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Hydra.
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Brooklyn gray
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gray this is day three we're not going to
act like i don't know you or that you are
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over eighteen or that i
haven't spent the last two days
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tormenting the fuck out of you
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we've gotten very close we've
got very close there's there's
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there's
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you could probably
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see it in the sun with
the shadows but there's
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there's a few marks to
prove what we've done.
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So we're at day three
were at an undisclosed
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location clearly we
are not inside the studio
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no we're not so we're going
to talk about a few things
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real quick and then we're
going to jump in it you're ready
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awesome
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so let's talk about the hard
limits what are we not doing today
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i run a limit sheet
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no clamps today my
nipples are extremely
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sensitive and sore at
this point understandably.
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Like I'll stay right on there.
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And then no anal
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and i think that that was.
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Okay.
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Do
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the same thing
applies it has for the
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entire time but i told you i
was gonna keep telling you.
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At any point if you
need to revoke consent
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for any reason no
questions asked just do it
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like it i don't care for the middle
of something and suddenly
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it turns a different way that you're not
it's not sexy to you say so when we stop
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I'll go fuck what it is at
what time of the shoot it is
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say so when we stop
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thinking
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and.
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The safe words
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read stops everything.
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In case there's something
in your mouth both
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of those break character
look into the lens.
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If you're okay to keep moving but you want
to know let me know to just pull back a
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little bit on what i'm doing
you would say yellow or mercy
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sound good
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yes
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we covered the tears
yesterday we'll cover them again
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just in case no one has
watched up to this point.
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If crying happens to happen
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happens to happen
if it becomes a thing
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if there are tears
that show up today.
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I am not going to stop
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i am not going to i will
acknowledge that you're
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crying because i'm going
to see it and it makes
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my cock hard
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but
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i'm not going to break character i am not
going to slow down i am going to trust you
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as a grown human
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that knows how to use your safe words
if you're going to trust me to stop and
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acknowledge your
safe words that i had to
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trust you to use them
they need to be used fair
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awesome
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and
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if
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me or anyone on the crew feels
that there needs to be a check in.
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Then we will do it but if
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if as long as everyone's
comfortable and it looks
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consensual then we know we're
all getting down the right way
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we're just going to
keep moving sound good.
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Awesome.
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If
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you're excited
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i'm fucking ready.
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So excited
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it's going to be a good day
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yeah it didn't come yesterday i feel like
i have like all this testosterone felt that
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way but you didn't get
an orgasm yesterday
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oh that's right we
just kept stopping
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and i did you help
yourself out when you got
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back to the remember
when i refused oh i
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fucking
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i decided to
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fucking keep
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the dirt and
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i got a lot of fucking
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please to get out now if they try and jump
me just go i need your like the at least
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hit them with one of the logs and
let me get away i'm not going to
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unfortunate can't see you but.
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At least i can get away.
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Alright so that's even hotter now i felt
like something in my pants twitch so.
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We should start i think
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just in case anyone
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wants to know it might be
sunny and beautiful out here
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i don't have an exact
but i feel like we're
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at a crisp forty five
degrees or so out here.
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The day's weather is there's snow in the
mountains that you can't see because we're
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on a compound
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in the middle of the desert
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yeah where at.
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How homeless hi son now
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yeah
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this is midday this is twelve thirty
so yeah i mean the sun feels great
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at that breezeway to
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any
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any layer that you have on
comes off it's chilly out here
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i'm
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going to take off this hood either second
cause i'm actually getting a little warm
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but i still have
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legumes i got some
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similar there's layers under there that's
the reason so anybody has questions about
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our attire it's because
it's mother fucking cold
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out here but we're
doing this for everyone's
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well our pleasure first but you
guys get to watch so there's that
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alright enough talking
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we should start walking right will start
doing the damn thing let's fucking go
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alright anything pops
up let me know use your
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safe words if you have to
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have a good shoot we'll talk
to you afterwards tell him by
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thank you
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bye.
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Ooh.
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Now.
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We're going to start
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with.
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There's dirt
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there's wood.
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Flesh.
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Rocks
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are
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all of these things.
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I understand.
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Now is there anything we
need to do with your body.
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Or
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start.
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Your legs.
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Is there anything that
i need to know about
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certain part of your body
that needs any kind of relief
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any excuses you're gonna
make up just a little bit about who
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i need to do this or do i need to do
that is there anything that i need to know.
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Right now.
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Piss
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you
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need to what.
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Speed of his like right now.
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Do it.
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Go.
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But don't let it bother you that
we're going to stay here just watch.
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Sideways so you can say that.
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Standard squat
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i don't want it on your
fucking clothes will
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probably squad unless
you can aim it out.
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Do it
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your pants.
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I got piss in my ear
doing well that's ok.
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Turn around show me your ass.
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Yeah let's see all of the Mars.
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This view.
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Remind me today.
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Oh.
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There.
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Will get to that later
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pull your pants up.
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Struck me with your ass and
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China.
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Yeah.
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I did.
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I'd like to see the first
day you were a calm.
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Submissive
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day to you got a little mouthy.
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You got put in your
place and then do three
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started in your kind
of that same way again
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are
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you feeling spunky today
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hey did you sleep
well last night.
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Good
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cause you're gonna
fucking need it.
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So the first thing
i want is those.
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Moved here
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and i want them stacked
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get to fucking work.
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Now.
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They could be heavier.
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Difference between trying to
Max out person's reputation.
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Absolutely.
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Explain it to me
what's the difference.
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Muscle power so that
you're able to go for longer.
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You don't want any
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appointments
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starting to get tired.
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But at the end.
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Whether it's one or the other
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what happens.
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Fully one hundred percent
exhaust the muscles right.
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Through the slowly
build up to where.
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Out of
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to
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way
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and go
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safe
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it.
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Yeah
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that would be super yeah.
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Pull your pants down.
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Put your hands on the top log.
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Let's see.
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So
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every time.
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I speak to you
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i want that
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sir.
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Or what's the answer if you
don't want to do something
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if it please
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go to.
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Yes sir
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sure yes
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alright because i
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keep reminding you
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i'm not going to be very
happy if i'm not happy.
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You're not going to be happy
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right.
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One more time when you
hear what are you going to say
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yes or.
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No
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pull yourself together
and let's keep moving.
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Go.
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That's it.
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It.
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So here's one of the things.
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That you did not do
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he did not ask me
how i wanted though.
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Did you.
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He didn't even
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slightly concern yourself
with what i wanted
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he just decided you
were going to jump on it
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just to make sure you could get
it done so much so that you can.
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Oh this doesn't seem very happy
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actually say
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oh are you going to
interrupt me now i am.
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I thought about
it i just didn't ask
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should have
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i should have
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so
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next time we're going to think
about it so what i need you to do.
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Is i want them from largest
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to smallest and i want
to sneak look at this
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fucking there's nothing
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there's no organization
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put them in a pile
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made them
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you stack them.
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I want them from
largest to smallest.
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Now
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does that mean
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diameter
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or length.
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Do you think.
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With largest to smallest.
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I should ask you that
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shit.
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Should they be
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largest to smallest.
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In terms of diameter
in terms of like.
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I think let's go with link.
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Do you want them
longest at the bottom
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just
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see they're
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getting it.
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Because what is this
about what did you learn
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history this isn't
about you this is not
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anywhere.
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What's
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your first one
can lay right here.
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Just like this.
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Officer.
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Sure.
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Never been.
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Exposed to time.
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One layer at a time.
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Unless you want me to do.
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You look innocent.
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Good.
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Not.
279
00:12:45,256 --> 00:12:46,306
Competitiveness.
280
00:12:47,656 --> 00:12:48,867
A lot of.
281
00:12:50,176 --> 00:12:52,053
You can't beat me mentality.
282
00:12:53,596 --> 00:12:55,586
Mentally of course not physics.
283
00:13:18,616 --> 00:13:19,976
Thank you sir.
284
00:13:49,786 --> 00:13:50,786
Really.
285
00:14:37,936 --> 00:14:39,056
The foot.
286
00:14:49,066 --> 00:14:50,066
Answer.
287
00:14:53,926 --> 00:14:54,496
We need some water
288
00:14:54,856 --> 00:14:56,366
not in time down.
289
00:15:10,156 --> 00:15:11,156
Road.
290
00:15:41,896 --> 00:15:43,606
Brooklyn what do you think
you're getting out of all this
291
00:15:44,206 --> 00:15:45,436
purpose having to do this is
292
00:15:45,796 --> 00:15:46,976
keep working.
293
00:15:49,816 --> 00:15:51,464
Kind of person can remember.
294
00:15:52,516 --> 00:15:53,656
What makes you think
i want to break your
295
00:15:53,836 --> 00:15:54,316
broken and
296
00:15:54,826 --> 00:15:56,066
fix you.
297
00:15:57,046 --> 00:15:57,406
Doesn't it.
298
00:15:58,096 --> 00:15:59,795
I guess i could just
abandon you will leave you
299
00:15:59,795 --> 00:16:01,696
broken but that defeats the
purpose of you being here
300
00:16:02,236 --> 00:16:03,236
right.
301
00:16:04,516 --> 00:16:06,446
So what do you
think the purpose is.
302
00:16:19,246 --> 00:16:20,788
Real happy with this.
303
00:16:21,136 --> 00:16:23,096
I feel like it could be better.
304
00:16:23,206 --> 00:16:23,746
I agree
305
00:16:24,226 --> 00:16:25,496
one hundred percent
306
00:16:26,026 --> 00:16:27,596
to make it that way.
307
00:16:40,876 --> 00:16:42,136
Let your toes look good to me
308
00:16:42,736 --> 00:16:43,736
what.
309
00:18:11,716 --> 00:18:12,556
Every person
310
00:18:12,826 --> 00:18:13,756
on their actions
311
00:18:13,876 --> 00:18:14,876
definitely.
312
00:18:27,616 --> 00:18:28,036
Four
313
00:18:28,576 --> 00:18:30,176
if you do something half.
314
00:18:30,856 --> 00:18:32,026
Don't look that way correct
315
00:18:32,416 --> 00:18:32,712
guess
316
00:18:32,934 --> 00:18:33,556
if you do something
317
00:18:33,946 --> 00:18:34,946
brown.
