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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,020 --> 00:00:01,433 Previously on "New Amsterdam"... 2 00:00:01,433 --> 00:00:03,593 Effective immediately, you are stripped of your title 3 00:00:03,627 --> 00:00:06,399 as co-chair of oncology as well as deputy medical director. 4 00:00:06,424 --> 00:00:08,325 - We're adopting? - I can explain. 5 00:00:08,359 --> 00:00:10,460 You could if you were coming home tonight. 6 00:00:10,495 --> 00:00:11,995 These women are our patients. 7 00:00:12,030 --> 00:00:14,464 They need our help, so we are going to Rikers. 8 00:00:14,499 --> 00:00:17,034 Table three is now open. Don't make me repeat myself. 9 00:00:17,068 --> 00:00:18,569 - Thank you. - Jackie Conner. 10 00:00:18,603 --> 00:00:20,037 - Get off me! - Four injured! 11 00:00:20,071 --> 00:00:21,805 - We need the medic. - Get 'em to New Amsterdam. 12 00:00:21,840 --> 00:00:23,140 You're here from Rikers. 13 00:00:23,174 --> 00:00:24,541 You overdosed and it damaged your heart. 14 00:00:24,576 --> 00:00:26,310 This is because I turned state's witness. 15 00:00:26,344 --> 00:00:28,145 Someone's trying to kill me. 16 00:00:32,217 --> 00:00:34,418 Guard? 17 00:00:46,130 --> 00:00:47,298 Came as soon as I heard. 18 00:00:47,333 --> 00:00:49,366 If Brantley thinks that she can demote you... 19 00:00:49,400 --> 00:00:51,401 She can, Max. And she did. 20 00:00:51,436 --> 00:00:53,070 No, no, no, no, I'm gonna fix this. 21 00:00:53,104 --> 00:00:54,118 All right, I'll call HCC. 22 00:00:54,153 --> 00:00:55,572 I will make an appeal to the board... 23 00:00:55,607 --> 00:00:57,666 The vote was unanimous. 24 00:00:59,244 --> 00:01:00,677 I'm lucky that I wasn't fired. 25 00:01:00,712 --> 00:01:02,512 Fired? Do you think I would let that happen to you? 26 00:01:02,547 --> 00:01:04,381 If Brantley doesn't reinstate you immediately, 27 00:01:04,415 --> 00:01:05,626 then she can demote me, too. 28 00:01:05,661 --> 00:01:07,517 Oh, Max, I don't need you to fix this. 29 00:01:07,552 --> 00:01:08,852 I don't need you to threaten people. 30 00:01:08,887 --> 00:01:11,096 I just need some time to think. 31 00:01:11,656 --> 00:01:13,290 What is there to think about? 32 00:01:13,324 --> 00:01:14,424 What... 33 00:01:14,459 --> 00:01:16,393 what am I still doing here? 34 00:01:17,161 --> 00:01:18,326 Okay, listen to me. By the end of the week, 35 00:01:18,351 --> 00:01:19,730 you're gonna have everything back, okay? 36 00:01:19,764 --> 00:01:21,531 Your department. Deputy medical director. 37 00:01:21,566 --> 00:01:22,923 In the meantime, there's your patients, 38 00:01:22,958 --> 00:01:26,270 your committees. We still need you here, okay? 39 00:01:26,304 --> 00:01:29,698 I... I need you here. 40 00:01:32,143 --> 00:01:34,119 And what about what I need? 41 00:01:36,814 --> 00:01:39,650 'Cause I don't think I'm gonna find it at New Amsterdam. 42 00:01:42,820 --> 00:01:44,254 So what are you... 43 00:01:46,157 --> 00:01:47,925 you're gonna leave? 44 00:01:48,459 --> 00:01:50,093 I'm... 45 00:01:50,795 --> 00:01:53,055 I'm looking for a reason to stay. 46 00:01:55,366 --> 00:01:57,601 And right now, I can't find one. 47 00:02:02,774 --> 00:02:07,169 Synced & corrected by -robtor- 48 00:02:07,712 --> 00:02:09,071 Max. 49 00:02:09,447 --> 00:02:10,580 What they did to Helen is just... 50 00:02:10,615 --> 00:02:12,115 Yeah, I know. 51 00:02:12,150 --> 00:02:13,317 We were a team. 52 00:02:13,351 --> 00:02:14,518 If Helen hadn't brought you my way, 53 00:02:14,552 --> 00:02:16,353 your cancer wouldn't be in remission. 54 00:02:16,387 --> 00:02:18,188 And all that money she raised for my research, 55 00:02:18,222 --> 00:02:19,873 she didn't deserve this. 56 00:02:20,358 --> 00:02:22,459 Frankly, I don't know how I can fill her shoes. 57 00:02:22,493 --> 00:02:24,761 I can't replace what she brings. 58 00:02:24,796 --> 00:02:27,264 But do you think you could help me reset? 59 00:02:27,298 --> 00:02:29,508 - Rally the troops? - Of course. 60 00:02:30,201 --> 00:02:32,886 There's going to be a lot of tough decisions to make. 61 00:02:33,471 --> 00:02:35,180 I'm glad you have my back. 62 00:02:35,807 --> 00:02:39,376 So when you say that you are moving to Idaho, 63 00:02:39,410 --> 00:02:42,187 do you mean after having the baby? 64 00:02:42,480 --> 00:02:45,357 I actually just gave my two weeks' notice. 65 00:02:46,651 --> 00:02:47,751 So soon? 66 00:02:47,785 --> 00:02:50,454 Well, the pregnancy's really doing a number on my OCD. 67 00:02:50,488 --> 00:02:51,888 All my fears are heightened, 68 00:02:51,923 --> 00:02:53,724 my compulsions are more vivid, 69 00:02:53,758 --> 00:02:55,792 so I can't really do this without help, 70 00:02:55,827 --> 00:02:57,461 without my parents. 71 00:02:57,495 --> 00:02:58,695 Of course. 72 00:02:58,730 --> 00:03:00,163 It's just that... 73 00:03:00,198 --> 00:03:01,898 Idaho is so very far away. 74 00:03:01,933 --> 00:03:03,583 I know. 75 00:03:04,502 --> 00:03:06,670 But I have to do what's best for the baby. 76 00:03:06,704 --> 00:03:08,405 All surgical residents to OR 6. 77 00:03:08,439 --> 00:03:11,375 All surgical residents to OR 6. 78 00:03:11,409 --> 00:03:13,810 Zach, Zach, I won't be mad. 79 00:03:13,845 --> 00:03:16,179 I just... I feel like I'm going crazy. 80 00:03:16,214 --> 00:03:17,547 Just tell me that you took my pill 81 00:03:17,582 --> 00:03:20,217 to teach me a lesson or to demonstrate... 82 00:03:20,251 --> 00:03:21,651 I didn't take your pill. 83 00:03:21,686 --> 00:03:22,827 And the more you accuse me, 84 00:03:22,861 --> 00:03:24,588 the more you sound like a drug fiend. 85 00:03:24,622 --> 00:03:27,190 I'm in agony. Please. 86 00:03:27,225 --> 00:03:28,592 Please, just give me my meds. 87 00:03:28,626 --> 00:03:30,444 I can't do that. 88 00:03:30,762 --> 00:03:32,696 But I'm not gonna make it. 89 00:03:32,730 --> 00:03:34,448 You are gonna make it. 90 00:03:34,866 --> 00:03:36,500 May be the worst day of your life, 91 00:03:36,534 --> 00:03:37,501 but you're gonna make it. 92 00:03:38,603 --> 00:03:39,836 Fine. 93 00:03:39,871 --> 00:03:43,248 Fine. Then I am gonna make this the worst day of your life. 94 00:03:46,277 --> 00:03:47,778 Oh. 95 00:03:47,812 --> 00:03:49,129 Yeah. 96 00:03:49,580 --> 00:03:51,715 Hi. Hey. 97 00:03:52,383 --> 00:03:53,717 I'm so glad you came. Thank you. 98 00:03:53,751 --> 00:03:57,554 You texted 52 times, so of course I came. 99 00:03:57,588 --> 00:04:00,891 Yeah, I just wanted to explain myself. 