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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:33,728 --> 00:01:39,834 ["What Else Is There?" by Röykso playing] 2 00:01:49,276 --> 00:01:53,347 ♪ It was me on that road But you couldn't see me ♪ 3 00:01:53,447 --> 00:01:57,417 ♪ Too many lights out But nowhere near here ♪ 4 00:01:57,518 --> 00:02:00,588 ♪ It was me on that road Still you couldn't ♪ 5 00:02:00,688 --> 00:02:01,923 [exclaims] 6 00:02:02,255 --> 00:02:06,661 ♪ And then flash lights And explosions ♪ 7 00:02:07,160 --> 00:02:10,430 ♪ Road's end getting nearer ♪ 8 00:02:10,531 --> 00:02:14,334 ♪ We cover distance But not together ♪ 9 00:02:14,434 --> 00:02:16,604 ♪ I am the storm... ♪ 10 00:02:16,704 --> 00:02:20,173 [indistinct chatter over police radio] 11 00:02:20,642 --> 00:02:23,678 ♪ Nightmares And sudden explosions ♪ 12 00:02:23,778 --> 00:02:26,948 -[siren blares] -♪ I don't know ♪ 13 00:02:27,048 --> 00:02:31,986 ♪ What more to ask for ♪ 14 00:02:32,252 --> 00:02:36,289 ♪ I was given ♪ 15 00:02:36,390 --> 00:02:39,827 ♪ Just one wish ♪ 16 00:02:39,927 --> 00:02:41,495 [laughs] 17 00:02:42,096 --> 00:02:43,931 [exclaims] 18 00:02:46,266 --> 00:02:48,536 [mobile beeping] 19 00:02:50,605 --> 00:02:51,639 [mobile beeping] 20 00:02:57,111 --> 00:02:58,579 -[gasps] -[tires screeching] 21 00:03:00,581 --> 00:03:04,052 ♪ A morning run The story of my maker ♪ 22 00:03:04,152 --> 00:03:06,253 ♪ What I have And what I ache for ♪ 23 00:03:06,353 --> 00:03:08,056 ♪ I've got a golden ear ♪ 24 00:03:08,156 --> 00:03:09,924 [pants] 25 00:03:11,191 --> 00:03:14,929 ♪ But what else is there? ♪ 26 00:03:15,897 --> 00:03:17,932 Fuckin' hell. [sighs] 27 00:03:20,168 --> 00:03:22,637 [chuckles] 28 00:03:23,303 --> 00:03:25,940 [car engine revving] 29 00:03:27,809 --> 00:03:30,277 ♪ And the flashlights Nightmares ♪ 30 00:03:30,377 --> 00:03:33,480 ♪ And sudden explosion? ♪ 31 00:03:33,581 --> 00:03:36,918 ♪ There's no room where ♪ 32 00:03:37,018 --> 00:03:40,955 ♪ I can go and ♪ 33 00:03:41,221 --> 00:03:45,827 ♪ You've got secrets too ♪ 34 00:03:49,429 --> 00:03:52,533 ♪ I don't know ♪ 35 00:03:52,633 --> 00:03:57,839 ♪ What more to ask for ♪ 36 00:03:57,939 --> 00:04:02,176 ♪ I was given ♪ 37 00:04:02,275 --> 00:04:06,581 ♪ Just one wish ♪ 38 00:04:11,919 --> 00:04:14,254 [machine beeping] [voicemail] Have new message. 39 00:04:14,922 --> 00:04:16,624 [Bella] Kate, it's Bella. 40 00:04:16,724 --> 00:04:18,559 I'm not sure if you're back in London yet, 41 00:04:18,659 --> 00:04:21,729 but I just wanted to remind you about your meeting with Dad. 42 00:04:22,295 --> 00:04:23,931 Uh, it's at 8:00. 43 00:04:24,565 --> 00:04:27,168 Well, he's... he's very particular, 44 00:04:27,267 --> 00:04:30,037 he's a bit of a stickler for being on time. 45 00:04:31,139 --> 00:04:32,940 Well, good luck. 46 00:04:33,040 --> 00:04:35,076 - Okay, bye. -[bell tolling] 47 00:04:35,176 --> 00:04:38,112 [gallery attendant] Miss Moss, please, come this way. 48 00:04:38,212 --> 00:04:39,346 [Kate] Thank you. 49 00:04:40,280 --> 00:04:44,519 [soft music playing] 50 00:05:49,150 --> 00:05:50,417 [Kate] Thank you. 51 00:06:01,929 --> 00:06:05,633 Could you imagine anything more beautiful? 52 00:06:08,468 --> 00:06:09,670 Come and see. 53 00:06:14,575 --> 00:06:17,545 Titian's Diana and Actaeon . 54 00:06:20,014 --> 00:06:22,482 I sometimes like to think of myself 55 00:06:22,583 --> 00:06:24,552 as Actaeon in the painting. 56 00:06:26,386 --> 00:06:28,689 The silliness of the man... 57 00:06:29,456 --> 00:06:32,860 and the questionable assumption he has an effect 58 00:06:32,960 --> 00:06:35,462 -on the women's behaviour. -[Kate chuckles] 59 00:06:37,064 --> 00:06:40,001 When I see something like this, so perfect... 60 00:06:41,135 --> 00:06:44,705 I wonder how could this have been painted? 61 00:06:47,275 --> 00:06:49,911 It must have always been here. 62 00:06:54,548 --> 00:06:55,917 I don't really know him. 63 00:06:57,351 --> 00:06:58,819 Beautiful colours. 64 00:07:00,321 --> 00:07:02,757 I tend to think when colours work, 65 00:07:02,857 --> 00:07:05,326 they are the colours of life. 66 00:07:05,425 --> 00:07:06,594 Don't you think? 67 00:07:07,728 --> 00:07:09,764 Yeah, Damien would definitely agree. 68 00:07:09,864 --> 00:07:10,932 Damien? 69 00:07:11,232 --> 00:07:12,934 -Damien Hirst. -[chuckles] 70 00:07:13,034 --> 00:07:14,769 He's obsessed by colour. 71 00:07:18,139 --> 00:07:20,473 It's so amazing that we're here all alone. 72 00:07:20,942 --> 00:07:23,844 -It's so quiet. -[Lucian] Yes, quiet. 73 00:07:23,945 --> 00:07:26,347 I'm very lucky that they let me in here 74 00:07:26,446 --> 00:07:28,448 outside of hours, I suppose. 75 00:07:28,849 --> 00:07:30,751 It's a bit like having a bus pass. 76 00:07:30,851 --> 00:07:31,953 [chuckles] 77 00:07:32,452 --> 00:07:34,121 Thank you for the invitation. 78 00:07:34,555 --> 00:07:35,690 [Lucian] Oh. 79 00:07:37,058 --> 00:07:38,491 [Kate] The painting... 80 00:07:39,627 --> 00:07:41,128 is quite sensual. 81 00:07:42,763 --> 00:07:44,464 [Lucian] Most definitely. 82 00:07:45,766 --> 00:07:48,536 Somehow, life appears more permanent 83 00:07:48,636 --> 00:07:50,504 -without clothes. -[snickers] 84 00:07:51,471 --> 00:07:52,707 Heard that before. 85 00:07:54,709 --> 00:07:57,945 [Lucian] People sometimes state that my paintings 86 00:07:58,045 --> 00:07:59,847 are psychological. 87 00:08:01,449 --> 00:08:04,986 I've always thought of them as biological. 88 00:08:06,587 --> 00:08:10,224 My desire is to get to the core of the being. 89 00:08:13,060 --> 00:08:15,863 When the person is naked, there is no hiding. 90 00:08:17,064 --> 00:08:18,766 Only truth. 91 00:08:19,934 --> 00:08:22,503 And that is far more interesting, 92 00:08:22,603 --> 00:08:23,637 don't you think? 93 00:08:25,406 --> 00:08:27,041 I like the idea of truth. 94 00:08:30,878 --> 00:08:33,781 Bella told me about your interview in the magazine. 95 00:08:33,881 --> 00:08:37,651 I'm not sure what it was called. But yes... 96 00:08:38,019 --> 00:08:40,921 I think a painting could be good. 97 00:08:41,422 --> 00:08:42,923 -Really? -[Lucian] Yeah. 98 00:08:43,024 --> 00:08:44,892 But do you think you have the time? 99 00:08:44,992 --> 00:08:48,829 I'm quite aware of what a busy life you must lead. 100 00:08:49,864 --> 00:08:52,066 I could maybe do a couple of evenings. 101 00:08:52,466 --> 00:08:54,702 It would be more than that. [chuckles] 102 00:08:54,802 --> 00:08:59,140 I anticipate three evenings a week. Every week. 103 00:08:59,473 --> 00:09:00,509 Three? 104 00:09:00,608 --> 00:09:03,544 And we start at exactly 7:00 pm each time. 105 00:09:03,644 --> 00:09:04,745 No later. 106 00:09:05,446 --> 00:09:06,614 Until? 107 00:09:06,714 --> 00:09:08,916 [Lucian] Until the painting is finished. 108 00:09:10,217 --> 00:09:12,653 I'd like to begin this month, if possible. 109 00:09:13,120 --> 00:09:15,423 I have a few on the go and others 110 00:09:15,723 --> 00:09:18,926 that may or may not need to be started. 111 00:09:19,493 --> 00:09:20,728 You understand? 112 00:09:21,062 --> 00:09:22,196 Yeah, I do. But... 113 00:09:23,532 --> 00:09:25,566 I don't know if I can commit to that. 114 00:09:27,101 --> 00:09:27,935 [Lucian] Oh. 115 00:09:29,003 --> 00:09:31,472 But listen, I... I'll ask Lucy. 116 00:09:31,772 --> 00:09:33,040 -[Lucian] Lucy? -My agent. 117 00:09:33,140 --> 00:09:34,375 -[Lucian] Oh. -I've got a couple 118 00:09:34,475 --> 00:09:37,411 of fashion weeks coming up, a couple of campaign things 119 00:09:37,812 --> 00:09:40,181 and some party things that I'll go to. 120 00:09:40,414 --> 00:09:42,783 A lot of things, then. 121 00:09:44,418 --> 00:09:45,286 Yeah. 122 00:09:46,387 --> 00:09:47,254 Sorry. 123 00:09:48,155 --> 00:09:49,056 Oh. 124 00:09:50,758 --> 00:09:53,160 Perhaps you might like to leave now. 125 00:09:54,695 --> 00:09:56,130 I was going to have a look around. 126 00:09:56,230 --> 00:09:58,399 -Before the hordes descend. -[bell ringing] 127 00:09:58,499 --> 00:09:59,900 [laughs] 128 00:10:01,435 --> 00:10:02,636 Yeah, you're right. 129 00:10:03,270 --> 00:10:05,540 Better get going. 130 00:10:05,639 --> 00:10:09,643 -[indistinct chatter] -[footsteps receding] 131 00:10:16,518 --> 00:10:17,818 I'm here and I'm doing it, 132 00:10:17,918 --> 00:10:19,220 but I'm not... I'm not going to Rio. 133 00:10:19,320 --> 00:10:20,754 There's no fucking way. 134 00:10:21,455 --> 00:10:22,656 I've got to go, Luce, okay? 135 00:10:23,324 --> 00:10:24,358 All right, love you. 136 00:10:24,925 --> 00:10:26,760 -[mobile key beeping] -Oh, fucking cunts. 137 00:10:26,861 --> 00:10:28,395 -What a fucking night. -[walkie-talkie beeping] 138 00:10:28,496 --> 00:10:31,665 [man] We'll need Kate in hair and make-up in five. 139 00:10:33,502 --> 00:10:34,735 You all right? 140 00:10:37,271 --> 00:10:40,207 -[indistinct chatter] -[upbeat music playing] 141 00:10:42,843 --> 00:10:44,111 Where is she? 142 00:10:44,546 --> 00:10:45,980 She's in the dressing room. 143 00:10:50,451 --> 00:10:52,720 [hollow sucking] 144 00:11:13,741 --> 00:11:14,775 [Martino] Kate... 145 00:11:20,948 --> 00:11:22,349 you look absolutely amazing. 146 00:11:23,250 --> 00:11:24,118 Thank you. 147 00:11:28,557 --> 00:11:29,624 Are you okay? 148 00:11:29,924 --> 00:11:32,393 Yeah... yeah, I'm fine. I'm... I'm excited. 149 00:11:39,634 --> 00:11:40,935 [door closes] 150 00:11:45,372 --> 00:11:46,240 Okay... 151 00:11:47,308 --> 00:11:48,742 okay, listen to me, Kate. 152 00:11:50,277 --> 00:11:51,345 Fuck everyone else. 153 00:11:52,846 --> 00:11:54,748 You are Greta Garbo. 154 00:11:56,850 --> 00:11:59,486 You are Greta Garbo and Brigette Bardot... 155 00:11:59,987 --> 00:12:02,089 smoking siren of the next century. 156 00:12:03,357 --> 00:12:04,225 Yeah? 157 00:12:07,995 --> 00:12:09,463 That's amazing, Martino. 158 00:12:10,197 --> 00:12:11,131 Really. 159 00:12:12,333 --> 00:12:14,101 But can I just have a second, please? 160 00:12:19,440 --> 00:12:20,374 [Martino] Yes. 161 00:12:20,741 --> 00:12:21,909 Yes, of course. 162 00:12:22,843 --> 00:12:24,245 Take all the time you need. 163 00:12:27,848 --> 00:12:29,216 [door opens] 164 00:12:33,887 --> 00:12:35,256 Fuck you, prick. 165 00:12:37,024 --> 00:12:41,061 [dramatic music playing] 166 00:13:19,833 --> 00:13:25,607 [hammer drill drilling] 167 00:13:25,707 --> 00:13:28,375 -[camera shutter clicking] -[inaudible] 168 00:13:29,843 --> 00:13:31,245 [camera shutter clicking] 169 00:13:37,585 --> 00:13:38,520 [camera shutter clicking] 170 00:13:40,588 --> 00:13:41,922 [camera shutter clicking] 171 00:13:45,826 --> 00:13:47,394 [camera shutters clicking] 172 00:13:50,431 --> 00:13:51,265 [woman] Kate. 173 00:13:51,832 --> 00:13:55,035 [indistinct chatter] 174 00:14:10,618 --> 00:14:12,386 -Shall we begin, Kate? -Yeah. 175 00:14:13,788 --> 00:14:15,456 -Give them what they want. -Okay. 176 00:14:17,091 --> 00:14:19,360 -[camera shutter clicking] -[Martino] Yes. 177 00:14:20,194 --> 00:14:21,995 -[camera shutter clicking] -[Martino] Incredible. 178 00:14:22,229 --> 00:14:25,132 -[camera shutter clicking] -[Martino] Beautiful. 179 00:14:26,233 --> 00:14:27,301 -[camera shutter clicking] -[Martino] Glorious. 