All language subtitles for One Tree Hill S01E21 The Leaving Song

Previously on One Tree Hill. Take the
car keys. Take the clothes off my back.

Deb, stop.

Will you stop?

What else do you want, Dan?

I want you.

I woke up this morning.

For the first time, Tree Hill didn't
feel like home.

And I just thought, why am I still here?

Really? There's no time like the
present, right?

Sorry I'm late.

Hope nobody minds, but I brought a
friend.

I asked you if you had a problem. Yeah,
I do. Called you, bitch.

Stop!

You need to go!

Lucas Scott coming to the defense of his
women.

Oh, but wait!

Shouldn't that include someone else?

What did you mean by that?

She's the girl I met in the bar.

I'm so sorry. To his apartment?

It's his responsibility.

Hey, come on. You want to join him?

I didn't think so.

I'm going to call Trish.

Friends again?

She's not enemies anymore.

They're coming home.

Forget it. Now.

No way. Let him go.

You stay out of this.

You know what?

Why don't you shut up and go talk to
your mom?

Tell her you want to know what really
happened between us back then.

other than what I've been trying to be
lately.

All I have to do is think of me and I
peace of mind.

I don't want to be anything other than
what I've been trying to be lately.

All I have to do is think of me and I
peace of mind.

I'm tired of looking around and
wondering what I got to do or who I'm

to be.

Get dressed.

Dude, it's 6 a .m. What are you doing?
We're going running.

Now, I'm going to bed.

Well, just keep knocking.

Playoffs are next week.

Gotta get you ready, man.

Pants up, workouts, studying, game tape,
whatever it takes.

Why?

Because I want to win.

I need your help.

That's... You stood up to my dad the
other day.

I owe you.

So, listen.

There's something that's been bothering
me.

That thing Dan said about asking my mom
what kind of parent he was.

Any idea what he meant?

Probably just more of his mind games,
man.

That's the way he is.

You decent?

Clothing -wise.

Hey, you're back online.

Oh, damn. I got dressed in front of that
webcam.

Don't tell me that.

I thought you said that thing was evil
anyway.

Yeah, well, that was before I saw you
pulling your duffel bag out of the

Are you going to tell me that you're
leaving?

I'm just going down to the Keys.

Boat leaves Saturday morning. I'll be
back in six days.

Okay. Five nights to party. And no time
to talk, so here comes.

Are you comfortable with me seeing
Lucas's mom?

If it's too weird for you. No, it's not
that.

I like Karen.

Something going on with you and Lucas?

Not really.

It's cool.

What if it was too weird for me, you
dating Karen?

Um, you just have to get used to it.

You do your thing.

Shut the thing off.

Hey, Mom.

The other night I saw Dan, and he said
something.

Oh, what now?

He said to ask you what really happened
back then.

Any idea what he meant?

Who knows? It's Dan.

Yeah, but... I don't know.

He was talking about what kind of father
he was.

Was he just messing with me?

Lucas, you know that I always have your
best interests in mind, since day one.

You believe that, right?

Yeah.

Well, um... After you were born, Dan
asked to be in your

life.

You told me that he never showed up,
that he didn't want anything to do with

He didn't show up at first, but when he
moved back to town with Deb...

He told me that he'd like to help raise
you.

And he asked for joint custody. I said
no.

Why?

I didn't trust him.

And Dan was ready to sue until his
lawyer told him that since he had left

gotten another girl pregnant, his
chances weren't good.

You know what Dan is like.

I had to make a decision. I had to do
what was best for you.

And I knew that someday we would be
having this conversation, but that was a

risk I had to take.

I gotta go to school.

Lucas.

Hey, Peyton.

Come on, can I talk to you?

That depends.

Are you telling lies or things that
aren't true?

Okay, I deserve that, but about the
other night... Whatever, Luke.

Explain it to your friend, Nicky.

Now that Lucas has out -flooded the both
of us, are we back to who's over roast?

