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[Road to Success]

[Episode 19]

You have to admit I played really well.

Coach gave me that...

Come on.

Coach.

Coach.

That pass of mine...

That was exceptionally good.

That was amazing.

Coach, did you see us play?

-We played so well. Aren't you going to praise us?
-Yeah.

Great job today.

Did you thank Ms. Lin?

Thank you, Ms. Lin.

I'm the team supervisor.

It's my duty.

How was my pass?

-I told you.
-That was a great strategy.

You can never go wrong
believing in yourself.

We were bound to win.

What a cool win.

Cool as hell.

Yes, you're the coolest.

Isn't this that trendy spot
with the super long lines?

Yes, this is a reward from your coach.

Come on! Eat up!

-Thank you, Coach!
-Coach!

-Good for you!
-Coach!

I'm starving!

What do you want to eat?

I'll go get it.

I've had a toothache lately,
and I have things to do.

You guys go ahead and eat.

-Fu.
-Can we take whatever we like?

Babies, I'm leaving now.

We can finish it, bro.

This doesn't feel right.

Surprise.

Li?

Congratulations
on your triumphant return, Ms. Lin.

Let's go in.

What's wrong?

Are you feeling down?

Didn't the team win today?

I'm not unhappy.

The kids did great.

I'm just...

a little tired.

You don't have to lie to me.

What did you buy? Fried chicken?

Do you want me to stay with you,

or do you want to be alone for a while?

I...

Okay.

If it gets cold, microwave it.

Don't eat it cold.

Take care.

[Little Savage Tribe]

Li?

I knew you were home.

I bought some barbecue
for a late-night snack.

I'm not hungry.

You blocked me on WeChat.

Can I ask why?

Ming...

is Jason.

right?

I know you don't want to talk to me
right now,

but I already have some clues.

I have a notebook.

It contains my investigation results.

You can take a look at it first.

[A Rising Star Falls: Reports Say]

[Nanton's Most Promising
Chinese Football Player Dies by Suicide]

[Somatization of Depression]

[The Michelangelo Phenomenon:]

[The Psychological Struggles
of Perfectionists]

[Somatization of Depression]

[Brintellix]

[The IP of Spade Q]
[It was London Psychology]

[Research Institute] [This place is
a historic academic institution in London.]

[Source of the prohibited drugs]
[Jason's Activities and Daily Diet]

[Before the Incident]
[There was only a bottle of gummy bears]

[I didn't go out. I hate rainy days.]

[It's raining today.]
[Did you catch a new firefly?]

[I found fireflies downstairs today.]

[It's the rarest type.
I'll send a picture to you.]

[I can tell that rainy days
are your favorite, but...]

[How will you get there?
You should learn how to ride a bike.]

[Hate rainy days.]

[Hahaha. Tell me about it]

[By the way, about the gift,]

[can you not tell anyone?]

[Don't forget to eat it.]

[I'll get mad if they go to waste.]

[Jokes aside, I'll send you a gift later.]

[Remember to accept it.]

[Jokes aside, I'll send you a gift later.]

[Remember to accept it.]

[Thank you. In the UK,]

[you're the first friend
to send me a gift.]

[Two Lin Wanxings]

Two?

[Two Lin Wanxings]

[The reason for his death]
[The gift from Spade Q]

[She told Jason not to tell anyone.]

[Different people]

Let's talk.

You've read the files?

I met Ming

on a psychology forum.

He posted a thread,

saying he suffered from severe insomnia

and sometimes

even wanted to hurt himself.

So I added him on QQ to chat with him.

His parents

divorced because of arguments
when he was young.

His father was absent.

Because of his family of origin,

he always had

severe psychological trauma.

He always thought

it was because he wasn't good enough

that he wasn't loved.

If I had noticed

his psychological problems earlier,

maybe none of this would have happened.

So you just said

you found some clues.

Is it really what you said
in your notebook?

Someone impersonated me on my account

and induced him to commit suicide
step by step?

That person

did something even worse.

Do you remember that on Christmas

you gave Ming a bottle of gummy bears?

That person

swapped that bottle of candy

and added ephedrine to it.

And as for what happened next,

you already know.

No wonder.

No wonder his last message to me said

he hated me.

His death

was indirectly caused by me.

No, Lin Wanxing.

That person is the real murderer.

Does this look familiar to you?

The person using this profile photo

is the murderer who stole your account.

A butterfly?

Xiang Zi?

Who is Xiang Zi?

He is my senior.

He's one grade above me.

Because he took a year off,

he was in the same grade as me.

I remember he loved
studying butterfly specimens.

Back then,

it was him who went to the UK with me
for the exchange program.

That was also when I met Ming.

Then he is the prime suspect.

Did you have any conflicts with him?

I rejected his confession.

That shouldn't count as a conflict.

Wang Fa.

