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- Oh.
- Found it.

I'm sorry, Horace.

You've been asking after it
every day this week.

It must be important.

Well, the --
the American Medical Society

recently voted
to accept women doctors.

They publish the latest
in medical research

from all the most renowned
physicians in the country.

No, please. Please, you look.

Mm.

Dr. Michaela Quinn.

You've been accepted.

Oh.

Look at him over there,

sitting and moping
like he's been doing for months.

He ought to be spending time
with people his own age.

Maybe a young lady
his own age.

That would be a good idea.
Don't you think so, Reverend?

Well, now, I don't see
how that could hurt.

He won't thank you
for buttin' in.

Buttin' in? Who's buttin' in?

I'm not buttin' in.

I just want him to be happy.

Talk to him.

- Yes, go on, Loren. Talk to him.
- Go on, talk to him.

Say, Matthew, the Widow Brown
and her daughter Melanie --

they was in the store
the other day,

and, uh, Melanie
was speaking very highly of you.

Well, uh, I was wondering,
what would you think

about a nice,
little Sunday stroll with us?

Thanks, Loren, but, uh --

A Sunday stroll
with a pretty girl,

now that is a fine way
to spend an afternoon.

Don't you think, Robert E.?

Oh, I wouldn't say no
to a pretty lady.

Well,
if I wasn't already married,

and, uh, happily married, too.

What do you say, Matthew?

Oh, don't go forcing him
if he don't want to go.

I -- I appreciate
the invitation.

Well, uh, see,

the thing is, I already kind of,
sort of told them you'd come.

You told them I'd come?

They were really
looking forward to seeing you.

- I ain't ready for courting.
- Courtin'?

Who said anything
about courtin'?

I ain't talking about courtin'.

I'm talking about strollin'.

Str-- Two completely different
subjects.

It's up to you, Matthew.

You already told them yes?

I'm afraid so.

All right.
I guess, uh, this once.

My pie!

Stop that boy!

Oh, oh.

Are you all right?

Oh, I'm fine.

Mmm, it's apple. My favorite.

He ought to be thrown in jail.

Nobody's going to jail.

He stole my pie.

I'm sure
there's an explanation.

What's your name?

Please, tell us your name.

Anthony.

Anthony,
where are your parents?

- Stealing pies.
- Probably hungry.

No excuse for stealing.

I believe Robert E.'s right.

Grace, would you bring us
a serving of your meat loaf?

We ought to check over
at shanty town.

There's new people
moving in all the time.

Maybe somebody knows who he is.

Yeah, I'd like
to go along with you.

I'd like to know
who this young fella belongs to.

It's all right.

There's nothing to be afraid of.

Where you been, boy?

Go on. Get in the house.

Are you Anthony's mother?

No, ma'am. I ain't his ma.

What's he done?

His ma up and died
a few months back.

I been watching out after him.

I hope he ain't
been bothering you.

No. No, we were just concerned.

The boy's a handful,
but he ain't got nobody else.

Me and Grace
got plenty of room.

We'll take the boy.

That is, if it's all right
with you, Anthony.

That boy barely knows us.

He ain't gonna feel at home
with strangers.

The folks in shanty town's
got enough to handle.

Past few months, he's mostly
been looking after himself.

Exactly.

He needs looking after,
and as busy and you and I are,

we just don't have time
to be looking after a boy.

But you found time
to take care of a Cheyenne baby.

That baby was like my own.
It's different.

How?

It just was.

Look at him, Grace.

He's all alone.

Let him stay.

Just for a few days

until Dr. Mike and me
can find a family for him.

Hmm? Hmm?

Just for a few days.

Oh, uh, Matthew.

There you are.

- Here.
- Oh!

Melanie Brown, pleased
to meet you, Matthew Cooper.

Oh, it sure is sweet of you
to come out with me today.

Why don't you young folks
start out on ahead and, uh,

the beautiful Widow Brown and I
will catch up to you.

Uh-huh, we'll see you later,
Mama, Mr. Bray.

Oh!

So have you lived in
Colorado Springs all your life?

I was born --

Ah, Mama and I just
moved here from St. Louis.

Well, you know,
after Daddy died,

Mama thought that the mountain
air would be good for us.

Have you ever been to a big city
like St. Louis?

Uh, actually --

Oh, I want to see
all the big cities --

New York, San Francisco,

maybe even take a ship
to London or Paris.

