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Everyone has limits
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invisible lines that do not want to cross
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lines that they create to feel safe and secure with who they are
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When you fall in love these lines often become diffuse
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you expand the limits
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you take risks
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you challenge your own conventions
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But can those risks strengthen you or maybe destroy you?
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It's something you can know only after the fact
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Sometimes we do not realize how much we change when we are in a relationship
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until we take a break and reflect on who we're used to being
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My sister Nadia has been married for three years with Ray
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and while on the surface they used to exist as that typical couple from the suburbs with an undefined occupation
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even they evolved at least a little bit as they used to be
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Nadia and Ray who had previously silently judged my relationship
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now they were willing to open up and share, in their own version, my lifestyle
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- I just do not understand how to tie and spank someone is not an abuse
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- Nothing is considered an abuse if it is consensual
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- And what about those people who hang from their backside begging for injuries in the ass
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- It's not about that really
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- Yes, I've seen those videos and you know what I'm talking about
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- Yes, they are quite horrible
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Exact! Mature!
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- If you were trying to understand BDSM, you would not use those videos as a guide
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- How is this exciting? Do not you want a normal relationship?
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Ah was that word again: "Normal"
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It did not bother me anymore. Although I loved my relationship and everything that meant
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I knew that neither Ray nor Nadia could understand the darkness and intensity in her
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So I tried to put the simple things
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innocent, acceptable
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I told you about the excitement of losing control
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how much anticipated emotion existed in getting out of the predictable patterns of modern sex
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How to add a mask or ropes could fully enhance a sexual experience
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I told them that BDSM was not just spanking or punishing or that dark side they imagined
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that there was a complex world from which everyone could take a portion and find a way to enjoy it
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- Do you want to cover my eyes?
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- Sure you want to do this?
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- yes
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- I know that was something ...
- Different
- I love it, we have to repeat it
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- so!
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- Ryan and I did some BDSM last night
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-I'm totally amazed!
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- I fully understand your relationship, so no more prejudices
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I'm glad you have fun
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Thank you
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It was expected that Nadia would understand my lifestyle superficially
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so as to make it acceptable to her
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Sometimes people can only keep that ... the superficial
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what he could not see was that my world was not only strings and masks
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but a mental and bodily experience in which I existed, lived and breathed
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as the submissive of Mr. Friedrich
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Our part-time agreement evolved into a full-time one
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and we moved together a few months ago
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we face it just like our initial agreement, assigning tasks
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"I will always submit to him even when he is not present"
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"every morning I will find the outfit that I should wear hanging in the bathroom"
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"I will use only what is provided to me even when there are things that are not provided to me"
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No bra?
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My God ...
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"every day, practice submission to him in any way that comes up"
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"the training will be constant and as often as possible"
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"happen at any time, day or night"
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"Not only will you play the role ...
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"I will become one with him"
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"take care of my body to make sure I'm in the best possible shape"
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"A healthy body balances a healthy mind"
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"He will do what he asks to develop my skills"
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I'm impressed
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"Accept any challenge no matter the level of difficulty"
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Stay still, do not move
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I'm trying
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Do you want me to punish you?
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This is like a kind punishment
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No, this is a harsh punishment!
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"the punishments will be intense"
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"but only as often as it is safe"
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"And as before, if something becomes very difficult ..."
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"We always have our keyword: Brand"
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"And even if we live under the same roof it's not a given that we share the bed"
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"and I should always ask permission to sleep with him"
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Not tonight
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"my body is of him to do what he pleases"
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- Can I have some water please?
- Yes
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"and he's always in control of my orgasms"
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"If I want to end after some sexual activity, I must ask permission"
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- Have I ever denied it to you?
- do not
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You will have it, but not tonight
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"When the time comes, I will enjoy my orgasms"
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"I must not conternerme, I should not leave anything on the table"
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"As our relationship progresses, you must exhibit confidence in both"
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"in Mr. Friedrich and in myself"
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"and understand that I will present challenges"
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"that will expand the emotional and physical limits of my barriers"
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"And there may come a time when my task includes sex with other people"
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Wait ... What?
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Keep reading
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"And there may come a time when my task includes sex with other people"
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"as a complement to our relationship and not as a complication"
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But I do not want to be with anyone other than you
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I thought we would move together to be closer, not to be further away
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Are you bored with me?
