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Mum! Help!

Sam?

I'm afraid Abby has been stealing and selling on to younger kids.

I just wanted to go on the school trip.

I had sex with him.

Now I've gotta tell Joe and I don't know how.

So don't.

What if she doesn't come home?

And something has happened to her?

No, she's gonna come home.

Mummy? What are you doing here? I couldn't find you.

- What have you done with her? - Get off me, she's not here!

I lost control.

Do you do that a lot, sir?

You'd mentioned about, um, another session.

I thought we could do it here, in my office.

You can't be serious.

- I'm sorry. - Yeah, so am I.

Hey.

What's up?

Hey.

Hey, come here.

Mum! Where's the bread?

There's lots of bread.

I told ya, we need sandwiches

and there's nothing, not even a pitta in the freezer.

Well, who's eaten it all?

Sally. She had like ten slices of toast last night.

- Chill out, loser! - Sally!

I can't get on the coach without lunch, Miss King said.

- What time's the coach? - Eight.

Oh, Christ.

And I've gotta drop off a dog at the other side of Grasmere.

No, Mum, we can't. Miss King won't wait for latecomers.

Do you want me to do the dog?

No, you've been driving all night.

Right, get James up, car in ten, we'll do supermarket...

- dog and then school, clear? - OK.

Your news on the hour.

The father of missing schoolgirl Lucinda Riverty

has been charged with the assault of a 17-year-old male.

Lucinda's whereabouts are still unknown, and police have not confi...

Mum! Come on, let's go.

Don't wanna be late.

Sorry.

♪ Walking through desire ♪

♪ Static all the way ♪

♪ Could it be the rapture? ♪

♪ Never brought me down ♪

♪ You're everything I need ♪

♪ Like a stupid cry ♪

Will Dad be back when we get home?

Nearly there, just sending this.

Mum, you're not listening.

Sorry, what?

When will Dad be home?

Don't worry about that now.

Let's go climbing.

Come on.

- Mum? - Mm-hm.

Thanks.

What for?

For letting me go on the school trip.

You know...

paying for it when I've been... in trouble.

You and me, love, are gonna have a brilliant day.

Right, come on.

- Get your bag. - I'm so excited!

Let's go, let's go...

- Yep. - Uh, Roz...

could you just sign this off before you go?

Look, um, thanks for sorting out my diary.

Abby was looking forward to this trip for weeks.

It's fine. Uh, Gary's agreed to take your morning clients

- and cancel the rest. - Well, I owe you one.

You, uh, couldn't see a new client tonight, could you?

- Housebound. - I could go see Dad, at Nana's.

Yeah, well, just... just text me the address.

- Right, come on, come on! - See ya.

Come on.

Come on, Ferg.

Aren't you excited?

Do you remember what Lucinda said when she went?

She said it was really scary.

- What if I can't do it? - Of course you will.

You're my brave boy.

Look at you, even your eye's better.

Hey.

No one is gonna make you do anything you don't wanna do, OK?

- OK. - Come on.

Go on, you run along.

Morning.

- Morning. - We're not the last, are we?

No, you're fine. Um...

Fergus, if you get on, I need to have a quick word with Mum and Dad.

But I wanna sit next to Daddy.

- Save him a seat, sweetie. - Go on, I'll meet you on there.

I know this is a really difficult time for you both, um...

I'm afraid Mr Riverty won't be able to join us on the trip.

No, no, no. We want to go as a family.

With everything that's going on, I'm sure you can understand that.

I'm sorry

but at this stage, with an assault charge pending...

You think I'm gonna hit one of the kids?

It's a child protection issue.

I'm sorry, Mr Riverty.

Hi.

- Hi, Billy, you all set? - Um...

Look, I'll drive up there, OK?

- They can't stop me, I'll join you there. - No, no.

They're gonna tell the police, just go home and stay there, please.

Mum! It's alright, they've seen us.

- They'll wait. - Right, darling, I'll see you later.

- You too. - Bye.

Hi, Mrs Kallisto.

So... Lucinda's back?

- No, I'm afraid not. - What?

- She's not back? - No, I'm sorry.

Hiya.

Hi, Roz.

So, yeah, unfortunately Guy had to go home and wait there...

Having no idea where she is or when she'll be back

it's just unbearable.

I can't even imagine.

- I don't know whether.. - How's Sam finding Year Five?

