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Survivors. Support group thing. It's
Theo's group. Theodora from school.

My name is Theo Lee Daniels. I created
this group for survivors to hopefully

encourage one another.

Hi, what are you doing?

Stop.

Me? Yes, Terry.

I didn't want to.

Right.

The blood don't lie. The blood never
lies, Marcus.

The shots don't lie.

It's the kind of world where there are
places like this that you can come and

talk about it.

You are so fucking great.

I wish I got to know you more.

I love it.

This is you.

Look at that green one.

I'm going to buy that right now. My
enemies will be green with energy.

you say you sold out

That'll be $71 .98, please.

Do you want to try again?

Declined?

Can I get a selfie, please?

Yeah. Yeah,

you're going to have to remove all your
items off my conveyor belt and put them

back in the house.

Prior to being raped, I never took much
notice of being a woman.

I was busy being black and poor.

Daring to observe the hazard my gender
may pose to my freedom and survival

like a betrayal to the council flat I
was born and raised in, where hardship

no respecter of genitals and a little
brother was the star of the food and

as his sister.

When I think about the Met police force
and the chronic racism that cripples it,

the fact that I opened my mouth to tell
them someone did a little rape in there

feels felonious in itself.

The Bible says... You cannot serve two
masters.

Am I too late to serve this tribe called
women?

Do I actually understand what it is to
be a woman struggling?

A little rape in the mouth is a walk in
the park when other girls are currently

being stoned to death for having mobile
phones.

Are bleeding to death after genital
mutilation.

Are looking at a womb irreparably
destroyed by militias systematically

them during times of civil conflict and
war.

Are these facts a humbling reminder not
to be so loud about my experiences?

Or are they a reminder to shout?

Can my shout help their silent screams?

Is it time to serve a new tribe?

I hope one day it's not.

I'm thinking more, you know, I'm trying.

No, that was fantastic.

The thing is, we have a contract, and we
have to honour that contract.

So this is great, but, um... You, um...
You need to finish the draft.

Where is the money?

With Henny House.

With Henny House? With Susie?

Thank you so much for agreeing to be me.
Of course.

I'm going to let you through and up.

All the fucking way up.

What the hell, by the way?

Thank you.

Have a pomegranate.

How's it going in the kitchen?

Is it in the oven, measuring,
marinating? When are we serving?

Well, I started doing what you said.

Which was?

Starting to write about my experiences.

Rape!

Fantastic.

Oh, so it's different. It's different to
my usual.

I'd love you to meet some other writers
I look after. Would you like that?

Yes, I would.

I also wondered if an earlier transfer
of fees was something that was possible.

You haven't been paid.

Oh.

Oh, dear. You should have received a
quarter upon agreement. That's

Oh, no, no, I got that.

Oh. Yeah, but that was like a year ago,
and because the content has changed,

it's taking a bit longer to finish the
draft. So I just wondered if I could

some of the thesis in a font. You
probably signed a contract.

That makes things tricky.

Contracts. They're a little like things
we've agreed.

Mate, you don't even need to know what
you're saying.

Just read the script and pocket the
cash.

No.

No. Mate, you can't have a party without
truth. Yeah, but this is from... Yeah,

I know.

Every time I bring someone in here, I
get a referral fee.

So I'm right for what?

Just give it back to me when I need it.

Hello, this is Happy Animals, we're a
vegan grocery delivery service.

Yeah, your details were on our database.
Hey, I'm Dan.

See ya.

Oh, Wickie. Yeah, nice to meet you.
Thanks for everything.

Do you know much about happy animals?

No. Let me just throw you in. I mean, I
spit it out, but I basically spent three

years at uni just going deep into the
existential threat of climate change.

So, you know, animal agriculture and
eating meat are the biggest threat to

global warming.

So I created happy animals.

Yeah, so people who want to buy vegan
products, I know what's out there, know

what they can buy. Wow.

So it's kind of like Amazon?

Uh, yeah, but kind of ethical.

Okay, okay, yeah, yeah, yeah. I mean, I
wondered if you would be interested in,

uh, influencing instead.

Oh, like, uh, Instagram?

Yeah.

Um... Double pay. I mean, I'll pay cash
up front as well.

Sure. Oh, sure. Great. Yeah, that sounds
great. Fantastic. Emily, can we get...

So, yeah, I thought maybe we could start
with both of you in the Happy Animal T

-shirt and bag.

Would that be cool?

Yeah, yeah. Can I see what it looks
like? Yeah.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Perfect. OK.

Yeah, that is... Yeah.

Would you mind if we do, like, a quick
ten -second video?

Yeah. Yeah, definitely.

Okay, yeah, yeah, yeah. Just the phone
script.

Hi, this is Arabella from Happy Animals.

The climate crisis is real. We're here
to make a change.

Great. Great.

Cool. And would you mind doing, like, a
few more?

Yeah. Yeah?

Great. Okay.

The thing I miss most after the complete
ecological collapse are crops, because

crops bring us yummy vegetables.

A bit more playful.

