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(ICU, Authorized personnel only)

(Police)

Truth be told, I wanted to be a violinist.

But my teacher one day...

told me I didn't have the talent...

and that I should only play the violin as a hobby.

After crying for two days straight, I finally gave up on my dream.

Not being competent enough seems to be the same story...

in this line of work too.

I should've realized it that day when I first...

dissected a human cadaver.

I should have...

made a run for it.

I probably should answer this call though, right?

Come on. Let's go.

You can't let this slide, sir.

I don't care if everyone here follows his orders.

He's still only a department head.

How dare he confronts the president like that.

It was uncalled for especially in the staff's presence.

Your principles? What a joke.

You're only cowardly avoiding any trouble...

just to keep your hands clean.

This is a matter of respect and discipline.

You must make him...

and every employee here bow down to you.

That little...

(Chapter 8: Walk of Respect)

(Ministry of Justice)

A fight broke out in prison among the inmates.

And one of the inmates who's on hemodialysis...

ended up with vascular trauma.

(Emergency Room)

Incoming.

- How is his level of consciousness? - He's alert.

Take him to the hybrid room.

Please be careful.

He's really young.

Yes, you're right. I heard he murdered two people.

But he's a lot younger than I thought he'd be.

- Ms. Uhm! - On my way!

- We're going to move him now. - Okay.

No, wait.

Can you uncuff him?

- Let's move him. 1, 2, 3. - 2, 3.

- His vitals? - 80 over 40. 110bpm.

Give him 300cc of half saline at top speed.

And bring me two PRBCs.

- Warm saline? - Yes, warm.

He has ESRD, so make sure you don't overdose him.

Should we insert the IV on his right arm?

Yes, let's do that.

Okay.

I heard he has ESRD.

How long have you been on hemodialysis?

Five years.

Five years ago, he had kidney failure...

due to the abuse of drugs.

And ever since, he's been receiving hemodialysis three times a week...

on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays.

What if it's completely damaged?

- Dr. Jung. - Yes?

We need to stop the bleeding first.

So let's move him to the OR and carry out a suture.

Okay, sir.

I'll give him a second-generation cephalosporin.

- Get me some gauze and EB. - Okay.

- Please call Dr. Cha for me. - Okay.

I'm here, sir. What's the patient's condition?

He has ESRD.

He's been on hemodialysis for five years.

And his AVF got damaged.

He's an inmate, and he's being very uncooperative.

The damaged AVF is pretty much useless now,

so it needs to be sutured.

Then he needs to receive surgery for a new blood vessel.

Should I place a hemodialysis catheter for temporary treatment?

Yes, you should do that.

Then schedule AVF surgery on his other arm.

Okay, sir.

How are you?

Are you okay?

I'm trying to be okay.

Just let it go. It wasn't your fault.

Okay?

Call me if anything happens.

Thank you.

Thank you for saying that.

Dr. Cha, should we move the patient?

Yes.

Mr. Park.

Will you come with me to the OR?

Yes, of course.

(On Your Way)

Is he not here?

We have an emergency patient.

I'll be done once the doctor sutures his blood vessel...

and inserts a catheter.

I won't be too late.

Okay.

Please excuse me for a bit.

He even has tattoos on his inguinal region.

Mr. Park, how are things on your side?

This part is a mess too. It's covered in pus.

The same goes for his neck.

Where did you get your tattoos? They're all festered.

He probably got them in prison.

"In prison"?

Isn't that illegal?

They give each other tattoos when the guards aren't around.

A friend of mine also got a tattoo in prison.

You have a friend who went to prison?

If it weren't for Master Kim, I probably won't be here.

Come here and take a look. This side of his neck seems okay.

Yes, this will do.

He was given preoperative antibiotics...

before the suturing process, right?

Yes.

We're going to insert a catheter on the right side of your neck.

So will you please turn your head this way?

Sir.

You need to get this in order to receive hemodialysis.

If this part also gets infected,

a kidney transplant will be your only option.

Who would give a murderer his or her kidney?

Who in the world would do that?

