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- It's not all "friend."
You know what I mean? So...

- You're a little bit more
than a friend.

- Hey, Gavin, I know you were
questioning if I was the one,

and now the question stands
the same for me.

- You always tell me that
actions speak louder than words,

and I have carried myself with
nothing but dignity and respect

from day one, and I really wish
I could say the same for you.

- [ crying ]

- I've transformed into a woman

that I didn't think
was possible,

and I wake up a happier person
every day because of that,

so I wanna thank you
for bringing me here,

and I don't regret anything.

- She's happy without me.

[ sobbing ] What the ----?

***

* You're not gonna tempt me *

* You'll never forget me *

* You're not gonna tempt me,
oh *

* Oh, oh, oh *

* You're not gonna tempt me *

* You'll never forget me *

[ whispers ]
You're not gonna tempt me.

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Los Angeles Distribution
and Broadcasting, Inc.

* I once loved a girl *

* But she don't love me
anymore *

***

* And the pain,
it comes in waves *

* Like it's washing me up
off the shore *

***

[ foot tapping ]

- [ sobbing ]

* I know I drove you crazy *

[ continues sobbing ]

* Sometimes you even hate me *

* But, baby *

* I thought we had something *

* Was I wrong, was it nothing?

* Was it just in my head? *

I watched the video, and...

I'm hoping things that I said
strike something in Ashley

and make her remember
what we had.

- Where's Casey?

- But I'm trying to figure out
some sort of understanding

and trying to think
of what our future is,

and it's like I just need time
to process everything

at my own speed.

[ exhales deeply ]

So this is what she said.
She said--

She looked super happy.

I know in my video,
I was not very happy at all.

- Mm-hmm.
- And then she said,

"Thank you for taking me here.
I have no regrets."

- That was it?
- And that was it.

No "I love you."
No "I miss you."

Like roles completely reversed.

She couldn't go a single day
without me,

and now, like,
she's not there and me,

like, I can't handle myself.

I wake up every morning
feeling like shit.

I regret taking her here.

- I let her down.
I-I told her I wouldn't

disrespect our relationship,
and... [ sighs ]

- I just pray that
their ears are open,

because there's a message
within those clips,

but then there's a huge gap
that's missing.

* We are half ghosts *

***

* They couldn't find us *

***

* Let 'em go *

- Hey.

***

* Let them go *

Like, seeing him makes me
just, like, feel that connection

even through the freakin' iPad.

- Really?
- Like, this is my person.

- Mm.
- So how did your messages go?

- He hopes that I am
experiencing personal growth

like he is,
but what I'm seeing is so bad

that even if he's having
personal growth,

like, it doesn't matter.

So I feel like he's just filling
that 30-second clip

with words that are fluff
to make me feel better,

hoping that maybe I didn't see
the worst of the worst,

'cause someone who loves you
doesn't do what you just did.

- Do that, yeah.
- What about you?

- Oh, well, basically
Gavin message was saying

that, um, he grew a lot
as a person, too.

But my issue with that is,
you may have matured

from the guy you were,
but, like, are you mature

to the woman I am?
- Exactly!

- That part.
- Freakin' exactly.

Mine was literally just crying
the whole time,

saying he realized
that he needed to be with me,

which is kind of bullshit.

Casey sitting in that hot tub
with the girl, saying,

"I just told her I loved her,
and if Ashley broke up with me,

"then I'd be fine. I'd be fine.

I'd just go back to ----ing
whoever I wanted"--

that was my breaking point.

If you actually did love me,
you wouldn't have said that.

- Yeah.
- And then why are you trying

to, like, kind of propose to me
through a frickin' iPad?

- I guess that's New Age stuff,
huh?

- Yeah, New Age stuff.
[ laughter ]

* I'm gonna hit my stride *

* Something special
burns inside *

* I'm alive *

* It feels so right,
it's a new beginning *

- With what you know,
you still wanna marry her?

- Yeah, and it sucks.
Waking up is a nightmare to me.

My girlfriend's cheated on me,
and there's still no one here

that I would have pursued
any further romantically.

***

- You literally just bashed us
right here.

- I didn't.
What did I say that bashed you?

- You said, "Waking up here
every day is a nightmare."

