All language subtitles for Diary Confessions We’ve Wanted To Fuck for a Long Time Now - Erin Everheart - PervTherapy

Why are you even here?

Counseling doesn't even work.

There is a very large industry around
it. These people go to college to be

able to do this for us.

It works. You just got to put the work
in.

Hey.

Thanks. Hey.

Excited today. I'm hoping today's going
to be a big day. I'm going to make some

breakthroughs, okay?

So, please.

Let's start.

Oh, as always, just as a reminder, I
have my cameras going again, and that's

just for my records.

Reflect back on our sessions later on.

Is that okay with everyone?

Yeah. Excellent. I'm excited. Let's get
started.

Listen, I want to start by telling you
both that I'm really proud of you for

keeping up with this therapy, okay?

I know it takes a lot out of your week,
but I think we're making great gains.

I just want you both to know that's how
I felt about it.

So, please, let's start with the basics
questions right now.

Erin, if you're on, would you tell me
why it is exactly that you're not

feeling like you're a family anymore?

It's been really hard since his father
left us.

We just don't feel like a family anymore
ever since he left. I don't even know

how to live with anyone.

That's pretty much it.

I mean, Max, I feel like you're sensing
some sort of abandonment issues or

something of that nature.

I mean, yeah, my dad just, like, left
and never came back. Of course I feel

abandoned.

I understand that. I understand that.
And Aaron?

He was always a bridge between the two
of us.

And without that, it feels like there's
some distance.

Can you be a little more specific?

What kind of distance? Can you explain a
little bit more?

I guess neither one of us are quite sure
about what our place in the family is

now.

Max, would you agree with that?

Yeah, I would agree.

Some boundaries, I guess. What am I
looking for here?

I'm not sure where you identify. I'm not
sure where your different roles are now

that Dad's gone.

Yeah. Okay.

All right. That's interesting.

Okay, so great. So I see the both of you
brought your journals today.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah. That's great.

And you both wrote down pretty much what
we discussed the last time, your

innermost secrets, that sort of thing,
what you hope to accomplish with these

sessions.

I tried to be as detailed as I could.

Yeah, I did the best I could.

Okay. Well, that's great. I'm glad to
hear that.

Because both of you are going to be
reading these journals aloud today.

Out loud?

Yes. But I thought that this was just
supposed to be between us, that you

would be reading it.

Well, it is between us, the three of us.
You see, Aaron, Max is the major reason

why you're here. The focus of these
sessions is really about getting you two

to...

to communicate with each other, to break
through with this.

I understand that, but I wrote it just
thinking that you would be reviewing it

and getting back to us on that.

I did not think that this would be
information that he would be receiving

as well.

I'm very nervous at the end of reading
it out loud.

Yeah, this is like super embarrassing.

You know, Max, nothing that you wrote
should be embarrassing. It's truly how

you felt. You just told me, and Aaron's
saying, it's truly how you feel, then

you should not be embarrassed of these
feelings. I mean, you guys are family.

You're going to have to communicate with
each other on a different level now.

Your dad's gone. He's no longer there.
He's no longer that bridge that you

refer to him as. You are going to have
to make the connection with your son.

And I really think that reading from
these journals aloud will help you do

that. I think it's going to be important
tools in this therapy.

Okay.

Okay, I can see how that makes some
sense.

Yeah, Max, do you agree? It makes some
sense, no? I guess so. You're the only

one in college for this. Sure am. So,
great.

Excellent.

Well, who would like to start?

I don't know.

Should I start? Sure, Max. Go ahead.

Okay, this is crazy.

Whatever.

Please don't laugh.

No, no, no. No one's gonna laugh, Max.

Alright.

Dear Diary, The therapist said I should
start writing down my own thoughts.

But honestly, I don't even know what I'm
supposed to be thinking anymore.

Nothing has felt right since my dad left
us.

Everything just feels off.

I guess therapy might be helping a
little, but I can still see it. My mom

isn't the same.

