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Smitty, a concussion
is no small thing.

Martin taking a victory lap
for his primary is one thing,

but he should be
catching his breath now.

Don't make his granddad
come over there.

And Gran, too.

[chuckles]
Martin heard us?

Good.

Now keep us posted. Hmm.

Martin is so buoyant
after winning his primary,

Smitty has to sit him down.

Well, that means we have
one grandchild on the mend

-and one more to go.
-Mm.

If stubbornness were medicine,

Kat would be healed already.

True.

Our courageous girl
saved a life.

Mm. Well, you know where
she got that from.

Well, there were some days
when I was less than brave.

That's because
my goddess is human.

And happy.

Because today,
we start to put my--

our battle
with cancer behind us.

I'm not here to bother you.

Lab report, then?

I know I don't have
any right, I just...

I had to lay eyes on you
when I heard

you were at the club
when that tornado hit.

I'm okay.

Then I'll back off,
since I'm the last person

you want to talk to
right now or ever.

Wait, Grayson.

That's not true.

And, um, we do need to talk.

Just, um...

not here.

Really?

How about lunch
at Orphey Gene's?

It's a date.
It's-- it's lunch.

It's, it's talk.
It's whatever you want it to be.

I will--
I will see you there.

Oh, here he comes again.

Is Bill giving you trouble
about checking on Kat so often?

He's actually
been great about it.

Ah. Yeah, well, Chelsea's
in with Kat now, talking shop.

Kat's amazing.

No one would know
she was just on a ventilator.

Hmm. My daughters are
made of some strong stuff, hmm?

-They truly are.
-Yeah.

I was hoping
to speak with you, Ted.

Huh.

Sounds serious.

Oh, it is.

I'm gonna have to pull
my sleeping bag in here

and gatekeep.

The audacity of Leslie Thomas

storming in here and
refusing to leave like that.

Only she could turn a thank-you
into a hostage situation.

Mm. Do you think
she's being real?

Can't know, don't care.

I did it for Dad,
and Gran sealed it for me.

Giving up this
literal piece of my body

means I won't lose myself

being busy hating Eva.

And maybe she'll stop
resenting me

for having my dad for
all those years that she didn't.

And you can stop hating her
right back for existing?

-Mm.
-[chuckles]

You can't pretend
this didn't shift things.

-[laughs]
-You share a life debt now.

Mm, as the great
Cher Horowitz said

in the seminal fashion classic,
"As if."

Eva Thomas may have
a part of me now and forever,

but I've reached my limit.

She will never be
my real sister.

♪ ♪

Oof.

I would have gone
and retrieved that liver

from Eva myself if Kat hadn't
made it through that last scare.

Yeah, it was really terrifying

how she was unconscious for
so long after surgery,

but Aunt Nicole said that some
people just react that way

to anesthesia.

-I'm glad she's better.
-Yeah.

According to
Chelsea's last text,

Kat is doing much better.

She's already asking
for her makeup bag.

The mother in me is glad
that Kat saved Eva's life...

...but the woman in me
still has her claws out.

I could never be that forgiving.

I wouldn't give Hayley
so much as a toenail clipping.

Okay, one,

I think you're mistaking
Kat's generosity

for forgiveness.

And, two, I know you hate
Hayley with a capital "H,"

but you know
this is oh so different.

You two don't share a father.

No, just a husband.

For a moment in time.

It's semantics, Naomi.

The chapter and verse
of Dani and Bill closed.

A long time ago.

Did it?

Okay, now I know
something is wrong.

Where did my man's appetite go?

I'm fine.

Are you?

You didn't touch your eggs.

And you've barely touched me,
either.

Honey, you haven't been
yourself since the tornado.

[sighs]

[panting]

Well, forgive me
for not bouncing back

from the life-and-death
experience on your timeline.

Wait, so you think
that storm was about you?

We experienced
the exact same event,

but you and I weren't out there

when the chandeliers were
falling

and the trees were crashing.

We-we basically sat it out.

You, alone in that stairwell,

and me in a closet
with an Abbott.

Why are you having
such a hard time shaking it?

Hmm?

I mean, it's like
you're haunted or something.

It's not what you think.

I'm not replaying
the tornado on a loop.

It's the fallout.

You know?
I mean, while you and I

pretty much skated through,

other people that I love
were seriously affected.

A tree fell on Martin,

and he's still recovering.

Kat's out half a liver.

You know,
they both could have died.

So you're only bent about
members of Dani's family tree?

I held them as babies.

