All language subtitles for Beyond.the.Gates.S02E111.1080p.WEB.h264-EDITH_track3_[eng]

What's happened?

Eva's the same.

Has Ted found Kat?

I mean, did he convince her
to see if she's a match?

Ted's got everyone looking.

Brat gal knows to hide.

Otherwise, I'd hunt her down

and we wouldn't even need
a living donor.

Scratch that.

The Duprees-- if they-- or Ted
or Kat heard me say that,

she'd keep her little liver
to herself.

And I need that girl.

Or part of her, anyway...

to save my baby.

I... I still can't reach Kat.

I know she's been holding on
to this beef with Eva,

but how can she walk

without caring
if Eva lives or dies?

I mean, can she really
be that cold?

I got your SOS.

Is this where you've you been
all night?

Is this for me?

From my closet.

They're gonna be a little long.

Thanks.

I just couldn't go home
and face the grands.

You didn't tell anyone
where I am, did you?

You know I'm your vault
and your ride or die.

Just didn't think
there would be any actual dying.

I'm sorry.

How is she?

If you were hoping

that your dad had some other
half siblings stashed

who's a match,
that miracle didn't happen.

Kat, you may be the only hope
Eva has left.

♪ ♪

Oh, by the way, we never
discussed the business

on how do you like your bacon.

Do you like it
inside the omelet,

or do you like it on the side?

Shh. The kids are still here.

I haven't been shushed
for the kids' sake

in, well, quite a long time.

And also I seem to...
not remember my sentences,

looking at you.

You are sweet... and loud.

Tyrell and Samantha
have very selective hearing,

and "bacon" will have Tyrell
running down this wing.

I already saw them.

-They're up already?
-And gone.

I looked out, and Smitty,
uh, scooped 'em up.

But they also left a very sweet
note on the counter for you.

So early.

I just realized
today is the primary.

I hope
Martin isn't overdoing it.

You know what I realized?

You haven't told them
about us yet.

I have been very vocal
with everyone.

Except my grandkids.

I was gonna get around
to telling them.

I just-- I wanted
to have my coffee first.

Oh, I know how you like it.

And I got to say,

I haven't seen you look like
this, and I kind of like it.

-Like what?
-I mean, don't get me wrong.

I love it how you can play
complete control

of what you're doing, you know,
turning it on for me, but this.

This tousled hair,

flushed cheeks, breathless.

Yeah. Being beautiful
without even knowing it.

I can work with that, too.

-Has Nicole seen Kat?
-I don't know.

Kat is adamant I do not bring
Nicole into this.

And what Kat says goes.

I'm sorry. I, um...

I should get some caffeine.

Uh, want some?

-I'm good.
-All right.

Just text me
if you hear anything?

You know it.

Andre, you're supposed
to be home with Dani

stretched out with your leg up.

I'm supposed
to be here for my family,

for you and for Eva.

I love that girl.

[groans]
Excuse me.

I can't believe

that these meds that I'm on are
keeping me from being a donor.

You know, maybe if I...
if I stop taking them...

We don't have that kind of time.

Yeah. I know
you've had a rough night.

Yeah, I'm worried
that tonight will be worse.

Well, someone's made
an end run past Caroline.

We are way past your work wife
announcing my presence.

-Ah. Oh, yeah?
-Yeah.

There's some things we need
to get straight right now.

Weren't we supposed to,
you know, let things cool down?

Let the temptation
dissipate a bit?

You see, that--
that right there is exhibit A

of what we need to discuss.

Okay, look, I don't know
what you're gonna say...

Well, the double entendres,
the winks, the nods.

They're already flying, and
I haven't been here a minute.

Okay. I'm just having a little
fun, Dani. No one's around.

You want to make
this a little twisted secret?

A private joke?

What's the harm?

You asking that is further proof

that you are no match
for my husband.

Oh, well,
maybe you should reassess

now that you have a more recent
comparison of our skill sets.

If you're this crude with me,
you're not gonna be able

to help yourself
in front of Andre.

You're gonna be dropping
all kinds of bread crumbs

that lead back
to that elevator.

So what-what, you think

-I'm playing a game?
-Worse.

I think
you're being you, Bill.

The same man
who didn't want me,

but didn't want anyone else
playing with his toy.

Well, you're the one
who's been wanting to get back

at Hayley all this time,
and now you have.

If last night was not
the ultimate revenge...

