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Tyler.

Amanda.

Sorry. I was in the
middle of something.

Oh, no.

How are you?

I'm good. How are you doing?

Doing great.

Ah. How long are you staying?

Just about a week or two.

Got a show in Berlin
coming up, so.

No way.

I am so proud of you.

That's amazing.

It's going to be a big one.

Ah. Wow.

So how long has it been?

Like three years.

I went all over Europe.

It was just hard to get back.

Oh my goodness, that
must have been amazing.

All that freedom and adventure.

Wow.

How's things been here.

Your dad's going to be really
happy to see you.

Your sister. Oh boy.

That'll be good for her because
she's got a lot of fear and

loathing that she needs
to get relieved somehow.

Oh, no.

Tell me she's not
as bad as I was.

Kind of worse.

Oh, man.

Yeah, it's it's out of control.

Well, it's good to be back.

It's great to see you.

All right, I should go.

I just wanted to come and say
hi properly because I didn't

want to stop before,
but I'm glad I did.

I'm so glad you're here.

See you in a little bit.

Hey Amanda. Hold on one second.

Oh, no. Ty, no, come on.

No no no no no.

Why?

- No.
- Why?

Just just.

No. Okay.

- All right.
- All right.

All right

Damn. Did Jilly just throw
her dishes in the sink?

She is such a slob.

Actually, I did that.

I'm so sorry.

Do you want me to help
you out with this?

No no no no no, I got it.

- I got it. It's fine.
- Okay, okay.

I'm gonna make some tea.

- Do you want some?
- Yes, please.

Thank you.

So.

I've been thinking a lot
about life, you know.

And I know I have
apologized for before.

I just wanted to let you know
that I saw things even before

my accident.

What things?

You did the best you could
with the circumstances.

And it wasn't until I nearly
died that I could stop being

such a little angry bitch.

You know, actually, I feel kind
of bad, too, about some of the

choices I made.

Why?

I hooked up with your dad so
soon after your mom died, and I

had my own shit I was dealing
with, and you guys were all

kind of messed up, so we were
just a bunch of damaged people

trying to get a
quick fix, you know?

I never thought it
would fix anything.

Yeah.

But dad needed someone.

Yeah, then.

And now?

Amanda, do you want
me to talk to him?

I tried.

You've grown up really well, Tyler.

You too.

I guess it's clear, you know,

dad prefers them a little young.

Now, what about you?

No, no, I prefer my
women a little older.

Ah, okay.

Oh my goodness.

Well, you certainly have gotten
that charmer thing from your

dad, haven't you?

Maybe.

- Yeah.
- Just a little.

A little bit, yeah.

I, uh, I need to go get

some work done in
the greenhouse.

So, um, could you just wait
for the water to boil and.

Sure, I'll bring it out to you.

Yeah. Thanks.

Very sweet.

I'll see you over there, Amanda.

Okay.

And I brought you the tea.

Oh. Thank you.

Are you okay?

Yeah, totally.

I just.

Are you sure?

Yeah. It's probably
allergies, you know.

Look at all the plants.

It's been.

Yeah.

Um. Dad called.

He said he might
be staying late.

Um, uh, he might sleep in the city.

But we could order takeout.

My treat.

Thanks. That would
be really nice.

Yeah.

Is it hot in here?

Yeah, I really like it.

- It's nice, but I mean.
- I know.

I'm kind of crazy like that.

Yeah. You're overdressed.

Probably. Yeah.

Yeah.

Um. Just see Jilly.
Is she home?

Yeah. She's upstairs.

Yeah. Go see what she wants.

And we'll, you know,
whatever she wants is good.

Okay. Perfect.

Okay. Yeah.

I'll go talk to her
and I'll call it in.

Come on in after you're done.

Yeah.

Yeah.

All right.
Thanks, Ty.

Who was that?

Oh, the delivery guy.

No. That guy.

Oh, that one over there.

Yeah.

I don't know.

Maybe he's, uh.

You know one of those guys that
goes around and makes offers on

houses, real estate developer
or something like that.

Okay.

Right. I'll help you with
the food.

Thanks.

Headed up?

Yeah.

You guys heading to bed soon?

In a little.

Okay. Sleep well.

- Okay?
- Good night.

Nice having you here.

Of course.

Night, Jilly.

Jilly.

Yeah. Night.

I got over it.

You can too.

She thinks she can be my mom.

That's so cliché.

Not only do I highly
doubt she thinks that.

Why would she want to be?

I cannot believe
you just said that.

It's true.

You're such a nasty thing.

She seems kind of cool.

If I were her, I wouldn't be.

Not with that attitude.

All right, how about
you do you and I do me.

Okay.

I just think you can make
life a little bit easier here,

that's all.

It's not my job.

Come in.

It's unlocked.

Okay, I just.

I just wanted to say good night.

You did downstairs.

Oh, I did right.