- Mrs Kallisto? - Hm?

Sam, is he enjoying Year Five?

Yeah, yeah. He loves it.

He's such a ball of energy.

Getting him to focus is a bit of a challenge, but...

- We'll get there, he's smart... - Feel like it's your own fault.

I don't know what I'm doing with Fergus, I mean...

God, yesterday, he appeared in our room sobbing

"Mummy, where is she?" It broke my heart.

Don't mind me, I'm, uh...

- just putting a load of whites on. - Mm-hm.

It's your day off.

Well, I've missed something, so I can't just take a day off.

Look, why don't you give your brain a rest? It always works for me.

How is job hunting going?

- Well, trying, but there's not much about. - Well, something will turn up.

Have a little break and I'll make us some lunch.

Right, Ben.

Jump!

See, it looks fun, doesn't it, Ferg?

No, it doesn't.

I don't know how Ryan does it, but I'm not going to.

- OK. - I don't want to.

You're gonna be fine. Put your chin up, chin up.

Is that one tight enough?

Ow! Don't be so rough.

- Ow! Don't be so rough. - Sorry, sorry, sorry.

OK, final group.

- Everyone over here, please. - Fergus.

- Mum, I'm not doing it. - Come here now.

- I don't want to. - Come on.

Tight...

Get ready!

Kate?

- Ow! - Sorry, sorry, darling.

- Can I... can I talk with you, please? - I'm not going.

Of course you're going.

Daddy said that I didn't have to go if I don't want to.

That's why I wanted him here, not you!

We'll put one of your besties right behind you, mate.

Who wants to go behind Fergus?

Sam, will you go after Fergus?

As long as he's not too slow.

OK, help him and make sure he gets round.

I feel sick.

OK, Group A, keep going...

That's it, mate.

Go on, keep moving.

Hurry up, come on!

That's it, one foot after the other.

Just like walking on the ground.

Move round to your left a little bit.

What's up?

I wanna go down.

What's the problem, Fergus?

He wants to come down!

Do it for Daddy, sweetheart!

Well, he could just come down.

No, it'll crush his confidence if he fails, he has to do this.

- Then... let me go in front of ya. - No, I'm scared.

Lisa, tell Sammy he has to make him do it.

I can't.

- I can't make him. - Sam, help him. Help him do it!

Sam...

No, no, Sam!

Sam!

Ah! Mum! Mummy!

He pushed me off and he did it on purpose.

- Just say sorry and we can all move on. - Why should I?

Sam.

It's no different to him pushing me off his dad's boat.

Sam. Stop it.

I promise you, he pushed me off.

He did.

Did you?

No, of course he didn't push him off the boat.

- I don't believe you. - For God's sake, Lisa.

Look at what you're doing.

Upsetting the poor boy with everything that's going on.

You're a liar.

I saw her this morning.

I saw Lucinda this morning.

And you were with her.

I'm gonna go sort out Fergus, he's really upset.

- What's going on? You OK? - He pushed me in, I promise you he did.

- I didn't slide off. - There's more to this.

- He pushed me in, he did! - What is it?

I know, I hear you.

Help, someone help!

My love... Fergus, calm down.

Sweetheart, can you hear me?

- Ferg! Ferg... - Alright. OK, OK, get him on his side.

Lisa, call an ambulance!

- Is he epileptic? - Um...

He used to have funny turns when he was younger

- when he got stressed. - OK.

- Stay nice and calm, nice and calm. - Fergie, Fergs... Ferg?

Yeah, um, ambulance, please.

Look, it's OK, Fergus, ambulance is coming.

Yeah...

Hiya, boss, I'm just checking for updates on Lucinda Riverty.

No, I am on my day off. I'm just... I'm just checking.

Thank you.

It's a nice day for a sail.

Have you come to taunt me?

No, I'm just wondering why you're not at home waiting for news.

Someone has to conduct a proper search.

Well, I can assure you, sir, we are conducting a proper search.

- Yeah? - Yeah.

You had a boat out?

Looked in all the hidden bays, the inlets?

Nah, didn't think so.

Too busy drumming up some ridiculous charge against me.

Is there anyone in the cabin?

What?

Are you serious?

You think I've hidden Lucinda inside my own boat?

What is this?

Huh? What are you doing?

Pushing me, trying to get some sort of reaction.

