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Yes, I picked her up from school
and she's with me.

I had to. What's her name forgot
the documents and the hearing is now.

Today of all days, that I feel sick.

I have such a headache.

My tongue is burning.

I'm serious. I have shortness
of breath and my lips are dry.

-And the vertigo?
-You know what would make me feel better?

Spending time with you.

Anna...

Wait. It's Dad.

Hi, Dad. How are you?

Hi, my love.

When are you coming to see us?

You and I
will see each other on Friday, right?

Okay. We'll be waiting. Oh. Bye, Dad.

Why don't you surprise Gaia?

Anna, I'll see Gaia this weekend.

Stay on the line.

-Look at this.
-Looks like metal shrapnel.

Mom!

Hands on your hand!

What did I do?

Hands up, I said!

Anna, pick up the phone.

I...

-Mom!
-Honey! Gaia!

The lawyer is waiting...

I...

-Take it easy. It's okay.
-Mom!

Who is that guy?

He's hot, huh?

I don't know, I've never seen his face.

He gets here before me and leaves after.

How come you're here so early?

Releasing some anxiety?

I told you not to get your hopes up
with Riccardo.

It's not that, it's because...

My dad wants to be chief again.

And it kind of worries me.

So? You guys were good, right?

What happened?

Take care of the others.

Your dad is taking care of me.

Go!

Are you okay?

Yes. Yes, yes.

I have to go.
Say hi to the hot guy for me.

Dr. Fanti.

Are you waiting for me?

It's been a while since the first test,
I was wondering about the next one.

In a hurry to take Dr. Tedeschi's spot?

It's not a competition.

Of course not. I'll let you know about
the next tests in two days.

Fanti?

Honestly.

Why do you think
that you'll make a good chief again?

Is this part of the test?

Everything is part of the test.

Because I'm still a patient.

I know what it's like to need attention.

Excuse me.

Roll up your sleeves.

He's not giving up.

The ER pumped her stomach

and they found these in her belly.

That's where they went!

I'm sorry, honey.
I had taken them to work with me.

The security people
thought I was a terrorist

that wanted to blow herself up.

How did these paper clips
end up in your stomach?

It's going to sound crazy, I know.

But when I work,
I always have one between my lips.

And sometimes,
by accident, I happen to swallow it.

Not just sometimes.

As if all the disorders you have
weren't enough. Paper clips too?

I'm sorry. You're right.

You don't have to apologize. I see that
you suffer from iron deficiency anemia.

In cases like yours, it's not uncommon
to swallow inedible objects.

-Really?
-Yes, it's a disorder called "pica."

But once we cure the anemia,
the disorder will go away,

along with the pain.

FATIGUE
MIGRAINES

Pica seems a bit of a stretch.

Why? Her red blood cells count is low.

It also explains the rest:
Fatigue, migraines, burning tongue.

-She has spoon nails.
-Koilonychia, typical.

Thanks, but I don't need
a refresher on anemia.

Swallowing paper clips
makes me think more of a mental disorder.

Why? Anna is a working mom, she has
a good relationship with her daughter.

Doesn't look like a mental case to me.

When she was 12,
she had a lymphoma that led to leukemia.

In this case, it'd be a recurrence.

I would still start with a psych consult.

The more time we waste,
the worse a potential neoplasia could get.

Personally, I'd bring in
Valenti who knew her during the leukemia.

We'll follow both leads.

Call Valenti.
And you can set up the psych consult.

Dr. Tedeschi.

Dr. Cesconi needs you for a consultation.

Yes, I'll be right there.

Don't let Fanti mislead you.
It's your case. And you'll answer to me.

Have a good day, everyone.

Attention

She's nice! Go with her.

-How can I?
-Doc, we'll cover for you here. Blue dog.

Blue dog.

Can you tell me what "blue dog" means?

It's our thing. I'll tell you later.

A few days ago, he had a rash,
then came fever,

lower back pain, weakness, nausea.

It's the vaccine's fault.

-What vaccine?
-Yellow fever.

The patient and his son got vaccinated
a few days ago for a trip to India.

My son travels the world for work.

But he still hasn't seen
where his dad is from.

Morbat isn't exactly Dubai.

Murbad! Murbad!

You still haven't learned how to say it?

What has he taken so far?

Fever reducers, pain killers.

