All language subtitles for Another.Self.S01E08.Episode.8.1080p.NF.WEB-DL.DUAL.DDP5.1.HDR.H.265-SMURF[eztv.re]-en1

A NETFLIX SERIES

This was my mom's.

She gave it to me before she died.

And she said,

"If you ever truly love a woman,

give it to her."

"May your lives blossom."

"Even if the woman you love is cranky…

cocky,

annoying,

and very short-tempered."

"Even if she gives you the death stare."

Is that what your mom said?

More or less.

She said,
"If she sweeps you off your feet,

and you don't know what to do with her

but can't be without her, keep her."

Stop looking

Deep into my eyes

I want nothing

To do with you

You've never been

Loved so much

I can see it

In your eyes

Yet you don't even realize

You're killing me

Don't ask me

Where I am

What I drink

Or what I wear

Let my troubles

Cure you

I speak

From the heart

Yet you don't even realize

You're killing me

My heart is

Running rampant again

I'm drifting

Towards you

Here goes

Another life wasted

I bid you

Farewell

Yet you don't even realize

You're killing me

What's going on?

Hang on.

-What's wrong?
-Where's Leyla?

Where have you been all night?

Leyla!

Morning.

She's not here!

Who's not here? What's going on?

It's still off. Oh God! They were on it.

Who was on what?

-My head.
-Sevgi!

-Sevgi!
-Sit down.

What's going on? You're killing me.

Hello?

Yes, that's me.

What is it?

I'm her lawyer. May I come in?

-Leyla.
-Sevgi!

Thank God you're okay.

Sit down, baby. There you go.

-Sevgi…
-What happened, honey? Tell me.

We were going to leave with Erdem,

but I just couldn't.

I thought of Eleni.

I said to myself,
"Listen to your instincts for once."

"Don't ruin your lives for Erdem."

So I left him there.

As they were leaving,

I heard a ruckus.

Some of them jumped.

The Coast Guard was there.

I took Sarp and hid.

Then they found us.

It's going to be okay, honey.

Honey.

Erdem's screwed, right?

He's more than screwed, Leyla.

I just hope I can save you.

-Get me out of here, honey.
-All right. Don't worry.

Ada.

Leyla.

Erdem.

-For God's sake… Leyla.
-Don't.

Look after my son.
Take care of him, Leyla.

-Erdem…
-It's all right.

-Everything's going to be okay.
-She's right.

Thank you for bringing Sarp.

I'll see you out, son.

Hey, Mrs. Muko.

I know you're mad at me,

but I need to tell you something.

-Sevgi and I--
-Spare me the fairy tale.

She's a grown woman.

If she wants to make a mistake,

she's free to do so.

So you're certain it's a mistake?

Look at that kid inside.

I don't blame Erdem.

It was Leyla's fault
for trying to make it work.

They were just incompatible.

Being head over heels in love and all…

It's not real life, son.

You're someone's son too.
You seem like a nice man.

I don't want to hurt you, but

some things are just not meant to be.

I see.

Hey, Leyla.

Try to eat something.

You need to stay strong for Sarp
if not for yourself.

Look on the bright side.

They're not charging you,
and you get to keep the money.

You know I'd end you
if you weren't so miserable, right?

Do it.

End me.

End Erdem.

End everything.

Leyla's on her own from now on.

You're not on your own, you moron.

If you had realized that,
you wouldn't have tried to do this.

-Exactly.
-Ada.

Hold her. Come on.

No. Don't.

-We will.
-I'm not in the mood.

-Don't!
-Come here.

-Stop!
-She's not even ticklish anymore.

-Stop!
-She's not.

We won't let you go until you accept it.

You're not alone.

We're here.

-We're here!
-I got it!

All right already. I have you two.

Idiots. I'm so glad I have you.

-Oh, baby.
-Honey?

What?

Where's your wedding ring?

They're getting divorced.

She's getting divorced?

Are you sure?

That's what I heard.

You didn't hear it from me.

Toprak.

This is yours. For the gigs. Thank you.

Come on. Just pay me with rakija
once you have a new place.

No, man. Just take it.

Hey. Please.

Fiko.

All right. Thanks.

It's not the end of the world, man.

It's not the restaurant.

It's Sevgi.

It's tradition.

All right.

