All language subtitles for Party of Five s03e24 A Little Faith.h

So, uh, Dave's parents

aren't renting a condo
in Vail too, are they?

Dave?

Dave, the guy you're dating.

His name's...

Look, you know what his name is.

Drew.

Yeah, Drew. And he's
going to Hawaii

with his family over the break.

Hm. So let's do some
accounting here.

Sarah, Vail,

Drew, the big island.

Bailey,

-nowhere.
-Hey.

You know, maybe you could get
together with some friends,

and drive up to Tahoe
for a couple of days.

Skiing's a party scene. I
gotta steer clear of that.

I just wish I had more to keep me busy.
You know?

It's all this spare time on my hands
just makes me kind of nervous.

Nervous you'll...

Oh, um...

You know, maybe you could help
out Charlie at the restaurant.

You know, make some extra
money, hang with the staff.

Yeah.

And try to ignore the huge bar

stocked with every kind
of liquor known to man.

I'm sorry, I didn't...

Look, Bailey, I, I wish...

It's a, it's a family thing.

Otherwise...

No. No.

You're going. You're going,

and you're gonna
have a great time,

and you're not gonna
worry about me at all.

You can worry about me a
little if you want, but...

don't, like, obsess
about me or anything.

Okay.

Excuse me, but I need your butt.

You wish.

Sit.

[giggles]

You will have a phone
up there, right?

[Griffin] Oh, come on,
why don't we just say

we're going to Oregon or
to the Grand Canyon or--

No. How fun is that?

This has gotta be,
like, totally random,

chance, fate, the
will of the Gods.

So just do it, and...
and no peeking.

Okay. Okay.

Uh, we are going to be
spending our spring break

in...

-Ow.
-Hm.

The Pacific Ocean

Yeah. Not unless your motorcycle
doubles as a Jet Ski.

Yeah, well, you do it.
This is your idea.

Okay. Watch and learn.

[humming]

Carson City, Nevada,
and points beyond.

-Cool.
-Let's do it.

Let's hit the road.

Don't you want your map?

No.

So, what if we get lost?
That's kind of the point.

[theme song playing]

? Everybody wants to live ?

? Like they wanna live ?

? And everybody wants to love ?

? Like they wanna love ?

? Everybody wants to be ?

? Closer to free ?

? Closer to free ?

So we're going live in
about, uh, 45 seconds. Okay?

I'm gonna, um, do a quick intro,

and then I'll introduce
you and Grace.

Where's Grace?

I'll, uh... Just
give me a second.

Hey, you okay?

My stomach's a little...

Actually, you're
looking a little--

What?

I don't know. Green.

Green?

Great, Charlie.

Just what a girl needs to hear
before she's being beamed

into households all
over the Bay area.

-I look green.
-That's not what I...

Good morning. This
is Gemma Rollins

coming to you live
from Golden Gate Park.

I'm here this morning
with Grace Wilcox,

contender for the new
city council seat.

Now, this race is said to
ride on a few key issues.

One of them being...

Charlie, I need you
to fill in for me.

What? What are you
talking about?

I, I think...

No, I know I'm gonna be sick.

Sick? You mean, like, sick sick?

Well, it's just a question or two.
You can't--

Now, Grace...

Uh, Charlie Salinger,

Miss Wilcox's campaign
manager, will fill us in.

Sure. Um, on... on what exactly?

The parks? Right, uh, the parks.

They can really do that?

Apparently, I'm paying a
fine or imprisonment.

[sighs]

How long is the imprisonment?

Well, can't you make an excuse?

I don't know, write
a note to the...

You know, the head
of the jury duty,

and tell them that you made a
promise to a 14-year-old orphan.

I'm sure the government
eats stuff like that up.

Claudia.

I'm just upset. Okay?

I mean, this is...

I was really looking
forward to this.

I mean, it's not like it's
been the greatest year for me.

You know?

This is a big deal.

Can't you just miss the first
couple days of the trial?

It's not like I wouldn't
rather be in L.A.,

and listening to you play than
sitting in some stupid jury box.

They sent me a copy of
the program in the mail.

"Los Angeles Chamber Orchestra presents
its Fourth Annual Young Soloist Series."

You think they invite you again
if you cancel at the last minute?