180 00:14:28,402 --> 00:14:30,237 -Yes. -[camera shutter clicking] 181 00:14:32,172 --> 00:14:33,874 [camera shutter clicking] 182 00:14:34,509 --> 00:14:35,309 [camera shutter clicking] 183 00:14:35,409 --> 00:14:36,477 ["Deceptacon" by Le Tigre playing] 184 00:14:36,611 --> 00:14:42,082 ♪ Every day and night Every day and night ♪ 185 00:14:42,182 --> 00:14:45,152 ♪ I can see your disco Disco dick ♪ 186 00:14:45,252 --> 00:14:48,222 ♪ Is sucking my heart Out of my mind ♪ 187 00:14:48,322 --> 00:14:50,625 ♪ I'm outta time I'm outta fucking time ♪ 188 00:14:50,725 --> 00:14:54,194 ♪ I'm a gasoline gut With a Vaseline mind but ♪ 189 00:14:54,294 --> 00:14:57,097 ♪ Wanna disco? Wanna see me disco? ♪ 190 00:14:57,197 --> 00:15:00,200 ♪ Let me hear you Depoliticize my rhyme ♪ 191 00:15:00,300 --> 00:15:03,103 ♪ One two three four ♪ 192 00:15:03,203 --> 00:15:06,039 ♪ You got What you've been asking for ♪ 193 00:15:06,140 --> 00:15:09,109 ♪ You're so policy free And your fantasy wheels ♪ 194 00:15:09,209 --> 00:15:11,912 ♪ And everything you think And everything you feel ♪ 195 00:15:12,012 --> 00:15:13,947 ♪ Is all right, all right All right ♪ 196 00:15:14,047 --> 00:15:18,218 ♪ All right all right ♪ 197 00:15:29,631 --> 00:15:32,700 ♪ I'll walk on it I'll walk all over you ♪ 198 00:15:33,467 --> 00:15:34,368 Fuck off! 199 00:15:34,468 --> 00:15:35,837 -Stop it! -[camera shutter clicking] 200 00:15:35,936 --> 00:15:39,574 ♪ Two two two two ♪ 201 00:15:40,575 --> 00:15:42,710 [Kate] I've been taken to this club. 202 00:15:43,277 --> 00:15:45,979 It's in Kreuzberg. Yeah, I'm alone. 203 00:15:47,047 --> 00:15:49,149 Yeah, there's no others, babe. Look Lucy, 204 00:15:49,249 --> 00:15:50,083 -can you just stop... -[security] No phones. 205 00:15:50,184 --> 00:15:51,519 ...fussing, please? 206 00:15:51,920 --> 00:15:52,953 Please? 207 00:15:53,187 --> 00:15:55,255 Please? Bye, babe. Bye. Bye. 208 00:15:55,355 --> 00:15:58,192 -[indistinct chatter] -[sighs] 209 00:16:00,494 --> 00:16:01,563 Please let me in. 210 00:16:02,630 --> 00:16:04,298 I've been working all day. 211 00:16:05,834 --> 00:16:07,167 I'm sorry. 212 00:16:07,769 --> 00:16:09,303 Tonight is S&M. 213 00:16:09,970 --> 00:16:11,338 Couples only. 214 00:16:11,972 --> 00:16:13,073 [Kate] S&M? 215 00:16:15,476 --> 00:16:17,545 -[music playing on radio] -[Kate] Oh, fuck's sake. 216 00:16:18,045 --> 00:16:20,515 All the rules, all the rules. 217 00:16:20,615 --> 00:16:21,516 ♪ But when we sing ♪ 218 00:16:21,649 --> 00:16:24,184 ♪ We don't go say we go live Or we go die ♪ 219 00:16:24,284 --> 00:16:26,220 ♪ Now everything ♪ 220 00:16:26,654 --> 00:16:30,123 If they want S&M, I'll fucking give them S&M. 221 00:16:30,991 --> 00:16:32,025 Okay. 222 00:16:32,392 --> 00:16:34,896 You're coming with me. [chuckles] 223 00:16:34,995 --> 00:16:38,131 [upbeat music playing] 224 00:16:39,466 --> 00:16:40,400 Come on. 225 00:16:45,874 --> 00:16:49,142 [upbeat music playing] 226 00:18:53,868 --> 00:18:57,170 [wind blowing] 227 00:19:11,886 --> 00:19:13,721 [Kate] I'm so fucking stupid. 228 00:19:14,122 --> 00:19:16,758 -[Lucy] Oh, love. - [Kate sobs] 229 00:19:18,325 --> 00:19:19,694 I'm so sorry, Luce. 230 00:19:21,095 --> 00:19:21,929 [sniffles] 231 00:19:22,764 --> 00:19:23,765 [Lucy] Oh. 232 00:19:24,231 --> 00:19:25,700 I'm not feeling very well. 233 00:19:26,868 --> 00:19:28,536 [Lucy] Hey, it's okay. 234 00:19:28,936 --> 00:19:31,171 Come home, Kate. Have a rest. 235 00:19:31,539 --> 00:19:33,240 You need a break, love. 236 00:19:36,176 --> 00:19:37,945 I've decided to do the painting. 237 00:19:38,211 --> 00:19:39,279 [Lucy] What painting? 238 00:19:40,048 --> 00:19:41,582 The painting with Lucian. 239 00:19:41,916 --> 00:19:44,118 [Lucy] Oh, that. You were talking about that. 240 00:19:44,217 --> 00:19:45,285 Yeah. 241 00:19:46,087 --> 00:19:47,220 [Lucy] Sounds like fun. 242 00:19:48,756 --> 00:19:50,658 I've spoken to his assistant, David. 243 00:19:50,758 --> 00:19:51,659 [Lucy] Hmm. 244 00:19:51,759 --> 00:19:53,393 I'm going there straight from the airport. 245 00:19:53,493 --> 00:19:54,962 [Lucy] No, you're not. 246 00:19:55,063 --> 00:19:56,229 We've got Gucci at 11:00. 247 00:19:56,329 --> 00:19:57,497 And then that other thing, it's important. 248 00:19:57,598 --> 00:19:59,366 Yeah, but those things will wait for us, won't they? 249 00:19:59,466 --> 00:20:00,668 [Lucy] They've been waiting a long time. 250 00:20:00,768 --> 00:20:02,970 It's not like I haven't done them favours in the past. 251 00:20:03,236 --> 00:20:04,572 [Lucy] Yeah, but it's a lot of money, 252 00:20:04,672 --> 00:20:05,707 and they've had it in their books-- 253 00:20:05,807 --> 00:20:06,708 Yeah, as I said... 254 00:20:07,642 --> 00:20:08,609 they can wait. 255 00:20:09,610 --> 00:20:11,646 Everyone can just fucking wait. 256 00:20:12,914 --> 00:20:14,849 [Lucy] Okay, Kate. 257 00:20:15,248 --> 00:20:18,485 I'll get in touch with them and we can figure something out. 258 00:20:20,188 --> 00:20:22,590 -Hmm, Lucy. -[Lucy] Yes, love? 259 00:20:25,358 --> 00:20:26,961 Gonna need to see a hairdresser. 260 00:20:27,061 --> 00:20:27,895 [Lucy chuckles] 261 00:20:29,362 --> 00:20:30,898 [Kate] I'm done with all this. 262 00:20:32,232 --> 00:20:36,003 [soft music playing] 263 00:20:48,750 --> 00:20:49,584 [car door closing] 264 00:21:17,377 --> 00:21:18,679 [door bell ringing] 265 00:21:19,981 --> 00:21:20,882 Hello? 266 00:21:24,051 --> 00:21:26,053 So sorry I'm late. [chuckles] 267 00:21:27,454 --> 00:21:29,957 [door buzzes, opens] 268 00:21:40,768 --> 00:21:41,602 [David] Hi, Kate. 269 00:21:42,136 --> 00:21:43,037 Oh, hi. 270 00:21:43,871 --> 00:21:44,672 It's... it's David? 271 00:21:44,772 --> 00:21:46,473 Yes, yes, that's right. Good journey? 272 00:21:46,574 --> 00:21:47,708 Yeah, yeah, no problem. 273 00:21:48,943 --> 00:21:50,745 [David] Well, shall I take you upstairs to the studio? 274 00:21:50,845 --> 00:21:52,246 -[Kate] Upstairs? -[David] Upstairs. 275 00:21:52,345 --> 00:21:53,781 -[Kate chuckles] -[footsteps approaching] 276 00:21:53,881 --> 00:21:55,983 You know, I remember you from the clubs. 277 00:21:57,185 --> 00:21:58,318 You were tiny. 278 00:21:58,686 --> 00:22:00,221 -Just a little girl. -[chuckles] 279 00:22:00,555 --> 00:22:02,290 [David] But even then, I knew you had something. 280 00:22:02,557 --> 00:22:04,091 Leigh said the same thing. 281 00:22:04,324 --> 00:22:05,492 -[Kate] Really? -[David] Hmm. 282 00:22:06,928 --> 00:22:08,395 He used to say, one day, 283 00:22:08,495 --> 00:22:10,064 I'm gonna be skinnier than that bitch. 284 00:22:10,164 --> 00:22:11,532 -[chuckles] -[chuckles] 285 00:22:11,632 --> 00:22:13,500 Oh, that is so funny. 286 00:22:14,502 --> 00:22:15,703 -Thank you, David. -[Kate] Hiya. 287 00:22:15,803 --> 00:22:18,471 It is five minutes past 7:00. 288 00:22:19,240 --> 00:22:21,642 [footsteps receding] 289 00:22:26,247 --> 00:22:28,015 [Lucian] If I am to paint you... 290 00:22:28,783 --> 00:22:31,384 I need absolute commitment. 291 00:22:31,752 --> 00:22:34,055 I'm afraid nothing else will do. 292 00:22:35,256 --> 00:22:38,559 I always start at 7:00 pm. 293 00:22:41,729 --> 00:22:43,231 Yeah, well, it's been a bit of a day today. 294 00:22:43,331 --> 00:22:44,665 Flying back and... 295 00:22:45,432 --> 00:22:48,636 I rang David, I left Berlin, and here I am. 296 00:22:50,037 --> 00:22:51,906 I'm really supposed to be getting ready for a shoot 297 00:22:52,006 --> 00:22:53,708 in San Paolo, so... 298 00:22:57,245 --> 00:22:58,646 Uh, David? 299 00:22:59,280 --> 00:23:04,118 Would you be so kind as to open a bottle of Dom Perignon? 300 00:23:04,952 --> 00:23:08,455 I think perhaps that will be a fitting start to our session. 301 00:23:08,990 --> 00:23:10,057 That'd be lovely. 302 00:23:11,893 --> 00:23:12,994 Oh. 303 00:23:15,395 --> 00:23:17,565 [wine pouring] 304 00:23:20,701 --> 00:23:22,870 -[glass clinking] -[wine pouring] 305 00:23:25,039 --> 00:23:26,374 What was your day today? 306 00:23:26,741 --> 00:23:28,576 Oh, it was just a travel day. 307 00:23:29,610 --> 00:23:31,679 I'm not gonna lie, I'm a little delicate. 308 00:23:32,280 --> 00:23:33,381 Exhausted? 309 00:23:33,781 --> 00:23:35,482 Yeah, you could say that. 310 00:23:35,583 --> 00:23:37,551 What happens in Berlin stays in Berlin, eh? 311 00:23:37,852 --> 00:23:39,486 -[chuckles] -[chuckles] 312 00:23:41,555 --> 00:23:43,057 [Lucian] Is it taxing? 313 00:23:44,225 --> 00:23:46,027 A little more chaotic than here. 314 00:23:48,062 --> 00:23:49,597 All eyes on me. 315 00:23:50,598 --> 00:23:53,601 -I can only imagine. -[Kate sighs] 316 00:23:54,467 --> 00:23:56,203 I'm a runway show pony. 317 00:23:56,637 --> 00:23:57,872 Last week I was Greta Garbo, 318 00:23:57,972 --> 00:23:59,674 I don't know who I'll be tomorrow. 319 00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:02,009 [Lucian] Come, shall we begin? 320 00:24:04,879 --> 00:24:07,949 It's the same bed I painted Leigh Bowery on. 321 00:24:09,417 --> 00:24:10,985 Where would you like... How should I sit? 322 00:24:11,085 --> 00:24:14,855 Oh, you can sit however which way you feel comfortable. 323 00:24:15,189 --> 00:24:16,057 How about this? 324 00:24:17,692 --> 00:24:21,095 Perhaps move your left arm further around. 325 00:24:22,697 --> 00:24:26,200 Oh yes, I like this. Is that comfortable for you? 326 00:24:26,300 --> 00:24:28,468 [laughs] No. 327 00:24:28,569 --> 00:24:31,605 Why don't we try something a little more natural? 328 00:24:31,706 --> 00:24:34,375 After all, we shall be here rather longer 329 00:24:34,474 --> 00:24:36,210 than a fashion shoot, I imagine. 330 00:24:36,310 --> 00:24:38,446 That is so condescending. 331 00:24:38,546 --> 00:24:39,847 I built a bloody career of fashion shoots 332 00:24:39,947 --> 00:24:42,516 for like 14 years now. It's not easy. 333 00:24:42,616 --> 00:24:44,552 [sighs] [exclaims] 334 00:24:47,722 --> 00:24:50,858 Perhaps you could place your arm on this. 335 00:24:52,426 --> 00:24:54,261 -[stutters] -Up here. Let me try. 336 00:24:55,429 --> 00:24:56,597 All right. 337 00:24:58,232 --> 00:24:59,300 Oh... 338 00:24:59,767 --> 00:25:02,436 -oh yes, this is much better. -[Kate] Yeah? 339 00:25:02,536 --> 00:25:04,005 -[Lucian] Yes. -Okay. 340 00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:08,209 [Lucian] Now I'd like to begin with some charcoal. 341 00:25:09,243 --> 00:25:10,678 Uh, perhaps you could... 342 00:25:11,946 --> 00:25:13,014 Uh... 343 00:25:30,664 --> 00:25:31,999 [Kate] Actually, Lucian... 344 00:25:32,967 --> 00:25:35,269 I remember what you said in the gallery... 345 00:25:35,803 --> 00:25:37,638 about truth and permanence. 346 00:25:38,973 --> 00:25:40,207 I don't want to hide anymore. 347 00:25:41,108 --> 00:25:41,942 [Lucian] I see. 348 00:25:42,910 --> 00:25:43,811 Just me. 349 00:25:46,147 --> 00:25:47,982 We can certainly try. 350 00:25:49,683 --> 00:25:52,820 I'd like you to feel that you can be yourself. 351 00:25:54,121 --> 00:25:54,989 [Kate] I want to try. 352 00:25:56,525 --> 00:25:59,727 [soft music playing] 353 00:26:27,321 --> 00:26:30,124 [charcoal scratching] 354 00:26:45,005 --> 00:26:46,107 [chuckles] 355 00:26:59,353 --> 00:27:00,721 [Bella] So how did it go? 356 00:27:02,957 --> 00:27:04,758 [Kate] It was strange, but... 357 00:27:05,560 --> 00:27:06,660 good strange. 