All language subtitles for Love Has Won - The Cult of Mother God - S01E03 - Episode Three [WEBDL-1080p][EAC3 5.1][h26

Hey, guys. Okay, so, I made
a post a little while back

about my mom being
a cult leader,

and how I live
with my grandparents,

so I thought I would, like,
share that story, maybe.

I didn't get a lot of likes,
but like, it's a cool story.

Um, it's a dark story.

So, I'm gonna be telling
that story and you can listen.

But I just thought
it would be fun.

It kind of all started
when I was born.

They were very young
when they had me.

My mom was 25 and my dad was 21.

They went for a weekend
to go party,

and when my grandma came
to get me,

I was alone,
sitting in a diaper,

and she took me away
because I was crying.

So, at this point, I'm living
with my grandma full-time,

and I see my dad
on the weekends. My mom left.

She's not in the picture
with anyone anymore.

She left the family.

She left everything.
No one really hears from her.

They kept a lot of things
from me about my mom.

I didn't really
get to know anything

until I was about 14,

when my brother told me.
He wasn't really supposed to,

but he told me anyways.

I finally looked her up
on YouTube.

And I can't remember
what her channel is,

but she's got, like,
a subscriber amount on there.

I don't even know.

I can't really, like,
explain what she believes in,

but she basically believes
in, like, a galactic something.

She also thinks— believes
that Robin Williams came to her

when he committed suicide.

But yeah, that's the end
of this story time.

So, I hope you enjoy.

Um, yeah, bye!

Hawaii.
Just gorgeous. Awesome.

Pineapple just—
Melts in your mouth.

Mama with her birdies.
What a brilliant scene.

Mom had already been
on the journey since 2007,

and she had dedicated
every moment of every day

into waking everyone up.

In Hawaii, she was starting
to finally calm down.

She loved the ocean.

She hadn't been to the ocean
in years.

Whoo!

Here she comes. The queen.

Whoo!

Out to greet the beach.

She was healing in Hawaii.

That's that blanket
you're seeing right here.

I mean, that's Mom on the beach,
you see.

Whoo!

Whoo!

All right.

She was drinking
Mai Tais.

Aloha.

And like,
having a great time.

She was serving humanity.

And she was not gonna stop
for nothing.

And she didn't.
She was 24 hours a day,

doing as much as she could,
pushing as much energy.

But humanity
just wasn't getting it.

It wasn't waking up to Mom.

You know what?

Deepak Chopra
could get more than that.

Why?

- They're complacent assholes.

It's okay
to just sit there and—

And I get fucking pooed on
and abused and...

Once she got to Hawaii,
I followed the whole thing.

I watched it every morning.

I wanted to hear her.
I wanted to know

what was going on with her.

It wasn't so much listening
to them and their cult things.

I just wanted to know
what was going on with Amy.

We know you all love her.

We found
a Skype number.

She picked up the Skype.

She was very thin.
Her teeth were looking terrible.

She said she can't walk anymore,

and I'm like,
she can't walk anymore?

Like, what is going on?

And I noticed she was blue.

I was reading everything
that I could,

and I figured out
it was the colloidal silver.

She obviously needed
medical help.

I said, "Amy, I'm really
concerned about you."

And she laughed in my face,
and she said,

"Why are you concerned
about me?"

"I'm Mother God."
And I was just like... "Okay."

So we talk about it
as a family,

me and Mom,
and we're like, "What do we do?"

Like, "Who can help us?"

We had this vision
of Dr. Phil saying,

"Oh my gosh,
this woman needs help."

And he was gonna offer her help.

The producers called
and said,

"Could Mom be on the show?"

This could be
where people hear Mom,

and they see her,
and they hear her story.

I thought it was gonna be Oprah.

Like in all my experiences,
I thought it was Oprah

that would reveal me,
and the truth on the planet.

And wow.

Fucking Dr. Phil
comes out of nowhere.

I'm like...

"You know how much
I love Dr. Phil?"

I love Dr. Phil. I love him.
I love him. I love him.

DR. Our guest today
calls herself "Mother God."

She is a leader
of an organization

called Love Has Won.

But her sister claims
the group is a cult.

They said,

"We want you to be here
in two days. We've got Amy."

And I'm like, "We've gotta go."

We got in the car.
We drove 24 hours.

Amy joins us now via Skype.

So, welcome.
I'm glad you're here to talk.

We wouldn't drive
for 24 hours if...

if I didn't think
there was hope.