318
00:18:36,076 --> 00:18:36,946
Doesn't look that way
319
00:18:37,412 --> 00:18:38,412
right.
320
00:18:39,586 --> 00:18:40,731
Was it something you're proud of
321
00:18:40,876 --> 00:18:41,026
for
322
00:18:41,536 --> 00:18:42,166
another pilot
323
00:18:42,376 --> 00:18:43,726
would but you.
324
00:18:44,536 --> 00:18:46,226
Are proud of this.
325
00:18:46,996 --> 00:18:48,656
What are you proud of most.
326
00:18:49,216 --> 00:18:50,086
They did a good job
327
00:18:50,476 --> 00:18:51,577
to do.
328
00:18:51,947 --> 00:18:52,947
That.
329
00:18:53,356 --> 00:18:56,876
I think they're stacked exactly
how you wanted them to be.
330
00:18:57,316 --> 00:18:58,936
In the best way for them to all
331
00:18:59,356 --> 00:19:00,504
be balance.
332
00:19:02,056 --> 00:19:02,536
So this is
333
00:19:02,896 --> 00:19:04,226
this is pride.
334
00:19:04,336 --> 00:19:06,266
Right here this
is what you have.
335
00:19:06,526 --> 00:19:07,526
Yeah.
336
00:19:07,606 --> 00:19:08,026
This is what
337
00:19:08,626 --> 00:19:10,586
you're most proud of right now.
338
00:19:11,776 --> 00:19:12,046
Here you.
339
00:19:12,826 --> 00:19:13,826
Say.
340
00:19:15,799 --> 00:19:16,799
Hm.
341
00:19:22,096 --> 00:19:23,096
Hmm.
342
00:19:23,296 --> 00:19:24,296
I.
343
00:19:26,296 --> 00:19:27,226
Have a question for you
344
00:19:27,646 --> 00:19:29,006
stand up straight.
345
00:19:29,746 --> 00:19:30,556
Have a question for you
346
00:19:30,676 --> 00:19:31,976
what is it.
347
00:19:32,476 --> 00:19:33,866
How many are there.
348
00:19:34,876 --> 00:19:36,563
I don't know sir you
have handled him so many
349
00:19:36,563 --> 00:19:38,359
times and you don't
know how many were there
350
00:19:38,651 --> 00:19:38,836
or
351
00:19:38,956 --> 00:19:40,538
did you even
think to count no sir
352
00:19:40,846 --> 00:19:41,846
didn't.
353
00:19:42,166 --> 00:19:44,806
Did you not know anything
or learn anything about me yet
354
00:19:44,956 --> 00:19:47,816
not think that i'm going to
fuck with you all day long.
355
00:19:48,256 --> 00:19:49,976
Did you not realize that.
356
00:19:50,176 --> 00:19:52,227
I know sir.
357
00:19:52,816 --> 00:19:53,446
Don't look down their
358
00:19:53,896 --> 00:19:55,396
fucking cheat are
you a fucking cheater.
359
00:19:56,026 --> 00:19:57,386
Fuck you're not.
360
00:19:58,876 --> 00:19:59,266
You
361
00:19:59,806 --> 00:20:01,233
are not your cheat.
362
00:20:01,486 --> 00:20:03,556
New start cheating who are
you cheating me or your honey
363
00:20:03,755 --> 00:20:05,266
is right is that
what you want does
364
00:20:05,566 --> 00:20:06,836
he like cheaters.
365
00:20:06,976 --> 00:20:08,157
Don't fucking.
366
00:20:09,526 --> 00:20:10,526
Guess.
367
00:20:15,810 --> 00:20:17,331
Fourteenth sir.
368
00:20:17,760 --> 00:20:18,760
Insurance.
369
00:20:20,760 --> 00:20:21,750
For everyone you're off
370
00:20:22,200 --> 00:20:23,200
three.
371
00:20:24,142 --> 00:20:25,142
Sure.
372
00:20:35,580 --> 00:20:37,120
You can get there faster.
373
00:20:40,296 --> 00:20:41,296
Understand.
374
00:20:46,710 --> 00:20:47,710
Ten.
375
00:20:47,850 --> 00:20:48,850
Nine.
376
00:20:49,020 --> 00:20:49,290
Eight.
377
00:20:49,920 --> 00:20:50,920
Seven.
378
00:20:51,090 --> 00:20:52,090
Six.
379
00:20:52,680 --> 00:20:53,680
Five.
380
00:20:53,880 --> 00:20:54,330
Four
381
00:20:54,870 --> 00:20:55,290
three
382
00:20:55,860 --> 00:20:56,280
two
383
00:20:56,490 --> 00:20:58,270
km if you've got it.
384
00:20:59,880 --> 00:21:02,010
Ooh.
385
00:21:08,670 --> 00:21:10,440
This was a hard
earned what was on it.
386
00:21:11,190 --> 00:21:12,640
Wasn't it.
387
00:21:14,250 --> 00:21:16,973
Ooh ooh
388
00:21:17,377 --> 00:21:18,377
ooh.
389
00:21:20,370 --> 00:21:21,700
Stand up.
390
00:21:22,409 --> 00:21:26,099
Yeah yeah.
391
00:21:27,330 --> 00:21:27,690
Hm
392
00:21:28,140 --> 00:21:29,140
hm.
393
00:21:29,199 --> 00:21:30,199
Hm.
394
00:21:34,710 --> 00:21:35,710
Hmm.
395
00:21:38,340 --> 00:21:39,340
So.
396
00:21:39,690 --> 00:21:40,740
I want you to go count them.
397
00:21:41,490 --> 00:21:44,830
Or you can keep within your ass
and stop because i started talking.
398
00:21:44,970 --> 00:21:46,810
I want you to go count them.
399
00:21:47,250 --> 00:21:47,580
Alright
400
00:21:48,180 --> 00:21:50,620
i don't want you to move
them i just want them counted.
401
00:21:54,540 --> 00:21:54,690
From
402
00:21:54,900 --> 00:21:55,900
user.
403
00:21:56,161 --> 00:21:57,683
You can go there.
404
00:21:58,110 --> 00:21:59,350
Pull your pants.
405
00:22:14,280 --> 00:22:14,970
Or sixteen
406
00:22:15,090 --> 00:22:15,240
or
407
00:22:15,540 --> 00:22:16,680
sixteen when i tell you
408
00:22:17,010 --> 00:22:17,910
for everyone
409
00:22:18,090 --> 00:22:19,540
i owe you three.
410
00:22:20,160 --> 00:22:21,250
I didn't.
411
00:22:22,680 --> 00:22:23,280
Expect to hear.
412
00:22:23,910 --> 00:22:24,720
About your hands here
413
00:22:25,080 --> 00:22:27,250
do not collapse
this fucking pile.
414
00:22:37,530 --> 00:22:38,880
That's how much
it makes me happy
415
00:22:39,120 --> 00:22:39,630
to hurt you
416
00:22:39,750 --> 00:22:40,380
i understand that
417
00:22:40,980 --> 00:22:41,980
sir.
418
00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:43,720
Yeah.
419
00:22:46,560 --> 00:22:48,120
Cause what else have
i done except hurt you
420
00:22:48,488 --> 00:22:49,488
right.
421
00:22:49,740 --> 00:22:50,670
I guess that made you come
422
00:22:50,970 --> 00:22:51,254
so you
423
00:22:51,390 --> 00:22:51,720
owe me
424
00:22:52,200 --> 00:22:52,890
six
425
00:22:53,040 --> 00:22:54,880
correct yes sir.
426
00:22:55,380 --> 00:22:55,800
One
427
00:22:56,070 --> 00:22:57,070
sir.
428
00:22:57,120 --> 00:22:57,300
Talk
429
00:22:57,630 --> 00:22:57,990
to
430
00:22:58,170 --> 00:22:59,520
or watch your fucking mouth.
431
00:23:00,180 --> 00:23:01,600
Compose yourself.
432
00:23:01,800 --> 00:23:02,190
Together
433
00:23:02,490 --> 00:23:03,694
yes sir.
434
00:23:05,580 --> 00:23:06,090
Oh
435
00:23:06,480 --> 00:23:07,710
yeah.
436
00:23:09,360 --> 00:23:09,930
Breathe it out
437
00:23:10,200 --> 00:23:11,740
do what you gotta do.
438
00:23:15,936 --> 00:23:16,350
Regretting
439
00:23:16,710 --> 00:23:17,710
this.
440
00:23:18,990 --> 00:23:19,990
Oh.
441
00:23:20,460 --> 00:23:21,460
Course.
442
00:23:21,990 --> 00:23:22,410
That's the
443
00:23:22,650 --> 00:23:24,250
poster that was.
444
00:23:24,420 --> 00:23:25,660
Just the control.
445
00:23:32,970 --> 00:23:33,970
Fixture.
446
00:23:34,290 --> 00:23:34,560
Ooh
447
00:23:35,070 --> 00:23:35,370
that one.
448
00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:37,000
Really.
449
00:23:39,120 --> 00:23:40,120
Yeah.
450
00:23:43,170 --> 00:23:44,760
Oh.
451
00:23:45,390 --> 00:23:46,900
Thank you sir.
452
00:23:48,965 --> 00:23:49,965
Oh.
453
00:23:50,670 --> 00:23:51,670
Oh.
454
00:23:52,740 --> 00:23:54,090
That's the spot
right there right
455
00:23:54,420 --> 00:23:55,420
yes.
456
00:23:57,650 --> 00:23:57,780
Oh
457
00:23:58,002 --> 00:23:59,890
you're welcome thank you.
458
00:24:01,200 --> 00:24:02,200
Up.
459
00:24:04,650 --> 00:24:05,650
Hm.
460
00:24:08,520 --> 00:24:09,520
Alright.
461
00:24:09,570 --> 00:24:10,320
Excusable barrel
462
00:24:10,680 --> 00:24:11,160
you sir
463
00:24:11,760 --> 00:24:13,230
oh this little barrel
pushed over there
464
00:24:13,530 --> 00:24:14,880
and i want as many rocks
465
00:24:15,180 --> 00:24:16,660
as there are logs
466
00:24:17,130 --> 00:24:18,060
and i want them
brought over here
467
00:24:18,210 --> 00:24:19,210
go.
