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Oh, look at that. Dr.

Robbie. Oh my God, you were so cute.

It was so great. And this must be your father.

Yeah, my stepdad. Your stepdad. Yeah, yeah.

Stepdad Jack, it's so nice to meet you. Sorry, my hand was a little sticky. I

was just eating. Oh, no, no.

Go ahead.

Have a seat, please.

What were you about to say?

Well, my wife was telling me that there's been some new developments. I'm

really sure why we're here on Father's Day, but apparently there's something

exciting that's happening.

Speaking of Father's Day, happy Father's Day. Oh, thank you.

Happy Father's Day. Yeah, I didn't want to come in here and have, like, you know

monopolize his day but um my mom thought it was best because she found my

diary and she didn't like what was in it yeah i don't like what was in it yeah

you know what i mean just real quick i mean i always kind of thought like a

diary was like a personal thing for a young woman to put down her own personal

thoughts in a journal and so it's a little surprising that my wife wanted me

to come in here, and it's, to be honest, it's a little, I'm still not sure why

when my wife's going through her, it's not to begin with.

Right, yeah.

Sahara, how did this make you feel that your mom was invading your privacy?

I mean, I feel violated, but I don't know. I guess I understand after what

happened that she would want to know how I felt about it.

Yeah, she told me about that.

She did?

Yeah. I'm a little out of the loop, I guess.

What exactly happened?

Joanne, you can let him know.

I saw you and my mom having sex.

Oh. Like a week ago.

And I don't know, she saw me and I think

she thought I was curious.

You know, it's a totally normal thing, I think. I mean, it's not...

I mean, it's embarrassing that, I don't know, to be able to open the door or

something, but I... Right.

But I don't know if that's a reason to start snooping around, going through her

drawers and reading diary. Yeah.

She has a right to feel secure and safe in her home.

Yeah. I mean, he's protective of me, and my mom just isn't. Yeah. We're very,

very close.

Yeah. I'd say your mom is somewhat protective of you because she wanted...

you both to come here today to discuss what's been going on.

And she mentioned that there was some of the subject matter in your diary that

she was a little bit concerned about. She thought that it would be best if you

both were to work out these issues too.

So, Sahara, I know this is a personal thing,

and I'm asking a lot, but You know, I've been doing this for 20 years. I know

what I'm doing.

And I would love it if you would read a passage

from your diary to your father, your stepdad.

Just like any passage?

Yeah, why don't you... What are these concerning topics that we're...

Well, there was, you know, this thing that you were talking about, what you

to do, a fantasy that you were having.

Yeah, I mean, it was just a fantasy, but it was personal.

Yeah. But you want me to read that? I mean, that's

personal. Like, was that a fantasy?

It's just a fantasy. Are you okay with fantasy?

I mean, sure.

That's a fancy line of harmless, right, I guess?

Right, exactly.

Totally harmless.

Yes.

Yeah,

go ahead and read that aloud.

What's so concerning to your mom when she's so upset about it, so worried

it?

Okay, so this was the night after I saw you guys.

Okay. So, um, it kind of just starts right in the middle of,

uh, okay.

So I'm, so I'm in my room and I'm

touching myself.

I'm in my room and I'm touching myself and I'm touching my breath and I'm going

down, down.

down this is kind of dramatic but going down down down and

then i see my dad in the corner of the room i don't know why

you're in the corner um but you're in the corner you've been watching me and

and you we lock eyes and

you smile and you tell me to keep going and so i keep going

uh are you okay yes are you yeah i don't know i'm not i mean you're

not comfortable i mean yeah like i didn't think he would why don't we like

lock eyes right now let's lock lock eyes i want you to lock eyes now show him

show him with your hands what you were doing yeah

When you're doing it, how does that make you feel?

Me?

Both of you, yeah.

Well, I'm... This is also new to me. I just had no idea she had these feelings.

How is that making you feel in this region right there?

I'm not going to lie. It's a little bit aroused. I mean, I feel kind of guilty

about this kind of feeling.

It's shameful, to be honest. Yeah.

No, no, no, don't feel shameful.

Don't, don't. There's no need. I'm here, so everything is fine.

Is this something that I initiated? Is this something that I did inadvertently

that maybe I didn't have? I mean, I don't know. You have done nothing wrong.

It's a completely natural feeling.

Really? Yeah.

Have you ever had thoughts about your stepdaughter?

It's a safe place, I guess. I can say anything.

Anything. I'm not going to be a judge to look at like a creep or a weirdo. No,

no, no.

I mean, sure. Yeah, I mean, look, I wouldn't.

But I married her mom. I met her mom 15 years old when we started

dating. And so I feel like I've known her so long. And now that she's a full

-grown woman.

Yeah, full -grown.

Legal? You're legal?

I know, but I just, still, to me, it's... I just feel like it should be

Does that make sense? I mean, I'm... I mean, that's a new world, and things are

changing. Right, things have changed.

I want to try and exercise with the tool.

Well, let me stop by saying this. I know you said this is a safe place I could

talk about this stuff, but I am concerned because I see these cameras

-hmm. Yeah. It's a bit concerning.

Yeah, these are totally normal. I record every session that I do just so I can

go back in case I missed anything. I always review my tape.

So it's not going to be seen by anybody but me.

