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Previously on "The Path"...
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- What if we're wrong about
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our exemption application
being recalled?
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- We don't have any money, Cal.
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- Please, take a seat.
- Who the hell is that?
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- That's Sarah Lane.
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And that is why the exemption
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is so very important
to us, Lisa...
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'cause what you did
will never, ever go away.
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- I need you to get
in the car, sweetheart.
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- Sean, listen to your mother.
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- Sean, my name
is Wendy Kennair.
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- She's gonna help you, Sean...
- You, Mary, and our grandchild.
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You're getting out.
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- Jacqueline Richards?
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You contributed on behalf
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of your daughter, Noa,
to our cause.
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- I'm a friend of your son's.
- My son?
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- I'm afraid he's out of town.
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- Your doctor, Steven Meyer...
- He hurt him.
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- I picked a son,
but he was the wrong son.
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- You will build The Garden,
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and we will follow you there.
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Sometimes I was with
both of them on the same night.
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Some nights, I would have dinner
with Katie and the kids
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and then make up some excuse,
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like leaving
for a business trip,
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and then go back to Tracy
for the rest of the week.
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Why are you doing this?
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It's something I'm dealing with.
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It's my life.
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- Your lives, plural, Don.
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- Fuck you.
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You came to us
drowning in guilt,
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overwhelmed, and talking
about taking your own life.
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We helped you.
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We asked you to search
within yourself
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to figure out why you were
doing what you were doing
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and why you started
two separate families
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both built on lies;
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to ask yourself why
you felt so compelled
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to deceive so many people.
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And we talked you
off the ledge of suicide,
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but you weren't willing
to uncover the mystery of you.
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We talked to you, but you didn't
want to do any real work,
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and now you've made
a very successful life
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built on Transgressions.
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And it's all very delicate.
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Your fragile house of lies...
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It could collapse at any moment.
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- Sorry for the delay.
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- No problem.
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- I'll get you a receipt.
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- You look like you want someone
to come over and talk to you.
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I'm Father Cates.
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- You know, I used to come
to this church when I was a kid.
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- Really?
- Yeah.
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- Welcome back, then.
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Ah, 20 years, so...
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Father Deans.
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- Yeah.
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Wow, Father Deans.
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Jesus, I never would've
remembered that name.
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You weren't here then, were you?
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- No, I was still a kid
in Washington State,
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thinking I wanted to be
a doctor like my dad.
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- How did you decide
to join the church?
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- Are you considering
entering the priesthood?
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- No, no, I was just, uh...
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just curious.
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I mean, did something happen
that made you sure
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that you were supposed
to work for Him?
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- Uh, no is the short answer.
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Would it be helpful
to tell me what it is
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you're deciding to do
or not to do?
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Ah, I guess
you could say that...
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I'm hearing a call.
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- Well, listening
can be terrifying.
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But the thought of not listening
can be even worse.
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- I don't know.
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Just feels like a crapshoot
either way.
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- Well, certainty that
this is my life's work
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is tested every day.
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But if it's a mistake,
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I'd make it again.
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Faith is inspiring
divisiveness, destruction,
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hate, and greed.
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And the tragic irony
is that faith
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is meant to inspire compassion
and empathy and love.
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- And would this Dr. Meyer
himself be speaking,
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were we to find room
in the schedule?
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- No, uh, my colleague and I
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speak on behalf
of the Movement now.
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But we are deeply interested
in participating
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in your conference.
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We... we have much to contribute
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and much to learn, as well.
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They must have squeezed
some of their donors.
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No shit.
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And just like that,
any leverage we had
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with them up to their ass
in back taxes is gone.
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And you had no idea they were
coming up with a plan
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to wiggle out of the noose.
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You're inside,
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and yet we learn about this
before you do.
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Do you even recognize
any of these people
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who coughed up cash
to pay off their IRS debt?
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Don Hendren, Martina Bill,
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Pete Gilchrist...
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All of these people are level 3R
at the highest.
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They're practicing Meyerists,
but they...
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They're not living it full-time.
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- Just figure out
what the hell is going on
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and how we can use it.
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- Listen, I-I don't know
how this happened,
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but I will figure out
what's going on.
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Damn it!
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Felicia, what are you...
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- Richard told me everything.
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But I need to hear it from you.
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I just can't keep
running from this.
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- He bears its mark on his back.
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- Or it's just a wound...
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A wound from the lightning.
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- Well...
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- He's meant to lead us,
Felicia.
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I'm convinced.
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- Well, that must be nice.
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I-I'm sorry.
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This is difficult to process.
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Three days ago, I had
every reason to believe
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that Steve had fulfilled
his work for us.
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Now I have to accept
this new story
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that you're meant to guide us.
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I get it.
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Certainty is a white whale.
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- There's only one way to know.
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Climb.
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You need to continue
the climb, 8R.
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Excuse me, sir?
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- What?
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- We're here.
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This is the address
you gave me, right?
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- Have you read it?
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- Uh, no, but I saw the movie.
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- It's black and white, right?
- Yes.
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Well, Kansas is black and white,
but Oz is in color.
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The land of Oz
is entirely green,
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but the inhabitants are wearing
these green-colored glasses,
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and they don't know that
their world is the same colors
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as everyone else's.
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Their "leader" is called
the Wizard of Oz,
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but really, he's just
a regular guy from Kansas
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that has everyone fooled.
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- Thanks for letting us
throw you a baby shower.
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- Uh, how do you two
know each other again?
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- Oh...
- College.
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- We're old friends.
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I hope you enjoy the book.
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I'll be curious
what you see in it,
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living how you...
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Well, where you do.
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They don't tell you what you
can and can't read, do they?
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- Can we be done, please?
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I'm tired, and this food
is terrible.
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- I'm ready to, uh, move ahead
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with the sale of the center in...
