All language subtitles for Stockholm East 2011.1

- I went.
- Yes, me too.

Have you eaten?

Wait, I'll check on
what day. Friday? Yes...

- Mom...
- Just a second, honey.

- I'll be late.
- I know. Can I call you back?

Of course. I think you can raise this question.
This is why such meetings were invented.

I need to run. I'll call
you back soon. Bye.

- Tove!
- I'll take the bike.

Ideberg.

They say that you can survive anything.

I don't know if this is true.

I remember how I thought
that I don’t want to live anymore.

If the worst happens,
then I would like to die.

There is no easier way.

This one is the most painless.

When I first saw Anna, then,
what I felt was not love.

I was strangely drawn to her.

And, what was even stranger,
I longed to save her.

At least save her.

~ Stockholm Eastern ~

Anna?

Anna...

- Starts at 09.30.
- I know.

-Are you really not going?
- No.

I thought it would be better this way.

- For what?
- For you, for us.

- To put an end to it.
- So, to put an end to this?

I want to at least take a look at it.

I want him to look me in the eyes.

So what will you do? Will you
kill him? Will this end everything?

- No tie.
- Please... You were asked to dress decently.

This is no good...
Don't wear a denim shirt.

- You were born on July 1, 1965, right?
- Yes.

Charge please.

On August 20 last year at about 08.35 am,
Johan Eriksson

I was driving my Audi
with license plate WCL 284

along the alley between the streets
Bergwikswagen and Thornstigen.

The victim, 9-year-old Tove Ideberg,
rode a bicycle from Torstigen street

and was hit by Johan Eriksson's car.
The girl received multiple injuries

and died in the hospital
Danderyd on the same day at 09.41.

Prosecutors seek
manslaughter punishment

in accordance with the Criminal Code,
Chapter 3, Section 7.

Were you able to spot
the bike in advance?

- How should I know?
-You mean it was possible?

I don't know. If I had
turned three seconds earlier...

...or three seconds
later. Or two seconds...

We have gathered here today to
announce the verdict in the case.

The panel of judges believes that in
the case B1265-7 vs. Johan Eriksson,

there is no reason to suspect
a crime and the case is closed.

The District Court thanks both
parties. The meeting is over.

Everything is fine.
Everything is fine.

- No.
- Yes.

What's good?
Name at least one thing.

We... we can make things
right make everything better.

- We can try again.
- Try what?

- Have a child.
- Do you want to replace her?

We already have a child.

But let Tove have a brother or
sister. We should think about this.

Remember the animals on your tummy?

She lay on her back and guessed
what animal is walking on her tummy?

Ant...

Kangaroo.

There are moments that you have
replayed in your head so many times,

that when they actually
happen they seem almost unreal.

I don't know what I expected
when I went there for the first time.

I know what I was hoping for.

But not what I expected.

I just hoped.

That words will be enough.

Leave me alone!

You are taciturn today.

I have nothing to say.

- How long have I been coming here?
- Almost a year.

- This doesn't help.
- What?

Come here.
It's pointless, don't you see?

I died too.
Only the shell remained.

- Do you feel that way?
- This is true.

What can you do about it?

Nobody can do anything.

- Hey...
- Is he yours?

No. Come here. Where
is your mom? And dad?

- Dad's over there.
- We'll find...

- Here comes dad. Run to him.
- There you are!

- He came too close to the tracks.
- You should have held on to the stroller.

Thank you very much. Our dog ran to relieve
himself... and he is three years old.

Not a dog, but...

- This is a difficult age...
- They constantly run away.

Do you also have children?

Thank you very much.

And how many children do we have?

- Two.
- But there is no dog.

- And the cat too.
- No, just a turtle.

Turtle?

- Next stop Yokerthorpe.
- I should go out.

- Hello.
- Hello!

- How are you?
- Tired, but okay.

Hello.
Come on in.

- This is from us...
- Thank you!

- Is it for me or...?
- You can guess it yourself.

- How nice... I'll put it here.
- Yes...

- Nice.
- Do you think so?

Tell me, who does he look like?

- Look what they brought for the youngest.
- Wow, what a beauty. Thank you.

- Look at...
- Look. And you are sleeping, you don’t see anything.

God, what a miracle.
Johan, look.

- Sorry, I didn't say hello.
- Hello, glad you came.

It's so easy with him
he only eats and sleeps.

- You just eat and sleep.
- And he pees.

Yes, you can repeat it again.

- Like an adult. Would you like to get coffee?
- Yes, please.

- Oh, I’m just melting with emotion. Such a baby...
- Really?

- Isn't it time you two...?
- Maybe it's time...

It can't be!
Are you pregnant?

No no.
I'm not pregnant
but maybe soon...

