All language subtitles for Love Has Won - The Cult of Mother God - S01E02 - Episode Two [WEBDL-1080p][EAC3 5.1][h264]

In my last job in the...
in the Earth realm,

my 60th job, was running
a Blockbuster in Las Vegas.

And I loved that job.

You know, I promoted everything
they wanted.

I went through sales,
I raised my store up.

And I ran it
for nine bucks an hour.

They promised me
50 grand a year,

and it just didn't come.
I was like...

"Fuck you."

And that's when things
really started to evolve.

I heard Mom once. That was it.

An actual physicality
through the Internet.

You see.

Yet, I was already aware
that the matrix was real,

and that everyone
is being enslaved.

Of course.
Already before I even went.

RMS.
This is Nicole. Can I help you?

Hello, Nicole.
How are you today?

Doing good.

My name is Jason Castillo.
I'm on a GPS bracelet.

Mm-hmm.

And I'm staying at a hotel...

right here in Alamosa
for three days,

and I wanted
to give you the address

so that they could
change the location.

Okay.
- I'm in room 247, okay?

Okay.
I'll let her know for sure.

So blessed. Thank you, Nicole.

- You have a great day now, okay?
You as well. Bye.

- Okay.

You wanna know why
there's, like,

everything coming up
to the surface?

Everything being revealed?

'Cause I have commanded it so.

I'm your Mother God.

It's a blast because...

Yes, Mother Mary.
- Peace in America.

Peace in America.

Yeah.
- God is here. Mother.

Yeah. Yeah.
- Mother? Mother?

Jason and Ryan have arrived.

I think they'd love to come in
and see you.

El picked up Jason
from Las Vegas,

and we showed up the same day.

Oh, my God! We're here!

Mom said like,
"Yeah, go pick 'em up,"

and I did.

- And Jason was just a jump
on board.
Yes.

He was like...

He chose to live
on the streets for years
before coming to Mission.

And he had jobs too.

Appliance,
you know, installations,

personal trainers,
things like that.

But he had been living
on the streets.

Jason Castillo,
he's got a long rap sheet.

Child abuse, more like

neglect type of abuse
than physical abuse.

Property crimes.

Nothing big
or particularly violent.

But he's definitely a criminal.

So, we pull up to that house.
Miguel opens the door,

and there's this huge room.

And this is
a 5,000-square-foot cabin.

And you gotta
imagine being giddy.

I see this girl.
Like this. This posture.

I mean,
like the girl you imagine.

The most beautiful dress.

Her back—
her hair's back in a ponytail.

I already knew I was home.

I just didn't know
where I fit in.

So, I go through a couple days
of just praising everything.

- Hello, love beings.

I just wanna
start off by saying...

how wonderful it was
to show up here.

Um...

Any butterflies that I had

about coming
were instantly dissolved.

Everything is exactly
what we all expect it to be.

The love is just immense here.

You know, of course, for me,
I was always maintenance.

I'm always taking care
of things.

So, I noticed her lamp
was out one morning

and I grabbed the lamp,
and I went and fixed the wiring.

She shared with me,
"You know, you're brilliant."

I had never heard that.

I had never,
ever heard that phrase

in my life pertaining to me.

And when she shared that
with me,

fucking light bulb went off.

I'm like, "You know what?
I am fucking brilliant.

Why the fuck didn't anyone
ever share that with me?"

Look at all
these piles of leaves.

And I'm out in the yard,

- and I'm raking.
Yeah. Thank you.

So, I go on
for about another,

I don't know, eight hours,

and I'm already
fucking tripping.

And I'm watching
all these children

run around having fun.

I looked at that rake
and I looked at that house,

and I looked at that land,

and I felt something
come through me.

I dropped that fucking rake
and I looked at these...

and I'll share with you,
these motherfuckers.

I'm like,
"This is my fucking house."

Ophiuchus, Sagittarius,
Scorpio rising.

In the beginning,
Mother and I shared

a few physical moments together.

And you know,
it was grand, of course.

That's why it felt
so real to me,

that I was Father.

