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Every doctor has a dirty little secret...
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We're all competitive science nerds.
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In grade school...
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we made the biggest and best volcanoes,
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Which erupted actual fake molten laval.
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In junior high,
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we spent hours laboring
over our rat mazes...
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The computer diagnostic is complete.
Everything checks out.
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Finished the robotic prosthetic inspection.
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It's all in order.
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So... we're ready to try again?
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- Let's get her connected.
- Okay.
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Okay.
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Every time you do that...
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I feel like the bride of Frankenstein.
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So that one day...
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we'd be the person
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who changed the face of medicine....
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- Forever.
- This is so exciting.
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Your first printed portal vein
is going into a test subject.
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How do you feel?
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Like a farmhand behind the back barn.
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Here. Why don't you take over
the clippers?
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Look at us.
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Changing the face of medicine,
shearing a sheep.
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No, I was shearing a sheep.
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You are just giving him a fade.
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There you go. There you go.
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Look at us. We're changing
the face of medicine.
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Oh!
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Wow. That was...
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You really know what you're doing.
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Are you grading me?
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Maybe I am, a little.
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Mmm.
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You're gettin' an "A."
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I don't know. I'm kind of an overachiever.
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I'd like to go for the "A"-plus.
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No. We have a ton to do
before the procedure today.
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Okay.
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The conduit's coming off the printer in...
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two hours, 47 minutes...
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which gives us another 30 minutes
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before we have to start prep.
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All right.
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Maybe a little extra credit?
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Ahh.
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How's your research going?
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Oh, the diagnostics look good.
I just slipped out for a sec.
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I don't want to miss this.
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Mm. Do you think you're
gonna make it to the shower?
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Oh, crap. Kepner's shower is today?
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Yeah, it's today.
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- And she's our friend, so...
- I know she's our friend.
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You don't have to tell me she's our friend.
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- Sorry. Well... I just...
- I'll be there if I can.
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- Great.
- Great.
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Dr. Robbins. Dr. Torres
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Dr. Murphy.
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That was good.
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Professional. I bought it.
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Mm-hmm.
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You're dying inside, aren't you?
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There's still two seats left
in the gallery. Who wants them?
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- I do.
- Me.
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Whoa. Hey, wait.
What about my surgery?
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Here's plenty of room.
It's just me and Dr. Grey,
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an anesthesiologist, and a veterinarian.
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You lost me at "veterinarian."
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He's putting a seeded conduit into a baby.
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Who is human. You are bothering a sheep.
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Plus, I'm allergic to wool.
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I'm allergic to boring surgeries.
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Wow.
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- Hey. Big day.
- It is.
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You gonna watch?
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Watch?
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Cristina's surgery.
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I have my own.
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- Oh, yeah. The, uh, the pig.
- Sheep.
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The sheep. Yes.
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Hey. Uh, here he comes.
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What are all of you doing here?
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We came to see you off.
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We couldn't let you leave
without saying good-bye.
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We'll miss you.
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I'm just going home. I'm not retiring.
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But first, I just need a
vacation from all of you.
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You did it, sir.
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You got yourself better.
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No. You did it, Bailey.
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You got me better.
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Is Dr. Webber leaving
very stressful for you?
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No.
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Then why are you counting your fingers?
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Here's to our little Duckie
finally getting married.
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To Duckie and Matthew!
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- "Duckie"?
- Don't ask.
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Mmm. We thought for sure you were
gonna be a spinster for life.
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Maybe take it a little easy
on the mimosas, Kimmie.
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Oh, leave her be. She's celebrating.
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You two could stand to add a
little champagne to that O.J.
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We're on call.
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Ohh. He is such a dreamboat.
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Responsible, handsome.
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Duckie, I hope you know how lucky you are.
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Speaking of dreamboats,
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Who is that and why is he waving at us?
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- Hey, guys.
- Hey, Avery.
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Jackson, these are my sisters Libby,
Kimmie, and Alice.
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O.M.Gosh!
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You're Jackson. The Jackson?
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Look at that. I gotta go to work.
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Yeah. It was, uh, nice to meet you guys.
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Oh, wait. You'll be done in
time for mani-pedis, right?
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I will try. Can you take
them back to my apartment?
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- Roger that.
- Oh, no way!
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- We wanna go with you.
- You won't even know we're there.
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We can see the room for the shower tomorrow,
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plan decorations.
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Whoo! Field trip.
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Come on, Duckie.
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Bye, boys.
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Gosh, those eyes.
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You know, I totally get why
you'd name a pig after him.
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Hey. Someone paged me?
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That man over there requested you.
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Hey, hon.
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What are you doing here?
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I think I'm gonna puke.
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You have to go. Are you high?
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No.
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I'm-I'm trying to get clean.
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That's great, but you can't do it here.
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You said...
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when I was here, you said you'd help me.
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Yeah, I tried to, Jimmy,
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But you refused my help,
and that ship has sailed.
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Now I can get some names for you...
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Damn it!
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I need some help here!
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All right, well, I'll see you later.
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Yes, indeedy.
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Oh. You, uh...
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I... yeah, parked over...
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right.
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There.
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I did, too. So we can just...
we can just walk.
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Yeah.
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You not gonna drink that?
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Yeah, I try to hold off
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so I don't drink it all before work.
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Oh. Yeah. That's... that's a good plan.
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Hey!
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Hey! This is my cab!
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Take a walk, hippie.
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What? Not cool, man.
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Aren't you people supposed
to love bikes or something?
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Hey.
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- Hey, open the door.
- People are freaking animals.
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Right?
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Hey, my tie.
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- Go!
- Open the door.
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Whoa!
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Whoa, whoa, whoa! Hey!
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- Is he breathing?
- All right, I'm a doctor.
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I need all of you to step back,
please. Step back.
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- Make room.
- I don't know.
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- He's not moving.
- Ah, he's not breathing.
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9-1-1 said a rig's ten minutes out,
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but we gotta get an airway now.
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I swear I didn't see it happen.
It was an accident, all right?
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- Step back. Back, sir.
- Oh, god. Is he breathing?
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- I need you to back up! Back up!
- Okay! Okay!
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- I need you to back up, please.
- All right.
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- Seriously, stand back. Thank you.
- All right.
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Back up. Back up. I'm not kidding.
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Back up. Back it up.
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He's not breathing.
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Whoa! Jeez!
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Ohh!
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Whoa! What the hell are you doing?!
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- Good chest rise. I think he's breathing.
- I hope he knows what he's doing.
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the cameras are only recording
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the doctors and the surgical field.
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Your son's identity will
be completely protected.
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- Good morning.
- Big day.
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We're just hearing about the cameras.
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- Sorry?
- We just told the Glaziers
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we have a lot of people
who'd like to observe,
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so we've set up a live stream.
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Okay, but I think we would feel better
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if we knew the focus was on our baby,
not putting on a show.
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the cameras are
there so that, in success,
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other doctors can learn this technique
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to help other kids like Nathan.
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No. No, that doesn't
work for me. He's a baby.
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- He's a baby.
- Ashley.
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Ashley, look at me.
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I will be performing the operation,
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And my focus will be your son.
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That is all I care about, okay? That's it.
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- You spring this on me the day of surgery?
- What?
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This circus?
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Ross said that this came from you.
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Everyone in the hospital's been
asking to watch the procedure.
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I got e-mails from U.C.L.A. and Baylor.
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They wanted a stream.
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And I felt none of that
should be on your plate,
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so I made some executive decisions.
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I'm happy to have you veto any of them.
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Yeah, like all of 'em.
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If that's what Dr. Yang wants,
consider it done.
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Ross, hang on.
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This is a teaching hospital.
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We need to create conditions
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where more people can learn
from what you're doing.
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Live streaming?
What if something goes wrong?
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Even if something goes wrong,
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you're doing important work,
and people should see that.
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I need take this one.
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Cristina?
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Fine.
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Okay, now we're gonna start small today.
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Just wiggle your fingers.
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- Got it.
- Okay.
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- Let me do it.
- Okay.
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Yeah, okay. How about just one finger?
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- Now just a finger?
- Mm-hmm.
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Which one?
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Your choice.
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Keep it clean, though.