100 00:04:00,925 --> 00:04:02,859 And I want to give you the space to do that, 101 00:04:02,894 --> 00:04:04,294 but I still feel... 102 00:04:04,328 --> 00:04:05,695 You're upset. I know, I know. 103 00:04:05,730 --> 00:04:07,397 I hear you. Believe me. 104 00:04:07,432 --> 00:04:11,034 I've had plenty of time to think on the new bed over here, 105 00:04:11,069 --> 00:04:14,304 and the good news is that this has all just been 106 00:04:14,338 --> 00:04:16,473 one big misunderstanding. 107 00:04:16,507 --> 00:04:19,222 Iggy, you tried to adopt another child 108 00:04:19,256 --> 00:04:20,577 without discussing it with me. 109 00:04:20,611 --> 00:04:22,546 That's not a misunderstanding. 110 00:04:22,580 --> 00:04:25,882 Martin, I just... hi. 111 00:04:25,917 --> 00:04:29,486 Dr. Frome, sorry to interrupt. 112 00:04:29,520 --> 00:04:31,721 Yeah, now's not really the best time, Dr. Park. 113 00:04:31,756 --> 00:04:33,390 Sorry, yes. Sorry. 114 00:04:33,424 --> 00:04:36,593 Um, I'm here for my performance review. 115 00:04:37,628 --> 00:04:40,497 Right. Um, yes, you are. 116 00:04:40,531 --> 00:04:43,517 This will just take about an hour, tops. 117 00:04:44,602 --> 00:04:47,704 Take all the time you need. Ah, man. 118 00:04:50,341 --> 00:04:52,442 Excuse me. Martin, hey, hey, hey. 119 00:04:52,477 --> 00:04:55,412 Martin, Martin. Hey, Martin, wait, wait, wait. 120 00:04:55,446 --> 00:04:58,415 It's just that I have to give Tabitha some bad news. 121 00:04:58,449 --> 00:05:01,284 She can't assert herself, and I don't think she's cut out 122 00:05:01,319 --> 00:05:02,419 to be a therapist, and I've been putting off 123 00:05:02,453 --> 00:05:03,653 telling her for as long as I can. 124 00:05:03,688 --> 00:05:05,922 I can't put it off anymore. 125 00:05:07,558 --> 00:05:08,917 Please. 126 00:05:10,628 --> 00:05:12,379 Good-bye, Ig. 127 00:05:18,469 --> 00:05:20,937 So if Evie takes a job in San Francisco, 128 00:05:20,972 --> 00:05:23,874 are you gonna have a long distance marriage? 129 00:05:23,908 --> 00:05:25,442 That's not a thing, right? 130 00:05:25,476 --> 00:05:27,444 Long-distance marriage is an oxymoron. 131 00:05:27,478 --> 00:05:29,779 My friend met his fiancée on Asian Charm, 132 00:05:29,814 --> 00:05:31,615 and they still haven't even met each other in person. 133 00:05:31,649 --> 00:05:33,450 Well, with the right data plan, 134 00:05:33,484 --> 00:05:35,719 I predict a lifetime of happiness for them. 135 00:05:35,753 --> 00:05:38,455 I'm just saying distance doesn't mean no connection. 136 00:05:38,489 --> 00:05:40,323 Some of my deepest conversations 137 00:05:40,358 --> 00:05:42,359 have been over text. 138 00:05:42,393 --> 00:05:43,460 See, that's why my generation 139 00:05:43,494 --> 00:05:45,162 is better than your generation. 140 00:05:48,933 --> 00:05:50,667 Good. 141 00:05:56,007 --> 00:05:57,874 Guard! 142 00:05:57,909 --> 00:05:59,634 I need help here now! 143 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:04,981 - Is he... - He's got a pulse. 144 00:06:05,016 --> 00:06:06,650 - Where are your friends? - I don't know. 145 00:06:06,684 --> 00:06:08,718 They told me... they told me to go to the bathroom. 146 00:06:08,753 --> 00:06:10,896 Please, I don't know anything else. 147 00:06:12,190 --> 00:06:14,077 His sidearm's missing. 148 00:06:17,895 --> 00:06:20,822 Code silver. I repeat. We have a code silver. 149 00:06:21,465 --> 00:06:24,601 This is a code silver. Please evacuate the hallways. 150 00:06:24,635 --> 00:06:26,937 Central, we're en route. 151 00:06:26,971 --> 00:06:30,173 This is a code silver. Please evacuate the hallways. 152 00:06:34,879 --> 00:06:38,415 This is a code silver. Please evacuate the hallways. 153 00:06:39,951 --> 00:06:42,852 This is a code silver. Please evacuate the hallways. 154 00:06:42,887 --> 00:06:44,260 Hey, what's going on? What's a code silver? 155 00:06:44,294 --> 00:06:45,452 It's a combative person with a weapon. 156 00:06:45,487 --> 00:06:46,626 - All right, all right. - Get back in my office. 157 00:06:46,661 --> 00:06:48,592 - Let's go. - Move to the nearest room. 158 00:06:48,626 --> 00:06:51,027 Hey, wait. In there. 159 00:06:54,098 --> 00:06:57,534 Code silver. Move to the nearest room. 160 00:07:00,972 --> 00:07:02,072 That's not gonna work, darling. 161 00:07:02,106 --> 00:07:03,299 No one's coming or going. 162 00:07:03,333 --> 00:07:04,975 Dr. Hiiji said if the pain got worse 163 00:07:05,009 --> 00:07:07,644 to press the call button. 164 00:07:07,678 --> 00:07:10,372 Push me over. 165 00:07:13,117 --> 00:07:14,918 Where's the pain? 166 00:07:17,955 --> 00:07:20,123 Dr. Hiiji was monitoring your appendix? 167 00:07:20,157 --> 00:07:21,591 Yeah. 168 00:07:23,027 --> 00:07:25,562 Well, it's about to rupture. 169 00:07:28,199 --> 00:07:30,133 This is a code silver. 170 00:07:30,167 --> 00:07:31,685 Max. 171 00:07:32,870 --> 00:07:34,904 It's okay. They're with me. 172 00:07:38,009 --> 00:07:39,609 Dr. Goodwin, you ready? 173 00:07:44,482 --> 00:07:46,149 This is a code silver. 174 00:07:46,183 --> 00:07:48,151 Yeah. 175 00:07:50,688 --> 00:07:52,689 Lock this door, and do not let anyone in or out 176 00:07:52,723 --> 00:07:54,758 under any circumstances until I get back, okay? 177 00:07:54,792 --> 00:07:57,085 Please evacuate the hallways. 178 00:08:10,241 --> 00:08:13,943 Copy that. 179 00:08:16,981 --> 00:08:21,117 This is a code silver. Please evacuate the hallways. 180 00:08:23,220 --> 00:08:24,654 Ella. 181 00:08:25,523 --> 00:08:26,623 Ella? 182 00:08:26,657 --> 00:08:28,825 This is a code silver. 183 00:08:30,452 --> 00:08:33,530 Move to the nearest room. Code silver. 184 00:08:33,564 --> 00:08:37,033 Move to the nearest room and wait for authorities. 185 00:08:39,704 --> 00:08:41,504 This is a code silver. 186 00:08:43,607 --> 00:08:45,642 Okay, listen up. We still have a job to do. 187 00:08:45,676 --> 00:08:48,436 Everybody needs to maintain their focus on the patient 188 00:08:48,470 --> 00:08:50,213 and the operation at hand. 189 00:08:50,247 --> 00:08:51,581 We may be on lockdown, 190 00:08:51,615 --> 00:08:52,686 but it's nothing we can't handle. 