Sorry. I would have
opened the door, but.

Lotion all over my hands.

No worries.

I talked to her.

I'm sorry.

She's not going to understand

until she goes to
college or wherever.

Whatever she does, get
perspective or something, I

don't know.

Yeah, well, thanks for trying.

Was there, uh, something else?

Just want to take
a couple photos.

Please, Tyler, I don't, I've got.

My hair is a wreck.

I don't have makeup on. I mean.

It's beautiful. Natural.
Just a couple.

Please.

Okay. All right.

What do you want me to do?

Um, just exactly what
you were doing before.

That's beautiful.

Does my dad stay out
late often?

You okay?

It is what it is. You know?

How long has it been going on?

Since you were in high school.

Is that why you
don't wear the ring?

Yeah, well, he took his off
years ago, and I was like, fuck

it, I'm taking mine off, too.

What difference does it make?
You know.

You know, I think it's probably
what made my mom sick mentally.

Yeah, well, luckily, I am a
lot stronger than she was.

Oh. I'm sorry.

That really is.

No, it's okay. It's true.

Um, she was really sensitive

and let his bullshit get to her.

Now, it's probably lucky
that you have your art.

As do you.

Yeah.

I do have that.

You look really good, Tyler.

You, too.

Thanks.

I should probably.

Yeah. I gotta get sleep.

I'm so tired.

Uh, I'll see you tomorrow.

Good night.

Night.

What?

What you?

That doesn't make sense.

What are you doing in her room?

Just talking.

Right.

It's not your business.

I just want to know.

- Jeez.
- Why?

I'm a curious girl.

Or a troublemaker?

I'm making no trouble.

Right.

Tyler. Come on.

What you used to be more
playful.

Yeah, and you used to
not be a grown man.

Do you like them?

Ah, yeah.

Yeah.

When you take photos
like this, do you, um.

Do you get turned on.

Secret, huh?

I would love to take
photos of you like that.

No, I'm just in here
to collect laundry.

Oh, you don't have to do my laundry.

Oh, no. It's fine.

It's totally fine.

Does he make you do it?

No, we send it out.

No big deal.

The guy's coming
soon to get the.

Oh, I'm.

Actually. I'm gonna wear these.

Oh, sorry.

Okay. Um,

well, I'll let you get dressed.

Okay.

Sure. I'll be home tonight.

Probably going away a couple
of days tomorrow, though.

It'll be good to see you.

I'll bring over a couple
of bottles of wine.

Beautiful Ty.

I'll see you soon.

That's not fair.

You can't just show me
that tongue and walk away.

Well, I guess you can.

Hey.

Hey! Come here.

What a beautiful day.

Right. Look at this.

I love springtime, but this.

This is the best.

Look at that.

Incredible.

Isn't that beautiful?

Listen, be very quiet.

It's so beautiful.

Oh. So peaceful.

Wow.

Uh, dad called.

He said he's coming tonight.

Oh, good.

Well, probably
because you're here.

He also said something about

going on a trip for
a couple of days.

Sandra.

You're kidding.

The paralegal.

How long has that been going on?

I have no idea.

Probably a while.

But it's better that he does
that because if he's here he's

just miserable and drinking and

trying to start
fights and stuff.

You guys are fighting.

We don't actually fight.

It's sort of worse because he

just gives me the
silent treatment.

- Why do you stay?
- Jilly.

I don't want to hurt your
feelings, but I don't think she

would care.

God, it's so mean.

Somebody's got to parent her.

I just don't think
that it's worth it.

And I'm saying that
as her brother.

Well, no one really knows what
goes on inside the mind of a

teenage girl.

I don't want to know.

If I left, she'd probably burn
the house down within a week.

Oh, okay. I agree with
you there.

Yeah.

She would burn the house down.

Yeah.

Most certainly.

I'm handling her.

I think you're scared of her.

I am so not scared of her.

You're scared of her?

Tyler, I was her.

What?

Yeah. Oh, yeah.

And look, I mean, I
turned myself around.

I turned out okay, right?

You definitely turned out okay.

Oh, my God, I can't believe you.

You're for real.

You were trouble.

Yeah. Yeah, definitely.

I'm not proud of it, but, you
know, I worked on myself and

turned myself around, and I
know how I did it, so I know

what she needs.

What about you?

What?

What do you need?

It's irrelevant.

Do you get what you need?

What do you mean?

Tyler.

What?

Just thought we might.

Really.

What the fuck?

Oh my God.

What the hell was that?

We were just enjoying
the nice weather.

Took a nap.

Napping? Really?

I don't understand
what the big deal is.

Jilly.

Damn it, Why can't she buy
decent snacks?

She probably just doesn't want
you eating junk food all day.

I don't have a weight problem.

It's not about weight.

It's about eating healthy.

She cares about you.

No. She doesn't.

All right, listen, this whole
attitude thing needs to stop.

