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[narrator] Previously on Hard Rock Medical.

-You're doing fine, doing fine. -Amanda?

I don't understand how a mother can just abandon her child.

-Hi, Eva. -Amanda...

I'm gonna take you to doggy heaven.

-No, you can't do that. -You have to get a grip.

They all have to go back to the shelter.

They were gonna put them all down, Cam,

and I couldn't let that happen.

-This was a mistake, Fraser. -Are you coming back?

I have a family matter that I have to get back to town for.

I'm looking at a new art find.

If anyone finds out about this,

I can get kicked out of med school, go to jail.

She was found seizing, she could be fine.

Or, she could have permanent brain damage.

Get me out of this thing!

I'm gonna rip somebody's head off!

Sergio Amanti, I knew I recognized you.

I'm cured and I don't need to see some stupid oncologist.

-Mylo! -Mylo!

Mylo!

[opening theme music]

[machine beeping]

All right, that should do it.

Sutures and needle, please.

Hey! Snap out of it.

I asked you for the sutures and needle.

Oh, I'm sorry.

I'm not impressed.

The next time you come into my O.R.

you get your act together. Understood?

Yes, ma'am.

[slow music]

Take a deep breath.

We thought you might have gone back to Vancouver.

I can't go back there.

Why not?

My mom and I don't get along.

Well, if you weren't going back home,

why did you run?

You had a pretty good thing going with Trevor.

When I found out Noah was dead...

I felt so guilty.

I was alive and he wasn't.

I felt disgusting.

Like I left him behind.

Well, you didn't.

You were taking care of yourself

and doing what was best for your baby.

Weren't you?

What's his name?

Marley.

I have her on Velproic Acid.

-That's an anti-convulsant. -Right.

We're gonna try out a few more meds and see what works.

Does she have any cognitive damage?

She has some concentration issues.

Her short-term memory loss is related to the seizures,

so that should resolve once the meds start working.

She does have a retrograde amnesia.

That's unfortunate.

How far back?

We're not really sure.

Okay.

[slow music]

Hey, Dawn.

Sorry.

Have we met before?

[slow music]

I don't think you should be living out here alone, Pa.

Maybe we, uh, should get you a new guard dog.

I'm not alone. I've got my son, the doctor, living here.

It's temporary.

I'm gonna patch things up with Tara, I'm going home.

Not holding my breath.

Don't start.

What kind of woman won't let a Pépère see his own grandkids?

I don't know, Pa.

Maybe a type of woman who doesn't want Pépère

to lose her kids at an amusement park.

I didn't lose 'em.

They went to go buy some candies.

They were four and six years old, Pa.

There were thousands of people around.

They found them, didn't they?

Yeah, three hours later

because you were at, what the Whack'O'Mole?

I won the giant giraffe.

Ya, and that thing found its way in the wood chipper,

like, shortly after.

While you let her do it, j'imagine.

All right. I get it. You hate her.

She hates you, let's move on, okay?

You know, I don't think you really like her.

That's where you're wrong.

Parce que je l'aime, Pa.

I didn't say, love.

You love her 'cause she's the mother of your children.

Mais j'pas sûre that you really like her.

You know what your grandfather used to say?

L'amour c'est l'argent. Love is money.

You really know how much your family loves you

when you can't put food on the table.

Yeah, well, I won't have that problem once I become a doctor.

You think she's gonna stick around that long?

I'm getting my family back, Pa.

There.

Let's go see about that dog, huh?

[distorted music]

Grandmother Moon, right?

I knew you'd come back.

No sweetie, I'm- I'm not...

-Where am I? -You're in the hospital.

You're doing fine.

Hi, my girl.

How are you?

Hey, how's she doing?

Good. She's still feeling the anesthetic.

She thought I was some sort of vision.

How did the surgery go?

Surgery went well.

When she pulled out the pic line,

there was some vein damage,

but the surgeon managed to repair that.

I just came from a meeting with the oncologist.

-And? -Not the news I was hoping for.

This is all I could find.

One of the nurses who used to work here

left it behind in one of the closets.

Was she a nun?

Well, it's better facing Trevor wearing this,

than the clothes you were wearing.

He's gonna find out sooner or later

what I was out there doing...

Well, he doesn't have to find out today.

What's that again?

Ah, that's a clock.

Right... right.

And that?

A picture.

A painting.

A painting. Right.

Do you remember the painting that we did?

-We did a painting? -Mm.

You and I.

I can paint?

Well, you are my muse.

[reflective music]

Do you remember...

[reflective music]

This?