Okay, she's talking to me.

Does that mean she's shopping with me?

I was thinking maybe we could spend a
little trial makeup time at the mall.

You know, there may be hope for you yet.

Get around here. Come on.

Let's move.

All right, listen up.

Next week, you boys are going to be
winning your first playoff game.

I, however, is going to be flat on my
back in the hospital.

What's going on, Coach?

Oh, just a little eye surgery. I've got
a paranoid doc who says I can't put it

off any longer.

And since it's important to me to
actually see you guys win state, I've

miss the first game.

Who's going to coach us?

Coach McKellen, most likely.

And if you use this as an excuse to
slack off, I can promise you there'll be

hell to pay. Now hit the showers.

Need anything, Coach?

Yeah, my youth back.

This doesn't count any good.

No, J .B. sucks.

This is gonna be up to you and me.

Keith.

Hey.

Just ordered some pizza.

Interested? Sure.

Hey, listen. I wanted to ask you
something about Dan.

About how we wanted to share custody.

Oh.

Is he spreading that lie again?

Keith, Mom told me it was true.

What do you mean, how he called her from
college?

No, after that.

Dan wanted joint custody. I thought you
knew that.

No.

I didn't know that.

Do you think things would have been
different if Mom would have given him a

chance? You mean like the chance he had
with Nathan?

Yeah, but what was he like back then
anyway?

What are you thinking?

I mean...

It's easy to see a guy that never cared.

It's easier to hate him that way, right?

Well, maybe that's why your mom kept it
from you.

Yeah.

I know he's a bad guy, but maybe he just
made some poor choices and it got out

of control.

I mean, I've been doing that myself.

Luke, you're not Dan, okay?

A man's whole life is poor choices.

Yeah, but that's just it.

Maybe this is the one that changed him.

You are totally saving my life. Thank
you. I've got to get a cable modem.

Oh, it's cool. I've got to run to
practice anyway.

Then I'm going to pick up an extra shift
at the mall, try to pay for this cable

modem. And after that, I'm working out
with Lucas.

Well, who are you and what have you done
with my real boyfriend?

Well, you said you wanted me to cut the
guy some slack.

Sure, if not off because it's a way to
stick it to Dan. No, that's not what it

is. Okay.

I'm gonna stick it to my dad by erasing
it from the record books, all right?

Okay.

I gotta go.

I'll see you.

English class, here I come.

Dan Scott.

They haven't even cut me open yet, and
you already smell the blood.

What's this I hear about you not
coaching the playoffs?

First game of the playoffs.

And the last if they lose.

Oh, then the team's ready.

McCallum will do fine.

McCallum? You've got to be kidding me.

J .B.'s won, what, five games all
season?

Well, actually, four.

That other one was a forfeit. Exactly my
point.

Better let me do it.

I'm old, Danny, but I'm not senile.

Come on, Whitey, you know I know this
team as well as you do. Every game,

player. You ought to.

You're daddy to half of them.

Okay. Look, I know you don't care much
for me, but you do care a lot about this

team. I care enough about them to
protect them from you.

Over my dead body, Danny.

Well, if that's the way you want it.

Oh, uh, by the way, I'm gonna be just
fine.

Thanks for asking.

My legs are dead.

Come on. One more game, man. See what
you got.

Nice shot, Haley.

So did Dan talk about me when you were
little?

Well, when I was younger, I used to hear
my parents argue about you.

I knew you were out there.

I hated the fact, so I hated you.

I just thought what my dad wanted me to
think.

It sounds stupid, but it made sense at
the time.

You know he wanted joint custody of me.

That's what he was talking about at the
jail.

Wow. I didn't see that coming.

One decent thing the guy does, and he
buries it, huh?

So you think if Dan would have gotten
his way, you and I might have grown up

together? What would that have gotten
us?

Well, we could have teamed up against
him.

Or we could have killed each other.

