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The initial scan show a five centimeter
left sphenoid meningioma compressing on

your optic chiasm, which would explain
your vision loss.

A tumor that grows in the outer three
membranes of the brain.

I have a brain tumor?

I'm afraid so.

90 % of meningiomas are benign. There's
no reason to think that it's malignant.

But how could I have something that big
in my head and not know?

They're slow growing, and they can go
undetected for years before they start

causing symptoms.

We're still waiting on the detailed
scans to get a complete picture of

going on.

So what now?

There's a neurosurgeon over at Halifax
General who can do the surgery in the

next few days, if you agree to it.

That soon?

Well, if they can alleviate the pressure
on your optic nerves quickly, there

is... A good chance they can fully
restore your vision.

And what if I don't want to have
surgery?

Then I'm afraid your vision loss will be
permanent.

Been here all along To the valleys we
carry on The journey takes us higher

Higher Let's give me a home Let me try
to build it Let's give me a life That's

one in a million All the hard times
Can't say we're worth it Diamond,

diamond build

So they can remove it?

Yeah, they should be able to.

And then she'll be okay?

If they can completely resect the tumor,
then it shouldn't go back.

I still can't believe none of us noticed
anything.

Can we go see her?

She could use the emotional support.

I wouldn't stay too long. We don't want
to overwhelm her.

Okay.

So the surgeon they found, he knows what
he's doing?

He comes highly recommended.

Because we need to make sure Edna's
going to be okay.

I'm going to do everything I can to make
sure that happens.

Thank you, Maggie.

Of course.

I can't believe it.

Edna seemed perfectly fine the last time
I saw her.

I know.

I can't imagine what Frank must be going
through right now.

Well, at least Maggie's there.

How is she holding up?

It's hard to tell.

She's in doctor mode.

Don't let her fool you.

Edna's always been like a second mother
to her, so I know she's got to be

struggling. That's why I want to get
over to the hospital to be with her.

Go. Yeah, I'll take care of things.

Are you sure?

Look, I can wait for Lola and Jacob to
get here. No, I'll be fine.

Just go.

You have my name.

Okay.

You really can't see us at all.

I can make out some shapes, but that's
about it.

I'm here for you, Auntie.

Whatever you need.

Oh, and Frank, the garden's going to
need tending, too.

That's not important right now.

Can't have it dying just because you're
in here with me.

I know how much it means to you.

Don't worry.

We've got it handled.

And what about your research and Lola's
internship?

We're trading off with Cal and Sydney at
the store.

So you don't have to worry about it.

The only thing you need to focus on
right now is getting better.

We should, like...

I'm a little tired.

Why don't you go find Sally and get
yourself something to eat?

I'm good.

There's no point sitting here watching
me sleep.

Go on.

Okay, but I won't be long.

I love you, Frank.

I love you, too.

Great. Wait a second.

Sure, Chief.

I heard Edna's in the hospital.

I wanted to say I'm sorry. I know she's
a close friend.

Yeah, she and Frank are like family.

Will you let me know if there's anything
I can do, okay?

Yeah, I will.

Actually, Chief, if you got a second, I
was hoping to get some advice.

Sure. What about?

Relationships.

I'm not sure if I'm the guy to be giving
advice about that, but I'll try.

Sidney and I were talking the other day,
and the topic of marriage came up.

She wants you to propose.

Actually, the opposite.

She told me she doesn't believe in
marriage.

Oh. Yeah, I was surprised, too.

And you're not on board with that?

I mean, I've always pictured myself
fairly traditional.

White picket fence, two kids.

I really want to get married someday.

You're worried if you tell her that,
she's not going to understand how you

Look, I want her to be happy.

But I also feel like I should be happy
too.

You better rip the band -aid off now and
be really honest with each other.

And wake up in a few years and realize
you're both unhappy.

Yeah, I guess you're right.

Good luck, man.

Hey. Hey.

How's Edna doing?

She's scared.

Why don't you go home and take a little
time for yourself?

I'll stay with Frank in a minute. No, I
can't. I have to talk with Dr. Abney and

make sure everything gets organized for
Edna's surgery.