358 00:27:07,795 --> 00:27:09,396 He's quite intense, isn't he? 359 00:27:10,131 --> 00:27:10,998 Yeah. 360 00:27:13,801 --> 00:27:15,469 The house is just amazing. 361 00:27:15,570 --> 00:27:18,372 I mean, all of the artwork on the walls is just crazy. 362 00:27:18,806 --> 00:27:20,207 Feels like another world. 363 00:27:20,808 --> 00:27:22,476 Must have been fun growing up there. 364 00:27:22,810 --> 00:27:24,812 Well, Esther and I lived with my mother. 365 00:27:25,614 --> 00:27:26,780 She was a bit of a... 366 00:27:27,616 --> 00:27:29,183 free spirit. [chuckles] 367 00:27:30,417 --> 00:27:31,252 Dad would just... 368 00:27:32,419 --> 00:27:34,255 turn up in his Bentley. 369 00:27:36,690 --> 00:27:38,959 I don't know, it made us feel like he was 370 00:27:39,059 --> 00:27:41,262 breaking us out of prison. 371 00:27:41,530 --> 00:27:44,165 [chuckles] Liberation. 372 00:27:45,232 --> 00:27:47,201 How long were your parents married? 373 00:27:47,301 --> 00:27:48,869 [Bella] Well, they were never married. 374 00:27:48,969 --> 00:27:51,005 Dad was married twice, but... 375 00:27:52,740 --> 00:27:54,942 He had a lot of women in his life. 376 00:27:56,310 --> 00:27:59,313 He seemed to like getting women pregnant. 377 00:28:02,016 --> 00:28:05,252 Love is a very different thing with Dad. 378 00:28:07,087 --> 00:28:10,758 He's totally unbound by convention. 379 00:28:12,594 --> 00:28:14,261 He's got something about him. 380 00:28:15,696 --> 00:28:17,398 I like him. [chuckles] 381 00:28:18,933 --> 00:28:20,067 He's painting me nude. 382 00:28:20,768 --> 00:28:21,936 I wanted to. 383 00:28:24,004 --> 00:28:24,939 It's strange, I've been nude 384 00:28:25,039 --> 00:28:26,974 for thousands of photo shoots, but... 385 00:28:29,009 --> 00:28:31,145 this just feels, like, different. 386 00:28:32,046 --> 00:28:35,082 -[Bella] Hmm. -[siren wailing] 387 00:28:36,150 --> 00:28:38,219 Oh, shit. Sorry, I've got to go. 388 00:28:38,786 --> 00:28:40,020 Oh, I've gotta go to the studio. 389 00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:41,255 You know what he's like if you're late! 390 00:28:41,355 --> 00:28:42,691 Of course! You go. 391 00:28:43,290 --> 00:28:44,858 How long do you think it will take? 392 00:28:44,959 --> 00:28:46,227 [Bella] Good question. 393 00:28:46,595 --> 00:28:48,329 Um, well, how big's the canvas? 394 00:28:49,263 --> 00:28:51,198 -Like that? -[Bella] Oh, dear. 395 00:28:52,132 --> 00:28:55,069 That's quite a big one. Uh... 396 00:28:55,970 --> 00:28:57,771 I'd say several months... 397 00:28:58,305 --> 00:28:59,273 possibly a year. 398 00:29:00,007 --> 00:29:01,809 -What? -Yeah. [chuckles] 399 00:29:02,042 --> 00:29:03,911 -Sorry. -Oh my God. 400 00:29:04,011 --> 00:29:05,179 Okay, I'd better go speed things up, 401 00:29:05,279 --> 00:29:06,814 -then. -[Bella chuckles] Yeah. 402 00:29:07,915 --> 00:29:10,284 -Bye, babe. -Bye. Have a good time. 403 00:29:10,384 --> 00:29:12,119 I will do. I'll say, "hi" to your Dad. 404 00:29:12,219 --> 00:29:13,087 [chuckles] Yeah. 405 00:29:19,927 --> 00:29:21,328 [charcoal scratching] 406 00:29:43,417 --> 00:29:44,285 Lucian? 407 00:29:45,919 --> 00:29:48,922 [water rustling] 408 00:29:49,023 --> 00:29:52,459 [soft music playing] 409 00:29:53,662 --> 00:29:54,495 [Kate] Lucian? 410 00:30:00,735 --> 00:30:01,802 Lucian? 411 00:30:03,270 --> 00:30:04,171 Are you okay? 412 00:30:05,507 --> 00:30:06,473 Your elbow. 413 00:30:06,874 --> 00:30:09,410 -[chuckles] My elbow? -Uh, this one. 414 00:30:09,778 --> 00:30:11,312 It needs to come down. 415 00:30:11,646 --> 00:30:13,581 Sorry, I thought that you were... 416 00:30:13,682 --> 00:30:15,049 Please, move it down. 417 00:30:15,149 --> 00:30:16,917 -More? -[Lucian] A... a little more. 418 00:30:17,652 --> 00:30:18,520 More. 419 00:30:31,432 --> 00:30:35,102 [dramatic music playing] 420 00:30:36,837 --> 00:30:39,373 [Kate sobs] 421 00:30:46,246 --> 00:30:47,114 [sniffles] 422 00:30:47,848 --> 00:30:48,982 I'm so sorry. 423 00:30:49,083 --> 00:30:50,984 I don't know what's the matter with me. 424 00:30:55,022 --> 00:30:57,224 -I'm so embarrassed. -[Lucian] It's okay. 425 00:30:58,626 --> 00:31:00,861 I can understand the fear 426 00:31:00,961 --> 00:31:04,031 one may have exposing themselves. 427 00:31:04,131 --> 00:31:06,266 I've done it myself. 428 00:31:07,301 --> 00:31:09,203 No, I get that. I've spent half my life naked 429 00:31:09,303 --> 00:31:10,705 in front of the camera. Hey, do you mind 430 00:31:10,805 --> 00:31:13,941 -if I have another cigarette? -I... no, I don't usually... 431 00:31:14,975 --> 00:31:16,243 Be my guest. 432 00:31:25,018 --> 00:31:26,086 I'm sorry. 433 00:31:28,656 --> 00:31:30,023 I just feel a bit weird. 434 00:31:44,739 --> 00:31:45,640 [scoffs] 435 00:31:46,608 --> 00:31:47,975 [chuckles] 436 00:31:48,543 --> 00:31:49,410 What? 437 00:31:51,345 --> 00:31:52,179 Lucian... 438 00:31:52,547 --> 00:31:54,381 I think maybe you should get down now. 439 00:31:58,018 --> 00:31:59,219 [woman 2] Welcome back, everyone. 440 00:31:59,453 --> 00:32:02,724 Especially to my guest in the studio today, Kate Moss. 441 00:32:02,990 --> 00:32:04,191 [Kate] Thank you. 442 00:32:04,358 --> 00:32:06,126 [woman 2] Kate, I know you have an extra special song 443 00:32:06,226 --> 00:32:07,529 you'd like us to play. 444 00:32:07,961 --> 00:32:09,396 Tell us a bit about it. 445 00:32:09,664 --> 00:32:11,432 [Kate] Um, "Madame George". 446 00:32:13,033 --> 00:32:15,402 It reminds me of every happy moment. 447 00:32:15,503 --> 00:32:16,470 [chuckles] 448 00:32:16,838 --> 00:32:19,006 Holidays in Tuscany. 449 00:32:19,641 --> 00:32:21,008 Cypress Avenue. 450 00:32:21,743 --> 00:32:25,513 Summer days driving my car through country lanes. 451 00:32:26,046 --> 00:32:27,849 -And the sun shining. -["Madame George" playing] 452 00:32:27,948 --> 00:32:30,652 ♪ Down on Cyprus Avenue ♪ 453 00:32:33,387 --> 00:32:37,090 ♪ With the childlike visions Leaping into view ♪ 454 00:32:40,260 --> 00:32:44,331 ♪ Clicking and clacking Of the high-heeled shoe ♪ 455 00:32:47,501 --> 00:32:51,573 ♪ Ford and Fitzroy And Madame George ♪ 456 00:32:56,644 --> 00:33:00,080 ♪ Marching with The soldier boy behind ♪ 457 00:33:02,349 --> 00:33:06,320 ♪ He's much older now With hat on drinking wine ♪ 458 00:33:09,456 --> 00:33:12,025 ♪ And that smell Of sweet perfume ♪ 459 00:33:12,125 --> 00:33:13,528 ♪ Comes drifting through ♪ 460 00:33:16,631 --> 00:33:20,133 ♪ All the cool night air Like Shalimar ♪ 461 00:33:25,239 --> 00:33:29,009 ♪ And outside They're making all the stops ♪ 462 00:33:31,378 --> 00:33:35,517 ♪ The kids out in the street Collecting bottle tops ♪ 463 00:33:38,385 --> 00:33:42,222 ♪ Gone for cigarettes And matches in the shops ♪ 464 00:33:46,093 --> 00:33:49,162 ♪ Happy taken Madame George ♪ 465 00:33:52,199 --> 00:33:55,603 ♪ Oh that's when you fall ♪ 466 00:33:58,372 --> 00:34:00,240 ♪ That's when you fall ♪ 467 00:34:03,011 --> 00:34:04,244 Lucian. 468 00:34:05,713 --> 00:34:09,717 "When he has gone, I'll have a word in his ear". 469 00:34:10,018 --> 00:34:15,590 "And say what I was about to say at the meeting about to happen". 470 00:34:15,823 --> 00:34:17,926 "Which has now taken place". 471 00:34:18,292 --> 00:34:21,061 -"But he said nothing". -"At the meeting 472 00:34:21,361 --> 00:34:23,063 about to take place". 473 00:34:23,865 --> 00:34:26,734 "It is only now that he turns... 474 00:34:27,501 --> 00:34:28,770 and smiles... 475 00:34:29,102 --> 00:34:30,470 and whispers... 476 00:34:31,673 --> 00:34:33,541 'I do not know... 477 00:34:34,207 --> 00:34:36,276 what will happen next'". 478 00:34:38,046 --> 00:34:39,112 [chuckles] 479 00:34:41,583 --> 00:34:43,551 There are schools in South London, you know. 480 00:34:44,351 --> 00:34:45,285 Yes. 481 00:35:02,269 --> 00:35:04,639 How much did you know about me before this? 482 00:35:05,105 --> 00:35:06,273 [Lucian] Not too much. 483 00:35:06,641 --> 00:35:09,443 Of course I'd seen your photograph, 484 00:35:09,544 --> 00:35:12,145 uh, in the newspapers and magazines. 485 00:35:14,481 --> 00:35:16,350 How do I measure up in real life? 486 00:35:18,185 --> 00:35:21,623 Would you like to be an actress perhaps one day? 487 00:35:22,023 --> 00:35:23,123 -[Kate] No. -[chuckles] 488 00:35:23,223 --> 00:35:25,192 [chuckles] I wouldn't have the patience 489 00:35:25,292 --> 00:35:27,260 to wait on set all day in a trailer. 490 00:35:29,831 --> 00:35:30,732 It's funny. 491 00:35:32,132 --> 00:35:33,668 When I got started, 492 00:35:33,768 --> 00:35:37,237 I did this campaign with this male model. 493 00:35:38,472 --> 00:35:41,509 Anyway, they obviously wanted me to go topless with him. 494 00:35:43,410 --> 00:35:45,713 He was such an arsehole to me. 495 00:35:46,781 --> 00:35:47,849 You wouldn't believe. 496 00:35:50,852 --> 00:35:52,520 I was 17 years old. 497 00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:55,123 I was shy about my body. 498 00:35:56,724 --> 00:35:57,859 And I just took it. 499 00:35:59,794 --> 00:36:02,664 I stayed in bed for like two weeks after. 500 00:36:03,230 --> 00:36:08,268 -[dramatic music playing] -[Kate exhaling] 501 00:36:09,103 --> 00:36:10,705 I think that's why 502 00:36:10,972 --> 00:36:13,574 I have to play these roles in front of the camera. 503 00:36:14,676 --> 00:36:17,377 I promised myself I'd never feel like that again. 504 00:36:19,714 --> 00:36:22,349 I don't usually want people to see the real me. 505 00:36:23,751 --> 00:36:26,253 To go inside, that's precious, isn't it? 506 00:36:32,660 --> 00:36:35,495 Anyway, where did all this interest in me come from? 507 00:36:35,930 --> 00:36:40,535 Uh, Bella told me about the magazine article. 508 00:36:40,635 --> 00:36:42,637 -Was it ID? Tank? -[Lucian stuttering] 509 00:36:42,737 --> 00:36:46,074 -No, I... I'm afraid I don't know. -Don't worry. 510 00:36:46,174 --> 00:36:47,240 [chuckles] 511 00:36:47,909 --> 00:36:49,744 I once wrote an essay... 512 00:36:50,111 --> 00:36:52,345 for Encounters magazine. 513 00:36:52,613 --> 00:36:57,685 It turns out the magazine was funded by the CIA. 514 00:36:58,119 --> 00:37:00,922 A literary riposte to the USSR. 515 00:37:01,022 --> 00:37:01,923 -[chuckles] -[chuckles] 516 00:37:02,690 --> 00:37:04,525 [Lucian] Have you heard of it? 517 00:37:06,794 --> 00:37:10,765 Well, anyway, it's probably quite hard to find a copy now. 518 00:37:15,302 --> 00:37:16,537 [Kate] Lucian. 519 00:37:17,705 --> 00:37:20,373 It's been going around and around in my head. 520 00:37:21,976 --> 00:37:22,944 The first day... 521 00:37:24,411 --> 00:37:26,279 you sort of just froze. 522 00:37:28,983 --> 00:37:30,350 What were you thinking about? 523 00:37:32,120 --> 00:37:33,453 Was it about a woman? 524 00:37:34,021 --> 00:37:34,889 I... 525 00:37:36,224 --> 00:37:39,594 I tell you what, I... I'm rather hungry. 526 00:37:39,827 --> 00:37:41,028 Hmm? How about you? 527 00:37:41,328 --> 00:37:42,429 I could eat. 528 00:37:43,231 --> 00:37:44,498 I do fancy a drink. 