But I was always going to be
the second to last "Father"

before the real Father came.

And she could feel it as well.

And some research was done
on her end

with the council
and all these things.

She was like, "I see."
She's like, "You are Father...

Multiverse."

- Love has won.
Yes.

Father and Mother
of all creation

are here on the planet.

And this is our planet
and these are our atoms.

Yes.

All this energy is ours
and it belongs to us.

And if you're not
in right action, you're out.

Period.
So, guess who's the master

of atoms with me?

You know, every man is
always chasing a twin flame.

I had found her.

And this energy comes through.

A fucking ancient energy.

I mean, that's how
Mom describes it.

Ancient energy.

This is Father of All Creation.

It is I who took out
all illusionary darkness,

and I who make the commands
for its absolvement.

All will be returned to my queen
and our children.

Once he became Father...

he went crazy.

There was just
so many different nights

in the first few months
where Mom would pass out,

and then he would start
telling everyone what to do.

He would overly drink.

He would take, like,
fucking six raw eggs

in the morning,
just, like, straight up.

He would just, like,
take over the music

and start playing like,
heavy metal stuff.

- Power does it.

He was just being a dick.

Literally embodying
all the lower masculine energy

you've ever seen
on the planet...

all in one vessel.

Believe me,
I asked plenty of times to Mom,

"I feel like he's not Father.
I feel like I'm Father."

And she always told me that,
"He's Father God.

You're Father Multiverse,
dumb-ass.

Don't get confused."

She taught us
that if you could

unconditionally love someone
that you perceive

as the lowest or the darkest...

you can change everything.

Well, the one thing about Mom
is that she was going to attract

some of the worst beings
on the planet to her.

So, yes, she had
many bad boyfriends,

many bad experiences
with the masculine.

And that was
by design to transform,

to take it on for humanity,

so that these cycles
could actually be broken.

Jam for us out there,
ladies and gentlemen. Way to go.

Say hi, baby.

She was 19
when she got pregnant.

I think she had just turned 20
by the time she had Cole.

It was a guy
that she had met at a party,

and then
she ended up pregnant.

And then that was the end
of the relationship.

She was young.
And I think she was scared.

But she would probably
never let on to us

that she was scared
about anything.

She was—
she was strong like that.

And then she had
another bad relationship

and had another child.

Maddie. It happened so quickly.
She had this big responsibility,

constant working every day,
supporting her kids.

She was doing
the best that she could.

But, um, I don't think
she was happy.

She had some struggling
relationships with men.

Men that would,
like, wanna control her.

I always had the kids.

She'd go do her own thing,
and sometimes I didn't

really know where she was going,

but I loved the grandkids
so much, I...

I, uh, I didn't ask her
a lot of questions.

I don't remember any guy

that was really extra kind
or nice to her.

She just was drawn

towards those abusive type
of men.

If a guy wasn't, she didn't stay
with him very long.

Her last boyfriend was
another volatile relationship.

She met him, I think,
at a bar probably.

Got pregnant very quickly.
Three kids.

They didn't have a lot of money.

She was in a really tough spot.

I remember her calling me again
and saying,

"I don't know what to do.

I'm afraid this is not
gonna end well."

I said,
"You can move in with me.

I'm here for you."

I just kept telling her,
"I'm here for you.

I want to help you."

She would just cry to me.

And I said, "Okay.
Do we need to call the police?"

She goes,
"No. We can't do that."

I remember when she left.

We had a birthday dinner
out in a restaurant.

And she got up and she left.

What do you mean?

She... All of...

All of her stuff, we got home,

and, um, all of her stuff
was gone, and...

I mean,
it was totally out of the blue.

She got up and excused herself,
and she left.

I do remember the dinner.

I don't think that we realized
that she was really leaving.

We thought that
she was gonna come back.

So, yeah, I was angry with her.

After everything
we've been through.

You know, how could
she do that to her kids?

We're in the BA test kitchen

and today we're going to make...

- gourmet Lucky Charms.
- Shut up, bitch.