It can wait. No, it can't.

There's a lot that needs to get done.

I need to go through all our tests again
and... Come sit for a minute.

I know you want to help out, but you're
not going to be any good to anyone if

you burn yourself out.

Maggie,

Edna's detail scans are back.

I think you're going to want to have a
look.

You know,

I can still remember how it felt the
first time I saw Edna.

I went back to that diner every day for
a week until I got the nerve to say

hello.

And I don't think that we've spent a day
apart since then.

Edna's not going to let some tumor get
the best of her.

Nope.

I don't know what I would do without
her.

Nothing's going to happen, Frank. Maggie
will make sure of that.

I'm going to head back up and spend a
dinner for her when she wakes up. Yeah,

sure.

You really should have a look at the
MRI.

Oh, no.

I can't believe I didn't see that
before.

That's all?

The margins on the initial CT weren't
clear.

Edna's tumor is compressing and
narrowing her carotid artery.

I'm sorry, Maggie.

So what does that mean?

Surgery is going to be a lot more
complicated than we first thought.

Are you sure you want to do this?

It'll be easier on him to cover for me.

I'll be right here. You need me.

How are you feeling?

I'm trying to wrap my head around the
fact that I have a brain tumor.

So the scans came back.

What's up?

I'm afraid I have some more bad news.

What is that?

It turns out that the tumor is attached
to the main artery that supplies blood

to the left side of your brain.

What are you saying, Mae?

I'm not trying to scare you, but you
need to be aware of the risks.

There is a chance that you could suffer
a life -altering stroke

during the procedure.

Life -altering how?

Worth case.

You could lose your ability to think and
communicate.

Then I wouldn't be me anymore.

I'm so sorry.

Meg. I can't.

Medium action round with the eight ball
bearing reel.

It's kind of like a bulletin. It's
pretty strong, too.

Let me know once you've decided if it's
what you want.

Thank you.

Is this where we need to register?

Yep.

Mr. and Mrs. Hardy checking in.

Sounds like you're talking about your
mother when you say that.

She'll get used to it.

I wanted to take a hyphenate, but my
husband said it wasn't a good idea.

Well, that's because I don't think Hardy
R would be the best name for our kids,

do you?

I see you two booked the honeymoon
cabin.

How about I walk you over?

Thank you.

I'm going to stop by the garden on the
way back. See if it needs any watering.

Okay.

All right. Keep following me.

Those two were a bit much.

What? I thought they were cute.

Did you see the way she was hanging off
of him?

Like he was the center of her whole
universe?

Well, they did just get married.

But she didn't have to take his last
name.

He could have taken hers.

I guess.

Like, I just don't think it's right for
a man to expect you to change who you

are.

Are you okay?

Yeah, I... Yeah, I guess I just have a
lot on my mind right now.

Listen, I still need to...

Figure out the color scheme for the
restaurant. Is it okay if I head back to

lodge?

Yeah, of course.

Hey, talk to me.

I'm right here, all right? You don't
have to hide your feelings from me.

I don't have time for feelings, Cal.

I'm worried about you, Maggie.

Well, don't be.

This is what I'm trained for, remember?

Yes, but Enda's not just any patient.

I know that.

But I'm the only neurosurgeon here. I
have to be there for her.

Maggie, wait.

Dad, everything okay?

Just wanted to check in.

Let you know your mother and I are
heading back home.

Already? Thought we'd spend a little
time with Sedona and the grandkids.

Are you sure everything's okay? I'm
fine.

Just a little tired.

Actually, we moved in together.

That's wonderful news, Cal.

I'm happy for you.

To be honest, I'm a little worried about
her.

Why's that?

I guess I'm starting to think I'm
holding her back from her career.

Didn't Maggie tell you that?

No. Well, don't you think you should
talk to her about it?

I'm still trying to figure out a way to
do that.

Nothing good comes from sitting on how
you feel, Cal.

You know that.

Yeah, I guess you're right.

So talk to her.

Thank you, Dad.

Okay, son.

Bye. Bye.

They'll get the tumor out.

You'll get your sight back.

And this will be all behind us.