Hayley was the last thing
on my mind in that moment.

Really? Okay. Okay, fine.

Then what were you
thinking about

when we were making love
on that elevator?

Oh. Hey, handsome.

Did you get some sleep out there
in the waiting room all night?

Yeah. I needed to be here
in case she...

when she wakes up.

You know, the doc said

that unconscious patients can...
they can hear you.

So, I have been sitting here
telling her stories

about our adventures
as the Gilmore Girls.

-The TV show?
-Oh, yeah.

I mean, oh, we love that show
because it reminds us of us.

You've got
the unconventional mama

and the serious daughter,
and they are raising each other.

Eva gets all sheepish
when I talk like this.

I was hoping she'd be tickled
enough to wake up and go,

"Mama, knock it off."

-That sounds like her.
-Yeah.

You know, I am desperate enough
to pull out the baby pictures.

Oh, my God.
She was the most beautiful baby

that has ever been.

Mm, no doubt,

since she's the most
gorgeous woman I've ever seen.

-Mm.
-I'd love to see those pictures

and even hear
some of those stories.

Pictures, yeah, but, uh,

I think I'll let Eva tell you
her stories when she wakes up.

I hope so.

Mm-mmm, no.

We are not doubting,
Izaiah, okay?

We're keeping the faith.

'Cause I think...

that she can hear

and she can feel it.

So Kat is out there,
magical thinking,

hoping that some
random donor pops up

so she'll never have to decide?

Last night was traumatic
for her, too.

She's still processing.

Being trapped behind that pipe
in the stairwell,

Eva coughing up blood.

If Kat wouldn't have
screamed for help,

Eva might not have
made it this far.

So Kat thinks that because she
saved her once, that she's good?

She's just shaken.

She's not herself.

Or is she fully herself?

What's that supposed to mean?

Do the math, Uncle Ted.

The life of the sister
she holds responsible

for breaking up
her parents' marriage

and for taking half
of your attention

is hung up in the balance.

And she might have to be
the deciding factor in that.

And I'm not saying
that this is revenge,

but what if this feels like
something karmic for her?

Her mother and I raised Kat
to be better than that.

I just need to remind her.

But I have to find her first.

Yeah, you're right.

Any minute,
the elevator's gonna ding,

and she's gonna step off of it,

because as much as Kat hates
Eva, she loves you more.

She could never
devastate you like that.

She would never let you lose
your other daughter.

I've got to believe that helping
Eva is still in the cards,

or you'd be on a jet right now.

I just needed
to catch my breath.

Everyone was coming at me,
which was ridiculous,

because they don't even know
if I'm a match.

And neither do you.

Look, coz, this is definitely

a "your body,
your choice moment."

But if you don't choose soon,
it might be out of your hands,

and even if you want
to save Eva's life,

Kat, it might be too late.

-I am here to redraw a line.
-Okay, you want to keep it

on the DL for all the reasons.
I get that.

But it's just us here
right now, Dani.

Why lie about it?

We thought we were going to die.

We reopened a door
that we shouldn't have,

and it's closed again,
end of story.

Or we were finally honest with
each other and with ourselves.

You think
this was us coming clean?

Bill, that was panic.

That was us out of our minds,
divorced from reality.

-Well, it felt real to me.
-We were trapped

in that damn box,
and we lost sight

of the lives
that we're actually living,

of the people we love,
the people we belong to.

-And we remembered everything.
-We remembered what

is dead and gone, long gone.

Until you dragged us
down memory lane

and kept going there.

Why couldn't you leave it alone?

Because I wanted you
to remember, okay?

I wanted you to remember that we
can survive anything together.

What kind of BS is that?

What our marriage
didn't survive was you.

Okay, if we were gonna die,
I wanted to make damn sure

that your last thoughts weren't
of the walls closing in.

So instead, you made me feel
like the last two years

-didn't happen.
-Okay, come on, Dani...

No, no, no, no, don't.
Because you know what?

I was lost then,
but I've snapped back now,

and it has all come
crashing back with a vengeance.

I'm so mad at myself.

How could I have been so stupid?

How could I have forgotten
all of that hurt and betrayal?

How could I have had
so little self-control?

If I was going to die,
I could have died with dignity,

with my kids and Andre
in my head and on my heart,

with them in my thoughts,
not you.

What we did was selfish.

It was not an act of love.

