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HAPPY MOMENT

Kazehaya!

Where are you going?
I added your song to the queue.

Sorry, I gotta--

No excuses!
You're the organizer. You gotta stay.

Kazehaya!

How long do we have the room for?

Until nine.

Kazehaya, look at this.

- We should extend the party.
- Or do an after-party.

Kazehaya, look! Check this out!

Sorry! You guys handle it from here.

What the heck?

- Where's he going?
- Kazehaya!

Kazehaya-kun.

Thanks.

I'm fine now.

Oh, okay.

It's all good.

- No need to worry.
- Pin?

Why are you here?

Don't sweat the details.

Thanks for the tissues.

We're just cleaning up
after a lovers' quarrel.

Lovers' quarrel?

Hey, Kuronuma.

You head back first.

Okay.

How long have you two been going out?

Why the sudden interest?

About six months.

Six months?

That's impressive!

Yes, most impressive.

What do you mean?

You've been holding back
from being intimate with her.

I can tell just by looking.
Attaboy, that's a lot of self-control.

What's your point?

Listen up. You've made the right choice.

I'm impressed.

Keep it up your whole life.

My whole life?

But seriously,

I know you're trying your best
to do what you think is right.

Yeah. But I don't know
if it really is the right thing.

So? I don't know either.

Anyway, your party's almost over.

Time to give you brats the boot!

It's almost time.

- Kazehaya's not here. What do we do?
- Other people are missing too.

Party's over!

Here's your closing speech.

Kiddie time is over. Wrap it up!

And don't even think about
throwing an after-party.

It's time for you kids to go home.

It's Christmas. Can't you let it slide?

Nope. My rule is to only let
one thing slide per day.

I already met my quota.

Now beat it. Scram!

Is that Ayane-chan's bag?

Yes.

Master.

Ayane-chan.

Sawako.

I'm walking home with Kento.

Okay.

Looks like that's that.

Uh-oh.

The party's over!

Chizu-chan.

Here's your bag.

Thanks, Sawako.

Where's Yano-chin?

She just left.

What? She left?!

She's not mad at me
for running off like that, is she?

She isn't. Don't worry.

Chizuru.

Ready to go?

Yeah.

Coming.

Sawa?

I'll fill you in later.

Okay.

I'll give her the present on the way home.

I don't know if I'm doing the right thing.

I just...

Whenever I get too close, I lose control.

If Kuronuma is within arm's reach

and I touch her,

I know I'll hold her in my arms
and never let go.

I'd kiss her

and eliminate the distance between us.

But I shouldn't.

I want to cherish her.

Forever.

To do that, I have to keep my distance.

You've been holding back.

Ready to go?

Sure.

Those two are still a couple?

I assumed they broke up,
and that's why they came to the party.

You don't see them together
'cause you're not in our class.

Let's go.

Okay.

I assumed they broke up.

Are we

still a couple?

Kazehaya never tells me anything!

Winter break

starts tomorrow, Kazehaya-kun.

Maybe we won't see each other
over the break.

Maybe we'll look up one day

and realize we're not a couple anymore.

I was afraid of it ending suddenly,
without warning.

But what if it's already...

What if we're already...

If things are strained with him,

close your eyes and wait five seconds.

I bet that'll solve it. Right?

What...

What's wrong, Kuronuma?

That was my last roll of the dice.

Liar.

You're a liar, Kazehaya-kun.

You said you didn't know what you'd do
if I did that again. Liar!

Something's bothering you,
but you say there isn't. Liar!

I just wanted us

to spend the day together.

Last year,
I wanted to be with you so badly.

I know you've been busy
organizing the party.

I know that, but...

The present I wanted to give him.

We're together this year,
but I can't give it to him.

I feel lonelier now than when I was alone.

Am I what's bothering you?

Do you regret us?

You don't

like me anymore?

Don't you like me the way I am anymore?

Of course he doesn't.
What's there to like?

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

Kazehaya-kun.

Kazehaya-kun.

Finally.

You finally looked at me.

Can't you see I love you?

Yes.

This is what really mattered.

We should talk. Properly.

Do you have time?

I want to talk too.

Hello? Mom?

I'll be late getting home.

