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-Deported?
-That's right.
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-But--
-There are no buts.
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It's the INS.
He's got brown skin.
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He's been accused
of a violent crime. He's going.
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Do you know why he was arrested,
what he was charged with?
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He was arrested because you
insisted I call Julia.
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So, I called Julia,
and she called the police.
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This ought to teach you to,
uh,
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stay out of the business
of second-hand diagnosis.
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Let qualified people
do the work instead.
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When you talk about
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qualified people
doing this work,
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are you including yourself
in that?
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Are you suggesting
that I'm to blame?
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I'm not suggesting anything.
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Because I wouldn't have called
if I--
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I-- I understand that.
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I'm not accusing you
of anything.
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You've been talking for weeks
about a loss of perspective.
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Questioning the efficacy
of your practice, uh...
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-Doubting certain decisions.
-I was right about this one.
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Based on what you told me,
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I felt there was a risk
that needed to be addressed.
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Yeah, I'm still not clear
why you're so certain
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the risk wasn't real.
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Sunil just told me flat out
he never intended to hurt Julia.
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So, the police came
as he planned.
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He refused to show his papers,
also as planned.
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I-- I mean, what part of that
do you not understand?
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You've been told by Sunil
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that much of what
he shared was fiction, correct?
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Mm-hmm.
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Yet when he claims
that he never
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intended to hurt Julia...
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I'm just not sure
how you're deciding
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which of these stories
to believe.
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-You've never met him.
-That's true.
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And you've never
had the experience
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of sitting down and speaking
with him.
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See, I'm talking about
an instinct that...
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I had that you refuse to trust.
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I know Sunil
is not a dangerous person.
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Okay, let's take
everything at face value.
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Everything he said
to you this week,
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we'll believe it's true.
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This is what he wanted,
to be sent home to Calcutta.
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That's right.
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Then why are you so upset?
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We've discussed for some time
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your strong identification
with Sunil,
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that you've come to care
about him, relate to him.
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Would you say that's true?
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Even to think of him as
perhaps something of a friend?
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Does it make you angry
to consider
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that you may have been betrayed
by a friend in this way?
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May I offer another
possible source for your anger?
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Sure.
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Do you think any part of you
might be envious of Sunil?
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Why would I be envious
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of a man who's being deported?
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Because he's found a way
to change his life
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and you haven't.
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I could understand your
being envious of that.
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You know, all week I've been...
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I've just been going over
and over...
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Sunil's treatment
in my head, you know, what--
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what was really happening,
what was fantasy, I...
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Even when I'm with other
patients,
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I'm thinking about him,
tuning them out completely.
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And when I force myself
to focus,
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and actually listen
to what they're saying...
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I just...
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I just find myself questioning
the whole thing.
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"How do I really know
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that what I'm being told
isn't bullshit?
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What-- what am I blind to
this time?"
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That's quite a hopeless feeling
you're describing.
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I-- I got a phone message
the other day
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from a prospective patient.
who asked me if I had any
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free appointments
in my schedule.
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I haven't been able to get back
to that person, yet.
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Why not?
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What would you tell them
if you did?
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I don't know.
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What would you want
to tell them?
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Well, whenever I think
of making the call,
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I can only imagine saying
that I'm...
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not taking any new patients.
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What does it mean to you
to hear yourself say that?
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Does it mean you're thinking of
cutting back on your practice?
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Are you...
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thinking of closing it?
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You look more pregnant.
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I--
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Yes.
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I guess I am.
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Do you know
what you're gonna do...
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when the baby is born?
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Do you plan to keep on working?
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I do.
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I'll take a few months at home,
but then, yes.
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I'll keep working.
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I want to.
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And you?
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You still haven't answered
my question.
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Are you thinking of closing
your practice?
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I don't know.
It came into my head
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when I was sitting across
from Jesse this week.
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He told me he was...
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quitting therapy.
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Why?
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Why? Because he was convinced
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that he has to choose
between his father and me.