I've only been here about a day.

And what I'm seeing,
I'm disgusted.

All right, you have more
than half the kids your age.

All right, so this whole poor
me doomsday, the world is

against me behavior

that you got going on,
needs to stop.

This world is electric, okay?

So be just be halfway
decent to be around.

Maybe I have issues.

Alright, everyone has issues.

Being a little punk ass bitch
is not going to make people

feel sorry for you.

She made you hate
me, didn't she?

What.

You're actually
fucked up, aren't you?

Like, for real?

- You need therapy.
- All right.

The only thing I need is to
grow the fuck up and get the

hell out of this nuthouse.

Okay, that's the thing,
like you've taken this

narcissistic
demonstration so far.

You failed two years.

You're not going to be able to
graduate being the punk that

you are.

How dare you?

Alright you left years
ago, leaving me here alone?

Alright I'm stuck with a
slut painter want to be

nothing, bitch.

While you're off
having adventures.

And you clearly don't like
being here either, considering

how long it takes you to visit.

It's not my job.

What?

Take care of anyone.

No. You certainly know how to

take care of
yourself, don't you?

That's what you're supposed
to do, you little tramp.

You grow up, you get out.

You don't just sit around
and wallow in self-pity.

Little tramp?

Seriously? All right,

obviously, I'm the
mature one here.

Since you're the one losing
your shit, aren't you?

All right, call me all
the names you want.

I do not care.

But mark my words, I'm going to
get out of here, and it's going

to be glorious.

I'm going to be set for life.

What are you talking about?

I would just watch myself if
I were you, dear brother.

Oh, good.

You found the snacks I got you.

Peace out, bitch. I'll be in my room.

You okay?

Yeah, Yeah.

Whatever. Right.

You want to go for a drive?

Yes, please.

I'll go get my jacket.

Alright, I'm gonna get mine,
too. I put it in my room.

I'll meet you downstairs.

Okay.

I feel like this is
going to be our spot.

You think?

Do you not agree?

Oh, maybe.

So. Anyways, that's why
I started the series.

And I wanted to come back to
see you, to see if I still felt

it when we were near each other.

Wow. You know, you can never
tell anyone any of this, right?

Why?

I'm not ashamed about it.

Are you?

It's not like we're related.

Just because.

Because. I mean, we're
not supposed to do this.

Who cares what we're
supposed to do?

Come here.

I want to show you something.

What?

- Come here.
- What?

What are we doing
in the back seat?

You're under arrest.
Hands behind your back.

You are a regular
comedian, aren't you?

Yeah, I get it from you.

Tyler. Dad.

Good to see you, son.

Fantastic. But
where are you guys?

Napping?

Uh, Amanda and I took a drive.

Let's just feeling a
little toxic in here.

Well, I never noticed that.

My beautiful wife, wearing
a pretty dress.

How about a kiss?

Good to see you, too.

Dad, how many days are
you going to be away?

Can I come?

Boring lawyer conference.

You'll hate it.

No, I would do anything to be
out of here for a few days.

Plenty of your trips to come.

By the way, how's school?

Isn't this the year
you're going to graduate?

Yeah, actually, uh, I think
they want me gone just as much

as I want to be gone, so.

Good.

Whatever it takes, right?

- Yeah.
- Okay. Food's coming.

Excellent. Thanks.

I'm gonna go wash up.

Good idea.

You know what?

I got a question
for you, Amanda.

Why is it that you
never want to cook?

Simple. I never know if you're
going to come home or not.

Jilly hates my cooking, so
there's no real reason to cook.

That's fair enough.

So why don't you try
this delicious wine?

Chin chin.

Thank you.

Mm. What's this trip
in Berlin about?

Oh, it's actually going to be
opening a show, and it's going

to be a study of
the female body.

That's fantastic.

Maybe I should help
him judge that.

What do you think?

How about a look?

Do you really want to see it?

Absolutely.

I'll bring it right back.

Good.

Glad you came home
to visit your son.

I'm very proud of him.

Why wouldn't I want to see him?

He got here yesterday.

Why didn't you come
to visit him then?

Do I really have to answer that?

I got caught up with work.

The commute.

So you were at Sandra's.

- What are you talking about?
- Lucas.

I know, okay.

It's obvious.

And,

we don't have to do this.

We don't have to
stay together, Lucas.

We really don't.

Well, I do not divorce.

We do not divorce.

My people do not divorce.

So that, that's why your wife.

- Right?
- What did you say?

- Don't.
- Why did you ever help me?

Because I thought you were hot.

Did you ever even care about me?

You know I needed you, darling.

Yeah to raise your kids.

To raise my kids?

Tyler was already grown
up, and Jilly's a mess.

And I give you credit for that.

That's not my fault.

It's not?

No. She's actually
really messed up.

Lucas. I'm kind of scared.

- Really?
- Yeah.

Well, who are you to judge her?

