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So, I rebelled? What are you doing?

I'm okay. I'll be fine.

Why don't you care about my book?

Because you don't. Oh, God.

Really?

Stop.

It got uncomfortable, so I took it off.

Um... Um... I need to go to bed.

Alright.

For Yoga Challenge Day 29, we explore
the backbend.

Backbending is a hard -opening,
uplifting, spiritual process that takes

into your center. They open the body to
deep breathing, but also place strong

demands upon the most vulnerable segment
of the...

We're going to start with some breaths.

So put your hands together and bring
them to your heart center.

Just start to try and clear it.

You're turning into a computer.

Oh, like AI?

No, like an IBM.

What is your home?

What's a little home?

Were they thinking of the punch cards?

Yoga times day 29.

I can almost do a flat back bend. Go up
and down, ones and zeros, going wherever

they tell you to go.

Where did you find this show?

Where?

On my phone.

I figured it appeared on the screen.

Obviously, you're hot.

I don't know, I was looking for
something and it just came out. Exactly.

One, zero.

You're good in my show.

You're so hot.

We have a special guest in the building.

Yes. Y 'all heard her last week, but
she's back again. Because I'm not going

stick your fist around.

Yeah, no, it's true. There's nothing
wrong with eating chicken with your

That's a different world. That's the
thing. That's what no one people have

Women are so gross.

Yeah. Then he secretly took off the
condom.

Like, that's so messed up.

There are actual Reddit forums where men
share tips and tricks.

And even phrases like, he said to me, I
thought you knew.

You mean you didn't feel it? I took it
off. I thought you... These are actually

on the floor.

Wow. I mean, it must have been sickening
to realize you're being played like

that.

How did he react? Yo, shall we get a
coffee?

What is going through their head, do you
think? It ranges anywhere from a look

of, I guess, there's a little bit of
shame because they don't expect to be

called out.

And then some of them just laugh.

They think it's funny.

And I'm like, no, this isn't funny. And
you can go.

The usual? Deep treatment, Henry Brady?

What do you think?

What do I think?

I know what I think.

Julian. Hello, hi.

Hello, how are you doing?

Okay, you? Yeah, yeah, I'm going good.
I'm doing, look.

Good news is I feel I will have
something for you

soon. Don't worry about that because
Susie Henney from Henney House, your

publisher, wants to meet you today.

Yeah. Can you get here for 2 .30? 2 .30?
Yeah. Sure. That's in three hours. See

you then. Three hours. Yes.

Yes, I'll be on time.

Hello.

We've got some results back from the
sexual assault referral unit.

Semen has been detected on the flannel
forensics collected the night Beth came

to your agent.

Can you remember?

Yes. So there is DNA.

What we usually do is put it into our
DNA database to see if we get any hits

anyone that's been arrested before.

But as the sample's quite weak, the only
thing we can do is a direct comparison.

So if we have a potential suspect, we
can check their DNA against the sample,

and that will give us results.

So we have a potential suspect.

There's no CCTV or witnesses, but he's
on remand for a similar offence. An

arrest has been made.

There's still a lot of work to do. Yeah,
yeah, yeah, but... We've spoken to

Simon.

All fine.

He's given us DeRay's contact details,
and they've both been fully cooperative

with us.

Now, what we need to do quite quickly is
eliminate the DNA of any consensual

partners from the sample.

I have a Biagio.

Still in contact?

Yeah. Yeah.

We talk every day.

Yeah, but still... So you need his DNA.

Yeah. There's a forensic team over there
we can get connected with.

So if you leave us his contact number,
we can get on with that.

Yeah.

He doesn't know.

About this thought?

Still.

No, Terry's sparkling.

Is there a reason why you haven't told
him?

He's a Italian drug lord.

I suggest you let him know prior to our
call, quickly.

I'll do it. Yep, I will do it.

Thank you.

Well, I'll let you digest all that.

Yeah.

You.

You all right? Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah. No, uh, yeah, it's amazing.