What if I wake up and I don't know who I
am?

Or worse, I wake up and I don't remember
who you are.

Well, I'll keep reminding you until you
do.

I'm serious.

So am I.

I love you no matter what.

I'm here for you.

And we'll get through this together.

But what sort of a life would that be
for you?

Let's just stay focused on the positive.

One foot in front of the other.

Okay?

Here.

Try these.

They're killing me.

Huh?

Oh, that's good.

You have to keep that on the menu.
Everyone loves a warm beignet.

Yeah, that's good. Thanks for helping
me.

I promise, once the restaurant's all up
and running, I will take you out on a

real date.

No, I love hanging out with you here.

It's comfortable.

I like hanging out with you, too.

It's very different than how things were
with my ex. Oh.

You never really talk about him much.

I thought after the divorce that things
would finally be better between us, but

I guess that was wishful thinking.

How did you guys meet?

At a party.

It was the perfect combination.

Good looking and emotionally
unavailable.

I think I just got addicted to the
roller coaster ride of it all.

What changed?

Me.

Yeah.

After years of therapy, I figured out
I'd rather be in a healthy relationship.

Listen.

It was something I was hoping to talk to
you about.

Okay.

You know, I think you're an amazing
person, right?

Right.

But? No.

No buts.

I was just thinking we could take this
relationship to the next level.

Are you asking me to go study with you,
Rob Shandon?

You know what?

I think I am.

What do you think?

I thought you'd never ask.

Frank.

Maybe if I didn't notice earlier, I'd
push her to see a doctor sooner.

No, hey, there is no way you could have
known.

Hey, these things just happen. We can't
control them.

Why don't we go back inside?

I can walk you and Edna through the
entire procedure. I can answer all of

questions.

I can't lose her, Maggie.

I'm sure she's just scared.

Why don't you give me a minute and I'll
try and talk to her, see what I can do.

There's no point.

Well, it'll help, I promise.

No, it won't.

Edna's decided not to have the surgery.

What?

I know it's a lot to take in. And I know
how frightening all of this is, Edna.

But you should know the procedure isn't
painful.

And you'll be home after a few days.

It's not the surgery I'm worried about,
Maggie.

It's Frank.

I wouldn't be recommending this if the
benefits didn't outweigh the risks.

I know that.

But I also know Frank.

And he's not strong enough to handle it
if something goes wrong.

You said I've had this tumor for years.

Why not just leave it alone?

Because it's too big.

The symptoms are only going to get a lot
worse.

That won't be for a while yet, right?

You need the surgery, Edna.

And it's the best chance that you have.

Just wanted the garden.

It's looking good.

And I thought these might help cheer you
up.

That's very sweet of you, Jacob.

Where's Sydney go?

She said you have to do something at the
lodge.

I'm just glad it isn't busy today.

Why don't I stick around and give you a
hand?

Thanks.

I really appreciate that.

So, have you always had a green thumb?

My cook -em taught me a lot about
plants.

Cook -em?

The grandmother.

You know, you should trim the ends and
put some sugar in the water.

It'll help them last longer.

I didn't know that.

Actually, I've never been very good with
plants.

I had a cactus one, and I drowned it.

I'll teach you everything I know so that
doesn't happen again.

The cactuses of the world will
appreciate that.

Sorry to bother you.

Is everything okay?

It turns out we've got a bit of an ant
situation.

I'll be right over.

Thank you.

It's going to be okay, Frank.

Maggie's going to talk some sense into
her.

You know how stubborn Edna can be.

I think she just needs a little time.

I mean, she just got the diagnosis.

Look, there's Maggie now.

Any luck?

I tried my best, but she's got her
mind's made up.

I thought I'd be able to get through to
her.

I'm so sorry, Frank.

Thanks for trying.

This is ridiculous.

She had to have that surgery.

We can't schedule it without her
consent.

So what now?

We just need to come up with a different
approach.

Hey. What are you doing here?

I asked Cooper for the afternoon off.

I might need the company.

That's really nice of you, but you
didn't have to do that.

I wanted to.

So what's all this?