I didn't say we were having a
baby I said we were thinking about it.

You refuse to understand me.

- You just don't want to.
- I understand everything.
You don't want children

because the feeling of
guilt does not leave you.

It wasn't your fault.
You need to move on with your life.

- You think I have any choice.
- Everyone has a choice.

- Did she have a choice?
- Who?

Or her mother?
Did she choose?

We think we choose,
or imagine we choose,

because it's the only damn...

...an approach to life that
can be called bearable.

Do you know what I think? I think that
you are enjoying your guilt to some extent.

Why don't you find them?

Write if it's easier, but I
can't stand it anymore.

I'm serious.

Hello, I'm not sure if you
remember me. We met on the train.

- You dropped it.
- Thank you.

My name is Johan, Otherwise, it
seems I didn’t introduce myself.

- I'm Anna.
- I noticed that you live nearby and stopped by.

- Do you live somewhere here too?
- I live... not far from here.

Do you want a cup of coffee as
a thank you or are you in a hurry?

Yes please. I wanted to
talk to you about something.

- Sorry, I...
- It's okay.

This is my daughter's room.

She...she's not at home right now.

- Do you have children?
- No.

No, I live with my girlfriend.

Here.

Cute.

She is 9 years old.
Tove.

They named it after Tove Jansson,
but she finds the Moomins too boring.

- And she's just crazy about basketball.
- It's noticeable.

She studies three...
No, four times a week.

Many parents complain that picking up and
dropping off their children is too expensive...

...but I like it.

People have children because they
want to spend time with them, right?

Don't you want...?

This is so stupid.

I thought maybe you'd
like to see Tove's pictures.

This...?
Very beautiful.

- And then she scored, of course.
- Yes.

They won, but I don't remember...
what was the score?

She probably remembers.

They grow so fast.

Beautiful...

So what did you want to talk about?

It's nothing...

- Nothing like that. Give the diary.
- OK.

- Thank you.
- Thank you. I'm glad you came.

Hey... wait.

- No, nothing...
- Speak.

I just thought maybe you
wouldn't mind meeting again.

I didn't mean anything like that... I
know, I'm married and I have a child!

- I didn't mean anything like that...
- No, no...

- Of course.
- We'll meet... yes.

There is no need to do this.

Pretend you're sleeping.

Everything takes time.
I'm nearby.

But Tove...

- Is she nearby?
- What do you want to say?

We never talk about her.
You never talk about her.

-What do you want me to say?
- Anything.

Why she didn't understand how anyone could eat
ketchup or why anyone would clean their rooms.

Or the way she laughed
until she lost her breath.

Or the way she smelled after
working out warm and sweet.

That she existed!

She disappears.

Won't you say anything?

Maybe it's not that simple for me.

- What?
- Talk about her.

Sorry.

And even if I could, what
difference would it make? She's gone.

This is life, whether we
like it or not. For everyone.

Today we are here and tomorrow
we will no longer be there.

But we are still here, you and me.

I don't know how I feel about him.

Or what he feels.

It's not a novel or anything.

We just meet and talk.
We drink coffee.

Or we go to the cinema.
Mostly we talk.

I...

...I don't even know why
did I call him the first time.

Or why I keep doing this. I think I
won't do it again, but I'm doing it again.

-Are you calling him?
- Yes.

-Can you talk about Tove’s death?
- Yes.

I should have taken Tove with
me. She would definitely love it!

You can take it home with you
and practice a little until next time.

When I'm with him...

...I have a feeling
as if she were still here.

It's like she's nearby
as if I were me

and everything is in place.
This is difficult to explain.

- Hello.
- Hello.

- You look good.
- Is it true?

What is this?

This...

- Dinner.
- Impressive.

It's good that you haven't bought flowers yet.

Why?

I would definitely think then
that you're having an affair.

Aren't these classic signs?

I don't know.

Sit down, everything is ready.

ANNA CALLS

STOCKHOLM EAST
restaurant - pub - cafe

...it was a huge thundercloud.

I was very surprised.

Why?

I always called you.

And now...

I called you.

And because of this you...

No, no... It's just...

- Did it scare you?
- No,

It's time for us to go. I have to get up
early tomorrow and take Tove to the dentist.

- Let's go.
- What?

Let's go.

Anna!

What's happened?

You don't understand.
I lied to you.

I lied to you too.

- Please.
- Leave me alone.
Let go.

...and that GPS repeated everything.

"You want to go to Rumme.

"
No!
I want to go to Bromma!
Hey!

Why didn't you just ask anyone?

- I bought myself a GPS!
- No, because you are a man.

You have no sense of direction at all.

- You are a man.
- What brand?