Well... we can't
beat ourselves up

for reaching for each other
at the end of the world, okay?

-Because I certainly won't.
-Because

-you have no moral compass.
-Okay. Maybe not.

Maybe I don't.

But what I do have
is a clear recollection, hmm?

Of us coming together,
of us knowing each other,

needing that connection,
feeling.

I don't see what you see.

It was fate.

Not to brag, but your mouth
is about to be very happy.

Wait, wait.

I want to thank you.

For what?

You were my hero last night.

I think I can do better.

Maybe that is why
it was so touching,

you just holding me.

It's what you needed.

That I would
definitely say, yes.

Uh, I was a mess.

My brain was racing,
my emotions were churning,

and you helped me open up
and stay calm.

And then you put
your healing hands on me.

I know you want
to keep things...

the way they are between us,

but when I heard
about that tornado,

I couldn't stop
thinking about you

and making sure you were safe.

I just wanted to know you didn't
have a scratch on you.

And...

I just don't want
to crowd you, Nicole.

If what I said is too much,
and you need space,

we can just skip the omelet.

Uh...

we can skip the omelet.

But not because I need space.

Mmm. Okay, I'm serious.

If I ever feel that way,
I will let you know.

But somehow,

you know when to press,

and when to leave me
wanting for more.

And I just can't get
my fill of you.

-Is that so?
-Mm.

Mmm.

[phone buzzing]

Ah, ah. If we start,
we're not gonna stop.

It's worth the risk.

Mmm.

-Oh, you're here.
-Oh.

Can I, uh, put you to work?

Your uncle has had exactly
two bites of a break room bagel.

-I've got him.
-Your leg. You get...

Yeah, it gets stiff
when I sit too long.

-I got it.
-Mm-hmm.

I'm gonna go back in.

It's good to know
that you're the ones

gonna be in there helping.

The doctor should
be rounding soon.

Leslie is trying hard,
but she is on the ragged edge.

She's not gonna try and
track down Kat herself, is she?

And leave Eva's side?

I have never seen that woman
stripped down.

She's not the only one.

You know, it's like, uh,
I've been trying

to keep the faith
for both of us,

but as time passes,

it's like we're trading places.

I can't ever make up the time
I miss with Eva,

but every day,

she shares herself with me
a little more, you know?

I'll never have
her first steps or tea parties

or teaching her to drive,

none of those things.

But we were racking up...
our own milestones.

We were supposed to have...
decades, Shanice.

Yeah, and you still can.

What if the last time
I talked to my daughter

was the last time?

I'm sitting here
trying to remember

the last thing she said to me,
and... I can't.

Hey, you were
standing right next to me.

You told her
that she looked beautiful

and then she lit up
like Christmas.

I'm putting this dress
in the trash.

Do not blame the couture
on the tornado.

Did you get tested?

Wrong blood type.

But you wouldn't even hesitate.

And I'm guessing
the rest of the family

just lined up and gave blood.

Yeah, but we're not you.

And I promise
I'm not sitting here judging.

You did
when it was BRCA test.

Well, that's because I selfishly
want you in the world forever.

Yeah, but with
this Eva situation,

it isn't some
far-off possibility.

You know, since we were kids,
you were grossed out

by some of the plastic surgery
your dad did.

-Yeah.
-So this-- you'd be
freaked regardless.

Am I a terrible person
for knowing

that I wouldn't even flinch
if it was you

or my mom or Aunt Dani

or Smitty or any
of our other family members?

But Eva is not
someone I love, Chels.

She's someone I hate.

Well, you can hate her better
if she has a pulse.

-Oh.
-I'm just saying.

I don't want her to die.

I just want someone

to step up off that donor list
and save her.

I don't want
to lay down my life for her.

I'm not convinced that
you can turn your back on Eva

and not wake up one day
and regret the hell out of it.

Maybe... maybe not for you,

but for the people you love
who love her.

If Eva dies,
what would that do to your dad?

To Martin,
to Samantha and Tyrell?

Have you thought about them?

Izaiah's gonna keep you company

while Mama takes a hot minute
to clean up.

Um, I won't take long.

Uh, is it okay if it's just
me and Eva for a little bit?

Oh, yeah, of course.

I mean... there's a part of me
that thinks

I can keep her tethered
by just sitting by that bed.

But I hear her voice in my head
telling me

to let you two lovebirds
be alone.