I'm just trying to figure out what the
inside of this place is going to look

like. I'm having trouble making up my
mind.

Okay. Maybe I can help.

Okay.

Well, Rob's leaning towards a more
conventional look.

But I was thinking something
contemporary would be fun.

So what's the problem?

I guess I'm just worried about making a
mistake.

Well, you're going to have to make up
your mind sooner or later, Sid.

Yeah, I know.

Cal?

I just wanted to come say hi and see how
you're doing.

As well as it could be expected.

Yeah.

Do you remember when I first came to the
crossing?

Of course.

I'd just left New York, and I'd left my
entire life

behind me. The job, everything.

I was really struggling.

I was... I was looking for a place to
call home.

And you welcomed me with open arms.

I could tell you needed a friend.

I remember you, uh... You even offered
me odd jobs to keep me busy.

I'm not sure.

But they'll be here today if it wasn't
for you.

Well, I am glad you are.

I just want you to know how much you
mean to me, Anna.

You know, Sully's out there waiting.

He's, uh, something he wants to tell
you, too.

Roger, some chocolates from the gift
store.

I know what you're doing.

I'm not sure what you're talking about,
Edna.

I'm not changing my mind, Sully.

We all just want to remind you how much
we love you, Edna.

That's all.

You know, I've been thinking a lot about
when you first moved to the crafting

with Frank.

You've always been like family.

supported me through all my ups and
downs.

And when I thought I'd reached the end
of my rope, there you were, waiting on

the other end to help pull me up.

So I know what it's like to be afraid.

And I'm here for you, no matter what you
decide.

I really appreciate that, Phyllis.

I talked to Dr. Rabney, told her how you
feel.

Thank you.

Look, I know that you said you've made
up your mind.

And as a doctor, I can respect that
decision.

crossing needs you then i need you
maggie you

once told me some risks are worth taking
this surgery

will give you and frank the chance to
have a long and happy life together

isn't that worth fighting for

I trust you, Maggie.

And I know you're an excellent doctor.

So if you really think I should have
this surgery,

then I will agree to it.

You will?

Thank God.

On one condition.

What's that?

You have to be the one to do it.

All right, go.

What if Dr. Abney can't give me the
paperwork?

Well, we'll just have to wait and see
what she says.

I can't let Edna down.

That must be her.

Dr. Abney. Hi, Maggie. Good news.

I pulled a few strings, and it looks
like I'll be able to get you that

temporary license after all.

That's great.

We'll be transferring Edna to Halifax
General for the surgery.

So I guess we'll see you in a few days.

I really can't thank you enough.

I'm just happy I was able to help.

So, looks like you're heading back to
the OR.

Am I making a mistake, Cal?

What do you mean?

I haven't... I haven't performed surgery
in a while.

And what about Jackson?

That was a much simpler procedure.

This one will require a lot more skill
and a surgeon who can make quick

decisions under extreme pressure.

To be honest, I'm not sure I'm that
person anymore.

Maybe you could call another
neurosurgeon.

See what they have to say.

Yeah, maybe.

Where would you want to go first if you
had to pick one?

Kilkenny, Dublin, or Galway?

Um, I meant to call you. Edna's in the
hospital. She has a brain tumor.

Oh, no.

Is she going to be okay?

Not sure yet.

Will you please let her know I'm
thinking of her?

I will, but I'm afraid this means I
won't be able to go to Ireland with you.

Oh.

I'm sorry, Helen. I was looking forward
to it, too.

It's all right. No, I understand. You
should be with Edna.

It's important.

I hope this trip is everything you want
it to be.

Thank you, Sally.

Thanks for dinner.

It was great. I'm glad you liked it.

Nice to be able to cook for someone
again.

Eating alone is no fun.

I was so happy together here.

I really do.

Yeah, again, it's your usual goal, okay?

And it's going to be a great dance.

I hope so.

Because I'm worried about Frank.

I don't know how much he loves her.

Why don't we go on a walk?

I'll try to take our minds off things
for a bit.

Yeah.

I like that.

Okay. I'm going to go grab my coat.

Did you say something?

No, I was listening to a message.

You ready to go?