In New York...
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- I have news.
- Humble myself to the Council.
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And if they feel they need me
to step aside...
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- Cal...
- No, no.
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That is the best course
of action right now.
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- It's over.
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I made a few phone calls,
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and a few donors stepped up.
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- What?
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- I paid the back taxes
on this place.
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- I-I...
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How... how did you get
donors to do that?
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- I didn't sugarcoat.
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I let them know how dire
the situation was.
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It's a Band-Aid,
but it buys us some time.
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Cal?
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- No, no, um...
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uh, I just, um...
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Everything's gonna be okay?
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- I mean, we're far
from being in the clear.
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We still need to put other
sources of revenue in motion.
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- Yeah, of course, yeah.
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- And there's the World Faith
Conference in Boston.
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Very mainstream.
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Deepak Chopra, Tony Robbins...
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and we'll be speaking.
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- That's exciting.
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- I got us on the schedule.
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Main stage, second day.
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- Wow, you...
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Wow, that's great, Sarah.
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- This could be the beginning
of something new for us,
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you know, a way to...
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monetize our message.
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Open it up to corporate events.
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You know, uh,
executive training, you know.
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- Yeah.
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- We can do this.
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- Yeah, absolutely.
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- You know, we have
to face reality, right?
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We've certainly had a...
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A good dose of that recently.
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You're gonna be great
with this audience.
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- We'll be great.
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Uh, so, I, uh...
I'll just, uh...
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I'll just settle back in,
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and I'll catch up
with you later.
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- Is there anything that you
want to talk to me about?
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- All... all the...
- These donations, they were...
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They were voluntary, right?
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- Of course.
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- Yeah.
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- Hey.
- Did you hear?
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The IRS stuff...
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It's over.
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- I heard Cal might've
had to go to jail.
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Is that true?
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- I don't...
- Don't think so.
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Who said that?
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Please.
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Stop.
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- You're out of shape.
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- Chasing after you
is exhausting.
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I like it, though.
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I'm sorry that I-I was a...
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- Dick?
- Dick.
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I am.
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- It's all right.
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- I was wondering if you...
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if you want to come
to dinner with me.
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- Yeah, fine.
- Where you thinking?
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- My mom's?
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- You're really doing
the "bring the girl home"
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"to meet the family" thing?
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- Yeah, yeah.
- I am, yeah.
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- Why?
- I've met your family.
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- I know. I-I just...
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I want you with me
when I go home.
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- You're so "aww, shucks,"
it's incredible.
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Yeah, I'll go.
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This is a token
of our appreciation
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for your incredibly
generous donation.
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The Movement thanks you.
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Uh, you are an inspiration.
264
00:14:29,669 --> 00:14:32,072
Honestly, thank you.
265
00:14:32,105 --> 00:14:34,908
- What do you want?
266
00:14:34,942 --> 00:14:36,509
I've done enough.
267
00:14:36,543 --> 00:14:39,579
My family is in there.
268
00:14:39,612 --> 00:14:41,448
- They blackmailed you too,
didn't they?
269
00:14:44,484 --> 00:14:47,520
*
270
00:14:47,554 --> 00:14:49,990
- They played you
your unburdening sessions?
271
00:14:50,023 --> 00:14:56,964
*
272
00:15:06,206 --> 00:15:07,374
- Welcome.
273
00:15:07,407 --> 00:15:09,142
- Thanks so much for having me.
274
00:15:09,176 --> 00:15:11,287
- Oh, I'm just so happy
that Hawk wanted to bring you.
275
00:15:11,311 --> 00:15:13,513
- She's a good one, this one.
- I know she is.
276
00:15:13,546 --> 00:15:15,182
- Hawk's back.
- Hey, kid.
277
00:15:15,215 --> 00:15:16,649
I missed you.
278
00:15:16,683 --> 00:15:18,418
Hey, I got someone
I want you to meet.
279
00:15:18,451 --> 00:15:21,154
- Noa, this is my sister Summer.
- Nice to meet you.
280
00:15:21,188 --> 00:15:23,690
Are you Hawk's girlfriend?
281
00:15:23,723 --> 00:15:25,525
You've got something
on your face.
282
00:15:25,558 --> 00:15:27,460
What you got on your face?
283
00:15:27,494 --> 00:15:29,429
No, on your face.
284
00:15:29,462 --> 00:15:31,564
You are Light in your world
285
00:15:31,598 --> 00:15:34,234
because you are your world.
286
00:15:34,267 --> 00:15:36,536
You are capable.
287
00:15:36,569 --> 00:15:39,606
You are...
288
00:15:42,675 --> 00:15:46,079
- Sorry, hon, I should have
turned it off.
289
00:15:46,113 --> 00:15:47,347
- Uh, where was I?
290
00:15:47,380 --> 00:15:49,382
- Uh, "You are capable
of summiting"
291
00:15:49,416 --> 00:15:51,018
the mountain of your spirit."
292
00:15:51,051 --> 00:15:53,386
- Okay, um, you guys
don't have to do this.
293
00:15:53,420 --> 00:15:54,654
I can get Cal to run it...
294
00:15:54,687 --> 00:15:56,689
- Just relax.
- Remember your breath.
295
00:15:56,723 --> 00:15:58,591
- I want to summit the mountain
of my spirit.
296
00:15:58,625 --> 00:16:00,393
You don't have to do this, Mom.
297
00:16:00,427 --> 00:16:01,628
You saved the city center.
298
00:16:01,661 --> 00:16:03,063
You don't...
299
00:16:03,096 --> 00:16:04,697
have to go pump up
a bunch of CEOs.
300
00:16:04,731 --> 00:16:06,566
- Well, it's not just
a bunch of CEOs, Hawk.