Now look, if she blinks

just a little bit, you holler.

-Mm.
-Okay.

Thanks, Leslie.

Uh...

I hope your mama's right,

and you can hear me, 'cause...

I got some things to say.

-Hey.
-Hey, thanks for scrubbing in.

-How's Mr. Silva?
-Uh, reconstruction went well.

Hey, look,
I've got our practice, brother.

You focus on how Eva's doing.

What's the word?

Kat's still MIA.

We have to find a donor.

Well, everyone at the practice
got tested.

Thanks.

I would have thought, with time,

it would have cured this thing
between my daughters.

If I could have made Kat see

that Eva's not the villain
she built her up to be, then...

Yeah, but Kat
is not easily moved.

I just wish there was something
I could have said or done,

and Eva wouldn't
be in this position.

Now her life is in Kat's hands,

and Kat may be willing

to let it slip
right through them.

-Mmm.
-Some poor man

is waiting for you in traction.

If he saw you,
I think he would understand.

I'm gonna make it up to you as
soon as I get back from Boston.

Oh, yes, you are.

-Mmm.
-Oh. Go.

-[phone buzzing]
-I'm gone.

Ah.

It's good to have you
in the world, Nicole.

Right back at you.

Carlton. I hope
you're having a good morning.

Hey, I'm fine, but, uh,
I got to ask you something,

and I hope I'm not overstepping.

Go on.

Have you talked to Ted?

He texted, looking for Kat. Why?

And he didn't tell you why?

No, I just assumed

that he was checking in
after the night we all had.

But that's not it, is it?

Yeah, no. That's for Ted
to fill you in on.

-Where is he?
-Well, he's here
at the hospital.

But he's been here all night.

I think he could use a friend.

Your mom thinks
you have a sappiness limit.

But I think
you're just not used

to being the center of someone's
world, where you belong.

I, uh... I never told you this

'cause I didn't want
to scare you.

But, uh, the day we met,
when you handed me that pen,

I knew you changed my life.

For real.

I was on the fence
about Banneker,

about being back
in my parents' orbit,

but you calmed all my nerves
about moving home,

starting with that first moment.

I spent so long running away
from this place,

never knowing
I'd find what I wanted,

what I needed, right here.

With you.

I need you like you need me.

And...

And, uh, you love me
like I love you, Eva.

I love you.

I love you so much. Um...

Just hang on, okay?

Just a little bit.
Hang on for me.

And-and we're gonna do
some things together, okay?

Big things.

My dad's never gonna forgive me

if I could save Eva's life,
and I just... don't.

Were those his words?

Close enough.

And once he's through with me,

the rest of the family
will look at me

like I'm a selfish monster, too.

Uncle Ted loves you.

He's also just trying
to save his kid.

Did you know that
if a hospital suspects

that you're donating
under duress,

they can't let you go
through with it?

I looked it up.

You get your back up when
somebody tells you what's what.

Yeah, and what's
wrong with that?

Nothing.
Usually, I applaud you for it.

But Kat, this grudge could mean
Eva's life or her death.

Oh, my God.
I'm just so tired and stressed.

Why can't someone
help me sort through this?

Someone who
understands the risks

but has my best interests
at heart, not just Eva's.

Come on.

Where are we going?

To the person that's gonna help
you make this decision,

The moment was coming,
and we've been trying

and failing
to tamp down this hold

that we've had over one another
for months now.

The tornado just sped up
the inevitable.

No, Bill, we were moving on.

And I don't understand
why you're fighting me on this.

You should be just as invested

in pretending that that
elevator ride never happened,

because if we don't,
our marriages are going down.

What if I don't care?

Uh, um, I'll come back, man.

Uh, stay.

Yeah. Um, family matters to her.

Yeah, I haven't exactly
been the cousin...

I should be.

I've been meaning
to clock more time with her.

Yeah, there's never enough time
with Eva Thomas.

The way she tells it,
you were, uh...

you were you were the first one
in the fam to welcome her.

No judgement.

So, how are you holding up?

Uh, well, we haven't
been together that long,

but it feels like
half of me is in this bed, too.

Yeah. And I feel you.

You know, love has a crazy way
of sneaking up on us.

When you know, you know.

And the moment
you have your heart made up,

you can't imagine life
without her in it.

So now, you're
throwing Hayley over

and I'm supposed to swoon?

Two years ago, you disposed
of me like I was nothing

because of this great love
for Hayley.

