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There's a full moon,
perfect for a hay ride.

- Tonight?
- Can I go?

Me too?

Brian, you can't come along.

Why not?
I love hay rides.

I'm sorry,
it's just for the older kids.

Who's wagon will you be using?

Um, Jared's.

Will Jared be driving?

I guess so.

Will there be any adults
going along?

I don't know.

I see.

We're supposed to meet
at the creek in half an hour.

Well, this is a school night.

You have to get up
early tomorrow morning.

Everybody else from school
is going.

Everybody?

Becky, Alice, Jared, Paul.

We'll be back
before it's too late.

What do you think?

I think you should go
on a hay ride

some other night
when there's no school.

But I don't know
if there's gonna be a hay ride any other night.

There will be plenty of them,
Colleen.

I promise ya.

Good night, Colleen.

- Good night.
- Night.

Haven't you noticed?

She's been actin' differently.

She's growin' up.

She says all her friends
are allowed to do things

that we won't permit her to do.

Like what?

Like the hay ride tonight.

Did you ever go on a hay ride?

We didn't have them in Boston.

Or something like it.

My feet are cold.

Won't be for long.

Colleen's so young.

Feels nice.

I-I-I don't feel that she's
ready to be running around.

Can't we talk about this
some other time?

She knows so little.

She's delivered a baby,

and she's sewn up
a bullet wound.

Yes. In medicine she's
competent beyond her years,

but in other things, she...

she's very naive...as I was.

Yes?

I need you to help me
with my essay.

Um, I'll --
I'll help you tomorrow.

We're tired now.

But, Ma...

I'll wake you up early.

We'll get your paper
done, all right?

All right.

Good night, Brian.

You're looking
very pleased with yourself.

When the children knock,
and you don't jump up,

I know I got your attention.

Sun's up.

It's been up for a while.

It's so nice and peaceful here.

I can't figure out
what to write in the end.

Ask Ma.

Would you help me?

I gotta finish
this chapter first.

She said she'd be up early.

Maybe she overslept.

Why don't you go up and see?

Ma?

Brian.

I wish you'd knock first.

But I did.

Then please wait
till we open the door.

It's -- it's almost time
for school.

We need some privacy now.

But you said you'd help me
with my paper.

Oh, dear, I forgot.

Let's go look at it.

What does Caesar mean
when he says, "Et tu, Brute?"

Alice?

You're a brute?

That's very close.

Nice try.

Colleen?

And you, Brutus?

Caesar is surprised to see
him there with the others.

Correct, correct,
but why is he surprised?

Doesn't anyone else know this?

Colleen.

Because he thought Brutus
was his best friend,

but now he's come in
to assassinate him.

Very good, Colleen.

The rest of you need to reread
that chapter tonight.

Your test
on Caesar's life is tomorrow.

You can go now.

Hey, Colleen,
we're going down to the creek.

You want to come?

- I've got something else to do.
- What?

You already know Caesar's life
by heart.

I got to help Dr. Mike
at the clinic.

Oh, Colleen is so good.

All she does is work and study.

That's not true.

Well, then come to the creek
with us.

We're going to play that game
I told you about.

It's fun.

Oh, she wouldn't like it.

I bet she would.

I'll come by later.

Sure.
We'll see you later.

Dr. Mike?

Colleen.

Well, you're just in time
to help me unpack this shipment.

I was wondering, see,
we've got this test tomorrow,

and Becky wants me
to help her study.

She's nearly flunking history.

Is that so?

Would it be all right
if I went to her house now?

Well, yes, of course.

I'll be home before supper.

Well, see you later.

Need to come pick them up.

Hyah! Let's go!

Mr. Lodge, have you seen Sully?

Not today. Why?

Nothing important, really.

Thank you.

Horace, do you know
where Sully is?

Uh, I think I saw him
not too long ago.

Where?

Uh, try the livery.

Thank you.

- Hey, Dr. Mike.
- Becky?

Is Colleen at the clinic?

She said she was at your house.

- She was?
- She said you wanted to study.

Oh, well, yeah.

- I must've forgotten.
- So, you haven't --

She's probably at my house
right now.

Sully?

Where you headin'?

Well, I was lookin' for you,
actually.

Why is that?

Well, I was, um, I was just...

I know it's only been a few
hours, but I was missing you.