Yes, we're together.

What? Dad?

Dad, please. Just this once.

I'll study harder and do more chores
to make up for it.

Kuronuma.

Can I talk to him?

Hello? It's Kazehaya, and, well...

Please give us an hour.

Yes.

I'll see her home safely. Yes, sir.

Yes, sir.

I will.

I will. Thank you, sir.

Bye, then.

He says we have 45 minutes.

It was a big ask, but he let me have it.

He said it's okay

because you always do your best.

Enjoy.

Last Christmas,

you couldn't make it.

You were sad and lonely,
and it hurt me to see it.

I swore I'd never do that to you.

That night...

But this year,

I was the one who made you sad.

I'm sorry.

I was thinking in circles,

but that's no excuse to make you upset.

When I went to your house
and met your parents,

I told myself
I needed to be serious about us.

To cherish you.

I... wanted to cherish you.

I'll always give my all for you.

I promise to cherish her!

As for Christmas,
after what happened last year,

I thought celebrating with the class
would make you happy.

That wasn't the only reason.

I wasn't confident in myself.

Remember our school trip?

I just can't control myself.

Can you imagine how much I love you?

I wouldn't be able to, even if I tried.

You've always been special to me.

Ever since the day we met,
you've been here.

Here, deep inside me.

Always?

Since the day we met?

This whole time?

Thanks!

I'm self-centered.

I don't care what people say or think.

I don't let them change my mind.

There's only a handful of people
I can open up to.

That's probably why I keep
the people around me at a distance.

I don't even do it consciously.

But...

I can't keep you at a distance.

I care about everything you say and think.

I'm embarrassed.

I tried too hard to look cool.

Before I met you,
I didn't even know I was like that.

I've never seen this side of him.

When I met you...

If you're going to Kitahoro High,
it's that way.

Is something bothering you?

I can't.

If I get too close, I'll...

Kazehaya, do you mind
if I talk to Sadako-chan alone?

Are you stupid?

Of course I don't want you
to talk to her alone.

I just...

I get jealous easily.

I don't want to share.

You're incredible, Sadako.

You make it easy to understand.
Thanks, Sadako!

Thanks, Sadako.

I want to see her smile.

I do feel happy for her.

But... I want to keep her for myself.

I know it isn't possible.

Keeping her for myself
would undo everything she worked for.

My life would be different
without you, Kazehaya-kun.

That's...

That's my line.

Every time we meet,

I'm the one...

who falls deeper in love.

The thing is,

I'm not the person you think I am.

The person I think he is...

You're friendly! Even your name--

I don't intend

to let anyone else have you.

I love you.

I love you, and that's exactly why...

I may end up hurting you.

Even so,

I never want to let you go.

Even though I might end up hurting you
more than anyone else.

Kazehaya-kun,

haven't you realized?

I want to be worthy of you,

but I can't control
the selfish, scary side of me.

Kazehaya-kun...

I'm such a loser.

Haven't you realized?

He says he's self-centered.

He doesn't realize
how much joy his genuine smile

brings to me and everyone else.

He says he's scary.

He doesn't know
how happy his words made me feel.

You're right.
You're the only one who can hurt me.

You touch my heart when no one else can.

It doesn't matter if things get awkward
or if we fight.

I want the person I'm awkward around,
the one I'm fighting with...

to be you, Kazehaya-kun.

I don't care if it's not right.

When your love is unrequited,
all you ever see is a retreating back.

But we're different.

We should be able to face each other

and look each other in the eye.

If we solve our problems together,

love will grow.

Sorry. Just for now.

Kazehaya-kun, can I say something?

You said you're not who I think you are,

but I don't think I'm wrong about you.

The impression you give,
the things you say, they're all real.

It's okay if it's not right.

Even if none of it is right,
everything is all right.

Shota's so single-minded and stubborn.

Once he decides on something,
he refuses to compromise.

He's always hard on himself
and other people.

Not that that's a bad thing.

He should learn to show his weaknesses.

See, I know all about it.

Admit your weaknesses,
and you'll accept the weakness in others.

Are you two listening?
You should be taking notes!

Enough!

Shut up!

I can't take it anymore!
I can't focus on my ramen!