Turning up with your bail threat and your suspicions

"nice day for a sail."

What is the matter with you?

Don't you realise that every moment she is gone is like torture?

My wife and I have to live with that every day

but we keep going cos what else can we do?

I just don't understand what it is you're trying to do here.

I'm just trying to find your daughter, sir.

I presume you went into work.

- Sorry, I should've called. - Was it worth it?

Well, there's summat going on with that family.

Don't know what it is but I need to find out.

You wanna be careful, Jo, if you're too conscientious

people get used to it, take advantage.

Well...

- Where are you off to now? - I'm just going for a walk

if that's alright with you.

Are you coming?

Come on, Jack. Nearly there.

Bloody hell.

Used to come up here with Steph.

When I got stuck on a case.

We used to go for a long walk and just...

...talk it all through together.

Now, I just come on my own.

Not that I believe in heaven or anything, but...

If she's anywhere, she's here.

Is this where you did her ashes?

Yeah.

It was a day like today, it was...

It was windy.

So, erm...

I opened the box

and I looked around at all of this

all of this beauty, and...

You let her go.

Yep.

Will the ambulance take Fergus straight to hospital?

Yes, sweetheart.

I'm so sorry I didn't believe you about the boat.

It's alright.

Take Fergus some sweets.

- Tell him I'm sorry. - Yeah.

I'm gonna go to the hospital as soon as we get back.

Sorry. Hey, um...

I'm looking for, er...

Fergus Riverty.

He's been in the wars, hasn't he?

How's the eye at the moment?

We found a specialist at the MRI so it seems to be under control.

Lisa.

Fergus, I... brought these to you from Sam.

He says he's sorry.

You can have one after, sweetheart, OK?

I see he's had breathing difficulties, fits when he was younger.

I'd like to keep him in overnight for observation.

Yeah, of course. Whatever's best for Fergus.

I expect there's a fair bit of anxiety involved.

I, um... I saw you and your husband on the news.

- It must be a very difficult time. - Yeah, I, um, I need to talk to you, please.

Perhaps you should wait in the canteen while I finish.

I'll come and find you in a minute.

Can I have two coffees, please?

Lucinda's not missing, I saw you with her.

Well, say something.

It's really, really complicated.

I've been made to feel like a bad mother.

- I have been blamed, I've been talked about. - I know and I'm sorry for that.

- My daughter's not sleeping. - And I really, actually wanted...

- Went to the police station. - ...to tell you the truth

because I knew you'd support me, you'd understand me.

You tell me what's going on.

I swear to God, I thought she'd been abducted

for the first 48 hours.

And then she came home in the middle of the night

and she wanted to talk to me on my own, so we went down to the boathouse

and she told me she'd run away

because of the problems me and Guy were having.

But I said to her, since she'd gone, we were getting closer again.

And we just, we talked it out for hours and I guess we came up with this plan

that she should stay away for a bit

so I could save our marriage and she could have a father again.

Listen, I know what you're thinking, that I'm a terrible person

but the police are all out looking for her and everyone is so worried

and I probably am a bad person.

You know, in fact, I actually am. I am shit.

I am fucking dirt.

But trust me, no one could possibly hate themselves

- more than I hate me. - Stop it.

Well...

You go to the police

and you tell them what's happened and they'll tell you what to do.

No, no, no. He'll leave me.

Listen, I love him so much.

I really love him and I'm not...

I'm not gonna let that happen.

Please, Lisa, please help me. I'm begging you.

Please don't go to the police.

If you go to the police, they get involved, it'll make everything so much worse.

And you've seen her. She's OK, she's happy.

Just trust me, I just need a few more days.

- To do what? - Just let me, please.

I'm begging you to sort this out on my own.

Please.

Please, I'm asking you as a friend to keep this between us.

I can't.

Well, I've kept your secret.

What d'you mean?

You and Adam.

Lucinda told me.

Wonder what Joe would have to say about that.

Hello?

Lise, you there?

Yeah, I'm here.

Where are you?

Erm, I just dropped some cyclists off at Coniston, at the YHA.

Right, um...

Will you stay there? I wanna talk to you without the kids.

What's happened?

Kate, um...

Kate's been hiding Lucinda, she knows exactly where she is.

What?

It's all just completely fucked up. It's just...

I can't even think straight.

- Um... - Are you OK?