I'm glad you found me.

Here's your question.

What's the one thing
you like best about...

Colleen?

- Her hair.
- You're lyin'.

No, I'm not.
She's got real pretty hair.

Come on, the one thing
you like best of all.

All right, it's her, uh...

her brains.

How many think
he's tellin' the truth?

- Aw.
- Give him a consequence.

Jump and croak like a frog
all the way to that tree.

Ribbit. Ribbit.
Ribbit. Ribbit.

- Hey, can't you jump any higher?
- Ribbit.

Ribbit. Ribbit.

Ribbit.

Ribbit. Ribbit.

All right, my turn.

What's the most
embarrassing thing

that's ever happened to you?

Mm.

I can't think
of anything right now.

You got to.

Well, there...

I'll take the consequence.

- Go for a swim.
- Now?

Right now.

I got to be gettin' home soon.
Please.

No. Stop!

No!

Oh, Matthew.

Uh, um,
just going to get a drink.

Oh, that's all right.
We're, uh, we were...

Right, um, Sully, I brought
the lumber that you wanted,

but I'll -- I'll bring it back.

Uh, no, uh, no.

I'll help you unload it.

Colleen?

Um, I'll be down in a minute.

Colleen?

Where have you been?
How did you get so wet?

- I fell in the creek.
- Creek?

What were you doing there?

Who were you with?

I don't want to talk about it.

You can tell me.

- It's private.
- I won't get angry.

I need privacy,
just like you and Sully do.

Well, that's different.
We're married.

Don't you trust me?

I'd like to,
but you lied to me today.

I didn't lie.

You weren't with Becky.

I saw her in town.

I was gonna go study with her,

but I ran into Alice and Jared
and those kids.

Why couldn't you tell me?

I don't know.

Could you please
just leave me alone?

Let me finish gettin' dressed?

They're gonna help
at Frank's place.

Colleen.

Colleen?

Can you watch the clinic?

I have some letters
I need to post.

Hey, Colleen.

You said
you didn't need me today.

I did?

I could have a free afternoon,
remember?

Well,
if that's what you'd like.

Yeah.

What are you guys doing?

Come here.

You ever noticed how folks look
when they walk out of the bank?

No.

Nervous.

They either got money
in their pockets,

and that makes them nervous,
or they left it all in the bank,

and that really
makes them nervous,

and, sometimes,
they'll even drop a coin.

Last two of 'em did.

- Didn't seem nervous.
- Didn't see him drop anything.

It's always a pleasure,
Dorothy.

Thank you, Mr. Lodge.
Good day.

I'll take that, thank you.

I was gonna give it back.

Of course you were.

I was just pickin' it up
for the lady.

Well,
I'll save you the trouble.

Dorothy, you dropped this.

Thank you.

Why don't you all move
along now?

We like it here.

It's nice.

I don't think my customers
think it's very nice

when you're entertaining
yourselves at their expense.

So, please, why don't you
find a better place

to amuse yourselves?

Why you want to rent a wagon?

For a hay ride.

We've done it before.

We want to do it
ourselves this time.

Yeah, more fun.

We'll pay ya.
We got enough money.

Please, Robert E.?
We'll take real good care of it.

Does Dr. Mike know about this?

I haven't mentioned it yet.

I'm sorry.

Unless one of your folks go
along, I can't let you have it.

I'm so disappointed.

Well, let's pretend
we're on the hay ride then.

Jared, stop it.

Watch what...

Sorry.

Go on.

Come on, go on.
I got work to do.

Colleen.

What are you doin'?

Nothing much.

Looks like your friends
are lookin' for trouble.

We're just having fun.

Problem is you --
you start out having fun,

and you can end up gettin' hurt.

Nobody's gonna get hurt.

Colleen,

you don't got to do anything
you don't feel right about,

even if everybody
else is doin' it.

Please tell Ma
I'll come home later.

Colleen, be careful.

Thanks.

Colleen's gettin' so pretty.

Well, she always was,

but she's startin'
to look more like a young lady.

Well,
she's definitely changing.

It used to be very easy
to talk with her.

But now it seems
she doesn't want to.

Oh, she's just at that age,
tryin' to strike out on her own.

I went through that
with my girls.

It's hard to bear,
but I know one thing.