468
00:24:24,840 --> 00:24:26,050
Hurt yourself.
469
00:24:27,540 --> 00:24:28,440
Do not hurt yourself
470
00:24:28,890 --> 00:24:30,760
have time to take
you to a hospital.
471
00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:06,210
Sorry yeah
472
00:25:06,810 --> 00:25:07,260
your mouth
473
00:25:07,890 --> 00:25:09,640
to try again swiftly.
474
00:25:15,330 --> 00:25:16,330
There.
475
00:25:17,185 --> 00:25:18,660
Sorry about that i'm sure it's
476
00:25:18,780 --> 00:25:20,410
probably cold now.
477
00:25:20,670 --> 00:25:22,600
I was running a little warm.
478
00:25:23,040 --> 00:25:23,190
Just
479
00:25:23,550 --> 00:25:24,731
keep working.
480
00:25:25,867 --> 00:25:27,040
Have to work.
481
00:26:05,610 --> 00:26:06,360
Where would you like.
482
00:26:07,080 --> 00:26:07,260
Or.
483
00:26:08,070 --> 00:26:10,330
Why did you probably
have questions for me.
484
00:26:15,750 --> 00:26:16,620
Line them around the front.
485
00:26:17,310 --> 00:26:20,430
Or on the front yes when i wanted
to go from the biggest in the middle
486
00:26:20,940 --> 00:26:21,750
out each way
487
00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:23,200
to the smallest.
488
00:26:23,790 --> 00:26:25,630
Gonna make some fucking park.
489
00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:35,983
Working on your integrity.
490
00:26:57,000 --> 00:26:57,690
Junior six
491
00:26:57,960 --> 00:26:59,590
are touching great.
492
00:27:47,862 --> 00:27:48,330
You come back
493
00:27:48,600 --> 00:27:49,440
to me good rocks
494
00:27:49,950 --> 00:27:51,190
one free.
495
00:27:57,480 --> 00:27:58,480
About.
496
00:27:58,770 --> 00:27:59,010
Drinking
497
00:27:59,130 --> 00:28:00,400
straight out.
498
00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:01,990
Aside you.
499
00:28:02,760 --> 00:28:03,120
I want to
500
00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:04,350
stay book your shoulders
501
00:28:04,530 --> 00:28:04,920
i don't want
502
00:28:05,070 --> 00:28:08,078
to go any lower than that
you understand me just say.
503
00:28:08,790 --> 00:28:09,790
Lucas.
504
00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:14,080
Hmm.
505
00:28:23,130 --> 00:28:24,130
Boy.
506
00:28:27,570 --> 00:28:27,690
But
507
00:28:27,947 --> 00:28:28,947
you.
508
00:28:29,459 --> 00:28:29,610
Let
509
00:28:29,768 --> 00:28:31,001
stay forever.
510
00:28:43,470 --> 00:28:44,470
Question.
511
00:28:45,570 --> 00:28:46,710
I feel that the contract years
512
00:28:47,280 --> 00:28:47,963
cause it doesn't matter
513
00:28:48,270 --> 00:28:49,450
does it.
514
00:28:51,930 --> 00:28:52,930
Hmm.
515
00:28:54,930 --> 00:28:55,930
Yeah.
516
00:29:01,080 --> 00:29:02,350
Me sir.
517
00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:08,800
Yes.
518
00:29:12,690 --> 00:29:13,690
Picture.
519
00:29:14,794 --> 00:29:15,794
Shit.
520
00:29:15,990 --> 00:29:16,826
Patriot coming here
521
00:29:17,250 --> 00:29:18,670
are fucking strong.
522
00:29:25,050 --> 00:29:26,050
Feel.
523
00:29:31,530 --> 00:29:32,039
Kind of thing
524
00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:33,426
you don't.
525
00:29:34,800 --> 00:29:36,400
Understand and i said.
526
00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:37,600
That.
527
00:29:40,110 --> 00:29:40,350
So
528
00:29:40,920 --> 00:29:42,880
close to an orgasm then.
529
00:29:44,160 --> 00:29:44,972
Ooh that makes me
530
00:29:45,210 --> 00:29:46,210
giddy.
531
00:29:48,510 --> 00:29:48,750
Or.
532
00:29:49,388 --> 00:29:50,650
You can do.
533
00:29:54,330 --> 00:29:55,330
Fuck.
534
00:29:55,410 --> 00:29:56,550
Just drop them and they get my.
535
00:29:57,330 --> 00:29:57,600
Fucking.
536
00:29:58,350 --> 00:29:59,350
Eye.
537
00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:04,150
Can i put them down where
they're supposed to go shirt no.
538
00:30:04,200 --> 00:30:04,440
Arms
539
00:30:04,770 --> 00:30:05,010
how many
540
00:30:05,190 --> 00:30:05,460
how many
541
00:30:05,880 --> 00:30:06,270
put them out.
542
00:30:07,020 --> 00:30:08,331
Counter sixteen.
543
00:30:09,060 --> 00:30:10,060
Two.
544
00:30:11,310 --> 00:30:12,310
Four.
545
00:30:13,320 --> 00:30:14,320
Six.
546
00:30:15,360 --> 00:30:15,750
Eight
547
00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:16,740
nine
548
00:30:17,310 --> 00:30:17,730
ten
549
00:30:18,240 --> 00:30:18,750
eleven
550
00:30:19,200 --> 00:30:20,880
twelve thirteen
551
00:30:21,270 --> 00:30:21,900
fourteen
552
00:30:22,260 --> 00:30:22,920
fifteen
553
00:30:23,100 --> 00:30:24,730
sixteen problem.
554
00:30:24,810 --> 00:30:25,470
Right there were there
555
00:30:25,770 --> 00:30:27,100
right there trouble.
556
00:30:29,686 --> 00:30:31,486
Ugh.
557
00:30:32,656 --> 00:30:33,656
I.
558
00:30:34,366 --> 00:30:35,764
Hope you're on.
559
00:30:36,346 --> 00:30:38,186
Phone when they're supposed to.
560
00:30:39,534 --> 00:30:40,115
Oh
561
00:30:40,426 --> 00:30:41,426
well.
562
00:30:43,396 --> 00:30:44,876
Sixteen seconds.
563
00:30:45,976 --> 00:30:46,976
Fourteen.
564
00:30:49,216 --> 00:30:50,216
Fifteen.
565
00:30:59,506 --> 00:31:00,506
Six.
566
00:31:01,996 --> 00:31:02,996
Or.
567
00:31:03,136 --> 00:31:04,136
Three.
568
00:31:06,466 --> 00:31:07,096
We are truly
569
00:31:07,606 --> 00:31:08,936
here to stay.
570
00:31:09,910 --> 00:31:10,910
Sure.
571
00:31:11,750 --> 00:31:13,556
Just fucking rocks
where they belong.
572
00:31:22,426 --> 00:31:22,966
Wear your pants
573
00:31:23,116 --> 00:31:24,476
so you can move.
574
00:31:31,846 --> 00:31:34,726
Just as a friendly reminder i told you
i wanted a new wrap around the sides
575
00:31:35,086 --> 00:31:36,435
thank you sir.
576
00:32:37,696 --> 00:32:38,906
What do you think.
577
00:32:40,336 --> 00:32:42,536
It gets nicer to
tickets perfect.
578
00:32:43,276 --> 00:32:43,696
Perfect
579
00:32:43,996 --> 00:32:44,296
good
580
00:32:44,896 --> 00:32:45,896
no.
581
00:32:47,506 --> 00:32:49,636
Pile right there it's not a
big pile don't need a lot
582
00:32:50,206 --> 00:32:50,566
i want
583
00:32:50,896 --> 00:32:51,526
how many were here
584
00:32:51,766 --> 00:32:53,506
sixteen or sixteen or fourteen
585
00:32:53,866 --> 00:32:55,096
sixteen are okay
586
00:32:55,546 --> 00:32:55,996
sixteen
587
00:32:56,146 --> 00:32:59,246
full scoops in here that i
want brought back over here.
588
00:33:11,867 --> 00:33:12,166
It's not
589
00:33:12,285 --> 00:33:13,976
big it's just a shovel.
590
00:33:18,624 --> 00:33:19,916
Over the top.
591
00:33:32,536 --> 00:33:33,016
Irony is that
592
00:33:33,346 --> 00:33:34,706
for sure.
593
00:34:20,866 --> 00:34:21,796
The shovel here so
594
00:34:22,006 --> 00:34:24,716
i'd take it with you if i were
you you're going to need it.
595
00:34:33,856 --> 00:34:36,810
Park it on the back side of it
where you got the last time park.
596
00:34:44,956 --> 00:34:46,586
Dirt in front of the rock.
597
00:34:48,286 --> 00:34:49,216
Let's see that again
598
00:34:49,726 --> 00:34:50,746
see you bent over
599
00:34:51,346 --> 00:34:51,826
like this.
600
00:34:52,606 --> 00:34:53,506
This right here
601
00:34:53,686 --> 00:34:54,851
with you.
602
00:34:55,216 --> 00:34:56,786
You all exhausted
603
00:34:56,956 --> 00:34:58,226
getting tired.
604
00:35:02,113 --> 00:35:03,113
Warm.
605
00:35:04,396 --> 00:35:06,976
Motivated is what i wanted to
want to make sure that every
606
00:35:07,156 --> 00:35:07,486
part of
607
00:35:07,636 --> 00:35:07,966
you
608
00:35:08,176 --> 00:35:09,956
is aware of itself.
609
00:35:10,996 --> 00:35:12,266
Are we there.
610
00:35:27,766 --> 00:35:28,766
Nice.
611
00:35:29,296 --> 00:35:30,226
Which is
612
00:35:30,826 --> 00:35:31,826
cool.
613
00:35:35,536 --> 00:35:36,419
Best way to decide
614
00:35:36,586 --> 00:35:37,586
what.
615
00:35:38,806 --> 00:35:40,286
Does it make you feel.
616
00:35:40,816 --> 00:35:41,266
I like two
617
00:35:41,806 --> 00:35:42,526
hundred chance
618
00:35:42,826 --> 00:35:45,356
just dirty enough isn't it.
619
00:35:46,456 --> 00:35:48,116
His covered card.
620
00:35:50,154 --> 00:35:50,548
All
621
00:35:50,714 --> 00:35:52,106
mine though.