- Is a nightmare.
- So how could you think--

- I'm in my dreams, and it's
me and my girlfriend,

and I wake up here, and she's
not here. It's a nightmare.

- This is a nightmare for me,
having someone sit, and I tell--

I tell you personal things
about me and my life,

and then you literally sit here
and say that, like,

none of us even matter.
- I never said that.

I said I don't have
a romantic connection.

You're only mad because
you wish I did, and I don't.

I do not have anything
with any of these girls.

It's just what it is.

I would throw up from having sex
with any girl here.

I wouldn't feel it,
and it would feel wrong to me,

because I don't want it.

It would disgust me.

Rachel and Payton--
I think they're both awesome,

but romantically,
it's not there for me.

I talked to Rachel. She's, like,
super, super awesome.

Of course I'd be friends
with her outside of here.

But, like, she understands,
yeah, it's just friends.

But you, I feel, like,
get mad at me when--

- Do you know me?
Do you know me at all?

- I know the--I know the you
that we've all learned

from this point on.
- Okay.

- And I know a little bit,
you know,

of, you know, a little bit
of details of your life, but...

- We've had
hour-long conversations.

I think that Casey's mind
was not open,

nor do I feel like he cares
about anyone else's feelings.

I feel like if he wanted to be
in a fairy tale,

then he should have stayed
at home.

- I don'tknow you.

- Okay.

***

- I don't know.
I'm a little confused.

Everything I've seen
her talk about are things

that she's already voiced to me.
- Mm-hmm.

- So I haven't witnessed
any new complaints necessarily.

- Have you taken the time
while you're here

to actually, like,
listen to those complaints

and, like, analyze and think
to yourself,

"Why does she feel this way?"

- I feel like I've definitely
taken into consideration

stuff that I may have not
considered before.

I at least know some
of my issues now,

being more sensitive,
not being as sarcastic.

I'm learning to be more
open-minded

to other people's view
on what love is.

I can't love someone
the way I want to love them.

I've gotta love them
the way they need to be loved.

* Whoa, whoa *

* I won't stop, won't stop *

* Whoa, whoa *

- He was "crying"
the whole time,

but, like, there was no tears,

and he was like,
"Yeah, I've seen some things

"that you've done,
and I forgive you,

and I love you, and I miss you."

It's like,
"Then why the ----, like...

You brought me here."

I was being so faithful to him
that he doesn't even

----ing realize, and now--
now that he sees me

with somebody else...

- He's trying to win you back
at the end.

- Mm-hmm. Like, he looked upset.
But--

- Of course he's gonna be upset.

But that's beside the point.
Does he forget what he said?

- I don't know.

- She's a great girl.

There's a possibility
that she may, in the end,

no matter what happens,
just go running back to Casey

because it's the easiest thing.

I feel like I'm being vulnerable
right now,

but it's, like, kind of nervous
and exciting at the same time.

- And I said in my video,
"I don't regret anything."

* Something real *

* Will leave me warm *

* No matter where *

* I go *

* I just want someone
I can call my own *

* I want something real *

* Don't steal somebody's girl
even if you're better-looking *

* But oh-whey-oh,
but oh-whey-oh *

***

- Timber!

The arc, the arc...boom.

* But oh-whey-oh,
but-oh-whey-oh *

- Good move, good move.
Today's date number five.

I had a very tough decision,
actually.

Do I choose Payton, or do
I choose Rachel for this date?

And with Rachel and I, it's just
a little bit different,

a little bit easier,
and we don't really butt heads.

And I'm gonna be present
to try to make Rachel

also have a good time
and not just be

the downer on this date.

- Oh!
- Already?!

- Who's jumping in the pool
naked?

- [ chuckles ]
- Naked. You are.

- You having fun?
- I am.

I'm glad you took me
out on this date. [ giggles ]

- How are you feeling
about everything?

- Like, I feel good
with what we have,

but it is weird that
you haven't kissed me yet,

however, you've already kissed
other girls.

- I know. I know. I'd be lying
if I said I didn't want to.

It's just...I just have

so many different, like,
emotions, you know?

- Yeah.
- Once that kiss happens,

then, like, it's literally like
everything with Kate

is, like, done, 'cause I know
where that goes after it.