What, has the love
just worn off?

Oh, okay, look, don't twist it,
all right?

I love my wife.

But I also...

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Don't you dare.

Dani, look, I can't just

turn off my feelings
for you, okay?

I thought I could, but it just
doesn't work like that.

If the truth came out--

I don't know--
Hayley and I could deal

and work through the fallout.

Oh, you think

Hayley's gonna forgive you
the way I always did?

Same old Bill.

You want your cake
and your little cupcake, too.

Just that I'm on the side
this time.

So now you care about
what happens to Hayley?

No. Hayley deserves every bit
of humiliation you can dish out.

But Andre doesn't.

He's the innocent in this mess,

and you don't get
to hurt him with our mistake.

Oh, oh,
so that's how you see us?

Hmm? A mistake?

Perpetually.

I'm letting go of you.

Forever.

We'll see.

-Shanice.
-Hey.

Hey, I heard you
and Nurse Morgan--

y'all triaged in ball gowns?

How are you still standing?

-Oh, please. I'm Shanice.
-Hmm.

Why don't you let a few other
nurses take charge for today?

Ah, I need to be here with Ted.

Well, did I miss something?

Did he get hurt in the tornado?

Is Nicole still not in the loop?

Honey, your dad's
been looking for you.

Kat knows.

He didn't tell you?

No, but from the long look
on your face,

I can see that he should have.

Don't get mad at Dad.

I asked him not to.

Kat.

It's too awful.

And you're gonna think
I'm awful, too.

What is it?

When we were trapped,
Eva got hurt.

How bad?

Her liver's damaged
beyond repair,

and she needs a new one...
now-ish.

They are looking for a match.
Are you a match?

-I don't know.
-Is the lab backed up?

I, um...
I haven't gotten tested,

because if I am,

I don't know if I could
go through with a transplant.

You're so disappointed,
you're speechless.

No.

I just hate that you have been
going through this without me.

-Ted.
-D-Dr. Arnold,

uh, what can you tell us?

Uh, I mean, I wish there was
a easy way to say this.

We needed Eva to hold steady
until we found a donor,

but her blood pressure's falling

and her heart rate is rising.

Okay, well, can't you put her
on another drip or something?

We're doing all we can.

Where are we with the, uh...
the donor registry?

I just checked
with the coordinator again.

Just waiting to hear back,
but the more time that passes...

Okay, look,
you just keep her name

at the top of that list,
all right?

I know you see her as frail in
that bed, but she is a warrior,

and she is not about
to give up on her life, Doctor.

If she doesn't, uh,

get the transplant...

...how much time does she have?

It'll be a miracle
if she makes it to the morning.

I'll be in the kitchen
if anybody needs me.

-Thank you, Chelsea.
-Thanks, Chels.

-Always.
-Sit.

Okay. Breathe.

I am your mother.

There is nothing
that you can't say to me.

Whether you feel small

or mean or afraid,

that doesn't define you.

But what I do matters, right?

What if that equals no Eva?

Mom, you never, ever
do the wrong thing.

You always just
rise above and give.

Hell, you'd give Leslie
your liver if it came to it.

Do you know what I gave her
last night?

A piece of my mind.

I was ready to throw down
with Leslie

because she was trying
to pull Ted away

from looking for you and Dani
to look for Eva.

Turns out it was
her daughter who needed him.

And now I couldn't
feel worse about it.

But that fact doesn't
make me a bad person

and Leslie a good one.

Exactly.

Everyone's giving me
the stank eye,

looking at me
like I owe Eva my liver,

like her being sick just erases
everything she was before.

Now, I'm not a heartless bitch,

but I'm not
a forgetful one, either.

And this moment is bringing up
all of the bad things

that she's done to you.

Oh, my gosh.
It's not rational.

But it feels like

she orchestrated
the ultimate setup.

Either I save her

or everyone hates me forever
because I didn't.

And if the roles were reversed,
and I was in that hospital bed,

she would let me die.

-Honey, you can't know that.
-Oh, no, I do.

She said it.

She said,
one day I'd need her,

and she told me to go to hell.

Okay, let's say
she meant it, 100%.

She did.

You have always said
you and Eva are not the same.

So do you want
to make the choice

that you think Eva would because
you think she deserves it?

Or do you want to base
your opinion on your own heart?

So you're telling me to do it?

