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♫ My life has never felt regret for anyone ♫

♫ Accompanying you to combust with romance until we’re extinguished ♫

♫ I will cherish every tear in our lives ♫

♫ One day I will be strong and not choking with sobs ♫

♫ I’m blindly pursuing, not compromising, to protect someone ♫

♫ I want to wish for a tomorrow with you in it ♫

♫ I just want to live again ♫

♫ I can face every day proudly ♫

♫ There will always be opportunities in life ♫

♫ Are you ready for them? ♫

♫ To live again ♫

[HIStory 3: Make Our Days Count][Episode 4]

How come you're here again?

You've been acting pretty strange lately.

At first, I didn't think it was anything,

but seeing you here now seems like something really is wrong.

Xiang Yongching, am I someone that seems very arrogant?

You're realizing that just now?

Dad always uses the phrase "the young man isn't worthy to be taught" when scolding me.

The teachers at school hate it when I'm uncontrollable.

Even Sun Bo...

thinks I do whatever I want whenever I want and never considers other people's feelings.

So am I really such a bad person?

Actually, you're not that bad a person.

Even though you are cocky sometimes and self-righteous.

But, do you know, you have a really huge thing that you have

which no other person has?

It's that you are very, very kind-hearted.

Am I?

Of course, you are.

You're so loyal to your friends.

That's why they all like you so much.

Also, you really are very good to your little sister.

When I'm at school, I can always brag about

h.ow I have a big brother that really takes care of me

Really?

Remember the last time when you were just trying to encourage me

and you ended up getting the second-highest mark in the whole school?

And that time at the small fishing port, everyone was yelling at you

all because you were trying to protect me?

I thought you were so cool, my hero.

Really?

So you're already pretty good.

Just that sometimes you need to be a bit more considerate, a bit more serious.

Then, you'll be perfect.

Considerate and serious.

So I'm–

Xiang Yongching,

you really are my sun.

Come on! Let's go home.

You're amazing.

Then give me a chance.

I really do want to be with you.

I missed you so much.

Sorry.

You remember to be sorry.

Then, if you want me to forgive you,

t.hen, this and this

I'm very serious in wanting to say sorry to you. That's why...

I asked you out today. I want to clear things up.

What are you trying to say?

I can't continue to call you "baby" anymore, Shiyu.

Then just call me "babe."

We can't be together anymore.

We really can't?

Why can't we?

Xiang Haoting, I don't want to.

Why can't we?

Just give me another chance.

What am I doing wrong? Just tell me.

Because I like someone else.

Yu Shigu!

Did you tell him?

Yup, and you?

Me, too.

So?

I got the death sentence.

You're giving up?

He said I am too young.

I can't just all of a sudden grow up.

He also said there's no forever.

I really want to know where I can buy it.

I wanted to say, "Can I keep harassing you?"

But I can't even fall in love.

So, he would probably feel even worse if I kept harassing him.

I don't want that.

To love someone...

is not to let them cry or to let them feel bad.

To love someone...

is to let them be happy.

Are you writing a song?

I'll go.

Go where?

To help you.

This is your receipt and your sixty dollars change.

Thank you.

And your hot soybean milk.

- Thank you. - Be careful it's hot.

- Hi, Brother Chigang. - Hi, you're here.

I've already prepared it for you.

Okay. Thanks, bye-bye.

Bye-bye.

What can I get for you?

What would you like?

He's very serious.

He's very naïve.

And he's a virgin.

And who are you?

I'm a brother to Sun Boxiang.

What do you guys want?

I told him that I recently started to like a guy.

He told me to like someone,

you must be wholehearted and sincere in order to move the other person.

Xiang Haoting, what are you talking about?

He will definitely give everything

and his first time to the person he loves the most.

That person is you.

You, shut up right now!

Brother Chigang, I'm sorry! I'll get rid of him right away.

Let me finish talking.

- Just stop talking. - You lost the feeling of security.

- What's feeling secure? - That's enough. - Is it more important than love?

