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(DOOR OPENING)
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♪ (SOFT SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING) ♪
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(DOOR CLOSES)
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(WHISPERS) Hi there. Hi there.
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How are you?
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Wakey, wakey, wakey,
wakey, wakey, wakey.
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Wakey, wakey, wakey, wakey.
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OLEK: (SHUSHES)
Filip! Filip! Filip, stop it!
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Please, she just fell asleep.
Filip, come on.
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Jesus, stop, stop.
Stop, stop, Filip, cut it out.
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-(CHUCKLES)
-(OLEK GRUNTS)
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-Drink some tea.
-No, no, I'm good.
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(OLEK SIGHS)
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-So how was the show?
-FILIP: It was cool.
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-There was an afterparty.
-Of course there was.
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-Some networking thing.
-Right.
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Hey, hey.
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Thank you for taking care
of Tosia.
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A drink?
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It's a little late.
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FILIP: You've earned it.
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(GLASSES CLINKING)
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♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪
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-(TRUCK BEEPING IN DISTANCE)
-(EXHALES)
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(SIGHS)
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(GROANS SOFTLY)
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(POWER TOOL WHIRRING
IN DISTANCE)
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-(GRUNTS) Is... Is Tosia crying?
-FILIP: No.
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(EXHALES HEAVILY)
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(GRUNTS) Sorry.
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(GRUNTS)
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(SIGHS)
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(GROANS)
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OLEK: This place
is a total wreck.
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-(GULPS)
-OLEK: Wanna have breakfast?
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FILIP: No. I feel sick.
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-You should eat something then.
-No, seriously.
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I think I might puke.
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The more reason
to eat something.
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-(TOSIA CRYING)
-OLEK: Oh, and someone's awake.
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-(SIGHS) Fuck.
-OLEK: Good morning, princess.
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How did you sleep?
I'm worried about her.
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Oh, I think she has a fever.
Or maybe she's teething.
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-Or hungry.
-Could be, right?
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Or is it the weather?
What? What, sweetie?
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-(TOSIA FUSSING)
-OLEK: What is it, sweetie pie?
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You are so precious.
Yes, you are.
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Filip, will you be back by 9:00?
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FILIP: Yeah, I'll try.
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Come straight home, okay?
I've got a gig at the club.
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I need you here, right?
Can you take her?
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-FILIP: Sure. (SIGHS)
-Oye... (CHUCKLES)
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Gotcha.
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(CHUCKLES)
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-(FILIP SIGHS)
-OLEK: Mm...
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I fucked up last night, I know.
Just try not to judge me, okay?
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OLEK: Filip?
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(GROANS SOFTLY) Come here.
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(CRYING)
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FILIP: Let's go to eat.
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The sink needs fixing.
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The faucet is dripping,
even when I close it.
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Right now?
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-OLEK: Want a flooded house?
-Not really.
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OLEK: Hey, listen,
I can find a plumber.
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It's not a problem.
I can handle it.
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-I'm just saying.
-No, I'm on it.
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-I'll fix it.
-OLEK: Just not too late.
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-I'm on it.
-Put the kettle on.
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(GROANS)
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There you go.
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OLEK: Take a shower.
I'll make her formula.
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-(TOSIA FUSSING)
-I know, I know. Just a second.
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-And the shower?
-(TOSIA FUSSING)
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Wait a second.
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Uh... (TUTTING SOFTLY)
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Oh, by the way,
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all we have are eggs
in the fridge.
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I... I'll have to go
to the store later.
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-Omelet? Scrambled, fried?
-You don't have to cook for me.
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It's not such a big deal.
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I was thinking that maybe
we could get up in five minutes,
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go out for a long walk, then go
to the grocery store, right?
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Come home, clean up our nest.
How many was it, three?
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Yeah, three measures.
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OLEK: So it'll be shiny
and fresh.
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-Olek.
-(TOSIA FUSSES)
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I know, just a second.
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-FILIP: Olek.
-Yeah.
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-You know, about last night.
-Did you like it?
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-(FILIP CHUCKLING)
-You find it funny?
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No. No, but I think it was
a terrible idea.
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-I don't think that's true.
-FILIP: Well, I do.
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Sex and friendship
don't go together.
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-It always ends wrong.
-I wasn't aware we were friends.
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-No, but we're close.
-I'm sorry, what?
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You take care of Tosia, right?
And I really appreciate it.
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-I mean, this is all--
-But I mean,
was the sex that bad?
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FILIP: That's not what I said.
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Tell me, Filip, was it any good?
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So it was pity sex
for babysitting,
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or you just don't care
about shit when you're drunk?
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Stop that. Olek,
I'm trying to protect you.
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-That's very considerate of you.
-We'll never be a couple.
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Why not?
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Well, because I'm
in a different place,
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and you know I have
no time for a relationship,
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and... and I have
to take care of Tosia.
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OLEK: There's never
a good moment. Hmm?
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(TOSIA BABBLING)
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It's just that we're a match.
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I look after Tosia, after you...
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I'm sure you're able
to see that.
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(SCOFFS) Was it the sink?
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Uh, about the tap?
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(GROANS SOFTLY)
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I mean, I'm not bringing
that up again.
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I just wanted things
to be perfect.
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I am not into you.
