Original subtitles

Hi, Linlu.

The trial is over.

Looks like our victory is in the bag.

Nuan's gone.

What?

Hello? I'm here.

Meet me at departure hall. Okay.

Wen Nuan.

Where are you?

Nanxian.

I'm sorry.

This apology…

is seven years overdue.

What are you talking about?

What happened?

Tell me where you are. I'll come to you.

I…

I don't deserve your love.

You left without a word seven years ago.

Now you're leaving me again?

I'll never regret falling in love with you.

Thank you.

I owe you so much.

I don't want to hear this.

Listen, tell me where you are. I'll come get you.

Let's talk then.

Take care.

Attention, passengers on flight NEQ51,

bound for London, please proceed to boarding gate…

The number you dialed is unavailable.

Nuan!

It's you.

She called me.

Where is she?

She left already.

I couldn't find her.

Wen Rou, could you please tell me

what's going on?

Why did Wen Nuan say she'd lost her memories,

and why was she sick?

What really happened?

Nuan was devastated

when she broke up with you years ago.

My father was so worried about her, he cut short his trip.

You know the rest.

Dad and Uncle Zhan both died in that plane crash.

Nuan blamed herself for it.

And me…

I felt guilty for breaking you guys up.

I believed I was the one who caused all these tragedies.

So, I cut my wrist.

But I didn't die. Nuan saved me.

Nuan was overwhelmed by grief and fell sick.

She forgot the real reason for our father's death and my attempted suicide.

The doctor said it's selective amnesia.

She lost the memories that were most painful to her.

Then she went to England for treatment.

After seven years…

she was finally getting better.

We never mention the past to keep her from harm.

But then you came along.

So, when she came back…

she had already lost most of her memories.

Why didn't you say something?

Zhan Nanxian.

I don't care about the past.

Now that you know everything,

I beg you, please stay away from Nuan.

Being with you…

can only cause her more pain.

You're Zhu Linlu's girlfriend.

Why did you come to work here?

Dai Zhong gave me a fat check to spy on you for them.

I told you to stay away from Pan Weining and Zhu Linlu.

What was it that you said?

You know how to separate work from life?

Now who's paying for your naivety?

I really don't understand why you're always so cold to me?

Let go!

Are you still in love with him?

Or are you playing hard to get with me?

Is that what you think?

You're defending Zhu Linlu.

You can't wait to leave here, right?

Is that why you're returning this to me?

It's all over the internet.

They said you bought this place for Yi Xin.

Why are you so cruel?

You're the selfish one.

Have you considered my feelings?

Whenever I think of you…

I try to paint that image of you

I have in my head.

Your every move…

If I never said those things to her,

maybe she could've forgotten the past forever.

It's all my fault.

Nanxian.

Nanxian.

Nanxian.

Nanxian.

Mom.

Silly boy.

What has caused you so much pain?

Wen Nuan's gone.

I waited seven years for her.

Now she's gone again.

Maybe it's for the best.

She knows very well

there's no future for the two of you.

You know…

maybe God did give us another chance.

Wen Nuan lost her memories,

she forgot what was most painful to her.

She forgot how her father and my dad died.

She lost her memories?

So, it's true?

She's not just…

Mom.

I beg you.

Could you please forgive her?

She lost her father, just like I did.

We both suffered way too much.

So please…

please forgive her already, okay?

I had no idea.

But…

But I just can't forgive her.

Nanxian.

Maybe this is the way it's supposed to be.

You must be apart so you don't hurt each other.

Not possible.

I won't give up.

I won't give up.

Mom, I'm fine now.

Sorry about this.

It's fine.

Don't drink so much.

It's not good for you.

Auntie.

Auntie.

Auntie.

Yi Xin.

-Did you just get off the plane? -Yes.

I'm worried about Nanxian.

He won't answer my calls,

and he's not home.

I don't know how he's doing.

Have a seat.

Auntie, what's wrong?

Are you feeling ill?

Have you seen a doctor?

It's nothing.

I'm just worried about Nanxian.

He's in such agony…

but I can't do a thing apart from worry.

You saw him?

I went to his place last night.

He was drunk.

I was so shocked.

You know how he was when he broke up with Wen Nuan seven years ago.

What if the same thing happens again?

I'm afraid it'd destroy him for good.

Auntie, have some water.

Don't worry.

Maybe it's not as bad as you think.

Nanxian will bounce back in no time.

I hope so.

I just didn't know…

Wen Nuan went through so much.

Sometimes…

I even feel sorry for her.

But when I think about how Nanxian

abandoned the lawsuit in England for her only to suffer even more,

I know I was right from the start.