Don't you forget
where you came from.

Okay?

Is everything okay?

Just catching up.

Yeah, just catching up.

I took that one in Spain.

These are beautiful.

This seems kind of
like porn to me.

This is nothing like porn.

This is art.

This is art.

Porn? What do you
know about porn?

Stop being rude. Sit down.

Sorry, dad.

You know what? The food's going
to be here soon.

You want to help
set up the table?

- Yeah.
- Good, I appreciate it.

You know what? I think I'm
going to go help Amanda.

Thanks, Ty.

Beautiful work.

Thanks, dad.

Okay, so remember Kathy
from biology, right?

The bitch who stole my homework.

So she's been gone for a few
weeks, and it turns out she got

pregnant, but it
wasn't her boyfriend.

And so we think what happened
is over spring break, Kathy and

Lucas hooked up, and we think
they were, like, trying to film

like a, I don't know, like,
like an adult film, you know.

Porn again.

Enough with the porn.

Stop stop stop stop.

It's just maybe not hanging.

Out with him.

I don't want to hear anymore.

What are you.

Who are you hanging out with?

I'm not hanging out with him.

That's the point.

Good. They suck.

Can you come up with
a different story?

- I mean.
- No.

- Stop it.
- Okay.

All right.

Amanda. What's wrong?

You haven't touched
your food at all.

Oh, no, I'm not very hungry.

And I've had all these crazy
ideas and my imagination just

got really, I don't know,

Got all these ideas
for painting now.

I'm gonna clear my
plate and start dishes.

So, you know, whenever you guys

get done, just, uh, bring it in.

I'll take care of it. Okay?

- Okay.
- Thanks, Amanda.

Okay.

- Sorry.
- Pretentious is what you are.

- You gonna head up?
- Yeah.

If your dad doesn't wake up
before you go upstairs, could

you put a throw blanket on him?

- Yeah.
- Okay, cool.

I think I'm gonna head up to.

Okay. I'll get him a
blanket in a minute.

Cool.

Nice evening.

My God.

Stop snoring.

Jesus.

Hey.

- Hey, what's going on?
- Couldn't sleep.

You could sleep with me.

Why now?

You and me?

Because I've always wanted to.

For real? Like, even in high school?

Especially in high school.

I know, the reason why I was so, like angry towards you.

And this is going to sound
crazy, but

because I was jealous of my dad.

That does sound crazy.

But you have to think
about it this way.

You're closer to my age
than you are to his.

Yeah, but we, we
can't do this anymore.

We shouldn't.

Why you keep saying that.

But you haven't given
me a real reason why.

This trick's.

No real reason to stop.

Means there's no reason to stop.

Well.

Okay, then.

- Jilly.
- What?

- She just texted me.
- What did she say?

Oh, she had a great evening.

And to enjoy the weekend, sweet.

Did you sleep well?

- Yeah.
- Good.

- You?
- Yeah.

Amanda.

- What's up?
- There you are.

Can you be a doll and get me
a bagel with cream cheese and

coffee, please?

You've got breakfast over here.

I know, I know, but I'm craving
that gooey toasted bagel with

everything that's gooey
and yummy like you.

Okay, okay.

Wait and check if Tyler wants one too.

I'm sure he's asleep,
don't you think?

Just poke your head
in and take a look.

- Okay.
- You're a doll.

Come in.

- Hey.
- Oh, hi.

Hey.

So uh your, Lucas wants me
to go get bagels and coffee.

- Want some?
- Mm, no.

I want you to come in the bed.

- Tyler.
- Come on.

Stop it. You're crazy!

Maybe I am crazy, indeed.

I'll be back soon.

I'll be here.

Come back when he leaves, okay?

For real?

Hey!

- Jazz!
- Mandy!

Oh my gosh! When did you get out?

Last week.

Oh my goodness. How are you?

I'm okay, I'm okay, I am.

I wanted to visit.

No, it's a good
thing you didn't.

He wouldn't let me.

I know.

So what are you doing now?

Well, you know, I'm just trying
to get back in the swing of

things here, you know?

- Yeah.
- I'm uh, looking for work.

Was that you in front of the house the other night?

I thought so. And I really wanted to invite you in.

But, you know.

How are you
going to explain that?

Yeah, right?

And I was kind of scared,

You know,

Sometimes I forget about all
the crap we went through and,

certain things will come up,
and I, brings everything back,

- And.
- It's, It's okay.

You don't have to
explain anything to me.

Thanks.

So where are you staying?

Well, there's a house
for guys like me.

It's, It's in your
neighborhood, actually.

- Really?
- Yeah.

You know, the rich, self-hating
white folk

Trying to help out the
ex-cons, you know?

Well you haven't lost
your sense of humor.

No, no, no, I lost a lot,
but I didn't lose that.

Yeah.

The baby?

Yeah. I

miscarried at four months.

