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No.

- No?
- No.

- Dad?
- No.

So, I can safely take that as a no?

- Yes.
- Yes.

Okay. Fair enough.

Sorry, Paul,
but it really is a straight...

Dad, I heard. Thank you.

How's revision going, girls?

We can study and look at our phones.

I know. I wasn't being sarky.
I'm just impressed you started so early.

Have you had breakfast, Grace?

- Ava made me tea and toast.
- Classic.

Right. It's my first day at my new gig,

so, wish me luck.

Good luck. See you later.

Thanks. Have a good revision day.

Are you gonna do anything fun as well?

Might go shopping and get some chips.

That's also a classic.

Are we going to meet Holly
this half-term?

I'm not sure. We'll see.

Okay. Well, see you later.

- Bye.
- Bye.

Hasn't Holly been to your house yet?

No. I see her at her place.
Or at her dad's.

Or at Granny and Granddad's
sheltered housing when she's working.

The "meet the parents" thing
gives Holly the ick.

What about the "meet the friends" thing?

How do you mean?

I still haven't met her yet.

Really like to.
She obviously means a lot to you.

No. Sure. Yeah. Let's do that soon.

Great.

Hi, Keysha. How are you this morning?

If you're asking as my boss,
I'm great, thanks.

And if I'm asking you as your friend?

Hangover from hell.

I can barely function.

Probably have a sleep at lunch.

I won't tell your boss.

- Thanks. He can be a real tool.
- So I've heard.

Morning, Paul. How's it going?

Pretty good, thanks.
Anything I need to know?

You already know everything, Paul.

You're like the Borg.

Is it the Borg?

Star Trek.

Christ, I don't know.
I don't know science fiction.

I've never seen Star Wars.

I've never seen The Godfather.

That's fucking mad.

Oh, by the way, the new kid
in the office is pretty good.

Yeah, he's...
Actually, no, I'm not a fan, really.

Hello, mate.

Thanks, Luke. You're a star.

And these are for the boardroom?

Yes, there's a meeting,
but just knock and go in.

Right, okay, just sort of knock?

And sort of go in, yeah.

Hey. You're doing great.

What's this, day three?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

It's good to have a half-term job
that actually pays.

I feel like a proper working man.

- Good.
- Grown up.

Like a dad, almost.

Maybe.

So, I just knock and then I go in?

- Yeah. Yes.
- Okay.

Trust me, Luke...

you're gonna get into somewhere great.

I'm not even sure
I want to get in anywhere.

You know? I'm going to be a dad.

Maybe I should just get a job
and not go to uni.

Look, get some offers in first, mate,
then decide.

Don't rush into anything.

Dad, can I tell you something
I've noticed this week?

Yeah, go on.

I've been watching you at work
and you seem...

happier.

Than?

Than you are at home.

- Oh.
- No, everyone really likes you,

and you seem... really up

and sort of on all the time.

Well, yeah.
I don't love everyone at work, do I?

Good, that would be weird.

But you know what I mean?
I love everyone at home,

and so things can feel hugely...

important, and I can get stressed
and angry.

At work, the stakes are much lower.

I mean, I'd be sad
if one of them died, but...

- It's just nice to see you happy.
- Mmm.

I'm not a misery all the time
at home, am I?

No, but...

Haunting the kitchen
like a fucking Dementor?

We should get back.

- I'll get the bill.
- No, I'll get it.

- No, don't be silly...
- No, I'd like to.

I'm earning money now, temporarily.

- Yeah?
- Mmm.

Okay, thank you.

This is the first time
I've bought you a meal.

Yes, it is.

Finally. Finally!

A return on my fucking investment.

Thank you, mate.

Mmm. Not enough salt.

Too much salt.

How are we even friends?

It's a mystery.

Can we go back this way?

I just realized I need shampoo.

Sure.

Ava!

Hey! Hi.

- Is that Holly?
- Yeah, that's Holly.

Hi.

This is Grace.

Hello, Grace.

Ava talks about you all the time.

- Can I nick a chip?
- Sure.

Thanks. Now we're friends.

Oh! Not enough salt.

Exactly.

See? Shall we get some more?

- We like our little flat.
- You don't, Mum.

You're always going on
about how much you hate it there.

The lifts don't work.
You can't use the stairs.

You don't feel safe,
there's kids out front smoking weed.

We don't want to go into a home.