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-(DOORBELL RINGING)
-(DOG BARKING)
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(TOSIA FUSSING)
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(DOORBELL CONTINUES RINGING)
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-(BANGING ON DOOR)
-(BREATHES HEAVILY)
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(DOORBELL RINGING)
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(BANGING ON DOOR)
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(DOORBELL RINGS)
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-(TOSIA FUSSING)
-(DOOR OPENING)
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♪ (SOFT TENSE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪
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-Good morning.
-Good morning.
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-Is Anka home?
-Have we met?
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We haven't. Who are you?
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You're the one who showed up.
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Yes, I did,
because I'm the landlady.
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-Oh.
-LANDLADY: Huh.
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Oh, good mo-- good morning.
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Yeah, I'm Filip, her brother.
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-LANDLADY: Oh.
-Will you come in?
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LANDLADY: Um...
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I've been trying to get a hold
of your sister.
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I'm sorry, but she's one month
behind with the rent,
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-and it's almost payday, so...
-Right, indeed.
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Uh, that's all my fault.
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She asked me to take care
of rent, and I forgot,
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so I'm sorry.
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The tenth of each
and every month, all right?
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Yeah, you'll get it
by the tenth of each month.
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-And where is your sister?
-She, uh, left the house.
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Uh... well, she left the house
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because there was
an emergency,
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and she had to fill in
for a colleague, some accident.
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I don't know what happened,
but it was serious.
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LANDLADY: And you're looking
after her baby?
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Yeah.
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Eight thousand.
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For two months.
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-Yeah.
-Yeah.
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-You'll have it by the tenth.
-OLEK: Hello there.
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Listen, Filip,
if I'm just a sitter for you,
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I think you better start
paying me to watch Tosia.
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Because a drunken fuck
is not enough to pay my bills,
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okay, you piece of shit?
Excuse me.
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If just one neighbor complains,
I'll have you out in a minute.
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♪ (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪
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(BABBLES)
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I know, I hear you, baby.
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Do you know
where you'll stay today?
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With our lovely Mrs. Beata.
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Let's go, let's go, let's go,
let's go, let's go.
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Here we go.
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That's right,
Mrs. Beata's so fun.
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(KICKS DOOR)
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What's with the banging,
asshole?
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I have better things to do
than run to the door,
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-you fuckface.
-Nice, fuck me, lovely.
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-MRS. BEATA: What do you want?
-Right?
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Just tell me. What is it?
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-Spit it out.
-(TOSIA CRYING)
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(LINE RINGING)
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-(CRIES)
-Great. Fuck me.
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Here. Felek, here.
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-BABYSITTER: (OVER PHONE) Hello.
-Hello.
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I'm calling because I need, uh,
a babysitter...
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-BABYSITTER: Uh-huh.
-...for a little girl,
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-a really small one.
-BABYSITTER: Uh-huh.
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I'm in a bit of a tight spot,
it's kind of urgent.
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-BABYSITTER:
Sure, I'm available.
-Great, that's awesome.
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-BABYSITTER: When?
-Do you think you can be here
in about, uh, 30 minutes?
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BABYSITTER:
(CHUCKLING) Oh, my God.
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(LINE DISCONNECTS)
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(FUSSES)
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Hey, hey, hey, Felek, do it.
Come on, take a shit, okay?
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Fucking...
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All right, all right,
I understand it's mid-year,
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and I understand daycares
are full, but believe me,
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I'm in a really tough spot,
not my fault.
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Felek, here. Felek, come here.
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No, the dog. No, please. Uh...
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-So?
-(LINE DISCONNECTS)
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FILIP: Suck my dick.
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All right, Tosia, here.
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There you go. Water.
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(SIGHS)
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(KEYS JINGLING)
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(DOOR LOCK RATTLING)
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(TOSIA BABBLING)
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(BABBLES)
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(CRYING)
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(BABBLING)
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(CAR HORNS HONKING)
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(TOSIA CONTINUES CRYING)
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♪ (SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING) ♪
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(TOSIA CRYING)
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(CRYING CONTINUES)
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♪ (MUSIC FADES) ♪
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WOMAN: Yeah, that would work.
Let's pencil it in.
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Okay, yeah. I'll be in touch.
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(TOSIA BABBLING)
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-SECRETARY: Welcome.
-Good morning.
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SECRETARY: Yes?
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I am here
to see Counselor Nowak.
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SECRETARY: Right.
Come in. Would you like
something to drink?
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-Coffee? Tea?
-(TOSIA BABBLING)
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Take a seat over there, please.
And I'll get the counselor.
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(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
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-(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING)
-(TOSIA CRYING)
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(FILIP BREATHES SHAKILY)
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-(EXHALES)
-(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING FADES)
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-Is the conference room set?
-Yes.
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-ADAM: Please, come in.
-Hi.
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The statistics are really
very clear.
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-Most kids don't get adopted.
-(CRIES)
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Some of them, very few,
go with single people,
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and last year's number
of successful adoptions
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by single men like you is zero.
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I see.
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ADAM: I'm being honest with you,
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because your situation
is complicated.
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-Mm-hmm.
-(TOSIA FUSSING, CRYING)
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FILIP: Do you want some water?
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But it's a very
brave decision, Filip.
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FILIP: Thank you.