You know? Like, you and I kiss,
and then, like,

in my opinion,
you and I would be a thing,

and, like, we'd be together.

Kate's relationship is the most

important thing to me,
obviously,

and that video
that she sent to me yesterday

doesn't change the way
I feel about that.

But at the same time, being here
and try to embrace being single

and trying
to not suppress emotions

is something I came here
not to do.

And if I suppress my emotions
and how I feel about Toneata,

then I feel like that's wrong
for both of us.

- So you think
you'll ever kiss me?

- I think--I think so.

- You think so?

* Oceans of love *

- [ sighs ]
- What's up?

- I just wanna know where you
kinda stand, like,

I don't know, sometimes
I don't feel appreciated.

Or I--like--
- With me?

- I don't know.
Do you see, like, I try

or I'm trying to meet you
halfway or I open up a bit?

- I mean...
- Do you?

- I feel really bad.
I don't wanna cause you, like,

any type of stress
while you're here.

And I feel like I've been
doing that.

[ laughs ] I just feel so bad
about it.

- With Medinah, you know,
my connection is definitely,

you know, growing,

but it's kinda shifting
in a different way.

I mean, although there's
a romantic connection there,

I don't know how much longer
I'm gonna be able to continue

going back and forth
with Medinah,

and, you know,
I have a girlfriend,

and I'm not exactly over her.

So you not gonna help me up?
Damn!

- [ laughs ] Sorry.

- So you--you was just
gon' walk off. All right.

* She will break your heart,
she a heartbreaker *

* She don't ever stop,
she's a thug chaser *

* She put in all the time *

- Hey, you guys.

- [ all cheering ]

- Cheers!
- Whoo!

- This journey is coming
to an end.

Kate is playing it very safe.
She has a connection with me,

and we are both very attracted
to each other.

But we'll see if we can go
past the friendship phase.

- I usually act
on my attraction,

but it's never, like,
worked out well in the past.

Like, when you jump
from one thing to the next,

like, it feels good
for a second, and then...

but then, like, the next day,
you're like...hmm, really?

I don't wanna have that regret
of, like, oh, shit.

I'm not sure if I trust
my own feelings

and my own judgment right now.
I have to just make sure it's

really something there
between us,

of if it really is just
something that's physical

and it's, you know, can't go
any further than that.

We're at summer camp.

We are literally at
adult summer camp right now.

[ laughs ]
- I know. It's crazy, right?

* A heartbreak won't *

* Just won't fit in the moment *

- Oh, hey.

- Like, where are you guys?

- Aw. Hey!
- Welcome back.

- Hi.
- How you guys doing?

- I really cansee myself having
a future with David.

It's just scary because
this is real life,

and he has a girlfriend,
and either way,

someone is going to get hurt
in the process.

***

- I had a good time,
a really good time with you.

- Good. We always have
a good time.

- It's just hard to explain,
like, when you meet somebody

that just kind of, like...

I don't know, just makes you
feel like a certain way,

and, like, I can't really
describe the way

it makes me feel
when I'm around you.

But it's just like--It's, like,
caught me off guard, but...

- Well, good.
- I just can't tell you enough,

like, how strongly I feel
about you.

And I hope you feel
the same way.

- I feel just as strongly
about you, too.

- Why are you giving me
that look again?

- I'm sorry. I can't help it.

- You give me that look,
and I know--

I know exactly what
that look means.

- Yeah? You know what it means?

- Do you--Do you know what
that look means?

- I do.

* There never is a right time *

* But you came
at the perfect time *

* I thought that I was
perfectly fine *

***

* Till there was you *

***

- I'm so happy that I did not
pass up the opportunity

to come on "Temptation Island."

I've met the girl I've been
hoping to meet all my life.

And for the first time,
I was able to see

the true power
of an emotional connection.

I couldn't be more thankful
to meet somebody like Toneata,

and I'm just so happy right now.

Mm-hmm.

- No, definitely won't be
the last one.

***

- As far as, like, my decisions
based on Gavin, the bonfire,

and what I choose to do,
I don't really know.

- Am I bringing awareness
to your relationship?

Am I helping you in that way?

- Of course. You've been
helping me from day one.

And you know, it's good that
he sees that there is someone

who can appreciate me
for who I am

and accept all my flaws and not
be so judgmental on me.

