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This programme contains strong
language and some scenes of violence
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This programme contains strong
language and some scenes of violence
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This programme contains strong
language and some scenes of violence
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This programme contains strong
language and some scenes of violence
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Almost got me.
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Argh!
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{\an8}RADIO:Good morning.
It's just gone 8:00.
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{\an8}RADIO:Good morning.
It's just gone 8:00.
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Oh, hello.
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They didn't say
that you were, er...
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Oh, yeah, it's all right...
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{\an8}..not on my forms.
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{\an8}Catholic?
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{\an8}Yeah.
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{\an8}Got to say, haven't been
to confession
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{\an8}in close to ten years now.
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{\an8}Sadly, you're eternally damned.
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{\an8}Unless you fix my car... That is.
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Anna.
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Sister Anna, we've a visitor
needs feeding.
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Sister Anna, we've a visitor
needs feeding.
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I'd like to bring a few girls
from my choir for a visit.
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I'd like to bring a few girls
from my choir for a visit.
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How old are they?
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14 to 17...
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..mostly still in education.
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Devoted?
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Some are finding their path.
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Any dependents?
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I'm sorry?
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Sister, good.
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Father Hicks has travelled
a long way.
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Uh, only an hour and a half.
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I was late because my car
decided to explode
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I was late because my car
decided to explode
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when I was halfway here.
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Oh, how dramatic.
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Yeah, I had to burst something.
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Yeah, I had to burst something.
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Which means a longer bus ride home.
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You need to eat.
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No, it's not a problem, I can just
get a snack
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from the shop on the way.
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Sister Anna can do better than
a Scotch egg from a newsagent.
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Sister Anna can do better than
a Scotch egg from a newsagent.
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She sets the bar so high.
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Since she took over the kitchen,
all of us have put on weight.
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Since she took over the kitchen,
all of us have put on weight.
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Something simple?
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Uh, yeah, yeah, thank you,
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But don't put yourself out.
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Scrambled eggs, some bread?
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Scrambled eggs, some bread?
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If you're sure? Thank you.
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That's two thank yous, which
is one too many.
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That's two thank yous, which
is one too many.
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Good. Yes, no dependents.
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Good. Yes, no dependents.
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If the girls have children...
Even for a visit?
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If the girls have children...
Even for a visit?
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The visit is to see whether they
might fit, no?
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The visit is to see whether they
might fit, no?
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We are not here to be watched.
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We are here to be joined.
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No-one with children.
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Or romantic entanglements.
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Do you want me to give them a quiz?
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Is that too hard a question
to answer?
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Is that too hard a question
to answer?
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Um...
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Then let us agree a date.
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I'll fetch our diary.
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You're new to the kitchen?
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You're new to the kitchen?
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Uh, no, it's been 11 years...
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Uh, no, it's been 11 years...
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Oh. I think?
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Time passes slowly here.
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Been outside?
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Ah, yes, yes.
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Bulbing for the new season.
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What are you growing?
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Children...
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Tiny, tiny little children
in the middle
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Tiny, tiny little children
in the middle
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of the flowers
which we pluck in May.
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of the flowers
which we pluck in May.
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We dry them through the summer,
and then we eat them in September.
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We dry them through the summer,
and then we eat them in September.
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Uh, kale, lettuce, spinach,
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Uh, kale, lettuce, spinach,
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garlic... My cabbages are legendary.
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garlic... My cabbages are legendary.
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I don't like cabbage.
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Well, then I judge you for that.
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Well, then I judge you for that.
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11 years?
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It's a good long while.
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It's been over 20
since I took my vows.
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It's been over 20
since I took my vows.
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It's been over 20
since I took my vows.
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And you?
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Where are you?
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Uh, Bristol, Easton.
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What do you grow in Easton?
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Um, currently expending a lot
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Um, currently expending a lot
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of energy trying to get needle
exchange opened.
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of energy trying to get needle
exchange opened.
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Oh, uh, a basketball hoop
in the local park.
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Oh, uh, a basketball hoop
in the local park.
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They sound like good things
to be doing.
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They sound like good things
to be doing.
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Frustrating.
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Frustrating.
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And I'm trying to convince people
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to run a harvest festival
out of the church.
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to run a harvest festival
out of the church.
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I can't know whether the girls
are in relationships.
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I can't know whether the girls
are in relationships.
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It would be inappropriate to ask.
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And I can't be involved
in any duplicity
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And I can't be involved
in any duplicity
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against the abbess.
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You'll find a way.
I fail to see how.
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You'll find a way.
I fail to see how.
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You should have talked to her
about this.
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I'm sorry if I'm being...
It's the rules she set.
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I'm sorry if I'm being...
It's the rules she set.
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It's my job to protect all of them.
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It's my job to protect all of them.
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It'll mean we can't come.
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Well, then don't come.
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Ow!
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Ow!Cold water.
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You weren't caught too badly.
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Sorry.
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No, no, I, uh...
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I should say thank you.
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I'm sorry if I, um...
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I'm sorry if I, um...
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..if that was the wrong thing to do.
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Sorry.
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No...
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..thank you.
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And that's, uh...
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That's two thank yous,
which is one too many.
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Uh, no, let me do that.
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No, no, no.
You should sit down...
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No, no, no.
You should sit down...
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No, no, please.
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Just tell me where...
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This looks beautiful.
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Just some eggs.
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Just some eggs.
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Uh, bless us, O Lord...
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Uh, bless us, O Lord...
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And these your gifts... For these
your gifts,
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And these your gifts... For these
your gifts,
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which we are about to receive
from your bounty.
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which we are about to receive
from your bounty.
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And from the gracious work
of your servant, Sister Anna.
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And from the gracious work
of your servant, Sister Anna.
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And from the gracious work
of your servant, Sister Anna.
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Through Christ our Lord,
Amen. Amen.
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Through Christ our Lord,
Amen. Amen.
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I don't like the word servant.
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I don't like it either.
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FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING
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FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING
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There's been an accident.
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Morning, sister.
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May the Lord bless this day.
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Yes.
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And if he could arrange
for it not to rain
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And if he could arrange
for it not to rain
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so the polytunnel
doesn't get swamped again,
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I'd really appreciate it.
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PHONE RINGS
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Molly, tell mum Uncle
David's in the bathroom.
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Molly, tell mum Uncle
David's in the bathroom.
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Am I not allowed?
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Mum put in a rota.
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I didn't see a rota.
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Jesus. Died for your sins.
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VOICES CHATTERING
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VOICES CHATTERING
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It's not hard to just switch it off.
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It's not hard to just switch it off.
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I can't even hear
what she's saying.
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I can't even hear
what she's saying.
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No.I asked you.
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It's not hard to just switch
it off.
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Hi.These are lovely.
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You are lovely, Graham.
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These are vegetables.
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Morning. Morning.
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They've put up the price
of dahlias again!
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They've put up the price
of dahlias again!
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Bastards think we're a soft touch.
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Bastards think we're a soft touch.
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Nice try.
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Oh, you know, I don't like hosts.
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Oh, you know, I don't like hosts.
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Father Christie agreed with me...
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Father Christie agreed with me...
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..there's considerably more oral
thrush around
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..there's considerably more oral
thrush around
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than there used to be.
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Do you think it's OK
for the Abbess for the trip
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Do you think it's OK
for the Abbess for the trip
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Do you think it's OK
for the Abbess for the trip
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to ask that I only bring girls
who aren't in relationships?
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to ask that I only bring girls
who aren't in relationships?
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Yes.
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You do?
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Felt small minded to me.
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I am small minded both by profession
and inclination.
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I am small minded both by profession
and inclination.
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How's your mother?
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Smiling on. Ah.
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Smiling on. Ah.
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Tina's back.
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Is she?
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She's with her dad.
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In the name of the father and
of the son
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In the name of the father and
of the son
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and of the Holy Spirit.
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and of the Holy Spirit.
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ALL: Amen.
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The Lord be with you.
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The Lord be with you.
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ALL: And with your spirit.
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Lord, we have sinned against you.
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Lord, we have sinned against you.
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Lord have mercy.
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ALL: Lord have mercy.
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Show us your mercy and your love.
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Show us your mercy and your love.
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ALL: And grant us your salvation.
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ALL: And grant us your salvation.
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May Almighty God have mercy on us.
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May Almighty God have mercy on us.