She's sad all the time, even when she
tries to hide it.

I wish I could do something for her,
anything, to make things feel better

somehow, but I just don't know what to
do anymore.

Now that he's gone, I'm...

Supposed to be the man of the house, but
I have no idea what that even means or

how I'm supposed to be that person.

I kind of just trailed off there.

That's excellent.

That's excellent, Max.

There's a lot said there. There really
is.

Aaron, it's your turn.

It can't be that much worse than mine.

What you said was very sweet.

Thanks.

Dear Zyree, lately I've felt so heavy,
like I'm sinking and I can't quite find

my way back up.

I never imagined that my husband would
leave us like this, just disappear from

our lives.

More than ever, I want my son and me to
feel like a family again, but...

I don't know where to begin.

I don't feel like myself anymore.

Some days I don't even feel like a woman
at all.

The only small comfort I seem to find in
the moment when

I'm left alone.

I'm just not sure if I should share this
bit.

Erin, so far everything's been
excellent.

It's been very, very helpful. I'm sure.

Go ahead. It's going to feel good to get
this off your chest. I can see it's like

a weight on you. I'm just not sure if it
would be appropriate.

No matter what you say in this office,
there's nothing inappropriate.

You're in a totally safe space.

It's just the three of us here.

Go ahead.

The only small comfort I seem to find in
the quiet moments alone in my room...

When I rub my butthole over and over,
it's the only time I feel good about

myself.

Excellent, Erin. That's great.

That's very brave of you.

Thank you for sharing that. I think Max
and I both needed to hear that.

I don't know.

Well, that being said, Erin...

I think I know exactly what to do.

Really?

Yes.

Yes, I think I know exactly what we need
to do.

Now, you two guys both trust me, right?

So far, so good?

All right, good.

Erin, I'm going to ask you to do
something a little unorthodox right now.

Okay?

And you're possibly instantly going to
say no.

But I want you to keep an open mind and
remember.

I've been doing this for a long time
now. I've been doing this for over a

decade.

I've helped a lot of families get
through some really difficult, tough

times, okay?

So I'm asking you to trust me.

Would you trust me?

Yes. Excellent.

Erin, I'm going to need you to disrobe.

Undress? Like my sweater?

Correct. And blouse.

Starting with you.

That really... doesn't seem like it
would be appropriate at all. A few words

is one thing.

I don't see how this could help at all.

The key word, it doesn't seem like it
would be helpful or appropriate, but I

assure you it is. In this case, because
of the particular situation that you and

Max are going through, I think it is
totally appropriate.

This is not a...

typical family situation, you see.

So it's going to require some unorthodox
techniques.

And I think, Max, I see you look a
little uncomfortable with it.

Yeah, she's my stepmom. Like, you want
her to dress in front of me? Like,

crazy. Well, I mean, Max, there are
certain realities that you're going to

have to start to accept. The reality is
that your dad is gone now.

And you're going to have to step up.
You're going to have to maybe be the man

of the house.

I know this is a lot to put on you, but
it's just the way life is.

And your mother's got needs, and you're
both just trying to get through this

very difficult time in your
relationship.

So Aaron, I'm going to ask you again,
please.

I understand it's...

Maybe a little embarrassing, maybe a
little awkward, but I think it would

really, really help.

I am a doctor.

Yeah, you did say that they focus on
studying.

Is this a technique that they're taught?

It's a technique that I've used with
much success.

I tend to do things a little differently
than other therapists do.

Again, not everyone would find this
method.

conventional or orthodox, but I think in
this particular situation, I think this

would be very helpful.

Okay. I suppose I just have to trust you
that this will help our families.

Well, I appreciate that.

Well, Max.

What do you think?

I mean, she's my mom.

It's kind of weird.

I agree.

I agree. But you know what?

And probably a little more helpful.
Could you remove the bra as well?

Are you serious?

Yes, yes.

You're asking my mom to get naked?
That's crazy.

I'll just remove her.

I'll rob her next month.