- Are you a man? - You just stop talking. That's enough!

You just know how to use age to brush him off.

Enough!

What does this have to do with you?

You guys just calm down.

I have customers here.

If you're too afraid to say it, I'll say it for you. Your business is my business.

I told you all of this stuff not to have you come here to tell him.

Why? You've done so much for him! Why don't you want him to know?

What does it matter? What does it matter?!

I don't want to see you suffer anymore, so depressed.

Enough!

I'm telling you! This is my place of work.

Do the two of you understand respect?

What the hell?!

Ridiculous the both of you.

Come outside with me.

You really want to be with me?

Have you been in love before?

No. You're the first.

Then, how can you fall in love with me?

Do you understand me?

Do you know what I like to eat?

Do you know what to do so that I'd be happy every day?

Do you know that when I'm depressed I need you to come and be with me at the first chance you get?

You don't know anything.

I've had three boyfriends.

Each one, I had given my all to love them.

But what did I get at the end?

They said that I gave them too much pressure.

No freedom.

No matter how much I tried, giving them my all,

they all chose to leave me.

Yes, I'm selfish.

I'm self-righteous.

So I don't want to love anymore, right now.

Do you understand?

You're telling me all of this to make me give up on you?

So have you given up?

♫ This world has too many regrets, ♫

♫ has too many difficulties ♫

♫ It makes us afraid of the melancholy of losing what we once held ♫

I don't know if I understand or not!

I don't know how to make you happy every day.

I also don't know what to do when you get angry.

Who I am right now, I don't know how to resolve these problems.

But I'm Sun Boxiang.

I know what I want.

I only want you!

If you don't want to love anymore, that's fine.

Just let me love you and it's enough.

Believe in me this one time.

I will use my all to prove that

I love you.

♫ No one can be sure of what tomorrow’s weather will be like ♫

♫ I only know that once I wake up, I want to see you the most ♫

♫ Just let us be good together ♫

You can't lie to me.

I won't.

This really is the first time someone has said that to me.

♫ I only know that once I wake up, I want to see you the most ♫

♫ Just let us be good together ♫

♫ We’ve both lost ourselves before in love ♫

♫ My breath has courage that you gave me ♫

♫ I only know that in the future, I want to see you the most ♫

I'm home.

Can I come over?

I have something to tell you.

Come in.

Where should I put my shoes?

Over here.

Sit.

You want some water?

Let me get some for you.

It's okay.

That's cool.

Yeah.

What did you want to tell me?

I wanted to explain things to you.

I've been trying to find a time to apologize to you.

I really wasn't hassling you.

After I messed up your exam,

I've regretted it and been feeling really guilty.

That's why I've been following you.

I just wanted to really apologize to you,

and I broke up with Li Shiyu.

What happened at the bar, I really didn't mean to mess up your job there either.

It's because, that place...

- I just go there to do a part-time job-- - I really do like you.

♫ Lean on my back ♫

♫ Let yourself have a good cry ♫

♫ I will face you with my back and not disrupt your tears ♫

♫ Let yourself be fragile for once ♫

♫ I will be like this in front of you ♫

♫ At the time that you need it, gently say ‘Hey’ ♫

I don't like guys.

I've never liked a guy before either.

But I'm very sure,

I like you.

I'm serious.

I hope you can believe me.

See you at school.

♫ I will face you with my back and not disrupt your tears ♫

♫ Let yourself be fragile for once ♫

♫ I will be like this in front of you ♫

♫ At the time that you need it, gently say ‘Hey’ ♫

Thank you.

Why all of a sudden?

How could someone be like that?

He really is a bad person.

Xiang Haoting. Go to hell, useless thing.

Did he tell you who he liked?

That's not the problem.

He's really scum.

For sure not worth it.

What scum. He's disgusting.

We have to find a way to get back at him!

How do you want to get back at him?

He's not even afraid of the teachers and doesn't listen to his parents,

and doesn't care about me.

So what you're trying to say is to just let it go?

I don't want to just let it go.

