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I had sex with Adam.

- Why? - I felt like I was worth something

and I was one of them.

And I'm so sorry.

You were investigated for a violent assault.

It was years ago. They dropped the charges.

Have you ever used violence against your children?

Are you OK?

You have no clue what I had to do to get that money.

I saw you with her.

You go to the police, tell them what's happened and they'll tell you what to do.

No, no.

No, he'll leave me, and I love him so much.

And I'm not gonna let that happen.

OK, well, so what do you want me to do? Just carry on as normal?

- You're not gonna wait for me? - Seems like you can handle yourself

pretty well on your own.

You need help. You're sick.

Lucinda?

We just need some time on our own.

- And you're definitely OK? - Yes, I keep telling you.

- So no one tried to hurt you? - No.

- Nothing bad happened... - No.

Just give her a little space. She'll tell us everything when she's ready.

Just wanna know she's OK and where she's been all this time.

I've been staying in one of the cottages.

Hang on, one of our cottages?

But that doesn't make any sense.

- Is Fergus any better? - He's gonna be out tomorrow, they say.

The police checked everywhere. I checked all the cott-

Guy, just back off.

We don't know what she's been through.

- Well, that's what I'm trying to establish. - Right, OK.

Lulu, come on, let's go through.

Can you call the police? They need to know she's home.

- You know, you could've given me more warning. - I know. I'm sorry.

- Has someone figured it out? - No, no, no, of course not.

Give me that old phone.

Right, yours has been off the whole time, so if anyone asks

- just say that you lost it in your room. - OK.

Is he home? Did it work?

- Yeah, yeah. - What, he's home, like, for good?

Well, I mean, he's been here ever since you went missing, so...

We've done it.

It's over.

I love you.

♪ Walking through desire ♪

♪ Static all the way ♪

♪ Could it be the rapture? ♪

♪ Never brought me down ♪

♪ You're everything I need ♪

♪ Like a stupid cry ♪

What you doing in here?

Can I... join you?

Come on, let's get you home.

What, you just gonna sit here all night?

- Can I have another, please? - Oh, come on, bloody grow up.

Bloody fuck off.

Cheers.

Get yourself one.

Thanks.

- Cheers. - You alright?

You know, most people think the trouble's over when the missing person

returns home, but quite often it's just the beginning.

OK, so...

So, the first night you were missing, you stayed at your boyfriend, Nelson's.

He wants to be my boyfriend but he isn't.

That's why we argued, so I left and I walked to the cottage.

- And you didn't have your phone on you? - No. I lost it.

Oh...

Most girls who have an argument with a boy, they wanna speak to their mum

or, uh... a friend.

They don't disappear for days on end.

I needed some space.

Then I saw that I was all over the news and I was scared to come home

just in case I got into trouble.

Lucinda...

People run away all the time, OK?

And sometimes they've got really good reasons.

Now, I can't make you tell me the truth.

But I really need you to be honest

and answer honestly to this next question, alright?

OK.

Are you safe here in this house?

Why wouldn't I be?

It's my home.

OK.

♪ That makes a fiery ring ♪

♪ All that I know love as a caging thing ♪

♪ Just a killer come to call from some awful dream ♪

♪ And all you folks ♪

♪ You come to see ♪

♪ You just stand there in the glass looking at me ♪

♪ but my heart is wild, and my bones are steel ♪

♪ And I could kill you with my bare hands if I was free ♪

Don't do this.

- You still here? - Please.

Come on, let's go home and talk about it.

No, I'm good, ta. Get yourself a cab on me.

Whatever you're doing with her, it's...

it won't make you feel better.

Yes, it will.

- Hey. - Hi.

How did she know he was ill?

- Who? - Luce.

Before the police came, she asked after Fergus.

If she's been alone in the cottage all week, how could she know that he was ill?

I told her.

When?

As soon as she came back.

You might not have heard cos there was so much...

surprise and...

confusion.

OK.

I'm sorry I'm so late.

Where the fuck have you been?

Abby was desperate to know when you'd be back.

I've been texting you all night long.

Shit...

I had to go into work and Jackie had to come and cover for me

but when I got back, you still weren't home.

