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Take me with you, parakalo!

Take me with you!

CRETE 1924

Take me with you!

Take me too, parakalo!

Parakalo, take me too.

Mr. Halit!

Mr. Halit, it's you!

Take me with you. I'm begging you.

Mr. Halit, please take me with you.

Eleni, you can stay.
They kicked us out of Crete!

Mr. Halit, don't do this.

Mr. Halit, what are you saying?

We're neighbors.

Take me with you.

Who cares about neighbors anymore?

If there's no place for us
in Crete from now on,

there's no place for you
in this boat either!

Don't. Please don't do this, Mr. Halit.

Mr. Halit, take me too.

I'm begging you. Please take me.

They took my husband and my kids.

They left me here
because they're Turkish, and I'm Greek!

I'm begging you, Mr. Halit. Take me!

If I don't follow them now,
how am I going to ever find them?

I can't!

I won't be able to. I'm begging you.

I'm begging you.

All right. Today's exercise

is Expansion of Origin Family.

Our aim here is to get to the bottom

of our current
troubles, concerns, problems,

our very own vicious cycles,

and to gently touch upon

those feelings and emotions.

Why are you here?

Why are you here?

Hush.

This is…

not a play.

This is not a game.

It's not psychodrama.

It's a spiritual exercise.

You all will experience it in a minute

and see for yourselves anyway.

Can we talk afterward?

Please don't cross your legs.

Keep your hands next to you.

Tell us your name.

Leyla.

All right. Leyla.

We'll do a little exercise
for Leyla today.

Choose someone to represent you.

Man or woman. Doesn't matter.

You.

All right. How are you? How is Leyla?

I'm not okay.

I'm drowning.

Sir, I can't swim either.

I feel like drowning when I try,
just like him.

You don't have to call me sir, all right?

Pick someone
for the sensation of drowning.

All right. I will.

-Ada.
-All right.

All right. Come on, Ada.

No, thanks. I'll pass.

I'm really not good at acting.

Okay. You may leave
if you don't want to participate.

All right. Come on.

Here.

Stand right there. All right.

Close your eyes.

You represent
the sensation of drowning Leyla feels.

Repeat to yourself

what you are
and who you represent in your mind.

Open your eyes when you're ready.

Then you are free

to do whatever you want
and act however you feel like.

All right? Let's go.

What is this place?

I'm supposed to be a sensation?

Damn it. I feel smothered.

Is this place shaking?

It makes no sense.

What is this?

So how are you?

How are you,
Leyla's sensation of drowning?

What is it?

Nothing.

I feel a stabbing pain in my neck.

Did anyone from your mother's side

drown in the past?

My mother's side of the family
is from Crete.

Her grandmother was Greek.

I see.

But her grandfather was Turkish.

During the population exchange,

they migrated from Crete on boats.

And as they did…

Eleni, hey. A box fell in the water.
Can you grab it for me?

Of course, Mr. Halit. Let me take a look.

Where is it?

Mr. Halit?

Where is it, Mr. Halit? I can't see it.

A corpse washed ashore after a while.

Some thought it was hers.

Some figured she was murdered
for the gold she had with her.

Some reasoned she just fell and drowned.

My great-grandfather

waited for her until the day he died.

Her name was Eleni.

I can't breathe.

All right.

Pick another person.

-Toprak.
-All right.

Come on, Toprak.

Come. Stand here.

You know what or whom you represent.

All right.

Come.

Come on.

What changed? Tell me.

What's your first instinct?

What do you want to do?

Tell me.

What's your first instinct?

I want to hurt him.

Go ahead, then.

All right.

All right.

He's the cause of your death.

He's the one who made you suffer.

Go ahead.

Where are you going?

Enough of this nonsense.
We're going back to Istanbul, Sevgi.

That wasn't our deal.

What do you mean?

Didn't I participate
in that charade just for you?

I did.

It wasn't even your turn yet.

He's obviously a fraud!

I'm going to report this place.

Look at me.

Don't you dare.

Don't call anyone.

Ada, you really don't get it.

Either we go back to Istanbul right now,
or I'm reporting him.

That's the deal now.

Let's wait for Leyla, at least.

Sevgi?

Where are you? You vanished.

Ada's adamant. We're going to Istanbul.

She wouldn't wait for you.

It's okay. Don't wait for me.

I'll be here with Muko.

It'll be a nice vacation for Sarp too.

What about Erdem?

I mean, I'll tell him.
It won't be a problem.

Listen. Drive carefully.

Call me when you're there, all right?