So you should let the doctor insert the catheter.

There might not be a donor, but you still need to live.

We need to insert a catheter so you can receive hemodialysis.

Now, turn your head.

Turn your head.

Sir, you need to stay still.

Get me a new pair of gloves and a drape.

Incoming!

A paramedic got injured?

This is Choi Soon Young.

What happened?

She got hit on the head at around 5pm...

while trying to save a drunk man.

And about 15 minutes ago, she suddenly collapsed,

and she's been unconscious ever since.

Let's move her to the hybrid room.

Okay.

- Ms. Uhm, call Master Kim. - Okay.

Master Kim, I'm calling from the ER.

Miss.

She's in a coma.

- Her vitals? - 100 over 60. 70bpm.

- Get me an intubation tube. - Okay.

Prepare an IV line and give her 1L of normal saline.

Okay.

Here.

Fix it at 22cm.

She's having a cardiac arrest. I'll get on top of her.

Give her 1ml of epinephrine every 3 minutes.

Okay.

Ms. Oh, who did you say this is?

Choi Soon Young.

She suddenly collapsed and lost her consciousness.

Let me check her heart rate.

ROSC?

It came back pretty quickly.

- Her vitals? - 140 over 70. 110bpm.

Ms. Oh.

Connect a center line.

Mix 500ml of 5DW with 30ml of norepinephrine...

and give it at 10cc per hour.

Okay.

I'll do it.

Should I call for a chest portable?

No, she needs to get a CT scan first.

Then she can take a chest x-ray on her way back.

Both her pupils are dilated.

There's a problem with her brain, isn't there?

The center line is ready.

She's ready for a CT scan.

Let's move the patient.

Mr. Heo.

Have you contacted her guardian?

Yes.

She lives with her single mother, and we were able to reach her.

She's on her way here.

Is her condition very bad?

I heard she suddenly collapsed out of nowhere.

Can you tell me what happened?

She went to save a drunk and got hit on her head a few times.

Sir, you need to wake up.

How much did you drink?

Gosh, stop being annoying and get out of my sight.

It's very cold outside. Let's get up first.

Darn you. How dare you boss me around?

- Sir, don't do that. - You fools.

- Darn you. - Gosh.

Don't do this.

- What's wrong with you? - Darn you.

- Let go! - Come on, sir.

She was fine for about two hours or so.

Then she suddenly threw up, saying she didn't feel well.

Then she collapsed and won't wake up.

I think that...

there's a problem with her brain.

We must see the CT scan to be sure,

but both her pupils...

are fully dilated.

- What? - What?

Oh, no...

Hold the probe for me.

Okay.

Local anesthesia.

Sir, this will hurt a bit. You can make a noise.

The tube.

You can move the probe.

You'll feel this go in.

It's done. We just have to secure it.

You're pretty good.

Nylon tape, please.

(Doldam Hospital)

We're almost there. This way.

(Doldam Hospital)

Come in.

- Ma'am. - Oh. Here you all are.

You said Soon Young's hurt. Where exactly?

How badly hurt is she?

The thing is, ma'am...

What? Is it bad?

Soon Young.

Where is she?

It looks like...

we're helpless.

Is it a SAH?

(SAH: Subarachnoid hemorrhage)

It is a SAH,

but not caused by the trauma to the head.

Was it spontaneous?

But then, we can't completely rule out...

a causal relationship between the two.

How is Ms. Choi doing right now?

She's not breathing on her own and no stem signs either.

(Stem sign: Brain stem signs)

(Nurse Station)

Master Kim.

Soon Young's mother is here.

Doctor.

I was told that my Soon Young was badly hurt.

We took a CT scan.

It looks like...

there's bleeding in her brain.

Can she live if she has surgery?

Soon Young's pretty healthy.

We'll have to see how she does,

but as of right now,

it looks a bit helpless.

But can't you still...

operate on her?

People from all over...

say that if you operate,

everyone lives.

Can't Soon Young...

Can't you operate on her too?

Please?

Gosh, I'm so sorry.

As of right now, there's...

There's nothing I can do. I'm so sorry.