Wow. Selim's going to be a father, huh?

-Are you okay?
-I don't know.

I don't even know what I feel anymore.

You've always been avoiding
the topic of having kids anyway.

I think this is the best
for both of you, Ada.

You're wrong, lovebug.

It's not having kids she's avoiding.

She's trying to avoid her past trauma.

Hey, Leyla.

I see you're back.

So do analyze the situation for us.

Honey, you know the topic

you've been avoiding for years?

That's what I'm talking about.

Maybe you and Toprak
should finally talk it out, Ada.

We can't talk anything out, girls.

Stop messing with the past.
Let's focus on the future.

Damn it. See, Ada? You're avoiding again.

You're also suppressing
the issue with your dad's family.

You can't always run
and sweep everything under the rug.

You have to push harder sometimes.

You need confrontation.

Take Sevgi.

She overcame her fears,

and they have a wonderful relationship.

Don't mind Sevgi at all.

He's been ditching me
the last couple of days.

I've been avoiding her
the past couple of days.

I don't know what to do.

Her mom's right.

What do I have to offer?

It's so painful to have these concerns
when you're madly in love.

I thought people from Adana liked pain.

It's fine when it comes from the spice.
But from the heart? Not so much.

I mean, look at her.

She's educated. She's a lawyer.

Why would she want me?

I'm sure she wants to start a family too.

Isn't that what you want?

It is.

Sure it is.

Especially with her.

But would she want me?

Where is this going anyway?

He lost the restaurant.

He needs to get his life in order.

You should've seen
the stare she gave Fiko.

Come on, Sevgi.
Why do you care about what Muko thinks?

Excuse my language,
but she won't be sleeping with him.

God forbid.

-Hey.
-What?

Did you two have sex?

-You did?
-Really?

Wow!

I can't believe it.

How did you feel?

I hadn't felt that good in years.

Thank God! Thank you so much.

I'm on cloud nine.
I just hope I won't come crashing down.

Can't you just enjoy it?

She's right.

There's nothing
in the way of your relationship.

I'm going to say something
you don't hear from me a lot.

-So cherish it.
-What?

Just let loose!

-I swear. Just do it.
-Just do it.

You should do it too.

There's nothing stopping you two either.
Do I see a ring? No.

Let's check.

-No ring.
-None.

Are you trying to trap me?

I fell into that trap before.

Don't do what I did.

We feel like a fish out of water
when we're with a strong woman.

You feel as if you're not enough for her.

The fear, the worrying…

You can't feel weak.

You can't feel lacking.

You have to get it together.

As if we need to prove something.

Maybe Sevgi just wants to be loved, Fiko.

I mean, to be truly loved.

I bet you can offer her that, Fiko.

So stop worrying.

Don't end up like us.

You're no different, Toprak.

I bet you can offer Ada the same.

So you're sure we won't see a spin-off?

We're a lost cause, honey.

God damn it.

-Listen, Ada.
-Yeah?

Toprak is a good man.

He just has some baggage,
as does everyone else.

He loves you a lot too.

His visa will be ready in a few days.

He'll be leaving soon.

Really?

So if you have something to tell him,

I'd say hurry up.

She's leaving.

You're going to visit Toprak?

I know how to work her.

Cheers, honey.

-Hello.
-Hello.

How's the tree? Is it better?

Not yet. It takes time.

The medicine needs to reach
the branches from the roots.

But it's giving more fruit now.

How have you been?

I have a question if you have time.

Of course. Come on.

I'm tired, Sarp.

Come here.

Hey, Muko.

Hey there, gorgeous.

How are you?

I'm not talking to you, Leyla.

You're still mad?

I just made a mistake. Please.

I'm already sad. Don't do this to me.

Move.

Do the girls know you were the one
who reported Mr. Zaman?

What?

I'm not the only one
who has secrets around here, right?

Mom?

She called me "Mom."
Ms. Sevgi remembers she has a mother.

-Girls, wait.
-Mom! Hang on, Leyla. Stop.

You know what you put him through, right?

Let's find out
what made Mrs. Mukadder do this.

I just felt like it.

Just like how you felt like

being out late at night

and making your mother worry.

Something like that.

Mom, I'm asking you a question.

Listen, Sevgi.
I won't let that tavern owner have you.