529 00:37:44,966 --> 00:37:46,067 [chuckles] 530 00:37:46,167 --> 00:37:47,835 Well, let's go to Origin. 531 00:37:47,935 --> 00:37:49,670 -Huh? Do you know it? -[Kate] Yeah, of course. 532 00:37:49,771 --> 00:37:50,671 Oh. 533 00:37:50,938 --> 00:37:52,940 [Kate] I'll let my driver know. He's just outside. 534 00:37:53,975 --> 00:37:56,343 I'd like to drive. Huh? 535 00:37:58,478 --> 00:38:01,616 ["It Takes One to Know Me" playing] 536 00:38:06,254 --> 00:38:08,321 [Kate] Yes, sir! 537 00:38:11,291 --> 00:38:15,428 ♪ It's true That I used to be crazy ♪ 538 00:38:17,330 --> 00:38:21,636 ♪ And harder to love Than most men ♪ 539 00:38:23,571 --> 00:38:30,011 ♪ And the blood that ran In these tired old hands ♪ 540 00:38:30,111 --> 00:38:32,847 -♪ Was hotter and wilder ♪ -♪ Was hotter and wilder ♪ 541 00:38:32,947 --> 00:38:34,916 - ♪ Back then ♪ - ♪ Back then ♪ 542 00:38:36,083 --> 00:38:38,753 - ♪ And I don't feel as tall ♪ - ♪ And I don't feel as tall ♪ 543 00:38:38,853 --> 00:38:41,055 - ♪ As I used to ♪ - ♪ As I used to ♪ 544 00:38:42,957 --> 00:38:44,592 -♪ Maybe it's just ♪ -♪ Maybe it's just ♪ 545 00:38:44,692 --> 00:38:47,494 -♪ That you've grown ♪ -♪ That I've grown ♪ 546 00:38:48,629 --> 00:38:50,198 ♪ You're the one ♪ 547 00:38:50,531 --> 00:38:52,934 -Hey. -Just two seconds! 548 00:38:53,034 --> 00:38:54,401 -Hey! -[Kate chuckles] 549 00:38:54,902 --> 00:38:56,871 -♪ If I just couldn't ♪ -♪ If I just couldn't ♪ 550 00:38:56,971 --> 00:38:59,406 -♪ Make it alone ♪ -♪ Make it alone ♪ 551 00:39:01,474 --> 00:39:05,313 Let's go faster! I want to go faster! 552 00:39:05,546 --> 00:39:09,517 Come on, who's driving this? [exclaims] 553 00:39:09,617 --> 00:39:12,587 ♪ I sang all the old songs ♪ 554 00:39:13,855 --> 00:39:15,623 -[car horn honking] -[Kate screams] 555 00:39:15,723 --> 00:39:18,993 ♪ It takes one to know me ♪ 556 00:39:20,962 --> 00:39:22,196 [laughs] 557 00:39:22,296 --> 00:39:25,398 ♪ And you knew the one ♪ 558 00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:30,470 [indistinct chatter] 559 00:39:31,072 --> 00:39:32,405 So... 560 00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:35,576 tell me about yourself, Lucian. 561 00:39:36,277 --> 00:39:37,511 Oh. 562 00:39:38,246 --> 00:39:40,615 [Kate] Oh, come on, Lucian. 563 00:39:41,015 --> 00:39:43,551 You're an interesting man. I want to know. 564 00:39:45,820 --> 00:39:48,122 -You grew up in Germany. -[Lucian] Mm-hmm. 565 00:39:49,857 --> 00:39:53,393 I was one of three boys. My father was an architect. 566 00:39:53,794 --> 00:39:56,230 And your granddad was Sigmund Freud! 567 00:39:56,330 --> 00:39:57,430 Ah, yes. 568 00:39:57,865 --> 00:40:02,435 But my family was a very typical upper-middle-class family 569 00:40:02,536 --> 00:40:04,005 in the 1930s... 570 00:40:04,805 --> 00:40:07,575 who happened to be Jewish. 571 00:40:07,675 --> 00:40:09,977 -Oh my God. -[Lucian] Yes, quite. 572 00:40:12,246 --> 00:40:13,514 What was it like? 573 00:40:13,614 --> 00:40:16,250 Oh, well, when I was nine years old, 574 00:40:16,350 --> 00:40:18,686 we were very aware of the Nazis. 575 00:40:19,120 --> 00:40:22,455 There were swastikas everywhere, for one thing. 576 00:40:23,157 --> 00:40:26,827 Some of my friends were in the Hitler Youth. 577 00:40:28,062 --> 00:40:31,599 They would say, "Oh, we're just going to a Nazi rally". 578 00:40:31,699 --> 00:40:33,734 And I would say, "Can I come"? 579 00:40:33,834 --> 00:40:35,970 And they would say, "No, you can't". 580 00:40:36,469 --> 00:40:39,206 "But you're not really missing anything". 581 00:40:39,307 --> 00:40:41,108 "We just sing songs". 582 00:40:42,310 --> 00:40:44,545 They made it sound so... 583 00:40:45,346 --> 00:40:46,647 ordinary. 584 00:40:46,914 --> 00:40:49,016 -That is crazy. -[Lucian] Uh-huh. 585 00:40:51,686 --> 00:40:53,788 I photographed Hitler. 586 00:40:53,888 --> 00:40:55,089 You what? 587 00:40:56,524 --> 00:41:00,995 I was walking around Berlin with my Governess... 588 00:41:03,698 --> 00:41:05,700 and there he was. 589 00:41:08,369 --> 00:41:11,539 He was really very small. 590 00:41:13,841 --> 00:41:17,745 Because of my grandfather, we were able to come to England. 591 00:41:17,845 --> 00:41:20,414 -And ta-da! -[chuckles] 592 00:41:20,514 --> 00:41:22,249 [Lucian] I've been here ever since. 593 00:41:27,388 --> 00:41:29,590 -Do you take drugs? -[Kate chuckles] 594 00:41:29,690 --> 00:41:33,294 -In my world? No, never. -[chuckles] 595 00:41:33,761 --> 00:41:36,564 Do they help your creativity? 596 00:41:36,664 --> 00:41:38,899 Oh, more like a bit of time off, really. 597 00:41:39,934 --> 00:41:42,970 All the photo shoots, runways, fashion. 598 00:41:43,070 --> 00:41:44,238 The whole world. 599 00:41:44,538 --> 00:41:46,007 Sometimes I'm desperate to get away 600 00:41:46,107 --> 00:41:48,009 and be normal in a weird kind of way. 601 00:41:48,376 --> 00:41:49,543 [Lucian] Hmm. 602 00:41:50,778 --> 00:41:52,013 [Kate] What about you? 603 00:41:52,613 --> 00:41:53,781 Not anymore. 604 00:41:53,881 --> 00:41:57,785 When I was younger, I spent time in Paris 605 00:41:57,885 --> 00:41:59,720 at the Hotel Lambert. Do you know it? 606 00:41:59,820 --> 00:42:01,489 -Yeah, I've stayed there. -[Lucian] Ah. 607 00:42:01,589 --> 00:42:04,458 Well, I was sort of taken under the wing 608 00:42:04,558 --> 00:42:07,128 by some very interesting people. 609 00:42:07,228 --> 00:42:09,830 They introduced me to opium. 610 00:42:11,265 --> 00:42:12,600 Rather nice. 611 00:42:12,700 --> 00:42:16,637 But it's not something you want to dance with too often. 612 00:42:20,674 --> 00:42:22,076 And you've been married? 613 00:42:26,047 --> 00:42:28,015 -[soft music playing] -[Lucian] Yes. 614 00:42:31,052 --> 00:42:33,154 A long time ago. 615 00:42:39,126 --> 00:42:40,494 And how about you? 616 00:42:40,594 --> 00:42:44,198 I should think you have an army of suitors, no? 617 00:42:46,700 --> 00:42:48,002 Lovers, maybe. 618 00:42:50,738 --> 00:42:53,774 Nobody's ever really taken care of me. 619 00:42:57,311 --> 00:42:58,712 Someone did for a bit. 620 00:43:00,915 --> 00:43:02,950 That's what I missed when he left me. 621 00:43:04,585 --> 00:43:06,220 Someone I could trust. 622 00:43:08,557 --> 00:43:09,957 Do you know what I mean? 623 00:43:12,293 --> 00:43:13,227 Look over there. 624 00:43:15,896 --> 00:43:16,897 [camera shutter clicking] 625 00:43:21,235 --> 00:43:25,306 -[upbeat music playing] -[chuckles] 626 00:43:28,476 --> 00:43:29,877 [Lucian] How dare you! 627 00:43:31,612 --> 00:43:32,980 How dare you! 628 00:43:33,080 --> 00:43:34,982 -Fuck off! -[waiter] Gentlemen! 629 00:43:35,082 --> 00:43:37,084 -Gentlemen! Please, No! -[Lucian grunts] 630 00:43:37,485 --> 00:43:39,787 -[laughs] -[waiter] Please! 631 00:43:40,788 --> 00:43:42,524 -Please! -[Lucian grunts] 632 00:43:42,656 --> 00:43:44,458 ["Ooh La La" playing] 633 00:43:44,559 --> 00:43:47,461 ♪ I need la la la la la ♪ 634 00:43:47,562 --> 00:43:50,064 ♪ I need ooo la la la la ♪ 635 00:43:51,031 --> 00:43:54,001 ♪ I need la la la la la ♪ 636 00:43:54,101 --> 00:43:57,404 ♪ I need ooo la la la la ♪ 637 00:43:57,506 --> 00:44:00,575 ♪ I need la la la la la ♪ 638 00:44:00,674 --> 00:44:03,844 ♪ I need ooo la la la la ♪ 639 00:44:03,944 --> 00:44:07,549 ♪ I need la la la la la ♪ 640 00:44:07,648 --> 00:44:10,384 ♪ I need ooo la la la la ♪ 641 00:44:10,484 --> 00:44:11,352 [camera shutters clicking] 642 00:44:17,825 --> 00:44:20,895 [soft music playing] 643 00:44:30,070 --> 00:44:32,873 I'm quite pleased with the progress. 644 00:44:33,207 --> 00:44:35,476 It's coming along in a sort of... 645 00:44:35,910 --> 00:44:37,912 overall kind of way. 646 00:44:40,848 --> 00:44:44,084 -[Kate yawns] -[Lucian] Oh, you tired? 647 00:44:45,753 --> 00:44:46,954 Yeah, a little. 648 00:44:47,522 --> 00:44:49,524 I've got a shoot tomorrow for Dazed. 649 00:44:49,957 --> 00:44:52,259 -[Lucian] Dazed? -[chuckles] Sorry. 650 00:44:53,327 --> 00:44:54,629 Dazed & Confused is like 651 00:44:54,728 --> 00:44:57,097 the coolest fashion magazine at the moment. 652 00:44:58,799 --> 00:45:01,302 It's okay, it's just an editorial, so don't worry. 653 00:45:02,903 --> 00:45:04,205 Uh, it's late. 654 00:45:04,305 --> 00:45:06,207 You should probably get some rest. 655 00:45:18,786 --> 00:45:21,989 Oh, I was curious about those tattoos. 656 00:45:23,525 --> 00:45:24,491 Oh, yeah? 657 00:45:25,560 --> 00:45:27,294 Got those ages ago. 658 00:45:28,095 --> 00:45:31,832 [Lucian] I used to do tattoos when I was in the Merchant Navy. 659 00:45:32,266 --> 00:45:33,133 Did you? 660 00:45:33,602 --> 00:45:34,802 [Lucian] Yes. 661 00:45:35,502 --> 00:45:38,673 When I was 19... [chuckles] ...they were like, 662 00:45:38,772 --> 00:45:41,342 "Oi, Lu, you're a fucking artist, 663 00:45:41,442 --> 00:45:42,810 come and give us a tattoo". 664 00:45:42,910 --> 00:45:43,978 -[chuckles] -[chuckles] 665 00:45:44,078 --> 00:45:46,080 [Lucian] I'd see what they wanted. 666 00:45:46,180 --> 00:45:48,617 -Birds, love hearts. -How do you do it? 667 00:45:48,717 --> 00:45:53,320 [Lucian] You make the drawing, rub it until a scab forms, 668 00:45:53,420 --> 00:45:56,625 and then you prick the ink into the wound. 669 00:45:56,725 --> 00:45:59,026 It's... it's very primitive. 670 00:46:02,763 --> 00:46:04,566 Could you give me a tattoo? 671 00:46:05,032 --> 00:46:06,635 [Lucian] Oh, they hurt a little. 672 00:46:06,735 --> 00:46:07,901 [Kate] Hmm. 673 00:46:08,435 --> 00:46:09,270 [chuckles] 674 00:46:12,006 --> 00:46:13,575 We're getting closer now? 675 00:46:13,807 --> 00:46:15,342 Ah, no. 676 00:46:15,644 --> 00:46:18,412 No, I still feel it's somewhere off. 677 00:46:18,513 --> 00:46:20,749 Closer, perhaps. 678 00:46:20,848 --> 00:46:23,685 But I'm pleased with the eyes. 679 00:46:24,184 --> 00:46:27,454 And I'm beginning to think about the background. 680 00:46:29,423 --> 00:46:31,191 [Kate] Can't you do those bits without me? 681 00:46:32,092 --> 00:46:34,128 I mean, if I had to go away. 682 00:46:34,596 --> 00:46:38,332 No, no, no, no, no. That won't do, I need you here. 683 00:46:38,733 --> 00:46:41,335 I absolutely need you here 684 00:46:41,603 --> 00:46:45,540 to see how your aura changes the bed, the sheets, 685 00:46:45,640 --> 00:46:47,207 the colour of the walls. 686 00:46:48,008 --> 00:46:49,511 I didn't know. 687 00:46:49,943 --> 00:46:52,279 [Lucian] And when I'm painting the background, 688 00:46:52,379 --> 00:46:55,650 it is allowing me to see you better. 689 00:46:56,450 --> 00:47:00,220 The way your head is connected to your body... 690 00:47:00,689 --> 00:47:02,089 its contours. 691 00:47:05,893 --> 00:47:08,295 You know, if we spend any more time together... 692 00:47:08,962 --> 00:47:10,532 people will talk. 693 00:47:12,299 --> 00:47:15,135 I like to have the models around. 694 00:47:15,903 --> 00:47:18,540 They change the atmosphere with their presence. 695 00:47:19,741 --> 00:47:21,942 The same way that saints do. 696 00:47:23,545 --> 00:47:28,215 Uh, can I offer you a glass of champagne before you leave? 697 00:47:28,817 --> 00:47:30,384 Oh, no, I can't. 698 00:47:30,918 --> 00:47:32,520 I've got someone waiting for me. 699 00:47:34,121 --> 00:47:37,559 Uh, another hopeful, I expect. 