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And just try to relax.
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I'm pretty relaxed, John.
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Not gonna distract you.
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I'm just gonna go grab a bite.
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Do you want anything?
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I wanna move this stupid finger.
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You can do it.
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Try again?
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Whenever you're ready.
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Damn it!
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You put the sensors in weeks ago.
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I haven't moved the damn thing once.
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You will.
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Just focus on wiggling the fingers.
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Okay? Just bend it from here...
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I can't focus on anything
with you talking at me.
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Okay, hang a banana bag
and give him 2 of ativan.
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I've treated him before.
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He's a heroin addict.
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Okay, let's, uh, start a tox screen
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and start him on methadone.
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No.
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No methadone.
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The methadone will help you detox.
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I haven't used in months.
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I gotta get totally clean.
Off the methadone, too.
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I gotta do it.
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Let me do it.
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Okay, then. No methadone.
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Let's admit him and watch him.
263
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Can we send him to a rehab facility?
264
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He's-he's Alex's dad.
265
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There's history. Like, bad history.
266
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I don't care who he is.
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For you, he is a patient
who had heart surgery
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less than three months ago.
269
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And you are his doctor, so act like it.
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Get him admitted.
271
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Oh, uh, Dr. Hunt?
272
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Hey, I did it.
273
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Um, I did two days with
her following me around
274
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everywhere I go.
275
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I don't need help anymore.
I'm doing really well.
276
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You're pulling your fingers again.
277
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Oh, god. Go away.
278
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Uh, look, I-I just wanna
be cleared for surgery.
279
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Dr. Alma, is she clear for surgery?
280
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No, she's not.
281
00:11:05,679 --> 00:11:07,948
Hmm. Dr. Bailey, you're not clear
282
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until she says you're clear.
283
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Okay, um...
284
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we need to fast track this
285
00:11:18,026 --> 00:11:20,226
because, uh, I have patients
trying to schedule surgeries.
286
00:11:20,260 --> 00:11:21,728
So...
287
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just-just tell me what
hoop I need to jump through
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for you to clear me.
289
00:11:29,770 --> 00:11:32,705
And this is the E.R.,
where I spend most of my time.
290
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I kind of run it.
291
00:11:35,008 --> 00:11:37,476
Ah, hey. Who's this?
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These are my sisters.
293
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Hi.
294
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Hi, I'm Arizona Robbins. It's...
295
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Arizona!
296
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I feel like I know you.
297
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April told us everything about you.
298
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Are you gonna make it to the shower?
299
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We throw the best showers.
300
00:11:50,690 --> 00:11:52,257
I-I wouldn't miss it.
301
00:11:52,291 --> 00:11:54,860
I have a cat at home who lost a leg.
302
00:11:54,894 --> 00:11:57,529
Every time I see him hopping around,
303
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I just think, that is real strength.
304
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Stop talking.
305
00:12:01,434 --> 00:12:03,669
Well, it was super nice to meet you guys.
306
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And I will see you at the shower.
307
00:12:07,974 --> 00:12:09,240
She is such a good walker.
308
00:12:09,275 --> 00:12:11,742
Okay, um, I'm just gonna get dressed.
309
00:12:11,777 --> 00:12:13,845
- And then we'll head out. Okay?
- Coming through!
310
00:12:13,879 --> 00:12:15,513
32-year-old male. We just lost his airway.
311
00:12:15,547 --> 00:12:16,914
I'm gonna change it over a wire.
312
00:12:16,949 --> 00:12:18,083
We need a 5 millimeter shiley
313
00:12:18,117 --> 00:12:19,617
and a percutaneous trach kit right away.
314
00:12:19,651 --> 00:12:21,086
Let's get him set up for transfer.
315
00:12:21,120 --> 00:12:25,289
By my count, one, two, three.
316
00:12:25,323 --> 00:12:26,691
All right, let's go.
Betadine the neck.
317
00:12:26,725 --> 00:12:27,792
He couldn't breathe so I trached him.
318
00:12:27,826 --> 00:12:29,660
- You trached him?
- Oh, yeah, he did.
319
00:12:29,695 --> 00:12:31,629
Took out his little boy scout knife
320
00:12:31,663 --> 00:12:33,564
and sliced a wide and horizontal incision
321
00:12:33,599 --> 00:12:35,800
into his throat,
way lower than it needed to be...
322
00:12:35,834 --> 00:12:37,869
All things I'm gonna need to fix in surgery.
323
00:12:39,337 --> 00:12:41,238
Ready?
324
00:12:41,272 --> 00:12:42,473
Whoa!
325
00:12:42,507 --> 00:12:43,640
- Ew.
- Mother of...
326
00:12:43,674 --> 00:12:45,109
- Sick.
- You guys cannot be in here.
327
00:12:45,143 --> 00:12:46,310
Damn it. All right,
let the O.R. know that we gotta
328
00:12:46,344 --> 00:12:48,645
come up there and fix your mess.
329
00:12:48,679 --> 00:12:49,913
Hey, I had to do it like that.
And when you take a closer look,
330
00:12:49,947 --> 00:12:51,081
you're gonna see that.
331
00:12:51,116 --> 00:12:52,349
It doesn't matter right now. What matters is
332
00:12:52,384 --> 00:12:53,517
we have to get him ready for transfer.
333
00:12:53,551 --> 00:12:54,751
So can you just take my sisters and go now?
334
00:13:01,993 --> 00:13:03,426
Alex, I have to tell you something
335
00:13:03,460 --> 00:13:05,294
- that you're not gonna wanna hear.
- Well, then don't tell me.
336
00:13:05,329 --> 00:13:08,197
Your dad's here. Jimmy's here.
337
00:13:08,232 --> 00:13:09,599
What? Why?
338
00:13:09,634 --> 00:13:10,967
He's going through withdrawal.
339
00:13:11,002 --> 00:13:13,503
Kick him out. I can't.
340
00:13:13,538 --> 00:13:14,970
I can.
341
00:13:15,005 --> 00:13:16,472
Alex...
342
00:13:16,507 --> 00:13:19,075
Get up.
343
00:13:20,610 --> 00:13:22,778
Hey, son.
344
00:13:22,812 --> 00:13:24,380
How you doin'?
345
00:13:33,827 --> 00:13:34,827
You're not staying here.
346
00:13:34,862 --> 00:13:36,094
We've helped you once.
347
00:13:36,129 --> 00:13:38,063
- We're not helping you with this.
- Alex...
348
00:13:38,097 --> 00:13:39,197
Son, listen...
349
00:13:39,232 --> 00:13:40,299
Oh, stop calling me that.
350
00:13:40,333 --> 00:13:41,533
I know who you are.
351
00:13:41,568 --> 00:13:43,569
- I didn't remember...
- I don't care.
352
00:13:43,603 --> 00:13:46,138
I didn't remember till I saw you pissed off,
353
00:13:46,172 --> 00:13:47,740
till I saw you standing over me.
354
00:13:47,774 --> 00:13:50,041
Like when you were 15,
you said you wished I was dead.
355
00:13:51,244 --> 00:13:53,812
I've been trying to get right since the bar.
356
00:13:53,846 --> 00:13:55,346
- I'm still trying.
- Not here.
357
00:13:55,381 --> 00:13:56,581
No, Alex, stop.
358
00:13:56,615 --> 00:13:57,783
I'm not gonna help a guy
who made my life hell.
359
00:13:57,817 --> 00:13:59,017
No, you're not.
360
00:13:59,051 --> 00:14:01,052
But I am because he needs
help and I'm a doctor.
361
00:14:02,088 --> 00:14:03,321
You can go.
362
00:14:03,355 --> 00:14:04,890
I got this. Really, it's okay.
363
00:14:11,029 --> 00:14:13,364
So it's not the sensors. Is it the coding?
364
00:14:13,399 --> 00:14:15,300
Coding's been tested and retested.
365
00:14:15,334 --> 00:14:16,534
So it's Becca.
366
00:14:16,568 --> 00:14:17,868
It's Becca.
367
00:14:17,903 --> 00:14:21,172
Look, she is not the most positive person,
368
00:14:21,206 --> 00:14:22,607
I mean, every day it's a fight.