Nor Mr. Zaman, for that matter.

He can't pry into our family matters.

Move. Get out of my way!

Move.

Oh, I'm so getting that place reopened.

You know that, right?

So, based on what you said,

we need to accept the past as it is.

What if we can't?

What if I can't

forgive my grandfather or father
for what they've done?

"Forgiveness" is a strong word.

Let's call it
"acceptance" or "getting closure."

Because forgiveness implies

that we're holding ourselves
in higher regard

in comparison to them.

We're not better than anyone, are we?

Especially our ancestors.

Here's what I don't get.

I don't get to pick my parents.

So, why am I liable
for what my ancestors did?

Why do I have to deal with it?

It's just not fair.

Come. I want to show you something.

Come on.

-Thanks for everything.
-Thanks.

Is it over?

Yeah, Sevgi.

Don't worry.

We'll figure something out.

Holding your hand

makes me forget all about it.

Fiko, can you help me out?

I need to reach out to people who attended
Mr. Zaman's sessions in the past.

Sure.

At the beginning of the 20th century,

people migrated en masse

to come here from Iran.

Thousands of people…

died from sickness on the road.

My grandmother, Ümmü Gülsüm,
had lost her husband in the war.

She then lost two of her kids
and her unborn baby during the migration.

By the time she got here,
all she had been able to bring

was the single olive pit in her palm.

She prayed and planted the pit here
to honor the memory of her family.

Then she met my grandfather here.

Her second marriage.

They worked on this olive grove together.

That's the story.

This tree is the reason I came back here.

Was what happened to my grandmother fair?

Is that what really matters?

Or is it what she had brought here
that still affects us today?

What do you have in your palm, Ada?

Are you going to keep carrying your past
like a basket full of anger,

or are you going to pick what you need
from the basket

and carve out a new path for yourself?

I think that's exactly when
I started to understand Mr. Zaman.

I started to notice
the change in both me and the girls.

The answers I'd been looking for
have always been right before me.

I need you to do something.

That day, we mourned someone
we lost a long time ago.

We planted a tree

wishing our unborn baby

would meet the sun,
the earth, the air, and water.

I wish everything went differently.

You wouldn't have Flor if that happened.

I hope you get to be with her soon.

And I hope you can trust me now.

POLICE

Welcome, Zaman.

Hello.

Mr. Zaman, we've received
a lot of petitions on your behalf.

Your name was cleared as well.

-Sorry. Have a nice day.
-It's okay.

Mr. Zaman, it was my mom.

-I'm so--
-Please.

You don't need to apologize for her.

It's okay.

I called my dad.

Thanks for making that happen.

Good for you.

I'm glad you did.

Thank you for your help.

Mr. Zaman, remember how you told me
there was a mystery in my family?

Can we maybe work on that?

Guys, I won't be holding
any sessions for a while.

All right?

Maybe you should let time take its course.

Now, if you'll excuse me,
I need to get some rest.

Thanks again.

Our love cannot be

When we're torn between two worlds

It's a beautiful song.
Are you going to release it?

I'll record it in the Netherlands.

What about you?

I'll go back to Istanbul.

I need to move out.

There's the divorce proceedings.

That's pretty much it.

I should go. There are no cabs here.

Stay.

What good would that do, Toprak?

You'll be leaving soon anyway.

-I don't have the visa yet.
-But you will.

Come with me.

What?

To the Netherlands.

Let's go together.

Are you drunk or something?

I'm serious, Ada.

I might have screwed up ten years ago,

but things can be different now.

You can work there.
They have amazing hospitals.

You can meet my daughter. She'll love you.

That's ridiculous.

No. Losing this would be ridiculous.

Don't answer yet.

Think about it.

Will you?

And will you drive me home?

Take a seat.

Why did you call me over? Why the rush?

What if Muko sees me?

Muko's at the market. She's not home.

Just relax.

We're here for a meeting.

What meeting?

We have to look for a place
for our new restaurant.

I know it was hard on you too,

but I don't have the means
to open a new restaurant.

I wish I did, but I don't.

We'll create the means, Fiko Riko.

I provide the money.

You run the place.

We become partners.

Deal?

You're serious?

I cannot be more serious.

Are you in or not?

I mean… It's…

What can I say?

How about "Why not coconut"?

I do have one condition.