Give me actually my handgun.

Me? Yeah, don't be scared. Are you sure
about this?

Yes, absolutely.

Okay. I'm sure.

It's just a little strap. There you go.

You're pretty hot.

Thank you.

See?

You see that? What just happened right
there?

Max just acknowledged something that he
was trying to suppress this whole time.

It's so embarrassing.

See, we're trying to overcome that, Max.

This awkward tension that you two have.

Your mother's got a beautiful body.

There's nothing wrong with admitting
that. You shouldn't be ashamed.

And Aaron, your son is obviously... He's
got eyes.

He's a man. He's got needs.

He's got wants as well.

Go ahead, Max.

Really? Yeah, I can see you.

We do kind of want to touch him.

Very good.

Aaron, how does it feel?

It definitely feels a little awkward.

A little awkward.

But not a lot awkward.

No, it... It also feels kind of good.

Keep going, Max. Yeah, okay.

Yeah.

Come close.

Wow.

Awesome boobs.

Thank you, Max.

Excellent. We're doing really, really
good here.

We're making strides today.

Great.

Don't forget the other one, Max. There
you go.

Wow.

Is that not so bad, right, Max? No, it's
not that bad.

Yeah. You're okay with everything,
right?

Yeah. It's not that bad.

Great.

You know what else is not going to be
that bad?

This next part of the session.

I'm going to ask you to remove your
skirt and bottoms.

You can keep the shoes, of course.

Fully undressed?

I thought it would just be the top.

Not fully undressed. I said you could
keep the shoes.

This is going a little far, don't you
think?

Listen, guys, I know.

I agree.

At the surface, it would seem like this
has gotten out of hand.

But this is where the trust factor comes
in. This is why you guys trust me. This

is why you've been coming to me so far.

And I need you to keep trusting.

I promise. I promise.

At the end of this day, at the end of
this session, you don't feel like we've

made a major breakthrough.

We don't have to schedule another one.
How's that? Is that a deal?

I suppose.

You're really certain we have to go
further for it to work? This wasn't a

good enough step?

No, this is a halfway mark, I believe. I
believe we're halfway there.

Maybe not even halfway. Maybe like, you
know, the scale here, we're like here.

See, we want here, but we're here.

See?

Kind of crazy, I mean.

I know, Max.

It's really hard for me to see how this
is... It's going to help us.

The boobs are great. Those are great
stuff.

Like, yeah. I don't know. It was. It
was.

But it's little steps.

You know, we're taking little steps
here.

One step at a time.

Just put one foot in front of the other
and we're just going to keep pushing

forward, okay?

I suppose if you insist and you're sure
that this is what we need.

Absolutely. I mean...

We're only 10 minutes into our therapy
today and look at the great gains we've

made. You know, 30 minutes, 35 minutes,
so

progress, progress, guys.

Okay, I guess I'll just have to trust
you. Yes.

Actually starting to look a little
awkward again.

Yeah, this is just kind of crazy.

This is literally my mom.

Think of how awkward it's going to be
when I ask you to take your clothes off.

That's a good joke.

A little tension breaker there.

Very good.

Well done.

Oh,

wow.

Great job.

It's a beautiful lingerie that you have
on today. It's wonderful. Thank you.

Father got it for me before he left.

I'm sorry.

Soy spot.

Almost there.

Everything? All the way?

She's already pretty naked.

Well, yeah.

Again, the panties, yeah. I'm going
somewhere with this. That's why the

nylon's in there.

The heels can stay.

Leave them on. Leave them on.

Yeah.

Don't take them off.

Now, Max.

Yes? I want you to look at your mother's
father again.

Are you sure?

My mom's naked. I don't know if I should
be looking at her.

Don't be so bashful.

She's got beautiful mother hair.

She don't mind.

I'm just going to show her. Are you
sure?

Yeah, yeah. Go ahead.

You're the professional.

This is the required treatment.

My dad would kill me.

Of course, but he's not here, is he?

