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- I'm just going to take a video of you.
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Yeah ?
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I've got a a small kink.
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It's nothing big or anything, but hmm...
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Could you tell me... you love me
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into the camera ?
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- Do you know my friend Star ?
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- Wait, don't finish.
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- Why ?
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- So we can go and fuck someone.
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- Okay, sure.
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- I don't want to waste it.
- Yeah.
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- Where're you going ?
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- Bathroom. I was kind of close to...
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- You wanna like... come ?
Yeah.
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- To the hookup ?
- Oh, no. No.
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- Why ?
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- Kind of scared to get murdered.
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- Fuck it ! How are you going
to get murdered ?
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- They might have a knife.
- Why would they have a knife ?
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- Well, they might have kitchen knives.
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- What they would do with kitchen knives ?
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- They'd stab me. Serrated edges.
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- Come on. Just come and it'll be fun.
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- Nope.
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- You're so rude.
- Uuhh....
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- Just go.
- Bye.
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- Bye.
- See you.
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- I love watching cute gay couples,
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like when they're old.
- What do you ever get ?
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- I mean, they look pretty gay.
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I think I want this.
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Okay. You're right. Shot us
a bit of beer actually.
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- Oh, shit. Yeah. Okay.
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- Give me the lighter.
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Thank you.
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- What are you doing?
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No...
- Stop. I'm doing it.
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- No. Give it to me. Give it to me.
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Come here.
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It's the hold a bit like this.
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Lighter like this.
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Get it under.
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Pop it. Here.
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- Yeah, she did it. Like that.
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- What about this guy?
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He's one mile away.
- No.
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- Why ? He's hot.
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- I don't care if he's hot. I just...
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I don't want to have sex with someone
for the first time if I don't know them.
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Well, was there anyone that you do want
to have sex with for the first time ?
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- Yes.
- Who ?
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- Jake.
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- Jake...?
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Double English. Jake ?
- Double English. Jake.
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I don't know why you don't like him.
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It's not I don't like him. I just
didn't realize you two were...
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- We text.
- Oh, you text...
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- We text. I sit next to him in English.
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We text about English stuff...
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and some non- English things.
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- Is it big ?
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- It's really big. Yeah.
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What ?
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- We'll still hang out...
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when like we get boyfriends and stuff ?
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I just I'm scared of...
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of real life becoming permanent and...
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everybody else here sucks.
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- Everyone here sucks,
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but humm....
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I was thinking, maybe after school,
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we could humm...
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we could just leave
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and
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go to a different country and
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just stay there.
Even if we don't like it,
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we can go somewhere else and
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just live it out.
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Would you do that with me ?
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- I got some green hash,
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snow, e- pills, ket,
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DMT, oxies, fentanyl.
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Oh.Uh, I got some methamphetamines.
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Just meth, just amphetamines.
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And some G.
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-Oooh...
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- What ?
- What ?
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Wait, what's G ?
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- Excellent question.
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Okay, pretend we're at a party...
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- Wait
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Wait. Is there going to be any food ?
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- Yes, there'll be food.
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Popcorn, dips.
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- Who has popcorn with dips ?
- Who has popcorn with dips ?
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- Guys, shut up and listen,
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Right?
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Imagine you are dancing someone
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who is not interested in you.
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G is the cheap cog
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to make them horny.
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Spike their drink.
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- Hey, there you are.
- Thanks, mate.
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- Brought you a drink.
- Oh, yes.
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- It takes about 15 minutes
to hit the system.
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Whoever takes it will have
lowered inhibitions
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and feel a sense of euphoria.
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- I wanna fuck you.
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- Just need to make sure not to overdose.
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overdose.
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- Why ? What happens then ?
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- You will lose motor functions,
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respiratory difficulties,
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and you will fall under or die.
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- All right, can I breathe ?
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Sorry, I can't breathe.
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Now you can counteract this
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by taking some stimulants.
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Now give me my money and leave.
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- Okay.
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Why are you filming me for so long ?
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- Because I want to know it.
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- Know what ? You're making me nervous.
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- Look, tell everyone that's watching,
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how it feels to be losing your virginity
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in t minus 10 minutes.
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- I, I don't know. I'm nervous.
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- Don't be. Okay ?
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Walk up to him and
give him a compliment.
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- Okay. Okay.
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Sup ?
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- Absolutely not.
You know, it was terrible.
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- Aahhhh...
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- Come on. Again.
- Hey. Hmm...
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You're really nice tonight.
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- Thanks.
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- Okay. And then I go for the kiss.
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- Yeah.
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- Okay.
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How, how do I know it's... hmm...
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How do I know that's...
when's the time to go ?