242
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(CLEARS THROAT)
243
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You're very young,
single, no permanent job.
244
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Your sexual orientation
is at least uncertain.
245
00:14:08,880 --> 00:14:09,840
A piece of advice,
246
00:14:09,920 --> 00:14:12,200
you need to stop
being gay for a while.
247
00:14:12,280 --> 00:14:15,000
Potential parents
are usually evaluated
248
00:14:15,080 --> 00:14:17,520
-by Catholic institutions, so...
-Right. I get it.
249
00:14:17,600 --> 00:14:19,680
(CRIES)
250
00:14:19,760 --> 00:14:21,080
I'm very sorry.
251
00:14:24,440 --> 00:14:26,200
Dominika, can you come
in here for a minute?
252
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-Here you go, love. Just sip.
-Yes.
253
00:14:29,480 --> 00:14:30,840
ADAM: Uh, listen, Dominika,
254
00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:32,720
could you take
the baby for 15 minutes
255
00:14:32,800 --> 00:14:34,920
just so we can wrap it up
with our conversation?
256
00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:37,080
Uh, I'm sorry,
but if you were thinking
257
00:14:37,120 --> 00:14:38,640
that since I am a woman...
258
00:14:38,720 --> 00:14:40,400
-FILIP: What the hell?
-...I am automatically suited
259
00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:44,080
to watch over a baby,
please think again.
260
00:14:44,160 --> 00:14:45,520
I don't like babies,
261
00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:48,240
-and I don't intend to have one.
-Hmm.
262
00:14:48,320 --> 00:14:50,280
-DOMINIKA: Anything else?
-Thank you.
263
00:14:50,360 --> 00:14:51,800
(TOSIA CRYING)
264
00:14:51,880 --> 00:14:53,680
You know what?
I have to change her diaper.
265
00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:54,960
Sure, sure.
266
00:14:55,040 --> 00:14:57,400
FILIP: Oh, come here. All right.
267
00:15:02,680 --> 00:15:04,920
-Can I?
-Yeah, yeah, go ahead.
268
00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:11,840
-You're doing a good job.
-Hmm?
269
00:15:13,120 --> 00:15:14,120
Thank you.
270
00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:17,680
I'm gonna need
a babysitter for her.
271
00:15:18,600 --> 00:15:19,840
A daycare will work.
272
00:15:20,800 --> 00:15:22,440
A sitter knows your lifestyle,
273
00:15:22,520 --> 00:15:24,680
what time you get home,
who you come home with,
274
00:15:24,760 --> 00:15:26,120
and she could be called
to testify in court,
275
00:15:26,200 --> 00:15:27,640
so a daycare
would be better for you.
276
00:15:27,680 --> 00:15:29,760
-Please reconsider it.
-Okay.
277
00:15:30,720 --> 00:15:32,560
(TOSIA BABBLING)
278
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FILIP: Thank you.
279
00:15:36,160 --> 00:15:39,760
ADAM: Filip,
whatever happened at that hotel
280
00:15:39,840 --> 00:15:41,760
can never happen again,
you hear me?
281
00:15:41,840 --> 00:15:44,640
From now on, you, my friend,
have to be, like...
282
00:15:45,400 --> 00:15:47,360
The greatest version of you.
283
00:15:47,440 --> 00:15:49,560
Best way to say it is,
a perfect man.
284
00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:51,960
You need
to be your perfect version.
285
00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:54,960
Okay. So basically, not be me.
286
00:15:56,040 --> 00:15:58,120
Life is tough. What can I say?
287
00:15:58,200 --> 00:16:01,080
-(TOSIA FUSSING)
-(HIGH-PITCHED RINGING)
288
00:16:01,160 --> 00:16:03,120
-ADAM: Are you okay?
-Um...
289
00:16:04,360 --> 00:16:06,040
Hey, can I please
use the bathroom?
290
00:16:06,120 --> 00:16:08,080
ADAM: Of course.
Right there down the hallway.
291
00:16:09,080 --> 00:16:11,880
♪ (SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING) ♪
292
00:16:18,840 --> 00:16:20,360
(RETCHING)
293
00:16:35,560 --> 00:16:39,080
(COUGHS, SPITS)
294
00:16:50,480 --> 00:16:52,120
♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪
295
00:16:55,200 --> 00:16:58,080
ADAM: Listen, a friend
of mine, a lawyer,
296
00:16:58,160 --> 00:16:59,560
just called me back.
297
00:16:59,640 --> 00:17:02,120
She knows adoption law
better than anyone.
298
00:17:02,200 --> 00:17:04,599
Teresa is a champ.
299
00:17:04,680 --> 00:17:08,040
You're seeing her when
she gets back from vacation.
300
00:17:08,640 --> 00:17:09,880
Call her in two days.
301
00:17:09,960 --> 00:17:12,119
Oh, by the way,
she says you need to see
302
00:17:12,200 --> 00:17:14,200
social services
and a psychologist.
303
00:17:17,640 --> 00:17:19,200
I did everything I could.
304
00:17:19,920 --> 00:17:20,920
Thank you.
305
00:17:28,640 --> 00:17:30,320
Mm... Again, best of luck.
306
00:17:40,480 --> 00:17:42,360
And how's, um, Kiki?