Trust me, man, you didn't miss out on
anything.

Until the latter part of his life,
Darwin is a naturalist and the author of

book The Origin of Species, which was
published in...

Keith, hey.

Lucas came to see me last night.

He had a lot of questions about what you
told him.

About Dan.

And he wasn't the only one.

You have a right to be upset.

You're damn straight I have a right to
be upset.

You want to explain to me how you could
keep that from me all these years?

I have a right to know that Dan wanted
custody. What would you have done

differently?

Would you have loved Lucas any less? Of
course not.

But I might have had a different opinion
of my brother. Oh, come on, Keith.

Your opinion of Dan is based on more
than just his behavior towards Lucas.

Look, back then, he told me that he
approached you about joint custody.

Okay?

And I called him a liar.

And now I find out the person lying was
you. I was trying to protect Lucas. I

was trying to give him the best life
possible.

I was a kid, Keith.

And I was scared.

I was scared that I was going to lose
you, too. I mean, you and Dan are

brothers. There was always that chance.

What, did I take his side over yours?

Well, yeah.

God, Karen.

I thought you knew me better than that.

I was just leaving you a note to call
me.

Thought you had to invite vampires in.

I'm all talked out with you.

That may well be, but I'm still going to
need your playbook, stats, team roster.

But don't you worry, I got my own
whistle.

What the hell are you talking about?

Looks like I'll be coaching that playoff
game after all.

The hell you will. I told you my
decision was final. So's the athletic

committees. And I believe they trump
you. We had a little session this

afternoon. You really should get
yourself a cell phone, Whitey.

That's just what I was looking for.

Don't you worry, Whitey.

Team's in good hands.

I hope you don't mind that I had to
bring Jenny along. Jake kind of apt last

minute. Well, never too early to learn
to accessorize, right?

Want to go look at CDs?

Why? So I can listen to you complain if
I check out all the new releases?

Well, we could go try on lingerie and
you can listen to me whine about how fat

am. Hey, you're not fat.

I know. I didn't like to hear it.

You don't really miss this whole
girlfriend thing?

Of course you have.

Well, well, well.

As a babysitter, apparently you suck.

Nikki, what are you doing?

Protecting my baby while you two Barbies
were getting ready to make out. Anybody

could have taken her.

Put her down.

Right, I take orders from you.

Where are you going? Shopping with my
daughter. I don't think so. Yeah, I see

you stopping me.

Nikki? Go get security, okay? Okay.

Nikki?

Nikki? Where is my phone?

Damn it! Where is my phone?

Nikki?

Hi,

can I use this? Thank you.

Jake there.

No, he can't pull me back.

Where is he?

Hey, miss.

Peyton, where is he? I lost her in the
crowd.

Tell me this isn't happening.

Police are on their way, miss.

Security's been notified.

If she's still here, we'll find her.
What if she's already gone?

What are we going to do?

Hey, Hills.

Check it out.

An entire afternoon together, nobody
threw a punch.

You okay?

Can I talk to Nathan alone, please?

Yeah, sure.

Catch you guys later.

What's up?

Um... I was just doing some research on
the Internet, and I found what

my boyfriend's been studying.

Uh, this is...

Well, I just, I stumbled on this, so
it's no big deal.

What about the half a dozen other sites
that you stumbled upon and bookmarked?

It's hard enough for me that I have to
compete with the girls at school that

just give it away. Now I've got to be a
porn star?

Haley, look, you're overreacting. No, I
really don't think that I am. This hurts

me, Nathan.

Why?

Haley, these girls aren't real, and
plus, I'm a guy. Guys, look at this

Well, don't be a guy, Nathan. Be a man.

You know, I'm not a prude, and I think
you know that.

But the thought that this is what I'm
going to be compared to... So that's

this is?

You're worried I'm going to compare you
to them? Yes, I'm afraid.

That's part of it.