So, how are things?

They're very peaceful here
at the moment.

I thought,
"Okay. This is my last chance.

This is my last chance
to save her."

Joining me is Amy's mom, Linda,
and Amy's sister, Tara.

- Let me start with you.
- Amy, I love you, you know that.

I've loved you
from the day you were born,

- and I miss you.

And I don't like
what you're doing at all.

I would love it
if you would come home...

so that we can help you.

You weren't raised like this.

And it makes me so sad.

DR. Amy,
how do you explain

abandoning your children?

Um, for me,
I did not abandon my children.

I begged my angels not—
I didn't wanna leave.

Um, and they told me
I had to go on mission.

If I didn't do it,
then no one else would.

It didn't go the way
that I thought it would.

Everything
was completely different

than I thought it was supposed
to be.

Are y'all aware that she says
that she's actually Jesus?

We expected Dr. Phil
to offer her help.

I— She's obviously
not mentally well.

Does it strike you all odd
that she drinks so much?

You say
that you're paralyzed now.

You can't heal that?

I have made all my attempts
to do that for myself,

and that's why I'm here
in Hawaii,

to really focus in on that.

And there's not a lot I can—
I can do except my life's work.

That was kind of
our last resort.

She felt very betrayed
by her family,

and the show as a whole.

My Earth family
is in treason beyond,

because they are not stepping
forward

with the truth of who I am.

Linda! Tara!

My family who birthed me

into this fucking reality
of illusion.

Step forward!

People started posting on local
Hawaiian Kauai Facebooks.

They started putting
this message out there,

that we were a danger to Kauai.

And then Mom messaged
Hope and I and said,

she had a special message
for the world.

Shalom, everybody.

Mom did announce to the island

and humanity today that she is,
indeed,

the Pele goddess
of fire and volcano,

and also the giver of dreams.
And, yes, she is.

"I'm Pele." Two words.

They went insane.

Every car horn you hear

represents a hundred
more people as well

that could not get through.

How dare you,
haole lady, come here,

and say
that you are the goddess Pele

to the Hawaiian people
on the Hawaiian land!

Please leave.

We're not standing
for your kind of crazy!

Mother God claimed to be Pele,

who is the Hawaiian
volcano goddess.

The true goddess.
Not you, bullshit lady.

And they knew she wasn't Pele.

And it was really
pissing them off.

You are not Jesus.

How dare you?

What are you doing?

Mom was screaming, upset.

They busted the window.
Oh, shit. Oh my God!

- Got fucking wiped off...
Please, help.

- ... the face of the Earth,
looks like.
Somebody.

This is our country!

Why would you abandon
your children

and make other people follow you
as a fake mother?

You are a fraud. You need help.

I don't understand.

Just loving humanity,

and I'm getting
fucking fucked...

by all directions.

And finally, the mayor
went over there,

and basically, the community
was able to remove the cult.

We, the people, have triumphed,

and they're officially leaving
right now.

Never come back.

- Never come back.
Go home!

I was young
when I got married to Amy's dad.

He was never there. I guess
I got tired of being alone,

and pretty soon,
it— it kind of fell apart.

Dennis made it hard.

He was not very nice to me
when I left.

We lived with our dad
for a while.

And I think there was
a lot of animosity between...

my stepmother and my mom.

She didn't like my mom, and so

she took a lot of those feelings
out on Amy.

She had her...

her ways that she wanted
things done.

I'm gonna cry.

One day,
we picked up Amy,

and she had on shorts,
and I looked down at her leg,

and there was a huge bruise
on her leg.

And I said, "Amy, what is that?"

She goes, "She'll kill me."
And I said, "What?"

It was... different things.

She'd put her in the closet,
make her do things.

Amy got the brunt of the abuse.

We did talk about it,

but we didn't dwell on it,
I guess.

I didn't— I didn't want
to have her go back,

and dwell on something

that she did not want
to remember.

I'm her oldest son.

Yeah.
She was my... she was my mother.

My dad and her
had joint custody.

I was in fifth grade,
and one day I got home early,

'cause I had just gotten let out
for winter break.

And I was super excited.

And I see my dad's car
in the driveway.

I'm like, "That's weird."

And he goes,

"Kid, I have some really
difficult news to tell you."

And he told me that...

uh, uh—

Amy basically packed her bags
and disappeared and left.

At first, anger.
A lot of them were just anger.

She's missing out
on all of this—

all of this family life

that I know she did love,
you know.