Shut up! I'm giving valuable advice!

Did you grab your students off the street
on Christmas Eve to lecture them?

Damn right!
You kids should be thanking me.

I caught you two on the streets
and brought you home safely.

Merry Christmas!

Anyway, let Shota show you guys
his weaknesses, okay?

Why would he come to us when he has Sawa?

I can't deal with this!

What's her problem?

Is Christmas too much for her?

Maybe I still look up to him
as a role model.

I thought that

once the walls come down,
closing the distance would be easy.

I was wrong.

The more you like someone,
the more you worry.

You think about the distance between you,
their every action and expression.

Because I love him,

every little thing

matters so much to me.

I wish that...

I hope that...

we'll always be secure
in our feelings for each other.

There's also a side to me

I didn't know about before.

I get jealous of your guy friends.

Huh?

I do.

I can be possessive.

Really possessive.

Kazehaya-kun,
I can walk the rest of the way myself.

Huh? But we're almost there.

I'm sorry I called you a liar.

You can call me a liar
the rest of my life.

I'm home.

Welcome back, Sawako.

You're home earlier than expected.

Earlier? She only had five minutes left!

- I was expecting her to be late.
- What?

Did Kazehaya-kun walk you home?

Yes. I'm sorry I stayed out late.

It's fine. You kept your word.

I'll let it slide today.

You must be cold.

Go take a bath before you catch a cold.

Okay.

This is my last secret as a 16-year-old.

You're a liar, Kazehaya-kun.

Am I what's bothering you?

Don't you like me the way I am anymore?

You're the only one.

I'm sorry I called you a liar.

I can't sleep.

INCOMING CALL

Who's calling me this late?

Yes? Hello?

Yo, Kazehaya!

CLICK

I hung up without thinking.

NO CALLER ID

Who's this?

Yes, hello?

That was rude, hanging up like that.

It's me, Ken--

Hello?

- Why'd you--
- Sorry.

- That was mean!
- I said sorry.

You're kind of insensitive, you know that?

Says the guy calling me
at 2:30 in the morning.

Oh well. He's one of the few people
I can open up to.

What's up?

I figured I owed it to you
to keep you in the loop.

What do you mean?

Oh, you wanna hear all about it?
You're such a busybody.

Just get to it. Well?

Guess what?

I'm officially going out with Ayane now!

Huh?

Oh.

Huh? Did you already hear about it
from Sadako-chan?

No, she didn't say anything.

I see.

I'm happy for you.

I wasn't smooth about it at all.

Joe stepped on the rose bouquet I got her.

Rose bouquet?!

It suits her, right?

Red roses.

I was a nervous wreck.

I ran into Mogi-cchi today.

Oh.

I punched him.

Ah.

You don't sound surprised.

Why did you punch him?

Not telling.

I'm hanging up.

He said some things about Ayane-chan
that I just couldn't let slide.

I see.

Thinking back on it,
I was probably just jealous.

Do you think I made a difference?

You did.

You're her boyfriend now, right?

You'll make happy memories together
and cherish her, right?

Right.

How about you?

Me? Well...

Never mind. I'm not worried at all.

Remember what I said
when you came to me for advice?

You two have absolutely nothing
to worry about.

But...

When did I go to him for advice?

But let's get back to Ayane-chan!

Yeah?

She was so cute yesterday.
So kind and loveable!

No one sees what she's really like.

What's wrong with men these days?

They write off a girl
who's sweet, gorgeous, and super hot.

They have zero taste.
What are they, blind?

Hopeless, every last one of 'em.

I could talk about
her good qualities forever.

Hours, days, I can go on and on.

The words keep on coming.
I just can't stop!

Kazehaya, you there?

Huh? Yeah.

I can finally say

that I know what love is!

Uh-huh.

There was always a present
next to my pillow until last year.

I know it wasn't just a dream.

Good morning.

- Good morning, Sawako.
- Good morning.

Sawako.

That's your Christmas present from us.

Wow! Thank you.

I personally picked out the scarf.

What? I got a scarf for you too.

Really?

Here.

- We think the same.
- We think the same.

Good for you, honey.

Thanks for the shawl, Sawako.