700 00:47:42,963 --> 00:47:44,131 Lucian. 701 00:47:44,865 --> 00:47:46,367 I meant to say... 702 00:47:47,401 --> 00:47:49,804 -it's my birthday coming up... -[Lucian] Hmm. 703 00:47:49,903 --> 00:47:51,872 ...and I'm having a little shindig. 704 00:47:52,973 --> 00:47:54,576 Do you fancy coming along? 705 00:47:56,877 --> 00:47:58,345 [Lucian] I would like that. 706 00:47:59,113 --> 00:48:00,347 I would like that... 707 00:48:00,881 --> 00:48:02,015 very much. 708 00:48:04,719 --> 00:48:09,591 [soft music playing] 709 00:48:19,466 --> 00:48:21,435 [car engine revving] 710 00:48:30,210 --> 00:48:31,912 -[Jefferson] Oh, uh. -[Kate] Is it on? 711 00:48:32,312 --> 00:48:35,416 -Oh... [chuckles] ...let me just... -Hang on a second. 712 00:48:38,887 --> 00:48:39,987 [glass clinking] 713 00:48:41,121 --> 00:48:42,256 [Kate] Go on. 714 00:48:42,356 --> 00:48:44,091 -Okay? Yeah? -[Kate] Mm-hmm. 715 00:48:46,093 --> 00:48:47,995 Right, and that's recording. 716 00:48:51,031 --> 00:48:52,700 So, um... 717 00:48:53,333 --> 00:48:54,168 [Kate] Oh. 718 00:48:54,769 --> 00:48:56,303 I hate these things. 719 00:48:57,806 --> 00:48:58,972 [Jefferson] It's fine. 720 00:49:04,378 --> 00:49:05,245 Okay. 721 00:49:05,847 --> 00:49:06,714 Okay. 722 00:49:10,718 --> 00:49:11,686 We'll do it this way. 723 00:49:13,487 --> 00:49:14,889 Favourite colour. 724 00:49:14,988 --> 00:49:16,223 -What? -[Jefferson] Come on. 725 00:49:17,792 --> 00:49:19,627 -Black. -Good. Okay. 726 00:49:20,895 --> 00:49:22,029 Favourite band. 727 00:49:25,299 --> 00:49:28,035 I don't know. There's been so many. 728 00:49:29,336 --> 00:49:31,438 -Bowie. -What car do you drive? 729 00:49:31,706 --> 00:49:32,907 A Roadster. 730 00:49:33,006 --> 00:49:35,342 And what perfume are you wearing right now? 731 00:49:36,578 --> 00:49:38,680 -Now? -Yeah, it's bloody amazing. 732 00:49:40,882 --> 00:49:44,184 -Serge Lutens Fleur D'Oranger. -Oh. 733 00:49:44,719 --> 00:49:46,119 Si magnifique. 734 00:49:46,420 --> 00:49:48,288 [chuckles] 735 00:49:49,423 --> 00:49:50,290 Okay. 736 00:49:51,860 --> 00:49:53,060 Here's one for you. 737 00:49:55,262 --> 00:49:56,931 Some people out there... 738 00:49:57,632 --> 00:50:00,267 might say that you're just a party girl. 739 00:50:00,668 --> 00:50:01,769 [Kate] And they'd be wrong. 740 00:50:03,505 --> 00:50:06,674 I've been doing this since I was 14 years old, Jefferson. 741 00:50:07,742 --> 00:50:09,443 I worked bloody hard. 742 00:50:10,645 --> 00:50:14,582 Hotel after hotel, castings, hours and hours shooting. 743 00:50:16,450 --> 00:50:18,085 Don't get me wrong, I love it. 744 00:50:18,887 --> 00:50:20,655 I got lucky, but... 745 00:50:21,121 --> 00:50:22,456 I mean, bloody hell, I have grafted 746 00:50:22,557 --> 00:50:25,292 and got far out of my comfort zone to be here. 747 00:50:26,493 --> 00:50:27,394 I believe you. 748 00:50:29,329 --> 00:50:32,266 So do you see yourself as an artist? 749 00:50:33,701 --> 00:50:35,269 Or as a muse? 750 00:50:36,771 --> 00:50:38,171 Good question. 751 00:50:42,844 --> 00:50:43,811 Both, really. 752 00:50:46,413 --> 00:50:49,717 I turn up and I do what I'm told, usually. 753 00:50:50,250 --> 00:50:52,687 -[Jefferson] Wow. -But it's an intuitive thing, 754 00:50:52,787 --> 00:50:54,354 between me and the photographer. 755 00:50:54,454 --> 00:50:55,890 [Jefferson] Like a collaboration? 756 00:50:55,990 --> 00:50:57,357 -Sort of. -[Jefferson] Yeah. 757 00:51:00,193 --> 00:51:01,930 I mean, I bring my... 758 00:51:02,462 --> 00:51:04,331 perspective to whatever it is. 759 00:51:06,233 --> 00:51:08,101 And then it's me, obviously. 760 00:51:11,039 --> 00:51:12,105 That's what I bring. 761 00:51:13,875 --> 00:51:16,109 I'm not giving it away for free. 762 00:51:16,544 --> 00:51:17,645 [chuckles] 763 00:51:20,247 --> 00:51:21,716 My mother said... 764 00:51:22,282 --> 00:51:24,318 you can't have fun all the time. 765 00:51:25,085 --> 00:51:26,621 And I said, why not? 766 00:51:27,421 --> 00:51:30,024 Why the fuck can't I have fun all the time? 767 00:51:30,558 --> 00:51:32,459 -[chuckles] -[chuckles] 768 00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:34,662 It's only fashion, for fuck's sake. 769 00:51:38,766 --> 00:51:39,667 Yeah, but... 770 00:51:41,335 --> 00:51:43,270 I mean, it can take its toll, can't it? 771 00:51:44,572 --> 00:51:45,439 This life. 772 00:51:47,742 --> 00:51:48,710 It can be lonely. 773 00:51:52,580 --> 00:51:53,581 I suppose so. 774 00:51:55,683 --> 00:51:56,884 There have been a lot of different men 775 00:51:56,985 --> 00:51:58,452 mentioned in your life recently. 776 00:51:59,486 --> 00:52:02,222 But there's not one permanent relationship. 777 00:52:08,796 --> 00:52:11,666 Is there no one out there good enough for you? 778 00:52:15,570 --> 00:52:21,408 -[soft music playing] -[match scratching] 779 00:52:39,861 --> 00:52:43,163 [birds chirping] 780 00:52:49,137 --> 00:52:50,437 [Kate] Lucian? 781 00:52:50,972 --> 00:52:52,239 Oh, Kate! 782 00:52:52,607 --> 00:52:55,576 I... I was just having a pause. 783 00:52:55,677 --> 00:52:58,846 [chuckles] I didn't think we were seeing each other 784 00:52:58,946 --> 00:53:00,380 till Wednesday evening. 785 00:53:00,782 --> 00:53:03,584 -Can I get you a drink? -Yeah. But... 786 00:53:04,384 --> 00:53:06,020 Do you remember what we spoke about a while back? 787 00:53:06,120 --> 00:53:07,187 In Origin? 788 00:53:08,022 --> 00:53:09,991 We talked about many things. 789 00:53:10,091 --> 00:53:13,161 Which I must say, I enjoyed immensely. 790 00:53:13,260 --> 00:53:14,696 Me too, but... 791 00:53:15,295 --> 00:53:16,430 remember... 792 00:53:17,065 --> 00:53:18,666 about the opium? 793 00:53:19,033 --> 00:53:22,402 Oh, yes, I remember. 794 00:53:23,203 --> 00:53:24,672 Got it! 795 00:53:25,173 --> 00:53:27,474 Oh, I'd rather forgotten that part. 796 00:53:27,575 --> 00:53:28,408 Uh. 797 00:53:28,509 --> 00:53:30,745 Come on, Actaeon. Let's have some fun. 798 00:53:30,845 --> 00:53:31,813 Actaeon. 799 00:53:32,212 --> 00:53:34,481 Actaeon. [screams] 800 00:53:34,582 --> 00:53:37,284 -[chuckles] -Come on! [chuckles] 801 00:53:37,785 --> 00:53:42,690 -[dog barking] -[soft music playing] 802 00:53:43,791 --> 00:53:46,259 [Lucian] I've been married twice. 803 00:53:48,062 --> 00:53:49,597 [chuckles] 804 00:53:53,735 --> 00:53:57,939 The second time, I married Lady Caroline Blackwood. 805 00:53:59,774 --> 00:54:04,045 I began courting her in the early fifties, 806 00:54:04,377 --> 00:54:07,048 when I was doing the deb scene. 807 00:54:07,515 --> 00:54:11,351 [chuckles] I was still married to my first wife. 808 00:54:11,853 --> 00:54:14,354 -A Lady? -Yes. 809 00:54:15,123 --> 00:54:17,390 She was the eldest daughter... 810 00:54:17,892 --> 00:54:22,563 of the Dowager Marchioness of Dufferin and Ava... 811 00:54:23,164 --> 00:54:24,832 Maureen Guinness. 812 00:54:28,770 --> 00:54:32,707 I was struck by Caroline. Very much so. 813 00:54:33,241 --> 00:54:35,777 She wore a mismatch of clothes... 814 00:54:36,309 --> 00:54:40,081 lipstick impulsively applied. 815 00:54:40,882 --> 00:54:44,652 She smoked constantly, about a hundred a day. 816 00:54:45,052 --> 00:54:47,454 She... she practically smoked in her sleep. 817 00:54:47,555 --> 00:54:49,456 -[chuckles] -[Kate chuckles] 818 00:54:49,724 --> 00:54:54,028 [Lucian] So much so, her nostrils were tinged black. 819 00:54:55,730 --> 00:55:00,034 I found that completely captivating. 820 00:55:02,837 --> 00:55:06,607 She had this kind of recklessness ... 821 00:55:07,208 --> 00:55:12,713 complete abandon in a way that was not self-conscious, 822 00:55:12,814 --> 00:55:18,019 but merged into a sort of self-centeredness. 823 00:55:20,855 --> 00:55:25,560 It was there in everything she did, in her appearance, 824 00:55:25,660 --> 00:55:27,962 the way she carried herself. 825 00:55:28,495 --> 00:55:30,865 She would do crazy things, 826 00:55:31,098 --> 00:55:35,536 like leave Picasso drawings in the airport. 827 00:55:36,103 --> 00:55:40,875 I have to say, I found it quite intoxicating. 828 00:55:43,644 --> 00:55:45,780 But her mother... [chuckles] 829 00:55:46,681 --> 00:55:49,016 ...she thought I was ridiculous. 830 00:55:49,750 --> 00:55:53,120 Married, a painter, a spiv... 831 00:55:53,621 --> 00:55:56,090 which I sort of was at the time... 832 00:55:56,924 --> 00:55:58,458 and Jewish. 833 00:56:01,494 --> 00:56:05,432 I suppose she had different aspirations to me. 834 00:56:05,533 --> 00:56:07,001 -[shushes] -[Kate grunts] 835 00:56:08,569 --> 00:56:11,906 [Lucian] Caroline was eligible, but not available. 836 00:56:14,909 --> 00:56:19,080 Her mother tried her hardest to split us apart. 837 00:56:19,513 --> 00:56:23,450 She sent reporters to investigate my private life, 838 00:56:23,551 --> 00:56:26,419 snooping around outside my house. 839 00:56:26,921 --> 00:56:32,126 She even tried to find a person to assassinate me. 840 00:56:32,827 --> 00:56:33,761 Really? 841 00:56:36,030 --> 00:56:40,467 [Lucian] She sent Caroline to Spain, so I went to find her. 842 00:56:43,204 --> 00:56:47,508 I only knew the house number, but not the street name. 843 00:57:02,657 --> 00:57:07,795 [soft music playing] 844 00:57:15,836 --> 00:57:16,971 [Kate] Did you have children? 845 00:57:18,539 --> 00:57:19,573 [Lucian] No. 846 00:57:20,241 --> 00:57:23,377 She said the stress from our relationship... 847 00:57:23,644 --> 00:57:27,915 caused her ovaries to cease functioning correctly. 848 00:57:31,719 --> 00:57:33,054 [Kate] She loved you. 849 00:57:36,657 --> 00:57:37,725 [Lucian] Yes. 850 00:57:40,962 --> 00:57:43,764 But, in many respects I'm not surprised. 851 00:57:44,999 --> 00:57:48,235 I couldn't say I was particularly faithful. 852 00:57:50,738 --> 00:57:52,206 But you continued to paint. 853 00:57:53,774 --> 00:57:54,642 I tried. 854 00:57:56,010 --> 00:58:00,281 The awful thing was, I found that this obsession, Caroline, 855 00:58:00,381 --> 00:58:02,216 prevented me from working. 856 00:58:05,319 --> 00:58:07,621 I lost time. 857 00:58:09,123 --> 00:58:11,826 And the notion of time. 858 00:58:19,633 --> 00:58:23,571 [piano music playing] 859 00:58:30,444 --> 00:58:34,615 ♪ When we are up high ♪ 860 00:58:35,316 --> 00:58:39,020 ♪ I will remember you ♪ 861 00:58:39,120 --> 00:58:41,622 ♪ The sound ♪ 862 00:58:41,722 --> 00:58:44,191 Hiya. I'm looking for a magazine. 863 00:58:45,693 --> 00:58:47,795 You'll find fashion on the second floor. 864 00:58:52,533 --> 00:58:53,834 Actually... 865 00:58:55,036 --> 00:58:58,005 I'm looking for a magazine called Encounters, 866 00:58:58,272 --> 00:59:00,708 a July 1954 edition. 867 00:59:01,909 --> 00:59:07,081 Did you know the magazine was financed by the CIA? 868 00:59:07,915 --> 00:59:09,717 [man 2] Righto, this way? 869 00:59:13,387 --> 00:59:17,224 ♪ The smell of magnolia ♪ 870 00:59:18,292 --> 00:59:22,797 ♪ In full moon ♪ 871 00:59:25,534 --> 00:59:32,440 ♪ And when we are apart ♪ 872 00:59:32,807 --> 00:59:38,979 ♪ I will be wishing On starlight ♪ 873 00:59:39,080 --> 00:59:42,683 -[machine beeping] -[Kate] Hiya, Lucian, it's Kate. 874 00:59:42,783 --> 00:59:45,853 [chuckles] It's my birthday party later, 875 00:59:45,953 --> 00:59:48,255 we're going to celebrate. I hope you're coming. 