You're not gonna cancel,
Claud, because of me.

Well, who else is
gonna bring me?

Not Charlie.

Why not Charlie?

I can't leave the restaurant for four
days like this at the last minute.

I don't have anybody
to run the place.

-Plus I've got Owen.
-And Grace's campaign.

That is not the reason, Claud.

We've gotta work
something out, Charlie.

They invite something
like four people a year.

Well, what about Julia?

Julia's gone.

She's off with
Griffin somewhere.

Okay. Then I'll call Joe.

He's down there since Franny got
the L.A.-New York route, right?

I'll fly down myself, and I'm sure
they'd let me stay with them.

-Claud, I don't think--
-I'm gonna call.

-Claud, don't.
-Why not?

[Charlie] They got a
tiny little place.

Plus you can't ask 'em
to cancel their plans

at the last minute just to...
to baby-sit you.

That's too much to
ask even for Joe.

Why don't you let me take her?

I'm on break. It's,
it's not a problem.

And I wanna do it.

Bailey, I don't know.

You don't trust me.

-Bailey--
-No.

No, I don't, I don't blame you.

But... you know what?

You can trust me,

Charlie, because I got more to
prove than anybody right now.

And, anyways, it's the only way
that Claud's gonna get to go.

And there's no way we can
say no, to this, Charlie.

She's been working on this
piece for, like, three months.

Four months.

I'm not gonna blow this.

No way.

[Julia] Don't, don't, don't.

[she laughs]

[Griffin Chuckles]

[Julia] Wow. I bet you won't
find that in a AAA guidebook.

I can't believe we did that.

What do you call that anyway?

Yeah. There's the mile-high
club if you do it in a plane.

But in two states at
once, what is that?

Uh, we're crossing
the state line?

Horizontally?

So we started in California...

And ended up in Nevada.

Are you ready to roll?

Yeah.

[sighs]

Hey, you know what?

We should do it on every
state line that we hit.

How far to Utah?

Oh, about 10 minutes.

[giggles]

[engine sputters]

You still bad?

What? Oh, yeah.

All I can say is, thank
God for the bushes.

Oh, come on, Grace,
it's just the flu.

No, it's not.

Could be.

No, Charlie. It isn't the flu.

What? Why are you being
so hard on yourself?

You don't have to be
superhuman, Grace.

You know, you're tired
and overworked and--

Late.

Huh?

I'm late, Charlie.

I'm usually so regular you
can set a clock by me.

What?

And this.

It's the third morning in
a row I've gotten sick.

But it couldn't. I mean...

We were careful. We
were really careful.

Wow.

You sure it's not the flu?

[Woman on PA] Ladies and gentlemen, we've
started our cocktail and beverage service.

Cocktails are $4.
Beer and wine are $3.

[Claudia] Do you think
I should sway more?

[sighs]

I mean, when I perform.

I always thought it
looked kind of goofy,

but audience eat
stuff like that up.

They think they're getting
like their money's worth

or something if you
give them a lot of.

Okay. Take Nadja
Solerno-Sonnenberg.

Okay, technically,
she's really good.

But come on, what's the real reason
she cleans up on the soloist circuit?

It's because when she plays,

she looks like she's
sawing a sequoia in half.

Am I right?

Huh? Huh?

Claud,

Could... You wanna switch seats?

No way.

Come on, I want to look out
the window for a while.

Forget it. I called
dibs in the car.

Right, you did.

Oh, you know the other thing
people are total suckers for?

When the horsehair
on your bow breaks.

Like that's a sign that
you're playing really hard.

Please.

Hi. Can I get you a drink?

Can I get an OJ?

Sure.

[orchestra playing
classic music]

A little more aggressive.
You know what I mean?

We don't want any timid Bartok.

-Okay.
-Okay.

Grab something to drink.

We'll come back in five and
do the second movement.

[chatter]

Hey, Claud.

[he sighs]

That sounded great up there.

How would you know?
The movement's in C,

and you were squeaking back and
forth in your chair in B sharp.

Sorry. Sorry.

Anyway, the, um...

The conductor seems
like a nice guy.

Uh-huh. What were you
doing with your chair?

Oh, you noticed that?

I was just...

I was staring up
and, and squinting.

You know how sometimes...

you can make the ceiling feel
like it's moving in and out?