I'm constantly comparing
someone I've known

for a year and a half to someone
I've only known

in a little bit of time.

And I'm just trying to find
a perfect balance in that

in understanding the truth
of how each person

makes me feel individually.

- Where does that leave us,
though?

- I don't know.
Where doesthat leave us?

- [ laughs ]

- I know you have
so many options.

There's so many things
you can do.

- Mm-hmm.
- I'm just, like, hoping that

I'm just--I'm one of those.
- I mean, you know you are.

- But I'm--
- Don't think that you're not.

Like, you know you are, Ben.
Like, I care about you,

and I just wanna know
what you want.

Like, what do you want with us?

- I wanna leave here with you.

***

I thought I knew
what I wanted before,

but, like, I know now,
and that's you.

***

* Oh, so here goes nothing *

* I hope turns into something *

You have to trust your gut when
it comes to feeling vulnerable,

'cause nobody wants
to feel vulnerable,

but at the end of the day,

if you don't put yourself
out there, like,

what are you really getting
out of this whole experience?

* It's a shot in the dark *
[ fireworks popping ]

- Here we go!
- * In the roller coaster *

* Baby, you hit me so hard
like a heart attack *

* She may be out of my league *

* I may be out of my mind *

* But I'm ready to jump now,
I'm ready to fly *

- I'm feeling pretty amazing
right now.

Uh, I think Ben and I had
the best date

that we've had so far.

Ben definitely does give me
butterflies,

kinda like magical in a way.

It was a more romantic setting,
so I think

that we were able to connect
on a deeper level.

- [ cheering ]
- [ whistling ]

* I'm gonna take you home
tonight *

* Tonight, tonight *

* Tonight is the night *

* We've been dancing
with our eyes *

* From across the room *

- Ah, ah, ah.
- Wow.

[ laughter ]

- It's nice to have something
to watch.

[ fireworks booming
and whistling ]

My heart the entire time
is with Ashley,

and I feel part of this group,
but I still feel isolated

because I feel like
my heart is elsewhere.

I can only imagine she's
watching the same fireworks,

possibly with another man.

[ fireworks continue popping ]

And it--it hurts.

- Whoo! Whoo!

- Oh, yeah! Oh, my goodness.
- Aah!

[ fireworks popping ]

[ all cheering ]
- Whoo!

- All right.
- Whoo!

- Whoo.
[ applause ]

- My relationship could be gone
because of me.

* We got the summer *

* Stuck in a daze *

- We're back!

- Smell good in here!

- You guys saw fireworks?
- Yes.

- They slaved over the food
for us.

- Good night.
- You all talking about...

- Going to bed?
- Yeah.

* Can get you, can get you,
need you all night *

* I can get you,
I can get you *

* Up in my light *

* I just want another chance *

* I just want another dance
with you *

* One dance with you *

- It was very cute and romantic

to see a note from Dom,
and flowers.

My boyfriend has never
given me flowers ever.

- Dom, the way he just--
like, everything--

He's been there for you
since day one.

He's in love with you.

- I know. I should be more open.
Plus it makes me feel awkward

when everyone's, like,
always watching us.

- Well, everyone's watching
because it's so beautiful,

the way he looks at you.

I'm not even kidding.

- My level of trust is just,
like, so screwed up

from David bringing me here
to prove something to me,

and he proved
the exact opposite,

so I'm pushing a lot of that
onto Dom.

- I love everything about you,

so, like, I can understand
why Dom loves you.

- And that's such a strong word.
- I know.

- Are you asking me
for a massage?

- I know that there's a lot
of chemistry

between Kareem and I.
I'm definitely opening up more.

Does he wanna kiss me? Probably.

Do I wanna kiss him?
I don't know. Maybe.

- You trying to make me
fall in love, huh?

- Maybe.
- [ chuckles ]

- I mean, I couldtry harder.
[ chuckles ]

But it's just, you know,
taking things as they come.

[ laughs ]

- You may actually love me
already. I don't know.

[ laughs ]
- ---- that.

- That is so funny.
I just put it together.

* Let's get lost *

- Toga!
- [ cheering ]

* Let's get lost *

- [ chanting ]
Toga! Toga! Toga! Toga!

