that this institute was created 1301 01:25:28,389 --> 01:25:31,459 by Jim Marshall and Gary Morgan 17 years ago. 1302 01:25:31,459 --> 01:25:34,462 It exists because the care our patients receive 1303 01:25:34,462 --> 01:25:37,765 is unequaled in the Pacific Northwest and probably the country. 1304 01:25:37,765 --> 01:25:39,868 None of you could ever suggest 1305 01:25:39,868 --> 01:25:42,303 that Jim is not a good enough physician or researcher to remain here, 1306 01:25:42,303 --> 01:25:46,307 so I can only assume that the reason you would decide to remove him 1307 01:25:46,307 --> 01:25:50,278 is because you've discovered that he is a homosexual. 1308 01:25:50,278 --> 01:25:52,780 Now, I don't even want to talk about the legal aspects of such a decision, 1309 01:25:52,780 --> 01:25:55,383 because Jim would never take it down that road. 1310 01:25:55,383 --> 01:25:59,254 But I would suggest to you that if his wife can find a way to exist 1311 01:25:59,254 --> 01:26:00,655 with the fact of his sexuality, 1312 01:26:00,655 --> 01:26:02,624 that the group in this room can damn well do the same. 1313 01:26:03,691 --> 01:26:06,294 There has not been a single cancellation, 1314 01:26:06,294 --> 01:26:08,229 not a single patient comment, 1315 01:26:08,229 --> 01:26:10,698 and I would bet my life that there will not be one. 1316 01:26:10,698 --> 01:26:14,636 The only discomfort you were addressing with your decision is your own. 1317 01:26:14,636 --> 01:26:16,704 Well, you can do the same thing about it that I did, 1318 01:26:16,704 --> 01:26:19,274 which is grow up and move on. 1319 01:26:19,274 --> 01:26:21,809 I'm not asking for your understanding, 1320 01:26:21,809 --> 01:26:24,546 I'm simply asking you for common sense, 1321 01:26:27,315 --> 01:26:29,184 and common decency. 1322 01:26:32,921 --> 01:26:35,490 Thank you, Mrs. Marshall. 1323 01:26:35,490 --> 01:26:39,494 You and Dr. Marshall will be informed of our decision next week. 1324 01:26:41,963 --> 01:26:43,798 Thank you. Thank you. 1325 01:26:48,937 --> 01:26:51,206 How about a hematoma on your shin? 1326 01:26:51,206 --> 01:26:52,840 I'm warning you, I'm wearing Docs. 1327 01:26:52,840 --> 01:26:55,610 Right. Hey, Dad. Hey, guys, give me the ball. 1328 01:26:55,610 --> 01:26:56,878 Ooh! Here he goes. 1329 01:26:56,878 --> 01:26:58,379 Where's he going? Where's he going? He's up! 1330 01:26:58,379 --> 01:26:59,747 Whoa! That's so unfair. 1331 01:26:59,747 --> 01:27:01,683 You were so cheating. Come on, give it back. 1332 01:27:01,683 --> 01:27:03,618 I was not cheating. Come on. 1333 01:27:03,618 --> 01:27:06,554 That's cheating. Okay, last one, okay? Duel. 1334 01:27:07,589 --> 01:27:09,557 SARAH: Oh, come on, you're so... 1335 01:27:10,758 --> 01:27:12,694 Hi. Hi. 1336 01:27:15,330 --> 01:27:16,864 How're they doing? 1337 01:27:18,733 --> 01:27:20,802 They're doing pretty good. 1338 01:27:20,802 --> 01:27:23,905 Oh, looks like your son's going to be going to Portland State. 1339 01:27:23,905 --> 01:27:25,873 (CHUCKLES) Mmm. 1340 01:27:27,575 --> 01:27:30,812 Sarah's been talking to him a lot about the divorce. 1341 01:27:32,247 --> 01:27:34,782 He's really been there for her. He's been so sweet. 