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On the contrary, I was never so enthralled by t
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And why do you put this in the contract?
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I find that you are discovering yourself as someone very sexy
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New experiences will help you to have more confidence
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They involve risk and vulnerability
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Well I must say no to that
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I do not want to be with anyone else
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And this is not subject to negotiation
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"not subject to negotiation", you said that before
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But this time it's like that
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- Come on, you never fantasized about being with another man?
- Do not!
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you're lying
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Would you make it so uncomfortable talking about this if not?
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Did you ever enjoy being with another woman?
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It would be incredibly unnatural to say no to that
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Really?
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Emma, I'm not looking for something else outside of our relationship
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but I am human, I am a sexual being
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This is not about me, it's about t
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And why should I have experiences without you?
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You should not do anything you do not want to do
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I just want you to be open to new experiences
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I already said it before, you are in complete control of what you do, I only suggest
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stand up
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stop on the other side of the room
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close your eyes
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Now I want you to imagine how it would be ..
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be with another man
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imagine it and do it are very different things
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Do not contradict me, close your eyes
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I want you to imagine someone who attracts you
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someone we both know
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I want you to imagine how you would touch it, how you would smell it
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and while you imagine it I want you to masturbate for me
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I can not do this
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Emma, you can do it, you can go wherever you want
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close your eyes
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Imagine how you touch it
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Who are you thinking of?
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I do not know
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tell me
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Shane
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The new guy from the office
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Well, keep hitting
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and pi rdete in the fantasy
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Why Shane?
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- I do not know
- Do not hold back Emma
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Go with the fantasy, I'm not judging you, your sexuality is exciting
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He looks so innocent, as if he had never done anything wrong
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as if begging to be corrupted
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All right
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I wonder if it's like me
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living under false pretenses
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but in the background it's ... incredibly deeper inside
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How would he be with him? How would you touch?
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He would have the initiative, he would fight to have control
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I would not have ... erotic ... until ...
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And how would I have sex with you?
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it would take me from behind ..
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In your shell, or in your ass?
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mmm ... in my ass
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I remember when this was not subject to negotiation
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..Yes...
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I want you to pretend that I am l
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Show me how you touch it
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Do not hold back
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- Who's doing this to you?
- You are t
- And who am I?
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... Shane ...
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..If Emma ...
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I waited this a long time, did not you?
mm ... yes ..
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Where do you want me to put my cock?
... inside me ...
si?
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Where do you want me to put it? In your ass?
..if please ... please fuck me in the ass ...
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Oh yes, it feels so good ...
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p rate cotra the table
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never be ashamed of your fantasies Emma
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They are part of what makes you so beautiful
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- Here are the complete files, any questions mol stame and see what I can do with my agenda
- Clear
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even when I knew that I would not feel comfortable having sex with someone other than Mr. Friedrich
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I felt a tingling just imagine it
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but imagining things is always safer than doing them
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- Testing BDSM was the biggest mistake of my life
- What happened?
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Ray wants to make a trip now
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I told him I would not go so far
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I love my home but putting myself in that sexual situation is only for your benefit
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Maybe he thought it was for your benefit, maybe I thought you would enjoy it
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I can not believe you say that, are you kidding?
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men do that, they make you believe it's because of you but it's always for themselves
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wait for you to say yes and then go for more
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one day BDSM, the other day a trio, four from here to a month
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I do not think Ray is trying to deceive you like that
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I'm just marking the limits: not the trios, not other people
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Nadia's arguments to close the door to other people in their relationship
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they made me question my own reasons for doing the same
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Did she have a reason?
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Is not mentioning other people always negative?
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Why can not we have everything?
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A close connection with a person and the freedom to enjoy others
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Mr. Friedrich and I interpreted roles and different scenarios all the time
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But was there room to erase that line between fantasy and reality?
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Can I ask you something?
can
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Why does it excite you of my sexuality?
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because it is always evolving
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he is never in neutral
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there is always a point at which to stop
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Not always. You have done things with me that you never thought you would do
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like the other night
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Did you enjoy it?
it scared me ... it excited me
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Then there is space to play ...
But I do not want to play
Of course I know
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I need to see you in my office
Ah, I'm going
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It does not sound very good
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Take this paper and write the following words
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"You know he masturbated me thinking about you last night"
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Seriously?
Write it
oh
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fact
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Those are your palanras, not the others
And what does that mean?