I can't absolve myself from this.

I want to investigate with you.

Okay.

Lin Wanxing,

I want to say...

I'm really sorry.

At Xiang Zi's home in Lyujing,

he takes on
some psychological counseling cases?

He studied psychology,

so he's very guarded.

You won't be able
to get anything out of him.

It's fine.

We're going there for counseling.

[Psychology Counseling Room]

Here, have some tea.

Half a spoonful of honey for you,
as always?

You have a great memory.

It's been over a year since we last met.

How have you been?

Pretty good.

I'm glad you've moved on.

I was quite worried about you.

I wanted to contact you,

but I didn't have your contact info.

You opened a counseling clinic
only a year after graduation.

Impressive.

I'm not like you.

I'm not cut out for academics.

Graduating early and making money
suit me better.

You're too modest.

I forgot to introduce you to each other.

This is my friend, Wang Fa.

The main reason we came here

is to ask for a favor.

Go ahead.

Let me.

I need psychological counseling.

What kind of counseling do you need?

I had a student

who passed away.

For psychological counseling,

my junior here can help you.

Why did you come to me?

Isn't it a rule

not to counsel acquaintances?

You two are close?

How close are you?

We work together.

We're colleagues,

and he's kind of

my tenant.

You live together?

He lives upstairs.

I see.

As for the counseling,

I need to think about it.

I have something to do in half an hour.

I won't keep you here today.

I see.

Sorry to bother you.

Seeing these butterfly specimens

reminds me of the time

we were in grad school.

I really miss those days.

Back then,

you weren't interested in these things.

Things are different now.

I'm looking forward
to taking a good look at them next time.

We'll see if there's a chance.

Let's go.

Open the door for me.

He's still watching.

Put on a full show.

Didn't you say that?

Put on a full show.

Do you think he will agree?

Not necessarily.

When we asked if we could come again,

he hesitated.

Then what do you think we should do

to make him change his mind?

What we are doing now is fine.

It's working.

[A Daily Dose of Psychology:
The Sweet Lemon Effect]

[A Daily Dose of Psychology:
The Wallenda Effect]

[See you at the studio at 10:00 a.m.
the day after tomorrow.]

He agreed.

We have an appointment at 10:00 a.m.
the day after tomorrow.

Then we have a day and a half

to prepare.

What's your plan?

I plan to create a personal website.

I'll have Yu Bo imitate his tone

and leave lots of comments on the website

to attract him.

Having Yu Bo empathize with him?

If Xiang Zi relates to the comments,

he might contact Yu Bo

and share his past cases.

The content and comments on the website

have to be very precise.

It's very difficult,

but worth a try.

Okay, it's done. Take a look.

[Winfred Wang]

[At 4 a.m., I am always the first one
to arrive at the locker room.]

[The moment the lights come on,
the empty lockers]

[look like unanswered questions
on a blank sheet of paper.]

Why does it seem to me

that these words aren't very effective?

No, these are all moments of glory.

How can they be ineffective?

Yu Bo, different trades are worlds apart.

The average person's attention
span on a webpage

is about 6 to 8 seconds.

If they have a purpose

and want to search for something,

maybe 15 seconds.

In other words,

within 15 seconds,

if Xiang Zi

doesn't see the information he wants,

he will close the website.

Then what should I do?

What should I put up?

I think we should put up some

things he's interested in.

Like butterflies.

He likes butterflies.

If I post these on the website,

would it be too deliberate?

That's why

we need to show it casually.

For example, we can find some photos

and add a small butterfly element

in the corners

for him to discover by accident.

Then what about the other content?

It's best to reveal your inner thoughts.

But once he searches my website,

he'll know I'm Jason's coach.

According to Kevin's info,

he should know

who he killed.

Right.

Usually, killers return to the crime scene

for two reasons.

The first is to destroy evidence

and cover up the crime.

The second

is to satisfy their twisted desire
for control

and sense of achievement.

By reliving their actions,

they can prove
their capability and influence.

You are a victim of the Jason incident.

You can satisfy this need of his.

He will keep reading what you write.

Okay, just write about your daily life.

I'll look for photos.

[Someone asked me why I became a coach.]

[I think back to the first time I touched the ball,
and the tremble that ran through my fingertips.]

[That was the moment
when my passion took root and grew.]

[I want to help more people
find themselves on the football field.]

What do you think of this one?

It's not bad, right?

It's pretty good.

What do you think?

The first one.

The second one.

The third one.

The fourth one.

Let's use these.

I'm going to make some coffee.

Wait, let me send them to you.

Turn on your AirDrop

and Bluetooth.

Just email them to me.

Okay.

Sent.

I think she really likes

seeing you look defeated.

I like it too.

I'm going grocery shopping.

I'll make dinner tonight.

Based on what you said on the rooftop
that day,

I improvised a bit.