Before—

Everyone tries
to fucking get in the way

of me and Mom's kiss
and love and affection.

You know why?

'Cause the energy it creates
changes everything.

And not the way
they want it to be.

Dumb.

You know, and looking at Father,

I feel that his intentions
were good,

that he wanted to bring her joy
and happiness

and push us to be
our greater version.

He would go out on the weekends.

Just puff— puff up his chest

and just be so mad
about just whatever,

and leave and go do meth,
and then come back.

And if you wanna just take
one moment—

Fuck off.

Mom would yell at him,

and he'd go live
in the basement.

It was a fucking nightmare.

I choose...

I was still proving myself.

I choose.

I choose love.

But when God loves you...
the pressure comes.

Hi, everyone.

We been, uh, going through
some stuff. Some things.

It's gonna be all right.

It's gonna be all right.

It is all right.

The energy was far too intense.

So, you know,
we needed to move Mom somewhere,

so she could just kinda
start over from square one.

The Galactics guided Mom
to go to Oregon.

We did leave Jason behind, um,
because he was out of control.

We drove nine hours
to the middle of the boonies.

Mom said to Jason,
"You're in your lower right now

and you can't be around us.

But if you are Father God,
you'll find a way to us."

So, Hope, Mom, and FM,
they went to Oregon,

but the Galactics said
the rest of the team

had to go to Crestone,

where she began her mission.

But we had nowhere to go.

So, we get there
and we go camping.

I have never camped
in my life, okay?

I'm, like, from South Florida.

I've lived in Miami,
like, high-rise condos.

Like, I don't know
what camping is.

We camp for about,
I would say, six weeks.

- We love you, FM.
- We love you, FM.

Miss you.

- Yup. That's what God does.

Yeah. And the, um,

the frequency
of the planet rises...

So, these people came into town.

It was an extreme drought year.

Basically, it was
a scary year for fire.

They were smoking outside,
so me and my friend went up

and explained to them
we were in stage-three drought.

Are you guys smoking over there?
Mm-mm.

Are you smoking?
Are you guys smoking?

We— We've put it out.

And they all had
these God names,

which kind of led us to suspect
there was something

of a spiritual nature
going on there.

They were all
on their computers, like,

all the time on their laptops.

And they go
to all these different places

that had Internet all over town.

You guys having a good day?
- Jeez.

Yeah, we are!

We're actually just on
a livestream,

so, I don't know
if you wanna say hi.

Hello!

Hi, live, everybody watching me.

Yeah. We, um, we run a website
called "Love Has Won."

Were very eclectic, spiritually.

The Rockies are—
So, there's wave action...

You know, most people
didn't think too much about it.

So, the Rockies are shrinking
and the—

Hello.

Okay.

Then they would
eventually get kicked out,

'cause you can't have
like 12 people on laptops

all day in your establishment.

We're gonna get
a bit mobile right now.

This café is closing.

I loved Oregon.

The mission got put
on the back burner,

so that we could all...

have this moment.

Here's FM
in his orange tighty-whities.

Yeah!

Love Has Won.

Yeah! FM!

Twenty-four days later...

I made it back.

You know who it is.

- Oh, my God!
Yeah. He's here!

He's here!

Whoo-hoo!
Mom.

Wow. No way!

Yes, Father!

Father!

Five hundred miles
with eleven cents in my pocket.

When I showed up that night

was the greatest.

The most beautiful place.
Fucking gorgeous.

You know, there's catfish.
We're catching 'em every day.

It's a reset.

You see.

Mom was loving it.
She was having fun like

she hadn't had fun in years.

We're sitting in the kitchen,

I'm playing her a song.

We're having a beer.

I never asked her for much.

But I did ask
for her hand in marriage.

And she's like, "Of course."

Long, long ago,

love decided to experience love
in a physical manifest,

and the divine plan
was activated.

We're, like,
in this little B&B camper.

It was beautiful, yeah.

Mom's like,
"I'm feeling squeezed."

The next day, got a house.

Next day. Boom.

Thank you.

So, we're just
gonna give you—
- So grateful.