Nathan, it's hard enough for me to even
think about being naked in front of you.

And the thought that this is the
standard I'm going to be held to.

Forget it.

Hayley.

Have they found her? Not yet.

God, Jake, I'm so, so sorry, okay? We
only looked away for like two seconds.

Look, you cannot do that.

You just need to calm down, sir, and we
have officers combing the mall. Oh, calm

down, take it easy. What do you think
my... What's going on? What the hell are

you doing, Nikki?

I took Jenny shopping, and then we rode
on the carousel.

What? What's the big deal? You stole her
out of her stroller.

No, I didn't. I picked her up because
you two weren't watching her, and then I

told you I was taking her shopping.

Besides, she's my daughter, not yours.

Is that true? Well, yes, but which one
of you has custody?

Okay, look, she took off as soon as the
baby's born. As long as this isn't a

custody matter, I'd advise you kids to
keep your family stuff at home, okay?

You can call off the dog.

You are unbelievable, you know that?

Hey, if you'd let me see her once in a
while. That's not gonna happen, not

this. You think I'm such a bad mother?

You've made some pretty bad decisions
when it's concerned Jenny.

I'm not sure I can trust you with her.
I'm gonna get custody, Jake.

Better off with me.

Oh, can you do money?

Yes, yes.

Jay.

Evan Warnock, you're welcome yet?

In fact, Karen may be her partner.

I hope you mean in the business.

You said you had something for me.

Yeah.

You left this on the bedroom floor the
other night.

What makes you think I didn't leave it
there as payment?

Excuse me, Deb.

May I have a word with you?

Just sport?

This need to agitate Lucas any chance
you get?

Why on earth would you tell him that you
wanted custody?

I'm not the devil, Karen. I'm tired of
being blamed for everything.

Not everything. Just your due.

You suggested to me that I abort my
child, and then one day you grow this

sliver of conscience that has long since
disappeared, and you expect a medal for

that? No, I expect you to be held as
accountable as I have to be.

You're the one who kept the truth from
him.

It's not about accountability.

You don't regret missing out on Lucas's
life. You hate the fact that I beat you.

And you're punishing him because some
lawyer told you years ago that you could

never win this one. And that is
pathetic, Dan.

So do me a favor. Just stay away from
him.

Can't do that.

I'm his coach.

What are you talking about?

Why he's having surgery. I volunteered
to step in and help.

You just can't let this one go, can you?
Well, it beats lying about it.

Listen to me, Dan.

If you use this coaching job to hurt my
son, I don't care who on that school

board you sold Carter to. I'll bury you.

You shouldn't baby the kid, Karen. Boy
needs to learn to fight his own battles.

Is that why Nathan left you?

Peyton.

Hello. Oh, hey.

Hi. Sorry I didn't hear you.

Okay. You all right?

Not really.

I screwed up pretty bad with Jenny
yesterday.

Sorry. Are you okay?

Yeah. Yeah, she's fine. It just
potentially could have been so bad.

I'm an idiot.

What's going on?

Oh, nothing. I was going to dump my
problems on you, but you've got enough

worry about. No, it's cool.

What's up?

Okay, um... I was over at Nathan's, and
I was on his

computer, and I came across all this
creepy porn.

How creepy?

Like shemale midgets?

No, like, um... Like Pamela Anderson
wannabes.

And... I'm right to be bothered by this,
right? I mean, you would be bothered by

this if you guys were still together.

Well, not really.

But... Our relationship was nothing like
yours. Because you're having sex? No.

Because I was never in love with Nathan
the way you are.

You know, he said he's totally cool with
waiting until I'm ready, but if he's

filling up with cyber sex in the
meantime, I'm not going to measure up to

Haley, you don't have to compete with
anything.

She's got something they don't.

He's got his heart, dude.

I heard it only took my dad 15 minutes
to BS the athletic committee.

I'm so screwed, man.

Only if we let him get to us.