369
00:14:22,641 --> 00:14:23,874
But she's trying.
370
00:14:23,909 --> 00:14:26,844
She's no ray of sunshine, but she's trying.
371
00:14:26,878 --> 00:14:29,413
Uh, maybe it's me.
372
00:14:29,447 --> 00:14:30,881
Maybe it's not Becca.
Maybe I'm just not saying
373
00:14:30,916 --> 00:14:32,649
the right thing to get her to do it.
374
00:14:36,321 --> 00:14:37,721
It may surprise you
375
00:14:37,755 --> 00:14:41,792
to learn that I am quite good at sutures.
376
00:14:41,826 --> 00:14:43,827
It wouldn't surprise me in the least.
377
00:14:43,861 --> 00:14:46,563
What would surprise me
is if you were able to do
378
00:14:46,597 --> 00:14:50,266
five of them without
engaging in O.C.D. behaviors.
379
00:14:50,301 --> 00:14:53,403
And if I can, you'll sign off
380
00:14:53,438 --> 00:14:54,904
so I can go back to work?
381
00:14:54,939 --> 00:14:56,740
That's the deal.
382
00:14:56,774 --> 00:14:58,507
Five sutures.
383
00:14:58,542 --> 00:15:00,076
That's all?
384
00:15:00,110 --> 00:15:02,212
That's all.
385
00:15:04,414 --> 00:15:05,849
Game on.
386
00:15:05,883 --> 00:15:08,784
Uh, just a sec.
387
00:15:21,998 --> 00:15:25,468
Now... only use the tools
to your immediate right.
388
00:15:25,502 --> 00:15:28,771
If you touch any of the trays,
we start over.
389
00:15:28,805 --> 00:15:31,940
If you count your fingers,
if you double-check a stitch,
390
00:15:31,975 --> 00:15:34,776
if you rearrange any of
the instruments on the trays,
391
00:15:34,810 --> 00:15:35,844
we start over.
392
00:15:35,879 --> 00:15:39,248
Five sutures. Whenever you're ready.
393
00:15:46,289 --> 00:15:48,423
I can't believe you yelled at Matthew
394
00:15:48,457 --> 00:15:49,758
in front of my sisters.
395
00:15:49,792 --> 00:15:51,793
Now they're gonna think
I'm engaged to a nitwit.
396
00:15:51,827 --> 00:15:54,128
- All right, Duckie...
- Don't call me Duckie!
397
00:15:56,465 --> 00:15:57,932
Okay.
398
00:15:57,966 --> 00:15:59,801
It means "ugly duckling"
399
00:15:59,835 --> 00:16:02,303
because I grew up with braces and pimples,
400
00:16:02,337 --> 00:16:03,838
and they still see me that way.
401
00:16:03,873 --> 00:16:06,941
It's like idiot incapable
of doing anything right.
402
00:16:06,975 --> 00:16:08,842
I'm a freaking trauma surgeon!
403
00:16:11,213 --> 00:16:12,713
He did a great job.
404
00:16:12,747 --> 00:16:15,516
Actually, I would've done
exactly the same thing.
405
00:16:15,550 --> 00:16:16,517
Matthew was right?
406
00:16:16,551 --> 00:16:18,185
Yep.
407
00:16:18,220 --> 00:16:19,453
You should go spread the word.
408
00:16:19,487 --> 00:16:21,789
You are not engaged to a nitwit.
409
00:16:21,823 --> 00:16:23,557
You know what, this is actually gonna be
410
00:16:23,591 --> 00:16:25,859
a pretty easy fix. So why don't you just
411
00:16:25,894 --> 00:16:27,528
go ahead and go? I got it.
412
00:16:27,562 --> 00:16:29,062
Really? I was kinda hopin'
413
00:16:29,096 --> 00:16:31,799
that I could hide out here all day.
414
00:16:31,833 --> 00:16:33,300
They came all this way to see you.
415
00:16:33,334 --> 00:16:34,468
You should go.
416
00:16:37,104 --> 00:16:39,406
Smile.
417
00:16:39,440 --> 00:16:41,707
Edwards, can we stop
fiddling with the camera?
418
00:16:41,742 --> 00:16:43,576
And let's get started.
419
00:16:47,381 --> 00:16:49,649
Getting proximal vascular control.
420
00:16:49,683 --> 00:16:53,253
She said she's getting
proximal vascular control.
421
00:16:53,287 --> 00:16:54,454
You're changing the face of medicine,
422
00:16:54,488 --> 00:16:55,688
you need to be louder.
423
00:16:55,722 --> 00:16:56,989
Do you know who doesn't talk about
424
00:16:57,023 --> 00:16:58,658
changing the face of medicine?
425
00:16:58,692 --> 00:17:00,693
People who change the face of medicine.
426
00:17:00,727 --> 00:17:02,361
They just do their job.
427
00:17:03,764 --> 00:17:08,334
Okay, preparing to place the portal vein.
428
00:17:08,368 --> 00:17:10,402
Doctor...
429
00:17:10,437 --> 00:17:13,339
Dr. Yang, surgeons at Baylor have joined us.
430
00:17:14,740 --> 00:17:15,941
Okay, at this point,
431
00:17:15,976 --> 00:17:17,977
I have dissected the scar tissue
432
00:17:18,011 --> 00:17:19,878
and put the patient on bypass.
433
00:17:19,912 --> 00:17:21,146
Timing is everything.
434
00:17:21,181 --> 00:17:23,449
We just received word that the conduit
435
00:17:23,483 --> 00:17:25,317
has gone through its final round of tests,
436
00:17:25,352 --> 00:17:27,085
and is on its way to the O.R.
437
00:17:27,119 --> 00:17:28,286
While we wait,
438
00:17:28,320 --> 00:17:30,355
Dr. Karev can give a brief patient history.
439
00:17:30,389 --> 00:17:32,624
9-month-old born with hypoplastic
440
00:17:32,658 --> 00:17:35,126
left heart syndrome. He's rejected
441
00:17:35,160 --> 00:17:37,362
the synthetic conduit that
was previously placed.
442
00:17:37,396 --> 00:17:39,297
This conduit was granted by F.D.A.
443
00:17:39,331 --> 00:17:40,599
with compassionate use.
444
00:17:43,768 --> 00:17:45,436
This is Dr. Ross.
445
00:17:45,471 --> 00:17:48,406
and this is the conduit we printed
446
00:17:48,440 --> 00:17:51,275
on the 3D printer.
447
00:17:51,310 --> 00:17:55,413
All right. Okay, let's commence
with the implantation process.
448
00:17:55,447 --> 00:17:57,715
Declamping the portal vein.
449
00:17:57,749 --> 00:18:00,217
Oh! We have blood flow!
450
00:18:00,251 --> 00:18:01,585
Okay, let's recheck vitals.
451
00:18:01,620 --> 00:18:04,722
Oh, uh, blood pressure's 115 over 75.
452
00:18:04,756 --> 00:18:06,323
- Blood pressure's falling.
- You know, the conduit is
453
00:18:06,357 --> 00:18:08,592
a little smaller than anticipated.
454
00:18:08,627 --> 00:18:12,462
I'm gonna do a triangular cut with a patch.
455
00:18:12,497 --> 00:18:15,132
Call the lab and try to...
456
00:18:15,166 --> 00:18:16,833
- Global testing.
- Excuse me.
457
00:18:16,867 --> 00:18:19,469
Did she move her hand?
458
00:18:19,504 --> 00:18:20,603
No.
459
00:18:20,638 --> 00:18:22,305
- Oh, that sucks.
- Yes.
460
00:18:22,340 --> 00:18:24,841
Well, it's just-it just takes time, right?
461
00:18:24,875 --> 00:18:26,776
I don't know.
462
00:18:26,810 --> 00:18:29,312
Well, cheer up.
463
00:18:29,347 --> 00:18:30,980
Why?
464
00:18:31,015 --> 00:18:33,917
My research just stalled.
Why would I cheer up?
465
00:18:33,951 --> 00:18:35,718
I don't know.
466
00:18:35,753 --> 00:18:38,443
I don't know,
that's just something that people say...
467
00:18:38,543 --> 00:18:39,254
I know, I know.