I know she wanted
to be around us.

And then just as I got older,
the anger kind of went away.

And it kind of just became
more pity.

I pitied her. I did. I did.

I was five years old.

That was the last time
I, like, saw her in person.

She disappeared, basically.

But I don't know
if I can really blame her or...

if, you know,

it's just her mental state,
you know?

I was always
very mad at her,

but there was always a soft spot
that I had for her.

'Cause I still had
that little girl in me.

That's— that's—
I wanted my mom.

I sent her a very
strongly worded email.

But, I mean, you can't blame me

for sending an email
like that...

to someone who left me,
her daughter, her only daughter.

She sent me
a very sweet email back.

"Madison, I love you."

Um, "If you ever wanna come
to my house, you're welcome."

I would never.

Not while you're in that cult.

Not while you're connected
to those people.

Once Hawaii happened,

that was the biggest
emotional toll

I'd seen taken on Mom.

She was depressed
is the best way

I would describe her
in those moments.

Just sitting in bed.
No joy. Nothing.

She basically went from
getting better to defeated.

But also surrendering
to the fact that,

in some weird way,

this was part
of the divine plan.

She's not on the stream
and doesn't do videos anymore,

because she's so far ahead
in consciousness,

it's very difficult for her
to be here.

I think
it was at that breaking point,

I was very worried.

Every live stream,
"Oh, Mom's gonna ascend soon."

Like, she was gonna die.

But there was still pressure
to earn their keep.

They did whatever they had to do
to keep making money for Amy.

We would ask
for donations to help out Mom.

Please, donate to the mission
of ascension of Mother.

Please, somehow support.
Please, buy your colloidals,

buy your candles.

There's so much that's going on.

And yet she can exude
such bravery, such courage.

Which is why
she has the donations.

For that stupendous endeavor.

I even wrote something
on Reddit.

I'm like, "They're gonna have
a dead body on their hands."

This was potentially
a death mission,

because humanity wasn't going—
wasn't waking up,

and expanding at the rate
that they should have been.

And Mom chose to keep going.
She was determined...

I had an FBI contact.

I always kept him up to date
where the group was.

It's getting real out
in these streets.

We got trolls, we got calls,
we got harassed up the ass,

and it was just— It was a lot.

Oh, like, "She should
fucking die. Fuck her."

Um, you know, she's weathering
the most hate on the planet.

The cult has been here
on and off since 2018,

and recently returned

after being kicked out
of Hawaii.

We've been trying to ask
the sheriff and the county

for three years now,
to get this place shut down

as a public nuisance,
and we're ignored.

The Galactics
came through to Mom and said,

"We have to get you
to California."

But the live streams,
and the business,

and the sessions,
and all that stuff

had always been managed by us.

There was no way
we could have stayed with her.

The business would have flopped.

We wouldn't have been making
the money we needed to.

So me, Aurora, and Michael
stayed back in Crestone.

They went to Shasta.

I think maybe she was supposed
to ascend through Mount Shasta.

Like, a lot of new age people
think that's a portal.

Whoo!

Focus on the positive,
please, thank you.

All right, I think we're good.

Mom was there
with Father and Faith.

As long as Mom was alive,
I was trying to save her.

Everything I did was—
was to try to help her body,

to try to find a release,

to try to ease
what was happening.

Um, well, you know,

the things
that we had been doing

that was all guided.
Robin was guiding me a lot.

You know, her RSO oil,
um, the colloidals.

Mom was just holding on.

Someone like Faith, you know,

still thought
we were gonna heal her,

and that she was gonna, like,

feel better
in this physical body.

But me and Aurora,
we're just hopeful,

you know,
she would reach ill health,

and then, you know,
the Galactics

would just pick her up,

you know, before
she got to a place where she—

you know, what we see as death.

Mom's ascending. I'm so excited.

- And—
- I'm fucking excited.

Get her on the fucking
Air Force One,

Trumpy Trump, pick her up.
Germain, Robin, scoop her.

Whatever it fucking takes,
we fucking ready.

- Let's go.
- This little nugget,

it's fucking time.

It's her time to shine.

It's her time
to tell everybody to fuck off.

I feel like there was something
in her,

that was telling her to go home,

and then, something
just kept pulling her back.

She wouldn't have texted me
if she wanted—

If she didn't wanna see me
at some point.

And if she came back home,

I mean, she'd have all these
loving people coming over her,

and, you know, maybe we'd be
a little mad, at first.