You are, aren't you?

I guess you're right.

Yeah.

We'll go here in a moment.

Just enjoy it.

But, but...

I thought this was the treatment between
the two of us. Why are you touching me?

Well, this is something between the
three of us. It's the three of us

working together to try to help you two
overcome your issues. You see?

It's a team effort here. It feels much
more comfortable with it being just him.

Well, I mean, if it's a matter of
comfort, I understand that. I completely

understand that.

I'll tell you what.

Why don't I have you just bend over the
couch real quick.

I'll stay here.

You just turn around. Just bend over.

Oh, my God.

Come here. Trust me. Trust me.

We're going to get to the bottom of this
today.

Go ahead.

Believe in me.

Is this necessary?

Yes, yes. This is absolutely necessary.
Turn around. Why don't you turn around.

Knees right up here.

Turn that towards Max.

Turn your back side towards Max.

There you go.

There we are. Now, Max, I want you... I
want you to enjoy.

My mom.

Max, I see the looks in your eyes, okay?
I understand.

I understand it seems a bit taboo.

It's not what you're supposed to do,
but...

You know, leave all those rules outside.

Leave those at the door, okay?

We're here. We're in the moment.

There's this beautiful woman who you
live with, who you're trying to connect

with and make a bond with.

Yeah. Yeah, I want you to just touch
her. Just appreciate her form, her body.

Look at that, Max. I mean, if you don't
mind, just a little bit.

Look at that. See? Yeah, I definitely
don't mind when he does it. You don't

mind when he does it? Well, see, that's
great. Go ahead, Max. Get in there. You

heard her.

Okay, okay.

I'll touch my mom.

Yeah, don't think of it as touching your
mom, Max. Think of it as touching a

beautiful woman that you live with.
Someone that's beautiful to you.

Wow.

There's no one that appreciates you,
Max.

You're not seeing the opportunity here,
you see?

Opportunity? Yes, the opportunity to
build and develop a meaningful

relationship.

It definitely still feels a little
awkward.

I mean, wow.

Keep going, Max.

Don't be shy.

Those are really pretty holes.

Don't be shy, Max. Go ahead.

Get in there.

What do you mean, get in there? Get in
there.

What does that mean?

What do you mean?

You got a finger.

Go for it.

Okay.

Well, don't just put it in dry.

Sorry,

I mean, my dad isn't around to show me.
We're not savages here.

You sure about this, doctor?

I promise you, if this doesn't work,
this session is free. I won't even

charge you guys. Have a seat.

Oh, wow. It's really tight. It's kind of
hard to get in here.

Well, Aaron, I think he needs my help
just a little bit. I'm just going to

give a little spread just so we can...
Just a little team effort here.

I want to see what's going on, too. I
want to make sure I get a...

I mean, that's a good start.

Yeah? Max? You think so?

Max, she... Have you been listening to
what your mother said?

Yeah. She likes it when she loves her
ass.

Ah, yeah.

Sorry, it's just crazy.

I know, I know. It's my mom's asshole.

It's beautiful, isn't it? It is really
nice. It's really nice and pink and

tight. Go ahead.

Wow.

Get your finger wet and go ahead and
give it a look.

There you go.

Turn in. There you go.

Aaron, okay, be brave up there. There
you go.

I'm deep in my mom's ass right now. You
can't get any deeper than that, can you,

Max? No.

Three knuckles.

Yeah, not with a finger anyways.

Yeah.

This is crazy.

I don't think I've ever fingered anyone
that full, much less my mother's. She

seems to be enjoying it, huh, Max?

Do you like it, Mom?

It does feel good.

Yeah, Max.

I guess you're right.

Yeah, see?

Trust me, Max.

There you go. Yeah,

yeah. Now we're doing great. You know
what we're going to do next, Max?

Okay. What are you doing?

Whoa. What?

What? I mean, this is my mother.

What are you doing?

Like I said, this is a team effort.
What's this for?

Well, here, listen.