It was awful jazz.

I was really, uh devastated. Messed me up bad.

I mean, I'd lost you.

And then that happened, and, uh,

I ended up taking
a bunch of pills.

Oh, Jesus Mandy.

I ended up in a facility, and
the woman that was sharing the

room with me was Lucas's wife.

- What the?
- Yeah that's how we got Lucas.

But the crazy thing is, like,

she actually finished
herself off in the facility.

I mean, you know how
hard it is to do that.

Do you know how hard it is to
actually do that in a place

like that?

- I actually do.
- Yeah.

She just did not want to go on.

The lawyer, Lucas, who

helped everything
get sorted out.

Well, he's good to you at least?

He was at first.

And then, uh.

I guess I kind of realized
ultimately why um,

His wife had done what she did.

It was her only way out.

Maybe.

Maybe we can.

Jazz.

I'm a really
different person now.

And so much has happened
since I last saw you. I'm,

I'm sorry.

- Sorry.
- Yeah. No, no that's okay.

Yeah.

Sure.

Besides, you, uh, you probably
like them younger anyway

Now right?

What do you mean?

- Well, I see things.
- What things?

Come on, sweetheart, you
can't fool the old jazz man.

You know that, right?

Are you threatening me?

No I, I don't threaten, love.

But,

I just want you to know.

That I'm watching.

Um,

I should probably get back. The coffee is getting cold.

The bagel, you know Lucas is waiting and.

Telling me to get out now?

I just, you know, the
bagel is going to get cold

- and the coffee, and
- Right.

you know, I mean.

I'll see you around.

The bagels here.

I really do appreciate this.

What's going on out there?

Oh I, uh I thought I saw
someone, but I was wrong.

Oh, yeah?

Oh, this is good.

Oh. Did you hear your
friend, jazz got released?

Really?

Have you seen him?

No, no, I was just
told by the prison.

Well, it's good, right?

It's interesting.

It made me think you could
have been in a woman's jail

all these years.

Right?

If we didn't work it
out the way we did.

Yeah.

How does it feel to be a free
woman all these years, then?

I don't understand,
what are you.

Well, relax.
I'm just kidding with you.

You know, freedom and
imprisonment are so aren't so

easily defined with this. Right.

True.

Good morning all.

You look fresh. Sleep well?

Best sleep I've had in a while.

I might have to stay here and
bag Berlin if I could get that

kind of sleep every night.

Oh, really?

How about you, Amanda?

Did you sleep good?

I'm gonna go try to
get some work done.

Good luck with that.

I'll call you in a day or two.

Have fun, okay?

Very kind of you.

You have fun with the kids.

Make sure they don't misbehave.

Oh, you know, I'll take
good care of your kids always.

- Good.
- Right?

Hey, um, why don't you
come out to the greenhouse?

Okay. I want to
show you something.

- Sure.
- All right?

Safe travels.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

Have you noticed something
different about her?

No. No.

Spiciness?

Seems the same as always to me.

You know, there's always been
a little extra flavor there.

Really?

I mean, maybe you just
couldn't sense it.

Maybe you're right.

And, uh, have fun doing
whatever it is you're doing

this weekend.

Uh, we'll you as well.

I'll just be here. Just,

Doing what you'll
be doing, right?

Making art.

Yeah, just making art.

Oh, and, uh, taking care of
your wife and your daughter.

Mighty kind of you.

He's a gentleman.

He left.

Good for him.

Bet he has a great time.

You should really show that someday.

Mostly for me.

Art is supposed to be
shared with the world.

Not all art has to be public.

But it doesn't have
to be a secret.

Some secrets are good time.

Very, very good.

I've got an idea.

Grab your sketchbook.
Come with me.

When are you going to
do when Jilly graduates?

My gosh, I, I don't know,

I haven't even thought
ahead that far.

You should come stay
with me in Brooklyn.

I still have my place.

I don't think we should make
any decisions just yet,

You know?

I mean, I don't know what's
going to happen in the next

couple of months.

I don't even know what's going

to happen in the
next couple of days.

I suppose.

Why did it take you
so long to come visit?

I had to find myself, you know?

I can be here with my dad.

And it's just, for lack of a

better words, like
such an alpha.

I hate saying that.

I know, yeah, he's
pretty intense.

But honestly, I couldn't.

I couldn't look at you.

And I couldn't look at him.

And I just kept thinking, you
know, he was controlling you

and keeping you captured in
this place, like

a trinket on the shelf.
And it just.

Just aggravated me, deeply.

I'm okay, Tyler.

Really, I'm fine.

I've made it through.

I know you're okay,
but are you happy?

You're so sweet.

I want to capture this
moment exactly as you are.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

Let's sketch you.

- Like this?
- Yeah.

- Just.
- You want me to lay like this?

Yeah.

Cover up the good parts?

You can keep the
good parts covered.

I'm not going to draw that.