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And he's chosen his father.
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What did you say to him?
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I-- I don't think
he heard anything I said really.
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There was a time--
a time I used to believe
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that you could say something
clearly.
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And-- and the other person
would hear it,
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digest it, respond.
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I don't think
I believe that anymore.
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Maybe any serious communication
between two people is useless.
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Even--
Even without outright lying,
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people-- people only hear what
they really want to hear
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or what they're capable
of hearing,
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Which...
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...which often has very little
resemblance
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to what was actually said.
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At this moment
each of these setbacks
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-feels like a terrible blow.
-Hmm.
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Can we talk about
why these losses
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feel so devastating?
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Why don't you tell me?
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I think it has something to do
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with what you've done
repeatedly.
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You've blurred boundaries
with your patients...
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treated them as friends
or children or...
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Again and again you have allowed
your own feelings to interfere.
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Why do you think Sunil
was able to fool you so easily?
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Why do you think that deception
affects you so deeply?
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Two weeks ago, you saw
Jesse late at night.
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Now you're terribly hurt
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that Jesse's turned
to his father.
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It's all connected, Paul.
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It's a pattern.
It's one you could break if--
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I need to stop.
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-You-- you need to stop?
-I need to stop seeing patients.
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That's what you're telling me.
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And you're-- you're right.
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I'm not telling you
to do anything.
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I'm only trying to get you
to examine what might be--
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Fine, it's-- it's what I've been
telling you, then.
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What I've really known myself
for a very long time.
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Is that really what you want?
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There are many, many ways
to make changes, Paul.
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I know that.
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Okay.
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Do you know,
if this is a real possibility,
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have you thought about
what might be next?
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-Do I have to have a plan?
-Of course not.
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Just...
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What?
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Ah, I don't know.
I just found myself
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wondering what my life
would have been...
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if I hadn't gone down
this path, you know.
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If I hadn't become...
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a therapist.
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All I know is...
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that I can't spend the next
ten or 20 years like this,
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locked in a room, listening.
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It's striking to hear you talk
about the next ten or 20 years.
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I mean, up until now
you've been convinced
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you only had a fraction
of that time left.
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Well, maybe I've been taking
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what the doctors have told me
about the Parkinson's a bit...
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more objectively. I'm...
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I'm willing to--
to wait and see.
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And maybe during that time,
I'll finally figure out
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what it is that I want
from my life.
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Is there anything
that comes to mind?
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-Not-- not specifically, no.
-Nothing at all?
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I broke up with Wendy.
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Hmm, it was at the breakfast
table yesterday.
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I-- I hadn't planned to do it.
It just sort of came out.
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You seem surprised.
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Do I?
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I guess I just wanted
to free myself.
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-Free yourself?
-Yes.
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Free yourself for what?
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I was never in love
with Wendy.
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I know that.
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And honestly...
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I've even started
to wonder if...
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I was ever really
in love with Kate....
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and whether love is something...
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I'm really capable of.
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Wendy said she wanted to talk
about...
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our relationship...
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and she started to cry.
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She couldn't stop crying.
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And inside I--
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I just didn't feel anything.
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Yeah, I-- I knew I should
have been feeling sad or...
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at the very least...
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guilty.
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But...
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I kept saying to myself,
"She's in pain.
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She's in pain.
You can help her."
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But I couldn't move.
I couldn't even take her hand.
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I just wanted her to leave.
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To free yourself.
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I think, up until this point,
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you've sought out relationships
that are safe,
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where the risk to yourself,
emotionally,
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is a small one.
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I mean, outside the office
you keep your distance,
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inside, you do the opposite.
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You over-invest.
You-- you seek out intimacy.
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But whether it's Wendy, Kate,
your patients, they're all...
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substitutes of a kind,
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allowing you to avoid
actually engaging in the world,
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experiencing life
in any real way.
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I think what you're telling me
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is that you're ready
to stop doing this.