622
00:35:55,636 --> 00:35:57,016
Yeah.
623
00:36:04,396 --> 00:36:05,396
Alright.
624
00:36:06,346 --> 00:36:08,296
I could play with that all day
but we've got other things to do
625
00:36:08,476 --> 00:36:08,895
pull them up
626
00:36:09,016 --> 00:36:11,186
get a shovel full
walk to the front.
627
00:36:15,166 --> 00:36:16,666
Michigan front of the rockstar
628
00:36:16,786 --> 00:36:17,206
yes
629
00:36:17,536 --> 00:36:18,679
let's just stand
in front of the rods
630
00:36:18,796 --> 00:36:20,726
stand there with a shovel.
631
00:36:26,986 --> 00:36:29,932
Dropped in this little cavity
right here but i wanted to even.
632
00:36:30,295 --> 00:36:31,466
The bullet.
633
00:36:31,666 --> 00:36:32,846
On the rocks.
634
00:36:37,546 --> 00:36:39,566
Mess up the fucking
water the rocks.
635
00:36:39,736 --> 00:36:41,516
Start all over.
636
00:36:57,347 --> 00:36:57,859
Flirt with me in
637
00:36:58,064 --> 00:36:59,064
Brooklyn.
638
00:36:59,911 --> 00:37:00,911
The.
639
00:37:00,953 --> 00:37:02,966
Same year as the other way up.
640
00:37:44,776 --> 00:37:47,096
Feel good getting
back to nature Brooklyn.
641
00:37:48,381 --> 00:37:49,602
The hurdles.
642
00:37:50,176 --> 00:37:51,176
What.
643
00:37:51,256 --> 00:37:51,453
Are you
644
00:37:51,755 --> 00:37:52,755
watch.
645
00:37:53,806 --> 00:37:57,266
Must be doing something right to get
fucking nature coming to hang out with me.
646
00:38:16,036 --> 00:38:16,366
Stock
647
00:38:16,726 --> 00:38:17,726
closed.
648
00:38:22,216 --> 00:38:23,548
Sticker sugar.
649
00:38:25,396 --> 00:38:26,577
Got it.
650
00:38:29,566 --> 00:38:30,166
Take your shovel
651
00:38:30,496 --> 00:38:31,496
inspector.
652
00:39:26,026 --> 00:39:29,949
Sure there's some dirty joke in there but
the way that i can't figure it out right
653
00:39:30,316 --> 00:39:32,186
or maybe that was the joke.
654
00:40:54,214 --> 00:40:55,514
You have two minutes.
655
00:41:30,034 --> 00:41:31,034
Good.
656
00:41:39,364 --> 00:41:39,664
Current
657
00:41:40,054 --> 00:41:42,314
tour gonna start
today aren't we.
658
00:41:47,014 --> 00:41:48,194
One minute.
659
00:42:54,064 --> 00:42:55,064
No.
660
00:42:57,484 --> 00:42:58,084
I told you
661
00:42:58,504 --> 00:43:00,134
that for the rocks.
662
00:43:03,815 --> 00:43:05,504
Rebels there's so many.
663
00:43:05,827 --> 00:43:07,124
Dust everywhere.
664
00:43:20,824 --> 00:43:21,356
Things
665
00:43:21,544 --> 00:43:21,964
i
666
00:43:22,294 --> 00:43:23,804
need you to do.
667
00:43:28,894 --> 00:43:29,894
So.
668
00:43:30,394 --> 00:43:31,324
What we're going to do
669
00:43:31,894 --> 00:43:33,164
is your punishment.
670
00:43:33,454 --> 00:43:35,224
Because i don't have
all day to fuck with this
671
00:43:35,374 --> 00:43:36,849
i don't want to
tear apart because
672
00:43:37,069 --> 00:43:38,069
it's.
673
00:43:38,216 --> 00:43:39,544
Perfect as you said isn't it.
674
00:43:40,444 --> 00:43:41,314
Perfect except for the
675
00:43:41,464 --> 00:43:44,744
dirt that you put into places
it's not supposed to be.
676
00:43:44,914 --> 00:43:45,914
Right.
677
00:43:47,704 --> 00:43:48,704
Right.
678
00:43:52,474 --> 00:43:52,834
Okay
679
00:43:53,348 --> 00:43:54,348
use.
680
00:43:54,725 --> 00:43:55,877
Your reason.
681
00:43:56,494 --> 00:43:58,274
Too much of the bad things.
682
00:43:58,444 --> 00:44:01,094
Are just still racing
from physical.
683
00:44:02,884 --> 00:44:03,884
Alright.
684
00:44:05,104 --> 00:44:05,914
Grab the short one
685
00:44:06,094 --> 00:44:07,334
like the
686
00:44:07,474 --> 00:44:07,804
great
687
00:44:08,224 --> 00:44:09,224
red.
688
00:44:13,624 --> 00:44:14,954
Come back out.
689
00:44:25,864 --> 00:44:27,254
Above our heads.
690
00:44:27,664 --> 00:44:31,064
If that comes down
or that hits me or you.
691
00:44:31,504 --> 00:44:33,844
Understand
692
00:44:34,054 --> 00:44:35,054
this.
693
00:45:05,824 --> 00:45:07,204
It's
694
00:45:07,707 --> 00:45:08,044
fucking.
695
00:45:08,644 --> 00:45:09,644
Time.
696
00:45:10,174 --> 00:45:10,804
Because you're saying
697
00:45:11,134 --> 00:45:12,242
you cannot
698
00:45:12,514 --> 00:45:13,129
i'm telling you
699
00:45:13,534 --> 00:45:14,534
will.
700
00:45:15,214 --> 00:45:16,484
Yes sir.
701
00:45:20,944 --> 00:45:21,944
Hmm.
702
00:45:46,116 --> 00:45:47,116
Others.
703
00:45:51,694 --> 00:45:52,694
Nose.
704
00:45:54,064 --> 00:45:55,654
Ugh.
705
00:46:00,424 --> 00:46:01,424
Oh.
706
00:46:13,212 --> 00:46:15,184
Oh fuck
707
00:46:15,634 --> 00:46:16,634
oh.
708
00:46:23,374 --> 00:46:24,374
Well.
709
00:46:26,284 --> 00:46:27,284
Oh.
710
00:46:27,994 --> 00:46:28,994
Oh.
711
00:46:48,484 --> 00:46:49,574
It up.
712
00:46:53,674 --> 00:46:54,674
Oh.
713
00:47:00,814 --> 00:47:02,234
Stand up straight.
714
00:47:02,404 --> 00:47:03,274
Fucking give up now
715
00:47:03,574 --> 00:47:05,204
you're this fucking far.
716
00:47:06,064 --> 00:47:06,394
Do it
717
00:47:06,904 --> 00:47:08,504
keep your fucking hands.
718
00:47:08,944 --> 00:47:10,334
Keep them up.
719
00:47:11,044 --> 00:47:11,164
He
720
00:47:11,464 --> 00:47:12,544
doesn't control he doesn't
721
00:47:12,934 --> 00:47:13,934
know.
722
00:47:14,854 --> 00:47:15,154
Do it.
723
00:47:15,964 --> 00:47:17,864
Keep your fucking hands on.
724
00:47:21,094 --> 00:47:25,024
Yeah.
725
00:47:28,684 --> 00:47:29,684
Oh.
726
00:47:32,884 --> 00:47:34,804
Yeah.
727
00:47:36,225 --> 00:47:38,134
Yeah.
728
00:47:43,834 --> 00:47:44,224
Me
729
00:47:44,434 --> 00:47:45,434
no.
730
00:47:45,604 --> 00:47:46,694
You cannot.
731
00:47:48,124 --> 00:47:48,664
Please sir.
732
00:47:49,354 --> 00:47:50,354
Sir.
733
00:47:50,464 --> 00:47:51,464
Well.
734
00:47:54,514 --> 00:47:55,864
I'm gonna forgive
the part that he tap.
735
00:47:56,464 --> 00:47:58,814
He's a fucking harm's way sir.
736
00:47:58,924 --> 00:47:59,134
He's
737
00:47:59,666 --> 00:48:00,154
giving up
738
00:48:00,694 --> 00:48:01,894
are you fucking giving up on me
739
00:48:02,194 --> 00:48:02,884
are you positive
740
00:48:03,304 --> 00:48:05,324
and keep your
fucking hands in the air.
741
00:48:09,964 --> 00:48:11,224
Shirt i have to drop it
742
00:48:11,674 --> 00:48:13,294
you have to be a
certain are going to
743
00:48:13,414 --> 00:48:13,564
your
744
00:48:13,914 --> 00:48:15,014
it though.
745
00:48:16,024 --> 00:48:17,414
The drums up.
746
00:48:17,944 --> 00:48:19,334
Beside you.
747
00:48:22,624 --> 00:48:23,624
Ugh.
748
00:48:49,024 --> 00:48:49,504
How
749
00:48:49,624 --> 00:48:50,624
old.
750
00:48:51,514 --> 00:48:52,643
Are we.
751
00:49:28,474 --> 00:49:28,969
You understand
752
00:49:29,284 --> 00:49:30,284
her.
753
00:49:33,934 --> 00:49:34,934
Hmm.
754
00:49:42,964 --> 00:49:43,204
Hurt
755
00:49:43,384 --> 00:49:43,864
yes sir
756
00:49:43,984 --> 00:49:45,944
to the bird yes sir.
757
00:49:48,184 --> 00:49:49,184
Yeah.
758
00:50:07,564 --> 00:50:08,784
Oh
759
00:50:08,944 --> 00:50:09,944
ugh.
760
00:50:42,934 --> 00:50:43,934
Movement.
761
00:50:45,082 --> 00:50:46,082
Ooh.
762
00:50:47,032 --> 00:50:47,662
You're going to call
763
00:50:47,932 --> 00:50:49,412
or you can't call.
764
00:50:52,152 --> 00:50:52,732
One thing i
765
00:50:53,089 --> 00:50:54,392
do for me.
766
00:50:54,622 --> 00:50:54,981
For me
767
00:50:55,192 --> 00:50:56,192
hearing.
768
00:50:57,392 --> 00:50:58,592
And say.