No, no, just close your eyes.

Hey wait, this isn't fair, though.

What?

You have to let me shoot photos of you.

- Okay.
- Yeah?

Yeah all right.

What do you want me to do?

Uh. let's see.

Just be right there.

And I want you to open
your shirt for me.

Nice.

Oh, shit. What time is it?

Oh my God.

Oh my God. What are we gonna do? What are we gonna do?

Shit, shit.

Oh my god.

I'll just tell her that we were
up here talking or

Something like that.
- Yeah.

Oh, God.

I just don't understand why you
would accuse us

of something like that.

It's just super rude
and inconsiderate.

I'm just saying,
you guys seem close.

Yeah, she's really cool.

We have in-depth conversations.

I mean, you can join us
whenever you want if you.

- You know?
- What's up?

Your shirt's inside out.

So there. That's all the evidence I need.

That doesn't prove anything.

Yeah, I'm sure dad would love
to hear

what you two have been up to.

I just told you, you
do not have proof.

All right. The fact that you're
suggesting I need proof

Rather than outright denying
it is the proof, dumbass.

You're busted, Amanda.

- What?
- Jilly seems to think that we.

Yeah. I know you've
been hooking up.

So gross.

Why would you say
something like that?

Ah See?
Another one.

- Another what?
- You don't deny it.

- You're just asking for proof.
- What are you trying to do?

I'm calling you
out on your shit.

- I didn't do anything.
- Don't deny it now.

Okay? Just stop.

- I think you need,
- I cannot wait to tell dad.

I think you seriously need
to take a fucking breath.

You need to not tell
me what the fuck to do.

You're both disgusting, ugh.

What's next?

- I don't know.
- We got to do something.

- I know.
- If she tells him.

What do we say?

He'll threaten me.

Well what? About what?

I got to tell you something but I can't talk about it in here.

Okay. All right, um, let's
just take a drive.

Okay. Can you,

Can you just, like,
make some shit up.

About us going out or something?

- Yeah.
- Shop.

- Okay.
- All right.

Hey.

We're headed to the store.
You want anything?

Please. If the car ends
up smelling like sex.

I'm never getting in it again.

Why are you so horrible?

I'm not horrible, Tyler.
I'm honest.

Clearly something
neither of you are.

What are you doing?

Homework. Graduating is my only
ticket out of this shitstorm.

Okay, cool.

I don't know what
she's going to do.

You need to tell me what
you're so afraid of.

What does my dad have on you?

Remember that guy you saw
the other day outside?

The guy you said you
didn't know?

Yeah.

Um, well, we were together
years ago, and I was like Jilly

back then, but way worse.

We were both on drugs.

Fuck.

I was pregnant and
we needed money.

There was this liquor store.
He had a gun.

I swear,
I didn't know he had a gun.

He shot a guy. And,

up until just a couple of
days ago, he was in jail.

He was the lawyer,
but not at first.

It was later on.

Were you actually part
of the robbery?

I drove.

Shit.

The guy, Jazz that, that's his name.

He had this really horrible
public defender, and all he

wanted to do was
protect me and the baby.

But then when he was awaiting
trial, I had a miscarriage and

I was so destroyed over it,
I tried to commit suicide.

Oh my God.

And that's how I ended
up in the facility.

And your mom was actually
in the same room as me.

And that's how I met your dad.

And I told him the whole story.

Your dad um, decided to take
over the case, and him and Jazz

worked it out, so
that I'd be okay.

I hadn't seen Jazz again up
until a couple days ago.

And um,

I was just trying to
survive, you know?

I would have never made it.

Okay stop.
Just stop.

Is there anything else?

What the fuck?

I'm so sorry, but I'm
a different person.

Look at me, I changed.

I'm not that same
person.

All of it.

Why didn't you ever tell me?

He wouldn't let me.
I wasn't allowed to tell you.

He didn't want you or your
sister to know any of this.

- Did you ever love him?
- He saved my life.

Is that why you stayed?

I stayed for so many reasons.

But there was one thing that he
said to me, and it scared

the crap out of me.

He told me that if I ever tried
to leave, he would

turn me in as an accomplice to Jazz.

I don't know you, do I?

I'm so sorry.

So if you could have
left, would you have?

No I,

I would have never
abandoned Joey.

And me?

I never intended for any of
this stuff between us to happen

But I cared about you
from the moment I saw you.

I've always cared about you.

Hey.

You, Amanda need to
get away to find me.

I've calculated at least
$500,000 so I can start my

new life out of this mess.
And you can have me

never breathe a
word of it to Lucas.

Did she hear me?

I don't have access
to that kind of money.

Bullshit. My dad makes a ton.
And you are his wife?

Yeah, and he never gave
me access to any of it.

Is she for fucking real?

How? Why?

It doesn't matter how or why.

Okay, well, money is my
ticket out of here to freedom.

And yours too so.