I'm sorry.

Hey, Soon Young.

Mom's here.

My baby.

Oh, dear, what should I do with you?

No...

Soon Young.

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My baby.

(Nurse Station)

What's up? Is something wrong?

A paramedic was brought in with a head injury.

It's a SAH.

She's not breathing on her own...

with no brainstem reflexes.

She's brain-dead?

Yes. Probably.

I see.

I just stuck a catheter into a lifer's neck.

He murdered two people.

He doesn't seem to be interested in living himself.

I'm wondering what I'm doing,

trying my best to save him.

That means you're talented.

I'm talented?

Look.

You cared for a patient after getting cut in the neck.

That mindset in a doctor is a talent.

It's not about being good with hands.

Is it?

Is it?

("Full Story into Jongno-go Family Death")

("Budget Cut Explanation by Medical Evaluation Committee")

- Mun Jung. - You're leaving?

Yes. What about you?

I was waiting for you.

Why? Is something wrong?

You said you'd buy me a meal.

How about today?

You prepared a lot.

Mr. Park, welcome.

I'm glad you came.

Wait, let me get your spoon.

Did you finish up with the lifer?

Yes.

Wasn't someone here when you arrived?

Who? No one was here.

Did you have plans with anyone?

I guess.

Here.

Sorry, I'm late.

Dr. Jung, come on in.

Start with some hot stew.

- Sure. - Mr. Park, come and take a seat.

He's right. It's been a while since we drank.

Have a seat already.

Just a second.

Here.

Dr. Yun, where are you?

I'm at the hospital. What about you?

I'm at On Your Way.

Why did you head back there?

Dr. Nam wasn't there, the door was locked,

and it was cold.

Someone asked me for directions to the hospital,

so I escorted her back here.

I thought you were still in the OR.

Mr. Park.

It's cold outside. You should hurry back inside.

Is that Manager Jang?

Yes, the ER team gathered to have a drink.

I see.

You should spend time with them today then.

What about you?

I'll take a rain check.

Mr. Park, aren't you coming?

The stew will get cold.

You should join them. Have a good time.

Unbelievable. The food here is great.

Have some wine too.

No way. This is phenomenal.

Do you know your wine?

Of course, I don't.

Truth be told, I'm more into soju.

I enjoy soju mixed with beer.

Are you and Dr. Seo close?

I don't know.

Either we're close or just well-acquainted.

We've known each other since medical school,

so I know what he's like.

Then...

do you know how his parents passed away?

Sorry?

I think he was in middle school.

His parents died due to a tragic accident.

I see you didn't know.

I had no idea.

Doesn't it sting?

I figured he didn't have the best upbringing but...

- Call me if there are any issues. - Sure.

I vaguely assumed that there was a story...

behind his grumpy attitude, but...

(Hankuk Milk)

I never guessed...

that he had made it this far without any family to lean on.

Dr. Yun?

Didn't you head home?

Dr. Seo, I'm glad you're here.

I ordered fried chicken. Do you want to join me?

- Cheers! - Cheers, everybody.

Why isn't Mr. Park coming back in?

Beats me. He was on the phone with someone.

Gosh, that's good. It just washes everything down.

There's more where that came from, so dig in.

- Sure. - Thanks.

What is it? Is something wrong?

Oh, it's nothing.

Are you perhaps seeing someone, Manager Park?

Really?

Must you rub it in like that?

I'd be glad if that's who is texting me.

Where are you off to?

The restroom...

also known as the washroom or the toilet.

Unbelievable.

You have been looking dandy these days.

I bet you're seeing someone!

He's right!

Yes, this is Manager Jang.

Where are you again? Yes, of course, I know.

I'll be right there.

Taxi!

You won't believe it.

You see, I came across Ms. Oh.

She was staring at something.

I guess she was looking for the menu.

Don't you agree?

Should we get her some?

Gosh, she'd love that!

I'm sorry. I had trouble catching a cab.

Please catch your breath.

Thank you.

Goodness.

Now, I'd like to ask...

why you called me here at this late hour.