Okay?
Nothing cuts those ties.

That's not news, Hayley.

You think I resent you
for loving Martin and Kat?

I accept you're always
gonna be caught up

with the Dupree clan.

And yeah, I know
it's not breaking news,

but sometimes it still
makes me feel less than.

Well, it shouldn't.

But it does, Bill.

Especially
when you shut down on me.

Okay, well...

I guess I need to do
a better job of letting you in.

Yeah, you do that,

because you and me
is all I've got.

I suppose I should
be grateful, though,

that Andre wasn't hurt
more than he was.

-Why?
-Because,

it's no doubt
that Dani would've played

the widow card
for all it's worth

and used it to get
into your arms.

I said "I love you"
to the valet the other day.

Me calling your dad my husband

was just another
slip of the tongue.

Maybe it's catching.

Huh?

Either that, or we've stepped
into a time machine.

First, Dad calls you "baby"
in front of Hayley,

and now you're referring
to him as your husband?

Like, what gives with
the overfamiliarity?

Nothing gives.

Andre is the only man
in my head and in my heart.

And your father is

still enthralled
with his pocket-sized wife.

Your dad and I are
happily ever divorced.

Any terms of endearment

flying between
the two of us are just...

old habits dying hard.

Old habits like...

I don't know,
fantasizing about each other?

Oh, Chelsea,
these are exquisite.

-You inspired me.
-Mm-mm,

I cannot cosign
the whole hero thing.

Why not? It's your story.

And Eva's.

Either way, every woman is
going to want to be a hero,

and snatch this baby right up.

As sweet as this is,

I'm not monetizing
whatever Eva is to me.

Let me do my thing,

and I will find another angle
for this beauty.

Okay, but I made it for you.

You can't pretend that
the tornado didn't happen,

especially when there's people

still recovering
in the hospital right now.

That's it.

We can dedicate the Hero handbag
to first responders.

Like Shanice and Ashley,
and your transplant doc...

Mm-hmm. And cops like Jacob.

I mean, we could
donate the proceeds

to people who lost their homes
in the path of the tornado.

I mean, I know Martin already
donated money toward it, but...

There's still good to be done.

-I love it.
-Mm.

A limited-edition bag
celebrating real heroes.

Mm-hmm. And see?

And that's why
we're the perfect team.

I know somebody else
who thinks he and you

make the perfect team.

Okay, you and Tomas are
in separate lanes,

but both amazing
and essential.

He's been the perfect
post-op attentive boyfriend.

So, you guys are really good?

I thought so.

Unless you know
something different.

What's on your mind, son?

Funny you should call me that.

Should I be worried
about my daughter?

Depends how you feel about...

me asking for your daughter's
hand in marriage.

Dr. Bauer's finishing
his rounds.

Him running late
doesn't mean a thing.

-Sorry I kept you waiting.
-ANITA: Oh.

Please, just...

You're here.

And so are you.

My assistant noted that
you'd canceled and circled back.

I admit I was a little skittish,

but my trusty advisor here
reminded me

that avoidance
is never the answer.

Your advisor is very wise.

Knowing all we can as soon
as we can is half the battle.

How would I know anything
about your relationship

that you haven't told me?

Okay...

I just want to make sure
that Tomas is keeping up

and stepping up
in your time of need.

He is.

Shanice had to
throw him out last night

after visiting hours were over.

He tried to bribe her,
which was kind of perfect.

I know firsthand how
a life-or-death situation

can crystallize things.

So, flat out: do you think
he's the partner you deserve?

You're my partner.

Tomas is my man.

Huge difference.

But both needed.

I'm talking life partners.

Whoa, cuzzo, slow your roll.

I know you're ready
to jump the broom,

but don't throw
that bouquet at me.

Tomas and I are
nowhere near the altar.

I mean, we haven't even
moved in together.

I just thought
you thought he was the one.

I did, and I do.

But this dance with near death

showed us we are all
about the present.

Being young and free
and having fun together.

You know?

If it ain't broke,
don't fix it.

I can see
you're a little surprised.

No shade meant.
It's just, uh, you and Kat

haven't been together that long.

Well, it's been over a year.

And my abuelita
would have my head

if I didn't have a proper
sit-down with you first.

Uh-huh.

And approaching me outside
of Kat's hospital room

was the move?

Look, sir...

I'm in love
with your daughter.

She's everything
I've ever wanted in a woman.

She's beautiful, brilliant...

-Mm-hmm.
-...funny, curious,

and unapologetically ambitious.

And she challenges me
to be all those things, too.