You trust me so far, right?

We've made strides, have we not?

Guys, have we done it? Yeah.

I'm going to ask you to just trust me
just a little bit longer.

I mean, we've gone this far.

I mean, look at Max.

Do you think it would make this much
gains today? Do you think you'd be

fingering your mother's asshole?

No. I would have never thought I would
finger my mom's asshole. Exactly.

So I think we can all agree that my
methods are starting to work, right?

You're happy?

Feels good?

Yeah. Max, you seem to be more than
happy.

I mean, yeah, kind of nice.

That'd be nice.

Great. So that created my next part of
the session.

Aaron, did you go all the way? I think
so.

Aaron, I think you were ready. I think
you were ready to take it all the way.

Now, Max, I want you to just enjoy
yourself back here. I'm just going to

try to... Oh, dear. I don't know.

That's my mom. I don't want her to fuck
another cock. That's crazy. I mean, Max,

it would...

It seems to me that you have your hands
full at the moment, don't you? There you

go, Max.

Go right ahead.

Oh, that's beautiful hair.

Look at that, Max.

All right, thanks a lot.

All right.

Go ahead. Go for it. What?

Go ahead.

Stick your tongue in her ass. Stick my
tongue in my mouth? Go for it, Max.

Yeah, she's...

Okay, whatever. You're the doctor, I
guess, right? You went to college for

this? Yes, I did, actually.

Alright. I'm very successful in my
therapy so far.

Oh

my

god.

Your asshole tastes really nice.

You sure you've never done this before?

I mean, just watch videos. I haven't
really done this.

You're pretty good at it.

I mean, your ass just kind of tastes
good. I like getting in here.

Look at you two.

You're not even feeling awkward anymore.

Totally embrace this therapy.

I mean, you said this is private, right?
No one's going to see this?

Oh, no. No.

Okay.

This is just my own personal realm.

There.

Oh, wow, it's opening up my thumb.

Oh, that's good. That's good, Max.

I mean, she's dying. You know what that
means?

No, what does that mean?

It means she's almost ready.

Ready for what?

For you to penetrate her.

Excuse me?

I thought this was as perilous as we
were going to go.

Max, look at that.

Oh my god, it's Gates.

We were just screaming at each other,
isn't it?

Fill me, Max.

Fill me.

Fill me. See?

I mean, I've never gone this far with
any woman, especially my mom. Like, this

is fucking crazy.

I'm really unsure about taking that next
step.

I'm sure you are. I mean, it's a big
step for both of you to take, but... I

mean, I like licking it.

Well, I mean, you can do that too,
but... I think it's important that you

get it ready and prepped for full
penetration.

I don't think you can really get the
benefit of this therapy today.

Both of us penetrate the mother angel.

Both of you?

We're all in this together.

Erin, come here, look at me. We're all
in this together, are we not? We keep

having this conversation.

I'm part of this tribe now.

Three of us are going to do this
together, okay?

Trust me.

It's very surprising to hear that. Yes,
of course it's surprising.

That's why other therapists haven't
worked for you guys so far.

Because they keep doing the same old
tired therapy.

This is different. Look, Max can keep
his hands to himself.

Look at that.

He can't even stop.

That's a great outline.

You can do this, okay?

You trust me?

Yes, doctor. I trust you. Okay, great.
That's what I wanted to hear. Okay,

you'll have to do that.

Max, you get ready.

Get yourself prepared.

Are you sure?

Yeah, Max, go ahead.

I'm going to be the man of the house,
don't you?

Fuck.

I got big shoes to build there, Max.

Go ahead.

Okay.

Okay, I can do it. You can. Yeah, so
that's the spirit.

That's the spirit, Max. You can do it.

Come on.

Aaron, I want you to look back at Max
and I want you to tell him exactly what

you want.

Would you please put your cock in my
ass?

There you go. It wasn't so bad, was it?

Okay. It's so awkward to say.

It won't be by the end of the session.

Just put your cock in your mom's ass.
Yeah, your ass.