Then, what do you want to do?

Before graduating, I want to find someone that's way better than he is,

to be my boyfriend.

I want to really piss Xiang Haoting off.

That's it?

You have given so much in this past half-year, been so good to him,

and given him everything.

You don't want to do something more?

I need to go to the bathroom.

[Year 3, Class 2: Classroom 302]

I need you to help me confirm something.

I like you.

I just want to be with you.

Cutie.

You're so slow, I'm starving.

- Quick. Look! - Why is he here?

A-hao, what are you doing here?

My male god.

I came to see Yu Shigu.

What do you want with him?

Let's eat together.

So close.

He's been stolen.

That's too much.

Excuse me.

Mind your own business.

Xia De, what's going on?

I don't know either! Don't ask me!

Who else would we ask?

Right.

What's happening?

What the heck's going on?

Leaning up so close.

- That's nothing. - Coming to look for him.

- Also, with the lunchboxes. - When were they so close?

- What's happening, what's going on now? - They were so close, too!

What is it that you want?

Last time I saw you eating braised pork ribs like you were eating poop.

So I got you something else today.

Do you like it?

If you don't like it, it's okay, just tell me.

I don't like it.

It's okay if you don't eat it.

But I want to let you know,

I'm not doing this out of guilt.

I'm chasing after you now.

Let go of me!

I like you! I don't want to see you hungry!

It breaks my heart to see you hungry.

It makes me feel bad.

Thanks, but it's okay.

Please!

We're students.

We'll be taking exams in a few months; we're going to battle.

If you don't eat properly, take care of yourself properly.

Then when the time comes, you'll fall over before the exams. Then what?

Also...

You go out at midnight to work your part-time job.

Eat.

I don't like taking advantage of people.

I don't want people to pity me either.

I'm not pitying you, I like you.

I'm trying to give you a good impression of me.

Because as long as you're happy, I will be happy, too.

Then, I don't want you to be happy.

What are you doing?

How about like this?

Like what?

I'm not happy…

Eat!

You're laughing. You're laughing!

YES, it was worth it!

Eat the lunchbox.

How can I eat with you grabbing like this?

If I let go,

you can't run away.

What are you doing?

Why are guys harder to please than girls?

Mister, can you stop looking so happy while you complain?

You have a split personality.

Enough! Put your mouth back in its place!

You're blinding me with your happy glow.

You can't blame me.

He finally finished the lunchbox that I got for him.

Also, I noticed that he seemed to especially like eating carrots.

He very tenderly picked out all the carrots,

then when he finished everything else...

You're really disgusting.

He was eating his lunchbox and you just kept starring at him.

What do you know anyway?

This is called watching wholeheartedly.

Truly listening and truly seeing.

True feelings.

That's gross.

Do you really like guys?

Not really.

I only like him.

Yu Shigu is a guy.

I don't know how to explain it to you.

Anyway, right now, I really like him.

I just want to be with him.

I just want him.

You always say that.

Didn't you say, when he was at your uncle's place--

Big Brother!

Big Brother, Big Brother...

- Didn't he work part-time at your big brother's place? - Yeah.

Then go and try and find out for me what he likes,

or where he...

usually goes.

I don't want to.

- Why? - I don't want to.

- Got my back or not? - It's not about watching your back or not.

He was really good friends with Brother Chigang.

I once saw Brother Chigang touch his head.

Definitely, no way.

Why did he touch his head?

How do I know?

I even went to confront him the other day to ask him.

He would rather die than admit it.

Who did you go confront?

- Annoying Gu. Who else? - When?

I don't know. Before the mid-term exams.

So you knew really early on that he was working there?

- What do you mean? - "What do you mean?"

What did you say just now?

I wasn't listening at all.

Really?

What do you mean? What do you mean?

I'll give you one more chance, Sun Boxiang!

I forgot! I forgot!

- Sorry! - Betraying your brother!

I forgot!

Move!

Why does borrowing a book take so long?

How long is it going to take? It's night already!

- Did you get them? - Got them.