I wish I could stay home,
but I have to go to work.

We'll have our party
when I get home tonight.

I'm off, my dears.

- See you.
- See you.

Eat your breakfast before it gets cold.

Okay.

A message.

Coming.

- We're here!
- We're here!

Come in!

Welcome!

Thanks for having us.

Sorry it's all so last-minute.

You sure you don't mind having us?

It's fine. I'm glad you came.

We didn't really get a chance
to talk yesterday.

Exactly!

We didn't get to talk at all.

Where to begin?!

Maybe sit down first?

I have news too.

I want to tell you about it.
And I want to hear what you did too.

Why isn't anyone saying anything?

I can't stand the silence.

Huh? We were waiting for you to go first.

You seemed eager to share.

You're sweating buckets.

Sawa! You had something to report, right?

You go first!

I cried and told him how I felt,
but it's okay now.

My doubts have been cleared up.

Doubts?

Cleared up?

You talked to him after the party?

Yeah. We stayed out past my curfew.

But thanks to that...

for the first time
since we started going out,

it finally feels like we're a couple.

- Good for you.
- Good for you.

But what's this about?

Your relationship with Kazehaya has always
been clear skies and smooth talking!

It's "smooth sailing."

What's this about doubts and crying?

Something's bothering you?

Come to think of it,
I think something's bothering Kazehaya.

They're connected!

Sorry, Chizu-chan.

Did he cheat on you or something?
How dare he!

What a jerk!

Cheat on me? No!

He would never do that!

She's totally out of the loop.

That's one heck of a misunderstanding.
You knew, Yano-chin?

I did, but I didn't pick up on it myself.

Sawako told me
when you ran off to buy Ryu's present.

THAT'S WHY I MISSED IT!

What about you?

Something happened with Ryu, am I right?

You didn't return to the party.

I mean, yeah, something happened.

Do you have to stare at me like that?

Gimme time to prepare!

Okay. Then I'll go first.

Kento is now my boyfriend.

Ayane-chan!

I started to think
they must feel the same.

They're not into me either.

It's always there at the back of my mind.

Did you ever stop to consider

how that made her feel?

I'll ease her pain.

He did it.

He reached her.

I'm so happy for you.

What? Kento?

Boyfrie-- What? Kento? That doofus?

Yes, that Kento.

Why Kento?!

I forgot that Chizu
doesn't know about this either.

This is a dream, isn't it?

It's all real.

That hurts.

Wait, you went on and on about Kento
at the start of the school year.

Did you already like him then?

Nope, not at all.

You're not surprised?

Wait a sec.

Was I that out of it?

Well...

Yes. You were.

But I didn't get that vibe
from you two at the party.

What happened?

Actually, it didn't exactly
come out of nowhere.

During our free time on the school trip,

I bumped into Kento
after breaking up with Mogi.

I started crying.

I wasn't sad about the breakup.

I just let my defenses down.

I don't think that was a mistake.

When I'm around Kento, I start to relax.

He's a really sweet guy.

Did I make the right choice?

Regretting it already?
'Cause he's a doofus?

No. It's because he's so nice.

Kento's not like any of the guys I dated.

And that's why

I was so touched.

To be honest,

it's too soon to say if I like him
the way Sawako likes Kazehaya.

But no one's ever been so passionate,

so determined to reach out
and stand up for me.

It made me so happy.

He's not a doofus. Not one bit.

But I don't have faith in myself.

It's not Kento. It's me.

I keep wondering
if I made the right choice.

It'll be fine.

You said he's a doofus.

I can't say that I get it.

Kento's just a big doofus to me.

But if he gives you a shoulder to cry on,
I don't mind sharing you with him.

If he asks for a refund,
we're here for you.

Okay?

Way to jinx it.

But thanks.

- Well?
- Huh?

Well?

Huh?

Well?

Huh?

What happened last night?

But my story is really lame
compared to yours and Yano-chin's.

We want to hear every last detail.

I should've gone first.

So...

This is a perverse flower.

Perverse?

Or was it "reserved hour"?

You mean preserved flower?

Pre... Pre-what?

Look at that.

A pink rose!

Yes, a pink rose.

A pink rose!

