All language subtitles for Here.To.Heart.S01E43_English

I'm a woman.

I have a lot of weaknesses.

I'm helpless a lot of the time.

I also need a shoulder

to lean on sometimes.

Since my father left,

I realized that nothing in life
is constant.

Nanxian's shoulder...

will forever be saved
for Wen Nuan to lean on.

Auntie...

I hope that...

you can try to understand me.

Yi Xin, actually...

I understand everything you said.

It's Nanxian who has wronged you.

No.

It's true...

No matter what,

I am very grateful
for everything that you did

for me and Nanxian
in these past seven years.

Really.

I am sincerely thanking you.

No matter what,

I hope that you can live well.

Okay.

Auntie.

Thank you.

Silly child.

Okay then,

I won't disturb you anymore.

I'm going back now.

Auntie. Let me take you to the gate.

Don't worry.
Everything will be all right.

Look at you.
You're more nervous than me.

It will be fine. Don't worry.

OPERATING ROOM

I still didn't make it in time.

I was wrong.

I caused Gao to get sick from anger.

You look like such a loser!

Since you know you did wrong,
can you change it?

From establishing our business up to now,

how many times
have we encountered moments of crisis?

But the three of us worked together
and we were able to get past them.

Gao Fang will surely be fine.

Our business will also get better
and better in the future.

What are you thinking about
that's got you so concentrated?

You scared me.

Nothing.

I was just thinking about
when you'd be coming.

Look. I prepared all this for you.
Do you like it?

Of course, I do.
I like everything you do for me.

Moreover,
these dishes look exquisite.

Sit down.

Yi Xin...

in your heart, do I look like that?

So adorable?

Yi Xin.

Is something wrong?

It's nothing.

Since I got here, I can see
that you're deep in thought.

Tell me if you have any problems.

I will always support you. You know that.

It's nothing.

Auntie came today to visit me.

I clarified with her

my relationship with Nanxian.

Did she make it difficult for you?

She was just very sad.

Seeing how she looked, I...

I also felt bad.

I understand.

Yi Xin...

I will prove to everyone

that you'll have blissful life with me.

Today is my birthday.

You must share this happiness with me.
Be happy.

Happy birthday.

You are so beautiful today.

Let's eat.

Thank you.

You're thanking me?

-Right.
-For what?

Thank you for being able
to come out and accompany me.

It's the weekend.

Also, I am here for the cake

and not for you.

Xiaodai, I'm sorry.

I was wrong.

Actually, after Gao's situation,

I realized that I made a mistake.

Nanxian, Gao Fang, and I,

we three are really inseparable.

We already aren't just
typical work colleagues or partners.

We are a macrocosm
that is inextricably linked.

The three handsome men of Shallow Cosmos.

Guan Ti,

you finally said something sensible.

-Really?
-Of course!

But I still want to tell you...

that I've had regrets for a long time.

I regretted being so rash

and causing our relationship
to be so stiff.

But I was afraid that Gao and Nanxian
would scold me if I went back.

Come...

Tell me.

When I was gone,
did they keep saying bad words about me?

Not really...

I feel that everyone makes mistakes.

If you realize them, just mend your ways.

Also, Mr. Zhan and Mr. Gao
aren't those kinds of people.

How could they agree to part ways
with you? You were just overthinking.

Too much internal drama.

-Really?
-Of course.

It's just that
your situation now is a bit awkward.

-Won't you help Pan Weining with--
-No...

Starting today,

I guarantee that I'm going to leave him.

-Really?
-Yes.

That's great.

If Mr. Zhan and Mr. Gao learn that,
they surely will be very happy.

Do you forgive me too?

Me?

That depends... on your performance.

How about you buy me another cake?

Hurry and go.

Do you have any business here?

If you want to convince me

not to stop you and Nanxian
being together,

then you might as well not
waste your time.

Nanxian has been facing
a lot of pressure lately.

He got skinny.

If it wasn't for you,

Nanxian wouldn't face this crisis
right now.

Because of you I lost my husband.

And right now,

also because of you,
I'm about to lose my only son.

Auntie Zhou...

I know all of this was caused by me.

I can't change the past.

But in the future
I will do my best to make up for it.

What exactly do you want to say?

A few days ago,

I met this client.

On my way there, in the middle
of the night, there was some problem.

At that time,
all I thought about was Nanxian.

I never thought

he would be there before me.

Auntie Zhou, I made up my mind.

I don't know
what's going to happen in the next second.

I should cherish the moment.

Nanxian and I can't lose each other again.

Auntie Zhou...

you want Nanxian to be happy, right?