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- It's like... you know,
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that feeling you get in your stomach.
- Yeah,
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- You can sense all their movements.
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You can hear their breathing.
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Then the impulse comes.
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- What are you doing ?
- I wanna kiss you.
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Do you not want to ?
- No, no.
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- No. I mean, it's just a really
bad time to do this.
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- You're going to kiss me back.
It's a bad timing ?
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- No. I... I just didn't expect it.
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- We wanked together, Tommy.
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- Yeah, it's in a platonic way.
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- How is in a platonic way ?
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- I don't know. I don't know.
I don't know. I'm just...
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I'm nervous. Okay.
There's Jake about to come
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and we're about to have sex.
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- Okay, Jake. I didn't...
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- What ?
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- Jake, it's what this is all about,
isn't it ? Yes ?
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- Wait, are you angry with me now ?
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- No, I'm not angry with you. No.
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- Okay.
- Okay. It's...
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- So sorry. Am I interrupting something ?
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- No. No. So...
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- Hummm....
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You look really nice tonight.
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- Thanks.
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Do you wanna get that drink ?
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- Yeah.
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- Oh well, let's go.
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♫ In my brain. I needed hope ♫
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♫ then a little company ♫
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♫ say what you mean please. ♫
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♫ I don't wanna play this day ♫
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♫ with you. ♫
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- Hey
- What ?
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- I've never done this before.
- Me too.
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♫ I don't wanna play this day ♫
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♫ with, with you. ♫
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♫ say what you mean please. ♫
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♫ I don't wanna play this day ♫
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♫ with you. ♫
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- Wait, wait, wait, wait. Stop !
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Wait. Stop !
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♫ be with you ♫
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-Not too crazy.
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- Tommy, I'm leaving for school now.
Do you wanna wake up ?
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- Tommy,
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- I'll take you.
- Okay.
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Thank you. I got to leave in
like 20 minutes.
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So, if we could...
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- 20 minutes ?
- Yeah.
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- Oh my god.
- That's really early.
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- Yeah. How do you do that every day ?
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- I don't know. I've been late so many times, so...
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- I really...
- Awsome, yeah ?
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- What do you got first ?
- Spanish.
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- Spanish ?
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I wish I did Spanish. I did French instead.
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Not good vibes. No.
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- Do you remember the last time
you were happy ?
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- How do you do that?
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- I mean, that feeling you get inside
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when everything is truly...
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undoubtedly
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fine.
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- Nah, me neither,
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-Tommy, did you have the other four ?
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- And what's more depressing is, I think,
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that these pills Vibs gave me were fakes.
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My sister doesn't really deserve this.
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Sometimes life just finds someone
who's done nothing wrong and
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fucks them.
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- Where were you ?
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- Sorry, sorry, I was,
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I was, I was, I was late.
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- Yeah, I know you're on drugs.
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- Okay.
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- I deserve to be picked up
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rather than waiting here
in the cold for you.
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- Oh, mate, can I tell you something ?
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- What ?
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- You know, I'm not really meant to be here.
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- Oh...
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- No, I'm... seriously...
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Have you not noticed how different
everything looks ?
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- Yeah.
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Yeah. I'm not meant to be here either.
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Want things to go back to normal,
like the way they were, but...
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that doesn't exist anymore.
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- No, don't do that. Don't do that.
- Do what ?
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- Why are you trying to act like
you know what I'm going through ?
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- What ?
- It's just so dark.
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- What does that do ?
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- In hindsight, this
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isn't my most responsible moment.
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- How'd you take it ?
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- Maddie, it's a pill.
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Wait.
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Wait !
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Stop !
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Stop !
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Stop !
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I think about it all the time. So...
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these drugs...
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they create silence in my head.
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Because when everything is quiet
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and I do something he used to,
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I can feel him.
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And when it's not silent,
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I feel that the whole world's empty
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and I'm the only one left behind.
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- Shit ! I forgot about Maddie.
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- Jake.
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Jake. Jake. Come on.
- No more, man.
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- Jake, don't be like this. Jake. Jake.
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Jake. Jake. Jake. ja, Jake.
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Seriously. Jake.
You know, just sat still.
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- What ? For 8 hours ? Whilst I was high,
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and some junky was showing
to turn me off, no ?
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- Okay. But Jake,
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he's the one guy that likes me.
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- He doesn't even like you, by the way.
266
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He just feels sorry for you
267
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and I don't even see why anyways.
You're a horrible person.
268
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- Oh yeah. Okay. I'm so horrible.
269
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I'm sorry for feeding you.
270
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- What, drugs ?
271
00:16:28,667 --> 00:16:31,292
Who the hell gives drugs
to a 14year-old ?