The GP thought it was sciatica
or a simple infection.

Then this happened.
Try to lift the left leg.

Good. Now the right one.

Flaccid paralysis. Unilateral.

What kind of work?

I'm a rancher. I have about 100 cows.

Excuse me.

Did you see the retinitis?

That's why I called you.

Also phlebitis and macular degeneration.
Come with me.

Goodbye.

I'll be right back.

Tell them to hurry with the testing.
We'll take care of the security protocols.

Sorry, but the patient
doesn't understand what's happening.

I think he has West Nile virus.

Seems a bit premature for a diagnosis.

No, it's highly contagious,
we have to stop it.

It doesn't spread man to man,
but animal to animal and animal to man.

We have to isolate his cattle.

I know how the virus spreads, thanks.
But it's a theory.

While the patient is here, paralyzed,
with a fever. Someone has to talk to him.

I will when I know what to say.

I'll take care of the tests,
you go with him.

Okay.

What's happening?
What's wrong with my father?

My colleagues fear
he's contracted West Nile virus.

Nile? But I've never been to Egypt.

Unfortunately, this virus
is also present in our countryside.

Is it serious?

Well, we're not sure
that he has the virus yet.

Besides, infections are very rare.

But as soon as we'll know more,
we'll let you know.

-I have a question.
-Sure.

The India trip...
Can we confirm the booking?

Dad...

-When is it?
-In four months.

Go ahead.

By then, I'm sure
everything's going to be worked out.

Dad.

Valenti just saw Anna.

See you later.

Dr. Valenti, excuse me.

You think it's a recurrence also?

No, no. No fever, no bleeding, so...

I really don't think so.
Have a good day.

That's it? Five minutes and you're gone.

Surgeons tend to not waste time.

And we don't want to waste Anna's life.

Why do you say that?

I already told you,
the patient is not in danger.

Fifteen years ago that woman was a kid
with a lymphoma that turned to leukemia.

We cured her
and now she leads a normal life.

Normal, you say?

She spends her time
asking for medical opinions.

You saved her life a few years ago, okay.

But have you seen her since?
She deserves a bit more attention, no?

You know what?
I don't save lives. I fix bodies.

Sometimes they can start again,
others, unfortunately, they can't.

But regardless of the final outcome,

I don't take credit for it.

Nor the blame.

Again, have a good day.

Dr. Valenti?

Yes.

Go ahead.

This is what
I wanted to talk to you about.

I didn't want to specialize
in Internal Medicine,

but then COVID happened and...

I didn't have a choice.
And now I want to transfer.

I was wondering if it'd be possible
to move to Surgery.

No way. Stay here.
Your dad is an amazing doctor,

he'll teach a ton of important things.

No, but I...

I'm not sure
that I want to do that anymore.

But there are no openings in Surgery.

So I can only hope that you'll find that
enthusiasm you had before the emergency.

-Yes--
-I have to go. Thanks.

So? What do we do?

Valenti gave his opinion,

but let's wait for the bone-marrow results
to exclude leukemia.

Talk to the lab.

In addition to West Nile,
check for Zika and...

-chikungunya.
-Chikungunya.

Complicated case?

If it seems simple,
then you're missing something.

Or you're just very good.

Are you naturally happy-go-lucky
or is your head empty?

I have a trick.
It's called distracting yourself.

-Sometimes it helps to take a break.
-Really? I'll have to try it.

Why not tonight?

I have an invite
for the grand opening of an exhibit.

I know very little about art.
But the wine is good.

For you or the art, I'd say no.

Maybe for the wine.

-Hey.
-Are you done?

With what?

Weren't you supposed to ask Enrico
for the consult?

Of course. I'll go.

Elisa? Elisa, excuse me.

I'm sorry. Could you, by any chance--

No, no, too late. I'm on vacation.

-You? On vacation? Since when?
-Yes.

Nobody ever game the opportunity
to ask for one, but Massimo

is taking me to the beach for a few days.

Gabriel?

Gabriel?

-Hey.
-Can I ask you a question?

-Go ahead.
-What does "blue dog" mean?

-"Blue dog"?
-Yeah.

"Blue dog" is a long story.
It started with...

Sorry, I have to go.

I'll tell you next time, I swear.

Good morning, I'm Dr. Tiberi,
the neuropsychiatrist.