I can't let them see each other.

Yi Xin.

Am I too selfish…

and too harsh to think this way?

Of course not.

You're doing all this for Nanxian.

But he doesn't see it that way.

He'll understand.

Give him some time.

He will recover.

I know.

Look at you.

Such a nice girl.

Why doesn't Nanxian realize how good you are?

You're back at last.

I'm sorry.

Did you think…

an apology can make up for what you did to our company?

Whatever happens next…

I take full responsibility.

How?

Why don't you look around at what you did?

Word about our loss is out.

Not only within the industry,

but also on the financial news.

We're not only facing huge compensations

but also damages resulting from loss of credibility.

You should know this.

Of course, he doesn't know.

If he did,

he wouldn't hang us out to dry like that.

He wouldn't inflict this on us.

Anything else?

Just get it all out.

Another pressing issue is that all our contracts have been annulled.

Including five of our long-term business partners.

Our stock price has plunged.

There are serious repercussions.

You happy now?

We always listened to you.

And then you left us in England.

Why did you come back so suddenly?

You never turn up again.

Yes, you're the Boss.

But Shallow Cosmos belongs to all our hard-working staff.

It's not something you can just throw away.

And you.

You let your private life and emotion rule over you.

You don't even bother to give us an explanation.

You've changed.

You're not our old Boss anymore.

I'm so disappointed in you.

Guan Ti.

Nanxian.

Care to explain why you disappeared before the trial?

Wen Nuan's gone.

Yi Xin.

-Wait outside. -Okay.

Haven't I made myself clear?

Don't ever show up again.

You'll change your mind someday.

Mr. Pan, what gave you that idea?

As of now,

everyone already knows about Shallow Cosmos.

Zhan Nanxian…

is no better than me now.

And Shallow Cosmos is not the same anymore.

Do you still want to stay on that sinking boat with him?

So what if I do?

In your eyes, I'm just a gold-digger

who goes around sucking blood from men, right?

It'd save me a lot of trouble if that were true.

I could just win you over

by buying you things.

But you're not that girl.

Why did you come see me today?

Just wanted to see how you were.

Well, you saw me.

I'm very sorry for your loss.

The list of all the deceased is here.

WEN HE ZHAN QINGYUAN

Go see if your father's name is on that list.

Okay.

ZHAN QINGYUAN

Mom!

Sis.

Sis! Wake up!

Don't scare me like this!

Sis, hang in there.

We've already lost Dad.

You have to hang in there.

Don't scare me like this!

Sis!

Sis!

We've already lost Dad.

Don't scare me, don't leave me, okay?

Sis!

Sis!

OPERATING ROOM

Wen Nuan.

Revisiting the past over and over again won't heal you.

It'd only trap you in pain.

Now that you remembered everything,

you must learn to face it and deal with it.

We can't change what's in the past.

All you can do is look ahead

and stop blaming yourself.

Sometimes things just happen to people.

You shouldn't bear all the weight.

It's over.

I can't love him anymore.

I found you at last.

Come in.

Dr. Li.

Linlu?

Wen Nuan just left.

Yes, I saw her.

I'm here to ask you some things about her.

What happened?

She recovered all her memories.

Recovered?

Which means she must be in a lot of pain now, right?

She's like that.

She hasn't changed a bit.

Always hiding her own sufferings,

not letting anyone help her.

That's so like her.

She asked me not to contact you or Wen Rou.

She didn't want to involve people around her.

She said the pressure would be too much.

Understood.

Then…

please don't tell her I'm here and that I already found out.

I only wanted to make sure she was okay.

That's all.

Seven years ago, you brought Wen Nuan here

and you took care of her.

Seven years later,

you're still looking out for her like this.

This can't be easy.

I'm lucky…

to have someone for whom I'm willing

to sacrifice everything.

It's my fortune.

Will you call me?

Revisiting the past over and over again

won't heal you.

It'd only trap you in pain.

Now that you remembered everything,

you must learn to face it and deal with it.

Hello?

Wen Rou, I found Nuan. She's in England.

Linlu, have you seen her?

That's great!

Keep her there. I'll get on the earliest flight.

Could you please calm down?

What good would that do?

She seems fine.

She's getting treatment.

Dr. Li said to give her some time.

You might scare her off again by rushing over here.

I can't just sit here.

My mind won't rest until I see her for myself.

I know, but according to Dr. Li,

Nuan needs some time and space to heal, okay?

Don't worry.

I'll keep an eye on her and make sure she's alright.

No.

I've always regretted not being there for her over the past seven years.

How can I leave her by herself in England again?

Subtitle translation by Lisa Lai