191 00:08:52,720 --> 00:08:53,983 High levels of catecholamine. 192 00:08:54,018 --> 00:08:56,753 Cardiotoxicity indicated. 193 00:08:56,787 --> 00:08:58,755 Likely a combination of... 194 00:09:10,225 --> 00:09:12,059 We have three Rikers inmates on the loose. 195 00:09:12,093 --> 00:09:13,927 Overtook a guard in the ED, and Corolla stole his gun. 196 00:09:13,961 --> 00:09:15,095 The guard, how is he? 197 00:09:15,129 --> 00:09:16,163 - Stable. - Good. 198 00:09:16,197 --> 00:09:17,631 We interrogated the fourth inmate. 199 00:09:17,665 --> 00:09:19,466 She said that killing the guard wasn't their motive. 200 00:09:19,500 --> 00:09:21,435 Well, then what do they want? 201 00:09:21,469 --> 00:09:23,737 She didn't know or wouldn't say. 202 00:09:23,771 --> 00:09:25,439 Our culprits are Dominique Ann Reed, 203 00:09:25,473 --> 00:09:27,441 Suzan Parker, Jackie Conner. 204 00:09:27,475 --> 00:09:29,443 - Jackie Conner? - You know her? 205 00:09:29,477 --> 00:09:31,734 No, I... we had a team at Rikers today, 206 00:09:31,769 --> 00:09:33,346 and she helped us. Are you sure that she... 207 00:09:33,381 --> 00:09:36,116 Positive. We've got officers on every exit and stairwell. 208 00:09:36,150 --> 00:09:39,119 Shut down all the elevators. Now we need to do a sweep. 209 00:09:39,153 --> 00:09:40,699 I'll come with you. I need to triage 210 00:09:40,733 --> 00:09:42,622 who's stable enough to stay and who needs to be evacuated. 211 00:09:42,657 --> 00:09:44,458 Max, where are we releasing people? 212 00:09:44,492 --> 00:09:47,594 I need to get my patient to Baptist. She needs constant care. 213 00:09:47,628 --> 00:09:49,296 How about establish a single egress point? 214 00:09:49,330 --> 00:09:50,664 So we can clear everyone properly, 215 00:09:50,698 --> 00:09:52,466 but keep the prisoners contained. 216 00:09:52,500 --> 00:09:54,369 Uh, basement. 217 00:09:54,836 --> 00:09:56,287 Basement. 218 00:10:06,547 --> 00:10:09,449 Ella, come with me. 219 00:10:16,557 --> 00:10:18,900 It's okay. We are safe in here. 220 00:10:18,935 --> 00:10:21,628 I don't... I don't feel safe. 221 00:10:22,663 --> 00:10:24,164 No. Sorry. 222 00:10:24,198 --> 00:10:27,467 Is there anything I can do that might help? 223 00:10:27,502 --> 00:10:29,236 I, um... 224 00:10:29,270 --> 00:10:32,339 I like to organize things from largest to smallest. 225 00:10:32,373 --> 00:10:33,394 Okay. 226 00:10:33,428 --> 00:10:34,641 I know that sounds stupid, but... 227 00:10:34,675 --> 00:10:37,677 No, no, it's not stupid. It's not stupid. 228 00:10:39,614 --> 00:10:40,780 Oh. 229 00:10:44,418 --> 00:10:45,418 Threes are better. 230 00:10:45,453 --> 00:10:47,255 Three? 231 00:10:47,788 --> 00:10:49,723 This is a code silver. 232 00:10:49,757 --> 00:10:51,558 Oh, I hate this so much. 233 00:10:51,592 --> 00:10:53,193 These kids have enough trauma in their lives 234 00:10:53,227 --> 00:10:55,529 - without alarms blaring and... - They're safe. 235 00:10:55,563 --> 00:10:58,231 There's nothing more you can do for them. 236 00:10:58,266 --> 00:10:59,533 And you said you wanted to talk to me, 237 00:10:59,567 --> 00:11:02,235 so talk. 238 00:11:02,270 --> 00:11:04,538 Martin, forgive me I can't focus on us right now. 239 00:11:04,572 --> 00:11:05,777 No, now seems like 240 00:11:05,812 --> 00:11:07,374 the perfect time to focus on us, 241 00:11:07,408 --> 00:11:09,543 considering we're gonna be locked in a room together, 242 00:11:09,577 --> 00:11:12,712 alone for the first time in God knows how long. 243 00:11:19,253 --> 00:11:20,687 This is a code silver. 244 00:11:20,721 --> 00:11:23,390 Please evacuate the hallways. 245 00:11:26,327 --> 00:11:28,595 Okay, right this way. Let's line up over here, 246 00:11:28,629 --> 00:11:30,130 and make sure that you show your ID bands 247 00:11:30,164 --> 00:11:32,399 on the way out, okay? 248 00:11:32,433 --> 00:11:33,577 How did this happen? 249 00:11:33,611 --> 00:11:35,735 Jackie from Rikers. 250 00:11:35,770 --> 00:11:37,537 - What? - Dr. Goodwin. 251 00:11:37,572 --> 00:11:40,140 - We need you over here. - Yeah, okay. 252 00:11:40,174 --> 00:11:41,741 I know this isn't your responsibility, 253 00:11:41,776 --> 00:11:43,143 and I can understand why you'd want to just 254 00:11:43,177 --> 00:11:44,467 check out of here right about now, 255 00:11:44,501 --> 00:11:46,479 but I can really, really use your help. 256 00:11:46,514 --> 00:11:48,815 No, of course, go. I'll keep things moving down here. 257 00:11:53,588 --> 00:11:55,555 I'm so sorry, Lenore. 258 00:11:55,590 --> 00:11:57,290 Security won't let me leave my office, 259 00:11:57,325 --> 00:11:59,259 but Dr. Bloom will take good care of you. 260 00:11:59,293 --> 00:12:02,162 Okay, I'm gonna need clamps, retractors. 261 00:12:02,196 --> 00:12:03,957 Supply cabinet. 262 00:12:04,632 --> 00:12:06,600 Are you out of your mind? Are you even a surgeon? 263 00:12:06,634 --> 00:12:07,901 I did my rotations. 264 00:12:07,935 --> 00:12:11,137 Okay, I need that tray. 265 00:12:11,172 --> 00:12:12,405 If you put any weight on that leg of yours, 266 00:12:12,440 --> 00:12:13,440 the bone will snap. 267 00:12:13,474 --> 00:12:14,587 I am not the patient right now. 268 00:12:14,621 --> 00:12:15,933 - Yes, you are. - Gloves? 269 00:12:15,967 --> 00:12:18,680 You're my patient. You're my responsibility. 270 00:12:23,284 --> 00:12:25,353 You might as well take a second pill. 271 00:12:26,287 --> 00:12:27,320 You're sure as hell gonna need it. 272 00:12:32,526 --> 00:12:35,495 I can't operate on narcotics. 273 00:12:35,529 --> 00:12:36,830 Besides... 274 00:12:36,864 --> 00:12:38,765 she's gonna need this more than me. 275 00:12:38,799 --> 00:12:40,700 Come on. 276 00:12:40,735 --> 00:12:44,271 Okay. Lenore, here. 277 00:12:44,305 --> 00:12:45,999 Now swallow. 278 00:12:48,743 --> 00:12:51,087 Now give her a few more. 279 00:12:58,653 --> 00:13:00,654 Security asked me to clear the oncology department. 280 00:13:00,688 --> 00:13:02,724 I'll come with you. 281 00:13:06,527 --> 00:13:08,495 Helen. 282 00:13:40,728 --> 00:13:41,861 Are you okay? What happened? 