301
00:16:06,599 --> 00:16:08,235
- Look, I'm just saying,
302
00:16:08,268 --> 00:16:10,370
we can focus
on the real work now...
303
00:16:10,403 --> 00:16:12,439
The important work we're doing.
304
00:16:12,472 --> 00:16:14,574
- Hawk's right
about one thing, though,
305
00:16:14,607 --> 00:16:16,676
and we should take
a moment to, uh,
306
00:16:16,709 --> 00:16:18,345
acknowledge it.
307
00:16:18,378 --> 00:16:20,280
Sarah saved our asses.
308
00:16:20,313 --> 00:16:22,049
And I-I got to say,
309
00:16:22,082 --> 00:16:23,483
I was pretty nervous there.
310
00:16:23,516 --> 00:16:25,285
- Yeah, he couldn't sleep.
- No.
311
00:16:25,318 --> 00:16:27,096
- I'd come downstairs;
you'd just be sitting there.
312
00:16:27,120 --> 00:16:28,255
No, I honestly thought
313
00:16:28,288 --> 00:16:29,465
it all might be
coming to an end.
314
00:16:29,489 --> 00:16:31,591
- They're heartless gangsters.
315
00:16:31,624 --> 00:16:34,294
- We're just happy
that some people stepped up.
316
00:16:34,327 --> 00:16:35,728
- You got them to do that.
317
00:16:35,762 --> 00:16:38,231
You dragged us back
from the brink.
318
00:16:38,265 --> 00:16:39,432
We're lucky to have you.
319
00:16:39,466 --> 00:16:40,800
And not just the family...
320
00:16:40,833 --> 00:16:42,235
The entire Movement.
321
00:16:42,269 --> 00:16:43,603
- Although we really should be
322
00:16:43,636 --> 00:16:45,148
thanking the people
who wrote the checks.
323
00:16:45,172 --> 00:16:47,240
- All right, Nicole, just...
324
00:16:47,274 --> 00:16:49,709
- Nicole is right, Russel.
325
00:16:49,742 --> 00:16:51,611
- Thank you.
326
00:16:51,644 --> 00:16:53,780
I don't know; maybe that was
wrong of me to say,
327
00:16:53,813 --> 00:16:56,649
but I feel like you're
awfully critical of me lately.
328
00:16:56,683 --> 00:16:57,793
- What are you talking about?
329
00:16:57,817 --> 00:16:59,452
- I don't have a family.
330
00:16:59,486 --> 00:17:01,088
- I gave mine up.
- They gave you up.
331
00:17:01,121 --> 00:17:02,231
- We're your family, Nicole.
332
00:17:02,255 --> 00:17:03,490
- They did. They gave me up.
333
00:17:03,523 --> 00:17:04,691
- We love you like our own.
334
00:17:04,724 --> 00:17:07,727
- Nicole is absolutely right.
335
00:17:07,760 --> 00:17:11,531
The people who wrote the checks
made the real sacrifice.
336
00:17:11,564 --> 00:17:13,233
- But you worked for it.
337
00:17:13,266 --> 00:17:15,502
- Sorry you have
to watch us like this.
338
00:17:15,535 --> 00:17:16,703
Not fun, I know.
339
00:17:16,736 --> 00:17:18,471
- You kidding?
340
00:17:18,505 --> 00:17:20,440
I'm always impressed
when I see a family
341
00:17:20,473 --> 00:17:22,275
actually say anything
to each other.
342
00:17:22,309 --> 00:17:24,411
My family doesn't ever talk.
343
00:17:24,444 --> 00:17:27,347
We just hate each other
silently.
344
00:17:27,380 --> 00:17:29,149
- You should take
the compliment, Mom.
345
00:17:29,182 --> 00:17:30,283
You deserve it.
346
00:17:32,785 --> 00:17:34,154
I'll be right back.
347
00:17:37,190 --> 00:17:44,131
*
348
00:18:08,821 --> 00:18:15,762
*
349
00:18:25,605 --> 00:18:28,508
- I'm going to Boston...
350
00:18:28,541 --> 00:18:31,778
Going to, uh, speak
at a conference there.
351
00:18:36,549 --> 00:18:38,685
My mother died.
352
00:18:38,718 --> 00:18:40,720
- I'm sorry.
- Yeah.
353
00:18:45,492 --> 00:18:47,694
It's just over, then, huh?
354
00:18:47,727 --> 00:18:50,730
Once they go, that's...
That's it.
355
00:18:50,763 --> 00:18:51,763
Done.
356
00:18:55,935 --> 00:18:57,804
- Have you read
"The Wizard of Oz"?
357
00:19:01,808 --> 00:19:03,643
- Um, I watched the movie.
358
00:19:03,676 --> 00:19:06,213
- Mothers are like Oz.
359
00:19:06,246 --> 00:19:08,481
Everyone expects them
to be able to give you
360
00:19:08,515 --> 00:19:10,717
a home, a heart, and a brain,
361
00:19:10,750 --> 00:19:14,621
but mostly they're just
fucked-up people.
362
00:19:19,526 --> 00:19:21,794
Why are you reading
"The Wizard of Oz"?
363
00:19:21,828 --> 00:19:23,430
- Why are you here?
364
00:19:26,599 --> 00:19:32,472
*
365
00:19:32,505 --> 00:19:35,208
I'm a husk, Mary.
366
00:19:39,579 --> 00:19:41,414
I want to be vapor.
367
00:19:45,518 --> 00:19:47,620
I want to metamorphose.
368
00:19:51,258 --> 00:19:53,426
We could do it together.
369
00:19:53,460 --> 00:19:55,595
You know...
370
00:19:55,628 --> 00:19:58,365
Swim in the sea.
371
00:19:58,398 --> 00:20:00,800
What do you say?
372
00:20:00,833 --> 00:20:02,269
- He's kicking.