It's amazing.

I'm just like, wow, who are you guys?

Popo, are you the rape buster?

I like rape busters. You do.

Well done on you for reporting it so
quickly.

Oh, guys, it's my civic duty, yeah?

Felt like something wasn't right?

Who am I going to call?

Rape buster.

So many different types of sexual
assault, you know? Even though you could

raped in the mouth before this. You have
no idea.

Secret condom removal.

That's rape.

Yeah? Mm -hm.

It's very informative.

Yeah, the problem is when people don't
know what is a crime and what isn't a

crime, they don't report it. And if
people get away with it.

Thank you.

I love your hair, by the way.

Thanks a lot.

Thanks.

You okay?

Britney?

Yeah.

You sure?

Yeah. How are you feeling? That was a
lot.

It was a lot.

Not bad for a Monday morning, me chaps.
Not bad at all, my chaps.

After him, he got arrested.

Whilst being under arrest?

While being arrested, he got arrested
again.

That's going to suck.

But then again, he likes things sucking.

Bye,

Z. I've got to go. Okay. All right.
Peace.

What's up, Kwan?

No one in the area?

He's excited, isn't he? He's nervous.

Oh, he's fantastic.

He really cares.

I'm glad he's reading it himself.

They don't all go for that.

How do you say her name?

Arabella. Arabella. Is she able to stop
by? Yes, she confirmed.

What happened?

Why didn't she finish? I think there was
just an underestimation in quite how

much work...

On her part or yours?

Mm -hmm.

Thanks for sending over what she's done
so far.

No. I found it rather readable to the
extent.

To the extent?

Hi. Oh, hello.

Oh, hello.

Arabella. Wow. Hi.

It's me, Susie Henney. Hi.

Nothing much about you.

Well, if you're saying that to my face,
it means you've only heard the good

stuff. Sit by me.

Okay. This is Sian.

Hi.

Hi.

Whoa.

Lots of hair, by the way. Oh, yeah,
thank you. Great.

Now, hair and style aside, we were
hoping you would admit something for the

summit. I've been heartbroken. What
happened?

Well, yeah, no, because I...

Did you tell... Hey.

Welcome, Zane.

Hi. Oh, wow.

Really nice to see you, Susie.

Oh, yeah.

Good work, Zane. It's been a pleasure
reading your work.

This is Sean. She worked for the
International Literary Summit.

Sean.

Have we met?

I used to work at the British Library.

Oh, thank...

Um, and Arabella. Wow.

Hello. I didn't know you'd be here. No,
neither did I. I was at a police

station. Oh, why?

Oh, yeah, I was trying to say earlier.

Um, I was raped.

I reported it as soon as I found out,
and luckily I remember his face.

I've even got traces of his DNA in my
house, so the police have come to

it. Um, yeah.

I even know his name, so... Hmm.

Zane Serene.

Thank you so much. You've been so
helpful. All day you've been helping me

my writing.

Well,

Arabella, you'd better get to work,
missy.

I want to see that story.

Now, Arabella, we would love to

read a segment of your current project
at the Writing Summit tonight.

No need to nerve at all now. You have a
little buddy.

Oh, um... Can her friend read it?

Good friend?

Yeah. Same education, thick and thin,
friends forever?

Yeah. And is she white?

No, she's... Great!

I told him.

No. Good.

I like it when we have secrets he
doesn't know about because we're running

Hold on.

Wait, they're probably going to film
this, innit?

Um, yeah.

Babe, my birth is your birth.

My birth is your death.

This is really happening, you know.

And what am I going to wear?

Oh, tea.

Don't worry about that.

All you have to do...

Situation, affect the crowd.

Look them in the eye.

Cover that strength.

And when you do...

What happened this morning?

When? I was in the shower and you fell
off the face of the earth.

My hair.

Yeah, I had an appointment. I forgot.

You don't like it? I do.

It's hot.

Cool.

Why didn't you tell me? I forgot I had
the appointment. I didn't want to be

late. About what you told Susie.