307
00:17:42,440 --> 00:17:47,520
Um... Well, I guess it'd be best
if you ask her yourself.
308
00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:49,480
Yes, no, you're right.
(CHUCKLES SOFTLY)
309
00:17:49,560 --> 00:17:52,000
Kiki, please,
I'm 30 minutes late to a set.
310
00:17:52,080 --> 00:17:53,320
Can you take Tosia?
311
00:17:54,520 --> 00:17:55,720
I don't think he can.
312
00:17:57,720 --> 00:17:59,720
He doesn't want to.
Trust me, he won't.
313
00:17:59,800 --> 00:18:02,440
♪ (TENSE ELECTRONIC MUSIC
PLAYING) ♪
314
00:18:02,520 --> 00:18:04,000
Damn it, Kiki.
315
00:18:04,080 --> 00:18:06,240
We fucked last night
and he won't, okay?
316
00:18:06,320 --> 00:18:08,360
Now, will you take her or not?
317
00:18:08,400 --> 00:18:10,720
Okay. And Nina?
318
00:18:10,800 --> 00:18:12,920
(LAUGHS DRYLY)
How funny. Thanks for nothing.
319
00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:14,000
What?
320
00:18:15,120 --> 00:18:17,560
Uh, he set me up with Teresa.
321
00:18:17,640 --> 00:18:19,400
Yeah, okay. I gotta go. Bye.
322
00:18:19,480 --> 00:18:21,280
-(TOSIA CRYING)
-I'm sorry.
323
00:18:21,320 --> 00:18:25,720
Oh, I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Sorry. Sorry.
324
00:18:26,640 --> 00:18:27,920
Shit.
325
00:18:30,920 --> 00:18:32,600
-♪ (MUSIC STOPS) ♪
-FILIP: Everything's okay.
You see?
326
00:18:32,680 --> 00:18:34,360
There. All right?
327
00:18:34,440 --> 00:18:35,760
We good? Look.
328
00:18:36,360 --> 00:18:37,960
We're fine.
329
00:18:38,000 --> 00:18:40,720
-Having fun? Tosia?
-(BABBLES)
330
00:18:41,440 --> 00:18:43,040
Jeez, what the...
331
00:18:43,760 --> 00:18:44,920
(TOILET SEAT CLATTERS)
332
00:18:46,760 --> 00:18:50,200
-(FILIP SIGHING)
-(TOSIA FUSSING)
333
00:18:53,440 --> 00:18:55,280
-(URINE SPLASHING)
-(OBJECTS THUMPING)
334
00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:57,000
(TOSIA BABBLING)
335
00:18:57,080 --> 00:19:00,680
-Hey! No! Hey! No!
-(TOILET FLUSHING)
336
00:19:02,160 --> 00:19:04,240
(SIGHS) Come here.
337
00:19:05,160 --> 00:19:06,240
(BABBLES)
338
00:19:07,480 --> 00:19:10,000
MAREK: Thank you. Ciao.
339
00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:12,560
Filip, are you taking the kid
to work now?
340
00:19:12,600 --> 00:19:13,960
Just for today,
the babysitter got sick.
341
00:19:14,040 --> 00:19:15,120
MAREK: But how?
342
00:19:15,200 --> 00:19:16,920
-Filip, how do you think
this will look?
-Marek, breathe.
343
00:19:17,000 --> 00:19:18,160
I'm fucking on it, okay?
344
00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:19,640
Listen, man,
I know it's really hard,
345
00:19:19,720 --> 00:19:21,960
but you and a kid,
you don't need that.
346
00:19:22,040 --> 00:19:23,280
You'll be wiping dirty asses.
347
00:19:23,360 --> 00:19:25,640
Marek, it's one baby butt.
And please focus on my work,
348
00:19:25,720 --> 00:19:27,280
and I'll deal
with my fucking life, okay?
349
00:19:28,120 --> 00:19:29,080
Look, I'm doing it,
350
00:19:29,160 --> 00:19:30,480
but it's all starting
to seem pointless.
351
00:19:30,560 --> 00:19:31,720
-You know?
-Marek.
352
00:19:33,040 --> 00:19:35,840
-Will you walk the dog, please?
-(SCOFFS) Seriously?
353
00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:38,000
Thanks.
354
00:19:43,240 --> 00:19:46,480
-Will you help me?
-MAKEUP ARTIST: Me?
355
00:19:46,560 --> 00:19:49,400
How do you imagine that'll go?
I'm working, too.
356
00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:51,800
FILIP: She's asleep.
Just keep an eye on her.
357
00:19:51,840 --> 00:19:54,240
Filip, I thought
you were gay, dude.
358
00:19:54,320 --> 00:19:56,000
(SCOFFS) So did I.
359
00:19:56,040 --> 00:19:57,920
-(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING)
-DIRECTOR: Okay, we've got it.
360
00:19:58,000 --> 00:19:59,640
-ASSISTANT: We're set.
-DIRECTOR: Lovely. Thank you.
361
00:19:59,720 --> 00:20:01,840
Pati, please,
can we move the watch?
362
00:20:01,880 --> 00:20:05,560
Thank you. Where's Filip?
Filip, stand next to Pati.
363
00:20:05,640 --> 00:20:09,000
We've got it. Where's the music?
Get to work, please.