No, but it's not a home, Dad.

It's an apartment
in a sheltered housing complex, right?

You live independently,

but there's people to look out for you.

We get by quite all right as we are.

No, you don't.

Sorry, Dad, but you just don't.
You've both had falls.

Not proper falls.

We've always got back up again.

That shower of yours,
impossible to get in and out of.

You were scammed 600 quid
by that twat over the boiler.

They caught us unawares.

Look, I do what I can, right?

But it's just not practical
for me to look after you.

Well, we're sorry to be such a burden.

- Oh, fuck off.
- Oi!

Sorry. I'm sorry, Mum.

But this place won't
be available for long.

Think about it. Please.

If you don't do this now,
you're gonna regret staying put.

Do you want another one?

Ta.

Thanks.

We're not moving.

No, love, we're not moving.

Ava's grandparents are the best people
at the sheltered housing place.

How long they been there, Ava?

Six months, just over.

I love them, but there's so many
amazing people there.

Have you met Len?

No, I don't think so.

He drove Bob Marley.

Fucking Bob Marley.

He drove him in London
in, like, 1973 or something.

That's incredible.

There are so many amazing people there
with such amazing stories.

- You just have to listen.
- Right.

I mean, although presumably...

A lot of them do talk total shit,
yes, but...

- don't we all sometimes?
- I do.

When I get nervous,
I feel I need to fill the silence

and just talk rubbish
until everyone just walks away.

Ava always knows
the right thing to say.

Do I?

Yes! You're a genius.

What's it like being best friends
with a genius?

What's it like
going out with a genius?

Amazing.

- Hey.
- Got a uni offer.

Wow. Where from?

Stockwell Park College.

It's a part-time media studies course.

I'll be in London.

I can work evenings and weekends
and be with Maya and the baby.

It's ideal.

- Right.
- I'm so relieved to know what I'm doing.

Honestly, I was quite worried.

You're accepting the offer?

Yeah.

Right.

Is it a good course?

It's fine.

Fine, but not good or...

It's what I want.

I'm going to say yes, Dad. I'm 18.

- It's my decision.
- Yep. Yes.

- I'm gonna text Maya and Mum.
- Okay.

So, I've looked it up
and I don't want be too negative,

but it does look like

quite a shitty course
at quite a shitty college.

How could that be negative?

Well, he's settling for something
because it seems easy.

Well, he says that he wants to be
with Maya and the baby and earn money.

I get that, but he needs
to keep his options open.

He's grabbing at this
because he's feeling anxious.

No, I agree, but, you know,
he's an adult.

No, he isn't.

No, he's not, really, is he?

But we should be positive about this.

Take him for a meal.

Maybe, if he thinks we're onside,
then we can...

persuade him to look elsewhere
in a couple of months.

I liked it better when we shouted at him
and he did what he was told.

Yeah, that always worked out great.

How's your new gig?

Pretty full on. I'm not the oldest here,
so that's a bonus.

There's a tech guy here who's 55.

Wow! God bless him.

Excuse me.

Hey.

Mum. What happened? Are you all right?

Yeah, love.

I couldn't lift her, Paul.

I couldn't get her on her feet.

Don't worry. It's all right now.

So, what happened, Mum?

- Well, I had a fall.
- Mmm-hmm.

I don't know what happened.

One second I was on the way to the sink,

and the next I was all perpendicular.

You mean vertical.

She means horizontal, doesn't she?

So, did you faint
or black out or something?

God knows.

But I didn't half hurt my arm.

I couldn't lift her.

- She was in so much pain.
- Yeah.

I think we should have a look
at that sheltered housing place, Paul.

Yeah. Okay.

Yeah. Just "have a look" look.

Okay, then, we'll have a look.

Good.

So, your parents sick of him yet?

No, no.

Dad says that Luke's like the son
he's never had, but nicer,

because he reckons
that his son would've

turned out to be
a little bit of a prick.

It's such a treat to actually
spend time with you both.

Yeah, so lovely to see you.

I keep telling Luke
that it's really good

for the baby to hear your voices.

- Well, to the new baby...
- Yes.

...to the new college course,
to the new road layout next to Asda.

- That one.
- So much change.

- Cheers, all.
- Cheers.

- Cheers.
- Cheers.

So, you're still getting
morning sickness?

A little bit...

...but if I have breadsticks
and crackers, it usually calms down.