I love it.

has to move their capital city because
the current 1 % off.

Click the link.

Get your products now.

You know where to go.

Maybe a live stream tomorrow?

Great. Cash?

Yeah, no, when you clock out, we'll call
it out.

She stopped, by the way.

Smoking, cigarettes, and weed.

That's good.

I bought her a vape. It helps. Less
toxins in her system.

Not sure about that.

What?

Research, innit?

Vapes looking more toxic than they
thought.

Right, they're smoking.

Smells better for non -smokers.

Yeah.

What are you up to today, then?

Well, as you can see, I'm at work right
now, see?

I'm a broke.

Did I see you this morning?

What?

In the supermarket.

No.

My birthday?

I know.

Thanks.

Arabella is hosting a party for me
tonight. I'm sure you saw the event

circulating on Facebook.

So you wanted to check that I wasn't
going to turn up with the champs.

Just self -care guidelines say... It's
better for her that I stay away.

I'm not going to forget Terry.

I'm going to have to keep turning up in
my workplace, hounding me down to check.

Sorry.

Self -care.

Yep. Self -care is important in the
first few stages. The only thing more

important is to avoid friends who don't
affirm or

comfort.

Right.

This, um, self -care, who's it for?

Parabella. And the guideline says to
avoid me.

Yes. Because I left her.

Ultimately, yes.

So it doesn't matter that I got your
approval, Khalifa.

Yo, Terry, Arabella's twisted and I
really need to go and bang my

mistress. What do I do? I can't verify
those are my words. I was under the

influence of Keela and Class A drugs.
You put me in a difficult position.

I wasn't there. I didn't know what to
say.

So instead of just saying, I don't know,
you say, just leave her.

This is what she does. That is not how I
said it. That's exactly what you said,

and you were sober when you said it. And
then you forced me to lie to her the

next day. What does the past have to do
with Arabella?

current recovery. I'm trying to heal
now. She should be avoided. I'm taking

to yoga, dance class, meditation,
painting, ski room. I listen to her

make her feel good. No one else is doing
these things. I'm helping.

Well, you get back to that and I'm going
to do my break. Oh, right.

You finish that again.

birthday my

That's

my boy Jamal still. Hi Jamal.

You already got your name, right?

My name?

Squammy.

Yeah, this one is Squammy.

And I'm a friend of the birthday girl.

And this one here is my aunt.

Yours? Okay.

Well, thank you for letting us get
dressed. You're welcome.

Anyway, I'm Jamal.

Jamal.

Jamal.

This name, just look, it's really
intense.

Are you Egyptian?

Half. Oh!

And also... Ecuador.

Ecuador! No, right?

Egypt,

you're a dory cow!

Come on!

All right.

Maybe I'll catch you next door later on,
yeah?

Yeah, maybe.

Hmm. Go on.

Isn't he, uh, hmm?

Your type? Okay, okay, it's okay.

I'll go instead.

I do have a thing for Egyptians still.

Why? Actually, my first were Greek and
Egyptian.

First. How was that then?

I lost my virginity to two guys at the
same time.

Yeah.

When I was walking home from school,

When these two guys pulled up in a car,
so I went in the car, and yeah, I was

really nervous because there was barely
a word spoken.

No, I didn't catch their names. They
didn't ask for mine. But one said they

Greek, and the other said Egyptian.

Wow. Yeah,

it's kind of dark.

I'm going to break now, isn't it?

you you

and chicken out going into the room
every single time.

But when you look in that mirror, and
every day you're buff.

What can you say?

It was a close shave today.

The finances tried to test us, but God
came through.

Anyway, Bella, thank you for the yard.

You do so much.

I'm so proud of you. What are you
talking about?

I love you. Love you too. I love you
more. I love you more than anything in

world. I love you more than I love
myself.

Come on.

No tomorrow.

Where are you working?

Oh, Arabella is the face of happy
animals.

Happy animals.

Vegan things, climate things.

The ice caps are melting.

Wow. You have now become a climateer.
What's that?

What's the money?

Let's watch this. Take a look. Oh, no.

Have a look.

which places the ice caps in a group of
what's called a feedback loop, which is

contributing to the acceleration of the
melting ice caps and fueling sea level

rises.

Only yesterday, a client came knocking
on my

door, saying, now's the time to change
my car to an electric something,

something, something. I just bought a
new Mercedes.

I worked hard to get it. And now
standing at my door, telling me to what?

Throw away my car?

And what next?

Exchange my cow for cattle.

Why must a white man chop at the neck
when the Africans are only now beginning

to swallow?

Is that because they're Darius?

I am tired of white people.

Someone needs to tell her that black
women don't do coke. And apart from

Arabella, we don't get raped, so she's
not going to find no business here. Oh.

Uh, Theodora, because what else would
she be doing at a party apart from

class A and trying to find new rape
victims to put some dollar into her

donation pot?

She could be celebrating.

Celebrating what?

Her life is about a celebratory as a
true crime documentary on Netflix.

Never mind, can't complain.