Kisses, honey.

All right, honey. Bye.

Erdem… I wonder where he is.

Leyla?

Toprak?

Are you okay?

I mean, I'm not sure what to say.

I'm baffled.

Wasn't what happened back there so weird?

Were you here before?

Yes, I was.

I see.

It's also so weird to see you here.

But you look well.

Thanks. You look well too.

-Did Ada leave?
-She did.

They're on the road.

Ada didn't like it one bit.

I noticed.

I need to ask you something.

Go ahead.

Can you give me Ada's number?

Oh…

Toprak, I don't know.

I need to talk to her.

Please.

Why are you in such a hurry, girls?

I'd join you if you told me.

Muko, look.

Sevgi needs a few tests done.
You know I'll look after her.

These were for Mr. Zaman.

-It's your lucky day.
-Thanks, Mom.

For Mr. Zaman?

Why is this guy such a big deal?

How did you fall into his trap?

What trap, Ada?

For God's sake.

My daughter's been feeling better
since she started going there.

I just made stuffed blossoms.
It's nothing.

Sevgi is feeling the effects
of her treatment, Muko.

-It has nothing to do with him.
-You're the doctor. If you say so.

I'm fine either way,

so long as my baby is okay.

-Oh, Mom.
-All right. Enjoy your trip.

-Call me.
-See you, Muko.

-Bye, Sarp!
-We'll call.

-Do that.
-See you, Sarp.

Come here.
Let's send them away with water.

Hang on a second.

I hope you bring good news. Go ahead. Now.

Goodbye!

The person you've called
can't be reached at the moment.

Where the hell are you, Erdem?

Greetings from Cunda!

I just had
the most interesting experience ever.

I'm not at liberty
to tell you about it just now,

but I do have to say this.

Running is not the solution.

Turning your phone off, disappearing…

This is not how you solve problems.

Anyhow, Cunda is an amazing place.

I'll post a video about it pretty soon.

Goodbye for now, darlings.

All right. You don't believe it.

So how do you explain what happened?

Oh, for God's sake!

It's ridiculous.

Ada, what you call ridiculous

has been done all over the world
and helped hundreds of people.

What are you, his lawyer?

This isn't about Mr. Zaman.

This is about you dismissing things
you don't believe.

I'm dismissing it
on the grounds of reason and science.

Who's denying science?

So you have cancer
because your father died,

and something happened to
Leyla's mother's great-grand something.

I seriously don't get
how you're taking this seriously.

Why are you so mad?

I'm not mad at all! I'm not mad, Sevgi.

But I didn't study
for ten years for nothing.

Maybe there are things
these diseases are trying to teach us.

Maybe I shouldn't fight cancer.

Maybe I should be thankful to it.

What?

Do you hear yourself, Sevgi?

So I'm supposed to thank cancer

for taking my father from me?

I seriously have no idea

what you're on about right now.

For God's sake, please stop.

Let's just drop it already.

You always know everything.

You're always right.

Sevgi was right.

I was mad.

As a doctor,
I couldn't explain what I felt there.

The pain I felt,

the suffering, the anger I experienced…

I'm not going to lie.

It all seemed so scary at first.

So how do you feel?

I'm okay.

I don't care.

Tell her, then.

I killed you.

-But it wasn't--
-Look at her. Look into her eyes.

You've been carrying this pain for years.

Let's put an end to this.

I won't.

"He pushed the last meatball
towards her with his paw."

"Finally, there was peace
between Bibi and Fifi."

When's Dad coming?

Honey.

Go to sleep already.

I want Dad. I don't want to stay
in filthy places like this.

Sarp, come on.
I told you he was on a business trip.

He'll make money,

and then we'll go back home.

We're on vacation anyway.

And look.

You can't call people's homes filthy.
It's shameful.

But it is filthy.
Don't they have a maid here?

Just go to sleep, honey.

Sleep, so the morning comes.

Maybe Dad will call then.

Close your eyes.

Come on, honey.

I'll grab some water and come right back.

Close your eyes.

Damn it. You scared me.

This place already feels haunted, Muko.

What if Sevgi's results are bad?
What if she gets sick again?

Come on, Muko.

Come on.

I'll make you some tea.

Come on, honey. Let's go.

Maybe I should buy a bus ticket.

I don't want her to be lonely there.

Muko, look.

Just leave her alone.

Please, honey.

She's a damn attorney.

She can take care of herself.

It's easy for you to say.

I know what I've been through.

She didn't have babysitters, you know.

Don't worry, honey.