272
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- I totally thought she was older.
273
00:16:36,646 --> 00:16:38,838
Maddie, people do drugs when they're 15.
274
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I was basically doing you a favour.
275
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- A favour ?
- Yeah, a favour.
276
00:16:41,477 --> 00:16:43,224
- I was scared and you left me alone
in that place.
277
00:16:43,224 --> 00:16:45,532
- You wanted to do it.
You actually wanted to do it.
278
00:16:45,532 --> 00:16:47,090
- You wanted something to talk about ?
279
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- I'm so worried to talk to you.
- Be nice to me.
280
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Please just be nice to me.
I deserve nice.
281
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- Okay.
282
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The are you hot enough pick ?
283
00:18:12,160 --> 00:18:14,125
You've got to make sure that
your abs're showing
284
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and also your butt,
285
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but not too much of either
cuz you want to remain versatile.
286
00:18:18,270 --> 00:18:19,795
You can't be too fat
287
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or too skinny.
288
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I hate this.
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Easy.
290
00:18:48,480 --> 00:18:49,756
- Where are you going ?
291
00:18:50,400 --> 00:18:52,292
- Oh, I found the guy that took Star.
292
00:18:54,833 --> 00:18:56,833
Well, aren't you going to say anything?
293
00:18:59,292 --> 00:19:00,417
- No.
294
00:19:00,671 --> 00:19:02,583
I was going to tell you I was
going on a date.
295
00:19:02,861 --> 00:19:04,958
Hopefully, you'll tell me to be back on time
296
00:19:05,044 --> 00:19:07,458
to be safe but... never mind.
297
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- Maddie,
298
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Maddie, share your location with me.
299
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- Hello.
300
00:19:27,848 --> 00:19:30,792
Ah, this is for you.
301
00:19:40,780 --> 00:19:42,750
How was your day ?
302
00:19:45,260 --> 00:19:47,125
- Good.
- Good.
303
00:19:50,403 --> 00:19:51,667
Ah...
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take a seat. Let me get you another drink.
305
00:19:53,750 --> 00:19:55,833
- Mhm... mmh...
306
00:20:02,160 --> 00:20:03,833
- I'm just gonna...
307
00:20:03,904 --> 00:20:05,917
take a video of you, yeah ?
308
00:20:08,043 --> 00:20:09,583
- Do you, hmm...
309
00:20:09,583 --> 00:20:11,542
do you know my friend Star ?
310
00:20:11,694 --> 00:20:12,917
- Who ?
311
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- Brown hair,
312
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blue eyes.
- Shhh !!!
313
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Can I ask you something ?
314
00:20:22,167 --> 00:20:24,208
Do you think I'm kind ? Hahh.
315
00:20:25,250 --> 00:20:27,514
Do you think I'm capable of being loved ?
316
00:20:27,600 --> 00:20:29,417
Like I said I just don't feel like
people like me,
317
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like, like I mean, I mean like
318
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I feel like people think,
319
00:20:32,958 --> 00:20:35,417
I feel like people feel sorry for me.
320
00:20:35,417 --> 00:20:37,542
I mean you and me we'll fuck
and everything, but...
321
00:20:39,304 --> 00:20:40,928
I just want to know,
322
00:20:42,799 --> 00:20:44,973
Do you think I can be more
than that to someone ?
323
00:20:47,639 --> 00:20:49,657
- I'm just trying to find my friend Star. I mean...
324
00:20:49,657 --> 00:20:51,802
- I don't know your bloody friend.
325
00:20:55,607 --> 00:20:58,208
Sorry. You know what ?
I've forgotten something.
326
00:20:58,208 --> 00:21:00,458
You just stay there. Yeah.
327
00:21:00,799 --> 00:21:02,750
Just give me a sec. One sec.
328
00:21:10,080 --> 00:21:11,500
- You just need to make sure
329
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not to overdose.
330
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You will lose motor functions,
331
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respiratory difficulties,
332
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and you will fall under or die.
333
00:21:27,656 --> 00:21:29,500
- We are on...
334
00:21:29,877 --> 00:21:31,433
a bridge in London.
335
00:21:31,433 --> 00:21:33,463
- I'm going to be brave as fuck and
336
00:21:33,463 --> 00:21:36,018
jump in this river.
- You are not.
337
00:21:36,400 --> 00:21:37,899
- Oh my god. This is us.
338
00:21:42,453 --> 00:21:43,958
- Tommy.
339
00:21:46,400 --> 00:21:48,000
Are you okay ?
340
00:21:51,520 --> 00:21:54,218
Tommy ? Are you okay ?
341
00:21:59,360 --> 00:22:01,917
- I'm just so lonely sometimes.