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I want you to take that note in hand to Shane Kevington, on your part
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What? I do not think it's ... appropriate
Are you disobeying me?
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No ... I just do not think it's something I should do
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You are not doing anything, you just take a note
but we work together
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Do it now
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Are you okay?
Yes, I only had a few questions about a report
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Yes, it can be intimidating at times
Do not tell me
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Although I knew it was in my power to tell Mr. Friedrich that she was uncomfortable with certain tasks
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I wanted to prove to myself that I could overcome despite my fears
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Every day my limits were put to the test more and more
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Did you ever think about catching me?
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I can not tell you that
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write it
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All the time
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Tell him "my crotch is getting wet now"
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You're "wetting my crotch now"
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Give him your panties then
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Thank you
There is nothing
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"One day I'm going to fuck you, honestly ... Emma"
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Will he do it?
That depends exclusively on t
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I did not give the message to Shane that day because when I returned to the office, something unexpected happened that made me tremble in the deepest
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Can I help you with something?
Yes, I would like to see Mr. Friedrich
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Are you waiting for her?
Yes, you can tell Audrina Whitmen here to see it
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Just a moment
Thank you
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Audrina ... A name that Mr. Friedrich had mentioned a few years ago.
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Audrina was her first submissive
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She ended the relationship when lifestyle became too complicated to handle
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Why was he here? What was he doing?
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He said he was waiting for her
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He never told me
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He never told me how beautiful she was, how feminine, great ...
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... of his perfect body
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Hey! my secret admirer! I'll go to lunch, do you want to come?
Do not!
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I do not want to have lunch with you!
okey
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I tried to take my fears to the side of the road
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To trust Mr. Friedrich as he asked me
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Peo was shaking since his break-in
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funny as a simple moment can change everything completely
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My mind took over, filled with bumps
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tortured me with images, sounds and words that may or may not have been said
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That is the problem of imagination
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It's not always a good thing
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My imagination began to poison me with photographs, images, sounds
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experiences between Mr. Friedrich and Audrina created by my mind
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they were so vivid, raw and painful that I started to take them as true
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You did not complete your homework today
I know
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Why not?
I forgot
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In the time that you took from my office to yours ... did you forget?
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You know what that means
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I wanted to say something, but I was lost
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consumed by thoughts about her and about every possible fear of my mind
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I was afraid to tell him what he had seen, what he thought
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terrified that my fears were a warning
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terrified that they were not and that he would be angry to doubt
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So for a while, I got inside
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and he expelled him
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The more I worried, the more I failed him
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You are not enjoying this
Yes I am
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Do not lie to me
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I'm ready five minutes ago Emma, you're late
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I was touching bottom
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I had built a wall around me and could not find the exit
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That is not what I had chosen for you
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It did not take me long to start moving away from me
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which of course gave more space to my imagination
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as the days passed, I paid less attention
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there were fewer tasks, fewer punishments
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It was the form of his silence that worried me
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But when I tried to reach him, he was already a million miles from me.
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Can I sleep with you tonight?
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Mr.Friedrich ...
Tonight, not Emma
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And earlier than later
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I realized that I had fallen into a masochistic relationship with myself
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I wanted to get out of it desperately but ..
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it was not until he started disappearing at night and sometimes in the early morning
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that I realized that I had lost it
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Then, I was going to wait three months, but since you're here ...
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I'm pregnant
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What?
You should not say "congratulations"
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Congratulations ... I just thought that Ray and you had problems
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As the last time we spoke, he had asked you for a trio ...
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Oh, so this is what he meant by a trio
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Very funny Emma, you know
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Sometimes people have problems in their relationships and do their best to fix them
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Guess what, I did it so I lost by trying
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Maybe Nadia was right
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maybe doing what was necessary could still save what he had lost with Mr. Friedrich
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That's why I followed him that morning
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I did not want to go to this extreme, but I had to find out what was going on
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I had to fight for the only thing that had made sense in my life
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He arrived at a duplex and entered through the front door
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I was beginning to fear that my worst fears about him and Audrina were true
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that this was his apartment and that by failing me as submissive he would find someone better for the role
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My head told me to run
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but my heart forced me to stay
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I did not invite you here
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I know
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And what are you doing here?
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01:16:59 --> 01:17:03
I do not want to get angry but I was following you these last days
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I'm worried
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About what?