- Joanne... - No. No, no.

From now on, you have to call me, alright?

I cannot sit up another night, not knowing if somebody is dead or alive.

Do you understand?

I am so sorry.

OK.

You got changed?

The car.

Car broke down near Blakeley and it... well, it took ages to get going again

and it was... it was raining. I got drenched, so...

Yeah.

Well, whoever he is, he sent you flowers.

See you, Roz.

- Thanks. Thanks... - Yeah.

...Joanne.

You OK?

Yeah.

Just have a bit of a headache, that's all.

- Do you want me to stay? - No. I'll be fine.

- Sleep it off when you're out with your dad. - Alright.

I'm so excited.

He's here!

Yay!

- Hi! - Hiya. You all set?

- Yep. Let's go catch the lake monster! - That's my girl. Think big.

Here, put your helmet on, please.

Now give us two secs, I just wanna speak to your mam, alright?

Roz!

Roz?

At least be civilised with each other, can't we?

Dad, I can't put me helmet on. It's too tight.

Too tight? You've got loads of room here.

Normally you say you can't even get it on.

Woo!

Don't... I'm gonna die!

D'you know where you're going?

I think so.

- Hello, pipsqueak! - Lulu!

OK, OK, I get it.

You missed me.

Where've you been?

I'll tell you later.

- Come on. - Where you going, Lulu?

Sally's.

Um, I... I thought we could spend some time all together?

- I won't be long. - Lucinda, please.

I haven't seen anyone in ages.

- Luce... - I know, but...

Lulu, please.

Come on, let's go.

...on the phone to him all night.

- Of course she was. - Yeah.

As if. Like, Nelson, of all people.

Exactly. He doesn't talk to his mum for that long.

Yeah, isn't it?

Uh, Sal, can you go and get your washing from upstairs please?

- What, now? - Yes now, if you want them clean for Monday.

Menopause.

Erm...

Well, we're glad to have you back, Luce.

Thanks.

Um, can I talk to you?

- Mm-hm. - I, um...

I know about where you've been and why.

And...

I wanted to say that if you need to talk to me or...

- Uh... - Yeah.

No offence, Mrs Callisto, but I haven't a fucking clue what you're on about.

No, your, um...

your mum told me everything.

She told me because I saw you at the cottage.

With your mum.

And I saw you...

in our bathroom

with Uncle Adam.

Yeah, you know, imagine Sally's face.

Shall we order in some pizza?

If that's alright with your mum.

Yeah.

Go, go, go.

Is that me? Yep.

- No. - No?

You have to speak it somehow.

- I don't remember how to speak it. - No.

I've watched a few live-streams of people play this, I just don't know.

OK.

Guy.

I'm gonna go and get Lucinda. I want her to be here with us, OK?

No, I'll go.

- No, you're in the middle of your game. - It's OK.

- We need a break anyway, don't we, Ferg? - Yeah.

- Seriously, I don't mind going. - I want to talk to her on my own.

Don't worry. I know what I'm doing.

And when I get back, we should probably talk about what happens next.

- What happens next... - Mm-hm.

...is that it's someone's birthday.

Mm. We've decided to have a party, haven't we?

Uh, is that a good idea?

He's just got back from hospital.

He's looking forward to it, aren't you, Ferg?

Plus I've already emailed out the invitations, so...

- You've already emailed the invitations? - Yeah.

Will you be there?

Yes, of course.

Course I'll be there.

Hey.

- What are you doing here? - Well, I wanted to see you.

- No. - What?

You do not come to my house.

Oh. "Nice to see you, Scott. Uh, thanks for the flowers, Scott."

You do not send me things.

Well, I wanted to surprise you.

You have been looking a bit tired. I was, I was worried about you.

Look, it's not your place, Scott, so...

Maybe I want it to be...

- Just... - Wh... what?

Who did this?

No one. It's nothing, it's no one.

Was this because of the flowers?

No. Winston would never hurt me.

- Then who? - Look, you need to go...

- I'm not leaving till you tell me. - Look, it is none of your business!

You paid me, you don't own me.

Come on.

Please, just... just leave.