342
00:22:02,308 --> 00:22:03,667
- I know,
343
00:22:04,496 --> 00:22:05,990
but I'm gone.
344
00:22:08,159 --> 00:22:09,750
- Yeah, but why though ?
345
00:22:10,079 --> 00:22:11,514
You know why ? Like, just...
346
00:22:11,514 --> 00:22:13,667
We didn't even do anything wrong, you know ?
347
00:22:13,946 --> 00:22:15,458
- Listen to me.
348
00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:18,480
I never got to travel the world,
349
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I never got married.
350
00:22:21,760 --> 00:22:24,583
I want you to do those things.
351
00:22:25,280 --> 00:22:27,417
- What's the point if we're not
doing them together?
352
00:22:27,417 --> 00:22:30,292
- We are doing them together, Tommy.
- Like how ?
353
00:22:30,875 --> 00:22:32,754
- Damn. I got lucky.
354
00:22:33,659 --> 00:22:36,316
Oh yes, you're the best person in the world.
355
00:22:40,893 --> 00:22:42,958
- I fucked so many people.
356
00:22:44,215 --> 00:22:46,050
And I wanted to tell you,
honest, anyone,
357
00:22:46,075 --> 00:22:47,542
but I didn't know how to do.
358
00:22:48,702 --> 00:22:50,667
Just know that I'm checking up,
359
00:22:51,947 --> 00:22:53,583
That I'm always there.
360
00:22:53,933 --> 00:22:55,458
When you,
361
00:22:55,569 --> 00:22:57,992
when you first get your boyfriends or you...
362
00:22:58,320 --> 00:23:00,750
get your first house or, you know...
363
00:23:01,360 --> 00:23:03,458
you're moving on with life.
364
00:23:09,707 --> 00:23:12,458
- You can counteract this
by taking some stimulants.
365
00:23:16,880 --> 00:23:18,685
- Start coming up.
366
00:23:24,551 --> 00:23:27,131
- Where are you going ? I was going to tell
you I was going on a date.
367
00:23:27,300 --> 00:23:29,458
Hopefully, you'll tell me to be back on time.
368
00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:35,917
- It's okay.
369
00:23:36,708 --> 00:23:39,667
Just breathe when I breathe.
370
00:23:49,926 --> 00:23:51,549
I'm always there.
371
00:24:09,919 --> 00:24:12,542
- Maddie, I'm so sorry.
- What ?
372
00:24:14,400 --> 00:24:16,542
- I'm sorry for not listening to you.
373
00:24:19,274 --> 00:24:22,087
I mean, Star was my best friend,
you know, and...
374
00:24:23,984 --> 00:24:26,167
it was kind of all my fault.
375
00:24:29,062 --> 00:24:30,125
- It's not your fault.
376
00:24:30,125 --> 00:24:32,125
- No, it is. It is.
377
00:24:32,377 --> 00:24:35,375
That night we just got
into some stupid argument,
378
00:24:35,958 --> 00:24:37,373
like are nothing.
379
00:24:38,159 --> 00:24:40,500
And it just made me feel so lonely
380
00:24:40,746 --> 00:24:42,708
and I hate myself and...
381
00:24:42,952 --> 00:24:45,417
I'm just sorry if I made you feel that way.
382
00:24:45,919 --> 00:24:47,500
- I don't hate you.
383
00:24:49,360 --> 00:24:50,849
- You know you're my only friend.
384
00:24:50,849 --> 00:24:52,250
- Yeah, I know.
385
00:24:54,400 --> 00:24:56,903
- So go on then. Tell me about this date.
386
00:24:57,875 --> 00:25:00,708
- Honestly disgusting. this guy.
387
00:25:00,989 --> 00:25:02,975
He went to the toilet in the chicken shop,
388
00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:04,875
you know, the restaurant that he promised me,
389
00:25:04,875 --> 00:25:06,708
just to pop a zit.
390
00:25:07,125 --> 00:25:08,542
And when he came back,
391
00:25:08,542 --> 00:25:10,500
the zit was bleeding
392
00:25:10,690 --> 00:25:13,542
and the blood fell into the ketchup
393
00:25:13,883 --> 00:25:16,175
and... he ate it.
394
00:25:16,206 --> 00:25:17,798
- Ugh, nooo...
- He ate it
395
00:25:17,798 --> 00:25:19,292
- Nooo...
396
00:25:19,600 --> 00:25:21,542
- Did you kiss him ?
- No, no, no, no.
397
00:25:21,542 --> 00:25:23,000
- Yeah, I guess.
398
00:25:24,400 --> 00:25:26,208
Are you going to see him again ?
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