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I know Audrina went to see you the other day
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since then things have been different between us
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Something has changed ... I'm afraid
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And what do you want to know?
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I want to know why she went to see you
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And if you've been seeing it since then
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And why do you run away in the night and in the morning?
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And why do not you give me tasks
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Did not you care anymore?
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Do you trust me?
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Yes
No, just think for a minute ... do you confide in me?
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I try ... is that ...
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I'm afraid that I'm losing control
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control is what weakens you
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the power is always in letting go
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You know I should punish you for this
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01:18:12 --> 01:18:17
Audrina came to see me because she wanted to start over
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I did not tell you because it was an insignificant exchange between two people who once helped each other
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But have you been talking to her ever since?
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01:18:30 --> 01:18:33
No, that would have been inappropriate
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01:18:34 --> 01:18:38
That agreement was finished before I met you
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01:18:39 --> 01:18:42
And the reason why I've been disappearing at night and in the morning
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it was to come here
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and build this place
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01:18:48 --> 01:18:51
a safe place to expand our limits
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01:18:53 --> 01:18:54
I was working hard
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01:18:55 --> 01:18:58
to give you a place to breathe freely
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01:18:58 --> 01:19:03
I know that being submissive 24 hours a day seven days a week is a challenge
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And it's not for anyone
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And that's why I want to have a part-time arrangement with you again
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01:19:12 --> 01:19:13
Do not!
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01:19:14 --> 01:19:16
I do not want a part-time arrangement
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I can do this...
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Emma, it's not a failure, we're re-establishing limits
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please, let me touch you
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but that would not be a true punishment, would it?
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01:19:44 --> 01:19:46
He left and he left me ah
353
01:19:46 --> 01:19:51
not only to punish me but to give me the freedom to think about what he had said
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I knew that he was right
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01:19:54 --> 01:19:59
I was not made to be a full-time submissive and there was nothing wrong with that
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01:19:59 --> 01:20:05
Sometimes to get close, you have to separate a bit
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01:20:05 --> 01:20:06
to breathe
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to have the space to appreciate the good things as they are
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and in the minutes and the hours that it took me to do it
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I waited for him
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01:20:16 --> 01:20:23
with anticipatory excitement inside me, because I knew I would come back for m
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01:20:38 --> 01:20:41
How bad have you behaved?
Very bad
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01:20:42 --> 01:20:44
Pray
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Please ... please Mr. Friedrich
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01:20:56 --> 01:20:58
Please, Mr. Friedrich, put your hands on me
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Please ... See me ...
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01:21:05 --> 01:21:08
please put your mouth in my ...
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01:21:08 --> 01:21:09
please put your fingers inside me
369
01:21:30 --> 01:21:32
please ... I want your cock
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01:22:19 --> 01:22:20
please let me try it ...
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01:28:28 --> 01:28:29
take off the shackles
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01:42:49 --> 01:42:52
Please stop doubting me
I'm not perfect
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01:42:52 --> 01:42:56
I do not expect you to be
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01:43:15 --> 01:43:22
It was amazing how coming back to a part-time arrangement encouraged my desire to be a perfect submissive
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01:43:22 --> 01:43:24
three days a week was only Emma
376
01:43:24 --> 01:43:28
enjoying time with my sister and doing the things that she liked
377
01:43:28 --> 01:43:35
enjoying time for myself, doing what I like and taking my own decisions in my opinion
378
01:43:35 --> 01:43:37
and the remaining four days ...
379
01:43:37 --> 01:43:40
it was Emma, the submissive of Mr. Friedrich
380
01:43:40 --> 01:43:46
where each experience was a challenge to my will and my limits
381
01:43:55 --> 01:44:00
new toys and sensations were introduced which gave rise to a new confidence
382
01:44:04 --> 01:44:07
and little by little my confidence grew
383
01:44:07 --> 01:44:10
and not only in our relationship but in myself
384
01:44:10 --> 01:44:16
I became a more free spirit trusting me and my instincts
385
01:44:17 --> 01:44:21
and eventually inner peace inundated me
386
01:44:21 --> 01:44:25
and opened me completely to new experiences
387
01:44:34 --> 01:44:37
I completed my task
388
01:44:38 --> 01:44:40
What task? it's your free day
389
01:44:41 --> 01:44:45
the note for Shane ... he gave it to her
390
01:44:49 --> 01:44:52
I want it to be somewhere else, not in our house
Ok
391
01:44:52 --> 01:44:58
I do not want things to overlap, somewhere where our things do not touch
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01:44:58 --> 01:45:02
- a hotel room
- exact
393
01:45:02 --> 01:45:05
that can be fixed
394
01:45:06 --> 01:45:10
and I want you to assure me that this will not change anything between us
395
01:45:15 --> 01:45:17
I can not do that Emma
396
01:45:17 --> 01:45:21
Of course this will change things
397
01:45:21 --> 01:45:24
will be a new territory for both
398
01:45:24 --> 01:45:27
a moment, have you never done it before?