468
00:18:39,289 --> 00:18:41,157
I'm just... Let's not fight.
469
00:18:41,191 --> 00:18:43,526
- Callie, I...
- I should get back.
470
00:18:43,561 --> 00:18:46,029
All of our preliminary research,
however...
471
00:18:46,063 --> 00:18:49,098
Wow. Did you see that?
472
00:18:49,132 --> 00:18:50,933
- Yeah, that was intense.
- Mm-hmm.
473
00:18:50,967 --> 00:18:52,435
Do you think they're gonna break up?
474
00:18:58,641 --> 00:19:00,042
C.V.P. is low,
he doesn't have enough volume.
475
00:19:00,077 --> 00:19:01,710
Okay, uh, give another, uh, bolus of l.R.
476
00:19:01,744 --> 00:19:03,379
You're gonna fluid overload him.
477
00:19:03,413 --> 00:19:05,281
What's that piece sticking
up on the conduit?
478
00:19:05,315 --> 00:19:06,815
Is there a gap in the anastomosis?
479
00:19:06,849 --> 00:19:08,951
Dr. Yang?
480
00:19:08,985 --> 00:19:10,052
Say something.
481
00:19:10,086 --> 00:19:11,820
For posterity.
482
00:19:11,854 --> 00:19:13,755
Uh, this is Dr. Meredith Grey.
483
00:19:13,790 --> 00:19:17,125
Today, we implanted a 3D printed portal vein
484
00:19:17,159 --> 00:19:19,194
with seeded cells into a sheep.
485
00:19:19,228 --> 00:19:21,196
Currently, her vitals are stable,
486
00:19:21,230 --> 00:19:25,100
and Dr. Edwards will continue
to monitor her via ultrasound.
487
00:19:25,134 --> 00:19:27,702
Our hope is that the portal vein
488
00:19:27,736 --> 00:19:31,339
will continue to heal, without stenosis.
489
00:19:31,373 --> 00:19:32,574
He's in V-fib.
490
00:19:32,608 --> 00:19:34,742
Damn it. Starting C.P.R.
491
00:19:34,776 --> 00:19:36,010
- Internal paddles.
- Okay.
492
00:19:36,044 --> 00:19:37,011
Charge to 10.
493
00:19:37,045 --> 00:19:39,379
Turn the camera off.
494
00:19:39,414 --> 00:19:41,048
Clear.
495
00:19:41,083 --> 00:19:42,984
Ross, get the camera off.
496
00:19:43,018 --> 00:19:44,184
Stop filming.
497
00:19:56,043 --> 00:19:57,478
We've sat outside all night long
498
00:19:57,512 --> 00:19:59,446
waiting to hold him,
and now you're telling us
499
00:19:59,481 --> 00:20:00,781
that we have to wait longer?
500
00:20:00,815 --> 00:20:02,683
Nathan's numbers still
aren't stable enough for...
501
00:20:02,717 --> 00:20:04,117
We should've never let
you talk us into this.
502
00:20:04,151 --> 00:20:06,119
We should've gone with the synthetic graft.
503
00:20:06,153 --> 00:20:07,754
- We should've listened to you.
- It's still early.
504
00:20:07,788 --> 00:20:09,722
The conduit could still be a success.
505
00:20:09,757 --> 00:20:11,124
Do you believe that?
506
00:20:11,158 --> 00:20:13,659
Look me in the eye and
tell me you believe that.
507
00:20:16,330 --> 00:20:18,464
Let's focus on what we know.
508
00:20:18,499 --> 00:20:20,233
Right now, he's on the oscillator
509
00:20:20,268 --> 00:20:21,968
to force oxygen into his lungs,
510
00:20:22,003 --> 00:20:23,203
and if he can maintain his SATs,
511
00:20:23,237 --> 00:20:24,370
we hope to be able to get him on
512
00:20:24,405 --> 00:20:26,138
a normal ventilator.
513
00:20:26,172 --> 00:20:27,940
One step at a time.
514
00:20:27,974 --> 00:20:29,074
Okay?
515
00:20:33,881 --> 00:20:35,681
Nurses' station.
516
00:20:35,716 --> 00:20:37,316
Thanks for the strong show of support.
517
00:20:37,350 --> 00:20:38,684
Sorry, I've got...
518
00:20:38,719 --> 00:20:40,386
I got a lot on my mind.
519
00:20:40,420 --> 00:20:43,389
- Alex...
- Yeah, it's just been a crap couple of days.
520
00:20:43,423 --> 00:20:45,090
Alex...
521
00:20:46,640 --> 00:20:49,843
Do you really think
the conduit's gonna be a success?
522
00:20:50,196 --> 00:20:52,131
I don't know. I hope so.
523
00:20:58,838 --> 00:21:00,906
Do you want another blanket?
524
00:21:00,940 --> 00:21:02,574
Where's Alex?
525
00:21:02,608 --> 00:21:05,076
Alex, come here!
526
00:21:05,110 --> 00:21:07,211
Shh. I'm here.
527
00:21:07,246 --> 00:21:09,481
Who broke this?
528
00:21:09,515 --> 00:21:10,682
Where's he at?
529
00:21:10,716 --> 00:21:13,117
Jimmy, Alex isn't coming back.
530
00:21:13,152 --> 00:21:15,286
Just tell me what you need.
531
00:21:16,956 --> 00:21:20,925
Helen, you let the damn
kid do whatever he wants.
532
00:21:20,960 --> 00:21:22,693
I told him not to play with my stuff.
533
00:21:22,727 --> 00:21:25,029
Now look at this!
534
00:21:25,064 --> 00:21:28,333
- Where... Alex! Look at this!
- Jimmy. Jimmy.
535
00:21:28,367 --> 00:21:29,567
It's Dr. Wilson,
536
00:21:29,601 --> 00:21:32,770
you're detoxing,
which causes hallucinations.
537
00:21:32,804 --> 00:21:38,041
Ah, oh, god. Don't start
that crap with me right now.
538
00:21:38,076 --> 00:21:39,610
Helen...
539
00:21:39,644 --> 00:21:41,044
I swear to god.
540
00:21:41,079 --> 00:21:45,449
I...
541
00:21:45,484 --> 00:21:47,317
Shh. Alex.
542
00:21:47,352 --> 00:21:49,152
Okay. Okay.
543
00:21:50,921 --> 00:21:53,556
Okay.
544
00:21:53,591 --> 00:21:56,960
Okay, shh.
545
00:22:02,200 --> 00:22:04,534
Dr. Ross, how's it going?
546
00:22:04,568 --> 00:22:05,869
Don't be smug.
547
00:22:05,903 --> 00:22:07,637
What?
548
00:22:07,671 --> 00:22:09,639
You won, we lost. I get it.
549
00:22:09,673 --> 00:22:12,842
Dr. Ross, you do not get
to talk to me that way.
550
00:22:13,878 --> 00:22:16,412
Congratulations.
551
00:22:16,446 --> 00:22:19,081
Dr. Ross, get back here!
552
00:22:23,152 --> 00:22:24,620
Nurses' station. Please hold.
553
00:22:24,654 --> 00:22:26,054
Where's April?
554
00:22:26,088 --> 00:22:28,957
Oh! Um, a trauma came in.
She got pulled into surgery.
555
00:22:28,992 --> 00:22:31,560
You know, I don't know how long she'll be.
556
00:22:31,594 --> 00:22:33,128
So, what? We just cancel the shower?
557
00:22:33,162 --> 00:22:34,897
We already paid for the flowers, the food,
558
00:22:34,931 --> 00:22:37,198
- the champagne.
- When she came in this morning to work,
559
00:22:37,233 --> 00:22:38,733
she promised she'd be done on time.
560
00:22:38,767 --> 00:22:40,502
Yeah, we say a lot of things.
561
00:22:40,536 --> 00:22:43,104
Look, we're just not in
charge of our schedule.
562
00:22:43,139 --> 00:22:44,539
This is just how it works.
563
00:22:44,573 --> 00:22:45,907
Why do you live this way?
564
00:22:45,941 --> 00:22:47,542
Because we save people's lives.
565
00:22:48,610 --> 00:22:50,211
She'll pop in at some point.