My son's gonna take a walk
through the house

- and show what
has been accomplished.
- What we've done so far.

Everything was
really good

for the first few weeks
in Oregon.

So, just a little cleanup
around the house.

Get 'em, firemen. Get it!

And then on 7-7-2018,
our house burnt down.

Well, I went to Oregon

and followed
Mom's guidance there.

And I was guided to go
and burn some sage.

It just went...

My God.

It created
a massive brush fire

immediately around the property.

So, Jason got me
and Mom out of the house.

I ran in the kitchen.
My laptop was sitting there,

but I grabbed
Mom's ice and vodka.

Blow up the sun.

And I said, "Mom, it was me."

And she said, "I know, bitch.
The angels told me."

That's right.

They called us and said,
"We're coming to Crestone."

And I was like, "Holy fuck."

Hi, everyone.

Michael was like,
"I know the house

that we can stay at."

So, we got to the house,
which is now Mission House.

It was the most
broken-down house

I'd ever personally been in.

And I was like, "Okay."

So, we had to renovate

the entire house
in, like, two days.

Welcome party.
Here we go. All righty.

Yeah, that was
the catalyst for us

coming back
to Colorado in this house.

A very big, immense...

cataclysmic event
for all of creation.

This is her— her room.

I have a moment
every time I come in here...

of missing her.

We all had a hand
in making this room

as grand for her...

as we possibly could.

And it is here now
in this moment.

We literally sat in Mom's room

24 hours a day,
seven days a week.

I was pretty much documenting
everything in a notebook.

You have to do the work.

You know another good—

That was when Mom had
started training

Hope and I as oracles,

to, you know,
communicate directly

with Robin and stuff.

We would be in the room,
and we, the oracles,

we would get guidance
through from the Galactics.

Our job was to connect

with the Galactics
and get protocols.

Her and the Galactics
agreed on for her eating.

Very simple things,
nothing complicated.

She loved dips,

shrimp cocktail, crab legs.

She loved vegetable plates.

Really simple, simple food.

She loved
Velveeta grilled cheese.

Food was a very...
very, uh, delicate dance.

That summer, it was pretty easy.

You know, like I said,
breakfast, shower...

Sometimes she would go
into, like, an etheric meeting,

which means that she would
look like, to a hu—
a normal person,

that she was sleeping.

But she was actually
in etheric meeting.

The Galactics were
instructing for us

to basically create our own
morning livestream.

- Good morning, everybody!
- Morning!

Hello!

Welcome to
our new livestream time.

- And we're very excited
about this.
Yay!

"The New Earth
Daily Ascension Update"

- is the title for today.

We had a wave of people

that found Mom
when we started to do

the 6:00 a.m. livestream.

If you're still out there...

functioning in 3D,
trying to function in 3D...

- and having extreme difficulty.

We have the tools
and techniques.

I found Love Has Won
because I started doing research

about energy
and how it affects your body.

I'd been sick for a while,

and nobody could figure out
what was going on.

I went into a coma for ten days.

I was faced with medical bills
that you can't believe.

Half a million dollars.

That puts you in a black hole

that you just can't see
light out of.

And so, I booked
a session with them.

There we go.

And I just started
to feel close to them.

And they kept saying like,

"You need to come up here."
And...

And it was enticing.

- Hi, Nikki!
Hi, everybody.

Coming through?
Momma coming in!

It was great.

I learned a lot. It was like
boot camp for spirituality.

Truly.

Love you, family.

Beautiful red in his wings.

So, it was exciting.

But I remember
there was a little pizza place,

and I had just gotten there.
I had my money.

And I was like,
"I want a piece of pizza."

I had no idea
how any of it worked.

Thanks, love.
The Wi-Fi where we are...

I remember
that Miguel was the person
in charge of money.

So anything that needed
to be purchased

really kind of went through him.

And he was like, "Oh. Oh, no.

That's self-important.
We don't spend money on food."

And that's when
I learned the rules.

It was always the drive
to donate, donate, donate.