283 00:13:41,896 --> 00:13:44,264 I got separated from my group, so I hid. 284 00:13:44,298 --> 00:13:46,032 Okay, we've got you. 285 00:13:46,067 --> 00:13:49,235 There you go. Easy, easy. 286 00:13:51,272 --> 00:13:53,775 We're gonna get you out of here. 287 00:14:04,652 --> 00:14:07,053 I need a wider field of vision, please. 288 00:14:07,088 --> 00:14:08,873 On it. 289 00:14:29,155 --> 00:14:30,321 How are you feeling? 290 00:14:30,355 --> 00:14:31,689 Just want to get out of here. 291 00:14:31,723 --> 00:14:33,190 How did you get injured? 292 00:14:33,225 --> 00:14:35,526 It was all so scary. 293 00:14:35,560 --> 00:14:37,128 Wait, wait, wait, whoa, just lay down. 294 00:14:37,162 --> 00:14:38,229 Just say down. 295 00:14:38,263 --> 00:14:40,164 Just lay down, okay? 296 00:14:42,000 --> 00:14:44,101 She's clammy, and her pulse is rapid. 297 00:14:44,136 --> 00:14:47,168 I need to examine your injuries. 298 00:14:47,202 --> 00:14:49,006 - Do you mind? - Mm-mm. 299 00:14:52,010 --> 00:14:53,778 Mm, sutures are broken. 300 00:14:53,812 --> 00:14:55,613 She could go into hypovolemic shock. 301 00:14:55,647 --> 00:14:57,948 I can keep pressure on it. 302 00:15:00,018 --> 00:15:01,919 Okay. Uh... 303 00:15:01,953 --> 00:15:03,287 there's no signal. 304 00:15:03,322 --> 00:15:04,588 I'm gonna grab gauze and tape. 305 00:15:04,623 --> 00:15:06,223 Okay. 306 00:15:07,659 --> 00:15:09,559 I just want to go home. 307 00:15:14,533 --> 00:15:16,774 What happened to your ID band? 308 00:15:17,669 --> 00:15:19,872 Thought I was leaving. Didn't need it anymore. 309 00:15:38,690 --> 00:15:41,215 You know I never would've gone through with it, right, Martin? 310 00:15:41,827 --> 00:15:43,828 Actually adopt a child without telling you? 311 00:15:44,260 --> 00:15:46,964 I was gathering information so that we could discuss it. 312 00:15:46,998 --> 00:15:48,833 But we never did discuss it. 313 00:15:48,867 --> 00:15:50,601 What, were you just hoping I wouldn't notice 314 00:15:50,635 --> 00:15:52,768 an extra kid at the breakfast table? 315 00:15:54,740 --> 00:15:55,873 I think you're overreacting. 316 00:15:55,907 --> 00:15:56,874 Am I? 317 00:15:56,908 --> 00:15:57,908 Yes. 318 00:15:58,274 --> 00:16:01,779 All of our responsibilities, our social life, 319 00:16:01,813 --> 00:16:05,316 everything we do is on your terms. 320 00:16:05,350 --> 00:16:07,651 You obviously don't care what I think. 321 00:16:07,686 --> 00:16:09,220 That is not true. 322 00:16:09,254 --> 00:16:10,488 Never mind. You don't get it. 323 00:16:10,522 --> 00:16:11,989 What, Martin? What... 324 00:16:12,023 --> 00:16:13,581 What don't I get? 325 00:16:17,729 --> 00:16:18,829 Dr. Frome? 326 00:16:18,864 --> 00:16:20,297 Yes? 327 00:16:20,332 --> 00:16:21,365 Um... 328 00:16:21,400 --> 00:16:23,300 sorry, nothing. Never mind. 329 00:16:23,335 --> 00:16:24,702 No, no, no. What? 330 00:16:24,736 --> 00:16:25,870 What is it? 331 00:16:25,904 --> 00:16:31,142 Okay, I think maybe Martin is saying that sometimes 332 00:16:31,176 --> 00:16:35,186 maybe you make him feel like he's not enough for you. 333 00:16:36,948 --> 00:16:39,316 Which is none of my business. I'm so sorry. 334 00:16:39,351 --> 00:16:40,569 Shouldn't have said anything. 335 00:16:40,604 --> 00:16:42,720 No, that's fine, Tabitha. 336 00:16:42,754 --> 00:16:43,936 You're entitled to your opinion. 337 00:16:43,970 --> 00:16:46,190 I just happen to think that you are way, 338 00:16:46,224 --> 00:16:47,990 way off base. 339 00:16:52,097 --> 00:16:53,704 She's right. 340 00:17:02,207 --> 00:17:03,707 She's out. 341 00:17:06,144 --> 00:17:08,302 If you're really gonna do this... 342 00:17:09,214 --> 00:17:11,415 now's the time. 343 00:17:17,823 --> 00:17:18,956 I think I need to be standing. 344 00:17:18,990 --> 00:17:21,232 What, like an actual surgeon? 345 00:17:22,093 --> 00:17:23,985 What if you were to hold me up? 346 00:17:24,796 --> 00:17:27,029 It's the only thing that might work. 347 00:17:28,166 --> 00:17:30,067 All right. Here we go. 348 00:17:30,101 --> 00:17:31,268 Okay. 349 00:17:31,303 --> 00:17:32,770 Three, two, one. 350 00:17:35,907 --> 00:17:37,775 All right. I got you. 351 00:17:37,809 --> 00:17:39,243 I got you. 352 00:17:39,277 --> 00:17:40,811 Okay. 353 00:17:40,846 --> 00:17:43,948 Well, this isn't awkward at all. 354 00:17:43,982 --> 00:17:45,382 If you drop me... 355 00:17:45,417 --> 00:17:46,884 You'll probably be in that wheelchair 356 00:17:46,918 --> 00:17:48,886 for the rest of your life. 357 00:17:58,330 --> 00:18:00,297 Okay, I got what we need. 358 00:18:00,332 --> 00:18:01,320 - Max... - Yeah? 359 00:18:01,355 --> 00:18:02,405 We need to talk. 360 00:18:02,440 --> 00:18:04,168 - What? - We need to talk. 361 00:18:06,705 --> 00:18:08,738 None of this was my idea. 362 00:18:09,274 --> 00:18:10,741 I didn't touch that guard. 363 00:18:10,775 --> 00:18:13,300 I've never hurt anyone in my life. Please. 364 00:18:14,846 --> 00:18:16,480 I don't want my daughters thinking I'm some... 365 00:18:16,515 --> 00:18:19,950 Okay, um, listen. We're gonna help you. 366 00:18:19,985 --> 00:18:22,920 But you have to tell us where the other inmates are. 367 00:18:22,954 --> 00:18:25,756 If you fix me up, they're gonna send me back to Rikers. 368 00:18:25,790 --> 00:18:27,043 If we don't stop the bleeding, 369 00:18:27,077 --> 00:18:28,577 you won't be going anywhere. 370 00:18:32,030 --> 00:18:34,098 It all started when Fran didn't die from the OD. 371 00:18:34,132 --> 00:18:36,033 They had to figure out another way. 372 00:18:36,067 --> 00:18:38,168 So Jackie made us all fight to get us over here. 373 00:18:38,203 --> 00:18:39,436 Who's Fran? 374 00:18:39,471 --> 00:18:40,571 I don't even know. 375 00:18:40,605 --> 00:18:44,231 Some state's witness who wanted to snitch on someone. 376 00:18:45,076 --> 00:18:46,110 That's Reynolds's patient. 377 00:18:46,144 --> 00:18:47,344 Max, we have to warn him. 378 00:18:47,379 --> 00:18:48,712 - Are you... - Yeah, no, go. 379 00:18:48,747 --> 00:18:50,214 Hurry. 380 00:18:52,551 --> 00:18:56,186 Dominique, this is gonna hurt. 381 00:18:58,156 --> 00:18:59,790 So when I am scared, 382 00:18:59,824 --> 00:19:02,293 I say the alphabet backwards, you know? 383 00:19:02,327 --> 00:19:05,729 Zed, Y, X, W... 384 00:19:07,065 --> 00:19:08,866 Hello. Hello, is anyone in there? 