Go away, Bailey.

What?

You're bugging me.

Oh, okay.

Then, uh... Then, I'll stop.

No. I want you to go because
you're bored and you're annoying.

No, I'm not. I'm not bored.

I'm not. I'm interested.

Claud, I'm very interested.

And, anyway, I said I was
gonna look out for you, so...

You don't need to look after me.

I'm in the middle of
rehearsal, and I'm fine.

So why don't you go out
and have a nice time.

I don't know. Claud, I think
I would just rather--

Go.

Pick me up at 6:30.

We'll go out and
have some dinner.

It'll be great 'cause I've
got a surprise for you.

[Griffin] So, what do you think?

The guy in the little town in Nevada
says it's the condenser but...

No. It's more likely
your coil, man.

That's what I tried to tell him.

Either way, he didn't
have the part.

[Julia] That's right.

We figured we could
fix it faster...

here at home and then just
sort of take off again.

Well, your condenser's
fine, man.

So it's definitely your coil. You
must've been running her on--

One cylinder. Yeah, I know.

Electric's kind of funky. I
was thinking about putting--

So anyway, can you fix it?

Because we already lost a day
waiting for a ride back,

and we're kind of in a rush.

Sure.

You know, I got a couple of
coils around here somewhere,

but every thing's
pretty much packed up.

Packed up? Why?

Oh, I'm selling the shop.

You know, moving on.

Hey, here they are, man.

Ever think about
electronic ignition,

because that would solve
a lot of problems.

Sweet.

Uh, maybe a Bonneville
head and some carbs?

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Wait.
We don't need a carb.

And we don't need
any, um, heads.

And we... What we
really need is uh...

-What do you call it?
-A coil.

A coil. Thank you. We need a coil.
That's all we need.

We're kind of in a rush.

Okay.

Be done in the morning.

Excellent.

Oh, you know what? Maybe
we should sleeve...

-Concentric carb.
-Yeah.

I'm right there with you, man.

A coil. We just need a coil.

[speaking in Spanish]

[tv running in the background]

[man on TV] You're
gonna have to call me.

You guys get a lot
of attention, Joe.

And, uh...

And of course there's some genetics
involved in it too, but...

[dialing]

Mrs. Reeves. Hi,
it's Bailey calling.

Great. Just great.

Yeah. I'm feeling real good.

Um, anyway, is, is Sarah around?

Oh. Well, when do you
expect her back?

That late, huh?

Dennis. Hey, man, it's Bailey.

Hey, is my brother around?

Okay, but he's working the
dinner shift tonight, right?

So he should be back--

Oh, with Grace.

Okay. Um...

Yeah. Yeah.

Could you if he checks in?

Uh...

No, it's not an emergency,
exactly, but...

But it's important.

Okay, man. Thanks.

Bye.

Mrs. Reeves, hi. It's,
it's Bailey again.

Hi. Um...

Look, I know, I know that you and Mr.
Reeves have been kind of upset about

Sarah and I spending time together
since the accident and everything.

And I, I didn't know
if you were so mad

that you would tell
me she wasn't there

if she actually was, because if
she is, I really do need to--

Oh, okay.

Right. Right.

Okay. I'm sorry to
bother you again.

Bye.

You okay?

No, I'm not okay.

I mean, what are the odds?

A pregnancy test either turns
up white or it turns up blue.

And what do I get? Plaid.

Maybe we shouldn't
have bought generic.

Could the timing
possibly be any worse?

I don't know. Maybe not.

I mean, maybe you're not even...

But I was wondering, if you were,
maybe we should talk about--

Whatever I do, whatever I do,
this is a lose-lose situation.

Well, if you think
about it, I mean--

And the political
fallout from this is...

It's a disaster. No matter what.

Not necessarily. And that's
what I was trying to--

And if I do something about
this and it gets out,

I mean, I lose half
the vote easy.

And if I decide to have the
baby as a single mother,

I lose the family values vote.
So no matter what I decide--

What if we got married?

Excuse me?

Well, think about it.

I mean, yeah, the
timing is off and...

and we are making this
up as we go along.

But it's working out, right?

Us, I mean.

So...

So if you are pregnant, if that's
what the doctor says, then...

why not?

I mean, I could do that.