373
00:20:04,371 --> 00:20:07,607
- Oh, holy shit, he really is.
374
00:20:07,640 --> 00:20:08,975
Does he do that all the time?
375
00:20:09,008 --> 00:20:10,377
- Yeah.
376
00:20:15,782 --> 00:20:17,550
You're tired.
377
00:20:20,420 --> 00:20:21,554
- Yeah.
378
00:20:24,457 --> 00:20:27,594
- So am I.
379
00:20:27,627 --> 00:20:34,567
*
380
00:20:45,778 --> 00:20:47,547
- The Eighth Rung of The Ladder
381
00:20:47,580 --> 00:20:50,617
is devoted to the pursuit
of mending.
382
00:20:52,852 --> 00:20:56,489
There's a tapestry that is
our collective existence,
383
00:20:56,523 --> 00:20:57,757
and it's frayed.
384
00:20:57,790 --> 00:20:58,925
Find a tear,
385
00:20:58,958 --> 00:21:01,461
and think about ways
to sew it up.
386
00:21:04,497 --> 00:21:11,438
*
387
00:21:22,782 --> 00:21:25,852
- Has the 27 bus come yet?
388
00:21:25,885 --> 00:21:27,387
- You know, I-I don't know.
389
00:21:27,420 --> 00:21:30,490
I'm just... just sitting here.
390
00:21:30,523 --> 00:21:32,725
Not waiting for a bus or...
391
00:21:32,759 --> 00:21:34,761
anything, specifically.
392
00:21:34,794 --> 00:21:38,698
- I'm not sure if that sounds
wonderful or horrible.
393
00:21:40,867 --> 00:21:42,769
- Yeah, me neither.
394
00:21:50,843 --> 00:21:53,946
Hey, sir, it's right...
395
00:21:53,980 --> 00:21:55,415
Sir?
396
00:21:58,385 --> 00:22:05,392
*
397
00:22:43,162 --> 00:22:45,164
- Uh, we have time
to go over our speech,
398
00:22:45,197 --> 00:22:46,666
grab some lunch.
399
00:22:46,699 --> 00:22:48,635
I'd love to see
Mata Amritanandamayi.
400
00:22:48,668 --> 00:22:50,136
She comes on
the main stage at 4:00.
401
00:22:50,169 --> 00:22:52,138
- If you have an M.Div.,
what degree is that?
402
00:22:52,171 --> 00:22:53,906
Is it Master of Divinity?
403
00:22:53,940 --> 00:22:55,551
- Uh, I believe so.
- That sounds about right.
404
00:22:55,575 --> 00:22:56,909
- M.T.S.?
405
00:22:56,943 --> 00:22:59,111
- Theological Studies, I think.
- Master.
406
00:22:59,145 --> 00:23:01,548
- Master.
- Yeah. The shuttle's this way.
407
00:23:01,581 --> 00:23:03,650
- Uh, I think I'm just gonna
walk around a bit,
408
00:23:03,683 --> 00:23:05,117
maybe take in
some of the lectures.
409
00:23:05,151 --> 00:23:06,662
- We should probably
go over this at least once.
410
00:23:06,686 --> 00:23:08,096
- No, best to keep it fresh.
- But, Cal...
411
00:23:08,120 --> 00:23:09,889
- Don't want it
to sound rehearsed, you know.
412
00:23:09,922 --> 00:23:11,467
That's the worst thing
we could do with this crowd.
413
00:23:11,491 --> 00:23:12,971
Call me when you're
heading back over.
414
00:23:18,665 --> 00:23:20,600
It's hurtful, it's hateful,
415
00:23:20,633 --> 00:23:23,903
not to mention
counter-fucking-productive.
416
00:23:23,936 --> 00:23:26,573
- It's a big idea, certainly.
417
00:23:26,606 --> 00:23:28,741
- This wasn't some idea
418
00:23:28,775 --> 00:23:31,043
I came up with
out of the blue, okay?
419
00:23:31,077 --> 00:23:32,979
This was a vision...
420
00:23:33,012 --> 00:23:35,882
Same as when I saw
that Steve was sick.
421
00:23:35,915 --> 00:23:37,884
You are either with me,
or you are not.
422
00:23:37,917 --> 00:23:40,553
- Envisioning faceless people
doesn't necessarily mean
423
00:23:40,587 --> 00:23:43,490
unraveling a policy
that's been around for...
424
00:23:45,658 --> 00:23:48,661
- See, you don't even remember
when the Denier policy started.
425
00:23:48,695 --> 00:23:51,230
- '81 or '82.
426
00:23:51,263 --> 00:23:53,065
- No, when The Movement
started to grow,
427
00:23:53,099 --> 00:23:56,135
Steve realized that he needed
to find a way
428
00:23:56,168 --> 00:23:58,070
to contain the people...
That is it.
429
00:23:58,104 --> 00:23:59,806
- You're suggesting
he was corrupt?
430
00:23:59,839 --> 00:24:01,941
- It was never a policy
to shun Deniers.
431
00:24:01,974 --> 00:24:04,644
Some of us chose to say
good-bye to people in our lives
432
00:24:04,677 --> 00:24:06,946
because they became toxic
to our growth...
433
00:24:06,979 --> 00:24:07,947
To our climb.
434
00:24:07,980 --> 00:24:09,181
Really?
435
00:24:09,215 --> 00:24:10,750
So that's why you said good-bye
436
00:24:10,783 --> 00:24:12,885
to Jeremiah
when he stopped believing?
437
00:24:12,919 --> 00:24:14,821
Because he was toxic
to your growth?
438
00:24:14,854 --> 00:24:16,055
- Yes.
439
00:24:16,088 --> 00:24:18,625
- That is bullshit.
