All language subtitles for Grey s Anatomy 17x06 No Time for Despair.WEB.en

When a virus finds
its way into our bodies...

our immune system unleashes an attack.

It puts up a good fight
and then stands down.

Or at least that's
what it's supposed to do.

Sometimes the system works so hard
that it goes completely off the rails.

Immune cells start attacking
healthy tissue.

They flood the lungs, clot the blood,

cause vessels to leak,
and shut down organs.

Our own body wreaks havoc on itself.

It's called the cytokine storm.

And it takes a miracle to stop it.

OK, better lung sounds than yesterday

and your inflammatory markers
are decreasing.

- But how do you feel?
- Like I've been asleep for a week

or a month.

It's like that
whether you have Covid or not.

You've been mostly asleep for eight days.

How are the kids?
Have they been a lot? Be honest.

This week? Ellis is leaving dishes
all over the house.

Bailey is mad that he can't fly.

And Zola's teacher has asked
that Zola stop correcting her.

- When can I leave?
- Your oxygen requirements are decreasing.

So if they continue in that direction,

we could probably discharge you
within a week.

I'll be back in an hour
to run another ABG. OK?

Take a deep breath for me, there, Shanice.

Good. Another one.

- I didn't want anyone to get hurt.
- Hush, sweetie. You are brave.

- You are a hero.
- Rescue someone, did you?

- Herself and her friend.
- From a fire? That's incredible.

By starting a fire.

Some animal kidnapped them
and locked them up in his house.

It was the only way they could get out.

Oh, my God. That's...

Oh, my God.

Jada Williams. Smoke inhalation,
second degree burn to the left hand.

- Jada! Are you OK?
- Where's your mother?

They took her. They arrested her!

Wait. Why would they...

Montgomery from 19 said

there was an altercation with police
at the scene.

Obviously, some mix-up.

It's OK. It's a mistake, OK?
They'll let her out.

Where's your father?
Did your mother call him?

He went to see my grandma in Nevada.

She wouldn't stop going out in public
without a mask.

OK. We'll figure it out. We'll be OK.

Schmitt, get her a chest X-ray

and page Avery to come
and have a look at this hand.

Hey. Did we have a date
and I forgot about it?

- Mer's awake!
- Really? That's incredible.

We weaned her off of high-flow 02,
her Pa02 is 88.

She even laughed! She's awake!

That sounded a little crazy.
But it's been so dark around here.

I hear you.

But you're still shining on my end.

- Where are you?
- In my car,

in a grocery store parking lot.

Oh, my God, there's another woman,
isn't there?

You know, I hate for you
to find out this way.

But, you know, I'm just not cut out
for the whole long-distance thing.

Yeah, well, it was nice while it lasted.

I'm so happy about Meredith. Truly.

Now let me go buy my eggs.

OK.

Evening rounds was uneventful.

But Ms. Fischer complained of tenderness
around the incision.

OK. I'll check on her as soon as I can.

Wilson, I know you've taken on
some of Grey's cases,

and now with Bailey's mother passing,
I'm asking a lot of you.

- Well, she's awake now.
- But she still needs time to recover.

- Right, just wishful thinking.
- Yeah.

Sir, when you have a minute,
I was wondering if I could talk to you

about something that I am
considering career-wise.

Damn it.

Well, it doesn't have to be now.
I'm sure you're dying to go home.

No one's leaving here tonight.

- Pierce.
- What, no Magpie?

You said you hate my nicknames.

Which only seem to increase your pleasure
in using them.

All right. Deep breath.

All right. Still diminished. But decent.

Who slapped you with the happy stick?

Meredith's awake.

Maybe I won't die alone and forgotten.

I'm basing my chances
of beating this thing on Grey

pulling through, she's a lot feistier.

And younger.

I'm gonna come check on you in an hour.

- Better get some rest.
- I literally have no choice.

Know any good jokes?

Me neither.

Hey. Great news about Meredith.

Yeah. Great.

Listen up.
Seattle Pres has reached capacity.

Which means we should expect to receive
about twice the patients per day.

We are activating surge capacity protocol.

Hey, I'm not happy about it either.

We need to double up on every room we can.

We are converting this cafeteria
to Covid overflow tonight.

We need all available hands,
including residents.

You will now take care of COVID patients.

So call home, make arrangements,
check your inboxes for assignments.

