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Dr. Sullivan.

Dr.

Sullivan.

There's a hole in the carotid. I need
blood.

Temporary clip.

Clock on. We have five minutes to fix
this before she strokes out.

Clock's on.

I need to find the rupture point and fix
the hole.

Found it. Give me a 7 -0 proline suture.

I'm suturing the carotid.

Blood pressure's rising.

Removing the temporary clips.

Okay.

Let's hope this works.

Suture's holding.

Okay, time?

Two minutes, 56 seconds.

Okay.

Let's get the rest of the tumor out.

We'll see you

next time.

She should be out by now.

Something's wrong.

They said it was going to take up to six
hours. It's been longer than that.

I'll go see if I can get an update.

How is Edna?

So they were able to remove the entire
tumor from both her carotid artery and

her optic nerves.

Thank God.

Is she okay?

There was a complication.

What kind of complication?

Edna suffered a hemorrhage during the
procedure. Now, I was able to get the

bleeding under control in time, but we
won't know how she is until she wakes

Can you see her?

Of course.

Follow me.

Thanks, Maggie.

You all right?

I panicked in there, Cal.

It was just for a second, but I...

You got the tumor, Maggie.

What if it wasn't enough?

Any change?

She's still not conscious. She should be
awake by now.

What if I didn't get to that bleed fast
enough?

She probably just needs a little bit
more time.

I hope you're right.

Oh, sorry, I've got to take this.

Yeah, I want you to... Hey,

I thought you might be hungry.

Oh, to never see you.

You did the best you could.

Now it's up to Edna.

I thought we were heard something by
now.

My friend had brain surgery.

It'd take a while for them to wake up.

Um, Rob said you landed on design for
the new restaurant.

Yeah. Yeah.

Can I see it?

Sure. Um, it's in the other room.

Come on.

I'm, uh...

Then grab a beer you want.

Okay.

Hey, um... Can I ask you a question?

Sure.

Okay.

Do you know she didn't want to get
married?

Came up the other day. We were talking
about hosting weddings at the lodge.

I told her she needed to talk to you
about it.

Well, she did.

And? I get that Sid's a free spirit.
That's one of the things that attracts

to her in the first place.

And I know we're not always going to see
eye to eye on everything, but this

whole not getting married thing, I... I
don't know if that's something I can get

behind. Well, did you tell her that?

I'm kind of worried about how she'll
take it.

I can tell you that sometimes, Sidney,
she just needs a little push to help

You know, change your mind.

Yeah.

Thanks, man. Appreciate it.

Yeah.

Shouldn't she be awake by now?

It's been an hour.

Alright, Edna.

We're all here. We're waiting for you.

It's time you wake up.

Come on, Edna.

Stop being so stubborn. Wake up, will
you?

Did she just say something?

I didn't hear anything.

No, I think she did.

She said, who are you calling stubborn,
Sally?

Edna, you're awake.

What's with all the long faces?

She can see.

Oh,

careful, Milo.

She's going to be okay.

I knew you could do it, Maggie.

Thanks for being there for me, Gil.

Thank you so much for the update.

That was Cal.

He said that Ed is awake and she's going
to be fine.

Really? I know. I feel like I can
finally start to breathe again.

Me too.

Sounds like everything's going to be
okay.

There's something I need to tell you.

Okay, what is it?

My advisor called.

The university won't let me finish my
degree here.

I'm going to have to head home in a few
weeks.

Oh.

I'm really sorry, Lola.

We both knew what we were getting
ourselves into when we started this.

Yeah, I guess we did.

I wish I didn't have to leave so soon.

Me too.

And now, how many fingers am I holding?

One. And now?

Five. That's great.

That's good.

All right, well, things might be blurry
for a little while, but that will clear

up. Thank you.

I'm just glad you're going to be okay.

Now you should go home and rest.

You've done enough. Don't you worry
about me.

You did

an

incredible job today, Dr. Sullivan.

Thank you.

How did it feel being back in the OR?

Honestly, amazing.

Too bad there aren't any openings around
here.

Yeah.

But I do know someone in Chicago who's
looking for a head neurosurgeon.

I'd be happy to pass along your
information.

How about I get back to you on that?

Okay.

Maybe a credit card number.

All right, you get an email confirmation
shortly, and we'll see you soon.

Morning. I have a reservation under
David.

That looks like you're in cabin eight.

Is that a nice one?