Miguel would be off
in corners

talking about how
to improve the website

or what they could sell

or how they could
make more money.

That's what the site is for.
The site is the foundation.

It's Mother's heart.

Amy got whatever Amy wanted.

She loved little goofy things.

Why wouldn't you want to donate
and support God?

You know, she's looking
for a go-kart, everyone.

You know, where's Mom's go-kart?

Where's Mom's fucking go-kart?

Amy taught that
the less that you ate,

the higher vibration
you would be.

Two of the major
backdoors for the ego

are food and sleep.

And so you wanna make sure,

in many ways,
that stuff's under wraps.

So, for a moment there,
there was a lot of oatmeal.

I was able to like, literally,
lose over a hundred pounds

because it was
such a dramatic change.

Being in these energies,
I mean...

So, Mom did have
an eating disorder growing up.

But I feel like
it was more pressure

to look a certain way.

She went through a phase
where she was chubbier.

But she wanted to look good
and attractive,

just like we all do.

She has always had
a struggle with weight.

And she did have an emotional
relationship with food.

I remember in her...

in her bedroom,
I would find, like, Ding Dongs,

you know,
like the Hostess cakes,

and I was like,
"Why is she hiding this?"

I think she was,
like, 14 years old,

she wanted to make herself
more beautiful by losing weight.

So, we did go on
Nutrisystem together.

That's where you ate
the packaged food, and...

I, at that point,
probably didn't need it,

but I wanted to support her.

She saw Tara getting
a lot of attention.

They were very close.
They were four years apart.

And she wanted that attention.

Her weight changed.

She became
more secure of herself.

And she realized
that she was beautiful.

She loved the attention.

All right.
- Mom says almost ready.

We got God all ready.

The Movie now.

On the Spot.

And...

Oh, yeah.
They had you going with my—

I don't know
what you're talking about.

Yeah.
Alrighty.

Okay. That'll be fine.

Yep.

- I'm used to you going at that.

That's the way
we've been practicing.

I mean,
we would spend days

sitting around
and listening to Amy talk.

Because, remember, this is Jesus
with the disciples at her feet.

That's the image,
that's the framework

that we were given
for our day-to-day life.

Her whole premise is that

she's transforming
and transmuting

all the trauma
and all of the negative energy

from the planet
to help us all...

move on.

We had a tap-in once.
We were joking around here.

There were a bunch of us.

And Faith was asking
about what people's childhoods

were on a scale of one to ten.

Mine was a two. And I was like,
"Yeah, that's pretty accurate."

Childhood sexual trauma,
rape, torture, abuse.

But I'm so grateful
that I had that experience

because...
I was able to see Mom

and her true unconditional love,
and what it's really like.

You are choosing love.
Yes, we'll spin out,

but on the flip side...

But, it has been a challenge
being apart from my children.

After we all left California,

my mother actually came
to pick them up.

Oh, and at the moment,

I definitely did not know
that it was going

to be for years.

But no matter what
I've had to give up,

no matter what
I've had to "sacrifice,"

it's never a sacrifice.

After a long day
of God doing God things,

just dealing with people

in their lower
and processing energy,

she's just fed up with it.

So she would drink...

She definitely started
to drink more,

the more people that came.

What up, everybody?

- What's good? What's good?
- Sending my love. Muah!

- Love Has Won, baby!

George said, "Don't you guys
miss your parents,

real family, blood relatives?"

Fuck no. Mother and Father
of All Creation are our parents.

One of my personal
family members

has tried to get groups together

to stop the ascension
of Mother God.

I fucking hate that bitch.
Fuck you.

You know who you are,
and I know who you're—

I know you're watching
in these moments.

And I'm calling
you out right now...

At this point,
I already lost contact with her.

Every time I called, her phone
would go to voicemail.

Messages are busy,
or, you know, full.

Um, but I would never
get anything back.

Ashley was
a normal, happy child.

We got a divorce,
me and her dad.

So, that shook up the world.

'Cause I—
We had to sell the house.

And then we had no place to go,

so had to move in
with my parents

in Billerica for a while.