I get to name it.

Sure.

"Eleni's Tavern."

Exactly.

Could our past be stored somewhere…

even if we don't remember it?

-I'm going to fall.
-I got you. Don't worry.

All right. We're here.

You're so sweet, Fiko!

You're the sweet one.

Here you go.

So? What are we celebrating?

The new place?

No. I hope we'll be celebrating
something else entirely.

So…

Sevgi,

I'm in love with you.

Madly.

I know you're going to say it's new,
and we don't know each other yet,

but I knew the moment I saw you.

I knew we were going to be something.

And when I kicked that twerp out,

you stood by me
and said you'd taste the mezes.

That's when I knew I was right.

I knew you'd be my companion.

I'm not one to use fancy words.

My name might be Tevfik Fikret,

but I like to leave poetry to the poets.

I'm going to use my own words.

But what's the topic?

Me wanting to marry you.

Life's short.

Pomegranates rot fast, Sevgi.

What do you think?

Will it work?

What do you say?

What do you say? I can't hear it.

I'm saying yes. Yes!

I can't believe it, Sevgi!

Congratulations, honey.

I'm so happy for you. I love you.

Mom, Fiko proposed!

Now he's gone and done it.

Good for you.

Muko.

Muko.

Muko, please don't be like this.

The lady has made her decision.

She didn't even bother to tell me.

Who am I anyway, right?

I'll leave, then.

Muko, honey, look.

Don't do this. I'm begging you.

Fiko is a wonderful man.

He loves your daughter so much.

What more do you need?

-Please don't.
-Mom.

I'm sorry.

Forgive me if I ever hurt you, all right?

Even if you're hiding something,

I trust your judgment.

It doesn't matter to me.

You know how much I love you, right?

I can't have a wedding without you.

You be happy.

That's all I want.

I am happy.

Remember what you used to say?

"I'll know if a man's worthy of you
once I look him in the eye."

Have you looked Fiko in the eye?

I have.

And?

What did you see?

A good man.

More than good.

But I'm a mother, after all.

-Come here, Mommy!
-It's so hard.

Oh, Mom.

Then let the preparations begin!

At the narrow streets

Girls play marbles

It's beautiful.

Oh, honey.

It's gorgeous.

-Right?
-Yeah.

Sarp, hey!

Hang on. We have to button you up.

Tilt your head back.

You look so handsome.

It's done.

-Is it?
-Yeah.

Oh, sweetcakes.

You look gorgeous.

Do I really?

You look beautiful, Sevgi.

You're so pretty.

You look amazing, honey.

Honey, come on. Let's not do this.

Look, girls.

I worked hard on your makeup.
I swear I'll kick your asses.

Come on, girls. Cheer up.

Am I hearing drums?

I think so.

-Seriously, Leyla?
-Of course!

We can't let him take her
without some music!

Come here.

Like mother, like son.

What? Seriously?

All right. Wish him well.

We're screwed. The registrar is sick.

He wants us to postpone.

All right. Calm down.

You can just sign the documents
at the city hall later.

-What about today?
-I'll figure it out. Go get the bride.

Off you go.

-Welcome.
-Thanks.

Come here, Sevgi.

You look beautiful.

WE'RE GETTING MARRIED

WE'RE BORN TO FALL IN LOVE

We've gathered here
to witness and celebrate

Sevgi and Tevfik Fikret

embarking on their new journey.

Sevgi, are you ready

to walk hand in hand with Tevfik Fikret
for the rest of your life

as you shower him with the love and wisdom

your female ancestors provide?

I am.

Tevfik Fikret, are you ready

to strengthen your roots
and spread your wings together

as you protect her with the power
bestowed upon you by your ancestors

as you surround her
with your love, compassion, and loyalty?

Turns out,
I've been preparing for this forever.

I'm ready.

-Bravo!
-Bravo!

Bravo!

Have a wonderful life together.

Congratulations.

Thank you. Cheers.

They're such a cute couple.

-Yeah.
-I've never seen her this happy.

You can always call me.
You know that, right?

Whenever you need it.

You too.

How's the baby?

It's a girl.

Really?

You're going to be a great father.

You think so?

Thank you.

I have to go now.

If you ever hurt Ada again…

I won't, Selim.

Have you made your decision?

I say we give it a shot.