If you keep the reins
too tight, like I did,

they'll just struggle
and break 'em,

but if you loosen 'em
a little bit,

you might go along all right.

Your family's changin', too.

Bet she doesn't get as much of
your attention as she used to.

I'm afraid that's true.

Sully and I have been
rather absorbed with each other.

There's a shine in your eyes.

- And your skin kind of...
- Oh.

Being married clearly
agrees with you.

I'm surprised.

I didn't have the impression

that it ever
agreed with my mother.

How's that?

Well, she called it
the wifely duty.

At first I was inclined
to agree,

but...well, things improved.

It just gets better.

Do you think most women
find it agreeable?

Sure.

If they're in love, they do.

I think women find
it more agreeable than men do.

I do.

I mean, men
don't want to know it.

It would just vex them.

You're still
in the honeymoon stage.

Enjoy it 'cause
it ain't gonna last forever.

I don't think so.

I mean, I -- I don't think
it has to end.

No, but it just gets different,
that's all.

Sort of gets to be part
of the day's routine,

like brushing your teeth.

Brushing your teeth?

Oh, it's very good.

Thanks.

But I think you can make
your opinions a little clearer.

How do you mean?

I'm not quite sure
how you felt about the play.

Did it inspire you,

make you angry,
or leave you completely unmoved?

I don't have to say that.
The Reverend didn't ask us to.

But it would make
your essay stronger.

I'm gonna turn it in like this.

Oh, I'm sure that will be fine,

but I think that you
could do better, don't you?

Well, don't you want
to do your best?

I think it's good
the way it is.

Sorry.

It took longer
than I thought coming back.

It's all right.

You weren't worried?

No.

I'm not worried.

It's just, when you're gone,

all I do is think about you
every moment of the day.

It frightens me.

Why?

It seems that all I want to do
is -- is be with you.

Well, I'm here.

How can people say this is
like brushing your teeth?

Colleen?

Colleen, what are you doing?

I'm writin' in my diary.

Well, come here
and eat some cereal.

Did you get your essay back yet?

Yeah, the Reverend liked it.

Colleen got the highest grade
in the class.

Well, I'm proud of both of you.

This is the paper
you said wasn't good enough.

I said it was fine.

I just thought you could do
even better.

The Reverend gave me an A.

Well, I know how I feel

when I've worked my hardest
and done my best.

I mean, that feels better
than any grade.

For you, maybe,
but I'm not like you.

I don't always want to work
harder than everybody else.

Sometimes I just
want to get my things done

and just go be with my friends.

But you don't understand that.

I understand.

Come on, Brian.
Let's go. We'll be late.

- Bye, Ma, Sully.
- Bye, kids.

Do you have all your homework?

Yes.

I can't seem to say
anything right.

I simply wanted to encourage
her, to bring out her talent.

You gave her something
to think about.

Then why is she turning
against me?

What have I done wrong?

Nothin'.

We were always so close.

Maybe that's the problem.

Beg your pardon?

She's got to step
out of your shadow.

It's a mighty tall shadow.

I wasn't aware
that she was in my shadow.

She is, just
by bein' your daughter.

So, what do I do?

There's nothing to do, except
live through it and be patient.

I won.

No, you didn't.

- You cheated.
- No.

Well, only a little.

Well, hello there.

Hey, Brian.

- What you doin'?
- Nothin'.

Where's Colleen?

Off with those kids.

You done your homework?

I didn't have any.

Something wrong?

No.

You don't seem
like your usual self.

You sad about something?

You feeling left out?

I -- I could speak
with Colleen.

No. I don't want to be
with those kids.

Well, would you like
to take a walk with us?

You don't want me along.

Sure we do.

You don't care about us
anymore.

Brian, what makes you say that?

You don't help me with my
schoolwork like you used to.

You've always got your door
closed.

Brian,
I know things are different,

but some things haven't changed
and never will change.

We love you, and we want
to be with you very much.

It don't seem like it.

We do.

In fact, there's a new baby
deer up in the thicket

by the oak trees.

I bet you if you're real quiet,
you can get a look at it.

I don't care.

Come on, she's real pretty.

And she's not scared
of folks yet.

You might even get
her to lick your hand.

- She won't.
- She might.

What do you say we walk up
and take a look at her?

Now?

Yeah.

May I come, too?

It's up to Brian.

Let's all go.