Well, I wouldn't go until
after I was married, of course.

You plan on getting married?

- I -- I --
- Oh, of course you do.

I mean, everybody does.

You know, there's no point
to growing up

if you don't get married
and have children.

Have lots of children,
a big batch,

and, you know, I want
a little vegetable garden

off to the side, you know, where
I can plant all sorts of things.

And, you know, I think, too,
it would be really good

if we had a nice,
fine set of Spode china.

You know, you are awfully quiet.

I bet you got lots of adventures
to talk about.

I was on an adventure once.

I was at the St. Louis Fair.

I got separated
from my mama and daddy,

and I was all alone for almost
an hour before my family --

Mr. Bray,
I've got to go to work.

Oh, well, can we count on you
next week for the Sunday picnic?

You know,
the Reverend's asked me

to do a little speech
on St. Louis.

- I -- I --
- You just got to come.

I'm sorry, I'm gonna have to be
in Soda Springs.

- Well --
- All day!

It was nice meeting you.

But --

Matthew, please, come,
sit down!

Join us, please?

How are you?

Fine.

How was your stroll
with Widow Brown's daughter?

Well...

Now,
she is a lovely young lady.

Oh, so you're courtin'
Widow Brown's daughter?

No, not courtin',
just strolling.

Oh.

Well, that's good
because I was hoping,

uh, that is,

um, my cousin, Sophilia
is arriving for a visit,

and I'd be very grateful

if you'd escort her
while she's here.

You'd be doing us a big favor.

We promised her
she'd have a wonderful time

while she was here.

Oh, you promised her, did you?

They promised.

I-I thought you were, uh, gonna
help Robert E. this afternoon.

I can help you.

Oh, careful, careful.

It's all right.

I can do it myself.

Sorry I stole your pie.

It was just a pie.

I can bake another.

Why don't you go run along
and play?

Go on. I'll see you later.

Hey, what you doing?

You were sure funny
with that pie.

My ma is still trying
to get her dress clean.

She's not mad or nothin'.

Hey, you want
to ride my bicycle?

It's really Sully's,
but he won't mind.

Come on.

Miss Grace might not like it.

Are Grace and Robert E.
your new ma and pa?

I don't think
Miss Grace likes me much.

Try picking her some flowers.

Sully says ladies
always like getting flowers.

Flowers?

Yeah, flowers.

Hey, you sure
you don't want to try?

- Don't know how.
- Come on.

You get on, and I'll push you.

Ready? Go, go.

Hey, why'd you stop?

Are you all right?

Yeah.

Maybe I should get my ma.
She's a doctor.

No, Miss Grace
will make me go away for sure

if she finds out I'm broken.

- Broken?
- Promise you won't tell.

All right.

I promise.

- Grace.
- Dr. Mike.

How are things going
with Anthony?

Fine.

Everything's fine,

except I got a special order for
two of my lemon surprise cakes,

and I got to get them done
by this evening.

Well, I'm glad to hear
everything's going so well.

Sometimes little boys
take getting used to.

I was just
getting used to the idea

of me and Robert E. alone.

Well, it was a surprise

for me, too, when the children
came into my life.

The first week we were together,

Brian broke a candy jar
from Loren's store.

He refused to sleep
at the homestead,

and then he ran away
to live with the Cheyenne.

This morning, I found the boy
trying to hide his bedsheets.

He, uh, wet them.

Oh, this is new for him,
as well as for you and Robert E.

In the beginning,
I was so unsure of myself,

I -- I even wrote to my mother
begging for advice.

Well, thank you, Dr. Mike,
but I won't be needing advice

because I am sure
that you and Robert E.

will find a home for him soon.

Look at this mess.

I'm gonna have to
start all over.

Dr. Mike, I'm sorry,
but I just don't have time

for talking if I'm going to
fill this order today.

Sure you don't want to learn?

I'd be happy to teach you.

Robert E. can make
just about anything.

Now, hold the blade
facing away from you.

No, take your time.

Just hold it nice and steady.

There you go.

You got a natural talent for
wood working, don't you think?

He sure does.

So, what are you
going to make first?

Can I -- you think
I can make a bicycle?

I don't know.

Carving a whole bicycle --

That's a pretty tall order
for a beginner.

Not -- not a real one.
This big.

With a little help,
I bet you can.