Do not
399
01:45:28 --> 01:45:32
This is me trying to leave my comfort zone too
400
01:45:32 --> 01:45:35
Really?
really
401
01:45:38 --> 01:45:41
Do you think this will change what you feel for us?
402
01:45:41 --> 01:45:43
Or about me?
403
01:45:43 --> 01:45:46
I'll just make you love you more
404
01:45:51 --> 01:45:54
I do not want you to look at me weird on Monday morning ok?
405
01:45:54 --> 01:46:00
- Did I do it when you gave me those notes, or when you gave me your panties?
- do not
406
01:46:01 --> 01:46:03
I would not worry
407
01:46:04 --> 01:46:08
- This is just sex so it's not like ...
- I get it
408
01:46:09 --> 01:46:11
really, I understand
409
01:46:12 --> 01:46:15
Do we see each other then?
see you tonight
410
01:46:23 --> 01:46:27
When he got home Mr. Friedrich had chosen the perfect outfit
411
01:46:27 --> 01:46:30
Something that will fit in a special occasion
412
01:46:30 --> 01:16:33
because this situation was
413
01:46:33 --> 01:46:41
I combed my hair, put on makeup and dressed as best I could to embrace the excitement that grew within me.
414
01:46:48 --> 01:46:50
What is this?
415
01:46:51 --> 01:46:55
Just a little "something" that I want you to use tonight
416
01:47:06 --> 01:47:09
"W" by William
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01:47:10 --> 01:47:15
William Friedrich, my great teacher, my closest friend
418
01:47:15 --> 01:47:19
my only love
419
01:47:24 --> 01:47:30
when we arrived we were all very nervous, including Mr. Friedrich
420
01:47:30 --> 01:47:36
How can someone go through a situation so completely confident?
421
01:47:36 --> 01:47:44
- Shane, have you done something like that before?
- No, not like this
422
01:47:44 --> 01:47:48
we did not either
423
01:47:49 --> 01:47:50
None of the two?
424
01:47:50 --> 01:47:55
- I say you look pretty comfy
- to you too
425
01:47:55--> 01:47:59
What do you think if she becomes more comfortable?
426
01:48:00 --> 01:48:03
sure he's been thinking about t
427
01:48:04 --> 01:48:08
We took our time, it was not easy to do it
428
01:48:08 --> 01:48:14
we drank wine, champaigne ... we laughed
429
01:48:23 --> 01:48:32
And then I felt Shane's eyes on me, testing the right moment to make a move
430
01:49:14 --> 01:49:16
b salo
431
01:50:00 --> 01:50:02
- Do what you want
- tell me...
432
01:50:05 --> 01:50:08
undress your tits, show them
433
01:50:32 --> 01:50:35
Put them in your mouth
434
01:50:49 --> 01:50:52
Do you like it?
435
02:17:59 --> 02:18:03
I woke up in the morning in a new reality
436
02:18:03 --> 02:18:09
I crossed the line that I had drawn so strongly some weeks ago.
437
02:18:10 --> 02:18:14
The world I thought I fit in had changed
438
02:18:14 --> 02:18:19
But the important thing ... remained the same
439
02:18:20 --> 02:18:24
Not all limits must be transferred by all
440
02:18:24 --> 02:18:29
Some people prefer the security of doing what is expected of them
441
02:18:29 --> 02:18:35
to keep their lives in subtle comfort ... and it's fine
442
02:18:35 --> 02:18:42
but for others, the limits are to be erased, expanded, crossed
443
02:18:42 --> 02:18:46
because for some people life is not about being in comfort
444
02:18:46 --> 02:18:52
it's about being free ...
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