You know...

borrowing these is scarier than borrowing porn.

That girl kept watching me and kept smiling at me.

Did you read them already?

Not yet.

I don't have the guts to read them all by myself.

This type of material, it's better to read together.

You're overexaggerating.

If you want to read together, then let's read.

Let's read mine first.

What is it? I almost went in my pants.

But by just reading these BL comics,

will it really help us understand A-xiang better?

Of course. Do it for our brother.

Do it for our friendship.

We must try and understand him better.

If we accidentally say something wrong,

or we run out of things to talk about,

Old Sun will leave us for sure.

Right.

- For our brother. - For our brother.

For our brother.

Start reading.

It's so big.

What's big?

Fingers are big.

- What are you thinking about? - Scared me.

Anyway, I just forgot to tell him.

He just pulled me over and started kicking me.

I told you that I was beat up today and you have no reaction at all?

I have no love anymore.

It's all a lie.

My heart.

So what do you want me to do now?

Didn't we agree to keep our distance?

What's the big deal?

So, are you going to help Xiang Haoting?

Help with what?

I just told you five minutes ago.

Weren't you listening?

What?

He wants to court Yu Shigu from your shop.

Little Gu?

You know each other?

I guess so.

What about it?

You don't need to wait for me.

No way.

You going home alone is dangerous.

I've been doing it for the past two and a half years.

You can't let your guard down.

If bad guys do take you away, then what?

I'm a guy.

So? You think those cases on TV don't include guys?

You're paranoid.

You the one that's paranoid. I'm helping you.

Not necessary.

You--

What are you doing?

I'm telling you! Is it me that's paranoid,

or is it you that needs to be more careful?

It hurts. Hurts. Hurts!

Got you!

And you said you didn't need me.

What are you trying to do?

Right now, I'm a bad guy.

You can scream your lungs out and no one will hear you.

Fine, I need it.

I need it.

What do you need?

I need you to wait for me.

And then?

And then walk me home.

- Also? - Also...

Also, what?

Hurry up and like me.

Chun-chun.

Show off. Show off!

Air ball!

No need to go back to the line.

Why does air ball need to get back to the line? Are you for real?

Again.

Pass!

I'm free!

- Little cabbage. - Little cabbage!

What the… Do you know how to play?

So hot!

So thirsty!

Want to go get something to drink?

- Let's go. - Sure.

Let's go, my treat.

You guys are going to buy drinks, then just the two of you go.

Why ask Sun Bo to go with you?

That leaves the three of us. How can we keep playing?

Sun Bo, come back.

Wait!

A-hao, how about if you go get them for us?

I'll give you delivery fee.

That's right! Didn't you want to buy a Switch?

And haven't bought it yet?

Asking me to buy drinks for you and giving me delivery fee on top, too.

No wonder we're brothers.

- Brother. - It's nothing.

Hurry up and go buy them.

The two of you better not think that I didn't notice.

You guys kept winking at each other all day.

Winking back and forth.

Speak!

What do you want with Sun Bo?

Just...

Fine. We wanted to tell A-xiang that we understand him.

Understand what?

Don't you like...

Like?

You know, that...

What?

Say it.

To be with guys like this.

Oh, that's what they're trying to say.

What?

What we wanted to say is that even if you like guys,

we are still brothers.

Actually, we've already read some BL comics.

It's just we don't really understand that world.

If we say something wrong in the future,

please don't take offense.

Yeah, just say it.

You're free to love whomever you like.

- No matter what happens, we're always brothers. - Brothers.

I don't have a glass heart.

I second that.

That's the A-hao we know, he has our back.

That's a given.

Me, too.

What?

Like guys.

That's not possible. How can you guys not know?

I've been courting someone and have been putting a lot of effort into it.

Seems like they really didn't notice.

None of you even guessed it?

A-en, don't die!

I'm fine.

What are we learning today?

Let's go

Hurry up! Let's go!

Idiot.

What are you doing here today?

I'm here to see her.

Me?

I don't know.