364
00:20:09,080 --> 00:20:11,640
-That's it. Beautiful, really.
-♪ ("BRING ME DOWN"
BY ALL GOOD FOLKS PLAYING) ♪
365
00:20:11,720 --> 00:20:13,400
-MAKEUP ARTIST: Looks good.
-DIRECTOR: Nice, perfect.
366
00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:14,960
-(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING)
-MAREK: Listen.
367
00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:17,360
-DIRECTOR: Super. Marek?
-I left your stuff
in the dress--
368
00:20:18,040 --> 00:20:19,360
In the dressing room, okay?
369
00:20:19,440 --> 00:20:22,200
But your dog took a dump
on the couch. This is shit.
370
00:20:22,240 --> 00:20:23,800
-DIRECTOR: Do you mind?
-MAREK: Of course.
371
00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:26,560
-DIRECTOR: Filip.
-(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING)
372
00:20:28,080 --> 00:20:29,840
-ASSISTANT: All set.
-DIRECTOR: Filip.
373
00:20:30,960 --> 00:20:33,840
Eyes over here.
Nice. Looks good.
374
00:20:33,880 --> 00:20:36,400
♪ And I'm looking for change
No, I'm not gonna fade... ♪
375
00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:37,680
DIRECTOR: Love it.
376
00:20:38,880 --> 00:20:40,560
♪ You ain't bringing me
Down now... ♪
377
00:20:41,320 --> 00:20:42,400
Filip!
378
00:20:42,480 --> 00:20:43,520
♪ I'm wearing my crown... ♪
379
00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:45,720
-DIRECTOR: Super.
-(CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKING)
380
00:20:45,800 --> 00:20:48,840
♪ You don't even care now
I ain't saying no prayer now ♪
381
00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:50,640
♪ I'm walking away
I'm not gonna stay ♪
382
00:20:50,720 --> 00:20:52,280
♪ I'm making it there now ♪
383
00:20:52,360 --> 00:20:53,760
-♪ I'm taking it solo ♪
-♪ (MUSIC STOPS)
384
00:20:53,840 --> 00:20:55,800
-DIRECTOR: Take 15,
get changed, hurry up.
-FILIP: What's up?
385
00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:58,200
-Oh, hey, you. Come here.
-Where did she get that bruise?
386
00:20:58,680 --> 00:20:59,720
What bruise?
387
00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:01,240
Don't tell me she's
got any others.
388
00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:03,840
-Like all children, right?
-Filip, you need to be careful.
389
00:21:03,920 --> 00:21:05,160
Sure, of course I do.
390
00:21:05,240 --> 00:21:07,680
It's just that I partied
last night pretty hard and...
391
00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:09,720
But don't worry.
I had a babysitter.
392
00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:12,240
-Can I get you for makeup?
-MAKEUP ARTIST: (SIGHS)
Give us a sec, please?
393
00:21:12,320 --> 00:21:14,160
-Okay. Thanks.
-I need to end this.
394
00:21:14,240 --> 00:21:16,080
But, Filip, she's a baby, right?
395
00:21:16,120 --> 00:21:17,440
Yeah, I know.
396
00:21:17,520 --> 00:21:19,400
-(TOSIA BABBLING)
-What?
397
00:21:19,480 --> 00:21:21,360
Tell me,
how did she get the burn?
398
00:21:21,400 --> 00:21:23,120
Oh, come on. It was an accident.
399
00:21:24,240 --> 00:21:25,760
The cigarette ember.
400
00:21:25,840 --> 00:21:28,440
But hey, I know how that sounds.
It was an accident, okay?
401
00:21:28,520 --> 00:21:30,280
And she didn't even cry
that much.
402
00:21:30,360 --> 00:21:31,920
Plus, I washed it right away.
403
00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:33,600
I looked for a pharmacy...
(CHUCKLES)
404
00:21:33,680 --> 00:21:35,880
...but I couldn't find one.
I was running late.
405
00:21:35,960 --> 00:21:38,200
And why
is she scratching her pussy?
406
00:21:38,240 --> 00:21:39,240
No fucking way.
407
00:21:39,320 --> 00:21:40,560
-You can't think I...
-What?
408
00:21:40,640 --> 00:21:41,880
You don't think I'm a perv,
do you?
409
00:21:41,920 --> 00:21:43,720
Take it easy, Filip.
I'm not saying that
you're a pervert.
410
00:21:43,800 --> 00:21:45,880
No, but you thought that.
Fuck that. I'm not
a fucking pedophile.
411
00:21:45,920 --> 00:21:48,120
-I'm really trying my fucking
best here, and you...
-Hey, hey, hey.
412
00:21:48,160 --> 00:21:49,320
Everyone sees
that you're trying.
413
00:21:49,400 --> 00:21:52,120
I left my kid in a store once
and only realized it
414
00:21:52,200 --> 00:21:53,960
in the parking lot.
415
00:21:54,040 --> 00:21:56,120
Have that itch checked
by a doctor, okay?
416
00:21:56,160 --> 00:21:57,600
-All right.
-It's just some kind of rash.
417
00:21:58,360 --> 00:22:00,360
-Take it easy.
-It's cool.
418
00:22:00,440 --> 00:22:04,400
(AMBULANCE SIREN BLARING)
419
00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:05,800
RECEPTIONIST: Sure, of course.