We needed someone to discuss the hospital with.

There's no one at Doldam...

who could provide a better insight.

That's true, I guess.

So,

what is this about?

Truth be told,

both President Park and I...

have great concerns regarding Doldam.

There are no rules and everything is done on the fly.

Every major decision is made by...

Master Kim.

It is not only dangerous but also preposterous.

We don't have enough staff members,

but trauma patients come flooding in, and...

President Park wishes to arrange a more sensible system...

that is better structured.

In order to do so,

he must be able to take the reins.

Take the reins?

Here.

Shouldn't the hospital...

be restructured...

so that it centers around President Park?

Are you talking about...

setting the tone in some way?

Do you have any ideas?

If you're looking for the fastest and most effective way,

it's money.

Good faith and justice may be important,

but what holds all the power to our lives...

is money.

Money, or the money.

That is why you will all receive a raise.

First and foremost, you will all receive...

a raise of five percent.

Overtime pay will also be increased...

by five percent.

- Thank you so much. - Nice!

- Bravo! - I can't believe it.

And just like that,

he erases President Yeo by flashing around some money.

No way.

Someone's presence can't be erased with chump change.

But why is this making me uneasy?

- Park Min Guk. - Park Min Guk.

- Park Min Guk! - Park Min Guk!

- Park Min Guk. - Park Min Guk.

Dr. Cha.

Dr. Yang.

So,

have you been looking for other hospitals?

You said I had a month.

And?

You'll take that long?

Dr. Yang.

What can I do to subside your anger?

If you let me know...

There's no way.

What if I try harder?

I'll do better. If you give me the second chance...

There are a few things one can never let slide.

Those who think they're better than their seniors.

Those who stick their noses into everything.

If you generously give them the second chance,

they stab you right in the back once again.

Getting rid of them is the only solution.

Let me stay until I'm allowed back at Geodae.

As if anyone would want you back.

Get your head out of the clouds...

and look for another hospital to work at, Dr. Cha.

What was that?

It was nothing. There's no need for you to know.

The loan sharks.

Did they come by again?

Please...

I'd rather not talk about that with you.

Right.

I guess we shouldn't then.

It's not like we've been that close as friends anyway.

Right?

What's gotten into you?

Come to think of it, it turns out that...

we know nothing about each other.

A twisted turn of events...

brought us to Doldam at the same time,

and that led us to become close...

due to our similar situations.

But it's not enough to say that we're friends.

Right?

Is something up with you?

My life has been a mess since the day I got here...

and that's still ongoing.

Tell me what's going on.

Maybe later.

Sir, does this hurt?

What's his temperature?

It's 37.1℃.

Do you feel chilly?

I want CBC, ESR, CRP,

and a catheter tip culture.

What about his hemodialysis?

Right. Hold on.

A procedure on the other side will lead to inflammation.

Let's not take it out yet.

We'll switch it to a third-generation cephalosporin...

and give him vancomycin.

Before giving him the antibiotics, conduct a blood culture...

and also replace...

his hemodialysis catheter.

Give him a propacetamol IV if needed.

Was the full bag of mannitol given?

Yes, Dr. Seo.

And her temperature?

It's 36.8℃.

Is norepinephrine being administered with a micro drip tube?

Yes.

She's still not breathing on her own...

and there are no brainstem reflexes.

I'm afraid she's brain dead.

As a doctor, what makes us helpless...

is when there's nothing we can do for a patient.

Ma'am.

(Organ Donor Card, Choi Soon Young)

Doctor.

- Yes? - Here.

My daughter seems to have been registered.

(Organ Donor Card, Choi Soon Young)

(Cornea after death, )

(organs after brain death, skin tissue)

(Organ Donor Card, Choi Soon Young)

Please...

take good care of her, doctor.

Even in that sense of helplessness,

he didn't seem sad...

but angry.

Do you know where Master Kim is?

I texted him but he hasn't answered.

He's in a meeting right now.

The paramedic who came in last Saturday...

is being declared as brain dead.

What's this about?

The patient with the catheter...

is running a slight fever due to vasculitis.