Yeah, yeah. The last guest that stayed
there is a best -selling author.

Gee. She loved it.

Here.

Towels and sheets should already be in
there.

Let me know if you have any questions.

Oh, good stuff over the lodge tonight.
Grand opening of our new restaurant.

Oh, okay. I think we'll know. We'll see
you soon.

Hey, Helen, it's Sully. How you doing?

I don't know if you haven't already left
yet, but I just wanted to

wish you safe travels and give me a call
if you have any time.

I'd love to know how things are going
over there.

Where are you going?

To the lodge.

Already? Yeah, Rob needs me to come down
and help with some last -minute setup.

Taking your dress?

I don't think I'll have time to come
home and change.

But I thought we were going to drive
down together.

Yeah, I know. I'm sorry. I just... I
gotta go.

Look, uh... There's something I was
really hoping I could get off my chest.

Can we just... Talk for a minute.

Oh, okay.

I, uh... I just need you to know how
important getting married is to me.

We're already living together, Rafe. I
don't see the difference.

It's not the same thing.

Marriage is much bigger.

Commitment.

Really? Because people get divorced all
the time.

Well, I know that. It's just... It
definitely makes it a lot harder to just

away when you had a rough patch.

I made a commitment to you when I came
back from New York.

You don't need to worry. I'm not going
anywhere.

But you threatened to move back to
Rob's.

Only because I thought you were breaking
up with me.

Well... Without that piece of paper, I'm
always going to feel like you got one

foot out the door.

I know I love you, Rafe.

I don't need a piece of paper to prove
it.

But I do, Sydney.

I have to go over to the lodge, but I'll
see you tonight?

Yeah.

You sounded excited when you called.
What's up?

I looked into it, and it turns out I was
able to put my degree on hold for two

years.

I don't understand. Why would you do
that?

Because I could stay with you here while
you finish your degree, and then we

could both move back to Alberta so I
could finish my year.

Thank you.

I'm not sure that's such a good idea.

Why not?

Because I know how much this degree
means to you. And I worry that if you

off for two years, you might never go
back to it.

I look at Frank and Emma's relationship.

How much they love each other.

I want that too, Lola.

So do I.

One day.

But... We both still have... so much to
experience in life, and jumping

into anything right now wouldn't make
sense for either of us.

And we've only just met.

There's no guarantees this relationship
would even work out.

Just be honest with me.

Where are you going?

You need to call my advisor.

Guess I need to let him know that I'm
going to be heading back to Alberta

Hey. Hey. Need a hand?

This is the last one.

I think this one's for Rob.

I've been waiting for us to turn the
light, so... Oh, I can take those over

bit. I wanted to stop by and see how
things are going anyway.

I need to call Dr.

Rabney and schedule a follow -up
appointment for Edna.

Is she all right?

Yeah. Yeah, no, I just like to be extra
cautious with my patients.

Your patients, huh?

You know what I mean.

You know, I can't help but notice what a
good mood you've been in since the

surgery.

Being back in the OR helped me to...

You know, put everything that happened
in Boston behind me.

What do you mean?

I don't think I realized how much that
lawsuit was affecting me.

It's, um... I feel like a weight's been
lifted.

Uh... You know, uh... I overheard Dr.
Ravney talking about a...

a job in Chicago.

Yeah, uh...

She mentioned a friend of hers is
hiring.

Are you considering it?

Why would you ask me that?

Because you said you'd get back to her.

I was being polite.

Are you sure?

Where is this coming from?

Look, I guess I just wonder if you
really thought through why you'd be

when you moved here.

Of course I did.

Okay, just watching you the last few
days, it feels like you're missing your

career a lot more than you'd like to
admit.

What do you think?

Well, once it gets dark, this is going
to look very romantic.

A DJ.

I thought we discussed a band.

I told you it was part of the package
bill, remember?

Sure we can afford all that, Sid? I got
this, Rob.

Yeah. Sorry, I'm just a little nervous.

Everything we've went through, I wonder
if everyone's going to show up.

Oh, I'm sure it's going to be a big
turnout. Come on, let's get you into

kitchen. It'll help with the nerves.

You always know just the right thing to
say.

Keep talking.

Those two are looking cozy together.

Yep. They finally made things official.

That's great.

Yeah, it is.

Glad someone's getting along.

Things not going all with you and Rafe?

Not really.

What's up?

Remember when we were younger and I told
you that I never wanted to get married?