385 00:19:08,900 --> 00:19:10,383 Don't. 386 00:19:11,002 --> 00:19:13,537 Can you let me in? 387 00:19:13,572 --> 00:19:15,372 Protocol is not to open any doors 388 00:19:15,407 --> 00:19:17,875 until the danger has been cleared. 389 00:19:17,909 --> 00:19:20,344 Please, let me in! There's nowhere else to go! 390 00:19:20,378 --> 00:19:21,399 Vijay. 391 00:19:21,434 --> 00:19:23,213 Don't open it. 392 00:19:23,248 --> 00:19:25,022 Let me in! 393 00:19:33,024 --> 00:19:34,782 Did you warn Reynolds? 394 00:19:35,860 --> 00:19:37,194 No. 395 00:19:39,531 --> 00:19:41,330 Can you walk? 396 00:19:42,367 --> 00:19:44,234 I don't know. Why? 397 00:19:44,269 --> 00:19:46,335 Dr. Goodwin's got a plan. 398 00:19:47,606 --> 00:19:50,107 Getting you both out of here. 399 00:19:53,278 --> 00:19:55,112 Note the WBP request. 400 00:19:57,949 --> 00:19:59,353 Heart rate's a little fast. 401 00:19:59,387 --> 00:20:01,552 Hang another bag of normal saline. 402 00:20:01,586 --> 00:20:03,954 Grab a liter bag of normal saline from the cabinet. 403 00:20:03,989 --> 00:20:06,924 Re-warming agents in the line. 404 00:20:06,958 --> 00:20:10,260 Oxygenator pressure normal. 405 00:20:10,295 --> 00:20:13,030 One dose. 406 00:20:13,064 --> 00:20:14,363 Excuse me. 407 00:20:16,167 --> 00:20:17,434 What's your name? 408 00:20:25,076 --> 00:20:26,110 Oh! 409 00:20:26,144 --> 00:20:27,177 Someone stop her. 410 00:20:27,212 --> 00:20:29,413 No, Duke, Duke, Duke! Get back to the patient. 411 00:20:29,447 --> 00:20:30,524 - Call security. - All right, you heard him. 412 00:20:30,558 --> 00:20:32,049 We've got several lacerations. 413 00:20:32,083 --> 00:20:33,217 Get the fluids going wide open. 414 00:20:33,251 --> 00:20:34,451 Multiple stab wounds. 415 00:20:34,486 --> 00:20:36,954 Adipose tissue and obliques involved. 416 00:20:36,988 --> 00:20:38,288 - Boss? - No arterial spurt. 417 00:20:38,323 --> 00:20:40,457 - You're bleeding. - Capillary leak only. 418 00:20:40,492 --> 00:20:43,527 Need a fresh suture kit. Let's go. 419 00:20:47,830 --> 00:20:50,765 You really think that you can sneak them out of here? 420 00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:51,800 It's the safest way. 421 00:20:51,834 --> 00:20:53,034 Safest for who? 422 00:20:53,069 --> 00:20:54,803 - How much farther? - Jackie. 423 00:20:54,837 --> 00:20:56,771 Don't act like you know me. 424 00:20:56,806 --> 00:20:58,807 Dominique needs help. If you just let me take her... 425 00:20:58,841 --> 00:21:01,576 I don't care about her or about you, okay? 426 00:21:01,610 --> 00:21:03,330 So after all the help that you gave us in Rikers, 427 00:21:03,364 --> 00:21:05,580 after everything, you were just using us? 428 00:21:05,614 --> 00:21:07,263 Yeah, that's show you survive. 429 00:21:07,297 --> 00:21:08,983 Her gang uses me, I use you, 430 00:21:09,018 --> 00:21:10,388 everyone has a price, 431 00:21:10,422 --> 00:21:12,053 and everything is for sale, right? 432 00:21:12,088 --> 00:21:14,554 We don't get the luxury of caring. 433 00:21:16,859 --> 00:21:18,426 Give her your phone. 434 00:21:18,461 --> 00:21:19,961 Come on, give her your phones right now. 435 00:21:19,995 --> 00:21:21,896 Hand them over. 436 00:21:22,223 --> 00:21:23,665 What do they say? 437 00:21:23,699 --> 00:21:24,733 Uh, both the same. 438 00:21:24,767 --> 00:21:27,102 "Attack in OR 7. Patient critical. 439 00:21:27,136 --> 00:21:29,980 Request 6 units of AB plus ASAP." 440 00:21:30,639 --> 00:21:31,840 That means Suzan didn't get it done. 441 00:21:31,874 --> 00:21:33,942 Fran's still alive. 442 00:21:33,976 --> 00:21:35,443 We have to go back in. 443 00:21:35,478 --> 00:21:36,951 Jackie, I can't do this. 444 00:21:36,985 --> 00:21:38,580 Look, we don't have a choice. Where's OR 7? 445 00:21:38,614 --> 00:21:39,759 Jackie, think about this, all right? 446 00:21:39,793 --> 00:21:41,116 The hospital is on lockdown. 447 00:21:41,150 --> 00:21:42,684 That means there will be cops, guards everywhere. 448 00:21:42,718 --> 00:21:43,991 They will recognize you. 449 00:21:43,992 --> 00:21:45,791 Now, I am willing to get you out of here, 450 00:21:45,816 --> 00:21:47,455 but there is no way that I am taking you back 451 00:21:47,490 --> 00:21:49,858 - to my hospital... - Take me to OR 7. 452 00:21:50,404 --> 00:21:51,926 Right now. 453 00:21:53,662 --> 00:21:55,463 I can take you there. 454 00:21:55,498 --> 00:21:58,933 I know a way to get you past the cops and into the OR, but... 455 00:21:58,968 --> 00:22:02,437 But first, I'm gonna need you to put the gun down. 456 00:22:06,976 --> 00:22:08,777 Okay. Start walking. 457 00:22:10,913 --> 00:22:12,103 Come on. 458 00:22:15,851 --> 00:22:17,786 Go, go, go, go, go, go. 459 00:22:19,555 --> 00:22:22,700 Love, when I look at us, I don't think that you're... 460 00:22:23,859 --> 00:22:26,661 not enough or anything like that. 461 00:22:26,695 --> 00:22:29,063 I don't know how to explain it. 462 00:22:29,098 --> 00:22:32,667 Can you think of an instance where you felt like that? 463 00:22:34,837 --> 00:22:36,171 Barney. 464 00:22:36,205 --> 00:22:38,139 The dinosaur? 465 00:22:38,174 --> 00:22:40,975 No, it was a goat that we rescued. 466 00:22:41,010 --> 00:22:44,179 And guess where Barney the goat lived. 467 00:22:44,213 --> 00:22:47,549 He lived in the house for... for a minute. 468 00:22:47,583 --> 00:22:49,518 And the weird thing is that... 469 00:22:50,531 --> 00:22:52,104 it was kinda great. 470 00:22:53,689 --> 00:22:57,892 He was strangely well mannered, a great companion for the kids. 471 00:22:57,927 --> 00:23:01,563 Iggy adorably dressed him up as a dog for Halloween. 472 00:23:01,597 --> 00:23:02,897 Mm. 473 00:23:02,932 --> 00:23:04,066 Made all his meals, 474 00:23:04,100 --> 00:23:05,834 even found him this cute little goat bed. 475 00:23:05,868 --> 00:23:07,069 In the spirit of full disclosure, 476 00:23:07,103 --> 00:23:08,537 it wasn't really a goat bed 477 00:23:08,571 --> 00:23:11,206 because they don't actually make those. 478 00:23:12,241 --> 00:23:15,844 Yeah, but as I watched Iggy take care of this animal, 479 00:23:15,878 --> 00:23:17,588 I realized... 