Can I go in your bedroom for a bit?
Yeah.

Are you having a good time?

Yeah, yeah.

What's wrong?

Got a party?

I don't know.

I'm going to smoke you. We're not
smoking?

Keep a vape.

Oh, yeah, of course.

OK, well, I'll be outside.

She's like, no, no, no.

I'm happy for her to be here as long as
you trust her. Do you trust her?

What? I wouldn't, I trust her. Because
of things that happened in the past,

framing a black man for something he
never did.

Oh.

That was, um, that's a really long time
ago.

And if you're doing that, Pam, has
anything been resolved? Has she even

anything?

Um, no, no. Exactly. And why is she all
up in our yard, dancing with our

friends, consuming the vibes, consuming
the food? Well, she paid for the food.

Yeah, even that. Why is she being nice
and supportive?

What is she hiding?

Um.

I think we need to resolve our problems
on the dancefloor.

Okay.

Yo.

As a man, I was just thinking about you.

I've been wanting to say sorry for
disappearing after... Yeah.

And I wanted to say thank you.

Thank you?

Yeah. For being so cool, you know?

I met someone and I don't care, you
know?

I don't give a fuck.

I'm doing me and I'm not listening to
anything anyone has to say, do you know

what I mean?

You having fun?

Yeah, having a good time. Want a wine?

I'm actually trying to find you a
toilet.

Oh, yeah. Yeah.

Sorry, man.

I prefer your anti -man video.

It's not exactly a bad cause, because
Crocs are dying and shit.

I don't have garden. I don't see Crocs.

Well, I'm certain.

It's a thing.

You know, planet -wise, we are fucked.

Is this what they pay you to say?

See, I brought me up.

Oh, part of me.

Look,

all I'm saying is, if you deep it. Shit,
deep it. History, I beg. Let me tell

you something about the vegan and the
clamateer. Yes, but that's not fair.

they love looking into the future, but
they don't care about the past because

they don't look too noble back there. It
is our duty to remind them. May we

never forget.

We will count every sip.

So how's that got anything to do with...
It is the same manipulative and

sociopathic mind that helped them
invade, exploit...

and rape all but 22 countries in the
world that they're channeling to invade

Hatton to talk about cows and carrots.

It doesn't matter what it looks like.

Jesus, the English language, sports,
climate change.

The only real agenda is power and
worship.

And money. The same way they use their
missionaries to spread their goodness.

Well, they don't get paid when I post.

If you're going to fight exploitation of
any kind, you yourself better know when

you're being exploited.

Every like you get gives them exposure.

Exposure gives them more followers.

Followers gives them power.

And power gives them money.

And you help them get our attention.

Do you want me to open the window and
get some air in it?

Maybe they're right about

the ice caps.

I've got to tell you something.

Yeah, you were quiet in there.

I was quiet in there, yeah.

You know, I don't do, like, that corny
fucking FaceTime, Insta stuff, happy

animals. Ice cap bells, you know what I
mean?

Yeah. Yeah.

Sorry, what do you mean?

So, like, bringing you in, me bringing
you in does have

benefits. Yeah, the referral fee.

So, if I bring in people of colour, I
get a better

referral fee.

So, he was right.

But they do want...

Yeah, the more I think about it, the
more I'm like, probably should have told

you.

Obviously, then you wouldn't have.

Anne, I really need the cash.

And you said, you really need the cash?

Theo, you know, school days?

Yeah.

It was me that went to the teacher.

Mr. McHale? Yeah.

I always wondered how I got caught.

Yeah.

I was a bit shit.

No, you weren't.

Anyway, I don't think I'm going to go in
tomorrow because I don't think I want

to do that job anymore.

Oh, tomorrow.

That would have been nice.

Smile, say some catchphrases, pose,
double pay.

He gets to be too, right?

Oh, yeah. Hi, where's Gromby? I gave him
some private time with his mom in the

bedroom. He's on a break.

I'm sure you were swiping on Grindr in
the market.

He's on a break.

I have to find the key.

We can still get a money from happy
animals Who

did you talk

to No, really I just reported it

to put me off ever mentioning it to
anyone ever again.

Fuck. Yeah.

I think I just wanted to forget about
it.

You have to tell Bella.

Yeah, I'll tell her.

But these times, it's kind of hard to
get an in with her.

Do you know what I mean? I feel like
I've got to tweet or Instagram her

she even knows I exist.

God.

I'll tell her.

I'll tell her tomorrow.

She'll be good to talk to.

Strengthening.

I should probably help her tidy up.

Yeah.

Happy birthday.

Happy birthday.

Oh.

I don't really...

When I'm sleeping at night, I have
visions of you.

I make believe we're running away to a

world of fantasy.

Pretty images of you are reflected on.

Walk down the line that separated him
from everything else. And we will show

exactly what we mean by violation.

Do you by any chance want to go out
tonight?

Sex with men is not safe for me right
now. And I would like to have sex with a

female. You need a plane ticket to
Italy.

What is it about Italy?

You know what it is. He's a hypocrite.
He's controlling.