Sarp won't have them anymore either.

You let him watch a lot of movies?

The things he told me today.

Apparently, his father
took off with all the money,

and you two are homeless now.

As if.

Leyla, look.

I know Erdem wouldn't
leave you alone like this.

He'd have called a hundred times by now.

Is there a problem?

Muko, listen.

The girls don't know.

Don't tell them, okay?

Oh, honey.

Okay. I promise.

Just tell me, honey. Come on.

INCOMING CALL FROM MOM…

Will you give her back
what's rightfully hers?

Will you take what's yours from him?

You can stop the expansion
by taking a step.

All right.

I'll be outside.

Tell me if you need anything.

Ada.

What if you're right?
What if the tests are wrong?

I didn't say that
to upset you, sweetcakes.

I know, honey. I know.

But sometimes you get so technical
it hurts me, Ada.

You only make me take my pills

and try to get me admitted.

No one asks me how I feel.

No one asks me what helps me.

I'm sorry.

You're right.

I never asked you.

You know what helped me?

Tell me. What?

Looking at things differently.

And Cunda.

Leading a slow, calm, peaceful life
helped me a lot.

Maybe even stuffed squash blossoms.

You're crazy.

Remembering my father helped me so much.

Even though it hurt,

reliving that day helped me.

What he said to me helped me.

That's why I wanted you to participate.

Because you're just like me, honey.

You're always trying to help others

as if you're not hurt yourself.

I've been thinking about your dad
since I got diagnosed.

And about you and your mother.

Don't be ridiculous.
Your condition has nothing to do with his.

You're going to be okay, all right?

Dr. Ada, we're ready.

Let's do this.

Come on.

It won't take long. Don't worry.

You go home and rest
once you're done here.

We'll meet at my place later. Careful.

All right.

I'm cooking tonight.

-Oh no. I'm going to starve.
-Idiot.

-Ada.
-Yeah?

The Chief asked for you, ma'am.

He's in his office.

Congratulations, Ada.

We saved your spot
for when you return from Brussels.

Thank you, sir.

A two-year non-pregnancy clause?

Oh, yeah. They always put that in.

But you'll be with world-renowned experts.

If you were to run away after six months
because you're pregnant,

it'd all go to waste.

Here you go. We're proud of you.

I don't want to keep you, sir.

I'll take this home.
I'll sign after we celebrate with Selim.

-Thank you so much for your support.
-You're welcome.

What's up, honey?

How's Sevgi?

She had a PET scan.

We'll know by tonight.

Nice. Let me know, okay? I'm worried.

I'm still not done here.
I'll be back tomorrow.

Selim, I heard back from Brussels.
They sent me a contract.

I'm in.

Oh, yeah?

Is that so?

Congratulations.

Of course they picked you.

Selim, please don't be like this.

I know you're upset about it.

You know it's going to bug me.

Hey. I'm not upset. Don't be ridiculous.

Didn't you tell me

this was so important to you,
and you had to go?

What can I say?

Just so you know,
I can't leave this place.

Not for at least two years.

It's not that far anyway.
Just a three-hour flight.

You're right.

Honey, I have to go.

They're calling me in.

Let's talk when I'm back.

Again, congratulations.

Hello, Mrs. Ayça.

Do you have a minute? We need to talk.

Ms. Sevgi, no need
for another doctor's note.

You've been terminated.

What? Excuse me?

On the grounds of your condition.

The clients are taking hits because of it.

But don't worry. You'll get compensation.

I've been working for you
for six years, ma'am.

You're firing me over the phone?

Without even asking me how I am?

I'm sending you an email.
A client insisted on working with you.

Since you're not with us anymore,
maybe you can take the case yourself.

Get well soon.

Hang on. Wait.

Mrs. Ayça, I just want to say
one more thing.

I don't have a lot of time.

No. I'll keep it brief.

Fuck off, Mrs. Ayça!

To hell with your case.

To hell with your email.

Erdem Işık?

Dear Leyla Işık,

you have outstanding debts past due.

Next message.

Hello. I'm calling from Sarp's school.

You were supposed to pay
for the next semester, but…

Hello?

Are the results in?

Leyla, where is Erdem?

I don't know. Why?

If he calls you,
if you find out where he is,

call the police immediately.

Don't you try and hide it.
You'll get in trouble too.

Sevgi, what's going on?

There's a warrant issued for his arrest.

Why am I not surprised?

This is textbook Erdem.

Ada, can we drop it?

All right. Sure.

Let's drop this too.

No, Mrs. Leyla. We can't drop it.