Together, we could build
the most incredible future,

realizing our dreams
and making each other happy.

With your permission,

I'd like to ask her to spend
the rest of her life with me.

Of course I'm not having
fantasies about your father.

Are you mistaking me
with Aunt Nicole?

Wait-- ew. Seriously?

Aunt Nicole fantasizes
about Dad?

What is this, some sort
of hate-hate power thing

where they both
want to be the fixer?

Double ew! No, no.

She has her dirty mind
wrapped around Ted.

[gasps]

And I just broke
sissy confidentiality.

Whoa.

Aunt Nicole's
really backsliding?

No. Just because
he's in her head

does not mean he's gonna
get back in her bed.

And you have to swear
not to say anything.

Yeah, of course. I mean,
it would never be brought up.

Good. Now, where on earth
did you get the idea

that I'm thinking anything
remotely sexy about your father?

I didn't say you were.

Your dad told you
he had a sex dream about me?

You must have heard that wrong.

God, I wish I did. No.

I actually
walked in on him, Mom.

-No!
-Oh, my God!

No, no, no, not like that! Ugh!

No, he was...
he was sitting in his office,

staring off into space,

saying your name.

Well, y-you know,

sometimes your father
does that thing

where he naps
with his eyes open.

I'm-- I'm sure Hayley has him
up way past his bedtime.

Uh-uh.

He had that same
puppy dog look in his eyes

that he used to reserve
just for you.

So the tornado's
got him twisted.

Near-death experiences
shift perspective.

Are you saying
it's making him want you back?

-[phone buzzing]
-Oh!

You too busy cross-examining
your mother to answer that?

[buzzing continues]

Hi.

Naomi, are you busy?

I'm just having
breakfast with Mom.

Oh, um... well, will you
thank her for me?

She was so thoughtful
just before the tornado.

It was so sweet of her
to check on me.

I will, but...

where are you?

You sound like you need
your bestie right now.

[sighing]:
Uh...

I'm at Orphey Gene's, but, um...

I'll be right there.

Ashley having a bad day?

Yeah. She wants me to thank you
for being so kind to her.

She needs all the support
in the world after that loss.

Which is why you shouldn't still
be sitting here. Go.

I will.

But this conversation
is not over.

All right, lawyer daughter.
Drive safely.

-I love you.
-Love you.

Dani and I only have
three things left between us:

Naomi, Chelsea,
and a lot of memories.

And those with Dani were
far from pretty.

Not all of them.

Well, I mean,
enough to call it quits.

Why do you think I turned
to you in the first place?

Hmm. Survey says...

hot sex with
a much younger woman.

I already had that.

Dani was accepting of
my extramarital activities

so long as I made
a show of being contrite.

Well, as your current wife,

I don't love
how proud you are of that.

Eh, well...

I was restless with Dani

because I wasn't happy,
you know?

And then when I met you...

I don't know,
you brought me back to life.

You know? That's what
you did for me, Hayley.

Things you did to me. Mm.

-And not just to my body.
-Mm?

You know, no one had

stretched my imagination
like that.

I didn't know
how sexy it could be

to slip into other personas

-until you showed the way.
-Hmm.

Well, I have a few more
that I'd like to show you.

So, why don't we stop
obsessing over my ex

and spend our time
remembering why we were

so damn hot for one another
in the first place?

I like that.

And there is this one fantasy
that I've always wanted to try.

Come here.

Mm...

Okay, well, why don't you
head back to the office

and I'll go get changed?

Naughty man.

Mm, can't wait.

I'm sorry for pressing you
on Tomas.

You're my sister in
every way that counts.

And sisters are supposed
to check each other's partners

for flags.

Luckily for us,
Madison and Tomas

are green flags all the way.

I'm being intense
for a bigger reason.

Such as?

[sighs]

You had me really
freaked for a minute.

You are so damn important to me.

And I just-- I just always want
what's best for you.

You think I don't know that?

Some people give you a rep
for being selfish and vapid...

Hmm, you mean like
my own brother?

Deep down,
Martin knows what I do.

Under all that swagger,

there's a huge heart
that you're always protecting.

I get to see it
because you trust me.

But now...

...what you did for Eva?

That proves it to any and all
haters and doubters.

You think so?

From here on out,
I'm going to make sure

everyone in your life treats you
like the generous queen you are.

Just catch me up here, Tomas.

Wasn't that long ago
you turned Kat down

when she wanted
to move in with you.

If it was too soon then...

what's different now?