566
00:22:50,246 --> 00:22:52,347
No, it's her shower. She can't just pop.
567
00:22:52,381 --> 00:22:55,249
You may have to settle for a pop.
568
00:23:03,224 --> 00:23:06,326
Done.
569
00:23:06,361 --> 00:23:09,329
See? Two down, three to go.
570
00:23:09,364 --> 00:23:10,931
I thought that a good night's sleep
571
00:23:10,965 --> 00:23:13,367
was gonna make it easier.
572
00:23:18,339 --> 00:23:21,141
You know what will make it easier.
573
00:23:21,176 --> 00:23:24,611
Miranda, I hate to see you suffer like this.
574
00:23:24,645 --> 00:23:26,212
Take the medication.
575
00:23:26,246 --> 00:23:27,280
Two down,
576
00:23:27,314 --> 00:23:28,381
three to go.
577
00:23:28,415 --> 00:23:31,918
Okay, okay, um,
578
00:23:31,953 --> 00:23:33,219
why don't we take a five minute break?
579
00:23:33,253 --> 00:23:37,691
I'm gonna go visit the ladies' room.
580
00:23:37,725 --> 00:23:39,025
And, um...
581
00:23:43,263 --> 00:23:44,597
just for reference.
582
00:23:44,631 --> 00:23:45,998
Oh, come...
583
00:23:46,032 --> 00:23:49,635
I'll be back.
584
00:24:21,967 --> 00:24:23,335
Sir, what are you doing here?
585
00:24:23,369 --> 00:24:24,869
Well, if I was gonna come back to work,
586
00:24:24,903 --> 00:24:26,904
I need to practice my skills.
587
00:24:26,939 --> 00:24:30,408
But you are jeopardizing your recovery.
588
00:24:30,443 --> 00:24:32,443
You should be home, not...
589
00:24:32,477 --> 00:24:34,679
Sitting on the couch,
flipping through the channels
590
00:24:34,713 --> 00:24:37,849
isn't gonna get me back to
work in an O.R. any faster.
591
00:24:37,883 --> 00:24:40,818
I mean, I'm sitting there
watching housewives flip tables
592
00:24:40,853 --> 00:24:42,954
and celebs flip houses.
593
00:24:42,988 --> 00:24:44,221
And pretty soon, it's just like
594
00:24:44,256 --> 00:24:47,591
I could feel my brain cells wither and die.
595
00:24:49,927 --> 00:24:52,530
Bailey, these trays are a mess.
596
00:24:52,564 --> 00:24:56,066
I don't know how you expect
to find anything on 'em.
597
00:24:58,770 --> 00:25:00,070
Okay, now visualize the ligaments
598
00:25:00,104 --> 00:25:04,007
in your right index finger contracting.
599
00:25:13,117 --> 00:25:15,251
Stupid, stupid, stupid.
600
00:25:15,286 --> 00:25:17,954
Hey, babe. They got those chips you like.
601
00:25:17,989 --> 00:25:20,390
John, leave us alone.
602
00:25:20,424 --> 00:25:21,658
I'm sorry.
603
00:25:21,692 --> 00:25:23,259
Just wait outside,
604
00:25:23,294 --> 00:25:24,794
and I'll call you when I'm done.
605
00:25:24,828 --> 00:25:26,729
Just go.
606
00:25:34,037 --> 00:25:37,473
My god.
607
00:25:37,508 --> 00:25:38,708
Did you see that?
608
00:25:38,742 --> 00:25:40,609
I just keep snapping at him.
609
00:25:40,643 --> 00:25:44,013
And pretty soon,
we can't even look at each other.
610
00:25:44,047 --> 00:25:46,381
It's awful.
611
00:25:46,416 --> 00:25:47,449
I'm awful.
612
00:25:47,483 --> 00:25:49,085
Mnh-mnh.
613
00:25:49,119 --> 00:25:52,554
Because...
614
00:25:52,589 --> 00:25:55,624
he does everything for me.
615
00:25:55,658 --> 00:26:00,962
And I started this because
I wanted to do something
616
00:26:00,996 --> 00:26:02,897
for him for once.
617
00:26:02,932 --> 00:26:08,670
And it seemed like something I could do.
618
00:26:08,705 --> 00:26:13,842
I just wanted to do...
one damn thing.
619
00:26:13,876 --> 00:26:16,911
And I can't.
620
00:26:16,946 --> 00:26:18,579
I'm done.
621
00:26:18,614 --> 00:26:21,983
I can't do this anymore.
622
00:26:22,017 --> 00:26:25,787
Okay. Let's take a break.
623
00:26:25,821 --> 00:26:27,388
No, you're not hearing me.
624
00:26:27,422 --> 00:26:29,423
I don't wanna do this anymore.
625
00:26:29,458 --> 00:26:30,491
I can't.
626
00:26:30,525 --> 00:26:31,859
I hate this.
627
00:26:31,893 --> 00:26:36,264
Take this crap out of my head.
628
00:26:36,298 --> 00:26:38,966
Do you wanna schedule
surgery to have them taken out?
629
00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:41,135
Dr. Torres, we are not there yet.
630
00:26:41,169 --> 00:26:42,169
Well, if she doesn't wanna keep...
631
00:26:42,203 --> 00:26:43,638
Dr. Torres, may I talk with you?
632
00:26:43,672 --> 00:26:45,272
Yeah.
633
00:26:45,306 --> 00:26:46,640
Excuse us.
634
00:26:50,311 --> 00:26:51,344
No, no, no,
635
00:26:51,379 --> 00:26:53,313
no, no, no! No.
636
00:26:53,347 --> 00:26:56,683
She distended. She dropped
pressure and flatlined.
637
00:26:59,287 --> 00:27:03,590
She's been down for 20 minutes, Dr. Edwards.
638
00:27:06,661 --> 00:27:08,428
It's over.
639
00:27:18,424 --> 00:27:20,192
So sorry, little girl.
640
00:27:22,142 --> 00:27:23,654
We tried.
641
00:27:25,061 --> 00:27:25,864
Edwards, do you know
642
00:27:25,898 --> 00:27:28,533
how many dogs the russians sent into space
643
00:27:28,567 --> 00:27:30,001
before a man walked on the moon?
644
00:27:30,035 --> 00:27:31,636
Those poor puppies.
645
00:27:32,938 --> 00:27:35,239
Edwards, we are going to do a necropsy,
646
00:27:35,273 --> 00:27:38,819
and we are going to find
out what went wrong.
647
00:27:39,346 --> 00:27:40,812
And then we'll try again,
and we'll fail again,
648
00:27:40,846 --> 00:27:43,180
because that's what progress looks like.
649
00:27:43,215 --> 00:27:45,349
Progress looks like a dead sheep.
650
00:27:45,384 --> 00:27:48,085
No, progress looks like a bunch of failures.
651
00:27:48,120 --> 00:27:50,654
And you're gonna have feelings about that
652
00:27:50,688 --> 00:27:53,357
because it's sad, but you can't fall apart.
653
00:27:53,392 --> 00:27:54,992
And then one day, we will succeed,
654
00:27:55,027 --> 00:27:56,593
and we will save a person's life.
655
00:27:56,628 --> 00:28:00,297
And we will walk on the moon.
656
00:28:00,332 --> 00:28:01,899
Figuratively, anyway.
657
00:28:03,735 --> 00:28:05,869
Are you with me?
658
00:28:05,904 --> 00:28:09,406
Yeah.
659
00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:10,574
She hates being here.
660
00:28:10,608 --> 00:28:12,809
She shows up every day.
She is trying.
661
00:28:12,844 --> 00:28:15,012
No, I can't fight anymore. Every day...
662
00:28:15,046 --> 00:28:17,748
every day is a fight.
My whole world is a fight.
663
00:28:17,782 --> 00:28:19,049
At home, I fight with Arizona,
664
00:28:19,083 --> 00:28:20,350
and then I come here and fight with Becca,
665
00:28:20,384 --> 00:28:21,817
and now I'm fighting with you.
666
00:28:21,852 --> 00:28:23,286
Well, we just haven't figured
it out yet...
667
00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:24,521
how to get her to do it.