Can I ask you a few questions?

-How are you feeling?
-Better.

Even if I had to send my daughter away.

She can't be here, they said.

Is she with her dad now?

Yes, but she didn't want to leave my side.

I understand. I'm also separated.

I know that special bond that can grow
between mother and daughter

in some cases.

Things between us
were special even before.

You're a lucky mom.

Gaia and I understand each other
without talking.

Was it the same with your mother?

Your ex-husband told me
your parents are separated as well.

With them it's different.

They've never accepted Walter nor Gaia.

It must be hard to juggle work
and everything else on your own.

I can take care of my daughter,
if that's what you mean.

I don't doubt that.

But I'm here for you,
not for your daughter.

Get some rest, now.
Maybe I'll come back tomorrow.

Andrea?

Are you taking Gaia away from me?

What are you talking about?

-I'm not crazy.
-I know.

She was here only to get to know you.

Nobody wants to take Gaia away.

Get some rest.

The patient's disorders
have a psychiatric component.

She spoke about her daughter
in every answer she gave.

A more complete diagnosis
would require more time,

but there's a clear
compulsive attachment to the child.

Compulsive? She just loves her.

And this is quite typical of mothers
with eating disorders,

as all her levels are indicating.

Just as I thought.

The levels are due to the anemia,
or maybe a poor diet.

Yeah, the paper clip diet.

Maybe it's a form of depression.

Because of the separation

and the stress of having to face
the child's needs on her own.

Good. I think that we know enough.

I'll release her, and tell Child Services
to have her talk to a therapist.

Thank you for the consultation.
You're always the best.

You talk to her one minute
and figured it out?

I only gave my opinion.

I think what happened to you
is affecting you, here.

-What are you talking about?
-Maybe your judgment of Anna

is clouded by the issues
you're having with fostering.

Fuck you, Andrea.

Scissors.

We have a guest? Are you lost?

No, I'm sorry.
I only wanted to observe, if that's okay.

You wanted to observe?
Let's let her observe, then.

Come. Get closer.

Scissors.

-When did the panic attacks start?
-After the emergency.

Did something in particular trigger them?

No.

That's strange.

I talk to a lot of colleagues with PTSD,

anxiety, insomnia, depression,
but all of them

experienced them during,
not after the outbreak.

I got sick.

I was in quarantine for a long time.

Did you experience any painful losses
during the emergency?

No.

I mean, we...

We lost a lot of patients, but...

but no woman in particular.

You said "woman."

-Excuse me?
-You said "woman."

"No woman in particular."

No one in particular.

No one.

And how did it go with Elisa?

Why are you asking me about Elisa?

You had decided to leave her
to go to Ethiopia,

but then because of the emergency
you had to work together.

How did it go?

-As usual?
-The usual was a romantic relationship.

We didn't start again,
if that's what you're saying.

She has nothing to do
with the panic attacks.

Okay. Very well.

Let's do this.

I'll give you some homework
for our next session.

Write about five special moments

that you've experienced without Elisa
in the past year.

Now press down on my hand
as if you were pressing down on the gas.

Okay. Very good. Let's see this side.

Go.

Again.

-Good evening.
-Good evening.

Do you have the test results?

Not yet, I'm sorry.

Is the leg improving?

No. But the fever is down, so maybe
the infection isn't as bad as we thought.

It's premature to hope.

That's how hope works,
otherwise it's called certainty.

Exactly.
Let's stick with what we're certain about.

Thank you.

Excuse me.

Yes, the Japanese bond. I saw them.

-What do your kids do for work?
-I have one girl, she's a doctor.

And yours?

I don't have any.

But my mom was a doctor.

-And your parents?
-Doctors.

You guys are lucky.

If you share a passion,
it's easy to understand each other.

That's true.
My daughter and I had grown a bit apart,

then working together helped us to...

get closer.

My son and I, instead,
don't understand each other at all.

But you can tell that he loves you.

Yes, but, you know, I'm a country boy.

I take care of animals.
Sandeep is good with numbers.

He's in finance. I'm proud of him, but...

he's like a stranger.

The trip to India will bring us together
even though we're different.

But it's only what I hope,

it's not certain.

I think that COVID was like my India.

-What do you mean?
-I mean...

My mom and I, the virus united us.