Do you want to use
Nanxian's happiness to threaten me?

You'd better leave him.

No.

I just want to let you know
that I am exactly like you.

Everything in the past was my fault.

I promise you, I will make it up
to Nanxian for the rest of my life.

How can you be so shameless
and say those things?

If you've finished...

then please leave.

No matter what you say,
I will not forgive you

for the rest of my life.

Auntie Zhou...

I will try my all best to earn
your forgiveness and understanding again.

You can ask me to do anything.

If you cannot forgive me,

I will respect your decision.

I will let Nanxian go,

and will not cause him
to experience difficulty.

The company is responsible

for your accident
while you were filming your last movie.

We really care about this situation,

so now, when we choose a film

we will care about your safety.

Look, these scripts
were all chosen carefully.

I personally checked them.

Boss,

I've already acted in a lot
of these kinds of films.

To be honest...

I am a little tired.
Right at this moment,

I want to play different roles.

Yi Xin, this kind of theme
is very popular right now.

Audiences like this type of movie.

You're still young
and have a lot of fans.

Why don't you use this chance
to earn more money?

Act more commercial movies
that fit your fans' taste.

That is not only good for the company,
but also good for you.

My fans also wish to see me
play some different characters.

Also, in the past few years I've helped
the company earn a lot of money.

From now on...

I want to have more freedom.

Yi Xin, you should know something.

When you first started,

the company invested a lot of money
and resources to make you famous.

A person should know how to be grateful.

Also, Mr. Zhan
has had problems of his own lately.

No man is completely reliable.

Bottom line is

you still must rely on the company, right?

Got it. I understand
everything you're saying, Boss.

-If there's nothing else, I'll go.
-Wait.

Tonight, there's a conference
and they want you to attend.

Remember to dress up and don't be late.

Hello, Yi Xin.

Weining.

What are you doing?

I just finished trying on clothes.
I have to attend a function tonight.

I'm starting to envy myself.

How could such a shining star

actually be mine?

Got it. See you tonight.

See you tonight.

Miss Yi Xin, should we discuss
today's situation with Mr. Pan?

He is powerful and has good connections.
He surely can find a way.

I don't want to bother him
about these things. Also...

I want our relationship to be pure.

-Yi Xin, here...
-Yi Xin, here...

Yi Xin, may I ask when is your next film?

Yi Xin, may I ask
what's the topic of your next film?

-Thank you everyone.
-Can you answer us?

Nanxian.

Excuse me for a moment.

Sit here.

Why are you attending
an event like this?

Weren't you afraid of things like this
in the past?

I have no other choice.

So... there will also be a day
that you will condescend yourself?

How's it going?

I heard Wen Nuan
returned to Shallow Cosmos.

Yes.

She returned to help me.

Good.

Very good.

Hearing from you

that your relationship with Wen Nuan
is doing well again,

I'm not as angry as I was before.

Deep inside

I wish you both happiness.

It looks like...

I completely let you go.

Actually, I can tell...

you're finally relaxed.

Plus, when you were at work
and right now,

you look really happy.

I saw your mother recently.

I told her the truth
about our relationship.

I told her...

I've met someone I like.

You and Pan Weining...

are really together?

Yes...

and I'm happy now.

Actually, as your old friend,

I'm more glad than anyone else

to see you happy.

Thank you.

But do you know Pan Weining...

really well?

I don't know the stock market business,

but lately he treats me well
and I can see it.

He drove for four hours
only to see me for a second.

When I need help,
he is always there for me.

All of this...

I used to want to get from you.

Let bygones be bygones.

Okay. No matter what...

I wish you happiness.

Thanks.

I also want you to be happy.

Weining, I'm back.

How was the function today?
Everything went well?

You know.
Just some socializing.

I'm so tired.

I can see...

that everything went well.

You and Zhan Nanxian
are in the news again.

We just met and had a talk.

Nothing special.

For an event like this,
next time I'd better go with you.

Do you know Pan Weining...

...really well?

What's wrong?

Did something happen at the function?

Nothing.

Yi Xin...

if anything happens,
you should tell me immediately.

I'll do my best to help you.

Hello, Mr. Wang,

do you know where my mother is?
She didn't answer my calls.

She's not in her studio either.

What?

My mother gave you a long leave
and you have not contacted her for days?

Do you know where she has gone?

Okay.

Thank you.

Please, call me as soon
as you have any news about my mother.

Okay.

Nanxian, where are you?
The meeting is about to start.

Wen Nuan, I can't find my mom.

What happened?

I don't know. She didn't answer my calls.

Where are you? I'm going to meet you.