[reflective music]

I used that as inspiration for a beautiful painting.

Can I see it?

I kinda don't have it any more.

Why don't you just make a new one?

No! I'm not going to have a bone marrow transplant!

-Mylo, calm down, please! -Calm down!

Honey, you're gonna hurt yourself.

-Come on. -The stitches have opened up.

-Mylo stop it! -No! Stop!

-Milo, calm down! -Stop!

I have a 15-year-old who needs to be sedated stat.

I'll get a dose of ketamine.

No! No! No! No!

-Mylo, calm down! -Stop!

-Mylo! -This is gonna help you.

-Mylo, here. -No! No! No!

-In her thigh. -No! No! No. No...

Shh...

Okay...

Okay.

Tea, anyone?

That was intense.

Well, she should sleep for a few hours now.

I don't understand how we got here.

Was it because she stopped chemo?

It's that the chemo doesn't discriminate

between cancer cells and healthy cells.

What happens during treatment is

you're killing the cancer cells

because they are growing very quickly.

However, you're also killing the healthy cells as well.

And there are still cancer cells there.

They have to be destroyed.

So, unfortunately,

a bone marrow transplant

is the only solution now to replenish the healthy cells.

And what if she won't...

do a bone marrow transplant?

I just can't... I can't lose...

I don't want to lose my baby.

[slow music]

Where have you been for the last four months?

How can you just leave your baby?

Trevor, just give her a chance to catch her breath.

[baby cooing]

I want to hold him.

[baby cooing]

[baby cooing]

[crying]

-[banging] -Work. Work!

Work!

-Work! -[clatter]

Jesus, what is going on--

What's with these damn remotes!

Yeah well, they're not made of titanium,

-I can tell ya that much. -Let me clean this up.

Yeah, sure.

You know it doesn't work unless you pay for the service, right?

Yeah, what a surprise.

Well, you know what? It's all bad news anyways.

Well, how about some good news?

Where's my frickin' meds?

I have some good news.

I have your three o'clock dose right here.

Good. Feels like somebody's jabbing my spine

-with a pitchfork! -Okay, okay. Calm down.

All right.

[paper rustling]

Wow. Judging from your history of concussions,

looks like you've been on the wrong end

of more than a few punches, eh?

Yeah, comes with the territory.

All right. Listen.

How about we go through this questionnaire here, okay?

-Yeah, shoot. -Okay.

On a scale of zero to ten, with zero being no pain

and ten being worst imaginable pain,

which number describes the pain level of your headaches?

I don't know. Eleven?

Oh, it's a one to ten, Sergio.

Yeah, well, I'm telling you it's eleven.

Eleven?

I need more Oxycodon for that hockey player.

I just gave them to Nancy, what happened?

Rage issues. They got tossed onto the floor with his food.

Three-second rule doesn't apply, right?

You're having quite the day. Did you find the Oxy?

Yeah, but it was covered in apple sauce.

It was pretty yucky, so I flushed it.

[sighs] Next time, dig it out and bring it back,

no matter how yucky.

We have to account for the medication.

It shouldn't ever be flushed.

Didn't they teach that in medical school?

Mea Culpa.

[slow music]

There you go.

Hey!

Yeah?

We have a cleaning staff.

We're not that small a center.

[slow music]

[dogs barking]

-So how are things? -Ah, good.

Haven't had to put down as many animals lately,

-so there's that. -Well, hopefully

today, my friend, there will be one less.

Well, what are you looking for?

Pa, what are you looking for?

A good hunting dog, like Sinclair.

Up here?

Those are few and far between.

However, I do have one interesting dog.

Oh, never seen one like that before.

It's not my cup of cake.

I don't need some little yappy lap dog.

You hear that, Fido?

Looks like it's off to the dog park in the sky for you.

Whoa, whoa, whoa!

Heartless bastard.

You're not gonna kill something this lovely?

-Well... -What's wrong with you?

I'll take her.

Buddy, 444 just came in!

Uh, all right.

Do you mind if we do that paperwork? I gotta run.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, thanks again, man.

Pa, let's go.

I guess this is your lucky day.

[baby cooing]

I wanna stay.

I think that would be a good idea.

Right, Trevor?

Well, she's not breastfeeding

if she's got drugs in her system...

I can't breastfeed anyway.

She's way past that point.

What's with this Anne of Green Gables dress?

Trevor.

I'm just asking about the dress.

And I'm just asking you to be supportive.

I think that you should sleep next to the crib,

and that way he'll know that you're his mom.

Then where am I gonna sleep?

This couch is pretty cozy.