440
00:24:18,658 --> 00:24:23,029
Once we decided that even our
own loved ones were dead to us
441
00:24:23,062 --> 00:24:26,733
because they didn't believe
exactly in what we did,
442
00:24:26,766 --> 00:24:30,537
we probably stopped truly...
443
00:24:30,570 --> 00:24:31,971
loving then too.
444
00:24:32,004 --> 00:24:33,806
- I can see why you want this.
445
00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:35,975
You've suffered
by that ideology.
446
00:24:36,008 --> 00:24:37,910
- This has nothing
to do with me.
447
00:24:37,944 --> 00:24:39,912
- You sure about that?
448
00:24:39,946 --> 00:24:42,181
Don't forget it's
ego of the individual
449
00:24:42,214 --> 00:24:45,151
that always threatens
the good of the whole.
450
00:24:57,263 --> 00:25:00,299
- Fuck!
451
00:25:00,332 --> 00:25:03,002
- Fuckin' shelf.
- You okay?
452
00:25:06,005 --> 00:25:08,875
- Hey.
- Hey.
453
00:25:15,114 --> 00:25:16,983
- Are you okay?
454
00:25:17,016 --> 00:25:20,286
- Uh, I don't know.
455
00:25:20,319 --> 00:25:23,890
No.
456
00:25:23,923 --> 00:25:28,027
Sorry, maybe it's just
postpartum.
457
00:25:28,060 --> 00:25:30,897
Ugh, that's such
a shitty excuse.
458
00:25:30,930 --> 00:25:32,198
- Excuse for what?
459
00:25:35,735 --> 00:25:38,237
- It's all Russel.
- Mm.
460
00:25:38,270 --> 00:25:41,173
- His family, his world.
461
00:25:41,207 --> 00:25:43,843
My family disowned me
when I left their church,
462
00:25:43,876 --> 00:25:45,778
The Scent of Jesus in Flushing.
463
00:25:45,812 --> 00:25:47,914
- What does Christ
smell like again?
464
00:25:47,947 --> 00:25:50,116
- You're not a member.
- Mm-mm.
465
00:25:54,086 --> 00:25:56,098
- Sometimes I wonder if every
move I've made in my life
466
00:25:56,122 --> 00:25:57,657
has been to spite them.
467
00:25:59,158 --> 00:26:02,061
- Yeah, I've felt like that.
468
00:26:02,094 --> 00:26:06,365
- Have you ever felt like
the choices you made
469
00:26:06,398 --> 00:26:08,167
were never choices?
470
00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:11,103
Like the life you have
has been...
471
00:26:11,137 --> 00:26:13,840
assigned to you?
472
00:26:13,873 --> 00:26:16,575
- Yeah, I have felt
like that, yeah.
473
00:26:18,711 --> 00:26:20,179
Kind of feel like that now.
474
00:26:27,153 --> 00:26:28,688
You know, Nicole,
475
00:26:28,721 --> 00:26:30,289
I, uh...
476
00:26:30,322 --> 00:26:34,093
- Yeah?
477
00:26:34,126 --> 00:26:37,229
- You know, I...
478
00:26:37,263 --> 00:26:39,298
I like you.
479
00:26:39,331 --> 00:26:41,801
I really do.
480
00:26:41,834 --> 00:26:43,770
I-I just, you know...
481
00:26:43,803 --> 00:26:46,272
I-I can't, um...
482
00:26:46,305 --> 00:26:47,774
- I just...
483
00:26:51,343 --> 00:26:54,146
Sometimes I want something...
484
00:26:54,180 --> 00:26:55,648
One thing...
485
00:26:55,682 --> 00:26:57,884
That's just mine.
486
00:26:57,917 --> 00:27:00,787
Not the family,
not The Movement...
487
00:27:02,689 --> 00:27:03,890
Just about me.
488
00:27:11,964 --> 00:27:12,999
- I want you to know,
489
00:27:13,032 --> 00:27:15,835
whatever happens
in this moment...
490
00:27:15,868 --> 00:27:17,937
It's real...
491
00:27:17,970 --> 00:27:19,005
for me.
492
00:27:26,713 --> 00:27:28,323
Okay, okay, okay, okay.
Wait, w-wait a minute.
493
00:27:28,347 --> 00:27:30,449
You're not gonna go
and unburden out loud
494
00:27:30,482 --> 00:27:32,752
about this afterwards, are you?
495
00:27:32,785 --> 00:27:35,254
- This is not the kind of thing
I want on tape,
496
00:27:35,287 --> 00:27:38,891
hanging around the archive room.
497
00:27:38,925 --> 00:27:41,060
- The unburdening tapes
are in the archive room?
498
00:27:46,999 --> 00:27:53,973
*
499
00:27:54,006 --> 00:27:57,243
* It don't matter anymore *
500
00:27:57,276 --> 00:28:01,113
* Who's keeping score
501
00:28:01,147 --> 00:28:03,449
* Nobody wins
502
00:28:03,482 --> 00:28:05,985
* When the hurtin' stones
begin *
503
00:28:06,018 --> 00:28:07,219
* I'm too tired tonight
504
00:28:12,759 --> 00:28:14,193
* I'm too tired to fight
505
00:28:14,226 --> 00:28:16,929
- Hey, uh, Tessa?
- Yes?
506
00:28:16,963 --> 00:28:20,767
- Hi, um, my name's Eddie Lane.
507
00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:23,002
I, uh...
508
00:28:23,035 --> 00:28:26,472
I married your sister, Sarah.
509
00:28:26,505 --> 00:28:28,074
- Wow.
- Yeah.
510
00:28:28,107 --> 00:28:29,275
- You're the one, huh?
511
00:28:29,308 --> 00:28:31,978
Holy shit.
512
00:28:32,011 --> 00:28:34,189
Listen, I'm sorry, but I'm
gonna have to ask you to leave.