Panasonic.
It had the best reviews.

You just don't
know how to use it.

You can sit here
as much as you want.

- Take it.
- No.

Yes, please take it.

Anna!

She moved to Uppsala
and he lives in that house.

- In that big and yellow one?
- Well, let's wish her good luck.

- That is, a 25-year-old carpenter...
- I give them 5 months.

- He can build a barn.
- And what did she find in him?

- Or what did he find in her?
- What's so strange about this?

Maybe he understands her.

She understands her in a way that
no one could ever understand her.

Maybe she was dead and he woke her up
and now everything is impossible without him.

- Yes, what do we know about them?
- Nothing.

Time for coffee and something stronger?

No dessert?

Happy Birthday to you,

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday dear Kattis,

happy Birthday to you.

Four cheers for Kattis.
Hurray, hurray, hurray, hurray.

- Maybe you've had enough already?
- No.

Is it really that bad?
It was just an ordinary dinner.

No, everything was very good.
Is it true.

Here. You don’t have to
bother with the glass anymore.

I don't understand you anymore.

Look... dad.

- And how long did it take him?
- 5 minutes.

I told you, you can set your watch with it. He always
sits in front of the TV for 5 minutes, no more.

- And then this...
- “I didn’t sleep.

”
Hello?

Hello?

Can we meet?

A year has passed.

Or 10 years.
I don't know anymore.

She was getting ready for school.

Ideberg.

What did you say?

Where is she?
Did they say anything?

I don't know who I am anymore.

Nobody's mother.

And not the Anna I was with Tove.

I'm stuck in a world that no longer exists.

I don't know why I
pretended to be with you.

Yes, I know.

I had to pretend.

You might think that I'm completely...

I love you.

I've been thinking about you since that
moment when I wake up and until I go to bed.

I think about you constantly.

I love him.

I've been thinking about him since that
moment when I wake up and until I go to bed.

I think about him constantly.

- This man...
- What?

What connection do you
think he might have with Tove?

I think the connection here is obvious.

Tove's death left a void in you.

And this fills it up.

Anders still doesn't know?

I just didn't know you were there.

- This is next to the station?
- I had lunch with a work colleague.

- At the salsa bar?
- What's so strange about this?

It just sounds like...
That's it.

-Are you dating anyone?
- What did you say?

-Are you dating anyone?
- Why are you asking?

If so, tell me. Have
at least a little respect.

What's the matter? I had
lunch with a colleague.

Sorry.

- Everything is fine.
- No, it's not okay.

I don't know what's wrong with me, sorry.

Everything is fine.

- Come here...
- I don’t know what came over me.

I know you would never...

Have you asked yourself where
this relationship could take you?

That it's more like running
away than for anything else?

- Who is she?
- It doesn't matter.

- I want to know.
- You don't know her.

- How did you meet?
- On the platform. On the train.

“We should have told the truth a long time ago.”
- Has this been going on for a long time?

I'm talking about us. We don't love each
other anymore. Maybe they never loved.

How can you say such things?

- Excuse me.
- I certainly loved you.

I supported you and made
sacrifices. For your sake.

Do you love her?

Yes.

What about me?

- Our plans to have a child?
- Your plans to have a child.

But is that what you want with her?

Does she love you?

Is she married?

You've gone crazy. You yourself
don't know what you're doing.

- Come here.
- Go to hell.

Just leave like you always do. Disappear
if you don't find any meaning in me.

Yes...

- Anna?
- Yes.

I'm here for Johan's benefit, not mine,
and it doesn't matter what you think.

I don't think anything.

- Johan had some hard times.
- I know he is on sick leave.

Do you know why maybe
he told you something?

He needs someone who
understands him. You understand?

- I don't know...
- No...

I say all this not to
flatter myself in any way.

But if I hadn't been
with him all this time...

It's like he's always
running from something.

We were thinking about having a child
with him. We talked about this yesterday.

I think it will be good for
him look at things in context.

I can't force you to do
anything, Anna. All I can say is...

...if you really care about Johan,
leave him alone, leave us alone.

JOHAN E CALLS.

- Hello, this is mom's mobile...
- Name...

Um... This is Anna's mobile phone. Leave
a message after the signal. Thank you.

It's me again.
I hope nothing went wrong.

Please call me back.
At any time.

Just call.

You're lying.

Why move out if she doesn't need you?

- Anna?
- Hello!

-Have you been to the city?
- Yes.

I left early. I want to
bowl with Anders today.

- Today?
- Yes, will I ruin your plans?

No... not at all.
I just...

Tina threatens to start playing golf.

Either that or she'll take a
lover that's what she says.

- Either one or the other.
- Next stop Yokerthorpe.

Ladies first.