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Forgive us our sins,
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and bring us into everlasting life.
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and bring us into everlasting life.
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ALL: Amen.
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Amen. Amen.
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Shall we start with a hymn?
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Bless me, Father,
because I have sinned.
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It's been 24 hours
since my last confession.
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It's been 24 hours
since my last confession.
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I remember.
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During which I have
committed three acts
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During which I have
committed three acts
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of blasphemy and two
of self-abasement.
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of blasphemy and two
of self-abasement.
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I mean masturbation, Father.
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Of course you do.
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Of course you do.
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I don't mean to hurt...
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I don't mean to hurt...
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..people...
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00:11:50,600 --> 00:11:52,440
..but I do.
265
00:11:52,480 --> 00:11:54,320
I think you've been
very hard on yourself.
266
00:11:56,600 --> 00:11:58,480
I am vile.
267
00:11:58,520 --> 00:11:59,760
You're not.
268
00:12:02,240 --> 00:12:04,040
You're not.
269
00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:06,000
KNOCKING
270
00:12:21,240 --> 00:12:23,000
Are you going to invite me in,
or are you going to
271
00:12:23,040 --> 00:12:24,360
leave a lady on the doorstep?
272
00:12:24,400 --> 00:12:26,120
Oh, you're a daft one.
273
00:12:27,560 --> 00:12:29,560
Do you wish to say anything?
274
00:12:29,600 --> 00:12:31,160
Do you wish to say anything?
275
00:12:31,200 --> 00:12:32,520
No.
276
00:12:33,880 --> 00:12:35,160
Do you need absolution?
277
00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:38,400
Yes.
278
00:12:44,040 --> 00:12:45,400
CAR HORN TOOTS
279
00:12:45,440 --> 00:12:47,040
How was it?
280
00:12:47,080 --> 00:12:49,080
Well, half the kids look
as if they've got malnutrition
281
00:12:49,120 --> 00:12:50,680
Well, half the kids look
as if they've got malnutrition
282
00:12:50,720 --> 00:12:52,720
and half the adults jaundice,
The rest just seem depressed.
283
00:12:52,760 --> 00:12:54,120
and half the adults jaundice,
The rest just seem depressed.
284
00:12:54,160 --> 00:12:56,160
We'll pray for them and help
as best we can.
285
00:12:56,200 --> 00:12:58,200
We'll pray for them and help
as best we can.
286
00:12:58,240 --> 00:12:58,480
We'll pray for them and help
as best we can.
287
00:12:58,520 --> 00:13:00,080
Has the school group arrived?
288
00:13:00,120 --> 00:13:02,120
Yeah. Important, I'm told by the
prioress for them to see us.
289
00:13:02,160 --> 00:13:04,160
Yeah. Important, I'm told by the
prioress for them to see us.
290
00:13:04,200 --> 00:13:04,440
Yeah. Important, I'm told by the
prioress for them to see us.
291
00:13:04,480 --> 00:13:06,200
For the recruitment push.
292
00:13:06,240 --> 00:13:08,240
Does make one feel one is in
a zoo, rather.
293
00:13:08,280 --> 00:13:09,800
Does make one feel one is in
a zoo, rather.
294
00:13:09,840 --> 00:13:11,520
Time for a whisky?
295
00:13:11,560 --> 00:13:13,560
I got sent a rather fine malt
by the bishop.
296
00:13:13,600 --> 00:13:14,120
I got sent a rather fine malt
by the bishop.
297
00:13:14,160 --> 00:13:16,160
Might chase away some of
the feelings of the day.
298
00:13:16,200 --> 00:13:16,440
Might chase away some of
the feelings of the day.
299
00:13:16,480 --> 00:13:17,840
He shouldn't encourage you.
300
00:13:17,880 --> 00:13:19,880
It's because he wants you
to make him some whisky marmalade.
301
00:13:19,920 --> 00:13:21,520
It's because he wants you
to make him some whisky marmalade.
302
00:13:21,560 --> 00:13:22,800
Well, I can try.
303
00:13:22,840 --> 00:13:24,840
I told him you're not a takeaway,
he'll take what he's given.
304
00:13:24,880 --> 00:13:25,560
I told him you're not a takeaway,
he'll take what he's given.
305
00:13:25,600 --> 00:13:27,600
Bless me, father, for I have sinned.
306
00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:28,040
Bless me, father, for I have sinned.
307
00:13:28,080 --> 00:13:30,080
It's been three weeks
since my last confession.
308
00:13:30,120 --> 00:13:31,320
It's been three weeks
since my last confession.
309
00:13:31,360 --> 00:13:32,760
How have you been?
310
00:13:34,680 --> 00:13:36,120
I'm OK.
311
00:13:40,040 --> 00:13:41,840
You know, I'm supposed to pretend
I never know
312
00:13:41,880 --> 00:13:43,120
who's on the other side of this?
313
00:13:46,320 --> 00:13:48,320
I took a trip to the convent,
The Womack.
314
00:13:48,360 --> 00:13:49,760
I took a trip to the convent,
The Womack.
315
00:13:49,800 --> 00:13:51,800
Going to take some members of
the girls choir.
316
00:13:51,840 --> 00:13:52,080
Going to take some members of
the girls choir.
317
00:13:52,120 --> 00:13:54,080
And I'd like to ask your mum
318
00:13:54,120 --> 00:13:56,120
if you'd like to join it, the trip?
319
00:13:56,160 --> 00:13:56,880
if you'd like to join it, the trip?
320
00:13:56,920 --> 00:13:58,840
Thanks.
321
00:13:58,880 --> 00:14:00,080
It that what you want?
322
00:14:01,280 --> 00:14:02,600
With...
323
00:14:02,640 --> 00:14:04,440
..yeah,
324
00:14:04,480 --> 00:14:05,800
Yeah. Hmm.
325
00:14:07,320 --> 00:14:09,320
Then, uh, maybe I'll come
around the house,
326
00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:11,280
Then, uh, maybe I'll come
around the house,
327
00:14:11,320 --> 00:14:12,400
talk to her?.
328
00:14:17,040 --> 00:14:19,040
He's out most evenings...
329
00:14:19,080 --> 00:14:19,520
He's out most evenings...
330
00:14:19,560 --> 00:14:21,000
..at the restaurant.
331
00:14:24,960 --> 00:14:26,680
DOGS BARKING
332
00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:30,360
DOORBELL RINGS
333
00:14:33,120 --> 00:14:35,120
Hi, Bianca, it's Father Hicks.
334
00:14:35,160 --> 00:14:35,400
Hi, Bianca, it's Father Hicks.
335
00:14:35,440 --> 00:14:37,440
Um, I'd hope to talk to you
about Tina.
336
00:14:37,480 --> 00:14:37,760
Um, I'd hope to talk to you
about Tina.
337
00:14:37,800 --> 00:14:39,800
She said tonight might be
a goodnight to come over.
338
00:14:39,840 --> 00:14:40,160
She said tonight might be
a goodnight to come over.
339
00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:44,960
TV: Ladies and gentlemen,
welcome to...
340
00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:45,200
TV: Ladies and gentlemen,
welcome to...
341
00:14:47,600 --> 00:14:49,120
Thank you.
342
00:14:57,040 --> 00:14:59,040
TV: So, audience, are you ready?
343
00:14:59,080 --> 00:14:59,400
TV: So, audience, are you ready?
344
00:14:59,440 --> 00:15:00,440
Tina?
345
00:15:00,480 --> 00:15:01,600
Tina?
346
00:15:02,800 --> 00:15:04,320
Well, go on, what you got?
347
00:15:04,360 --> 00:15:06,080
Do you need help?
348
00:15:06,120 --> 00:15:07,360
There are things I can do to...
349
00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:09,240
You can leave if you're going
to be trying that.
350
00:15:09,280 --> 00:15:10,280
Tina?
351
00:15:10,320 --> 00:15:11,280
Coming!
352
00:15:12,560 --> 00:15:13,920
Um...
353
00:15:15,360 --> 00:15:17,360
How would you feel about Tina making
the decision
354
00:15:17,400 --> 00:15:18,120
How would you feel about Tina making
the decision
355
00:15:18,160 --> 00:15:19,840
to lead a consecrated life?
356
00:15:19,880 --> 00:15:21,880
I think she's a kid who doesn't
know which way is up.