480 00:23:18,581 --> 00:23:20,849 I'm jealous. 481 00:23:20,883 --> 00:23:22,617 Of a goat. 482 00:23:22,651 --> 00:23:24,219 And I'm not even a jealous guy. 483 00:23:24,253 --> 00:23:26,788 It's just, he looked so happy. 484 00:23:26,822 --> 00:23:28,056 He always does. 485 00:23:28,090 --> 00:23:30,124 When he's helping, volunteering, 486 00:23:30,159 --> 00:23:31,960 and that is so beautiful. 487 00:23:31,994 --> 00:23:33,695 But I wonder, 488 00:23:33,729 --> 00:23:36,731 do I ever make my husband look like that? 489 00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:39,379 Am I even capable? 490 00:23:39,413 --> 00:23:40,861 Martin. 491 00:23:41,770 --> 00:23:43,905 Of course you are. 492 00:23:43,939 --> 00:23:45,449 I... 493 00:23:46,008 --> 00:23:49,711 helping people is just fundamentally part of who I am. 494 00:23:49,745 --> 00:23:51,813 And, um, Dr. Frome, 495 00:23:51,847 --> 00:23:54,792 how do you think that you help Martin? 496 00:23:56,619 --> 00:23:58,128 I, um... 497 00:23:59,755 --> 00:24:01,256 I love him. 498 00:24:02,358 --> 00:24:04,301 With all my heart. 499 00:24:04,760 --> 00:24:06,345 Well, that's... 500 00:24:06,996 --> 00:24:09,063 what I asked... 501 00:24:09,098 --> 00:24:11,299 did you help Martin tell the kids 502 00:24:11,333 --> 00:24:13,977 that they couldn't keep the goat as a pet? 503 00:24:14,703 --> 00:24:17,005 Martin's at home with the kids, so... 504 00:24:17,039 --> 00:24:18,339 And Martin had to tell a lawyer 505 00:24:18,374 --> 00:24:20,975 that he can't take in a needy child. 506 00:24:21,010 --> 00:24:24,679 Do you think that was maybe painful for him? 507 00:24:24,713 --> 00:24:25,980 Yeah. 508 00:24:26,015 --> 00:24:29,918 How often do your efforts to mend hearts 509 00:24:29,952 --> 00:24:33,497 wind up with Martin having to break them? 510 00:24:34,690 --> 00:24:36,658 Martin has asked you to change your behavior, 511 00:24:36,692 --> 00:24:39,920 and you love him, right? 512 00:24:41,697 --> 00:24:44,799 So, I mean, maybe it's not that you won't stop, 513 00:24:44,833 --> 00:24:47,261 and more that you can't. 514 00:24:53,909 --> 00:24:56,144 Why can't you stop, Dr. Frome? 515 00:25:02,318 --> 00:25:03,885 Stop moving. 516 00:25:03,919 --> 00:25:05,853 Trying to retract the far edge 517 00:25:05,888 --> 00:25:08,790 to make sure the omentum is clear of pus. 518 00:25:08,824 --> 00:25:10,191 In English. 519 00:25:10,225 --> 00:25:11,508 I can't bend forward. 520 00:25:11,542 --> 00:25:13,661 I need you to move to the other side. 521 00:25:13,696 --> 00:25:15,630 - But your leg... - Forget about my leg. 522 00:25:15,664 --> 00:25:17,065 I won't die, but if you don't do this, 523 00:25:17,099 --> 00:25:18,959 then Lenore will. 524 00:25:20,235 --> 00:25:21,903 You ask me to monitor your medication, 525 00:25:21,937 --> 00:25:23,371 and then you accuse me of stealing it. 526 00:25:23,405 --> 00:25:24,839 You ask me to hold you up, 527 00:25:24,873 --> 00:25:26,808 and then a minute later to drop you. 528 00:25:26,842 --> 00:25:28,309 Do you even care about getting better? 529 00:25:28,344 --> 00:25:31,346 Yes, I want to get better so I can help. 530 00:25:31,380 --> 00:25:33,557 Otherwise, what's the point? 531 00:25:34,116 --> 00:25:36,101 Who am I getting better for? 532 00:25:40,055 --> 00:25:41,856 All right. 533 00:25:43,792 --> 00:25:45,113 I'm gonna set you down. 534 00:25:45,147 --> 00:25:46,728 Okay. 535 00:26:03,812 --> 00:26:05,631 I think I got it. 536 00:26:06,115 --> 00:26:07,841 I got it. 537 00:26:09,678 --> 00:26:11,637 Now we just need to close her up. 538 00:26:16,158 --> 00:26:17,792 - That's her! - She has a weapon! 539 00:26:17,826 --> 00:26:18,860 Freeze! 540 00:26:18,894 --> 00:26:19,961 Drop the weapon! 541 00:26:21,463 --> 00:26:23,931 Shot fired, shots fired. Inmate down. 542 00:26:23,966 --> 00:26:26,034 Ella, we are safe. The door is locked. 543 00:26:26,068 --> 00:26:27,035 No, I... 544 00:26:27,069 --> 00:26:29,937 I usually... I usually feel movement, but I don't. 545 00:26:29,972 --> 00:26:31,806 I put too much stress on the baby. 546 00:26:31,840 --> 00:26:33,041 What if... 547 00:26:33,075 --> 00:26:34,826 what if I... 548 00:26:36,078 --> 00:26:38,079 I can't feel the baby, Vijay. 549 00:26:39,448 --> 00:26:40,782 All clear. 550 00:26:44,787 --> 00:26:48,156 O2 sat's 98. Pressure 130/88. 551 00:26:48,190 --> 00:26:51,092 Dopamine at 7. 552 00:26:51,126 --> 00:26:52,160 Flushes are ready. 553 00:26:52,194 --> 00:26:55,333 Dr. Reynolds, can I help you? 554 00:26:57,299 --> 00:26:59,167 Boss, you okay? You want me to take over? 555 00:26:59,201 --> 00:27:01,836 Can I get a sponge count? 556 00:27:01,870 --> 00:27:03,438 We're not hitting our hemodynamic targets. 557 00:27:03,472 --> 00:27:05,406 L-sac's steady. 558 00:27:05,441 --> 00:27:06,841 More irrigation, please. 559 00:27:06,875 --> 00:27:09,027 BP's dropping. 560 00:27:09,378 --> 00:27:11,572 There's a pumper in here somewhere. 561 00:27:12,114 --> 00:27:14,415 Now we're at 6. 562 00:27:16,285 --> 00:27:18,537 Are you okay? 563 00:27:29,298 --> 00:27:31,550 Retract the lung. 564 00:27:33,202 --> 00:27:35,387 There. There it is. 565 00:27:35,904 --> 00:27:37,472 Femoral map is the most accurate. 566 00:27:42,144 --> 00:27:44,378 Pushing 4 milligrams of fentanyl. 567 00:27:44,413 --> 00:27:45,880 BP's stabilizing. 568 00:27:45,914 --> 00:27:47,482 Eluting stent is in place. 569 00:27:47,516 --> 00:27:49,884 Sternal wires and plates are ready. 570 00:27:49,918 --> 00:27:52,112 Sternum set on the tray. 571 00:27:52,921 --> 00:27:54,889 Helen, please don't do this. 572 00:27:54,923 --> 00:27:56,584 - Do you trust me? - It's not about trust. 573 00:27:56,619 --> 00:27:57,943 It is all about trust. 574 00:27:57,977 --> 00:28:00,828 If we don't have that, then I truly don't belong here. 575 00:28:09,004 --> 00:28:11,172 - Who's there? - Helen Sharpe, oncology. 576 00:28:11,206 --> 00:28:13,541 We were helping escort patients to the evac route, 577 00:28:13,575 --> 00:28:15,042 but she's too critical to make it. 578 00:28:15,077 --> 00:28:17,845 We need to get her to the OR at once. 579 00:28:23,519 --> 00:28:24,787 This is Dr. Goodwin, 580 00:28:24,822 --> 00:28:27,188 the hospital's medical director. 