Good.

All right, it's clear.

Come on, Colleen.

I can't do that.

Oh, sure you can.

I'm afraid of heights.

It -- It ain't that high.

- Come on, Colleen.
- Jump.

You won't get hurt, I swear.

Don't look down.

Wasn't that fun?

Yeah.

I don't want to jump.
I'm going to climb down.

Watch me.

Whoo-hoo!

Whoo-hoo!

- Come on, Becky.
- It's not that hard.

We'll catch ya.

Ah! Help! Ah!

Come on.

- Ah!
- Come on.

Get up.

Oh, my gosh!

Ah!

Easy, easy.

- It's all right, Becky.
- Yeah, you did good.

I told you
I didn't want to do that.

Just catch your breath.
It's over.

I want to go home.

Come on, Becky.
Don't be a baby.

Hey, just let her go.

Becky's one of those girls
who, uh -- who's got no spunk.

She's not like you, Colleen.
You got fire in ya.

I bet you
Colleen'll like the races.

- Paul.
- It's all right to tell her.

- We can trust her.
- Tell me what.

We're going to be having
some races tomorrow night.

You got to swear
you won't tell nobody.

Chicken races.

We're going to run our horses
up to a cliff

and see who can get closest
to the edge before stoppin'.

But why?

You can get hurt,
especially at night.

Horses do not want to fall.

But they can.

Once a while.

That's what makes it fun.

Fun?

I don't think so.

Ah, don't worry.

The girls ain't racin',
just the boys.

I can't.

- If Dr. Mike found out --
- Don't tell her.

Just sneak off.

They're going to race
their horses over a cliff.

Never should've snooped.

I wasn't snooping.

It was just lying there open.

Did you pick it up?

Well, yes.

Diaries are private.

But this is an extreme
situation.

I don't care
if she gets angry with me.

You don't even know
if it's true.

Could have just been
somethin' she was writin'.

It's true.

You better make sure.

So, they're going to race
their horses up to the cliff?

The boys are.

- I don't want to go.
- Then don't.

- What'll I say?
- The truth.

That I'm chicken?

That you think
someone's gonna get hurt.

But I ain't sure.

I wish I'd said that instead
of jumpin' over that roof.

They'll think I'm a baby,
that I got no fire in me.

What do you care?
None of that's true.

Come in.

Colleen, it's come
to my attention

that there are going
to be some races.

Races?

Very dangerous ones,

and some of your friends
are going to be taking part.

- Who told you that?
- It doesn't matter.

These things have a way
of getting around.

Well, I don't know
what you're talking about.

Well, I hope that's true,

and if it is, please forgive me,
but I think that you do know.

What makes you say that?

I don't believe that
these races should take place.

I have no power
over your friends,

but I am your mother,
and I want to make this clear.

You are not to go.

You understand that?

Yes.

Sully?

Hmm?

You were sleeping.
I'm sorry.

It's all right.

What's wrong?

Oh, I don't know.

I was very stern with Colleen.

Sometimes you gotta be.

Hey.

You look like you
could use some holdin'.

Come here.

It's going to be all right.

Any time you need any holding,
you need to just ask.

You don't mind?

Mind?

Well, I was taught
that in -- in certain matters,

a woman shouldn't ask.

She should wait for the man.

You were taught a lot of things
you need pay no attention to.

You truly believe
it's all right?

Truly.

You know what the Cheyenne
ask a young man

who's just taken a wife?

What?

Does she show enthusiasm?

I appreciate your enthusiasm.

How's your horse?

Never failed me.
How bout yours?

Ready to go.
He's done this before.

This is it.
Big Horn Bluff.

It's a long way down.

Why do you have to do this?

We just got to.

All right. Let's take you back
up to the startin' line.

Everybody, spread out.

All right,
first one to stop is chicken.

Last one to stop is the winner.

You ready?

Ready.

Ready.

Get ready, and go.

Hyah!

Go on, Paul, faster.

Jared, stop, please.

Jared!

You got to help us.
There's been an accident.

- Jared's hurt bad.
- Where?

Big Horn Bluff.
He can't walk.

All right. T-Take it easy.
We'll get Dr. Mike.

- No.
- Why not?

I wasn't supposed to be there.

Please,
can you hitch up your wagon?

Colleen, if somebody's hurt,
we need Dr. Mike.