- Did you remove the catheter? - No.

I didn't since he's receiving his hemodialysis today.

If this carries on,

his only option will be a kidney transplant.

- Dr. Cha. - Yes?

The paramedic who's about to be declared brain dead...

has the same blood type.

Her blood type is A positive just like your patient's.

As per our regulations,

we will commence a committee to declare one's brain death.

In the ICU, there is a patient...

who has been suggested as brain dead.

- Dr. Seo. - Yes, sir.

She is a 39-year-old paramedic...

who was brought into the ER...

after suffering a head injury on the job.

She was already in a coma upon arrival.

One count of cardiac arrest occurred,

but then ROSC was detected.

The CT scan of her brain showed SAH,

and even after 36 hours of her admittance,

there aren't any spontaneous breathing...

or brainstem reflexes.

Did you crosscheck with the neurological examination?

Yes, I did, but she didn't respond.

What about her EEG?

Her EEG result...

is enough to declare her brain dead.

The patient was registered as an organ donor.

Do we have approval from her next-of-kin?

Her mother...

informed us of her daughter's wishes.

We will now conclude.

Does anyone have any objections...

with this declaration?

No.

No.

I declare her...

brain dead.

I feel awful considering how young she still is.

I remember how she used to...

always smile when coming to the ER.

Master Kim, there's something I need to talk to you about.

A kidney transplant?

For the lifer?

Vasculitis occurred where...

the hemodialysis catheter was inserted...

and now he has a mild fever.

I checked for other areas, but that won't be possible...

due to the inflammations caused by all the tattoos.

And even if we manage to insert one,

it'll soon get infected again.

So what?

How is he going to get a transplant when he's far behind the list?

The paramedic who just got declared brain dead...

has the same blood type as his.

Eun Jae, are you serious?

Please let me carry out an HLA typing and crossmatch testing.

If it turns out to be a match,

the priority goes to my patient. Am I correct?

I don't agree with this.

Why not? I just want to check if she's a suitable donor.

Her one and only daughter was declared brain dead.

We should give her time to mourn.

I understand what you mean.

But she'll be giving it to someone who really needs it.

On top of that, she has a subarachnoid hemorrhage.

If we miss the right timing,

she might not be able to donate any of her organs at all.

Do you...

Do you only care about the donee?

What's so wrong about trying to save a patient while we can?

I'm just saying we should show our respects.

Why can't you understand what I'm trying to say?

Are you sure it's not because he's a prisoner serving a life sentence?

- What? - He murdered two people.

Is that why you're being like this?

We're talking about a human being, okay?

She was someone's daughter, a paramedic,

and a person named Choi Soon Young.

She isn't just an organ donor.

She was a human being.

What did I just hear?

You're going to donate my daughter's organs...

to whom?

Why? Why won't the mother donate her daughter's organs?

It's normal for guardians to change their minds.

Let's give her some more time.

We already have six people on the waiting list.

There's a 16-year-old pianist who can't see...

and a man who's waiting to see his son get married.

She'll be giving them a second chance in life.

Will you please try to convince her?

No.

I'm not going to do that.

I'd be more than grateful if she willingly decides to donate.

But even if she decides against it,

I don't want to pressure her to do something against her will.

I know it's important to think about the donee.

But before all that, we need to respect the decisions...

of the donors and their families.

That should always be the order.

Was I wrong again?

I guess you even schedule appointments with Mr. Park...

and even go on dates with him.

Oh, that?

We just agreed to meet up for some beer.

At On Your Way?

Well, yes.

I knew it. I knew it'd be you.

What?

Never mind.

Congratulations.

- On what? - Your future.

What? What do you mean?

There's nothing going on between us.

I know, right? There's nothing going on between you guys.

But I feel like I lost my chance before I could even do anything.

This is very upsetting.

Did you tell Ms. Joo that we planned to meet up...

for beer yesterday?

No, I didn't.

Then how did she find out? It looked like Ms. Uhm knew as well.

What did Ms. Joo say?

She suddenly congratulated us on our future.