That was hard for them.

And she started getting so mad.

Like I did everything wrong.

And then I just...

never...

heard from her again.

Been watching the livestreams
for like a year.

After they settled in Crestone,

they put Ashley,
like, front and center,

and I'm just like, "Oh, my God."
Like, you could see her bones.

I didn't mean to start a group.

It was just like
I saw so much wrong going on.

And so it's— We were trying
to open up their eyes.

I'm just like,
"Does anyone have
any information

about Love Has Won,
this and that, Crestone?"

Whatever I wrote.
And I put my number out there.

And sure as anything,
I got texts, phone calls,

messages from families.

We were going
through the same thing,

and we had to do something.

So many things changed.

Amy seemed so innocent
in the beginning,

and then as time went on,

you could see her
getting angrier.

Fuck you!

So, was she very difficult

to be around for people?

Oh, yeah.

Excruciating.

Let me put it this way.

I have seen Robin Williams
come through Mother God...

because she's on alcohol.

And I feel that she utilized it
as a tool

- to let certain things
through...

because we needed to hear it.

We have another message
for you disgusting bitches

and assholes
from Robin Williams.

The way that Mom was,
she was so forgiving.

She was always so kind
about everything.

But when you could see
another spirit

come through her vessel,

they weren't as kind.

You could see that
they weren't as like,

you know, calm,
cool, and collected.

They were more like screaming.

So fuckin' pissed!
- Hi, everybody. How are you?

Can you hear Mom screaming
from the other room? Yes or no?

- She took on
all of the pain for humanity...

and she's processing it
right now.

I think they were just so in awe
about her.

I don't know what it was.
Or they were scared of her.

You know, scared?
And then Jason was even scarier.

You know it.

And the reason why
this energy keeps happening

is because it's accumulation

of you never taking
full accountability,

feeling into,
or taking responsibility

for how you've hurt Mom.

- And, I—
- It's true.

And I can think
of many examples...

Fuck. We're going
through the fucking battle

of the female and male.

See, hating each other.

We have to fucking
bring it together, you know?

Fuck, man. It's a fucking yo-yo.

I don't know either.

Listen to yourself!

You have the second
grandest role in creation,

and you're denying it
and saying,

"I signed up for this?

This is horrible?

God is horrible to me?"

This is
fucking priceless here.

Do you see yourself, humanity?
How weak you fucking are?

You can't love God

- for a moment...
Yeah.

without making it
about yourself.

- "Poor me."
Fuck 'em.

Health? It started to decline
as soon as I got home.

I brought all the darkness home.

Mm-hmm.

That's why I state...

that I killed her.

Energetically... you see?

Greetings, everyone.

I, uh... I don't know
if this video

will go out or not, but...

angels guided me, of course.

The amount of pain
I'm experiencing

is— is beyond human.

I'm working with the Galactics
every moment. Robin's here.

Of course,
he's concerned 'cause...

I've reached
over 800 levels of pain.

And you can't
comprehend that in human terms.

And I apologize
for breaking down.

Everything Mom
was taking on

and everything she was
going through,

her physical situation
declined so heavily.

Mom is moving the energies
since humanity's not doing it.

- She has to pull us all up.
- She has to pull

eight billion people up.

So that's why
the pain level is so high.

She's moving so much energy.

Her feet started to hurt.

Now, my feet have
completely given out.

It was very overwhelming
for us, I feel,

because we didn't know anything.

We didn't know anything
that was happening.

All we knew
is that we would do anything...

to try and help,

and we would experiment
with different things.

For a while,
she was able to manage the pain,

you know,
with different medicines.

And she would use them
as medicine.

Alcohol is a medicine.

Marijuana's a medicine,

if you're using it
for that intent, and she was.

We were told that this alcohol

is basically what was
keeping her alive.

For the untrained eye,
it would look

like a severe case
of alcoholism.

But she's the only human being
I could see consume that amount

and keep that level
of coherence.

I've seen Mom do things

that no human body
could possibly withstand.

Throwing up constantly.