No, this decision is yours, Kat.

But if you do need more time
to decide,

take the test
so you have the option.

This is worse than I thought.

What is?

Maybe you do
still really love her,

and maybe you feel
some kind of way about me,

but the person
you really love is you.

I may have made
the biggest mistake of my life,

but trust, I love my husband.

I am committed to him,
and if you blow that up,

-you will never get
what you think you want from me.
-Okay.

-And what do you think I want?
-Me,

-crying and begging for you.
-Got it.

-Duly noted.
-I'm not done.

We are the only two people
who know about this.

So if Andre somehow finds out,
I'll know it's you.

And that will be the cruelest
thing you have ever done.

I will never forgive you.

There will be no more playing
nice in front of the girls.

Any shred of peace will be gone.

-You'll be dead to me.
-Yeah, okay.

Geez, Dani, I get it, all right?

I need to hear you say it.

Promise me.

Well, I don't respond
to threats,

especially empty ones.

-I meant what I said.
-Oh. And yet

it'll never be over between us.

Now you're just
being ridiculous.

No, those are your words, Dani.

Yeah. Remember?
You said them at my wedding.

You know, and they haunted me
at first, like a curse,

but now I know why they stuck.

Because you're
always there, Dani.

ANDRE: If you'd just
open your eyes, you'd see

that I'm holding the picture
I took of you at the gala.

You were playing
at being happy then,

but you were actually
the loneliest girl in the world.

Ah. Cut to the fundraiser

all these months later.

Man, when I saw you,

you were happy and radiant.

I said, "Man, you have
really flipped the switch."

You found your people, Eva,

and you've, um...
you've owned yourself.

You hear me?

You've made Uncle Ted
a proud papa.

And your guy out there
is completely on the hook.

And, um, Leslie is not tamed,

but you've gotten
her threat level way down.

And Martin and the kids--
you know, they adore you.

You got family, and we're
all out here rooting for you.

We're pulling for you.

God, I hope you can feel us.

Let's go tell her
to pay that doctor no mind.

I am so deeply sorry.

Last time I checked,
you weren't a tornado.

When you were pregnant
with Eva...

...the way that I showed out.

I don't know that man, Dana.

The one who could have
seen your child,

our child, as a threat

to the family I already had.

The one who was relieved

when you told me
you'd taken care of it.

Oh, Ted,

you didn't know her yet.

If I had just
been honest with you,

if you had just met her.

Once you laid eyes
on our gorgeous girl,

you would have never
been able to deny her.

You would have never,
ever let her go.

And now I may lose her
all over again.

Don't. Mm-mmm.

You stopped me last night from
letting the negativity creep.

Now, Eva--
she finally has the life

that she deserved.

Including having her daddy back.

She's not going anywhere, Ted.

-Mm. Mm.
-Okay?

Tell me something good.

Baby.

-I'm ready to be tested.
-LESLIE: Oh!

Thank you, Jesus.

Thank you, Kat.

I have a lab tech on standby.

Whatever you said to her,

I am eternally grateful.

It was all her decision.

You might want
to keep the hope in check.

Kat only agreed to be tested,

not to do the surgery,
at least not yet.

Well, she came this far.

She will once she finds out
that she's a match.

If she's a match.

We're not gonna lose our girl.

We're not gonna
lose our baby, Ted.

You're quoting me from
the lowest point in my life,

one that I punctuated
with bullets

to shore up your case,
Counselor?

-Now, that's desperation.
-No, no, no.

Don't try to make light of it.

I'm stating cold, hard facts.

You're the one
throwing out fate and destiny.

But down here in reality,

where you left me
once upon a time,

it was Andre who picked me up

from the grave
you dropped me in.

He told me over and over again
that I wasn't disposable,

that I am Dani Dupree.

And he did it with love
and patience

and the best sex of my life.

He made me feel
like myself again,

while you were off
playing house with Hayley,

not giving me a thought.

So you saying

that I've been
rattling around your head

all of this time
is the biggest lie of all.

-Okay, Dani, all I'm saying...
-Do not turn me into you!

I cannot repay Andre

by treating him the way that
you have always treated me.

If I let you do that to me,
I will hate myself.

It will destroy me.

Please, Bill.

Okay.

Not another word, all right?

And you have mine.

And it's not because
of the ultimatum or for Andre.

Then why?

Because I've hurt you enough.

And I won't do it again.

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