Then she said she didn't even get a chance to do anything.

What should we do? What if everyone thinks that way?

- Is that so wrong? - Yes, of course.

There's nothing going on between us.

We haven't even done anything yet.

I thought we did.

My gosh.

You're very straightforward.

Does it make you feel uncomfortable?

If that's the case, I'll slow down a bit.

You even know how to control your tempo?

You're like a professional.

I once had a crush on someone.

But I couldn't express my feelings until she finally left.

And that's how it just ended.

I'm not going to make the same mistake.

By any chance, are you...

asking me out?

I promise I won't be late next time.

But instead, you also shouldn't...

eat chicken with someone else when you promised to meet me.

- They're taking out the catheter. - Okay.

He also needs a fever reducer.

Please make way.

Let me see him just once.

Please let me see my son just this once.

You're not allowed to go in when it's not visiting hours.

My goodness, what's going to happen to him?

Due to an increase in inflammation,

we decided to take out his catheter.

We'll try to look for another blood vessel,

but it won't be easy.

If he doesn't receive dialysis, he probably won't be able to last...

for more than three days.

My son.

My poor son.

What am I going to do? My poor son.

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Here.

Master Kim...

told me to return it to you.

(Organ Donor Card, Choi Soon Young)

I heard he was bullied in school.

That young man who's serving a life sentence.

His mom gave him medicine that could help him concentrate...

so he could get better grades.

That's how his kidneys failed.

He was on dialysis,

and that's what made him get bullied.

After a while of getting bullied, he couldn't stand it anymore.

That's how he ended up killing two people.

This is all my fault.

I was obsessed with money.

I was so focused on making money...

that I had absolutely no idea what my son was going through.

All I ever told him was to get good grades.

It's all my fault.

Those kids died because of me.

And I'm the reason my son became sick.

It's all my fault.

That's what all moms are like.

When something bad happens to their children,

they always think it's their fault.

The organ donation.

Let's do it.

My daughter's specialty...

was to help and rescue those who suffered.

On her way out...

I guess she wanted to save someone.

To someone,

the grief and sadness of having to say goodbye,

to others,

it sometimes becomes hope.

To someone,

it gives them a renewed will to go on living.

(Choi Soon Young)

To the very end, we must do our best to honor...

the donor and her mother.

Let's be respectful...

in the next procedures.

Yes, Master Kim.

Okay.

Okay.

(Doldam Hospital)

I'll turn off the ventilator and set off.

- Okay. - Okay.

Okay. I understand.

Choi Soon Young is on her way down.

Please be ready.

(Operating Room)

Goodbye,

my little girl.

Thank you for being my daughter.

I love you.

Ma'am.

We'll take her now.

Okay.

Ma'am.

Soon Young...

Let's pay our respects to the deceased.

All bow.

Thank you.

Anesthesiologist, may I begin?

Yes, you can begin.

Okay. Then I'll begin.

Scalpel.

I'll administer the anesthesia.

Wait.

Yes?

What? Do you have something to say?

Thank you.

Please tell her I said thanks.

You can tell her yourself...

once you get better.

I'll administer the anesthesia.

Give him 5ml of propofol.

The heart has been disconnected.

Lung team, you may come in.

Scalpel.

Gauze.

Forceps.

Bovie.

They'll remove the donor's kidney,

so I'll cut down to the iliac fossa.

(Iliac fossa: Room for the new kidney)

The liver has been removed.

We will now begin the cannulation, so bring in the thoracic team.

Prepare the perfusate.

Perfusate prepared.

Have the ice on hold.

The perfusate is ready, so you may begin.

Then I'll begin.

Cutting the aorta.

- Perfusion on. - Perfusion on.

Perfusion begins at 16:23.

16:23.

Dr. Park, are the fluids being entered properly?

Yes, Master Kim.

Removing the heart.

Scissors.

Container, please.

The heart has been removed.

Bring in the lung team.

Removing the lung.

The lung has been removed.

The liver team may enter.

The liver has been removed.

The liver has been removed.

Next up are the kidneys.

Long forceps.