357
00:15:21,920 --> 00:15:22,120
I think she's a kid who doesn't
know which way is up.
358
00:15:28,080 --> 00:15:30,080
Did you grow up Catholic, Bianca?
359
00:15:30,120 --> 00:15:30,520
Did you grow up Catholic, Bianca?
360
00:15:31,640 --> 00:15:33,640
Why is he asking all
the questions to me?
361
00:15:33,680 --> 00:15:33,920
Why is he asking all
the questions to me?
362
00:15:33,960 --> 00:15:35,280
You're the adult.
363
00:15:35,320 --> 00:15:37,320
He wants to check you're OK.
364
00:15:37,360 --> 00:15:37,920
He wants to check you're OK.
365
00:15:37,960 --> 00:15:39,960
It's her who wants to hide in
a convent for her life.
366
00:15:40,000 --> 00:15:41,040
It's her who wants to hide in
a convent for her life.
367
00:15:41,080 --> 00:15:42,760
Uh, I don't think it's hiding.
368
00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:46,000
But I do understand why,
commitment...
369
00:15:46,040 --> 00:15:47,360
But I do understand why,
commitment...
370
00:15:47,400 --> 00:15:49,400
..faith feels a strange thing
in this world.
371
00:15:49,440 --> 00:15:50,640
..faith feels a strange thing
in this world.
372
00:15:50,680 --> 00:15:52,400
The amount of people
that ask me things like,
373
00:15:52,440 --> 00:15:54,360
"Do you have to wear it
all the time?"
374
00:15:54,400 --> 00:15:56,400
"Do you never have sex?"
375
00:15:56,440 --> 00:15:56,640
"Do you never have sex?"
376
00:15:56,680 --> 00:15:58,280
He's trying to shock us now.
377
00:15:58,320 --> 00:16:00,320
Priest talking about sex!
378
00:16:00,360 --> 00:16:00,640
Priest talking about sex!
379
00:16:00,680 --> 00:16:02,680
And I do think celibacy is
an important part of Tina's
380
00:16:02,720 --> 00:16:03,520
And I do think celibacy is
an important part of Tina's
381
00:16:03,560 --> 00:16:05,560
commitment, but it's not the most
important part.
382
00:16:05,600 --> 00:16:06,360
commitment, but it's not the most
important part.
383
00:16:06,400 --> 00:16:08,400
Marx is always quoted as saying,
384
00:16:08,440 --> 00:16:08,680
Marx is always quoted as saying,
385
00:16:08,720 --> 00:16:10,720
"Religion is the opium
of the masses."
386
00:16:10,760 --> 00:16:11,040
"Religion is the opium
of the masses."
387
00:16:11,080 --> 00:16:13,080
What he actually said was, "Religion
is the sigh
388
00:16:13,120 --> 00:16:14,240
What he actually said was, "Religion
is the sigh
389
00:16:14,280 --> 00:16:16,280
"of the oppressed creature,
390
00:16:16,320 --> 00:16:18,320
"the heart of a heartless world,
and the soul
391
00:16:18,360 --> 00:16:18,600
"the heart of a heartless world,
and the soul
392
00:16:18,640 --> 00:16:19,800
"of soulless conditions."
393
00:16:20,960 --> 00:16:22,320
"It is the opium of the people."
394
00:16:23,840 --> 00:16:25,840
I don't go to church, can't stand
the dither of it all.
395
00:16:25,880 --> 00:16:26,440
I don't go to church, can't stand
the dither of it all.
396
00:16:26,480 --> 00:16:28,480
Dither?
397
00:16:28,520 --> 00:16:28,760
Dither?
398
00:16:28,800 --> 00:16:30,800
Well, it seems to me the Bible
says do good, then we'll do it.
399
00:16:30,840 --> 00:16:31,360
Well, it seems to me the Bible
says do good, then we'll do it.
400
00:16:31,400 --> 00:16:33,400
Stop dithering about with incense
and myrrh.
401
00:16:33,440 --> 00:16:34,720
Stop dithering about with incense
and myrrh.
402
00:16:34,760 --> 00:16:35,920
Mum!
403
00:16:35,960 --> 00:16:37,960
I think you're right about
the dither.
404
00:16:38,000 --> 00:16:38,560
I think you're right about
the dither.
405
00:16:38,600 --> 00:16:40,600
But I think what Marx was saying
is that the church,
406
00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:41,720
But I think what Marx was saying
is that the church,
407
00:16:41,760 --> 00:16:43,760
by venerating virtue,
does something quite important.
408
00:16:43,800 --> 00:16:44,800
by venerating virtue,
does something quite important.
409
00:16:44,840 --> 00:16:46,840
And I think right now...
410
00:16:46,880 --> 00:16:47,040
And I think right now...
411
00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:49,440
..society needs that virtue.
412
00:16:50,680 --> 00:16:52,680
Look, she said she wanted it,
she goes.
413
00:16:52,720 --> 00:16:52,920
Look, she said she wanted it,
she goes.
414
00:16:54,080 --> 00:16:55,320
Good.
415
00:16:56,400 --> 00:16:58,400
Then I'd like to take you, Tina,
416
00:16:58,440 --> 00:16:58,840
Then I'd like to take you, Tina,
417
00:16:58,880 --> 00:17:00,880
with a few other girls
to visit Womack.
418
00:17:00,920 --> 00:17:01,920
with a few other girls
to visit Womack.
419
00:17:01,960 --> 00:17:03,720
I think that by visiting there,
420
00:17:03,760 --> 00:17:05,760
she'll get much better sense
of whether that's what she needs.
421
00:17:05,800 --> 00:17:06,000
she'll get much better sense
of whether that's what she needs.
422
00:17:09,280 --> 00:17:10,600
Thank you.
423
00:17:12,600 --> 00:17:14,320
Um...
424
00:17:14,360 --> 00:17:15,920
..should I talk to Phil?
No!
425
00:17:17,800 --> 00:17:19,800
Well, if that's everything,
Father Hicks?
426
00:17:19,840 --> 00:17:20,920
Well, if that's everything,
Father Hicks?
427
00:17:20,960 --> 00:17:22,520
DOOR CLOSES
428
00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:32,200
SOBBING AND WAILING
429
00:17:32,240 --> 00:17:32,560
SOBBING AND WAILING
430
00:17:37,320 --> 00:17:39,320
Sister, it's your postulant,
she was found with a phone.
431
00:17:39,360 --> 00:17:40,800
Sister, it's your postulant,
she was found with a phone.
432
00:17:40,840 --> 00:17:42,760
A phone?
She's been keeping it hidden.
433
00:17:45,120 --> 00:17:47,120
SOBBING
434
00:17:47,160 --> 00:17:47,320
SOBBING
435
00:18:02,240 --> 00:18:04,240
It's not easy...
436
00:18:04,280 --> 00:18:04,520
It's not easy...
437
00:18:04,560 --> 00:18:06,560
..when we lose track of ourselves
to find our way back.
438
00:18:06,600 --> 00:18:07,040
..when we lose track of ourselves
to find our way back.
439
00:18:10,360 --> 00:18:12,000
Can I ask...
440
00:18:12,040 --> 00:18:14,040
..why did you feel you
needed your phone?
441
00:18:14,080 --> 00:18:14,720
..why did you feel you
needed your phone?
442
00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:16,760
Well, I don't know.
443
00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:17,000
Well, I don't know.
444
00:18:19,280 --> 00:18:20,720
My parents were horrified...
445
00:18:21,880 --> 00:18:23,880
..when I said I wanted to be a nun.
446
00:18:23,920 --> 00:18:24,080
..when I said I wanted to be a nun.
447
00:18:25,160 --> 00:18:27,160
My mum said I was
throwing myself away.
448
00:18:27,200 --> 00:18:29,200
My mum said I was
throwing myself away.
449
00:18:29,240 --> 00:18:30,160
My mum said I was
throwing myself away.
450
00:18:30,200 --> 00:18:32,200
She thought it was over
some boy.
451
00:18:32,240 --> 00:18:32,480
She thought it was over
some boy.
452
00:18:32,520 --> 00:18:34,240
Was... Was there a boy?
453
00:18:35,440 --> 00:18:36,440
No.
454
00:18:39,440 --> 00:18:40,520
You?
455
00:18:41,720 --> 00:18:42,680
Not a boy.