876 00:59:48,756 --> 00:59:50,858 Make sure you look beautiful. 877 00:59:51,158 --> 00:59:56,597 And damned. [chuckles] Okay, bye. Bye-bye. 878 00:59:56,697 --> 00:59:58,666 ♪ Forever ♪ 879 00:59:59,534 --> 01:00:06,207 ♪ You'll be in my heart ♪ 880 01:00:08,242 --> 01:00:10,344 -[indistinct chatter] -[upbeat music playing] 881 01:00:10,444 --> 01:00:12,413 [Kate] We were on opium. 882 01:00:13,280 --> 01:00:16,617 And we were just talking away and I asked, cheekily, 883 01:00:16,717 --> 01:00:17,985 "Can I have one of your paintings"? 884 01:00:18,085 --> 01:00:21,322 -"Can you do me a deal"? -[Bella laughing] 885 01:00:22,223 --> 01:00:23,724 And he thought about it for a bit. 886 01:00:23,824 --> 01:00:26,561 And he said, "Let me ask my dealer, see what he can do". 887 01:00:26,927 --> 01:00:28,929 I said, "All right then". 888 01:00:29,396 --> 01:00:32,099 I'm sitting on the floor. Phone starts ringing. 889 01:00:32,199 --> 01:00:33,200 Dealer answers. 890 01:00:33,300 --> 01:00:34,969 -William. -Yes, William. 891 01:00:35,069 --> 01:00:37,872 And I said, "Hi, it's Kate Moss here". 892 01:00:37,972 --> 01:00:39,773 "I'm wondering if you can do me a mate's rates 893 01:00:39,874 --> 01:00:41,475 on a Lucian Freud". 894 01:00:41,576 --> 01:00:44,245 It went quiet for a second. 895 01:00:44,613 --> 01:00:45,880 And then he said... 896 01:00:46,581 --> 01:00:51,252 "Kate, I'm afraid I don't do mate's rates". 897 01:00:52,920 --> 01:00:56,724 It was so funny. He's such a laugh, very naughty! 898 01:00:56,824 --> 01:00:59,226 -[Bella] He is! -[Kate] Hmm. 899 01:00:59,927 --> 01:01:01,095 Come on, let's go over here. 900 01:01:03,230 --> 01:01:04,131 Hi. 901 01:01:05,534 --> 01:01:06,667 How are you? 902 01:01:10,137 --> 01:01:13,575 It's so good being there. It's so calm. 903 01:01:13,674 --> 01:01:14,875 It feels like the first time I've been able 904 01:01:14,975 --> 01:01:17,745 -to think straight in years. -That's so nice. 905 01:01:19,079 --> 01:01:21,148 You're looking really well, Kate. 906 01:01:22,349 --> 01:01:23,751 It's your dad's discipline. 907 01:01:23,984 --> 01:01:25,719 He knows how to get what he wants. 908 01:01:25,819 --> 01:01:27,688 He's always been like that. 909 01:01:28,255 --> 01:01:29,924 [Kate] I don't know how he does it. 910 01:01:30,191 --> 01:01:31,660 Every single day. 911 01:01:32,561 --> 01:01:33,694 But I like it. 912 01:01:34,428 --> 01:01:35,396 It makes you think. 913 01:01:36,430 --> 01:01:39,166 Think a bit more laterally. 914 01:01:39,266 --> 01:01:42,336 -[chuckles] -I've got the same thing. 915 01:01:43,771 --> 01:01:46,407 -Definitely inherited. -I bet. 916 01:01:47,808 --> 01:01:49,009 He should be here soon. 917 01:01:49,376 --> 01:01:51,312 Is he? [chuckles] 918 01:01:51,912 --> 01:01:53,615 I couldn't leave him alone inside, could I? 919 01:01:53,714 --> 01:01:56,717 Oh, he'll love it. That's wonderful, yeah. 920 01:01:58,118 --> 01:02:01,021 You know, I thought three full evenings a week 921 01:02:01,121 --> 01:02:02,723 would be enough for you, but... 922 01:02:04,225 --> 01:02:06,493 I'm really impressed by your dedication, Kate. 923 01:02:13,067 --> 01:02:14,101 Lucian! 924 01:02:15,069 --> 01:02:16,136 Lucian! 925 01:02:16,237 --> 01:02:20,441 -Oh! Happy birthday. -Thank you. 926 01:02:21,942 --> 01:02:24,178 Hi Dad. It's nice to see you. 927 01:02:24,912 --> 01:02:26,715 Yeah. And you too. 928 01:02:27,014 --> 01:02:29,817 -[Kate] Are you ready to party? -Yeah. Quite. 929 01:02:30,251 --> 01:02:34,221 I... I must confess that I've had one or two glasses 930 01:02:34,321 --> 01:02:36,423 -of champagne already. -[exclaims] 931 01:02:36,524 --> 01:02:39,927 The... the problem is, I can't remember which one it was. 932 01:02:40,027 --> 01:02:42,496 -[Kate chuckles] -Well, Kate's been telling me 933 01:02:42,597 --> 01:02:43,964 about the portrait. 934 01:02:44,599 --> 01:02:45,700 Oh. 935 01:02:45,799 --> 01:02:47,636 Sounds like it's going really well. 936 01:02:48,202 --> 01:02:50,204 Uh, yes, I'm quite pleased with it. 937 01:02:50,304 --> 01:02:53,807 She has the kind of physicality that I understand. 938 01:02:54,441 --> 01:02:58,879 And she's currently only running seven or eight minutes late 939 01:02:58,979 --> 01:02:59,980 for each session. 940 01:03:00,080 --> 01:03:02,016 -Oh, Lucian. -Yes. 941 01:03:02,116 --> 01:03:04,619 [chuckles] Wait, there's someone here I want you to meet. 942 01:03:04,719 --> 01:03:06,186 -Yes. -Come with us, Bella. 943 01:03:06,287 --> 01:03:07,421 No, no, you go. 944 01:03:07,522 --> 01:03:10,324 -[Kate] Oh, are you sure? -Yeah, it's fine, go. 945 01:03:10,759 --> 01:03:11,925 [Kate] Okay. 946 01:03:14,928 --> 01:03:19,500 -[indistinct chatter] -[upbeat music playing] 947 01:03:26,073 --> 01:03:29,176 So fun. I love it. 948 01:03:37,184 --> 01:03:38,419 Yeah, yeah. I'm coming. 949 01:03:38,520 --> 01:03:39,420 -Where? -[Kate] Gotta go. 950 01:03:39,521 --> 01:03:41,855 Two minutes, two minutes, I'll be right back. 951 01:03:42,456 --> 01:03:44,892 -What are you doing? -I know where you're going. 952 01:03:44,992 --> 01:03:46,761 To see that person. 953 01:03:46,860 --> 01:03:48,128 And that's for you to decide, is it? 954 01:03:48,228 --> 01:03:50,297 -I-- -No, no, it's not. 955 01:03:50,699 --> 01:03:52,366 -[stutters] -[Jefferson] Kate. 956 01:03:53,167 --> 01:03:54,468 -[Jefferson] Happy birthday. -[Kate] Hiya. Oh. 957 01:03:54,569 --> 01:03:56,904 -[Jefferson] Hi. -[Kate] I'm so glad you're here. 958 01:03:58,272 --> 01:04:01,008 -Um, this is Lucian. -[Jefferson] Hi. 959 01:04:01,108 --> 01:04:02,910 Lucian, this is Jefferson. 960 01:04:03,010 --> 01:04:05,379 He's the editor of Dazed & Confused. 961 01:04:05,879 --> 01:04:09,116 Very nice to meet you, uh, Jefferson. 962 01:04:09,216 --> 01:04:11,452 You too, Lucian, I'm a... I'm a big fan. 963 01:04:11,553 --> 01:04:12,453 Uh. 964 01:04:13,588 --> 01:04:15,923 Uh, Kate, um, there are some friends with me 965 01:04:16,023 --> 01:04:18,325 that I'd... I'd like you to meet. 966 01:04:18,793 --> 01:04:19,927 -Come with? -[Kate] Yeah. 967 01:04:20,394 --> 01:04:23,364 -I'll see you later. -What? Yeah, yeah. Go, go, go. 968 01:04:39,848 --> 01:04:43,283 ["Another Chance" playing] 969 01:04:46,954 --> 01:04:51,492 ♪ If I had Another chance tonight ♪ 970 01:04:54,529 --> 01:04:58,499 ♪ I'd try to tell you That the things ♪ 971 01:04:58,600 --> 01:05:01,034 ♪ We had were right ♪ 972 01:05:01,536 --> 01:05:06,574 ♪ If I had Another chance tonight ♪ 973 01:05:09,109 --> 01:05:14,114 ♪ If I had Another chance tonight ♪ 974 01:05:31,265 --> 01:05:36,069 ♪ If I had Another chance tonight ♪ 975 01:05:38,606 --> 01:05:42,777 ♪ I'd try to tell you That the things ♪ 976 01:05:42,877 --> 01:05:45,647 ♪ We had were right ♪ 977 01:05:46,113 --> 01:05:51,118 ♪ If I had Another chance tonight ♪ 978 01:05:53,420 --> 01:05:58,726 ♪ If I had Another chance tonight ♪ 979 01:06:01,295 --> 01:06:04,933 ♪ I'd try to tell you That the things ♪ 980 01:06:05,032 --> 01:06:08,168 ♪ We had were right ♪ 981 01:06:08,268 --> 01:06:13,207 ♪ If I had Another chance tonight ♪ 982 01:06:16,043 --> 01:06:19,747 ♪ I'd try to tell you That the things ♪ 983 01:06:19,848 --> 01:06:22,817 ♪ We had were right ♪ 984 01:06:22,917 --> 01:06:27,555 ♪ If I had Another chance tonight ♪ 985 01:06:35,362 --> 01:06:39,299 -[birds chirping] -[soft music playing] 986 01:07:20,708 --> 01:07:23,678 [Lucian] The painter's obsession with his subject... 987 01:07:24,012 --> 01:07:27,247 is all he needs to drive him to work. 988 01:07:28,783 --> 01:07:32,286 People are driven towards making works about 989 01:07:32,386 --> 01:07:36,490 not by familiarity with the process by which it is done... 990 01:07:37,257 --> 01:07:41,161 but by a necessity to communicate their feelings 991 01:07:41,261 --> 01:07:43,497 about the object of their choice ... 992 01:07:44,064 --> 01:07:46,868 with such intensity that these feelings 993 01:07:46,968 --> 01:07:48,402 become infectious. 994 01:07:51,706 --> 01:07:56,243 Yet, the painter needs to put himself at a certain 995 01:07:56,343 --> 01:07:58,813 emotional distance from the subject ... 996 01:07:59,212 --> 01:08:02,449 in order to allow it to speak. 997 01:08:04,519 --> 01:08:08,890 He may smother it if he lets his passion for it overwhelm him 998 01:08:09,289 --> 01:08:11,826 while he is in the act of painting. 999 01:08:15,697 --> 01:08:16,631 [screams] 1000 01:08:25,640 --> 01:08:26,507 [sighs] 1001 01:08:36,116 --> 01:08:38,485 -[chuckles] -[Jefferson] What are you doing? 1002 01:08:39,687 --> 01:08:40,555 Budge up. 1003 01:08:50,565 --> 01:08:51,431 You okay? 1004 01:08:53,067 --> 01:08:54,134 Hmm? 1005 01:08:54,501 --> 01:08:55,369 Yeah. 1006 01:08:58,006 --> 01:08:59,040 I've ah... 1007 01:08:59,339 --> 01:09:01,509 got to go back into town this afternoon. 1008 01:09:02,175 --> 01:09:03,778 There's a problem with one of the shoots. 1009 01:09:04,612 --> 01:09:05,580 You go, babe. 1010 01:09:06,514 --> 01:09:07,381 You sure? 1011 01:09:08,916 --> 01:09:11,184 It's just, uh... [sighs] 1012 01:09:11,586 --> 01:09:13,788 ...Weatherall's having a bit of a do later. 1013 01:09:14,756 --> 01:09:15,690 Should be a good one. 1014 01:09:16,958 --> 01:09:18,059 Oh, yeah. 1015 01:09:18,492 --> 01:09:20,227 You don't fancy coming along? 1016 01:09:26,400 --> 01:09:29,771 I haven't drunk a single drop in 38 days. 1017 01:09:30,470 --> 01:09:31,171 Jesus. 1018 01:09:31,271 --> 01:09:33,074 -[chuckles] -[chuckles] 1019 01:09:33,173 --> 01:09:35,710 So, you've beaten my record by 37. 1020 01:09:38,146 --> 01:09:39,547 It feels nice. 1021 01:09:42,116 --> 01:09:42,950 Yeah. 1022 01:09:43,551 --> 01:09:44,418 I know. 1023 01:09:46,521 --> 01:09:47,421 Life. 1024 01:09:50,625 --> 01:09:51,458 Everything. 1025 01:09:54,028 --> 01:09:55,830 Lucian, something new. 1026 01:09:58,566 --> 01:10:00,434 Doing different things. 1027 01:10:04,839 --> 01:10:06,406 Doing things differently. 1028 01:10:09,844 --> 01:10:10,712 You. 1029 01:10:21,421 --> 01:10:23,591 -You go back to London. -Hmm? 1030 01:10:24,892 --> 01:10:26,226 I'll be there soon enough. 1031 01:10:27,028 --> 01:10:28,196 Working for you. 1032 01:10:28,295 --> 01:10:30,230 -Oh. Oh, okay. -[chuckles] 1033 01:10:30,598 --> 01:10:32,265 That is how it is. [grunts] 1034 01:10:40,240 --> 01:10:45,580 [soft music playing] 1035 01:10:59,994 --> 01:11:01,294 [door bell ringing] 1036 01:11:02,262 --> 01:11:04,599 [door buzzes, opens] 1037 01:11:09,003 --> 01:11:10,772 [Kate] Lucian. 1038 01:11:19,647 --> 01:11:21,015 Lucian. 1039 01:11:23,885 --> 01:11:25,887 Lucian, where are you? 1040 01:11:43,571 --> 01:11:45,039 Welcome back to London. 1041 01:11:46,207 --> 01:11:47,742 Are you okay, Lucian? 1042 01:11:48,042 --> 01:11:49,577 Oh, easy to say. 1043 01:11:49,877 --> 01:11:52,647 Behind a painted smile, I expect. 1044 01:11:53,313 --> 01:11:55,650 Every fucking time. 1045 01:11:56,449 --> 01:11:58,920 Every fucking time you're late. 1046 01:11:59,720 --> 01:12:02,023 You've got no fucking respect. 