420
00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:07,960
But we have procedures
and paperwork to follow.
421
00:22:08,040 --> 00:22:10,680
Please review it
and return to the line, okay?
422
00:22:12,280 --> 00:22:14,040
-Hello, ma'am.
-RECEPTIONIST: Hello, sir.
Tell me?
423
00:22:15,280 --> 00:22:16,880
This baby has a health issue?
424
00:22:16,960 --> 00:22:18,280
RECEPTIONIST:
Health record book?
425
00:22:18,360 --> 00:22:19,600
I don't know.
426
00:22:21,320 --> 00:22:22,480
I don't even know what that is,
427
00:22:22,520 --> 00:22:24,520
but can't you see
she's in pain here?
428
00:22:26,360 --> 00:22:28,880
-So what's wrong with her?
-Baby's got a rash.
429
00:22:29,560 --> 00:22:31,320
This is the ER, sir.
430
00:22:31,360 --> 00:22:33,240
So where should I take her?
431
00:22:33,320 --> 00:22:35,040
I don't know, to a doctor.
432
00:22:35,120 --> 00:22:38,520
-(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
-(TELEPHONE RINGING)
433
00:22:39,440 --> 00:22:40,640
RECEPTIONIST: Next, please.
434
00:22:44,600 --> 00:22:46,120
(SIGHS)
435
00:22:49,560 --> 00:22:52,520
I guess I forgot
the health book at home.
436
00:22:52,600 --> 00:22:54,000
-Sorry.
-Don't worry, we'll manage.
437
00:22:54,080 --> 00:22:55,480
What's wrong with your daughter?
438
00:22:57,240 --> 00:23:01,600
Well, I normally clean her,
uh, and then I feed her.
439
00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:05,960
I check her temperature,
and that's it.
440
00:23:06,000 --> 00:23:08,760
-Uh, but she has this rash.
-Rash where?
441
00:23:09,400 --> 00:23:10,360
Down there.
442
00:23:10,400 --> 00:23:12,000
PEDIATRICIAN: You mean her legs?
443
00:23:12,080 --> 00:23:15,760
No, between her thighs,
you know?
444
00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:17,760
Let's see it.
Help me out, please.
445
00:23:23,000 --> 00:23:25,840
Mother of God,
what's wrong with you?
446
00:23:27,000 --> 00:23:28,120
I didn't do anything to her.
447
00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:30,120
PEDIATRICIAN:
But that's a severe
bacterial infection,
448
00:23:30,200 --> 00:23:31,320
and it's all sore.
449
00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:33,480
Tell me, how
do you keep this kid clean?
450
00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:36,360
Well, I bathe her.
451
00:23:36,400 --> 00:23:37,920
PEDIATRICIAN:
You bathe her? Are you kidding?
452
00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:39,760
-How do you do it?
-Just normally.
453
00:23:39,840 --> 00:23:41,880
-I wash all those places.
-Those places?
454
00:23:41,960 --> 00:23:44,040
-Vulva is the correct term.
-Fine, I get it.
455
00:23:44,120 --> 00:23:45,480
PEDIATRICIAN:
I don't think you do.
456
00:23:48,560 --> 00:23:51,880
I'm sorry, but I don't want
anyone thinking that I, uh...
457
00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:53,840
What?
458
00:23:53,920 --> 00:23:55,280
What are you
so worried about here?
459
00:23:55,360 --> 00:23:56,880
I mean, she needs some privacy.
460
00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:58,440
Last thing I want
is to interfere.
461
00:23:58,480 --> 00:24:00,560
-But a baby isn't going
to bathe herself...
-What is it?
462
00:24:00,640 --> 00:24:01,640
...for God's sake.
463
00:24:01,720 --> 00:24:03,080
She depends on someone like you
464
00:24:03,120 --> 00:24:05,040
-or your wife
to take care of her.
-Well, my wife passed away
465
00:24:05,120 --> 00:24:06,200
a week ago.
466
00:24:08,240 --> 00:24:11,560
So, I guess I'm still learning
how to do all that for her.
467
00:24:14,120 --> 00:24:15,680
PEDIATRICIAN:
I'm sorry. I was rude.
468
00:24:15,760 --> 00:24:17,920
It's fine. I didn't mention it.
469
00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,600
PEDIATRICIAN:
Please accept my condolences.
470
00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:21,640
Thank you.
471
00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:26,560
PEDIATRICIAN: Don't worry,
the treatment is very simple.
472
00:24:26,640 --> 00:24:29,560
You just need to maintain
personal hygiene.
473
00:24:30,160 --> 00:24:31,440
(BABBLES)
474
00:24:33,920 --> 00:24:37,000
We'd like to pay
for the appointment, please.
475
00:24:37,080 --> 00:24:39,920
RECEPTIONIST: Very well.
It'll be 450 zlotys, please.
476
00:24:42,360 --> 00:24:43,520
Cash or card?
477
00:24:44,880 --> 00:24:46,040
Card.
478
00:24:52,680 --> 00:24:56,200
♪ (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING
IN DISTANCE) ♪
479
00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:02,840
(LIVELY CHATTER)
480
00:25:12,240 --> 00:25:16,240
(OLEK VOCALIZING)
481
00:25:16,320 --> 00:25:18,640
(CROWD APPLAUDING)
482
00:25:18,720 --> 00:25:20,200
OLEK: Thank you very much.