Yeah.

Well, I still feel that way.

And Rafe doesn't.

He basically said it's a deal breaker.

Where does that leave things between you
two?

I'm not sure.

Do you think it's worth losing him over
a piece of paper?

It's not just a piece of paper to me.

Signing it would mean that I'd be
changing who I am for him.

After everything I went through in New
York with David, I'm not sure I'm

to do that again.

Isn't that what love's all about?

making sacrifices.

Not if it means giving up who you are in
the process.

Right.

Oh, thank you for taking such good care
of me, Frank.

I know it isn't easy on you.

I'm just glad you're home, Edna.

I wasn't sure that I'd ever get a chance
to see this view again.

I know.

I've been thinking a lot about what you
said about not getting to do the things

you want to do.

Definitely.

True.

So, I called a travel agent about that.

We were to Alaska.

You did?

Mm -hmm.

Once you're back on your feet, I'm going
to take you to see those northern

lights.

You're the most important thing in the
world to me, and you deserve to be

Oh, Fred.

But being in the hospital reminded me
that I need to be more grateful for what

already have.

I don't need to go on a cruise to be
happy.

All I need is to be right here with you.

Yeah,

he was saying he needed to go do
something for the party.

Something I've been seeing a little
upset when you left.

What's going on, Maggie?

Cal seems to have gotten in his head
that I'm missing my career.

And are you?

I have to admit, me being back in the OR
did feel good.

But I made a choice when I moved here,
and I love Cal.

I don't think anyone's questioning that,
Maggie.

But I know what it's like to wake up and
wonder what your life could have looked

like.

It's just taken another direction.

And I don't want that to happen to you.

What are you saying, Sally?

Just that I want you to make sure that
you've made the right decision.

Are you planning on heading home early?
I'm sure you want to help Sydney set up

for the party.

Actually, I've still got a couple
incident reports I've got to fill out.

You wouldn't happen to be putting off
going to the party for any reason, would

you?

I don't know.

Okay, yeah, maybe.

I take it you and Sydney still haven't
worked things out?

I took your advice, and I told her how I
felt, and it didn't seem to make any

difference.

Well, it seems then that you have two
options.

Yeah, what are those?

You can either give in or you can give
up.

Cal?

Dressed already?

Uh, yeah, I promised Rob I'd go get my
hand.

Can you please tell me what's going on
with you?

Okay, um, do you remember when I told
you that I had knocked over a box of

books?

Yeah. Well, I found a letter you wrote.

What letter?

This one.

You were breaking up with someone
because

you were worried they were getting in
the way of your career.

I'm not that person anymore.

Look, I don't want to be the one holding
you back from what you love, Maggie.

Are you going somewhere?

I think I should stay with Sedona for a
bit.

Why?

Because you need to figure out what you
really want.

And you can't do that if I'm here.

This is crazy, Cal.

I love you too much to let you give up
your dreams, Maggie.

You asked me to take a chance on us.

And I did.

Okay, so why are you doing all of this
now?

Can you promise me you'll never regret
turning your back on your career?

If you can do that, I'll stay.

Goodbye. Hi.

You look beautiful.

Thanks, Frank.

I wanted to check in on Edna before I
went to the party.

She's resting.

Do you have a sec?

What's wrong?

Gal just told me that he's leaving for
New York after the party.

Why?

Because he thinks that I'm going to
regret giving up my career.

Is he wrong?

That's a problem.

I don't know.

You're moving here and being with Gal.

It's what I wanted.

But he's right.

I do miss being a surgeon.

But I can't have both if I stay here.

So, what do I do, Frank?

I don't know how to choose.

You remember the first day you came to
the crossing looking for answers?

I told you the path from the head to the
heart is a difficult

journey.

You need to quiet your mind long enough
to listen

to your heart because you're the only
one that can decide

which path.

I feel bad about cutting our
conversation short earlier.

It's okay.

No, it isn't.

We should probably sit down and talk
things through more.

Yeah, I guess we should.

We need you in the kitchen.

Oh, yeah. I'll be right there.

Let's get this party started.

Hey.

Hi. Did you check on the bus date? Oh,
yes, I did. Looks like we're going to be

running low on meatballs, Dan. What? How
is that even possible?

People love your food, Rob.

I guess that's a good thing.

Okay, I'll get that check. No, no, no.
You hired people to handle that with

them. I know, but I need to make sure
that they're on top of things.