How could you not tell us?

She's now telling me
he took off a month ago.

Are you kidding?

Everyone has troubles, Sevgi.

I didn't want to burden you.

How was I supposed to know
it was such a big deal?

He told me he'd handle it.

And the moron wants me to defend him.

He even gave me power of attorney.
What an idiot.

I checked his file.

Aggravated fraud, smuggling, tax evasion…

He did them all.

Let's drop it, please.

I feel suffocated.

I've had enough of it.

Just tell me something nice.

Her Highness, the surgeon, Dr. Ada Korkmaz

is going to Brussels!

What? Really?

-What did Selim say?
-What do you think?

He's thrilled about it.

Girls, don't be ridiculous.

You can't maintain
a relationship for two years

while you're in different countries.

He has a libido, you know.

That's not the real issue.

Ada won't be able
to have kids for two years.

But Selim wanted kids.
What's going to happen now?

Girls, do you really think
Selim won't get it?

He obviously supports me. It's fine.

Maybe it's the excuse
you've been looking for.

Maybe you didn't want kids,
and now you have an excuse.

You dropped out of psychology
in your last year, right?

So you're not actually a therapist.

Mom!

Muko won't give me her phone!

-He's so naughty.
-Sit down.

-I take it all back, honey.
-Oh, you…

I think Brussels is an excellent idea.

Girls, it's the hospital.

The hospital?

-Here we go.
-Come.

Oh God.

God, please let this be good news.

I see. You've sent the results
via email as well, right?

All right.

It's clean.

Just a small lesion.

-No metastasis.
-Thank God!

It's clean.

-Yay! Sevgi's okay, Muko! She's healthy!
-Oh, Sevgi…

-She really is.
-You can put all this behind you now.

Oh, Sevgi…

My baby.

It's clean!

Mom!

Mommy, it's all over now.

It's all gone now, Mom.

Come on, man.

-Tackle him.
-Shoot.

Goal!

-This is it!
-You're the man.

-Brother.
-Goal!

You're the man.

You're the best.

Always come from now on.
You're my lucky charm.

End the game already, ref. It's over.

Don't get your hopes up.
I'll be leaving soon.

When are you leaving?

Next week or so.

I'm still waiting for a few documents
for the visa application.

ADA

Yeah, right.

You don't miss much, do you?

-Want some?
-No.

-Really?
-I'll have some water.

You know…

Yesterday kind of shook me up.

Isn't it so weird, man?
Ada and I ending up there like that?

The two of us getting picked.

Me being the murderer, her the victim.

Just a coincidence?

I wouldn't know.

Do you think it's a coincidence?

I get it, man.

You don't talk about it.
What happens there stays there.

-The shop's closed for the day.
-I see.

-Need something, Zaman?
-No, man.

Skinny, clean the table!
You're embarrassing me.

No, man. No need, kid.

Just take a seat. What are you doing?

No, thanks. I'm in trouble.

I had a fight with the performers.
The bastards bailed.

I have a group of 30 coming in.

Performers, as in musicians?

You need a musician? Here's one.

Don't look at me, man.

You know what I think, Sevgi?

Keep doing whatever it is
that you've been doing for the past month

because it did wonders for you.

She has to stay on the meds though.
Right, ma'am?

Yes. You'll still have to take your pills.

We'll do tests regularly as well.

Thank you so much, ma'am.

I could never repay you.

Don't forget
to take your medication regularly.

Watch your diet and sleep well.

We'll talk again in a month, okay?

Okay. I moved to Ayvalık, ma'am.

Please come visit me sometime.

Good for you.

I'm glad you quit your job too.

I think so too.

-Thank you so much.
-You're welcome.

-Thank you, ma'am.
-Hey, Ada.

This is amazing. How did this happen?

Rakija, fish… Good old Ayvalık, ma'am.

You heard her, right?
"Keep doing whatever you've been doing."

Dr. Ada.

These are for you.

-Thank you.
-You're welcome.

"Congratulations, my gorgeous wife."

"I have no doubt you'll conquer Brussels."

Hey, Ada.

Don't you think you should reconsider?

Leyla, how do I put this on?

I'm about to throw it away. I can't do it!

Honey, you can transplant organs,
but you can't put on garters?

Are you going to help me?

I have a better idea.

If you can't put it on,

let Selim do it!

I think it's on.

You did it! Bravo!

There.

Ada?

Welcome, honey.

I thought I'd surprise you for a change.

What?

It looks bad, right?

No.

You look amazing.

Baby.