Thank you.

- I didn't get an email.
- Because you're not supposed to be here.

You should be at home.

I'm not exposing my kids to Covid
the week they lost their grandma.

Then go to a hotel.

You told me you couldn't leave
this place when it needed you.

- Well, neither can I.
- Fine.

Patient transfer.

- Bailey, if you need to leave to go home...
- I won't.

We want to do a chest X-ray to make sure
the smoke didn't damage your lungs.

OK? Shouldn't take long.

We're gonna have to do
the same for you, too.

Let me just finish this hand first.

I pushed on the vent thing to get out,
but the fire made it really hot.

- Stupid.
- No, no. It sounds smart.

Sure. Hold on. Let me ask.

This is Jada's father. Can they talk?

Of course, I'm almost done here.

I'm so sorry, Daddy! I'm so sorry.

We didn't mean to do anything bad.

Any word on the mother?
I can't believe they arrested her.

- I can.
- Nothing yet.

But we need to get them
transferred upstairs.

What? Now?

We've only just gotten them
anywhere near calm.

They're bringing the kidnapper here.
And Montgomery said he's belligerent.

Absolutely not.
We're not bringing him to this hospital.

I'm as against it as you are.
But Seattle Pres closed their doors.

And he has to go somewhere.

OK. Sats are incredible.

Must be able to do those
in your sleep by now.

Sleep, what sleep?

Kidding. I've been getting sleep.

How are my patients doing?

OK. Randall, Thompson and Patel,
they were all discharged. They recovered.

Walker?
Did his son get to see him at least?

He barely made it in time, but yeah.

I wish I could help.

If it's any consolation,
I've been working every single day

and I don't really feel like
I'm much help either.

- Look, I really hate to go, but...
- No, go. It's OK.

Hey.

It's really good to hear your voice.

Fire marshal says no more than 30 beds.

Has supply brought down
the pulse oxes yet?

Yes, they're being delivered as we speak.

And we got an additional four high flows.

- How?
- We lost the patients

that were using them.

Helm! You have just put the monitor
in the wrong place.

And now we're gonna have wires and cords
running along the patient's bed,

which has created a hazard,
not only for a seriously ill patient,

- but also for the staff.
- I'm sorry. I didn't realize...

I guess you didn't realize
that you put the medical waste bin

too far away
from the hand sanitizer dispenser.

So if I'm examining a patient,
that means I have to cross the room

to dispose of the medical supplies,

re-cross the room, sanitize my hands.

Which means you have doubled my
exposure time and wasted my time.

So fix this station
and fix the other three stations.

Actually, you know what?
Find someone else do it

because you've just proven why we haven't
let residents actually do anything.

- Dr. Altman.
- Can I help you?

Can I send Dr. Helm upstairs
to help out on the Covid floor?

Bailey's asking for reinforcements.

I don't care.

Charge to 200.

Clear!

Charge to 300.

Clear!

Time of death: 2:13.

I didn't even know his whole name.

- Do you want to?
- His wife would call him every day.

She'd talk his ear off
on the speaker phone.

I don't speak Spanish.
I could hear kids playing.

Maybe grandkids.

I could hear his wife crying.
And then she would force a laugh.

And sometimes his eyes were open and...

he would force a smile,
you know, when she would force a laugh

'cause he was trying to take
care of her through the phone.

His first name is Hector.

And yes, I would like to know his
last name for my prayers, please.

Martinez. Hector Martinez.

- Is Grey still awake?
- Yes.

- Yeah, she's still awake.
- All right.

All right. We got the girls upstairs
so the coast is clear down here

for Satan's arrival.

Do they know what this guy was doing?
Is he like a serial killer in a pandemic?

Sex trafficking is more likely.
The house they burned down

could've been a waystation
or the destination.

I don't want anybody near this guy.

Forty-five-year-old male
involved in a house fire.

Smoke inhalation, burns to the left arm.
Vitals are stable.

- The victims are safe, Montgomery.
- You mean the girls

who broke into my house
and set fire to it?

They could have burned alive in there.
He's human garbage.

Get these cuffs off me!
I want my lawyer. Now!

He's also gonna say that a lot. Good luck.

We've already informed security.
Let's get him to Trauma One!

- Ma'am?
- What happened to the guy

who just came out of the ambulance?
Is he OK?