We could do it.

Charlie.

-Wow. Um...
-[door opens]

[Woman] Grace Wilcox?

This way, please.

Just putting it out
there as an option.

That's all.

[footsteps approaching]

You still here?

Yeah. My brother's
a little late.

He probably just got
lost or something.

You want me to give you a lift?

Oh, no. No.

He'll be here.

Hey. Forgot a few necessities
the first time around.

Would have been
brushing with a twig.

You just get back from the shop?

Hey, what... what time does
he open in the morning?

What? Uh, 7, I think.

Great. So we can get
an early start then.

You know how you, uh...
You were saying,

how you wanted to start leaving
more things up to chance, or...

Fate. Yeah.

Yeah.

What exactly did
you mean by that?

Um, well, it's like
with our trip.

You know how we were gonna
go through Willits, right?

Well, I just called AAA,

and they told me it's under a foot
of water because of the rains.

So if it hadn't been for your
bike, like, going dead...

Then we wouldn't have ended
up back here, right?

And I wouldn't have
gone to the bike shop,

and I never would
have met Carter.

Who wouldn't have fixed your bike so we
could take off and steer clear of Willits.

See, fate.

Yeah. Well, sort of.

You see, uh, we, uh...

We can't take off.

What do you mean can't?

It's just that little
coil thingy, right?

I was thinking, you know,
you said that how...

how one thing leads to the
next for a reason, right?

Like, like this
trip being blown.

Well, it's not exactly blown.
It's--

Now I have this totally
amazing opportunity.

What opportunity?

I, I told Carter that I'd...
that I'd buy it, Jule.

The bike shop.

I'm gonna use my money...

to buy the bike shop.

[knocking on door]

-Hey, Bailey.
-Hey.

Joe, Franny, what are you doing?

What are you doing here?

Are we gonna do this
through the door?

Bailey.

What are you...

[sighs]

I thought you were on
the wagon, Bailey?

I am.

I am. It's just... I was...

What are you guys
doing here anyway?

Claudia invited us to
have dinner together.

Oh, my God, what time is it?

It's 7 o' clock.

Oh, my God,

I was supposed to pick
her up a half hour ago.

[keys jingling]

[sighs]

Where is she?

She's at the Music Center.

Joe, don't... Don't tell her.
Okay?

I'm gonna have some
coffee, and I'll be fine

in a couple of minutes.
Just don't tell her.

Please, don't tell her.

[crickets chirping]

Hey, you guys.

-Hi, sweetie. How's it going?
-Hey.

-Hi.
-Hey, Claud.

-I thought we were gonna--
-Here, let me take this.

Meet at the hotel?

-Yeah, we were. -Well, you
know, we ran into Bailey

-because we got there early and...
-Oh, you did?

-Yeah.
-You did? Because...

he was supposed to pick
me up, like, forever ago.

No. That's our fault.

Our fault entirely.

I was pressing him for details
about you guys and...

And, uh, we just, uh,
lost track of time.

-Yeah.
-Is he parking or something?

No, no. He's, uh...

I talked him into letting
us take you out to dinner.

Just the three of us?

-Yup.
-Yeah.

And, and then we were thinking maybe you'd
like to spend the night at our place.

-Yeah.
-How does that sound?

Okay. But...

Maybe, maybe I should just
check in with Bailey.

You know, make
sure he doesn't...

He doesn't feel like I'm
deserting him or something.

Oh, I wouldn't do that.

No. He was gonna go out.

What's going on?

Why isn't Bailey going with us?

Well, like I said,
sweetie, he's...

Never mind. I know why.

He was drinking
again, wasn't he?

Wasn't he?

Look, it doesn't
make it any easier

when someone doesn't
tell you the truth.

It just makes that sick feeling
in your stomach worse.

He'd been drinking, yes.

He promised.

[Julia] Do you realize how
much work this is gonna be?

Uh-huh. But I already told
him that I'd buy it, so...

That is an oral agreement
subject to inspection

and God knows what else.
That is totally non-binding.

You can get out of it.

I don't want to get out of it.

Oh, yeah. Okay.

So why don't you tell me, what his
average monthly net profit is.

He brings in three
or four grand easy.

That's gross.

What's gross about it?

-That's good money.
-No. Gross income.