Can't have anything going wrong. It's
got to be perfect.

Listen, you're going to have to learn to
start trusting people if you want this

restaurant to be a success.

Yeah, I'm trying.

It's not easy.

Why don't I help take your mind off of
it?

Dance with me.

Excuse me.

Seat taken.

Hi.

I didn't know if he'd come.

I had a chance to think about what you
said.

You're right.

Putting him into ground hold would be a
mistake.

I'm really glad to hear you say that.

But look, just because I'm going back to
Alberta doesn't mean you can't keep in

touch.

I'd like that.

Let me see.

Want to dance?

I'd love to.

How does the place look?

This is incredible.

Thanks.

Have you seen Cal?

He went on a beer run for Rob. He should
be back soon.

Okay.

I've been thinking about what you said.

About not wanting to change who you are.

And you're right.

It's important to stay true to yourself.

And how hard that is to do when you're
in love with someone.

Thanks for saying that.

Yeah, I was starting to think that no
one understood how it felt.

I'm sorry.

Are you okay?

Yeah, I know I'm good.

Are you sure?

Yes. Just focus on enjoying your party.

I'm out of olives.

Okay.

I need to get those.

You going to let me in? Sorry, yeah.

All right.

I've missed you.

Aren't you supposed to be in Ireland?

I am.

But, uh... I can't get you out of my
mind.

So I thought I'd stop by and see if
you'd reconsider coming with me.

I need to stay here and... Take care of
the crossing.

You do have people to help you with
that, though. I know I do.

And I know how important this trip is
for you, but I just

don't want to get in the way of that.

You told me that you haven't felt this
way about anybody for a very long time.

I know you've been hurt before.

And I realize that leaving the crossing
is a very big step for you.

But you were right, Lily.

We do owe it to ourselves that this
relationship could go.

Isn't it finally time to stop being
afraid and start living your life again?

I love you, Maggie.

The last thing I want to do is hurt you.

I know that.

But I would never forgive myself.

If I was the one standing in the way of
your happiness.

if you're not here if you're not here

I'm not sure that that's always going to
be enough for me.

I'm not scared.

When I decided to leave New York, you
know, I knew it was the

right choice for me.

See,

I didn't want that life anymore.

That doesn't mean it's the right choice
for you.

I wish I was really happy.

Even if that means letting you go.

Is that Helen?

Yeah.

I'll be right back.

Helen. Helen, hi.

I didn't know you were coming back.

Honestly, neither did I.

It's really nice to see you again.

Unfortunately, it's a short visit.

I leave for Ireland tomorrow.

Oh, that's too bad.

That's probably what I'd love for you to
hear a bit longer.

Actually, Maggie, I've decided to go
with her.

You're leaving?

I realize now that I've spent my entire
life following

in my father's footsteps, following a
path that I chose years ago.

I'm not the same person.

that I was back then, Maggie.

And Helen's right.

It's time for me to finally let myself
go in a new direction.

Right.

What about the crossing?

I love the crossing, Maggie.

Going to Ireland with Helen isn't going
to change that.

I don't think there's any reason why I
can't have both.

Right. Oh,

I, uh, I have to find Cal.

Hey, Rob.

Hey. Have you seen Cal?

I think I saw him head out a few minutes
ago. Do you mind if I laugh? No.

Are you okay?

Thought you'd left her at the airport.

Just needed a little bit of quiet.

Clear my head.

I was just remembering that first night
I walked home from the bar when

we stopped to look at the stars
together.

You were right.

I really can't see him like this in the
city.

No, you can't.

I'm not going anywhere, Cal.

What about your career?

I have been so focused on the path that
I thought I needed to be on that I

couldn't see the one right in front of
me.

I don't understand.

Being a doctor is who I am.

It is who I'll always be.

But I'm also a Sullivan.

And the crossing is my home.

And both of those sides are equally
important to me.

So, what if there was a way I could do
both?

But I thought there weren't any jobs
here.

I realize that it's not neurosurgery
that I can't live without.

It's helping people.

And I can do that.

By staying right here with you and
opening up a general practice in

Are you sure this is what you want,
Maggie?

I'm sure, Cal.

Do you think anyone will miss us if we
sneak back to the cabin?

I don't think so.

Maggie?

Liam?

Hey, Red.

It's been a while.

What are you doing here?

Is that any way to greet your husband?

What's he talking about, Maggie?

Don't dream it's over Hey now