Well, back then, I was afraid

she was knee-jerking
from Chelsea's engagement.

Mm. And now?

Son, you don't think
you're reacting to something?

I...

don't follow.

Are you asking me
for permission

because you want to spend
the rest of your life with Kat?

Or did you just get
the scare of your life

and you're terrified
of losing her?

I didn't like the way
you sounded on the phone.

What's up?

[sighs] Derek.

Do you think he would
ever forgive me

for moving on with a man
that was partly responsible

for his death?

♪ ♪

Really?

You'd be
throwing them back, too,

if you knew what
I have to do after this.

[laughs] Cuz...

What is so bad

it's got your little face
all scrunched up?

I have to have sex
with Bill in his office,

when I would much rather
kill him with my bare hands.

Mm-hmm. [laughs]

Yeah, that's what they all say.

Bill Hamilton, I could kill you
with my bare hands.

Eh, I'm going to have
to call you back.

Another tornado just blew in.

I am pleased to say...

your scans look clear.

Oh, praise the Lord.

And you, Doctor.

So that means we can proceed
with the lumpectomy?

-We can.
-ANITA: Good.

A breast surgeon will
do the procedure?

And he'll also perform
a sentinel lymph node biopsy

to make sure there hasn't
been any spread.

And so what can I expect
after that?

You may experience some soreness
in the breast and underarm area.

I can handle that
after the Red Devil.

[chuckles]

Any more questions?

No, I am ready
to close this chapter and...

...get back
to our beautiful life.

In the past week,
I almost lost Kat twice.

Once to that tornado,

and again when she went
under the knife to save Eva.

Looking through the rubble
for her, sitting by her bedside,

all I could think about

were the things
that were left unsaid,

and how my love for her

ran deeper than
I even thought possible.

Hmm.

So this newfound clarity is
going to keep you straight?

No more detours
hooking up with Eva?

[sighs]

That was my lowest point,

and I never should've
crossed that line.

You're damn straight
you shouldn't have.

Now, I'm not one
to cast stones,

given my own failure
in marriage,

but I love those two girls
more than life itself,

so I'm gonna go right ahead.

Whatever you say, sir.

A marriage cannot sustain itself
on heightened emotions.

So I need you
to look me in the eye

and tell me
you're going to commit

yourself to my daughter

all the days of her life,

and not just in
this amped-up state.

Whenever I see Kat...

all I see are sunny days ahead.

Now, I realize no one
can know what's coming,

but I know down to my bones

whose hand I want to hold,

come what may,

for the rest of our lives.

Tomas, Kat is grown enough
to make her own decisions.

So, if you're what she wants...

...I won't stand in her way.

Can I ask why?

I thought you were done
with Grayson.

So...

when he walked up to the desk
earlier to check on me,

all of that anger
that I've been just,

you know, carrying around
with me, it was just gone.

And, God help me, I...

I didn't want him to walk away.

Okay, see, now, this is
the part where you tell me

that I'm missing the point.

Ashley...

That I should
just pick someone, anyone,

other than
the man who was mixed up

with the crime ring
that took Derek away from us.

And if I said all of that,
what would you do?

Naomi, I can't let him go.

Then don't.

Okay. Usually, you have
a lot more to say.

[chuckles]

You're catching me after
a tornado has put me in check.

I don't understand.

When the dust cleared,

I went downtown with
June to help her friends.

And Ashley,
there was so much need

and not enough help.

I prided myself on
being the Dupree-Hamilton

who turned her back
to all that opulence.

But the truth is...

...after hearing
June's friends' stories,

I was reminded
how privileged I am.

Naomi, you do so much good work.

Yeah, I try. I try, but...

I will never know what it's like
to be put in a position

where I can't bring
my loved ones to get

the absolute best care.

And in a way,

that's exactly what
Grayson was dealing with,

with his mom
and her Parkinson's.

I can't judge Grayson for
doing anything that he could

for his mom when I would
move mountains for mine.

So you're saying
I should forgive Grayson?

That's up to you.

But I won't judge
Grayson or you anymore.

And I don't think
Derek would either.

Yeah, I don't know about that.

Don't you?

Grayson could not have known

that Derek would show up
at that warehouse.

He isn't to blame for
anything that happened.

Now, if you're
still about that man...

...you should follow your heart.

Because if there's one thing
I've learned about life lately,

it's that it's too damn short
to do otherwise.

Where are you going?

You've got this.

Cuz! I could've told you
Bill was a wild boy.

I mean, he's rich.

I just can't stand his
superior behind another second.