So we're frustrated,
668
00:28:24,555 --> 00:28:25,621
and she's frustrated.
669
00:28:25,656 --> 00:28:27,457
Mm.
670
00:28:27,491 --> 00:28:28,525
Is it wrong that I wish
671
00:28:28,559 --> 00:28:30,760
that water were a bottle of gin?
672
00:28:36,266 --> 00:28:40,169
Is that gonna be for me or...
673
00:28:40,203 --> 00:28:41,537
We need to talk to Becca.
674
00:28:45,341 --> 00:28:48,377
It is so great that you two
are trying to work things out.
675
00:28:48,411 --> 00:28:50,580
It is so much better for the kids.
676
00:28:50,614 --> 00:28:55,917
Duckie doesn't know this,
but my husband had an affair.
677
00:28:55,952 --> 00:28:57,352
Oh, that's...
678
00:28:57,387 --> 00:29:01,756
We have, uh, three boys,
so we stayed together.
679
00:29:01,791 --> 00:29:03,425
Wow, so, did you go to therapy?
680
00:29:03,460 --> 00:29:04,593
Because we can't even agree on that.
681
00:29:04,627 --> 00:29:05,794
Oh, no. Mnh-mnh.
682
00:29:05,828 --> 00:29:07,696
We didn't feel the need to talk it to death.
683
00:29:07,730 --> 00:29:10,264
We just focused on moving forward,
684
00:29:10,299 --> 00:29:12,133
- putting it in the past.
- Oh.
685
00:29:12,167 --> 00:29:14,002
Hoping things would get better one day.
686
00:29:14,036 --> 00:29:15,269
So, well, did that work?
687
00:29:19,441 --> 00:29:23,244
Well... we are still getting through it.
688
00:29:38,160 --> 00:29:41,294
And we're back to two.
689
00:29:41,329 --> 00:29:42,462
Let's try for a third.
690
00:29:42,497 --> 00:29:44,564
No, no, this is the seventh.
691
00:29:44,599 --> 00:29:46,667
Two stitches ago,
you tugged on your fingers.
692
00:29:46,701 --> 00:29:47,801
Two before that,
693
00:29:47,836 --> 00:29:48,969
you straightened an instrument on the tray.
694
00:29:49,004 --> 00:29:50,804
Look, I can't-I can't keep doing this.
695
00:29:50,839 --> 00:29:51,939
- I can't...
- I know.
696
00:29:51,973 --> 00:29:53,941
Then you really need to consider
697
00:29:53,975 --> 00:29:55,242
Taking the medication.
698
00:29:55,276 --> 00:29:57,844
Okay, no, I'm not taking the damn pills!
699
00:30:01,048 --> 00:30:03,783
Bailey, I was gonna head
up to Kepner's shower
700
00:30:03,817 --> 00:30:05,918
to steal some food. Come with me.
701
00:30:05,953 --> 00:30:09,623
- You just need a break.
- N-n... I need...
702
00:30:11,559 --> 00:30:14,694
To get back into surgery.
703
00:30:20,701 --> 00:30:23,469
I heard Nathan's not doing so well.
704
00:30:23,503 --> 00:30:25,672
I'm sorry.
705
00:30:25,706 --> 00:30:26,706
Yeah, I'm trying to figure out
706
00:30:26,740 --> 00:30:28,507
if there's a plan "B" we can try.
707
00:30:28,542 --> 00:30:30,676
But I don't even know if he's gonna...
708
00:30:32,145 --> 00:30:35,481
I heard your sheep did great. Congrats.
709
00:30:35,515 --> 00:30:37,483
Thanks. Actually, the sheep died.
710
00:30:38,985 --> 00:30:41,720
Oh, sorry.
711
00:30:41,754 --> 00:30:43,055
Did you need the printer?
712
00:30:43,089 --> 00:30:44,323
Yeah, but if you need it more...
713
00:30:44,357 --> 00:30:46,392
No, I'll finish this up,
and then it's all yours.
714
00:30:46,426 --> 00:30:48,060
So can I ask you a question,
715
00:30:48,094 --> 00:30:49,695
um, about Ross?
716
00:30:49,729 --> 00:30:51,863
Yeah, what about him?
717
00:30:51,898 --> 00:30:53,198
He seems different.
718
00:30:53,232 --> 00:30:54,566
Do you notice that?
719
00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:56,968
Well, no, not really.
720
00:30:57,003 --> 00:30:59,370
Well, he's not the same guy
he was when he started here.
721
00:30:59,405 --> 00:31:01,239
He's not the guy who delivered my baby.
722
00:31:01,273 --> 00:31:03,974
Yeah, well, we're not the same
as when we were interns either.
723
00:31:04,009 --> 00:31:05,376
Well, I understand that.
724
00:31:05,411 --> 00:31:08,646
But he is aggressive and mean.
725
00:31:08,681 --> 00:31:09,780
I don't know, I mean,
726
00:31:09,815 --> 00:31:11,349
he spends a lot of time on your service.
727
00:31:11,383 --> 00:31:12,917
Do you think he's trying to be like you?
728
00:31:12,951 --> 00:31:14,151
Or... do you notice that?
729
00:31:14,186 --> 00:31:15,420
I'm sorry.
730
00:31:15,454 --> 00:31:17,755
Are you saying I taught him to be mean?
731
00:31:17,789 --> 00:31:19,056
That's what he's learned from me?
732
00:31:19,091 --> 00:31:20,390
No.
733
00:31:20,425 --> 00:31:22,159
Because a little edge is not the worst thing
734
00:31:22,194 --> 00:31:23,327
- for a surgeon.
- I understand that.
735
00:31:23,361 --> 00:31:24,428
And I am not mean.
736
00:31:24,462 --> 00:31:25,562
I am effective.
737
00:31:25,597 --> 00:31:26,864
Are you implying that I'm not?
738
00:31:26,898 --> 00:31:29,399
Well, no, you just said I ruined a resident.
739
00:31:29,434 --> 00:31:30,567
No, that is not what I said.
740
00:31:30,602 --> 00:31:33,270
I said something is off about Ross.
741
00:31:33,304 --> 00:31:35,206
Well, maybe he got tired of people thinking
742
00:31:35,240 --> 00:31:36,607
he was soft around the edges.
743
00:31:36,641 --> 00:31:38,308
Maybe his focus is being a doctor,
744
00:31:38,343 --> 00:31:39,710
and not a flight attendant.
745
00:31:39,744 --> 00:31:41,211
And my job is his surgical skill,
746
00:31:41,246 --> 00:31:42,979
not his personality.
747
00:31:54,125 --> 00:31:55,558
Talk to me, Ross. What's going on?
748
00:31:55,592 --> 00:31:57,360
Nathan's O-2 SATs are stable, so...
749
00:31:57,394 --> 00:32:00,130
Dr. Ross says that's a good sign.
750
00:32:00,164 --> 00:32:04,300
It's an excellent sign.
751
00:32:04,334 --> 00:32:05,534
He can come off the oscillator.
752
00:32:05,569 --> 00:32:07,403
It's working?
753
00:32:07,437 --> 00:32:10,273
I think so.
754
00:32:24,821 --> 00:32:26,321
Yes!
755
00:32:35,265 --> 00:32:37,399
Helen!
756
00:32:40,203 --> 00:32:41,603
- Jimmy.
- Where are the car keys?
757
00:32:41,637 --> 00:32:43,104
You didn't get Alex.
758
00:32:43,138 --> 00:32:44,706
Jimmy, it's all right. Let's just take you...
759
00:32:44,740 --> 00:32:46,207
He's-he's still out there waiting.
760
00:32:46,241 --> 00:32:48,142
You said you'd get him. I come home,
761
00:32:48,177 --> 00:32:49,944
you're just sitting on the bedroom floor!
762
00:32:49,978 --> 00:32:51,379
Alex is all right, Jimmy. Li...
763
00:32:51,414 --> 00:32:53,047
It's after dark! He could be anywhere!
764
00:32:53,081 --> 00:32:54,349
You stupid...
765
00:32:54,383 --> 00:32:55,784
Leave her alone!
766
00:32:57,420 --> 00:32:58,486
Get out of here!