I know I've neglected you lately.

I never was a romantic anyway.

You know no other guy
would agree to the Brussels thing, right?

You're a very special man.

Thank you.

-Ada.
-Yeah?

I slept with someone.

What?

I was so frustrated.

I got drunk.

I was mad at you

because you were leaving.

I'm really sorry. I'm so sorry.

-I regret it.
-Frustrated? Mad? Drunk?

I'm sorry.

I regret it.

You too, Selim?

Even you?

Ada.

Ada!

Ada, wait. Let's talk.

Ada!

Ada.

-Let's talk.
-Stop! Stay there!

Don't come near me!

Stay there.

Just let me explain, okay?

What is there to explain?

It was a one-time thing. I said I'm sorry!

-It didn't mean anything.
-Yeah, right.

That's what they always say.
It never means anything.

I'm going insane.

Hello?

Is there no one else available?

What?

All right.

Where are you going?

I'm talking to you! Ada!

Move. I need to go to the hospital.

What? Are you the only surgeon
in that fucking hospital?

-Move. The minister had an accident.
-What minister?

I just told you I cheated on you,
and you're going to work!

I heard you!
You don't need to repeat it! Move!

Ada.

Just for once!

Just put us before your work for once.

Ada! This is killing our relationship,
you know?

You killed it
the moment you cheated on me.

There's no us anymore.

Ada, don't leave.

Don't be here when I'm back.

Why?

Why is it always the same story?

Why is it always the same story?

Will you marry me?

I won't ever let you down.

Ever.

Okay.

Come here.

It's too hot in here.

We're getting married.

We're getting married.

We're getting married!

If we keep reliving
the same things over and over,

or if we keep going through
the same cycle in different ways,

could an unknown wound
from the past be the cause?

When we talk about the past,
we only think of our own past.

But our grandmothers, grandfathers,
and even their parents

are parts of our past too.

You can light candles
for your grandmother.

If you honor her,

you will prosper too.

I'm going to do
beautiful things for you, Eleni.

I know you can hear me.

I hope your soul finds peace.

Your granddaughter remembers you.

Could it be that a past wound
from generations ago

is the cause of our ruined relationships,

our material and emotional losses?

What if we could change all that
just by acknowledging and embracing it?

Damn it! I nicked the hepatic vein.

Aspirator.

-Gauze. Come on.
-Here.

Call Dr. Faruk. He needs to take over.

Right now!

There are reports of similar issues
in your recent operations.

You saw a neurologist too,
but they couldn't diagnose it.

Do you realize you're risking
both the patients and the hospital?

You're right, sir.

Give me a month. I'll handle it.

I have to ask you to resign.

What?

Dr. Faruk will go to Brussels instead.

The hospital board is firm on this.

I'm really sorry.

I've worked hard for years
to get on that committee!

You handed me an award a month ago.

You thanked me, sir!

Is it that easy?
You just write me off over one mistake?

-Ada.
-I quit!

All right?

Don't you call me ever again.

Hello, beauty!
Welcome to our livestream from Cunda.

You know where we are, honey?

This is Fiko's tavern.

The mezes are delicious.

By the way,
I did what Mr. Zaman told me to do.

I lit the candles
and let the sea take them.

-God rest her soul. To Eleni.
-To Eleni.

To Eleni.

Sevgi brought all her stuff from Istanbul,

but the place is not looking good.

-We have a lot to do.
-It's just fine.

Oh, come on. It needs a lot.

More importantly,

we found Sevgi a date through an app.

She's meeting the guy this weekend,
and you're going to miss it!

Like mother, like daughter. Take a look.

Look what Muko's up to.

Muko made stuffed squash blossoms
just for Mr. Zaman.

Yes, stuffed squash blossoms.

Just as a thank you, of course.

As if we're gonna believe that.

As for Erdem…

As you know, there's no news.

I started selling my dresses online.

My shoes too. Even my purses.

Anyway, I'm not going to cry.

As for the actual big news…

Guess who's back on the stage?

Look! Look who it is!

I wish you were here too, Ada.

I also wish we could fix Sevgi's place up.

Just finish whatever surgery you're doing
and get over here, honey.

-We love you so much!
-We love you so much!

Bye!

I love you so much. So much.

Do you have a room for me
in that haunted mansion of yours?

MOM

If we knew how much the past affected us,
would we still avoid confronting it?

Even if we tried,

would it leave us alone?

I'm busy right now, Mom.
Can I call you back in a few?

Ada.

This is Toprak.

Please don't hang up. We need to talk.