If it hadn't been for that,
maybe we would've stayed apart.

But... I only have one regret.

Not having worked
with everyone in those times.

You are part of this team
and will always be.

Listen... what does "blue dog" mean?

You're right.

"Blue dog" is the story of a kid.

Quick, Anna is not feeling well!

The documents... The lawyer's waiting...

Hey, hey, hey.

The lawyer...

Her pressure dropped again.

How's that possible?

The lawyer...

This proves that it's an organic problem,
not mental.

The tests don't show any sign of tumors
or hemorrhaging.

But her anemia and that kind
of pressure drop don't make sense.

Maybe there's a way to figure it out.
Ferrokinetics.

Meaning?

We'll inject Anna with radioactive iron,

it'll attach itself to the microcytes
in the bone marrow.

Then we'll be able to recognize them and
see how they behave. What do you think?

Okay, we'll do it tomorrow.

Maybe it'd be best to do it now.

It's not that urgent.

We can't say that until we understand
what's going on with her blood.

I'm ready to inject now. Rick?

Of course, Doc. Blue dog.

Blue dog?

It seems exaggerated, but I have to go.

Where? What are you doing?

I have a date.

She has a date.

-Hello?
-Hey, you're still here.

No, my shift's already over.

No!

Your dad and I are giving Anna
a special test, I thought--

Okay.
You can tell me about it later, alright?

Okay. Okay.

Are you staying late?

Doc and I
are doing a ferrokinetic injection.

It's insanely cool, so...

I understand.

-Do you want to come with us?
-No. I'm tired.

Don't have too much fun.

What do you think it means?

Thank you.

Depends on how much you're willing to pay.

The more you pay, the more meaning it has.

Don't you find it absurd?

It's a game.

For rich people.

Let's do an experiment.

Walk across the room and come back.

-Why?
-Trust me.

Go, go.

So?

Is it upside down?

-So?
-They'll notice.

You think?

Mrs. Guidi!

-Oh, Dr. Cesconi.
-Good evening.

-I'm happy you've accepted my invite.
-Thank you for having me.

Oh, if you need a doctor,

you should go see him.

No, it's not true. You're too kind.

Excuse me, but Dr. Giordano and I...

-Good evening.
-Good evening.

...were wondering the value
of this painting.

Well, this is a Forcella.

Well, it's a Forcella, I told you.

And how much is it worth? About a million?

-At least.
-At least! I told you.

I think we'll have to do more OT.

But it's an investment.

It's an investment. Of course.

Well, enjoy your evening.

-Thank you. Bye.
-Thanks.

God.

You do this
crooked painting experiment often?

The experiment wasn't the painting.

You were, while you crossed the room.

And what did you want to prove?

That this is all a game.

And that only what is truly beautiful
attracts attention.

Cheers.

Cheers.

Okay.

Tomorrow we'll take blood samples
and figure out what's going on.

What are these?

My daughter gave them to me as a present.

She told me to keep those in my mouth
instead of the paper clips.

-It's good advice.
-It's great.

Do you want more good advice?

The IV. Don't take it off.
You need the supplements.

And the lollipops. Obviously.

Thank you for all the attention.

We're doctors. That's what we do.

I'd like to be a doctor
in a different way.

I don't understand, are you having
issues with your dad or...?

No. I mean...

Yes. He lets himself get too involved.

-With his character, it's normal.
-No, but it's wrong.

Then you end up making mistakes.

What kind of mistakes? I don't follow...

No... Just mistakes...

I give my best when I'm focused,
with no distractions.

Like when I swim. I'm alone, in silence,

my moves are precise.

Today's surgery
felt like the perfect swim.

Listen, Carolina, I'll see you tomorrow

at 1 pm in my office. Don't thank me.

Because nothing's for sure.
We'll see if we can make this transfer.

Okay.

-See you tomorrow.
-Thank you.

Bye.

It's weird.

Anna's latest blood samples don't show
the radioactive cells decreasing.

That's absurd.

With her type of anemia
we should already see them drop.

Doc?

Anna is calling you.

If the patient is sick,
the doctor in charge should go.

No. She asked specifically for Doc.

Coming.

Andrea, please, tell him.
Tell him what's going on.

Calm down. What's the problem?

He wants to ask for full custody of Gaia.