769
00:50:59,482 --> 00:51:00,482
What.
770
00:51:00,681 --> 00:51:00,982
You
771
00:51:01,282 --> 00:51:02,552
do anything
772
00:51:02,662 --> 00:51:03,782
to do.
773
00:51:04,552 --> 00:51:05,392
Sitting there telling you you
774
00:51:05,542 --> 00:51:06,412
will not do it
775
00:51:06,969 --> 00:51:08,312
that what you're saying.
776
00:51:09,472 --> 00:51:10,742
No sir.
777
00:51:12,442 --> 00:51:13,492
I don't think again
778
00:51:13,642 --> 00:51:15,832
or keep using that
fucking can word
779
00:51:15,952 --> 00:51:17,822
will you or won't you.
780
00:51:18,922 --> 00:51:19,402
They will
781
00:51:19,582 --> 00:51:20,032
say well
782
00:51:20,452 --> 00:51:22,980
because that's what
i want right yes sir.
783
00:51:28,072 --> 00:51:29,072
Oh.
784
00:51:32,752 --> 00:51:33,752
Oh.
785
00:51:41,362 --> 00:51:42,362
Oh.
786
00:51:49,312 --> 00:51:50,312
Yeah.
787
00:51:57,112 --> 00:51:58,301
What is particularly.
788
00:51:59,152 --> 00:51:59,752
No sir
789
00:52:00,352 --> 00:52:01,802
i'm sorry sir.
790
00:52:16,132 --> 00:52:17,672
Lager put it back.
791
00:52:21,472 --> 00:52:22,192
That one to share
792
00:52:22,822 --> 00:52:24,902
with that one where
it belongs first.
793
00:52:27,082 --> 00:52:28,292
That's fine.
794
00:52:30,082 --> 00:52:31,442
Put yourself together.
795
00:52:32,092 --> 00:52:33,332
For this part.
796
00:53:54,352 --> 00:53:55,352
I.
797
00:53:56,332 --> 00:53:58,561
Don't like to be sent
to their stomachs.
798
00:54:01,185 --> 00:54:02,185
Justice.
799
00:54:07,432 --> 00:54:08,432
Us.
800
00:54:21,922 --> 00:54:22,432
Creator
801
00:54:22,912 --> 00:54:23,912
reading.
802
00:54:24,919 --> 00:54:25,919
Was.
803
00:54:25,972 --> 00:54:26,972
Curious.
804
00:54:37,882 --> 00:54:38,882
Star.
805
00:54:43,043 --> 00:54:43,642
Get your body
806
00:54:44,032 --> 00:54:45,032
ready.
807
00:54:49,612 --> 00:54:50,812
Are you
808
00:54:51,112 --> 00:54:52,532
aware of it.
809
00:55:12,352 --> 00:55:13,352
Hmm.
810
00:55:17,392 --> 00:55:19,942
Hmm.
811
00:55:23,152 --> 00:55:53,062
Huh three.
812
00:55:54,112 --> 00:55:55,822
Huh.
813
00:56:02,356 --> 00:56:03,356
Fuck.
814
00:56:03,712 --> 00:56:12,502
Three.
815
00:56:19,072 --> 00:56:20,072
Hmm.
816
00:56:23,632 --> 00:56:30,922
Thank
817
00:56:31,252 --> 00:56:32,342
for Theresa.
818
00:56:32,992 --> 00:56:46,942
Three.
819
00:56:53,632 --> 00:56:54,712
Ugh.
820
00:57:03,712 --> 00:57:20,512
That.
821
00:57:56,992 --> 00:57:58,972
Hi.
822
00:58:03,772 --> 00:58:04,772
Safely.
823
00:58:10,432 --> 00:58:11,432
Please.
824
00:58:13,252 --> 00:58:14,612
So le.
825
00:58:15,096 --> 00:58:16,096
Is.
826
00:58:18,682 --> 00:58:19,865
Say it again.
827
00:58:21,265 --> 00:58:22,712
Again please
828
00:58:22,912 --> 00:58:24,112
then.
829
00:58:27,142 --> 00:58:28,412
When you're ready.
830
00:58:31,282 --> 00:58:32,282
Please.
831
00:58:36,383 --> 00:58:39,382
Yeah.
832
00:58:40,432 --> 00:58:41,432
Yeah.
833
00:58:42,592 --> 00:58:44,122
Yeah.
834
00:58:50,272 --> 00:58:58,042
That.
835
00:59:44,752 --> 00:59:45,752
I.
836
00:59:55,612 --> 00:59:56,612
Yeah
837
00:59:56,992 --> 00:59:57,992
i.
838
00:59:59,032 --> 01:00:00,032
Me.
839
01:00:00,502 --> 01:00:01,502
Too.
840
01:00:02,182 --> 01:00:03,182
Boy.
841
01:00:04,462 --> 01:00:05,462
Recessive.
842
01:00:43,492 --> 01:00:44,492
Really.
843
01:02:23,358 --> 01:02:24,358
Oh.
844
01:02:25,608 --> 01:02:26,608
Ooh.
845
01:02:33,678 --> 01:02:34,678
Ugh
846
01:02:35,088 --> 01:02:36,498
yeah.
847
01:02:37,728 --> 01:02:38,728
I.
848
01:02:39,648 --> 01:02:42,288
Yeah.
849
01:02:57,355 --> 01:02:58,355
Hm.
850
01:03:03,648 --> 01:03:04,648
Hmm.
851
01:03:32,478 --> 01:03:33,478
Oh.
852
01:03:42,048 --> 01:03:43,048
The.
853
01:03:49,698 --> 01:03:50,698
Oh.
854
01:03:51,558 --> 01:03:52,558
Yeah.
855
01:03:53,808 --> 01:03:54,808
Yeah.
856
01:05:00,408 --> 01:05:01,408
Ugh.
857
01:05:42,408 --> 01:05:43,698
Beat you.
858
01:05:55,758 --> 01:05:56,910
You suit.
859
01:06:02,298 --> 01:06:02,748
Six
860
01:06:03,078 --> 01:06:04,078
sure.
861
01:06:13,158 --> 01:06:14,158
Are.
862
01:06:14,838 --> 01:06:15,838
Hmm.
863
01:06:21,030 --> 01:06:22,030
Or.
864
01:06:25,325 --> 01:06:26,325
Sir.
865
01:06:42,528 --> 01:06:44,628
Yeah.
866
01:06:47,568 --> 01:06:48,568
Ugh.
867
01:06:50,272 --> 01:06:51,768
Ooh.
868
01:07:06,288 --> 01:07:07,788
Ooh.
869
01:07:10,188 --> 01:07:11,188
Yeah.
870
01:07:42,528 --> 01:07:44,268
I.
871
01:07:55,488 --> 01:07:58,870
It.
872
01:08:00,048 --> 01:08:01,048
Hmm.
873
01:08:32,298 --> 01:08:33,298
Scared.
874
01:08:34,518 --> 01:08:35,518
Or.
875
01:08:39,828 --> 01:08:40,828
Hmm.
876
01:09:27,408 --> 01:09:28,728
Yeah.
877
01:09:37,488 --> 01:09:46,548
Yeah.
878
01:09:50,838 --> 01:09:51,838
Yeah.
879
01:09:52,608 --> 01:09:54,708
I.
880
01:10:02,478 --> 01:10:04,038
Hmm.
881
01:10:10,848 --> 01:10:11,848
Hmm.
882
01:10:41,088 --> 01:10:42,088
Yeah.
883
01:10:48,048 --> 01:10:51,048
Yeah.
884
01:11:03,514 --> 01:11:04,514
Hmm.
885
01:11:43,633 --> 01:11:44,061
Hm
886
01:11:44,615 --> 01:11:46,668
hm hm.
887
01:11:48,394 --> 01:11:49,394
Yeah.
888
01:11:55,894 --> 01:11:56,894
Eagle.
889
01:11:58,474 --> 01:11:58,804
He
890
01:11:59,104 --> 01:11:59,704
or she
891
01:11:59,884 --> 01:12:00,884
is.
892
01:12:02,704 --> 01:12:05,494
Yeah.
893
01:12:27,274 --> 01:12:29,314
Yeah.
894
01:12:35,584 --> 01:12:37,744
Yeah.
895
01:12:43,984 --> 01:12:45,604
Yeah.
896
01:12:52,744 --> 01:12:53,744
Hmm.
897
01:12:55,929 --> 01:12:56,929
Hm.
898
01:13:02,944 --> 01:13:03,944
Please.
899
01:13:42,085 --> 01:13:43,085
Hm.
900
01:13:47,014 --> 01:13:48,014
Great.
901
01:13:50,164 --> 01:13:51,164
Hm.
902
01:13:56,584 --> 01:13:57,664
Hmm.
903
01:14:00,759 --> 01:14:01,759
Ugh.
904
01:14:32,344 --> 01:14:33,344
Oh.
905
01:14:36,664 --> 01:14:39,514
Hm.
906
01:14:41,118 --> 01:14:42,118
Ugh.
907
01:14:44,944 --> 01:14:47,134
Ugh.
908
01:14:49,692 --> 01:14:50,692
Take.
909
01:14:50,854 --> 01:14:52,064
Your name.
910
01:14:52,564 --> 01:14:53,564
Oh.
911
01:14:55,054 --> 01:14:56,464
Hmm.
912
01:14:57,664 --> 01:14:58,664
Ooh.
913
01:15:20,314 --> 01:15:20,464
Do
914
01:15:20,584 --> 01:15:21,974
you agree sir.
915
01:15:24,994 --> 01:15:26,654
I think too sir.
916
01:16:16,504 --> 01:16:17,504
What.
917
01:17:10,354 --> 01:17:11,354
Ooh.
918
01:17:19,354 --> 01:17:20,354
Ugh.
919
01:18:12,634 --> 01:18:13,634
Right.
920
01:18:23,764 --> 01:18:24,764
No.
921
01:18:25,324 --> 01:18:26,474
No problem.
922
01:18:28,204 --> 01:18:29,204
Welcome.
923
01:18:46,714 --> 01:18:47,714
Turn.
924
01:18:52,084 --> 01:18:53,084
Ooh.
925
01:18:55,534 --> 01:18:56,644
Ugh.
926
01:19:02,284 --> 01:19:03,284
Ugh.