Total. You have to subtract
the expenses to get the net.

Net profit, you know?

After payroll, parts,
insurance, mortgage, taxes.

Oh, I don't know.

Griffin, you're buying
a business here,

not deodorant. Didn't
you ask him anything?

Yes. Yeah, sure, I asked him.

I asked him things like, uh,

I don't know. How much
business he gets.

He says that he stays
busy all the time, so...

There was no one in
there the other day.

We were, like, it.

It was, like, 2 o'
clock on a weekday.

On a Saturday you can't
even get near that place.

I know, I've been there.

Okay. Okay.

So does he own or
rent the building?

Because if he rents, you need
to know the terms of the lease.

If he owns, you need to know the
market value of the property.

Look, I'm gonna have Arnie take
care of all that stuff. All right?

What's with you anyway?

You know, this is a good thing.

You should be excited for me.

I am.

I am. It's just...

What do you know about
running a business?

I know that I can do it.

God, I just feel like
a 300-pound weight

has been lifted
off my shoulders.

Yeah. I bet you would.

I mean, Dr. Siegel was
right about the stress

causing a hormonal imbalance.

Of course the test
results were wacky.

I mean, look at my
life right now.

Anyway, what a relief, huh?

Relief? Yeah.

And all I could think about
was what if, you know?

And I kept trying to
put it out of my mind.

But I'm doing these interviews,

and lobbying with
possible donors.

And it was like this thing
hanging over my head

the whole time. I mean,
God, can you imagine?

Oh, and, Charlie, yesterday
at the doctor's,

the fact that you would...
You were great.

You were just great.

I mean it. Thank you.

[sighs]

Anyway, thank God it's
not an issue, right?

We should celebrate.

Oh, did I tell you Dr. Siegel's
putting me on the pill?

Some new dosage, low
estrogen or something.

So this will never happen again.

Yeah, you mentioned that.

Can you just clear away
the coffee and stuff?

Do you need me to
order you some more?

No.

Oh. Wait, wait, wait.

Here is the key to the mini-bar.

We... We won't be
needing it anymore.

And if one of us calls to
get the bar restocked,

can you just make sure
that no one does that?

Uh, sure.

You think you
embarrassed me enough?

No.

Okay. Come on, sweetheart.
You better get ready.

That picture-taking thing
is in less than an hour.

I'm not going.

I canceled.

Claudia.

What? Like we're
really gonna go?

It's a whole reception, Bailey.

Okay? There'll probably be beer there.
Okay? And wine.

Well, then, I won't
go in with you.

I'll just drop you off.

Oh, right. That's a lot better.
I'll have a great time

while worrying if you're somewhere in L.A.
getting drunk.

I'm not gonna go get
drunk, Claudia.

Look, I slipped up. Okay?

People slip up, but
it's not like...

At least I'm admitting it.
Right?

And that's like the most
important thing right now,

because I'm definitely not
kidding myself anymore.

And you know what?

This is actually...

This is probably the best thing
that could've happened to me.

Because here I am for
the past two weeks,

and all I can think about
is I need a drink.

I gotta have a drink.
Because if I have a drink,

then everything that is wrong,

and everything that is making
me feel bad will go away.

Well, I had a drink,

and it wasn't that great.

And it didn't make me feel better.
So now I know that.

And...

maybe I needed to go
through that so...

Claudia.

[door opens]

[door slams shut]

So I, I was thinking,
there's still, like,

four days left of spring break.

And I figured it'd be totally
stupid to just stay here

and waste the entire vacation.
You know?

Mm-hm.

So I think... Well, more
like I've, I've decided.

Um... I'm gonna go.

I'm just gonna get
in my car and drive.

Do it the way we planned, you
know, no reservations, no maps.

Yeah. Okay.

Okay?

So, so wait. You don't mind?

Well, no.

I mean, what's the point of
you hanging around here?

I mean, this stuff's gotta be
totally boring to you, right?

You might as well go
out and have some fun.

That's funny. I kind of thought I was
supposed to be having fun with you.

It's only one road trip, Julia.

Is that all?

Griffin, this isn't...

This isn't what I expected.

And, and I don't
just mean the trip.

I mean, this is... this
is a preview, isn't it?

Of how things are
gonna be for us.