Anna, look at you.
There's always something.

You can't take care of her like this.

Please, tell him that I'm really sick,
that it's not stress or a breakdown.

Enough with the doctors.
How many did we see?

But they weren't as good as him.
Please, tell him that I'm not crazy.

You're not crazy, you're sick.
And we'll figure out what's wrong.

Okay? She'll be able
to take care of her daughter.

-Don't you think you went a bit beyond?
-Beyond what?

Your responsibilities.

That's people's lives,
we're only doctors.

What kind of doctors
don't care about people's lives?

Doctors who take care of their bodies.

That only applies to certain surgeons.

Here we offer patients
as much attention as possible.

I know, Dad. But there's a line.

And if you cross it,
some people may get hurt.

Caro?

What do you want?

What happened between you and your dad?
What do you mean "people may get hurt"?

No, nothing. I was...

I was just saying
that his method has some risks.

Is that why
you're never in the department?

Yesterday you told me you were off,

but you were in the hospital,
just not here.

We need you. We have to be a united front.

And help your dad.

I've already done enough.

May I come in?

I'm afraid that's too big for you.

I'm-- I'm sorry.

I came here for--

-For the transfer, yes.
-Yes, what we spoke about.

Yes. So, I thought about it.

We could start with a transition period.

Half-day here
and half-day in Internal Medicine.

Then, as far as the exams to make
the switch, we'll think about that later.

-Okay?
-Yes.

But you have to do something first.

-What?
-Talk to your dad.

I wouldn't want him to think
that I stole one of his residents.

It's very important that you do that.

Of course.

Good. Welcome, then.

-Thank you.
-You're welcome.

You know, it's the same for me.

-What?
-Swimming, I mean, the...

The focus.

No, it's... Forget about it.

-Have a good day.
-Thanks.

We're leaving on the 3rd for Mumbai.

We'll stay two nights,
then we'll drive to Murbad.

-Hey, are you listening?
-Yes.

-On the 3rd, drive to Mumbai...
-Murbad! Murbad!

Sorry, I have to write this email.

His head is always somewhere else.

It'll be different with your daughter.
She works with you.

She listens.

Yes. I'm lucky.

Doctor! Doctor, I can't see anymore.

I can't see anything. Doctor!

Calm down. I'm here.

What's happening?

Mr. Dalesh has West Nile virus.

Did we get the results?

No, I was doing physical therapy
and I noticed some fasciculations.

So the infection spread.

-We have to verify--
-It's too late.

He just lost his sight.

It's too advanced. It's a matter of hours.

-You were right.
-I can't be happy about it.

I told him that he could go on his trip.

He was so happy to leave with his son.

I wanted to, I don't know, reassure him.

You want me to tell him?

No, it's my responsibility.

I should've listened to you.

It was premature to hope.

Agnese?

Looking for someone?

No. No, I'm on the wrong floor.

I'm sorry.

It just came out.
But it was inappropriate. My mistake.

You don't have to apologize.

Patients need doctors,
and doctors need friends, right?

Hey. I'll take your next night-shifts
so you can rest.

Things will get better.

Her pressure is a bit low, but the rest
seems normal. Should we wake her up?

No. No.

Just draw the blood.

So, do we have a deal for the shifts?

The issue isn't that I'm tired. Actually,

-there is no issue at all.
-I used to say that too.

Then I admitted that I was missing a leg.

-What are you missing?
-Nothing.

On the contrary,
I have one colleague too many.

You need to sleep, I'm telling you.

She's in v-tach. Go get Giulia.

Stay down, stay down.

I've never seen such an aggressive anemia.

Do we have her latest blood work?

-Dr. Cesconi is working on it.
-No, we need it right away.

Where is he?

I don't know.
I called him, he's not answering.

-Maybe his shift his over.
-I just saw him go in Radiology.

I'll go look for him.

I'll call the ex-husband.

And what were you doing in Radiology?

So, remember, a little less cocktails

and a little more walking, okay?

-Only because it's coming from you.
-Very well.

And for the visit, we'll do the usual?

The usual.

Goodbye.

Dr. Cesconi is doing overtime too, then.

Mrs. Guidi is... an attached patient.

-An attached client, you mean.
-I'm allowed to see private patients here.

Everybody wins.
Both the patient and the hospital.

Except the patients in your ward.