Okay. Yeah, she does this. I can't even imagine, like, if my wife was here, what

she would think of this whole conversation that we're having.

What happens in Dr.

Robbie's office is in Dr. Robbie's office.

Okay.

All right. Well, I feel much better.

Good. Okay.

So I'm sorry. So you were saying?

Yeah.

Sahara, why don't you flip through your diary just to a

random page? Don't even look. Just flip to a random page and read what's on that

page.

I'll tell you. A lot of these.

Here, why don't you just pick one? Just point, just put your finger on it. Okay.

Okay.

Okay, so this goes right into it, too.

Okay.

I want to rip his pants off with my teeth.

I want to be completely feral.

I want to go purely off of instinct and not worry what anyone thinks or

feels, except for me and except for him.

I want to show him how it feels to be truly desired.

Every part of him. I know my mom loves him, but she doesn't see him the way I

do.

She doesn't see what a man he is.

She doesn't see everything he can offer.

She doesn't see how protective and powerful and

brave he is.

I don't want to stick in my mouth.

And she doesn't want to stick in her mouth nearly as bad as I do.

You have these types of feelings about me.

How long has this been going on? How long have you been feeling this way?

I don't know. It just kind of came on one day. Maybe like a year or something.

It started to flow and then it just built. And I don't know if it's in the

space, so I really just let it out.

No, no, I'm glad you did. I mean, I'm just making progress.

It's progress, right?

I'm not going to lie, it's a bit of a shock. I really honestly did not have

clue that you felt this way.

So I didn't understand why your mother was so adamant this week about why we

had to come here on Father's Day and go over this.

But I'm glad we did.

I'm glad I know. I wouldn't want to be in the dark about something like this. I

had no idea, honey.

I had no idea. And you know, I know that you're a boy.

These feelings to be dealt with. Yes, that's right. Put your foot on each

I think that's a wise thing.

So now that you're aware of what's been going on,

let's just let out. I want both of you to

completely bear all to each other right now. Me too?

Yes, both of you. I want you to bear it all to each other.

Sure, that's a good idea. Yes, it's a great idea. I want to see some passion

my couch right now.

How?

Well, you're doing it right now. You're touching lips.

Caress each other.

I'm not so sure that's a good idea. As a man, I'm told we're supposed to

suppress our feelings and our emotions. And most importantly, we don't really

talk about the thoughts that go on in our heads.

On a daily basis, I mean, I might fantasize about having sex half a dozen

times. Yeah, of course. I mean, it's every man's fantasy.

You're a younger woman. You're beautiful.

You remind me so much of your mom. You have all the great qualities that your

mom has, but I think you're also young, you know, and everything's new,

and it's exciting to you.

Sometimes in a relationship, things get a little stale.

As you get older, things just don't excite them like they used to.

So, yeah, it's very... I really feel like Sahara has spent a

lot of time thinking about you and her fantasies. I mean, she's got an entire

book written.

And that's not even the only one. I've got so many of them here on my tape.

Really? So many.

So honestly, I feel like the reason your wife wanted you two to have this

session together is so that Sahara can finally act all of this out

and get it out of the system.

Do you think that's the way to get it out of her system, is to act it out? I

know that that's the answer.

It is. She needs to get it out of her system, and once it's out, she'll be

to move on.

So when you say act it out, do you mean...

Have sex with you. Yes, physically.

Connect with you.

Attach the genitals to one another.

Here now?

Here right now.

In your office?

Yeah. And if it makes you, if you feel uncomfortable with me just sitting here,

I can also participate.

Okay. Would you like some help?

I mean, yeah. I'm open to anything. If you think this will help.

My daughter, yeah.

And the cameras are... They're going to stay on. I'm going to review the cameras

later tonight when I get home.

Is this really what you want?

I mean, yeah. I think it'll help.

You know I want it. You want it, right? You want it.

I'm expecting a father's day.

We need the... It's happening.

Did you want to take a little break before we get started?

No, no.

It's already out.

You did want this.

Unwrap your present.

It's your dad's dick.

Do you do this all the time?

Oh, um, no, not all the time.

Yeah, you're my favorite therapist.

I'll come here.

Yeah,

I'm going to take it all off.

Suck your dad's cock.

Mm -hmm.

There they are. There's awkward.

Are you trying

to get a discount on

your next question?

Is it working?

It's working.

I like it.

so pretty and wonky

It's the best father's day ever. It's the best father's day ever.

Suck it like you did in all your fantasies.

She knows what she's doing.

oh my

god

ready

to ride your dad

yeah

That feels really good.

I want you to share some back with me.

I can share. That's what I want.

You help me get here.

about any of that debt.

It tastes so good.

Come on.

amazing. Better than I could have ever imagined.

Oh, thank you so much, Jess. That really means a lot.

Do you think we're on our way to some sort of recovery?

Yes, you guys are definitely on your way to healing.

There's some more things that I think we can work on together, though. So I

would love it if you guys would make an appointment with my receptionist and

come back next week and we will continue.

Okay. Yeah.

And you know, while you guys are at home, If you find some downtime, why

you guys practice?

Really?

Yep.

Let's not tell Mom, okay?

I won't tell Mom.

You won't tell Mom.

We've got a secret.

All right.

Well, I will see you guys next week.

Yes. Okay.

Good job.