- [ singsongy ] Toga girls.
- We're at a toga party.

- What up, ladies? Cheers!

[ cheering ]
- Roman court back in the day.

[ cheering continues ]
- Oh, oh.

- You know what they say--
when in Rome...

- Thank you, Gavin.
- Do as the Romans do.

- I'm gonna twerk till this toga
falls right off my body.

- Ooh.

* Let's get lost *

- Yeah!

[ all cheering ]

* Let's get lost, lost *

***

- I'm at a place of being
genuinely interested in you.

I have entertained the idea
of what a relationship

would be like with you.

- You have?

- I have.

***

- Well, I'm not gonna lie.

- You're uncertain?
- Mm-hmm.

- I came here to be a better man
for Esonica

and to better my relationship
with her.

But the sad truth is
she may wanna move on.

At the same time,
I feel like Mia and I--

we have a good thing going
right now,

and I don't wanna mess that up.

- Now that we've been on
multiple dates and stuff,

I could say, yeah, I like you,

but I don't even know
if a relationship

is what you exactly want.

Gavin is opening up more to me,
but I can't lie.

Reading him and knowing how
he's feeling

and knowing that he still
is invested in his relationship,

there's that uncertainty there.

If I could feel that
he really wanted, you know,

to take it further
than just a friendship,

then I could open myself
up to that.

We're addressing a concern.
That's the first step.

- Rome wasn't built in a day.

- [ laughs ]
I had to say that.

* We're just a hot mess *

* You keep burning me,
I keep burning for you *

- Get a room! You have a room!

- Get a room!

- All right, guys, good party.
We'll talk to you later.

* Don't feel bad about it *

- David got a new roommate.
[ chuckles ]

- PJ time.

Having David finally kiss me

gave me that validation that
he's serious about me,

and it's not just physical.

***

There's a real connection,
and what David and I have

is better than what
he could have with Kate.

* We're just a hot... *
- Oh, my God.

* Mess *
- Feels so good.

* Hey *

Oh, my God.

***

* I'm not gonna make you
say it *

* Say it if you really mean it *

- I don't think I've
really met--Nah, I don't think--

I haven'tmet
anybody like Toneata, you know?

I'm all in on what I have
with Toneata right now,

and I think it's great.

- It's different when you just
see the person

that you love face to face.

I'm kinda, like, mentally
preparing myself for that.

- This is the kind of situation
you really can't predict.

Like, you just kinda gotta
go through it

and see what happens.

- I don't know how to handle
this bonfire.

Do I need to show my pathetic
side of myself right now

and just pull my heart out?

- Do you think even if she
ends up with that other guy,

that she's gonna regret coming
to this island?

- I don't know.
She said in her video

she has no regrets
up to this point.

- And you have regrets
of coming.

- I knew, oh,
she'll probably be crying

for the first week or two.
I just hope she has some fun

and doesn't cry the whole time.

Lonely girl, like in
a very sad place, and then

good-looking guys that are
very similar to her boyfriend.

- And are, like,
listening and...

- Of course there's gonna be
a guy

that she's gonna relate to,
and she found a way to be happy.

- Right.
- Put in a rat in a--in a box,

it's gonna find a way
to chew its way out.

[ chuckles ]

***

- There are a few qualities
in Casey

that are, like,
a little alarming.

His girlfriend should be
pretty worried.

Are you gonna, like,
fight for her

if she wants to split up?

- I feel like she's mentally
moved on a little bit,

so I need to find a way to make
her remember what it was like.

- Right.

- Most guys would assume
they've already lost her,

and if I can get her to feel
happy like she used to,

I'll easily be able
to get her back.

She was the one that
always talked

about wanting to marry me.

- Would you propose to her
on the bonfire?

- I would. That's probably what
she's always wanted.

I feel like I need to,
like, break down

but not fully break down.
[ laughs ]

It sucks to say, but I used
to do, like, sales...

- Yeah.
- And I like, you can sell

the pitch as, "If I could
do this, would you..."

So I wanna say, like,
"If I could, like,

"open my heart up
to you completely

"and show you all the love
that you've always wanted,

would you consider
coming home with me?"

If I had 24 hours with Ashley,
I wouldn't have to try.