AGREEMENT TO RESCIND
A PREVIOUS CONTRACT

Boss, the company has been good to me
all these years. Thank you.

But the company
and I are in a big disagreement now.

I don't think
we can work together anymore.

So...

I want to cancel our contract.

Yi Xin, it's impossible
to cancel this contract.

What do you want to do?

Don't be nervous.

Let me explain this to you.

I've sold the company,
so I'm not in charge now.

Sold?

Yes.

Mr. Pan is the new boss,
so from now he is the one in charge.

You can leave now. Let us have a talk.

It's done. The company is yours.

You're your own boss.
Feel free to do anything you like.

You...How did you know that?

I told you,

I won't let you have any burden anymore.

I'm a man of my word.

Thank you.

You scared me.

As long as you're happy.

-Hello?
-Are you Zhou Xiangling's family member?

Yes, she's my mother. What happened?

Zhou Xiangling's been in a car accident.
She's in our hospital right now.

I'm calling to inform you about this.
Please come right away.

Our relationship has been exposed lately.

We should be more careful when we go out.

Don't worry.

They will learn about it sooner or later.

I'm scared it may be bad for you.

It won't.

It's better than you and Zhan Nanxian
in the news every day.

The entertainment company is yours now.

Do you have any plans for the future?

What kind of roles do you want to see
me play the most?

I want to see you...

play Mr. Pan's wife.

You're messing around again.

I'm going to prepare the food.

Dad.

You're in the limelight lately.

There are gossip stories about you
and the little star everywhere.

You watched the news?

Of course, I watched the news.

I'm afraid our Pan family
will become a laughing stock.

Dad, what're you talking about?

Yi Xin and I are serious.

Do you understand what serious is?

Cut off this relationship immediately.

Dad, is this about my buying
the entertainment company?

It's not a big deal for you to buy
a company for any other female star,

but not for Yi Xin.

I heard she and Zhan Nanxian
have an ambiguous relationship.

I'll never allow you
to be with such a woman.

Otherwise...

never call me father again.

I've asked her about her relationship
with Zhan Nanxian. They are over.

It doesn't matter.

What matters is, what others think.
Understand?

End this as soon as possible.

I don’t want to see
any news like this anymore.

Dad?

Hello, could you tell me
the room number of Zhou Xiangling?

It's room 305.

-Thanks.
-Hello.

-Are you Zhou Xiangling's family member?
-Yes.

Zhou Xiangling's diagnosis
is shin fracture.

We've arranged for
a full examination for her.

The results will be ready soon.

Since she was transferred
from another hospital,

please go process her admission first.

I will handle this.

You can visit your mom first.

-Thanks.
-Sure.

So, you do care about me

and know to visit me.

You're my mom.
If I don't care about you, who will?

Do you know how scared I was
when I answered the call

that you were in a car accident?

This car accident...

It taught me how scary dying is.

Do you know what I was thinking about

when the car accident happened?

I thought about your father.

I was thinking...

when the plane crash happened...

your father...

You father must have been
so scared in that plane,

but there was nothing he could do.

He could only helplessly
wait for his death.

After he went away...

my whole world collapsed.

I know that...

all those years...

you also were living in self-blame.

You tried your best to make me happy.

You wanted me to stop suffering.

But...

Wen Nuan's appearance...

She keeps reminding me

about your father...

suffering helplessly.

I really can't bear it.

Okay, Mom.

But you also know my feelings for Nuan.

Mom, I actually also experienced
what you mentioned.

But if it was really
that easy to put that aside,

I would have done it seven years ago.

You should know that
my feelings for Nuan are different.

Nanxian.

No parents

wish for their children to be unhappy.

Even if I don't force you
to give up Wen Nuan,

when you see her, can you completely
forget what happened to your father?

Better suffer a little loss
than a long sorrow.

I don't wish you
to fall deeper and deeper.

Mom, you're sick.

Let's not talk about it, okay?

Nanxian... you've borne too much for me.

Weining.

What are you thinking about?
You're so focused.

Nothing. What smell is that?

It's so aromatic.
What delicious food did you cook for me?

You're hiding something from me.

No.

Is your family pressuring you?

Don't overthink it.

I'm the one who wants to be with you,
not my parents.

Meeting you

is the most blissful thing
that's happened in my life.

So, no matter what others say,

I will insist on my choice.

Weining...

We are on the same team.

Believe me.

I'm definitely not a woman
who clings to others for self-interest.

I have the strength and courage

to face those problems together with you.

I know.

Then...
When will you arrange a meeting

for me and your parents?

After they meet me,
they will understand me better.

Subtitle translation by: Peter Zhao