I-I-I'll... Stay there, I'll be there as soon as possible, OK?

Can we go see Nana in a bit?

Abby...

I haven't been completely honest with you.

Nana's not ill.

Dad's just gone to stay there for a bit.

What?

Your Dad and I...

have been having a few problems, and we think it's best that we...

spend some time apart.

But you lied to me.

I didn't want to ruin your trip

when you've been looking forward to it so much.

You have. You've ruined everything.

Abby...

Abby, wait!

Abby!

Listen, just let me explain it to you, alright?

- Explain what? - You've got every right to be angry

and upset with me but when you're older, you'll understand.

He's got a job, he cooks dinner, my mates' dads don't even do that.

What more do you want?

- Abby... - Go away!

What's to explain? Nothing!

Abby!

There's nothing to explain!

- Abby, come back! - Leave me alone.

Come back here, now!

No!

You alright?

She adores Winston, I just... I don't know what to say to her.

Well, why don't you let me try?

Yeah?

- OK. - Right.

You alright?

Yeah.

Well...

D'you know, in my job...

right?

I meet some really horrible mams.

I mean really bad ones.

- Like what? - Like...

go out all the time and leave the kids in the house.

What, like Mum does?

No, I mean leave them on their own

at night, without a babysitter.

Really?

Mams who don't feed the kids properly.

Mams who don't feed the kids at all.

- No? - Mm-hm.

Mums who don't buy their kids patent leather shoes

and take 'em on school trips the minute they get a bit of cash in.

Whereas your mum...

She's always thinking about you.

Nothing she wouldn't do for ya.

You coming down?

Must be hungry by now, aren't ya?

- Do you see what I mean? - Yeah.

Abby, I'm sorry.

The last thing I wanna do is upset you.

I still don't understand what he did wrong.

Nothing. Nothing, it's...

It's just between me and him.

Look, your dad is...

is a wonderful, caring man and he loves you to bits.

Look... what do you fancy for tea tonight? Hm?

Take-away pizza?

Yep.

Come on.

Erm... excuse me, what about me?

Thank you.

Shit.

I'm meant to be seeing that new client tonight.

But I can cancel.

Ooh!

Or... we can have pizza without Mum.

Well, yeah, we can.

If you give me all of your olives.

You're obsessed with olives, it's ridiculous!

- Thank you. - You're alright.

It shouldn't be too long.

Hey.

I've done something really stupid.

What?

I mean, really terrible.

Hey, OK, you're starting to worry me now.

You remember, um... when we went for dinner at the Riverty's?

- Um... - Yeah, Christ, the booze-fest.

Yeah, I was paralytic.

What did you do?

I had sex with Adam.

- You know, Alexa's husband, the... - I know who he is.

Why?

Why, Lisa?

Because I didn't want the land and I didn't just want to settle

I didn't wanna become my bloody mother, I...

I wanted to feel sexy and special and...

You know, I don't just want to be the kind woman

that looks after the kennels.

And then I was at their house for one minute with those people, I just...

I felt like I was worth something and I was one of them.

And I'm so sorry.

I'm so, so, so sorry.

Joe.

- Hi. - Hey.

Hey, Ferg.

So, how you doing?

Alright. I just wish I could go home.

Oh, I bet you do, my poor boy.

In the morning, the doctor said.

Where have you been?

Oh, I've been all over the place.

I was on the boat, out looking for...

We need to go, poppet.

- OK. - I only just got here.

You need your rest, don't you?

Please stay a little longer.

Promise you we'll be back first thing.

You know, I was Superman today?

Yeah, I heard you were Superman today.

Is it a bird?

Is it a plane?

No, it's Super-Ferg!

Come on, Guy, we should go.

Alright.

It's time to go.

I'll see you in the morning, alright?

Night night.

Love you.

What are you doing here?

Where's my new client?

I'm your new client.

Uh, cuppa tea, Roz?

No, thanks.

I've left Abby at home, so...

- Alone? - Of course not, she's ten.

Look... what do you want? Do you need treatment?

Hey...

there's no rush.

Have a seat.

Look, it's been a long day, so just tell me what you need treating.

Thing is, Roz...

is, uh...

is I've been watching you.

Have you now?

And, uh...

I think it could be...

Well...

I think it could be my turn now.

- What for? - You know.

No.

No, I don't.