But, you know,
she's family. You can't...

just say "Fuck you" to family.

Uh, Amy called me...

on New Year's Eve.
And I was at a friend's house,

and I saw "Amy Carlson"
come across my phone,

and I was like—
I was scared to pick it up.

I called her back.

I said, "Amy, I love you."
And she said, "Well, I'm dying."

And I said, "Okay.
Do we need to call the police?"

"Do we need to call
an ambulance?"

She goes, "No."

I said, "Why don't you come home
and live with us?

We will take care of you."

And she goes, "I don't want
you guys to have to care for me,

'cause it takes four people
to care for me."

And I said, "Okay."

But I just told her I loved her,

and that was the last time
I talked to her.

In April, Mom was told

by the Galactics
to move to Oregon.

And me and Hope were like...

"This is not a good idea."

It felt very much like,
"What is the endgame here?"

This— We can't keep doing this.

You know,
I sent the kids down

to get a bean bag
that Mom loved.

I sit in back in the car.
And I put Mom in there.

You know, Mom can't even move.

She gotta be comfortable in it.

I had to move her.

I don't give a fuck
what you say.

I gotta move her.

Somebody grab the back doors.

The situation felt so critical

that Hope was telepathically
asking for the guidance

of what should be done.

I said, "Angels, do I need
to go out to Oregon?"

And my phone immediately said,
"Ding, ding."

It said, "Ding, ding," as soon
as I finished the thought.

We packed our bags,
we got on a flight.

We didn't tell anybody
we were going.

We didn't even tell Father.

We were going there
to tell her telepathically,

um, whatever, that it's time.

The— the time has been reached.
You have to leave.

We showed up.
It was probably, like, mid-day.

I'll never forget opening
the door,

and seeing Mom in the tub.

And I was like,
"I have to hold it together

because I'm gonna lose it."

They're like,
"Hope and Aurora are here."

She said our names maybe once.

She was cycling
at that time

between the hot tub,
and the shower, and the bed.

It was like she needed
to move this energy,

but because her body
was so paralyzed,

she couldn't physically
release it

from her body anymore,

so she had
to keep moving locations.

Mom was just holding on.

She said she didn't know
what else to do except maybe,

like, go to a hospital, but,
you know, most of the time,

the Galactics tell her no.
You know, it's not us.

If Mom really wanted to go
to a hospital,

we would surrender to it.

But most of the time,
she would say things, and then,

Robin or Germain would
come through and be like, "No."

She'd already agreed
to this process.

She'd agreed for her vessel...

to do all of this.

And—
and that was the biggest gift.

The Galactics said
that she could take

a muscle relaxer
to ease the pain.

And when she took that

was when
she started to go, like,

lose her verbal
cognitive functioning.

She got to a point where
she couldn't move anymore.

She couldn't—
She was locked in.

At that point,
I left, recognizing that,

you know, I had to grieve
that I couldn't save her.

But it wasn't about
stopping her from dying.

I wasn't even perceiving
she was dying.

I just remember saying
to the Galactics,

"I'm not leaving
until she ascends."

And then, around 6:00
that evening,

she took her last breath.

The essence had left, you know.

That was the place
where she passed.

You know, Mom is becoming...

like a child.

She's becoming
a little girl again.

Mother Earth, Mother God.

She has many names,
is here with you.

Look to the skies...

as Mother Earth successfully
made it to Heaven...

and the new Earth co-creation
is now ready to begin.

And we all kind of just...

stood there
and looked at each other.

And...

in this very
surreal moment of, like...

what do you do now?

What in the world do you do?

'Cause God just died.

And...

thankfully, Father was...

you know, he was...
he was in full divinity

at those moments because...

he was the first person
to speak and say...

"Come on now, girls,
pull it together."

She is not gone.

She's not gone.

She is still here.

I mean, you never seen
a transition like that.

She went into a stasis mode.

We keep going.

You know,
we keep going with everything.

For three days,
we were still giving her water.

We were still taking care
of the vessel.

Her body was warm.

It was almost literally like
the resurrection of Jesus.

It's totally... can grip.

Mom's body started
to get loose again.

You could feel
the pulse coming off.

Like, we were reading some
electromagnetic frequencies

off of her.

We could see that the body
was still producing electricity

Now, I'm at zero.

Zero.
We're probably all at zero.

Zero, okay.

Two— Shit.

Holy shit.

Now, if I do this... zero.

Now, it's going higher. Whoa!