513
00:28:34,213 --> 00:28:36,015
I'm done with Meyerism
and all its bullshit.
514
00:28:36,048 --> 00:28:38,150
- I left too.
515
00:28:38,184 --> 00:28:40,252
- You left... out?
516
00:28:40,286 --> 00:28:41,921
- Yeah.
517
00:28:41,954 --> 00:28:44,023
- Well, shit.
518
00:28:47,126 --> 00:28:49,328
Um, why don't we go downstairs?
519
00:28:49,361 --> 00:28:50,830
I'll buy you a cup of coffee.
520
00:28:50,863 --> 00:28:52,098
- That sounds great.
521
00:28:52,131 --> 00:28:53,933
- One cup of coffee.
522
00:29:19,158 --> 00:29:21,994
- Cal, where the hell are you?
523
00:29:31,403 --> 00:29:32,939
What have you been doing?
524
00:29:32,972 --> 00:29:34,182
I've been looking
everywhere for you.
525
00:29:34,206 --> 00:29:37,209
- Sorry, uh, um...
526
00:29:37,243 --> 00:29:38,210
I can't do this.
527
00:29:38,244 --> 00:29:39,478
Um...
528
00:29:39,511 --> 00:29:41,180
you're gonna have
to go on alone.
529
00:29:41,213 --> 00:29:42,949
- Cal, listen.
530
00:29:42,982 --> 00:29:44,483
I know losing your mom...
531
00:29:44,516 --> 00:29:47,419
- No, no, no, Sarah,
you should do this, all right?
532
00:29:47,453 --> 00:29:48,955
You're the one who saved us.
533
00:29:48,988 --> 00:29:50,465
You're the real
Guardian of the Light.
534
00:29:50,489 --> 00:29:51,891
You... you can do this.
535
00:29:51,924 --> 00:29:53,068
- I don't want to do this alone.
536
00:29:53,092 --> 00:29:54,460
- Yeah, but I can't do it.
537
00:29:54,493 --> 00:29:56,162
I can't do it.
I can't do it at all.
538
00:29:56,195 --> 00:29:58,364
- That's not fair.
- It's not a choice.
539
00:29:58,397 --> 00:30:00,032
- It's not for me either.
540
00:30:00,066 --> 00:30:02,401
I can't articulate
my conviction right now.
541
00:30:02,434 --> 00:30:04,370
- Well, I'm...
542
00:30:07,206 --> 00:30:10,309
I'm not sure I have any
conviction left to articulate.
543
00:30:14,446 --> 00:30:16,515
Quite the pickle we're in,
544
00:30:16,548 --> 00:30:19,051
being that we are
at the World Faith Conference.
545
00:30:19,085 --> 00:30:22,588
- We're scheduled to go onstage
in less than an hour.
546
00:30:28,961 --> 00:30:32,131
*
547
00:30:32,164 --> 00:30:34,500
I blackmailed them.
548
00:30:34,533 --> 00:30:36,235
All of them.
549
00:30:36,268 --> 00:30:39,071
The donors.
550
00:30:39,105 --> 00:30:40,839
You knew that, though, right?
551
00:30:43,109 --> 00:30:44,643
So do this for me.
552
00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:46,913
Do this for what I have done.
553
00:30:46,946 --> 00:30:48,647
Do it for me,
if for nothing else,
554
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:52,384
or we have nothing.
555
00:30:52,418 --> 00:30:55,521
Make people believe.
556
00:30:57,656 --> 00:31:01,593
Make me believe. Okay?
557
00:31:01,627 --> 00:31:03,395
Okay?
558
00:31:03,429 --> 00:31:10,369
*
559
00:31:12,538 --> 00:31:14,974
- First...
- Yes?
560
00:31:17,143 --> 00:31:19,245
- I want to be clean
in your Eye.
561
00:31:21,180 --> 00:31:23,215
Yes. Yes.
562
00:31:25,251 --> 00:31:27,186
- I want to wash away
our Damage.
563
00:31:36,395 --> 00:31:38,230
- I want to be clean
in your Eye.
564
00:31:43,635 --> 00:31:47,239
- Because I...
565
00:31:47,273 --> 00:31:50,009
I see myself...
566
00:31:50,042 --> 00:31:52,078
reflected in you.
567
00:31:54,713 --> 00:31:58,150
With my Eye...
568
00:31:58,184 --> 00:32:00,386
I see you anew.
569
00:32:04,723 --> 00:32:07,193
With my Eye, I see you anew.
570
00:32:11,663 --> 00:32:15,301
- I see you anew.
571
00:32:15,334 --> 00:32:22,274
*
572
00:32:28,447 --> 00:32:29,615
It's over.
573
00:32:29,648 --> 00:32:31,083
- What's over? Us?
574
00:32:31,117 --> 00:32:32,518
We never were, Kodiak.
575
00:32:35,187 --> 00:32:37,289
- I wish I was
referring to us, Gab.
576
00:32:37,323 --> 00:32:39,258
I mean this...
577
00:32:39,291 --> 00:32:41,160
What Steve built.
578
00:32:41,193 --> 00:32:42,594
- But Sarah saved it.
579
00:32:42,628 --> 00:32:44,630
We're gonna be fine.
580
00:32:47,099 --> 00:32:49,635
- Things are gonna get ugly.
581
00:32:49,668 --> 00:32:52,438
- What? Why?
582
00:32:52,471 --> 00:32:53,672
Tell me.
583
00:32:53,705 --> 00:32:56,442
You're scaring me.
584
00:32:56,475 --> 00:32:58,410
Did Sarah do something?
585
00:32:58,444 --> 00:33:01,213
- It's all
smoke and mirrors, Gab...
586
00:33:01,247 --> 00:33:02,714
All of this.