Ma'am, you can't be out here
without a mask.

OK, yeah. Thank you very much.

I just... I'm a little out of it.

I just was mugged and...

the guy, he shoved me and took my purse.
And I hit my head I think.

You'd think people would behave
better in a pandemic.

Come on, follow me.
I'll get you checked out.

So, I made a few calls, and my attorney's
looking into your mother's arrest.

We should know more pretty soon.

- Code Blue, Room 5260.
- Room 5260 coding. Let's go.

It's OK. I know it might not
sound like it, but you're safe here, Jada.

You are. OK?
We are gonna get your mother out of there.

She didn't...
she didn't do anything wrong.

She was just scared
and trying to protect us.

We never should have met up
with a stranger. It was so dumb.

He's the bad guy here, not you.
You are 13 years old, Jada.

You should be allowed to make
a few mistakes and survive them.

That's kind of what growing up
is all about.

When I was 15 years old,

I took my mother's car,
didn't have a driver's license yet.

Picked up my buddies, driving around,
trying to show off,

spin the tires, you know, burn rubber.

Caught a patch of ice, crashed sideways,
could have killed everyone.

'Cause I did something stupid.

I still ended up being a doctor.

You made a mistake.
You learn from it. Right?

What that guy did, that was no mistake.
He did that on purpose.

So he's the one we're mad at.

You wanna be mad at somebody,
be mad at him. Not yourself.

OK.

Can you at least loosen these damn things?

If you'd calm down and stop moving,
they might not bother you as much.

And it would help me to work on your arm.

They burned down my house
and I got arrested. Would you be calm?

Don't tell me you believe them.

Sir, not only do I believe them,
but I'm amazed by them.

They are resourceful, powerful, brilliant.

You know, my own sister was taken hostage
by scumbags like you.

She was held for ten years.

And these girls, they got
themselves out in one night,

and they risked their lives to do it.
Now, it is my job to repair your lungs

and your skin and I need your cooperation
to do that.

But your life, Bob,

your life will be spent behind bars.

And your soul?

There's nothing anyone can do
to save that.

You're the devil's barbecue, Bob, so get
used to the smell of burning flesh.

Get me another doctor!
I want another doctor!

I've been through enough without having...

OK, dramatic move, Bob.

Let's call a stroke alert
and have CT on standby!

Code stroke, emergency room.

Doesn't look like you sustained
any serious injuries from your fall.

What's going on in there?

Let's get ready to move him.

You don't want to know.

Anything else hurting you?
Any soreness?

Have someone from neuro meet me in CT.

He has slurred speech and focal deficits.
Possible stroke. Let's go.

Ma'am?

Oh, sorry.

I've been alone for months.
I'm not used to all this activity.

Can I... Where's your restroom?

Oh, yeah, it's just around the corner.

Thanks.

You can go.

- It got you, too?
- Like an 18-wheeler on a sheet of ice.

But I...

I just wanted to see for myself that
it's possible to beat this thing.

Almost beat it.

Do you know how many rules
you're breaking right now?

I really just wanted to be in a room
where no one was dying.

Because everyone's dying.

I won't tell if you don't.

- Whatcha got?
- I didn't mean for them to page you.

If you need to be with Meredith...

I want to be wherever
I can help and save lives,

so it is your guy's lucky day.

Well, slurred speech,
slight droop in the face,

left-sided weakness in the arms and legs.

He was also just arrested for kidnapping
two teenage girls, possibly trafficking.

I'm not sure that this is the life
you're looking to save.

I've already said a few things to this guy
that could get me fired.

Well, then...

I guess I'm his best chance
of living long enough

that he will rot in prison.

Silver lining?

Looks like an ischemic stroke.

- Let's start alteplase and get a CTA.
- OK.

Bailey, good.

Abrams and Richardson are settled.

And I want to wait on Lottman's
ABG results, make sure she's stable.

DeLuca, can you get Mr. Franklin settled?

Dr. Bailey?

My mom died in that room last night.
I just need a minute.

Dr. Bailey, you are superhuman.

You know that, right?

You got an ability to cut through crap
unlike anyone I've ever seen.

You are a world-class surgeon
and an even better boss.

So please don't mistake this as disrespect
when I say... go away.

Go home.

At the very least go to your office
and scream and break something.