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Ending things with Wendy
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sounds like a step
in the right direction.
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Ending your practice...
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I'm not sure that's precisely
the right answer.
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But it does feel right to me
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to hear you talk about
freeing yourself.
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I think
that's a good description
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of the work that lies ahead.
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For you, for us together.
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I'm not coming back.
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I'm sorry.
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You just took me to task
on my unhealthy relationships.
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Do you not see this
as one of them?
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I-- I don't think--
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I-- I think it's entirely
different.
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Why is that?
Because you're my therapist?
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Because whatever's been going on
between us
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is completely routine?
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A standard critical part
of the therapeutic process?
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I think you're aware
of how these
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sorts of feelings function.
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Transference,
countertransference.
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Just go with it, grow from it.
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-Explore it as illuminating?
-I can't do that.
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I'm sorry, I just can't do it.
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It's too...
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it's too confusing for me.
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Why do you find it so confusing?
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Because I can't tell
what's real.
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How can I go on seeing you,
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looking at you,
keep coming here,
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when you epit-- epitomize the...
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the conflict?
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-Do-- do you not see that?
-I'm not sure that I do.
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You're talking about ending
therapy.
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Just as you're contemplating
an enormous life decision.
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But I think it's important
that we're clear--
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You're having a baby.
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I am.
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And-- and I know
that the likelihood
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is that you're having
this child
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with somebody else.
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Its father, husband,
boyfriend, girlfriend,
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for all I know. But...
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I just have this feeling
that may not be the case.
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I don't know
what your story is.
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Whether you're with somebody
or not.
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I could be wrong.
I could be...
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making a fool of myself.
I could be offending you.
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I could be wildly deluded...
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but something tells me
that you're alone.
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Last week you imagined
I had a happy, growing family.
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You thought I hid
that fact from you,
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and that made you
very angry.
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And now you're suggesting--
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That I can't tell
what the truth is.
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This is your opportunity
to tell me if you want to.
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Why do you think
it's so important
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for you to know my situation?
284
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Because we could go on
like this for years.
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It--
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What?
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It's too painful.
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I don't think the solution is
to run away
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from what's happening
in this room, Paul.
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To protect yourself
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once again from the risk
of a relationship.
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The-- the confusion,
yes, pain
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that can sometimes
go along with one.
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The way to change that
295
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is to face those feelings
in a therapeutic setting.
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You just said "relationship."
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But the point...
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is that it isn't one.
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It's been created in this room
by the artifice of therapy.
300
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And I don't know
that I believe in
301
00:16:12,888 --> 00:16:14,306
that artifice anymore.
302
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I can't distinguish it
from reality.
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You're sitting across from me,
and you're pregnant.
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And I still think
305
00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:27,194
that you are meant
to be with me.
306
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Isn't that exactly
what I need to stop doing,
307
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what you've been
telling me to change?
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Isn't it time that I--
that I go outside
309
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and experience reality,
step beyond the office doors
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and see the difference
for myself?
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You can experience
the world
312
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and still come back
here each week,
313
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talk about that experience.
314
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I-- I worry that if you don't...
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you'll repeat the same patterns
316
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you're trying to free yourself
from.
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Well, maybe that's true.
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And maybe it's not.
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You've been through
so much
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in such a short
amount of time, Paul.
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The death of your father,
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the fear of inheriting
his illness,
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the fundamental questioning
of your life's work.
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I'm 57-years-old...
325
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and I've lost my way.
326
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I want to help you
find your way again.
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Do you ever think
about us being together?
328
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Do you?
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I'm not in treatment
with you any longer.
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You can answer the question.
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Wow.
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You are a good therapist.
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Paul, will you think
about coming next week?
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I can't.
335
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I need to stop.
336
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I just--
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I have to.
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Good luck to you.
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My door will always be open
to you.
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Well, it's okay.
341
00:18:31,819 --> 00:18:33,654
You can close it behind me.
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