767
00:32:58,521 --> 00:33:01,088
Go!
768
00:33:07,679 --> 00:33:10,724
She was supposed to get you.
I was afraid you...
769
00:33:10,759 --> 00:33:11,725
Just shut up!
770
00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:13,794
Alex, please! Alex, don't!
771
00:33:13,829 --> 00:33:16,630
Go sleep it off!
772
00:33:16,665 --> 00:33:19,767
Come on.
773
00:33:19,801 --> 00:33:21,469
Go get some sleep.
774
00:33:29,611 --> 00:33:31,545
You okay?
775
00:33:31,580 --> 00:33:33,447
Yeah.
776
00:33:34,516 --> 00:33:36,617
I'm sorry.
777
00:33:36,651 --> 00:33:39,119
Why are you sorry? He's a junkie.
778
00:33:39,153 --> 00:33:40,487
She was crazy.
779
00:33:40,521 --> 00:33:43,556
I started running interference
for them when I was 6.
780
00:33:43,591 --> 00:33:45,192
It's like riding a bike.
781
00:33:47,428 --> 00:33:50,797
I'm just asking for one more time.
782
00:33:50,831 --> 00:33:52,732
Last time, I swear.
783
00:33:52,766 --> 00:33:55,568
- If you wanna go, we can just...
- John, hush.
784
00:33:55,603 --> 00:33:58,237
Fine, you wanna waste your time?
785
00:33:58,271 --> 00:33:59,606
I don't care.
786
00:33:59,640 --> 00:34:02,475
All right. I'll be outside.
787
00:34:02,510 --> 00:34:04,511
Actually, John, we need you here.
788
00:34:04,545 --> 00:34:07,179
You're gonna stand right here, okay?
789
00:34:07,214 --> 00:34:08,347
Okay.
790
00:34:08,382 --> 00:34:10,049
When you're thirsty,
791
00:34:10,083 --> 00:34:12,985
you don't think about moving your fingers,
792
00:34:13,020 --> 00:34:14,653
or grasping the cup.
793
00:34:14,687 --> 00:34:16,922
You just get a drink,
794
00:34:16,956 --> 00:34:19,591
and the rest follows.
795
00:34:19,626 --> 00:34:22,961
Becca, I want you to look at John.
796
00:34:26,166 --> 00:34:27,333
Hi.
797
00:34:31,638 --> 00:34:32,771
When do I move the hand?
798
00:34:32,805 --> 00:34:34,039
You don't.
799
00:34:34,073 --> 00:34:36,041
Just look at John.
800
00:34:36,075 --> 00:34:38,644
Think about what you want to say to him.
801
00:34:38,678 --> 00:34:40,946
You don't have to say it.
802
00:34:40,980 --> 00:34:42,447
Just think about it.
803
00:34:49,588 --> 00:34:52,023
Did it just...
804
00:34:52,058 --> 00:34:53,624
Shh.
805
00:34:53,659 --> 00:34:57,962
Look at John.
806
00:34:57,996 --> 00:34:59,897
What do you want to say to him?
807
00:35:07,606 --> 00:35:09,941
Oh.
808
00:35:17,582 --> 00:35:19,316
Becca...
809
00:35:19,350 --> 00:35:22,319
Becca, you touched me.
810
00:35:22,353 --> 00:35:26,490
I never thought you'd do that again.
811
00:35:29,694 --> 00:35:33,330
Me neither.
812
00:35:33,364 --> 00:35:37,100
Oh, I'm sorry.
813
00:35:42,406 --> 00:35:44,774
Oh! You are gonna love that thing.
814
00:35:44,809 --> 00:35:46,476
I use mine all the time.
815
00:35:46,510 --> 00:35:47,577
Great!
816
00:35:47,612 --> 00:35:49,012
It's a salad spinner.
817
00:35:49,046 --> 00:35:51,013
I don't know what it does.
818
00:35:51,047 --> 00:35:54,584
But the guy at the store
recommended it and...
819
00:35:54,618 --> 00:35:56,352
- the receipt is on the back.
- Thank you, Mer.
820
00:35:56,386 --> 00:35:57,420
Ooh, another bow.
821
00:35:57,454 --> 00:35:58,421
Who's making the ribbon bouquet?
822
00:35:58,455 --> 00:35:59,589
Ooh, hey, yay.
823
00:35:59,623 --> 00:36:01,491
So she can carry it at the rehearsal.
824
00:36:01,525 --> 00:36:02,758
Super fun.
825
00:36:02,792 --> 00:36:03,859
Ooh, we are late.
826
00:36:03,893 --> 00:36:05,794
Do you think she noticed that we're late?
827
00:36:05,829 --> 00:36:07,796
I don't even think she knows we're invited.
828
00:36:07,831 --> 00:36:08,897
What did we miss?
829
00:36:08,932 --> 00:36:11,967
Um, garlic press, coffee maker,
830
00:36:12,002 --> 00:36:13,636
and a delicious tray of bruschetta.
831
00:36:13,670 --> 00:36:14,870
Oh, beautiful!
832
00:36:16,072 --> 00:36:17,640
Did you even see what she got?
833
00:36:17,674 --> 00:36:18,674
It doesn't matter,
834
00:36:18,708 --> 00:36:20,142
as long as you say something nice.
835
00:36:20,176 --> 00:36:21,443
You gotta try the quiche.
836
00:36:21,477 --> 00:36:22,511
Lovely!
837
00:36:22,545 --> 00:36:23,911
- Love it.
- Fantastic!
838
00:36:23,946 --> 00:36:26,781
Okay, um, you know what?
This one is from your sisters.
839
00:36:26,815 --> 00:36:28,216
Oh, no, not that one.
840
00:36:28,251 --> 00:36:30,752
We wanted to save that one,
Duckie, to open in private.
841
00:36:30,786 --> 00:36:35,056
Oh, my god. You guys,
you-you actually remembered?
842
00:36:35,090 --> 00:36:36,191
You remembered
843
00:36:36,225 --> 00:36:37,859
how much I wanna wear mom's veil?
844
00:36:37,893 --> 00:36:39,427
- No, we didn't...
- Grab it, Alice!
845
00:36:39,462 --> 00:36:41,495
I'm trying, stop!
846
00:36:41,530 --> 00:36:43,665
Oh. This isn't mom's veil.
847
00:36:43,699 --> 00:36:45,399
Adorable! Delightful!
848
00:36:45,433 --> 00:36:46,834
It's not.
849
00:36:46,869 --> 00:36:47,969
We are sorry.
850
00:36:48,003 --> 00:36:49,470
That was supposed to be for later.
851
00:36:49,504 --> 00:36:52,774
- But since you've opened it...
- Surprise!
852
00:36:52,808 --> 00:36:53,808
It's for your wedding night,
853
00:36:53,842 --> 00:36:55,476
for when you and Matthew...
854
00:36:55,510 --> 00:36:56,610
Oh, god.
855
00:36:56,645 --> 00:36:57,911
There's no reason to be embarrassed.
856
00:36:57,945 --> 00:37:00,481
We all had our first times,
too, right, ladies?
857
00:37:00,515 --> 00:37:02,583
We wanted to give you
the lingerie and some tips.
858
00:37:02,617 --> 00:37:05,386
- The pearls, by the way, are for the inside...
- Stop. Just stop talking.
859
00:37:05,420 --> 00:37:07,288
- I...
- But Matthew is your first real boyfriend.
860
00:37:07,322 --> 00:37:08,622
- We're trying to help.
- Please, don't.
861
00:37:08,657 --> 00:37:09,890
And he's a great catch.
862
00:37:09,924 --> 00:37:11,692
And you don't have
the best track record with men.
863
00:37:11,726 --> 00:37:13,359
No, she doesn't have any track record.
864
00:37:13,394 --> 00:37:15,395
When I found out you had
a boyfriend, I was like,
865
00:37:15,429 --> 00:37:17,030
"don't make any sudden movements."
866
00:37:17,065 --> 00:37:18,498
Oh, my god, stop talking to me
867
00:37:18,532 --> 00:37:20,633
- like no man has ever found me sexy.
- Duckie...
868
00:37:20,668 --> 00:37:23,704
And stop... calling me... Duckie!