If you find out the
truth, it will set you free.

Wasn't that what it said somewhere?

Sounds so simple.

As if nothing could be simpler than this.

We each have our own truth, Anna and I.

Was hers
with a child growing inside her.

And mine, with the
lies that grew inside me.

I wish I knew you as a
child. See what you were like.

Scared.

-What were you afraid of?
- Total.

I was afraid of this.
Us.

I can understand that.

But not now.

I'm not afraid of anything.
Neither Anders or anything else!

Remember what I said...

...which is always true...

-...better than a lie?
- Yes?

And it doesn't matter how scary it will be.

What's happened?

Anna?

Get out, bastard!

You're sick!

Get out!
Shut up!
There...

Don't you want to say anything?

Say something!

Say what was on your
mind. You have this too...

I don't understand.
Help me, damn it.

I don't understand.

I didn't know who he was.

There's nothing to discuss here. If
you don't report him to the police, I will.

- Stalking, harassment and what else.
- No.

Are you saying he will walk free?

Obviously a crazy man he clearly
has something unhealthy on his mind.

I wanted this.
Nobody forced me.

You're just in shock.
I understand.

We're both shocked.

All this will pass it
just takes some time.

We'll start all over again. Without all
these secrets and lies. Just you and me.

Anna Ideberg?

This way, please.

-Have you had an abortion before?
- No.

You can come down.

The procedure will be
simple, because it's early.

It will hurt later, but...

...mostly no worse than
during menstruation.

In most cases, regular
painkillers are sufficient.

Bleeding after surgery may
continue for about a week.

Use a sanitary towel, not
tampons. There is a risk of infection.

Will someone pick you up?
Your husband or boyfriend...?

- I'll take a taxi.
- OK.

- Is everything right?
- Yes.

Like this. Now wait a minute
and I'll check if everything is ready.

I want you to leave me alone.
Leave us alone, you understand?

And the child?

He's gone.
He's gone.
Just like Tove.

Darling... can you bring
me some more mulled wine?

- What's happening?
- Sorry.

- I see you're having a good time.
- Do you have to wear this hat?

No matter what I do, I do it wrong.

- Very good.
- Stefan and I were happy.

- It must be a wonderful feeling.
-Have you known for a long time?

Several weeks.

- When is the deadline?
- In July.

- Girl or boy?
- We don't know yet.

Anna...

We were just saying how glad we are that
you will have a child. Congratulations.

We would do the same
if we were in your place.

That is, we would start over.

“But we can’t even imagine what it’s like for you.”
- It's like you were given a second chance.

- I'll have to deal with diapers.
- Anna can handle it herself.

You'll have to hire someone.

Have you already taken this drug?

- Yes.
- No more than three tablets per day.

Yes.

Do not mix with alcohol. Do not
drive after taking the medicine.

- What's wrong with you?
- Nothing.

Then I suggest you come
back. We have guests.

Are you thinking about him?

I asked, are you thinking about him?

You're in your own damn
world, thinking about that bastard.

And I don't exist.

So did he touch you?

Or maybe like this?
A?

Is this what you're thinking about?

Come out, we have guests.

Where are you going?

For a Christmas play.
Do you remember?

Tove played the Virgin Mary in the last one,
but this year she is not playing.

But... well, forget it.

Hello.
How beautiful you look.

- It's horrible.
I don't want.
- Yes...

Hello.
Everyone is already waiting for you.
Hurry up, Minna.

We'll talk later.
Hurry up.

Oh, come all you believers,

Joyful and triumphant

Oh, come all you believers,

Joyful and triumphant,

Oh, come to Bethlehem.

It will be interesting to see how you cope.

Why don't you talk to me?

Answer me when I talk to you!

- This is his child, right?
- This is his child.

I knew it.
Do you think I didn't guess?

Am I not freed now? I won't have
to raise this psychopath's child.

It's probably hereditary. You understand
that the child will also be a psycho?

Just tell me honestly. You
understood that I knew?

I was pretending. For your own
good, do you understand that?

Everything I did.
All for your own good!

- Now you don't have to do anything.
- Anna...

- Don't go.
- Let me go!

- Sorry! I didn't want to.
- Don't touch me!

Are you okay?
Anna...

Anna please...

- Hello.
- Hello.

I'm looking for Johan.

He's not at home. He
doesn't live here anymore.

Do you know where I can find him?

Well... yes.

- That's... all I know.
- Thank you.

They say that everything can be survived.

I don't know if this is true.

Maybe it is possible.

Or maybe we're just pretending...

...when we need it.

Hello. I'll just check
your blood pressure.

- When is your deadline?
- In July.

Everything is fine.

Translation of subtitles
by sonnyb. 02/25/12