To whom I dedicate
nine hours of my shift daily.

As per contract.

Your patient is dying.

The test results confirm
the West Nile virus.

Why haven't--

And we're waiting on you
for my patient's bloodwork.

We risk losing her too.

Only because she's not
one of your attached patients.

I was wrong.

I thought I could solve the problem.

But when your father got here,
it was already too late.

We were only able to report the outbreak
before it spread.

And the Veterinary Service
saved your father's cattle.

The cattle...

That was his life.

And now it's his death.

Not his whole life.

These past few days
he never talked about his animals.

Only about you.

And about your trip.

Wait before you talk to him.

I need some time.

With my mom was the same.

Life catches up with you...

and takes you where it wants.

And in the end, you realize that
it took you away from your loved ones.

But then it's too late.

And I don't want to get caught.

I want to be with who I love.

And who's this guy? Do I know him?

-He's a dummy.
-You like dummies, huh?

-I'll kick you in the shin.
-You'll hurt yourself.

I know.

-Will you have dinner with me?
-This time we'll eat.

Also.

-Dad?
-Hey.

Sorry, do you have a second?
I have to talk to you.

Yes, even though
Anna's conditions have worsened.

No, of course. Maybe--

No, no, sorry. Sorry.
If it's urgent, go ahead.

-Pardon me.
-Still here?

-This is Anna's blood work.
-Notice anything?

Yes, but I don't get it. The radioactive
red cells are behaving strangely.

They stay steady for a while,

then they drop,
then they're steady, and drop again.

I've never seen anything like it.

I have, maybe.
I need to verify something.

Agnese? Hey. Wait a second.

I need a consult on Anna's case.

From me? Wasn't my judgment clouded?

You're right, I'm sorry. I was awful.
But maybe I know what's wrong.

What does Cecilia think?
Looks like you found a way to collaborate.

I don't need an infectologist!
It's a psychiatric case, you were right.

Look at this. These are the levels
of the radioactive iron.

Do you know what it reminded me of?

Carolina's blood sugar levels.

Here it is.

Guys, Anna suffers
from Munchausen syndrome.

Also known as Hospital Addiction syndrome.

Meaning she hurts herself.

We were wondering where her blood was.
It's simple.

She draws her own blood and throws it out.
It explains the anemia, everything else.

That's why the graph is like that.
Every dip is when she drew blood.

Munchausen...

You could never tell.

People suffering
from these self-destructive disorders

are very good at hiding it.

Anna is a typical case. As a kid,
she spent a lot of time in the hospital.

While she was sick,
her parents stayed together.

Then when her husband left her,
it triggered something.

She tried to appear sick
to get his attention.

And to keep the family together.

Excuse me. Anna just woke up.

What's happening?

You'll never believe it. It's Munchausen.

So, no dinner at your place?

I'm sorry. I'm sorry, you're right.

It's just that it's a case of Munchausen.
That never happens!

I understand. Then, blue dog.

-I-- Yes, I forgot to tell you about it.
-Never mind.

You were right. It's your thing.

It's never going to be the same for me.

What happened?

What happened is that you went too far.

What does that mean?

No need to act anymore.
When know what you're doing to yourself.

I... What?

No...

We found this in your room.

Now we know your problem.
And we can help you.

Are you going to take Gaia from me?

Nobody can love your daughter
the way you do.

But we have to think about
what's best for her.

We often think we're indispensable,

but sometimes we need to step back.

Is that you, Sandeep?

Yes, Dad.

I wish I had more time.

I'm here.

Talk to me about Murbad.

About our trip.

Murbad...

Miss Fanti.

We're particularly early today.

Surgeons tend to not waste time.

Oh.

Did you talk to your dad?

Yes. Yes, yes.

What did he say? Is he happy?

It's not a problem.

Well...

let's see how many laps
you can do today, huh?

Let's see.

You know that mommy loves you, right?

You're the most important thing
in the world for me.

But the doctors found out
that I have a disease.

I'll heal. But I will need some time.

And in that time,
we won't be able to see each other.

-Or I'll get sick too?
-Yes, in a way.

It's better if you stay with your dad.

And how will you manage by yourself?

The doctors will help me.

And then we'll be able to see each other,
whenever you want.

You just tell your dad,
and he'll take you to see me.