Wow,

it's like staring right at me.

Don't worry, it won't bite you.

It looks hungry.

Oh, my God.

Okay.

Yes.

Okay. We can do it back there. I believe
in you.

Oh, wow.

Oh, my God. Oh, fuck.

That's it.

That's it.

I haven't been in his ass before.

This is crazy.

Oh, wow,

feels so good.

She seems to really be enjoying it.

I can't tell which one is better.

Go back and forth, Max. Yeah.

Yeah.

Oh, it's your eyes again. Holy shit.

Oh, my God. Your eyes feel so tight.

this matter because I plan on going in
next. So what do you suggest?

Oh my God, you've got to try her out.

Yeah?

You've got to try her out.

All right.

All right, so now I'm going to have you
stand up real quick.

You're really sure about this? Oh, I
would stake my reputation on it.

I wouldn't have it any other way.

You sit right on it.

I feel so unsure doing this.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Oh, that's crazy.

So practical.

That looks wonderful.

I'd love to see a mother-son dog do
this.

um um

um

Everything's looking wonderful.

It feels so good.

I'm going to take over for a minute
here. You're going to get right on your

side.

There we go.

All right.

I want you to go put it back in his
mouth.

Okay. I want him to taste it.

It's important.

There you go.

I feel pretty good, man.

I think this is helping.

Oh, you think so?

Oh, yeah. I'm glad to hear that.

So I have one last suggestion for you.

What else can we possibly do?

I'm glad you asked, Max.

Come over here where I'm at, to your
positions.

Okay, Doctor.

Now,

Max, this is going to be really
important. I need you to pay attention.

Okay.

I need you to climax.

In your mother's ass.

Oh, I'm sorry. What?

You're going to have to cum in your
mother's ass, okay?

And believe me, she wants it. She
just... Dude, this is crazy, man.

You know what? It's worked so far,
right, Max?

Yeah. Yeah? I guess.

All right. There you go.

Should I cum inside you?

Yes. Please cum inside my ass. See? See?

She knows it'll bring you closer
together.

Isn't that right?

Mm-hmm. There you go, Aaron.

There you go.

Oh, my God.

God, I filled up your ass.

Oh, yeah?

Yeah. Let's take a look.

This is my expert opinion.

Oh, that's pretty good.

Good job.

What do you think?

You really came deep in there, didn't
you?

It's kind of hard not to.

Yeah?

Holy shit.

Oh, you're leaking.

Oh, good job. There it goes, Max.

There you go. She just had to push it a
little harder.

That is great.

Look at that.

Good job.

I think we can get through anything now.

Anything, Max?

Probably. That's just the craziest thing
I've ever done.

I'm glad to hear that. You feel like the
man of the house now. You feel like

you're there.

I guess you're right, actually. That's
crazy.

That's great.

Darren, how do you feel?

It was surprisingly therapeutic.

It was, right?

I'm glad you guys are three. I'm glad
it's all worked out so far. You know

what else is going to be very
therapeutic?

Aaron, I'm going to ask you to get down
right here on your knees for a second.

There we go.

Just like that.

Now, Max.

Part of being a man in the house is
making

sure you always satisfy your mother,
okay?

Right. So I think what you're going to
have to do is maybe try to do these

exercises at home on a weekly basis,
okay?

Okay, sure. I hope that sounds pretty
good.

Yes. All right, very good.

Oh, my God, I've never seen you like
this.

That's crazy.

You're a whole new woman, huh, Max?

Oh, my God, yeah. You look great.

Thank you. I really do feel like a woman
again.

I feel so good.

Yeah, I think I could be the man of the
house at this point.

That's fantastic.

I'm glad to hear it. I'll tell you what,
guys.

Why don't we get cleaned up and, uh...
Make sure you see the receptionist on

the way up, and we'll see you next week,
okay? Okay, awesome. Thanks. Excellent.

Thank you, guys.

Wow.

That's a pro.

I told you.