587
00:33:02,748 --> 00:33:05,317
I needed Steve to be a God,
588
00:33:05,351 --> 00:33:07,119
and so he was.
589
00:33:07,153 --> 00:33:09,155
He needed me to be this madman,
590
00:33:09,188 --> 00:33:11,690
a... a victim he could save,
591
00:33:11,723 --> 00:33:13,225
and so I was.
592
00:33:13,259 --> 00:33:16,095
- I don't understand.
- Escape.
593
00:33:16,128 --> 00:33:19,498
Don't go down with it.
594
00:33:19,531 --> 00:33:21,600
Come with me.
595
00:33:24,636 --> 00:33:31,610
*
596
00:33:31,643 --> 00:33:36,482
- Don't you want to just
scream in your family's face,
597
00:33:36,515 --> 00:33:38,750
"I exist.
You can't ignore me.
598
00:33:38,784 --> 00:33:40,352
I'm a fucking human being"?
599
00:33:40,386 --> 00:33:41,629
- Of course I do.
- Don't you think I do?
600
00:33:41,653 --> 00:33:43,222
I've obsessed about this
for years.
601
00:33:43,255 --> 00:33:45,391
I've had hundreds
of hours of therapy.
602
00:33:45,424 --> 00:33:47,259
But you can't change
other people.
603
00:33:47,293 --> 00:33:48,803
You cannot get them
to see what you see.
604
00:33:48,827 --> 00:33:50,338
- No, no, I don't...
- I don't buy that.
605
00:33:50,362 --> 00:33:52,198
Okay? That's giving up.
606
00:33:52,231 --> 00:33:54,100
This needs to be fixed.
607
00:33:54,133 --> 00:33:56,502
All those broken families...
It's not fucking fair.
608
00:33:56,535 --> 00:33:58,204
- Grow the fuck up.
609
00:33:59,671 --> 00:34:02,408
- Hey, Tessa, I'm... I'm sor...
- Tessa.
610
00:34:02,441 --> 00:34:04,410
- Hi, I'm... I'm taking over
for Andrea.
611
00:34:04,443 --> 00:34:05,677
Can I get you a refill?
612
00:34:10,516 --> 00:34:13,285
- Ashley?
- Hi. Oh, my God.
613
00:34:13,319 --> 00:34:16,822
- Wow.
- Uh, how's Hawk?
614
00:34:16,855 --> 00:34:18,290
- I don't know.
615
00:34:18,324 --> 00:34:20,292
We're not talking right now.
616
00:34:20,326 --> 00:34:22,494
It's a long story.
617
00:34:22,528 --> 00:34:26,332
Uh, I do know he's living
in the city.
618
00:34:26,365 --> 00:34:27,433
Did you know that?
619
00:34:30,369 --> 00:34:32,604
- A clear sensorium
620
00:34:32,638 --> 00:34:35,674
and complex perceptual processes
621
00:34:35,707 --> 00:34:39,678
during a period
of apparent clinical death
622
00:34:39,711 --> 00:34:41,713
challenge the concept
623
00:34:41,747 --> 00:34:43,482
that consciousness
624
00:34:43,515 --> 00:34:46,485
is localized in the brain.
625
00:34:46,518 --> 00:34:49,788
This is a concept shared
by every faith tradition
626
00:34:49,821 --> 00:34:51,323
around the world.
627
00:34:51,357 --> 00:34:53,225
- And yet today...
- I don't want this.
628
00:34:53,259 --> 00:34:56,428
Science is proving it as fact.
629
00:35:11,177 --> 00:35:15,747
- How can this really
be all there is?
630
00:35:17,249 --> 00:35:19,151
How can there not be more?
631
00:35:19,185 --> 00:35:21,187
And how do we not find ourselves
632
00:35:21,220 --> 00:35:24,190
on the fast track to the grave?
633
00:35:24,223 --> 00:35:27,726
- We only have five minutes
on this planet.
634
00:35:27,759 --> 00:35:30,696
How do we make the most
of those five minutes?
635
00:35:30,729 --> 00:35:33,599
It's possible to take
the best parts of ourselves
636
00:35:33,632 --> 00:35:37,269
and take the five minutes
that the universe has given us
637
00:35:37,303 --> 00:35:39,838
and break it down into seconds,
638
00:35:39,871 --> 00:35:42,741
into milliseconds,
into nanoseconds
639
00:35:42,774 --> 00:35:45,377
and live in between
those seconds
640
00:35:45,411 --> 00:35:49,881
content, happy, and free.
641
00:35:49,915 --> 00:35:51,883
- My mother,
642
00:35:51,917 --> 00:35:54,953
who died recently,
643
00:35:54,986 --> 00:35:57,689
never once told me
she loved me...
644
00:35:57,723 --> 00:36:00,292
Never once.
645
00:36:00,326 --> 00:36:03,629
How do I make the most
of my five minutes
646
00:36:03,662 --> 00:36:05,897
knowing that?
647
00:36:05,931 --> 00:36:09,401
Acceptance, that's how.
648
00:36:09,435 --> 00:36:12,204
I-I accept that I have no...
649
00:36:12,238 --> 00:36:15,507
I had no control over my mother
650
00:36:15,541 --> 00:36:18,277
or her love.
651
00:36:18,310 --> 00:36:20,912
And I-I let her go.
652
00:36:20,946 --> 00:36:24,616
And I surround myself
with people who do love me.
653
00:36:26,918 --> 00:36:30,556
- Loving begins with you.
654
00:36:30,589 --> 00:36:32,724
Love begins with you,
655
00:36:32,758 --> 00:36:35,794
but it rarely ends with you.
656
00:36:35,827 --> 00:36:39,231
- It will lead you
into your own heart...
657
00:36:39,265 --> 00:36:41,467
Into yourself.