Hey. You all right, love?

Um, I've been offered an interview
at Manchester Institute.

- Oh, my God!
- Mate.

Luke!

You said it was impossible to get in.

The music production sound thingy?

- Yeah.
- Mate!

- What? This is incredible.
- Luke!

I'm so proud of you.

Jesus.

Four hundred applicants and 15 places

and you're in the what?

Well, they're down to the last 30,
and I am one of them.

Christ alive!
Congratulations, mate.

Thank you.

- Um...
- What?

Well, I mean, I've already accepted
the Stockwell Park offer, so...

No, no, mate, no...

That's a whole other thing.

- You have to go to this interview.
- You have to.

- Yeah.
- Yeah, you really do.

I thought we were celebrating
me getting the Stockwell Park offer.

No, we were. Like I said,
that's its own thing. It's great.

But this is an amazing opportunity.

But I need to be
where Maya and the baby are.

Manchester's 200 miles away.

Okay, but we'll be able to work it out.

- Luke, you have to try this.
- Yeah.

You really have to.

No.

It's this one, Luke. Fucking hell.

Jesus Christ!

Cheers.

Excuse me.

Sorry, do you mind if I just...

Thanks.

Ta.

Sorry.

Shit. It's packed!

Yeah, I know, that's why I booked seats.

Like a genius. Excuse me.

I think someone's in our seats.

I don't mind standing.

All the way to Manchester?

Excuse me?

Hello, mate. Excuse me.

Yeah, you're in our seats.

Who says?

That would be me saying that.

So, could you move, mate?

- No.
- No?

We're in these seats.

I can see that.
That's my problem with this whole setup.

- Dad, why don't we just...
- Please, Luke.

Can you move, please?

We'd like to sit down in our seats,

M32, M33.

This is Coach L.

I know.

The kitchen
has everything you might need.

It's lovely.

Gas.

Can't abide electric.

Can't turn the heat down.

And there's a nice big dining table.

Ooh, Jim, I can do my jigsaws on that.

What jigsaws?

You don't do jigsaws.

No. Because we've only got
a little pullout table.

I like jigsaws.

How often do your staff check in?

As little
or as often as required.

There are wardens on duty
24 hours a day, seven days a week,

and emergency alarm calls in every room.

Right. Great.

We have a thriving community here

of people living entirely independently,

but sometimes you need
a bit of help or support.

It sounds ideal, Jim. Do you like it?

No.

But I'm not going through that whole
palaver of you having a fall again.

Can I put a dart board up?

Of course.

Good.

I'll fill in any holes when I miss.

How's your sandwich?

It tastes of cold.

I wish you hadn't confronted that bloke.

Mate, sometimes
you gotta stand up to bullies.

But you were bullying him.

So he's learned a valuable lesson,
hasn't he?

Good morning, ladies and gentlemen,
this is your train manager.

We are currently running 18,
that's one-eight, minutes late.

Hopefully, we can make it up
during our onward journey.

We won't be late, will we?

No, we've got plenty of time, mate.

Does that mean you're keen to get there?

I am not bothered
if I get a place or not.

I just don't like being late
for anything.

If I was gonna get shot by firing squad,

I'd want to be there
with 10 minutes to spare.

Yes. Great.

Wow. It's impressive, isn't it?

Like a haunted library.

Ah. Looks like this is me.

Okay. Well, good luck, mate.

And just text me when you're done.

Right.

No, not jealous.

No?

Well, yes, I was, but...

We just got on really well.

No, I know. It's just you seemed
to get on with her better than I do.

You were really laughing,
and I felt weird about it.

We were just having a laugh.

I guess I'm just scared

of losing Holly.

I think I love her.

Wow. Okay.

And are you going to tell her?

I don't know.

Such a huge thing to say.

It's the most important thing
you can ever say to someone.

I think you'll know
when you need to say it, Ava.

You'll just know.

Blimey.

Hello.

Oh, hey.

Sorry, I was just, um...

Yeah, what an amazing space.

Yeah, it's not too shabby, is it?

Sorry, I'm Paul.
My son has an interview today

for music production
and sound engineering.

Wow, congratulations. It's amazing
even to get an interview for that.

Bloody hell.

I'd love to have studied art
somewhere like here.

Just would've loved it,
three years of this.

I should've kept the drawing up.

I'm so sorry...

Paul Worsley?