I mean, I, I thought
with you coming back

and me not going to college we were
gonna do this thing together. You know?

We are.

Are we?

Are we? Because now...

Now this feels like
we're, we're stuck here.

I never said you had to stay.

Then I won't.

It's not... Julia...

I don't get it.

I don't, I don't get you.

You're the one that said that...

that it's not enough for
me just to want you.

Well, now, I want this.

[sighs]

I don't know about you, but I
am gonna sleep like a baby.

Grace.

Yeah?

Look, I know this is, um...

I wanna ask you something.

I think I should
probably ask you.

Do you ever see it
happening with us?

Kids, I mean.

What?

Oh, Charlie, God.

I mean,

I totally understand where
you're coming from.

I was, I was relieved
too, when you told me.

But,

I don't know, I wasn't nearly
as relieved as you were.

Charlie, come on, why are
we talking about this?

It's too soon to be
talking about this.

Yeah. I know it is.

It's not like I'm looking
to have kids right now.

But,

I don't know. This thing sort of
came up and, and now I'm wondering.

You seem so...

Like your mind is made up about it.
Is that...

Is that a now thing, or is that
more like a forever thing?

Charlie,

I don't wanna have children.

That's just not part
of my game plan.

Well, how do you know that?

I mean, maybe you just
haven't met the right guy.

I mean, until now.

Look,

when I was little and I
used to play with dolls,

sometimes I'd be the teacher
and they'd be my students.

And sometimes I'd be Diana Ross

and they'd be my Supremes.

But they were never
my babies, Charlie.

I just didn't think that way.

Not then and not now.

But maybe--

Charlie, you asked and I'm
being honest with you.

I'm...

I don't wanna have children.

And that's...

That's just kind of who I am.

[elevator dings]

Hey. I know you said you
didn't want me to be here,

but, wow, Claud, you
were incredible.

The couple next to me, they
were clapping so hard for you.

If you didn't do an encore, I think they
would have ended up in the hospital.

So you wanna do something?

You wanna get some
dessert and celebrate?

Or we can check out Melrose?

Just... Just cut it out. Okay?

Cut what out?

Being all nice and concerned
and "What do you want, Claud?"

You're only doing it
because you screwed up.

Claudia.

Look, Claudia, what do
you want me to say?

I'm sorry.

You're always sorry, and I'm just
getting sick of of it. Okay?

-Well-- -Because all I do is
worry about you, Bailey, and...

What happened to you
worrying about me?

Of course I worry
about you, Claud.

Do you?

Do you know what a big
deal tonight was?

Do you really know how scary it is to
stand in front of a thousand people

who have heard the Bartok
a zillion times, only...

only played by Itzhak
Perlman or, or Isaac Stern?

It's... it's hard
to breathe, and...

and your fingers, they, they
feel all thick and you...

you feel...

You feel...

What?

Alone.

I felt alone.

I can't count on you
anymore, Bailey.

And I can't go to you to make me
feel better because you're...

All of a sudden I'm the
one taking care of you,

cleaning up after you,
watching out for you,

and it's not fair.

Why not? Why isn't that fair?

Because I'm older than you?

Because you need taking
care of and I don't?

Will you stop?

Listen, Claudia, I wish
more than anything

that you didn't have to watch
me fight this the way I am.

But you do.

Now, I am sorry, but that
is just the way it is.

Great.

Hey, you know what?

You know what? You're
not a baby anymore.

And you're not gonna be a kid
for that much longer either.

So maybe...

Maybe you could come
through for me.

Hey.

I thought you guys were
heading out of town?

Yeah, I thought so too.

Is something going on?

Hm?

Oh. No, I was just in the
mood for an early lunch.

Yeah? It's 9:30.

Charlie,

do you think I'm selfish?

Incredibly. Why?

No, I... I mean it.

Okay. Selfish in what way?

Well, Griffin is buying
a motorcycle shop

with the money he got.

And it's, like, this really great
opportunity for him. You know?

And that's bad because?

No.

No. It's good. Good for Griffin.

But not for you?

Well,

yeah.

Yeah. Because now we can't
do any of the stuff

I thought we were gonna
do together, and...

I don't know.

It's just everything
is going great.

And I, I thought we
wanted the same things.