456
00:18:46,800 --> 00:18:48,480
My friend, Susie.
457
00:18:54,320 --> 00:18:55,880
Is that OK?
458
00:18:55,920 --> 00:18:57,920
With me?
459
00:18:57,960 --> 00:18:59,960
Yes.
460
00:19:00,000 --> 00:19:00,200
Yes.
461
00:19:00,240 --> 00:19:02,160
With God?
462
00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:03,720
I would hope so.
463
00:19:05,680 --> 00:19:06,880
With you?
464
00:19:12,760 --> 00:19:14,480
Do you want to stay?
465
00:19:17,000 --> 00:19:18,720
Do you...
466
00:19:18,760 --> 00:19:20,160
..want me to stay?
467
00:19:23,080 --> 00:19:24,800
Oh, Bimpe...
468
00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:27,600
..if there is one choice...
469
00:19:28,680 --> 00:19:30,680
..that has to be yours, it is this.
470
00:19:30,720 --> 00:19:31,800
..that has to be yours, it is this.
471
00:19:34,280 --> 00:19:35,920
Do you ever doubt it?
472
00:19:37,120 --> 00:19:38,680
Your... Your choice?
473
00:19:40,120 --> 00:19:42,120
Faith is dependent on doubt.
474
00:19:42,160 --> 00:19:43,400
Faith is dependent on doubt.
475
00:19:44,880 --> 00:19:46,880
Without doubt, there is no faith.
476
00:19:46,920 --> 00:19:48,040
Without doubt, there is no faith.
477
00:20:26,400 --> 00:20:27,840
GASPS
478
00:20:51,120 --> 00:20:52,400
KNOCKING
479
00:20:55,200 --> 00:20:57,200
She seems much better
this morning.
480
00:20:57,240 --> 00:20:58,320
She seems much better
this morning.
481
00:20:58,360 --> 00:20:59,480
Good.
482
00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:02,880
So I've prayed upon it
483
00:21:02,920 --> 00:21:04,920
and decided I have no choice
but to ask her to leave.
484
00:21:04,960 --> 00:21:05,800
and decided I have no choice
but to ask her to leave.
485
00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:08,520
No, You can't.
486
00:21:08,560 --> 00:21:10,560
When someone is a postulant...
487
00:21:10,600 --> 00:21:10,800
When someone is a postulant...
488
00:21:10,840 --> 00:21:12,840
She's been with us for over a year.
489
00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:13,480
She's been with us for over a year.
490
00:21:14,960 --> 00:21:16,560
When someone is a postulant,
491
00:21:16,600 --> 00:21:18,600
they are here to be judged by us
and by themselves
492
00:21:18,640 --> 00:21:19,120
they are here to be judged by us
and by themselves
493
00:21:19,160 --> 00:21:21,160
as to whether they can find
the patience and love to belong.
494
00:21:21,200 --> 00:21:22,200
as to whether they can find
the patience and love to belong.
495
00:21:22,240 --> 00:21:23,760
It's one mistake.
496
00:21:23,800 --> 00:21:25,480
A crucial one.
497
00:21:25,520 --> 00:21:27,520
I devote myself to God in every way.
498
00:21:27,560 --> 00:21:28,400
I devote myself to God in every way.
499
00:21:28,440 --> 00:21:30,440
I isolate myself and give
myself to prayer.
500
00:21:30,480 --> 00:21:31,040
I isolate myself and give
myself to prayer.
501
00:21:31,080 --> 00:21:32,720
But I do want to keep checking
social media
502
00:21:32,760 --> 00:21:34,280
for what my friends are up to.
503
00:21:34,320 --> 00:21:35,480
May I speak?
504
00:21:37,160 --> 00:21:39,160
I have been guiding her and I don't
think you understand.
505
00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:40,320
I have been guiding her and I don't
think you understand.
506
00:21:40,360 --> 00:21:42,360
She is a genuine, kind, good...
507
00:21:42,400 --> 00:21:42,960
She is a genuine, kind, good...
508
00:21:43,000 --> 00:21:45,000
My role in this convent is to make
the decisions others won't.
509
00:21:45,040 --> 00:21:47,040
My role in this convent is to make
the decisions others won't.
510
00:21:47,080 --> 00:21:47,320
My role in this convent is to make
the decisions others won't.
511
00:21:47,360 --> 00:21:48,360
It's to lead.
512
00:21:48,400 --> 00:21:50,400
Your role is not to abandon
the poor girl.
513
00:21:50,440 --> 00:21:50,720
Your role is not to abandon
the poor girl.
514
00:21:50,760 --> 00:21:52,760
Francesca, please...No, no,
you do not use that name...
515
00:21:52,800 --> 00:21:53,560
Francesca, please...No, no,
you do not use that name...
516
00:21:53,600 --> 00:21:55,600
..my name in anger!
517
00:21:55,640 --> 00:21:57,040
It is not a weapon.
518
00:21:59,400 --> 00:22:00,840
Look...
519
00:22:00,880 --> 00:22:02,760
..I apologise, Abbess.
520
00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:11,240
Our commitment cannot
be predicated on a lie.
521
00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:12,040
Our commitment cannot
be predicated on a lie.
522
00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:14,080
She vowed to put away everything
from her other life.
523
00:22:14,120 --> 00:22:14,680
She vowed to put away everything
from her other life.
524
00:22:14,720 --> 00:22:16,720
She couldn't, she lied...
525
00:22:16,760 --> 00:22:17,080
She couldn't, she lied...
526
00:22:17,120 --> 00:22:19,120
to her sisters and to God.
527
00:22:19,160 --> 00:22:19,600
to her sisters and to God.
528
00:22:19,640 --> 00:22:21,640
She made a vow and she broke it.
529
00:22:21,680 --> 00:22:22,120
She made a vow and she broke it.
530
00:22:22,160 --> 00:22:23,600
She was weak, yes.
531
00:22:24,720 --> 00:22:26,320
But these young people,
532
00:22:26,360 --> 00:22:28,360
they are growing up in an
unforgiving world.
533
00:22:28,400 --> 00:22:29,880
they are growing up in an
unforgiving world.
534
00:22:29,920 --> 00:22:31,920
Perhaps our commitment might take
them a little
535
00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:32,240
Perhaps our commitment might take
them a little
536
00:22:32,280 --> 00:22:34,280
bit longer to learn.
537
00:22:34,320 --> 00:22:34,520
bit longer to learn.
538
00:22:34,560 --> 00:22:36,320
Please!
539
00:22:36,360 --> 00:22:38,360
Please give her a chance
to find her path.
540
00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:38,800
Please give her a chance
to find her path.
541
00:22:53,160 --> 00:22:55,160
She remains a postulant
for at least another year.
542
00:22:55,200 --> 00:22:56,040
She remains a postulant
for at least another year.
543
00:22:56,080 --> 00:22:58,080
She has to prove herself all over
again, yes?
544
00:22:58,120 --> 00:22:59,280
She has to prove herself all over
again, yes?
545
00:22:59,320 --> 00:23:00,960
Yes, thank you.
546
00:23:02,040 --> 00:23:03,640
She's lucky to have you.
547
00:23:05,520 --> 00:23:06,520
OK.
548
00:23:08,880 --> 00:23:10,880
There will be a time when I am
ready to take quieter duties here.
549
00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:12,920
There will be a time when I am
ready to take quieter duties here.
550
00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:13,160
There will be a time when I am
ready to take quieter duties here.
551
00:23:15,960 --> 00:23:17,960
I believe you're the right
person to succeed me.
552
00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:18,280
I believe you're the right
person to succeed me.
553
00:23:19,640 --> 00:23:21,640
But if you do, you may discover
554
00:23:21,680 --> 00:23:22,040
But if you do, you may discover
555
00:23:22,080 --> 00:23:24,080
that these decisions are harder
than they might appear.
556
00:23:24,120 --> 00:23:25,080
that these decisions are harder
than they might appear.
557
00:23:35,360 --> 00:23:37,360
Missed a wonderful deanery meeting
last night.
558
00:23:37,400 --> 00:23:38,240
Missed a wonderful deanery meeting
last night.
559
00:23:38,280 --> 00:23:40,280
Falling congregations since Covid.
560
00:23:40,320 --> 00:23:40,520
Falling congregations since Covid.
561
00:23:40,560 --> 00:23:42,480
How to get people back believing.