If it's about Shiyu's matter...

I won't help you.

What are you doing?

You've been strange all day.

What do you want?

You have a lot of Yu Shigu's pictures?

How did you know?

Photos. Photos of Yu Shigu.

Wait! I know that you have your differences with Yu Baby.

I would never betray him.

You're misunderstanding.

Right now, we are brothers.

That's not possible.

Nothing is impossible.

I don't believe you.

- If not, let's make a trade. - What are we going to exchange?

The photos.

Why do you have Yu Shigu's photos?

Of course, I have photos.

Right now, I study with him every day.

Then every day after school, I walk home with him.

It's impossible to not have any photos.

You take really bad pictures.

This was taken candidly.

Mine were taken without him knowing.

Yours are the same.

You took these.

This one. I want this one.

- Wait! Wait! - That one.

I told you already before, I won't let you hurt my male god.

I might as well tell you a secret then.

What secret?

I like Yu Shigu.

Really? Are you for real? Really?

Really! You're not joking with me are you?

When? When? When?

Right now.

Really? You're not lying to me, right?

Really.

- What are you doing? - Password.

Am I getting a cold?

Excuse me, let me bring the two of you some water first.

Be careful.

Thank you.

How about some yogurt drinks today, okay?

One yogurt drink, less ice.

Yogurt drink.

And you?

Soda, thank you.

Ask.

Brother Chigang,

Sun Bo said that you have something to tell us.

We figured that it was perfect timing because we have something that we'd like to ask you.

You want to ask about Little Gu, right?

Yes, Yu Shigu.

He works at your place,

so we figured you must know him pretty well.

I don't know.

Things about him, I can't help you.

I'm sorry.

Sir, your yogurt drink.

Thank you.

- Your soda. - Thanks.

Enjoy.

Do you know that Little Gu lives by himself?

I know.

Then, do you know why he works so hard in school for a scholarship?

I don't know.

Because Little Gu needs to take care of himself.

His parents left him at a very young age.

So, he grew up with his aunt since he was very young.

But it seems that after aunt got married and had kids,

he didn't want to trouble his aunt.

So he works really hard to get a scholarship.

Whatever the scholarship can't cover, he's worked here to make up for it.

Why does he work so hard?

Because he wants to get into a good university.

Because only in a good school environment can he find a good job.

So, that his future will become much better.

I don't really understand what Brother Chigang is saying.

He's not like you.

He has ideals and ambition.

He doesn't have time to play games with you.

Why does he work himself so hard?

He deserves a much better future life.

So you showing up now will only destroy him.

Don't.

Little Gu's appearance is deceiving.

He's very bashful and timid.

He doesn't have a lot of friends.

For sure, has never been in love.

So?

Please leave him alone.

You came here today to tell me all this.

You're not my dad and you're not my mom.

What gives you the right to tell me all this?

Xiang Haoting!

It sounds like you're saying I'm useless, telling me to leave him alone,

saying that I'm going to destroy him.

What? What about you?

Enough!

Stop being so smug over there, okay? It's disgusting.

Where are you going?

Aren't you going out with my brother?

I won't let you yell at Brother Chigang.

What are you doing?

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♫ I still don’t understand why you left ♫

♫ I still don’t understand why I’m waiting ♫

♫ Waiting for who will remember their responsibility ♫

♫ I’m left at the original place wandering around alone ♫

♫ When the blue sky and white clouds disappear ♫

♫ When you take away the yellow sneakers and the red sweater ♫

♫ When all the colors are gone along with you ♫

♫ Only transparent tears that unceasingly fall accompany me ♫

♫ I still don’t understand why you left ♫

♫ I still don’t understand why I’m waiting ♫

♫ Waiting for who will remember their responsibility ♫

♫ I’m left at the original place wandering around alone ♫

♫ When one story becomes two regrets ♫

♫ Letting two hearts run towards two different futures ♫

♫ All those that can’t be forgotten can only become regrets ♫

♫ But I still can’t understand why the tears won’t stop ♫