You gonna tell me what happened with
Haley?

I called her last night. She wouldn't
pick up.

Let's just say she found out I was
looking at some websites that don't

make me boyfriend of the year.

All right, not that it's any of your
business, but, um... Haley and I, we're

not... I mean, she's not, you know,
so... I'm just trying not to pressure

that's all.

Yeah, sure.

One, two, three.

One for each.

Shut up, dude.

Hey, just stay away from the sides
before I'm out as well.

Oh, man, I got you.

What are you talking about?

Yeah.

Most fathers would be touched by that
scene.

But I'm guessing it's your worst
nightmare.

Coach.

Luke, can I talk to you?

I owe you an apology.

I shouldn't have lied to you about Dan.

No, you shouldn't have.

And I understand if you're upset.

I don't think you do.

I just can't turn it off.

All these years, I was sure I should
hate him.

Because he didn't want me.

I guess I'm mad at you for making me
question that now.

I'm not sure I should hate him.

I'm not even sure I know him.

Do you want to?

You loved him once, Mom.

Was there ever something there?

Was he ever a good person?

Once upon a time, he was.

But he hasn't been that person for a
long time.

Hold your position.

Where's Jagielski?

Sometimes coach lets him miss practice
because of his baby. Sounds like Whitey.

There'll be no more special treatment
for anyone, understood?

Now this ball control offense, Whitey's
running his out.

From now on, it's run and gun.

Players make play.

But we're undefeated and we're going to
playoffs. By the way, you're benched.

Anyone else?

Good.

All right, free throws.

Make ten in a row. Miss one, grab a
weight plate and run.

And start over. Let's go.

Bend your knees, Nathan.

I just made it, didn't I? Hey, why do
you let your mouth off like that?

Bend your knees.

Grab a weight plate.

Next.

Go join your new pal.

Next.

You're a little weak, all right.

Oh, Dad.

Coach, I get a mop. Let's clean that up.

Let's go. Quit slacking. Let's go.

What happened to you?

First practice with Dan.

That brutal, huh?

Uh -huh.

Especially for Nathan.

Poor guy.

You're concerned about Nathan?

Well, yeah.

I saw firsthand today how horrible it is
with him and Dan.

Yeah. And he needs you, Hales.

Maybe you should cut him a break on this
whole Internet thing.

He told you about that?

Yeah. I know, it's weird, right?

But we're talking more now, and... Look,
at least he's not cheating on you.

He's looking at plastic bimbos. It could
be worse.

Do you ever think that maybe all this is
just helping him so he can give you

space so he doesn't have to hassle you
about sex?

He shouldn't need help giving me space.
He should be better than that,

especially if he loves me. And I cannot
believe that you're defending him. Who's

protecting my heart in this, Luke? Hey,
okay, okay. I didn't say it was okay.

All right?

I'm just saying, after what I saw in the
gym today, man, this guy just needs a

little support.

Jake, I feel so horrible.

You have every right to be mad at me.
I'm mad at Nikki, okay? You, I'm just...

I'm just disappointed in her.

It was two seconds.

Yeah, a lot happened in those two
seconds.

Just got the phone with the legal aid
attorney, and she said that Jenny's fair

game, and if it goes to court, that the
judge usually decides what the birth

mother. Even if he can prove what a
horrible person she is?

You saw she played that cop in the mall.
She's gonna do the same thing to a

judge in court.

What if she wins, Peyton?

I mean, I could lose Jenny.

I'm so sorry.

I gotta get out of here.

Where would you go?

I have a cousin in Savannah, maybe.

Won't that just make things worse?

If Nikki comes after Jenny, this lawyer
said it could end up costing me a

fortune to fight her. And my parents,
they're already struggling as it is.

This would wipe them out. I can't do
that to them.

And the only thing I know for sure is if
I stay here, I'm screwed.

You, um, said they weren't real people.

Haley, what are you doing?

I'm a real person.