I just want it done, okay?

Slow and smart, Hayley.

Well, you're not the one who
has to play dress-up for zaddy

and bend and snap
while he's somehow

all lathered up
over this tornado.

Okay, at least
he's finally all about you.

[scoffs] Not even.

Just the prospect of dying
has him pining for Dani.

For real?

Now I'm expected
to have sexual improv

just to keep him on the hook,

or he'll return me
back to sender

and he'll be sitting pretty
with his ex,

and we'll have
that paltry prenup sum

instead of the source
that we deserve.

[chuckles]
You finally said "we."

But are you telling me

that you are no match
for the Dani Dupree?

I mean, she is fine.

Yeah, but she can't
bring the streets

to the sheets like me.

Then if that tornado's
got him spun,

you can spin him back.

I know a spot where
you can get the costumes

those strippers be wearing.

[laughs]

I mean, unless
you already got a closetful.

-Okay...
-Oh, you do, don't you?

Aw. [laughing]

Okay. Thanks for the pep talk

from the cheap seats.

See you, little cuz.

You trying to get us caught?

When you said
you wanted to hit refresh

on our boundaries, I assumed

you'd stop dropping by
like this.

You really should've made
an appointment like anyone else.

You are really loving this,
aren't you?

A little.

You know,
because you look so hot

when you're this angry at me.

The fact that you are
peacocking like this

says a lot about
you and your marriage.

This isn't a game to me.

I actually value mine.

We got sweaty together,
Dani, okay?

So there's no high ground here.

It's too late for either of us
to start acting like saints.

I'm not being righteous.

I'm not losing my marriage

because you're
this sloppy and gross.

"Gross" seems unkind.

You almost slipped up
to our daughter yesterday

in this very office.

Oh, no. That? No, no.

-I covered.
-Then why did Naomi
feel the need

to tell me about
your little daydream about me

over our omelets?

Well, I think you know
exactly why.

You know,
she and Chelsea are adults.

But I think they'd love
for me to do away

with their stepmother and have
Mom and Dad all reunited.

You are delusional.

They know as well as you do

that that's never happening.
Ever.

Okay, well,
how can you be so sure, hmm?

You didn't even know you were
going to be in my office today.

Talk about a lack
of impulse control.

Look...

...some part of you
is right back there

in that metal box with me.

I'll tell you one thing
I know for sure, Bill.

Hmm? What's that?

There is no way in hell

I will ever let you
blow my life up again.

Well, if it isn't
my favorite granddaughter.

-[all laughing]
-Hi!

I think that crown
goes to Kat.

Circle back to me
when I save a life.

Well, your granddad calls
all of you his favorites.

[scoffs]
Say it ain't so, Granddad.

Well, you have the distinction

of being my favorite
first granddaughter.

Oh, okay. That I will take.

But you probably shouldn't
tell Chelsea or Kat.

Duly noted.

Chelsea is actually
visiting Kat right now.

We know.
We would've popped in

when we were at the hospital,

but we wanted to let
ChelseaKat have their time.

You had an appointment, Gran?

Oh, the good kind.

Clear scans and plans
to remove the tumor.

-Oh, that's wonderful.
-ANITA: Mm-hmm.

So, I see someone is doing
a bit of self-care.

Oh, yeah.

I need Giles to work his
magic hands on my last nerve,

after this week
with Mom and Dad.

-Do we want to know?
-Always.

Oh, it's nothing big,

but you know,
I thought being the child

of divorced parents meant
more presents at Christmas.

Turns out Mom and Dad
just need double the attention.

Well, thank goodness
they have you,

and that they are never,
ever getting back together.

Hmm. Now...

...can my favorite
granddaughter--

my favorite
first granddaughter--

squeeze in a cup of coffee?

For you, I will make time.

[laughter]

I get the vision,

and I'm ready
for the Tokyo meeting,

live and in person.

Unless you have anything
else to add.

What the what?
You're not going without me.

Who says I'll be without you?

You'll be right there
on the video screen.

Now, you know
that's not the same.

You're not only healing,
you're regenerating.

Kat, we nearly lost you.

And your doctor is not about to
clear you to leave the hospital,

let alone the country yet.

Chelsea's right.

And I haven't said this
in years,

but consider yourself grounded,
young lady.

I know you're the drama,
but isn't this a bit much?

You call me fighting for
my marriage performative?

Well,
if the sexy tantrum fits...

Look at it this way.

If I do blow it up,
then I'll just be saving you

the trouble
of doing it yourself.