Her ribs broken
while she's doing it.

I've never ever seen anyone
be able to handle

the things
that she did with such grace.

Her skin started breaking out...

in boils.

and her whole back was covered.

She lost a dramatic amount
of weight.

Fifty pounds have dropped
off my body...

'cause of
humanity's dysfunction.

She was pissed off.

Humanity's not fucking
getting it.

Mom says it all the time.
"If nobody wants me here,

if humanity doesn't
want me here,

then I'll just leave."

I love you unconditionally...

and I'm not loved
unconditionally.

Kiss my ass.

And that's
when Jason started

helping with carrying her.

She would say
that her legs hurt,

and then it moved on to, like,
she couldn't feel them

and she was,
quote-unquote, paralyzed.

But that's something
that happens

with liver failure.

You— Your nerves start
to kind of shut down.

Okay.

That was the first time
I felt nervous

and concerned that...

the plan was not
going accordingly.

Love you, Mama.

We had found out that humanity
did not choose God.

And we went through scenarios...

over and over every day,

what could we do,

while Mom is sitting here,
pain and suffering?

- Slide this over there?
Slide it forward.

And then help me,
so I can get over here.

You know, her Galactic team

had basically said
they were gonna evacuate her,

because the mission
could no longer move forward,

and Mom was reaching that point

where she was beginning
the deterioration process.

Robin Williams said
last night, three times,

"It's time. It's time.
Ding, ding!"

Mom was told by the Galactics

that they were going
to "evacuate" her.

Robin said that Mom
had to be a certain weight

in order for them to pick her up
on the starships...

103, 104 was the ideal weight
for ascension.

We would get
guidance through

from the Galactics
about a window of time

where they were gonna come down
from the skies

and complete the ascension.

It is true, love.

The team has been seeing lots
and lots of ships everywhere.

Damn, those look
like a real...

The starships are coming.

cloud up there.
That looks like a cloud ship.

The confirmed body weight
up on that.

Hey, family. We love you.

Ashtar!
John Lennon, baby!

See you soon.

We've seen 17 to 25 starships
in the past three days.

Yes.
They're everywhere.

I'm 75 percent ready
to get up on the starships.

She whispered in my ear,
"I'm ascending."

And I had never
felt joy like that before
in my whole entire life.

We would be in the room

and you could feel
something happening.

The ships were there.

They were above us.
They were almost pulling us up.

This here is Ascension Mountain.

And there's a stairway

all the way going up, right?

Mama's gonna ascend tonight!

We felt that the Galactics

would show up.

You know, I had full trust

that something was
gonna happen...

We'd just be praying
that this is the day

they pick her up, and...

and that day never showed up.

How do you feel, Mom?

How are you feeling?
Do you feel nauseous or...?

I remember her one night,

she said... said,
"Will you just sit with me?"

And so, I sat down with her.

I sat next to her on the bed
and just kind of brushed her arm

and comforted her.

I remember, in that moment,

she was kind of
having a panic attack,

just seeing someone that had
lost control of her creation.

She will call it a spin.
It's not spinning.

It's Mom pretty much having...
being panicked.

And when she's disconnected,

all of these thoughts
will start to come in.

We watched her spin.
She's like, "I'm not God.

Everything I've done isn't real.
What if I made all of this up?

What if I'm just crazy
and everything I've done,

it was all just fake
and it wasn't real?"

And we just sit there,
and it's— it's heartbreaking.

I just don't think
she had a way out.

Yeah. She asked them
to visit. Yeah.

She asked them if they would
come and visit... Yeah.

Yeah.

I was sat in Mom's room
one day and...

she, um... Yeah,
she looked at me and she said,

"Faith, if this was you,
your mom would be here."

And I was like, "Oh, yeah.

My mom would be
on the first flight.

She would be here."

She was like,
"I don't have that."

I think because I was trying
to protect everybody.

I don't— I don't know.
I think it was because...

I was afraid. I was afraid.
I was afraid to go.

Honestly, that's bottom line.
I was afraid.