1047 01:12:02,123 --> 01:12:03,224 None at all. 1048 01:12:03,558 --> 01:12:06,260 Three evenings a week is all I ask. 1049 01:12:06,661 --> 01:12:08,796 And to be on fucking time. 1050 01:12:09,230 --> 01:12:10,330 But can you manage that? 1051 01:12:10,898 --> 01:12:14,135 I wonder how you manage at all. No. 1052 01:12:14,467 --> 01:12:15,837 No, you can't. 1053 01:12:16,237 --> 01:12:19,240 Because you treat all this as some kind of fucking game. 1054 01:12:19,339 --> 01:12:20,608 Lucian, no. 1055 01:12:20,708 --> 01:12:22,610 [Lucian] This is what I do. 1056 01:12:23,277 --> 01:12:24,444 I paint. 1057 01:12:25,246 --> 01:12:27,347 You ask me why I paint. 1058 01:12:27,615 --> 01:12:30,885 It's because it's what I like doing best. 1059 01:12:30,985 --> 01:12:33,621 Lucian, I'm 12 fucking minutes late. What's the matter? 1060 01:12:33,721 --> 01:12:37,992 You're the fucking matter! Fucking me around like this. 1061 01:12:38,092 --> 01:12:41,128 Lucian, I have sat here for you for these months religiously. 1062 01:12:41,229 --> 01:12:42,429 I have done it willingly. 1063 01:12:42,697 --> 01:12:47,268 I paint. I paint. And I paint some more. 1064 01:12:47,635 --> 01:12:52,439 What happens here every day is all that matters. 1065 01:12:53,406 --> 01:12:55,109 You turn up when you please. 1066 01:12:56,310 --> 01:12:58,012 Do you think you're doing me a favour? 1067 01:12:58,279 --> 01:13:00,147 Humouring me perhaps? 1068 01:13:02,250 --> 01:13:03,951 It's not about you. 1069 01:13:06,287 --> 01:13:08,823 This is what I care about. 1070 01:13:08,923 --> 01:13:10,124 This... 1071 01:13:10,558 --> 01:13:12,994 is what I think is worth preserving. 1072 01:13:14,394 --> 01:13:15,863 I invest everything in this. 1073 01:13:16,130 --> 01:13:19,466 Everything, you understand? Everything I have. 1074 01:13:21,602 --> 01:13:24,572 I have a very specific way of working. 1075 01:13:26,107 --> 01:13:27,008 So do I. 1076 01:13:28,175 --> 01:13:31,145 -So do you, what? -I work too. 1077 01:13:31,746 --> 01:13:33,614 You do realize that, don't you? 1078 01:13:34,481 --> 01:13:37,450 These campaigns, this, this, this. 1079 01:13:37,685 --> 01:13:38,786 They were supposed to be me. 1080 01:13:38,886 --> 01:13:40,688 I passed on some of them to be here. 1081 01:13:40,788 --> 01:13:42,924 Some of them are long-term relationships. 1082 01:13:44,292 --> 01:13:46,227 A lot of people depend on me. 1083 01:13:46,661 --> 01:13:49,130 They listen to me. They want to know what I think. 1084 01:13:52,199 --> 01:13:53,534 I read your article. 1085 01:13:54,669 --> 01:13:56,370 The one in that magazine. 1086 01:13:57,204 --> 01:14:00,074 "The painter must think of everything he sees 1087 01:14:00,174 --> 01:14:03,210 as being there entirely for his own use and pleasure". 1088 01:14:04,645 --> 01:14:06,113 Is that what I'm here for? 1089 01:14:07,248 --> 01:14:09,083 To be used by you? 1090 01:14:09,417 --> 01:14:11,852 And discarded like all those others before? 1091 01:14:13,120 --> 01:14:15,056 Your own fucking children? 1092 01:14:24,065 --> 01:14:27,335 I am only concerned about the present... 1093 01:14:27,902 --> 01:14:30,938 and what I am doing at this very moment. 1094 01:14:31,706 --> 01:14:33,240 [Kate] That's bollocks. 1095 01:14:33,607 --> 01:14:35,576 All that stuff about Caroline. 1096 01:14:36,344 --> 01:14:38,212 I saw how that hurt you. 1097 01:14:40,414 --> 01:14:43,351 Lucian, I have made so many sacrifices 1098 01:14:43,451 --> 01:14:44,685 to be here for you. 1099 01:14:46,654 --> 01:14:48,389 And I did it because I wanted to, 1100 01:14:48,488 --> 01:14:50,024 not because I had to. 1101 01:14:51,258 --> 01:14:52,760 What have you given up? 1102 01:14:53,160 --> 01:14:54,328 Parties? 1103 01:14:54,428 --> 01:14:55,696 [Kate] I haven't missed the partying. 1104 01:14:55,796 --> 01:14:58,566 I like coming here and then going home again. 1105 01:15:01,268 --> 01:15:02,870 You've taught me a lot. 1106 01:15:03,971 --> 01:15:05,940 More than I could have imagined, really. 1107 01:15:09,777 --> 01:15:12,513 The reason you are always late... 1108 01:15:13,614 --> 01:15:15,683 is because you're on drugs. 1109 01:15:18,753 --> 01:15:22,056 -[soft music playing] -[sobs, sighs] 1110 01:15:35,269 --> 01:15:36,804 The reason I'm late is... 1111 01:15:40,107 --> 01:15:42,610 I'm pregnant. [sobs] 1112 01:15:44,211 --> 01:15:49,216 [chuckles] 1113 01:15:49,316 --> 01:15:55,189 Oh my, oh my, my, my. 1114 01:15:55,524 --> 01:15:56,857 [Kate] Who would have thought it? 1115 01:15:58,292 --> 01:16:01,862 Oh God, I am so sorry. 1116 01:16:03,597 --> 01:16:07,268 I'm so happy for you. I really am. 1117 01:16:07,802 --> 01:16:13,607 I can tell you are going to make the most wonderful mother. 1118 01:16:14,141 --> 01:16:16,610 I thought you'd be cross with me because of the painting. 1119 01:16:16,710 --> 01:16:18,846 Oh no, no. 1120 01:16:18,946 --> 01:16:22,383 I think this is the most wonderful development. 1121 01:16:22,483 --> 01:16:24,118 And we must continue. 1122 01:16:24,218 --> 01:16:28,155 In fact, we will need to increase to four days a week 1123 01:16:28,422 --> 01:16:29,757 in order to finish. 1124 01:16:30,157 --> 01:16:31,192 That... 1125 01:16:31,459 --> 01:16:33,260 that is if you have the time. 1126 01:16:34,628 --> 01:16:36,363 I don't think I can do this anymore. 1127 01:16:36,597 --> 01:16:39,133 But we are very close. 1128 01:16:41,769 --> 01:16:43,871 Lucian, I have never met anyone like you. 1129 01:16:46,440 --> 01:16:47,975 I probably never will again. 1130 01:16:51,879 --> 01:16:53,347 What you're painting there... 1131 01:16:55,082 --> 01:16:55,983 is me. 1132 01:16:57,218 --> 01:16:59,720 The real me and not many people can say that. 1133 01:17:06,460 --> 01:17:07,361 But this... 1134 01:17:08,662 --> 01:17:11,098 this is... this is too much for me. 1135 01:17:13,901 --> 01:17:15,903 And now I've got this baby. 1136 01:17:16,170 --> 01:17:17,171 [sighs] 1137 01:17:17,404 --> 01:17:19,173 I need to be present for her. 1138 01:17:23,744 --> 01:17:25,312 I am just who I am. 1139 01:17:27,815 --> 01:17:29,350 I'm not responsible for the other people 1140 01:17:29,450 --> 01:17:30,684 you see in me. 1141 01:17:34,188 --> 01:17:35,089 Please. 1142 01:17:39,026 --> 01:17:44,365 I remember going to a party held by a friend of mine 1143 01:17:44,465 --> 01:17:46,367 after the divorce. 1144 01:17:47,201 --> 01:17:52,206 She'd rather tactlessly invited Caroline as well. 1145 01:17:53,908 --> 01:17:55,075 What did you say? 1146 01:17:56,210 --> 01:17:57,411 I said to her... 1147 01:17:58,513 --> 01:18:01,148 "Do you think I am made of wood"? 1148 01:18:03,250 --> 01:18:04,151 A fossil... 1149 01:18:05,186 --> 01:18:06,720 may lie hidden... 1150 01:18:07,321 --> 01:18:10,224 preserved in its natural sarcophagus 1151 01:18:10,324 --> 01:18:12,193 for thousands of years. 1152 01:18:13,294 --> 01:18:14,728 Before someone... 1153 01:18:15,429 --> 01:18:17,097 may stumble across it. 1154 01:18:19,266 --> 01:18:20,134 I'm sorry. 1155 01:18:23,170 --> 01:18:24,371 I truly am. 1156 01:18:25,272 --> 01:18:28,242 [soft music playing] 1157 01:18:34,583 --> 01:18:36,450 This is... this is Kate Moss. 1158 01:18:36,717 --> 01:18:40,287 And, uh, she's got something very important to say to you. 1159 01:18:43,757 --> 01:18:47,962 -[Lucian humming] -[chuckles] 1160 01:18:51,065 --> 01:18:52,066 [Jefferson] It was good too. 1161 01:18:53,367 --> 01:18:54,868 -You what? -[chuckles] 1162 01:18:54,969 --> 01:18:57,504 She's filthy. She's absolutely filthy. 1163 01:19:01,809 --> 01:19:03,077 -You feel that? -Yeah. 1164 01:19:13,387 --> 01:19:17,124 [chuckles] It's crazy Bella. Me, a mummy! 1165 01:19:17,592 --> 01:19:21,295 [Bella] Hmm. You're going to be the best mummy, I can tell. 1166 01:19:21,395 --> 01:19:23,897 -That's what your dad said. -[Bella] Ah, well it's true. 1167 01:19:23,998 --> 01:19:26,200 -[chuckles] -[chuckles] 1168 01:19:26,467 --> 01:19:27,736 He's been so good. 1169 01:19:28,202 --> 01:19:30,605 I can tell that he's getting the painting done before I... 1170 01:19:30,871 --> 01:19:32,306 before I pop. 1171 01:19:33,307 --> 01:19:34,808 Oh, it's all so... 1172 01:19:35,776 --> 01:19:36,810 passionate. 1173 01:19:36,910 --> 01:19:39,913 -[chuckles] -[Bella] I don't know but it is. 1174 01:19:40,515 --> 01:19:43,350 I don't think he'd do the same thing for anyone else. 1175 01:19:43,752 --> 01:19:44,719 [indistinct chatter] 1176 01:19:44,818 --> 01:19:46,253 -Hiya. -[Lucian] Hello. 1177 01:19:47,054 --> 01:19:48,455 [Kate] I'm running so short on time, I thought 1178 01:19:48,556 --> 01:19:51,593 it'd be good if you joined us. If that's okay. 1179 01:19:51,693 --> 01:19:54,228 I couldn't think of a better combination. 1180 01:19:55,229 --> 01:19:56,930 -Nice to see you. -[chuckles] 1181 01:19:57,031 --> 01:20:00,234 -I've taken your seat. -Yeah, I noticed. Ah, thank you. 1182 01:20:01,703 --> 01:20:04,171 -It's good to see you. -And you. 1183 01:20:04,572 --> 01:20:10,512 [indistinct chatter] 1184 01:20:11,579 --> 01:20:12,813 [Bella] Is everything okay now? 1185 01:20:12,913 --> 01:20:14,181 [all laughing] 1186 01:20:14,281 --> 01:20:15,349 [mobile ringing] 1187 01:20:17,284 --> 01:20:18,352 [Kate] Hello? 1188 01:20:18,952 --> 01:20:20,954 Oh my God. 1189 01:20:22,524 --> 01:20:23,625 Really? 1190 01:20:24,091 --> 01:20:25,459 What... what do you... 1191 01:20:25,893 --> 01:20:28,429 All right, I'm... I'm leaving now. Okay. 1192 01:20:29,029 --> 01:20:30,998 -Is everything all right? -Oh, it's just a problem 1193 01:20:31,098 --> 01:20:33,233 with the house. It'll be okay, but I've got to go sort it. 1194 01:20:33,568 --> 01:20:34,835 I'm so sorry. 1195 01:20:34,935 --> 01:20:36,203 [Lucian] You go. 1196 01:20:36,738 --> 01:20:38,540 Yeah. We'll stay. 1197 01:20:41,141 --> 01:20:42,343 -Bye, bye. -It's okay. 1198 01:20:44,411 --> 01:20:45,412 Oh. 1199 01:20:46,781 --> 01:20:48,148 How are you, Dad? 1200 01:20:48,248 --> 01:20:49,450 Thank you. 1201 01:20:50,819 --> 01:20:52,386 Keep that number to yourself, will you. 1202 01:20:52,853 --> 01:20:54,254 -I will. -[chuckles] 1203 01:20:56,023 --> 01:20:58,025 -Um. -How are you? 1204 01:20:58,660 --> 01:20:59,627 Yeah, I'm great. 1205 01:20:59,728 --> 01:21:00,861 -[Lucian] Yeah? -[Bella] Yeah. 1206 01:21:00,961 --> 01:21:03,964 -[Lucian] You are my angel. -[Bella] Oh. Never. 1207 01:21:04,064 --> 01:21:04,998 [Lucian] Oh yes. 1208 01:21:05,099 --> 01:21:10,237 [indistinct chatter] 1209 01:21:10,337 --> 01:21:12,406 [Bella] Now you'll be doing head stands again. 1210 01:21:15,075 --> 01:21:19,346 -[soft music playing] -[mobile ringing] 1211 01:21:24,853 --> 01:21:25,854 [mobile beeps] 1212 01:21:25,953 --> 01:21:26,987 Hello. 1213 01:21:27,087 --> 01:21:29,323 [Lucian] Hello, Kate. It's Lucian. 1214 01:21:29,423 --> 01:21:30,924 [chuckles] Lucian? 1215 01:21:31,659 --> 01:21:32,594 Hi. 1216 01:21:33,293 --> 01:21:34,261 How are you? 1217 01:21:34,361 --> 01:21:35,764 [Lucian] Very well, thank you. 1218 01:21:36,163 --> 01:21:38,666 How are your preparations coming along? 1219 01:21:38,767 --> 01:21:40,901 Oh, it's all a bit crazy. 1220 01:21:41,268 --> 01:21:44,104 I've been packing and repacking my hospital bag. 1221 01:21:44,204 --> 01:21:45,439 [Lucian] Marvelous. 