If I had 24 hours with Ashley, I
know that I could make her see

I could be the guy she always
wanted me to be.

And our apartment, like,
what do we do about that?

Even if she says no,
we're gonna have to spend

some sort of time together.

Give the kid a chance.
[ chuckles ]

***

[ whooshing ]

***

- I think even with or without
"Temptation Island,"

I already know, you know,
that some things

were not a strong foundation

as I would have liked it to be
with Gavin,

and maybe this last bonfire
will confirm that for me.

***

- Well, welcome back to bonfire.

This is the last time
you're gonna get a clip

of your boyfriends.

The next time you're here,
you'll be sitting with them.

So...Sonic,
we'll start with you.

- Bring it on.
- Bring it on.

Yes, ma'am. Okay.

***

- I'm at a place of being
genuinely interested in you.

I have entertained the idea

of what a relationship
would be like with you.

- You have?

***

- Okay, based on that,
you're feeling what?

- Do I feel bad that
he's getting a connection

with someone else? Of course.
Like, that's natural, you know?

It's never gonna be nice
when someone wants to be

with someone else besides you,
but what can I do now?

Let it destroy me? No.

I'm older. I guess
it's better to know now

than to know later.
- So when final bonfire comes,

he's gonna be able
to fill in those blanks,

and it may be,
"I found someone else,"

or maybe "I found someone to let
me know how much I love you."

- We'll see.
- All right, Ashley H.

- Okay.
- All right.

***

- Are you gonna, like,
fight for her

if she wants to split up?

- I feel like she's mentally
moved on a little bit,

so I need to find a way to make
her remember what it was like.

I need to, like, break down
but not fully break down.

I used to do, like, sales.
- Yeah.

- And I, like, you can sell
the pitch as,

"If I could do this,
would you..."

Even if she says no,
we're gonna have to spend

some sort of time together.

Give the kid a chance.
[ laughs ]

- [ sighs ]

The way he was talking,

like, he was trying to
make light of the situation,

but he's trying to manipulate me
to go home with him.

[ scoffs ]

He's just saying things.

- He's got a strategy.
- Yeah.

- He mentioned it
as a sales pitch--

not the most romantic way
to approach this.

- Exactly. I feel like I'm not
connected with him anymore.

Him on those videos

is someone different
than when I talk to him.

- Okay.

***

- Kate, how are you? You ready?
- Yeah.

***

- Here we go.

***

- I just can't tell you enough,

like, how strongly
I feel about you.

- I feel just as strongly
about you, too.

- Why are you giving me that--
you give me that look again?

- I'm sorry. I can't help it.

- I know exactly what
that look means.

- Yeah?

***

- Why does it feel so good
to kiss you?

- Because it's right.
- I know.

***

Oh, my God.

[ kissing sound ]
- Feels so good.

- Where do you go from here,
Kate?

- He came in in the last day.
He's like,

"We're the couple that will
make it through this."

And he's the one who didn't have
the willpower to do

what he said
he was coming here to do.

- You don't need willpower
if you're in love with somebody.

- True. Way too many guys
in the house have told me

how amazing I am
in so many different ways,

and I just wanted that
from one person,

and so every time
I tell me those things,

it hurts, but I can't make him
feel a certain way...for me.

If he feels that way
for someone else,

then...I just move on.

- I know these clips
are painful.

I know they bring you right back
to an anchor or trigger.

- Yeah.

- But then you can be
whoever you want

and judgment doesn't matter.

- Sure.
- What do you want?

- Happiness.

- Take it.

- Yeah.

- All right.

Ashley G.

- I'm like, "Not me."
[ laughs ]

***

- Here we go.

***

- I don't know. Sometimes
I don't feel appreciated or I--

- With me?

- Sometimes I feel like you
don't appreciate, like,

the growth that I've been
trying to showcase.

- Mm.

- And I wouldn't be doing it
if it wasn't for you.

So it's just like it kinda falls
on deaf ears

when I'm like, "Yo,
I'm over here, trying here."

- Yeah. I see it.

- Medinah feels entitled
to my body,

my feelings, affection,
all of that,

but, like, I have a girlfriend,
and I'm entitled to her,

and she's the only one
that can feel that way.

***

- Hmm. What does that mean...
to you?