There's CCTV at work, Roz.

In reception.

And in the treatment rooms.

Why?

Security reasons.

You and Scott.

On the treatment table.

Quick and efficient.

Didn't even look like much fun.

And I think there was money in the envelope.

Doesn't have to come out.

Nobody else needs to know.

- What the hell are you doing? - You know.

Same thing he did.

I'm not having sex with you.

- But you did it before. - Oh, I did it before?

So I just... I just do it again?

Is that what you thought, that I'd just sort of go along with it?

- I just thought... - Look, Wayne.

That stuff you watch online, it's not real.

You do know that, don't you?

Cos in real life, us women make choices.

And I'm choosing to leave now.

You don't want the footage then?

You gotta give me something.

OK, well, I'll...

I'll pay you for the footage.

Alright? That's fair. Just tell me how much you want for it

and I'll get it for you.

And to think you used to reckon you were better than me.

"Your job, Wayne, is to support the clinicians."

I'm sorry, I really am, but just tell me how much you want for it.

But look at you now. Begging.

No different to those sluts online.

Give me...

what Scott had.

Or I tell everyone.

Work.

Sweet little Abby, waiting for Mammy to come home.

- Alright. - Now.

Well, get the footage first.

Come and sit down.

We can sort this out.

"Touch" by Little Mix

♪ To knock me off of my feet all week ♪

♪ Just a touch of your love ♪ - Wow, you two look fabulous.

I just found some ice cream at home, so who wants a milkshake?

Yes, please.

Ooh, go on then.

Shouldn't really.

- Pizza! - I'll get it.

♪ To knock me off of my feet all week ♪

♪ Just a touch of your love Just a touch of your love... ♪

Roz Toovey?

Someone must love you.

- Thanks. - See ya.

Where's the pizza?

It's not the pizza, but...

Look at those!

Whoa, are they for my mum?

Yeah.

They must be from Dad.

I'll just put 'em in water.

Right... go on.

Wash your hands.

Shall we call her? Tell her.

Erm... no, we won't... won't bother her while she's at work, Abs.

- Alright? - OK.

Come on then, sleeves up, that's it.

I'm just gonna tell Guy that Lucinda's safe.

Where?

I mean, I don't understand how you managed it.

- Inside, outside? - Joe, don't.

Just tell me where.

- In the bathroom. - Jesus Christ...

What, while I was right there, down the stairs?

- You were asleep. - What, you saying it's my fault?

- No, of course I'm not. It was nothing. - Yeah, for you.

I'm telling you everything cos I wanna be honest.

- I want you to forgive me. - Christ!

And you're so bloody selfish, d'you know that?

Selfish to do it and even more fucking selfish to tell me.

You're not gonna wait for me?

Seems like you can handle yourself pretty well on your own.

- Lucinda? - Hi.

She just walked in the door, isn't it fantastic?

- Who is it? - It's Lisa.

Hi, Lisa.

What, um...

We just, um... We just need some time on our own.

As a family.

"Valentine" by Richard Hawley

♪ Hold me ♪

♪ In your arms ♪

♪ May they keep me ♪

♪ Sing me ♪

♪ A lullaby ♪

♪ Cos I'm sleepy... ♪

Look...

Listen, Wayne.

Yes...

Yes, I had sex with Scott for money.

But I... I only did it because I was desperate.

You know, and it was a terrible mistake.

I mean, you've seen how much I hate him now.

I was only, I was only thinking about my daughter, you know, about...

providing for her becau... we...

We were about to lose our house.

Let me help you.

♪ Till the dawning... ♪

Don't...

♪ Oh, I see a warning in your... ♪

Let me look after you from now on.

No, Wayne, no.

Stop, Wayne! What are you doing?

- No, Wayne... - Come on!

Stop!

Get off!

♪ They just take me back in time ♪

♪ Now you're not here ♪

Fuck.

♪ Just tonight... ♪

Fuck! I can't do it.

I don't know what's wrong.

♪ Save me ♪

♪ From lonely hours ♪

♪ There's so many ♪

♪ And I won't get any sleep tonight ♪

Sorry.

♪ Valentines, no, no ♪

♪ Don't need no roses... ♪

Normally, I can.

♪ Just take me back in time ♪

♪ Now you're not here anymore ♪

You need help.

You sick fuck.

You're pathetic.