483
00:25:21,720 --> 00:25:23,840
♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪
484
00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:33,040
OLEK: Follow my lead,
just like we rehearsed, okay?
485
00:25:37,200 --> 00:25:40,920
♪ ("CREEP" BY RADIOHEAD
PLAYING) ♪
486
00:26:02,400 --> 00:26:06,080
♪ When you were here before ♪
487
00:26:09,320 --> 00:26:12,880
♪ Couldn't look you in the eye ♪
488
00:26:16,320 --> 00:26:20,760
♪ You're just like an angel ♪
489
00:26:23,240 --> 00:26:26,200
♪ Your skin makes me cry ♪
490
00:26:30,200 --> 00:26:35,120
♪ You float like a feather ♪
491
00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:40,720
♪ In a beautiful world ♪
492
00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:47,920
♪ I wish I was special ♪
493
00:26:50,360 --> 00:26:56,040
♪ You're so fucking special ♪
494
00:26:57,720 --> 00:27:00,160
♪ But I'm a creep ♪
495
00:27:04,680 --> 00:27:09,120
♪ I'm a weirdo ♪
496
00:27:10,360 --> 00:27:17,120
♪ What the hell
Am I doing here? ♪
497
00:27:18,360 --> 00:27:22,360
♪ I don't belong here ♪
498
00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:27,000
♪ Oh, oh ♪
499
00:27:27,080 --> 00:27:32,920
♪ He's running out ♪
500
00:27:33,000 --> 00:27:39,960
♪ The door ♪
501
00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:46,680
♪ He's running out ♪
502
00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:52,400
♪ He's run, run, run ♪
503
00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:58,480
♪ Run ♪
504
00:28:08,680 --> 00:28:10,600
♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪
505
00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:14,400
(CROWD APPLAUDING, CHEERING)
506
00:28:14,480 --> 00:28:16,520
Thanks. Thank you.
507
00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:22,960
♪ (POP MUSIC PLAYING
OVER SPEAKERS) ♪
508
00:28:23,040 --> 00:28:24,120
Hey.
509
00:28:31,640 --> 00:28:33,280
OLEK: Anything else
you want to tell me?
510
00:28:34,640 --> 00:28:36,760
Because I know I'm a loser.
511
00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:38,800
-I wanted to say sorry.
-OLEK: There's no need.
512
00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:40,920
Okay.
513
00:28:42,560 --> 00:28:44,480
Anything else?
514
00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:46,920
I didn't expect it to be
so complicated,
515
00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:48,840
taking care
of a little girl alone.
516
00:28:50,080 --> 00:28:51,520
Thank you for your help.
517
00:28:58,480 --> 00:28:59,720
Beautiful song.
518
00:29:07,320 --> 00:29:10,520
(CHUCKLES) That was so good.
519
00:29:10,560 --> 00:29:12,200
Shut the fuck up.
520
00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:19,360
I'm going home.
521
00:29:22,440 --> 00:29:23,720
(TRAM BELL RINGING)
522
00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:35,520
You forgot her favorite toy.
523
00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:37,720
Thanks.
524
00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:41,360
-She can't sleep without it.
-Filip, stop it.
525
00:29:45,160 --> 00:29:47,280
Stop it with the thank yous
and apologies.
526
00:29:47,360 --> 00:29:48,680
Just stop saying that.
527
00:29:48,760 --> 00:29:50,480
You don't need
to say that to me.
528
00:29:52,200 --> 00:29:53,960
-I'm sorry.
-OLEK: You're doing it again.
529
00:29:54,040 --> 00:29:55,840
Fuck. Stop.
530
00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:01,120
-Well, I'm trying.
-OLEK: Don't make me laugh.
531
00:30:02,800 --> 00:30:05,800
Do you actually think
that showing devotion
532
00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:07,840
and a weak token
of integrity is enough
533
00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:09,320
to fix this mess?
534
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:12,280
While you keep living
like it's one big fucking party?
535
00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:17,400
She needs a father, Filip,
not a drunk uncle.
536
00:30:17,480 --> 00:30:19,640
You've got a serious problem,
don't you see?
537
00:30:19,720 --> 00:30:22,000
-A serious fucking problem.
-Stop saying that.
538
00:30:22,080 --> 00:30:23,840
OLEK: Why did you come here?
539
00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:25,800
Because you're sick
and tired of Tosia.
540
00:30:27,840 --> 00:30:30,840
And because you need someone
to take care of her
541
00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:32,240
for free if possible.
542
00:30:32,320 --> 00:30:34,520
But my feelings mean shit
to you, Filip, I'm sure.
543
00:30:42,400 --> 00:30:43,920
But don't worry.
544
00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:45,840
I'm not jumping off
a bridge for you.
545
00:30:45,920 --> 00:30:47,520
I'm just being brutally honest.
546
00:30:51,400 --> 00:30:53,640
I'm sorry, but you're not fit
to be a father.
547
00:30:55,800 --> 00:30:59,120
I get it. You've made
a noble decision.
548
00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:01,920
Your choice set you free.
You offered to keep her.
549
00:31:02,000 --> 00:31:03,360
Your conscience is clear.