I've sent it to your email.

If you think it's too artsy,

you can delete some parts.

I'm heading back.

Aren't you staying for dinner?

You guys eat.

Pity is useless.

In a real professional arena,

there's no room for any flaws.

That includes myself.

But when you really stand
in the position you want,

what do decades of hard work

and the blood and sweat
of countless people

even amount to?

Under the banner of the club,

we are merely warriors

united by a primitive totem,

fighting our opponents

in another form.

Once on the field,

we are essentially no different

from the slaves
in the ancient Roman Colosseum

who entertain the nobles.

I didn't even have the courage
to step into that cemetery.

I stood in front of the sink,

looking at myself in the mirror,

with a huge black umbrella covering me.

Suddenly looking back

on the life I had lived,

I saw only misty rain

and could no longer
see the path I had taken clearly.

Maybe football shines brightly.

But it...

never shone on me.

Where is Lin Wanxing?

She went back.

Smiling so affectionately
even after she left?

I knew it.

You just don't know how to please a girl.

How about this?

Let me teach you a trick or two.

What do you say?

Do you need me to remind you

that you've only pursued one girl
in your life,

and that was my sister?

Plus, you failed.

That's because I have high standards.

And let me tell you,

I'm making progress now.

The average time she takes
to reply to my messages

went from 10 hours

down to 2 hours.

How's that?

Her latest reply
was probably telling you to get lost.

Well, if she tells me to get lost, I'll...

definitely fold myself in three

and get lost.

Then can you get lost
and go cook right now?

I'm starving.

Hurry up.

[Winfred Wang, Football Coach]

Winfred?

When I was in the UK,

I heard of someone named Winfred.

He was quite famous.

I remember his nickname was Mr. Win.

That should be me.

A year ago,

I coached at the Nanton Club in the UK.

I've heard a lot about you.

Not only that,

he has a lot of fans

on his personal website.

That's all in the past.

Anyway,

thanks for trusting me.

Let's get started.

Let's go upstairs.

Okay.

I'll go with you.

[Psychology Counseling Room]

Mr. Wang, please.

Junior,

just wait here on the sofa

for a moment.

[Psychology Counseling Room]

Please take a seat.

Mr. Wang,

let's begin.

Relax.

Okay.

So where do we start?

Let's talk about

your psychological trauma.

Are you willing to tell me about it?

One of the players I was most proud of

committed suicide
by jumping off a building.

My next question might be

a bit direct.

Why did your player's suicide

become traumatic for you?

Is it because you were very close,

or because his death was related to you?

It seems you

still don't trust me completely.

It's fine.

Let's not talk about it.

Let's change the subject

and talk about something else.

Talk about what,

Mr. Xiang?

Let's talk...

Let's talk about Lin Wanxing.

How did you meet?

Destiny.

I care about her a lot,

and I want her to be my girlfriend.

Do you really know her?

How much do you know about her past?

That doesn't matter.

Really?

Do you know about her family?

Do you know where her parents are?

An outstanding student like her
actually dropped out of her Ph.D. program.

There are so many contradictions
about her.

Aren't you curious?

Why should I be curious?

Mr. Wang Fa,

from a psychological perspective,

asking a rhetorical question
can indicate hostility.

Relax.

I don't mean anything else.

I just want to help you
understand her better.

So,

do you really

not want to know her past?

She tries so hard to hide herself.

Could there be some unknown dark side?

A person's present

is much more important than their past.

I know her better than you,

and anyone else.

I don't want to dig into her past.

Nor do I want to pry into her secrets.

It doesn't matter
what she has been through,

because I trust her character.

But she isn't sincere.

Don't you mind?

That's because
I'm not worthy of her sincerity.

It's my fault.

She didn't do anything wrong.

End of discussion.

I don't like people
talking about her behind her back.

Okay.

Why aren't you worthy of her sincerity?

What exactly did you do wrong?

Is it because your player died?

Was it a coincidence

that you came to Hongjing,

or did you arrange it deliberately?

Excuse me.

The school suddenly needs Coach Wang
for an emergency.

We'll come back another day.

If you can't
regain your emotional balance,

you can try meditation,

exercise,

or other familiar and safe ways

to relieve stress when you go back.

Ms. Lin,

are you worried about me?

I just don't want the investigation
to go wrong.

Don't worry.

I'm fine.

Did Xiang Zi

ask you any strange questions?

For example?

What do you mean by strange questions?

Nothing.

[Winfred Wang]

[I often feel
that human life is like a butterfly—]

[fragile yet beautiful.
With just a little temptation,]

[one can be led astray,
like a moth flying into the flame.]

[Your opinion is interesting.
I agree with you.]

He finally took the bait.

Who is it?

Xiang Zi visited our website
early this morning.

He contacted Yu Bo for a private chat.