I don't know.
Just take more than a minute.

Because, yes, even superhumans
need more than a minute

to grieve the loss of the person
that made them who they are.

We got this.

Go away.

OK, how we doing here?

Fluoro.

He's got a clot
in his middle cerebral artery.

Are the girls he hurt OK?

- I mean, OK as they can be?
- I hope so.

But I cannot imagine.

Was the world always this messed up
and we just didn't pay attention

'cause we didn't have kids yet?

Yeah, I notice more now.

I just want to hug Scout and never let go.

You know,
after drenching myself in sanitizer.

You know, I can't even go home
to hug Allison and Leo.

They're staying at my mom's,
and I see them on video chat.

It is a special kind of torture.

Sensory deprivation. I just...

I just want to smell them and hold them.

Well, at least I have a pandemic
to keep me occupied.

That's dark.

You know, when all this started,
I treated it like it was a war.

Like we were all in this together.
But we're not in this together.

We're not even close. Some of us are...

risking our lives, missing our families,
sacrificing everything. And why?

So other people can just keep finding ways
to hurt each other?

I mean, kidnapping teenagers
during a pandemic?

Don't even get me started
on all those people

who are partying without masks.

I think you said those things
in the wrong order.

I'm not so sure.

- It's a fact, huh?
- Yes.

Neurosurgeons are the best lovers
of all the surgeons.

It's the attention
to the smallest of details.

We know about pleasure centers.

OK, it's been very nice
having you stop by.

You're welcome to prove me wrong.

Ortho? Forget about it. No finesse.

Anesthesiology? Snooze.

Literally.

If this thing ever ends,
I'm creating a dating app

for women who want to date a neurosurgeon.

And that would be me.

Let's go, let's go, let's go!

Code Blue, room 4850.
Code Blue, room 4850.

You know, you don't realize how
addicted you are to saving lives

until you can't.

I realized it.

How hilarious is it that the best

and second best surgeons
in this joint caught the plague?

You're not second best surgeon here.

You might be top five.

Wait. Wait,
you thought I put you at number one?

Oh, that is so sad.

How many Catherine Fox awards
do you have again?

How many Catherine Foxes have you saved?

Good one.

I can't believe we lost another one.

We did our best.

Six more beds, nine more vitals monitors,

and we will meet protocol standards.

- Nice work, Altman.
- It'll fill up before we know it,

but I guess it's something.

When I said not everyone would
be needed here, I meant it.

- If you need to take personal time...
- That's a joke, right?

You've been burning the candle
at both ends trying to save Meredith.

- You've earned a break.
- Meredith doesn't matter, Richard!

I'm saying, it's great that she's awake.

But I thought
if I could just keep her alive,

that meant something.

And now she's awake
and nothing has changed.

And we are in a freaking cafeteria.

People used to take breaks in here
and they would eat ice cream

and French fries and now we just
converted it so they die here instead.

So taking a break won't save anyone.

And I don't have anywhere to go anyway.

And that's on you!

And you know it's on you.

Feeling sorry for yourself
doesn't save lives.

You aren't gonna get better
until you take the time

to find out why you did what you did.

You blew up your life and profoundly hurt
and humiliated the man that you love.

You need to take inventory.

Name your demons. Clean up your messes.

You may not be able to get things back
to the way they were,

but if you honestly look at yourself,

maybe you won't
repeat the same pattern again.

Nurse Kruger to the OR.
Nurse Kruger to the OR.

Ma'am? Are you OK?

I will be. I just need a minute.

I'm sorry,
but you have to keep your mask on.

Do you wanna sit down?

My daughter, she was taken.

- And I almost lost her forever.
- Oh, my God. I heard about that.

I can only imagine
what you must be feeling right now.

You know, I spend my whole day just trying
to get to the end of it still standing.

And there's always something,

but I find ways to deal
with all the somethings.

I try to get ahead of them.
But you can't get ahead of everything.

It's too much stress. It's too much.
I'm so sorry.

You know what's crazy?

I have to get up and go to work
in the morning

and act like nothing happened.

Because we have to eat
and have a roof over our head.

Even in a pandemic.

There's no stopping. There's no relief.

I need to get back to my girl.

It's Bob. He's not gonna talk.
No, he's not. I know.

I know. I just have to figure out
how to get close enough to him

to find out what they already know.