Holy moly, she pushing through.

Three hundred.
Whoa, whoa.

- You saw that? 384 it went to.
Yes.

We're dancing
and having a great time.

Mom's fucking dancing...

all over.

We're like, witnessing...

out-of-this-world experiences.

And at the same moment,

we don't have Mom here
to tell us

what is the appropriate thing
to do.

The only thing we ever knew was
that Mom had told us,

and always said,
and had documented many times,

"Do not take me to a hospital.
Do not resuscitate me.

Do not give my body
to the cabal in any way."

The hotel staff wanted
to check in on her,

and knocked on the door,
and tried to get in.

And...

me and Aurora were just
in the bathroom praying

that they didn't come in,
and see Mom in that state.

And so, we told Jason
and he was like,

"Fuck, we gotta go."

"We have to go because
they can't get Mom's body."

"They can't."

Um, "That's what they want."

So, around ten o'clock
that night,

we transported Mom
from the hotel

to a forest in Oregon.

We got pulled over by the cops.

We had Mom with her hat
and glasses on,

and we wrapped her up like
a person sleeping in the back.

So, when he shined
his flashlight,

it looked like someone
that was asleep

in the back seat.

One of the craziest,
scariest moments of my life,

because I thought
we were gonna be fucked

at that point
and the guy let us go.

Once we got out
to the national forest,

the whole team came,

and we all camped together
with Mom.

We were like,
starting to be like,

"What the fuck?
Are they picking her up?"

Is— You know,
were they gonna take the body?

Like, do we have the body?
Are we stuck with the body?

You know, Mom's body, so...

Like, who's they what?
That they were gonna
pick her up?

Like, the Galactics, like,
you know what I mean?

Like, our fantasies of, like,
the starships.

Was that gonna happen,

now that Mom's not in the body
to be picked up?

Like, we had no idea.

We were just praying
for, like, a literal miracle.

It was inconceivable to me
that she would leave her body.

I... I felt it was only possible

to ascend the planet
with her in a body.

I was just like,
"We're gonna, you know,

put her on that wooden board.

Float her down the river
together,

and then shoot arrows.

Flaming arrows, and you know,
have this grand thing,

that only God could get."

I mean...

I... I literally thought

that a Starship
would just come, right?

You know,
I could hear more in the hotel,

but when we got to the woods,

I... I couldn't hear anything.
My guidance— I was numb.

Again, we're still hopeful
that there will be some, like,

Galactic intervention because,
like...

we have her body, and in 3D,
it's not looking good.

- ... you know?

It was in the tent.

Yeah, next to Pops,
he slept with her.

Um, but it...
it was definitely rough.

It was, you know,
it was like something

I could have never
fathomed happening.

You know,
and at this point, I'm like...

"What is going to happen?
What is this end result?"

Come pick up Mama.

She's ready, let's do this.

I started to get restless.

Father had been drinking.

He was obviously very distraught

and upset by the fact
that she was gone.

I comforted him
and just kind of, like,

just talked with him,
and just listened to music,

and just, you know,
be there with Mom, too.

She's right there.

It was that day
that he basically

was encouraging the team
to go take a shower,

and go do laundry,
and, you know,

take the day to go handle
that stuff.

And the majority of us went.

And he's like,
"Fuck it, we're going."

And it was never
a thought, or a discussion,

or he never brought it up
to anyone.

It was only me and Father,
with Mom and FM.

I drove nonstop
from Oregon to Colorado.

See, in higher frequency,
you have infinite energy.

I went to get my Mom back...

to where she wished to be.

And Dad was right back there
with her.

So, they traveled across,
I believe it's five state lines,

with a dead body
wrapped in a sleeping bag

and Christmas lights
in the back of an SUV.

They didn't say a word to us

about where they went,
what was going on,

and we just started tripping.

But a few days prior,

Michael had pulled
200,000 dollars out of the bank,

and we felt that

maybe they were going
to Crestone

because Jason was going back
to stop Michael

from taking
the rest of Mom's money.

And at some point on that drive,

El had called
or messaged Aurora

and said that Michael pulled out
the last 50,000.

When we arrived
at Mission House,

Jason brought her in.

I was very hands-off
with the whole situation.

I... I couldn't fathom
what was going on.

We just kind of, like,
cleaned up the house.

The next thing you know,
Michael comes home.

And, you know, he sees Mom
and he just freaks out.

I'm sorry, I can't hear you.

Okay. What's going on, man?