I love Andre.

Well, if you love him so much,
then why did you

maul me like a tiger
against the wall in that...

If you say the word "elevator"
one more time,

I will murder you.

You don't get to talk to me
like that anymore.

What?
Like you still belong to me?

Grounding means
being on house arrest

for doing something wrong.

I did possibly
the best thing ever,

and yet
I'm still getting punished?

There will be
other meetings in Tokyo.

There's only one Kat.

For the record,
this is completely unfair.

For the record,
I love you and I know.

I'm going to check on Eva.

She is getting better by the
minute, thanks to her sister.

-[door closes]
-Oh, no...

What?

Dad's pronouncement means

I won't be able to go
to Puerto Rico with Tomas.

You can reschedule.

And let Tomas go to Puerto Rico
without me again?

Meeting his family
is a huge deal.

Monumental.

Kat, you can't
let this sink you, okay?

You did a crazy good thing.

I gotta believe
that the universe

has something great
in store for you.

Even after everything,

your granddad
still had to nudge me

to get me to that appointment.

Thank you, Granddad.

We all hesitate sometimes.

But we all don't have
a Vernon Dupree.

-Mm-hmm.
-Well,

I just hope that our family
has seen the back of cancer.

Me, too.

Keep praying Dani will never
have to deal with the fear

and pain I experienced
these last few months.

But knowing
our grandkids tested negative

for the gene is such a comfort.

Oh. Tomas!

Are you coming from
or headed to the hospital?

Uh, I'll be heading back
in a few.

We're going to go back there
for a proper visit later.

Is everything all right?

Oh, yes, everything is fine.

All clear.
Just a checkup and, um,

ready for surgery.

That's great.
Kat will be overjoyed.

Uh, do you want to join us?

I'd love to, but I have
to meet with the event planner.

I'm throwing Kat
a surprise welcome home party.

ANITA:
Oh, well, that sounds lovely.

But... Kat might not be ready

for the excitement
of a big gathering.

I'll keep it low-key.

I just want her to know
how very loved she is.

Well, then,
you have my blessing.

If you change the location.

We'd host it at our house.

I... I don't want
to trouble you.

Oh, no, no, no.
No trouble at all.

I think it's what we all need.

Thank you.

It's all settled.

And you know
I throw one hell of a party.

[laughter]

-Sorry.
-Oh...

I got it.

Okay.

First, you have
to stop apologizing.

You can't help that
you got hung up at the lab.

I could apologize every day
and it wouldn't be enough.

Ashley, I'm happy to be here,
but why am I here?

When I've...

When I've fallen
for someone before, I...

I never was able
to truly let myself go. I...

I was always trying to be
what I was supposed to be

and I, I was afraid

of figuring out
who I wanted to be.

With you, I felt like myself.

I liked me with you.

And, I...

I liked you so much.

And I know everything
now is this huge mess,

but before it was, I really...

I really started
to care about you.

I felt it, too.

Which is why
the lies hurt so much.

Because all of this,
it just felt so real.

It was. We were.

I just,
I just screwed it all up.

-I'm so...
-Hey, don't, don't, don't.

Grayson, I can see
how much you regret this.

And I-I know what you did
was for your mom.

I know that.

What are you saying?

I don't have a good history
of being forgiving.

When someone I love
made this big mistake,

I let that mistake
define the person.

And I walked away.

Is this...
is this about your ex?

No, no, this--
this is about me, and...

and the type of person that
I want to be in a relationship.

Grayson, I want to be someone
that my partner

feels safe
to say anything to and-and...

and vice versa.

I want to create an environment
where both of us

are not afraid of
telling each other the truth.

None of this was on you.

Mistakes don't mean that people
aren't worthy of love.

Or second chances.

Is that what I think it means?

I want to try this again.

-If you want.
-Oh, yeah.

Hell yeah. Hell yeah.

And-and we, we can take it
as slow as you'd like.

I'm just so grateful
that you think there's

-something here worth saving...
-Grayson?

-Yeah?
-You can never lie to me again.

I promise.

I really want
to kiss you right now.

But I'll wait
for as long as it takes.

Yeah, I think we should wait.

Yeah, yeah. That's cool...

You can kiss me now.

What the hell is going on?

Absolutely nothing.

Much like what you're
wearing under that coat.

-Excuse me?
-Oh, Bill.

You still kept "naked
in the trench coat" in rotation?

Down to the same designer.

Couldn't even buy
the girl a new fantasy.

Word to the wise, little girl.

Nothing ever tops the original.

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