No, because he may have had a stroke.

I will. Yes.

Dr. DeLuca, can you take a look at this?

- That is my niece!
- Arrest this woman for child trafficking!

Security! Detain her!

I'm still waiting on the results.
Let me know when they come in. OK?

Thank you.

OK.

- Your sats still look good.
- You're a workaholic.

Work is all I have.

That and a to-do list of many, many women.

That's not all you have.

- You miss the kids?
- So much it hurts.

I even miss when they say,
"Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom,"

So many times I want to change my name.

I used to be so angry at God
for taking David away.

But now I think it's kinda
like a blessing.

He doesn't have to feel this
or worry about me.

I don't have to worry about him.

Yeah, that's BS.

I'd kill for a "Dad, Dad, Dad...

Dad," about now.

Just trying to silver line something.

Are you kidding me?

OK, arrest me, officer, No, no,
I've been a terrible, terrible patient.

- Good luck with your plague.
- Good luck with yours!

She's got red hair and...
Oh, there she is.

What's going on?

You were mugged,
don't you want to make a statement?

Yes, thank you. Of course.

It's been a crazy night.

I was walking to my car.

And I actually felt something from behind.

OK. And then what?

So, both girls are responding well
to the oxygen.

As long as the next X-rays
are looking good,

you can all be on your way.

- Baby!
- Mom!

- I'm so sorry, Mom!
- No.

Oh, God, I was so worried about you.

- I was so scared.
- I was so scared.

OK, sweet girl.

I'm OK.

I'm here, baby.

I'm here.

You did this? You got her out?

Money did this.

It's the only language
this country understands.

No, Mrs. Willett,
I don't have better news, I'm sorry.

OK. I will.

Hey. Thought you had surgery.

I did.

Saving a sex trafficker's life.

So...

I needed some air.

How did you manage to not stab him
in the skull with a scalpel?

Skin of my teeth.

I easily could have let the catheter slip
by a millimeter,

lacerate his artery,

or I could have accidentally
let him have a bigger stroke,

landing him in a vegetative state,
sitting in his own filth for decades.

But I didn't because I took an oath.

I saved his life so amazingly well

that he will live far longer
than he should,

until he dies alone in prison.

I am so sick of it.

- I'm so sick of it.
- I know.

It's infuriating.
How anyone could kidnap children...

No. That's not it, Amelia.

That's not it.

You're outraged.

Everyone is outraged that this monster
kidnapped these girls.

And that is awful. It's awful.

But what about the monsters
that got us here?

The many reasons that Black girls
are more vulnerable

to being taken in the first place?

I want outrage for that.

I want your outrage for the fact
that we're seen as disposable

and rarely seen as victims.

That Black girls are less likely to be
seen as innocent than White girls.

Which makes people think
we don't need protecting.

And it's OK to hypersexualize us
in the media,

meanwhile we're being physically
and sexually abused at horrific rates,

and not just by sex traffickers.

There are so many things
waiting to rob Black women and girls

of our freedom and future and our joy.

And because none of it has...

an evil or obvious face,
it just gets ignored.

And now...

there's a plague
that is killing Black people

at a rate that should make
everyone outraged!

If Covid were killing White people

at the rate that it is killing
Black people,

you better believe that everyone
would be wearing masks

because it would be the damn law!

You're right, Maggie.

And I don't know how you carry it all.

By the skin of my teeth.

Did you quit yet?

It's not quitting.

It's choosing joy.

I want to choose joy.

I want to bring life into the world.

It's nothing to shame me over.

- I didn't shame you.
- A little bit you did.

I heard Grey's awake. Did you tell her?

No.

She would definitely shame me.

She was my teacher.
She loves to cut more than anybody I know.

She would tell me that it's...

a reaction to the pandemic.

And that's insane to quit surgery.

And...

on some level, she'd be right.

But...

But when I think about quitting,

it brings me so much joy.

It's like I have a dirty little secret.

Twenty-seven patients transferred
in under five hours.

And somehow we're all still standing.

So? Did you break something?

I screamed into a pillow
for a few minutes. Thank you.

You know, when my mom died...

I don't even have words
to describe how bad it felt.

Like the pain should just carry me
out of my body

and take me with her.

I feel like I'm not in my body.

Like I'm watching myself move around,
but I'm not all there.