And now all of a sudden, he
wants something that is, like,

totally different.

And I just...

I don't know where to put that.

You know what I mean?

Yeah. I sort of do.

I guess the question you
gotta ask yourself is...

which is more important?

Griffin or all that
stuff you want.

[Charlie's voice] Is it
something you can work out?

I mean, is it worth working out?

[Julia's voice]
Yeah, I think so.

Well, then your
problem's solved.

[Julia's voice] Right.

Problem solved.

So where'd you guys
disappear to this morning?

Claudia took me backstage
at the Music Center,

and we watched this incredible
string quartet rehearse,

and, um... And we talked.

I told him about
Walter Alcott...

and all that stuff.

Oh, yeah?

It just goes from
bad to worse, huh?

Things can turn around.
You never know.

Yeah.

Hey, I'm talking from
experience here.

I mean, you're looking at a
guy whose doctor said to him,

"If you keep doing the one thing
that you really love to do,

if you keep working
your restaurant,

you're gonna kill yourself."

I was 50 years old. I
had no job, no family.

Do you think I went wandering
around the world for fun?

I was lost.

I was lost.

And then I met this woman.

Yeah, well, that's great.

You're a lucky guy.

It's not luck.

It's not luck.

I don't know. Maybe it's
because I'm getting older,

and I need to start making
sense of this world,

but I kind of like to think that
it was God looking out for me.

It was God saying, "I'm
not gonna let you go."

Okay.

I know what this is about.

This is about me and God and not
wanting to go to AA, right?

Everybody needs something
to believe in, Bailey,

besides themselves.

Not me.

I don't.

I hate to break it
to you, Joe,but...

we're all pretty much
on our own here.

And there's nobody looking
out for any of us.

Just cut it out, Bailey.

Don't say stuff like that.

[Joe] Somebody was
looking out for me.

Somebody was looking out for your
father when he stopped drinking.

Yeah, well, it wasn't God. Okay?

Look, you believe whatever
you want to believe in, Joe.

If you're afraid of dying, and
you need to believe in God,

then that's your business.

I'm just saying that I
don't see him in my life.

How about in the fact that
your father's inside of you?

-Come on.
-I'm serious.

Your father is in you,

and this is the proof, and
it means nothing to you.

Really?

The fact that I got
this disease from him?

It means plenty to me, Joe.

Why do you insist on always
looking at the bad stuff, Bailey?

You really think I
showed up at your house,

and told you about
your dad's drinking

because I wanted to make
things worse for you?

I told you because I thought it
would give you a little hope.

Yeah. You got what made
your father start drinking.

But if you just look for it, you
got what made him stop too.

You know what...

Why not? Why isn't it possible?

Maybe you got all the stuff
that made us love him,

and made Mom love him.

Maybe you got all of him.

No, I don't.

What does this have to
do with God anyway?

Are you kidding me?

Are you kidding me?

Your father didn't disappear.
He's inside of you.

And that doesn't just happen.

If the world were random and
mean, the way you think it is...

I think that it's proof
that there's someone

or something looking out for us.

-I don't know.
-It's not a curse, Bailey.

It's a gift.

You just gotta look
at it that way.

Every time you fight
the urge to drink,

every time you beat
the urge to drink,

you feel him.

And you know he didn't really
leave you when he died.

He's still here.

You're not alone, Bailey.

Hey.

I thought you left town.

No.

I brought this for...

[soft rock music
playing on stereo]

I thought it might help
brighten up the place.

Carter in his office?

No. He went home.

Gave me my own set of keys.

Why didn't you go?

Because you're not there.

[growls]

I'm sorry.

It's just it seems like everyone
else knows what they...

what they want.

But maybe...

so do I.

Did I tell you what I got Owen?

Uh-uh.

It's a snow globe of an earthquake.
The big one.

You shake it, and all the
buildings kind of fly around.

Huh.

That's...

That sounds cheery.

Yeah.

I'm sure he'll love it.

Yeah.

You know what? They said
they're gonna, um...

They said they're gonna send
me a copy of the performance.

Really?

Well, that's great, Claud.

That's...

What's...

It's, uh... It's a meeting.

It's an AA meeting.

I can get home by
myself, Bailey.

You sure?

Go.

You don't have to wait up.

I'll wait up.

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