Does it remind you of me?

Does it? Does it remind you of me?

It does! It's totally like you.

Your pupils are dilated. Breathe, Chizu.

What did you do after he gave you this?

What do you mean, what did I do?

Do I have to spell it out?
This is a pink rose.

- A perver--
- Preserved flower.

He gave it to you, and you just took it?

Hey, I gave him a present too!

I snatched it back from Joe.

I got him a wristband.
I feel bad for Joe, though.

Don't worry. Ayane-chan gave him
her rock salt to smooth things over.

Really? Thanks, Yano-chin!

That's not my point!

I'm asking what you two talked about
the entire time you were gone.

You were away for ages. Ages!

Huh? The usual stuff, like what
we had for dinner the day before.

After getting this?

And what's on TV.

After getting this?

And about ramen.

After getting this pink rose?

Something romantic happened!
That must be it!

We talked about when we were kids.

About Toru.

About his dearly departed mom.

There's never enough time for us
to talk about the memories we share.

It's been some time
since we sat down and talked.

He says Toru will be back for New Year's.

He is? Are you gonna see him?

Yeah. I want to.

I wanna see him again, look at his face.

- Uh-huh.
- Uh-huh.

- Uh-huh.
- Uh-huh.

I get it. You want to see your first love
to check if your feelings have changed.

I never said--

Wow, I never expected a guy like Ryu
to pick out something like this.

That must be how he sees her.

And you, Chizu?

- When you were with Ryu...
- Did you get butterflies?

I...

For the first time in my life,
I get butterflies when I think about Ryu.

SQUEE!

They seem to be having fun.

Anyway, what about you two?
Did you get presents?

I did.

Me too.

Oh wow, they're so cute!
They're totally you.

They're perfect on you.

Way to go, Kazehaya.

You should thank him with a kiss.

- Wait, you kissed him?
- You did?

I can neither confirm nor deny.

- That's not fair!
- Meanie!

Say what you like about me,
but my lips are sealed.

What about you?

What did you get from Kento?

Roses.

Stop teasing me already!

I'm not. I got a rose bouquet from Kento.

A bouquet?

Of red roses.

Kento's a Japanese high-school boy, right?

Miura Kento-kun, age 16.
Second year in high school.

What did it look like?

Oh, I took pictures.

Wow, check out that shade of red.

The petals are white inside.

That's so cute.

Why are the petals scattered everywhere?

Joe stepped on the bouquet.

Seriously? What a jerk!

It fell to pieces
as soon as I unwrapped it.

I put them in a bowl.

Kento says this rose
might not exist in ten years.

Huh? Why not?

The florist told him the farmer
growing these roses is getting old.

I wonder if they're grown
in other prefectures.

Yeah, I wonder.

Ten years from now.
I wonder what I'll be doing then.

Ten years!

It's so far away, I can't even picture it.

We'd be 27. Maybe we'll be married.

We might even have kids.

Ten years.

Ten years from now.

Ten years from now,

I hope we can still
have fun together like this.

Don't be silly. We'll be together forever!

Absolutely.

I made lunch.

Yay, lunch!

Thank you so much.

It's just rice balls and soup.

- Thanks.
- Don't mention it.

For me, ten years ago
feels like only yesterday.

I'm glad you're having so much fun.

Yano-chin has a boyfriend now.

She got roses.

So did Chizu.

She got this rose.
They're not dating yet, though.

How lovely!

I love hearing about stuff like that.

If only Sawako wasn't so secretive, right?

Don't say that!

I get to chat with you two
and even have lunch together.

I'm so happy.

Then they should also stay for dinner.

We're having our Christmas party today.

Sawako even baked a cake for us.

What? A Christmas cake?

I'd love for you to try some.

- Really?
- Show some restraint.

Isn't it a family gathering?

Nonsense! The more the merrier.

Why don't you invite Kazehaya-kun too?

You two should invite your boyfriends too.

Invite everyone!

- Hello.
- Hello.

Welcome! Come in.

- Thanks.
- Thanks.

You brought it with you
and showed it to them?

Yeah.

Could you not do that?

Sorry.

Is he mad?

I'm embarrassed about it too.