She told me not to go.
I don't know what she'll do.

She'll help Jared.

- Are there other kids out there?
- Yeah.

Is anybody else hurt?

No, but I'm scared.
If she finds out...

Listen.
I'll tell Dr. Mike, all right.

You take the wagon
and go back to the Bluff,

and you have the kids help you
bring Jared back to the clinic.

All right?

Put him on the table.
Be careful with his arm.

I'm afraid
you've dislocated your shoulder,

and some bad gashes --
they'll need stitches.

Can I help?

We'll need to stop
the bleeding first,

and then we
can set the shoulder.

Can you bend your ankle?

The other one?

Try lifting your leg
off the table just a little.

The other one.

You're lucky, Jared.
Nothing appears to be broken.

It's going to hurt
when I set the shoulder,

but it should only be
for a few seconds.

Think you can tolerate it?

Otherwise we'll give
you some chloroform.

I can take it.

Matthew, Sully,
can you hold him?

What are you gonna do?

Best way
to realign the shoulder

is to put your heel
in his armpit,

and you grasp the forearm.

Everyone ready?

Jared, take a deep breath.

Aaaah!

There we are.

We'll need to make you a sling.

Gonna need to rest your arm
for at least 5 weeks

so the ligaments can heal.

Colleen, suture.

You can get started on his leg,
and I'll do the shoulder.

We're finished now.

He's going to be all right.

He's resting.
You can take him home soon.

I guess I'll be gettin'
on to work.

Thanks, Matthew.

You were lucky.

I know.

Colleen, I'll take you home.

But I have school.

You don't have to go
if you're tired.

No, I want to.

I'll drive you.

You're going to have
to talk to her sometime.

She's gotta be so mad.

Might as well face it,
get it over with.

After school.

Oh, there you are.

Dorothy?

Well, I -- I had an appointment

for you to check
me this morning.

You did?

Well,
we can do it another time.

No, I remember now.

You look bone-tired.

Oh, I'll be fine.
I'll just wash my face.

No, now -- now wait a minute.

Come over here, lie down.

Come on, lie down for a while.

You've had quite a time.

There.

Now, there you are.

Well, I don't know
what got into those young folks.

Did you know Colleen was going?

I specifically told her not to.
She just snuck out.

This is not like her.

I'm afraid Sully and I
weren't paying much attention.

Well, you're newlyweds.

The others are suffering.

Brian feels left out.

He thinks that we
don't care about him,

and Colleen's been
lying and sneaking,

things she's never did before.

You're going through
an adjustment, that's all.

There's more than enough love
to go around.

Maybe there's something
wrong with me.

Wrong?

Well, the more I'm with Sully,
the more I want to be.

Sometimes it's difficult for me
to concentrate on anything else.

Do you think that's natural?

Of course it's natural.

Oh, Michaela,

you're joining together with
a man you love, body and soul.

That's why the Almighty
brought you together.

There's a time for everything,

and this is the time for you
to find joy with each other.

- You think so?
- I know so.

I know so.

Sleep.

Hello, Colleen.

Ma.

You must be very tired.

Well, would you like
to have a nap before supper

or perhaps a hot bath?

I know you're angry with me.

Not anymore.

But last night...

You made a decision,
and it proved to be unwise.

I've made my share
of unwise decisions.

I'm afraid that's the way
we learn.

What are you sayin'?

I'm saying that I think
that you're old enough

to know
when you've made a mistake,

old enough to decide things
for yourself,

old enough to be trusted.

I want to trust you.

Oh, Ma, I only
went 'cause you told me not to.

I knew it wasn't right,

but I didn't listen
to my own judgment.

Then you've learned
something very important.

Will you forgive me?

Of course.

There's...something
that I must tell you.

What's that?

When I was gathering
your laundry from your room,

I read your diary.

My dairy?
That's private.

No, it's wrong.

That's how you knew
about the races?

It's not something
that I'm proud of,

and I promise
that I'll never do it again.

Will you forgive me?

That's all right, Ma.

I love you.

I love you, too.

Did you read him his book?

He went right to sleep.

He always does.

Almost fell asleep myself.

It's been a long day.

I don't know about you,
but I could use some holdin'.

Come here.

You don't mind me askin'?

Mind?

I appreciate your enthusiasm.