Hey, Sully, Robert E.

Uh, you get a chance to grease
the axle on my surrey yet?

I sure did, and hitched it
right up for you.

Come help me bring it around.
Ah.

Myra and I are going to take
Matthew and my cousin Sophilia

for a surrey ride.

Does Matthew know about that?

Oh, he promised he'd be there.

Two bits.

All right.
Thank you, Robert E.

See you, Sully. And, uh...

Anthony.

Anthony.

I got to go, too, Robert E.
Thanks.

Here's your knife.

Bye, Anthony.

I'm not colored anymore,
am I?

What are you talking about?

I'm living with you now,
and you ain't colored.

People treat you special.

Well, Anthony, listen.

Now, you got it all wrong.

Now, just 'cause I live in town
and I run a business,

that don't mean I'm different
than I always been.

Now, you understand
what I'm saying?

Just -- It don't matter
where we live or what we do.

We always gonna be colored.

Since I've been living
with you,

people treat me better
than just colored.

And I like it.

Okay.

Matthew, I'd like you
to meet my cousin Sophilia.

Nice to meet you.

She's a little shy.
Go on, say hello.

She -- She'll warm up
once we get on our way.

Robert E. tell you to do this?

Ladies like gettin' flowers.

They do, huh?

You ever bake a pie?

I could use some help.

Yes, ma'am.

Okay, first...

we're going to chop these apples
into small pieces like this.

Now...you try.

Something wrong?

No, I'm all right.

I-I'll --
I'll do the chopping.

You come over here and sit
and, uh, take this cup.

We're going to measure the flour
for the pie crust.

Robert E.

Oh, howdy, Reverend.

What can I do for you?

Do you still want me to contact
the orphanage in Denver?

That's good.

That's very good.

No, not just yet, Reverend.

Might not be needing help
after all.

Oh, that's fine.

I'm glad to see
things are working out so well.

Yep. With a little luck,

they're going to work out
just fine.

Just fine.

Dr. Mike.

In today's Gazette,

I see where that fancy
medical society let you in.

And the first woman, too.

Dorothy said
she wouldn't make a fuss.

Well, it must have been
a slow news week.

It used to be
those Boston doctors

wouldn't even listen to you.

Now they're inviting you
to join them.

I suppose you'll be
raising your prices now.

Of course not.

I'm gonna frame this.

I'm gonna hang it
on the clinic wall.

Well, I'll be there
in a minute.

I'm going to stop off
and see Grace.

All right.

And you thought she
was a know-it-all before this.

Anthony, it's beautiful.

We need the stars
to cover the whole pie.

Well, you two look like

you're having
a very productive afternoon.

Miss Grace teaching me
about pie baking.

As a matter of fact,

she taught Brian
to bake his first pie.

We took first prize, too.

I made this one myself.

Oh, that looks very festive.

- Anthony!
- Anthony?

Sorry about the pie.

Don't worry about the pie.

Let's take him to the clinic.

Yes.

Here, hold on to me.

Anthony, where does it hurt?

Can you show me?

Grace, would you get Colleen
for me, please?

Anthony, there's nothing
to be afraid of.

Now,
if you'll answer my questions,

then I'll be able to help you.

Can you show me
exactly where it hurts?

Uh-huh.

Have you had this pain before?

When did it begin?

My mama said it's 'cause
I'm a bad boy,

but I was good today.

You've been a very good boy.

And the pain is because you're
ill, not because you're bad.

I want you to sit here,
and I'll get you something to relieve the pain.

Can you fix me?

I'm going to try my best.

Oh, how is he?

I've given him laudanum.

The pain's subsided,
and he's resting now.

What's wrong with him?

I can't be certain yet.

He's slightly jaundiced, but
these pain attacks are puzzling.

I've never seen
anything like them before.

But you can make him better?

I can't be sure.

Right now, I don't know
exactly what caused the pain.

I-I'll observe him closely
over the next few days,

and I'll wire
the members of the society.

They're the finest medical minds
in the country.

I'm sure they'll help me
come up with a diagnosis.

Can we see him?

Certainly.

- You coming?
- In a minute.

If you know what's wrong with
the boy, I want you to tell me.

- Don't hold back.
- Grace, I'm sorry.

I truly don't know.

Right now, Anthony seems fine.

You sure?

We'll know more in a few days.