Vessel loop, please.

(Vessel loop: Rubber cords that are used to identify blood vessels)

Please check on the other OR.

Yes, doctor.

Sure.

The other OR is asking about our progress.

Tell them that we've cut the iliac vessel.

The iliac vessel has been cut.

Removing the kidneys.

The container, please.

Here's the right kidney.

The next one is for our other patient.

Here's the left kidney.

I'll head outside and clean up its blood vessels.

Understood.

The kidney has been removed and the blood vessels are now being cleaned.

Master Kim will be here shortly.

Okay.

Ophthalmology team, you may come in.

(Doldam Hospital)

(Kidneys)

(Eyes, Hanseong Hospital)

(Lung and bowel, Hana General Hospital)

The surgery was a success.

The transplant went without a hitch and he's urinating properly.

We only need to wait now.

I'm glad.

Is something troubling you?

I'm always the root of my troubles, so all I do is worry about myself.

Why is that?

I feel like I always find the wrong answer.

I thought that working hard was enough,

but that isn't the case.

I believed that I was doing well by not being a nuisance to anyone,

but that hasn't worked out for me either.

I've been doing my best,

but I'm not sure if that's the best...

by everyone's standards.

Could it be because you're trying to find answers...

that have been set by others?

Instead of the answers that others want,

have you ever thought about the answers that you want?

Life can be mostly unreasonable,

but knowing the answers I want...

makes living in it easier.

Please smile.

Please look over here.

Let's now look at the camera on the left.

Are you all right?

Well,

I guess.

What about you?

I...

don't know.

That's perfectly fine.

It's impossible to know everything anyway.

I didn't run around advocating for you...

because I like you.

You're my patient.

Whether you're a lifer or not,

you are still my patient.

That's why I did my best.

So...

become a model prisoner when you return.

Become one,

receive parole, come back to society,

and be a good son to your mother.

Also,

try to become as close...

as to having a selfless life like Ms. Choi's.

Got it?

I will relay what you said...

when he wakes up.

Thank you. Good day.

One down.

Dr. Yang!

I...

will not leave Doldam.

- What? - I won't look...

for another place to work at.

I don't know why you think you can be this brazen.

Well, let me apologize for my attitude then.

Still,

I feel like I was wronged though.

Even after taking a blade to my neck,

I sucked it in and kept working hard.

All I did was do my job,

so why must I move to another hospital?

- Are you being sassy with me? - I apologize for that too.

However,

while I'm at it, I'll just keep going.

If I move to another hospital without doing so,

I'll be humiliated and angry about it forever.

I'll probably resent myself.

Are you high or something?

Who do you think you're talking back to...

You're right.

I'm on drugs.

Thanks to this medication,

I've been able to operate in the OR.

So don't you give me an ultimatum...

and tell me to leave.

I refuse to endure any further threats.

Thank you.

2 down, 1 to go.

What are you doing here alone?

Nothing.

I'm going over the organ transplant surgery I did earlier.

Oh, I see.

My dad is a doctor.

My older brother is also a doctor, and so is my older sister.

My mom is just a normal housewife.

And her joy in life is talking to me on the phone.

Are you boasting that you're from a family of doctors?

But among the doctors in our family, I'm the one who always falls behind.

I see.

No wonder you were always obsessed with getting the best grades.

To be honest,

I was bothered by you the moment we first met.

Same here.

I was bothered by you too.

You were always so cold to everyone.

You were arrogant and haughty.

You always did things your way.

You put on airs and was always so mean.

Plus, you thought you were really good-looking.

So you were a pain in the neck.

But...

There's a twist?

But it also...

hurt me a little.

Yesterday,

I heard for the first time...

that your parents passed away when you were young.

When I heard that,

my heart ached for some reason.

There's no need to feel that way.

I'm being really serious right now.

Well, don't be.

The moment things become serious, we'll start to fall apart.

Things will turn boring and pathetic.

So just forget what you heard.

How do you expect me to forget what I already heard?

I can't just forget everything.

Why not?

Do you want me to teach you once again?

Teach me what?

Reset.