658
00:36:41,500 --> 00:36:44,436
And you will love yourself,
659
00:36:44,470 --> 00:36:48,340
and you will love others.
660
00:36:48,374 --> 00:36:52,344
And you will realize
just how much more there is
661
00:36:52,378 --> 00:36:54,446
to this existence.
662
00:37:21,507 --> 00:37:25,311
- Your mother said some things
before she died...
663
00:37:26,712 --> 00:37:28,647
Things that were hard to hear.
664
00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:33,385
- Yeah, well,
she tends to do that.
665
00:37:35,521 --> 00:37:37,656
Sorry you had to suffer
her venom.
666
00:37:42,394 --> 00:37:45,931
- Thank you.
- Thank you. Yeah.
667
00:37:48,467 --> 00:37:49,868
- That's me.
668
00:38:15,794 --> 00:38:17,329
- I just, um...
669
00:38:19,598 --> 00:38:21,967
I couldn't let you walk away.
670
00:38:25,371 --> 00:38:28,807
You're everything that...
671
00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:31,510
Everything I said up there
672
00:38:31,543 --> 00:38:33,011
was about you.
673
00:38:41,620 --> 00:38:48,560
*
674
00:38:54,433 --> 00:38:57,969
* This is a world
that I created *
675
00:38:58,003 --> 00:38:59,871
*
676
00:38:59,905 --> 00:39:03,975
* I created light
677
00:39:04,009 --> 00:39:05,744
* From sweetness
678
00:39:05,777 --> 00:39:07,613
* And darkness
679
00:39:07,646 --> 00:39:08,947
* Created light
680
00:39:08,980 --> 00:39:12,851
* This is a world
that I created *
681
00:39:12,884 --> 00:39:14,653
*
682
00:39:14,686 --> 00:39:18,857
* I created light
683
00:39:18,890 --> 00:39:23,829
* Created light
684
00:39:23,862 --> 00:39:28,066
* This is a world
that has been spoken *
685
00:39:28,099 --> 00:39:29,801
*
686
00:39:29,835 --> 00:39:33,639
* I created light
687
00:39:33,672 --> 00:39:36,141
* Created light
688
00:39:36,174 --> 00:39:39,978
* Oh, oh, oh
689
00:39:40,011 --> 00:39:43,782
* Oh-oh-oh
690
00:39:43,815 --> 00:39:47,486
* Oh, oh, oh
691
00:39:47,519 --> 00:39:51,189
* Oh-oh-oh
692
00:39:51,222 --> 00:39:54,726
* Oh-oh, oh
693
00:39:54,760 --> 00:39:58,530
* Oh, oh, oh
694
00:39:58,564 --> 00:40:02,568
* Oh-oh-oh
695
00:40:02,601 --> 00:40:06,037
* Oh-oh, oh
696
00:40:06,071 --> 00:40:09,475
* Oh, oh, oh
697
00:40:09,508 --> 00:40:13,178
* Oh-oh-oh
698
00:40:13,211 --> 00:40:16,782
* Oh, oh, oh
699
00:40:16,815 --> 00:40:20,652
* Oh-oh-oh
700
00:40:20,686 --> 00:40:26,124
* Oh-oh, oh
701
00:40:26,157 --> 00:40:33,098
*
702
00:40:36,067 --> 00:40:38,036
* Well, here it comes
703
00:40:46,211 --> 00:40:53,151
*
704
00:41:31,657 --> 00:41:33,925
- Hank.
705
00:41:33,959 --> 00:41:36,161
- Why are you contacting Tessa?
706
00:41:36,194 --> 00:41:37,796
- Wait, she told you?
707
00:41:37,829 --> 00:41:39,565
- She's my daughter.
- I talk to her, Eddie.
708
00:41:39,598 --> 00:41:41,967
Why are you contacting her?
709
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:43,000
- Come in.
710
00:41:49,575 --> 00:41:54,512
Look, our families need
to be mended, Hank.
711
00:41:57,315 --> 00:41:59,551
I'm doing 8R.
712
00:41:59,585 --> 00:42:00,619
- What? Why?
713
00:42:00,652 --> 00:42:02,120
And with whom are you doing 8R?
714
00:42:02,153 --> 00:42:03,822
You've left The Movement.
715
00:42:03,855 --> 00:42:06,958
- I have.
716
00:42:06,992 --> 00:42:08,994
But I haven't left everything.
717
00:42:12,097 --> 00:42:15,601
Steve chose me.
718
00:42:17,202 --> 00:42:19,705
I'm climbing the rungs
with Richard and Felicia,
719
00:42:19,738 --> 00:42:22,941
and when I am ready,
I am going to replace Cal.
720
00:42:24,943 --> 00:42:28,880
Things can be better, Hank.
721
00:42:30,782 --> 00:42:33,685
We can all be back together.
722
00:42:33,719 --> 00:42:35,654
- Where did you get that?
723
00:42:35,687 --> 00:42:38,890
- Steve wanted me to have it.
724
00:42:41,893 --> 00:42:46,231
We can put all of this
back together.
725
00:43:01,412 --> 00:43:03,314
- Are you bleeding?
726
00:43:03,348 --> 00:43:10,221
*
727
00:43:21,700 --> 00:43:25,671
* Every day
728
00:43:25,704 --> 00:43:29,340
* In every way
729
00:43:29,374 --> 00:43:34,112
* I'm getting
better and better *
730
00:43:34,145 --> 00:43:39,284
* Despite what you say
731
00:43:39,317 --> 00:43:42,888
* I know I will
732
00:43:42,921 --> 00:43:46,391
* Climb up to heaven
733
00:43:46,424 --> 00:43:53,398
* And never look down
734
00:43:53,431 --> 00:43:57,302
*
735
00:43:57,335 --> 00:44:00,939
* Never coming down
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