1222 01:21:45,874 --> 01:21:47,975 Yeah, it's... it's surprising even to me 1223 01:21:48,075 --> 01:21:50,344 how organized I've become. 1224 01:21:50,978 --> 01:21:53,414 Look, I'm sorry I haven't been around recently. 1225 01:21:54,281 --> 01:21:56,518 I feel guilty about what you said about my aura 1226 01:21:56,618 --> 01:21:57,451 and all that. 1227 01:21:58,485 --> 01:22:00,220 [Lucian] I believe it's finished. 1228 01:22:01,355 --> 01:22:03,257 -What, the painting? - [Lucian] Yes. 1229 01:22:03,525 --> 01:22:06,059 I've been studying it and studying it 1230 01:22:06,160 --> 01:22:08,061 for a very long time. 1231 01:22:08,362 --> 01:22:10,130 And there was nothing else to do. 1232 01:22:10,230 --> 01:22:11,833 So I thought I'd leave it there. 1233 01:22:11,932 --> 01:22:13,333 Oh my God. 1234 01:22:14,903 --> 01:22:16,370 How does it look? 1235 01:22:16,871 --> 01:22:20,107 [Lucian] Perhaps you should come over and judge for yourself. 1236 01:22:21,341 --> 01:22:22,209 Okay. 1237 01:22:23,878 --> 01:22:24,846 [chuckles] 1238 01:22:25,078 --> 01:22:26,346 I'll see you soon. 1239 01:22:27,782 --> 01:22:28,616 [mobile beeps] 1240 01:22:40,829 --> 01:22:45,567 [soft music playing] 1241 01:23:00,080 --> 01:23:01,081 [door bell ringing] 1242 01:23:02,983 --> 01:23:04,418 [Lucian] Oh, you're here. 1243 01:23:04,786 --> 01:23:06,921 We missed you. Come, come. 1244 01:23:07,221 --> 01:23:09,223 No, no, no. Wait, wait. 1245 01:23:10,257 --> 01:23:12,760 -Let me help you. -Thank you. 1246 01:23:13,227 --> 01:23:15,630 Oh, you look wonderful. 1247 01:23:16,296 --> 01:23:17,397 Oh. 1248 01:23:18,131 --> 01:23:20,768 -I'm so pleased to see you. -[Kate chuckles] 1249 01:23:20,869 --> 01:23:22,002 I have something for you, 1250 01:23:22,102 --> 01:23:23,738 but I'll give it to you later, all right? 1251 01:23:31,679 --> 01:23:36,149 Uh, it's very early, but I find the model, Julia... 1252 01:23:36,651 --> 01:23:37,752 most fascinating. 1253 01:23:38,485 --> 01:23:39,621 A good sitter. 1254 01:23:40,588 --> 01:23:41,623 Julia. 1255 01:23:43,090 --> 01:23:44,759 -She seems sweet. -[Lucian] Hmm. 1256 01:23:45,660 --> 01:23:46,528 Where did you find her? 1257 01:23:46,628 --> 01:23:49,196 Oh, she's the daughter of a butcher. 1258 01:23:49,731 --> 01:23:51,566 Was a waitress. 1259 01:23:51,933 --> 01:23:53,601 -[Kate] Was? -[Lucian] Yes. 1260 01:23:53,701 --> 01:23:58,105 She quit her job in order for me to paint her. [chuckles] 1261 01:23:58,540 --> 01:24:01,543 Quite an admirable sacrifice, don't you think? 1262 01:24:01,643 --> 01:24:04,044 -[Kate] Bloody hell. -[chuckles] Quite. 1263 01:24:06,113 --> 01:24:08,148 And here... 1264 01:24:10,618 --> 01:24:11,586 we are. 1265 01:24:12,754 --> 01:24:19,661 [soft music playing] 1266 01:24:29,904 --> 01:24:30,772 [Kate] Wow. 1267 01:24:31,773 --> 01:24:32,674 Lucian. 1268 01:24:36,176 --> 01:24:37,745 Is this how you see me? 1269 01:24:40,347 --> 01:24:44,484 Well, it's... it's how I see the painting, really. 1270 01:24:52,527 --> 01:24:53,393 [Kate] My... 1271 01:24:55,029 --> 01:24:56,129 my bump it... 1272 01:24:57,532 --> 01:24:58,365 it's not... 1273 01:25:00,034 --> 01:25:01,368 What do you think? 1274 01:25:03,671 --> 01:25:04,504 [Kate] I'm... 1275 01:25:05,974 --> 01:25:07,207 I'm not sure. 1276 01:25:10,110 --> 01:25:11,445 I thought we... 1277 01:25:11,546 --> 01:25:13,648 -I thought we... -Hi. Oh, Kate, sorry. 1278 01:25:13,915 --> 01:25:15,083 Sorry. Lucian. 1279 01:25:15,516 --> 01:25:17,752 -Freddy's here. -[Lucian] Oh, thank you, David. 1280 01:25:18,052 --> 01:25:21,388 Uh, would you please help me to set up? 1281 01:25:22,890 --> 01:25:24,458 I'm terribly sorry, Kate, 1282 01:25:24,559 --> 01:25:26,694 but I need to prepare for my next sitting. 1283 01:25:27,996 --> 01:25:31,065 Freddy is... is my new model. 1284 01:25:31,365 --> 01:25:34,167 -Your son, Freddy? -Yes, actually. 1285 01:25:34,267 --> 01:25:36,136 He's become a very good sitter. 1286 01:25:40,340 --> 01:25:41,542 Okay, well... 1287 01:25:42,877 --> 01:25:44,512 I'd better get going anyway. 1288 01:25:47,180 --> 01:25:49,216 Okay, Lucian, I'll... I'll be seeing you. 1289 01:25:50,183 --> 01:25:51,686 Uh, thank you, Kate. 1290 01:25:53,521 --> 01:25:54,722 [Kate] Yeah, well, whatever. 1291 01:25:55,489 --> 01:25:56,658 Uh, wait. 1292 01:26:00,995 --> 01:26:02,162 There... 1293 01:26:02,764 --> 01:26:04,197 is a distinction... 1294 01:26:04,966 --> 01:26:08,235 between the fact and truth. 1295 01:26:10,170 --> 01:26:12,239 Truth has an element of... 1296 01:26:12,807 --> 01:26:14,742 revelation about it. 1297 01:26:16,144 --> 01:26:17,679 If something is true... 1298 01:26:18,813 --> 01:26:22,650 it does more than strike one as merely being so. 1299 01:26:23,985 --> 01:26:24,886 You... 1300 01:26:25,853 --> 01:26:27,522 are extraordinary. 1301 01:26:28,956 --> 01:26:30,958 Because you are ordinary. 1302 01:26:31,559 --> 01:26:33,928 And I mean this in the best possible way. 1303 01:26:35,697 --> 01:26:39,499 My painting of you was perhaps the hardest I have ever done. 1304 01:26:41,435 --> 01:26:42,870 For many reasons which I... 1305 01:26:43,838 --> 01:26:45,205 I shan't bother you with. 1306 01:26:47,441 --> 01:26:49,276 But I feel privileged... 1307 01:26:50,511 --> 01:26:52,245 to have spent time with you. 1308 01:26:53,681 --> 01:26:56,984 But the painting is your truth. 1309 01:26:59,352 --> 01:27:01,689 And it is my truth. 1310 01:27:04,792 --> 01:27:05,793 Oh, Lucian. 1311 01:27:09,831 --> 01:27:10,698 Lucian. 1312 01:27:26,180 --> 01:27:29,416 -[soft music playing] -[birds chirping] 1313 01:27:51,139 --> 01:27:54,909 [pants] 1314 01:28:13,393 --> 01:28:14,762 Jefferson! 1315 01:28:16,097 --> 01:28:16,998 [Jefferson] Kate? 1316 01:28:18,633 --> 01:28:21,035 -You all right? Jesus. -Yeah. 1317 01:28:23,104 --> 01:28:24,539 Oh, she's coming. 1318 01:28:25,139 --> 01:28:26,174 -[Jefferson] She's coming? -Yeah. 1319 01:28:26,274 --> 01:28:28,810 -Okay, I'll put my arm around you. 1320 01:28:28,910 --> 01:28:29,744 -Okay. -Okay. 1321 01:28:32,880 --> 01:28:37,417 [soft music playing] 1322 01:29:01,943 --> 01:29:04,045 [Kate] Oh. Hiya, David. 1323 01:29:04,145 --> 01:29:06,981 Kate. Oh, so lovely to see you. 1324 01:29:08,249 --> 01:29:10,284 -[Kate] How is he? -Um. 1325 01:29:11,152 --> 01:29:13,287 He's okay. I mean, he gave us all a bit of a fright 1326 01:29:13,386 --> 01:29:14,454 but you know what he's like. 1327 01:29:14,822 --> 01:29:16,924 -Anyway, come in, please. -[Kate] Yeah. 1328 01:29:21,195 --> 01:29:22,063 Lucian. 1329 01:29:23,064 --> 01:29:24,131 Kate's here. 1330 01:29:25,099 --> 01:29:26,667 Oh, wonderful. 1331 01:29:28,336 --> 01:29:29,804 Oh, Lucian. 1332 01:29:30,972 --> 01:29:33,473 I saved a place for you. 1333 01:29:36,110 --> 01:29:37,778 I brought someone to meet you. 1334 01:29:38,779 --> 01:29:39,647 Who? 1335 01:29:41,682 --> 01:29:44,018 [soft music playing] 1336 01:29:45,086 --> 01:29:45,987 Oh. 1337 01:29:47,321 --> 01:29:49,957 Oh. Oh, I say. 1338 01:29:51,559 --> 01:29:53,995 -What's your name? -Lila Grace. 1339 01:29:55,263 --> 01:29:57,665 What a beautiful name. 1340 01:29:59,000 --> 01:29:59,867 Come here. 1341 01:30:00,534 --> 01:30:02,036 I want to see you. 1342 01:30:04,038 --> 01:30:06,574 Closer. I won't hurt you. 1343 01:30:09,476 --> 01:30:12,445 Just as beautiful as your mother. 1344 01:30:16,651 --> 01:30:19,419 Why don't you go and see David for a cup of tea? 1345 01:30:20,554 --> 01:30:23,124 Mummy just needs to have a little chat with Lucian... 1346 01:30:23,524 --> 01:30:25,492 check he's been behaving himself. 1347 01:30:26,493 --> 01:30:27,929 [chuckles] Come. 1348 01:30:30,164 --> 01:30:31,265 -[David] There we go. -[Kate] It's all right. 1349 01:30:31,365 --> 01:30:32,199 Come on then. 1350 01:30:38,639 --> 01:30:40,207 What happened? 1351 01:30:40,808 --> 01:30:46,347 Well, this, uh, chap was making a surrealist film 1352 01:30:46,747 --> 01:30:48,849 from one of my paintings. 1353 01:30:49,617 --> 01:30:52,452 He brought in a zebra... 1354 01:30:53,321 --> 01:30:57,224 a real zebra, to film next to me. 1355 01:30:58,626 --> 01:31:01,329 -A really terrific animal. -[Kate chuckles] 1356 01:31:01,429 --> 01:31:05,933 I... I gave it a... a pat on the nose, 1357 01:31:06,033 --> 01:31:07,802 but I frightened it. 1358 01:31:08,468 --> 01:31:09,704 It bolted... 1359 01:31:10,805 --> 01:31:13,207 while I was holding the reins. 1360 01:31:14,075 --> 01:31:15,509 I couldn't let go. 1361 01:31:17,178 --> 01:31:19,580 Lucian, you really must be more careful. 1362 01:31:20,648 --> 01:31:22,216 I was worried about you. 1363 01:31:23,017 --> 01:31:23,985 I'm fine. 1364 01:31:25,519 --> 01:31:28,022 They scanned my head, but... 1365 01:31:28,422 --> 01:31:31,491 it was really my balls that hurt most. 1366 01:31:31,592 --> 01:31:34,261 -[chuckles] -They'd been dragged 1367 01:31:34,362 --> 01:31:35,863 all over the place. 1368 01:31:37,999 --> 01:31:41,736 -[indistinct chatter] -Lila Grace is... 1369 01:31:42,370 --> 01:31:43,637 She's lovely. 1370 01:31:45,072 --> 01:31:47,108 She has your morale. 1371 01:31:48,509 --> 01:31:50,478 A fortunate thing. 1372 01:31:50,745 --> 01:31:52,680 She's my everything. 1373 01:31:53,748 --> 01:31:55,883 I love her so much. 1374 01:31:57,785 --> 01:31:59,653 I'd like to paint her. 1375 01:32:01,222 --> 01:32:02,223 That'd be lovely. 1376 01:32:10,464 --> 01:32:11,665 Lucian. 1377 01:32:12,333 --> 01:32:13,167 [Lucian] Hmm? 1378 01:32:13,968 --> 01:32:15,870 You know when I first saw it... 1379 01:32:17,705 --> 01:32:19,273 I couldn't understand it. 1380 01:32:20,408 --> 01:32:21,275 [Lucian] Hmm. 1381 01:32:22,676 --> 01:32:23,878 But now I do. 1382 01:32:26,547 --> 01:32:27,982 That was me then. 1383 01:32:29,417 --> 01:32:30,251 [Lucian] Hmm. 1384 01:32:31,552 --> 01:32:33,721 [indistinct chatter] 1385 01:32:33,821 --> 01:32:36,824 -Isn't David lovely? -Oh. 1386 01:32:37,992 --> 01:32:39,226 My dear David. 1387 01:32:41,595 --> 01:32:43,164 My dear faithful David. 1388 01:32:49,703 --> 01:32:52,039 I am very tired. 1389 01:32:54,509 --> 01:32:56,777 Do you think we could just... 1390 01:32:57,445 --> 01:32:59,747 lie here for a while? 1391 01:33:10,024 --> 01:33:12,059 We can lie here for as long as you like. 1392 01:33:12,159 --> 01:33:12,993 [Lucian] Oh. 1393 01:33:14,728 --> 01:33:15,863 Thank you. 1394 01:33:16,897 --> 01:33:21,368 [soft music playing] 1395 01:33:39,987 --> 01:33:42,756 [Kate] "A moment of complete happiness ... 1396 01:33:43,124 --> 01:33:46,760 never occurs in the creation of a work of art". 1397 01:33:49,430 --> 01:33:53,234 "The promise of it is felt in the act of creation ... 1398 01:33:54,101 --> 01:33:57,972 but disappears towards the completion of the work". 1399 01:34:17,526 --> 01:34:21,795 "It is this great insufficiency that drives him on". 1400 01:34:27,569 --> 01:34:31,205 "Thus the process of creation becomes necessary 1401 01:34:31,305 --> 01:34:33,440 to the painter more than is the picture". 1402 01:34:35,376 --> 01:34:38,712 "The process is in fact habit-forming". 1403 01:34:41,315 --> 01:34:48,189 [soft music playing] 93746

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