562
00:23:43,880 --> 00:23:45,360
Anyone suggest another Covid?
563
00:23:46,560 --> 00:23:48,560
Make him beg for the
incoming flood?
564
00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:49,480
Make him beg for the
incoming flood?
565
00:23:49,520 --> 00:23:51,520
Don't forget the accounts
need your sign off.
566
00:23:51,560 --> 00:23:52,520
Don't forget the accounts
need your sign off.
567
00:23:52,560 --> 00:23:54,480
The bishop needs
to know precisely what
568
00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:56,520
we've got to set terms for the
underfloor heating brigade.
569
00:23:56,560 --> 00:23:58,280
we've got to set terms for the
underfloor heating brigade.
570
00:23:58,320 --> 00:24:00,320
Could you run this morning for me?
Sorry?
571
00:24:00,360 --> 00:24:00,560
Could you run this morning for me?
Sorry?
572
00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:03,560
I realised I've got some
pressing business.
573
00:24:03,600 --> 00:24:05,240
Could you lead Mass for me?
574
00:24:26,360 --> 00:24:28,360
Bless me, father, for I have sinned.
575
00:24:28,400 --> 00:24:28,840
Bless me, father, for I have sinned.
576
00:24:28,880 --> 00:24:30,880
It's been four days
since my last confession.
577
00:24:30,920 --> 00:24:32,080
It's been four days
since my last confession.
578
00:24:34,400 --> 00:24:36,400
I've been angry with others,
impatient.
579
00:24:36,440 --> 00:24:38,080
I've been angry with others,
impatient.
580
00:24:39,440 --> 00:24:41,440
I shouted at the Abess, I...
581
00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:42,200
I shouted at the Abess, I...
582
00:24:43,400 --> 00:24:45,400
..I was cruel to Sister
Justine when...
583
00:24:45,440 --> 00:24:46,000
..I was cruel to Sister
Justine when...
584
00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:47,720
..when she needed support.
585
00:24:49,520 --> 00:24:50,840
And I have been having...
586
00:24:52,120 --> 00:24:54,040
..immoral thoughts.
587
00:24:56,600 --> 00:24:58,000
Lust.
588
00:25:04,800 --> 00:25:06,800
You have to say something to that,
Father Clarey.
589
00:25:06,840 --> 00:25:07,120
You have to say something to that,
Father Clarey.
590
00:25:07,160 --> 00:25:08,440
You can't leave me on my own
with that one.
591
00:25:10,520 --> 00:25:11,800
Go on.
592
00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:15,520
Go on?
593
00:25:15,560 --> 00:25:16,920
Go on!
594
00:25:18,680 --> 00:25:19,960
What does that mean?
595
00:25:21,320 --> 00:25:23,120
It means go on.
596
00:25:28,400 --> 00:25:30,400
But I'm... They're not...
597
00:25:30,440 --> 00:25:30,880
But I'm... They're not...
598
00:25:32,120 --> 00:25:34,120
It's not like I haven't
had thoughts before.
599
00:25:34,160 --> 00:25:35,320
It's not like I haven't
had thoughts before.
600
00:25:36,440 --> 00:25:38,440
I have struggled at times with...
601
00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:39,040
I have struggled at times with...
602
00:25:40,240 --> 00:25:41,800
..feelings of desire.
603
00:25:41,840 --> 00:25:43,840
But this time, well, these times...
604
00:25:43,880 --> 00:25:45,880
But this time, well, these times...
605
00:25:45,920 --> 00:25:46,080
But this time, well, these times...
606
00:25:47,840 --> 00:25:49,440
..these feelings, they're...
607
00:25:50,600 --> 00:25:52,280
They're so specific.
608
00:25:57,880 --> 00:25:59,880
Well, that's all I can say, really.
609
00:25:59,920 --> 00:26:00,240
Well, that's all I can say, really.
610
00:26:00,280 --> 00:26:01,600
I am ashamed...
611
00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:04,600
..and I'm confused.
612
00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:04,840
..and I'm confused.
613
00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:06,400
Confused mainly.
614
00:26:11,760 --> 00:26:13,280
Three Hail Marys.
615
00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:19,240
Yes, Father.
616
00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:22,760
And be careful.
617
00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:31,680
God, the father of mercies,
618
00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:33,720
through the death
and resurrection of his son,
619
00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:34,040
through the death
and resurrection of his son,
620
00:26:34,080 --> 00:26:36,080
has reconciled the will to himself
and sent the Holy Spirit
621
00:26:36,120 --> 00:26:37,440
has reconciled the will to himself
and sent the Holy Spirit
622
00:26:37,480 --> 00:26:39,440
for the forgiveness of our sins.
623
00:26:40,520 --> 00:26:41,880
Through the ministry of the church
624
00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:43,920
may God give you pardon and peace,
625
00:26:43,960 --> 00:26:44,160
may God give you pardon and peace,
626
00:26:44,200 --> 00:26:46,200
and I absolve you from your sins.
627
00:26:46,240 --> 00:26:46,480
and I absolve you from your sins.
628
00:26:46,520 --> 00:26:48,520
In the name of the father and of the
son and the Holy Spirit.
629
00:26:48,560 --> 00:26:50,560
In the name of the father and of the
son and the Holy Spirit.
630
00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:50,840
In the name of the father and of the
son and the Holy Spirit.
631
00:26:50,880 --> 00:26:52,480
Amen. Amen.
632
00:27:46,720 --> 00:27:48,280
Hello.
633
00:27:48,320 --> 00:27:50,320
Ah, this is a surprise.
634
00:27:50,360 --> 00:27:50,640
Ah, this is a surprise.
635
00:27:52,520 --> 00:27:54,520
I just thought I'd, um, I'd come
back to talk to the Abbess.
636
00:27:54,560 --> 00:27:55,360
I just thought I'd, um, I'd come
back to talk to the Abbess.
637
00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:58,720
I felt like I'd left a few of her
concerns on the table.
638
00:27:58,760 --> 00:27:59,840
I felt like I'd left a few of her
concerns on the table.
639
00:27:59,880 --> 00:28:01,040
Right.
640
00:28:02,920 --> 00:28:04,760
And I was hoping for more beautiful
eggs, of course.
641
00:28:06,240 --> 00:28:07,640
I knew you were the pushy sort.
642
00:28:09,920 --> 00:28:11,000
May I see your cabbages?
643
00:28:12,560 --> 00:28:13,960
Only if you get me really drunk.
644
00:28:20,680 --> 00:28:22,360
Are you that nervous of the abbess
645
00:28:22,400 --> 00:28:24,400
that you'd look around
a boring garden to avoid it?
646
00:28:24,440 --> 00:28:24,680
that you'd look around
a boring garden to avoid it?
647
00:28:24,720 --> 00:28:26,720
Boring garden? Doubt it's that?
648
00:28:26,760 --> 00:28:27,080
Boring garden? Doubt it's that?
649
00:28:27,120 --> 00:28:28,440
No.
650
00:28:30,360 --> 00:28:31,680
But why are you here?
651
00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:38,880
Uh, can I tell you about a girl I'd
like to bring here?
652
00:28:38,920 --> 00:28:39,400
Uh, can I tell you about a girl I'd
like to bring here?
653
00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:41,440
You can tell me about anything
you like,
654
00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:41,720
You can tell me about anything
you like,
655
00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:43,600
but I am no use with the Abbess.
656
00:28:43,640 --> 00:28:44,960
Um...
657
00:28:46,160 --> 00:28:48,160
Uh, mother, uh, the girl's mother
is being...
658
00:28:48,200 --> 00:28:49,640
Uh, mother, uh, the girl's mother
is being...
659
00:28:51,280 --> 00:28:53,040
..hit by the father.
660
00:28:53,080 --> 00:28:55,080
I think it's possible the girl's
been hit, too.
661
00:28:55,120 --> 00:28:55,360
I think it's possible the girl's
been hit, too.
662
00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:56,720
I raised it with social services.
663
00:28:56,760 --> 00:28:58,760
I raised it with the diocese
safeguarding unit
664
00:28:58,800 --> 00:28:59,200
I raised it with the diocese
safeguarding unit
665
00:28:59,240 --> 00:29:01,240
but they both do something,
but nothing ever happens.
666
00:29:01,280 --> 00:29:03,280
but they both do something,
but nothing ever happens.