Mom's conditions and stuff
just could not be explained

or diagnosed in a 3D sense.

Really, nobody's diseases
or illnesses

are what the doctors say
they are.

There's an energetic route
to every single thing

that we experience down here
from cancer to a cold.

For cancer, we recommend
colloidal silver.

The whole team takes colloidal.

She has taken colloidal silver
for many, many, many years.

It is one of the main reasons
she is still alive,

because it is the one thing
that has kept her body

going through all
of the transforming of energy.

She drank a lot
of colloidal silver.

I think she thought
it was a cure-all

to— to kind of counteract
her— her drinking.

I don't know if it was
a half liter?

Like a half liter?

Almost a half liter
a day, probably.

Oh, God.
Yeah.

Oh, Lord Jesus Christ.
Yeah. Good deal.

I don't know
how aware she was

of what was being
lifted to her mouth.

I don't know how well
she could control

what was put into her body.

There was one being
where Mom did research on it,

and the person
just made it so wrong,

the colloidal, that it did
turn their skin blue.

Like, they fucked it up so bad.
Like, the guy was such a moron.

I mean, don't do that.

You do stupid shit like that
and you ruin it for everybody

'cause then that one case
comes out

and then they run with it.
Then they're like,

"It turns you blue."
And it's like, "No, it doesn't."

She hadn't started
changing colors when I left.

At least not, um, noticeably.

I think in the back of my mind,
I knew that she was dying.

I didn't think
that I could consciously

actually watch someone die.

I just decided I couldn't do it.
I had to get out.

And I called my mom and I said,

"I need you to get me
a hotel room

and I need you
to come get me."

She said, "Okay."

I hadn't talked
to her in so long.

I hadn't seen her in so long.

And I found
the "Exposed Love Has Won" page.

I don't even know
what the fuck's going on.

And somehow I'm involved.

I was...

taken aback
about how she looked,

and the condition she was in.

It's like,
"What is going on here?"

I was so mad at her,
and then I saw her in that state

and I was like,

I wasn't angry
with her anymore.

She obviously needed help.

- Shit.
- You're welcome.

Thank you, Mother.
Love you, Mom.

I called a sheriff down there.

He called me back.
He was very nice.

And he said,

"I can't do anything for her
because she is...

She told me
she does not wanna go anywhere.

That she's fine."

Mama God!

And I said,
"It's not just th—

Do you see
how thin she is?

She's mentally not okay.

You understand that
she's not okay?"

And he said,
"I can't do anything for you."

No.

Not at all.

Mom would never set
foot in a 3D hospital.

I would never set foot
in a 3D hospital.

That's a death sentence
right there.

She did not have
anyone around her...

who remembered Amy
the human being.

This wasn't Amy Carlson.
This was Mother God.

I was reading books.

So, like, if you feel
like there's

illegal activity going on,

you can contact the FBI.
So, that's what I did.

Yeah, we had like
three choppers over the house,

just like, circling.

This has been a battle
with my Earth mom

for a very long time.

Debbie thinking
she's doing something.

Mother, you know,
her body cannot be fixed here.

It can't heal.
It's too broken down.

Humanity just fucked her.

And there was another,

you know,
big shift in the mission.

The Galactics came
through and said,

"You have to get to Hawaii."

According to her,
when she left her physical body,

when she died,

she would ascend,

her body and her spirit.

Or a hole would open up
in the ocean,

which is why they moved
to Hawaii.

But, evidently,
they had some problems.

Mom didn't wanna go.

She's a stubborn little noodle.

- Mm-hmm.

Mom's like, "I'm not
fucking going to Hawaii."

And Father's like,
"Yes, you are.

And that's the way
the cookie crumbles."

"Father, I can't do it.
I gotta stop. I gotta..."

No. No!

"I gotta get you
to the next place."

All right. Let's go.
Get going on a fucking plane.

But as soon
as she landed in Hawaii...

all hell broke loose.

How dare you, haole woman?

- We are warning you.

They busted the windows.

You are not Jesus.
How dare you?
Oh, shit.

Oh, my God.