I cannot give you
what I don't have.

Well, then it looks like dad
might be hearing a little

family secret, huh?

Jilly, stop!

You fucking stop!

You don't know
what you're talking about.

I don't care.

- You should.
- Well I don't.

You have no idea how
money works,

Tyler, It's okay,
It's alright.

You know, I get it.

- Really?
- Yeah.

- And,
- I'll do my best.

All right.

So how's this going to happen?

I have no idea. I'll figure it out.

Okay, I'll be upstairs.

There's no way. That,
she's overreacting.

We don't need to pay her.

There's no way to
get that money.

- That's unreasonable.
- She's fucking crazy.

I've got an idea.

I like this.

- This is sweet.
- Yes.

Can we talk?

Here it comes.

I'm being serious.

I have a question.

Well, depending on what the
question is, I may have an

- answer, and I may not.
- Okay.

- I will present the case.
- Please do.

Okay.

- Um. Here we are.
- Yes.

- And you have a wife.
- Of sorts.

- And you are here with me.

- And?
- And.

Do you know where
I'm going with this?

Yep.

Anyway, one kid done
grown successful.

The other one's
almost out the door.

I'm following.

You prefer the city over
the suburbs of New Jersey?

True.

Why don't you exit the
marriage and be with me?

She needs me.

Seriously?

Yeah.

How, you said you never
have sex anymore.

Yeah. It's complicated.

To you, it's complicated.

To me, it's pretty clear.

I've been a terrible husband.

Are you planning on being
a good husband to her

in the future?

I didn't say that.

What are you saying?

What I'm saying is, if I
was to end it with Amanda,

I would need time to fix myself.

I thought we were fixing you.

It's deeper love.

You're an asshole.

Well that's horrible.

I don't know what to say.

Is there anything left?

Sweetheart, if there was
anything left, I would have

given it to you the other day.

Even with all those
jobs we pulled.

I tried to set you
up the best I could.

You had a house, you had
money, freedom, a family.

Jazz, I don't know
what I'm going to do.

Did you show her this?

It won't do any good she hates me.

And she hates me even more now.

Yeah, well, I don't blame
you for what you did with

photographer guy there.

Especially after the
the lawyer asshole.

I should have resisted.

I mean, I'm old enough
to know better, you know?

Well, the flesh wants
what it wants, right?

Yeah.

Was it good, at least?

Yeah.

Well, see, there you go.

Anything that feels good is
going to cost you something,

you know that?

Yeah.

I don't know what
I'm going to do.

You just relax, sweetheart.
I'm gonna think of something.

Something?

Yeah.

You got to start
learning to trust me.

Would I ever hurt you?

It's all zen, baby.
It's all zen.

Oh, Jazz.

I missed you so much.

I missed you, too.

You know, Mandy, I lost a lot.

And I know I'm not going
to get it all back, but

if I could just
get one more day.

One more.

I made you a cup of coffee.

Oh, thanks.

I just want to, hold on.

I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

For?

Couldn't sleep last night.

I was just thinking
about everything.

Yeah, I know.

I'm sorry, but I
couldn't tell you.

I mean, I really
couldn't, you know?

Listen, it's,

I just I know my dad is, you
know, he's a great guy, but he

could also be a fucking dick.

Yeah, yeah.

And I just can't imagine what
it would have been like to feel

imprisoned in this house,
especially after everything

that you went through.

It wasn't prison, ever.
Really.

I loved your dad.

I loved your crazy,
psycho sister.

I love you.

I always loved you.

So?

No, look, we really don't
need to talk about anything.

It was some stupid shit we did.
We just stop now.

We let it go.
Don't think about it anymore.

Pretend it didn't happen.
Really it's fine.

It's totally fine.
Okay.

Excuse me, excuse me.

You're. You're Jilly?

- Yeah.
- I'm a friend of Amanda's.

- She has friends?
- Yeah.

A long time ago.

Anyway, she told me you have a
little problem

that needs fixing.

I think I might be able
to help you with it.

Oh, yeah?

In your white van with
some candy and puppies.

Right out here in the open.

You just walk and
talk a couple of minutes.

All right,

Going this way?

Fine.

Amanda, wait.

Listen, it was shocking.
All of it.

But it, it doesn't matter.

It's not okay what you went through.

And you just need to know that
it doesn't change anything.

Thanks.

Please. You have to understand,
it doesn't change a thing.

In fact, it's like the opposite.

It's almost like
I know you better.

- Really?
- Yes.

It doesn't change anything.

Thank you.

Been a long time, she's very different now.

Right but so what?
I really don't care.

All right then I dare you.

- You dare me?
- Yeah, I dare you.

You're a tough guy, right?

Go take a look at her, art.

I mean, she showed me the pics
on the phone,

but you gotta see for yourself.

All right, what could be in
that dingy ass sketchbook

that's worth more than $500,000?