I only ever wanted to help you.

No.

You wanted to fuck me.

Look... whatever it is, I can fix it.

I hate to break it to you, but...

there are some things that money can't solve.

No? Try me.

Wayne knows about us.

He's been filming me at work in the treatment room

so there's footage of us.

He said I could have the file

but he wanted something from me in return.

He wanted what you got.

Alright?

Got milk.

So, now what?

I don't know.

Be happy?

We're quits.

I made a mistake, you made a...

cold-hearted decision, that is completely different.

Still feels the same though, eh?

Hurts like fuck.

Alright, Sam?

You ready?

Adamenko to make it six!

Goal!

Emerson picks it out...

for the sixth time tonight.

It's humiliating for City. It's glorious for telly...

It's a goal!

Seven nil. Woo!

On a freezing night in the Lake District...

Hands out. City are losing!

What?

...still on it!

The keeper's off his line...

Oh!

- Oh... - In you go. Good girl.

- Good girl... - You off somewhere?

Adam's.

I'm dropping off his dogs.

Hurry up!

Hi... darlings!

Come on, come on, come on...

Oh... I missed you.

Hey. Just let them off.

And, uh, I need to pay you.

Oh, um... no, honestly.

You can just do a wire transfer, you haven't got to pay me now.

Oh, it's no trouble. I just need to find my purse.

Oh, it's... beautiful house.

Must be easier to keep clean with the kids away, huh?

I miss them.

But if someone's going to fuck up my children, I'd rather it wasn't me.

Yeah, I just...

I couldn't be away from mine. I'd miss them too much.

How much do I owe you?

God, are you OK?

Let me get you a glass of water.

I've made a mistake.

I know.

But it's OK, because Lucinda's back now.

No, no, I've, um...

I've done something wrong to you.

At the dinner party at Kate's house.

You're bound to hear it from someone, so it should be from me.

Um, you know, uh...

I... I don't think I have as much cash as I thought I did.

I, I'm...

I think I'll pay by bank transfer, actually.

Sorry.

Why have we stopped?

How did you get food?

- What? - At the cottage. How did you eat?

I-I went to the shops.

How?

I walked.

You walked to the shops completely unnoticed when everyone was out looking for you?

I put my hood up.

Luce...

I may not be the world's best father, but I've never stopped loving you

or caring for you, so please, just do me the courtesy

of not treating me like a complete bloody idiot.

I'm not.

When you turned up last night, you already knew that Fergus was in hospital.

Someone must have told you that he was ill.

Lucinda, you want to tell me what's going on here?

Lucinda.

I'm asking you a question.

It wasn't my idea.

What?

She said that it would make you come home.

- Alright. Well, see you next time. - Yeah.

- Thanks. - I love you.

- Love you too. - Here, take your hat.

- My hat? Helmet. - Helmet.

- Did you catch the lake monster? - No such thing.

Bye, Dad.

See you.

Do you fancy a drink?

Y-yeah, could do.

Well...

you look like shit.

Mummy, got it! Yeah, look, see, here?

- Got it. - It's a long one.

I can't find the "S" anywhere.

All the S's...

Right...

Could we put this up now?

Kate!

Guy...

How could you?

Guy.

- Just... Guy, just wait one second. Calm down. - I thought she was dead.

- Can you just listen to me... - I saw her.

I saw her in a ditch, I saw her by the side of the road

- I saw her in a lake... - Can you just...

- I thought she was dead and you knew... - No, I didn't.

- No, I was as worried... - You were hiding her from me.

No! I was as worried as you were at first.

- Stop lying to me, Kate. - Can you... I am not lying.

Stop lying! You lie all the time.

- No. Did she tell you why she left? - Stop lying.

- Did she tell you why she left? - You've lied to the police.

You've lied to the press, you've lied to everyone.

No, I haven't.

You blame me? You blame me? Everybody thinks that I was hurting my own daughter.

Not hurting her! But you do hurt her, Guy, you hurt all of us every single day

that you're not here.

- And that's why she left. - Kate.

You need help. OK? You need serious fucking help.

Well...

You need help. How about I call the police? I'll call the police about you.