581 00:28:35,964 --> 00:28:38,266 It's all right. You need to let us through. 582 00:28:43,038 --> 00:28:44,647 Go ahead. 583 00:28:58,135 --> 00:28:59,822 How do you feel when you help someone? 584 00:28:59,856 --> 00:29:01,348 Um... 585 00:29:02,372 --> 00:29:04,239 like I'm here for a reason. 586 00:29:04,273 --> 00:29:06,728 So how do you feel when you don't? 587 00:29:08,811 --> 00:29:10,512 Everyone in the department heard about the time 588 00:29:10,546 --> 00:29:13,527 that you gave your shoes to a homeless man. 589 00:29:14,617 --> 00:29:17,322 Well, Imagine that you just walked by him. 590 00:29:17,854 --> 00:29:19,658 How would you have felt? 591 00:29:21,024 --> 00:29:22,702 Like a bad person. 592 00:29:23,526 --> 00:29:26,028 And I would've been. He needed shoes. 593 00:29:26,062 --> 00:29:27,582 That's what you do. 594 00:29:28,498 --> 00:29:30,966 Well, a lot of people walked by him. 595 00:29:31,000 --> 00:29:32,601 Are they all bad people? 596 00:29:32,635 --> 00:29:34,870 No. Not at all. 597 00:29:35,311 --> 00:29:37,312 So why are you? 598 00:29:39,409 --> 00:29:43,278 Can you try and list three good things about yourself 599 00:29:43,312 --> 00:29:44,946 that have nothing to do with helping? 600 00:29:44,981 --> 00:29:46,882 Three things that would be great about yourself 601 00:29:46,916 --> 00:29:49,351 if you never adopt another kid, 602 00:29:49,385 --> 00:29:52,107 or rescue another goat. 603 00:29:59,715 --> 00:30:01,549 Okay, how about one thing? 604 00:30:11,340 --> 00:30:13,086 Dr. Frome... 605 00:30:13,753 --> 00:30:17,479 what do you think would happen if you stopped helping people? 606 00:30:19,776 --> 00:30:21,595 They'd see... 607 00:30:25,254 --> 00:30:27,189 Iggy... 608 00:30:27,223 --> 00:30:28,590 what would they see? 609 00:30:35,098 --> 00:30:37,068 They would see... 610 00:30:38,034 --> 00:30:40,947 what a complete loser I am. 611 00:30:41,471 --> 00:30:43,158 Just... 612 00:30:44,273 --> 00:30:50,011 corny, nerdy, fat, worthless, nothing. 613 00:30:50,046 --> 00:30:51,625 - Baby... - No, I... Martin, 614 00:30:51,654 --> 00:30:55,417 I know it's not healthy, and I... 615 00:30:57,153 --> 00:30:59,454 I have this voice in my head, 616 00:30:59,489 --> 00:31:02,010 and it's a really loud one. 617 00:31:05,394 --> 00:31:07,224 And it's saying... 618 00:31:08,397 --> 00:31:11,144 that one of these days, you're gonna realize... 619 00:31:14,170 --> 00:31:16,471 That you can do so much better than me. 620 00:31:22,578 --> 00:31:24,824 My ability to help people... 621 00:31:26,415 --> 00:31:28,912 that's all I have. That's the... 622 00:31:29,418 --> 00:31:31,706 that's the only thing I even like about myself. 623 00:31:38,261 --> 00:31:40,562 Without that, I just can't think of a reason 624 00:31:40,596 --> 00:31:43,231 why you would keep me around. 625 00:31:43,266 --> 00:31:44,803 I can't. 626 00:31:46,669 --> 00:31:49,938 Dr. Frome, I'm gonna ask Martin to do something now, 627 00:31:49,972 --> 00:31:52,307 and it would great if you could just sit and listen. 628 00:31:52,341 --> 00:31:53,341 Is that okay? 629 00:31:53,376 --> 00:31:55,230 Yeah, okay. 630 00:31:55,978 --> 00:31:59,281 Martin, will you tell your husband 631 00:31:59,315 --> 00:32:02,654 three things that you think are good about him? 632 00:32:07,156 --> 00:32:08,743 You're kind. 633 00:32:09,625 --> 00:32:12,289 You are a wonderful father. 634 00:32:13,396 --> 00:32:15,096 And you are beautiful. 635 00:32:17,333 --> 00:32:19,965 You're hilarious. You're patient. 636 00:32:19,999 --> 00:32:21,102 You're smart. 637 00:32:21,137 --> 00:32:23,672 You make friends everywhere you go 638 00:32:23,706 --> 00:32:25,802 'cause they see what I see. 639 00:32:27,510 --> 00:32:29,180 You shine. 640 00:32:30,580 --> 00:32:32,480 You're amazing. 641 00:32:33,977 --> 00:32:35,937 You're the love of my life. 642 00:32:36,519 --> 00:32:38,453 And my life is so much better 643 00:32:38,487 --> 00:32:40,188 than I ever thought it was gonna be 644 00:32:40,223 --> 00:32:44,259 because of you, Iggy. 645 00:32:47,163 --> 00:32:48,700 I love you. 646 00:32:51,300 --> 00:32:53,121 I love you. 647 00:32:55,171 --> 00:32:56,705 If I could've stayed calm, 648 00:32:56,739 --> 00:32:58,306 this wouldn't have happened. 649 00:32:58,341 --> 00:33:00,709 If I were normal, I could've been a mother. 650 00:33:00,743 --> 00:33:03,144 You will still be a mother. 651 00:33:03,179 --> 00:33:05,240 A good mother, a wonderful mother. 652 00:33:05,274 --> 00:33:06,359 How? 653 00:33:06,394 --> 00:33:07,816 Because your baby is okay. 654 00:33:07,850 --> 00:33:10,051 You don't know that. 655 00:33:10,086 --> 00:33:11,486 Okay. 656 00:33:11,520 --> 00:33:14,756 I will listen to your baby's heartbeats, 657 00:33:14,790 --> 00:33:17,425 and that will tell you. 658 00:33:17,460 --> 00:33:19,227 Okay. Do you hear anything? 659 00:33:19,262 --> 00:33:22,430 You need to slow down your breathing. 660 00:33:22,465 --> 00:33:25,612 I can't, I can't. 661 00:33:26,535 --> 00:33:28,670 You said your OCD makes you imagine 662 00:33:28,704 --> 00:33:31,840 the worst possible circumstances. 663 00:33:31,874 --> 00:33:34,409 What if you imagine the best? 664 00:33:34,443 --> 00:33:38,166 Hm? Close your eyes and try. 665 00:33:39,282 --> 00:33:40,919 Okay. 666 00:33:41,784 --> 00:33:43,184 What do you see? 667 00:33:43,219 --> 00:33:45,215 My baby. 668 00:33:45,788 --> 00:33:48,290 My healthy baby. 669 00:33:48,324 --> 00:33:49,970 Where are you? 670 00:33:50,393 --> 00:33:52,097 In New York. 671 00:33:52,582 --> 00:33:55,984 In a cozy nursery. In a cozy apartment. 672 00:33:56,009 --> 00:33:59,158 It doesn't have to be fancy. I'm not picky. 673 00:33:59,183 --> 00:34:03,483 You can be picky. It's your best life. 674 00:34:04,740 --> 00:34:09,210 Okay, so then I have a job that I love, 675 00:34:09,245 --> 00:34:11,613 even if I don't know what that is. 676 00:34:11,647 --> 00:34:14,683 And I can support my family. 677 00:34:17,286 --> 00:34:21,122 And everything's okay. 678 00:34:21,157 --> 00:34:23,670 I have something for you to hear. 679 00:34:47,783 --> 00:34:49,150 Are we getting close? 680 00:34:49,185 --> 00:34:51,586 Yeah, the OR is just through these doors. 