550
00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:08,400
While others do everything
for you, as always.
551
00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:13,440
Just face the fucking facts
for once.
552
00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:20,440
I'm sorry.
553
00:31:28,240 --> 00:31:30,080
Saying sorry
doesn't change anything.
554
00:31:37,840 --> 00:31:43,200
KAE TEMPEST:
But when time pulls lives apart
555
00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:46,120
Hold your own
556
00:31:48,560 --> 00:31:50,040
When everything is fluid
557
00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:53,960
Nothing can be known
With any certainty
558
00:31:55,320 --> 00:31:56,320
Hold your own
559
00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:00,080
Hold it till you feel it there
560
00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:04,680
As dark and dense
And wet as earth
561
00:32:04,760 --> 00:32:09,400
As vast and bright
And sweet as air
562
00:32:10,400 --> 00:32:12,040
When all there is
563
00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:16,320
Is knowing that you feel
What you are feeling
564
00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:17,880
Hold your own
565
00:32:17,920 --> 00:32:21,920
Ask your hands to know
The things they hold
566
00:32:22,000 --> 00:32:26,560
I know the days are reeling past
In such squealing blasts
567
00:32:26,640 --> 00:32:31,240
But stop for breath
And you will know it's yours
568
00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:36,000
Swaying like an open door
When storms are coming, hold
569
00:32:37,080 --> 00:32:39,080
Time is an onslaught
570
00:32:39,160 --> 00:32:40,840
Love is a mission
571
00:32:40,920 --> 00:32:42,560
We work for vocations
572
00:32:42,640 --> 00:32:46,440
Until, in remission
We wish we'd had patience
573
00:32:46,480 --> 00:32:49,640
And given more time
To our children
574
00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:53,600
Feel each decision that you make
575
00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:55,880
Make it, hold it
576
00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:57,760
Hold your own
577
00:32:58,520 --> 00:32:59,640
Hold your lovers
578
00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:02,760
Hold their hands
579
00:33:02,840 --> 00:33:07,480
Hold their breasts in your hands
Like your hands were their bra
580
00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:10,680
Hold their face in your palms
Like a prayer
581
00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:13,800
Hold them all night
582
00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:17,520
Feel them
Hold back, don't hold back
583
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:20,040
Hold your own
584
00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:25,200
Every pain, every grievance
Every stab of shame
585
00:33:25,280 --> 00:33:29,720
Every day spent with a demon
In your brain giving chase
586
00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:31,720
Hold it
587
00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:34,600
Know the wolves that hunt you
588
00:33:34,680 --> 00:33:39,520
In time, they will be the dogs
That bring your slippers
589
00:33:40,080 --> 00:33:41,640
Love them right
590
00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:45,200
And you will feel them kiss you
When they come to bite
591
00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:47,640
Hot snouts
Digging out your cuddles
592
00:33:47,720 --> 00:33:49,480
With their bloody muzzle
593
00:33:50,160 --> 00:33:51,240
Hold
594
00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:57,960
Nothing you can buy
Will ever make you more whole
595
00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:04,320
This whole thing thrives
On us feeling always incomplete
596
00:34:04,360 --> 00:34:06,280
And it is why
We will search for happiness
597
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:09,800
In whatever thing
It is we crave in the moment
598
00:34:09,880 --> 00:34:12,520
And it is why we can never
Really find it there
599
00:34:13,360 --> 00:34:16,400
It is why you will sit there
600
00:34:16,440 --> 00:34:18,800
With the lover
That you fought for
601
00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:22,239
In the car you sweated years
To buy
602
00:34:22,280 --> 00:34:26,639
Wearing the ring you dreamed of
All your life
603
00:34:26,719 --> 00:34:29,280
And some part of you
Will still be unsure
604
00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:31,840
That this is
What you really want
605
00:34:33,440 --> 00:34:34,600
Stop craving
606
00:34:36,159 --> 00:34:37,239
Hold your own
607
00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:41,199
But if you're satisfied
With where you're at
608
00:34:41,679 --> 00:34:42,880
With who you are
609
00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:46,600
You won't need
To buy new makeup
610
00:34:46,679 --> 00:34:50,560
Or new outfits
Or new pots and pans
611
00:34:50,600 --> 00:34:54,440
To cook new exciting recipes
For new exciting people
612
00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:59,040
To make yourself feel
Like the new exciting person
613
00:34:59,080 --> 00:35:01,000
You think you're supposed to be
614
00:35:02,000 --> 00:35:07,440
Happiness, the brand
Is not happiness
615
00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:11,120
We are smarter
Than they think we are
616
00:35:11,160 --> 00:35:14,040
They take us all for idiots
But that's their problem
617
00:35:14,120 --> 00:35:18,000
When we behave like idiots
It becomes our problem
618
00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:19,600
So hold your own
619
00:35:19,680 --> 00:35:22,040
Breathe deep
On a freezing beach
620
00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:24,120
Taste the salt of friendship
621
00:35:24,200 --> 00:35:27,120
Notice the movement
Of a stranger
622
00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:32,040
Hold your own
And let it be catching
623
00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:53,400
♪ (SOFT TENSE MUSIC PLAYING) ♪
624
00:38:05,360 --> 00:38:07,760
♪ (MUSIC CONCLUDES) ♪
45491
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