927
01:19:08,884 --> 01:19:09,884
Oh.
928
01:19:16,624 --> 01:19:17,624
Right.
929
01:20:03,064 --> 01:20:04,064
Oh.
930
01:20:09,124 --> 01:20:10,124
Hmm.
931
01:20:11,977 --> 01:20:12,977
Hm.
932
01:20:55,354 --> 01:20:56,354
Hmm.
933
01:21:01,744 --> 01:21:02,744
Ooh.
934
01:21:03,544 --> 01:21:04,544
Oh.
935
01:21:11,434 --> 01:21:12,434
Oh.
936
01:21:13,624 --> 01:21:14,624
Hmm.
937
01:21:26,224 --> 01:21:27,224
Oh.
938
01:22:01,534 --> 01:22:02,534
Oh.
939
01:22:04,534 --> 01:22:05,744
Hit me.
940
01:22:11,104 --> 01:22:19,114
I.
941
01:22:20,224 --> 01:22:21,224
I.
942
01:22:25,834 --> 01:22:26,995
Hm.
943
01:22:35,314 --> 01:22:37,234
Hmm.
944
01:22:39,994 --> 01:22:40,994
Ugh.
945
01:22:52,984 --> 01:22:53,984
Hm.
946
01:22:55,804 --> 01:22:56,804
Hmm.
947
01:22:57,544 --> 01:22:58,544
Hm.
948
01:22:59,419 --> 01:23:00,419
Hm.
949
01:23:04,024 --> 01:23:05,024
Hmm.
950
01:23:07,084 --> 01:23:08,084
Hm.
951
01:23:09,236 --> 01:23:10,236
Hm.
952
01:23:10,864 --> 01:23:11,864
Hm.
953
01:23:12,454 --> 01:23:13,454
Hm.
954
01:23:16,804 --> 01:23:17,804
Hm.
955
01:23:24,934 --> 01:23:25,934
Hmm.
956
01:23:38,614 --> 01:23:39,614
Yes.
957
01:23:58,264 --> 01:23:59,264
Hm.
958
01:23:59,674 --> 01:24:00,674
Hmm.
959
01:24:04,384 --> 01:24:05,384
Yeah.
960
01:24:19,504 --> 01:24:20,504
Hmm.
961
01:24:21,484 --> 01:24:22,484
She.
962
01:24:24,592 --> 01:24:25,592
Hm.
963
01:24:40,564 --> 01:24:41,804
Did you boy.
964
01:24:42,964 --> 01:24:43,964
Hmm.
965
01:24:51,154 --> 01:24:52,154
Agents.
966
01:24:54,424 --> 01:24:55,424
You.
967
01:25:15,244 --> 01:25:16,244
Nice.
968
01:25:17,644 --> 01:25:18,644
We.
969
01:25:19,894 --> 01:25:20,314
Need
970
01:25:20,524 --> 01:25:21,524
you.
971
01:26:29,854 --> 01:26:31,834
This whole experience has been
972
01:26:32,224 --> 01:26:33,914
really incredible.
973
01:26:34,264 --> 01:26:35,264
Dirty.
974
01:26:36,514 --> 01:26:37,714
Today
975
01:26:38,254 --> 01:26:40,064
today was fucking beautiful
976
01:26:40,414 --> 01:26:41,962
today was
977
01:26:42,154 --> 01:26:43,608
it's own journey
978
01:26:43,834 --> 01:26:44,984
in itself.
979
01:26:46,384 --> 01:26:48,344
And it took me
980
01:26:48,604 --> 01:26:50,564
to a lot of different places
981
01:26:51,064 --> 01:26:54,644
there are a lot of
different ways and i am.
982
01:26:54,874 --> 01:26:55,874
Truly
983
01:26:56,404 --> 01:27:00,134
truly grateful for everything
that happened today.
984
01:27:02,584 --> 01:27:03,584
I.
985
01:27:04,414 --> 01:27:06,014
Where do i even begin.
986
01:27:08,224 --> 01:27:09,974
I i think that.
987
01:27:10,864 --> 01:27:14,198
Today i started somewhere
and i ended somewhere
988
01:27:14,198 --> 01:27:18,224
completely different
i i started the day.
989
01:27:18,844 --> 01:27:20,614
Really fucking pumped
990
01:27:20,734 --> 01:27:23,614
i wanted to push
myself to the absolute
991
01:27:23,884 --> 01:27:25,814
brink i wanted.
992
01:27:26,464 --> 01:27:29,338
I wanted to push myself
as far as i could go i
993
01:27:29,338 --> 01:27:32,704
wanted to see where that
was that i wanted to see
994
01:27:33,214 --> 01:27:35,624
how i was able to get there
995
01:27:35,734 --> 01:27:36,734
and.
996
01:27:39,359 --> 01:27:39,923
I
997
01:27:40,268 --> 01:27:42,544
got so much more out of it.
998
01:27:43,234 --> 01:27:44,444
Than that.
999
01:27:45,154 --> 01:27:49,034
I started the day really
pumped and i ended the day.
1000
01:27:49,549 --> 01:27:51,544
I guess i started the day like
1001
01:27:52,144 --> 01:27:53,624
way up here
1002
01:27:53,794 --> 01:27:56,384
and i ended the day feeling.
1003
01:27:58,024 --> 01:27:59,024
Grounded.
1004
01:28:01,384 --> 01:28:01,954
I
1005
01:28:02,314 --> 01:28:04,796
at least not yet it is.
1006
01:28:05,374 --> 01:28:08,641
Eight forty eight and had
dinner I've I've taken time
1007
01:28:08,671 --> 01:28:12,104
and space have showered
I've done all of the things
1008
01:28:12,874 --> 01:28:14,854
to care for myself and to
1009
01:28:15,004 --> 01:28:16,004
to.
1010
01:28:17,404 --> 01:28:18,461
I guess.
1011
01:28:19,864 --> 01:28:23,714
This is about the time that i
should be feeling a bit of a drop
1012
01:28:24,394 --> 01:28:29,114
and i have not felt that
I've only felt grounded.
1013
01:28:29,944 --> 01:28:30,944
Which.
1014
01:28:31,954 --> 01:28:34,809
It's really really
nice i think it's.
1015
01:28:34,954 --> 01:28:37,380
It's been a long time
since i felt really grounded
1016
01:28:37,385 --> 01:28:40,534
it's been a long time
since I've felt really humid
1017
01:28:40,864 --> 01:28:43,274
and it's been a long time since.
1018
01:28:44,014 --> 01:28:44,554
Everything's been
1019
01:28:45,004 --> 01:28:46,304
so fast.
1020
01:28:48,754 --> 01:28:49,024
I
1021
01:28:49,196 --> 01:28:49,378
i
1022
01:28:49,834 --> 01:28:51,964
partly felt like i
could even catch a
1023
01:28:52,174 --> 01:28:52,594
breath
1024
01:28:52,924 --> 01:28:55,004
whatever your credit grantville.
1025
01:28:58,384 --> 01:28:59,384
But.
1026
01:29:00,514 --> 01:29:01,294
Today i
1027
01:29:01,594 --> 01:29:02,594
go.
1028
01:29:03,184 --> 01:29:03,499
It'd be
1029
01:29:04,094 --> 01:29:04,363
the
1030
01:29:04,909 --> 01:29:09,374
start of the day to the end
of the day i felt so present.
1031
01:29:10,894 --> 01:29:14,234
And i have a really hard
time feeling president.
1032
01:29:15,244 --> 01:29:15,664
One
1033
01:29:15,776 --> 01:29:16,776
time
1034
01:29:17,254 --> 01:29:18,254
and.
1035
01:29:18,784 --> 01:29:21,844
I didn't just feel president
i felt eagerly president
1036
01:29:22,005 --> 01:29:23,324
i felt.
1037
01:29:24,214 --> 01:29:26,114
I hope that I've ever felt.
1038
01:29:26,284 --> 01:29:29,944
This way but i wanted so
desperately to be president i was.
1039
01:29:30,634 --> 01:29:32,974
Enjoying every single moment and
1040
01:29:33,184 --> 01:29:34,184
and.
1041
01:29:34,654 --> 01:29:37,312
Feeling every single moment and.
1042
01:29:37,654 --> 01:29:38,654
Being.
1043
01:29:39,514 --> 01:29:40,514
Content
1044
01:29:40,624 --> 01:29:41,864
and happy.
1045
01:29:43,804 --> 01:29:46,424
To just be in the
moment i wasn't.
1046
01:29:47,494 --> 01:29:48,944
I was waiting.
1047
01:29:49,234 --> 01:29:51,824
For the next one i was just.
1048
01:29:52,114 --> 01:29:53,114
Feeling
1049
01:29:53,494 --> 01:29:54,494
being.
1050
01:29:55,144 --> 01:29:56,374
An existing.
1051
01:29:58,984 --> 01:30:00,244
Very much in the
1052
01:30:00,724 --> 01:30:00,754
the
1053
01:30:01,084 --> 01:30:02,384
whole day.
1054
01:30:05,734 --> 01:30:06,734
And.
1055
01:30:08,194 --> 01:30:10,184
I felt like today was.
1056
01:30:12,514 --> 01:30:15,104
The entire day i.
1057
01:30:15,424 --> 01:30:17,114
Was very much.
1058
01:30:18,184 --> 01:30:23,534
I felt like i was being broken down
and built back up all at the same time.
1059
01:30:25,114 --> 01:30:29,914
That's a that's a feeling i'm not
sure that i felt before i was being
1060
01:30:30,274 --> 01:30:33,044
beaten down and worn down
1061
01:30:33,754 --> 01:30:34,754
and
1062
01:30:35,164 --> 01:30:36,754
at the same time i was
1063
01:30:37,084 --> 01:30:37,894
reminded
1064
01:30:38,014 --> 01:30:39,014
of.
1065
01:30:39,934 --> 01:30:40,934
How
1066
01:30:41,044 --> 01:30:43,064
strong i am and how
1067
01:30:43,204 --> 01:30:45,221
awesome way i am and.
1068
01:30:46,324 --> 01:30:48,394
I was being reminded
the whole time that
1069
01:30:48,604 --> 01:30:51,604
even though i was
being told that i was
1070
01:30:51,964 --> 01:30:53,704
fucking up or i was i
1071
01:30:53,854 --> 01:30:56,014
was being punished
in some way i was.