Robert E. is getting more
attached to that boy every day,

and I don't want
his heart gettin' broke.

Aw, listen to me.
Will you listen to me, Matthew?

If you come with us,
Melanie has promised that

she'll stop talking long enough
for you to get a few words in.

My cousin Sophilia
was a little nervous yesterday.

She really can talk.
I-I've heard her.

Matthew, if you'll just
give her another chance,

I know that -- that --

Please listen, it's --

it's not Melanie's talking
or Sophilia's not talking,

all right?

I appreciate what you're trying
to do for me.

I do. But I can't, all right?

Just leave the boy alone.

Your matchmaking
ain't what he needs.

Oh, and you know what he needs.

Yes, Horace.

What he needs is something
Widow Brown's daughter

and cousin Sophilia
can't even imagine.

You think
that solves everything.

I think Matthew
would be the one to decide that.

Come in.

You Matthew Cooper?

Y-yeah.

I'm Emma.

Hank sent me.

- Hank?
- Mm-hmm.

Said you were in need
of some cheering up.

I don't think --

I'm not supposed to take no
for an answer.

Hold on.

There's been some kind
of mistake.

He said you'd be shy.

Come on.

We've got all night.

I don't think
you should be here.

You working on this?

Yeah,
it's for my little brother.

What's his name?

Brian.

He as handsome as you?

He, uh, has been after me
to get this ready for him

so he and his horse, Taffy,

could show off
at the Founder's Day picnic.

My brother, Thomas,
loves horses, too.

Always begging me
to take him riding.

He's still too small
for his own horse,

so I take him riding with me.

I mean, I used to.

Yeah, that's -- that's
what I used to do with Brian.

You're nice.

Got a real feel
for working with your hands.

Well, um, listen I'm sorry.

You should get going.

Why, it's an awful long walk
back to town.

Well, I'll take you.

Well, Hank will be mad
if I get back too soon.

I'll make sure
that Hank's not mad.

What about you?

You ain't mad I came, are you?

N-no. I'm not mad.

Come on. Let's go.

Faster. Pedal faster.

- Hang on, keep it straight.
- Keep it straight.

Miss Grace, look at me.

I'm riding all by myself.

Oh, careful, not too fast.

- Ooh.
- Keep going.

Ah!

Anthony, are you all right?

Oh.

I don't understand it.

He's been fine all week.

- No symptoms?
- Nothing.

Anthony, can you move your arms
or your legs?

Same thing happened last time
he tried to ride the bike.

You got to fix me.

Can't be broke
or Miss Grace will send me away.

Come on.

Colleen, hot compresses
might help.

I'll get them.

How does this feel?

Ow.

Grace, perhaps it would be
better if you wait outside.

No, I want to help.

Brian, let's wait outside.

What can we do?

Well, the pain seems to be
localized in the joints.

Perhaps, you can massage him,
like this.

- Ow!
- I'm hurting him.

You -- you're gonna be
all right, Anthony.

We're right here with you.

What else can we do?

I'll give him some morphine
to ease the pain.

You're gonna be
all right, Chief.

You're gonna be all right, okay?

You're gonna be okay.

What did Cloud Dancing say?

He's never heard
of anything like this before.

How's Anthony?

I've given him
as much morphine as I dare,

but he's still in pain.

I've tried willow-bark tea,

but his fever
is still dangerously high.

There's nothing in your books?

I don't know if these attacks
are going to get worse

or whether he'll be able
to live with them.

Isn't there anything else
you can try?

Oh, I can try
any number of things,

but I'd only be experimenting

and quite possibly make things
worse than they are now.

If only I can find someone
who'd seen this before.

Don't those fancy doctors

know anything
about what's making him sick?

I wired the members
of the medical society directly.

So far, nothing.

I'm trying, Grace.

Every time I treat a symptom,
he develops another one.

Anthony's body
seems to be fighting him.

I don't know how or why,
but it is.

There must be something.

I'm sorry, Grace.

Hey, Matthew.

I got another,
uh, present for you,

even prettier than the last one.

Well, thanks, Hank,

but, um, I'm not going to be
needing any more presents.

You know where to find me
if you change your mind.

Hank, um,

sent one of his girls
out to the homestead.

Yeah?

I brought her
straight back to town, though.

She was nice and all but...

But then you
started thinking about Ingrid.

Yeah.