You mean it?

I'd have to get a job at a hospital there.

I'd need a work permit for that.

I just have a tourist visa.

Can you drive an RV?

I need to sleep occasionally.

Get your passport. We're leaving tomorrow.

Tomorrow?

I'd like to say a few words.

I saw Sevgi for the first time right here,

just by that door.

I've been thinking about her ever since.

So having the wedding here

really means a lot to me.

I'd like to thank Zaman
for making that happen.

You're welcome. Thank you.

Thank you.

Well, I guess it's as good a time as any
to make an announcement.

I've made a decision.

I'm going on a trip.

You can call it a retirement of sorts.

-No!
-What?

-We were just getting started.
-Come on.

-Where did that come from?
-I need to get some rest.

But still, I'm so lucky

I had the chance to hold my last sessions
with such wonderful people.

I'd like to thank you all
for everything you've taught me.

Don't do this to me, man.

I still need you.

You don't need me at all.

We were just getting used to you.

Thank you for giving us clarity.

And thank you
for reminding me of certain things.

To Zaman.

You had too much to drink, Leyla.

Girls? Is it just me,
or have you gotten bigger?

We haven't taken any photos!

-Get up.
-Let's take a few.

-All right.
-Come on.

So the journey we had started for Sevgi
a few months ago

had introduced us
to different versions of ourselves.

Our wishes had come true.

Sevgi had found love.

Leyla had bigger boobs.

I had been invited abroad.
Maybe not Belgium, but the Netherlands.

But of course,
life had more twists to throw our way.

You can put me down.
We're already in. Come on.

I should change.

Can you bring me
a glass of water, husband?

Of course, wifey.

Oh, Mom.

Sevgi, honey,

I'm going to tell you a story.

The story of Aram,
who worked at a jeweler in Kurtuluş.

One day, a young girl
came by the store he worked at.

They fell in love at first sight.

But Aram was a revolutionary.

On a cold winter night,

he and his friends were attacked
when they were in a meeting at the store.

Aram fell victim to three bullets

in order to protect his friends.

The young girl was pregnant at the time.

Aram's fellow revolutionary

took it upon himself
to look after the girl and the baby.

They named the baby

Sevgi.

And the girl Aram was in love with?

Her name was Mukadder.

Sevgi?

Sevgi!

Mr. Zaman?

HACETTEPE UNIVERSITY
FACULTY OF MEDICINE

Ada?

Why didn't you tell me
you studied medicine

or were a doctor?

How's Sevgi? Is she okay?

She's not.

She'd stopped the medicines, apparently.

She's in relapse.

I'm so sorry to hear that.

And you're here
to hold me accountable, right?

Exactly.

All right.

Go ahead.

Sevgi believed in you.

She thought she was cured.

She quit the medicines,
and now she has to start all over.

Listen.

I never promised Sevgi medical treatment.

Nor have I told her
she should throw her medicine away.

I know.

But you did tell her
the root cause was emotional damage.

I did.

And you were right.

That's why

you can't retire.

Sevgi's illness,

my hand, Leyla's situation…

I know what you do works.

I can't prove it,

but I know.

Teach me what you know.

Let's work together.

Let's help Sevgi and others.

I'd love to, but I can't.

Excuse me.

When did you last see him?

Who?

Your son.

Since that's the only photo you have,

it must've been a while.

Is that why you try to be
a father figure to everyone?

Can you give me some time

to think about it?

Toprak.

I can't come with you.

I can't leave Sevgi behind.

Of course you can't.

Anything I can do?

No.

You know I'd like to stay with you.

But you have to go see your daughter.

When you're in the Netherlands,
you can give it to Flor yourself.

Toprak…

Sevgi's going to recover.

We're going to reunite.

I don't know. Maybe I'll bring Flor.

We'll figure it out.

Ada, I just got you back.
I won't lose you again.

Go already.

Papa!

Flor?

Eva, what are you doing here?

What are you doing, Eva?

Ada.

Ada…

Ada!

Is being born

a choice?

Could it be that
we pick our parents before we are born?

How could you do this?

How could you keep it from me?

Could our genes, our ancestors be

both the source of
and the solution to our problems?

It'd take me years
to answer all these questions,

but I knew one thing for sure.

I had to start somewhere.

Who wants to go first?