Yeah. How's... Do we...

I was the year below you at St Edmund's.

- Andrew Mordley.
- Jesus Christ.

Yeah. You were a really good artist.

Well, thank you.
I was all right, I suppose.

For a bit. Then it all kind of
fizzled out, you know.

I guess I didn't love it enough
or something.

- But obviously you...
- Oh, yeah.

I went on to St Martin's.

- I did fine art and all that.
- Bloody hell.

I thought I would make a living
as a painter, which I did.

- Brilliant.
- For about three years.

Right.

And now I am a teacher.

You're a teacher.

But you enjoy it, though?

Yeah... Yeah!

- It's not where I thought I'd end up.
- Okay, yeah.

Sometimes I think that just having that
little brief taste of your dream

is worse than never tasting it at all.

- Yes.
- You know.

What about you? What do you do?

Boring. Third sector.

Mainly working with young people
from deprived areas.

No, I wouldn't say that's boring.

- That's important, isn't it?
- Maybe.

And do you enjoy it?

Uh, yeah. Apparently, yeah,
according to my son.

He's been doing work experience.
Reckons I'm the life and soul.

Well, good for you, man.

Yeah. I hadn't really
thought about it properly,

but it does all seem to have...

worked out in a way
that I hadn't planned.

- Manchester does look amazing.
- Yeah.

I was here a lot in the early '90s,
and I loved it.

You said the course seems good?

Yeah.

They say pretty much all their graduates
get a job in the industry.

Wow!

Shit. Maya's got spotting.

- Spotting?
- Bleeding.

It's common, and the doctor said
that it's nothing, really.

She doesn't need to go in,
but she's going in anyway.

Okay, well, that's good.

And I'm miles and miles
and hours and hours away.

But if the doctors say
there's nothing to worry about...

They might be wrong.

I've read up on this.

Spotting can mean
something's wrong with the placenta

or she might have a miscarriage...

Luke, mate,

calm down, okay?

Good man.

Maya's saying it really is nothing.

It's just a few drops of blood.

Good. That's good.

Dad, I need you to tell me what to do.

Do I go to Manchester?

Do I stay in London?

Do I go to uni? Do I get a job?

I'm sorry, mate. That's a bit
of parenting that I can't do.

I need you to do it.

Well, I can't, so tough luck.

It has to be your decision, Luke.

You choose a path and you follow it.

And you might love it,
and you might regret it,

but it has to be your choice.

Yeah.

I'm going for a wee.

Have one for me.

- Hello, love.
- Hi, Granny.

Waiting for Holly
to finish Granddad's hair,

then we're seeing a film.

Lovely.

I've just been doing some line dancing.

Fantastic.

I had no idea what it was,

but Carol, who runs the class,

she had me doing "Cotton Wool Joe"
like nobody's business.

"Cotton Eye." Sounds like fun.

I love it here.

I was thinking, in some ways,
it's a good thing you had that fall.

Between you, me and the gatepost,
I didn't have a fall.

I faked it.

- Faked it?
- Shh!

I wanted to live here all along,
but Jim was dead against it,

so I pretended I was as well.

I thought a fall might
get things moving.

This place wouldn't have
stayed empty for long.

We'd have kicked ourselves
if we hadn't taken it.

Wow.

You only ever really regret

the things you didn't do.

Right. That's me done.

Jim's looking like a young Jon Hamm.

More like an old boiled ham.

I put a bit of sky in the jigsaw, Jack.

Ah! Thanks, love.

What film are we seeing?

Not bothered. Whichever is emptiest.

It's just an excuse to sit in the dark
with you and eat Maltesers.

We could just watch
the adverts and the trailers.

Wait till they ask us
to switch our phones off, then leave.

And if we do stay for the film,

I have some paper cups
and a bottle of red wine in my bag.

- Brilliant.
- I know how to treat a girl.

I love you.

What did you say?

I like your jacket.

Thanks. It was my mum's.

And it will be again
if she finds out I nicked it.

Oh, um, Mum said that
she really doesn't think

we need to spend
too much money on a pram.

She said that they're only in it
for a tiny amount of time,

and then we can just
put them in a cheap buggy,

- We need a cot though, right?
- Yeah, yeah.

Even if the baby's in bed with us,
we'll still need a cot.

It's just Jacob wanting to know
what kind of change mat we're buying.

That boy is obsessed.

Obsessed.