1072
01:30:56,704 --> 01:30:58,324
Also being told like
1073
01:30:58,714 --> 01:31:01,454
you know you're
doing a great job right.
1074
01:31:02,640 --> 01:31:03,270
Over
1075
01:31:03,480 --> 01:31:04,230
and over
1076
01:31:04,380 --> 01:31:05,430
and over again
1077
01:31:05,550 --> 01:31:06,550
and.
1078
01:31:07,230 --> 01:31:10,000
Again unfortunately
most of the time.
1079
01:31:10,590 --> 01:31:11,430
That you're
1080
01:31:11,670 --> 01:31:13,690
you're being knocked down.
1081
01:31:14,126 --> 01:31:14,580
I guess
1082
01:31:14,820 --> 01:31:15,210
i should.
1083
01:31:15,840 --> 01:31:16,890
Speak about myself
1084
01:31:17,400 --> 01:31:20,170
if you can relate
i'm sure you can but.
1085
01:31:20,340 --> 01:31:24,000
Often times if i'm feeling worn
down or being beaten down by
1086
01:31:24,450 --> 01:31:25,450
life.
1087
01:31:26,580 --> 01:31:27,120
You don't
1088
01:31:27,330 --> 01:31:29,160
have you don't always have
1089
01:31:29,520 --> 01:31:32,194
i don't always have
someone in my ear telling me
1090
01:31:32,194 --> 01:31:35,680
and reminding me every
single step of the way.
1091
01:31:37,830 --> 01:31:40,120
Hey you're doing the damn thing.
1092
01:31:40,320 --> 01:31:41,130
You're fucking
1093
01:31:41,490 --> 01:31:44,820
do you know what you're handling right now
and do you know what you're fucking taking
1094
01:31:44,820 --> 01:31:47,980
right now and do you know what
you're working through right now.
1095
01:31:48,510 --> 01:31:49,140
Fucking
1096
01:31:49,530 --> 01:31:53,830
you deserve a pat on your back
because you're doing a damn good job.
1097
01:31:55,530 --> 01:31:56,530
And
1098
01:31:56,790 --> 01:31:59,980
i probably going to be the
person to do that for myself.
1099
01:32:01,080 --> 01:32:02,080
But.
1100
01:32:02,640 --> 01:32:04,680
It was nice to have a reminder
1101
01:32:04,830 --> 01:32:05,830
today
1102
01:32:06,180 --> 01:32:07,570
and to feel.
1103
01:32:09,690 --> 01:32:12,180
To field two opposite sides of
1104
01:32:12,510 --> 01:32:13,960
of that dichotomy.
1105
01:32:15,240 --> 01:32:17,070
While i was being taken
1106
01:32:17,310 --> 01:32:19,540
up and down roller coasters.
1107
01:32:22,860 --> 01:32:23,860
I.
1108
01:32:25,560 --> 01:32:30,010
And what is there to say i'm
trying to think if i had a favorite part.
1109
01:32:30,900 --> 01:32:34,360
Today was was definitely
my most vulnerable day
1110
01:32:34,710 --> 01:32:35,160
and that
1111
01:32:35,730 --> 01:32:37,150
might have better.
1112
01:32:37,440 --> 01:32:39,910
My favorite thing about the day.
1113
01:32:40,920 --> 01:32:41,920
And.
1114
01:32:45,090 --> 01:32:46,840
I held in there.
1115
01:32:47,370 --> 01:32:49,080
My brain held it there
1116
01:32:49,560 --> 01:32:53,910
for the fucking last possible second and
there were tears but they they didn't mean
1117
01:32:53,910 --> 01:32:58,920
that i hadn't gotten past the point they
were just they were good tears and love to
1118
01:32:58,920 --> 01:33:04,150
cry it felt so fucking good to cry
over it over and over again today
1119
01:33:04,470 --> 01:33:07,360
and to to be in control of.
1120
01:33:09,090 --> 01:33:11,890
What was happening
to me in that moment.
1121
01:33:13,110 --> 01:33:14,110
I.
1122
01:33:16,530 --> 01:33:16,950
But
1123
01:33:17,160 --> 01:33:18,160
a.
1124
01:33:19,140 --> 01:33:22,930
There were a lot of tears
shed and there was a lot of.
1125
01:33:23,310 --> 01:33:24,180
There's a lot of
1126
01:33:24,450 --> 01:33:26,920
tender this and a lot of care.
1127
01:33:27,960 --> 01:33:28,960
And.
1128
01:33:30,240 --> 01:33:32,050
Today was really special
1129
01:33:32,190 --> 01:33:34,450
day was really fucking special.
1130
01:33:34,950 --> 01:33:36,820
I was so tired.
1131
01:33:38,310 --> 01:33:39,270
Like i
1132
01:33:39,523 --> 01:33:40,028
like i
1133
01:33:40,328 --> 01:33:41,280
said it's almost
1134
01:33:41,490 --> 01:33:43,300
it's almost nine o'clock.
1135
01:33:43,680 --> 01:33:44,680
So
1136
01:33:45,180 --> 01:33:46,420
there has.
1137
01:33:46,832 --> 01:33:51,780
Been thinking a lot about this day of all
since it's been over and i'm sure there's
1138
01:33:51,780 --> 01:33:56,530
so much more that i have to
share about it but i'm so fucking tired.
1139
01:33:57,600 --> 01:34:03,670
It's a good tired though i feel really
satisfied i feel really accomplished i feel.
1140
01:34:03,990 --> 01:34:04,990
Grounded
1141
01:34:05,400 --> 01:34:07,000
i feel humid.
1142
01:34:07,950 --> 01:34:08,950
Y'all.
1143
01:34:10,950 --> 01:34:14,230
I feel really proud of
everything that i did today
1144
01:34:14,640 --> 01:34:16,570
and not in like a.
1145
01:34:17,430 --> 01:34:18,430
Yeah.
1146
01:34:18,960 --> 01:34:19,440
Did that.
1147
01:34:20,100 --> 01:34:21,200
I just.
1148
01:34:21,840 --> 01:34:22,650
It's it's a
1149
01:34:22,950 --> 01:34:23,950
modest
1150
01:34:24,270 --> 01:34:24,870
proud
1151
01:34:25,050 --> 01:34:26,050
like.
1152
01:34:26,250 --> 01:34:28,020
Like i walked back into my
1153
01:34:28,410 --> 01:34:29,410
hotel
1154
01:34:29,580 --> 01:34:32,530
today with my head
held just a little higher.
1155
01:34:33,810 --> 01:34:34,810
And.
1156
01:34:37,050 --> 01:34:40,750
This is also day three of me
taking really good care of myself
1157
01:34:41,100 --> 01:34:41,730
in my
1158
01:34:42,000 --> 01:34:43,450
alone time.
1159
01:34:44,730 --> 01:34:45,730
And.
1160
01:34:47,730 --> 01:34:51,420
I got to know fluffy today
totally changing the subject but.
1161
01:34:52,050 --> 01:34:52,470
I got
1162
01:34:52,590 --> 01:34:55,510
to get to know
the puppy which is.
1163
01:34:55,830 --> 01:34:56,790
James he's
1164
01:34:56,940 --> 01:34:58,362
dragon tail
1165
01:34:58,950 --> 01:35:00,450
and i really like fluffy
1166
01:35:00,840 --> 01:35:01,260
and
1167
01:35:01,590 --> 01:35:03,000
actually i want to show you.
1168
01:35:03,720 --> 01:35:04,930
My marks.
1169
01:35:05,310 --> 01:35:05,820
Today
1170
01:35:05,940 --> 01:35:11,050
i'm honest sleep i'm not quite sure where
this frame is but i'm going to hope that.
1171
01:35:11,160 --> 01:35:14,350
We're in a good position for
you to see what's happening here.
1172
01:35:17,280 --> 01:35:18,400
He slashes.
1173
01:35:19,620 --> 01:35:21,430
So fucking nice
1174
01:35:21,540 --> 01:35:22,757
and then.
1175
01:35:24,210 --> 01:35:27,010
These are fucking
incredible today
1176
01:35:27,150 --> 01:35:30,310
i really hope that my
house isn't afraid right now.
1177
01:35:36,180 --> 01:35:38,200
The back of it likes to.
1178
01:35:39,600 --> 01:35:40,230
I feel like i'm
1179
01:35:40,470 --> 01:35:42,184
falling prey but.
1180
01:35:43,560 --> 01:35:44,370
I hope i am
1181
01:35:44,760 --> 01:35:46,890
laid back is also really nice to
1182
01:35:47,430 --> 01:35:48,700
hold on.
1183
01:36:00,630 --> 01:36:02,350
Actually the rest.
1184
01:36:02,580 --> 01:36:03,580
I.
1185
01:36:03,840 --> 01:36:06,220
Actually read before
i started this video.
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01:36:06,720 --> 01:36:10,110
I noticed that my pushy here if
he still doesn't have a name but i
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01:36:10,260 --> 01:36:12,610
came closer i can tell.
1188
01:36:16,230 --> 01:36:19,300
He has three
slashes on his back.
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01:36:19,500 --> 01:36:20,730
He looks like he's
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01:36:21,090 --> 01:36:22,140
had some time with
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01:36:22,440 --> 01:36:24,909
Israel i don't know if
he can release he does.
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01:36:27,180 --> 01:36:27,360
I
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01:36:27,510 --> 01:36:29,200
just thought that was cool.
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01:36:31,410 --> 01:36:32,410
But.
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01:36:33,150 --> 01:36:34,780
Yeah however
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01:36:35,280 --> 01:36:37,904
i'm really so grateful
for today i'm grateful for
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01:36:37,904 --> 01:36:41,730
everything that i felt today
physically emotionally.
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01:36:42,450 --> 01:36:43,450
I.
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01:36:46,980 --> 01:36:50,080
Man i got knocked down
and i got picked back up
1200
01:36:50,190 --> 01:36:52,380
and i fucking i picked myself up
1201
01:36:52,710 --> 01:36:55,150
or i did not.
1202
01:36:55,560 --> 01:36:56,580
I did not cave
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01:36:56,700 --> 01:36:58,990
i did not love myself.