I have feelings. I have problems. I feel
vulnerable and self -conscious and...

I'm just like every other person.

I know that. Well, what happened to sex
being magical and being this amazing

expression of how much you love someone?

These cyber girls, they're just,
they're, like, triple -jointed and

always turned on, and it's just a lie.

I understand that.

It's just a fantasy.

It's even a fantasy, too.

You know, it'd be nice if a guy could
have a little privacy in his own

apartment.

I can't be Peyton for you.

I can't be those girls. I just... I
won't. I don't want you to be. Are you

about that?

Because...

So can I ask you a question?

Are you serious about getting out?

Yeah.

I'm sure gonna miss you.

Um, I've got to wait for you to leave,
but you've got to go in the morning.

Oh.

Hello now.

What are you talking about?

My dad's transport's leaving for the
Keys.

Jeff, your cousin, about staying with
him?

Yeah, but he's in Savannah.

Well, my dad ducks near there and a
couple other places on the way.

Look, if you take your car, Nikki can
follow you, but this way... I don't want

you to go, Jake.

But if you think it's the best thing for
Jenny... I was thinking about how

crushed my parents would be if I left.

But Nikki, I mean, she's been so bad to
my world already, and not just to me,

but to you and to Lucas and Brooke.

If I stay, she'll win custody, Peyton.

Can't have that.

Well, the boat leaves in the morning.

And your dad's cool with this?

Just tell him you're visiting relatives.

He's a father too, Jake, who'd do
anything for his daughter.

Just like you. What do you think, Jenny?

I'll be there in the morning either way.

Package for Deborah Scott?

I'm Deb.

Our divorce papers.

Once they're signed and filed, it'll all
be over.

That's what you wanted, isn't it?

Yeah. I'm just surprised.

I never expected to feel sad.

and i think i found it in your heart
it's the kind of

thing you get when you're not looking
it's the kind of

Hey. I was kind of hoping you wouldn't,
too.

Jenny, you be good, okay?

Take care of your dad.

Peyton. Look, don't say anything.

You guys just be safe.

Hey. You okay?

Got some stuff going on.

I know.

Look, I just want to apologize again for
not being a better person.

I'm trying, Peyton.

I don't know what else to say.

It's not about what you say, Luke.

It's about what you do. You don't like
the person you've become? Then do

something about it, because no one's
going to do it for you.

I know.

That's why I came by.

I'm going to be making a few changes.

And I just wanted to see you before I
do.

I'll be seeing you, Peyton.

and want this.

What's that?

This. You're moving away.

You're upset with me.

Well, neither of us wanted it, but
somehow here we are.

Did I trap you?

Did I lead you on and trick you into
loving Lucas?

No, and you didn't trick me into loving
you either.

That's what happened.

And... The fact that I lied about Dan's
intentions, does that change all of

that?

All the colors are differently, yeah.
How?

Because no matter what I said back then,
Dan would have still been the same

reprehensible human being he's become.

And he still would have been there for
Lucas and me.

And what for?

So I could end up pushing 40, still
living in a bachelor apartment?

Don't you see, Karen?

You got what you needed.

And so did Lucas.

But what about me?

I never said this before.

But I will now.

I stood by you.

And I stood by Lucas.

And I'm glad I did that.

But... I just... I can't help but
think... Why?

Boy, who loves you?

I'm sorry to interrupt, but we need to
talk.

Okay, what's up? Look, I know you did
your best, Mom.

If you hadn't kept Dan away, Keith and I
probably wouldn't have been so close.

So I understand now why you had to keep
that secret to yourself.

You just needed to find yourself on your
own, right?

Yeah.

That's what I want, too.

To start over.

And that's what you did when you shut
Dan out.

That's what you're doing by leaving
town.

What do you mean, start over?

I mean, get away.

Away from Dan.

Away from this place.

And away from all the mistakes I've been
making.

I want to go with Keith.