667
00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:03,520
but they both do something,
but nothing ever happens.
668
00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:07,880
Sorry, you're not interested.
669
00:29:07,920 --> 00:29:09,600
What is it you're doubting?
670
00:29:11,120 --> 00:29:12,200
Sorry?
671
00:29:12,240 --> 00:29:14,240
Your ability to deal with
it, her response to it,
672
00:29:14,280 --> 00:29:14,880
Your ability to deal with
it, her response to it,
673
00:29:14,920 --> 00:29:16,920
or what else it is that you should
be doing to help it?
674
00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:17,600
or what else it is that you should
be doing to help it?
675
00:29:17,640 --> 00:29:19,640
Uh, you're remarkably frank.
676
00:29:19,680 --> 00:29:20,520
Uh, you're remarkably frank.
677
00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:28,720
Why are you looking at me like that?
678
00:29:30,280 --> 00:29:31,920
I just wish I had your conviction.
679
00:29:33,640 --> 00:29:35,200
You have certainty.
680
00:29:35,240 --> 00:29:36,800
I mean, it's a good thing.
681
00:29:36,840 --> 00:29:38,840
I haven't been certain
about anything since...
682
00:29:38,880 --> 00:29:39,120
I haven't been certain
about anything since...
683
00:29:39,160 --> 00:29:40,760
..2001!
684
00:29:40,800 --> 00:29:42,000
What happened then?
685
00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:45,000
I became a nun.
686
00:29:47,880 --> 00:29:49,160
Well...
687
00:29:51,480 --> 00:29:53,360
..here are my cabbages.
688
00:29:54,680 --> 00:29:56,040
They're beautiful.
689
00:29:57,120 --> 00:29:58,680
You like that word?
690
00:29:58,720 --> 00:30:00,720
Although these might
actually be beautiful.
691
00:30:00,760 --> 00:30:01,000
Although these might
actually be beautiful.
692
00:30:01,040 --> 00:30:02,480
How do you keep the slugs away?
693
00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:03,800
Look underneath.
694
00:30:05,440 --> 00:30:07,240
They don't like eggshells.
695
00:30:07,280 --> 00:30:08,600
Cuts them up.Ah-ha.
696
00:30:11,960 --> 00:30:13,960
Helping the girl
and your needle exchanges,
697
00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:15,040
Helping the girl
and your needle exchanges,
698
00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:17,080
your hoops, it's impressive.
699
00:30:17,120 --> 00:30:17,560
your hoops, it's impressive.
700
00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:19,600
Doesn't feel impressive.
701
00:30:19,640 --> 00:30:19,880
Doesn't feel impressive.
702
00:30:19,920 --> 00:30:21,920
And here was I, thinking you were
trying to impress me.
703
00:30:21,960 --> 00:30:22,440
And here was I, thinking you were
trying to impress me.
704
00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:29,000
I am.
705
00:30:29,040 --> 00:30:31,040
I struggle, I fail...
706
00:30:31,080 --> 00:30:31,240
I struggle, I fail...
707
00:30:32,480 --> 00:30:34,480
I intervene when I shouldn't, I...
708
00:30:34,520 --> 00:30:34,760
I intervene when I shouldn't, I...
709
00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:36,760
You're a click of
the fingers, Christian.
710
00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:38,560
I'm sorry.
711
00:30:38,600 --> 00:30:40,600
You want everything solved
in a click of the fingers
712
00:30:40,640 --> 00:30:41,480
You want everything solved
in a click of the fingers
713
00:30:41,520 --> 00:30:43,520
and if it isn't, then it costs you.
714
00:30:43,560 --> 00:30:44,280
and if it isn't, then it costs you.
715
00:30:44,320 --> 00:30:46,320
You have a brutal
way of describing things.
716
00:30:46,360 --> 00:30:47,160
You have a brutal
way of describing things.
717
00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:48,960
But I'm sure you're right.
718
00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:51,000
No, no, I admire click of the
fingers Christians.
719
00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:52,520
No, no, I admire click of the
fingers Christians.
720
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:54,560
They see a problem and they
try to solve it.
721
00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:55,360
They see a problem and they
try to solve it.
722
00:30:57,840 --> 00:30:59,840
I'm about as far from the click
of a click of the fingers Christian
723
00:30:59,880 --> 00:31:00,120
I'm about as far from the click
of a click of the fingers Christian
724
00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:02,040
as you can get.
725
00:31:02,080 --> 00:31:04,080
You followed your conviction to live
a consecrated life.
726
00:31:04,120 --> 00:31:06,000
You followed your conviction to live
a consecrated life.
727
00:31:08,920 --> 00:31:10,920
Yes, well...
728
00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:11,120
Yes, well...
729
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:14,000
..this has become my
home, for better or worse.
730
00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:15,280
..this has become my
home, for better or worse.
731
00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:19,400
You make it sound like you're
not happy here?
732
00:31:19,440 --> 00:31:19,640
You make it sound like you're
not happy here?
733
00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:24,800
It's a it's a good thing,
what you're doing.
734
00:31:24,840 --> 00:31:25,400
It's a it's a good thing,
what you're doing.
735
00:31:26,920 --> 00:31:28,400
And I'm sorry...
736
00:31:28,440 --> 00:31:30,440
..conviction is another word
I don't like.
737
00:31:30,480 --> 00:31:31,320
..conviction is another word
I don't like.
738
00:31:31,360 --> 00:31:32,920
I'll fetch the Abbess.
739
00:31:34,720 --> 00:31:36,720
You know, you are supposed to make
an appointment before coming here.
740
00:31:36,760 --> 00:31:37,720
You know, you are supposed to make
an appointment before coming here.
741
00:31:37,760 --> 00:31:39,120
We are enclosed.
742
00:31:41,200 --> 00:31:43,120
I can find the abbess, please.
743
00:31:43,160 --> 00:31:44,560
Get on with your duties.
744
00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:50,080
I shouldn't have disturbed you,
I'm sorry.
745
00:31:50,120 --> 00:31:50,320
I shouldn't have disturbed you,
I'm sorry.
746
00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:09,040
CHOIR SINGS
747
00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:09,680
CHOIR SINGS
748
00:33:09,240 --> 00:33:10,720
Father Hicks.
749
00:33:10,760 --> 00:33:12,120
Father?
750
00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:16,720
You're, uh, you're leaving already?
751
00:33:16,760 --> 00:33:17,120
You're, uh, you're leaving already?
752
00:33:18,240 --> 00:33:20,240
Oh, uh, well, you were right,
the Abbess told me
753
00:33:20,280 --> 00:33:20,920
Oh, uh, well, you were right,
the Abbess told me
754
00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:22,400
to make an appointment.
755
00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:24,440
She's, um, she's quite formidable.
756
00:33:24,480 --> 00:33:25,120
She's, um, she's quite formidable.
757
00:33:26,840 --> 00:33:28,160
You all are.
758
00:33:30,680 --> 00:33:32,160
I, uh, I didn't mean to...
759
00:33:33,320 --> 00:33:35,320
..to be cruel before.
760
00:33:35,360 --> 00:33:35,560
..to be cruel before.
761
00:33:35,600 --> 00:33:37,600
Uh, no, you weren't.
762
00:33:37,640 --> 00:33:37,840
Uh, no, you weren't.
763
00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:39,800
Brutal, cruel.
764
00:33:39,840 --> 00:33:41,400
Oh!
765
00:33:41,440 --> 00:33:43,440
I, I didn't mean...
When I used that word
766
00:33:43,480 --> 00:33:43,760
I, I didn't mean...
When I used that word
767
00:33:43,800 --> 00:33:45,800
I didn't mean... Yes, I just
thought, uh...
768
00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:46,040
I didn't mean... Yes, I just
thought, uh...
769
00:33:47,640 --> 00:33:49,640
Thank you for sharing your
struggles...
770
00:33:49,680 --> 00:33:51,560
Thank you for sharing your
struggles...
771
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:53,560
..with me, I didn't mean to
be dismissive.
772
00:33:53,600 --> 00:33:55,520
Sister, you've done nothing wrong.
773
00:33:58,720 --> 00:34:00,720
Anna, call me Anna.
774
00:34:00,760 --> 00:34:00,960
Anna, call me Anna.
775
00:34:02,440 --> 00:34:03,720
David.