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01:37:00,810 --> 01:37:01,810
Yeah.
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01:37:03,360 --> 01:37:03,604
And
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01:37:03,751 --> 01:37:07,710
the camera turned off which is
when like i started crying again i just i
1207
01:37:08,190 --> 01:37:12,670
i was able to see the last shot from
today and i just had the single tear.
1208
01:37:12,870 --> 01:37:15,348
Rolling down my face
and i wasn't trying to
1209
01:37:15,378 --> 01:37:18,150
hold back my tears they
just weren't coming yet
1210
01:37:18,450 --> 01:37:21,420
they don't think that they were ready
but as soon as the camera turned off
1211
01:37:21,960 --> 01:37:23,560
or just cry side
1212
01:37:23,940 --> 01:37:25,750
and it felt really good.
1213
01:37:27,090 --> 01:37:30,930
Oh one of the major parts of today was
having a bag plastic bag over my head
1214
01:37:31,320 --> 01:37:33,630
i'm totally jumping
from topic to topic
1215
01:37:34,020 --> 01:37:35,020
i.
1216
01:37:35,190 --> 01:37:37,450
Did not take my hd but.
1217
01:37:37,740 --> 01:37:39,550
You can probably tell
1218
01:37:40,200 --> 01:37:41,200
but.
1219
01:37:41,430 --> 01:37:44,340
Yeah i had a plastic bag over
my head that was really really
1220
01:37:44,490 --> 01:37:46,180
thought that was hot.
1221
01:37:46,980 --> 01:37:47,980
I.
1222
01:37:48,720 --> 01:37:52,320
Obviously getting these flashes of
things that happened today oh my god and
1223
01:37:52,590 --> 01:37:55,510
so the first segments
of the day we did
1224
01:37:55,664 --> 01:38:01,118
i had to move logs and
shovel dirt and move rocks
1225
01:38:01,230 --> 01:38:05,260
with a wheelbarrow is my
arms is extremely physically.
1226
01:38:06,090 --> 01:38:07,200
Strenuous
1227
01:38:07,530 --> 01:38:08,530
and.
1228
01:38:08,970 --> 01:38:12,810
I had to make a pile of logs and
light up the rocks in a certain way and
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01:38:13,170 --> 01:38:14,370
put the dirt in a certain
1230
01:38:14,550 --> 01:38:14,910
way
1231
01:38:15,240 --> 01:38:16,440
it's so pretty
1232
01:38:16,770 --> 01:38:19,300
i'm so proud of my little.
1233
01:38:19,950 --> 01:38:20,950
Project
1234
01:38:21,270 --> 01:38:22,080
that i was
1235
01:38:22,470 --> 01:38:25,168
told to do today and i
keep looking at pictures
1236
01:38:25,168 --> 01:38:27,540
of it and it really
fucking proud of it
1237
01:38:27,870 --> 01:38:30,227
it's probably really
double it's knocked down
1238
01:38:30,257 --> 01:38:33,210
because it's important to
me and so it is important
1239
01:38:33,510 --> 01:38:34,510
but.
1240
01:38:35,384 --> 01:38:38,890
I'm going to have to
post pictures of this and
1241
01:38:39,000 --> 01:38:40,749
you'll see it i dunno
how clearly it's going to
1242
01:38:40,749 --> 01:38:44,140
be shown on camera
like what it it's all done but
1243
01:38:44,250 --> 01:38:46,110
i'm really proud of
what i made today
1244
01:38:46,470 --> 01:38:47,470
and.
1245
01:38:47,730 --> 01:38:51,310
I'm literally proud of every
single thing i did today.
1246
01:38:51,600 --> 01:38:52,600
I
1247
01:38:52,788 --> 01:38:53,154
i
1248
01:38:53,456 --> 01:38:57,480
am proud of everything that i can published
i am proud of all of the things i let
1249
01:38:57,480 --> 01:39:00,460
myself feel i am
proud of the places
1250
01:39:00,630 --> 01:39:02,100
i allowed myself
1251
01:39:02,400 --> 01:39:03,760
to be taken
1252
01:39:03,930 --> 01:39:09,850
i am proud of the things that i
the thing that i made i am proud of.
1253
01:39:10,470 --> 01:39:12,310
Who i was today
1254
01:39:12,450 --> 01:39:15,220
i often times don't like.
1255
01:39:15,390 --> 01:39:16,480
My personality
1256
01:39:16,890 --> 01:39:18,817
was people don't like
themselves or something i
1257
01:39:18,817 --> 01:39:21,030
don't like myself
sometimes i don't like myself
1258
01:39:21,450 --> 01:39:21,990
but like
1259
01:39:22,260 --> 01:39:25,230
most of the time i don't
like my personality and
1260
01:39:25,740 --> 01:39:28,320
just cause they think i'm
like awkward and cringey and
1261
01:39:28,920 --> 01:39:29,559
don't have the right
1262
01:39:29,871 --> 01:39:31,000
to say
1263
01:39:31,110 --> 01:39:33,190
a lot of that
happens in my brain.
1264
01:39:33,330 --> 01:39:34,350
Unfortunately
1265
01:39:34,560 --> 01:39:36,160
most of the time.
1266
01:39:37,110 --> 01:39:40,660
But i also like myself it
a lot of regards i dunno.
1267
01:39:40,980 --> 01:39:41,980
It's.
1268
01:39:43,710 --> 01:39:44,890
It's complicated
1269
01:39:45,150 --> 01:39:46,150
but.
1270
01:39:46,830 --> 01:39:49,860
I have looked back
especially today and
1271
01:39:50,400 --> 01:39:50,940
like
1272
01:39:51,060 --> 01:39:52,930
the person that i did.
1273
01:39:53,700 --> 01:39:56,380
And that's a really
cool fucking feeling.
1274
01:39:58,050 --> 01:39:59,430
And i'm grateful to
1275
01:39:59,670 --> 01:40:00,120
everyone
1276
01:40:00,258 --> 01:40:01,570
who has.
1277
01:40:02,520 --> 01:40:03,360
Contributed
1278
01:40:03,480 --> 01:40:04,660
to that.
1279
01:40:08,820 --> 01:40:12,700
I know there was more that i
shared in the last video that a
1280
01:40:13,230 --> 01:40:13,830
recorded the
1281
01:40:14,010 --> 01:40:15,010
record.
1282
01:40:16,380 --> 01:40:17,380
But.
1283
01:40:18,840 --> 01:40:22,060
I'm trying to think if there's
anything else i want to say.
1284
01:40:23,875 --> 01:40:25,680
Dunno i'm just really
grateful to be here
1285
01:40:25,950 --> 01:40:31,390
this is really a once in a lifetime
experience and i'm so fucking grateful
1286
01:40:32,430 --> 01:40:33,430
and.
1287
01:40:35,580 --> 01:40:39,790
I still feel so very grounded and
i'm going to continue to be president
1288
01:40:40,230 --> 01:40:41,230
and.
1289
01:40:41,460 --> 01:40:41,970
I'm just
1290
01:40:42,330 --> 01:40:43,860
soaking up every
1291
01:40:43,980 --> 01:40:45,270
every fucking moment
1292
01:40:45,720 --> 01:40:47,400
every little bit brings
something different
1293
01:40:47,910 --> 01:40:49,990
on and off the set.
1294
01:40:50,850 --> 01:40:53,166
It's been an incredible
journey of self realization
1295
01:40:53,166 --> 01:40:56,830
self discovery and
emotional breakthroughs and.
1296
01:40:58,110 --> 01:41:00,670
There's a lot of things
bubbling up in my system
1297
01:41:00,810 --> 01:41:01,290
and
1298
01:41:01,440 --> 01:41:02,310
they have enough
1299
01:41:02,760 --> 01:41:04,350
time and space to
1300
01:41:04,860 --> 01:41:05,860
surface.
1301
01:41:06,870 --> 01:41:07,500
Their brains
1302
01:41:07,680 --> 01:41:10,807
always moving at a million
miles an hour and i i can
1303
01:41:10,807 --> 01:41:14,500
always hear everything
that is happening up there.
1304
01:41:15,030 --> 01:41:17,860
Instead of take this
time and space to.
1305
01:41:18,012 --> 01:41:22,332
Certain things surface and then to really
listen to them and to respond to them
1306
01:41:22,632 --> 01:41:24,382
to respond to myself.
1307
01:41:25,872 --> 01:41:26,682
It's needed
1308
01:41:27,132 --> 01:41:28,372
and i'm grateful
1309
01:41:28,542 --> 01:41:30,502
i'm so excited for tomorrow.
1310
01:41:31,242 --> 01:41:33,952
It was so sad that
it's my last day.
1311
01:41:34,452 --> 01:41:39,642
Like i'm on one ahead i'm so excited to go
home and get to rest of my mind and body
1312
01:41:39,642 --> 01:41:42,532
and i miss my wife
and i miss my cats
1313
01:41:43,482 --> 01:41:44,482
but.
1314
01:41:46,932 --> 01:41:50,302
I'm just i'm so ready to see
where tomorrow takes me.
1315
01:41:50,412 --> 01:41:53,692
I think that today took me in.
1316
01:41:54,222 --> 01:41:57,562
So many more places than
i thought i could even go.
1317
01:41:58,572 --> 01:42:01,482
And it took me so
many places that i i
1318
01:42:01,992 --> 01:42:03,162
i struggle
1319
01:42:04,032 --> 01:42:07,414
to conceptualize that
there are more places that
1320
01:42:07,414 --> 01:42:10,602
can be taken but i know
that tomorrow is going to be
1321
01:42:11,142 --> 01:42:14,412
extremely special in it's
own way i look it up and leave
1322
01:42:14,622 --> 01:42:15,582
feeling fucking
1323
01:42:15,792 --> 01:42:16,792
great
1324
01:42:17,412 --> 01:42:18,412
and.
1325
01:42:20,262 --> 01:42:22,162
I don't want it to and.
1326
01:42:22,692 --> 01:42:26,182
I don't want to do some bad
ass fucking shit tomorrow and.
1327
01:42:27,642 --> 01:42:29,572
And i'm going to
fucking go places.
1328
01:42:31,392 --> 01:42:35,782
And i'm ready and i'm so ready to
come home and reflect on that as well.
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