Susie's black festival.

Which is like... What?

See, he's black.

That's like... Wow.

Big boss.

He's black.

Yeah, she's cool. No, she's not just
cool. She's Obama.

Great about having your draft read. She
clearly believes in you.

It's mad.

I ain't even near finishing it.

Why didn't you tell me about that?

Oh, you knew I hadn't finished. You were
supposed to be helping me. No.

Remember? No, about... What?

Oh, my rapist.

I don't know.

I guess... I thought if we both knew you
were a rapist, it might change us.

What? What did you say? I thought if we
both knew about the rapist, it might

change us.

I can't tell you how helpful what we do
is.

Really? Yeah. My friend said it's really
important to do things like painting,

yoga, cuddling with people I trust, self
-care.

It hurts to know that you're... I'm
sorry.

You've been really helpful.

Thank you.

They are going to listen to your book,
huh?

Yeah, yeah.

Well, not now, but later.

Yeah, it's a little bit fancy in there.
There's waiters walking around with

little bits and all that.

If you're going to read, make sure you
don't take too much time. Yeah, I'm not

reading. Terry's reading.

Ah, OK.

But still, be careful.

I have to tell you something.

I went out one time and a stranger put
something in my drink.

In your drink?

Yeah, like a drug to make me sleepy.

You've got to wash your drink in the
club.

Excuse me?

You've got to wash your drink. You can
get hurt. I'm going to call you later.

What did you tell him?

I told him some.

Some? Yeah, like 30%. What did you tell
him?

I told him I was raped.

Does he know we're raped?

No. Does he know that he has to give his
DNA?

No. OK, so, yeah, that is my 30%. Oh,
yeah.

Thank you.

That's fine.

Oh, I don't know what the fuck's going
on. It must be Terry Pratchett.

I'm Sean. Nice to meet you. I'm Susie's
assistant.

Hi.

May I ask, are there going to be many
more people here?

Yeah, quite a few.

Oh, good.

Because I like to meet an audience.

Yes. I'll be back.

Would you like a drink?

Ella. Have you checked the weather?

It's closing.

This was about three weeks ago, yeah?
Yeah.

What was the name of the suspect? I
don't know.

Oh, you don't know?

We met on Grindr.

So I have his address. What was his name
on that?

No one used his name on there.

You put in a username and you can change
that.

So what was the fake name?

I think he's changed it.

And he's got me.

But I have his address.

Because I've got to put a name, so...
What was the name you used? You never

know. Someone else might have reported
the same name, so... Um, Hornyman808.

Hornyman808. Um, I have a... So when you
went to his address, you didn't say,

hello, my name is... And when you're
listed as discreet, you don't really

do that.

Listed and discreet, what was that?

Discreet, secretive, private.

And then this is the thing that you
scroll through with your finger.

And I had to use a phone.

I mean, so, what should we call him? How
would you describe him? He's got to

have a description.

We can't name him Black, because, I
mean, all these guys here are Black. Not

sure what you want me to say. No, it's
probably a case for a special unit.

So I'm going to...

Speak to a senior officer and get him to
clarify.

Did they penetrate you?

Because there's a big difference between
sexual assault and rape. Yeah, yeah, I

would imagine.

So I'd have to clarify.

Well, my trousers came very low at one
point, so you might have penetrated me

about putting it all the way in.

I'd have to check what that feels like.

How would you do that? I'd put my finger
in my anus.

You know, there are other ways you could
have reported this. We've got machines

out there to make it easier for people
to report that kind of thing without

having to tell them. I'm going to... Do
you want anything, water or...? No,

nothing.

No?

You two dating?

Hmm? Oh, no, no.

I just wanted to have a subtext.

Subtext? Yeah, yeah, I guess.

Oh,

you two might have a subtext.

You got that?

Oh, yeah, yeah.

It's impossible to protect yourself from
nature.

I know quite a few women who couldn't.

Good luck.

I'll be rooting for you.

Will there be many more people here?