869
00:37:23,738 --> 00:37:27,174
I'm not Duckie anymore.
870
00:37:27,208 --> 00:37:29,142
My acne cleared up years ago.
871
00:37:29,177 --> 00:37:31,611
I got rid of my braces in college.
872
00:37:31,645 --> 00:37:34,080
I-I wear contacts. I use makeup.
873
00:37:34,114 --> 00:37:35,682
I did years of physical therapy to correct
874
00:37:35,716 --> 00:37:37,183
my pigeon toes, and in
case you haven't noticed,
875
00:37:37,218 --> 00:37:39,485
I've learned how to condition my hair.
876
00:37:39,520 --> 00:37:40,920
I'm not your...
877
00:37:40,954 --> 00:37:43,489
hopeless, ugly little sister anymore.
878
00:37:43,524 --> 00:37:46,358
I am not an ugly duckling.
879
00:37:47,894 --> 00:37:50,096
I'm a swan.
880
00:37:51,598 --> 00:37:54,266
And a surgeon... a freaking kick ass surgeon...
881
00:37:54,300 --> 00:37:56,602
who, by the way, has had sex before.
882
00:37:56,636 --> 00:37:57,636
Oh, my.
883
00:37:57,670 --> 00:37:58,670
Does daddy know?
884
00:37:58,705 --> 00:37:59,772
You know what?
885
00:37:59,806 --> 00:38:01,107
You're fired as my bridesmaids,
886
00:38:01,141 --> 00:38:02,141
all three of you.
887
00:38:02,175 --> 00:38:03,141
I don't want a single one of you
888
00:38:03,175 --> 00:38:04,509
standing up for me at my wedding.
889
00:38:04,544 --> 00:38:07,512
Honey, don't be silly.
You have to have bridesmaids.
890
00:38:07,547 --> 00:38:10,014
And I will.
891
00:38:10,049 --> 00:38:13,719
These are my people now.
892
00:38:13,753 --> 00:38:15,587
Right?
893
00:38:15,622 --> 00:38:18,724
- Right.
- Yes.
894
00:38:18,758 --> 00:38:21,392
Yeah.
895
00:38:21,426 --> 00:38:22,861
These are my bridesmaids.
896
00:38:22,895 --> 00:38:26,931
Yeah. Yeah. Yay!
897
00:38:32,571 --> 00:38:35,273
You owe me an apology.
898
00:38:35,307 --> 00:38:37,141
April said you would've
done exactly what I did.
899
00:38:37,175 --> 00:38:40,978
Yeah. Yeah, I told April that.
900
00:38:41,012 --> 00:38:42,146
But the truth is
901
00:38:42,180 --> 00:38:43,447
that you messed up this guy's neck,
902
00:38:43,482 --> 00:38:45,483
and I spent eight hours
fixing it yesterday.
903
00:38:45,517 --> 00:38:46,917
So how 'bout "thank you"?
904
00:38:46,951 --> 00:38:49,119
How 'bout you should've waited
one second for the surgeon
905
00:38:49,154 --> 00:38:51,389
standing right next you?
I mean, what was that?
906
00:38:51,423 --> 00:38:53,791
You felt like you had to
be the big man out there?
907
00:38:53,825 --> 00:38:55,759
I mean, you feel threatened by me or...
908
00:38:55,794 --> 00:38:58,528
No, I don't feel threatened by you.
909
00:38:58,562 --> 00:39:00,430
I was trying to save the guy's life.
910
00:39:00,464 --> 00:39:03,233
Great. So was I.
911
00:39:07,438 --> 00:39:08,938
Okay, I don't have a problem with you.
912
00:39:08,972 --> 00:39:12,509
I-I don't have a problem
with you either, man.
913
00:39:12,543 --> 00:39:15,044
Hope to see you at the wedding.
914
00:39:15,078 --> 00:39:17,046
Yeah, I, uh, actually don't know
915
00:39:17,080 --> 00:39:19,282
if I'm gonna be able to make it.
916
00:39:19,317 --> 00:39:23,687
Well, I know it would mean
a lot to April if you could.
917
00:39:23,721 --> 00:39:26,755
Since we're good,
918
00:39:26,790 --> 00:39:30,359
you should definitely come.
919
00:39:45,775 --> 00:39:48,009
Before my accident, you called me a drunk.
920
00:39:48,044 --> 00:39:54,115
I am so sorry.
921
00:39:54,150 --> 00:39:56,685
There has not been a day since
922
00:39:56,720 --> 00:39:58,686
- that I haven't regretted...
- You're right.
923
00:39:58,721 --> 00:40:01,256
I am a drunk.
924
00:40:01,290 --> 00:40:02,423
Sir...
925
00:40:02,458 --> 00:40:03,658
I'm an alcoholic,
926
00:40:03,692 --> 00:40:07,863
which is why I'm here now instead of home.
927
00:40:07,897 --> 00:40:10,131
It's boring there, and lonely.
928
00:40:10,166 --> 00:40:12,433
And when I'm bored and lonely,
929
00:40:12,468 --> 00:40:13,768
I wanna have a drink.
930
00:40:13,802 --> 00:40:16,971
Hell, I wanted to have a
drink when I'm happy, too.
931
00:40:17,005 --> 00:40:19,039
I always want a drink,
932
00:40:19,074 --> 00:40:22,543
because I have a disease,
933
00:40:22,578 --> 00:40:25,713
and it can't be cured.
934
00:40:25,748 --> 00:40:28,883
But it can be managed.
935
00:40:28,917 --> 00:40:31,518
But I can't do it by myself.
936
00:40:31,552 --> 00:40:32,887
I need help.
937
00:40:34,089 --> 00:40:37,324
Accept that you have a disease, Bailey.
938
00:40:37,359 --> 00:40:40,961
Accept help.
939
00:40:40,996 --> 00:40:42,129
We're all here for you
940
00:40:42,163 --> 00:40:45,299
when you're ready to get started.
941
00:41:06,386 --> 00:41:08,454
Sometimes, the key to making progress
942
00:41:08,488 --> 00:41:13,893
is to recognize how to take that
very first step.
943
00:41:13,927 --> 00:41:17,095
Then you start your journey.
944
00:41:17,130 --> 00:41:18,263
That is not what I said, at all.
945
00:41:18,298 --> 00:41:19,565
Yeah, well, it's not what you said.
946
00:41:19,599 --> 00:41:20,966
It's how you said it.
That tone that you...
947
00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:23,101
Oh, okay, so now we're
gonna fight about how we fight?
948
00:41:23,136 --> 00:41:24,469
This is... I am sick of this!
949
00:41:24,503 --> 00:41:26,338
I mean, every time we talk it...
it turns into this-this...
950
00:41:26,372 --> 00:41:27,572
Okay, I'm sorry,
951
00:41:27,606 --> 00:41:29,141
do you think that I'm
not sick of it, Callie?
952
00:41:29,175 --> 00:41:32,010
'Cause everything I say
seems to piss you off!
953
00:41:32,045 --> 00:41:34,913
Like everything's loaded
and I don't know if it's...
954
00:41:43,822 --> 00:41:46,590
I think talking may be the problem.
955
00:41:46,624 --> 00:41:50,761
Maybe we shouldn't... talk as much.
956
00:42:05,409 --> 00:42:07,777
You hope for the best.
957
00:42:11,182 --> 00:42:12,948
And you stick with it,
958
00:42:12,983 --> 00:42:14,450
day in,
959
00:42:14,484 --> 00:42:15,917
day out.
960
00:42:15,952 --> 00:42:17,685
Even if you're tired,
961
00:42:17,719 --> 00:42:20,154
even if you wanna walk away,
you don't.
962
00:42:27,596 --> 00:42:31,466
Because you are a pioneer.
963
00:42:33,134 --> 00:42:36,737
Alex, Aaron, get your asses in the car...
964
00:42:36,771 --> 00:42:39,206
Before I give you something
965
00:42:39,240 --> 00:42:40,541
to cry about.
966
00:42:40,575 --> 00:42:44,077
But nobody ever said
967
00:42:44,112 --> 00:42:45,913
it'd be easy.
968
00:42:46,013 --> 00:42:49,430
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