776
00:34:09,160 --> 00:34:11,160
The girl, whose mother's
being hurt...
777
00:34:11,200 --> 00:34:11,720
The girl, whose mother's
being hurt...
778
00:34:14,920 --> 00:34:16,920
..maybe, Maybe she could find
peace here,
779
00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:17,520
..maybe, Maybe she could find
peace here,
780
00:34:17,560 --> 00:34:19,200
but here is not the only peace.
781
00:34:21,720 --> 00:34:23,720
Particularly if she's
leaving her mother behind.
782
00:34:23,760 --> 00:34:24,440
Particularly if she's
leaving her mother behind.
783
00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:26,400
We are not a refuge.
784
00:34:26,440 --> 00:34:28,440
It doesn't work if we're a refuge.
785
00:34:28,480 --> 00:34:29,840
It doesn't work if we're a refuge.
786
00:34:31,320 --> 00:34:33,320
and we can't save her
for you.
787
00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:34,360
and we can't save her
for you.
788
00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:35,680
I know.
789
00:34:38,240 --> 00:34:40,080
We've devoted...
790
00:34:40,120 --> 00:34:42,120
We devote ourselves
to something better.
791
00:34:42,160 --> 00:34:42,360
We devote ourselves
to something better.
792
00:34:43,640 --> 00:34:45,640
And I think the question we all have
to ask ourselves...
793
00:34:45,680 --> 00:34:46,600
And I think the question we all have
to ask ourselves...
794
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:48,800
..David, is...
795
00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:51,920
..is if we've done something right.
796
00:34:51,960 --> 00:34:52,800
..is if we've done something right.
797
00:34:52,840 --> 00:34:54,840
if we've listened to our hearts
and we've done something right.
798
00:34:54,880 --> 00:34:55,680
if we've listened to our hearts
and we've done something right.
799
00:35:00,800 --> 00:35:02,320
You should have been a preacher.
800
00:35:05,080 --> 00:35:06,520
You're laughing at me.
801
00:35:08,960 --> 00:35:10,960
I don't think I ever want
to laugh at you...
802
00:35:11,000 --> 00:35:11,800
I don't think I ever want
to laugh at you...
803
00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:13,160
..Anna.
804
00:35:19,080 --> 00:35:20,040
I, um...
805
00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:23,200
..must get to church.
806
00:35:24,800 --> 00:35:25,800
Bye.
807
00:35:30,640 --> 00:35:31,960
Bye.
808
00:35:54,550 --> 00:35:54,840
{\an8}WHIMSICAL MUSIC
LIVELY CHATTER
809
00:36:08,160 --> 00:36:10,160
Morning. Do you mind if you stay
away from my daughter?
810
00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:10,760
Morning. Do you mind if you stay
away from my daughter?
811
00:36:11,880 --> 00:36:13,760
Your daughter sought
spiritual guidance.
812
00:36:13,800 --> 00:36:15,600
Yeah, well, just stay the fuck
away, yeah, big man.
813
00:36:18,720 --> 00:36:20,720
Bit early in the morning for a
drink, isn't it, Phill?
814
00:36:20,760 --> 00:36:21,640
Bit early in the morning for a
drink, isn't it, Phill?
815
00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:26,920
Stealing kids off the port,
is that what you do?
816
00:36:26,960 --> 00:36:27,240
Stealing kids off the port,
is that what you do?
817
00:36:27,280 --> 00:36:29,280
Just take them, stick them
in a fucking castle
818
00:36:29,320 --> 00:36:29,560
Just take them, stick them
in a fucking castle
819
00:36:29,600 --> 00:36:30,760
and throw away the key?
820
00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:37,760
Look, why don't we go inside
and talk about this properly?
821
00:36:37,800 --> 00:36:38,000
Look, why don't we go inside
and talk about this properly?
822
00:36:39,440 --> 00:36:41,440
I do recognise your Tina's
spiritual guide too.
823
00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:41,840
I do recognise your Tina's
spiritual guide too.
824
00:36:41,880 --> 00:36:43,000
So...
825
00:36:43,040 --> 00:36:44,240
Argh!
826
00:36:46,520 --> 00:36:47,880
Argh!
827
00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:52,280
Do not tell me or my daughter
or my fucking wife
828
00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:54,080
Do not tell me or my daughter
or my fucking wife
829
00:36:54,120 --> 00:36:55,720
what's right.
830
00:36:58,560 --> 00:37:00,080
Meddling little fuck!
831
00:37:03,920 --> 00:37:04,920
Oh!
832
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:16,960
Oh, I'm sorry, sister,
833
00:37:17,000 --> 00:37:17,200
Oh, I'm sorry, sister,
834
00:37:17,240 --> 00:37:19,240
I was just going to wake you.
835
00:37:19,280 --> 00:37:19,600
I was just going to wake you.
836
00:37:19,640 --> 00:37:21,640
{\an8}And then I caught sight
of this fawn.
837
00:37:21,680 --> 00:37:21,960
{\an8}And then I caught sight
of this fawn.
838
00:37:23,720 --> 00:37:25,720
I'm sure you want them chased
away before
839
00:37:25,760 --> 00:37:26,600
I'm sure you want them chased
away before
840
00:37:26,640 --> 00:37:28,560
they eat your vegetables?
841
00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:30,600
No, my garden's well protected.
842
00:37:30,640 --> 00:37:30,920
No, my garden's well protected.
843
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:32,960
We had a deer that used
to come right up to the windows.
844
00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:34,880
We had a deer that used
to come right up to the windows.
845
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:36,920
Must be 40... No, 60 years ago.
846
00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:38,680
Must be 40... No, 60 years ago.
847
00:37:38,720 --> 00:37:40,640
And would you feed it?
848
00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:42,680
I once tried to stroke its nose.
849
00:37:42,720 --> 00:37:42,880
I once tried to stroke its nose.
850
00:37:43,680 --> 00:37:45,280
It didn't like that.
851
00:37:47,600 --> 00:37:49,600
I was scared it wouldn't come back.
852
00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:50,360
I was scared it wouldn't come back.
853
00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:51,640
But it did.
854
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:55,080
And then it didn't.
855
00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:55,320
And then it didn't.
856
00:37:57,600 --> 00:37:59,320
I always worried...
857
00:37:59,360 --> 00:38:01,360
..perhaps someone took advantage
of its innocence
858
00:38:01,400 --> 00:38:02,400
..perhaps someone took advantage
of its innocence
859
00:38:02,440 --> 00:38:03,720
and killed it.
860
00:38:05,240 --> 00:38:06,400
I did miss it.
861
00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:11,600
{\an8}Have you really been here
for 60 years, Polly?
862
00:38:11,640 --> 00:38:12,880
{\an8}Have you really been here
for 60 years, Polly?
863
00:38:12,920 --> 00:38:14,520
74.
864
00:38:14,560 --> 00:38:16,440
I came when I was 16.
865
00:38:18,160 --> 00:38:19,840
A wonderful life.
866
00:38:22,880 --> 00:38:24,880
I'm pleased you've stood
in defence of Bimpe.
867
00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:26,480
I'm pleased you've stood
in defence of Bimpe.
868
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:28,360
I think she has what it takes.
869
00:38:28,400 --> 00:38:29,680
I really do.
870
00:41:50,880 --> 00:41:52,400
Good day.
871
00:41:54,840 --> 00:41:56,840
I'd like to speak to Father
Hicks, please.
872
00:41:56,880 --> 00:41:57,760
I'd like to speak to Father
Hicks, please.
873
00:41:57,800 --> 00:41:59,800
Um, I believe he's at home.
874
00:41:59,840 --> 00:42:00,400
Um, I believe he's at home.
875
00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:03,400
Can I help?
876
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:04,880
No.
877
00:42:10,120 --> 00:42:11,080
Um...
878
00:42:12,720 --> 00:42:14,680
..then I will call him on the phone.
879
00:42:14,720 --> 00:42:16,200
Thank you.
880
00:42:36,280 --> 00:42:38,120
PHONE VIBRATES
881
00:42:42,840 --> 00:42:44,000
Hello?
882
00:42:48,720 --> 00:42:50,000
Where is she?
883
00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:55,640
Uh, no, no, no, I'll
come straight down.
884
00:42:55,680 --> 00:42:56,200
Uh, no, no, no, I'll
come straight down.