Hello? It's me.

Maggie, I'm glad you called.

I hated how we ended things the other
day.

Yeah, your call took me a little by
surprise.

I shouldn't have called you on your
mother's phone. That wasn't fair of me.

Listen, I really need your advice.

Sure, what's going on?

It's Edna.

We found a lesion on her brain, and I
wanted to get your opinion on it.

What kind of lesion?

It's a five -cent... They're left
sphenoid wing menogenoma. It's encasing

optic nerves and carotid.

Any cognitive impairment?

Headaches and vision loss.

She's scheduled for surgery at Halifax
General in a few days.

Which procedure?

Craniotomy.

Sounds about right. What do you need my
advice on?

She won't agree to the surgery unless I
do it.

Oh. You want some help with a temporary
license?

No, the hospital's already taking care
of that.

Then what is it?

Should I be doing this?

What do you mean?

What if I'm too close to Edna to be able
to make the right decision?

You know what you're doing, Maggie.

I've been out at the OR for a while now.

You're the best neurosurgeon I know. If
anybody can help Edna, it's you. Okay,

Jess?

Remember to trust your instincts.

Okay. You'll be great. I'm here if you
need me.

Thanks, Walter.

You nervous?

A little, yeah.

Can't stop thinking about how it's going
to be Adna lying on that table.

I get it, but don't focus on that, all
right?

It's going to be fun.

Just center yourself and breathe.

And don't forget to change the daily
specials on the board, or it'll confuse

customers.

I know, Edna.

And the Hardys.

Did they get checked in okay? It's their
honeymoon. I want everything to be

perfect.

They're all good, Auntie. I'm taking
care of them.

I love you both.

I love you, Edna.

We'll be back after your surgery, okay?

Day to day.

Yep.

You know it's going to be okay, right?

Maggie's going to take care of you.

Promise me you'll watch over Frank.

I need to know he's going to be okay,
Sally.

I don't want him to be alone.

He won't be.

I'll make sure that doesn't happen.

I don't think I ever thanked you.

For what?

For giving Frank and me a place to go
home all these years.

Wouldn't be much of a home for me
without you in it.

And your family, Edna.

Oh, and Sully?

Yeah?

No more sticky notes, okay?

No more sticky notes, I know.

They said they'd be glad to pick it up
in a minute.

The surgery's going to be over before
you know it.

I'm looking forward to seeing your
smiling face again.

Nothing's going to happen, Edna.

But if it does... It won't.

If it does... I left an advance
directive

I need you to follow.

Edna, please. I know you don't want to
talk about this, Frank.

God, neither do I.

But if something goes wrong...

I don't want to spend the rest of my
life hooked up to a machine.

There's no way to live.

So promise me that you'll do what I need
you to do if the time comes.

And I want you to take that Alaskan
cruise.

Go see the Northern Lights for me.

And I will be there with our ancestors
waiting for you.

We'll go see the Northern Lights
together.

Sorry to interrupt.

Been ready for you, Mrs. Granger.

You've given me a wonderful life, Frank.

Sarkington.

Sarkington.

Sarkington.

But I can't seem to find a way to settle
and believe it.

Some things will level you with no
lesson to be

learned.

Some fires start from nothing and
through the trees they

burn.

Place the oxygen mask over your face
now, okay?

Okay.

I'm going to start the anesthetic drip.

Okay,

prep the patient for surgery.

Show me.

Taking the first incision.

Appreciate the update, Cal.

Jefferson forceps, the monopolar
pottery, please.

Elevating the scalp flap.

Thank you.

Opening the dura.

Can I get the navigation probe, please?

Opening the Sylvian fissure, exposing
the distal artery, starting to debulk

tumor.

I have identified the optic nerve and
proximal carotid artery.

Taking the tumor from around the optic
nerve.

Carotid free.

Nice work, Dr. Sullivan.

Congratulations.

Blood pressure's falling.

Disgusting. I need emergency suction.

I need more suction. There's too much
blood. I can't see.

I need blood and fluid now.

Dr. Sullivan, what do you need?

Dr.

Sullivan.

Back to solving.