Because I'm already feeling a bit like,
raw.

Is stage fright a real thing?

I'm a little bit mad right now. No, it's
not a real thing, is it? No, no, no,

stop.

Go on, go on.

What?

Are you all right?

Yeah, I'm just checking.

And when we read habitually, we learn to
see between the lines. We learn to

search for the innermost layer of a
story, its symbols, its intentional

parallel, its true meaning. We learn
about character, and therefore of

as language evolves and communication
develops.

it improves and corrupts.

The writer is left in a position of
great responsibility to ensure there is

intention in every word, if they can
manage it.

Thought you'd like that one.

This is my favorite part of the summit,
where our readers get to hear work

in progress.

That guy trashed for that film. Alan
Academy.

You ain't even telling me this fucking
again.

Bella,

if I had stage fright, you'd think you'd
hit now.

Oh, and I step on the stage. Bella.

Jane Therese, winner of the Berkeley
First Book Award in 2017.

I don't have that dick rule if it came
on a sushi platter, fucking prick.

Yo, I'm nervous as fuck.

I can't do it.

I can't do it, Beth.

I can't go on that stage.

I'd like to say thanks to my agents, to
Susie Henney and

Henney Howe. I'm very happy to be there
with you guys among very talented

writers.

Zane Serene is a rapist.

He took a condom off in the middle of
having sex with me.

He implicated my shock.

and gaslighted me with such intention
that I didn't have a second to

the hail of crime that had occurred.

I believe he is a predator.

One woman has come forward and informed
me of the same experience, so I'm not

the first.

If I don't take this opportunity to say
this now, I certainly won't be the last.

He is a rapist.

Not rape -adjacent or a bit rapey, he's
a rapist under UK law.

Oh, no, you don't.

Nah, you're gonna feel it. You're gonna
feel it.

Sorry about the wait.

So, I've spoken to a senior officer.

And there's no point in us doing a DNA
sample.

You just had consensual sex with him, so
it wouldn't really prove anything other

than that.

But what's going to happen is we're
going to get the special unit to give

call. And I'm free to go.

I can't be here, but... I

know it's fine.

No, no, no, I've got to get someone to
show you out.

I've literally broken the internet.

I am dead, Bella. I am a gift, Bella.

I'm a gift.

Harriet, I'm sorry.

I died.

Twitter is going to kill me tonight.

They've made a meme of him running away.

There's no other thing. I dimmed it.

Sean, I'm sorry.

I'm dead.

You little dog. Fuck off. A journalist
has just posted an article about it.

do you want my article about? It's been
lifted up and it came up.

I care about you, okay? But you can't
walk around taking drinks from

You didn't have a problem when I took a
drink from you and you're a drug dealer.

You are fucking up my life.

I don't accept drinks from anybody apart
from drug dealers. That's small. Why

are you talking about me? Why are you
talking about me? You're the one that

said I was fucking up your life.

Yes, Bella, because I have to go to the
station and do this shit. I already told

you. I'm sorry. I can't deal with this
shit. How the fuck do you think I feel

with you telling me I've done something
wrong? Telling me there's something

wrong with me? Telling me what?

If you washed your drink, you wouldn't
have been raped! I wouldn't put you

again.

Bye. Bye.

Bye.

In the car, leaving traces of us down
the boulevard. I want to fall to the

start. Getting lost in the dark is my
favorite part.

Let's count the ways we could make this
last forever.

Sunny, money, keep it, funky, touch it,
stop it, let it, now.

We're here for Arabella.

She seems fine to me. She's vacant.
She's empty. You know how when your

shuts down, it's like basic functioning
mode? That's why you need to borrow my

laptop.

What are you doing?

Survivors support grouping.

It's Theo's group.

Theodora from school?

You're a wild man. I love it.

Me? Yes, Terry.

Theo, what's happened?

My name is Theo Daniels. I made the
support group because I hate abusers. I

that I sound like a right icy bitch, but
I'm lovely, I promise.