GURGLE

I'm starving.

Go on in, Kazehaya-kun.

Okay.

- Thanks--
- On second thought!

It slammed shut.

You didn't have any plans for today?

No. It's fine.

Your family doesn't mind?

They don't.

You didn't mind coming over?

It's fine.

It's fine. Everything's fine.

Huh? What was that?

I mean...

It happened only yesterday, so...

I thought I'd be too embarrassed
to talk to him.

It's not what you think!

You were acting sneaky, so I got curious.

If anyone's acting sneaky, it's you.

I can't believe we couldn't even
look each other in the eye yesterday.

Hi! Thanks for having me!

I'm here to see my darling Ayane-chan.

Come on in!

Master!

I feel like we haven't talked in ages.
Funny how the brain works after sleep!

It doesn't feel that way to me.
What's wrong with you?

Honey, I'm--

Welcome back!

What the...

Come on, Dad. Hurry!

The party's all set.

Thanks for having us.

We're all in the same class.

This is my oldest friend in the world.

He's huge!

- I'm Ayane-chan's boo.
- Is he a player?

Thanks for having us.

I'm sorry we were out so late last night.

Are you still serious about her?

Yes.

All right, then.

Oh, Dad!

Let me take your bag.

I bought strawberries.

Yay! Strawberries!

Thanks.

Huh?

Sawako, you've grown so much.

Have I?

I'll go prep these.

Oh, that hat!

Sawako was gonna give that to Ka--

Merry Christmas!

And a Happy New Year!

Honey, come to the living room
once you get changed.

Sure.

What do you wanna do on the 31st?

Are you gonna visit the shrine?

Not just a shrine visit.

It's also Sawako's birthday.

Sadako-chan's birthday
is on New Year's Eve?

We should celebrate!

What?

It's so nice of you to think of me.

So we're gonna visit the shrine together?
We can meet up early.

About New Year's Eve...

I can't visit the shrine
at night this year.

Last night, I got special permission
to stay out late.

In return, I want to stay home
for New Year's Eve soba.

With your parents?

I bet she'll make it herself.

- And prepare her own stock.
- Plus homemade noodles.

- Huh?
- What?

You're making the soba?

From scratch?

It's my first attempt.
I don't know if they'll turn out well.

That's amazing!

Knowing you, they'll come out perfect.

Thanks.

- Oh, it's Pappy.
- Pa...

What'cha doing in the hall? Come join us.

Here, put this on.

Ta-dah!

What?

While we were waiting for you,
we decked the halls something fierce!

Let's dig in.

Cheers!

Kazehaya is such a nice guy.

Right, Sanada?

He is.

Last night, he listened to me ramble
until the sun came up.

But he dozed off a few times.
Talk about rude!

You're not helping!

I hope I can always be

with everyone like this, forever.

Thanks for having us.

Everything was delicious.

Sawa, I'll text you.
I want to give you your birthday present.

Oh, thanks.

Ayane-chan and I are going this way.

I'll be busy helping out my parents
until New Year's Eve.

But I'll keep in touch over the break.

I'll keep in touch too.
I might text you just to chat.

Sure.

Maybe even call you.

Sure. I will too.

I'm sorry we dropped in today unannounced.

Thank you for your hospitality.

Feel free to come visit again.

You're all welcome.

You too, Kazehaya-kun.

Thank you.

Dad.

You've been so understanding
about everyone showing up. Thank you.

You can visit the shrine
on New Year's Eve.

Your friends are going, right?

Dress warmly. Don't catch a cold!

Dad.

I'm not forcing myself.

I want to stay home this year.

My soba...

It might not turn out great,
but I'll do my best.

Honey.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SAWAKO-CHAN

Sawako seemed like
she was having fun tonight.

Yes, she sure did.

She certainly speaks her mind now,
doesn't she?

I'm glad. This must be her safe space.

You're right.

Sawako's a lot more mature than I thought.

Ten years.

Is it a long way off,
or will it pass in a blink of an eye?

If Sawako moves to a different city
after she graduates,

we only have one year left with her.

I'm happy.

I'm so happy I get to spend time

with the people I love.

I wish this would never end.

Subtitle translation by: Chen Li Woon