885
00:43:01,720 --> 00:43:03,160
Sister?
886
00:43:06,440 --> 00:43:07,720
I'm sorry, Uh, Anna.
887
00:43:09,240 --> 00:43:10,480
You asked for me?
888
00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:13,480
What's happened to your face?
889
00:43:14,560 --> 00:43:16,560
Oh, I, um,
890
00:43:16,600 --> 00:43:16,920
Oh, I, um,
891
00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:18,960
I got into a fight with
a slippery cobblestone.
892
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:19,720
I got into a fight with
a slippery cobblestone.
893
00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:23,840
What are you...
894
00:43:26,720 --> 00:43:28,720
Can we go somewhere a little
less quiet?
895
00:43:28,760 --> 00:43:30,080
Can we go somewhere a little
less quiet?
896
00:43:43,440 --> 00:43:45,240
I always promised
myself that...
897
00:43:46,280 --> 00:43:48,280
..I would see the problems
in front of me clearly.
898
00:43:48,320 --> 00:43:49,960
..I would see the problems
in front of me clearly.
899
00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:51,680
I always promised myself...
900
00:43:51,720 --> 00:43:53,600
Do you, uh, do you not want to sit
down? Uh, no, no, um...
901
00:43:54,840 --> 00:43:56,840
Uh, I always promised myself
that I...
902
00:43:56,880 --> 00:43:58,800
Uh, I always promised myself
that I...
903
00:43:58,840 --> 00:44:00,360
..would be honest.
904
00:44:00,400 --> 00:44:02,400
That I could be honest
about how I feel.
905
00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:03,320
That I could be honest
about how I feel.
906
00:44:03,360 --> 00:44:04,680
Good.
907
00:44:05,800 --> 00:44:07,800
And I see you, and I'm...
908
00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:08,120
And I see you, and I'm...
909
00:44:08,160 --> 00:44:10,080
I'm cruel to you.
910
00:44:10,120 --> 00:44:11,840
You weren't cruel.
911
00:44:11,880 --> 00:44:13,880
I...
912
00:44:13,920 --> 00:44:14,160
I...
913
00:44:14,200 --> 00:44:16,200
I think it's important
to understand why,
914
00:44:16,240 --> 00:44:16,880
I think it's important
to understand why,
915
00:44:16,920 --> 00:44:18,920
when you came to visit, why I...
916
00:44:18,960 --> 00:44:19,640
when you came to visit, why I...
917
00:44:19,680 --> 00:44:21,680
I was casual with you.
918
00:44:21,720 --> 00:44:22,000
I was casual with you.
919
00:44:24,000 --> 00:44:26,000
Um, and I think it's important
920
00:44:26,040 --> 00:44:27,520
Um, and I think it's important
921
00:44:27,560 --> 00:44:29,560
to say and... Well, to act...
922
00:44:29,600 --> 00:44:30,320
to say and... Well, to act...
923
00:44:32,280 --> 00:44:33,480
..on...
924
00:44:35,800 --> 00:44:37,800
When... When you touch my hand.
925
00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:38,160
When... When you touch my hand.
926
00:44:41,040 --> 00:44:43,040
And I, I believe I should listen
to my inner truth.
927
00:44:43,080 --> 00:44:45,080
And I, I believe I should listen
to my inner truth.
928
00:44:45,120 --> 00:44:45,520
And I, I believe I should listen
to my inner truth.
929
00:44:48,240 --> 00:44:49,640
And I, I believe...
930
00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:54,160
I believe that I have never felt
the way that you make me feel.
931
00:44:54,200 --> 00:44:55,920
I believe that I have never felt
the way that you make me feel.
932
00:45:13,200 --> 00:45:15,120
Does the convent
know you're here?
933
00:45:19,240 --> 00:45:21,240
Anna, does the convent
know you're here?
934
00:45:21,280 --> 00:45:21,640
Anna, does the convent
know you're here?
935
00:45:24,240 --> 00:45:26,240
Oh, they've probably worked
it out by now.
936
00:45:26,280 --> 00:45:26,680
Oh, they've probably worked
it out by now.
937
00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:29,920
And...
938
00:45:29,960 --> 00:45:31,960
..do you intend to...
939
00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:32,560
..do you intend to...
940
00:45:32,600 --> 00:45:33,920
Yes.
941
00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:38,080
Why?
942
00:45:40,680 --> 00:45:42,520
Simply because I touched your hand?
943
00:45:44,800 --> 00:45:46,800
Because you felt feelings for me?
944
00:45:46,840 --> 00:45:47,360
Because you felt feelings for me?
945
00:45:50,560 --> 00:45:52,560
Well, there was nothing simple
about it.
946
00:45:52,600 --> 00:45:52,800
Well, there was nothing simple
about it.
947
00:45:54,720 --> 00:45:56,640
I...
948
00:45:56,680 --> 00:45:58,680
..I thought you felt the same.
949
00:45:58,720 --> 00:45:59,840
..I thought you felt the same.
950
00:46:01,480 --> 00:46:02,960
Same sort of feelings.
951
00:46:14,760 --> 00:46:16,240
I'm so sorry.
952
00:46:21,200 --> 00:46:22,680
But you...
953
00:46:22,720 --> 00:46:24,720
But came back?
954
00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:24,960
But came back?
955
00:46:25,000 --> 00:46:27,000
You, you came back to the Womack.
956
00:46:27,040 --> 00:46:27,520
You, you came back to the Womack.
957
00:46:27,560 --> 00:46:29,560
I'm so sorry if I presented...
958
00:46:29,600 --> 00:46:30,160
I'm so sorry if I presented...
959
00:46:31,440 --> 00:46:32,920
If, um...
960
00:46:34,040 --> 00:46:36,040
I made you feel, think...
961
00:46:36,080 --> 00:46:36,240
I made you feel, think...
962
00:46:38,240 --> 00:46:39,560
I can...
963
00:46:41,000 --> 00:46:43,000
..um, there's someone here...
964
00:46:43,040 --> 00:46:43,240
..um, there's someone here...
965
00:46:43,280 --> 00:46:44,920
..can drive you.
966
00:46:44,960 --> 00:46:46,960
Um, Muriel, she's
a parishioner.
967
00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:47,640
Um, Muriel, she's
a parishioner.
968
00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:49,680
She volunteers in the cafe here,
she's... She's nice.
969
00:46:49,720 --> 00:46:50,640
She volunteers in the cafe here,
she's... She's nice.
970
00:46:50,680 --> 00:46:52,480
And I know she has a car.
971
00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:54,520
And you're suggesting I go back?
972
00:46:54,560 --> 00:46:55,080
And you're suggesting I go back?
973
00:46:57,360 --> 00:46:58,760
I don't know what to suggest.
974
00:47:00,720 --> 00:47:02,360
You're... You're saying
975
00:47:02,400 --> 00:47:04,240
that I read something
that isn't there?
976
00:47:16,440 --> 00:47:18,440
Um, no.
977
00:47:18,480 --> 00:47:18,640
Um, no.
978
00:47:19,920 --> 00:47:21,520
No, I won't be going back.
979
00:47:26,280 --> 00:47:27,840
Where will you stay?
980
00:47:27,880 --> 00:47:29,880
I didn't come here to talk to you
about my accommodation.
981
00:47:29,920 --> 00:47:31,560
I didn't come here to talk to you
about my accommodation.
982
00:47:31,600 --> 00:47:33,040
Have you any money?
983
00:47:33,080 --> 00:47:34,440
No, uh...
984
00:47:35,840 --> 00:47:37,240
Ah.
985
00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:41,880
Um...
986
00:47:43,560 --> 00:47:45,560
I'm really sorry.
987
00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:45,960
I'm really sorry.
988
00:47:46,000 --> 00:47:47,480
So you said.
989
00:48:03,400 --> 00:48:05,160
DISTANT VOICES
990
00:48:09,200 --> 00:48:10,960
SIRENS WAILING
991
00:48:11,000 --> 00:48:12,720
DOGS BARKING
992
00:48:37,440 --> 00:48:39,360
Yes...
993
00:48:39,400 --> 00:48:41,400
Yes, I will need somewhere
to stay.
994
00:48:41,440 --> 00:48:41,640
Yes, I will need somewhere
to stay.
995
00:49:23,880 --> 00:49:25,880
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00:49:25,920 --> 00:49:26,080
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