Any gains?

He showed his record
of buying illegal drugs,

confirming he was the one
trading with Kevin.

The evidence is solid.

[Jason's urine test report
will be released soon.]

[He will have to quit.
Prepare the final payment.]

[The weather will be nice tomorrow.
Then let's meet before 3 p.m. tomorrow.]

[King's Cross Station, Locker No. 19.]

[Put the deposit in. I'll go get it.]

[What kind of deal?]

[Purchase Record: Prohibited Drugs]

[This is our last candy delivery.
See you at the same place.]

[Remember, we'll have nothing to do
with each other after this.]

You want to convict me

based on this?

Kevin is already under investigation.

You conspired to drug Jason,

also known as Yang Mingsen,
with banned substances,

causing his suspension,
which led him to commit suicide.

You can't get out of this.

Did you forget

that it was you who replaced
his gummy bears?

He's dead?

Your player was too fragile.

Could it be that you, as his coach,

put too much pressure on him

and drove him to suicide?

He was not my player.

What does it have to do with me?

He's provoking you.

Don't fall for it.

Junior.

I was so good to you before,

but you didn't care about me.

Why are you so attentive
to someone else now?

It's my freedom
to be attentive to whoever I want.

Jason did nothing wrong.

He was innocent.

Why on earth did you harm him?

Yes.

He was innocent.

Because you are the one who was wrong.

[2 Years Ago,
London Psychology Research Institute]

See you tomorrow.

-Bye-bye.
-Bye-bye.

Junior, want some coffee?

No thanks, honey water is fine.

What are you chatting about?

Sorry.

It's fine. No worries.

You look so focused.

Who were you talking to?

A friend of mine.

It's so late.

I need to hurry back and deal with this.

Aren't you leaving?

I need to sort out the rest of my paper.

I'm staying a bit longer.

I'll get going then.

Okay.

Bye, Senior.

Bye-bye.

[I forgot my password.]

[Spade Q]

[Log in]

[Ming]

[Ming]

[Yongchuan University
Psychology Department Student Union]

[Inbox]

[Spade Q,
are you interested in making a deal?]

[I'll pay you well.]

[Recipient]

[I'm Spade Q.]

[What kind of deal?]

You actually

have been snooping on my computer?

Why did he get to chat with you
every day?

Why did you care about him more than me?

I'm your senior.

I like you so much.

Have you ever considered my feelings?

Just for this reason,

you had to kill a person?

In the end, it was because of you,
Lin Wanxing.

I thought if I had money,

you would look at me properly.

But you still ignored me.

You even rejected me.

Let me tell you,

it feels so good to torture you.

Why should you get all the resources?

Why do you always act

so high and mighty?

People like you should suffer a bit.

You should know that

playing with others' feelings
comes at a price!

You are insane.

I hate it when you look at me like that!

Lin Wanxing!

Your hand...

Call the police now!

Watch out!

Let me go! I'll kill you!

Let me go! Let me go!

Let me go!

[Police]

Let's go to the hospital.

Okay.

I got it.

Thank you.

How is it? What did the doctor say?

No bones were broken.

It's just a cut.

It will heal in a week.

That's good.

The police said

when Xiang Zi was being interrogated,

his mental state was very unstable.

They suspect he may have a mental illness.

How will the police handle it next?

The case will be handed over first,

and Xiang Zi will be sent
for a psychiatric evaluation.

They will take the next step
after the results are out.

Thank you for today.

I didn't expect

things to come to this.

f it's okay,

can I go see Ming's mother?

No matter what,

I still want to tell her the truth.

Let's go.

If I had noticed earlier that someone
was using me,

maybe Jason...

I'm sorry.

After it happened,

I avoided it for a long time,

using the excuse
that I had to find the truth

before I could face you.

Jason did nothing wrong.

I was the one who was wrong.

I didn't give him the trust
and support he needed in time.

I didn't protect him well.

The child is gone.

What's the point of

saying all this now?

For so long,

I've also been living in
self-blame and guilt.

I cared about him too little.

Every time he called,

I would either ask him

how many goals he scored today

or ask him

how much his ranking went up.

If only I had cared a little more.

If only I had just asked him,

"Son,

have you been eating well lately?

Are there any new dishes
in the cafeteria?"

"Son,

if you miss me,

just tell me.

I'll fly to the UK to see you."

"Right, son,

that game console you mentioned last time,

the one you wanted,

Mom already bought it for you."

But now,

I have no one to say it to.

Jason didn't do anything wrong.

He was always a good kid.

Ma'am.

Jason...

would definitely not want to see you

live in guilt forever.

The living

must move forward.

Don't let what happened to Jason

happen to another child.

Take good care of your students.

Let's head back.

I'll call a car.

I want to take a walk alone.

♪ There's nothing to fear ♪

♪ Because you're with me ♪