They— They...

Okay.

Oh, they brought—

So, you're saying they—

- they brought her body here?
- Yeah.

When was the last time
you spoke to her?

Okay.

And you gave them permission
to stay at your place?

El called and said
the cops were there.

And...

we never heard from them
after that point.

Jason?
Yeah.

We knew it was Michael,
that he used

that the house was in his name

to arrest the team
and say that he didn't—

you know,
he didn't want them there.

I need you
to turn around for me.

I watched him bleed
every account.

Thank you.

Three hundred
and thirty thousand dollars.

Sometimes I wish, you know,
it would've went different...

but it didn't. It is what it is.

Okay, Jason.
- Yeah.

Three hundred
and thirty thousand dollars?

The autopsy report

for the mummified cult leader
found in April

may shed new light
onto why charges were dropped

for her followers.

The El Paso
County Coroner's Office

show no trauma to her body.

She actually died
from organ failure

caused by anorexia,
alcohol abuse,

and the final factor,
ingesting colloidal silver,

something that's falsely touted
to have medical benefits.

This has been a very
transformational time for me.

We got arrested,

and then we couldn't find
a stable place.

But yet,
these moments camping with Dad,

he'll draw the dots together
for me

when I'm feeling just down
about it, you know.

And... and bring me back up
and lift me up

and... and say, you know,

"You are great.
You served Mom brilliantly."

I mean, you're a fucking kid
from fucking Wisconsin.

Come on, now. You see.

And all of sudden,
you're elevated...

in consciousness...

by the greatest being
that ever existed.

Mm-hmm.

What is your belief?

How beautiful it could be
between the light and the dark?

Once you are aware

that God is on this planet,
100 percent,

you'll all be freed.

Go that way a little more.

I'm not gonna say
anything about, like, Father.

I'm not gonna talk about them,

besides that
they're out of jail.

Yeah.
- If people don't know
that already.

And every single person

that was a hater against Mom,

like, did they think that,
like, Mom—

No matter what—
How it went with Mom,

like, ascending,
leaving the body,

no matter what,
did you think that, like,

we were just gonna pack
and go home?

Be like, "All right, sayonara,

back to Florida
and Boston we go." Like, no.

Two minutes. Two minutes.

Dude, I would kill myself
in five minutes

if I ever went back to 3D land.

- Yay!
- Whoo!

- We're live!

- There you go.
- There you go.

She accomplished
the greatest achievement

that all of creation
has ever seen.

We didn't fucking think
this was the way

it was gonna go down.

We're not gonna hide it
or lie about it, fact.

Fact, Michael called the cops
on the team. Fact.

Fact, Michael pulled out
all the money,

then dissolved
all of Mom's websites. Fact.

However this looks,

it's not up to us.

It's up to one woman,
and one lady only.

And she was formerly known
as Amy Carlson,

but that, ladies and gentlemen,
is your Mother God.

So, whether you wanna use
3D terms to describe it,

you want us to say
that she died,

she ascended.

One time for Mother God, baby.

- Mama!

She did it.
She completed mission.

And so,
the divine plan is inevitable.

We went through an experiment.

That's what Mom did.

What Mom has achieved
is phenomenal.

God came and did it.

You know, she took the pain
and suffering when she left,

so that we didn't have to.

It was all divinely
orchestrated.

Her ascension happened
perfectly.

She literally has given
everybody on the planet

the chance
to consciously look...

and choose.

That's why I'm sitting here

in front of this camera
right now.

We woke up.
Everyone's gotta wake up now.

This is the beginning
of something grand.

Mm.

Hello?
Hi.

Hi.
How are you?

I'm good, Ashley, how are you?

Good. Your voice sounds
a lot different.

So does yours. Oh my God.

I just wanna say thank you
for calling me. Means a lot.

Yeah.

I just always wanna
make sure you're okay.

You are my daughter.

- But I never meant to hurt you.
Yeah.

It's been definitely, like,
a weird year without Mom, so...

Or other Mom. Mom 2.0. So...

- But I'm glad—
I'm sure.

I'm glad she's, um, not in pain,
'cause she was in a lot of pain,

- when she was here. Um...
Mm-hmm.

So, I'm just— I'm glad
that she's not in that anymore.

I'm sure you miss her.

Yeah, I miss her a lot.
I'm sure you do.

Yes.

She was— Yeah,
she was like my best friend.

South Florida is very 3D.

It's funny.

You just think
all of this is real.

And it's not.