You know, kid, the world's
going to look a lot different

when you open your eyes.

Why don't you take a look?

Ditch school, right.

That's what they
expect from you anyway.

You really need to do
yourself a favor here.

Fine.

Whatever.

Nice chatting with you.

Show me.

- What?
- Show me.

- No!
- Jesus Christ.

You did all these?

Why?

Because.

Because why?

Because. No.

Fucking tell me.

Because I love you, so much.

And all I ever wanted to do was
save you so that you would

love me, too.

I, I always thought you were
the most beautiful girl

I'd ever seen.

And I wanted to be your mom.
But I know you hate me.

And the only way that I
could get close to you was to

recreate you for myself.

When I was your age, I
felt the way that you do.

And it's such a
horrible feeling.

And I wanted to
save you from that.

But I know you hate me.

- I don't.
- What?

Amanda,

I don't hate you.

Then why?

I thought you hated me.

Oh, my God, my sweet,
beautiful angel.

- I could never hate you
- But I'm awful.

No, no. You're hurt,
I understand.

I really do like.

I know more than you
could possibly realize.

I met Jazz.

Oh, God.

Jazz, he told me everything.

And, I can do better.
Okay, I swear, I.

No, no I don't need
you to do better.

I want you to be you.

- You don't hate who I am.
- No, I could never hate you.

You're just doing the
best you can, honey.

How can you be so nice to me
after all the shit that

I've been pulling?

You're the only
child I've ever had.

You really feel that way?

Jilly. I will do
everything I can to help you.

I love you.

Oh, my angel baby.

All I ever wanted was to
be allowed to love you.

All good?

Yeah. My son is leaving
for Berlin today.

I'm going to have to
see him off properly.

I thought we were going to
spend a few days together.

Look, my son's an adult,
but he's still my kid.

I thought he was staying longer.

I'm not going to miss the opportunity

to see him off properly.

I guess I wasn't hungry anyway.

Excited for your trip?

I suppose.

I think the show is going to
be a little bit of a letdown

compared to all the drama and
excitement that we've had.

Still, it'll be a nice
vacation, you know?

Maybe.

It'll be wonderful.

What?

I think you should.

I should what?

- Come with me.
- What?

Come with me.

You want me to?

- I can't.
- Jilly will be just fine.

Think about it.

I'll think about it.

I'm gonna go check on her.

Dude, there you go again.

You said buddy.

You know, you definitely
said buddy.

You would
not get in trouble.

I mean, we could totally make
it that it's okay for you to,

like, leave for a week.

- You could.
- You've missed more than that.

I don't mind.
I don't mind that idea.

- I know right
- With your track record,

They might not even
notice that she's gone.

Are you kidding?

We could just say
I had, like, a.

Oh, that's so funny.

Like a mental
break or something.

Oh, yeah we could make up shit.

- Wow.
- We could totally do that.

- Everybody's cheery and calm.
- Hey dad.

Enough to melt a
grown man's heart.

- Yeah, yeah.
- Okay.

Oh, you don't get a kiss, but
you want a ride to the airport?

- I'll take a ride.
- What time?

- 11 p.m.
- Done.

All right.

Cheeky monkeys.

That's sweet.
He's trying.

- Little sister.
- All right.

- Be good.
- I'll try.

I'll see you in
another three years.

Okay, I deserve that.

Please consider my offer.

I'm sorry, for before.

It's understandable.

You need to stop being
so understanding.

It's a process.

You'll get it one day.
It works.

I'm going to miss you.

- I miss you too, so much.
- Call me.

What the fuck did I just see?

You kissed her on the mouth.

You don't.

So someone has to.

- Good to see you.
- Great to see you!

Daddy.

Oh, thank you so much for coming.

- Oh we're so happy to be here.
- Thanks so much for having us.

I'm excited to spend some
time with my granddaughter.

Oh, Jilly.
Jilly, my parents are here.

Coming!

Here she comes.

Hi, Jill, good to see you.

- Hi, grandma.
- Hi, darling.

- Oh my darling.
- So grown up.

- So great to see you.
- Oh you look lovely.

You look gorgeous.

I'm only going to be gone about
a week probably.

I don't know, maybe more.

Where are you going in Europe?

- Um. Germany.
- Germany?

Yeah.

She's leaving me here by myself.

No, you're with them, my parents.

We are going to take good care of you.

Don't worry.

So I got to get out of here.

Yeah, I'll help you guys get set up in your room.

All right, have a great time you guys.

We're gonna have a little breakfast.

- Little pancake breakfast.
- Oh, aren't you lucky.

- Ok see you later.
- Bye sweetheart

- I love you so much Ashley.
- See you later.

- Oh honey.
- Bye.

Be good, okay?
Enjoy them.

They're really
excited to be here.

Have fun take lots of pictures.

You know I will.

I'll call you.

You better.

No promises.

What are you doing here?