Of course. Just ask and...

we'll take whichever car you want
from the shop.

But those are broken.

Well, then... we'll fix them.

We'll fix everything, you'll see.

Go now, or you'll be late for school.

I've contacted a specialist
familiar your disorder.

-He'll be happy to help you.
-Thank you.

I'm sorry for telling you all those lies.

You were giving me attention,
and I couldn't help it.

My mistake.

I had been warned, too.

I wanted to feel indispensable.

We all want that, right?

I didn't thank you for the blood work.

You did overtime for me.

-Paid overtime.
-Don't act like a mercenary.

Just because I take private patients?

For me,
public health has to be the priority.

Nice.

Another statement like that
and you're Miss Italy.

Fuck you.

Not everyone is as lucky as you are.

Yes, it's true. I was lucky once.

I liked my job. Then COVID happened.

Sixteen hours shifts every day.

I lost colleagues, friends.

But I didn't quit.

They called us "heroes," right?

And after the emergency,
you know what happened? Warnings,

complaints, accusations.
As if it was our fault.

I'm sorry,
but I won't get screwed anymore.

I can't change my job,
but I can make it more gratifying.

Do you know how much health is worth?

It's like that painting.

Depends on how much
they're willing to pay.

If someone's willing to pay for it,
why not sell it?

They're happy...

and I'm happy.

Sorry for what I said.

I know what you're talking about.

-Hi.
-Hi.

-Everything okay?
-Yes.

You?

Great.
I spent two very nice days with Massimo.

I tried to write down five special moments
that I've spent without Elisa,

and I couldn't even think of one.

This would explain the panic attacks.

You can't break away from her.

It's true, I can't.

How do you feel?

-Guilty.
-Guilty?

Why are you blaming yourself?

Because I left her all alone.

You're talking about Elisa, right?

Yes. Of course, I'm talking about Elisa.

Okay. You'll be fine. Take it easy.

These have been
very stressful times for everyone.

And separating from someone
is more painful than ever.

Let's do this. Since you're disorder
also has to do with Elisa,

I'd like to include her in the therapy.

-Elisa?
-It'll be like couple therapy.

It's a bit unusual,
but it could help you both to say goodbye.

No. No, she'll never agree to it.

Asking her will be part of the therapy.
No therapy, no meds.

Are you with us today or in Surgery?

Guglielmi, the resident,
he graduated with me.

-I don't know. I haven't decided yet.
-Listen.

I don't know how you can even think
of leaving right now.

It's hard to work with my dad.

No, it can't be just that.

I have bad memories from this place. Okay?

Like everyone else.

And here, I thought that

-we had some good ones too.
-Yes.

But they're just memories.

Cecilia behaved like a true chief.

She asked a psych consult for Anna.

She stopped an outbreak.

I would've gotten everything wrong.

Brace yourself.

I'm about to reveal a mind blowing truth
that your amnesia wiped out.

We all make mistakes.

Mistakes are not the issue, here.

I think I am the issue.

Dr. Fanti, may I have a word?

I'll leave you two alone.

Listen.

You're an honest person.

And I'm sure that right now
you're considering giving up.

Isn't that right?

-What are you referring to?
-Your mistakes, Fanti.

It's not the first time, it won't be
the last, and you know it. Let's do this.

If you give up now,

we'll make it so this whole thing
never even started. What do you say?

Will I be able to practice?

Of course. Just like before.

Doctor with limitations.

Listen, Fanti. You're still very valuable.

Don't ruin everything
for a battle you can't win.

-One question.
-Yes?

Who told you about my mistakes?

Well, now, that's not important.

No, huh? It was enough to get you
to come down here.

I've never seen you in the ward.

Can you tell me why you're
so against the idea of me being chief?

That's not it, Fanti.

The thing is that being a patient
doesn't make you a better chief.

-It only makes you less alert.
-It's true.

I'm definitely less alert than Cecilia.

But, you know...

you two have never been
in one of these beds,

asking yourselves who you are, what
will happen to you. Unfortunately, I have.

And while I was there,

I didn't need a doctor who was alert.

I needed a doctor who listened.

Fanti...

So, let me know
when the next test is going to be. Okay?

Fanti.

Names, events, characters are fictitious.
Any similarity is coincidental.

Subtitles Translated by:
Andrea Coppola