681 00:34:51,620 --> 00:34:53,655 Good, okay. 682 00:34:53,689 --> 00:34:56,624 - Do you trust me? - With my life. 683 00:34:56,659 --> 00:34:58,111 - Gun! - She's got a gun! 684 00:34:58,146 --> 00:34:59,294 Drop your weapon! 685 00:35:01,297 --> 00:35:02,764 Drop your gun! 686 00:35:02,798 --> 00:35:04,199 - Drop your weapon! - Put it down! 687 00:35:04,233 --> 00:35:06,134 Hands up! 688 00:35:07,470 --> 00:35:09,170 Hands behind you. 689 00:35:09,205 --> 00:35:12,140 David 1-5, we've got one in custody. 690 00:35:12,174 --> 00:35:14,509 Got any more weapons? 691 00:35:14,543 --> 00:35:16,556 Let's go. 692 00:35:26,689 --> 00:35:29,157 - All right. - Yeah. 693 00:35:29,191 --> 00:35:30,458 All right, folks, it's all over. 694 00:35:30,493 --> 00:35:31,626 Come on in. Let's go. 695 00:35:31,660 --> 00:35:33,031 Come on. 696 00:35:33,529 --> 00:35:35,530 It's all over. That's right. 697 00:35:38,567 --> 00:35:40,635 Hey, hey. 698 00:35:40,669 --> 00:35:43,371 I got you. 699 00:35:51,914 --> 00:35:55,583 You said you don't need a fancy apartment. 700 00:35:55,618 --> 00:35:58,720 Maybe you can move in with me. 701 00:36:05,428 --> 00:36:07,429 - I love you. - I love you. 702 00:36:07,463 --> 00:36:10,498 - See you at home. - Yeah. 703 00:36:14,036 --> 00:36:16,838 So, Tabitha, it goes without saying 704 00:36:16,872 --> 00:36:18,406 that you passed your performance review 705 00:36:18,441 --> 00:36:20,995 with flying colors. 706 00:36:21,610 --> 00:36:23,511 Well, in that spirit, there's actually something else 707 00:36:23,546 --> 00:36:25,346 I'd love to share with you. 708 00:36:25,381 --> 00:36:26,681 Yeah, of course. 709 00:36:26,715 --> 00:36:28,783 Well, the pattern of your behavior 710 00:36:28,818 --> 00:36:30,718 can actually be indicative 711 00:36:30,753 --> 00:36:34,456 of a more substantive diagnosis per the DSM-5. 712 00:36:34,490 --> 00:36:36,024 Such as? 713 00:36:36,058 --> 00:36:39,027 Narcissistic personality disorder. 714 00:36:42,731 --> 00:36:44,365 Well... 715 00:36:44,400 --> 00:36:45,767 - have a great night. - Yeah. 716 00:36:54,743 --> 00:36:56,698 Dr. Bloom... 717 00:36:57,613 --> 00:37:01,616 you are actually a very decent human being. 718 00:37:02,818 --> 00:37:05,386 Don't tell anyone. 719 00:37:05,421 --> 00:37:07,055 Um... 720 00:37:07,089 --> 00:37:10,420 I thought that... 721 00:37:11,594 --> 00:37:14,591 I could be there for you, but I... 722 00:37:16,098 --> 00:37:18,933 I... I can't. 723 00:37:18,968 --> 00:37:20,969 You were great. 724 00:37:24,039 --> 00:37:25,640 I took the pill. 725 00:37:27,776 --> 00:37:30,732 In fact, I took quite a few. 726 00:37:31,614 --> 00:37:34,194 I know what I've done is... 727 00:37:35,618 --> 00:37:37,780 beyond. 728 00:37:38,487 --> 00:37:39,750 I know that I need help. 729 00:37:39,784 --> 00:37:41,356 I've already lost all my family, 730 00:37:41,390 --> 00:37:43,825 and my friend. 731 00:37:43,859 --> 00:37:46,895 I can't afford to lose everyone else. 732 00:38:11,554 --> 00:38:13,650 When you finish rehab... 733 00:38:16,992 --> 00:38:18,613 Don't call me. 734 00:38:19,728 --> 00:38:21,950 Don't email me. 735 00:38:22,765 --> 00:38:24,452 Don't text me. 736 00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:27,121 I can't ever see you again. 737 00:38:27,770 --> 00:38:29,832 But you know that, right? 738 00:38:40,082 --> 00:38:42,717 - Stand right here, please. - All right. 739 00:38:42,751 --> 00:38:44,919 Feet still. 740 00:39:00,536 --> 00:39:02,370 Are you okay? 741 00:39:04,974 --> 00:39:06,374 Thank God those criminals were caught. 742 00:39:06,408 --> 00:39:08,176 Today's been a nightmare. 743 00:39:08,210 --> 00:39:11,512 Yeah, well, every day's a nightmare for those women. 744 00:39:11,547 --> 00:39:13,681 Are you defending them? 745 00:39:13,716 --> 00:39:16,796 Nope. But it's still our job to help them. 746 00:39:17,720 --> 00:39:19,424 Is it? 747 00:39:33,936 --> 00:39:35,803 Don't scare me like that again. 748 00:39:37,740 --> 00:39:40,141 It's all good. I'm right here, baby. 749 00:39:40,175 --> 00:39:42,610 Life's too short for long distance. 750 00:39:42,645 --> 00:39:45,146 I'm turning down the job in San Francisco. 751 00:39:45,180 --> 00:39:46,743 Don't. 752 00:39:47,750 --> 00:39:51,786 San Francisco's sounding really good right about now. 753 00:39:54,123 --> 00:39:56,591 Let's get out of here. 754 00:40:19,982 --> 00:40:21,749 I'm... 755 00:40:21,784 --> 00:40:24,447 I'm sorry that I put you in danger. 756 00:40:25,220 --> 00:40:27,588 But I didn't know what else to do. 757 00:40:27,623 --> 00:40:29,535 It was the only thing to do. 758 00:40:30,959 --> 00:40:32,371 It was brave. 759 00:40:33,228 --> 00:40:35,096 And selfless. 760 00:40:35,130 --> 00:40:37,460 Smart. It was you. 761 00:40:38,033 --> 00:40:43,137 And you deserve to be at a place that sees you, 762 00:40:43,172 --> 00:40:45,134 that appreciates you. 763 00:40:45,641 --> 00:40:47,261 100%. 764 00:40:49,845 --> 00:40:51,179 And if that place isn't New Amsterdam, 765 00:40:51,213 --> 00:40:52,934 then you should go. 766 00:40:53,515 --> 00:40:55,019 You should go. 767 00:40:55,818 --> 00:40:57,518 No matter how much I want you to stay, 768 00:40:57,553 --> 00:40:59,107 and I... 769 00:41:00,155 --> 00:41:04,158 It's not about what I want. 770 00:41:07,162 --> 00:41:09,617 And, yeah, it'll be weird not... 771 00:41:10,332 --> 00:41:12,300 seeing you every day, 772 00:41:12,334 --> 00:41:16,904 and I will miss you, but... 773 00:41:16,939 --> 00:41:18,261 we live in the same city, right? 774 00:41:18,296 --> 00:41:22,543 So we can always get a coffee or eat, you know, something, 775 00:41:22,578 --> 00:41:24,674 food together, or... 776 00:41:25,347 --> 00:41:27,426 - Max. - What? 777 00:41:28,684 --> 00:41:29,851 I'm not going anywhere. 778 00:41:29,885 --> 00:41:31,886 You're not? 779 00:41:35,023 --> 00:41:36,824 So you just let me do that whole awkward 780 00:41:36,859 --> 00:41:38,993 rambling speech for no reason? 781 00:41:39,027 --> 00:41:41,983 - Yes. - Okay, well, great. Thanks. 782 00:41:42,865 --> 00:41:43,831 It's not cool. 783 00:41:50,205 --> 00:41:52,340 So you... 784 00:41:52,374 --> 00:41:54,542 found a reason to stay. 53837

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