1342 01:27:34,782 --> 01:27:38,286 JESSE: Shoot. SARAH: All right, fine. 1343 01:27:38,286 --> 01:27:42,257 I thought I'd take them up to the cabin next weekend, if you don't have any plans. 1344 01:27:42,257 --> 01:27:43,891 No, they'd love it. 1345 01:27:47,528 --> 01:27:51,699 Have you noticed how wide a berth Carl's been giving me lately? 1346 01:27:51,699 --> 01:27:53,301 Really? Mmm. 1347 01:27:55,270 --> 01:27:57,405 Hmm. 1348 01:27:57,405 --> 01:28:01,342 Listen, whatever you said to the board, I really appreciate it. 1349 01:28:01,709 --> 01:28:02,777 I know. 1350 01:28:06,981 --> 01:28:08,383 Is that what I think it is? 1351 01:28:10,585 --> 01:28:12,787 There. Um... 1352 01:28:12,787 --> 01:28:14,922 Could I... Okay. 1353 01:28:18,926 --> 01:28:21,362 When'd you get this? Last month. 1354 01:28:31,706 --> 01:28:34,575 (LAUGHS) This is fantastic. 1355 01:28:36,511 --> 01:28:37,945 I'm very proud of you. 1356 01:28:38,946 --> 01:28:40,381 Thank you. 1357 01:28:41,849 --> 01:28:44,819 Have you told the kids? No. No. 1358 01:28:44,819 --> 01:28:48,456 And I wanted to ask you about it first. 1359 01:28:48,456 --> 01:28:51,793 Because if I do this, if... Mmm-hmm? 1360 01:28:51,793 --> 01:28:54,996 ...I'll need a little extra help from you. 1361 01:28:54,996 --> 01:28:59,567 You know, maybe them having dinner a couple more nights a week at your place. 1362 01:28:59,567 --> 01:29:00,902 Okay. 1363 01:29:00,902 --> 01:29:02,837 Maybe sometimes picking up Sarah after tai chi... 1364 01:29:02,837 --> 01:29:05,006 I'm sure we can work that out. Yeah. 1365 01:29:06,107 --> 01:29:08,543 Well, should we tell the kids? 1366 01:29:09,577 --> 01:29:10,678 Yeah. 1367 01:29:16,751 --> 01:29:18,019 Hey, guys. 1368 01:29:18,853 --> 01:29:19,921 Listen up. 1369 01:29:19,921 --> 01:29:21,923 Your mom's got some news. 1370 01:29:22,623 --> 01:29:23,858 What is it, Mom? 1371 01:29:25,960 --> 01:29:27,695 I'm going to grad school. 1372 01:29:31,666 --> 01:29:34,469 Cool. Girls rule! 1373 01:29:34,469 --> 01:29:36,437 Yeah, thanks. (LAUGHS) 1374 01:29:36,437 --> 01:29:38,906 I knew I should've gone to BU. 1375 01:29:38,906 --> 01:29:40,575 Now you'll walk to class with me. Go, Sarah! 1376 01:29:43,811 --> 01:29:46,514 By the way, I think she's going to hit you up later for a trip to the mall. 1377 01:29:46,514 --> 01:29:47,915 Get the ball, doofus, come on. 1378 01:29:47,915 --> 01:29:49,884 Don't call your sister a doofus. 1379 01:29:49,884 --> 01:29:51,018 Hey, Dad. 1380 01:29:51,786 --> 01:29:53,054 Can I get some sneaks? 1381 01:29:53,054 --> 01:29:54,122 Told you. 1382 01:29:54,122 --> 01:29:56,057 You bet, pooch. SARAH: Yes. 1383 01:29:56,057 --> 01:29:58,593 JIM: Ready to go? Hey, do you wanna go to a movie afterwards? 1384 01:29:58,593 --> 01:30:00,561 I don't want to go to some girl movie, okay? 1385 01:30:00,561 --> 01:30:01,729 Girl movie? 1386 01:30:04,699 --> 01:30:05,867 (SIGHS) 1387 01:30:09,637 --> 01:30:11,773 Good job, Mom. 1388 01:30:11,773 --> 01:30:13,975 Thanks. You're dead meat. 1389 01:30:15,410 --> 01:30:17,779 All right. Switch. Switch, switch. 1390 01:30:17,779 --> 01:30:18,880 Here. 101773

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