- I mean, it feels good
with him saying that

I should have that entitlement,
and I should feel that way,

but he still wants to feel
appreciated by her,

and so he's just being emotional
towards her,

and to me, that's deep.

- Ashley, I don't know
if we saw the same clip.

***

- What did you see?

- Well, I saw Medinah want more,

but the player that you were
concerned Rick was--

he was explaining to Medinah
that she can't have that.

***

- Mm-hmm.

- Well, then I like it then.
[ laughter ]

- Well, but what's interesting
is that's not what you saw.

- Yeah.
- So you're two people.

There's the woman I've come
to know

who calmly handled
your business with K.B.

And then there's a little girl
who's hurt,

comes from a lifetime of pain.

Was the little girl
reacting to that,

or this grown woman?

- I think the little girl
for sure.

- So if there's a chance
for you guys, or for you at all,

who do you think needs to be
calling the shots?

- The grown-ass woman.

- Who's sitting where?

- Right here.

- Yes.

- [ laughs ]
- Okay.

- [ sighs ]
- Thank you for being so open.

I appreciate it. That's all
we have for bonfire tonight.

I'll see you soon.

- Oh, boy.

- Rick still calls me
his girlfriend,

and that definitely
gives me hope.

But I still don't know
if he thinks

our relationship
is worth saving.

***

- There's no words
that I can say to her

to, you know, stop how she's
feeling in this moment

without me being there.

I can only expect to see
the worst possible thing,

which is the same as last week.

***

Walking into bonfire,
I know what I'm gonna see,

and that's more
of Ashley and Ben.

He may be awesome,
but he's not me.

I know that
I can turn this around.

I know her and I are gonna be
together at the end of this.

***

- Welcome to bonfire.

This is the last time
you're gonna get a clip

of your girlfriends.

The next time you're here,
you'll be sitting with them.

So what do you say we go
with you first, Rick?

- Okay. All right. First.
- Here we go.

- Whew. [ exhales deeply ]

***

- So obviously we always have
good time together,

and, of course, I just wanna,
like, you know,

exercise our friendship more
now that I feel like

we can actually still connect
again, have fun together.

We know how to be friends
and respectful of each other.

- Yeah.
- And that's pretty much

what I prefer this journey
to continue being.

- Mm-hmm.

- Wow. Surprise, surprise.

- I always see things different
than you see 'em,

so tell me what you saw.

- Yeah, I'm seeing
somebody else. [ chuckles ]

Seen another guy.
So it just kinda let me know

that her connection with KB
wasn't as strong as I thought.

It kinda fizzled out. May have
just been a physical thing,

and you know, kinda retribution
for, you know,

how I may have acted
in the past.

Totally was not expecting that
at all.

- All right, let's move on.
- All right.

- We're gonna go with you next,
David, okay?

***

- Dom--the way he just, like,
everything.

He's been there for you
since day one.

He's in love with you.
- I know. I should be more open.

That's what makes me
feel awkward,

when everyone's, like,
always watching us.

- Well, everyone's watching
because it's so beautiful

the way he looks at you.

- [ giggles ]
- He loves you.

- What'd you see?
- I don't know.

It's hard to get a read
on that clip, to be honest.

I don't think she's in the best
place emotionally right now.

I think she's kind of
all over the place,

which is why she's suppressing
emotions maybe for this guy,

things going on with us,
so I-I--

- What's confusing about that
to you?

Like, I don't see her
being all over the place...

- Right.
- ...in that clip.

- Right.
I mean, I-I don't know.

- Okay, if this doesn't trigger
deeper feelings than this,

I have to question how much love
you everhad with Kate.

- [ scoffs ]

I know how I feel about Kate,
and this whole thing

with Toneata and my own journey
and what I did,

how I ----ed up that night,
all of that,

all of that sparks emotion
in me.

I'm still trying to learn how
to express my emotions

and how to express to people
how I ----ing feel,

because it's hard.

And I know sometimes
you don't understand,

but I love that girl
more than anybody else,

and I willstill love her,

no matter how the ----
this whole thing plays out.

- Here's what I witness
with you.

I witness you saying things,

but your actions are almost
always opposite of the words.