Your uncle George spent many nights on that couch.

[baby cooing]

How am I the one who is in the frickin' dog house here?

Shh, it's okay.

Sadness?

Zero.

Sadness is for wimps.

Listen, would you be open to having

someone come in and talk to you?

I don't know. Seems like you're doing a good job.

No, no, no, I meant a professional.

A shrink?

Ah... family?

Is there anyone you want me to contact for you?

For what? Am I gonna die?

No, I just meant, you know, just--

I get it. Do you want, you want all the dirt?

No Sergio, listen, I wasn't fishing.

Yeah you know, there were some dark days.

For sure.

Hockey reporters,

they said I was self-centered,

a boozer, a womanizer.

Chased anyone who was ever close in my life away.

Is that the truth?

Enough about me.

That's old news.

What about you? What's your story?

-[exhales] -You married?

Um... married...

Um, yep.

Yeah, yeah, I was, uh, married.

Let me guess. He left you for a younger woman.

You're a real beauty, though.

You know, I miss a lot, but it's hard to miss this.

[reflective music]

Thank you, Sergio. Um...

If you can just, um, excuse me for a minute.

Yeah, sure.

-[sniffs] -Hey! I'm sorry.

[sniffs] Oh!

-Nancy, hey! Hi. -Fraser.

You changed your hair, it looks... very nice.

What are you doing here, Fraser?

Well, it's business. I'm teaching again.

Oh, so you're back?

Yeah, yeah.

-You're good? -Yeah, I'm real good.

-I'm all good. -Good. Good.

You know, actually, I wanted to say to you that

I heard about Warren, and that's lousy.

Yeah. I know.

Oh.

-Good seeing you, and-- -Um...

You okay?

Yeah, good to see you, too.

[soft music]

How's the rash?

Dr. Healy!

[soft tense music]

I fixed the leak in the toilet.

You know, I'm never this handy at home.

Tara's always on my ass about it,

I guess I just don't have time.

It's not about having time, it's about making time.

Oh! So why didn't you ever make time with Mom?

I fixed everything all the time, even her frigging hair dryer.

Shocked me and I'm still deaf in one ear.

Oh, so that's why you never listen to her.

C'etait différent dans l'temps.

Funny how you always say that, Dad,

when you don't want to answer a question.

It was different, okay?

We didn't have a bunch of strangers therapists

and marriage conciliators to hang out our dirty laundry with.

What's wrong with that?

How's that working for you so far?

We married young, raised our kids,

then they were gone. Job was done.

Oh, so marriage is nothing but a job.

Was it always a job, Dad?

Hm? Did you ever love Mom?

-Let's go for a little walk. -Hey, hey, hey!

Did you or did you not love Mom?

I told you what love meant.

I don't believe that bullshit.

Believe what you want while your whole life

sits in a valise in the house.

Hey little girl, lots of trees and rocks with your name on it.

It was only once or twice.

Okay, fine, maybe three times, but at home.

It was just to take the edge off.

Am I gonna have to go to rehab?

[chuckles] No.

No, I don't think so, no.

Farida, I did hear about your friend Erika.

It's really sad to lose somebody that close, I know.

So I know how painful it can be,

and how easy it can be to lose perspective,

so any time that you feel stuck,

and you wanna reach into the cookie jar

just come find me.

-Hm? -Okay.

Thanks, Dr. Healy.

Come on.

[slow music]

Hey, kiddo.

You've had a bit of a rough go.

Yeah.

I guess I made a big mess of all this, didn't I?

Yeah, I wouldn't say that.

-Huh? -I like that one.

Good choice.

You'd probably be a really cool mom.

I would?

I mean, you're so chill.

My mom's so uptight.

Sweetie, your mom would climb to eternity and back for you.

You know that, right?

Yeah.

I know people think I'm lying about seeing what I saw,

-but I really did. -I know you did.

So why do I even need a bone marrow transplant anyway?

I'll tell you what,

how about you close your eyes, and

try and imagine a new vision.

Of Mylo.

Happy, healthy, cancer-free.

[exhales]

It's hard to see myself cancer-free.

Okay, open your eyes.

It's not so much that I want you to see it.

It's that I want you to really believe in it first.

Then you'll see it.

[slow music]

-[knocking] -[dogs barking]

Who is it?

Open up, please.

We've received complaints about animal endangerment.

Coming.

Gina.

-Oh. -[barking]

Jesus.

Here's why we haven't had to put down so many animals.

-It's a good thing, right? -What are you doing?

I'm saving them?

Please don't take them.

I have to.

No, Coco.

[melancholic song]