I have no idea
what to do about a memorial.

She wanted something joyous.

My father and I following
behind the hearse in a white limo.

Had to be white.

Her church choir singing
"His Eye is on the Sparrow"

in front of the entire congregation.

And no crying.

Yeah, said she'd been to
enough sad funerals.

She wanted good food,

good music, and laughter.

You know,
working every day in the Covid ICU,

I've seen some pretty beautiful things.

Candlelit drive-by vigils.

And video memorials.

Look, I know none of it's ideal,
but it does provide a little comfort.

Do you mind if I knock off?
I have to take my meds and get some sleep.

What?

Of course. I'm so proud of you, DeLuca.

Managing your mental health,

taking your meds, getting rest,
setting boundaries.

That's not easy even when we aren't
in the middle of a pandemic.

Guess I'm lucky I was surrounded by people
that didn't give up on me.

Good night, Chief.

Code Blue, room 4878.

Code Blue, room 4878.

Code Blue, room 4878.

Code Blue, room 4878.

Code Blue, room 4878.

Code Blue, room 4878.

Dr. Grey, get back in bed!
The code team will be here any minute!

She doesn't have that kind of time!

Get me an ET tube!

Take over compressions!

Dr. Grey!

All right, I'm in. Bag her.

What the hell are you doing?

Helm, get me a wheelchair.

Teddy, I don't wanna keep punishing you.

We have kids, you know?

Maybe it's time we start to talk about
what we're gonna do.

Allison.

Allison's fine.
I talked to Mom this morning, she said...

No, Owen. Not our Allison. My Allison.

We weren't just best friends.

I was in love with her.
And she was in love with me.

We were so deeply in love.

And I don't know what this
has to do with what I did to you.

But I know that it is the only secret that
I kept from you, before Tom.

And before this, I...

I know that it's connected.

And I know you well enough to know
that you need the whole story.

I don't know all of it yet.
But I wanted to give you what I do know.

I don't know what to do with this.

You don't have to do anything.
I just want you to know that I love you.

And I love our kids.
And I loved our family, even if it's over.

This makes so much sense.

Ever since our wedding day,
I've been trying to piece it together.

Our history.
Searching for when you changed,

and became someone capable
of doing things I couldn't understand.

And it turns out that you didn't change.

Turns out...

Turns out I just never really knew you.

- Owen, that's not true.
- Do you know what true is, Teddy?

We named our daughter after a lie.

No, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no, no.

I have never seen anything like this.

Everyone really pulled together today.

It would be beautiful
if it wasn't full of dying people.

I mean Covid.

We're doing our best,
but this is the first time in my career

I'm not sure that's enough.

Pretty soon we're gonna start
losing our own.

Not to the disease,
but to the toll it's taking.

I fear this will hurt us in a way
we can't even begin to understand.

It's Grey.

Come on.

- Her sats are plummeting.
- She was fine.

Until she got out of bed and tried
to resuscitate a coding patient.

The exertion just
pushed her over the edge.

Maybe. Or maybe her lungs
already looked that way.

The experimental drug doesn't
reverse damage that's already occurred.

- She might have just been on a Covid high.
- What about putting her on BIPAP?

It won't be enough, if she's not already
responding to high flow.

- Where's Pierce?
- She went home.

She's not answering her phone.

- I think it's time. Dr. Webber...
- No.

- She said she didn't want to be on a vent.
- Unless it's a last resort.

Well, Meredith's lungs
are at a breaking point.

I know early results weren't good,

but more and more patients
are surviving after they go on a vent.

- Richard!
- It's my call.

Do it.

I'm sorry. I had to get out.
It's too risky.

Open your eyes, people!
She's selling human beings!

Buon giorno.

Carina.

- What's wrong?
- It's the woman.

Who brought in the girl. Cindy. Erin.

Erin Banks. Do you remember her?

- Andrea.
- Carina, I swear it's her.

Carina, look at me.

I'm fine and I'm right.
Believe me, it's her.

OK then, call the police.

No, you call the police.
I'm following her.

I let her walk out of the hospital once,
I'm not doing it again.

Va bene.

- But I'm driving.
- OK, come on! Hurry up.

I don't need anything!

- Are you real?
- I told you the long distance thing

wasn't working for me.

Sometimes,
when you think the storm has passed,

you realize you were just
in the eye of it.