- I don't know, Mark.
To sit here and say

that I'm okay with that
is a lie,

but to sit here and say, like,
I don't want her to be happy

is also a lie, you know? So--
- I've come at you hard

because it's my commitment
to you

that you leave here with
something that will help you.

Right?
And if Toneata's the girl,

you better learn this shit with
her, or you're gonna lose her.

***

All right, Gavin.

- [ exhales deeply ]

***

- Trying to make me fall
in love? What you doing?

- Hmm?
- Trying to make me

fall in love, huh?
- Maybe.

- [ chuckles ]
- I mean, Icould try harder.

[ laughs ]

- You may actually love me
already. I don't know.

[ both chuckle ]

***

- Hard to watch.
I know it's hard.

- It hurts. Definitely hurts.

***

- Seeing that is what I feared
the most.

I haven't had anybody
in my room.

I purposely have been conscious
of that.

I could understand it more
if that was in response

to me doing something similar
or the same thing.

But I haven't come close
to that.

- Obviously, she seems like
she's pretty sure about Kareem.

I guess maybe I'm too late.

- I don't know where
you get that.

- That looks too late to me.

- Gavin, this is never over
until it's over.

Don't give up
if she's what you want.

Okay. Case? I know this has been
a rocky...few days.

***

Are you ready? All right.
Here we go.

***

- Just know, like,
I don't regret,

and I said in my video
I don't regret anything.

***

***

- Talk to me, Case.

- I mean, I...I know Ashley,

and after what I saw last week,
I can only imagine that

she did things with him
physically

'cause she cared about him.

And I know she wouldn't have
done that if she didn't care,

so this is, you know,
kind of my worst fear.

- There's still hope that
that's just her journey, right?

And it's possible that
she is falling in love.

***

The relationship you knew
is almost irrelevant.

- It sucks, though.
It's all, like,

so many good--good times
and memories.

Like, that was
an awesome relationship.

- Well, there were a lot
of good times.

That's not necessarily
an awesome relationship.

- It was definitely love.
- Well, I think you're seeing

that for you
it may have been deeper

than you had given it credit.

- No matter where she's at
or where she was,

I still feel like the only thing
that was missing

was coming from me.

- It's interesting because
the reason you came here

is because you thought
it was her, and you were good.

So that's a 180.

It's a good 180.
It's an honest 180.

The next time I see you,
you're gonna see her again.

You'll have an opportunity
to show your growth.

- How do we show that to her
from talking to her?

- Well,
there's a very good question.

Never about what you say.

Sometimes it's how we listen.

It might be your only chance.

You think you can do that?

***

- Guys, thank you. You can
head back to the villa,

and I'll check in with you
real soon.

- I'm very, very scared,
and it feels horrible,

because I know what we had
and have had.

I don't know,
but I know what we had,

and I know that the only piece
that was missing

from the puzzle was my emotions
and my heart,

and I've got that piece,

and I'm ready to put it
in there.

I just hope
that it's not too late.

***

* Sha, la-la, la-la, la-la,
la-la-la-la-la *

* La-la, la-la-la-la, la-la *

- We're back.

- Wow.
- Whoo!

***

- All right.

***

- Thank you.

From the clips I've been seeing,

I can't make
a definite decision,

being like, "Oh, yeah,
I'm gonna break up with Casey."

But I do not think
Casey's prepared

for how strong I am now.

***

* I'm still thinking of you *

- How was your bonfire?

- Pretty much it was Gavin
with the same girl, Mia.

So he was with her and stuff
and he was just saying, like,

he's found a genuine connection
with her.

So I was just like, okay.
[ laughs ]

- It doesn't really bother you
as much as you thought

it probably would?

- Yeah, honestly?
- Um, yeah.

- I felt like I would be
bothered so much more,

and then now I'm just like...
meh.

Probably.
- [ chuckles ]

***

- There's a lot of chemistry
between Kareem and I.

But one of my rules is not
to let a guy in my bed.

***

[ chuckles ]

But, um, I guess rules
are meant to be broken.

* I don't regret a single word
that I said *

* Let it drip down
off the back... *

I appreciate his presence,
and he is definitely a catch.

And I've just been sleeping
alone for so many nights.

[ laughs ]

***

* Front *

***

* Back *

* Grind *

* Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh *

* Grind *