No, you won't.

- Can I get you something? - Yeah, can I get, um... a G&T?

- Large, please. - Yep.

- Sorry, I need to talk to the woman... - What?

I need to talk with the woman who was working here last night.

It's her night off. Can I pass on a message?

No, it's alright.

See you.

Thanks.

Na zdrowie.

How do you remember that?

- It was our first holiday, wasn't it? - Mm.

And our last.

Aye. Look what we brought home.

- A terrible bottle of booze. - Yeah, and the rest.

Yeah, I've messed up a lot of things in my life, but...

somehow I made 50% of an absolutely brilliant kid.

Yeah.

Yeah, you did.

I should go.

No, don't.

What have I done?

Nothing.

Nothing at all, it's just...

Can we just sit here...

for a while, just...

just sit?

Yeah.

Course we can.

Can I get a shot as well, please?

"Just Like Honey" by The Jesus And Mary Chain

♪ Listen to the girl ♪

♪ As she takes on half the world ♪

♪ Moving up and so alive ♪

♪ In her honey dripping beehive ♪

♪ Beehive ♪

♪ It's good, so good ♪

♪ It's so good ♪

♪ So good ♪

♪ Walking back to you ♪

♪ Is the hardest thing that ♪

♪ I can do ♪

♪ That I can do ♪

♪ For you ♪

♪ For you ♪

♪ I'll be your plastic toy ♪

♪ I'll be your plastic toy ♪

♪ For you ♪

♪ Eating up the scum ♪

♪ Is the hardest thing for ♪

♪ Me to do ♪

♪ Just like honey ♪

♪ Just like honey ♪

♪ Just like honey ♪

♪ Just like honey ♪

Mummy!

There's a lady here!

One moment.

Hello.

What's your name?

Give me my child.

Kate.

Please.

Aren't you supposed to be looking after my babies?

Guy!

- Not making your own with my husband. - He's my husband now.

A man can't have two wives.

So give him his divorce and he will only have one.

Kate, what are you doing?

- This was your choice. - No, it's your choice.

It was your choice to screw the au pair.

- Oh, come on. - It was your choice to marry her.

We've been through this 1,000 times.

I am deeply sorry if we hurt you

- but you can't do this. - Oh, please! Just stop. Just go away.

Please, Nina, go away.

If I go away, then Guy will come with me.

Give me my child.

You have to go, Kate.

You OK?

Take her upstairs now...

Please.

Please, will you give me my husband back?

I am begging you...

- to please let my husband come home to me. - Kate...

Please. Please.

- Kate... - Please let him come home to me.

- I'm asking you nicely... - Kate.

- Please just let him come home to me. - Kate, this is my home.

- It's not your home. - This is my home.

- It's not your home. - This is my home.

You need to go.

Come on. You need to leave, you need to stop this.

This is not helping...

OK.

Just so you know, the other night...

your husband fucked me.

Twice.

I missed you.

I missed you.

No, this one's all on me.

You and Abby need me fixed

and I'm not quite there yet.

We'll get there.

I hated being on my own.

I'm not cut out for it.

You had your mum to keep you company.

She's not quite the same thing.

I have a bit of time in the morning, I could...

go round there, get your stuff, bring it back while you're at work.

Mm-hm.

You, uh...

do you fancy a cup of tea?

Yeah.

Er, thing is, I had to, um... pack that in, at the Farley.

- Your job? - Yeah, well, with the split and everything

had to be there for Abs, didn't I?

Yeah, but...

if we're back together, maybe they'd have you back.

It was a shit job, anyway, Roz.

I was all over the place.

Boss really got off on telling us what to do.

I can get something better than that.

I didn't tell you, I ran into Clive.

He's putting a new band together, for weddings and that.

He asked us to be in it.

That'll be really good money once the gigs start coming in.

Winston...

I know you want us to get something more steady.

All I want...

all I have ever wanted is to be able to rely on you.

I can't.

This was too soon. This was a mistake.

You need to go.

Mum.

If Dad's going...

I'm going with him.

Abby...

Don't...

Shut the door behind you, love.

Hey!

Wh... come in, come in.

What is it?