It ain't right, me spending time
with another woman.

The first time I kissed
your ma, it felt right.

Then I thought about Abigail,
the promises I made her.

- What'd you do?
- I lied to myself.

Told myself I wasn't feeling
anything special for your ma.

It's just better
when you don't feel nothing.

Feeling something for a woman
is part of being alive.

I don't know if I can.

Right woman comes along, I
don't think you got a choice.

Come on.

Robert E. said he'd be back
in a few minutes.

I-I'm sure he won't be long.

I know you like him
sitting with you.

I like you, too.

Yes?

Morning, Miss Grace.

Ma said I could come visit.

Is it all right?

Yes, Brian, come on in.

I'm sure Anthony'd like that.

I'll just see
what's keeping Robert E.

Miss Grace likes you.

You think so?

Sure.

Hey, I brought you something.

It's about a sailor
named Robinson Crusoe.

I'm thinking about
being a sailor when I grow up.

What do you want to be?

N-never thought about it.

You got to have
thought about it.

Everybody does.

Nope.

Never?

Never.

How's he doing?

He's weak,
and his fever is still high.

Well,
I asked around shanty town,

and nobody even knew
the boy was sick.

He must have hid it.

The responses from the
medical society are useless.

"I've never seen such
a unique collection of symptoms.

I am, however,
most anxious to read your paper

recounting the case
in the next journal."

It's just a case to them.

Look, I got -- I got plans
for that boy, Dr. Mike,

and if you can get him well,

Grace and me gonna take him home
and adopt him, legal.

Adopt him?

Oh, Robert E.,
stop fooling yourself.

- Grace.
- Tell him, Dr. Mike.

Tell him that that boy
don't have no future.

Grace, we don't know that.

No, you don't know.

A-all your education
and your books mean nothing.

You don't know if that boy
is gonna live or die.

But I know.

I know that Anthony
is gonna be taken away from me,

just like that Cheyenne baby.

Ma, come quick!

How long has he been
like this?

I was reading to him
and he just started moaning.

Brian, please would you get
Colleen?

Sure.

His spleen
is dangerously enlarged.

Can you do anything?

I can remove it.

He can live without a spleen,
but...

No, you can't.

You said yourself
you're not sure what's wrong.

- It could kill him.
- What if you don't operate?

No, Robert E. No.

We've got to try.

There's the spleen.

It's nearly twice the size
it should be.

Any word?

Well, I hope he's all right.

Yeah.

Well, bye.

Wait.

Thank you.

What you working on?

Don't worry.

You'll get a chance
to be that boy's pa.

I want to believe that, Sully.

How's his respiration?

Shallow, but steady.

We're almost finished.

Just hold the clamp tightly,
just a little longer.

Good.

Now we can close up
the incision.

He learned to ride a bicycle
faster than anybody I ever saw.

Barely got through the first
chapter in "Robinson Crusoe."

You know, I think he's going to
like it -- a lot.

I'm sure he will.

He made it through.

- Can I see him?
- He's very weak.

Where's Grace?

So, how you feel, son?

Miss Grace.

Aw,
she -- she'll be here soon.

Sorry.

Nothing to be sorry for.

The only thing that matters
is getting you better.

Oh, I brought you something.

And when you get well, gonna
send to Chicago for a real one.

And you're gonna be riding
through town in no time at...

That's right. You rest now.

As soon
as that bicycle gets here,

you gonna be busy riding it.

You won't have time to rest.

He survived the operation.

Will he be all right now?

I wish we knew.

You done your best.

Anthony needs you, Grace.

Oh, Dr. Mike.

I want to be there for him.

I do, but...

Grace...remember when Brian
fell from the tree?

You stood beside me
when I had to operate,

and we didn't even know
if he would survive.

Well, I was terrified,
and for a moment,

just for a second,
I wished I wasn't his mother.

I wished that he had never
come into my life.

It was too much.

Pain, worry.

Loving him was too difficult.

But it was loving him,
just like you love Anthony.

Dr. Mike's gonna write
an article about you...

...so other doctors can help her
figure out what's wrong

and help make you better.

I'm gonna get you well.

Then you're going to come home
with me and Grace.

Miss Grace don't want me.

You let me be the judge
of that.

I've always dreamed of having
a little boy of my very own.

Will you...

will you be my little boy?

Good.

'Cause I can't bake pies
without you.